today im stll trying to figure this site all out its very confusing  and frustrating. My headaches are a every day occurance at this point and im always so tired and yet i cant sleep . Then I wonder why has life been so hard for me why have i been the chosen one to struggle since birth when will my day come im getting to old for this fighting to be happy. anyways wed november 11 th 2020 i meet with my medical oncologist Dr Brooks at the D'amour cancer center. hopefully to start this pill form thing thats supose to help stop the cancer cellls from growing to by sometime for this blood clot in my boobie to go away so they can do the surgery and get those ugly cellls out of me then the radiation ugh . I love a nice tan but not just on my boob ugh oh well thats it for now