Hello, my name is sandy. ... I am 55 yrs old.... I am a mother to 7 children and 2 granddaughters. .. I love them all very much and would do most anything I could for any of them. Both of my parents have passed away, and I had a son pass away from a bad auto accident. .. I have 1 son that is a twin that is autistic, mentally challenge, adhd, bipolar, moderate retardation. ..... he is 22 yrs old.... and I also have a daughter that is mentally challenged too....and she is a mother to one of my granddaughters .... my son, daughter and granddaughter all live with me.... It has been years since I ever had a journal, really I guess I just haven't had time to write one... I keep a lot of things and feelings buried inside of me. .. I don't really have anyone to talk to that I can trust. It is very difficult at times for me.