Hello, my name is Ashley. not only has times been hard due to covid. but my family and I are not living together because the home we moved into a few years ago (that we are renting), was hiding a secret. and still to this day could still be considered as hiding this secret. this is a three year long story but to make it short and sweet me and my family have been suffering from a toxic mold related illness. I know this because it took well over a year to pin our new and recurring health ailments on the toxic mold. of course with the help of hints in the homes structural problems and my many and severe symptoms. the problem is that my husband and me are both unemployed because of these health ailments. so we obviously do not have any means in providing the nessecary funds required for proving my high suspicion. therefore bringing me no support at all from the state, schools, family, or friends, not even healthcare providers would and still will not help. our beautiful family of 5 is just withering away to nothing. two out of three of my beautiful boys were taken from me by my parents and are seeking gaurdianship. this has crushed me. my symptoms are severe and there are so many. every single day is a challenge just to get out of bed. nobody takes this seriously 😒. and everyone think it's some fabrication to cover up that I'm a pile of crap person and a terrible mother. we got an eviction notice and not even help came from the management in which we rent from. it's all just a long terrible and unlucky story that's still going on! my brain function is getting worse all the time. it was an incredible challenge to create this. this being a last attempt in reaching out for help. I cannot even describe in word how terrible it feels to be this vulnerable, feeling like the world's against me. I just don't know what else to do or where I can turn to for help. we are even so close to losing our vehicle which is not even drivable due to not being able to provide maintenance. it's indescribable how physically impaired and mentally this has made me and only gets worse. you see not everyone is affected by toxic mold the same way. I'm just sensitive to start with allergies to dust and all kinds of other allergies. it's hit me the hardest out of our family and nobody understands or wants to. . oh what I would give to start over, to start fresh in a brand new mobile home. that's my dream! to get a brand new double wide modular home. so our family can just all be together again in a healthy beautiful environment and home. and even if my parents were supportive people. they don't have money either. they live off of SSI. oh gosh how I wish this nightmare to go away!