Cassi pavlo Houston we have a problem

I do know the above quote is erroneous in origin as much as I'd like to think this whole situation is..... it is not.  I am here @ Stage 3 triple negative breast cancer in the midst of corona without my kids home and making decisions of whats best for me? Join me in prayer and PLEASE post notes,scripture,  jokes or snide remarks. I need it and wish ALL my "ilk" knew each other so use this to see the rainbow of amazing people I am blessed to share life with. For those grading my grammar already gimme grace please. I ain't got time for nuances right now.  I ended a poem years ago that became a prayer to my Lord Jesus which said :

" There is where I want to be, more like You and less like me. So please burn, crush, shape and restore me into a woman that honors you more"

I know He heard that prayer and this is that refinement and as He called for complete surrender in 1995 Again He is calling me back to total and utter dependency. Read on past that Romans 7.9 scripture I mentioned to see the LIFE in Christ.




PS: Somewhere on here they asked me to write a little about myself then it disappeared so Ill post it here as postscript. You all know I am verbose.

Who Am I?  Not Jean Valjean but an outloud overly expressive and fallible Christian, fierce mother of teachable moments to my amazing loves Bella and Bastian and a ride or die friend that treasures our connection be it often or annually, you make my life rich.


 Life verse 
Romans 7.9
 I was once alive apart from the law, but when the commandment came, sin came alive and I died. 


life quote
Hamlet: 
The time is out of joint. O cursèd spite,
That ever I was born to set it right!