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I am almost 46 years old and a mother to 4 adult daughters and 2 grandsons. I have 2 old male cats who are my life. I love animals more than anything on earth. I also have a man who is in prison. I am on disability for severe mental illness and do not make enough money to live on. I am agoraphobic and have not left my house other than a handful of times since November 2009. I have also not driven since then. I am severely social phobic and have bad anxiety and panic attacks as well. I am bipolar with psychotic episodes and I have PTSD, borderline personality disorder, paranoid personality disorder, anti-social personality disorder, and schizotypal personality disorder. I also am not in good health. I have COPD which is quickly getting worse, pleurisy, and other health problems. For some reason I cannot get any assistance from anyone. I have written to every agency I can think of and I am getting nowhere. I have no support out here. I do not get along with my mother and my kids are not the most reliable people on earth. The only ones I could ever count on in my life were my grandparents and they are gone now. I have no support whatsoever. I am also a major loner and really do not associate with anyone. I am in a really bad situation right now and I need to move quickly and I need past utility bills paid. I am in a very unsafe situation where I am living and with the person who is/was my roommate. He is very abusive, violent, and has a long criminal history. He is into some very shady things and I do not feel safe at all here. I need to get away from here. However, like I said I am getting no support from anyone. I do not understand it. I mind my own business and hardly ever even leave my bedroom. I don't bother anyone and keep to myself. I do not understand what is going on here. I need help and I need it now.