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I would express all that I have to say in my words settled in some poetry..
"Why should I live?"
I can’t figure out why should I live?
There may be some reasons
Or any objective to survive
a belief which makes me alive
So, is there any reason for
Why should I live, or should I die?
Let me check, and dive back in time
and look upon the hearts of lovers
figure my dreams and my childish plans
also the expectations and promises of words
To check me whether should I live or should I die?
Whether should I work more or should I now die?
So, mamma, dadda gave me birth (have copyright)
but I have my dreams and I wanna fly
teachers, uncles, aunts are society can judge
but please don’t compare me with others
I want no limitations anymore and follow own path
but mamma says I might fail
So what? You are there and I will try again
Let me guess, they live for me
they answer others on my behalf
they rely on their greatest wealth; me
so, that makes their words final for me
No, what if I won’t be happy?
What if I should give a try?
No, I must be sure at risks if I wanna rise.
The whole world around makes noise
of what should do and what is wise
Why don't they understand me?
I’ll prove it to them. But how?
I don’t care but I’ll. Ohk!
So, I am ready to fight
But wait, I am stuck on the way,
ring to home and ask for support
the family says “well” and can’t understand I am alone
because the next day mamma comes and solves everything
Except for the demand. And I feel why should I live?
Obviously, I am stuck and should I ask anyone, why should I live?
I asked my friends, relatives, and mentors, they said
“I should live to inspire”
“For the welfare of mankind” and “Life is a routine”
“for millions of things, people whom our presence matters” and “abide god”
“live to win”
“Life is precious, phases are beautiful, to travel the world is gorgeous, fulfill ambitions”