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Monday, October 25, 2004 6:36 PM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZANE, today was a very hard day. Zane got his chocolate cake, and he got a balloon, a ribbon, and little yellow ducks. mary took one of his books and read to him. It was harder than I thought it was going to be. How can a heart hurt so bad and it not kill you. I know he is living the best life he could possibly live and he has no more pain, and is given more love than we could have ever given him, but it still hurts, you still feel like something is missing. I look at his pictures every day, and I think how beautiful he is, and everytime I see his smile, I cant help but to smile too. I guess thats what keeps us going. He had a beautiful day for his birthday. I should have known it was going to be beautiful, just like him. I would like to thank all of you for your kind words and for your prayers. it really does help knowing that you are not alone. My heart aches knowing that there are so many children out there going through the same thing Zane went through, and some even worse, GOD I cant imagine worse. I have no words of wisdom, nor do I have any answers, all I can offer are my prayers, and that is the only way I know to get through this. GOD BLESS YOU ALL, no matter what the outcome, GOD IS WITH YOU. Happy Birthday little buddy, we miss you so very much. Tomorrow makes 1 month that he passed, GOD GIVE US STRENGTH TO GET THROUGH THIS
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