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Well kids: today is a day to remember, isn't it ? It's Jake's birthday. He brought so much joy to so many people, and we can all just be thankful that we were given the chance to have known him.Many prayers are being said for him today, but we all know that he is IN GOOD HANDS--JUST LIKE IT WAS MEANT TO BE. Bless you all, Natalie, Jerry and the boys. thinking of you all with love. Sincerely--Alice
Alice Knox <Aalknox@ charter.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wisc.qWood USA - Tuesday, April 15, 2008 10:12 PM CDT

Hi Natalie and Jerry:-It's almost time for another happy day in your family--Your little girl will be three years old--another wonderful day for your family.I know she must be talking up a storm, as the saying goes, I hope I get to see her again sometime when she comes o visit Grandma Dee. Hope you all have a great elebration, as I know you will. Much love to all of you--tell the big boys hi for me.
Alice Knox <alknox@chater.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. USA - Tuesday, March 25, 2008 9:31 PM CDT

Hello again--Natalie, Jerry and little Josie--I still find myself re-reading the entries people have written, and somehow, I get some peace from each one. The prayer that is at the beginning is framed and hanging on the wall in my bedroom--it has a photo of my son, Wally along side the poem--he is 'up there' with you Jake, It would please me to know that you two have met--if the GOOD LORD IS WILLING but then, that too is out of my hands. YOU ARE STILL LOVED AND MISSED SO MUCH. BYE FOR NOW-- Love Alice K.
ALICE KNOX <ALKNOX@ CHARTER.NET>
WISCONSIN RAPIDS, WI. USA - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 4:52 PM CDT

A very happy 2nd birthday to the beautiful Josie. I think of Jacob and all of you so often. My love to you and your family.
Sherri Foth <smcqfoth@comcast.net>
Flowery Branch, GA - Tuesday, May 1, 2007 9:51 PM CDT

Time sure does go by quickly. Thank you for sharing the new pictures. I think of you often. Have a wonderful summer.
DONNA WALTER
ANTIGO, WI - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 12:13 AM CDT

Natalie...If you remember me..from General Med.& then Dr. McNutts office.I just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and what a surprise to see you have a beautiful little girl! Congratulations! I do believe Jake is keeping an eye on her from up above. God Bless you & your family always.
Mary Ross <scomar@bayland.net>
Little Suamico, WI - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 6:04 PM CST

I was posting this picture on Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello", a fire work display seems a great tribute to a great little boy

Lots of love

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, September 3, 2006 12:19 AM CDT

Thinking of you
Donna Walter
Antigo, WI - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 1:21 PM CDT

Hi Jerry and Natalie: Gee a whole year has gone by, and tomorrow will be a happy day at your home.--Your new little bundle of joy will be having her first birthday. My what a grat day for you all. I'm wishing her a wonderful birthday--Thank you for the photo of her in my arms. Have a happy day--Love to you all. Alice
Alice Knox <alnox@charter.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. USA - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 7:16 PM CST

Al said Josie is just a doll, I am sure she was truly a gift from Jake to you both.
Hope you enjoy the Holidays with your family,

Al & Connie Gegare <acjgegare@aol.com>
Suamico, WI - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 8:41 AM CST

I was happy to read the new entry and see the pictures of Josie she is so beautiful. I think of you often and will light a candle in memory of Jake. Happy birthday and Happy Holidays to all.
Donna Walter <donnaw@aspirus.org>
Antigo, WI - Monday, November 28, 2005 10:15 AM CST

Hi Guys!
It's so cool that you still have this going. I think of Jake often. Josie is so cute! She must keep you busy, we haven't seen you lately. Hopefully that changes and we run into you over the holidays. Natalie, I hope you have a happy birthday and happy holidays to you all. There will be a candle lit in our home in Jakes honor! Beth & Brad
Beth & Brad Zellner <beth.zellner@eams.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Monday, November 28, 2005 7:28 AM CST

Jerry & Natalie,
I was going thru all my caringbridge names and came across Jakes and wanted to see how you guys were doing and dicovered you had a baby. That is wonderful!!! I am Angel Taylor Johnson's mom Angie and we had a baby last July so he is now 13 months old. We named him Logan Taylor Johnson and he reminds us of Taylor, he is such and angel and we know he was sent to us. I am so happy for all of you and I'm sure your little girl will bring lots of happiness back in your house. Take care Love Angie
Angie Johnson <JATLJOHNS@aol.com>
Land O Lakes, FL - Monday, August 8, 2005 9:12 PM CDT

Congratulations on your new little bundle of Joy. Her pictures did not come thru on my computer, but I'm sure the next ones will. I am so happy for all of you, and can't wait to meet her. Much love to you all. Alice
Alice Knox
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 11:00 AM CDT

Nat and Jerry...Josie is an Angel. She is just perfect!
Sherri Foth <smcq8399@bellsouth.net>
Flowery Branch, GA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 11:48 AM CDT

Hi folks,
I am so happy for all of you.
Your daughter looks beautiful.
What a wonderful gift.
God Bless all of you... your right, I'm sure Jacob is watching over you and smiling.
Take Care All...Jody and family
Jody Beyer
Two Rivers, WI US - Friday, April 29, 2005 10:52 AM CDT

Congratulations -- I have a card I was planning to send after Eric signs -- but that may not be for weeks - he's trying to think of the perfect thing to say. Hope all is going well
Otnie Dechert
suamico, - Monday, April 18, 2005 1:26 PM CDT

She's beautiful. Congratulations!
Dee A Mullins www.caringbridge.org/wv/taylor <deemullins@adelphia.net>
- Saturday, April 16, 2005 4:26 PM CDT

Congratulations! Baby is beautiful.
Frank Romano <fxspecial_1999@yahoo.com>
NJ - Friday, April 15, 2005 2:49 PM CDT

Congratulations - She is so beautiful. I am happy everything went well. My thoughts and prayers are with you always. Can't wait to see more pictures.

Donna Walter <donnaw@aspirus.org>
Antigo, WI 54409 - Friday, April 15, 2005 2:47 PM CDT

Congradulations
Kathy Beth
Green Bay, WI - Monday, April 11, 2005 1:30 PM CDT

I was wondering when we would hear about the new baby. I couldn't open the photos for some reason, but I'm sure she's adorable! Congratulations.
Patti DeRoeck <patti.deroeck@ki.com>
Green Bay, WI - Monday, April 11, 2005 12:47 AM CDT

I cannot wait to hear the news of the new baby's birth. Take care Nat!!
Sherri Foth
- Monday, February 28, 2005 4:23 PM CST

Hi Jerry and Natalie--such good news you are sending us. I know that our Jake is happy too. Happiness will then be alive in your home once more when the little one arrives. Wishing you the blessings from "THE MAN FROM ABOVE" HE is always with us. Much love
Alice Knox <alknox@charter. net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 7:05 PM CST

Oh what happy news. I am so happy for you & can't wait to see pictures. Your in my thoughts and prayers always.
Donna Walter <donnaw@aspirus.org>
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005 11:28 AM CST

Just a note to say Merry Christmas and a Happy and Healthy New Year.
(and a Happy Belated Birthday to you Natalie!)
Shawna, Gary, Max and Anthony Perdue <sycperdue@yahoo.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 1:34 PM CST

Thinking of you...
Dee A Mullins www.caringbridge.org/wv/taylor <deemullins@adelphia.net>
Mount Sterling, KY - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 5:35 PM CST

Happy Birthday !
Jodi
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 11:41 AM CST

Happy Birthday Natalie
Donna Walter <donnaw@aspirus.org>
Antigo, WI - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:46 AM CST

Hi Natalie and Jerry,
Missed you at FoCC tonight Natalie. I have been going on caringbridge quite frequently as of late because a little girl from Kewaunee was critically injured in a car accident Sept 17th and is in Childrens Hospital in Milwaukee. I have her site bookmarked along with this one and check yours once in awhile too. Love the pics of Jake. He had THE MOST beautiful eyes. I think of you often. Take care and hope to see you soon! Mary
Mary Berkovitz <mpberkovitz@greenbaynet.com>
Kewaunee, WI - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 10:19 PM CDT

Hi Nat and Jerry....thank you for the update. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Sherri Foth <smcqfoth@bellsouth.net>
Flowery Branch, GA 30542 - Thursday, October 7, 2004 9:42 AM CDT

Hi My name is Jenna and I came across your webiste.
You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Friday, September 10, 2004 1:26 AM CDT

I think of you all often and do miss seeing you :(
we still have a pic of Jake at work and in my heart.
thinking of you
Terri R.N. <tmbhse@aol.com>
- Sunday, August 1, 2004 5:30 PM CDT

Natalie, you and your family are in my thoughts...
Frank Romano <fxspecial_1999@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 29, 2004 1:24 PM CDT

Hi Nat and Jerry....it was so nice to read the update. I think of you often and continue to keep all of you in my thoughts and prayers. Take care.
Sherri Foth <foths@mdainc.com>
Norcross, GA - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 9:05 AM CDT

We still think of you and pray for you often. A picture of Jake remains on our refrigerator as a memory of his life here on earth and as a reminder to keep your family in prayer. Love, Wendy and family
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 8:14 AM CDT

Thinking of you.
Donna Walter <donnaw@waushosp.org>
- Thursday, April 15, 2004 3:57 PM CDT

Dear Natalie and Jerry--tomorrow is an important date in your lives..the day that little Jake was born. He gave you two a lot, and you gave him so much of yourselves, but then GOD took him back. How wonderful life was for the three of you, and it is still wonderful, too. Little Jake will be waiting for you both with his arms open, and GOD will be waitig too, when your 'time' comes. Let's hope it will be many years tho' before that call comes. I think of you kids a lot, but you two do know how lucky you are that you had your little Jake, . GOD bless you and keep you happy. Much love--Alice
Alice Knox <alknox@charter.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, wi. USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 2:13 PM CDT

It has been along time, we changed ocmputers and I could not find web address. I found it going through some old papers. We think of you often and admire your strenth and courage. The pictures are great.
Nisa, Lynn & Sean Kshir <nlkshir@dfnow.com>
Mansfield, PA USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 12:57 AM CST

hi nat and jerry ; i will always remember your sweet little jake. especially his blond joke. Brian wolf and JAKE are having a lot of hahas up with Jesus. I know my parents are huging and loving those cute little boys. I miss seeing the both of you. love always mary beth
mary beth cenefelt < tootienana@mcleod.net>
Green Bay, WI brown - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 3:03 PM CST

You are in my thoughts this week, especially. I celebrate Jake's life with you, and I smile as I reflect on our happy and sad times together. Here's a big hug for mom, dad, and the grandma who promised not to make Christmas cookies until Jake came home. My heart goes out to you.
Rosa from St. Vincent's Peds <rkugel@stvgb.org>
- Wednesday, December 3, 2003 10:56 PM CST

Dear Jerry and Natalie, You are close to our hearts. We think of you often. The memorial for Jake is beautiful. I gathered the children around the computer and showed them the pictures. They all thought that Jake looked very much like our Michael. Thank you for sharing. We see Jake's picture every day and are reminded of our boys playing at Jesus' feet, happier than we can ever hope to imagine. On this anniversary of Jake's home going, please know that we love you and that we care. Charlile and Wendy and family
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 9:48 AM CST

Dear Natalie and Jerry -

I just wanted to let you know that I think of you often, and you are in my prayers, especially today (12-1-03).
Lisa Ives <scottlisaives@netzero.net>
Green Bay, - Monday, December 1, 2003 4:28 PM CST

Hi Natalie and Jerry....I just wanted to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and your families.
Sherri McHugh-Foth <smcq8399@msn.com>
Flowery Branch, GA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 8:33 AM CST

Hi Natalie,

I have not forgot about the "book" I was going to make you based on Jake's site. I hope to have it completed for you soon. It was great to see you both in Sept.

Take Care!
Jodi, Warren, Olivia & Zoe
- Tuesday, November 4, 2003 1:05 PM CST

Dear Jerry and Natalie,
We stopped by the cemetary last weekend to see Jake's memorial. The memorial is beautiful and they did a great job etching Jake's picture. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Hope to see you soon.
Dean and Deb Schoenick <schnook@wctc.net>
- Thursday, October 30, 2003 6:01 PM CST

Dear Jerry and Natalie, Just wanted to let you know that we are keeping up with your caringbridge entries. Thank you for continuing to post. We truly care how you are doing. Love you guys, Wendy and Charlie
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 10:44 PM CST

I miss you guys. Stop in for a hug anytime. Would you consider putting a photo of Jake back on the picture page of your site? I often log in when I'm thinking of Jake, just to see his beautiful smile. Take care.
Rosa from St Vincent Peds <rkugel@stvgb.org>
- Friday, October 24, 2003 1:28 PM CDT

Hey There:)
just a quick note to say i'm thinking of both of you. It always seems sad to me that we share so much time with you and then just lose touch. I just wanted to say hi and that even if the time we shared is over you have touched my life in a big way and I fine that Jake's memory is never be far from my thoughts. I think he would laugh at that:)

Terrri H. R.N.
- Wednesday, October 1, 2003 10:23 AM CDT

Hey guys, I thought I'd drop in and say hi. Yesterday I removed all but a few entries from my caring bridge web site's list. Since you all have been posting I couldn't bring myself to delete yours. I'm very saddened to hear the news of Kim. Though I hadn't met her, we talked quite a bit over email. She was a very special woman. Though it's taken a while, Dona has finished changing Justin's room over. We also gave a lot of Justin's toys to his best friend Nathan. We still though have several boxes that we had to keep. His Star Wars and Batman collection will probably remain with us forever. The second year after Justin went to heaven has really been a lot tougher than the first. I guess the problem is that his motions, voice, and smell seem to be slipping away from our memory and we're fighting to keep that from happening. We have a video of Justin that we watch and though seeing him is so hard, it also brings us comfort. Well, I didn't plan on writing this much, but when your heart wants to talk I guess that there's no stopping it. Take Care

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Friday, September 26, 2003 8:33 AM CDT

Hi Natalie and Jerry! The only time that I have been able to see both of you has been when I am rollerblading! I thought I would let you know that for my college admissions essay I am writing a little bit about Jake! As soon as I finish it I will be sure to drop by and show it to you! I hope all is going well and I hope to see you both soon!
Jamie Livermore <JmeDancer04_@hotmail.com>
- Monday, September 15, 2003 10:45 AM CDT

Congratulations on completing your race Natalie! I recently started walk/jogging, and I know how hard it is. I don't think I'll ever make the 2 mile mark without stopping. I'm almost to a mile though... Congrats on the new job also. Hopefully we'll get to see you soon, maybe for a Packer game with the Peots? Bring your swim suits, if the game is dull, we can always hot tub it! Take care! This site is awesome. You a such a good person to make a difference in so many people's lives. Beth
Beth Zellner <beth.zellner@eams.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Friday, September 12, 2003 7:15 AM CDT

Way to go Natalie!! You did great!
I am back to work too, as of last week!
Sherri Foth
Norcross, GA - Monday, August 4, 2003 1:21 PM CDT

Congratulations Natalie !!!
Now next year you will run the 5 mile, right? Hope to see you in Sept.
Jodi,Warren,Olivia & Zoe
- Thursday, July 31, 2003 10:00 AM CDT

Hi Natalie. It was nice to see you at Howard Chiropratic last week. I was telling Troy's family that you were working there now. I finally got the address to this website. I couldn't stop reading all of your past entries over the months. I think it is wonderful that you have journaled throughout Jake's illness and continue to. I can only imagine how many people you have affected. Thanks for sharing all of your thoughts. I hope to see you around again soon, just hopefully not at Howard Chiropractic. My back is so much better. I hope I don't have to return for a while. Take care!
Traci Vandeyacht <tvdy@netzero.net>
Green Bay, wi USA - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 9:38 AM CDT

Hi Nat...I have been waiting for you to let us know how you both are doing and about your trip to New Jersey. I feel sadness remembering Grandpop who was so full of life but you are right in that he is with family and friends and talking up a storm. Good luck running!! I wish that I could be there to cheer you on or to give you oxygen when you cross the finish line!! haha Take care and I will be sending out a check Monday.
Sherri McHugh-Foth <smcq8399@msn.com>
Flowery Branch, GA - Saturday, July 12, 2003 8:06 PM CDT

Hi Jerry, Natalie & Boys: I want to thank you for your support of TEAM JOHN STACHOVICH at the American Cancer Society's Relay in Edina. There were around 400 luminaries with my name or the team's name on. What an honor. I gave the opening speech to about a group of 450 cancer patients, care givers and family and friends. As you know, relay's can be very overwhelming. I finished my speech and looked to the crowd in the bleachers and saw these individuals giving me a standing ovation. This really touched my heart and was a defining moment in my life. I know now why God had me stay these five years I had been sick. My cancer has been spreading and God is giving me permission to start preparing for my next journey. There will be so many many friends who will be greeting me as I enter the gates of Heaven. I want to thank you for your kindness, your prayers, and your good thoughts. Friends have set up a website in my name. It is http://caringbridge.org/mn/jstachovich. I pray that all these remaining days will be filled with continued sunshine and smiles. God Bless all of you.
John Stachovich
John Stachovich <jstachovich@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, July 10, 2003 7:41 PM CDT

Hey Natalie & Jerry;
Had 10 minutes to visit the website after my shift, love the pictures! It's awesome to hear you started jogging Natalie, I'll see ya at the run, i'm gonna run the 2 miles then work the finish line! Sounds like you guys are keeping busy! God Bless and we'll see ya later!
RWalker, RN <rmwalk1@aol.com>
WI - Thursday, July 3, 2003 11:25 PM CDT

Hi Natalie & Jerry--I just viewed the new entries to the photo album. Loved the quilt that grandma Claire made--it is priceless. In The photo of the kindergarden class you can see the love for Jake is showing with their spirit that only children seem to have. thanks for the update, Natalie. Sorry for your loss of your Grandpa Nick.--he was a lovely man, and I am proud that I got to know him.
Love to you all---Alice
Alice Knox <aliceknox@g2a.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 10:49 AM CDT

Hi Everyone,
Ok so it is 7:34 a.m. and ya brought me to tears.. What a wonderful tribute Jake's class did for him! Kids CAN be GREAT! The quilt is beautiful! I love how Blue shows up here and there as well as the Nike & football stuff.

Natalie, I am sorry to hear about your gandfather, but it is comforting to know that he is with Jake.

Have a safe trip !
Jodi Caswell
- Wednesday, June 25, 2003 7:40 AM CDT

Nat....my deepest sympathy in the loss of Grandpop. I can't tell you how many days that I wondered how he was doing. I missed talking to him when I did his tickets. He was a joy. My thoughts and prayers are with you, your Mom and your family during this time.
Sherri McHugh-Foth
Flowery Branch, GA - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 6:08 PM CDT

Hi Nat and Jerry,
Leave it to Grandma Claire to come up with such a beautiful idea as the quilt. It's gorgeous. I know the day at kindergarten was very hard for you both but how wonderful are those kids. It really says alot about how many lives Jacob touched. The pictures are so nice. Thank you for sharing them.
Marha Barlament <mlbbarley@aol.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 11:26 AM CDT

Hi Nat and Jerry...just checking in with you, hoping that you are doing OK.
Sherri McHugh-Foth
Flowery Branch, GA - Monday, June 23, 2003 11:35 AM CDT

Hi Jerry & Natalie,
Just wanted to thank you for your contribution to Danielle's Relay for Life team. The "Friends of Danielle" was the top fundraising team for the 2nd year in a row, raising $4,270.00 this year at the Kewaunee County Relay for Life. Danielle was able to get 15 survivors walking the opening lap with her also. If was very moving to see her out there with so many others who have had to go through this fight. Danielle and I read off all the names & messages on the luminaries and Danielle got to read both Jacob's and Brian Wulf's. It was pretty special. I was the guest speaker for the evening and actually made it through without crying. It's amazing the strength you find when you need it! Hope all is well with you. Take care.
Mary Berkovitz <maberky@msn.com>
Kewaunee, WI - Thursday, June 19, 2003 11:13 AM CDT

Natalie & Jerry, I have been having a hard time sleeping tonight. Also, your family has been very much on my mind the past few days,since you sent me the check for lumminaries for myself and Jacob. I will be giving the opening speech at the Edina Relay For Life on June 27-28.
In my speech, I will be mentioning our Angle Jacob, along
with the names of Marion, Gabrial,and Ron. These wonderful people are also now in Heaven. And, I am going to talk a bit about my mom who died in 1988 from breast cancer. I hope that I continue my fight with the grace and inspiration these friends did. I want others to know if I and the others that I mentioned can fight the cancer demon, so can they.
This will be my last speaking engagement for both the American Cancer Society and the Leukemia Lymphoma Society.
Since my cancer came back last September, I turn to mush and my eyes swell with tears knowing that Jake, Marion, Gabe, and Ron will be giving me a tour of Heaven within the year. I can see it now, Jacob leading the group to show me where everything is. I can see that beautiful smile of his right now.

Thank you for allowing me to be present in the life of Jacob. I can feel his spirit and his way of telling me that I need not too worry, because there is no more pain and (no more bone marrow biopsys) in Heaven. I am looking forward to that day. I will tell him that his wonderful work is still continuing here on Earth.
God Bless the four of you and again, thank you for sharing Jacob with so many people,
John Stachovich <jstachovich@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN 55403 - Friday, June 6, 2003 2:18 AM CDT

Natalie & Jerry, I have been having a hard time sleeping tonight. Also, your family has been very much on my mind the past few days,since you sent me the check for lumminaries for myself and Jacob. I will be giving the opening speech at the Edina Relay For Life on June 27-28.
In my speech, I will be mentioning our Angle Jacob, along
with the names of Marion, Gabrial,and Ron. These wonderful people are also now in Heaven. And, I am going to talk a bit about my mom who died in 1988 from breast cancer. I hope that I continue my fight with the grace and inspiration these friends did. I want others to know if I and the others that I mentioned can fight the cancer demon, so can they.
This will be my last speaking engagement for both the American Cancer Society and the Leukemia Lymphoma Society.
Since my cancer came back last September, I turn to mush and my eyes swell with tears knowing that Jake, Marion, Gabe, and Ron will be giving me a tour of Heaven within the year. I can see it now, Jacob leading the group to show me where everything is. I can see that beautiful smile of his right now.

Thank you for allowing me to be present in the life of Jacob. I can feel his spirit and his way of telling me that I need not too worry, because their is no more pain and (no more bone marrow biopsys) in Heaven. I am looking forward to that day. I will tell him that his wonderful work is still continuing here on Earth.
God Bless the four of you and again, thank you for sharing Jacob with so many people,
Hohn Stachovich <jstachovich@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN 55403 - Friday, June 6, 2003 2:16 AM CDT

My Mom is a survivor,
or so I've heard it said.
But I hear her crying at night
when all others are in bed.

I watch her lay awake at night
and go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her
to help her understand.

But like the sands on the beach
that never wash away....
I watch over my surviving mom,
who thinks of me each day.

She wears a smile for others....
a smile of disguise.
But through Heaven's door I see
tears flowing from her eyes.

My mom tries to cope with death
to keep my memory alive.
but anyone who knows her knows
it is her way to survive.

As I watch my mom
through Heaven's open door,
I try to tell her that angels
protect me for evermore.

But I know that doesn't help her
or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her...
and show her that you care.

For no matter what she says...
no matter what she feels,
My surviving mom has a broken heart
that time won't ever heal.

- Wednesday, June 4, 2003 9:40 PM CDT

Hi Natalie...you and Jerry are always in my thoughts and prayers but I sent special prayers your way on Sunday. It was a difficult day in our family too but all of us got together and celebrated Chris' life. I hope that you found some peace that day knowing what a wonderful mother Jacob had to love.
Sherri McHugh-Foth <smcq8399@msn.com>
Flowery Branch, GA - Thursday, May 15, 2003 2:32 PM CDT

Jerry and Natalie,
We received the beautiful new glider rocking chair in the clinic today! It is absolutely wonderful and very much appreciated. I sat in the chair and closed my eyes at the end of the day and I felt Jake's presence..It was so real that I almost expected to hear him laugh and push the chair and say hey get busy..we have to be outta here soon!! haha All my love to you guys and hope to see you soon..Love always..Kim
Kim Morgan
Green Bay, WI USA - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 5:51 PM CDT

Natalie.. Just thinking of All of you today.
Jodi
- Monday, May 12, 2003 12:39 AM CDT

Dear Natalie, You were in my thoughts and prayers today. Happy Mother's Day! Love, Wendy
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Sunday, May 11, 2003 10:30 PM CDT

Natalie, Glad to see you enjoyed your visit to NY with your family. I'm sure it was difficult but it sounds like you guys made the best of the time you spent there.
God bless you and your family.
Frank Romano <fxspecial_1999@yahoo.com>
Bayonne, NJ - Thursday, May 8, 2003 1:17 PM CDT

Natalie and Jerry-
Just stopping in to see how everything is going and to say "Hi". It was so nice to see you again Saturday, Natalie. I'm hoping to be able to come up again soon to see the finished new landscaping around the house, and to see how all the different pictures from everywhere turned out to be. Take care and hope to see you very soon.
Shaun Decur
Green Bay, WI - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 10:29 AM CDT

Natalie and family,
Though I try to stay away from these pages while I'm at work, for some reason today I had to drop by. I'm very glad you and your family were able to get away for Jacob's birthday. We took a trip to New York shortly after Justin went to heaven and loved it also. I hope things are warming up there now. Our weather is just whacky. One day it's high eighties, the next it's rainy and cold.
Take Care
Patrick
Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Monday, May 5, 2003 8:47 AM CDT

Dear Jerry, Natalie, Alex and Ben, your New York trip sounded wonderful. To hand deliver that check to Dr. Cheung, host a dinner at the RMH in Jake's memory, and show Alex and Ben where Jake loved, must have been special indeed! Continuing to remember you in prayer, Wendy
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Monday, April 28, 2003 1:31 AM CDT

Natalie, Jerry, Alex and Ben,
We know today will be tough as you remember the wonderful life that was brought into this world 6 years ago. What a wonderful gift Jake was to all of us every minute he was here! His memory and love live on and will in all of our hearts forever. May the upcoming Easter weekend give you comfort. How lucky we are that Jesus took our place on the cross and because of that we have the hope of eternal life and can look forward to seeing our special children again! What a wonderful thing to look forward to!
Have a great trip to NYC and we look forward to seeing you again soon!
Kris and Kevin
Menomonee Falls, WI 53051 - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 10:34 PM CDT

Dear Jerry and Natalie, we'll be thinking of you tomorrow as you hold the memories of Jake and this special day close to your hearts. Love, The Naselli's
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 10:27 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BUDDY!!!!

- Tuesday, April 15, 2003 9:32 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, my little angel,Jacob. Grandma Dee and Papa Russ were eating dinner today about l:30 and a monarch butterfly flew by the patio door. I said Happy Birthday. Thank you for visiting. I love you so very much and I am hoping you like the bear I left for you. And I hope you hear the song it plays. Oh, I hope Mom and Dad have a piece of cake for me!! Love, Grandma Dee
Russ and Dolores Fluno <russdee@wctc.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 3:10 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Jacob !!!!!!!!!!!!!
We never got to meet you, but your family has told us all about you and are doing a great job sharing you with us in order to help your friends that are still fighting and those yet to enter the battle. Your family and friends love and miss you very much. You are a little Angel doing a world of good. Have a great day, hope you are having chocolate cake and custard. Happy Birthday Jake

P.S. Thanks for watching over your Mom and Dad
Wayne,Sue,Joey,Alex & Timmy Stordeur <WLStordeur@msn.com>
Sobieski, WI USA - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 2:16 PM CDT

Hi Natalie and Jerry--I just read the new poem you have on the opening page, "I'M FREE"--it is one of my favorites,I read it often, as I have it printed and framed as a tribute to our son. Today is a 'good, and a sad day too. It's good because God sent little Jake to you both, but the sad part, is fo course, that HE took Jake a HOME much to soon. Of course we had Jake for five and a half years, and for that we are all thankful--what a guy. Think of you often, much love to you both--Alice
Alice Knox <aliceknox@g2a.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. USA - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 10:19 AM CDT

Hi Nat and Jerry
Was just thinking of you guys knowing that it is Jakes
Birthday tomorrow. I think of you very often and would
like to get together sometime with the girls. Colleen
metioned maybe lunch sometime? Whenever you would like.
I am working now just part-time. Our thought and Prayers
are with you always!
cathy wagner
green bay, wi brown - Monday, April 14, 2003 9:41 PM CDT

Natalie, Jerry & Alex & Ben,
Have a safe and wonderful trip to New York. I think of you often. Wonderful to hear about the St Baldrick's success. I hope to be a shavee next year. Our Alison wants to donate to locks of love at St B's next year. Danielle is having a team in Relay for Life again this year in Kewaunee County. She has been asked to be the Honorary Chairperson for this event. Maybe you can join us Friday evening and walk in memory of your angel! It is being held on Friday June 13th and Sat morning the 14th. Take care, and have a safe trip.
Mary Berkovitz <maberky@msn.com>
Kewaunee, WI - Monday, April 14, 2003 4:24 PM CDT

Natalie,
God bless Jacob and your faimly.

Thomas E. Carey
NJ - Friday, April 11, 2003 8:04 PM CDT

Dear Natalie,
I do not know if you know me but I am the middle child of Clark & Carole Carey. I recently just learned of your lose and I can not begin to experience your grief. I want your husband and children/family to know that I will alwys keep Jacob in our prayers and may God always look over you and your family!
Love, Gina
Mrs. Gina L. Carey-Smith <jeffngina@worldnet.att.com>
Florence, NJ America - Friday, April 11, 2003 4:17 PM CDT

Once New York was one of our favorite places.
After our child passed away, we couldn't find the courage to go back to New York, where he fought his last battle...
Now going back to New York is one thing, but visiting the R.M.H and M.S.K.C.C. is actualy touching the wound, and believe me - after two years it's still so painful.
We admire your courage.

Ronen & Sigal Ketzef <neny@netvision.net.il>
Natanya, Israel - Monday, April 7, 2003 4:15 PM CDT

Hi Natalie and Jerry,
We are also tired of the weather. We think of you often and our prayers are always with you. It is maple syrup season so Bill is busy and the girls are anxiously waiting for softball to start, if the snow will ever go away. Have a wonderful trip to New York and we will be waiting to hear about. Please take care.
Judy Lessig
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi - Sunday, April 6, 2003 11:36 PM CDT

Just wanted to say Hello to all of you and let you know that I think of you daily. There are many times when I drive down the road at night and just look up at the stars and am reminded of your beautiful boy. The smile that no one could forget! I'm glad to see that so much money was raised for St. Baldricks Day. I'm thinking maybe next year I'll become a shavee! Take care all of you. Kate
Kate
Green Bay, WI - Thursday, April 3, 2003 10:59 PM CST

Jerry & Natalie

I think about you guys all the time and want you to know you are always in our thoughts and prayers. Taylor is still battling and today she needs blood (she had chemo last week)
That's great that you helped raise so much money!!
God Bless, Love Angie

Angie Johnson <JATLJOHNS@aol.com>
Land O Lakes, Fl - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 10:08 AM CST

Dear Jerry and Natalie, Thank you for updating caringbridge and letting us all know how you are doing. We continue to think of you and pray for you often. Wendy Naselli and family
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Monday, March 24, 2003 10:07 PM CST

Hi Natalie and Jerry,

It was great to see you last saturday. Thank you so much for Jake's pin. I love it so much. I think of Jake often, and think of you both as well. I keep on praying for your whole family.
love Jane

Jane R N peds <janecline22@hotmail.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Friday, March 21, 2003 7:20 PM CST

Hi Natalie & Jerry,

Glad to hear that Vegas was fun. I am still working on the book that we talked about.. I don't know if it will ever be finished but that's ok.. I will just keep updating it!

Take Care!

Jodi,Warren, Olivia & Zoe
- Monday, March 10, 2003 12:56 AM CST

I'm so glad you two had a nice time in Vegas-there sure is
a lot to see and do. I 'm sure those 10 suggestions form the widow of the 9/11 attack should help people try to understand-it's not easy--been there. Keep your chin up and I know you have faith--it's your greatest asset.
Alice Knox <aliceknox@g2a.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi USA - Sunday, March 9, 2003 12:44 AM CST

Nat and Jerry...thank you so much for keeping in touch with us. Take care!
Sherri McHugh-Foth <smcq8399@msn.com>
Flowery Branch, GA - Friday, March 7, 2003 7:10 AM CST

I am thinking of you always...
Terasa Bond <craigdbond@hotmail.com>
Holly, MI USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 10:29 AM CST

Hi Natalie & Jerry = ) I hope you had a wonderful get-away in Las Vegas. I just loved looking out at all of the lights at night when I was there!

I think of you both often and just wanted to drop a note and say hi. Thank you for letting us continue to be a part of your lives and Jake's memory with this wonderful website. It keeps him close to our hearts and in touch with the rest of you. Our love and continued prayers. We are here whenever you need us. Huge hugs! Michele
Michele & Doug Feivor <feivor@netnet.net>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 0:02 AM CST

It's good to hear from you through this website. Thanks for updating us on how you are doing. We continue to think of you often. Our hearts are breaking with you. We love you guys. Charlie and Wendy
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 0:11 AM CST

Hi Natalie & Jerry;
It was really good to see you here Natalie, I didn't get much time to talk though! Just a note to let you know I think of you two and Jake often. The day after the funeral I had Jake's funeral program on the kitchen table then noticed it was gone. I went into the living room and there was my 6 year old daughter staring at Jake's picture just sobbing!! She couldn't understand why this boy, almost the same age as her was in heaven!! Needless to say I sat down with her and cried!!! We must have talked about an hour about angels, heaven and why God needs these angels in heaven. It was a very special time/talk with her. As we were talking the radio played, "Believe" by Diamond Rio, now Andrea says that's our angel Jake's song and it will always remind us of him!!! Listen to it sometime!! Once again Jake has given my daughter and I a very special moment!!! Thanks, Jake!! Hey, I better get back to work, you guys take care and have fun in Las Vegas!! God bless!! Love, Rene, RN Peds, St. V's.
Rene,RN <rmwalk.netscape.net>
Green Bay, WI USA - Thursday, February 13, 2003 11:44 PM CST

Natalie and Jerry,
I have been meaning to drop a card in the mail and I just can't decide which memory of Jake to write about so I decided to start with the beginning.It was Thanksgiving time in 2001 and I had only been working at the clinic for about six months. I decided to make cookies for all of the kids and staff that looked like Turkeys..It took me all evening to make about 25 Turkeys and when I brought them into the clinic the next day, everyone said how cute they were and they didn't want to eat it..just save it for awhile and show their families. Jake picked out a Turkey and said "wow..cool a Turkey" then bit the head right off and Jerry said "Jake, don't you want to save that and show Mom?' Jake said..what for? Dad it's a cookie and Kim made it for me to eat!!You EAT cookies you know !! He didn't hesitate one bit and I thought that was so cool ! Love you guys and will see you soon.
Kim Morgan <rmkm1256@mcleodusa.net>
Green Bay, WI - Thursday, February 13, 2003 9:55 PM CST

Dear Natalie & Jerry: I'm so glad that you two are 'getting away' for a couple of days--to re-charge your batteries, as the saying goes. Take good care of each other . Much love to you --Alice.
Alice Knox <aliceknox@g2a.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 1:32 PM CST

Natalie,

I have not visited Jake's site for quite awhile, but one of your cousins posted on Lina's site today. Now I have spent a good hour reading past journal entries with tears spilling out of my eyes. We were out of the country when Jake died (and had unsubscribed from the n-blast list during that time...) I am so sorry you've lost your precious son. I hope everyone who reads your journals takes to heart the simple, yet so profound message you've written: to enjoy just BEING with your child. That no matter what...they are the most precious gift from God. It has touched me deeply that on one of the nights Jake was first home, he wanted to snuggle in bed with Dad and have a fire in the fireplace. I think I will always carry that wish with me. What a great reminder of the really important things in life. Blessings to you and your family,
Natalie Martin-Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:24 PM CST

Natalie, just stopped by to see how you were doing. Thinking of you often. Michael's dad.
Frank Romano <fxspecial@aol.com>
Bayonne, NJ - Monday, February 10, 2003 2:38 PM CST

I visit your site often, linking from my friend Jon Powells site. Your son and family seems to hold a very special place any many peoples hearts. Our prayers will continue to go for you as well as for the other children in the world who have to face this terrible disease.
www.angelfire.com/wv2/ourbaby
Matt, Rachel and Luke
Jons site is www.caringbridge.com/wv/jonpowell
Matt Bishop <mbishop@repsltd.com>
Beckely, WV USA - Saturday, February 1, 2003 11:46 AM CST

What wonderful memorials for Jake. I hope it helps give you peace to know how much good you are doing for others. Cindy
cindymais@aol.com
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 05:07 PM (CST)

May God bless your family and give you strength.
Michele
Northport, AL USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 11:44 AM (CST)

Natalie and family,
Just wanted to drop by and let you all know that we're still thinking about you guys.

Patrick Flynn
Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:09 AM (CST)

just a note to say your in my prayers and I miss you all. the blessing I have to meet so many wonderful families and have them share their children with me, makes my job one of the best in the world. Thank you for shareing with me. jake is always close by in my thoughts, and in my heart Thank you
Terri R.N. St. Vincent
, - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 08:28 PM (CST)

Hi guys,
You know, I never sign the guestbook because I talk to you so often. For some reason, today I just feel like writing, and not working!

Hate to admit it, but I love the minivan. We actually went to church yesterday ~ Jeff, me, the kids and our neighbors Anne and Scott. I found myself wondering, "what happened to me?" I live in the Burbs, I drive a minivan, I go to church?!? Too much. As expected, Jack made it approximately 5 minutes in church, the rest of the time he and I played in the foyer. Luckily it was "donut sunday", that helped quite a bit!

I think about Jake so much and try my hardest to stay positive. It's so easy to get angry and even easier to be sad. But that's now how Jake lived. He never said "why me?" He LIVED more in 5 1/2 years than some people do in 80! I feel fortunate to have learned so much from that little guy.

I hope you have some peaceful moments, maybe even a few happy ones, each day. You deserve it, Jake wants it that way!

All my love,
Michele
Michele Wiberg <mwiberg@stifel.com>
Germantown, WI USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 03:59 PM (CST)

Take care and God Bless All of You. Thank you for keeping in touch.
Sherri Foth <smcq8399@msn.com>
Flowery Branch, GA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 12:27 PM (CST)

Dear Natalie, Jerry, Alex, and Ben
Hi, my name is brett walczak and after seeing jacob's video I felt like I had a few things to say. Even though I have never met jacob, through his stories and his pictures I have grown very fond of him. He gave some sort of glow out of his big brown eyes that captivated me. I can't recall any five year old's that looked so alive. I don't think I have ever been as alive as Jacob. The love that I could see pouring out of that kid was amazing. I just wanted to let you know how much just seeing pictures and hearing about jacob touched me. I know all of you already know how special he was, but I really wanted you to know how easy it was for me to detect his specialness. Much love and sorrow for you loss.

Sincerely,
Brett Walczak
Brett Walczak <bwalczak@uwm.edu>
Green Bay, WI - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 04:42 AM (CST)

Hi Everyone,

These pictures are great! I love spidey!
Keeping you in our thoughts,

Jodi, Warren, Olivia & Zoe Caswell
Cottage Grove, mn - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 04:10 PM (CST)

Great pictures, yet, so painful.
The pictures and videos give you the feeling that he just left, and will come back in a minute or so.

Ronen & Sigal Ketzef <neny@netvision.net.il>
Natanya, Israel - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:04 AM (CST)

The pictures are wonderful. Thanks for sharing. We think of you often and keep you in our prayers.
Nisa, Lynn, Sean & Mariah <nlkshir@dfnow.com>
Mansfield, pa us - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 08:31 PM (CST)

Hello Jerry and Natalie,
It it is so nice to see the new pictures. I imagine that Jacob played the role of Spiderman very well. I think of you all often and remember Jacob and your family daily. Please know that you all are in my prayers. Take care. Love, Heather

Heather Haas <hhaas22@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 05:45 PM (CST)

Thanks for the pictures! I balloon release was such a great idea. We continue to think of you often. We love you guys. Wendy and Charlie
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 11:05 PM (CST)

Hi Jerry and Natalie We just had a lesson on getting into the websie so I had to write. I know that I just called you, but just want to tell you I love you and trying to pack for Orlando. A part of me wants to stay here by you and a part of me wants to see my Dad. I sure will miss everyone especially you two. Please take care of yourselves and we will be calling you. See you in March or maybe sooner! I love you!!! Goodnight, sleep tight. Love, Mom and Russ
Dolores Fluno <russdee@wctc.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, , Wi - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 09:17 PM (CST)

Hi Jerry and Natalie,

You are right. The pain does not every go away. I have never lost a child but I watched my mother as she lost my sister. Her life has never been the same. How can it be when you love someone so much and they are such a huge part of you. Her life isn't necessarily bad but it's definitely different and will never be the same again. Jacob touched our lives with his smile, character and strength and we will never forget that. He truely is an angel. I know that the holidsys had to be hard for you and I'm sure you're glad they are over. I hope the new year will be a different, but new beginning for all of you. Jacob will always be with you. Think of you often. Love Martha
Martha Barlament <mlbbarley@aol.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 10:02 AM (CST)

Natalie and Family,

You are right...this pain does not ever go away. I truly believe that God helps us carry this pain but that He is not in the business of easing pain. Migraines do not go away until the physical cause ceases to exist (faith or no faith!!). The cause of our pain, the absence of our children, is NEVER removed. But this is understood by very few who don't ever lose children.

I hope I'm not repeating myself, but I view my daughter's death as a lifelong cross to bear rather than an obstacle to overcome. She is worth every once of pain.

Hope you don't mind...but I'm going to borrow your quote on today's journal entry for Gabbie's site.

Wishing you the blessed year your family deserves.

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & Saint Gabbie
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 05:12 PM (CST)

Dear Jerry and Natalie, Thanks for continuing to share. We all care and want to know how you are doing. Charlie and I went to another funeral tonight. It was for a dear 83-year old woman who also died of cancer. I couldn't help but sit there and think about the horrible cancer that took the lives of our young sons...and at the same time I rejoiced for them. Yes!...our souls are mourning and rejoicing simultaneously. Wendy and Charlie Naselli
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 11:17 PM (CST)

So true.
I told Jerry a while ago, that unlike other unpleasant events that happened in the past, THIS DOES NOT GO AWAY.
In time we learn to live with it, we even enjoy our life from time to time, but every time we pause for a moment, the only picture that come to mind is of our darling son.
This is what our new life is like.
we love you.

Ronen & Sigal Ketzef <neny@netvision.net.il>
Natanya, Israel - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 12:37 AM (CST)

Dear Natalie, Jerry, Alex, & Ben: A new year is here and I pray that it brings you as a family, much comfort and peace.
Also, my prayers are that it is a new begining for all of you knowing that our special Angel Jacob is watching over us, no longer in pain, but never far from us whether he be in our toughts, in our heart, or in our prayers. Until we meet him in Heaven, he will remain a part of our lives. He is an Unsung Hero that no one will forget.
May the New Year 2003 bring your family PEACE and COMFORT and many many happy memories of your Angel in Heaven.

John Stachovich <stchvch@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 01:09 AM (CST)

Dear Peters family,
On this new year's eve, a night of endings and new beginnings, I am thinking of you, and Jacob, and all you have been through, and all we have been through together. I pray that any sad thoughts you endure tonight will be wrapped in the warmth of Peace from Jacob and God.

Also, thank you for the beautiful angel with Jacob's name on it and his heavenly birthday. It sits on the window sill above my kitchen sink so that I am daily reminded of your beautiful son.

Blessed new year to you and the grandparents.
Rosa from St. Vincent's Peds
Green Bay, - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 06:32 PM (CST)

Hi Natalie, Jerry, and Boys. We just wanted to wish you comfort and peace this coming new year. Even your "thank you" card was such a tribute to Angel Jacob. You are truly amazing people and we look up to the heavens more than ever and say "hi" and picture Jacob and Cameron and Michael having so much fun together and at peace. We love you, Judy, Bill, Chelsea, Kaylie, and Snuggles
Judy Lessig
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 05:56 PM (CST)

Hi family...We are thinking of you and your family this holiday season. Thanks for sharing your lives with us. We also lost two folks very close to us this year. They are probably all up in heaven watching over us. Let's follow thier lead and watch over each other down here. If we can help you in any way let us know... Jeff says thanks for cutting down the corn up north... Take care family... JB
Jody
Two Rivers, - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 04:04 PM (CST)

Jerry & Natalie

Thank you for the beautiful Christmas ornament from Jake. It takes a special place on my tree and in my heart.

Kelly Nelson
Wrightstown, WI Brown - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 05:31 PM (CST)

You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Charlie and Wendy Naselli and family
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 06:03 PM (CST)

May 2003 bring peace and rest to you all. Jake was obviously as lucky to have you for a family as you were to have him as a member.
Kimberly Gerlach, CICSW - Children's Hospital of WI <kgerlach@chw.org>
Milwaukee, Wi USA - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 03:11 PM (CST)

We pray that God will Bless the Peters Family with peace and serenity of their hearts and minds and souls .
Nick and Doris Centafont <centa40@earthlink.net>
Fort Myers, FL USA - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 10:01 PM (CST)

Peace and Love to you all this Christmas Day. The Mais Family
Cindy Mais <cindymais@oal.com>
Plymouth, WI - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 08:47 PM (CST)

Merry Christmas, and Thank you:)
my thoughts and prayers are with you. Stop by or call anytime if you want or need to.
Terri peds St. V
- Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 02:46 AM (CST)

Thinking of you all with love this Christmas
Alison and Pat Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 09:12 PM (CST)

Jerry and Natalie,
Just wanted you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers.
I can only imagine what you are going through, but know that your strenth, faith and compassion have been an outstanding example for Jamie and your amazing kindness has helped her to deal with her own grief. Thank you for that.
May god bless you.

Chris Livermore <clivermore@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 09:05 AM (CST)

Merry Christmas - Thinking of you always.
Donna Walter
Antigo, WI - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 04:39 PM (CST)

I have worked for the same company as Natalie for many years. I'll never forget the first time I met Natalie and what a proud mother she was to Jacob. She was in town for a sales meeting and had a "brag" book filled with Jakes pictures. She beamed when she showed us his pictures. I remember thinking to myself, wow she really is proud of her baby. He was only about 2 at the time and he was indeed a beautiful baby boy.
My thoughts and prayers are with the Peter's family, as they have been since the day I found out about Jakes illness. I can't express in words how sorry I am for your loss. Take comfort in all the wonderful memories Jake has left you. He will never be forgotten!

Kelly Bagley (Craterfield) <Kelly.Bagley@McKesson.com>
Batavia, IL USA - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 03:20 PM (CST)

Hello all,
I was reading the newest entry to the journal and all I can say is we can all learn something from your display of undying faith. That is the only thing that would even begin to help all of you cope. I am humbled everytime and continue to pray for your family and those out there who suffer. God Bless all of you
Marcia Gensler <mlg8385@hotmail.com>
Columbia City, In - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 07:36 PM (CST)

I just wanted to wish you all a Merry Christmas especially at this difficult time in all of your lifes. May God always be with you!!!
Kathy Beth <kfbeth@bellin.org>
Green Bay, WI - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 12:13 PM (CST)

I was so sorry to hear of your loss. May you find comfort in knowing that Jake is with God, surrounded by angels and free of pain. I know God will be with all of you also, to give you the strength and comfort you need. God bless your wonderful family.
Patricia Milne <happygrams@msn.com>
Fort Wayne, IN USA - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 11:43 AM (CST)

I am glad that you are still keeping up the website. I continue to check it every day. Jake has touched many hearts. Many people knew I checked every day, and asked me how things were going. My heart will continue to be with you guys during the upcoming holidays.
Sue Kaiser and Henry too...
- Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 11:04 AM (CST)

Dear Friends: I was thinking of Jacob this evening and I decided to check on his website and there was his Christmas message from Heaven. It gave me much comfort because I know that he will be celebrating the birth of Christ with the Angels in Heaven and Rejoicing at the birth of Christ his new born King. In my short acquaintance with the little quy, he has left such an impact with me that no words would ever describe. Since my illness began in April of 1999, I have been fortunate to be Honary Team members of Team Minnesota in Team in Training with the Leukemia Lymphoma Society. The next Marathon that I will be honored at will be the Anchorage Alaska Marathon in June. I had asked my runner who is honoring me if he would also run in Jacobs name. Come Marathon day, he will be wearing the names John and Jacob on his race bib as he runs the 26.5 miles. Somethimes, I feel like Jacob and I have run a marathon many times. I am still running and Jacob has finally crossed the finish line. To Natalie, Jerry, and Jacob's two brother, God continues to watch over you and protect you. My wishes for a Blessed and peaceful Christmas Day. I know that Jacob will be with you in your hearts. Thank you for allowing be to be apart of Jacob's journey.
John Stachovich <stchvch@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 11:23 PM (CST)

Hi Natalie & Jerry, Your love is over flowing to all around you and those that knew you and Jacob in person and the Web Site. Natalie, the first time we meant you at our office, A-1 Typing Service, you had just found out you were expecting Jacob. You were so very excited and happy, which we shared through out the 9 months. My daughter-in-law, Sherry Drown was expecting at the same time, so it was fun doing the comparing and excitement of first time babies. When Jacob was borned the day after my first grandchild, that even made us share more in common. When you stopped in and showed us Jacob, how beautiful he was and how proud you were.Natalie thanks for sharing Jacobs life with all of us. He was an inspiration to us and his zest for life. He truely is in Gods hands and is the beautiful angel that God needed. Our hearts and prayers to you and Jerry during this Christmas Season will be filled with Jacobs love and memories that was shared. Wherever you look or go, you will find Jacob there through the love he gave back. What wonderful parents you both are. Love one another as Jacob loved you. If ever you need us or need to talk to someone, the door is open and we will be here for you.
Sincerely Yours, Sandi Pfefferman @ A-1 Typing Service
Sandra Pfefferman
- Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 11:06 AM (CST)

Hi Jerry, Natalie, Ben and Alex,
I think of you all everyday and especially of Jake. I have his picture posted on my desk at work and on the refrigerator at home. He is a constant inspiration to me on how we should all conduct our lives. Living life to the fullest and making people smile. Your website is so special. What a beautiful, and "living" memorial to your son. I wish you and your family a Merry Christmas. The Christmas poem is very nice. Stop in for a Packer game, the door is always open.
Beth Zellner <ezellner@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 02:07 PM (CST)

We miss Jacob. thank you for the journal
Debbie Dopkins
green bay, wi brown - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 02:52 PM (CST)

The Christmas poem was so touching. I plan to share it with a young couple who also lost a child (a one year old girl) this past fall. Jake's funeral service sounded so Christ centered. You truly are being a tremendous witness to others through your testimony on Jacob's page.
Janet Hoff <bjhoff@wctc.net>
Nekoosa, WI USA - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 11:29 PM (CST)

I just love the Christmas poem. Everytime I hear a bell ring especially this time of year I think of Jake. I know he is one the best little angels up there with God and watching over all of his family and friends.
God Bless and thanks for sharing all this with us.
Jackie
Appleton, WI USA - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 12:44 PM (CST)

Your stregnth continues to amaze me. If I can do anything, please call anytime. Love, Cindy Mais
cindymais@aol.com
- Monday, December 16, 2002 at 10:20 AM (CST)

Dear Jerry and Natalie, We think of you and pray for you many times each day. You are very near to our hearts. Charlie and Wendy Naselli
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 09:50 PM (CST)

Thinking of you daily and hoping your wonderful memories of Jake brighten your day!!! I love the Christmas poem you have added to the website.....the words bring much comfort.
Wishing you a blessed holiday season...
Love, The Beines
Anne Beine
Germantown, Wi - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 07:58 PM (CST)

We were reading the Pulaski News and came across your website. Jacob was a beautiful boy. He seemed to be full of life. We are sorry for your loss. We were truly touched by the website and pictures. From what we have seem we are sure you have a wonderful family! May God bless you all!
Sarah Anderson and Amanda Laine (PHS Students) <itslainer15@cs.com>
Pulaski, WI US - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 12:16 PM (CST)

Dear Jerry & Natalie,

We were so terribly sorry to hear of Jacob's passing. Steve and I could not attend his funeral because we were out of town. As a parent I can only imagine what you both must be going through. To know that he is no longer in pain must be some comfort. I know that Jacob is now in a good place with God. He has many loving people, including my Dad, to hold his hand. Please know that we are praying for all of your family.
Steve & Barb (Peters) Kohlbeck <bkohlbeck@yahoo.com>
Cecil, WI USA - Wednesday, December 11, 2002 at 10:28 AM (CST)

Hi Nat and Jerry....I just wanted to let you know that my Mom told me that Father Leach had the nicest sermon last Sunday at St. Mary's in Wis. Rapids about Jacob and 2 others. Jacob's memory will live on forever and touch so many lives. I also wanted to thank-you for finding the time to update us through your journal entries. There is not a minute that I don't think of all of you and it is nice that I can know how you are doing.
Sherri Foth <smcq8399@msn.com>
Flowery Branch, GA - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 04:56 PM (CST)

Dear Natalie, Jerry, and family -
We are so sorry for your loss, our heart breaks to hear this news. Jake was an awesome kid and a courageous fighter. Your family will be in our thoughts and prayers. Much love to you.
Austin & Helen <chiu_helen@hotmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 01:51 PM (CST)

Natalie and Family,
My heart goes out to you and your family. He fought so hard. You have so much strength and courage. Although I never got to meet Jake in person, he has been an inspiration to me, and so have you. You are forever in my heart and prayers.
Stacey Royson <roystons@juno.com>
Waunakee, WI USA - Monday, December 09, 2002 at 04:00 PM (CST)

Dear Jerry, Natalie and Family,
Jerry, your words to me during Jacob's wake was a reminder to me not to put off till tomorrow what I can do today. In the past I would tell my daughter Emily (who was born April 14, 1997) "later", or "tomorrow". But now, when she asks for help with something or wants me to play a game with her, I really stop to think before I say no. Now days I find myself playing games and doing just about anything with her because I treasure her now more than ever. That is the gift you have given to me... not to take life for granted. Thank you. If there is ever anything I can do for you, please don't hesitate to ask. God bless you during this difficult time and always.
Sherry Drown and Family (Dave, Emily, Elizabeth and David) <thedrown5@new.rr.com>
Little Suamico, WI USA - Monday, December 09, 2002 at 11:02 AM (CST)

Thank You for sharing Jacob with us, I can't think of anything to say that can ease your pain except that we are glad that little Jacob could come home to be with you and you with him in your home in the last days. God Bless
The Stordeur Family, Wayne-Sue-Joey-Alex & Timmy <WLStordeur@msn.com>
Sobieski, WI USA - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 12:52 PM (CST)

Dearest Natalie and Jerry (and dear grandma that told me she reads this page at night when she cannot sleep),

At the risk of you thinking I am totally loosing my marbles and / or working a few too many late nights at the hospital . . . I want you to know I felt Jake yesterday. I was at Toys-R-Us doing some power Santa assistance and I turned the corner and guess what isle I found myself in? I had no reason to be in that isle - none of my sons like wrestling figues. I had my list of things to get, and I knew which isles I needed to get to. So I'm not sure how I ended up rolling down that isle, but when I saw where I was, I stopped in my tracks and looked at the incredible floor to ceiling displays of all the wrestling "stuff." For an incredible brief lightning second, my heart saw Jake running up the isle, touching all the figures and accessories - practically climbing the shelves to reach the newest ones. I took a moment to study the faces of the wrestling figures - all so tough and strong and invincible and wonderful - everything Jake was at heart. In my heart I saw Jake posing like wrestler in victory and telling me very sinisterly "How do you like me know?" All I could say was "Wow" and then he was gone. But, instead of leaving me sad or feeling weird, I felt so incredible happy and energized.

I was reminded not to toil in the motherly tasks and duties of Chistmas, but to be THANKFUL and GRATEFUL that I have four healthy children to toil for. All my love to you, dear Peters family.

Rosa from SVH Peds
Green Bay, WI - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 10:07 AM (CST)

Dear Natalie and Jerry,

We have just learned that Jacob has passed away. We are so very sorry and share in your grief. He's a very special boy from a very special family, and will live forever in our hearts. Our prayers are with you all
Alison and Pat Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Friday, December 06, 2002 at 09:23 PM (CST)

To the Peters family, I just wanted to offer my deepest sympathy in your loss. Grandma Dee and Bernie told me so much about Jacob, as I am their hairdresser. Just wanted you to know your are in my thoughts and prayers.
Trini Herman <cjensen@tznet.com>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi Usa - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 11:02 PM (CST)

Dear Peters Family, I find it comforting to come on to the website because it has become an everyday habit this past few months and you don't just stop thinking about those you have come to really care about when they are now in a place where we can't see or touch them. I am now sending all of my prayers for your family as Jacob is no longer in need of the extra help..he will never be sad or sick again, just terribly missed by everyone. We will find comfort in the memories that we were so fortunate to be able to be a part of. People ask me how I can work with children that may leave us sooner than we hope, and I tell them that I feel truly grateful,even lucky and blessed, to be part of their lives and the lives of their families. I have learned an amazing amount about myself as well and having gained a greater sense of security about my belief in God and what awaits all of us. The little time that I am able to spend with the kids is worth all of the sadness and sense of loss when they leave us too soon. I have decided that my own personal belief is that God would never be responsible for the pain and suffering cancer causes and He is in the fight with the rest of us. When a child becomes and angel..God wins the fight and brings his angel home. Families are left with happy memories and are able to even smile at the memories while this evil disease is left with nothing. All of my prayers are now being sent to help your family to heal from the tremendous pain you are feeling from this huge loss. I even sneak one in for myself when I get depressed so that God helps me remember that I have only time before I will be reunited with the people I have come to care about and I will see them again. Sending you love and strength and Thanking you for allowing me to know your wonderful family, Jake as well as the rest of you will always be a part of my heart...Love Kim
P.S. Jerry..you know how to call the clinic..what clinic is this?..who is this?..what number did I call?? so call me anytime you and Natalie need some cookies!! or someone to remember with you guys!!
Kim Morgan
Green Bay, WI USA - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 09:16 PM (CST)

Dear Jacob's Family, I have never met you or heard of your website till I saw the obituary. You see I share something with you on Dec. 1st. My daughter Nicole passed away 2 years ago that day, from cancer also. She was 20, but still a child.I know she met Jacob and was there for him on the other side. You are in my prayers, grieving is tuff and only those who have lost a child can understand the emotional rollercoaster you will go through. If I can help anyway, by phone, e-mail please let me know.
Sharon Kowalkowski <skowalkowski@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 05:22 PM (CST)

I do not know your family, but just wanted you to know that I share your loss. You will have many, many memories of your special little boy. It is obvious that your faith in God has gotten you through this difficult time. You have been a tremendous witness to others. Please know that I am praying for your family and will continue to do so.
Janet Hoff <bjhoff@wctc.net>
Nekoosa, WI - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 10:28 AM (CST)

Jerry and Natalie-
Todd and I wanted to let you know what a special little boy Jake was. We can't begin to imagine your saddness from your loss as well your happiness that you got to be part of his unique life. His courageousness as well as your own has been an inspiration not only to us personally but to everyone that we tell your story to. We now can only say thank you for allowing us to be a part of your family and to share in all of your joys. As we have said before, "it has been quite a ride!!" And a ride that only Jake could have taken us on. Remember to watch for his signs, for he is still with you always. (He isn't done being "a character" yet.)
We love like you were family.
Todd,Jill, Mikayla, Grant
Jill Maus
Green Bay, Wi - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 09:44 AM (CST)

God Bless all of you..We are sorry for your loss, Jake was in preschool with Jack and made a lasting impression on all on of us.
Sarah Collins(Mike,Jack,Breanna) <mcollins@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, Wi - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 07:59 PM (CST)

Natalie and Jerry , please accept our deepest and most sincere sympathy for your loss . Thank you for sharing your life and your wonderful son with us .
Dr. and Mrs . N . Centafont <centa40@earthlink.net>
Fort Myers, FL USA - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 07:11 PM (CST)

To the Peters Family,
You have truly been a magnificent family, I have not wrote much, but have been following your journals. I just wanted to send my sympathy and let you know how much you have touched so many lives. Jacob's courage is unbelievable and so is his family. Please know that our family prayes for you, I hope that somehow God can help you ease your pain.
God Bless you,
The Hackman's (Tracey, Jim and Joey)
Tracey Hackman <jtjhack@wctc.net>
Wis. Rapids, WI Wood - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 07:06 PM (CST)

I visited your website and cannot imagine how great your pain must be. My heart aches for you and your family, may you find comfort knowing that your beautiful son has finally found peace.
PJS
Little Suamico, WI - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 06:27 PM (CST)

To the Peters family:
I have always felt that children are a blessing from God and we should treat them as such. By reading your journal, it is evident that you have a warm and loving relationship with your children as well. I am so sorry about your losing Jacob. What a handsome young lad. You will be in my prayers. WHat a difficult time but yet a time of relief knowing that he is no longer suffering.
THanks for the pictures and the journal. You were such wonderful parents and brothers to Jacob. He was truly blessed.
May God comfort you
Joyce Cartwright <zoycart@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 06:14 PM (CST)

Dear Natalie and family,

I am so sorry for your grievous loss. There is nothing harder for a family than to lose a precious child. I've been following your Web site for a while and even though you don't know me I wanted to pass along my condolences.

There is nothing more important in our lives than these children. I hope you don't mind, but I briefly mentioned Jacob (without last name) in my daughter's Web site. We lost little Gabbie this past May to neuroblastoma.

I sometimes dedicate a day's journal entry to the memorial of another child. If you are comfortable, and would like to share Jacob's story on Gabbie's site, please feel free to contact me.

Otherwise, I send the eternal hope promised by our loving Father in heaven. While we are in much pain, I know we will meet our children again.

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & Saint Gabbie
(http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/gabrielles.prayers)
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 06:06 PM (CST)

Like many others I have not met you or your family, but did see the obituary and have now visited your webpage. Your little boy was a beautiful child with such an inspiring smile. As a mother, you are an inspiration to me. You are in my heart and prayers in these difficult times. I hope you can keep the happy memories you have with your son close to you in the following weeks in what will surly be a difficult holiday season for you. God Bless you and your family.
Erin Duffy <EDuffy@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, wi - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 05:27 PM (CST)

When God Calls little Chidren

When God calls little children to dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares with the death of one small child
who does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to His fold,
So He picks a little rosebud before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them, so He takes but a few
to make the land of heaven more beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult, still, somehow we must try,
The saddest word mankind knows will always be "goodbye".
So when a little child departs, we who are left behind
must realize God loves children...Angels are hard to find.
Kitty and Keith Garsow <kgarsow@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 04:40 PM (CST)

Thanks for sharing your family with us... You all are special people... You are in our prayers...Love Jody (your cousin)
Jeff and Jody Beyer <beyerjeff@lakefield.net>
Two Rivers, WI Manitowoc - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 04:06 PM (CST)

Dear Peters family,

Like several other guestbook signers, I have never had the honor of meeting Jake, but after reading his obituary in the Press Gazette online and seeing his web page, I knew I had to write to you all and express how very sorry I am for your loss. He sounded so animated and wonderful, and it's so evident how much you all love him. I wish I could have gotten to know him, but I guess that will have to wait until we meet in Heaven.

When my husband's grandfather (named Jacob as well) died last year, the theme of the eulogy was:

"I have fought a good fight, I have finished my race, I have kept the faith." (II Timothy 4:7)

In Jake's case, it sounds like this couldn't be more true. I praise God for Jake's short, but prayer-filled and powerful life. He has touched us both so much - and even though we don't have children yet, we hope that when we do, they have Jake's positive attitude and friendly nature.

Our prayer for your family is this:

"May he Lord bless you and keep you, may the Lord make his face shine upon you, and be gracious to you - the Lord lift up His countenance upon you and give you peace." (Numbers 6:24-26)

You all are an inspiration. Thank you for sharing Jake's story with us.

Tim and Krissy Vander Laan <thevanderlaans@aol.com>
Cedar Grove (originally Suamico), WI - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 02:18 PM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry & family
I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you through these difficult days ahead.
Love Beth & Austin Davis <gbd@sympatico.ca>
Smithville, ON Canada - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 01:51 PM (CST)

To Jake's family....I have never met you or your son. After seeing Jake's obituary in the paper, I immediately went to your website and began reading the journal entries, starting with the first one. I read through the entire journal and felt the love your family has for one another. It was an inspiration and a reminder to be thankful for every day I'm able to spend with my loved ones....thank you. To share your difficult personal journey with us is truly an act of selflesness. May God bless you and your precious angel.

Tanya Witt <reba_diva@hotmail.com>
Howard, WI USA - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 01:20 PM (CST)

My deepest sympathy to you and your family. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you. Take care and GOD BLESS.
April Cornelius <patback@ez-net.com>
Oconto, Wi U.S.A - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 01:19 PM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry, Alex & Ben:
Although words can not beginning to ease the sorrow, I pray the Lord will comfort you with his peace and surround you with his love. What an angel Jake is and God shared him with you.
Love, Sue Salemi
sue salemi <susasale@hssd.k12.wi.us>
green bay, wi usa - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 12:22 PM (CST)

Dear Nat, Jerry and Family,
Our heartfelt sympathy to you in your loss of Jacob. Know that our thoughts and prayers continue to be with all of you.
Dan and Sherri Foth and Shannon Obermeier <smcq8399@msn.com>
Flowery Branch, GA - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 08:59 AM (CST)

Dear Natalie and Family. My deepest sympathy's to you. I have a six year old daughter myself. I cannot imagine the pain you are going through, and yet, there is also a sense of peace knowing that he is no longer in pain. He was a brave little boy. Take care.
Mrs Kelli Burgeson <Kburgeson@tznet.com>
Nekoosa, wi United States - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 07:52 AM (CST)

Dear Natalie,
I first want to extend my sympathies to you and your family.
I can't imagine the pain you are feeling right now.
But I know there is more to this than that.
Jacob came here with a strong purpose.....and he fulfilled it.
I have seen this type of child when I worked with kids with cancer.
They are very old souls that come to teach.....they come here to simply teach love........and I think he accomplished his mission. and I know you know that the love between you and Jacob is eternal....it can never be taken away.....and I assure you that his love is soooooooo unconditional that he wants you to not mourn for him and to find joy in your life. He is out of that body now and feeling so free.
Please keep in touch with me and let me know how you are doing........You are never alone.....god always shows up in the strangest places...actually god is in all of us and in everything but sometimes it is hard to see when the pain is so deep.........when you are ready,.before you go to bed at night ask Jake to talk to you in your sleep.......I assure you that his messages will be something like this "take care of yourself.....i am fine....i love you........please be happy"
I asked my husband to write a poem for you about Jake......when he emailed it to me I was drinking a cup of coffee.....in the cup appeared the letter "J"......we took pictures of it and I will mail it to you soon. Bottom line, I think he really wants you and Jerry to have this poem!!!! I will include the poem below and send you a framed copy which my five year old daughter, Macy, is illustrating.
Peace and Love,
Michele

"a child one thousand years old (for jacob)"

never believe for a moment
he is not right here with you

a child one thousand years old,
born already a millennium ago

this child that cannot die,
sent here with a message
of love that flows through
golden halos, in mystic
wisdom, offered without
hesitation, this child born of
incense dreams & miraculous
offerings, who sees beyond
the thick veil of this human fog

never believe for a moment
that he did not do what
he came here to do, listen
to that small voice inside you

(whispering thanks & little
things that only you can know)

Michele Benjamin <mbenja@mail.ohio.net>
Medina, Ohio Medina - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 04:55 AM (CST)

Jerry & Natalie

Words can't express how deeply sad my heart feels for you and your family. I will always remember how he brightened my day with his smile & courage. I slept with my boys last nite (The Rock and Stone Cold Steve Austin) I think Jake was playing with his wrestlers in Heaven last nite, because the Rock was kicking Stone Cold's candy --- when I woke up this morning.

Jake will always be in my heart.

Love and my deepest sympathy
Kelly Nelson
Kelly Nelson <nelly@athenet.net>
Wrightstown, WI - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 12:19 AM (CST)

Jerry and Natalie:
You and your family have our deepest sympathy in the loss of your dear son Jake. Jake is in heaven playing happily with the Angels.
Tom and Donna Schooley ( friends of Alice Knox) <tdschool@tznet.com>
Wisconsin Rapids, WI USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 11:43 PM (CST)

May God be with you during this time of sorrow. We are praying and thinking of your family. "The girls from Julie's Talk of the Towne"
Julie's Talk of the Towne Salon <rrasmussen@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, Wi - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 10:43 PM (CST)

Natalie, my deepest sympathy with you and your family. Jacob is now pain free and up there with our heavenly Father and the angels. Stay strong in your faith and God will be with you always. My prayer are with you all. God Bless!
Joyce Wilson & Family <Qxwlsn@cs.com>
Sahaurita, AZ Pima - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 10:06 PM (CST)

To the Peters family: You have my deepest sympathy in the lose of your son, Jacob. As a mother, I can only imagine the tremendous loss you are now facing. I hope everyday brings you peace and the memories of wonderful moments with Jacob bring you comfort in the days ahead. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy Binon - Secretary Bay Port High School <binon@bayland.net>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 10:04 PM (CST)

Dear Natalie, Jerry, and family: I'm sorry that I could not be with you for Jake's wake on Tues night and funeral on Wednesday. I continue on with God's work here at St. Vincent Peds with Jake's smile in my heart. I hope Jacob and Jesus together will give you the strength to get through these difficult days and nights. Jake would have wanted you to get through this together. All my love and prayers to you both.
Rosa fro SVH Peds
Green Bay, WI - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 09:49 PM (CST)

To the loving family of Jake,
Jake was such a special boy and has truely touched the hearts of many. His smile will never fade in our hearts. He put up a good fight and its unfortunate his time has come so soon. My prayers are with you.
Catherine Schneider
Green Bay, Wi USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 09:45 PM (CST)

Natalie and Family:
So sorry to hear of your loss. Our prayers and thoughts are with you. Deepest sympathy.
Kim & Al Wondzell <ak1zell@wctc.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, WI - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 09:02 PM (CST)

Natalie and Jerry: I extend to you my deepest sympathy. God Bless Jake, and his entire family.
Carol Hoffer
Palatine, IL - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:48 PM (CST)

Dear Natalie and Jerry, I grew up with Berni, and she has kept me posted through Jacobs battle. I am so sorry for you and your family, we've prayed for your whole family, and will continue to do so. You take care of yourselves, and forever Jacob will smile over you.
Becky Baltus <1bwb@charter.net>
Port Edwards, Wi USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:32 PM (CST)

Dear Jerry and Natalie,
So sorry to hear about Jake. Just wanted you to know that our thoughts and prayers are with you. God Bless!!!
Tom Bowman and Family
Green Bay , Wi USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:28 PM (CST)

To The Peters family, I am so sorry for your loss.
I never really got to meet Jacob but he would wave to us
when he would be outside playing. We live across the street
from the big shed.I heard of Jacobs condition a while ago
He looked like quite the fighter. When I heard of your loss
my heart sank and I am sorry. If there is anything we could do for you and the family please dont be affraid to ask.
You are in our Hearts and Prayers.
Randy and Wendy La Count <ralaco11@AOL.COM>
suamico, wi brown - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 07:54 PM (CST)

The Peter's family-
We are so sorry for your loss, we are all praying for you! If you ever need anyting we will be here.
Love,
The Sheedy's
Tom, Sharon, Amanda, Allison and Evan <vegassweethrt4@aol.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 07:52 PM (CST)

Dear Jerry, Natalie, Alex and Ben,
I just heard of Jakes final battle with our dreadful disease of Neuroblastoma. I don't know the right words to say except that Jack still speaks of Jake and for whatever life holds for us all, we are blessed by the grace of time that God has given us with our special and awesome kids.
I am so very thankful that Jakes final battle in this war of NB was not too painful! I thank God each day for my Jacks stablility for I know that each day with him is a miracle and a blessing.
Please visit us when you can at www.jack-matthews.com
All my love and prayers to you all.
I KNOW THAT JAKE WILL BE LOOKING OUT FOR JACK!
I only wish that I had all the right words to say...but I can say that I love you and am so heartfelt for your family.
All my Love in Christ,
Page Matthews
Jack and Page Matthews <www.jack-matthews.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 07:18 PM (CST)

I was so very sorry to read about the loss of your special little boy & the trials & tribulations you all went through. I lost my 37 year-old sister-in-law 2 years ago to breast cancer; as awful as her situation was, I can't imagine what it feels like to lose a child. My prayers are with you all. God Bless.
Karen Petasek <spetasek@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI Brown - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 07:02 PM (CST)

i am sadden to hear of your lost. know that Jake is now an angel watching down and over you and the family... it's hard to know how and what you are feeling at the present moment, but to see, hear, and read Jake's story helps me see how much life is worth. i work on the Hematology Oncology Transplant Unit at Children's Hospital in WI and i have been following Jake's Battle since i met the Kerwins... please know and rest assure that he has entered Heaven's Gates and forever more will he be pain free.
here are the lyrics the song "i can only imagine" by mercryme... one of the guys wrote this song after their father entered His kingdom after a battle with Leukemia.

I Can Only Imagine

I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk by Your side
I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When Your face is before me
I can only imagine

Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel
Will I dance for you Jesus, or in awe of You be still
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine

I can only imagine
When that day comes
And I find myself standing in the Son
I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever, forever worship You
I can only imagine

repeat chorus

Miss Youa Yang <yoshi_yang@hotmail.com>
Milwaukee, WI - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 06:48 PM (CST)

Dear Peters family,
I am so very sorry and saddened to hear about your loss. From everything I have heard and seen of him we were all very blessed to have him. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Brett Walczak <bwalczak@uwm.edu>
Green Bay, WI - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 06:29 PM (CST)

I will never forget Jacob. He had such a special personality. He was so proud of his mask and how he looked like a wrestler. I will never forget him telling his mom how much fun that was that day. That's when I knew this was a special child.
I just read a phrase that read, "For every rainstorm the Lord makes, a rainbow is there to follow. Jacob will be in every rainbow. My prayers will continue for Jacob and his family.
Beth Simonar <otis@itol.com>
Luxemburg, WI USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 06:21 PM (CST)

Our thoughts and prayers have been with you and will continue.
Jake was a "special" child with "special" parents and brothers.
Our deepest sympathy to all of you and your families.

Sincerely.

The Metzger's
Scott Sue Justin Josh

Metzger Family
- Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 05:25 PM (CST)

To the Peters family:

I am so very sorry for your loss.

Unfortunately, I have never met Jake, but I have certainly met his big brother Alex, and if they're at all alike (and it definitely sounds from the messages here that they are), then this is a tremendous loss, too, to any of us who could have, one day, met him at Bay Port. Alex, I'll see you when you return to school.

As the mother of four young girls, one of them a kindergartner just like Jake, I cannot even imagine what you've gone through the past two years. It is so very clear, though, from all of these messages, that you never went through it alone.

Here I sit, in a dark, silent classroom at Bay Port, having just read so very many of these supportive messages, knowing...crying tears of sadness for you that are also tears of support.

Continue to take care of each other...and know that you are in my prayers.

Sincerely,
Janelle Nickerson <janenick@hssd.k12.wi.us>
Green Bay, - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 04:42 PM (CST)

I'm so sorry for your loss. I never had the privledge to meet Jacob, I just saw the obituary in our local paper. I too have lost a child, and I know your pain. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time, but he is with Jesus now, healthy and happy at last. God Bless.
Pamela Kuhn <patnpam@charter.net>
WIsc. Rapids, WI - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CST)

My sincere condolences and deepest sympathy goes out to all of you. Although I never had the privilege to meet Jacob, I work with Michele(Wiberg) and she spoke of Jake often, telling us how special he truly was and how much he was loved and adored by all. May God bless you and bring you comfort, strength and peace now, and in the days ahead. Jacob touched so many hearts and leaves behind quite a legacy of love, admiration and spirit. How lucky we could only be to do the same.
Stacy Miller <stacy.miller@stifel.com>
Muskego, WI - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 12:23 PM (CST)

To the Peters family,

So sorry to see you lost your precious little boy. I will pray for you and your family.

Ruth Palubicki (Jerry Sr.'s cousin)

Ruth Palubicki <dandrpal@aol.com>
Green Bay, Wi USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 12:06 PM (CST)

My son Jarrod was in Kindergarten with Jacob. He made sure to say prayers for Jacob each night. When I told him that Jacob had joined Jesus in Heaven, Jarrod asked if we could still pray for him. I told him that we most certainly could and we have also added prayers for all of Jacob's family. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. I just asked Jarrod if he would like to say anything and he said "I miss you Jacob".
Lynn Oettinger <lynnand4boys@aol.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 11:43 AM (CST)

We would like to express our thoughts and prayers for your family. It is very courageous and helpful to others that you have used the journals as a way to help others and share your family's feelings. We hope you continue to receive the support from the community and know that we have you in our thoughts.

Sincerely with Condolences,
Mr. Miller
Lineville Intermediate School

Chris Miller <chrimill@hssd.k12.wi.us>
Green Bay, WI - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 11:30 AM (CST)

Dear Jerry, Natalie, and family, So sorry to hear of your loss,, my heart goes out to you in this time, My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Keith Green
Green Bay , WI - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 11:27 AM (CST)

Jerry, Natalie and family,
We were saddened to see the obits in the Press Gazette today. Paul and Jerry met a few times at clinic and other outings for Families of Children with Cancer, it was nice to know Paul had another Dad to "share" thoughts with when your children are going through these treatments. We will keep all of you in our thoughts and prayers. You now have your very special angel giving you wings to get you through the days ahead. All our love goes out to your family.
Paul, Mary, Danielle, Alison & Holly Berkovitz <pberkovitz@itol.com>
Kewaunee, WI - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 11:14 AM (CST)

Dear Jerry, Natalie, Ben and Alex,
My heart goes out to all of you, I can't imagine the pain you feel for the lose of Jake. Soon the memories of your little angle will turn your tears to smiles. My thoughts are with you...
Julie Bowman
Green Bay, Wi - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 11:05 AM (CST)

I'm sorry to hear of your loss..I worked with Bobbi at the Register of Deeds office while she was co-op there. I heard alot about Jacob and she always kept me posted on how he was doing. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Renee Bergsbaken <rlilbergsy@aol.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 10:36 AM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry, Ben, Alex, Grandmas and Grandpas;
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Jake no longer suffers. He is now an angel that you can be so proud of. We thank you for sharing his life with us. His courage will never be forgotten.

Larry and Char Bembenek <cbembenek@new.rr.com>
Little Suamico, WI USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 10:32 AM (CST)

The family at Quality Foods IGA Baker Drive in WI Rapids, Just want you to know how very much you're being thought about with sympathy, caring, warm friendship, and love.
God Bless
Quality Foods IGA <teschps@wctc.net>
1811 Baker Drive, WI USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 09:23 AM (CST)

Dear Natalie, Jerry and family, It was a honor and privilage to work with you and your family in giving care to Jake during his illness. I have so many fond memories of him that will keep me inspired in days to follow. Thank you for the honor and the privilage of knowing this loving angel who will watch over all of us now, as he is pain free, sliding down rainbows, jumping on clouds and wrestling with the angels. My love and prayers I send you and the boys and grandmas and grandpas.
Nurse Jean <millardjean@hotmail.com>
DePere, WI USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 09:02 AM (CST)

What a beautiful tribute to such an extraordinary young man.thank you for sharing so much of your love and your life with jacob. what a beautiful little boy. My heart is full of sadness that he died....God will have a special place in heaven for him and watch over him until you are all together again.
the maiers
green bay, wi brown - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 09:02 AM (CST)

I can never image your pain or sorrow that you and your family have. But remember that God needed an extra angel in heaven otherwise he wouldn't have taken Jake so quickly. Jake was an angel here on earth; he showed us all how wonderful life is and how strong he was! He will ALWAYS be watching over you and will be dancing on angel's feet. I work with Michele and she was always willing to let us know how Jake was doing. He was always happy and strong even on the tough days.
Lori Huck <www.autumnlef@aol.com>
West Allis, WI USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 09:02 AM (CST)

Dear family,
I am so sorry to hear of the loss of such an unbelievable kid. My prayers are with you and i will never forget the times that i was able to share with Jacob and see the bright smile shine across his face day in and day out. I admire his strentgh to cope with it all i will never forget "The Little Wrestler" Jacob Peters.

Love,
Jeff Etringer
Jeff Etringer (BP Baseball) <etringer@uwm.edu>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:51 AM (CST)

My thoughts and prayers are with you. Remember when God closes a door he opens a window. Jacob was truely a very special boy that touched a lot of peoples lives. Please know that a lot of people are praying for you and that things will get better, and Jacob will never be forgotten.

Kathy Cegelski
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:46 AM (CST)

"a child one thousand years old (for jacob)" by Markk

never believe for a moment
he is not right here with you

a child one thousand years old,
born already a millennium ago

this child that cannot die,
sent here with a message
of love that flows through
golden halos, in mystic
wisdom, offered without
hesitation, this child born of
incense dreams & miraculous
offerings, who sees beyond
the thick veil of this human fog

never believe for a moment
that he did not do what
he came here to do, listen
to that small voice inside you

(whispering thanks & little
things that only you can know)

Michele Benjamin <mbenja@mail.ohio.net>
Medina, Ohio USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:45 AM (CST)

With heartfelt sympathy, I am so sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you.
Dr. Pam <pvanderw@stvgb.org>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:17 AM (CST)

Jerry, Natalie, Alex and Ben,

Please accept our heart felt sympathy. My family met Jacob when our daughter attended Kelly's Kidz daycare with Jacob throughout 2001. He was one of the older children and would always bashfully smile with I entered the house. I would greet him with a hi and smile and he at first just smiled and looked down. As time went by he began to smile immediately when seeing me and say hi first. We left Kelly's Kidz at the end of 2001 but have not forgotten Jacob and his family. Our hearts and prayers are with you.

Craig, Jennifer and Carly Bower
Craig, Jennifer and Carly Bower <cabjabjr@yahoo.com>
Green Bay, WI Brown - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 06:56 AM (CST)

We cannot imagine what you must be feeling. It is comforting to know that Jake will not suffer any longer. May God give you strength to move through this time. Remember that great smile. Our thoughts and prayers are will you.

Nisa, Lynn, Sean & Mariah <nlkshir@dfnow.com>
Mansfield, Pa US - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 06:49 AM (CST)

Sending a big hug from our family to yours. Though we've never met, your website has made it possible for us to feel conected. Jake's spirit and joy for life was so evident in all your updates. I'm know this is due to his wonderful family and their immense love for him. I find much comfort in knowing that Cameron was waiting for Jake with a hug and together they'll find the "BIG" toy store :) . Our prayers will always be with you.
God Bless.
Love from the Beines
Anne Beine
Germantown, WI - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 06:45 AM (CST)

I am sorry to hear of your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Give your boys a great big hug from us. God's blessings to you!!!!
The Junio Family-Chan, Darcie, Chance and Mackenzie
Luxemburg, Wi - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 06:38 AM (CST)

Dear Natalie and Jerry,
I am so sorry to hear about Jacob. My first thought was that of Jacob's sweet smile that greeted his friends at Preschool. It was HIS smile that Brightened OUR day! He was truly a blessing to all of us who were fortunate to know him. My heart goes out to you both........May God bless you. MAY THE LIGHT OF JACOB'S LAUGHTER AND LOVE, NOW SHINE FROM HEAVEN ABOVE................
Jill Moroni (Meghan, Brandon)
Jill Moroni <jmmoroni@greenbaynet.com>
Suamico, Wi USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 12:42 AM (CST)

May peace be with you in the difficult days ahead and may Jacob soar like an angel free from pain.

Kelly Johnson www.caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson <BAJ31199@aol.com>
Lake Tahoe, NV USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 10:47 PM (CST)

We are so sorry to hear the news, you are all in our thoughts and prayers. Jacob's goodness will remain in the hearts of everyone who knew him.
Love, Angie & Jeff, Taylor & Landon

Angie Johnson <JATLJOHNS@aol.com>
Land O Lakes, Fl - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 10:31 PM (CST)

You all are in our thoughts and prayers.
With most sincere condolences,

Brian, Chanda & Jacob Courtney
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 09:03 PM (CST)

Dear Jerry, Natalie, Alex and Ben,
I am sitting here waiting for Kim to bring the pictures over so we can create a video for Jacob's wake. It is truly an honor to do this, but I am crying as I read all the wonderful comments and notes from others. I felt compelled to write. I have followed Jake's progress through the website and through Kim for all these years. My heart is truly aching for your loss. I can still see him rolling up the wrestling mats with the high school wrestlers. He was so full of life and love.
Nothing I can say will really ease the pain. I truly hope we can create a video that will honor this most precious little boy and his wonderful parents.

My deepest sympathy.

Diane Walczak <diwal@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:56 PM (CST)

The Peters Family-I was so sorry to hear the news of Jake's passing when I got to school to see that Kris Kerwin was gone. He was a true fighter with a lot of great qualities! My thoughts and prayers are with all of you! Jake is not only in God's hands now, but Cameron and Jake are with each other now, at peace.
Karen Wunschel <wunschel23@msn.com>
MENOMONEE FALLS, WI USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:22 PM (CST)

Natalie, I am so sorry for the loss of Jacob...I know he faught a hard fight...Please take care of yourself and the rest of your family.
Barbara Beebe (2nd Cousin) <mymr2cmycar@aol.com>
Hayes, Va USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:10 PM (CST)

Jake will rest in Peace,and will always be remembered.Jerry,Nat,Kids all our Prayers.
Ed Nordman <edwn49 @aol.com>
Green Bay, Wi Brown - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 07:57 PM (CST)

Although I am happy that Jake will never have to know pain again, and comforted by the fact that heaven has another angel and Jon Powell has another friend nearby, my heart breaks for your family and the loss you have suffered. Finding a purpose is sometimes so challenging despite knowing that God has a plan. Your strength and courage continues to inspire me. I feel so fortunate to have been introduced to your family through Jon's site. I will continue to pray for your family and that you find peace and comfort in Jake and the courageous battle he fought. God bless you all.

Kathy Quesenberry <ques@citlink.net>
Bluefield, WV - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 07:05 PM (CST)

Natalie and Jerry,
The phone call this morning was one of the worst calls I have ever received. There are no words to express the pain in my heart. Not only as a mother but a friend. It's been a long journey but you both can be so proud of what you gave Jake. Especially your love. You were both amazing. I pray for peace for you all. I will miss Jake along with half of the community,he was something else. Quite the little man/angel.
Mary Barlament <mlbbarley@aol.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 04:45 PM (CST)

Our prayers are with you. We are so sorry for your loss.
Mike & Julie Salemi
Green Bay, WI USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 04:44 PM (CST)

Natalie and Family,
My Depest sympathies. May God continue to give you the loving courage that you all have displayed over the past few years.
Tricia Alloy - Community Blood Center - Appleton
Appleton, WI USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 04:08 PM (CST)

Natalie and Family,
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. My prayers are with you. He was very luck to have had you and your family here on earth as much as you were to have him. I am glad he is at peace. From what I have heard he faught hard.

Bless you all and take care,

Lyn Cruickshank
McKesson Contracts

Lyn Cruickshank
richmond, va - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 04:04 PM (CST)

Good Bye, Little Jacob. Rest In Peace. No more pain for you.
John Stachovich <stchvch@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 03:49 PM (CST)

I was driving on the highway when my phone rang. It was my wife. She was crying. "Jerry called" she said.
She didn't have to say more.
I stopped at the side of the road and all I could see was the picture of Jake, playing with our son, Assaf, last year, in New York.
Now both of them are angels, playing together again, in God's playground.
Happy and free. No pain, no worries.
Like children do.
My dear friends, at this time there is nothing one can say to make it better.
You know you did everything that was humanly possible, but God wanted Jake to be beside him.
All we can do is close our eyes and remember our children, Just the way they were.
We love you.
Ronen Ketzef <neny@netvision.net.il>
Natanya, Israel - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 02:48 PM (CST)

We have never met you or your son Jake, but have followed your site since seeing the first posting on our friend Jonathan Powells website. www.caringbridge.com/wv/jonpowell
We can tell from the many postings, and the beautiful pictures that Jake is a special young man who touched many people throughout his life. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers.

Matt, Rachel, and Luke Bishop <mbishop@repsltd.com>
Beckley, WV USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 02:14 PM (CST)

II Corinthians 5: 17,1 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new. For we know that if our earthly house of this tabernacle were dissolved, we have a building of God, a house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens." Perhaps Cameron and our Michael are showing Jake around heaven. If it wasn't for Christ there would be no heaven for us. "For he hath made him to be sin for us, who knew no sin; that we might be made the righteousness of God in him." II Cor. 5:21 We are deeply saddened for your loss. Much love and many prayers, The Naselli Family
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 01:24 PM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry and Family. I was truly shocked and am very sorry for your loss. I was so excited to read the last entry that all was going so well and then to go into the guestbook and find out that Jacob is now with God and all of the Angels. My thoughts and prayers all with all of you at this very sad time.
Jackie
Appleton, - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 12:31 PM (CST)

To all of the Peters family, our deepest sympathy and prayers. Our thoughts are with you. The Mais family
cindymais@aol.com
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 11:36 AM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry and Family:
It seems as though the best things in life always come to an early end. Jake was one of these things. He always set a positive vibe in any room he was in and brought a smile to everyone's face. Only at the age of 5, he seemed like he was 10 with his intelligent comments and questions. He put up a great fight for his life and never let it get to the best of him. He will be dearly missed by everyone and will always live on within us. God blessed all of our lives with Jake and his many gifts. God bless all of you!
Shaun Decur
Green Bay, WI - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 11:24 AM (CST)

Dear Friends: My heart is crying right now. Jacob is truly an Angel and you my friends are Jacobs Heros. I am so very sorry. The angels of heaven will now watch over him and protect him. God Bless you, You will be in my prayers.
John Stachovich <stchvch@aol.com>
Biwabik, MN USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 11:08 AM (CST)

Jake was always a shining star and now he is our angel. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your families forever. You are remarkable people and Jake was very blessed to have you all.

The Gegares- Al, Connie, Nick, Rob & Jordyn Michelle
Suamico, WI - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 11:00 AM (CST)

I just wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers, and that I am very sorry for your loss.
Sarah Christensen
Wisconsin Rapids, WI - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 10:00 AM (CST)

Jake is running bases on the BIG field now . . . a HOME RUN . . . painless . . . FOREVER.
Coach
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 06:08 AM (CST)

Natalie and Jerry
Jake has touched me in an unexplainable way. The little fire in his eye never stopped burning through all that he had been through. He was very lucky to have a wonderful family, who led him through a wonderful life. May God Bless you both.
Jamie Livermore <JmeDancer04_@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 11:31 PM (CST)

Dear Natalie,Jerry & family, trying to find the words of
comfort at this time is so hard. But please know that you
are in our thoughts and prayers every minute of everyday.
God's love to you all and please except our sympathy. The
Lord has a new little angel in heaven to watch over you.
And what a special angel he is. He has touched so many lives
and he is my hero. God Bless! Love Annie
Lee Ann Hackman <bearypatch@tznet.com>
Wis Rapids, WI 54495 - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 06:41 PM (CST)

In reading my entry in the guestbook I realized I said Ben when I meant Al. Forgive this screwed up grandma. I don't forget the important things.
Yvonne Sepic
Gladfstone, MI. USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 02:05 PM (CST)

Let the Lord wrap you in his arms and comfort you as we all would love to do. Our prayers are with you always. All our love.
Judy Lessig
Wisconsin Rapids, - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 01:46 PM (CST)

I am Jamie Livermore's grandmother.She has kept me informed about Jacob's condition for some time now. I also know and have considered Ben a special friend. Jacob has touched Jamie's life and also mine . God has unique ways of connecting us. I will pray for Jacobs continued comfort,your strength , and the grace to go on .
Yvonne Sepic <ysepic@charter.net>
Gladstone , MI. USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 01:35 PM (CST)

Dearest Natalie, Jerry, and family: I just recieved the call that I hoped I would not get. Please know that the journey you walked this past week with Jake was your reward - to have his smiles, his voice, his spirit, and strength home with you to impress in your hearts forever that you were given that "one last day" as best as Jake could muster. Noone's words of comfort can ease the darkness of this day, but do know that through this all, you two have been remarkable parents and that you are not biased in thinking Jake is a remarkable child -- he is a shining star, greater in wisdom beyond his years. Thank you for letting me be part of your lives. It is an honor and a blessing. I will continue to pray for you as you now walk on together, Jacob always at your side with his laughter and his strong determination to get you through this and all life will hold for you. All my love. . . .
Rosa, nurse from SVH Peds
- Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 10:21 AM (CST)

Hey, even the smallest sign of improvement could mean the world! (But I guess you already know that...)
Let us pray that Jake's spirit finds the strength to fight this horrible disease.
We send you a lot of love and light.
Keep the good news coming!
Ronen & Sigal Ketzef
Israel - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 09:00 AM (CST)

Another late night here at SVH Peds, and checking in with you before I retire for the night. I pray each day for your miracle in progress. Have a great week filled with continued strength.
Rosa from St. Vincent's Peds
- Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 12:29 AM (CST)

PRAISE GOD! I am glad to see the updates. Although I will most likely never meet you, you are in my prayers. John Stachovich e-mailed me about Jacob and I have passed it on - the power of prayer is nothing short of miraculous. May God continue to bless all of you.
Nicole <nhathaway@mac.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 10:56 PM (CST)

Hi To All-
Sounds like you had a wonderful Thanksgiving together!!! Keeping you in our prayers daily. So glad to hear Jake is enjoying his treats again :)
HUGS and SMILES
Anne, Al and Boys
Anne Beine
Germantown, Wi - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 06:18 PM (CST)

just checking in and thinking of all of you:)
hope things are going okay and please know your in my prayers.

terri (peds.)
- Friday, November 29, 2002 at 03:23 PM (CST)

Hi, Jake, Natalie and Jerry. Am glad to hear that you all had a great Thanksgiving and were able to spend it all together at home. My thoughts and prayers were with you all and continue to be. Keep the faith
Jackie
Appleton, - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 01:25 PM (CST)

Dear Friends: I am so happy that our Angel Jacob got to spend Thanksgiving Day at home with his mom, dad, and brothers. What a wonderful thing for us all to be thankful for! Hang in there, little Buddy!!
John Stachovich <stchvch@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 12:57 PM (CST)

Dear Jake, Natalie and Jerry,
I just wanted to wish you warm thoughts this holiday week. We prayed for all of you yesterday and will continue to do so daily. God's blessings are all around us, I am so glad you feel his grace and peace. With love, Jen
Jen Vollrath-Grosam <drjen@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 08:02 AM (CST)

Hi Guys,
We are so glad that you had a Wonderful Thanksgiving!!! We did too! Your family was in our prayer before our Thanksgiving Meal today. You are a very special family and we wish you a Happy Thanksgiving! Your family has taught us to not take things for granted and be very thankful for what we have in this life. We are so glad that you were able to be home today. Love, Matt, Julie, Brandon & Luke :)
Matt, Julie, Brandon, & Luke <ReynoldsJules@aol.com>
Green Bay, WI US - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 09:50 PM (CST)

Hi Jerry and Natalie,
I'm a good friend of Peggy W.. When she was in Sioux Falls we were in a small prayer group together. She has asked us to pray for Jake and your family. Our hearts go out to all of you. May God wrap you and Jake in His comforting love and healing arms. Jake is a beautiful child!
Kristi Irvin
Sioux Falls, SD US - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 07:55 PM (CST)

I saw the pictures of Jake he is a cutie!!! I hope you had a great Thanksgiving. Spending time with family is important! My thoughts are with all of you.. p.s. remind Jake santas coming soon..
Alyssa Maronde age 9 <alyssamaronde@hotmail.com>
Grafton, WI usa - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 05:52 PM (CST)

Hi, my sister Wendy Gannon came for Thanksgiving and told us about your son. I take care of people in hospice everyday at work, and it is truly rewarding! My thought and prayers are with all of you through this holiday season.
God Bless!
tammy maronde
grafton, wi usa - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 05:48 PM (CST)

Hey Jake & Company!!! Just thinking of you 'all and hoping you have a peaceful Thanksgiving! Happy Birthday, Natalie!! We sure do miss you but am happy Jake is where he should be, at home with his family. God bless you and our thoughts are with you!!!
Love, Rene, RN, 10th Floor - Peds - St. V's.
- Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 01:29 AM (CST)

Hi everyone! I miss you guys. Sending you all my best. Please tell Jake I miss him and I'm thinking of him.
You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Rosa from St. Vincent's Peds
- Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 01:24 AM (CST)

Dear Friends: For the last couple of hours, I have been having difficulty in sleeping. I decided to get up and check on our Angel Jake via his website. And, to wish him, his mom and dad and brothers and Happy Thanksgiving Day. I give thanks to God for allowing this Angel into so many lives. He has truly touched many hearts and inspired so many people. He is truly a one of a kind Angel. God Be With you and the Holy Angels protect you during this time.
John Stachovich <stchvch@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 12:05 AM (CST)

Natalie & Jerry,
In honor of Thanksgiving, thank you so very much for sharing your son. He has touched and grabbed so many of us. His eyes tell it all. We will never be the same!
Kathy Toonen <ktoon777@aol.com>
DePere, WI - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 09:15 PM (CST)

I hope you have wonderful T-Day at home. I just wanted you to know the staff and my family are thinking of you all. Our prayers and thoughts are out to you. Drdjk
Dennis King <drdjk@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 05:20 PM (CST)

It's wonderful that Jake is home for the holiday - there's no place like home. I continue to pray for the miracle.
Happy Thanksgiving & HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE. Your in my thoughts always.
Donna Walter
Antigo, WI - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 05:16 PM (CST)

Happy Thanksgiving & May God Bless you all!!!
Kathy Beth
Green Bay, Wi - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 04:41 PM (CST)

So glad that Jake is able to come home. He is truly a special young man to so many people! Our thoughts and prayers are always with you. Wishing you all a Happy Thanksgiving. Take care and God Bless! The Dombrowski Family
Jon, Brenda, Nick and Brooke
Sobieski, WI - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 02:30 PM (CST)

Hello All! I am glad to hear that Jacob is home. I wish you all a Happy Thanksgiving and I pray that Jacob continues to feel comfortable. Take care.
Heather Haas <hhaas22@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 01:43 PM (CST)

Wishing you a peaceful, painfree, and Happy Thanksgiving! The Mais Family
Cindy Mais <cindymais@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 12:28 PM (CST)

Good Morning, Friends! My prayers are that Angel Jacob and mom and dad and his brothers had a peaceful night. I pray that Jacob dreams of good things of what will come to him. Jerry and Natalie, I wanted you to know that I passed Jacobs name along to the many prayer chains that have been praying for me. We need all the prayers we can get for Angel Jaccob that he becomes our miracle.
John Stachovich <stchvch@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 12:02 PM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry and family,
It is good to here that Jake is at home for the holiday. Even though you said he felt comfortable in the hospital I'm sure there is much more comfort for him to be home were he is in his own enviroment. I'm sure this means a lot to him. Enjoy your Thanksgiving Holiday as a family and know that our family wishes yours the best. Our prayers are with you. If there is anything we can do to allow you more time together don't hesitate to give us a call.

Rick, Bev and Family
- Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 11:25 AM (CST)

just wanted yu to know I'm thinking of all of you.

Terri (peds.)
- Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 10:18 AM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry and Family:

I am so glad your home and I hope Jacob has a more restful and peaceful time. Nothing beats home. You are continually in my thoughts and prays. I am just at a loss for words but please note that I pray for you always. God Bless!
Joan Anderson
Seymour, WI - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 08:58 AM (CST)

Hi Jerry, Natalie, and Jacob,
I'm so glad everything was coordinated enough for you to all be home together and I'm so glad to hear Jake is comfortable. I had a hard time working nights but watching baby Jake videos and seeing the three of you sleeping so peacefully all together made my night. I'm glad you're home but I sure miss seeing and visiting you daily. please know you are all on my mind and in my prayers. Thank you for the update. Jodi, peds nurse (stuck drinking coffee by myself, Jerry)
Jodi Greer <lgandjb@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 10:54 PM (CST)

Hey Jake and Family!
I miss seeing you in the clinic but am so glad to hear that you are at home. My thoughts and prayers are with you guys daily. Hope Jacob's feeling better soon so he can come in and pester us!
Danae
De Pere, WI - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 10:03 PM (CST)

Dear Jake ,Natalie and Jerry...we are so pleased that Jake is able to be at home where he is most comfortable...we continue to pray for a miracle . We will pray that all of you will be blessed with God's mercy.....Dr.Nick
N.Centafont
Fort Myers, FL U.S.A. - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 09:16 PM (CST)

We are so happy that Jake is able to be at home. We continue to pray for that miracle. We now have a very special gift to be thankful for at Thanksgiving. Our prayers are always with you.
Mark, Cindy,Alex and Kim
Zionsville, IN - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 08:48 PM (CST)

It is so wonderful that Jake has been able to go home. That is a wonderful blessing. I continue to keep you all in my prayers every day. God Bless.
Kathy Quesenberry <ques@citlink.net>
Bluefield, WV - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 08:02 PM (CST)

I am a friend of Jonathan Powells and saw the prayer request that Tim and Melissa had posted for your family. Jake will be in our prayers and thoughts, he sounds like a very special young man!
Matt & Rachel Bishop &Luke <mbishop@repsltd.com>
Beckley, WV USA - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 07:28 PM (CST)

My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Chanda Courtney <courtneychanda@yahoo.com>
Kannapolis, NC - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 12:53 PM (CST)

We have grown to know and love Jake through my daughter Jamie, and Al. Please know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers daily.
Chris Livermore
Green Bay, WI - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 12:52 PM (CST)

Good Morning, Dear Friends: I am checking in to tell you that I had a good night and I prayed that our Angel Jake and his mom and dad had a good night also. I continue prayer that God and the Angels of Heaven extend their watch over the three of you and keep you in peace.
John Stachovich <stchvch@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 11:23 AM (CST)

MY thoughts and prarys are with you and your family's. I lost my husband and mother 3 mo. apart 3years ago. I understand what you are going through.My god be with you.
Sandy Belschner <sbelschner@juno.com>
Green Bay, wi Brown - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 10:25 AM (CST)

DEAR JAKE,NAT&JERRY; IT HAS BEEN A PLEASURE MEETING AND TAKING CARE OF ALL OF YOU THE LAST COUPLE OF YEARS.WE'VE HAD LOTS OF FUN AND ALSO SOME HEARD TIMES.I THINK OF JOHN DEAR TRACTORS.PLEASE EXCUSE MY POOR LETTER WRITING,WHAT I FEEL IN MY HEART CAN'T BE PUT ON PAPER.OVER THE YEARS I'VE THOUGHT OF THE 3 OF YOU AND PRAYED FOR YOU.IF YOU NEED ANY HELP WITH ANYTHING PLEASE CALL ME LOVE MARYBETH
MARY BETH CENEFELT <TOOTIENANA@AOL.COM>
GREEN BAY , WI BROWN - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 08:44 AM (CST)

DEAR JAKE,NATALIE & JERRY, JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW WHAT WONDERFUL PEOPLE YOU ARE! JAKE I'LL NEVER FORGET THE DAY YOU TOOK TIME TO TELL ME A JOKE EVEN WHEN YOU WEREN'T FEELING THE BEST--NATALIE, YOU'RE A GREAT MOTHER, I DON'T KNOW IF I COULD BE AS STRONG AS YOU. JERRY YOU ARE A GREAT PERSON AND A GREAT KIDDER! EVEN IN TOUGH TIMES! I CAN SEE WHY JAKE IS SUCH A GREAT KID WITH A GREAT PERSONALITY! I THINK OF YOU ALL OFTEN--YOU'RE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS--BE STRONG AND GOD WILL BE THERE FOR YOU. (JERRY I'LL ALWAYS HAVE A CUP OF COFFEE FOR YOU!) GOD BLESS...
cindy nielsen clerk receptionist st. vincent hospital peds
GREEN BAY, WI USA - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 12:20 AM (CST)

To Jake and family:
I wish you all the happiest and healthiest of times. I keep you in my prayers. God bless you!
Kodie Wright
- Monday, November 25, 2002 at 11:37 PM (CST)

I hope you feel better,Jake, and know that we are all praying for you. God has a plan for all of us, sometimes it is hard to know what that is. Stay strong.
Cindy, Mark, Kim, and Alex Edwards
Zionsville, IN - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 08:07 PM (CST)

Jake, Natalie, & Jerry,
I want to let you know you guys are always in my thoughts & prayers. You all have been so wonderful to take care of. I am very glad to have had the opportunity to meet such a loving & caring young boy!!
Sarah Oleson, Nurse St. Vincent's Peds
- Monday, November 25, 2002 at 07:45 PM (CST)

Dear Natalie, Jerry and Jake,
Just a note to let you know you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers daily. Thank you for keeping us updated through the website. It helps me keep our prayer network informed of Jake's condition and your needs. Jake has touched the lives of so many of my friends - what an incredible little boy he is.
Kathy Christensen

Kathy Christensen
- Monday, November 25, 2002 at 05:06 PM (CST)

Dear Friends.

I am so saddened to have heard that Jacob is not doing well. I have the picture that you sent to me of his first day of kindergarden. I have it on the bulletin board with all the pictures of my friends. I know of Jake's pain, for my cancer has entered into my brain and into my spine. I am at the point were the morphine does not help me anymore. But I am so surrounded by love and by the angels that I am not afraid to know I will soon be entering heaven. Since I became sick in 1999, my friends started sending me angels from all over the world. I must have over 200 of them. Would you believe that not one of them have ever been the same? God surely watches over Jacob and me. I will pray that the angels watch over Jacob and protect him and give him peace. God Bless you, Nalalie and Jerry. Thank you for allowing your Angel Jacob to inspire so many of us. He is certainly a Hero. But most of all he is God's Angel.
Please let me know how our angel does if you can.
John Stachovich <stchvch@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 03:24 PM (CST)

Jake, Natalie, Jerry, Alex and Ben,
We're thinking and praying for you daily. Jake is so special and has set such a great example to all who have had the privilege of meeting him. Aunt Cindy tells me all about you Jake! I hope your pain lessens so you can make some more things for your parents. We love you all. The Zellner Family
Beth <beth.zellner@eamschoices.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 01:26 PM (CST)

Jacob, Natalie & Jerry:
I pray everyday that the Lord has wrapped his arms around your family to guide you through this time. I am glad that you feel his presence.
Love, Sue Salemi
Sue Salemi
Green Bay, WI USA - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 12:59 PM (CST)

My thoughts and prayers are with Jacob and his family.
Lisa Whiting <lwhiting@stvgb.org>
De Pere, WI USA - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CST)

Dear Jake, Natalie and Jerry,
I am praying for your family, especially Jake, each and every day. May God bless you. Love, Eunice
Eunice
Pulaski, - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 08:33 AM (CST)

May God be with you all during these trying times. Try to think of the happy moments you have had with Jake.
Jodie
- Monday, November 25, 2002 at 08:15 AM (CST)

your strength and faith are an inspiration to all who know you. I think God has chosen you for a special reason.
I am praying for all of you.
Martha Senechal @BayCare General and Vascular Surgery
- Monday, November 25, 2002 at 07:43 AM (CST)

hang in there buddy im praying for you. love u
jamie livermore
- Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 08:31 PM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry and Jake: You are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I pray that God answers your prayers and gives His strength to all of you. Love, Colleen
Colleen Teal <cstjmt5@aol.com>
Abrams, WI - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 07:52 PM (CST)

Dear Jake, Jerry, And Natalie,
I am praying for you each and every night. Jake, I wish for a miracle for you to be yourself again. I just wanted to let you know I care about you very much. Love, Connor
Connor Murphy
Green Bay, WI U.S.A - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 07:00 PM (CST)

Jerry, Natalie, Jake, and Al,
My prayers are with you all. Jake, Jamie speaks the world of you. You are a very special young man. Stay strong buddy! The Livermores will continue to pray for you.
Love,
Chris, Jim, Kaiti, Jamie and Jacob Livermore
Kaiti <krl@uwm.edu>
Green Bay, WI U.S. - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 06:34 PM (CST)

Dear friends,
Next week we will be lighting the candles of Hannukah - the Jewish holyday we call "The holyday of miracles".
This year we will light the candles and pray for a miracle for Jake.
Listen carefully to what Jake tells you. He knows what's best for him right now. you know what I mean.
Love -
Ronen Ketzef <neny@netvision.net.il>
Natanya, Israel - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 04:55 AM (CST)

Hello Natalie, Jerry, & Jake,
I just found out about your website. What a wonderful idea!
It is hard to think of the right words to say at a time like this. Our family has been blessed and has no idea of what you are all going thru right now. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers always. If there is anything you need, please let us know and we would be glad to help in any way we can. Love, Matt, Julie, Brandon and Luke
Julie(Adler) Reynolds <userstar233@aol.com>
Green Bay, WI Brown - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 10:16 PM (CST)

Dear Jerry, Natalie, and Jacob,
Just sending our love and prayers to all of you. We wish we could see that beautiful "turtle" that Jacob made for you. It sounds like the best gift ever.

Sherri and Shannon <sloberme@msn.com>
Madison, WI - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 07:45 PM (CST)

Jerry, Jake and Natalie..I lit three candles today, one for each of you and they shone brighter than all the others. If God brings you to it he will see you through it. Please stay strong and take care of yourselves. All my love and prayers, along with all the strength I can send your way. Kim
Kim Morgan
Green Bay, WI - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 01:27 PM (CST)

You and your family are in my prayers. God bless you.
Sandy Layfield
Albany, GA - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 11:06 AM (CST)

Dear Natalie, Jerry, and Jacob,

My prayers are with you each and every day. It is a privilege to care for you Jake and to witness the incredible spirit and strength that you have. You are truly an inspiration. My love to you all.
Jane nurse st. vincent's peds.
jane st. vincents peds <janecline22@hotmail.com>
greenbay , wi usa - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 11:02 PM (CST)

Everyone has a Hero they look up to that exudes courage, bravery, inspiration and love. Jake, you're my Hero.
Carol Hoffer
Palatine, IL - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 04:48 PM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry, & Jake - Mom (Barb Drz) just told me about your website - my thoughts and prayers are with you during this time. You are an inspiration. I will include you in my prayers. I have my own "special angel", as you know, to ensure God hears my prayers - and I will send them all your way !!!! Take Care. P.S. - what a beautiful anniversary gift!! Great Job Jake!
Mary Jo Dolata (maiden: Murphy) <picthat@vbe.com>
Berlin, WI USA - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CST)

Thinking of you always! I really appreciate all your website updates - I'm sure it's very difficult to do sometimes. Keep strong!
Patti <patti.deroeck@ki.com>
- Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 12:28 PM (CST)

What a beautiful family you have! Jacob is a cutie. Grandma keeps me posted in what's going on.I knew I was making special gingerbread boys for a very special one!!! All my love, you are in my prayers. Heidi
Heidi Gansch <cakesbyheidi@hotmail.com>
Wisconsin Rapids, WI USA - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 10:10 AM (CST)

Your family has been an inspiration for me. It reminds me not to take life for granted and enjoy every minute of my famlily's life. I think about your family often and my prayers are with all of you. Bless you.

Sue Zimmerman (Forest Glen School Counselor)
- Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 09:10 AM (CST)

good morning Natalie-Jerry-and 'our' Jake. One of the first things I do each morning is check Jake's journal for updates on how you are doing, Jake. I'm so glad that you well be going home. You are so loved, by all that know you. Don't forget that God loves you most of all.-
Alice Knox <aliceknox@g2a.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. USA - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 10:47 AM (CST)

Natalie, What a gift Jake is !!! God take care of all of you.
Debbie Schuette
- Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 10:15 AM (CST)

Hello and our love to you all.... We are thinking and praying for you constantly! What a great gift from a great child, I guess that comment encompasses more than the anniversary gift! We're glad to hear that there is some relief to Jake's pain... atleast enough to let him feel alittle more like himself again. Take care of yourselves, as you take care of your son... stay Strong!! Again, our love to you all!! ... from the Murphy's
Laura Murphy
Green Bay, WI U.S.A - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 08:13 AM (CST)

What a wonderful Anniversary gift!! Children are an inspiration to all of us. Its great to be able to come home if that is what Jake wants. Keep your family strong, that is the most important for Jake right now. He is an amazing young man.
Wendy Gannon
Green Bay , WI - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 06:57 AM (CST)

Nat, I just wanted tell you that I realy love you, and I'm thinking of you every min of the day.And if you need anything at all just call, I'm here , Tall jake that I love him to , and give him a huge and a kiss from me, Im try to get that annabute in a diffent form, for jack to take, mybe If you ask the doc if he can take that though his Iv, or if he has any ideas, mybe if you put it in ice cubs, and crush it up for him to even suck on it, well again anything at all I will drop anything, and I will be there, love you all AnnMaira,
AnnMaria <Acam503@aol.com>
Garden citly , Mi - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 05:15 AM (CST)

We continue to pray for the three of you
Leon and Betsy
Waukesha, WI - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 10:01 PM (CST)

Hello to Jake and family...although you dont personnaly know me my sister Kim Morgan does and speaks of you all often and asks for prayers...I just wanted you to know I have been thinking of you and what you must be going through and my heart breaks. Keep up the good attitude and the FAITH..It is GOD's ultimate plan that does'nt always fit into ours. God Bless you all
Marcia Gensler <mlg8385@hotmail.com>
Columbia City, IN USA - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 01:57 PM (CST)

Natalie,Jerry and Jake:

It breaks my heart to read this last entry. I think about you everyday and wonder how things are going. Your committment to fighting this disease has been an inspiration to all those who support you on this difficult journey. As this is a very private time for all of you my wish is that God continues to bless your wonderful family. Your love for each other just warms my heart. May God's blessings and guidance help you through these difficult times. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
mary solboe
sobieski, wi - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 09:35 AM (CST)

Jerry,Natalie and Jacob im sorry to hear the news. It seems as through once things are going fine they never stay like that. I will always have the memories of seeing you guys at the wrestling matches,baseball games and even eating pizza at your house.Im sure i will see Jacob and you guys this winter between wrestling and basketball season. If anything ever needs to be done around the farm you can always ask me.
Shawn Loch
Green Bay, WI - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 06:21 PM (CST)

Jacob, You're smile is so bright. I can only imagine the joy and laughter you bring into the lives of your family and friends. My thought and many prayers are with you.
Heather Riley (B.Braun Medical) <hettijune>
Houston, TX - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 02:44 PM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry, & Jacob,

I've been praying for you daily. Reading your lastest message is so inspiring. Jacob is just unbelievable.....thinking of everyone else's feelings is so inspiring. I pray that God gives me the strength to hope to carry on. Keep the faith!!
Joan Anderson
Seymour, WI - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 10:02 AM (CST)

Natalie - Your grace and style is inspiring and reflected in the grace of your son. My prayer is for continued strength and courage for your family. God hears every single prayer.
Janell Bodart
- Monday, November 18, 2002 at 08:16 AM (CST)

Jacob, Natalie & Jerry,
I am thinking of you & praying for you. May God be with you!
Kathy Beth <kfbeth@bellin.org>
Green Bay, WI - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 06:51 AM (CST)

Dear Natalie, Jerry and Jake,
I pray that you all find the beauty of the lesson that we are all brought to this life to learn. I pray that you, Jacob, know of the vast love in this world, and how much of it you inspire and reflect. For you, Jerry and Natalie, I pray that you know the depth of the wisdom this young child brings to all of us; that his life has brought so much to so many--even among strangers. I wish you all white life and enduring love.
Susan Hudson
Medina, OH USA - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 08:43 PM (CST)

Natalie , Jerry , and Jake we pray that God will bless all of you with his grace and abundant mercy .Dr.Nick
N.F.Centafont <centa40@earthlink.net>
Fort Myers, FL USA - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 06:45 PM (CST)

We pray every day that God continues to watch over you and your family. Our thoughts are always with you.
The Edwards Family
Mark,Cindy,Alex and Kim
Zionsville, IN - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 06:40 PM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry & Jake,
I learned of your family today from Jon Powell's website. What a beautiful child Jake is!! It breaks my heart to know that Jake is fighting such a difficult battle. No child or family should ever have to endure the pain that you have had to experience. My life has been enriched by just reading your journal entries. Jake has provided blessings to me that will stay forever. Thank you for sharing him with the world!! I will pray for you and Jake in the coming days that God will be with you all and keep Jake's pain to a minimum. I will also pray for the miracle that he so despirately needs. I pray that god blesses you with the strength you need to support Jake in his battle.
Kathy Quesenberry <ques@citlink.net>
Bluefield, WV - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 06:10 PM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry & Jacob - We have kept in touch with Claire, as you know, so I have not visited you website very much lately. We have been reading it since we came to Florida. I have talked to Claire several times since we were here and she is keeping us up to date. We want you to know that we continue to pray for all of you - for strength, for peace, and for courage. We are proud to be able to say that we know beautiful little Jacob. He is a blessing to all who come in contact with him. Love, Bill and Cynthia Hoban
Bill & Cynthia Hoban
Suamico, WI USA - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 06:06 PM (CST)

Natalie and Jerry,
I find Jacob's grace and wisdom to be inspiring and I am always thinking of your family. I have had a picture of Jacob on my fridge ever since I left Green Bay. Everyday he brings a smile to my face! Please know that your family is in my thoughts and prayers. Give Jacob my love.
Love, Heather
Heather Haas <hhaas22@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 11:27 AM (CST)

God be with all of you.
Sherri Foth <smcq8399@msn.com>
Fernandina Beach, Fl - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 10:34 AM (CST)

I have been thinking about you and praying for you all since Kathy Toonen sent me some updates and the website. May God bless Jake. I can't tell you how much I am hurting for you all. I cry every time I think about it. Jake has been so strong through all he's been through. I feeled so blessed that Robby is in good health inspite of his stroke and now recent neurological problems. He has brain aneurysms and we have been to so many specialists and have more tests to go through.
Jodie Kloehn <kloehnkj@famvid.com>
Appleton, WI USA - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 01:19 PM (CST)

Thinking and praying for you every day. The Mais family
Cindy Mais <cindymais@aol.com>
- Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 12:35 PM (CST)

Jake's strength, grace and determination are so amazing!! God does perform miracles and if anyone deserves one it is your family. Know that we are all thinking and praying for that to happen. Our love to all of you.

Les, Jane, Noah & Alyah
Les & Jane Balthazor
- Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 06:58 AM (CST)

Jake, Jerry & Natalie,
As always I am praying for that miracle. May God bless you and give you strength. Love, Eunice
Eunice
Pulaski, Wi - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 03:44 PM (CST)

Thank you for the continued updates. You are all so strong, especially you Jake. We are praying for miracles every day, God bless you and keep you all!
Beth Zellner
- Friday, November 15, 2002 at 12:27 PM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry, and Jake,

Words seem so inadequate at times like this. Please know that I am praying and thinking of you often. May God bless you and your family and keep Jacob in the palm of his hands.
Joan Anderson
Seymour, WI - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 08:59 AM (CST)

Natalie & Jerry,
I wasn't sure what to say/write today but I wanted to say something. Rather than try and find my "own" words, I looked through your past journal entries. I think you said it best on the first day you started this site: "We have been blessed with a very special little boy and we marvel each day at his strength and determination."
Thinking of you always!!!

Jodi, Warren, Olivia & Zoe <jodi.caswell@merrillcorp.com>
Cottage Grove, MN - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 07:47 AM (CST)

Our thoughts and prayers are with you as always, but especially at this time. I hope the pain continues to be controlled and Jake can rest and regain some strength.
Cindy, Mark, Alex and Kim
The Edwards
Zionsville, IN - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 07:19 AM (CST)

Thank you for the update. We haven't wanted to bother you with a phone call, but please know that you are all in our prayers and that we think of you constantly. "Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths." Proverbs 3:5-6. While our hearts our breaking with you, please know that we continue to pray for a miracle. Charlie and Wendy
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 10:11 PM (CST)

Jerry, Natalie & Jacob

We think about you guys often and want you to know we are praying very hard. Taylor wants to send Jake a special "hello" with hugs and kisses.
Jeff, Angie, Taylor & Landon
The Johnson's <JATLJOHNS@aol.com>
Land O Lakes, FL - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 09:45 PM (CST)

Jerry,Natalie & Jake:
I pray that God wraps you in his arms and gives you the hope and healing according to His will and purposes. My heart goes out to you during this difficult time. Jake is an awesome little boy. Love, Sue
Sue Salemi <susasale@hssd.k12.wi.us>
Green Bay, WI USA - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 04:50 PM (CST)

Jacob, I want you to know that you are in my prayers.
Barbara Carpanese <barbara@admin.usf.edu>
Wesley Chapel, FL - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 07:15 AM (CST)

Jake, Natalie and Jerry:

Karon Nelson-Baker shared with administrators and Student Services Staff your web site. It is awesome. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Keep the spirit alive.
Jill Kasper Krueger Assoc. Principal Bay Port HS
Green Bay, WI USA - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 07:12 AM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry and Jake:

Karon Nelson-Baker shared with administration and Student Services staff your web site. It is wonderful. You are in all of our thougthts and prayers. Keep the spirit alive.
Jill Kasper Krueger Assoc. Principal Bay Port HS <jillkasp@hssd.k12.wi.us>
Green Bay, WI USA - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 07:10 AM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry and Jake,

My thoughts and prayers are with you as we all continue to pray for that miracle.

Karon Nelson-Baker,R.N.
Howard-Suamico District Nurse
Karon Nelson-Baker, R.N. <karonels@hssd.k12.wi.us>
Green Bay, WI USA - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 10:05 AM (CST)

DEAR NATALIE & JAKE,
JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE IN MY PRAYERS AND THOUGHT DAILY. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.
JOH N SULLIVAN
ROCKTON, ILL - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 07:30 PM (CST)

Jacob - You are welcome as our bat boy anytime at Bay Port High School! We will be praying for you and your family.

John Grant - Counselor / Coach - Bay Port High School
John Grant <johngran@hssd.k12.wi.us>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 03:32 PM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry and Jake
My thoughts and prayers are with you every day. I will continue to pray for that miracle.
HARRY R. HANSON <harryrhanson@yahoo.com>
Mc Farland, WI United States - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 01:39 PM (CST)

Thank you, Jake, for being an awesome ringbearer! The picture tells it all. What a gift you gave to anyone who sees that picture.
Julie A. Kruk, Bay Port HS Counselor <julikruk@hssd.k12.wi.us>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 08:40 AM (CST)

Jake and family,
Just wanted to let you know that I am still praying for all of you. If any of you ever need support or to vent I'm always available. By the way Jake, I am a big Creed fan too.
Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 08:13 AM (CST)

Our thoughts and prayers are with you always. Please know that we care so much.
Judy Lessig
Wisconsin Rapids, - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CST)

Dear Jacob: You are in my thoughts and prayers throughout each and every day. I'm sending you a gigantic hug across the miles!
Love, Carol Hoffer <Carol.Hoffer@bbmus.com>
Palatine, IL - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 02:43 PM (CST)

My thoughts and prayers continue to be with all of you.
Sherri Foth <smcq8399@msn.com>
Fernandina Beach, FL - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 11:52 AM (CST)

Hi Jacob I just talked to Grandma Dee. She had such a good time with you this past week. She loves you so much. You and your mom and dad are in our thoughts and prayers. We think of you all the time. I miss you and hope to see you soon. We love you all so much. Love Uncle Dan, Aunt Bev, Justin & Jacob.
Dan & Bev Fink <aqualawn&wctc.net>
WIsconsin Rapids, WI usa - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 02:58 PM (CST)

Jake, Natalie, and Jerry,
Thinking of you every minute of every day and sending lots of prayers your way. You know we love you and are just a phone call away!
Love, Kris and Kevin
Kris Kerwin
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 08:31 AM (CST)

Thinking about all of you every day and really praying hard for that miracle.
Patti DeRoeck
- Friday, November 08, 2002 at 03:33 PM (CST)

Jake, Natalie and Jerry,
Think of you so often...and pray for that miracle even more!!
Love Brenda
Brenda Dombrowski <bdombrow@enzy.com>
Sobieski, WI - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 12:31 PM (CST)

Natalie ,Jerry ,and Jake...we pray daily for your miracle
Dr.Nick <centa40@earthlink.net>
Fort Myers, FL USA - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 07:07 PM (CST)

I will Pray for Jacob. I heard about him through Taylor Johnson. I will share his story with my friends and ask them to pray for him. He looks like an amazing boy. My families thoughts and prayers are with you.....
Jennifer Overby <joverby45@yahoo.com>
Minneaolis, MN - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 04:08 PM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry and the boys- We're so blessed to know you. Your strength and conviction is amazing. We pray you continue to "trust the Lord with your whole heart and soul and rely not on your own understanding".
Love - Janell, Whitey and all the kids
- Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 08:26 AM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry and Jake, I justed wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you all and glad you are able to spend time together at home as a family. Nurse Natalie, you are doing a great job keeping up with all of Jake's cares and needs. You are truly an inspirational mother! You are in my prayers.
Jodi from Pediatrics and the clinic <lgandjb@aol.com>
Little Chute, WI - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 10:21 PM (CST)

Jerry, Nat& Jake
No words that I can say to begin to know what you are feeling, All my Prayes be with you!
Ed Nordman <edwn49@aol.com>
Green Bay , Wi Brown - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 01:54 PM (CST)

Jake, I found out about your site while reading Taylor's site. I want you and your family to know that you are in my prayers.
Barbara Carpanese <barbara@admin.usf.edu>
Wesley Chapel, Fl - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 07:21 AM (CST)

Jake, Jerry and Natalie
My thoughts and prayers are with you daily.
Jackie
Appleton, - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 07:18 AM (CST)

Dear Jake, Natalie & Jerry-
I know being at home and surrounded by those who love you so very much, will help ease the difficulties that lie ahead. Always in our prayers and thoughts. Sending you great big hugs!!
Anne, Al, Andy, Stephen, & Tommy Beine
Germantown, Wi - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 06:32 AM (CST)

Dear Natalie, Jerry and Jake,
We send you our love and embrace you from afar.
(Jerry, please read my last e-mail from today.)

Ronen Ketzef <neny@netvision.net.il>
Natanya, Israel - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 03:09 AM (CST)

Dear Natalie & Family,
Just want you to know that Jacob is in my prayers.
I ask the Lord to give you & the family the strength you will need. I ask for a miracle for Jacob.Your web page is a blessing to read. Keep your faith in christ, it's shows you have lots of it.Your NB friend Lou/mom to sherry/grandmother to Josh P.(age10) dx.NBIV 6/01
Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN. USA - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 10:11 PM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry and Jake,
You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I pray that God will bless you with strength and that Jake's pain will become more tolerable.
Take Care,
Heather

Heather Haas <hhaas22@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 10:10 PM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry and Jake,

We are praying right beside you for that miracle to happen. Our children are the strongest and bravest of all!! Please know that I am here for you and your family if you need, call. We love you very much~please give Jake a big hug and kiss.
Terasa and Jacob Bond <craigdbond@hotmail.com>
Holly, MI USA - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 09:30 PM (CST)

Natalie, Jerry & Jake: Glad to hear you are at home where Jake wants to be. We will continue to pray and ask God to answer our prayers. You are in my thoughts and prayers every day, every moment. Love, Colleen
Colleen Teal <cstjmt5@aol.com>
Abrams, WI USA - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 07:58 PM (CST)

I'm glad to hear that Jake is home now. He is very strong and has been through alot, but God is on his side and will provide the miracle he is waiting for. You are all in my prayers. Keep fighting!!!
Wendy Gannon
Green Bay, WI - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 07:25 PM (CST)

I am glad to hear you are home. Your in my thoughts and prayers - God Bless.
Donna Walter
Antigo, WI - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 05:06 PM (CST)

Just wanted to let you know that you are all in the prayers of the members of my church and many of my friends in Greendale. I pray for a miracle for Jake and strength for all of you.

Kathy Christensen
Greendale, WI - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 04:42 PM (CST)

My family and I are all praying for you all through this difficult time. God is watching over you all! He will guide you through this.
Ingrid Landry <ingrid.landry@kraft.com>
Green Bay, WI brown - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 09:17 AM (CST)

Jake, Natalie, Jerry, Alex and Ben
Just wanted you all to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kim Ness <kimness@hssd.k12.wi.us>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 08:51 AM (CST)

You are all in my prayers. God has you in his safekeeping.
Martha Senechal @BayCare General and Vascular Surgery
- Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 07:16 AM (CST)

We love you, and are praying for a healing miracle and that your every need would be met. Charlie, Wendy and family
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 10:42 PM (CST)

I have retyped this message a dozen times, I don't know what to say to ease your mind. I wish I had mere words to help you, but want you to know my prayers are with you.
Cindy Mais <cindymais@aol.com>
- Monday, November 04, 2002 at 05:57 PM (CST)

Esther and I are praying so hard for Jake and your family. It is in Gods hands and he loves Jake.
Debbie Schuette
Cato, WI USA - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 10:19 AM (CST)

It was great to see you little buddy. Your spunk and determination are still there. All of us pray each day for your family and for that miracle to make you well once again. God Bless.

Les, Jane, Noah & Alyah
- Monday, November 04, 2002 at 09:39 AM (CST)

We Love you Jake !

Jodi, Warren, Olivia & Zoe
Cottage Grove, MN - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 09:18 AM (CST)

Jacob is in our prayers, we think of you and your family often.
Michelle, Amy and Mary Kay, Internal Medicine Associates, Neenah
- Monday, November 04, 2002 at 09:16 AM (CST)

HI JAKE,GLAD TO HEAR YOUR GOIN' HOME.. WE HAVE YOU IN OUR PRAYERS!! KEEP THE SMILE!!! XOXOXO
CHRIS SMEESTER
GREEN BAY, WI USA - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 08:44 AM (CST)

You all in my prayers and with this please know God has given all of you the strength to to get though these very difficult times.
Lori McElrone ( Dr Jones office)
Lori McElrone <lori.mcelrone@aurorabaycare.com>
Green Bay, WI - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 08:10 AM (CST)

Stay strong, we love you and your family, and from the messages in this guestbook so do many others. The power of prayer is a wonderful thing, we all continue to pray for strength for you and your family. God bless you Jake, you are an inspiration to me.
Beth Zellner
Green Bay, WI Brown - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 06:19 AM (CST)

Nat & Jer -
As we have talked today, it is now between God & Jake.
Natalie- Jake still has that fight and that spirit - I saw it today and as long as he has that - we all will continue to fight for him and you and Jerry. May God bless each of you. All my love & strength to you all.
Kathy Toonen <ktoon777@aol.com>
DePere, - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 08:41 PM (CST)

We are praying for all of you that God will continue to give you strength to get through all of this.
Nisa, Lynn, Sean & Mariah <nlkshir@dfnow.com>
Mansfield, PA US - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 07:48 PM (CST)

I am so sorry that you have been in the hospital for so long. I pray everyday for your miracle. We love you Jake, Natalie and Jerry.
Connor and Laura Murphy
Green Bay, WI U.S.A - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 07:25 PM (CST)

My thoughts are prayers are with you more than ever. I have forwarded your plea for extra prayers out to many. Take care and God be with all of you.
Sherri Foth <smcq8399@msn.com>
Fernandina Beach, FL - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 09:46 AM (CST)

Our thoughts and prayers are always with you. I bet you made an awesome spiderman,Jake! Keep fighting!
Mark,Cindy,Alex,Kim Edwards <cjepac@indy.rr.com>
Zionsville, IN - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 11:50 AM (CST)

Just a note to let you know we care so much and am so glad you find the strength to continue with the web site. That has to be a drain for you and yet you do a marvelous job. We are friends of your folks Natalie and have come to know them through AAL. What a gift that has been for us. We offer prayers for all of you and know God will give you strength to take it one day at a time. With lots of love...
Rollie and Diane Lieber <dlieber@wctc.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, WI - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CST)

We are keeping you in our prayers. God Bless.
Dolores Tallman & Julia Hill <grdmado@yahoo.com; (and) j.hill@attbi.com>
Portland, OR USA - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 03:24 PM (CST)

Hi Spiderman!
We are so glad you got to trick or treat last night. I don't know about GreenBay but here in the Twin Cities it was so cold that Olivia & Zoe only got to go to a few special houses too! I am glad you got to spend the night with your dad.
Thinking of you always !
Jodi, Warren, Olivia & Zoe Caswell
- Friday, November 01, 2002 at 09:12 AM (CST)

Jacob - we are happy to hear that you were able to go Trick or Treating last night. You and your parents are in our thoughts and prayers every day. We are looking forward to your coming home. With love and prayers - Uncle Dean, Aunt Deb, Jason, and Stephanie
Deb Schoenick
- Friday, November 01, 2002 at 06:25 AM (CST)

I know the Peters family is very strong, your prayers will be answered. Jacob deserves nothing but the best. Good news will come soon for your family. Thanks Natalie for all the updating that you have been doing to keep everyone informed.
Wendy Gannon & Tom
Green Bay, WI - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 05:45 PM (CST)

Good evening Jake , Natalie , and Jerry . We pray for you all every day and that the Good Lord will shine his blessings and mercy upon all of you .
Dr.Nick <centa40@earthlink.net>
Fort Myers, FL USA - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 09:07 PM (CST)

Just wanted to let you know that we miss you at school.
Happy Halloween!

Mrs. Meyers
- Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 11:56 AM (CST)

My thoughts and prayers are always with you. Kitty
Kitty <kgarsow@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 11:51 AM (CST)

Jake, Natalie and Jerry,
My thoughts and prayers are with you as always. I know how hard it is to watch a loved one suffer. God Bless you all. Love, Eunice
Eunice Bodart
- Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 08:15 AM (CST)

Know that you are in our prayers. Amazing things can and do happen. Hope things head back in a positive direction.
Lynn, Nisa, Sean & Mariah
Mansfield, pa us - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 02:49 PM (CST)

Hi Jake, Natalie and Jerry,
Just wanted you to know you are forever in my prayers! Jake, you are one of the strongest young boys I have ever met and I think of you and your mom and dad so often. Hope to see you someday soon!
Love Brenda
Brenda Dombrowski <bdombrow@enzy.com>
Sobieski, WI USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 01:24 PM (CST)

Natalie,Jake,and Jerry, your strength through this fight is an inspiration to all of us who are praying for you. Please let us know if there is anything at all we can do for you. Permanently in our prayers, Tim, Cindy, Kelsey, and Ian Mais
The Mais Family <cindymais@aol.com>
plymouth, wi - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 10:48 AM (CST)

Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your mom and dad. We hope your leg pain is a little less today, stay strong.
Cindy Edwards <cjepac@indy.rr.com>
Zionsville, IN USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 08:50 AM (CST)

Hi Natalie & Jerry,
Keep on doing what you can to ease the pain on Jake. even if that mean that Jake would be asleep most of the time. Remember, while you are worried about the future, Jake is worried only about the pain, here and now.
At this time of crisis, it is all between Jake and God.
If they both decide that Jake should beat the disease - he will.
All you can do is to make it a bit easier for him.
We reminded you before that in the bible, Jacob was the only human ever to have fought the angels of god, and won.
Now it's time for little Jacob to do the same!
We keep on praying for him.
Sigal & Ronen Ketzef <neny@netvision.net.il>
Natanya, Israel - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 10:54 PM (CST)

Hello Jake, Natalie and Jerry, Your family is in my prayers. I pray that God will bless you with strength during this difficult time. Take care.

Love,
Heather
Heather Haas <hhaas22@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 10:24 PM (CST)

Hi Jake, Natalie, and Jerry. We are praying for all of you at this difficult time. Jake is such a little trooper and it is truly amazing how he has continued to fight this terrible monster and has conquered so much in the process.
Keep fighting, Honey,and we'll keep praying. We send our love.
Judy, Bill, Chelsea, Kaylie, Snuggles <jblessig@wctc.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi USA - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 09:48 PM (CST)

Dear Jacob....I am praying for you. You can beat this.
Sherri Foth <smcq8399@msn.com>
Fernandina Beach, FL - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 04:13 PM (CST)

Hi Jake,
I wish I this note could come out and give you a hug and take it all away. We pray for you always and you are always in our hearts! Love Ya!
Jodi, Warren, Olivia & Zoe <jodi.caswell@merrillcorp.com>
Cottage Grove, MN - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 03:18 PM (CST)

Jake, you and your entire family are in thoughts and prayers daily. We pray for strength for you all, especially Jake to get through this tough time. God Bless you all.
Beth Zellner <beth.zellner@eamschoices.com>
Green Bay, wi USA - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 02:43 PM (CST)

Just letting you know I am thinking about and praying for you.
Cindy Mais <cindymais@aol.com>
- Monday, October 28, 2002 at 10:37 AM (CST)

Jake, we are sorry to hear you had such a bad week, but it seems that things are now on the upswing! We will keep our fingers crossed. We continue to keep you in our prayers and miss seeing you!! Our love to you and your Mom & Dad...
The Murphy's
Laura Murphy
Green Bay, WI Brown - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 05:39 PM (CDT)

Hi Peters family,
Just wanted to drop you a line to let you know I'm thinking about you and sending prayers your way. Great job in checkers today, Jake, and thanks for sharing your periwinkle treats with me.Give Patches a squeeze for me, too.
Jodi-clinic/hospital nurse (your 2 favorite places!!!)
- Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 10:45 PM (CDT)

Hi Natalie, Jerry & Jake,
Just wanted to let you know I am still always thinking of you & praying for you.

Kathy Beth <kfbeth@bellin.org>
Green Bay, WI - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 07:01 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake, Nat,and Jerry, I have been reading the journal entries and am excited about all the great test results!! We pray together daily to wish him a great time in life free from pain.Give our love to all of you!!!!!!!!Talk to you later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bridget bratel samantha bratel and Colleen bratel <c.wensa@worldnet.att.net>
Waukesha, WI USA - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 08:21 PM (CDT)

Hi to the Peters Family!! Tons of prayers are being sent your way!
Sherri Foth
Fernandina Beach, FL - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 03:19 PM (CDT)

Just letting you know you continue to be in our prayers and hearts. Hope you have much better week. Keep on smiling!!

Anne, Al Beine & boys
Germantown, Wi - Monday, October 21, 2002 at 01:52 PM (CDT)

Morning Peters! We're thrilled to hear about the improved liver and spot by the temple. You are all in our prayers constently. God is sooo good-each day is a blessing!
Love, Janell, Nathan and Morgan
Janell Bodart
Green Bay , WI - Monday, October 21, 2002 at 09:13 AM (CDT)

Hello Peters Family! You are in my prayers and I have been sending you all lots of positive energy. You are an amazing family and I wish you a day full of smiles! Take care. Love, Heather
Heather Haas <hhaas22@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Sunday, October 20, 2002 at 09:39 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake, Natilie & Jerry Thank you God for such
good news. Prayer is awesome! And we will keep it
coming. Jake you are my hero buddy you are so strong
and your spirit is awesome. Keep up the good work bud.

Love Annie!
Lee Ann Hackman <bearypatch@tznet.com>
Wis Rapids, WI United States - Saturday, October 19, 2002 at 10:33 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake, Jerry & Natalie,
It was great to see you at Terri's wedding. I have pictures of Olivia & Jake back in June that I need to develop and send out to you guys. Speaking of pictures, did you get a picture from the Blue Angels? My friend who is wing 7 sent you a picture a couple of weeks ago & I want to make sure he sent it to the right address. Too bad I couldn't get a private show for you over the house : )
Jodi, Warren, Olivia & Zoe Caswell <jodi.caswell@merrillcorp.com>
Cottage Grove, MN - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 04:32 PM (CDT)

Jake, Natalie and Jerry, Yes, we will continue to hold you up in prayer! Charlie, Wendy and family
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 12:29 AM (CDT)

Jacob, mom,dad and the boys.
Just wanted to drop a line and let you know you are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Mary and I need to come up soon to see everyone, before the white stuff comes....I wouldn't mind being stuck in the house playing with jake in Title Town, but my Philadelphia Eagle friends and my Chicago Bear co-workers would really get on my case.....
Is it true on the darkest night of the coolest snowy day, you can see Green and Gold snow flakes.. If that is true does that mean god is a Packer fan...?

anyway hope to see everyone real soon please say hello to Alex and Ben.....

Nicholas and Mary

Nicholas Lomma Jr <nlomma@hotmail.com>
La Grange Park, IL United States - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 07:37 PM (CDT)

Thinking and praying for you during this very unnerving time. You're a real hero Jake. Sean says Hi! Wants to know how the wrestlers are? We will be waiting for news of your results. Extra prayers your way!!

Nisa, Lynn, Sean & Mariah <nlkshir@dfnow.com>
Mansfield, PA US - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 01:26 PM (CDT)

Hey guys! As always Jake is in my thoughts and prayers. i am heading to Egypt on vacation this Friday and look forward to reading your update when I return in week or so. miss you-Rachel
Rachel Quatromoni <beautifulq@hotmail.com>
New York , NY - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 12:40 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake- Heard you had your test done today and you once again, you were a trooper. We are so proud of you and are very confident the result will come with good news. You have so many people praying for you and i know a miracle is in the works.
we love you, Mike, Cindy, Jacob, Jesse <Peotfrdpwr@aol.com>
Suamico, Wi USA - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 12:25 PM (CDT)

Sorry Jacob it took us so long to get in your guest book
but we just got hooked up to the internet. We love you so much and think your are one terrific kid. We will keep you in our prayers. Love Uncle Dan, Aunt Bev, Justin & Jacob.

Daniel & Beverly Fink <aqualawn@wctc.net>
Wis. Rapids, Wi USA - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 11:48 PM (CDT)

Good evening Jake , Natalie and Jerry . We think of you and pray for you every day . Tell Grandma Dee that we will return her photo along with some she might like to see from here . God Bless all of you and keep you .
Dr Nick
Fort Myers, FL USA - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 09:27 PM (CDT)

Hi Jerry, Natalie & Jake
The pictures are great. Glad to see that Natalie is in one of them with Jake. Hope this week brings good news with all the tests. We are all praying for Jake and your family. Hey Jake, you looked really cute in your BayPort jersey at the last high school game. Hang in there!
Wendy Gannon & Tom
Green Bay, WI - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 06:41 PM (CDT)

Dear Jake, Natalie and Jerry, Thanks for posting. Thanks for the pictures. We pray for you every day but will pray for you even more this week. Love, The Naselli's
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 09:47 PM (CDT)

Hey Jacob:

My family and I will keep you in our prayers. It is wonderful to hear from you mom on how you are doing. I pray that you all get great news after your tests this week. You sure are a trooper. I think about you and your family often. Keep up your great attitude.
Mary Solboe <msolboe@baycare.net>
Sobieski, wi oconto - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 01:47 PM (CDT)

WAY TO GO, JACOB!!!!! I received the picture today of your first day of school. Congratulations! Before you know it, your mom and dad will be taking pictures of you at your High School Graduation Day. Continue, my friend to be the fighter you are. You are my little Hero!!!
John Stachovich <stchvch@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 03:25 PM (CDT)

I have finally reached the 80's, I now have an email address.Rachel keeps me informed and I love to see the pictures, I would love to hear from you. You are in my thoughts and prayers always.
Maureen HigginsRN <mhigginsrn@aol>
new york, ny USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 11:54 AM (CDT)

Hi Jacob, Nat and Jerry!
I loved the pictures! I hope that you are having a good week in kindergarten. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Sherri Foth
Fernandina Beach, FL - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 04:36 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake, ( mom and dad too) How about those Packers!!!! what a great game last night against "Da Bears" well maybe not great, it was more a comedy of errors at times, Oh well, we won. I loved the picture of you and your mom. You are in our thoughts and Prayers, Judy And Tom
Judy Nystrom <jntnys@wctc.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, WI Wood - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 10:45 AM (CDT)

I love the pictures, they are so Jake:)
Terri peds. <tmbhse@aol.com>
- Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 03:45 AM (CDT)

Hello to Jake and his entire family...My name is Marcia Gensler and Kim Morgan is my sister. I live in Indiana and have signed on to this wonderful web page. I do hope you are feeling better and want you all to know that you are in my prayers. I believe in miracles and Angels too so know you always have them around and are never alone in any of your struggles. God Bless you all
Marcia Gensler <MLG8385@hotmail.com>
Columbia City, IN usa - Sunday, October 06, 2002 at 01:28 AM (CDT)

Hello to all of you!! Natalie I am so glad to see a picture of you and Jake together!! I was having a bit of a blue day until I saw the pictures and I loved the picture of the ring bearer..pure excitment!! It made my day..I will add Austin to our prayers..take care and hugs to you all..
Stay well..Love Kim
Kim Morgan
Green bay, WI Brown - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 08:34 PM (CDT)

Jake! Hang in there! We appreciate your courage and strength in battling this cancer. It is an inspiration to us all. God Bless and keep the updates coming!
Your Fan Club
- Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 09:00 AM (CDT)

Hi friends!
Just another very late night for me here on Peds, but I checked out your pictures before I left for the night. What a treat. Sending you all my best.
Rosa from St. Vincent's Peds
Green Bay, - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 01:16 AM (CDT)

Hey, Jake! How are you? The new pictures are great. i am in the school library avoiding my school work that is piling up as I write. I am excited to get back to work and share the pictures with the others. Miss you lots Rachel (forever your NYC nurse)
Rachel
New York, NY - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 03:40 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake, my name is Debbie, but my grandchildren call me "Debbie Grandma". I work at a company called B.Braun which makes IV products and we have been praying for you. My youngest grandson is 4 1/2 and named Gavyn. He has his own web page on Caring Bridge too because he had a kidney transplant last year. I am so glad to hear you are back at school and feeling better. You are a brave young boy and I know Jesus will continue to be with you, just like He has been with my Gavyn. God's Blessings to you and your family.
Debbie Ormonde <debbie.ormonde@bbmus.com>
Irvine, Ca US - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 02:45 PM (CDT)

Dear Natalie,Jerry and Jake,
I want you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Your courage and tenacity are inspiring. I am thankful for the day we met,and am looking forward to our next fishing trip...together. Thank you so much for the photo of Jake with his fish.
My daughter continues to introduce me to people who enrich my life beyond measure. God bless you.
With love and hope,
Joe
Joe Fittante <jfittante@yahoo.com>
Antigo, wi - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 08:57 AM (CDT)

Good Morning to the Peters Family. Jacob you look so wonderful and handsome in the pictures. It looks like you had a great time at the wedding. I hope things are going well for you in school. I will continue to pray for you and your family and also your friend Austin. Remember to always keep the faith!
Joan Anderson
Seymour, WI - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 08:37 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake! You looked so handsome in those pictures. I bet it was fun to be in the wedding! I just put fresh flowers in the bright orange vase that you gave me. They look beautiful. I will keep your friend Austin in my prayers. Have a fabulous day. Take care and give you Mom and Dad hugs for me.
Heather Haas <hhaas22@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 10:10 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake!!!
We just wanted to let you know that we're thinking of you and wishing you well. We are looking forward to seeing those cute pictures of you from the wedding. Love and prayers to you and your family!!
Amber, Kristin and Sue from St. V's PICU
- Saturday, September 28, 2002 at 12:58 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake, Natalie and Jerry..I am very happy that you get to be a ringbearer in the wedding. I bet you will be the most handsome little man there. My whole family is praying for your continued health and I know that God is listening because you are out of the hospital!!yippee!!Love to all of you, and We now have the state of Indiana and North Carolina including you in their prayers. Stay safe and W
ell, love kim.
Kim Morgan <rmkm1256@mcleodusa.net>
Green Bay Packer town, wi brown - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 06:57 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake! I hope that you have a very fun weekend. It sounds like it will be exciting! I know you will be a great ring bearer. Take care
Heather Haas <hhaas22@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI USA - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 10:37 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake,

Sorry that you had to miss school today. You are so lucky to be the ringbearer.. don't do what Grandma Clarie said to do : ) Yes.. a little birdy told me what she encouraged you to do(Terri told me). I am not going to remind you what she said so I hope you forgot!

I hope its a wonderful day for the wedding!

Take Care,
Jodi, Warren, Olivia & Zoe Caswell
Cottage Grove, MN - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 09:53 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake, Natalie & Jerry: So glad to read about your continued steps forward! The boys are enjoying school also! Megan is doing wonderful too! We will continue to remember you in our thoughts and prayers. :o)
Jim, Colleen, Ryan, Bradley & Rachael Teal <cstjmt5@aol.com>
Abrams, WI USA - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 10:28 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake, Natalie, and Jerry: I'm having a quiet night here at the old grind (dare I say it), so what better way to spend a few moments than to think of you? Now, just because I'm thinking of you does not mean I want you to come and see me!!! May God bless each miracle gift of a day that you have together. I'm sending you my healing energy and will continue to pray for your strength and health. I'm rooting for you!!!!!!
Rosa from St. Vincent's Peds
Green Bay, WI - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 10:45 PM (CDT)

Hello Jake, Natalie and Jerry -

So glad to read your updates and see that you are doing better Jake! You have been in my prayers and thoughts alot and will continue to be! Have fun at school with your friends. My prayer is that you will all feel God's big arms hugging you!
Ruth Martin (B. Braun Medical) <ruth.martin@bbraun.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 12:01 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake: Grandpop Nick and I called to talk to you on Saturday. Ben said you were getting platelets and not home. We are glad you like school and had such a great time at the circus. You and your family are in our prayers. This weekend Grandpop Nick and I are going to Daytona Beach for the weekend. It should be a great time.
Take care and enoy yourself in all you do. Love you MUCH!
Great-Grandpop Nick and Liz <lpatterson@uscold.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 08:58 AM (CDT)

I'm so glad to hear everyone is doing well and also glad he's having a great time in school......I'm always thinking and praying for all of you!
Joan Anderson
Green Bay, WI - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 11:24 AM (CDT)

Jake,Natalie and Jerry,
It sounds like you have had quite a week.I'm glad you are dong so well and having such a good time. All my friends who are praying for you are always happy to hear how you are and are envious of all the exciting things you have been doing.
Kathy Christensen
Greendale, Wi - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 05:11 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake,
I just made the 13,000 one to visit your website. That is an awesome figure. There are so many people praying for you and loving you so much. How is school going this week? We are so glad that you are having fun. Your school sounds wonderful. Enjoy the beautiful weather.
Love, Judy
Judy Lessig <jblessig@wctc.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 10:08 AM (CDT)

Hey Jake, I just wanted to say "hi". I am glad you are enjoying Kindergarten. Matthew wants to play some football and basketball with you so we will have to get a time together when you can come over and play. You are all in my prayers.
Dr. Jen <drjen@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 02:55 PM (CDT)

HEY JAKE, YOU ARE SUCH A CUTIE AND FULL OF SPUNK. I WORK IN THE PICU AND YOU REALLY TOUCHED ME. I AM SO GLAD TO HEAR THAT YOU ARE FEELING BETTER!
SARAH TENOR <SLTENOR@NEW.RR.COM>
GREEN BAY, WI USA - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 10:07 PM (CDT)

Hey Jake, great going on your first week of school! You're an amazing little guy. Hope you're taking advantage of those platelets and having a super fun weekend. We think of you and pray for you every day. Love, The Nasellis
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 08:51 PM (CDT)

Hi to the Peters!! It sounds like kindergarten is so much fun Jacob. And it also sounds like all of you will have a fun filled football weekend!! It was nice to be home in WI last week and watch the Packers on TV. I met LeRoy Butler this year while working at the PGA-I wish he wouldn't have retired. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you.

Sherri McHugh-Foth
Fernandina Beach, FL - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 01:38 PM (CDT)

Hello my little ICU baseball player! It is your favorite foot rubber! I miss you but am very glad to hear that you had a great time at school this week!!!! I bet you were so tired you couldn't even watch wrestling! I hope that you have a great weekend!! Talk to you soon! Love- Staci
Staci Fietzer <stacijo1012@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 01:53 AM (CDT)

Hi to you all, I was so happy to hear Jake's first
week of school went well! That's awesome! Keeping
you in our thoughts and prayers daily. Remember
Jesus loves you. Love Annie P.S. cheer on those
big brothers sweetie!
Lee Ann Hackman <bearypatch@tznet.com>
Wis Rapids, WI United States - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 05:47 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake, Nat @ Jerry, It's been a long time since I wrote
sorry. But I read about you every day. Love hearing about
everything. I pray every day for you guys and for some
good news soon. Glad to hear about your first day of school!!! Shounds cool! Also Hooters wow Grandma Dee
told me all about it. Sounds like you were the star
as always. Grandma Dee tells me all about how you play
together she loces her time with you so much. Take
care have fun at school sweetie. Keeping you always
in our prayers Gods loves you and will shine his love
down on you. Love Annie
Lee Ann Hackman <bearypatch@tznet.com>
Wis Rapids, WI United States - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 06:37 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake--gee what a great day you had--new school--new shoes--new back pack--and then you get to ride the school bus home--how lucky can one guy get !! One more perfect day for your "memory bank" I'm so glad for you that you are home and enjoying yourself. Luv you and your mom and dad too.
.
Alice Knox <aliceknox@g2a.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 01:26 PM (CDT)

What a great first day of school! Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. God bless you.
Cindy Edwards <cjepac@indy.rr.com>
Zionsville, IN USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 12:39 PM (CDT)

You must have looked pretty slick in your new outfit and shoes. Way to go on the first day of school!
Austin & Helen
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 01:25 AM (CDT)

Way to go Jake! Have a great first day at school! We're so glad you're feeling better. Hi to Mom & Dad! Miracles are out there! God Bless you all.
Beth Zellenr
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 06:31 AM (CDT)

I HOPE THINGS ARE GOING GOOD . I'M THINKING ABOUT YOU ON DAILY BASIC, JACK YOU ARE A GREATE KID, I HOPE YOU CAN COME HOME FRIDAY, LOVE YA ANNMARIA
ANNMARIA <ACAM503>
GARDEN CITY , MI WAYNE - Sunday, September 01, 2002 at 10:55 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake , I've been around a long time and I've never been to Hooters. I feel left out . I pray very hard for you , your Mom and Dad . Its good to hear that you are feeling a little better.
Dr. Nick <centa40@earthlink.net>
Fort Myers, FL USA - Sunday, September 01, 2002 at 06:29 PM (CDT)

HOOTERS: However do you know about Hooters Jake. You sure get around. I'm so glad that you're feeling alittle better. We think of you everyday and pray that you feel better. School will be starting soon and then you'll be very busy studying. Although, You're a pretty smart little guy so I'm sure it's not too hard for you. Sure hope you're out of the hospital soon.

Mary Barlament <mlbbarley@aol.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Sunday, September 01, 2002 at 12:30 PM (CDT)

Hi to all, Leeann Hackman has been keeping me uptodate on you.. You are one bravelittle man..I worked at the Gas Co with your uncle Dave, and have known your mom when she lived in Wisc Rapids, she is one neat lady.Keep smiling and I will keep praying for you.. An ol friend of the family, Dawn
Dawn Wettstein
Wisconsin Rapids, wi usa 54495 - Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 06:17 PM (CDT)

Hey Jake and Mom and Dad,
How cool that you have this website. I am so glad I got to meet you guys at the fishing derby and really enjoyed your photo album. Jake, you are one handsome dude! I bet you have lots of girlfriends, especially after visiting Hooters!! I keep you all in my daily prayers and maybe one day soon we will meet-up again. Thanx for sharing. With Love and Belief
Kitty Fasbender (Joe Fittante's sister)
Kitty <kenkitty@newnorth.net>
Pelican Lake, WI USA - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 10:56 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake THE SNAKE Peters..Pretty catchy wrestler name don't you think? Have you used all of your glittery snake tatoos up yet..If so I will bring you some more!! I am so happy that you got to go to HOOTERS for dinner..I hope you have a wonderful first day at school too Jake. I will be thinking about you and will drop off some more cookies I will make on the new cookies sheets that Grandma Claire gave to me. Have a good day Jake Love Kim
Kim Morgan
- Friday, August 30, 2002 at 08:08 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake, Natalie and Jerry.
I haven't seen you lately and wanted to send my well wishes your way. Hey, who needs Chuckee Cheese when there's Hooters??!! Jake, you are definetly your fathers son!! ha ha ha... You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers!! Love, Deb Kolar
Debbie Kolar <murphykolz@cs.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 08:00 AM (CDT)

HOOTERS???? Jake you are just too much! How much of that idea was from your Dad? So glad to hear that you had a good time and got a break from the hospital. Our thoughts and prayers as always.

Love ya,
Les, Jane, Noah & Alyah
Green Bay, WI - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 10:20 PM (CDT)

Natalie, Jerry & Jake,
Even though I check your website daily, I haven't left any messages lately. I decided that needs to change. It sounds like your excursion out was wonderful. It is so exciting that you got to go to your new school and meet your teacher. She is very lucky to have someone as special as you in her class. I hope you get to go home tomorrow; it's always much nicer to be at home.
Kathy Christensen
Greendale, WI - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 05:38 PM (CDT)

Glad to hear that Jake had some freedom. What a choice, sounds like the old Jake is reemerging. We keep you in our thoughts everyday. Have fun at your 1st day of school!

Nisa , Lynn & Sean <nlkhsir@epix.net>
Mansfield, PA US - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 11:48 AM (CDT)

JACOB.. HOOTERS?!?!?!? My goodness.. well at least you had fun!!When I go there I never get served unless I leave Warren at the table by himself. I am GLAD to hear you had a GREAT time. Kindergarten will be wonderful! Olivia goes to kindergarten next year.. one more year of preschool.
Take Care!
Jodi Caswell <jodi.caswell@merrillcorp.com>
Cottage Grove, MN USA - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 09:02 AM (CDT)

We were so excited to hear about your great night at Hooters! We hope you enjoy your first day at school. Keep fighting.
Mark and Cindy Edwards <medwards@indy.rr.com>
Zionsville , IN USA - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 08:30 AM (CDT)

Jacob, Jerry and Natalie
I continue to keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. It is great to hear that you had a wonderful time at Hooters and enjoyed your free time out of the hospital. I hope that Jake gets to go home on Friday and that you all will be able to enjoy a family weekend at home for a change. Jake is a very special boy and has many many people caring about him.
Jackie
Appleton, - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 07:42 AM (CDT)

Jake,
You are an amazing little guy. I've heard wonderful stories about you from your friend Kathy Toonen. I hope you enjoyed the baseball I gave you. I pray for you everynight to get better. Jerry and Natile, my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Renee Cayemberg
Green Bay, WI Brown - Wednesday, August 28, 2002 at 08:07 PM (CDT)

What terrific pictures!!! Where's a photo of mom & Jake :) Looks like a wonderful summer of great times. Thanks for keeping us posted. Keeping all of you in our prayers & hearts.

Anne,Al,Andy,Stephen, & Tom Beine <gtown@peoplepc.com>
Germantown, WI - Wednesday, August 28, 2002 at 08:45 AM (CDT)

Our prayers are with you every day. Be strong for each other and love one another every day. It's seems such a small thing to do, but it does help. We know!
Love Melodee & Bob
Melodee Peot <mpeot36@aol.com>
Suamico, Wi USA - Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 04:54 PM (CDT)

thinking and praying for you and your family
Internal Medicine Associates staff <ajklpn@hotmail.com>
Neenah, WI USA - Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 03:03 PM (CDT)

We hope you are getting ready to go home. Keep up the courage to keep on fighting! You and your family will continue to be in our prayers!
Love Ingrid and John and Morgan Landry (Kelly's Kids)
ingrid landry <ingrid.landry@kraft.com>
green bay, wi brown - Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 12:49 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake:

I talked to your mom a couple of weeks ago. The spots had just shown up in your liver. We are happy to hear that the radiation has helped with the tumors. I just wanted to take a minute out of my day to tell you that we think about you often and wait to hear news about your progress.
Your mom worked very hard with us last September to put together some doctor offices at the new hospital. She did an awesome job. Not sure if you remember or not, but you even got to come with your mom one day. You are so darn cute and such a nice boy. We usually take care of adults so it was nice to get a visit from a little boy.

Jacob-we are all anxious for you to continue improving. We will keep you and your family in our thoughts and prayers. You are so special. Keep happy thoughts.
msolboe@baycare.net
- Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 09:18 AM (CDT)

We keep you in our thoughts and prayers. We are now all moved in and Mark has started his Fellowship. The girls are fitting in well, making new friends. School started 8/21 which has helped a lot. Love to you all.
Mark and Cindy Edwards <cjepac@indy.rr.com>
Zionsville, WI USA - Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 08:41 AM (CDT)

Jake,
We think of you, and pray for you every day. You truley are a very special boy. You have touched everyone who knows you in a wonderful way. You are what courage is all about. Keep fighting. We love you, your Dad and Mom very much.
Pennee and Russ Chrisman and Family
Suamico, WI - Monday, August 26, 2002 at 09:07 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake!
Hope you are having a better day! Did Grandma Clarie show you your picture in my grandpa's newspaper? Grandpa reserves that spot for only very special people. I have had my picture there a few times and so has Zoe. Hope you liked it! See you soon!
Olivia & Zoe Caswell <jodi.caswell@merrillcorp.com>
Cottage Grove, MN USA - Monday, August 26, 2002 at 10:57 AM (CDT)

We're continuing you pray for Jake and the rest of your family. Hang in there Jake! You are a strong little man! The pictures of the fishing trip are great. It looked like a fun time for everyone.
Beth Zellner <beth.zellner@eamschoices.com>
Green Bay, WI Brown - Monday, August 26, 2002 at 08:22 AM (CDT)

Natalie, Jerry & Jake -
The new pictures on here are wonderful! I love the picture of Nick and Jake. That truly was a wonderful and beautiful day for all of us.
Hang in there, big guy Jake. You inspire all of us. See ya soon.
Kathy
Kathy Toonen <ktoon777@aol.com>
DePere, WI - Sunday, August 25, 2002 at 09:32 PM (CDT)

Dear Jake,
I was reading about your friend Cameron Kerwin and I found out about your illiness. You are such a handsome guy with a great tatoo. You are also SO Brave. I will pray for you and your family every time I think of you, I will aslo ask that everyone I know will pray for you as well. Jake, Jesus Loves you so much and will always be with you.
I also see that you like Bob the Builder? what are some of your other favorite characters? I hope you feel wonderful even before you get this e-mail and you get to go home soon.
You will be in our thoughts & prayers

IN Jesus Name,
The Lehmanns
P.S. I will check in soon

Barbara Lehmann <Jlehmann@execpc.com>
Germantown, wi united states - Sunday, August 25, 2002 at 07:40 AM (CDT)

Natalie, Jerry & Jake, I am so glad to hear that things are looking a little better. I pray that the CT scan comes back with good news. Know that my thoughts and prayers are with all of you. Love, Eunice
Eunice <eunicem@excite.com>
Pulaski, WI USA - Saturday, August 24, 2002 at 11:49 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake and Family,

I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and praying for you daily! You have an amazing smile! I bet all of the nurses have a crush on you! Keep up the great attitude! God is on your side and so are we!
Kellie, Paige and Anna Floyd <kellie.floyd@bbraun.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Friday, August 23, 2002 at 04:45 PM (CDT)

Jake, Think strong and you be back home soon. We will be thinking of you and your parents.
Neil and Jennifer Schwartz <nrsjis@msn.com>
Denmark, WI Brown - Thursday, August 22, 2002 at 07:12 PM (CDT)

Dear Natalie, Jerry, and Jake;
I just found out last night about Jake's latest bout with this horrible disease. I just got your website address today so this is the first time I've visited it. I've been praying for Jake throughout the last two years and will keep praying until he's in the clear!
Patti
Patti DeRoeck <patti.deroeck@ki.com>
DePere, WI US - Thursday, August 22, 2002 at 04:25 PM (CDT)

Natalie, Jerry and Jake,
I heared alot about you from a friend of mine Dr. Nicholas F. Centafont and I want you to know you are in my prayers and thoughts. Dr. Centafont has told me how you really like T-ball and since I work for the Boston Red Sox I gave a couple of items to Dr. Centafont to send onto you.
If you every get to Ft. Myers during the month of March during training season I could get you into a game to see the Red Sox play. Get well soon.

Richard Bacon <rottiedog@worldnet.att.net>
North Fort Myers, Fl Lee - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 04:49 PM (CDT)

Natalie, Jerry and Jake,
I just want you to know that my thoughts and prayers are with you everyday. Kitty and Keith
Kitty and Keith <kgarsow@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 02:44 PM (CDT)

Jake,

Don't ever stop fighting. We love you.

Tim, Melissa & Jon Powell

Melissa Powell
- Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 11:54 AM (CDT)

Jacob, Natalie & Jerry: Know that we are thinking and praying for you every day!! It was great to see Jacob the other night... what a fighter he is, but with all those "wrestlers" with him, how could he not be!! Our love and prayers are with you... The Murphy's
Laura Murphy
Green Bay, WI Brown - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 11:16 AM (CDT)

You have such a handsome son -- Jacob's going to be quite th ladies man when he grows up!! I was so happy to read that his belly pains are getting better. Tell Jake that I LOVE his tattoo!! God Bless!!
Michele Flammer (B. Braun Medical) <michele.flammer@bbraun.com>
Reading, PA USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 09:12 PM (CDT)

I am praying for Jacob and for your family during this very difficult time in your lives. Know that when you are too tired or too stressed out to pray that others are lifting your family up in pray.

Keep the Faith!!
Laurie Doane - B.Braun Medical
St. Louis , MO USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 10:14 AM (CDT)

Dear Natalie, Jerry, Jacob and Family....my thoughts and prayers continue to be with you.

Sherri Foth <smcq8399@msn.com>
Fernandina Beach, FL - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 08:21 AM (CDT)

Hi Natalie,

I'm praying for you, your family, and, of course, Jake constantly. Jake is strong and so are you. God will supply the strength your family needs to endure the radiation treatments and the mulititude of other procedures that Jake is enduring right now.

I pray for God's peace to be upon you. Big hugs to Jake.

Love,

Melissa Powell

Melissa Powell <tmjpowell@stargate.net>
Durham, NC - Sunday, August 18, 2002 at 05:02 PM (CDT)

Good afternoon Jacob, Natalie and Jerry:

Our prayers are with all of you. Jacob, we Love you so very much and have you much in our thoughts and prayers. At mass this morning we said a special prayer for you and you family. We Love YOU very much.
Liz and Great Grandpop Nick

Liz and Grandpop Nick
Orlando, FL USA - Sunday, August 18, 2002 at 10:41 AM (CDT)

Good evening Jake , Natalie ,and Jerry. All of you are in my thoughts and prayers all day long. Dr. Nick
N.F.Centafont
Fort Myers, FL USA - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 07:01 PM (CDT)

Jerry and Natalie: Just to let you know that our family is constantly thinking of you. Casey and Tim especially. Jake is too cool a guy to give up now. WE are praying that things will turn around. He deserves every miracle out there.
Peggy Loch
Green Bay, WI - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 12:07 PM (CDT)

What an amazing lists of prayers being offered up for a very brave young man. I have him on my prayer list and with God's help, I will pray for him every day. Love from South Carolina.
Dickie Havnaer <dick.havnaer@bbraun.com>
Fort Mill, SC USA - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 11:12 AM (CDT)

My sister Kim Morgan is one of those angels caring for Jacob at the hospital. She asked for her familys support and prayers and I want you to know we have a pretty strong connection to the "big guy" and will lovingly send our prayers to you and your family.
Cherie Sims <richardsims11@aol.com>
Wilmington, NC USA - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 03:41 PM (CDT)

You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. Praying that God will continue to support you all during this difficult time. God Bless
Robin Ginter
Robin Ginter <Robin.Ginter@bbmus.com>
Simi Valley , CA USA - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 12:18 PM (CDT)

Jake is a beautiful child. I will pray for him and your family. God Bless.
Eric Mork <eric.mork@bbraun.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 12:17 PM (CDT)

Jake, Natalie and Jerry, My thoughts and prayers are with you and I am praying that God continues to give you all strength beyond your imagination - physical, spiritual and emotional - May God uplift you all, EVERY moment of the day and night and I pray that you feel His loving arms around you and that HE will bring a miracle into your family!
Ruth Martin (B. Braun Medical) <ruth.martin@bbraun.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 11:17 AM (CDT)

We are praying and thinking of you all every day. I love Jake's attitude, there should be more people like him and this world would be a better place!
Beth Zellner
Green Bay, WI 54313 - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 09:50 AM (CDT)

I too, Kathy Beth's sister am thinking about all of you. Hang in there!
Sue Bergman
DePere, WI - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 08:19 AM (CDT)

Natalie I just want you to know I am always thinking of you & your family. You are always in my prayers. Stay Strong.
Kathy Beth
Kathy Beth <kfbeth@bellin.org>
Green Bay, WI - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 07:05 AM (CDT)

Natalie, Jerry and Jake--I have been waiting for your latest journal, with some good news, and it finally arrived this afternoon. I'm so happy that the route you've chosen to fight this disease is falling into place. The prayers are a big part of it all, and the "MAN UPSTAIRS" is listening. Keep up the good work Jake, you make us all proud of you, and your 'fighting' spirit.
Alice Knox <aliceknox@g2a.net >
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi USA - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 06:55 PM (CDT)

Hang in there guys and be strong. We are praying for you and hope to visit this weekend.
Jodi <jodiandtony@hotmail.com>
Wisconsin Rapids, WI 54494 - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 04:38 PM (CDT)

Hang in there. Keeping all of you in my prayers.
Lori ( Dr. Jone's office)
Green Bay, WI Brown - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 02:40 PM (CDT)

Hey guys my prayers are with you all..we are here for you always!!love kim (cookie)
kim morgan
- Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 12:56 PM (CDT)

Dear Jake, Natalie & Jerry, We are friends of the Kerwins. Our prayers are with you for a hopeful recovery from this monster disease. Keep a positive attitude.
Judy, Mark, Melissa and Matt Luckow <Luvupnorth@aol.com>
Germantown, WI USA - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 12:38 PM (CDT)

Our Father who art in heaven...............I'm continually praying for you. Miracles do happen, so please keep the faith! Lots of love and prayers are flowing your way.....
Joan Anderson
Seymour, WI - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 07:48 AM (CDT)

So sorry to hear about the progression of Jake's cancer. I wish there was more I could say. We will keep you all at the top of our prayer list. Keep fighting!
Nisa, Lynn & Sean <nlkshir@epix.net>
Mansfield, PA US - Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 07:20 PM (CDT)

Natalie, Jerry and Jake,
We check everyday to see what is happening with this special son of yours. We are praying for all of you, especially Jake. Miracles do happen!
Julie, Jerry and Teapot
Clintonville, WI - Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 06:24 PM (CDT)

Jacob, we are thinking about you everyday. Keep fighting, you are a very strong young man. Our prayers are with you and your family through this difficult time.
Wendy Gannon & Tom
Green Bay, WI - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 09:31 PM (CDT)

Dearest Jake,Natalie & Jerry-
We'll storm heaven with tons of prayers!!! Knowing that God will help "Trooper Jake" fight his battle and give his wonderful family peace of heart. We send our love and will keep you in our constant thoughts.
Anne & Al Beine Family
Germantown, Wi - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 06:05 PM (CDT)

Jerry, Natalie and Jacob
Keep on fighting. My prayers and thoughts are with all of you on a regular basis. Miracles do happen and I pray that one will happen for you.
Jackie
Appleton, WI USA - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CDT)

We're thinking about you JAKE!!!
Amy & Julie ( Pro Photo Center) <prophoto@netnet.net>
Green Bay, WI - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 02:23 PM (CDT)

Jake: Thank you for sharing your pictures, and I especially love your cool tattoo! I've known your Mom for a long time, and feel as though I know you too. I'm saying lots of prayers for you Jake, and so are lots of other people all over the country. God Bless you.
Carol Hoffer <Carol.Hoffer@bbmus.com>
Palatine, IL USA - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 02:13 PM (CDT)

Dear Jerry, Natalie and Jac, We want to be there for you if we can be of help in any you can think of. I just want to jump in the car and come, but know I'd probably just be in the way. We are praying for a miracle right along with you and for a peace and assurance that is beyond human understanding. Wendy, Charlie and family
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 11:04 AM (CDT)

Jake,Natalie and Jerry,
I wanted to let you know that all of us are praying for you. Jake you and your mother are the strongest people I know and I feel that you will win and fight this disease. I am here to help! We love you all very much.
Colleen, Samantha, Bridget,Kevin <c.wensa@worldnet.att.net>
Waukesha, WI USA - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 08:42 AM (CDT)

Jake, Natalie and Jerry,
You are all in our prayer and thoughts during this tough time.
Leon and Betsy Janssen
Waukesha, WI - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 10:29 PM (CDT)

Jake, Natalie and Jerry,

We are so sorry to hear of the progression of this horrible disease. Remember, don't give up. Miracles do happen and I am a firm believer that both of our Jacob's are true miracles from God! We are praying for you, as always and are there with you in our hearts fighting right along with you. Hugs to all of you!
Terasa, Craig, Jacob and Hailey Bond <craigdbond@hotmail.com>
Holly, MI USA - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 08:20 PM (CDT)

Natalie,
I am so sorry to read this latest journal entry. My thoughts and prayers have been with you and Jacob and will continue as you face these difficult times. I wish there was something more I could offer.
Love and hugs, Beth and Austin Davis <gbd@sympatico.ca>
Ontario, Canada - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CDT)

HI Jake and his parents! I teach with Kris Kerwin and she was just here dropping off stuff for Al's Walk and she updated me about you. So sorry to hear about the setbacks, but after reading the past journals you sound like a tough guy who wants to beat this monster! Keep smiling and god bless you! My daughter, Kylee, and us will continue to pray extra hard for you! Take care!!
Karen Wunschel <wunschel23@msn.com>
MENOMONEE FALLS, WI USA - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 02:18 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake, Natalie and Jerry,
My thoughts and prayers are with you at this difficult time.
It has to be so hard for all of you. I feel confident that you will find something to stop this terrible disease! Jake has more fight than anyone I know. Love and prayers from Eunice.
Eunice <eunicem@excite.com>
Pulaski, WI USA - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 01:06 PM (CDT)

Hey Jake,

You keep strong.. just like those wrestlers that you play with.

We love ya!

Jodi, Warren, Olivia & Zoe Caswell <jodi.caswell@merrillcorp.com>
Cottage Grove, mn - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 11:53 AM (CDT)

Jerry,Natalie and Jacob Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you's at this very difficult time.
Larry and Sheri Calawerts <Ssherbear97@aol.com>
Green Bay, Wi Brown - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 11:44 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake,
I was sad to read the news today, but very happy to hear that you want to fight this terrible monster. I want you to know that you and your family are in my prayers every day. You are so much stronger at your young age than what most adults try to be later on in life.
Jodi Jauquet
Luxemburg, WI Kewaunee - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 10:51 AM (CDT)

Jake, I was your buddy Cameron's nurse in Milwaukee and friends with your nurse Katie. Everyone here at Children's in Milwaukee is praying for you. Stay tough kiddo!
Evelyn
Wauwatosa, WI - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 05:37 AM (CDT)

Dear Jake, Natalie, Jerry, & family -
Hang it there and keep fighting! We are praying for you guys! Please let us know if there is anything we can do to help.
Austin & Helen <www.caringbridge.com/wa/austinguy>
Seattle, WA 98115 - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 01:28 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake,
Please keep fighting those cancer cells. We are all praying for you and Mom and Dad. Even though we haven't met yet, you have become very special to us and we love you so much. Keep smiling. Chelsea, Kaylie, and Snuggles say "hi" too.
Judy Lessig <jblessig@wctc.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi USA - Sunday, August 11, 2002 at 10:46 PM (CDT)

Hey Jake, remember me John? I got my cat 6 days ago. She is so much fun. She plays for about 20 minutes and then takes a cat nap. She is white and grey, has an upside down V on her face and likes to sleep with me in my bed. Her name is Jemima. My older brother took me miniature golfing to a different place...I wish you could have been there to have fun with us. I think about you and pray for you...and so does my whole family. Love, John and my family.
John Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 04:36 PM (CDT)

Sounds like you're having a terrific summer!! Keep on playing hard :) You and your family are in our prayers. You have so much determination and spirit...we know you can beat this. When we heard that Cameron & you had become such wonderful friends, we decided to visit your cool website. We had babysat for Cameron and the Kerwins would tell us about you...we know that you're a real trooper. God Bless
Anne, Al, Andy ,Stephen, Tommy Beine <gtown@peoplepc.com>
Germantown, WI - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 08:46 AM (CDT)

Never forget that Jacob (the one from the bible), was the only person ever to fight the angels from heaven.
Jacob fought the whole night, and was not beaten!
The next day God gave him a new name - "Israel" - (in Hebrew: "The one who has been with God").

Always know that even when the fight seems to be too hard, you can still win, especially if your name is Jacob!

We pray for Jake every day, and you are always in our thoughts.

Ronen & Sigal Ketzef <neny@netvision.net.il>
Natanya, Israel - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 01:14 AM (CDT)

Grandma D and Papa Russ, Grandpa Nick and Liz are here visiting in Warrenton Oregon on the Mouth of the Columbia.
My name is Brenda and my husband sitting here is Ty. Everyone is watching me type so I'm a little nervous! :-)
Just wanted to let you know that our prayers are now with you too!
This is really a neat web site! Thank you for putting this on. We will check and see how Jacob is doing and keep you all in our prayers!

Brenda & Ty Hardwick <tbhrdwic@pacifier.com>
Warrenton, Or USA - Sunday, August 04, 2002 at 03:56 PM (CDT)

Good morning to you all.my oh my, it sounds like you all are enjoying the short summer.Glad things are going well, and Jake, I like the fact that you gave your daddy a 'special' card just from you. Aren't dad's and mom's wonderful? Of course they have a wonderful son, and that's you, Jake. Have a wonderful day.
Alice Knox
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. USA - Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 10:34 AM (CDT)

Hey Jake !
I can't believe that Grandma Clarie & your mom had to trouble getting your fishing pole ready! Mom said that Grandma Clarie knew all about that stuff. Next time, pull in a BIG fish rather than a rock!!

Good Luck!
Olivia & Zoe Caswell
- Tuesday, July 30, 2002 at 09:42 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake,
We are so glad to see that you are having a fun summer. It sounds like you have a great yard with your pool and new gym set. Keep taking your medicine and we know that you will win the fight. Give Mom a hug from us and stay cool.
Judy Lessig
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi USA - Wednesday, July 24, 2002 at 09:30 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake! Great job with the Fenretinide. I am sure it is not much fun to take that yucky medicine. I am proud of you.
Heather Haas
Madison, WI USA - Tuesday, July 23, 2002 at 10:58 PM (CDT)

Hi Guys,

I hope everyone is mending quickly at the Peter's house. Natalie, I'm so glad to hear you got a good report from the doctor.

I hope I don't sound too mushy when I say this, but from the first time I met you and Jake, you guys have always been an inspiration to me, and that is more true now than ever. Reading your journal entries and realizing that there is life during, after, and during again neuroblastoma, helps to give me strength to continue on with our war. Jon and Jake's recurrent disease is only a battle lost, I know in my heart these boys will ultimately win the war against childhood cancer. Thanks for helping me hang tough. You guys are the best.

Love to everyone,

Melissa Powell

The Powells
Durham, NC - Tuesday, July 23, 2002 at 10:43 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake,

I'm so happy that you stopped in at the station for some cookies. You looked great and seemed to be having a fun day with Grandma. You have to make sure to come again. We always have the cookies ready. Especially for our extra favorite people like you. Love Mary Barlament
Mary Barlament
Green Bay, WI USA - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 12:58 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake, Natalie & Jerry,
Glad to hear that little guy is doing well. Determination and stubbornness comes for him naturally (I wonder who he got each from!!!) and it will pay off. As always you are in out thoughts and prayers.
Love, Les, Jane, Noah & Alyah
- Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 06:54 PM (CDT)

Hello Peters Family! It is nice to keep up on things with your journal entries now that I am back in Madison. I wish you all the best. Have a wonderful day. Take care. Heather
Heather <hhaas22@yahoo.com>
Madions, WI - Sunday, July 14, 2002 at 11:16 PM (CDT)

Hello to the Peters family! Thank you for updating us. Your entire family are in our thoughts and prayers. I know you are feeling pressures and challenges even though Jake is doing so well. If we can help or be there for you in any way, just call. Have fun at your birthday parties! The Nasellis
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 09:31 AM (CDT)

Good Morning to the Peters family!! I'm glad Jacob is doing better. He is always in my thoughts and prayers. Have a great time in Milwaukee with your family. You deserve some much needed time off. See ya, soon!
Joan Anderson <joan_anderson@aurora.org>
- Friday, July 12, 2002 at 09:09 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake , it sounds like you are having a terrific summer . I live in Florida , where it really is hot in the summer , so I have to chuckle when I here about the " hot " weather in Wisconsin I would love to say that I had waded in one of the great lakes. Have great summer. God Bless you and Mom and Dad. I say little prayers for you each day,
Dr.NIck <centa40@earthlink.net>
Fort Myers, FL U S A - Monday, July 08, 2002 at 08:53 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake !

I was going to write sooner but I couldn't get mom to turn on her computer until now. Anyway, I wanted to tell you that we had a great time having lunch with you & Aunt Clarie! Did you get to finish the Pizza later that night? The pizza was great and so were the cookies and jam. Everyday I ask mom for peanutbutter & jelly with Grandma's Sister's jam. Next time we play foos ball I am going to win! We had a great 4th and I am glad you enjoyed your holiday as well !
Take Care !

Olivia & Zoe Caswell <jodi.caswell@merrillcorp.com>
- Monday, July 08, 2002 at 10:05 AM (CDT)

Great job Jacob!! I hope you and your family have a great holiday week-end. Natalie the next time your at the hospital stop by and lets do lunch. I wish Jacob continued success with his treatments. You will all be in my thoughts and prayers.
Joan Anderson <joan_anderson@aurora.org>
Green Bay, WI USA - Wednesday, July 03, 2002 at 08:54 AM (CDT)

Jake, we're so proud of you for taking all your medicine so well! We check your web page every day to see how you are doing. We're so glad you have fun swimming even with your CVL in place and all the extra dressing changes. We think about you and pray for you every day and wished we lived a lot closer. Charlie and Wendy Naselli and family
Wendy Naselli <wendy.naselli@juno.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 06:10 PM (CDT)

Hey Jake,
Awesome job taking your pudding medicine!!! We're very proud of you!!! Glad to hear you are having fun in the sun in your pool. I can't believe how hot it is!! We hope you have a fun 4th of July with lots of fun fireworks! Let your mom and dad know we say hi and we hope to see you all again soon! Say hi to Gramma Clarie too!! :)
Hugs, Kris and Kevin
Kris and Kevin Kerwin <kerwkev@aol.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 02:54 PM (CDT)

Hey JAKE!!! We are thinking about you lots and hope you are doing okay. Austin and I will be in Chicago this weekend, so maybe we'll be seeing you and your mom?? We'll call soon.
Helen & Austin <chiu_helen@hotmail.com>
Seattle, WA 98115 - Thursday, June 27, 2002 at 12:09 AM (CDT)

Hi Jacob,

You have gotten SO big since the last time that I saw you (in NY)! Here's hoping that the fenretinide does the trick for you and turns things around -- and that we will get to bump into each other again sometime soon. Love,
Alison and Pat Becker (Chris' mom and dad) <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Wednesday, June 26, 2002 at 07:10 AM (CDT)

Hi Jacob...you are such a special boy...and you have found a very special place in my heart. I learn a lot from you everytime I read your Mom's journal entry. Take care and all of you are in my prayers.
Sherri McHugh-Foth <smcq8399@msn.com>
Fernandina Beach, FL - Tuesday, June 25, 2002 at 08:31 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake, Sounds like you have been having a lot of fun on your swingset and playing ball. You will have to give your Uncle Tony a call and see when he will be able to come play ball with you. He has been practicing every Monday night! Take care and stay strong! Our prayers are with you.
Uncle Tony and Jodi <jodiandtony@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 24, 2002 at 07:05 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake: We are glad you are having a great summer and your blood counts are still up. Great Grandpop is doing pretty good. Tonight we have Bingo at St. John Vianney and tomorrow we are going to the Italian-American Club for dinner and dancing and for Grandpop to visit with old friends. Take care Love Great-Grandpop Nick and Liz
Nick and Liz <elizabethpattersonus@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Friday, June 21, 2002 at 12:16 PM (CDT)

Hi there Jake, Natalie, and 'dear ole' dad' those were the words our boys used as a term of affection for their dad. My oh my--it is so good to read the happiness in your journals, Natalie. Sounds like a busy household, and a lot of laughter in the process.--Continue doing all the things you're doing.--The prayers are working, as we all knew they would. Love--Alice
Alice Knox <aliceknox@g2a.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. USA - Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 06:35 PM (CDT)

I got this website from a friend of mine at work that used to work with you. I used to bring my daughter Morgan to Kelly's when Jake was there. You sure do have a cutie on your hands! He will break a lot of girls hearts someday! I am happy to hear your tests went good. We pray for you everyday!! You all are so strong. I admire that so much. Take care! Have a great summer!
Ingrid Landry <ingrid.landry@kraft.com>
green bay, wi brown - Monday, June 17, 2002 at 02:27 PM (CDT)

Hi guys! So glad to hear that the test results seemed favorable. We pray for you often. Sean continues to remain in remission. He oftens asked when he can go to NYC and wrestle with Jake agian. Keep up your courage and strength.
Nisa, Lynn, Sean & Mariah <nlkshir@epix.net>
Mansfield, PA US - Sunday, June 16, 2002 at 08:30 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake! You are so brave...keep fighting, you are in our prayers. My son name is Jake too!! He's 3 1/2 years old fighting NB like you. You guys would be pals I'm sure. Stop by anytime. www.caringbridge.com/nc/hopefor

Chanda & Jake Courtney <courtneychanda@yahoo.com>
Kannapolis, NC 28081 - Sunday, June 16, 2002 at 07:09 PM (CDT)

Good morning to the Peters from Fernandina Beach!! What great news regarding Jacob's tests!! It sounds like you had a fun weekend in Milwaukee. I remember the girls going to Milwaukee a few times-right Nat!! Remember the Fair and my fork at the Chinese place!?
Sherri <smcq8399@msn.com>
Fernandina Beach, FL - Saturday, June 15, 2002 at 09:39 AM (CDT)

Natalie, Jerry, Jake, Alex, and Ben, 15 June 02
Hello to my neighbors to the north. How have you all been? I am out visiting Nicholas for the weekend, and he just let me read the latest journal entries. Sounds like the summer is off to a great start. You have got to love T-Ball. I don't know if there is a game I enjoy more!! They are so much fun to watch because they are just learning to love the game. Glad to hear that the tests have been looking well.
So Nicholas is coming out the first week in July. I can't wait. I am so looking forward to coming up to visit with all of you. No snow yet, but I am sure that we will be able to find some kind of fun summer activities to do. Hope all is well with you guys. I am thinking about you and praying for you daily. We will be in touch soon!!! mary
mary larson <mlarson3311@hotmail.com>
La Grange Park, IL USA - Saturday, June 15, 2002 at 08:01 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake,

We saw your website on a list your mom and my mom belong to. We wanted to stop by and say hi. I hope you're enjoying your summer. Do you play tee ball? I like to hit the ball off the tee, and have my dog chase it! We will keep you in our thoughts.
Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@cs.com>
Jacksonville, , FL - Friday, June 14, 2002 at 12:45 PM (CDT)

Hi Natalie:

I just got your site from Kathy Toonen.
Just wanted to let you know you are all in my thoughts & prayers.
Lori (worked at Dr. Jone's office) <lori.mcelrone@aurorabaycare.com>
Green Bay, WI Brown - Friday, June 14, 2002 at 11:36 AM (CDT)

HI Jake, Natalie & Jerry,

I hope you had fun at Ed Debevic's! I went to the one in Chicago a few years ago (more like 10+) and had a GREAT time! They actually switched our checks with another table! There were 2 of us and 6 at the other table so it would have been an expensive meal.. especially for 2 broke college students!

Have a Great Day !
Always thinking of you,

Jodi, Warren, Olivia & Zoe Caswell <jodi.caswell@merrillcorp.com>
- Wednesday, June 12, 2002 at 10:02 AM (CDT)

Sounds like Jake really enjoys playing ball. I wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers daily. Keep fighting!!!
Jodi Jauquet <jodi_jauquet@aurora.org>
Luxemburg, WI USA - Monday, June 10, 2002 at 09:51 AM (CDT)

Good evening Natalie , Jerry and Jake it is so good to read about some of the happy occasions happening over the last week or so . Jake , it is summer time and I haven't read any more about your Tee Ball experiences. Have a great summer. I pray for all of you every day. Dr Nick
Dr.N.F.Centafont <centa40@earthlink.net>
FortMyers, FL USA - Friday, June 07, 2002 at 06:03 PM (CDT)

Natalie and Jerry, attitude is the biggest part of the fight. It sounds like Jakes attitude and bee-bee gun is what he needs to keep him strong. Jakes mental attitude along with the correct treatment will make him the kid that will beat this disease. Know that all of you are in our prayers. Be strong, you will make the right decisions.
Rick, Bev and Family <rick@firstchoicetalent.com>
- Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 05:53 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake, this is Joe McManus with the Knights of Columbus, Council 5958, Orlando, FL, which your Great Grandfather, Nick Caruso, is a long outstanding member. We have a section for those who are battling illness in our monthly Vessel publication (which goes out to all the Knights in our Council) and you have been part of this prayer section each month. We also pray for you and the rest of the Knights who are ill, or who have family that are ill, at our Business meetings once a month. This month, with the help of your Grandfather Nick and Elizabeth Patterson, they've provided this website for us so we can check out how you're doing. What we're praying and hoping for is an update that you've beaten this disease. You hang in there, God Bless, and keep the Faith. We'll be praying for you Superman!
Joe McManus <joseph.mcmanus@oracle.com>
Orlando, Florida USA - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 03:14 PM (CDT)

What a wonderful weekend you had, Jake. I hope to get to visit with you sometime when you come to Rapids. Chelsea and Kaylie want to meet you so much. They always ask me how and what you are doing each day. They had their ballet recital this last weekend so they are all danced out and started basketball camp this week. We don't like the cold wet weather but it should get nice this week again. We will be thinking of you tomorrow and always and know that you are always in our prayers.
Judy Lessig <jblessig@wctc.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. USA - Monday, June 03, 2002 at 10:53 PM (CDT)

You bet that Jacob will be in my prayers more than ever the next couple of day!! Sounds like you had a great time in Rapids. Thanks for getting me caught up on all the little ones in your family!!
Sherri <smcq8399@msn.com>
Fernandina Beach, FL - Monday, June 03, 2002 at 04:25 PM (CDT)

I just read your journal about your great week-end. Gramma Dee must have thought she was in 'heaven' to have all her grandchildren with her--she is such a loving and caring person. The ride home was a real treat, I'm sure. I too, love fireworks. Where were you when you were watching the fireworks--geographicaly, I mean. Our family is really 'nuts' when it comes to them. Wish you could all go to Poynette, Wi. (north of Madison) for my son, Joe's fireworks display. He puts on a show about an hour long, and you can bet there too, is a lot of ooh's and aah's. I'm sure glad your mom made sure that you both could 'take in' the fireworks--what a great climax to a wonderful week-end. Good luck with all the tests coming up, and hope the results come back with exactly what they are suppose to be.
Think of you all often. Love reading your journal, Natalie. Best to you all--much love--Alice
Alice Knox <aliceknox@g2a.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi USA - Monday, June 03, 2002 at 11:44 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake,
Wow - sounds like preschool ended with a bang! Congratulations!! I have something I'm making for you, but it is still a work in progress, so you won't get it for a little while. I'll send it as soon as I can! We're really proud of your sign language -- that is soooo cool! I know I can only spell a few words, but next time I see you I should be able to sign "hi" to you! Have a great time at t-ball slugger and a great weekend! Love and hugs to mom and dad too! We miss you and hope to see you soon!
Love, Kris and Kevin
Kris Kerwin <kerwkev@aol.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Friday, May 31, 2002 at 05:55 PM (CDT)

We are looking forward to hearing more...anticipating and being thankful for how God is leading in your lives. Humanly speaking, we didn't think chemo was the right choice, but are glad that "the Great Physician" agrees. Alicia and Eric's home address will be 23 Hall Rd., Greenville, SC 29609. We decorated all day today at the church...the wedding will be beautiful. We continue to think of you and pray for you often. Charlie and Wendy
Wendy Naselli <charles-naselli@msn.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Thursday, May 30, 2002 at 11:48 PM (CDT)

Jerry and Natalie, I know that with God's help you will make the right choice for Jake. We continue to think of you all and lift your family up before the Lord in prayer. "With men this is impossible; but with God all things are possible." Matthew 19:26.
Wendy Naselli <charles-naselli@msn. com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Wednesday, May 29, 2002 at 12:05 AM (CDT)

Out of the mouth of babes!! I love that age and how grown up they can talk at times!! Have a wonderful Memorial Weekend!!
Sherri <smcq8399@msn.com>
Fernandina Beach, FL - Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 06:13 PM (CDT)

Great news... I wish I could have seen you play teeball.
I would love to see that "Big League Game Face" I'm glad you had fun.. I hope to see you soon.. I will be all moved into Chicago by July 4th. I will be up to see you the next weekend.... Give Mom and Dad my love.
P.S. whats up with the "WWE".....

Nicholas <nlomma@hotmail.com>
Bristol, PA usa - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 08:46 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake, Natalie and Jerry,

I'm so happy to hear good news. Glad that Jake is having fun with baseball and is able to play. He has come along way. Glad the scans looked good. We think of you all every day and look forward to getting updates. Jake, you need to come in for some cookies.
Mary Barlament <mlbbarley@aolc.om>
Green BAy, WI USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 02:01 PM (CDT)

Hi Jerry, Natalie and Jake, I am so happy to hear that Jake is doing better. I know you had quite a scare. I pray for you all that you have the strength to handle all that is being sent your way right now. Jake is a strong and determined little boy and I know he can beat this! I continue to keep everyone concerned in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Eunice
Eunice <eunicem@excite.com>
Pulaski, WI USA - Friday, May 10, 2002 at 10:12 PM (CDT)

My prayers are with Jacob and both of you.
Sherri Foth <smcq8399@msn.com>
Fernandina Beach, FL - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 05:07 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake! Sounds like you have been very busy with so many people! You are so loved by so many! We think of you and your family often and hope that soon we can get together. Sierra is hoping to be able to play with you soon now that we will be getting some nicer weather! She really enjoyed talking to you on the telephone last week while you were in the hospital. When you have a chance, give her a call. She'd love to hear your beautiful voice! Love, Scott, Kelly, Tyler, Sierra & Lexi "Lou"
Scott, Kelly, Tyler, Sierra, Lexi Mocco <sierra123@prodigy.net>
Green Bay , WI Brown - Wednesday, May 08, 2002 at 08:38 PM (CDT)

Hi to everyone, been keeping up with all the journals
they are awesome to read and very informative. I have Joey
praying for Jake now when he goes to bed at night. Its so
cute. I will be sure to pray extra hard now for his tests
to show improvement. God Bless You All! Love Annie
P.S. say hi to grandma Dee for me I miss her.
Lee Ann Hackman <bearypatch@tznet.com>
Wis Rapids, WI United States - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 08:41 PM (CDT)

I've read all your entries in one night! Thank you for sharing. Keep in touch. When I told John that Jake wanted to go miniature golfing, he got this big smile on his face and said that's just what he wanted to do too. Now to see how we can throw some of Jake's other favorite things into the mix as well. Thinking of you and praying for you. Wendy
Wendy Naselli <charles-naselli@msn.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Saturday, May 04, 2002 at 01:19 AM (CDT)

Hey Little Buddy, I'm back as I said I would be. Just wanted to let you know I'm still praying for ya. I'm the guy I told you is a customer of General Medical your mom visits. I'll be looking on ya from time to time and Really won't forget to think about you and tolk to God aboout you. Keep your chin up ok?... Best to you and Mom and Dad.. Larry Wilker
Larry Wilker <wl@tcbi.com>
Manitowoc, Wi USA - Friday, May 03, 2002 at 06:30 AM (CDT)

What a wonderful way to keep everyone connected in their thoughts and prayers for Jake!
Shannon Obermeier <sloberme@msn.com>
Madison, WI USA - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 05:16 PM (CDT)

Thank you Nat for forwarding the web-site to me at home. Yes-you are right-a lot has happened in the two weeks that I have been out of touch. I am thrilled to know that Jacob had the best birthday ever and I will continue to remember all of you, Alex and Cameron and his family in my prayers.
Sherri <smcq8399@msn.com>
Fernandina Beach , FL - Wednesday, May 01, 2002 at 06:21 PM (CDT)

WELCOME HOME JAKE! I'm sure it feels great to be home with all your own toys. Sounds like you got to sleep over at Gramma Clairie's the other night -- pretty cool! Did you keep her up all night playing UNO? Max & Jack would love to see you when you're feeling good. Jack is crawling now and getting into EVERYTHING -- you know how those crazy babies are! Max is still doing awesome in his underwear and he's getting really fast on his bike. Let us know when we can come visit and trash your house!
Love -- Aunt Michele
Michele Wiberg <mwiberg@stifel.com>
- Wednesday, May 01, 2002 at 08:38 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake: Well,today was tomarrow, yesterday--did you follow all that ?? If things went as they were suppose to--you are home all safe and sound by now--it's Tuesday, and your mom said you would be home by then. That's always good news isn't it? No place like home-we all know that. I know you are your 'old self' again and just keep getting better. Sure hope the weather will be much better for you by the week-end so HAVE A GOOD WEEK-END, JAKE --Luve-Alice
Alice Knox <aliceknox@g2a.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. USA - Tuesday, April 30, 2002 at 05:17 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake,

So happy to hear that you're feeling good and having fun. I sure hope that all the blood counts come up and things start turning around. You sure are a tough little man. It takes alot to hold you down. I love reading the web page every day. Keeps me informed of whats going on. Praying for good news.

Mary Barlament <mlbbarley@aol.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, April 30, 2002 at 01:03 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake! Sure do miss you ! But we will see you on Wednesday so get ready to RUMBLE! We had a great time at your PARTY! We enjoyed the fireworks but most of all the video with Peggy and you (THE ROCK) You sure did a super job and won the match! Today is Aunt Bachele's birthday. I wonder if she is having chocolate cake! Probably just a cupcake or chocolate chip cookie. Well, see you in a couple of days. Love ya sooo much. Love Grandma Dee and Papa Russ.
Dolores Fluno <TJ genisot@charter .net >
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. - Monday, April 29, 2002 at 12:42 PM (CDT)

Hey Jake!!! This is Drew from the hopital. It was real nice to get to know you and your father. Travis told me that your mother and grandmother are really cool and special people too. I hope you feel better so you can hit some home runs in teeball. Get well Buddy!!!!
Drew Sebero <sebz7@hotmail.com>
marinette , wi usa - Friday, April 26, 2002 at 12:49 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake, This is Travis from the hospital. I had an awesome time playing WWF wrestling with you. I hope everything is going good with you and you are getting better. I would love to hang out with you again...I had a BLAST. GET WELL SOON!!
Your BUDDY,
Travis
Travis Strasser <roodypoo2269@hotmail.com>
Edgar, WI U.S.A. - Friday, April 26, 2002 at 12:44 AM (CDT)

Good morning Jake and mom and dad too. Do you suppose that after this snow melts that we will really have spring again. I sure do like the sunshine-don't you? Know you will be home by the time you read this--and that makes me happy too. Take care Jake, and keep smiling---Alice
Alice Knox <aliceknox@g2a.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. USA - Thursday, April 25, 2002 at 10:16 AM (CDT)

Hi Natalie & Jerry & Jake,
I just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you all & you are all in my prayers
Kathy Beth
Kathy Beth <kfbeth@bellin.org>
Green Bay, WI USA - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 05:01 PM (CDT)

Happy 5th Birthday Jake. My name is Donna and I know your mom from work. She has told me alot about you - how smart, funny and sweet you are. When I seen your picture on the site I could really see all of that for myself what a handsome young man you are. I printed off your picture and hung it up by my desk - your smile brightens up my day. I hope your parties were the best ever.
Don't forget what tonight is wrestling - I like wrestling also. HAVE A GREAT DAY!!
DONNA WALTER <DONNAW@WAUSHOSP.ORG>
ANTIGO, WI U.S. - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 10:36 AM (CDT)

Hello Peters family,
We think of you often, you are in our thoughts and prayers. You are all very strong and wonderful people.
Jim,Tracey and Joey Hackman
Tracey Hackman <jtjhack@wctc.net>
Wis. Rapids, WI USA - Sunday, April 14, 2002 at 10:07 PM (CDT)

Happy 5th Birthday Jake!! Your party sounds like it would be the biggest and best party ever! I can't wait to hear all about it this week when you come back to the hospital. I look forward to seeing you and your family. I'm so glad you had perfect weather this weekend for your partying.
Jodi Greer <lgandjb@aol.com>
Little Chute, WI - Sunday, April 14, 2002 at 08:43 PM (CDT)

Happy 5th Birthday Jake. I hope you have lots of fun at your party today, I'm glad it worked out that you were able to be home. Good luck with this next round of chemo, my prayers are with you all that your news will be good very soon. Take care,
Beth Davis <gbd@sympatico.ca>
Ontario, Canada - Sunday, April 14, 2002 at 08:26 AM (CDT)

HI JAKE-----------TODAY IS---- PARTY TIME-------HAVE LOTS OF FUN WITH YOUR BUDDIES AND LET'S HOPE THE SUN WILL SHINE ON YOU AND YOUR PARTY----------------------------LUV ALICE
ALICE KNOX <aliceknox@g2a.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi USA - Saturday, April 13, 2002 at 11:21 AM (CDT)

Hi, this website is so wonderful. I never understood what you have all been going through. I knew Jake was a very sick little boy and I pray for him every night, but the rest of you all need prayers too. Hope Jake has a happy 5th birthday and that his platelets continue to build.
Sue Kaiser <sueandhenry@msn.com>
- Friday, April 12, 2002 at 08:58 PM (CDT)

Happy 5th Birthday Jacob!! Have a wonderful day!!
Sherri <smcq8399@msn.com>
Fernandina Beach, FL - Friday, April 12, 2002 at 11:06 AM (CDT)

Hey Jake, You sure look handsome in that picture with your Dad. I think your face looks lots better than his without those whiskers. Have a great Birthday Party. Keep an eye on your Dad with those fireworks. From your Oconto farm neighbor, (kind of) Leon
Leon Janssen <lbjanssen@msn.com>
Waukesha, WI USA - Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 09:13 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake, boy its hard to believe you are going to be five years old. I remember the day you were born. I was with Grandma Dee at her house. She was so nervous! Ha! I keep you
in my prayers always.God Bless you sweetie and have a great
Birthday ok? I will be thinking of you on Monday! Love Annie
Lee Ann Hackman <bearypatch@tznet.com>
Wis Rapids, WI United States - Wednesday, April 10, 2002 at 09:17 PM (CDT)

JAKE--I forgot to tell you that I saw the WWF wrestler "ROCK" on the Regis and Kelly TV show yesterday. He said that he is going to make a movie--that will be something to see--he sure is cute enough to be in the movies--isn't he one of your favorites?? Have a good week-end. Luv---Alice
Alice Knox <aliceknox@g2a.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. USA - Wednesday, April 10, 2002 at 11:42 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake: another week-end is coming up, and it will be a big one for you--WOW a big 5th birthday for you--CONGRATULATIONS--aren't birthday celebrations wonderful!! have fun, and I know your mom will give us all a report in her ledger when she writes it on Monday--isn't she great?? You sure are lucky to have such great parents. Take care, Jake, and have a great celebration. Luv Alice
Alice Knox <aliceknox@g2a.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. USA - Wednesday, April 10, 2002 at 11:36 AM (CDT)

Hi Jake, I can just feel your excitment for your birthday party. It sounds like it is going to be the best birthday party ever. Parties are so much fun. I can't believe that you are having fireworks too. You have a wonderful day and many many more. Chelsea and Kaylie and Snuggles say "Happy birthday" too.
Judy Lessig <jblessig@wctc.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. USA - Tuesday, April 09, 2002 at 10:49 PM (CDT)

Keep up the good work Jake, See ya next time you are in the Hospital. I really enjoy taking care of you and your family! Love the web site!
Sarah Oleson <ole55birdy15@aol.com>
Sobieski, WI USA - Monday, April 08, 2002 at 09:59 PM (CDT)

Hello Jake , just thought I'd check in and say hello.....so HELLO!
N.F.Centafont <centa40@olsusa.com>
Fort Myers, FL U S A - Monday, April 08, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CDT)

Hi Jake: Grandpop Nick, Gandma Dee, Grandpa Russ and I just got back last night from a Ft. Myers weekend. The weather was just beautiful. We watched the sunset Saturday night having dinner at Junkanoo (right on the beach). What a wonderful dinner and sunset. We are glad you had a great weekend. Grandma Dee and Grandpa Russ are leaving for home Wednesday morning. They can hardly wait to see you. Good luck with you round of chemo.
Love Grandpop Nick and Liz
Nick and Liz <lizpattersonus@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL - Monday, April 08, 2002 at 12:00 PM (CDT)

Good evening Jake , I may be a stranger to you , but you may have heard someone in your family mention my name. I have just finished talking to your grandmother and great grandfather.here in Fort Myers, Florida. They had a wonderful dinner by the water side. Your grand mother told me all about you and how proud she is of you. Now , I know about you and I am proud of you also. Your grandfather was my first cousin , his mother and my father were brother and sister. Have a great and wonderful weekend......nfc
Dr.Nicholas F.Centafont <centa40@olsusa.com>
Fort Myers, FL USA - Saturday, April 06, 2002 at 09:42 PM (CST)

WELL JAKE--ANOTHER WEEK-END HAS ROLLED AROUND AND IT LOOKS LIKE MAYBE YOU WILL BE OUTDOORS DOING YOUR "THING" LIKE RIDING YOUR BIKE OR MAYBE ROLLER BLADEING OR SOMETHING. HOW DO YOU MAKE THOSE SKATES DO WHAT YOU WANT THEM TO DO. I'M AFRAID THAT I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO ACCOMPOLISH THAT SKILL, BUT I KNOW THAT YOU WILL BE HAVING A LOT OF FUN SKATING--HAS YOUR DAD GOT A PAIR TOO--BOY WHAT FUN THE TWO OF YOU COULD HAVE THEN--GO FOR IT DAD !! GLAD THAT THE REPORTS FROM YOUR MOM SOUND GOOD--HAVE FUN, JAKE, AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK-END. LOVE--ALICE K.
ALICE KNOX <aliceknox@g2a.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi USA - Saturday, April 06, 2002 at 12:53 PM (CST)

Hi Jake! I just had lunch with your grandparents and great grandfather! Boy did I hear fun things about you! You are such a great and blessed kiddo! I hope you are having a fun time with your new silver bike and that you have the best birthday ever! Lots of people are thinking about you and smiling - keep up the good work :)
Gina Cronin <gina.cronin@suntrust.com>
Naples, FL USA - Friday, April 05, 2002 at 01:12 PM (CST)

Hi Jake,

Jon and I love your new pictures, expecially the one with Scooby Doo. We're thinking about you and Mommy and Daddy everyday. Big hugs and kisses to you.

Love,
Melissa Powell

Melissa Powell <tmjpowell@stargate.net>
Princeton, WV - Monday January 28, 2002 2:20 PM CST

I'm glad to see you have a good time on your trip Jacob. God's Blessings
Shay Lundquist <blundquist@pctcnet.net>
Park Falls, WI U.S.A - Monday January 28, 2002 1:08 PM CST

This web site is making its rounds in Wis. Rapids! I also gave it to parishoners at my church who have found it as emotional and inspiring as I have. My mother Judy L. sent it to me. You will certainly be added to my prayer chain as well as many others! Best wishes and many more HAPPY DAYS!
Linda Swiggum <muglin@charter.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, WI USA - Sunday January 27, 2002 8:58 PM CST

Hi Jacob and family - Jacob is such a beautiful name - in fact, I have a grandson whose middle name is Jacob. Although he is 19 I still consider him a beautiful boy. Enjoyed your Christmas picture on the website. You must be a very loved boy which is how all children should be. You will be in our prayers.
Margo L. Austreng <magylu@earthlink.net>
North Fort Myers, FL United States - Sunday January 27, 2002 3:58 PM CST

Dear Jerry, Natalie and "Little show"

Thanks so much for the weekend we got to share with Jake.
He is a 40 year old in a 4 year old body. Mary had a great time, thanks so much for making her feel so welcomed. Thanks for the camp fire in single digit weather. Sorry about the Packers on Sunday.
Please tell Jake I said hello and drop an elbow on his head from "the stinkin' Big Show"

Please email me when every you need me, I'll be on the next flight....
Love Nicholas
Nicholas <nlomma@hotmail.com>
Bristol, PA - Sunday January 27, 2002 12:39 AM CST

Hi Jake,
I'm sooooo excited to read about your new bike -- it sounds really, really cool. I was outside riding my bike and gator today too!! I can't wait until we can ride our bikes together! Thanks for the magic Mickey Mouse from Disney World. It came today and it was really exciting to get a package from you. I said my own prayer for you last night before I went to bed. Love you and miss you buddy! Cameron
Cameron, Kris and Kevin <kerwkev@aol.com>
Menomonee Falls, WI USA - Saturday January 26, 2002 8:28 PM CST

Hey Peter Jake,

I bet that new bike is really awesome!!! Mom showed me your pictures on the computer. She said that you were dressed the way that I act (like a monkey). You look really cool with no hair!! I hope you have a good week ahead. We know this isn't a fun time but hang in there Buddy!!

Love,

Noah <landjhmebldr@aol.com>
Green Bay, WI Land of the Free - Saturday January 26, 2002 8:11 PM CST

Hi Jacob,
How are you doing today? I hope that it is a good day for you. I knew your Mom many years ago when we worked together. You have a pretty Mom. I know your Grandma Dee and your Aunts too. It is a beautiful day and I bet you got a chance to ride your new bike. What a nice man. You are a very special boy and loved very much and I will pray for you every day. Keep smiling. I got to go to Disneyworld last March with all six of my grandchildren and it is the best place in the world.My name is Judy and I will keep in touch with you.

Judy Lessig <jblessig@wctc.net>
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi USA - Saturday January 26, 2002 6:29 PM CST

Hi Jake, boy was that awesome about your new bike!
I read about it on your website. What a wonderful
kind man this Wayne must be. Glad to hear your doing
so well. We pray for you all the time. God Bless you all.
Love Annie (Grandma Dee's friend)
Lee Ann Hackman <bearypatch@tznet.com>
Wis Rapids, WI United States - Friday January 25, 2002 10:14 PM CST

Hey Jake....can you smell what the "Murph" is cooking?
You want a piece of me? Ha?? Hope you enjoy your new bike!
I'm glad your Dad took your advice and is gonna start exercising again.
Did you tell him you can't wait to see him get big and strong like Murph is?
Go ahead, tell him...he won't mind! :-)
Take care, Love Murph, Laura and Kids!
Murphy <suamimurf@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI Brown - Friday January 25, 2002 4:48 PM CST

Hi Jake, Molly just came home from school and was very excited that you were able to come and visit! I just read about your new bike how exciting You have a fun weekend and God bless!
Jayme , Molly Melendy
Green Bay, Wi - Friday January 25, 2002 3:08 PM CST

Hi there Peters! family. Read Thursday!s entry and was so surprised to hear about the new BIKE! There are sure some great people in this world! You are so lucky, Jake to meet people like that. Grandpa Russ and Aunt Bev went to Appleton on Wednesday and found you the neatest calendar for your room. It is 20" wide and 32" long, so find a space on your walls for it because it is AWESOME!!! Hope you have more GREAT DAYS! Love ya, Grandma Dee and Papa Russ.
Dolores & Russ Fluno
Wisconsin Rapids, Wi. - Friday January 25, 2002 3:03 PM CST

Jake have a great time on your new bike. Wait 'til Grandpop Nick hears about your bike. When he comes up in June he will probably want to race with you.
Love Grandpop Nick and Liz
Liz Patterson <elizabethpattersonus@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Friday January 25, 2002 10:51 AM CST

Nat,
Your entry just touched my heart so. Jacob is such an inspiration to me and after sharing your entry today with some of my co-workers here at the PGA they have found themselves feeling that same way. We too pray that Jacob has a great day.
Sherri
Fernandina Beach, FL - Friday January 25, 2002 9:00 AM CST

Hi Jake! So what is that wrestler telling you. Hope Mom or Dad found more batteries. I still looking for Matt Hardy. Guess I have to go to Toy R Us! Had a great time on Monday playing wrestling. Love and miss you. Hope you are doing okay with the chemo treatments. See ya Later! Love ya , Grandma Dee and Papa Russ.
Dolores & Russ Fluno
Wisconsin Rapids, , Wi, - Thursday January 24, 2002 9:51 PM CST

Jacob, Jerry, and Natalie,
I have some great digital pictures of Jake from the wrestling match he attended. I'll try to email them to you if you could send me your email. I also have some hard copies which I'll give Kim to give you. I've emailed this site to my friend Kimberly who works at Children's Hospital and visited Jacob there.
We're praying for you!
Hugs,
Diane Walczak
P.S. Jerry, how's that fire truck coming??? :)
Diane Walczak <diwal@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday January 22, 2002 10:57 AM CST

Jake, Natalie & Jerry,
It looks like the 3 B's had the same idea. Actually, I forgot to attach it to my favorite places but my organized mother had the address. Now, its where it should be. Anyway, I'm glad to hear things are moving forward. I hope Jake does well with this round of chemo. He' a strong little fighter and we're all praying for him. Hang in there sweetheart and let Mom & Dad know that Noah is still waiting for you to come and play. Love to all.

Jane, Les, Noah & Alyah <landjhmebldr@aol.com>
Green Bay, WI Land of the Free - Tuesday January 22, 2002 10:26 AM CST

DEAR JERRY AND NATALIE,

I HOPE EVERYTHING GOES WELL WITH JACOB. HE SOUNDS LIKE QUITE THE KID. I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW, EVEN THOUGH I DON'T GET TO SEE YOU VERY MUCH, I PRAY THAT EVERYTHING GOES WELL FOR THE TWO OF YOU AND JACOB. I FINALLY FOUND THIS WEBSITE, SO I WILL KEEP READING IT. GOOD LUCK!!!
DAN BODART <BOODES19@CS.COM>
GREEN BAY, WI USA - Monday January 21, 2002 1:22 PM CST

This is so weird. I just watched a show on St. Jude's cancer treatment and cried the whole time thinking about Jake. I wanted to call but it's kind of late. Anyway, I'm so glad we'll have this website so we don't always feel so far away! We love you guys and can't help but remember last Christmas at Children's. I'm so glad you're home!
Michele <mawboogs@aol.com>
Germantown, WI USA - Wednesday, December 12, 2001 at 09:18 PM (CST)

You are always in our thoughts.
marry christmas!

The Ketzef family - your friends in Israel.
Sigal, Ronen & Yotam Ketzef <neny@netvision.net.il>
Natanya, Israel - Wednesday, December 12, 2001 at 12:52 AM (CST)

What a wonderful idea to create a website. We will be checking in to see how Jake is doing on a regular basis. Hope you have a peaceful holiday season.
Julie and Jerry <jabar@frontiernet.net>
Clintonville, WI - Tuesday, December 11, 2001 at 06:01 PM (CST)

hey, buddy! I love your website... I miss you mucho!- love Rachel Q
Rachel M. Quatromoni <beautifulq@hotmail.com>
NY, NY usa - Tuesday, December 11, 2001 at 11:54 AM (CST)

Jake, Natalie, & Jerry,

This is wonderful!!!! Glad to hear Jacob is feeling pretty well and in the Holiday spirit. Noah has still been asking when Peter Jacob is going to come over. We would love to have him. Hang in there and keep searching for answers. We're all hoping for good results.

Love,

Les, Jane, Noah & Alyah
Jane <landjhmebldr@aol.com>
Green Bay, WI usa - Tuesday, December 11, 2001 at 09:20 AM (CST)

Thanks so much for the web page. You can bet, we will check it daily.

It's great to hear Jake is full of Christmas Spirit. We know he'll certainly enjoy the holidays this year. Tell him we're sending him big hugs, kisses and happy, healthy thoughts.

Love,
Melissa

The Powells <tmjpowell@stargate.net>
Princeton, WV - Monday, December 10, 2001 at 09:54 PM (CST)

Jerry, Natalie and Jacob, this is really a nice idea. I didn't know they had such a thing. Thanks for letting me know about it. You know that I am thinking about your family all the time and you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Love to you all.
Eunice
- Monday, December 10, 2001 at 09:33 PM (CST)

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