I feel pretty certain that no one reads this anymore so I don't know why I bother to still journal. Guess it just helps me.

Here we are at Mother's Day again - my second without mom. I remember that last one when she was alive. She was visitng and I bought her this pretty bracelet that says "mom" several times around it. She loved it. Now I have it but it stays in its box. Just one of those things I can't bring myself to wear yet I guess.

Yep I'm down, very sad, right now. Something will happen and turn it around. I've just got to wait it out for now..........