Mr.Bill,Will and family
I know all too well how hard fighting this horrible cancer is.By no means is it a walk in the park! Me and Erin are praying every day for your recovery and healing of this cancer. When things are tough and you think you cant make it,turn to our Lord and savior for he tells us "Come to me, all who are burdened,and I will give you rest.Place my yoke over your shoulders,and learn from me, because I am gentle and humble.Then you will find rest for yourselves because my yoke is easy and my burden is light"Matthew11 28-30. When i was doing cemo i became really good freinds with a nurse at Our Lady Of Lourds. He gave me a book called Bedside Blessings. It has 365 little readings and a passage to read every day. The reading from the other day I found hit the nail on the head for me,and heres what it said
God allows suffering so that we might learn what it means to depend on Him. Over and over,He reminds us of the danger of pride,but it frequently takes suffering to make the lesson stick. God also allows suffering so that we might learn to give thanks in everything. Now honestly,have you said,"thanks,Lord,for this test"? Have you finally stopped struggling and expressed to Him how much you appreciate His loving sovereignty over your life? Though a bost encamp against me, my heart will not fear..... I shall be confident Psalm 27:3
Hope you get strength soon and are able to go home. God Bless and we are always praying for you!