I dont have anything to update, I guess I just thought I would express how im feeling right now.I feel so many feelings its hard to function.I miss my son so much my body physically hurts.Theres days I wonder how im going to survive it.I've recently realized that my daughter is hurting just as much as I am, and thats really hard to deal with.Just like i've told many of you denial is my key to survival,but watching my daughter try to just survive is a very scary feeling.We are suppose to protect are children and anyone whose ever known me knows that was the most important thing to me.I appreciate all the friends and family that have been there for me, without you I dont know where I would be.Tanner was a very strong,focused,funny,talented kid who would expect me to get threw this,and Im digging deep to make him proud.Thanks everyone Kala
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