Scott Eibensteiner's Journal
I miss you...
Written Nov 28, 2011 2:15pm
My Dear Scott~I miss you, I miss you, I miss you...
They say time heals the heart, I'm still waiting. Waiting for the night that I don't cry my dear Brooke to sleep, then roll over & cry myself to sleep. Waiting for the day that I will wake up & no longer feel like I'm dreaming. Waiting for someone to tell me that Christmas, my absolutely favorite time of year won't have to be spent without my favorite person in the world!
I absolutely cannot believe it has been 12 weeks since we lost Scott. I have been waiting to write the final post until I felt I could get through it with the less tears. Unfortunately I've found the the tears seem to more abundant now than ever, but here we go..
I struggle with what to say. All I can say is that when I took my leave from work on 9.2.11, I thought I was going to spend the next several months reminiscing with Scott. I had a lot left to say to him, and thought I had planned things just right as to allow enough time in which to say those things. I'm using this platform to encourage everyone reading this, to not wait to tell the ones you love what they mean to you. Everyone always thinks they are going to have time. But, I've been brutally reminded during this experience that your wrong. God has his plan & works on his time, not yours.
To those who had been such a support to Scott, the girls & I, I thank you. For those of you that continue to be present in our lives I thank you. I can only hope that someday when we are stronger that we can pay it forward.
Thank you to all the followers on this site. I have no doubt in my mind that the prayers, words of encouragement, & love felt from your posts gave strength to Scott because I was witness to it!
The girls & I are currently seeing a grief counselor. She has been very helpful, although I would say Brookers & I have a long way to go.
My plan is to return to work January 2nd, 2012. Here's to hoping that after losing my brother-in-law in January, losing a dear cousin in February, a melanoma diagnosis for me in April & the loss of my love in September, 2012 will be a much brighter year.
Although this will be the worst Christmas for me to date, I wish nothing but health, love and happiness to you today and always!
Please always feel free visit, call or write. (320.224.4453)
With nothing but love,
Written Oct 2, 2011 2:48pmAt the request of many, donations to the Scott Eibensteiner memorial fund may be sent to the following address:
Scott Eibensteiner Family Fund
c/o Great River Federal Credit Union
1532 W St. Germaine St
St. Cloud MN 56301
Thank you for all your continued love and support!
Written Sep 7, 2011 8:12pmJenn lost the one true love of her life Monday night at 11:35.
Arrangements by Daniel Funeral Home, please visit their website for details.
Jenn will post at a later date.
(Jenn and Scott's sister in-law)