We had a nice Christmas. Seeing my extended family and Jim's Family helped lesson the pain of our Ryan not being with us. I know he was there in spirit. The gift of Emiley has been a ray of sunshine in my girls lives. She brings them hope. I can't believe she is a month old already. She is doing well. Ashley has been a great helper. As well as my other two girls. I am currently typing with one had so it makes it difficult to up date. I just wanted to let everyone know we are doing o.k and when I have more time I will go into the challenges I face every day. I hope everyone had a great holiday and that 2009 will bring a year of hope and grace. God Bless