Its still hard almost 3 weeks later but I lost a very dear friend the end of may.. do you ever know someone that you think must be sent directly from God to you, someone that is so totally unselfish and everything they say or do is for the benefit of someone else. I remember exactly the day I met Viv, I thought she was a fruitloop lol she was so excited to have a new friend and before long she was like a sister to me, my mom and grandma even adopted her, from that moment she was a part of the family. There wasnt a day that I didnt talk to her or see her of course it was real easy since she lived across the lane from me. Viv was in alot of pain with fibromyalgia and various neck operations, she had a horrible growing up with lots of abuse but still was such a caring person with only the best interest of everyone she met. You couldnt help but love her...Last year I brought her here to the desert with me and even tho it hurt she was bound and determined to go 4 wheelin and omg did she have a blast. She spent a week and was like a child again feeding spitty and watching the deer. I dont think any thing could have made her happier then that week she was here. She had a very loving partner and I know he misses her terribly. She was a true animal lover and would do anything and go without everything if her "babies" needed something. Things change in the blink of an eye and I will miss her forever, she loved God and is with him now and I know I have another angel looking out for me. I love and miss you Viv...