hello all

if you know me well then you know i was a huge michael jackson fan. i was finally hoping to meet him at his upcoming concert in london. i waited up all night and finally got a ticket after two hours. now it will never come true. people life is short. when you wake up that right there is a sign that you need to live your life to the fullest. be kind to people. random acts of kindness go a long way. they make you feel good and do so much more for others.

im actually heartbroken about MJ. he and his music were such an important part of my life. not a day goes by when i didint listen to at least one of his songs. they always cheered me up during some very bad and sick times. the thought of meeting him someday was a moitivator. i used to be able to sing his songs and sound just like him... got me the ladies when i was a youngin. :)

about me i have a spot on my arm they took it off to biopsy it. ill get the results back in a week. havent started the new medication yet for the MAC infection i have. they are waiting on some test results first. ive been going to the gym with a friend of mine who might have pushed me a little too much. ive been sore for two days. 

ive started the planning for a cruise on jan 10th. my one year of life celebration. email rickysparty@gmail.com for more info.

im off to bed now. MJ you will be missed. the people who spread rumors and bad jokes after the king of pop dies is just wrong. people laughing at the expense of someone who has always hated the rumors and the tabloids. someone who is dead. show some respect people.