Remembering Rich

It is still hard for me to comprehend the fact that it has been an entire year since Rich's passing.  Time has progressed at different speeds through the many events of the past year.  We have kept ourselves very busy in order to pass the time.  I have also tried my best to find quiet moments, to contemplate and align this new beginning with Rich's wishes for me and the boys. 

About a month ago we moved into a beautiful neighborhood in the heart of Salt Lake.  Although the kids miss the constant   attention and great care from their grandparents, we love the area, and have been welcomed with open arms.  It was like Christmas to open all of the boxes that have been stored away for the past year.  The kids have already settled in well and are meeting new friends.  I am close to many relatives and good friends, and it has been nice to spread my wings (a little bit at a time).  

Last Saturday (April 25th) we took time to remember and honor Rich as a family.  It was wonderful to pause, watch his video, spend time together and celebrate his life and the progress we have all made in our personal healing.  The boys created a flag in Rich's memory, and we planted a nice RED flowering bush at his parent's home in a special place in their garden.  I realized that with help from wonderful friends, I have been able to accomplish many of the goals I set (that seemed daunting) in the months after his passing.  Thank you to everyone who has found a way to encourage and cheer me on. 

My heart continues to be full of love and gratitude for the many thoughts and prayers that continue in our direction.  I believe that Rich has played a huge role in making sure we have been taken care of this past year.  Thank you for all the kind messages and words of encouragement over the past few days. We will continue to find the meaning in Rich's plea to LIVE RICH... how lucky I am to have 3 mini-versions of him to enlighten my life.