loving the gone

i couldn't promise 
to keep you alive. 
but i do promise
when you left this world
and until i do too
you couldn't be more loved. 

sarah rian

Thinking of our sweetest boy. Four years on August 2. It is cliche to say, but it feels like both a lifetime and a split second since I kissed that sweet face. It also feels cliche to post close to his death anniversary. It is ok and a good reason to remember. Just breathe and trust.