Hi again twice in one week wow this is new for me huh well my visit with my immunologist went well today. Nothing much to tell she seems to be pleased as well, she said nothing about NIH which is surprising at one point mom felt so much pressure when we would attend doctors apointments I guess she has accepted the fact that I can't go right now or maybe she has a better understanding of things she is very nice I guess she has a hard time understanding that it is not as easy as it is for some or maybe she feels that mom has burned bridges and thats why no one will take care of my brothers but it is not a situation like that everyone knows the severity of my situation but of course we have been down this road before it is a lot to ask of anyone to take on the responsibility of to small children and some people just won't do what needs to be done in a time like this regardless of the circumstances so I will continue to have the same medical treatment and hope and pray that all will continue to be well or that at some point things will come together it has always been a real sad story because you are use to seeing families pull together at a time like this. Just rambling need to learn to let somethings go although it is hard. Today was a gloomy day but I'm in good spirits as always had a long nap not use to getting up so early for doctors apointments I mean I'm up all times sometimes but usual roaming around the house lol anyway today was mom's B-Day regular day so she said we went to the doctor and came on back in but she is thankful to see another B-Day we have to be and with that said until next time kit sign my guest book please love to see who is checking on me.
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