Today marks my second birthday without my little man with me.  I wonder what he is doing today..... and everyday since he has left us.  I wonder if he has seen and played with all the others angels who have passed since April 6, 08.  If grandma is there to hold him, if he has grown.  Do you grow or change in Heaven, does Jesus hold you if you are down?  Are there down days, sad days, fears, etc?  I pray that everyone is having a good Sunday and everyone finds alittle peace and love in this day we are all blessed with.

Lord, I am so thankful for another day, another day closer to your embrace.  I ask that you allow all of us to find joy from you this day, let us not hold our love inside, but spread it to others freely.  Lord I praise you for my wife, children, friends and family they are all very important to me.  -Amen

Paxman, I wish you were here!  Mayhaps the Lord will grant you a special visitation to wish me a happy bday, a bday hug would make my day.  Love you son.

-R