Montana's scans came back clear but we were unable to get her AFP and labs because it sems her port is no longer working. She has had it now about 2 years and do to her growth it has moved around inside her and has became impossible to use.

Monday we will meet with her surgeon to go over removing her port. She will still have to be poked every 3 weeks but we are going to try it without the port in place and see if we can get it to work: so only one more small surgery another scan closer to cured!

I am changed, never the same. I see things so differently and wonder sometimes; how I ever saw them befor because my eyes were'nt open then.

I don't want to leave the world of cancer, I don't want Montana to ever have it again; I just don't ever want to leave the kids that are still fighting. Close the door to this chapter in my life and forget: forget that so many are just hanging on and so many parents are in so much pain as they watch helplessly. I can't walk away from that.