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Inger Hotho
Love, Inger Hotho
Happy 21st birthday Mols! I know it would have been an event to remember, celebrating with tons of friends and family. We miss you so much, but know you're smiling down and keeping an eye on everyone. "Always on my mind, forever in my heart" was Devyn's phrase and certainly hasn't changed. We miss you kiddo. <3
Catherine Florence
Catie
Please be with me today Molly as I'm sure you can see the tough time I'm going through. The memory of your smile warms my heart. Baby #2 is here btw! Her name is Hannah! Grace loves being a big sister too. I wish you could've met them. Then again you probably already have. Rest in paradise beautiful.
Robb Jacobsen
Robb Jacobsen
Happppppy day, Molly!! Your day rocked sure!!! First of all, as you know, Dusty is doing great. He misses you but he's pretty smart, he knows you're here. I can't believe you're 20....that's makes me 30. (I wish)

You are so dearly missed. However, you are also never ever ever far from us. We talk of you often, and always will. Thank you for keeping an eye on all of us. Your parents are doing well as you would want ( and insist) . Pat is out in God knows where and loving every minute of it!! So, Miss Molly, we have it covered from here, you just keep up your watch from there. We love you and miss you.


Tim, Timmy, Joey , and Mrs. Jacobsen :)
Inger Hotho
Inger Hotho

Hey kid! Happy 20th birthday! I couldn't let this July 4th go by without telling you we're thinking of you. Devyn coined a phrase, "Always on my mind, forever in my heart" and it sure rings true for both of us. We think of you all the time, but especially today. We wear our Molly bracelets everyday and I love it when I see a picture on fb of someone wearing theirs. Such a special girl you were to so many!


A lot has happened in the few years that you've been gone.......some good, some not so good, but the constant in all of it is the strength that your mom and dad have shown. We've lost some others here.......its always hard......but somehow they are always there to give a hug or just listen to someone share their heart. You'd be so proud.......I know you were just like them, and its just another reason to be sad you left us too soon.


I guess I just wanted you to know we're thinking of you, both today and everyday. Happy Birthday Molly!

Mary Egan
Mary Egan
Hey Mol..
Just finished my school exams! wooo...!! Im going to College in September! Im nervous and excited!!
Im going to visit Grandma in 3 weeks....wish you could come too :((((
Missing you everyday..still wearing my very colourful smile to remember bracelet every single day! :)

Love you xxxxxxx
Mary Egan
Mary Egan
Thinking of you all day today Molly!!

Missing you everyday..Im doing my school exams at the moment and I have my German oral exam tomorrow!! Spanish was on today..I know how much you love to speak Spanish!!! Look down on me tomorrow...ill need your help!!!!!!!

Love you lots xxxxxx Mary
Cappy Gilbert
Cappy Gilbert
Hey lahlum family,
I just was thinking bout you guys. I love seeing you guys where ever it is. Great memories. I just hope you guys read this. This next parts for Molly. But I want you guys to read it to because i think you guys should. Now sorry if I misspell anything but I have a concussion and it's hard to see. But here it goes, all I've I wanted to say since she past:
Dear Molly,
You were my second sister! I certain,y loved you like one. I miss you like crazy. Since you past I've only slept maybe 3 hours a night. The rest are almost always dedicated to your memory. Every night I think about all the times you ate at our house with us and all the times we pranced each other and scared each other. But I won't lie. Sometimes I get deeply saddened during the night about you. Hit king of all the memories we would have had with you my sister and me. All the late nights just driving around town having fun because we we're bored were missing. I also remember how much love you had for my family and for me! I love you Molly and will never forget those times and memories we had. You were and always will be the most influential and important and fun person I've ever had the extreme pleasure of meeting you. Everyone you met truly has had a great life just for knowing you. I miss you. All the time. All the time I have anger and sadness and pain from losing you. It's a giant ball inside me but I control it till the right time. Like football. Man I wish you could see me play football. But of. Ofcourse I'd rather have you watch me next year since I didn't get to play much this year and am out for the last 4 games of our freshmen year. But still you'd be here. And you'd keep on making people's lives better. I will never forget you. Never. Smile to remember is the most accurate thing I've ever heard of. Cause no one could ever. Forget your beautiful inviting fun smile that was always on your face. If I could've done anything to keep you alive I would've. Even giving you my life in any way possible to save you I would do in a heart beat. I'd stop living just so you could keep making people's lives greater with that wonderful smile.
Now to Pat Ray and Mary:
You guys keep on going through it. I know how you feel in a small way. More how Pat feels since she was my sister too practically. But still she was family to my family. We love you guys. Me especially. Not a day goes by that I don't think of Molly or you guys. Molly's passing was devastating to me. It crushed me. Every night I wake I'm a cold sweat from a dream bout her where I can save her but I don't do anything because I cant move. Every night it happens to me. But if ace challenges everyday. I face pain every day both physical and emotional in extreme amounts. But every time I always think of her because I know she would want me to keep going on and get to the goal and pass it. With out her in my life s,eit,Ed though I feel like all my happiness is gone but then I think of her and great memories with her. But there's two things that will always haunt me about her passing. Both those days, the day she went into the coma and the day she died. I see both so vividly. They haunt me every day. They cause me to go blank and just not move but absorb everything it's like sometimes they paralyze me and make me go through all of it again and again the day she went into the coma my family and I we're in Vegas at a tournament for my sisters softball team. We we're eating at the hard rock cafe and we. We're eating and the team was doing the conga then i see my dad and my sister go outside and I follow them And when I get to the table on the left of the entrance I sit down and see my sister is crying and my dad looked disturbed. I asked what was wrong 4 times before an answer and then it finally came. My sister said that mollybwas Ina coma in renown hospital and in the icu. I don't remember anything after that but crying silently and my mom came out and started crying and us hugging each other. Then the dreaded day, the worst day of my life and the worst day of the year every year for me April 23,2009. Just 3 days after my birthday. I remember doing my regular daily routine to get ready for school. A Thursday if my memory serves right. And I was walking outgo go to the front door to get my back pack ready for school and as i walk out the hall to my room, the hall Molly my sister and I use to kick balls at each other down, throw footballs down, chase each other down, and I see my mom at the kitchen table a pile of used tissues and a box more and she was in the phone and was crying a lot and I could hear in the phone my sisters crying voice. When they we're done talking and hung up I asked my mom what happened and she told all about how Molly died in the hospital and at first I didn't believe it because she was supposed to be getting better then the truth hit me and I broke into tears. My mom asked if I wanted to try to go to school and she told me that Maddy was coming home right away but that i got to choose. So I chose to try to go to school. I got through an hour maybe hour and a half and I broke down angin and had to go to Mrs. Garcia's room and she called my dad and she ended up dropping me off at my house. When I walked in I saw a hoard of people some crying some sharing stories and the first thing I do is go to my room and garb my laptop and found the folder I had of a slide show of pictures of Molly. Started going through it and eventually a tin of people were around me watching. Laughing at the funny ones and crying at the great ones. Then I went to the counseling meeting in the high school small gym. I don't remember much of that except for tears and sadness. My point is is I love Molly. And I love you guys too. I miss her more than anything. I'd give my life for her to be back in this world. I'm going through another rough time in my life. Really rough. Feels like its falling a part but I'm trying to stick it through. I know it's what she'd want. Every night I think of her. Every night I dream of those two horrifying days. Every night I think of the smile to remember.

Love you guys, love you Molly,
Cappy Gilbert
17755445885
Mary Egan
Mary Egan
Happy 19th Birthday Moll!!!

You were very very much missed all last week here in Ireland over the time of Julie's wedding. But you helped us to have an amazing day and you let the sun shine just when we needed it to :)
Hope your smiling away up there as always!!
I love you very much..
Mary Agnes xoxo
Devyn Hotho
Devyn Hotho
Molo!
Hey girl, can't believe it has been 3 years....seems like just yesterday we were sitting in McGill's office sharing stories or en la clase de español con McCann. We had some amazing times....and I'm thankful for them everyday. I miss you so much. The world is just missing a spark without you...and I feel bad for those who never got to know you. I hope you know how much of an impact you made on me. I have trouble finding the words to explain. I'm living life to the fullest, just as you would want me to...but how I miss your advice, your ears that listened so well, and that smile of yours. I know I'll see you again and I'm sure excited. I love you Molo.
Always on my mind, forever in my heart.Love,Devo
Mary Egan
Mary Egan
hey Mol..


been thinking of you all day today and your always in my thoughts and prayers..


I cant believe how quick time is passing..seems like last summer we sat on Gramas porch in our Cubs hats getting the cars to beep!


The memories are in my head forever!


 


Lots of Love xxxxx mary
Inger Hotho
Love, Inger Hotho
Happy 21st birthday Mols! I know it would have been an event to remember, celebrating with tons of friends and family. We miss you so much, but know you're smiling down and keeping an eye on everyone. "Always on my mind, forever in my heart" was Devyn's phrase and certainly hasn't changed. We miss you kiddo. <3
Robb Jacobsen
Robb Jacobsen
Happppppy day, Molly!! Your day rocked sure!!! First of all, as you know, Dusty is doing great. He misses you but he's pretty smart, he knows you're here. I can't believe you're 20....that's makes me 30. (I wish)

You are so dearly missed. However, you are also never ever ever far from us. We talk of you often, and always will. Thank you for keeping an eye on all of us. Your parents are doing well as you would want ( and insist) . Pat is out in God knows where and loving every minute of it!! So, Miss Molly, we have it covered from here, you just keep up your watch from there. We love you and miss you.


Tim, Timmy, Joey , and Mrs. Jacobsen :)
Mary Egan
Mary Egan
Thinking of you all day today Molly!!

Missing you everyday..Im doing my school exams at the moment and I have my German oral exam tomorrow!! Spanish was on today..I know how much you love to speak Spanish!!! Look down on me tomorrow...ill need your help!!!!!!!

Love you lots xxxxxx Mary
Mary Egan
Mary Egan
Happy 19th Birthday Moll!!!

You were very very much missed all last week here in Ireland over the time of Julie's wedding. But you helped us to have an amazing day and you let the sun shine just when we needed it to :)
Hope your smiling away up there as always!!
I love you very much..
Mary Agnes xoxo
Mary Egan
Mary Egan
hey Mol..


been thinking of you all day today and your always in my thoughts and prayers..


I cant believe how quick time is passing..seems like last summer we sat on Gramas porch in our Cubs hats getting the cars to beep!


The memories are in my head forever!


 


Lots of Love xxxxx mary
Catherine Florence
Catie
Please be with me today Molly as I'm sure you can see the tough time I'm going through. The memory of your smile warms my heart. Baby #2 is here btw! Her name is Hannah! Grace loves being a big sister too. I wish you could've met them. Then again you probably already have. Rest in paradise beautiful.
Inger Hotho
Inger Hotho

Hey kid! Happy 20th birthday! I couldn't let this July 4th go by without telling you we're thinking of you. Devyn coined a phrase, "Always on my mind, forever in my heart" and it sure rings true for both of us. We think of you all the time, but especially today. We wear our Molly bracelets everyday and I love it when I see a picture on fb of someone wearing theirs. Such a special girl you were to so many!


A lot has happened in the few years that you've been gone.......some good, some not so good, but the constant in all of it is the strength that your mom and dad have shown. We've lost some others here.......its always hard......but somehow they are always there to give a hug or just listen to someone share their heart. You'd be so proud.......I know you were just like them, and its just another reason to be sad you left us too soon.


I guess I just wanted you to know we're thinking of you, both today and everyday. Happy Birthday Molly!

Mary Egan
Mary Egan
Hey Mol..
Just finished my school exams! wooo...!! Im going to College in September! Im nervous and excited!!
Im going to visit Grandma in 3 weeks....wish you could come too :((((
Missing you everyday..still wearing my very colourful smile to remember bracelet every single day! :)

Love you xxxxxxx
Cappy Gilbert
Cappy Gilbert
Hey lahlum family,
I just was thinking bout you guys. I love seeing you guys where ever it is. Great memories. I just hope you guys read this. This next parts for Molly. But I want you guys to read it to because i think you guys should. Now sorry if I misspell anything but I have a concussion and it's hard to see. But here it goes, all I've I wanted to say since she past:
Dear Molly,
You were my second sister! I certain,y loved you like one. I miss you like crazy. Since you past I've only slept maybe 3 hours a night. The rest are almost always dedicated to your memory. Every night I think about all the times you ate at our house with us and all the times we pranced each other and scared each other. But I won't lie. Sometimes I get deeply saddened during the night about you. Hit king of all the memories we would have had with you my sister and me. All the late nights just driving around town having fun because we we're bored were missing. I also remember how much love you had for my family and for me! I love you Molly and will never forget those times and memories we had. You were and always will be the most influential and important and fun person I've ever had the extreme pleasure of meeting you. Everyone you met truly has had a great life just for knowing you. I miss you. All the time. All the time I have anger and sadness and pain from losing you. It's a giant ball inside me but I control it till the right time. Like football. Man I wish you could see me play football. But of. Ofcourse I'd rather have you watch me next year since I didn't get to play much this year and am out for the last 4 games of our freshmen year. But still you'd be here. And you'd keep on making people's lives better. I will never forget you. Never. Smile to remember is the most accurate thing I've ever heard of. Cause no one could ever. Forget your beautiful inviting fun smile that was always on your face. If I could've done anything to keep you alive I would've. Even giving you my life in any way possible to save you I would do in a heart beat. I'd stop living just so you could keep making people's lives greater with that wonderful smile.
Now to Pat Ray and Mary:
You guys keep on going through it. I know how you feel in a small way. More how Pat feels since she was my sister too practically. But still she was family to my family. We love you guys. Me especially. Not a day goes by that I don't think of Molly or you guys. Molly's passing was devastating to me. It crushed me. Every night I wake I'm a cold sweat from a dream bout her where I can save her but I don't do anything because I cant move. Every night it happens to me. But if ace challenges everyday. I face pain every day both physical and emotional in extreme amounts. But every time I always think of her because I know she would want me to keep going on and get to the goal and pass it. With out her in my life s,eit,Ed though I feel like all my happiness is gone but then I think of her and great memories with her. But there's two things that will always haunt me about her passing. Both those days, the day she went into the coma and the day she died. I see both so vividly. They haunt me every day. They cause me to go blank and just not move but absorb everything it's like sometimes they paralyze me and make me go through all of it again and again the day she went into the coma my family and I we're in Vegas at a tournament for my sisters softball team. We we're eating at the hard rock cafe and we. We're eating and the team was doing the conga then i see my dad and my sister go outside and I follow them And when I get to the table on the left of the entrance I sit down and see my sister is crying and my dad looked disturbed. I asked what was wrong 4 times before an answer and then it finally came. My sister said that mollybwas Ina coma in renown hospital and in the icu. I don't remember anything after that but crying silently and my mom came out and started crying and us hugging each other. Then the dreaded day, the worst day of my life and the worst day of the year every year for me April 23,2009. Just 3 days after my birthday. I remember doing my regular daily routine to get ready for school. A Thursday if my memory serves right. And I was walking outgo go to the front door to get my back pack ready for school and as i walk out the hall to my room, the hall Molly my sister and I use to kick balls at each other down, throw footballs down, chase each other down, and I see my mom at the kitchen table a pile of used tissues and a box more and she was in the phone and was crying a lot and I could hear in the phone my sisters crying voice. When they we're done talking and hung up I asked my mom what happened and she told all about how Molly died in the hospital and at first I didn't believe it because she was supposed to be getting better then the truth hit me and I broke into tears. My mom asked if I wanted to try to go to school and she told me that Maddy was coming home right away but that i got to choose. So I chose to try to go to school. I got through an hour maybe hour and a half and I broke down angin and had to go to Mrs. Garcia's room and she called my dad and she ended up dropping me off at my house. When I walked in I saw a hoard of people some crying some sharing stories and the first thing I do is go to my room and garb my laptop and found the folder I had of a slide show of pictures of Molly. Started going through it and eventually a tin of people were around me watching. Laughing at the funny ones and crying at the great ones. Then I went to the counseling meeting in the high school small gym. I don't remember much of that except for tears and sadness. My point is is I love Molly. And I love you guys too. I miss her more than anything. I'd give my life for her to be back in this world. I'm going through another rough time in my life. Really rough. Feels like its falling a part but I'm trying to stick it through. I know it's what she'd want. Every night I think of her. Every night I dream of those two horrifying days. Every night I think of the smile to remember.

Love you guys, love you Molly,
Cappy Gilbert
17755445885
Devyn Hotho
Devyn Hotho
Molo!
Hey girl, can't believe it has been 3 years....seems like just yesterday we were sitting in McGill's office sharing stories or en la clase de español con McCann. We had some amazing times....and I'm thankful for them everyday. I miss you so much. The world is just missing a spark without you...and I feel bad for those who never got to know you. I hope you know how much of an impact you made on me. I have trouble finding the words to explain. I'm living life to the fullest, just as you would want me to...but how I miss your advice, your ears that listened so well, and that smile of yours. I know I'll see you again and I'm sure excited. I love you Molo.
Always on my mind, forever in my heart.Love,Devo
Inger Hotho
Love, Inger Hotho
Happy 21st birthday Mols! I know it would have been an event to remember, celebrating with tons of friends and family. We miss you so much, but know you're smiling down and keeping an eye on everyone. "Always on my mind, forever in my heart" was Devyn's phrase and certainly hasn't changed. We miss you kiddo. <3
Mary Egan
Mary Egan
Hey Mol..
Just finished my school exams! wooo...!! Im going to College in September! Im nervous and excited!!
Im going to visit Grandma in 3 weeks....wish you could come too :((((
Missing you everyday..still wearing my very colourful smile to remember bracelet every single day! :)

Love you xxxxxxx
Mary Egan
Mary Egan
Happy 19th Birthday Moll!!!

You were very very much missed all last week here in Ireland over the time of Julie's wedding. But you helped us to have an amazing day and you let the sun shine just when we needed it to :)
Hope your smiling away up there as always!!
I love you very much..
Mary Agnes xoxo
Catherine Florence
Catie
Please be with me today Molly as I'm sure you can see the tough time I'm going through. The memory of your smile warms my heart. Baby #2 is here btw! Her name is Hannah! Grace loves being a big sister too. I wish you could've met them. Then again you probably already have. Rest in paradise beautiful.
Inger Hotho
Inger Hotho

Hey kid! Happy 20th birthday! I couldn't let this July 4th go by without telling you we're thinking of you. Devyn coined a phrase, "Always on my mind, forever in my heart" and it sure rings true for both of us. We think of you all the time, but especially today. We wear our Molly bracelets everyday and I love it when I see a picture on fb of someone wearing theirs. Such a special girl you were to so many!


A lot has happened in the few years that you've been gone.......some good, some not so good, but the constant in all of it is the strength that your mom and dad have shown. We've lost some others here.......its always hard......but somehow they are always there to give a hug or just listen to someone share their heart. You'd be so proud.......I know you were just like them, and its just another reason to be sad you left us too soon.


I guess I just wanted you to know we're thinking of you, both today and everyday. Happy Birthday Molly!

Mary Egan
Mary Egan
Thinking of you all day today Molly!!

Missing you everyday..Im doing my school exams at the moment and I have my German oral exam tomorrow!! Spanish was on today..I know how much you love to speak Spanish!!! Look down on me tomorrow...ill need your help!!!!!!!

Love you lots xxxxxx Mary
Devyn Hotho
Devyn Hotho
Molo!
Hey girl, can't believe it has been 3 years....seems like just yesterday we were sitting in McGill's office sharing stories or en la clase de español con McCann. We had some amazing times....and I'm thankful for them everyday. I miss you so much. The world is just missing a spark without you...and I feel bad for those who never got to know you. I hope you know how much of an impact you made on me. I have trouble finding the words to explain. I'm living life to the fullest, just as you would want me to...but how I miss your advice, your ears that listened so well, and that smile of yours. I know I'll see you again and I'm sure excited. I love you Molo.
Always on my mind, forever in my heart.Love,Devo
Mary Egan
Mary Egan
hey Mol..


been thinking of you all day today and your always in my thoughts and prayers..


I cant believe how quick time is passing..seems like last summer we sat on Gramas porch in our Cubs hats getting the cars to beep!


The memories are in my head forever!


 


Lots of Love xxxxx mary
Robb Jacobsen
Robb Jacobsen
Happppppy day, Molly!! Your day rocked sure!!! First of all, as you know, Dusty is doing great. He misses you but he's pretty smart, he knows you're here. I can't believe you're 20....that's makes me 30. (I wish)

You are so dearly missed. However, you are also never ever ever far from us. We talk of you often, and always will. Thank you for keeping an eye on all of us. Your parents are doing well as you would want ( and insist) . Pat is out in God knows where and loving every minute of it!! So, Miss Molly, we have it covered from here, you just keep up your watch from there. We love you and miss you.


Tim, Timmy, Joey , and Mrs. Jacobsen :)
Cappy Gilbert
Cappy Gilbert
Hey lahlum family,
I just was thinking bout you guys. I love seeing you guys where ever it is. Great memories. I just hope you guys read this. This next parts for Molly. But I want you guys to read it to because i think you guys should. Now sorry if I misspell anything but I have a concussion and it's hard to see. But here it goes, all I've I wanted to say since she past:
Dear Molly,
You were my second sister! I certain,y loved you like one. I miss you like crazy. Since you past I've only slept maybe 3 hours a night. The rest are almost always dedicated to your memory. Every night I think about all the times you ate at our house with us and all the times we pranced each other and scared each other. But I won't lie. Sometimes I get deeply saddened during the night about you. Hit king of all the memories we would have had with you my sister and me. All the late nights just driving around town having fun because we we're bored were missing. I also remember how much love you had for my family and for me! I love you Molly and will never forget those times and memories we had. You were and always will be the most influential and important and fun person I've ever had the extreme pleasure of meeting you. Everyone you met truly has had a great life just for knowing you. I miss you. All the time. All the time I have anger and sadness and pain from losing you. It's a giant ball inside me but I control it till the right time. Like football. Man I wish you could see me play football. But of. Ofcourse I'd rather have you watch me next year since I didn't get to play much this year and am out for the last 4 games of our freshmen year. But still you'd be here. And you'd keep on making people's lives better. I will never forget you. Never. Smile to remember is the most accurate thing I've ever heard of. Cause no one could ever. Forget your beautiful inviting fun smile that was always on your face. If I could've done anything to keep you alive I would've. Even giving you my life in any way possible to save you I would do in a heart beat. I'd stop living just so you could keep making people's lives greater with that wonderful smile.
Now to Pat Ray and Mary:
You guys keep on going through it. I know how you feel in a small way. More how Pat feels since she was my sister too practically. But still she was family to my family. We love you guys. Me especially. Not a day goes by that I don't think of Molly or you guys. Molly's passing was devastating to me. It crushed me. Every night I wake I'm a cold sweat from a dream bout her where I can save her but I don't do anything because I cant move. Every night it happens to me. But if ace challenges everyday. I face pain every day both physical and emotional in extreme amounts. But every time I always think of her because I know she would want me to keep going on and get to the goal and pass it. With out her in my life s,eit,Ed though I feel like all my happiness is gone but then I think of her and great memories with her. But there's two things that will always haunt me about her passing. Both those days, the day she went into the coma and the day she died. I see both so vividly. They haunt me every day. They cause me to go blank and just not move but absorb everything it's like sometimes they paralyze me and make me go through all of it again and again the day she went into the coma my family and I we're in Vegas at a tournament for my sisters softball team. We we're eating at the hard rock cafe and we. We're eating and the team was doing the conga then i see my dad and my sister go outside and I follow them And when I get to the table on the left of the entrance I sit down and see my sister is crying and my dad looked disturbed. I asked what was wrong 4 times before an answer and then it finally came. My sister said that mollybwas Ina coma in renown hospital and in the icu. I don't remember anything after that but crying silently and my mom came out and started crying and us hugging each other. Then the dreaded day, the worst day of my life and the worst day of the year every year for me April 23,2009. Just 3 days after my birthday. I remember doing my regular daily routine to get ready for school. A Thursday if my memory serves right. And I was walking outgo go to the front door to get my back pack ready for school and as i walk out the hall to my room, the hall Molly my sister and I use to kick balls at each other down, throw footballs down, chase each other down, and I see my mom at the kitchen table a pile of used tissues and a box more and she was in the phone and was crying a lot and I could hear in the phone my sisters crying voice. When they we're done talking and hung up I asked my mom what happened and she told all about how Molly died in the hospital and at first I didn't believe it because she was supposed to be getting better then the truth hit me and I broke into tears. My mom asked if I wanted to try to go to school and she told me that Maddy was coming home right away but that i got to choose. So I chose to try to go to school. I got through an hour maybe hour and a half and I broke down angin and had to go to Mrs. Garcia's room and she called my dad and she ended up dropping me off at my house. When I walked in I saw a hoard of people some crying some sharing stories and the first thing I do is go to my room and garb my laptop and found the folder I had of a slide show of pictures of Molly. Started going through it and eventually a tin of people were around me watching. Laughing at the funny ones and crying at the great ones. Then I went to the counseling meeting in the high school small gym. I don't remember much of that except for tears and sadness. My point is is I love Molly. And I love you guys too. I miss her more than anything. I'd give my life for her to be back in this world. I'm going through another rough time in my life. Really rough. Feels like its falling a part but I'm trying to stick it through. I know it's what she'd want. Every night I think of her. Every night I dream of those two horrifying days. Every night I think of the smile to remember.

Love you guys, love you Molly,
Cappy Gilbert
17755445885