My Story

Michaela lives with a rare and difficult to treat form of epilepsy called Lennox Gastaut Syndrome. LGS affects only 4% of children diagnosed with epilepsy, and is known by significant developmental delays, uncontrollable seizures, and a specific brain wave pattern. Thankfully, in August 2011--almost exactly 11 years later, the seizures stopped as mysteriously as they had started when she was 3. 

Unfortunately, she was recently diagnosed with an underlying mitochondrial disease. This disease process explains what LGS could not: why her body seems to be physically deteriorating, and not just her brain. Her cells can't produce enough energy for her to function correctly.

People find it hard to believe that Michaela was a normal, healthy child before the seizures started. But it's true: up until the age of 3, Michaela was an above average toddler. She had an abnormal propensity for music and art, and was very bright. 

But right after she turned 3, she started having seizures, and they pummeled her brain mercilessly until right before her 14th birthday.

The seizure onslaught on her brain has deteriorated her abilities, and she is significantly developmentally disabled. Curiously, she is developmentally the age of a 3-yr-old, even though she is 15:  which is the same age her brain was when she started seizing.

But beside all that, Michaela is a sweet child, very happy, very loving, quirky and funny as all get-out. She doesn't realize how sick her brain is, and when she's not seizing, she enjoys life and everyone in it.


On October 1st, 2010, Michaela's illness had taken a turn for the worse. Switching between constant seizures, and persistent psychosis--a devastating, yet common, progression--she was in and out of the hospital many, many times. The majority of that fall and winter, and then, the majority of the following summer. Drug side effects become a constant problem. There were very few drugs left that the doctors could use to help her, and so, we transitioned into a period of palliative care. Our main focus became making sure she could live at home and have as much quality of life as possible. Two things that were often in question. 

But in May 2012, she started to "snap out of it," and the lovable, quirky kid we had had before 2010 was coming stay. She regained all of her previous abilities: playing, singing, talking, walking, and eating. We believe we had actually received our miracle!

Yet another, more serious, issue became evident: Michaela's body wasn't returning like her brain was. Her large intestine completely shut down, and her bladder worked sporadically at best. We were also seeing other troubling signs like, tachycardia, more illness (staph infections, pneumonia), and her skin turning purple. It became evident that there was something much more sinister than just LGS at play here. So we started researching and finding out what we could.

After a lot of searching, testing, and waiting, Michaela received the mito diagnosis in January of 2013. The unexplained monster, now had a name.

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Kelly Morris posted a new journal entry, "Breathing".

Sorry for the long wait. It seems like I hold my breath when it comes to these things: the times when she looks bad or scares me. I definitely get on edge, and my ... Read more

Robert Murphy >Jacob's Dad< signed Michaela's Guestbook.

Our prayer for you, your family, and HomeGrant them peace, most precious gift of all Keep the worried world far away and small When they return, may quiet fill their ... Read more

Robert Murphy >Jacob's Dad< signed Michaela's Guestbook.

Just a note of encouragement to take to heart the knowledge that God's love for you is never ending and His purpose for you is bigger than any problems we could ever ... Read more

Robert Murphy >Jacob's Dad< signed Michaela's Guestbook.

May r dear family continue to stand strong on good days and bad. May you continue to grow in health and spirit. May God grant each of you renewed Faith, strength, and ... Read more

Robert Murphy >Jacob's Dad< signed Michaela's Guestbook.

Thinking about you today Kelly and praying God Blesses you this Mothers Day. A mother's role as a steward of God's love for the children He places in her care, for ... Read more

Kelly Morris posted a new journal entry, "This Morning".

Almost 9 hrs in the ER. Ugh. And true to form, Michaela's 30 minute EEG showed nothing. It didn't help the test that she "woke up" around 5 pm...right before the ... Read more

Kelly Morris posted a new journal entry, "2 Night, Tonight".

I wrote a whole entry last night and it got erased. Ugh! Ok, so guess what? They discharged her last night! I got to sleep in my own bed for the first time in over 2 ... Read more

Robert Murphy >Jacob's Dad< signed Michaela's Guestbook.

Just a reminder that you are thought of and prayed for each day. HOLD FAST to the only real basis of hope and comfort in this fallen world. HE is the anchor. ... Read more

Jacob's Mom - Maria Murphy signed Michaela's Guestbook.

Glad to hear of the 'boring' and the improvements.  Praying for continued healing.  Praying for swallow study.  Praying for wisdom for all doctors involved.  Praying ... Read more

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