We totally understand. Sometimes there are not words for our situations. Just as sometimes we need so much to pray to God in our awful situations, and yet all we can say is, "Lord help me" - He knows what we mean. Our hurt and heartache is so overwhelming that we can't even think of the needed words.
Take time for yourself and try to make things as easy on yourself as you can. We don't have to have a play-by-play of the situation. We know it is not good, so we can pray for you and Kate, knowing He is listening and we pray believing He will intercede.
Looking at this latest picture of Kate, it shows how grown up she has become. Not long ago, she looked like a little girl with a baby face, now she looks like a teenager, and a beautiful young lady. We love her. Thank you for sharing your very personal story, Carolyn