Well, I am having a "Marci day". That's how I refer to the days that I don't know if I can stand the pain of losing her, my every thought and motion is consumed with missing my Marci. I can't get her off my mind and I yearn so very badly to see her smile or hear her crazy giggles. Only someone who has lost a child can understand how deep this pain runs. But...somehow I manage to go on, one day at a time. Thank you God for my son, Mitchell, and for my family and friends who are always there for me. I couldn't do it without them in my life.