It's raining outside and madison always loved to tell me when it was raining out. Rain was always her thing. It rained on just about every significant day of hers so its like the middle name raaine was meant to be. We put carpet in the playhouse today and it looks awesome. Now we just need to keep it clean with all the mud and dust around here.

I can't quite say that things are getting easier for me yet, but i know some day they will. The relay for life is coming up this weekend and I cant wait for that to happen, especially when they light the lumineras. I will be lighting a torch for the walk in honor of madison. Our team isnt totally up to par on everything because i have been lacking but I know that next year things will go smoothly and be totally awesome at the relay, lol.
The tshirts look awesome and I am very happy with them. Another order will be going in, I just dont know when that will be yet.

Breahna turned 3 yesterday and she was about the happiest birthday girl in the world. She woke up at 4 AM and said to michelle "Mom, I think I'm 3 now" lol. She had Bible School last week and she enjoyed it for the most part. As long as someone was there with her at all times. At the church during one of the classes they planted a flower in memory of Madison. It was a lily and it will come back every year. That was really cool. Madison would have loved to go to Bible school. She was pretty excited about going to preschool too.