After reading your recent post I felt compelled to write to you and let you know that I teared up reading it as I do most of your posts.
As a father myself, I know the love that you must have for your son's. What I don't know is the pain you feel missing one of them. I can't even try to imagine what it would be like to lose my son and never be able to see or hold him again because the thought of it hurts way to much. Yet, here you are living with this horrible reality daily.
My heart goes out to both you and Tiffany as well as little Linus for your loss of Lucas. I know that my words will not help you heal from this pain but please know that as with many, many others, I am hear for all of you. God Bless you all.