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Hi my name is Harley but everyone calls me DUB. I was diagnosed with High Risk ALL/MLL leukemia in October 2006. I relapsed and was trying to get back into remission so I can get a Bone Marrow Transplant from my brothers cord. I left my mommy, daddy and little brother JJ on the morning of AUG 14th 2008 I was with my mom.

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Thursday, July 2, 2009 1:02 AM, CDT


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET ANGEL DUB....

TODAY WAS A HARD DAY FOR MOMMY, I WANTED TO CELEBRATE THE DAY YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE, BUT IT WAS TOO SAD. I SPENT MOST OF THE DAY SAD IN BED, WITH MY LAPTOP NEXT TO ME WATCHING VIDEOS OF YOU AND CRYING. I WAS SHOWING YOUR LITTLE BROTHER JAH THE VIDEOS AND HE WAS VERY INTO IT. HE WOULD CLAP WHEN YOU CAE ON THE SCREEN. SEEING YOUR FACE AND HEARING YOUR VOICE TODAY MADE ME MISS YOU SOO MUCH. THINKING ABOUT YOU TURNING 4 YEARS OLD TODAY WAS SO HARD. THE TIME PASSES AND I LONG FOR YOU SOOO MUCH. YOU AND YOUR BROTHER ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME AND I STILL CANT BELIEVE YOU ARE GONE. AT THIS TIME 4 YEARS AGO I WAS SITTING IN THE LIONS GATE HOSPITAL WITH YOU SNUGGLED INTO MY BOOB, BECAUSE I WOULDN'T PUT YOU BACK IN THE HOSPITAL'S LITTLE PLASTIC BED, YOU WERE THE MOST AMAZING LITTLE THING I HAVE EVER SEEN. YOUR DAD WAS SNUGGLED INTO US ALL IN THE BED TOGETHER AND I SHOULD HAVE BEEN SLEEPING BUT I WAS AWAKE STARING AT YOU... SO PEACEFUL IN MY ARMS... NOT A DAY GOES BY WHERE I DONT MISS YOU, OR LOOK AT LITTLE JAH JAH AND FEEL SO SAD THAT YOU WERE TAKEN FROM US.. I MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND ALOT OF BALLOONS WENT UP FOR YOU TODAY BABY.... WE LOVE YOU... WATCH OVER US UNTIL I AM WITH YOU, BECAUSE MOMMY WILL BE BACK WITH YOU ONE DAY I PROMISE.... WATCH OVER YOUR DADDY TOO BECAUSE HE NEEDS YOUR STREGNTH........


JUMA DUB........
I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH
HAPPY DUB DAY EVERYONE...... 

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Please sign Dubs guest book. I used to read him all of the nice things everyone wrote to him. Now it keeps me going.. Dubs Legacy is all I have and it has been giving me stregnth... THX everyone for all your support "tear"

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