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Roller coaster of emotions
July 30, 2012 11:07pm
With it being over a week now with my best friend taking her last breath it has been the most difficult thing I have ever had/have to get through. Not a day goes by that I don't spend the morning and evening crying uncontrollably yelling and screaming why, why couldn't god have picked someone else, not the most amazing person in the world...... I know God has a plan for us and to hold on and keep the faith, but that is being tested more than ever right now.
The kids and I have been spending each day together doing fun stuff, as Dylan puts it, and on a little vacation right now just to get away. It is very hard to see and be around anything and everything that we did together. I know this will get easier, and keeping the faith will only help me get through it. I'd like to thank everyone that has reached out to our families, it is so greatly appreciated more than anyone would ever know.
My only request is to always kiss and hug your spouse good night, they are truly amazing people.
God bless.
