Laura’s Story

Site created on August 23, 2010

Welcome to my CaringBridge website. I've created it to keep friends and family updated about this strange new journey that I'm taking. 

Visit often to read the latest journal entries, visit the photo gallery, and write a note in my guestbook.



In early August 2010 I went in for my regular screening mammogram. I was slightly overdue for my biannual screening. That mammogram showed something suspicious in my right breast, so I was called back for another mammogram and ultrasound. The ultrasound showed a "suspicious, worrisome" mass that was fairly large, and a needle biopsy of the lump was ordered for August 16. I got the results two days later that the biopsy showed that I had an infiltrating lobular carcinoma. The stage will not be know until after surgery, when they check whether the cancer has spread to the lymph nodes.

Because this type of cancer is usually bilateral (found in both breasts), I also had an MRI. The MRI showed no obvious spread of the cancer either to the other breast or to the lymph nodes. It did, however, show that I had  five (5!) tumors in the right breast. Apparently I don't like to do things halfway. Fortunately, most of the tumors are small and should be able to be removed with surgery. However, because of the number, and because I don't have all that much to begin with, I'm looking at having a mastectomy, followed by chemotherapy.

Two pieces of good news are that the receptor test was positive, which means that the cancer should respond well to hormone therapy, and the HER2 test was negative, meaning it's a less aggressive cancer.  

At this point, there are still some details to be worked out. If I'm approved for the BrAC test, which checks for a genetic mutation that makes recurrence more likely, it may be recommended that I have a double mastectomy. I'll be meeting with a plastic surgeon on Thursday to discuss my options for reconstruction, and a radiation oncologist to discuss whether I'll be having radiation.

One thing that complicates this is that I am set to make my stage debut in Stephen Sondheim's musical Into the Woods. Since this is both an amazing opportunity and a fairly lucrative job, I hate to have my treatment interfere with the show. On the other hand, you don't want to mess around with cancer. I'll be meeting with my surgeon today for the second time to discuss  the latest on my case, and he will be presenting it to the tumor board on Thursday so that all the doctors in the group who deal with cancer can provide input. Then hopefully we'll be able to put a plan in place, and I'll know what I can and can't do.

In the meantime, I've already had lots of love and support from friends and family. My sister Karen, an ob/gyn in upstate New York, spent her week off flying out here to go to appointments, ask questions, and help me take care of some things at home. It was an incredible gift to have her here. My mom and sister Lydia are planning on flying out when I have my surgery. My brother Kevin and his wife Katy won't be flying out here since they are busy getting Katy healed, but they have been sending tons of love and prayers my way. And my friends here in Santa Cruz have all been eager to help, so I feel very fortunate to have so much support.

This is a strange new world that I'm entering. Thank you for being here and allowing me to share it with you!

Newest Update

Journal entry by Laura McShane

And the news is good. The larger of the two tumors has shrunk. When I first looked at the numbers–the tumor was 20 x 30 X 27 mm, and now it's 17 x 20 x 18 mm–they didn't look that different. But then my sister Lydia pointed out that if you calculate the volume, the difference is pretty significant. It was 16.2 cc, now it's 6.12 cc; 38% of the original size. The other lesion has not changed much; 1.7 cc to 1.44 cc.

I was a little worried because, after dropping so dramatically in my previous blood test, my CA27.29 cancer marker went back up slightly, from 36 to 42. This takes is just beyond the normal range of 38. I messaged Dr. Wu, and he said that numbers can fluctuate and I shouldn't worry, but I did a little bit anyway.

Dr. Wu ent a message on Monday confirming that the results were good news. I had my appointment with him today (well, technically yesterday now), and he said the scan indicates that the meds are working.  WHen I asked  if he thought the main tumor might keep shrinking, Dr. Wu said, "Yep, things are going in the right direction."

I asked about the other lesion ("A poorly defined hypodense lesion adjacent to the gallbladder") that hasn't changed much. I think he said that it could just be something else, and not cancer at all. I'm pretty sure that's what he said, but now I'm not sure, so I guess I need to message him to clarify. 

I'm currently taking one 150 mg tablet of Verzenio a day, down from two a day when I started. At one point, Dr. Wu mentioned the possibility of two 100 mg tablets instead of one 150 mg. Dr. Wu said, basically, if it ain't broke, don't fix it. Increasing the dose could mean more side effects. He also said it's been found that the more times a day a patient has to take a pill, the more compliance drops. One time per day is easier for people to maintain, I saidI still managed to forget, and he said, "We need to get you a pill container." I said that wouldn't work because I'm not supposed to take the pill out until I'm ready to take it. It comes in blister packs where you pop the pill out one at a time, and they say not to take it out and put it in another container. I'm also supposed to wash my hands if I touch a pill. He said it's amazing what the lawyers can come up with. I guess I don't need to be as paranoid about it as I thought.

I showed Dr. Wu the pictures I posted from my last scan, with the glasses and mustache. He seemed amused/entertained/concerned for my sanity.

 So what happens now? I keep on keeping on. Verzenio and Femara once a day, Zometa* infusions once a month, blood tests every two weeks, CA27.29 tested once a month, And I guess a scan in another three months? And that goes on...from here to eternity, or until the come up with something new and better. I'm in this for the long haul. (Well, hopefully it's a long haul!)

Thanks to everyone who's been following along this journey with me. The love and support makes all the difference in the world.

Love,

Laura

*I can't remember if I talked about Zometa, and I'm too lazy to go back and check. It's a medicine that takes calcium from my blood and puts it in my bones, to counteract the effects of the hormone blocker (Femara). Zometa also has caner-fighting properties. Isn't modern medicine amazing?

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