to all of my very special freinds out there,,i have missed you,,,it was very hard for me to come here tonight,,,i miss my joe joe so ..but i love all of you ,so wanted to come and say hi and let you know we are all doing ok ,,just going through the motions of life ,,so very quiet and lonely,,but i am trying very hard to hold on to my love for sissy and cole i know how much they need me now, so i will try every day that i wake to live for them ,,,knowing i will get to hold and kiss and see my baby joe joe again someday,,,,,charlie and kelly i hope we all meet someday,,there are no words from either myself or daddy to tell you how very special we think you guy's are ,,we love you ,,take care always and god bless you and your's,,again thankyou all for all of your love support and prayers ,,,we are still absorbing and still learning, to comprehend all of the greatness kyle left behind him, and how very many life's he touched, we knew he was so very special, and it is overwelming and truly beautiful, to know how many people really got what a true little wonderman he was ,,,i do not have a clue how life goes on from here ,but i promised him i would try to be ok and so i shall try ,,he is never out of my mind our my heart and the tears i think will not ever dry, but i am trying so very hard to know what he would be saying to me ,,,,,mommy i am happy ,i am at peace,i am whole ,i am surrounded by love and greatness,i can play ,i can be a child ,not the oh so brave grownup that my illness had me be,,,so please mommy be ok ,,i love you and i miss you but i will see you again,so well were apart love my sissy ,love big bro and daddy but most of all mommy love yourself,,
i will try to come on here and say hi now and again but in the mean time my love to you all,,,my respect,and my honor to call you all freind's,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,love lisa