Hey everyone, thanks for all the love you all shared for kaiden, i know its been 2 months since his passing and im just now getting back to everyone, but its been so hard, to be honest it really hasnt even hit me yet, i try not to think about it , i still cant face that my angel baby is gone, cause he was my world!!!!!!! It still seems like a dream, he was taken from me so fast, i gave birth to his sister and lost him two days later. It wasnt sma that took my soon , he was healthier than ever, but he had strapthroat and didnt know it and it got in his bloodstream and it took him fast. Kaiden never really showed any manger signs of it , no fever,or destress, and thats what i cant exspect, because i fought so hard to keep him well, and it wasnt even sma that took him. I guess it was in the plan, but i just dont understand why he would give me one and take him, and he never even got to meet his sister. i know hes better now and he is whole but how i miss him and my heart aches for him everyday. If it wasnt for the new baby i had to keep me sain i dont even know where i would be, i guess thats why it happened the way it did, god knows what we need! He was my angel, i can wait to see him again, he made such a difference in my life, him and his brother. everyone just pray for me cause im going to need it! Thanks to everyone for everything you all have done, and thanks for being there, exspecially stephaine, gena, kristan, liz, and kim thanks guys, and god bless yall's little angels.