I hope everyone is well and staying cool. We have just a few days left here in the house we are in. Time is moving fast.. The movers will be coming on Monday to load truck and we are going to be staying in Extended Stay Deluxe in Cary for about 11 days. I have been very emotional and can cry at a drop of a hat. I think it has a lot to do with one year anniversary of Hope's passing at the end of July. So much going on in July. I will kindda give you a run down. Closing on July 1st, close on new house July 9th. Mark and I anniversary is the 12th and it will make 19 YEARS :0) Mark is having something done on the 16th but I won't say to respect him.. Hope's 1 year :( so there is the scoop. Martin will be starting his new school on the 7 th. I will need to drive him for the first couple days to school. Emily is doing well. She's getting into everything and I have a hard time getting anything done. I'm HAPPY she can get into things. I know that can make some parents struggle. I appreciate the little things. Seeing a child not be able to do things that a normal kid cannot do is very heart breaking.. I would of love for Hope been able to get into things but that wasn't God's plan. I would had given Hope my life just so she could had experience things. Anyway,just my feeling I struggle with from time to time trying to understand somethings. I may never get a answer from God the "why"; did she have to go so young. I know that Hope is having fun running and playing. I look forward to seeing her again and it will be forever...and we want be seperated no more. Please continue to pray for us. Please also pray for all the other special INAD angels.. that are still in the fight every minute. Please also pray for Steven's mom Leslie. She has been without Steven for 4 months. I know she properly feels like I do. It still feels like it was yesterday :( Anyway, I gotta go.. it back to packing. We will be getting our home phone shut off. We will still have cell phones you can reach us. Have a blessed day!!!
