I don't really know what to say, but I need
to say something. I don't even know if this is the right place to say it. Anyway. I should get on with it.
I started reading This Star Won't Go Out
the other day. Needless to say, it's changed a lot of things involved with me. It really is a great book and I am so unbelievably glad that Esther's memory could be shared in this way. Obviously, whilst reading, I've become quiet sad.
In reading her journal entrees, I can't help but wish I had known her. I still want to know her. I just want to shake her and or give her a high five. Sometimes I feel like maybe I was too late, but I still can know her in some ways and that is good enough for me.
I don't normally pray. My relationship with God has gone off the rails in these past few months, but I am praying that this family remains as awesome as it is forever. I am praying that Esther is having the time of her life upstairs. I am praying that both Esther and her family are as good as they deserve to be all the time.
I know this little note is going to be lost in the sea of other little (or not so little) notes, but that makes me happy. That
many people care enough to say something. That
many people have been affected by Esther and her blindingly brilliant star.
Sometimes I resent being on this planet. The negative seems overwhelming. It's people like you guys who convince me otherwise. God bless you all.