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Elli Moriarty
ElliMoriarty
I have been reading the book about Esther, "This Star Won't Go Out". I absolutely love it. It is probably number 1 on my "favorite book list".I can partly relate to her story, having been diagnosed w/ wilims tumor cancer when I was 18 months old. I am happy to say I recently celebrated 10 years after that day about a month ago. I hope Esther's story continues to inspire.
Nicole pintar
hannah
Ive felt the touch of loss in this way more than I ever wish to admit. I cry every few pages of your beautiful story. My family members were all lost before they could even be helped. What a blessing God gave....to let her know true joy..happiness. to be smiling always in the face of what most run from in fear. My love and prayers go out to this family, this soul. Beautiful soul. I dont know if her family reads these... thank you. For wanting to share this life with those of us who need to hear it. To see that it wasnt all bad. Her story brings my heart peace. I find myself laughing through tears. We lost grandpa just a week ago...only knowing he had the cancer for a week. It comes so quickly.. When a person is joined with the Lord the stars shine brighter than we can imagine. it is easy to be angry with loss, but it feels so much better to live for that person. Bless you
Syd Smith
S.S.
Hi there,
I learned about your story through the vlogbrothers. Then I got your book, read it, and loved it. It helped me put things into perspective. How you managed to stay so positive, I have no idea. I really want to thank you and everyone who got involved with your book and your various nerdfighter-related things. Yeah, I may have never chatted with you or met you, but I feel like I'm talking to you and receiving your love every time I read your book. I'm reminded of a quote I saw recently in an old vlogbrothers video: "In three words I can summarize everything I've learned about life: it. goes. on. -Robert Frost" Yes, life will go on without you, but the nerdfighter community will never forget what you've done for us and for the rest of the world. 
With love,
a Wisconsin nerdfighter
Abby Bingham
Abby
Esther, I read the book about you. I was so inspired and heartbroken. I know your in a better place. Your book, this star won't go out has changed my life.  I became stronger in my faith, heart, and mind. I hope someday I'll be able to meet you up in heaven. I'm only 13, but I understand it all. Everything you wrote and said gave me hope and happiness. Also, Esther's family, thank you for everything too. I can't say il ever look at life the same way after reading that book. Thank you all for that.

Hope Schreiner
Hope
Sweet Esther. You would be 21 today (the same age as my big sister) and that got me thinking about all the things you will never get to do because God let you into heaven so early. Through reading your journal entries, I truly feel as though I've gotten to know you, and I can already tell that we would be really good friends if I had ever gotten the chance to meet you. Happy belated birthday Esther. Love always.
 
Allan Berg
A. B.
Perhaps it is just a fact of life, that we are not remembered until we are gone, that we do not live on until we die, that we are loved by all when we can no longer love. And perhaps it is worse that millions learn of your death and none learn of your life, but that is not what matters. What matters is that someone who was alive is no longer alive, that someone who loved and was loved is no longer here to love, that a battle was fought and the battle was lost. May your battle and the battles of so many others live on though they could not. If the family of Esther still reads this, stay strong, if the friends of Esther still read this, never forget her. And for those of us who didn't know her until we couldn't have her know us, remember to stay with her family.
Kimberly Lockard
Kim Lockard
I haven't read this star won't go out, but I'm planning to. When I do, I'm sure I'll cry(as I've seen from many other people who have signed the guestbook). It'll be a great book for sure. You won't be forgotten through all of the nerdfighters that watch the vlogbrothers. We'll keep you in our hearts. You never forgot to be awesome!
Hannah Thrush
Hannah Thrush
I am reading Esther's book:this star won't go out, and it is amazing and inspiring and made me cry...a lot. Esther was just plain awesome and I wish I had become friends with her either online, or in person. I am very sad that she passed,and I hope she is doing well in heaven.(I mean, who wouldn't be well in heaven?) rest in awesome my dear Esther.

Elli Moriarty
ElliMoriarty
I have been reading the book about Esther, "This Star Won't Go Out". I absolutely love it. It is probably number 1 on my "favorite book list".I can partly relate to her story, having been diagnosed w/ wilims tumor cancer when I was 18 months old. I am happy to say I recently celebrated 10 years after that day about a month ago. I hope Esther's story continues to inspire.
Syd Smith
S.S.
Hi there,
I learned about your story through the vlogbrothers. Then I got your book, read it, and loved it. It helped me put things into perspective. How you managed to stay so positive, I have no idea. I really want to thank you and everyone who got involved with your book and your various nerdfighter-related things. Yeah, I may have never chatted with you or met you, but I feel like I'm talking to you and receiving your love every time I read your book. I'm reminded of a quote I saw recently in an old vlogbrothers video: "In three words I can summarize everything I've learned about life: it. goes. on. -Robert Frost" Yes, life will go on without you, but the nerdfighter community will never forget what you've done for us and for the rest of the world. 
With love,
a Wisconsin nerdfighter
Hope Schreiner
Hope
Sweet Esther. You would be 21 today (the same age as my big sister) and that got me thinking about all the things you will never get to do because God let you into heaven so early. Through reading your journal entries, I truly feel as though I've gotten to know you, and I can already tell that we would be really good friends if I had ever gotten the chance to meet you. Happy belated birthday Esther. Love always.
 
Nicole pintar
hannah
Ive felt the touch of loss in this way more than I ever wish to admit. I cry every few pages of your beautiful story. My family members were all lost before they could even be helped. What a blessing God gave....to let her know true joy..happiness. to be smiling always in the face of what most run from in fear. My love and prayers go out to this family, this soul. Beautiful soul. I dont know if her family reads these... thank you. For wanting to share this life with those of us who need to hear it. To see that it wasnt all bad. Her story brings my heart peace. I find myself laughing through tears. We lost grandpa just a week ago...only knowing he had the cancer for a week. It comes so quickly.. When a person is joined with the Lord the stars shine brighter than we can imagine. it is easy to be angry with loss, but it feels so much better to live for that person. Bless you
Abby Bingham
Abby
Esther, I read the book about you. I was so inspired and heartbroken. I know your in a better place. Your book, this star won't go out has changed my life.  I became stronger in my faith, heart, and mind. I hope someday I'll be able to meet you up in heaven. I'm only 13, but I understand it all. Everything you wrote and said gave me hope and happiness. Also, Esther's family, thank you for everything too. I can't say il ever look at life the same way after reading that book. Thank you all for that.

Allan Berg
A. B.
Perhaps it is just a fact of life, that we are not remembered until we are gone, that we do not live on until we die, that we are loved by all when we can no longer love. And perhaps it is worse that millions learn of your death and none learn of your life, but that is not what matters. What matters is that someone who was alive is no longer alive, that someone who loved and was loved is no longer here to love, that a battle was fought and the battle was lost. May your battle and the battles of so many others live on though they could not. If the family of Esther still reads this, stay strong, if the friends of Esther still read this, never forget her. And for those of us who didn't know her until we couldn't have her know us, remember to stay with her family.
Kimberly Lockard
Kim Lockard
I haven't read this star won't go out, but I'm planning to. When I do, I'm sure I'll cry(as I've seen from many other people who have signed the guestbook). It'll be a great book for sure. You won't be forgotten through all of the nerdfighters that watch the vlogbrothers. We'll keep you in our hearts. You never forgot to be awesome!
Hannah Thrush
Hannah Thrush
I am reading Esther's book:this star won't go out, and it is amazing and inspiring and made me cry...a lot. Esther was just plain awesome and I wish I had become friends with her either online, or in person. I am very sad that she passed,and I hope she is doing well in heaven.(I mean, who wouldn't be well in heaven?) rest in awesome my dear Esther.

Elli Moriarty
ElliMoriarty
I have been reading the book about Esther, "This Star Won't Go Out". I absolutely love it. It is probably number 1 on my "favorite book list".I can partly relate to her story, having been diagnosed w/ wilims tumor cancer when I was 18 months old. I am happy to say I recently celebrated 10 years after that day about a month ago. I hope Esther's story continues to inspire.
Abby Bingham
Abby
Esther, I read the book about you. I was so inspired and heartbroken. I know your in a better place. Your book, this star won't go out has changed my life.  I became stronger in my faith, heart, and mind. I hope someday I'll be able to meet you up in heaven. I'm only 13, but I understand it all. Everything you wrote and said gave me hope and happiness. Also, Esther's family, thank you for everything too. I can't say il ever look at life the same way after reading that book. Thank you all for that.

Hope Schreiner
Hope
Sweet Esther. You would be 21 today (the same age as my big sister) and that got me thinking about all the things you will never get to do because God let you into heaven so early. Through reading your journal entries, I truly feel as though I've gotten to know you, and I can already tell that we would be really good friends if I had ever gotten the chance to meet you. Happy belated birthday Esther. Love always.
 
Kimberly Lockard
Kim Lockard
I haven't read this star won't go out, but I'm planning to. When I do, I'm sure I'll cry(as I've seen from many other people who have signed the guestbook). It'll be a great book for sure. You won't be forgotten through all of the nerdfighters that watch the vlogbrothers. We'll keep you in our hearts. You never forgot to be awesome!
Nicole pintar
hannah
Ive felt the touch of loss in this way more than I ever wish to admit. I cry every few pages of your beautiful story. My family members were all lost before they could even be helped. What a blessing God gave....to let her know true joy..happiness. to be smiling always in the face of what most run from in fear. My love and prayers go out to this family, this soul. Beautiful soul. I dont know if her family reads these... thank you. For wanting to share this life with those of us who need to hear it. To see that it wasnt all bad. Her story brings my heart peace. I find myself laughing through tears. We lost grandpa just a week ago...only knowing he had the cancer for a week. It comes so quickly.. When a person is joined with the Lord the stars shine brighter than we can imagine. it is easy to be angry with loss, but it feels so much better to live for that person. Bless you
Allan Berg
A. B.
Perhaps it is just a fact of life, that we are not remembered until we are gone, that we do not live on until we die, that we are loved by all when we can no longer love. And perhaps it is worse that millions learn of your death and none learn of your life, but that is not what matters. What matters is that someone who was alive is no longer alive, that someone who loved and was loved is no longer here to love, that a battle was fought and the battle was lost. May your battle and the battles of so many others live on though they could not. If the family of Esther still reads this, stay strong, if the friends of Esther still read this, never forget her. And for those of us who didn't know her until we couldn't have her know us, remember to stay with her family.
Syd Smith
S.S.
Hi there,
I learned about your story through the vlogbrothers. Then I got your book, read it, and loved it. It helped me put things into perspective. How you managed to stay so positive, I have no idea. I really want to thank you and everyone who got involved with your book and your various nerdfighter-related things. Yeah, I may have never chatted with you or met you, but I feel like I'm talking to you and receiving your love every time I read your book. I'm reminded of a quote I saw recently in an old vlogbrothers video: "In three words I can summarize everything I've learned about life: it. goes. on. -Robert Frost" Yes, life will go on without you, but the nerdfighter community will never forget what you've done for us and for the rest of the world. 
With love,
a Wisconsin nerdfighter
Hannah Thrush
Hannah Thrush
I am reading Esther's book:this star won't go out, and it is amazing and inspiring and made me cry...a lot. Esther was just plain awesome and I wish I had become friends with her either online, or in person. I am very sad that she passed,and I hope she is doing well in heaven.(I mean, who wouldn't be well in heaven?) rest in awesome my dear Esther.