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Kira Smith
Kira Smith
Esther, you are amazing. You continue to inspire so many nerdfighters to this day, and I think that speaks to your truly incredible legacy. Your care for those around you and your focus on the love of friends and family is truly beautiful. I watch your YouTube videos all the time and I am about to start reading your book! I even had the privilege of meeting your mom and little brother this summer at LeakyCon, which was a truly inspiring experience. LeakyCon attendees will NEVER forget you, and we know that you are always there in spirit. Although I will never meet you, I feel like I have because of how much you care for and have given to the nerdfighter community and to the world. DFTBA, Esther. Rest in awesome. Your star will never go out. 
Maggie Lindsay
Maggie Lindsay
I received your book for my birthday, and devoured it in 4 hours. You are such an inspiration to me, and i hope you are doing well hanging with God. Truly rest in awesome Star, the world continues to miss you, even though i didn't know you existed when you were sick, i was brought to tears at your story. Best wishes to your family, (yes, that is a vlogbrothers joke) they are extremely strong people who didn't deserve to lose you. DFTBA
Sylvia Gabriel
Sylvia Gabriel
Your story inspires me to be be a better person everyday, not despite but with your flaws and your totally humaness. (I don't think that's a word...) but you show that some so down to earth can be sick, and she can be flawed and scared, and yet so inspiring. Like John says, it's an us, not a them. You are part of us, everyone, and I'm so sorry, I'm not even going to try to comprehend your family's loss. I will not say that you will live forever in my heart, for as John, a friend for you IRL and another inspiration for me, pointed out in his brilliant work dedicated to you, that when I say "you will live forever in my heart" I am suggesting that I will live forever, unlike you. But I WILL say that you will live a long time in OUR heartS. I will pass down you story and the people I pass it down to will pass it down etc., etc. and so will all other Nerdfighters. (I'm a writer too :) ) and I know that maybe you believes in an afterlife, like Gus, or maybe you weren't sure like Hazel, but were ever you are now, I am certain that even if you are not reading this, and even if you never do, the combined warmth of  Nerdfighteria, and potential Nerdfighters who have read your book, and the people your family helps each day all of US combined you will feel that people love you, and know that though your years were too short, they were deep. They touched thousands if lives, and continue to do so. I know people who are only hanging on to life because of you. I hope that that where ever you are, you've gotten the chance to read tfios as John said he wanted. I speak for all of Nerdfighteria, and many others when I say thank you, for being you. For not hiding the truth, but embracing it. For putting up with all the crap. For putting up with the probably many wrong things I just said. Thank you for being so awesome and jokes. You left a mark, but not a scar, and very, very, few people do that.
DFTBA Esther
Rest in Awesome 
Amanda Souza
Amanda
I'm just reading your book "This Star Won't Go Out" and now I'm crying! I'm brazilian girl. I would love to have met you, be your friend and everything, I still believe that you are reading here above, you are a wonderful person, just wanted to say that your words inspire me when I'm sad, and I want you to know that I hope you see a day in a few years, when I'm in the place you are, I love you Esther. I have a diary too, but when I'm sad, I look to the sky and I see your smile in the stars, I see you in the stars. I once read somewhere that do not remember, the following sentence: "When you miss me, look at the stars and you will see me, because I miss you all the time, so I'm always looking for them." I really love you Esther Grace Earl!!
Fernanda Santos
Linda gostaria de ter te conhecido...
Sophie Enns
Sophie
CarePost courtesy of Hallmark: You are inspiring
I'm just reading your book "This Star Won't Go Out" :) I wonder if you've read it in heaven. Well I think you are very inspiring and I wish I could give you a hug..  I'll be able to. We have so much in common. Even though you're not here on Earth, you live in many hearts still. I love you Esther!!<3
Katie Latshaw
Katie
Hi Esther. I know today is the day four years ago. I just bought your book and I've read The Fault in Our Stars. I'm enjoying reading about you and so glad your parents helped to make your dreams come true. My friend died almost two years ago from cancer or really complications of, weak immune system, pneumonia, lungs filling up. Basically the whole point of this post is that you're still thought of, even by people who never knew anything about you. People just hearing about you for the first time and wanting to know you despite everything. Despite the fact we'll never get the privilege of knowing you. I wish you, your family and your friends well. 
Kylie Swineford
Love, Kylie (a complete stranger)
Esther...You Inspire me...Through Every page i read...you continue to surprise me. You are the most amazing girl. You are so loved and missed. This world was blessed to have such a bright and strong star walk among its very soil. You have made such an impact on me and the world around you. I hope you are having fun up there in heaven. You are a wizard Esther. And you have put a spell on our hearts. We love you unconditionally, although i never knew you. I love you. You are even more powerful than Harry Potter himself. haha... God bless yo Earl family. and Esther, you(the star) will never go out<3

Kira Smith
Kira Smith
Esther, you are amazing. You continue to inspire so many nerdfighters to this day, and I think that speaks to your truly incredible legacy. Your care for those around you and your focus on the love of friends and family is truly beautiful. I watch your YouTube videos all the time and I am about to start reading your book! I even had the privilege of meeting your mom and little brother this summer at LeakyCon, which was a truly inspiring experience. LeakyCon attendees will NEVER forget you, and we know that you are always there in spirit. Although I will never meet you, I feel like I have because of how much you care for and have given to the nerdfighter community and to the world. DFTBA, Esther. Rest in awesome. Your star will never go out. 
Sophie Enns
Sophie
CarePost courtesy of Hallmark: You are inspiring
I'm just reading your book "This Star Won't Go Out" :) I wonder if you've read it in heaven. Well I think you are very inspiring and I wish I could give you a hug..  I'll be able to. We have so much in common. Even though you're not here on Earth, you live in many hearts still. I love you Esther!!<3
Katie Latshaw
Katie
Hi Esther. I know today is the day four years ago. I just bought your book and I've read The Fault in Our Stars. I'm enjoying reading about you and so glad your parents helped to make your dreams come true. My friend died almost two years ago from cancer or really complications of, weak immune system, pneumonia, lungs filling up. Basically the whole point of this post is that you're still thought of, even by people who never knew anything about you. People just hearing about you for the first time and wanting to know you despite everything. Despite the fact we'll never get the privilege of knowing you. I wish you, your family and your friends well. 
Maggie Lindsay
Maggie Lindsay
I received your book for my birthday, and devoured it in 4 hours. You are such an inspiration to me, and i hope you are doing well hanging with God. Truly rest in awesome Star, the world continues to miss you, even though i didn't know you existed when you were sick, i was brought to tears at your story. Best wishes to your family, (yes, that is a vlogbrothers joke) they are extremely strong people who didn't deserve to lose you. DFTBA
Sylvia Gabriel
Sylvia Gabriel
Your story inspires me to be be a better person everyday, not despite but with your flaws and your totally humaness. (I don't think that's a word...) but you show that some so down to earth can be sick, and she can be flawed and scared, and yet so inspiring. Like John says, it's an us, not a them. You are part of us, everyone, and I'm so sorry, I'm not even going to try to comprehend your family's loss. I will not say that you will live forever in my heart, for as John, a friend for you IRL and another inspiration for me, pointed out in his brilliant work dedicated to you, that when I say "you will live forever in my heart" I am suggesting that I will live forever, unlike you. But I WILL say that you will live a long time in OUR heartS. I will pass down you story and the people I pass it down to will pass it down etc., etc. and so will all other Nerdfighters. (I'm a writer too :) ) and I know that maybe you believes in an afterlife, like Gus, or maybe you weren't sure like Hazel, but were ever you are now, I am certain that even if you are not reading this, and even if you never do, the combined warmth of  Nerdfighteria, and potential Nerdfighters who have read your book, and the people your family helps each day all of US combined you will feel that people love you, and know that though your years were too short, they were deep. They touched thousands if lives, and continue to do so. I know people who are only hanging on to life because of you. I hope that that where ever you are, you've gotten the chance to read tfios as John said he wanted. I speak for all of Nerdfighteria, and many others when I say thank you, for being you. For not hiding the truth, but embracing it. For putting up with all the crap. For putting up with the probably many wrong things I just said. Thank you for being so awesome and jokes. You left a mark, but not a scar, and very, very, few people do that.
DFTBA Esther
Rest in Awesome 
Amanda Souza
Amanda
I'm just reading your book "This Star Won't Go Out" and now I'm crying! I'm brazilian girl. I would love to have met you, be your friend and everything, I still believe that you are reading here above, you are a wonderful person, just wanted to say that your words inspire me when I'm sad, and I want you to know that I hope you see a day in a few years, when I'm in the place you are, I love you Esther. I have a diary too, but when I'm sad, I look to the sky and I see your smile in the stars, I see you in the stars. I once read somewhere that do not remember, the following sentence: "When you miss me, look at the stars and you will see me, because I miss you all the time, so I'm always looking for them." I really love you Esther Grace Earl!!
Fernanda Santos
Linda gostaria de ter te conhecido...
Kylie Swineford
Love, Kylie (a complete stranger)
Esther...You Inspire me...Through Every page i read...you continue to surprise me. You are the most amazing girl. You are so loved and missed. This world was blessed to have such a bright and strong star walk among its very soil. You have made such an impact on me and the world around you. I hope you are having fun up there in heaven. You are a wizard Esther. And you have put a spell on our hearts. We love you unconditionally, although i never knew you. I love you. You are even more powerful than Harry Potter himself. haha... God bless yo Earl family. and Esther, you(the star) will never go out<3

Kira Smith
Kira Smith
Esther, you are amazing. You continue to inspire so many nerdfighters to this day, and I think that speaks to your truly incredible legacy. Your care for those around you and your focus on the love of friends and family is truly beautiful. I watch your YouTube videos all the time and I am about to start reading your book! I even had the privilege of meeting your mom and little brother this summer at LeakyCon, which was a truly inspiring experience. LeakyCon attendees will NEVER forget you, and we know that you are always there in spirit. Although I will never meet you, I feel like I have because of how much you care for and have given to the nerdfighter community and to the world. DFTBA, Esther. Rest in awesome. Your star will never go out. 
Sylvia Gabriel
Sylvia Gabriel
Your story inspires me to be be a better person everyday, not despite but with your flaws and your totally humaness. (I don't think that's a word...) but you show that some so down to earth can be sick, and she can be flawed and scared, and yet so inspiring. Like John says, it's an us, not a them. You are part of us, everyone, and I'm so sorry, I'm not even going to try to comprehend your family's loss. I will not say that you will live forever in my heart, for as John, a friend for you IRL and another inspiration for me, pointed out in his brilliant work dedicated to you, that when I say "you will live forever in my heart" I am suggesting that I will live forever, unlike you. But I WILL say that you will live a long time in OUR heartS. I will pass down you story and the people I pass it down to will pass it down etc., etc. and so will all other Nerdfighters. (I'm a writer too :) ) and I know that maybe you believes in an afterlife, like Gus, or maybe you weren't sure like Hazel, but were ever you are now, I am certain that even if you are not reading this, and even if you never do, the combined warmth of  Nerdfighteria, and potential Nerdfighters who have read your book, and the people your family helps each day all of US combined you will feel that people love you, and know that though your years were too short, they were deep. They touched thousands if lives, and continue to do so. I know people who are only hanging on to life because of you. I hope that that where ever you are, you've gotten the chance to read tfios as John said he wanted. I speak for all of Nerdfighteria, and many others when I say thank you, for being you. For not hiding the truth, but embracing it. For putting up with all the crap. For putting up with the probably many wrong things I just said. Thank you for being so awesome and jokes. You left a mark, but not a scar, and very, very, few people do that.
DFTBA Esther
Rest in Awesome 
Fernanda Santos
Linda gostaria de ter te conhecido...
Kylie Swineford
Love, Kylie (a complete stranger)
Esther...You Inspire me...Through Every page i read...you continue to surprise me. You are the most amazing girl. You are so loved and missed. This world was blessed to have such a bright and strong star walk among its very soil. You have made such an impact on me and the world around you. I hope you are having fun up there in heaven. You are a wizard Esther. And you have put a spell on our hearts. We love you unconditionally, although i never knew you. I love you. You are even more powerful than Harry Potter himself. haha... God bless yo Earl family. and Esther, you(the star) will never go out<3

Maggie Lindsay
Maggie Lindsay
I received your book for my birthday, and devoured it in 4 hours. You are such an inspiration to me, and i hope you are doing well hanging with God. Truly rest in awesome Star, the world continues to miss you, even though i didn't know you existed when you were sick, i was brought to tears at your story. Best wishes to your family, (yes, that is a vlogbrothers joke) they are extremely strong people who didn't deserve to lose you. DFTBA
Amanda Souza
Amanda
I'm just reading your book "This Star Won't Go Out" and now I'm crying! I'm brazilian girl. I would love to have met you, be your friend and everything, I still believe that you are reading here above, you are a wonderful person, just wanted to say that your words inspire me when I'm sad, and I want you to know that I hope you see a day in a few years, when I'm in the place you are, I love you Esther. I have a diary too, but when I'm sad, I look to the sky and I see your smile in the stars, I see you in the stars. I once read somewhere that do not remember, the following sentence: "When you miss me, look at the stars and you will see me, because I miss you all the time, so I'm always looking for them." I really love you Esther Grace Earl!!
Sophie Enns
Sophie
CarePost courtesy of Hallmark: You are inspiring
I'm just reading your book "This Star Won't Go Out" :) I wonder if you've read it in heaven. Well I think you are very inspiring and I wish I could give you a hug..  I'll be able to. We have so much in common. Even though you're not here on Earth, you live in many hearts still. I love you Esther!!<3
Katie Latshaw
Katie
Hi Esther. I know today is the day four years ago. I just bought your book and I've read The Fault in Our Stars. I'm enjoying reading about you and so glad your parents helped to make your dreams come true. My friend died almost two years ago from cancer or really complications of, weak immune system, pneumonia, lungs filling up. Basically the whole point of this post is that you're still thought of, even by people who never knew anything about you. People just hearing about you for the first time and wanting to know you despite everything. Despite the fact we'll never get the privilege of knowing you. I wish you, your family and your friends well.