Diesel Rhodes's Journal
Written May 27, 2009 5:46pmHey everyone! I know it has been way too long since we have up dated this thing. A lot has changed since we have been home. Nathan and i are now engaged!!! Also, we found out on mothers day that we are going to be parents again! IM PREGNANT!! We are excited beyond words and feel extremely blessed to be given another shot at parent hood! I feel as though Diesel went up to heaven and hand picked his little brother or sister and gave me the best Mothers day present i could ever ask for! Well, I have to go for now, but promise to up date you on baby news as it comes! Take care and God bless!
Written Mar 30, 2009 1:33am
Well it deffinetly been to long.......I am sorry. Well Tanya and I have really been trying to stay positive and busy. Tanya is working allready and loves her job. I am working at the night club still and looking for a day job. We have been surrounding ourselves with family and activites that are fun. There is not a day that goes by that we dont think about him, who am I kidding not a second. I sometimes catch myself feeling down and sad then I remember Diesel smileing away even when he was in the middle of chemo, or hooked up to all kinds of things or just not feeling good at all. Then I can do nothing but smile and have that extra strength I need to finish my day. We miss him so much!!!! We love him so much!!!!
Written Mar 10, 2009 11:28amHello to all.....sorry we have been absent for so many days. We have been trying to get all of our affairs in order. We took a little week vacation to the beach to clear our heads also. We are now back to reality and really trying to get into a routine. Tanya has started working part time and I am working again at the night club. Well we wanted to thank everyone who attended Diesel's service. We were very happy with the turnout and the celebration of his life instead of the typical movie funeral service. We are doing okay as long as we are busy. But I can tell you we miss him more and more everyday. It is getting harder and harder to do things. I guess this will plateau out sooner or later but I do not know if this will ever get easier. We are having a hard time with knowing whats next. What we keep, what we sell, what we give away how soon is to soon and what is okay. But we still have great support and we love you all. I will keep updating this. We are still praying for all our friends at St. Judes and also for Vive and Kayla and their family's.