Reading your blog made me laugh, cry and more. I am an RN who worked in pediatrics my entire career. I would love to write you a longer letter, please let me know where I can send it. I have been very ill the past two years. LOL That's not the whole truth. I just had my 55th major surgery. However I am still here, still filled with joy. Every day is a gift. Everyday I get to see my three daughters mature into loving adults, one even just married and is starting her family, I thank God. My husband is a saint we have been together for over 30 years. My family is my heart. I know that God doesn't want bad things to happen to us. However if we trust him, he can use these bad times and make incredible things happen out of the rubble. I will pray for you and Madeline Elizabeth. That is my middle daughters name. Madeline Elizabeth Miller. I couldn't believe it when I saw that was what you named your daughter. I went to your foundations page and made a donation to St. Jude's hospital. I have given to them before, but after reading your story,they will become a benefactor of our tithing. I hope you continue to heal. I think when we lose a child we never fully recover, however we do thrive if we let God help us. I believe your guardian angel was with you and Maddy in the basement when that tornado went through. When you have time please update your status here. I would love to know that you are both ok.