Another birthday has come and gone.  Can it have been 4 years?  Just ask Ava and she will tell you!!  She is so proud of being 4.  She once again informed me that Darius gets to have the same party as her, only in Heaven.  This year it was a McDonalds party, but I pointed out that there aren't any McDonalds in Heaven.  Her response "how do you know?"  I hate to admitt she is right!  Once again we sent balloons to Darius.  Every year, no matter how many we send up, 5 always seems to stay together.  it is interesting to say the least.   Last fall I redid Darius' garden and planted 80 daffodils.  Everyone is coming up, but the strange part is that I planted them in a pattern, yet they aren't blooming in that pattern.  They all seem to be yellow.  Hmmm is all I can say to that!  He does like to make himself know my little buba!