My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Therefore will I trust you always. Though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death I will not fear for you are ever with me and you will never leave me to face my perils alone. (Thomas Merton)
If you scroll back to the first journal entry it gives the backstory of how this adventure began.