Hello Everyone! Hope this finds you all doing well. Had an appointment at Dana-Farber. Dan went Met Dr. Kulke and Robin Sommers. I have a CT Scan scheduled for later in July. Anxious about it as usual. Dan has turned me around 180 degrees. My perspective on life is so different. I'm finally living life! I am free yes I do have cancer and yes I do have this illness but I am really smelling the roses. I'm putting one foot in front of the other not just saying it! I breathing fresh air! I'm loving things, life is so beautiful and graceful to take for granted. Dan said this to me and I want to share it because I think it is a good analogy we all are given hour glasses full of sand we don't know when ours are going to be done so go out and live life like the last grain of sand is ready to fall. I love to daydream. I drift in and out of wonderful and beautiful dreams all day. I'm gonna start living my dreams, we don't know when our hour glass is going to be up cancer or no cancer. We need to be strong live life cherish what we have love, live and laugh. Dan has brought out the best in me, I notice it in myself, I cherish the small stuf, I did before but it means something more now, I am not one anyo more, I'm one body two hearts two souls. So what ever comes from this cat scan so be it good or bad, I'm not stopping my mission of living and loving for anything. I will fight like there is no tomorrow when the time is right to fight the cancer. I will do what I need to do. Dan is going on the cruise with my Mom and I in November. I'm so excited 4 months to go! I'm like a kid at christmas time! I can't wait, Yippiee~!!! Take the time today to say you love someone, take the time to do something for yourself. Have faith in your spirit and run with life may you be blessed with the love that I have been given in this life for even a moment. Cherish life and all its corkiness you'll never know what is around the next corner. With love and thankfullness CaRrIe SuE
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