Hey Everybody, I come to you tonight to rant. I read a CDH mother's blog saying that she was thankful for CDH. I know what she meant. I know she was saying that she was thankful for her baby's life. She has met people that she would not have met. I know this but I can not shake it. She did make a remark on her next blog about saying what she said, and I want her to know I am not mad at her . And I am so happy that her baby is doing well (praise be to God) and I know what she meant, but it got me thinking . There are so many things about CDH I am not thankful for - the stress April and I went through for 28 weeks after we found out; not thankful for all the doctor's visits we went to; not thankful for all the time we had to miss work; not thankful for all the time we missed with Nash, family and church when we had to go to CHOP, and to UNC; not thankful for missing time from my home and the number one thing I am not thankful for is not bringing my boy home. Ok I am done, ok things I am thankful for having my boy for three weeks; my wife (love you honey); my stepson (love you Buddie); my family & friends (we would be here all night if I had to list all mine and April's family) so you know who you are and I love all of you, my church, pastor, work, home, dog. By the way I did not want to rant on Seth's blog but April told me I could, that's what its for. Love you Seth, not a day goes by that I don't think about you. Russell Van Dyke SK_proaudio@yahoo.com
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