My Story

Hi! Welcome to our CaringBridge website. We've created it to keep friends and family updated about Anthony's medical journey, to help us remember what Anthony has endured and to show how God has walked with us along the way. Some of the pictures we have posted of Anthony after surgery may be difficult for young children to see, so please use caution as you look through the photo section. We appreciate your continued prayers and hope our updates will allow you to pray for his specific needs. Thank you for visiting!



On the last day of 2002, baby number 3 arrived during a particularly stormy morning in Mobile, Alabama. After a very normal pregnancy, complete with several weeks (or was it months?) of morning sickness and all the other usual pregnancy pleasantries, a scheduled c-section was the means of his arrival. It was a textbook delivery with our new son getting a perfect score on his Apgar test! He was named and whisked off to the hospital nursery while they finished with me in the OR. We were, and still are, thrilled to have added Anthony Patrick to our family, giving our daughters, Samantha and Abby, a baby brother. (Samantha, by the way, had prayed for just that about a year before his birth!)

After an extremely long wait in the recovery room without seeing the baby, we asked a nurse about the delay. She said, "His lungs are a bit wet which is common for a c-section baby. We will bring him to you soon." So we waited. And waited. Finally a nurse came to take us to see him in the nursery. He looked beautiful and when I asked the nurse attending to him how he was doing, she answered, "He is doing well, aside from the heart murmur."

Heart murmur? Obviously she thought we had already heard the news. Unknown to us, our pediatrician heard a heart murmur and immediately had him checked by a pediatric cardiologist who "just happened"* to be in the nursery at the same time Anthony arrived.  *Read: "God ordained." After I had been transferred to my own room the cardiologist entered the room with a drawing in her hand. This was our first moment to learn that whenever a doctor draws a picture of something, there is a problem.

Bicuspid valve. Aortic valve stenosis. Surgery. Atlanta, Birmingham, or New Orleans. Critical. We had a very quick introduction to the world of congenital heart defects during this relatively short meeting in my hospital room. Before I had been worried about the delay in starting breastfeeding; then I found out that breastfeeding him could kill him because of the strain on his heart. Before I had been wondering when I could hold him; then I found out that he was so sick that he would not even be staying in the same hospital with me. Before I thought that open-heart surgery on a newborn would be too risky; then I found out that not doing open-heart surgery on our newborn would result in death. How can so much change so quickly?

The nurses responsible for transferring Anthony to another local hospital took pity on me. The tears in my eyes and the news that I had yet to hold him moved them to break the rules. They removed Anthony from his special covered bed and let me hold him before they transported him. What a joy to feel him in my arms after hours of waiting. His immediate instinct to nurse broke my heart as I had to refuse him. I will never forget that goodbye.

Ray stayed with him. The girls saw him. Then Ray and Anthony were flown to Atlanta, specifically to Egleston Children's Hopsital, connected with Emory University. A few days later the girls and I joined them there. (Thank you to Ray's mom and dad and to my sister for helping us during this time!)

We were now in a place where we were not alone. There were other shell-shocked parents wandering the halls. Other moms wheeled in wheelchairs because they, too, had just had c-sections. There were others pumping milk in the provided room and storing their breast milk in the CICU freezer hoping that someday it would be used. Here we were flooded with new information and experiences. Here we saw beyond the diagnosis. We saw the faces of the children; some of whom had repair surgeries, some of whom had heart transplants, and one on whom last rites had been performed. Here we learned the risks and the potential complications. But, here, we also learned to hope.

The doctors watched Anthony for the first few days. For awhile they paralyzed him to keep him from over-exerting. On the 6th of January they performed a balloon valvuloplasty. They had hoped it would open the stenotic--narrowed--valve. It failed. In fact, his condition worsened.

On January 9th they scheduled a Ross procedure. Little did we know at the time, but the cardiac floor was "abuzz" with the news that the Herman baby was going to have a "Ross." It was not common to perform this procedure on a newborn, but for Anthony this surgery was his only chance of survival. They successfully took out his malformed aortic valve, replaced it with his own pulmonary valve, and replaced his pulmonary valve with a homograft--a cadaver's valve. He started out with one compromised valve and ended up with two, but it saved his life. Ten years earlier there would have been no option for us. God is good!

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Kathleen Herman posted a new journal entry.

9/2: 567,194.9/4: 214,607.9/5: 21,607.9/8: 35,787.9/15: Over 100,000.These are Anthony's CMV results over the past week. As you can see, his levels are continuing to trend ... Read more

Karen Wiley signed Anthony's Guestbook.

I will certainly be praying "with" you for good lab results and a clear plan of treatment so Anthony can get back to school and life as normal. Read more

Kathleen Herman posted a new journal entry.

Surprises.After a week at home, we were back in clinic yesterday for a post-CMV check-up.We received some surprising results:1--Anthony's liver enzymes have risen ... Read more

Kathleen Herman posted a new journal entry.

CMV level is down.White blood cells are up.Going home!! Read more

Kathleen Herman posted a new journal entry.

No discharge today.But not for the reason we expected.In fact, the result of the CMV test isn't even back yet.But the one showing his white blood cell count is.This ... Read more

Kathleen Herman posted a new journal entry.

A quiet weekend.The last couple of days primarily consisted of infusions, meds, and countless hours of Super Mario Bros. Wii.Relaxing, even by non-hospital standards.But ... Read more

Kyla Burke signed Anthony's Guestbook.

I read that Anthony's CMV was dropping so positive progress is hopefully being made. Anthony and you all are in our prayers. May god give the medical team and nursing ... Read more

Kathleen Herman posted a new journal entry.

Anthony's eye exam was normal, and his CMV level has dropped by half since treatment began.Half!Positive progress! Read more

Kathleen Herman posted a new journal entry.

Holding steady.Although Anthony is still fighting intermittent fevers and a few other minor symptoms, so far things are looking pretty good. Teams from both Transplant and ... Read more

Kathleen Herman posted a new journal entry.

Back to Dallas.Late this afternoon, we received a call from our transplant coordinator letting us know that one of Anthony's tests from yesterday came back positive.He has ... Read more

Kathleen Herman posted a new journal entry.

Dallas for the day.Anthony is still sick.After coming home ill from school last Wednesday, Anthony continues to fight symptoms of a stomach bug. None of them have been ... Read more

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