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- your browser may not have loaded the new page. Click here to sign the guestbook. Click here to go back to the main page. Amy, I am so sorry to hear the news about Brian. When I last spoke with him sometime earlier in the spring Iwas amazed by his attitude and humor. I guess I would have expected nothing less from him, as he is one of the best-humored people I have ever known! I really enjoyed meeting you when you and Brian visited Pittsburgh several years ago, you two obviously were very happy with one another. You have both been in my thoughts and prayers since I first heard about this and I will continue to smile whenever I think of Brian. Lisa Phillips <lisap123@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 11:34 PM CDT I just learned the terrible news about Brian from Greg Shiel. Although I am a cousin of Bob's, Brian's Father, we have lost touch over the years. I am truly saddened by the news of Brian's passing. But I am also uplifted by the the incredible spirit and courage he displayed up to the very end. I will be contacting my brothers and we will make a joint contribution to Brian's foundation. Frank Farrell <ffarre5@aol.com> New Bedford, MA USA - Saturday, August 6, 2005 7:50 AM CDT Amy,Tully,Mike,Kristen: I am sorry it has taken me so long to write, and I am not sure why I feel so compelled to tonight. Amy, although we have never met, and guys it's been so long since we have seen or spoken to each other, I just need you to know how much Brian's struggle and passing has touched my life. I had been praying for you all since the day Kip forwarded Brian's original e-mail over a year ago, and the update in May was shocking...the young beat this stuff! Don't they? I have to tell you, that although I never wrote in his final day's, he knew I was praying for him. The morning he died I woke from a deep sleep (3 hours behind in Vegas), sat right out of bed and said "Brian" out loud (thank gosh my husband didn't wake...lol). A few hours later while I was on my way to work, Cory called me to let me know that Brian was at peace...I knew why she was calling as soon as I saw her name on my phone. I don't remember exact times now, but the time of his death according to Cory, matched the hour I woke. He made a point to say goodbye to even me, a long lost friend who could never find the time to reach out other then to pray. I hope you saw my Dad & his wife (Lou & Eileen Martini) at the services, as they represented all the Martini's in celebrating Brian's life, love and friendships. God Bless you Amy,and all of Brian's loved ones in your time of grieving. My prayers are always with all of you! Jennifer Martini Abdinoor <abdinoor@cox.net> Las Vegas , NV - Friday, July 15, 2005 0:35 AM CDT Words cannot express how grateful I am, and I know Brian is, for the many inspiring and comforting words written here on this website. I want everyone to know that days before Brian passed away, I spent time reading him each of your entries. He loved them! We laughed and cried together as we went through them and talked about how lucky we are to have such wonderful friends and family. Your words, kindness, generosity and support have meant so much to Brian, and to myself. As much as Brian has been an inspiration for everyone, you should know that you all have also been an inspiration for us. Thank you. Love Amy Amy Bedell <amy_bedell@hotmail.com> Arlington, VA US - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:40 PM CDT Always have difficulty knowing what are the right words to comfort the bereaved. Found myself relating the hackneyed expression, “He (Brian) put up a good fight!” to Amy. Just want Mike Ryan; Chris Tully, and Kristen Bedell to know how “right” their words were in this venue and at Brian’s funeral. First noticed Chris’ moving, inspirational language here Monday, 5/23. Was amazed that both he and Mike Ryan could be so composed and fluent during the funeral mass or while beautifully eulogizing Brian. Truer friends are hard to imagine! And, Kristen to start us laughing through the tears with her charming childhood reminiscences. Paul Mc Cartney was right to sing, “Maybe I’m Amazed!” Was poignantly clear that Brian was Kristin’s “rock”. Know we all wish for a peaceful death. Also know that these three and so many more friends than I can identify contributed to Brian’s heroic death. Wonderfully obvious that he lives on in all your hearts. Uncle Jack Mc Caugney <Jmccaugney@aol.com> Troy, MI USA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 1:17 PM CDT I'm deeply moved by the tributes. Brian, you will always be our hero and will never be forgotten. Never have I seen such strength, courage and dignity. Bob, Jenny, Amy, Kristin and all who knew and loved Brian - my mind cannot comprehend the depth of pain and grief you are experiencing. My fervant prayers are with you daily asking the Lord to send comfort and calm in the midst of such sorrow. Psalm 34:18 - "The Lord is near to the broken hearted". Lean on Him and on all who are surrounding you with love, tears and compassion. Let them be the earthly angels God is sending to help you heal. I care deeply! Diane Whitsitt <dwhitsitt@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, IN USA - Saturday, May 28, 2005 12:40 AM CDT I barely knew Brian, having only met him a couple times thru Goody & Rhino in Dewey back in the day, but it's amazing, like so many others, how much I have been affected by learning of his story and witnessing the amazing displays of love and friendship on the Wiffle fields last weekend; I regret not being able to stay longer that day, but it's impact on me will still be everlasting. And the stories and memories told by family & friends today were equally as beautiful; his letter to Susan was incredible, as that's exactly how I've been feeling. God does work in mysterious ways, Brian & Paul were clearly gifts to us. Brian and his entire extended family have already made an impact that words cannot describe. I've learned & grown a great deal in just a few short weeks. Keep the faith, thank you and God bless. Pat Barron <prbarron@cox.net> Reston, VA USA - Friday, May 27, 2005 3:42 PM CDT Today's funeral for Brian was so moving beyond words. My heart pours out to Amy and all of Brian's friends and family. The Love and energy today was so strong. Brian has influenced so many people including myself. I was so touched by the letter he had written to the wife whose husband passed away several years ago (the one that Mike read). Eventhough I'm not as close with Brian and Amy as many others are, I feel like my life has changed as well. The courage and love shown makes us all want to be better people. Like Mr. Bedell said, I want to be a better friend, a better sister, a better daughter, a better Aunt, and a better person. I thank you Brian and Amy for being such inspirations to us all. Amy, you and Brian are in my thoughts and prayers. Megan Buckley <meganebuckley@yahoo.com> Arlington, VA - Friday, May 27, 2005 1:38 PM CDT It is with love, inspiration, deep devotion, and sadness, that we bid Brian farewell, at least for this part of his journey. He set an example for all of us to follow, and we will all follow him, at some point in our lives. Amy, and Bedell family members, please know that we will continue to pray for you daily as you mourn the earthly loss of Brian. What a hero! God bless you. Joyce and Mike Davison Joyce and Mike Davison <joyce.davison@fcps.edu> McLean, VA USA - Friday, May 27, 2005 9:37 AM CDT Brian, Thank you so much for everything you have taught me. The lessons learned from your character, commitment, and spirit will be with me for the rest of my life. I appreciate and cherrish all the good times we have had. I will miss you forever. Always, Mark Mark Hottle <mark@socalspine.com> Manhattan Beach, CA USA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 9:22 PM CDT Brian I know you're still checking these messages. I wanted to write and explain why I didn't say goodbye to you on Saturday. Even though I was able to spend a couple of minutes with you Saturday morning I wasn't able to say goodbye to you when you returned that afternoon. Shannon and I had to leave at about two that afternoon because we had to attend our daughter's baptism in Springfield. Brian, my family and I are going to miss you more than you can possibly imagine. We will do whatever is neccesary to help Amy through this time of grief. We feel great pain in in the loss of your presence on earth but feel even greater comfort knowing you've gained presence in heaven. God bless you, Amy, your family and friends. Later Buddy. Ian, Shannon, and Hailey <imarquise@yahoo.com> Bealeton, VA US - Thursday, May 26, 2005 11:18 AM CDT I just read the who is Brian part of his website and to me he was the guy I played basketball with occasionally and was a neighbor for a few summers in Dewey . When i got his 1st email about his diagnosis I was amazed and overwhelmed by his courage . Durring that time my father was diagnosed with lukemia and passed away 9 months later . Reading Brian's updates reminds me of the same positive way my dad battled his illness . It says so much about people who while battling a life threatening illness they seem determined to make everyone around them feel better . Although I can't say we were close friends I am proud to have known Brian . Bill Spiro <billspiro@hotmail.com> Reston, - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 4:24 PM CDT We are so sorry to hear about Brian. A favorite quote of mine that says it perfectly is: "While we are mourning the loss of our friend, others are rejoicing to meet him behind the veil." He was a great guy and will be missed terribly. Billy & G.J. Young <gjhamilton1@aol.com> Ashburn, VA USA - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 4:12 PM CDT Brian, your handling of your illness was an example and inspiration for family, friends, acquaintances and even strangers. The foundation is a tribute, and but one example of, your courage, dignity, grace and strength of character. You touched more people than you could ever realize. Amy and Bedell family & friends, you are in our thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. Bob Hicks and Jeni Smith <niphicks@aol.com> Arlington, Va - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 1:23 PM CDT Brian - You are an inspiration to all. You will never be forgotten and the memory of you will always be in our hearts. Amy & Family - Our thoughts and prayers are with you during this diffult time. May you feel everyone's loving arms around you. Rosita Jain <rkjain03@hotmail.com> Arlington, VA USA - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 8:13 AM CDT We were so sad to hear about Brian this morning. Our daughter and son in law, Jenny & Bob Bedell have kept us up to date on Brians progress through this difficult time. Amy, we were so happy that we got to see you both at Zack's reception in Conn last year. Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you now. He was truly an exceptional young man and touched so many hearts with his courage through this whole ordeal. He was such an inspiration and will live in all our hearts forever. Pink & Duff Miller <pinkduffaz@aol.com> Woodburn, Or USA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 10:02 PM CDT We are so saddend by the news of Brian. Please know that we are so proud to have known Brian. Amy, you and Brian have been such an inspiration to all of us...your courage and unwavering optimism, and the incredible love you've shared with each other, your families and your network of friends. The Wiffle Ball World Series was such a wonderful tribute to Brian. God smiled on Brian and your families on that special day, and He gave everyone the gift of hope. We love you. Eric, Michelle & Will McCann <michellecach@yahoo.com> Leesburg, VA USA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 2:37 PM CDT This weekend's Wiffle Ball World Series was an incredible time for everyone involved including this spectator. Seeing Brian's friends come together to make such a difference and an impact for someone that was so loved was very moving. I heard the news earlier today that Brian got his wings. I cried for the loss of a very special person who will be missed deeply. He has been an inspiration to those of us still fighting the brain tumor battle and hope that we too can make a difference the way you all have with his 2-Young Foundation. Amy and the Bedell family, you all are in our family's thoughts and prayers during this incredibly difficult time. Suzie (Hornak) Schools (Chris, Katie & Kelly, too) <scschools@comcast.net> Glen Allen, VA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 2:07 PM CDT Dear Brian and Amy, Although we have never formally met, we have a mutual friend, Mike Ryan, who I ran into a few months after your diagnosis. I shared with Mike that I was diagnosed with Stage 4 lung cancer about the same time you were diagnosed. I am a non-smoker, relatively healthy person in my early forties with a wonderful wife and three young children. Although our cancers are different, I can relate to some of the experiences you've gone through. I want you to know how much you and your wife have encouraged me and my family through your courage and candor. My children and I keep you and your family in our prayers every night and if I ever forget, Dominick, my seven year old, will remind me gently but firmly, "What about Brian Bedell?" I was hoping to meet you this weekend at the wiffle ball tourney, but I was ony able to stay a short time. We will continue to pray for you. God bless, Joe and Diana Clemente Joe Clemente <clementefam@verizon.net> Haymarket, VA USA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 12:52 AM CDT Brian -- Thank you for showing me how to live with dignity, strength, and courage. You are my brother. I love you. Amy and Bedell Family -- Your grace and composure during these difficult times have been truly inspirational. Thank you. Chris Goodwin <chris.goodwin@bearingpoint.com> Leesburg, VA 20175 - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 11:41 AM CDT The Desautels family has been touched by the outpouring of friendship and gratitude that people have demonstrated for Brian and Amy Bedell. Anyone reading this should peruse the comments in this diary. It is a compliment and a testament to the value Brian placed on life and all it possessed. Comprehending the loss of a young person--especially as young as Brian--may be difficult. However, if the quantity and quality of Brian's friends and relatives says anything--it validates just how important the life of Brian Bedell was...and is. For it's the character of Brian Bedell, his beliefs toward family and friends, his zest to continue on in the face of his illness, and the example he gave us on the art of dying that will resonate with us all as we continue our journey in life. What more can you ask of any one? God Bless you, Brian. Mr. and Mrs. Robert Desautels <bdesautels@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 10:54 AM CDT The most common phrase I have read here is "Brian and Amy, our prayers are with you". God heard your prayers. Brian was able to live long enough to witness the greatest tribute any man could hope to live to see. Your prayers gave Brian the will and the strength to hang on long enough to be there. Thanks to every single person who made Saturday one of the most amazing events with which I have ever been involved. Whether it was Brian's taste in music, or taste in wings (;->), much of my life is patterned after the way Brian lived his. Brian WON his fight. He lived with dignity and served as an example as he earned his place in heaven. God bless the soul of Brian Bedell, and give comfort to his family. Brian was a friend that can never be replaced. Tick, I love you buddy! Chris Tully <dominionsoftball@yahoo.com> Ashburn, VA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 0:18 AM CDT Brian and Amy, This past weekend was amazing! Brian, it was great to see you and Amy. Hope you guys were able to hear Tully and I calling the playoff games! I tried hard to be funny, however, I was severely handicapped by Tully.(He is a simple teacher) Brian, you would have called heat on 60% of the pitches. I think the "Drunk"/ "Recovering Ump" was paid off. Those Jersey guys who won the cup will be stopped next year!! Rest easy knowing that someone in the VA crew will win it back! Please console DR. He has not been taking phone calls since failing to qualify for the Home Run Derby. You, Amy, Libby and your families are in my thoughts and prayers. -Kyle Kyle McGinty <kylemcginty@hotmail.com> Phoenix, AZ USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 11:57 PM CDT Brian, I was reminiscing last night on our times throwing balls to the dogs out front. I always pined for my family in Oregon and you and Amy moved in and you reminded me so much of my brother, it was like have a slice of home right next door. When you and Amy painted prior to moving in, Annie barked at you incessantly. Then on the day you moved, again, she barked at you incessantly. You just smiled and introduced yourself. You didn't know the chaos you were getting into, living next to the Winicki Clan. You were always so happy to see the kids and enjoyed the racket. When Declan, at 10 months, located the car pages from the newspaper and drove them around on the floor, I ran to share it with you, and you were just as excited as I was. When Mags used the bushes like an outhouse, and Libby ate it up, I felt like I was in a bad war movie, yelling in slow motion, "NOOOO BRIAN!" as you said, "give me kisses Libby". Your response, it smells like shit. When I said, through muffled laughter, "it is", you ran in the house and scoured your face. You weren't mad, about the whole incident or the fact that I couldn't stop laughing. Your warmth and quick smile was such a treat to have next door. I am so happy that you both chose Fairlington, and landed next door to us. Heather <h_winicki@yahoo.com> Portland, OR Multnomah - Monday, May 23, 2005 10:45 PM CDT Dear Brian, This message is from the "Cocky Lambos" (Brad Hughes; Bill Johnson; Steve Gatti; and Keith Yates), who were fortunate enough to win this year's World Series. Regardless of the win, we will always remember Saturday for the inspiration, love, and dignity that you and your family bestowed on all who were fortunate to be present. It was an honor to see you and to hear the beautiful words of your father, and others, including your great friend, Mike Ryan. It was Mike who named us the "Cocky Lambos" for some reason, and all of you guys always loved that name. We never wanted to let people's expectations down over the years by showing even a trace of humility! But Saturday it was impossible to even feign cockiness. Your strength, Amy's grace, and the overwhelming love and support of your family and many friends was humbling, and a true testament to the love and friendship you have touched so many people with. May God bless you and your wonderful family, and you will continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Brad; Bill; Steve; and Keith Steven Gatti <steven.gatti@cliffordchance.com> Mclean , VA USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 10:27 PM CDT May the hands of God be upon you now and forever. Brian, we should all hope to live up to the example you have set. I tried for a couple weeks to come up with something "wise" to write here - but, never had the words. I don't know that I have them now - but, I do know this: I've learned that I'll never regret a single moment I spend being frustrated. I'll be eternally thankful every time my 4 year old daughter clings a little too long, I'll be happy with the rediculous mess that my 2 year old boy makes. I'll be blessed with any challenge my Lynn and I will ever face. What better problem can anyone have than to live and try to figure "it all" out? Brian is the 2nd person I know that has "lost" their fight this year. I have a friend that is to me - what Brian has been to so many - a close, close friend for a very long time....a brother. He is in stage 4 right now and we'll lose him this year, as well. Everyone here must do all they can to push the rock up the hill - for Brian and Amy. Jimmy V. had it right..."Now I look at where I am now and I know what I want to do. What I would like to be able to do is spend whatever time I have left and to give, and maybe, some hope to others. Arthur Ashe Foundation is a wonderful thing, and AIDS, the amount of money pouring in for AIDS is not enough, but is significant. But if I told you it's ten times the amount that goes in for cancer research. I also told you that five hundred thousand people will die this year of cancer. I also tell you that one in every four will be afflicted with this disease, and yet somehow, we seem to have put it in a little bit of the background. I want to bring it back on the front table. We need your help. I need your help. We need money for research. It may not save my life. It may save my children's lives. It may save someone you love. And ESPN has been so kind to support me in this endeavor and allow me to announce tonight, that with ESPN's support, which means what? Their money and their dollars and they're helping me-we are starting the Jimmy V Foundation for Cancer Research. And it's motto is "Don't give up, don't ever give up." That's what I'm going to try to do every minute that I have left. I will thank God for the day and the moment I have. If you see me, smile and give me a hug. That's important to me too. But try if you can to support, whether it's AIDS or the cancer foundation, so that someone else might survive, might prosper and might actually be cured of this dreaded disease. I can't thank ESPN enough for allowing this to happen. I'm going to work as hard as I can for cancer research and hopefully, maybe, we'll have some cures and some breakthroughs. I'd like to think, I'm going to fight my brains out to be back here again next year for the Arthur Ashe recipient. I want to give it next year! I know, I gotta go, I gotta go, and I got one last thing and I said it before, and I want to say it again. Cancer can take away all my physical abilities. It cannot touch my mind, it cannot touch my heart and it cannot touch my soul. And those three things are going to carry on forever." Keep pushing the rock up the hill. Rich, Lynn, Riley & Patrick Hayden Rich Hayden <rhayden@hfmcorp.com> South Riding, VA USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 9:57 PM CDT "Jesus Wept" John 11:35 A good Friend <www.goodfriend@aol.com> - Monday, May 23, 2005 9:05 PM CDT Brian & Amy, What an amazing day/event on Saturday! The weather was beautiful, the tournament was incredibly organized, the Hall of Fame was hilarious, the silent auction was great (still hoping I won something with my bids), all of the kid stuff was perfect for the families...But, most of all, the show of support from all of those who love you both so much was overwhelming. Your parents should be so proud to know that the children they raised have impacted so many lives and inspired as many people as you have to join the fight against brain cancer. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Kate (String) Blakey Reston, VA US - Monday, May 23, 2005 3:50 PM CDT Fish.. It was awesome to see you this past weekend. Marcella wishes she could have been there and sends her love. You have given us all so much insight into what defines true courage, mental toughness and the will to fight. Your cracks of "kirby", "yodi", "crowdpleas-a-heir" this past weekend brought so much laughter during these tough times.You have provided an inspiration that will last me, personally, an eternity. Your family is amazing and we are all truly blessed to know you. Stay strong. Keep the faith. We love you. Steve and Marcella Larson <splgi@earthlink.com> San Antonio, TX USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 1:00 PM CDT Dear Brian & Amy, Although you have never met me before, I was privileged to have the opportunity to volunteer this past weekend at the tournament. I am a close friend of Wesley Tuck and she invited me to participate in the event. After having been part of the event this past weekend, I felt compelled to let you know how inspired I was by everything I witnessed on Saturday. I lost a friend, who was only 30, to cancer last year and it impacted me in a way words will never be able to reflect. I found renewed hope and strength this past weekend and I thank you for that. Your family and friends are truly blessed to know such a courageous and loving couple. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Love and blessings, Carrie Dunn Carrie Dunn <carrie.dunn@sas.com> Arlington, VA 22207 - Monday, May 23, 2005 11:11 AM CDT Brian & Amy - We sit here wishing we were at the Tourny today and thinking about what strong people you both are. Your latest news is certainly not what anyone wants to hear but you are still fighting and that's what you MUST do. We've learned alot in the last year - most important, live and love NOW - we always have today. Can't wait to hear how the tournament goes :-) Stay Strong, Lisa & Scott Lisa Burroughs <lisaburroughs1@yahoo.com> Alpharetta, GA - Saturday, May 21, 2005 11:01 AM CDT Hi Brian and Amy! I just read your latest entry while in Scottsdale, AZ visiting Rona, Erik, Aaron, and Otis. You two are unbelievable--the very best. I loved the two pictures. I wish you good luck in your 5/21 fundraiser. Keep searching and trying those alternative therapies. Keep your miraculous fight going. You have touched the hearts of so many with your courage, attitude, love, etc. Hope to see you in June. Love, Eileen (Rona Lige's Mom) Eileen Shorr <eshorr@adelphia.com> Boca Raton, FL USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 7:12 PM CDT Brian and Amy, You are in our thoughts and prayers constantly, and we will always be there for you in any way we can. Brian, you are a daily inspiration to our entire family. We are so sad to be in Arizona at this time and not be there with you. We miss you. Love, Erik, Rona, Aaron and Otis Erik & Rona <ronalige@hotmail.com> Scottsdale, AZ USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 7:03 PM CDT BB Just a quick note to say hello and to tell you that i have been thinking a lot about you and your family lately. my mom has been keeping me up to date on your prognosis. i am so amazed by your determination, however it does not surprise me one bit! please know how fortunate i feel to have you as a friend. i have so many wonderful memories of growing up in vienna, you were such a special part of it. i will be back home in two weeks and if possible would love to visit with you and your family. God Bless You Always, Trish Patricia (Trisha) Gutierrez Carranza <pcarranza@stx.rr.com> laredo, TX USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 6:15 PM CDT Brian & Amy- Your strength, courage, & love for each other is so inspiring. We're sorry that we are unable to be there this weekend but always know that you are in our thoughts and prayers every second of everyday. The two of you are truly amazing & we love you.- Pam & Stu Pam & Stu East <speast01@yahoo.com> Jackson, nj usa - Friday, May 20, 2005 4:59 PM CDT Brian, The definition of a hero is as follows: "Hero": An object of extreme admiration; An illustrious warrior; A man admired for his achievements and noble qualities. The word hero describes you. Whether it be your career, your athletics, your friendships, and now your noble cause...in everything you do...you are a hero. Amy and Brian, you are in my thoughts and prayers. Kim Graves - Friday, May 20, 2005 1:19 PM CDT Hi Brian and Family, God Bless you and your family Brian. I am dissapointed that I have not had a chance to visit with you since the golf weekend in Aiken over year ago. That seems like such a long time ago. I have talked often with your dad to see how you have been and he is always been positive and upbeat. I know from that weekend that you have great nucleous of friends with you so I am comfortable that you have plenty of care and love. I want you to know that you have been and continue to be an inspiration to me and your family. May God give you and your family all his love at this time. Joe Husar <joe@themontage.info> Indianapolis, IN USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 12:32 AM CDT Hi Brian, You might not remember me, but we met each other a long, long time ago...back during my days with your sister Kristin at Stenwood Elementary (I was then known as Cindy Smerdzinski). Over the past few weeks, your story has reached me via email thru so many different people. You have certainly touched many lives! We are looking forward to joining you and your family and friends on Saturday. Cynthia, Eric, Lexi and Jacob Parvin Cynthia Parvin <cynthia@parvski.com> Aldie, VA USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 12:06 AM CDT Brian, I am deeply honored to call you my friend and have always admired your positive energy and spirt. Your "Hollywood" smile has always warmed my heart and soul. You are a great inspiration to anyone facing life's challenges and I can only hope to have half of your courage in life. You and Amy are constantly in my prayers and I know God is taking care of you both now and always. I am very excited to support tomorrow's tournament and look forward to seeing you. Love and prayers, Wesley Wesley Tuck <wesleyjane@cox.net> Herndon, VA USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 10:46 AM CDT Brian and Amy, You remain in our thoughts and prayers and we know you will keep fighting! Unfortunately we won't be able to make it to the tournament this weekend but it sounds like the turnout will be amazing! We will be thinking of you! Claire (Lamoureux) and Craig Erlanger <clairelamoureux@yahoo.com> Arlington, VA US - Thursday, May 19, 2005 8:27 PM CDT Brian, I know of no one who is as admired and respected as you. That's been true since I first got to know you during that car ride to Dewey with Rhino way back in the day. Whatever the group - whether it be the "crew" or a hockey team or a softball team - the respect and affection I and others have for you has always been apparent and so well deserved. You continue to be an inspiration to Melanie and I and we're so proud to call you and Amy friends. We're looking forward to Saturday! Jimmy and Melanie Davis <jrdavis@augmentation.com> Aldie, VA USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 3:31 PM CDT "You'll love Bedell, he's just like us." That was the first introduction I had to you Brian, as Rhino reintroduced us 50 times over the course of the next two years (your 6th and 7th year of college:) The truth is I can only hope to be just like you. The courage and strength you and Amy show every day is beyond admirable. You have always been the type of person that everyone loves to be around and we are so thankful to have you and Amy as friends. Words can't begin to explain how much you mean to us. We love you both and we look forward to a big day on Saturday!! Eric, Michelle and William McCann <egmccann@yahoo.com> Leesburg, VA Loudoun - Thursday, May 19, 2005 2:20 PM CDT Brian and Amy, We are keeping you in our prayers and are excited for this weekend! Stay strong. Love, Cheri and Rob Cheri and Rob Hall <Cherpt@smartneighborhood.net> Leesburg, VA USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 1:07 PM CDT Bedells, We're thinking of you, man. Your strength and positivity are an inspiration to everyone. Your legacy in the fight against brain tumors will help children and their families for generations to come. You are in our prayers. Looking forward to catching up with you on Saturday! Stay strong! Wes and all the Fishers Wes Fisher <wes_fisher@yahoo.com> Arlington, VA USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 11:43 AM CDT Brian and Amy, You are and have been in our thoughts and prayers as you continue to fight this battle! We look forward to seeing you this weekend-you are truly inspirational! God Bless you and your family. Kelli and Ed Nies <kjnesn@yahoo.com> South Riding, VA US - Thursday, May 19, 2005 11:27 AM CDT God Bless you and the entire family. We are all praying for you. Norris Flowers <norrisflowers@charter.net> Saint Charles, MO USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 10:58 AM CDT Best Wishes. Love U man! Mike Stills <stills_m@hotmail.com> Ashburn, VA 20147 - Thursday, May 19, 2005 10:39 AM CDT Brian, Your dad has been keeping us updated and we're so thankful for that. You are a remarkable person who is an inspiration to everyone who knows your story. Your courage in accepting God's plan for you with such grace has touched so many hearts. Carole Moody <cmoody@explorestlouis.com> St. Louis, MO USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 10:10 AM CDT Dear Brian, From the first time I met you, I knew that you were a very special person. I'm looking forward to seeing you on Saturday so I can give you a hard time about our date back in High School! You were a true gentleman(and still are)! Your calm demeanor and sense of humor make you the person you are today. I'm sorry it takes things like this to bring people together, but your incredible friendships speak volumes. I sincerley hope that God gives you the inner strength to help pull you through this difficult time. Whatever happened to your VW anyway? God Bless! Helen (Ailsworth) Bath <HelenABath@aol.com> Oakton, VA USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 10:06 AM CDT Brian and Amy, I am proud to say that I’ve known Brian since the Oakton high school days when things seemed a lot simpler. As we’ve both grown up, I’ve always held Brian in a high regard because of his independence and positive attitude. I’ve always regarded you as someone who had a tremendous internal strength that separated you from everyone else. Whether it was coming to my aid in times of calamity with great advice that balanced my thought process, or telling me the importance of good food (wings and pizza) and drink (beer) – you were always the genuine article. As we approach the big wiffle tournament this Saturday, I’d like you to know that you're in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Again, it’s your strength and unwavering positive focus continue to amaze me. Please know that you are loved by your friends in the crew. If there’s anything at all that I can do to help, please do not hesitate to call on me. Love always – my man! Bob, Mallory, and John Amani <bob_amani@hotmail.com> Oakton, VA USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 7:35 AM CDT Hello Cousin Brian, I've always thought that you have grown into such a wonderful, funny and intelligent young man. I still think of you as a cute little blonde kid playing with Nancy Jean, Jennifer and Greg. I also think of how much your Grandma Bedell ADORED you. God, she loved you and I know she always watched over you and will continue to do so. I cannot even begin to comprehend your courage. My husband Dan, son Patrick and myself look forward to seeing you, Amy and the rest of the Bedell family this weekend. I'm not on any team but I am a really good batter (just ask Greg!) and I'll pound out a few for you!! We continue to pray for you. Love, your cousin Sarah Sarah Shiel Briand <sarah4741@comcast.net> Mattapoisett, MA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 6:16 PM CDT Brian & Amy - COUSINS!!! You are truly an inspiration to anyone that knows you. You are an amazing couple, and I am extremely thankful to have been blessed to have the two of you in my life. It is clear that you have made a difference & I know that you will continue to do so! You are both in my prayers always. Brian, I have admired you since I was a little girl....but, then again, CAN YOU BLAME me?? I don't know if it was your ability to order 4 of everything on the menu at McDonald's (and actually consume it all) OR your ability to rally the rest of the cousins to do whatever you wanted....maybe it's the way you find humor in our childish ways (remember my classic apple face? I think you still had me doing that when I was in High School! I'd rather not recall...) Now that we have matured, I admire you for the man you have become, and the strength, courage & optimism you have shown throughout your battle. I have to agree with my brother in wishing that I had the daily friendship...I too find the comfort in knowing that you have such a remarkable group of friends that love & support you. Amy, you are amazing....thank you for all the unconditional love & support you have shown Brian. I am honored to have such an incredible family member as yourself! Looking forward to seeing you Thursday & throughout the weekend. As I mentioned to Mike Ryan, I am looking forward to witnessing all of the fine athletic ability that will be on the field Saturday. I love you! Cous' Nancy Jean Nancy Shiel <NShiel@aol.com> Weymouth, MA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 4:40 PM CDT Brian: Your courage and determination are an inspiration to us all. I am sorry I will not be there this weekend, but you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong, you are not alone. Ted Pawasarat Chicago, IL - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 4:20 PM CDT Brian and Amy, You guys are in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong. Saturday will be amazing. See ya soon. -Kyle Kyle McGinty <kylemcginty@hotmail.com> Phoenix, AZ USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 3:58 PM CDT Brian, Katie & I are looking forward to seeing you this weekend. We love you & you are in our prayers constantly. I am proud to be your cousin. Love, Joe Joseph Shiel <cupajoe65@hotmail.com> Pittsford, NY - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 3:12 PM CDT Hello Brian, you have no idea who i am and i don't really know you, but your brother-in-law larry, was my roommate in college and as tight as the roommates are, any family member of theirs is a family member of mine. I will be at the wiffle ball benefit on saturday and look forward to the opportunity to meet you, it's not often one get's to meet someone with as much courage and bravery as you. dietrich schwartz <mbschwartz204@comcast.net> doylestown, pa usa - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 2:58 PM CDT Brian and Amy, It's been since Zack and Rich's reception in Connecticut since we've spoken, but I want you to know that you have been in my thoughts every day. In a time when others are supposed to be the strength for you, you have taught us all what it means to be strong. Your persistance in this fight is truly inspirational, and I have the highest level of admiration for the both of you. I love you both, you are constantly in my thoughts. Max Stewart Max Stewart <max_gresh@hotmail.com> New York, NY - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 2:57 PM CDT Brian, Please know our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. A day does not go by that you don't enter our minds. You truely are an inspiration to everyone. Love, Chip and Shea Crutchfield Shea Crutchfield <shea@chipcrutchfield.com> Clemmons, NC USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 2:53 PM CDT Brian and Amy, I wish I had my children's way with words, I have thought of using them as ghost writers. I too, am in awe with all the friends you have, but understand why. As I have already told you, I hold you in a very special place in my heart, and always will. We are so proud of you. See you soon. Love, Uncle Joe and Auntie Nancy and Joe Shiel <nbshiel@aol.com> Centerville, MA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 12:47 AM CDT Brian & Amy, A day doesn't go by when Renee & I don't think about you both. Your bravery, strength, determination and love for one another is an inspiration that we should all learn from. Brian, you are truly are one of the most genuine, heartfelt & sincere people I have ever had the pleasure to know and I consider your presence in my life to be a blessing. I want you to know that have touched lives in more ways then you can possibly imagine and that, my friend, is a flame that will never burn out. Keep fouling off those pitches and never give up #22. Love you both & can't wait to see you Saturday, "Scoops" & Renee Cooney JJ & Renee Cooney <jjcooney9@hotmail.com> Leesburg, VA USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 11:44 AM CDT Brian & Amy, Although I have not been in touch for the past couple of years (living in Florida), you have been in my thoughts and prayers. I have been so impressed by your strength and courage to fight this battle together and with the help of so many friends and family. You have already made such an impact on so many others and will for years to come. Congratulations on all of your accomplishments. Continue to fight and I can't wait to see you this weekend and give you both a big hug!! Love you both!! Alison (Elston) & Keith Arnott <alisonelston@yahoo.com> Fairfax Station, VA USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 11:18 AM CDT Brian- It is obvious that you and Amy have left an impression on so many people that will be carried on forever. I struggle to find the words to express my gratitude to you for giving me an entirely new outlook on life. Your courage, selflessness and spirit are without peer. Thanks for showing all of us how to put things into the proper perspective. Admiringly, Peter Peter Collier <petercollier@comcast.net> - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 10:48 AM CDT Brian, Hang tough my man, you are fighting the good fight and your positive attitude is an inspiration to us all. Remember, the goal in life is to be Diezel, not Weazel. You are definitely in the Diezel camp! Your behavior during your fight makes me grateful and proud to know you and you have been a constant reminder to me to live life to the fullest. Have fun this weekend and please zing Sparky when he strikes out three times if he actually gets the bravery to step to the plate. Matt Crakes <mcrakes@shumwaycapital.com> New York, NY - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 10:30 AM CDT Brian and Amy: I am truly blown away when I look through your guestbook and realize the tremendous impact you have had on so many lives. Mike Ryan has kept me up to date on how you are doing-he is a true friend. I wish I could make it up there for the Wiffleball Tourny-especially since it's at the true Redskins Park ( maybe my dad should move the team back there to rekindle the 'Skins glory days). There will be a lot of sore backs and hammy's after that event. I got a kick out of reading our old Coach Meanna's entry. He must be getting old when he refers to guys like us as true athletes. I just want you to know that my family and I care about you and we lift you up in prayer every day. JD JD Gibbs <jgibbs@jgr18.com> Davidson, NC - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 9:47 AM CDT Dear Brian and Amy, It's taken me a few days to gather my thoughts. I'll write to Amy's hotmail address separately, and hope you're reading that, too. This journal makes for incredible late-night reading (it's 4:50AM). First thought, "Can you imagine what the world would be like if everyone talked to each other the way they do in this journal?" But then I realize not everyone is like the two of you... What an incredible tribute to an incredible pair. Lots of love, and look forward to seeing you tomorrow (Thursday)! Fluffy, Don, and Aidan Jennifer Wyse <wysejs@comcast.net> Nahant, MA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 3:50 AM CDT This is to Brian's friends. I sent my thoughts for him directly to him. I figured I'd use this guestbook to share with you all some more thoughts. From the day I was born, Brian has been one of my best friends, my idol, my favorite cousin. No offense Kristen, you're right there, but you never played catch with me! Some of the best days in my life have been spent with the Bedells(and Byrnes). Who do you think I was with the first time I ever ate a Big Mac? I was in kindergarten, I was with with my mother, Brian, and Gram. Brian ordered a Big Mac (shocker!) and I wanted to be just like him. I remember asking him "why do they all call you Fish?" when we visited him at college. He said "because I drink a lot of water"(?), so I drank water. There was the time Brian had me getting him chocolate eclairs on the sly when he was supposed to be losing weight for some football weigh-in. Sorry Coach Meana, he was starving, I had to feed him. The one thing I wish I had is the experience of the everyday friendship that so many of you are so lucky to have with him. The one thing I do have is the comfort in knowing that Brian has always been surrounded by amazing people. He has some truly great friends, and SO MANY! It means so much to those of us in his family to see the tremendous amount of love and support that you all share for Brian, Amy, and their families. On behalf of his aunt, uncle, and other cousins, I thank you all. Greg Shiel <grshiel@aol.com> Centerville, Ma USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 2:28 AM CDT Dear Brian and Amy Although I have moved away from Va. and many of our friends - please know that you two are in my thoughts everyday. I have learned the true meaning of love and commitment from your amazing bond to each other. I hope someday I will grow up to emulate you both. You are truly an amazing couple and an inspiration to us all. Two of the best people I have ever known. I love you both very much and I can't wait to see you this weekend. Keep up the fight. Always, Mark Mark Hottle <mark@socalspine.com> Manhattan Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 10:57 PM CDT Cousin Brian and Amy...Your tremendous courage continues to inspire all of us. Our thoughts and prayers are with you, your friends, and the rest of our family. With much love, Annellen and Larry Annellen Zalis <nigelz@aol.com> Centerville, MA USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 9:56 PM CDT Brian and Amy- I want you to know that you are and have been in our thoughts and prayers as you have so bravely fought this difficult battle. You have taught us all a lesson about how to live, how to hope, how to be a friend, and how to be there for the ones you love. I have so many great memories of growing up in the same crew with you, Tully, Mike, and Jim - Saturdays at the Inn, Vienna Raider football, Thompson parties, driving late night in the VW convertible, playing any and all kinds of sports - so many memories to cherish. You have always been a great friend to me, and although in recent years family commitments and life in general has prevented us from spending a lot of time together, whenever we did see each other it was as if nothing had changed, and we could always so easily pick up wherever we left off. I have truly been amazed by your strength and inspiration. You will continue to stay in our hearts and prayers, we love you, and we'll see you this weekend! God bless you, Amy, and the entire Bedell family. Love- Dave, Andrea, Jack, Luke, and Anna Dave Thompson <dthompson@cfraonline.com> Potomac Falls, VA USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 9:54 PM CDT Brian, My favorite experience with you and your family was at Kristin & Paul's engagement party in St. Louis - what a blast! I saw firsthand what an incredibly loving and fun family you have been blessed with, and also how fortunate they are to have you. While we were at W&M, Kristin would talk about you all the time - about how much fun you are, how much you mean to her, and what an incredible brother you are. I feel priviledged to know such a caring and brave individual as you, Brian. You will continue to be in our constant thoughts and prayers. We're looking forward to seeing you and the whole Bedell gang on Saturday! Heather Williams Kadel <ehkadel@kadels.ipmail.att.net> McLean, VA USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 9:53 PM CDT Fish and Amy, I wanted to tell you guys again how incredible it was to see you both the weekend before last. I can honestly say I have never personally witnessed the type of strength, dignity, and grace you both have demonstrated throughout this difficult time. Brian, even with the physical challenges your dealing with now, you still have this amazing ability to make me crack up. Your sense of humor and attitude like so many have said is emotionally inspiring and uplifting. Hec Hec Hector Izquierdo <hecjr2@msn.com> Fort Lauderdale, FL USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 7:39 PM CDT Dear Brian, I have not seen you in several years (we shared many crazy happy hours at the old Ha' Penny Lion!), but have been following your fight thru your journal entries and thru Mike. I think about you often and have been so inspired and awed by your strength, courage and determination through all of this. You and your family are in my prayers. Jill Quaid Randles <jrandles6@comcast.net> Arlington, VA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 6:44 PM CDT Amy and Brian~ KEEP UP THE FIGHT! I wanted to simply write you a note to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. As I look back on the past couple of years, I am reminded of that one constant figure that was present in all of our lives- the two of you! Before others found their love together or became friends, there you two were, welcoming all of us into your circle of friends and into your life. You made me smile then and continue to do so today. You are both an inspiration to all of us and your faith and courage is infectious to all who know you. WE LOVE YOU and am looking forward to seeing you this Saturday! Missy Ashbaugh <Missy_Ashbaugh@yahoo.com> Arlington, VA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 5:28 PM CDT Brian and Amy, Reading all these hearfelt notes from family, friends, and from people who have not even met you, is a true testament to the life you live, and your legacy that will live on. God has truly used you in an amazing way, and you have touched the lives of more people and brought more people together -than you will ever know. My thoughts and prayers are with both of you, and all your family and friends. See you on Saturday! With respect and admiration, your friend, Pat Mancuso Pat Mancuso <pat.mancuso@wellsfargo.com> Sterling, VA USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 5:10 PM CDT Brian and Amy, Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. What a wonderful group of family and friends you have to support you. Alison Burk Shipman <a.b.shipman@att.net> - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 4:58 PM CDT Dear Brian, I have sent this a couple times but I do not think it went to the guestbook, so I will try again. Phil and I met you when you were a student at IU and again here in INDY, but it has been several years ago. We are friends of your DAD and JENNY and love being with them. They tell many stories of you growing up and with your sister too. What a wonderful family and group of close friends you have, and what a blessing that is. We have followed you in your journey with this terrible cancer and have been praying each day for a cure, better treatments, more research, and any help possible. At the same time, you have such a wonderful web site and many ways to raise money and give back to help others. What an accomplishment for you all. We will continue to pray and keep you in our thoughts each day. Continue to lean on those fantastic family members and know you are loved and cared for. LOVE to you all, CAROLE AND PHIL ERLANDSON PHLIP and CAROLE ERLANDSON <carole.erlandson@wayne.k12.in.us> INDPLS, IN USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 2:03 PM CDT Brian & Amy... Although Cacky and I have never met you, we feel as if we've known you for the past few years. We have the privelege of knowing your Dad and Jenny...and thru them the privelege of knowing you. You both are an inspiration to many people such as ourselves who you do not know or probably have never met. But just "sharing time" with your Indianapolis family has made us aware of what faith and courage are all about. Keep up the good fight as our prayers are with you. Ken & Cacky Handley <handleyk@aol.com> Indianapolis, In - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 1:31 PM CDT Brian, Amy, and the entire Bedell family, As I read this message, I am reminded of an e-mail I received from Brian when I was at a pretty low point in my life. It brought me such incredible comfort, so I sit here grasping for something remotely close to what he offered me, and I know it won't even come close. I can only remind him that I am truly honored to know him and be on board to fight this battle beside him. I look forward to seeing everyone on Saturday and showing the families of Brian and Amy that we will do whatever is necessary to support them both!! I've also asked Paul to buy the big guy a Guinness and call it even... All our love, Susan and Finn McCarty Susan McCarty <susan.mccarty2@verizon.net> South Riding, VA USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 1:29 PM CDT Fish, you and Amy are in our prayers. Libby's starting to talk, so she's helping out too. Your spirit is an inspiration. I'm looking forward to seeing you, your friends and your family this weekend. Schnob, Jenny, Libby & Lucy. Bob Shannon <rshannon@hinshawlaw.com> Chicago, IL Cook - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 1:01 PM CDT Brian, Amy, and the Bedell family, Whatever I say here cannot express how I feel. Brian, you know you are one of my best friends. Memories of growing up together have been in my thoughts a lot these last couple of days. The boy I knew has grown into a man and someone I look up to. You and Amy are an inspiration. Your strength and courage during this time has been amazing but not surprising. My family and I support you and love you. We can’t wait to see you this weekend!! Love, Jim, Anjali, Maddie and Maya Jim Thompson <jatpsc90@msn.com> - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 12:36 AM CDT Brian, You can learn a lot about someone in the heat of competition. You are one of the most competitive, courageous, and strong individuals I have met. You have not only shown these traits on the basketball court, where most of our interaction has taken place. But more so in your most competitive fight. You are an inspiration to us all! You are in our thoughts and prayers. Billy and G.J. Young <wyoung@input.com> Ashburn, VA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 12:17 AM CDT Brian & Amy, I just wanted to let you guys know we are thinking about you. Your strength is certainly an inspiration to all of us. We will continue to pray for both of you and your families. Love, Beth & Ian MacPhail Beth MacPhail <bmacphail@speakeasy.net> Aleaxandria, VA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 11:44 AM CDT Brian and Amy - You two are the strongest people I know and not a day goes by that you aren't in my thoughts and prayers. I miss you both and will continue to keep you in my prayers. Larlyn <lljennings@lfjennings.com> Arlington, VA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 11:26 AM CDT Brian, Amy and Libby, I am glad to be a part of your family, even though I'm still a Tong in Training for the next 115 days. You two define family and friendship. Larry and I are learning a lot from you about support, caring, love and what's important. I can only hope that our marriage is as wonderful as yours. And that our yellow lab will be as fabulous as Libby, with fantastic ears. We're looking forward to the event on Saturday. (Of course I'm happy to dog sit at the park for the day if you need someone.) There are lots of prayers for you and your family, you're at the top of the McKay family prayer list! We think about you all the time. I love you! Love, Karen Karen McKay (Tong in Training) <kkmckay812@yahoo.com> Baltimore, MD USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 10:46 AM CDT Brian and Amy - While it's been many years since I have seen both of you, I wanted to let you know that I have recently been updated with the news of your illness. While I no longer live in the Northern Virginia area, and won't be able to attend the Wiffle Ball event this coming Saturday, I will be thinking of you both and your families, and have you in my prayers. Please continue to stay strong, I will be sending you my best from up north. Warm regards, Colleen Colleen Morris <cnmorris2003@yahoo.com> New York, NY - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 10:44 AM CDT Fish and Amy, I am saddened with the latest news. You are on my mind everyday. You are an inspiration to our family. Henry, Murphy and Casey ask about you daily and they hope you are feeling better. You are a perfect role model for us all. You've come a long way from IU when you where a perfect role model for a late night BK run. I miss you and will be thinking of you. Dana Hughes <cdhuz@sbcglobal.net> Highland Park, IL 60035 - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 9:39 AM CDT Brian, they say everything happens for a reason and something good comes out of everything - I believe you have taught many people how precious life is, how important family and friends are, how to care and how to share. Thank you for sharing your life with us and for making this a better world. God Bless you! Susan Garman <susangarman@msn.com> McLean, VA USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 9:21 AM CDT Brian and Amy, I just spoke with Rhino last week and he updated me on your recent news. A day does not go by without me and my family saying a prayer for you Brian. I am so inspired by your strength and positive outlook through this incredibly challenging time. My heart goes out to you Brian, please let me know if there is anything I can do to help you and your family. Jeff Jeff Souders <jeff.souders@oracle.com> Fairfax, Va USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 9:02 AM CDT Heavy B and Amy, I know Jenn and I are saddened by the recent news and if there is anything either one of you need please let us know. Personally Brian, I don’t know that I’ve ever seen anybody as brave and determined as you. It’s been truly amazing to watch you fight every day and not back down. It’s also been amazing to see so many people, some friends and some strangers, open their hearts to help you and Amy. I think this speaks to the caliber of person you are and how much you inspire people. I can’t wait for the fundraiser to see you and Amy and to see all your friends share their love for you. Best wishes, Silent and Jenn Michael DiOnne <osu17d@yahoo.com> Reston, VA USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 7:52 AM CDT Brian and Amy I've been keeping up with your condition, Brian, through your journal entries and I'm disheartened by the latest news. Please know that I'm thinking of you both and that I'm inspired by your strength and courage. Gina Cappello <ginamcap@yahoo.com> Alexandria, VA USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 7:43 AM CDT Brian and Amy, I talked to Mike on the phone yesterday and my heart was broken when I heard the recent medical update. You have provided an inspiration to myself and others with your courageous fight against this brain cancer. I am doing everything I can to make all of our classmates from Oakton and my other friends aware of your fight and the continuing fight to find a cure. I cant wait to see you on Saturday and spend some time catching up. I love you bro!!! You and Amy are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. God Bless and I will see you real soon!! Kip Wilkowski <jbravof16@yahoo.com> Colorado Springs, CO 80922 - Monday, May 16, 2005 10:53 PM CDT Bedell's, I was saddened as TedZilla told me about your recent update. I am so looking forward to this weekend and the celebration of the wonderful foundation. You are a "guys' guy." You always made me feel welcome and one of the guys everytime I visited Ted. I feel so fortunate to have met you through our common bond as one of Ted's roommates. As you know, the wiffle tourneys are never about the games but the deep friendship I see (and now courage) that's always present. I say a prayer every morning...can't wait to see you! J.P. J.P. Michaud <drjpmich@aol.com> Dunbarton, NH usa - Monday, May 16, 2005 9:49 PM CDT Brian, As I sit here and read your latest entry into your journal, I am devistated by the recent news from the MD's. I have kept abreast of your situation. I have kept you, Amy and your entire family in my prayers. I have been inspired by your strentgh and courage through it all. I especially am inspired by your quote of "I will not utter the words 'why me?', but rather prefer 'why not me?'" That goes to show what an incredible person you are. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Fish, Remember as the hospice nurse comes to your house, you better hope they are not an ugly, hairy nurse like me. Stay strong brother, Ron, Jenny, and Joshua Kraus Ron Kraus <rkraus@phihelico.com> Fishers, IN USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:56 PM CDT Brian and Amy Our thoughts and prayers are with you. We think of you often and wish you both the best in these terrible times. Katie Beres Sullivan <Katiesullivan@starpower.net> Falls Church, Va - Monday, May 16, 2005 5:30 PM CDT Though I have not had the opportunity to meet you, I have come to know you through our mutual friend, Wesley. I find your website and its intentions quite moving; serving as a far reaching inspiration to anyone fortunate enough to see it. Unfortunately I will not be able to meet you on 5/21, but know that I send you my best and will keep you in my prayers. Best, Mike Iacavone <miacavone@hotmail.com> Chevy Chase, MD US - Monday, May 16, 2005 4:40 PM CDT Brian, As I think about you and your situation I am brought back to when you, Chris, Mike and Jim were just a bunch of punk kids. It amazes me to see how you have grown in to a man who has truly earned the respect and admiration of his friends and family. We have watched you face the toughest stuff life can throw at a person, and you continue to come through with flying colors. Brian, we believe in you. We love you. Keep fighting. You will continue to win. Amy, Your strength has been an inspiration to everyone around you. It warms our hearts to know that Brian has you standing by his side. Please know that we are all standing beside you to support you. Bob and Mary, You must be looking at your son with an incredible sense of pride. He is a man among men. He is a friend to many, a fantastic husband and a beautiful person. As new parents, my wife and I could not believe we could love a child as much as we do. While our hearts ache for you at this challenging time, we know how much you have and will continue to enjoy your time with your son. Kristin, please know that the Tully family will always be here for you whenever you need us. All our love and prayers, Ken & Lisa Tully Ken & Lisa Tully <tullyrealtor@cox.net> Fairfax, VA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 4:32 PM CDT Dear Brian and Amy, I am sorry to hear the latest news, but I am not surprised to know that you are still hopeful and remaining positive. Your attitude and outlook leave me in awe of you both. You have been in my thoughts and prayers, especially these last few days. I have been reading all of the entries from so many people that love you Brian. That says so much of the kind of person you are. I really admire you. I will continue to pray for you both. Love, Kathy(Gibbs)Majeski Kathy (Gibbs) Majeski <kathymajeski@yahoo.com> South Riding, VA - Monday, May 16, 2005 4:24 PM CDT Brian and Amy, Your strength and courage throughout this trial has been awe-inspiring to say the least. Throughout this storm, you both have been so solid and positive, almost as if to be protecting everyone around you from your pain. Brian, I should have known, you have been this way since I met you. Throughout our amateur hockey, softball and wiffle careers, you have been a constant. A loyal, unselfish friend always there to back up a teammate who may have antagonized the opponent a bit over the edge (I remember too many of these occasions ;D). We are all here for you now Brian and Amy. This weekend’s NVWWS will show the two of you the level of commitment we all have to you and your battle. It will be a great event that will celebrate the courageousness and the selflessness the two of you have shown us. Please be strong Brian and Amy, and know that your efforts have made a huge impact on everyone. As you continue your battle, please know that both of you are in our thoughts and prayers. Your friends, Marc and Kelly Zapf Marc and Kelly Zapf <marcz88@hotmail.com> Stone Ridge, VA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 4:09 PM CDT Brian, I don't think we have met, (although it is quite possible at some party here or there!), but Holly (my cousin) and Mike Henderson talk about you all the time and keep our family updated on your progress. I am sorry to hear about the latest setback and just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. It is clear from the many entries in your journal that you have a very strong spirit and are quite an inspiration to others. God bless you! Cathy Puskar <cpuskar@arl.thelandlawyers.com> Alexandria, VA - Monday, May 16, 2005 4:02 PM CDT Brian, The tremendous amount of support that you have from your friends speaks very highly of the type of person that you are. You are a inspiration to us all. My family and I really appreciated all your encouraging words and frequent visits while Scott was in the hospital. We will continue to think positive for you and your family. Thanks for being such a wonderful person. Kim(cousin)& Jerry O'Brien Kim O'Brien <kjobrien99@verizon.net> Potomac Falls, VA - Monday, May 16, 2005 3:15 PM CDT BB...my heart just breaks as I read the latest and I am in such awe by your strength and your courage but not in the least bit surprised. You are an amazing human being. Being the little old lady that I am I want to tell you how proud I am of you and how you two have handled this cruel blow. Your inspiration inspires me and I promise you I will not complain one more time about how much my stupid knee hurts. I love you, BB and you and Amy will always be in my prayers and even though I have not seen you in a while I will never forget you standing in my kitchen with that million dollar smile on your face. God Bless You and Amy. Mr. G sends his best. Fondly, Rosie K. Gutierrez <IAPrez@cox.net> Vienna, VA - Monday, May 16, 2005 3:10 PM CDT Brian and Amy, Just wanted to let you both know that you are our thoughts. From one teacher to another, Amy, your strength and love should serve as an example to today and tomorrow's youth. Work, you have given me inspiration both on and off the basketball court. Your strength and perserverance are an example to us all. Your keen since of humor always brings a smile. "What is going on?" "You have got to be kidding me," "Luck, what was that?" :) Always the true competitor in life and sports, whether it's at a pickup game at Borge or Thoreau or Poe, or winters and summers with the Badgers. I'll never forget when you nicknamed me "Matchlight," because whoever I'm guarding always "lights me up!" :) Sorry to say my defense hasn't improved much since then and probably never will. Looking forward to bringing the kids out to the fundraiser on Saturday. We will see you there! We all love you very much and are so proud you are a part of our lives. Keep "shooting" #22! The Luck Family: Admiral, Chris, Jimmy, Dimitri, Ryan, and Kelly plus the Badgers: Cliff Borge, Big Hurt, Elway, Ripken, Big Country, Kevin, Coogliotta, Cyianara, Stockton, McGwire, Joe Asian, Ben, Tim, Bobby Inthavong, Kukok, Big Matt, Bobby, Ben Luck, Dave, Doleac, Blake, Ralph... Matthew Luck <papa_luck@hotmail.com> Springfield, VA 22151 - Monday, May 16, 2005 2:40 PM CDT Brian, I just wanted you to know that I've been thinking and praying about you everyday. When Paul McCarty passed away, you wrote an incredible note to Susan that meant so much to her. I've kept a copy of it because it said exactly how so many of us felt. You put into words how we needed to live each day to the fullest and take nothing for granted. How true that is and how eloquently you put it. The small things in life seem so insignificant when faced with challenges such as yours. Your humilty and bravery in dealing with this monster is extraordinary. Only you could say "Why not me?" I am sure that your foundation will benefit many people in the near future. Amy, while I haven't really gotten to know you, You too are in my prayers and thoughts. I would like just another weekend at that fabulous house in Dewey Beach from which I have so many fantastic memories. Another round of wiffle ball and late night Wings would really be great. I hope to see you this weekend. Know that I think about you often. Fondly, Dee Dee Dee Dee Cofiell <deedee_cofiell@Yahoo.com> Malvern, PA US - Monday, May 16, 2005 2:16 PM CDT Brian, You were put on this earth by the grace of god. You have made so many positive contributions to the lives of family, friends and other people around you. God has chosen you because you are one of a very few that have the inner strength and faith to overcome an obstacle of this magnitude. The Lord Jesus and the blessed St. Anthony are in your corner. I hope to see you this weekend. We continue to pray for you. - The Davis' Remote LAN Davis <r_t_davis@hotmail.com> Wheaton, MD US - Monday, May 16, 2005 1:31 PM CDT Hi Brian! Just want you to know you are in our constant thoughts and prayers here in St. Louis. El and Mary Grace asked if they could pray for you at school today. We feel very blessed to know you and Amy and are thankful for what you have taught us and continue to teach us each day. Your sister is a very bright light in our lives and knowing her family has made us better people. Hang in there Brian. We are with you in spirit. We are in awe of your strength and dignity. Lots of love from St. Louis, Kurt, Clare and the girls Kurt and Mary Clare Darland <darlandfamily@sbcglobal.net> Glendale, MO USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 1:23 PM CDT Fish and Amy: The most amazing entry so far on this website is from Mark Meana, your head coach for the 150lb Vienna Raiders. I didn't know you played in 2nd grade!! See you Saturday. Love, Freddy FF <freddieluvsbeer@yahoo.com> libertyville, il - Monday, May 16, 2005 1:18 PM CDT Brian & Amy, Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you both. We admire your strength & courage. Stay strong! Love, Sarah & Jim Rogers Sarah Rogers <sarahrogers@optonline.net> LLoyd Harbor, NY USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 1:06 PM CDT Brian & Amy, You are an amazing team that have and will always make this world a better place. You touch everyone you meet in ways that words cannot express. Simply put, you are goodness and we are honored to be your friends. You are in our thoughts, our prayers and our hearts always. Love, Matthew and Valarie Matthew & Valarie Warburton <v.warburton@earthlink.net> Alexandria, VA 22311 - Monday, May 16, 2005 12:56 AM CDT Hi Brian and Amy, I attended high school with your sister Kristen. I just want you to know that you truly are inspiration to us all. Our prayers are with you. Dave,Carey,Kailey and Sarah Jagels Dave Jagels <david.jagels@fcps.edu> Chantilly, VA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 12:49 AM CDT Brian & Amy - We were so sad to hear about your condition getting worse. We know your Dad & Jenny, Paul & Kristin and the boys are with you there now. Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you every day. The strength and courage you've both shown through this has been nothing short of inspiring to us all. God bless you...and lots of love. Zack & Rich Zack & Rich Miller-Murphy <zmiller@loews.com> New York, NY US - Monday, May 16, 2005 12:33 AM CDT Brian and Amy, I recently met you at Karen and Larry’s engagement party. I am so glad I had a chance to talk with the two of you. Your courage and positive outlook are exceptional. You are an amazing couple and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Jaimie Matthias Wilmington, DE USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 12:06 AM CDT Brian and Amy, you both are wonderful friends, inpirations and heroes of mine and as you can see many others. There is definitely something special about both of you... to possess the unwaivering love and loyalty of all those lives you have touched in one way or the other. Just know your friends and family will always be here for you both. "Three Men and a Raby" will be making a strong showing this Saturday, we are unfortunately down one Lance Parker but up one Ian. As always, I'll be bringing my batting heat, which is about as reliable as the "Rythmm Method". "Bobbles" Amani, Dr. Poolio and Skateboarding thrashing legend Ian Marquise will be carrying my tad dusty Wiffle game. See you soon! Tom Tom Raby <thomas_raby@freddiemac.com> Vienna, VA - Monday, May 16, 2005 12:02 AM CDT Brian & Amy, Your courage and grace are an inspiration to all of us who have the good fortune of being your friends. You are both very much in our thoughts and prayers. Jodi & Keith Yates - Monday, May 16, 2005 11:21 AM CDT Brian and Amy, We are thinking about you everyday, and wishing for the best. My 3 older kids remember you from softball, and are constantly asking me how you are doing. They have a classmate at school who has cancer and are praying for both of you. "Dad how is your coach from the Black Sox doing?" is a common question from my kids. They were able to see you at the Ticks game in Vienna a few weeks ago, and thought you looked great. Hang in there, and we will continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Big Cat and the rest of the Koshuta Family <jkosh77@aol.com> Vienna, VA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 11:01 AM CDT Brian & Amy, You have been and continue to be an inspiration and source of strength to anyone you touch. It is impossible to understand how or why some people in this world are given the challenges such as what you have had to face. It is very apparent from reading your guestbook, however, that you both have made a difference in so many lives--family, friends, co-workers, etc. You should know that this makes you both exceptional. And, we can only hope that knowing this brings you some peace during this difficult time. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Kate & Lew Blakey Reston, VA US - Monday, May 16, 2005 10:43 AM CDT Brian, It's been probably 10 years since we have seen each other but when Bob Shannon told me what you were going through, I was shocked. After seeing how you and your wife have tackled this disease head on the shock went away and you have become an inspiration for me to always stay positive and never give up. Your strength and courage is amazing. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers daily, and I hope that your recent bad news will turn around. Jeff Reichenbach <jeff @chicagomtg.com> Chicago, Il - Monday, May 16, 2005 10:24 AM CDT Brian and Amy, You are such an inspiration to us all and are constantly in our thoughts and prayers. Keep up the positive outlook! Brad and Colleen Hughes Falls Church, VA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 10:15 AM CDT Brian and Amy, From all your loved ones, thank you for being an amazing inspiration. Your tremendous and unwavering courage, along with the positive spirit you project, has had an unparalleled impact on your entire support group. It is an honor to know marvelous, selfless people like you. Thank you for taking the time during this challenge to think of others by creating a foundation that will achieve great things. Your friendship to me, for over a decade now, has meant more that I can express in words. I’ve had many wonderful times in your presence. All of the golf, basketball and social events are vivid memories I will cherish always – and I want to thank you for that. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I look forward to seeing you both this weekend! Jason Norfolk <jnorfolk@yahoo.com> Arlington , VA - Monday, May 16, 2005 9:59 AM CDT Brian and Amy, Your love and courage in the face of adversity continues to inspire in ways that are hard to describe with words. You continue to be in our personal prayers and in the prayers of our church here in NY. We hope you continue to find peace and faith in the love of God, your family, and your many friends. Jim and Shannon Moyer and family <shanjim1@msn.com> Hopewell Junction, NY USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 9:49 AM CDT You guys are such an inspiration to everyone around you. We admire your strength, courage & positive attitude. It's a lesson to us all. I always laugh when I think about some of the Dewey stories. One in particular (among the many others) is when we had the 1st Swedes St. Pontoon outing when "Bedell" island was discovered :) Our thoughts and prayers are with you always. Looking forward to seeing you guys on Saturday. Love, Kim, Norm & Mason Corkhill <kimcyrus@hotmail.com> Vienna, VA US - Monday, May 16, 2005 9:43 AM CDT Brian & Amy: I was leaving a hockey game the other night when I first heard the latest update. I couldn't help but think about what a great team-mate you had been on the bulldogs and how much you inspired all of us who had only known you such a short time (since we started playing together). My family prays for you and yours every day and we will continue to pray for God's healing and comforting touch as you continue in your fight. Peace - Mark Voorheis and Family Mark Voorheis <mvo@mindspring.com> Oakton, VA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 9:02 AM CDT Brian & Amy, We so admire your strength, courage, and positive spirit. You are such an inspiration and have deeply touched our hearts. We love you guys and are so proud of you. You are continuously in our thoughts and prayers. We look forward to Saturday! Love, Jenny, D.R., & Nicholas Carlson <palmer_jen@yahoo.com> Reston, VA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:59 AM CDT Fisherman and Amy, We are praying for you everyday and are looking forward to seeing you this weekend. Just remember, your impact on others has and continues to be amazing - whenever I come in contact with other friends and brothers from IU, you are always at top of their minds too. It just goes to show that you both continue to be an inspiration to us all! Love, Sean and Joanne Biagini Sean Biagini <biaginism@yahoo.com> Chicago, IL USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:52 AM CDT Brian, you continue to be in my prayers each and every day. Look forward to seeing you this Saturday at the tournament. John John Sandidge <SandidgeJ@aol.com> Reston, VA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:47 AM CDT Dear Brian and Amy, Words cannot express how sorry we are to hear the latest news from Duke. Please know that you never leave our thoughts and prayers. We love you guys!!!!! Freddie and Wilma <knelson10@yahoo.com> Libertyville, IL - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:45 AM CDT Brian, It has been quite some time (probably 10 years) since we last spoke. I have stayed abreast of your situation through the "Jacuzzi" (E Ross Adair)and you have certainly been in my family's prayers. I am extremely sorry to hear about your current diagnosis but I am sure you are continuing to fight. Brian, during my time at IU I met many people through Kappa Sigma, some I have stayed very close too, others I haven't. Brian, I can honestly say that you were one of those individuals that influenced my decision to join a fraternity. I never thought of myself as a "Fraternity-type", but after meeting many of the brothers and spending time with you and Zeke, our Pledge-class "trainers" (or whatever you were called), I realized that this was a house full of normal, down-to-earth guys. You were the epitome of that guy. Reading all of these entries from friends and family members who have been touched by you at some point in their lives only reinforces my memories of you at IU. Although we were never very close, I always admired your easy-going personality. In fact, we all know you are a closet "RugRat." Keep fighting Brian, it looks and sounds like you have tremendous support from family and friends. You are in my prayers and will continue to be. Steve Shank <sos@cannon4.com> Indianapolis, IN USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:33 AM CDT Brian & Amy- My thoughts are with you always and I am blown away by your courage and strength... You are just my favorite person Brian, and always will be. With Amy smiling by your side, its no wonder you remain positive.... I look forward to seeing you both on Saturday! Wendy Daughtrey <wdaughtrey@tnsi.com> Leesburg, VA - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:29 AM CDT Dear Brian and Amy, Your witness to hope and to courage has literally changed lives. I've followed your progress and, sadly at times, lack of progress over the past year. You're a true champion, and you've more heart than I could ever hope to have. There's a Benjamin Disraeli quote that I have reflected on during your illness. It seems to capture your spirit and your attitude: "Life is too short to be little. Man is never so manly as when he feels deeply, acts boldly, and expresses himself with frankness and with fervor." That's you, Brian Bedell. We love and admire you. See you on the 21st! With warmest thoughts and prayers, Tim Terry <tterry@norfolkacademy.org> Norfolk, VA - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:24 AM CDT Brian and Amy - You two are my favorite people in the world! You have a timeless love for each other that radiates around you and makes the world a better place. From our early days together at Dewey, to camping trips, to nights out in Arlington, to our fun Mexican dinners at Duke - all of these memories make me smile and remind me that the greatest gifts in the world are wonderful friends like you. I'm moving back to DC this week and will be there on Saturday!! I wouldn't miss it! You are in my thoughts and prayers! - Erica Erica Neubert <ericaneubert@yahoo.com> Durham, NC - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:13 AM CDT AS A COACH AND FRIEND, IT GIVES ME A TREMENDOUS AMOUNT OF PRIDE AND PURPOSE TO SEE FRIENDS THAT HAVE GROWN UP TOGETHER, STAY TOGETHER, WORKING THROUGH THE MANY CHALLENGES OF LIFE...THE GOOD AND BAD ONES. HELPING EACH OTHER CLIMB THE OBSTACLES THAT FACE EACH ONE OF US IS WHAT "REAL" FRIENDS DO. I FEEL PRIVILEGED TO HAVE COACHED SUCH A TREMENDOUS ATHLETE, BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY, TO KNOW YOU AS A PERSON AND TO CALL YOU A FRIEND! WATCHING THE ENTIRE OLD "RAIDER" TEAM (AT LEAST THE CORE PLAYERS)IN ACTION, SUPPORTING THIS EVENT AND THEIR FRIEND, IS WHY I HAVE DEDICATED MY LIFE WITH YOUTH SPORTS. MEETING PEOPLE THAT PLAY FOR YOU AND GO ON TO BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE GIVES ME THE MOTIVATION TO CONTINUE ON. BRIAN, THE MOTIVATION TO CONTINUE ON IS A VERY POWERFUL TOOL, REGARDLESS OF THE CIRCUMSTANCES, AND WITH YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS BEHIND YOU, AND YOUR WIFE NEXT TO YOU, GREAT OUTCOMES WILL HAPPEN! I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO TALKING WITH YOU THIS WEEKEND AND WE MIGHT EVEN HAVE A GUEST APPEARANCE BY COACH LYNN WEAVER! SEE YOU THIS WEEKEND. SINCERELY, MARK MEANA- HEAD COACH- 150LB VIENNA RAIDERS MARK MEANA <MMEANA@AMTRAK.COM> VIENNA, VA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:11 AM CDT Brian and Amy-I'm very sorry about the latest turn of events. You guys are a daily inspiration for me. Please stay positive and I look forward to Saturday's event. Until then I will continue to keep you in my prayers. Rich Kim <rkim@lexmark.com> Arlington, VA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:11 AM CDT Brian & Amy - You have shown us a way to live with courage and dignity - so much that we have all learned more about ourselves through you. You have given us a new standard and have inspired our lives. With your current note, you offer even more to US when you are at your time of greatest need. Thank you for your example. Much love, Greg, Barbara, Anna, Jack & Grace Adgate <gregadgate@aol.com> Leesburg, VA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:11 AM CDT Brian and Amy- We were so sorry to hear of your recent news from Duke...you both continue to be in our thoughts and prayers throughout each and every day. Fish, I respect and admire you very much and am looking forward to seeing you this weekend. Although I may have questioned your strength back in your IU push-up days, I can now say you are one of the strongest guys I know. Keep the faith and your positive attitude! Love, Tom and Annette Tom Zera <tpzera@yahoo.com> - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:09 AM CDT Brian and Amy, after hearing such disappointing news, I have to remember that you are one of the stongest, bravest, postive men I've ever had the pleasure to know. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. You two have a very strong support group...we've got to have some pull! I'm sorry that I won't be at the tournament this weekend, as I have a family wedding in Minnesota. But I'll be thinking of you and can't wait to hear how it goes! Hugs and kisses to you both! Love Evelyn Evelyn Brown <evelynbro@msn.com> Potomac Falls, VA 20165 - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:05 AM CDT Brian, I have only met you once, but had a great time playing cards with you at Tull's. I have heard more than my fair share of your past stories with the Tull and the rest of your gang, and its always entertaining. I feel very priveledged to help an organization such as this as well as to be able to play in such as event. I wish the best to you and your family and hope to be able to be a part of this fantastic opportunity for a very long time. You are a great man and you have a wonderful family and that is something to truly be proud of. JJ Totaro <jtotaro@loudoun.gov> Ashburn , VA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:04 AM CDT Brian and Amy. I'm so sorry to hear about the latest sad news you received the Doctors last week. My heart and prayers are with both of you. You both are such an inspiration to everyone in your lives with your unwavering courage, spirit and love. It was good to see you both the other week at Silver Diner and I will certainly see you on Saturday at the park. Steffany Davis <SteffDavis@yahoo.com> Arlington, VA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:02 AM CDT Brian - you are truly an inspiration to everyone around you! Please know that I've been thinking of you so much, and remember a little hope goes a long way! Be safe. Karin Lindberg <klindberg@tnsi.com> Leesburg, VA - Monday, May 16, 2005 7:35 AM CDT Dear Brian and Amy: We are so sorry to hear of the latest turn of events. You have both been through so much yet you stay so strong. We can all learn from you. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Please let us know if we can help in anyway. Lisa and Rick Bickerton <lbickerton@aol.com> Alexandria, VA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 7:34 AM CDT Brian and Amy, We were very sad to hear your most recent news. Craig has been very upset about it. Fish, he thinks so highly of you. He thinks of you just like his own brother. Craig has Sloane pray for you every night. I admire the strength and courage both Amy and you have. Enjoy each other everyday. Again we love the both of you very much. You are always in our thoughts and prayers more than you can ever imagine. Enjoy this weekend. Love,Craig, Betsy and Sloane Betsy Teske <cbteske@aol.com> - Monday, May 16, 2005 7:12 AM CDT Dear Brian, I was troubled to learn of your recent developments. I spoke to Edwin this evening and he told me the latest news. Brian, keep up your great spirit! I am praying for you. Go Team Bedell!!! PS - Watch out for the Grasshoppers - Team 30 in the NVWBWS! Mike Fleming <mfleming@sbcglobal.net> Pasadena, CA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 1:36 AM CDT Brian & Amy, Jill and I were disheartened by the most recent news on the website, but are heartened every day by your courage, strength and the impact you have had on some many people. Our boys, Christopher and Brian pray for you every night, and our littlest Brian, does not yet know what an honor it is for him to have your name, but will in time. Please know that your circle of friendship and love is wide and that we are honored to be your friends. Steve and Jill Gatti <jillgatti@cox.net> Mclean , VA USA - Sunday, May 15, 2005 11:49 PM CDT Dear Brian and Amy, Words cannot describe how proud we are of both of you. You have made such an impact already in the lives of all your friends and family. Brian, you have set an example for all of us with your strength, hope and courage--- and taught us lessons in life that no book could ever offer. We have made so much progess in just 1 year with your foundation, and just imagine what will come. Thanks to you Brian, "Bedell 2-Young" will certainly make a difference in the lives of so many others in hopes to someday find a cure for brain cancer. You are ALWAYS in our thoughts and prayers and we love you both SO very much. Love always, Mike, Shannon and Tyler Ryan Mike and Shannon Ryan <mike21ryan@hotmail.com> Aldie, VA USA - Sunday, May 15, 2005 8:49 PM CDT Hi Brian and Amy! I am sorry to hear of your news. The girls, Dale and I are really looking forward to this weekend. Keep up the fight -I love you both. Colleen Seemans <cseemans@yahoo.com> Newark, DE - Sunday, May 15, 2005 8:46 PM CDT Brian, I just read your journal entry and I'm very sorry to hear things have turned worse. I just want to let you know again that you and Amy are in my prayers everyday. Can't wait to see you guys this weekend. Should be very theraputic for everyone involved. Keep up the fight!!! Your Friend, Bruno thomas bruno <thomascbruno@hotmail.com> arlington heights, il usa - Sunday, May 15, 2005 7:26 PM CDT Brian and Amy - I must write you today to tell you that although we've not met, I work with Jenny and know your dad quite well and know Kristin. You have been in my thoughts and prayers eversince I learned of your brain tumor in 03. I keep up with your progress through Jenny. My prayers and thoughts are so with you - you are an image of your father and you are an inspiration to many! God Bless You. Lulu Stribling Lulu H. Stribling St. Louis, MO USA - Friday, May 13, 2005 3:53 PM CDT Brian and Amy - I must write you today to tell you that although we've not met, I work with Jenny and know your dad quite well and know Kristin. You have been in my thoughts and prayers eversince I learned of your brain tumor in 03. I keep up with your progress through Jenny. My prayers and thoughts are so with you - you are an image of your father and you are an inspiration to many! God Bless You. Lulu Stribling Lulu H. Stribling St. Louis, MO USA - Friday, May 13, 2005 3:53 PM CDT Brian and Amy, I have been so inspired by your spirit. Sorry to hear of this new development! I know you will both continue to fight! I pray for you guys and, Lucy too, every sunday at Blessed Sacrament. I will now be your new "neighbor". I will be moving to Fairlington Towne right across the street. So, if you need anything I'm close by! I hate to miss the wiffle ball tournament. I have a friend getting married in Indy that weeekend. My best to you both. Kim Allison <kallison@indianapolis.org> Alexandria, VA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 12:27 AM CDT Love you brother. Your in our thoughts and prayers. Mark A. VanHuffel <markvan@crane-plastics.com> Fortville, IN 46040 - Friday, April 22, 2005 6:49 AM CDT The Gatti boys (that would be Christopher (4) and Brian (2)) have had their wiffle balls and bats out and are ready to enter the under 5 tournament. Keep up the fight Brian...we'll see you in a few weeks. Jill Gatti <jillgatti@cox.net> McLean, VA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 8:42 AM CDT Brian, Sorry I have not been in contact for a while. Working at Iron Mountain now in Phoenix,AZ. The heat has just started. Had the AC on at my house for the last few days. Yes it is April!!! I do not miss the VA winters!! My best to you and Amy. PS- Our Labs, Jake and Woody (AKA Elwood) are hating the heat too. They are mixed up! They hate the water! More pool for me. :) Take care. -Kyle Dewey whiffle team-Mcginty and Ron Beres. Team Name: Home Ron's. # of times we won: 0. # of time I make fun of Beres in a year because he called himself an anbulence at the house in Dewey: Countless!! -Kyle Kyle McGinty <kylemcginty@hotmail.com> Phoenix, AZ USA - Friday, April 8, 2005 0:42 AM CDT Workhorse - Just wanted to update you on the end of the Badgers season. We fell to Yous Guys in the finals by around 10. They actually did a free throw drill before the game, and I think it paid off. The Badgers were a better team with you and your old school forgotten art bank shots. I hope you are doing OK. - John John Coogan Reston, VA - Thursday, March 24, 2005 6:09 PM CST Hi BB! Just wanted you to know that you are still in my prayers and the candle is still lit! God bless you and Amy. Stay strong. I also thought you might like to know that Trish has a new baby girl born ll/02...named Gisella Rose. Take care...un abrazo, Mrs. G. Rosie Gutierrez <IAPrez@cox.net> Vienna, VA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 10:44 AM CST Hi Brian, Congrats on the successful recent surgery. I'm glad to hear that the side effects for the new treatment aren't as debilitating. J.P. and I are thinking of you. God Bless! David Bridgeman David Bridgeman (friend of Ted and J.P) Whiffle ball! <Bridgemanrealty@verizon.net> Goffstown, NH - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 3:51 PM CST Fish, Wanted to let you know that you are continually in our prayers and know you will beat this disease. Merry Christmas to you and your family. Chris Anguil <chris.anguil@anguil.com> - Friday, December 17, 2004 1:21 PM CST Hey "6 iron" It was good to see you again and to meet Amy at the Warburton's annual Christmas gathering. I will keep you in my thoughts and applaud your approach to life. Kevin Bowyer <kbowyer@yahoo.com> Gaithersburg , MD USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 3:25 PM CST Thinking of you and praying for you and your family this Holiday season. May God lift you up in his arms and carry you with his love. God Bless, "Pray the largest prayers. You cannot think of a prayer so large that God, in answering it, will not make you wish you had made it larger. Pray not for crutches, but for wings!" (Phillips Brooks) (I work with your dad at ICVA.) Benita Nordhoff <bnordhoff@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, IN US - Friday, December 10, 2004 8:51 AM CST Hi Brian & Amy, Congratulations on the surgery. Jill and I and the boys have you in our prayers and thoughts, and wish you a peaceful, uneventful Holiday season. May God bless you. Jill and Steve Gatti Steve & Jill Gatti <jillgatti@cox.net> McLean, VA USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 9:51 PM CST Brian and family, We prayed yesterday (11/10/04) on the day of your surgery, and we continue to pray today for you. May the Good Lord hold you in the palm of His hand. God bless you all. Your friends and family at the ICVA Joe Rivelli <jrivelli@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, IN USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 8:55 AM CST Brian, Like everyone we were very sorry to learn you need more surgery. Please know our thoughts and prayers are with you, Amy and the rest of your family. May god bless you. Chip and Shea Crutchfield shea crutchfield <shea@chipcrutchfield.com> clemmons, nc usa - Monday, November 8, 2004 10:24 AM CST Brian and Amy, I was sorry to learn of more surgery. My thoughts and prayers continue, you are amazing! God Bless J. P. Michaud <drjpmich@AOL.com> Dunbarton, NH USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 10:22 PM CST Hello Cousin Brian and Amy... As everyone else who cares so much about you, we will be saying that extra prayer for you on Nov. 10th. Brian, I want you to know that my son Patrick was pretty impressed that you were able to see his beloved Red Sox play in St. Louis. Having met him this past summer, you are well aware that if you need any current information on your favorite sporting events he will be happy to update you!! Love, Sarah, Dan & Partick Sarah (Shiel) Briand <sbriand @scapartnering.com> Mattapoisett, MA - Friday, November 5, 2004 1:07 PM CST Brian and Amy... since first hearing of your diagnosis you have been in my thoughts daily and not a night has gone by without prayers for you and your family. What a year...what a fight you have had so far. You will be first on my mind on the 10th ...so nice to see Kristin and Paul and the twins when they were on the Cape. With love, Annellen and Larry. Annellen Zalis <nigelz@aol.com> - Monday, November 1, 2004 8:07 PM CST I'll be thinking about you on Nov. 10th - best of luck again. We'll be expecting another good report! Dee Dee Cofiell <deedee_cofiell@yahoo.com> Malvern, PA us - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 11:49 PM CDT Brian and Amy, We'll be thinking of you both as you take this next step in your journey. We are awed by your strength and positive outlook - you're an inspiration to us all! We're sending prayers your way and wish you well on the 10th. Take care, Melissa and Dave Viscovich <melissa@napeo.org> Oakton, VA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 8:15 PM CDT Fish and Amy- As always, we are thinking of you guys and will say some extra prayers for the upcoming surgery. Continue being positive and strong and I know things will work out for you. Looking forward to seeing you this weekend! Zeke and Annette Tom Zera <tpzera@yahoo.com> Chicago, IL USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 7:20 AM CDT Brian, I wanted you to know that you continue to be in my prayers -- and I will say an extra special one for you on the 10th of November. I have no doubt that your incredibly positive attitude will get you over this next hurdle. Beth (Hornak) Gillum <beth.gillum@cgi-ams.com> Burke, VA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 7:30 PM CDT Brian and Amy - I know how tough these days are - be strong and think positive - "do not fear, for I am with you;do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you;I will uphold you with my righteous hand"Isaiah41:10 Love, Lisa and Scott Lisa Burroughs <lisaburroughs1@yahoo.com> Alpharetta, ga us - Saturday, October 23, 2004 6:59 AM CDT Brian- Carmen and I will be praying for a positive outcome from your surgery on 10 November, and that Amy will continue to be your ROCK. Thanks for keeping us updated, staying positive, and being transparent. We're in your corner, and trusting God for the very best. Enjoy your time w/ family, and DE! CJ Carlton <wcarltonjones@earthlink.net> Arlington, VA USA - Friday, October 22, 2004 11:11 PM CDT Brian, Kristin keeps us updated, and so I was sorry to hear about the most recent trip to Duke and upcoming surgery. You, Amy and the entire Bedell clan are never far from our thoughts. You looked GREAT when Ric and I bumped into you late summer at the Corner Bakery! I know that if anyone can beat this, you can! Hang in there, we're thinking of you all! Heather, Ric, Eric, and baby William Kadel Heather Kadel <ehkadel@kadels.ipmail.att.net> McLean, VA 22102 - Friday, October 22, 2004 3:26 PM CDT Brian, I am sorry to hear that you will have to go back in for surgery...keep winning the little battles so that you can take the whole war. You and your wife are in my thoughts and prayers. Julie Doyel <JulRDoyel@earthlink.net> Vienna, va usa - Friday, October 22, 2004 10:19 AM CDT Brian, Best of luck.. I have been keeping up with your progress thru Valerie & Susie (Jerry) Milwit. You're in our prayers. Susan Bray <susan.bray@nextel.com> - Friday, October 22, 2004 9:23 AM CDT Dear Brian and Amy, you are both amazing, thank you for keeping everyone updated. we think of you 3(libby too!) so often and send our thoughts and prayers. we will send extra strong ones this november. with love, the winicki clan Heather and Josh Winicki <h_winicki@yahoo.com> Portland, OR - Thursday, October 21, 2004 2:18 PM CDT Dear Brian and Amy, I am sad to hear that another surgery is in store for you, but go! medical!! offense!!! Your website is really beautiful. I draw inspiration from the two of you as I watch you throwing balls to Libby and laughing on your front stoop, not even looking tired from this enormous effort. We are cheering for you and praying for success.--martha and sam Martha & Samantha Taggart <SnyTagComm@aol.com> Arlington, VA USA - Thursday, October 21, 2004 11:54 AM CDT Brian & Amy: Agree wholeheartedly with Brian's dad. Always remember to rejoice in your life's triumphs. Obviously we are all proud of your positivity this year. Trust you got the "Old McDonald" card. Will look for other humorously inspiring cards for the future. Uncle Jack John Mc Caugney <Jmccaugney@aol.com> Troy, MI USA - Thursday, October 21, 2004 11:30 AM CDT Fish and Amy: So sorry to hear the news of yet another surgery, but we are comforted in knowing that you have exactly what it takes to beat this thing. Keep up the positive energy, and know that all of our thoughts and prayers are with you both. Can't wait to see you in Indy next week. Love, Freddy and the rest of the Flintstone clan Fat Freddy <freddieluvsbeer@yahoo.com> - Thursday, October 21, 2004 10:26 AM CDT Hi Brian and Amy, Brian, I have not talked to you since Bedellapolooza! Have a great time in Bloomington! Go Hoosiers! You are continually in my thoughts and prayers and I will be thinking of you November 10. Stay strong! Duke PS - If you ever need a place to stay in Aiken,SC I have a house there; just let me know. Michael Fleming <michael@m3furn.com> Pasadena, CA 91101 - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 9:25 PM CDT Brian and Amy, I love this website! I can't believe how much prayer and support you are getting from so many good people. Hey, you didn't mention in your last update the significance of just passing the one year mark in this fight! The prayers of your friends and family and the good work of your team at Duke are working wonders. I know one year of what you both have been through may not seem worthy of a celebration, but the strength, courage, and attitude that you summon daily amazes all of us and is as important as the prayers and the good medicine. That's worth celebrating! I'm doing Absolute for the occasion. Can't wait to see you both next month. Love, Dad. Bob Bedell <bbedell@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, In USA - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 6:07 PM CDT Brian, Please know you are always in our thoughts and prayers. We have enjoyed chatting with you through emails. Please take care and know we are pulling for you and your family. :) Chip and Shea Crutchfield P.S. Who's whis'lin? Shea Crutchfield <shea@chipcrutchfield.com> Clemmons, NC 27012 - Saturday, September 11, 2004 4:17 PM CDT We are so happy for you and Amy. Don't worry about the possibility of another surgery - enjoy today! As always, our prayers are with you. Stay Strong, Lisa and Scott Burroughs Lisa Burroughs <lisaburroughs1@yahoo.com> Alpharetta, GA - Friday, September 10, 2004 1:08 PM CDT Hey Amy and Brian! Great report, so glad to hear it!!! Hard to imagine little Amy teaching 9th and 12th graders! You go! Brian, we are, as always, keeping you both in our prayers and it sounds like all those prayers are working. Keep sending the good reports. Hope to see you both this fall. The Darlands Darlands <darlandfamily@aol.com; maryclare.darland@maritz.com> St. Louis, MO USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 10:47 AM CDT Brian and Amy, I was thinking of you guys and wanted to drop a line and say hello. I hope that you have enjoyed the summer and look forward to hearing from you soon. Tony and Joanna Benante <abenante@ameritech.net> Chicago, IL - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 3:46 PM CDT Brian and Amy, Haven't talked to you in a while, but we just wanted to let you know that your still in our prayers every single day. Hope you had a great trip a few weeks ago, and hope to see you sometime soon. Love, Tom and Anne Bruno Tom and Anne Bruno <thomascbruno@hotmail.com> Arlington Hts., IL USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 11:37 AM CDT Brian and Amy, GREAT to see you both this week on the Cape... hope the rest of the trip allowed you some time to relax... Lord knows Aidan didn't! Can't wait for your next trip-- hope you can manage to visit us en route to The Port!!! (or perhaps we'll make it your way!) We have to get planning Reunion '05... Lots of love to you both, Fluffy, Donald, and the fatty... Jennifer Wyse Nahant, MA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 6:22 PM CDT Awesome news! we have been thinking about you all and hoping everything is well. Heather & Josh Winicki <h_winicki@yahoo.com> Portland, OR Multnomah - Sunday, August 1, 2004 7:11 PM CDT Awesome news! Stay positive and keep up the fight. Our thoughts and prayers our with you guys everyday. Have a great trip in August. Larson's <splgi@earthlink.com> - Saturday, July 31, 2004 4:34 PM CDT Brian and Amy, I work with Bob here at the ICVA and wanted to express my thoughts and prayers to you both. Bob has on a regular basis kept us updated on your wonderful progress. I am impressed with your spirit and strong will as you have battled through this adversity. Keep up the fight and your faith. Many of us think of you and your family daily and look forward to meeting you sometime soon. Enjoy the upcoming weekend here in Indianapolis. I suspect Bob will get you out to Crooked Stick a few times. Make sure he gives you some strokes the greens are brutal! God Bless and may he continue to have you in the palm of his hands. Doug Bennett Doug Bennett <dbennett@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, In - Friday, July 30, 2004 11:02 AM CDT Great news!!! I'm so glad that you are continuously hearing positive news and that you are enjoying the summer!! I miss you all though, so have great trips and hopefully we can catch up soon! Missy Ashbaugh <Missy_Ashbaugh@yahoo.com> Arlington, VA USA - Friday, July 30, 2004 9:46 AM CDT Brian and Amy - what a coincidence...Scott and I were just there yesterday and got our first stable MRI report since completing chemo and rad!! We are so thrilled for you and your progress- keep up the fight - you are always in our prayers. Lisa Burroughs <lisaburroughs1@yahoo.com> Alpharetta, GA US - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 9:33 PM CDT Brian and Amy, So great to get your latest update, such wonderful news. Keep up your positive attitudes and we will keep up the prayers. Love to you both. Uncle Joe and Auntie. Nancy Shiel <nbshiel@aol.com> Centerville, MA USA - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 5:53 PM CDT Brian -Theresa and I are thrilled that the news continues to be successful these last 18 weeks. Here at the office, your Dad keeps us informed. Glad to here you're playing golf. Was in Myrtle Beach just 10 days ago myself--so I know those golf courses are beautiful. God Bless and enjoy your upcoming trips. Maybe we'll see you in Indy. Mother Theodore is still on the 'case'. Our best to your wife. Bob and Theresa Desautels <bdesautels@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, IN USA - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 4:52 PM CDT Great news Brian. More to come I'm sure. Looking forward to hearing about your continued progress and to seeing you , Amy, & Libby soon. Mike Shourds <c-mike.shourds@mci.com> Alexandria, VA - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 3:09 PM CDT Hello Brian, I work for your father. He has kept all of us abreast of your progress and we are glad to hear the positive updates. My family prays for your continued improvement. Remember to keep God first and your family second. Hold your family close to you and they will keep you strong. One day, I hope to meet you and hear your testimony of a full recovery. Stay strong and positive. Jeanna Conner Bates of Indianapolis Jeanna Conner Bates <jbates@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, In - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 9:18 AM CDT Brian, What wonderful news about your latest report! Thank you for sharing it with all of us. You and Amy are in my thoughts and prayers. Continue your steadfast determination...You are an inspiration! Love, Evelyn Evelyn Brown <evelynbro@msn.com> Potomac Falls, VA - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 4:49 PM CDT Brian, It's exciting to hear good reports from your Dad. I often see him across the street at St. John's. I want you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. I've seen first hand the power of prayer work in my family, and I see it working in yours. Keep kicking it as you're doing! In my book, you're right up there with the likes of Lance Armstrong. I look forward to hearing those good reports. All the best, Joe Rivelli and Family Joe Rivelli <jrivelli@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 4:19 PM CDT Brian: My goodness -- you look so much like your dad it is wild! I have the pleasure of working with him at the ICVA. He keeps us posted on your wonderful progress. I have not met Amy, but she sounds like a "keeper". Next time you're in Indy, stop in, so we can have a cocktail. Donna Striby <dstriby@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 3:21 PM CDT Brian - your Dad keeps giving us uplifting news about your progress, strong will and faith. All of us at ICVA are pulling for you. In fact, we expect to see you sometime in our office when you next travel to Indy! Keep up the good battle and remember the Big Guy is always working things to the good, even when it's tough going. Mary Huggard <mhuggard@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, In 46225 - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 3:11 PM CDT Brian and Amy, I work with your Dad, Brian, and we all have prayed for your speedy recovery. As I read some of the posts here, I see that you are very lucky to have such a wonderful support system around you! Joyce Crawley <jcrawley@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 3:09 PM CDT Brian, Thanks for the updates and more importantly the great news. I miss seeing you and all the guys on the basketball court, softball field, and hockey ice. You and your family remain in our thoughts and prayers and of course you are always welcome at our home in North Carolina. Steve and Sofia Steve Wiley <stevenwiley@nc.rr.com> Cary, NC - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 12:09 AM CDT Brian- you are a true trooper - keep the positive thoughts - ours will always be with you and Amy. Lisa and Scott Lisa Burroughs <lisaburroughs1@yahoo.com> Alpharetta, GA US - Monday, June 14, 2004 3:25 PM CDT Fish, YODI!! on the great news...and also the rumors that you're making it to Hilton head...looking forward to the 3rd annual BBT. Ron Whitt <ronwhitt33@yahoo.com> Atlanta, - Thursday, June 10, 2004 8:24 AM CDT Fish, Joanna and I have a lot of family commitments the weekend of your party. But I look forward to seeing you in Hilton Head. Your golf score won't be the highest with me out there. Keep the faith! Tony, Joanna, AJ and Joey <abenante@ameritech.net> Chicago, IL USA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 11:28 AM CDT BB! Your positive attitude is inspiring! Never give up! You are going to be the winner! Thanks for the updates. My prayers are with you and Amy! Hope to see you in Clarendon! p.s. the candles are still lit! Rosie K. Gutierrez <IAPrez@aol.com> Vienna, VA USA - Friday, April 30, 2004 8:37 AM CDT Brian -- I'm very excited to hear good news about your cold pet scan. Your Dad told me at lunch today and explained the terminology to me. Needless to say, my wife Theresa and I are very happy about the good news. Mother Theodore is on he "case". My best to Amy. She must be very special to be such support for you. Yep, there is a lot to be thankful for-right? Know of our daily prayers for you. God Bless. Bob and Theresa Desautels <bdesautels@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 1:24 PM CDT Brian and Amy, What a great idea, connecting everyone through this website, so we can all be with you as you travel through this chapter. I'm so glad to hear about the latest news, and I will continue to pray that future updates will be postive. You and Amy are a testimony to faith, strength, and courage. You WILL beat this! I am so looking forward to seeing you and the gang in May! Rock it out!! Much love, Evelyn Evelyn Brown <Evelynbro@msn.com> Potomac Falls, VA USA - Sunday, April 25, 2004 5:18 PM CDT Fish - I hope the good news continues to roll in. Julie and I are praying for you and look forward to seeing you healthy. I'm sorry to be missing Bedellapalooza - it'll no doubt rival Clefest. Get well! John John Cox <jcox@jenner.com> Chicago, IL - Friday, April 23, 2004 10:22 AM CDT Orca- It's great to hear the positive news and the upbeat attitude. Can't wait for the party to see your favorite band from your favorite decade. I'm also hearing the great news that you're a lock for Hilton Head. There's a hot tub there with your name on it. Keep up the positive attitude and we'll be thinking about you. Skip Hughes <skip@trdlnk.com> Pen Argyl, PA - Friday, April 23, 2004 10:10 AM CDT Brian & Amy: I saw the update and thank you for sharing the latest postive news. You have a whole bunch of postive prayers & thoughts from all of us behind you!! Hang in there!! Billy Keech <bkeechjr@keechco.com> Arlington, VA 22201 - Friday, April 23, 2004 9:57 AM CDT Fish- Been thinking about you alot lately and (like everyone else) we're sending nothing but positive thoughts and prayers your way. Your fighting spirit combined with these good vibes are working! You are a strong man indeed......a lot stronger than I thougt after your push up display during the ol' IU days. We can't wait to see you on the 14th! Zeke and Annette <tpzera@yahoo.com> Chicago, IL - Friday, April 23, 2004 9:02 AM CDT Brian & Amy ~ It's quite inspiring to hear the Great news regarding the scan! I'm confident you will beat this so keep up the good work and keep your spirits high while going into the next round of chemo Tina Matsukas <tinamatsukas@att.net> Vienna, Va USA - Friday, April 23, 2004 8:04 AM CDT Brian and Amy, Thank you for the updates and I'm so glad to hear the latest good news on the "cold" PET scan. You both continue to be in my thoughts and prayers and I just know you're going to beat this thing! Keep up your spirits and I'll see you on May 15th. Steffany <SteffDavis@yahoo.com> Arlington, VA USA - Friday, April 23, 2004 7:47 AM CDT brian. thinking of you and praying for you out here in Phoenix, AZ. please tell me you're not a Duke BB fan yet? jeff morgan(class of '87) <morgan_jb@hotmail.com> phoenix, az - Friday, April 23, 2004 1:11 AM CDT Brian & Amy - Wonderful and inspiring to keep up with you thru the updates. I'm looking forward to seeing you guys soon. My heart is with you both, always. xoxo Mike-O Davison <msdavison3@yahoo.com> New F**kin' York, NY - Thursday, April 22, 2004 11:40 PM CDT Brian and Amy, Thank you so much for sharing your updates. Hendo keeps me updated on everything, but I'm glad to finally have access to this website. It is truly amazing- as you both are too! We love you. Stay strong and keep beating this battle! We all knew you could do it and will!! Can't wait to see you both soon. xxoo Missy Ashbaugh <Missy_Ashbaugh@yahoo.com> Springfield, VA 22152 - Thursday, April 22, 2004 10:32 PM CDT Brian and Amy, I've been praying especially hard the last few days to Blessed Mother Theodore Guerin,the founder of St. Mary's College in South Bend, Indiana. Remember I told you the Sisters of Providence, 505 strong, have you posted on all their prayer lists and are all over your case and that Mother Theodore has one miracle already under her belt and the second, a flat out cancer cure is currently being evaluated. When you say your prayers tonight give her an assist in today's pet scan result! Hoist a cold one for me tonight! Love you both! Bob Bedell <bbedell@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, Indiana USA - Thursday, April 22, 2004 4:50 PM CDT Fish, I recently saw Jacuzzi, Blase, Ryno, and Chewie in Vegas! Ask the jacuzz if he found his keys and ID yet! We had a ball and the guys gave me the latest on you and your progress. Jacuzzi has kept me posted on your status. Please know I am praying for you and your family often and I have the utmost confidence in your ability to overcome! Stay strong! Mike Fleming aka Duke Michael Fleming <mfleming17@sbcglobal.net> Pasadena, CA USA - Thursday, April 22, 2004 4:43 PM CDT Brian, We really appreciate the updates and what an incredible group of friends you have - a true testament to how much people love and care about you! Greg, Connor, Michael and I continue to pray for you daily - it really works - Connor is living proof! See you in May! Helen Bath <HelenABath@aol.com> Oakton, VA USA - Friday, April 16, 2004 4:36 AM CDT Brian and Amy, This website is incredible! I just took the time to read each and everyone of the e-mails being sent to you. Man are you two loved, so take in all that energy being generated and focus on your health. I will be there on the 15th with my shoulder pads, stirrup pants, and leg warmers shaking my groove thing!! All my love, Susan Susan McCarty <susan.mccarty2@verizon.net> South Riding, VA 20152 - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 1:44 PM CST Brian, Your a strong little fellow. Remember, "you can do all things through him who gives you strength" See you and Amy May 15th! Jay Erazo <jay_erazo@hotmail.com> Chicago , IL USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 8:26 AM CST Brian & Amy - I think of you often and you are in my prayers and thoughts. Look forward to seeing you both at the fundraiser. Larlyn Larlyn Jennings <lljennings@lfjennings.com> Arlington, VA - Monday, March 29, 2004 3:31 PM CST Keep your spirits up. We really miss you on the blueline for the Bulldogs! Shannon and Maria Swanson <sswanson@trusecure.com> - Monday, March 29, 2004 9:43 AM CST Brian & Amy: Glad to see you're still with the "Good Hands People" who continue to reach out... Thanks to you both for deciding to keep us all informed via this website. And, from one "Fallen Angel" to another, I trust God will keep you in the palm of his hand until we meet again! Fight On!! Uncle Jack & Aunt Ruthannah John Mc Caugney <mccaugj@hamtramck.k12.mi.us> Troy, MI USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 8:10 AM CST Brian and Amy, You are always in our thoughts and prayers! We are amazed and inspired by your strength. Thanks for keeping us all updated on your progress...you are two very special and amazing people! Love, Kelli, Ed, Nicholas and Shawn Nies Kelli & Ed Nies <kjnesn@yahoo.com> South Riding, Va USA - Sunday, March 28, 2004 8:27 PM CST Fish and Amy: May the road rise up to meet you; May the wind be always at your back; May the sun shine warm upon on your face; And may God hold you in the palm of his hand. Stay strong, Fisherman, during these difficult days. The Lord is with you, and you will prevail. You are in our thoughts and prayers every day, hour, and minute. You can count on our full support at the fundraiser. Can't wait to see your beautiful bald, pasty ass. Let me know if you need any help with the foundation. We Love you, Fat Freddy, Kristy, Tyler, Jax, and Camden Morrison P.S. I'm not only praying for you, I'm DRINKING for you. Freddy <freddieluvsbeer@yahoo.com> Libertythrille, il 60048 - Friday, March 26, 2004 11:47 PM CST Amy and Brian, Melanie and I think of you often and we're truly inspired by you both. We're looking very much forward to the C. Grill benefit and are proud to be a part of it. Jimmy and Melanie Davis Jimmy Davis <jrdavis@augmentation.com> Arlington, VA USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 2:58 PM CST We are sending our prayers and thoughts to you Brian and Amy. You are doing a great service to the medical community by sharing your illness and recovery program. Dick and Carol McCann Georgetown, SC USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 9:35 AM CST Brian and Amy! Thanks for keeping us updated! I will be sure to check this website often! As always, you are in our thoughts and prayers daily. We love you guys a whole bunch! Look forward to the fundraiser!!! Love, Mike, Shannon and Baby Tyler Shannon Ryan <shannon21ryan@hotmail.com> Herndon, VA USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 8:57 AM CST Brian and Amy, We think of you both often and wish we were right next door to greet you! We will keep checking up here and sending prayers. Love, the winicki clan Heather & Josh Winicki <h_winicki@yahoo.com> Tigard, OR - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 7:22 PM CST BIG FISH: There is no doubt you will get through this so I took it upon myself to secure the rights to "BEATING CANCER for DUMMIES". It will hit the bookshelves next summer and with you as the spokesperson will definitely be a Best Seller. Your strength, spirit and hunger for life is amazing and will make the difference. We're all alive in '05 Rod <rodc@fox.com> LA, CA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 3:40 PM CST The fund raiser sounds good-I think Clarendon is where 2A had their first pep rally?...Bridgit and I will spread the word around the office. See you soon! Christine <palmerc@usa.redcross.org> Alexandria, va - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 3:32 PM CST Bedell, With March Madness around us I could not help but think of Jimmy V and "Don't give up. Don't ever give up!". It is obvious you have not and am constantly hoping to see you gracing another hockey game. Keep it up as we are all thinking of you Jonathan Goldberger <jgoldber@ix.netcom.com> - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 2:11 PM CST Brian, Thanks for the updates and I will continue to keep you in my prayers. I'm heading down to Duke next month for the Angels Among Us 5 K walk/run -- you will certainly be on my mind as we raise money for the Duke Brain Tumor Center. Your positive attitude is inspiring and I know it will take you a long way through this journey! Take Care! Beth Gillum <beth.gillum@ams.com> Burke, VA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 2:00 PM CST Brian & Amy, thanks for the update. I know the Chemo can be tough...but hang in there. We are rooting and praying for you!! I am very much looking forward to the fund raiser in May....it will be a great chance to get everyone together...which seems to become more and more rare as we get older. You are in my thoughts and prayers daily. Bob Hicks <rthicks@hklaw.com> Arlington, VA Arlington - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 1:59 PM CST Best wishes in your continued fight - we all know this is a battle you'll win. Look forward to seeing you on the court again soon. Elway <b_oshaughnessy@ml.com> - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 1:04 PM CST Workhorse - Thanks for putting up the website. We'll check in to it regularly and be thinking about you. We look forward to you coming back to the Badgers. - John and Sharon John Coogan Vienna, VA - Monday, March 22, 2004 8:44 PM CST Brian and Amy, You are both very much in our thoughts and prayers. Stay strong. We look forward to seeing you both soon. Keith & Jodi <jkyates@brambleton.net> - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 1:03 PM CST BB! I've lit lots of candles and my rosary is always out! You of all people are going to win this thing! Keep the faith! This Caring Bridge network is amazing! Please know that you are loved! Best wishes to you and Amy! Rosie K. Gutierrez <IAPrez@aol.com> Vienna, VA USA - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 4:24 PM CST BB I was so glad to hear from you. You have been on my mind. Please know I am praying for you and your family. Thanks for including me in your caring bridge network. This is a terrific idea! Love you! Patricia (Trisha) Gutierrez Carranza <pcarranza@stx.rr.com> Laredo, TX USA - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 3:58 PM CST Hi Brian and Amy, Thinking of you both and thought I'd check the website for any new news. Great to see all the wonderful wishes and prayers. Talk to you soon. Nancy Shiel <nbshiel@aol.com> Centerville, MA USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 3:33 PM CST Fish and Amy, Just wanted to pass a note along to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Keep fighting and stay positive. Blase Christopher Blais <crblais@hotmail.com> Portland, OR USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 9:58 PM CST Dear Brian and Amy, Welcome home! We know there is no better feeling. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I know that the collective love and caring will heal you. How wonderful that the cells are microscopic and that the drugs are bombs. Mike and I continue to mention your name in our evening prayers. Love and best wishes to both of you. Joyce and MIke Davison <msdjr@msn.com> McLean, VA USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 10:39 AM CST Brian & Amy: We have not met, but I have the privilege of working for your dad here in Indianapolis. Your network of family and friends is incredible and is most definitely complimented by your positive attitude. My thoughts are with you frequently. Sincerely - Michele Coffey Michele Coffey <mcoffey@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, IN US - Thursday, March 11, 2004 10:18 AM CST Brian and Amy, You have been in my thoughts and prayers since I heard the news a few months ago. Your strength and courage are truly inspirational. It's evident from this website that you have an abundance of love and support from many friends and family. Stay strong! Wesley Tuck <wesleyjane@cox.net> Herndon, VA USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 10:01 PM CST Brian & Amy: I think about you and pray for you every day. Try to stay positive and keep the following in mind (not sure of the author): Cancer is so limited ... It cannot cripple love. It cannot shatter hope. It cannot erode faith. It cannot eat away peace. It cannot destroy confidence. It cannot kill friendships. It cannot suppress memories. It cannot silence courage. It cannot invade the soul. It cannot steal eternal life. It cannot conquer the Spirit. It cannot lessen the power of the resurrection. Linda Heiden <lheiden@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, IN USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 5:11 PM CST Tick -- Baby Jack is already looking forward to his first wingfest with his Uncle Tick, Uncle Zilla, and Uncle The Tull. We love you, stay strong! By the way, we were all very sorry to hear that McDonald's was ending the "Super Size" meal option. You will get through this as well. Chris, Aubrey, and Jack Goodwin <chrisandaubrey@aol.com> Leesburg, VA United States - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 9:13 AM CST Brian & Amy, Glad to hear that you are out of the hospital and feeling better. Unfortunate that you had to go thorough a flu (as if surgery and recovery weren't ENOUGH!). You are both in our prayers. Bedell-look foward to seeing you in the office soon. Love, Bridgit & Scott Fairfax, VA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 8:47 AM CST You guys are in our prayers. I had a chance to see Phalen and Tim Murphy last week. They are doing great and send there best wishes out to you. Let me know if you ever find your way down to Charlotte. JD Gibbs Davidson, NC - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 7:22 AM CST Hey Brian & Amy! Kristin was kind enough to send us the info on this great site! We were so happy to hear all the positives that have come from this last surgery! You are in our hearts and prayers, stay strong, we are all pulling for you! Love, Aunt Kathy & Uncle Mike Kathy McCaugney <kmacster@earthlink.net> Nashua, NH USA - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 8:54 AM CST Fish and Amy, Our thoughts and prayers are with you two always. In your honor,( stolen from Zeke, but Zeke and drinking beer...right ) I have quit my job and opened up a restaurant in Grand Rapids, Buffa - Doubles. I am starting my ad campaign and you're my Jared, so when are you available to start your acting career? Rod and Sarge are directing and Melissa is cast as your girlfriend. Seriously, how many strokes will we have to give you this year in Hilton Head? Stay positive and strong, Craig, Betsy, and Sloane Craig Teske <cbteske@aol.com> Grand Rapids, MI USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 9:04 PM CST Fish, Wanted to let you know my prayers are with you and Amy. Remember that if your body can create this disease, it can also destroy it. Stay strong and keep a positive attitude, and you will come out on top. Tranquil <chris.anguil@anguil.com> Milwaukee, WI - Monday, March 8, 2004 3:37 PM CST The Tick - Hang in there my friend and keep up the positive attitude. We're very proud of you, and you're in our thoughts and prayers everyday. Great seeing Oakton beat Langley the other night - we need to grab some food together soon! Bob and Mallory Amani <Bob_Amani@hotmail.com> Oakton, VA USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 2:29 PM CST brian and amy! you both are in our thoughts and prayers each and everyday! you both are in inspiration to all of us! this website is a great way to keep us updated ! lots of good thoughts and prayers coming from annapolis your way! XOXO patrice and tom patrice & tom shelton <tompatshelton@aol.com> annapolis , md usa - Monday, March 8, 2004 2:03 PM CST Workhorse, Just like the nickname applies, keep working like a horse! Brian and Amy, you are in our thoughts everyday. It's good to hear some positive things to go along with the hardships you are enduring... Love to you both, Matt and Christine and Family, plus all of the Badgers! Matthew Luck <papa_luck@hotmail.com> Springfield, VA USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 1:46 PM CST Brian and Amy, What a great idea. Nice to know where we can catch up on current news! I think you are both amazing, as does everyone else from what I read. Much love to you both. Auntie Nancy Shiel <nbshiel@aol.com> Centerville, MA USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 10:45 AM CST Brian, you are and continue to be an inspiration. Thank you so much for the updates and your open communication. I love the website idea. I'm thinking of you often... Suzanne Walsh - Monday, March 8, 2004 9:28 AM CST Brian and Amy, You've been in our thoughts and prayers regularly over the past months, and will continue to be going forward. You are surrounded by a great circle of friends and family who are in awe of your strength and determination. Hang in there during this next phase-please let us know if there's anything we can do to help! Melissa and Dave Viscovich (Kristin's friends from W&M) <melissa@napeo.org> Oakton, VA - Monday, March 8, 2004 9:23 AM CST Fish- Here come some more thoughts & prayers your way via Chicago. As a personal tribute to you, I try to grab at least a barn of wings a week and am walking around my house with a mini hand-held cooler stocked with cold miller lite. Keep fighting and stay positive! Zeke <tpzera@yahoo.com> Chicago, IL - Monday, March 8, 2004 8:07 AM CST Fish, Keep on fighting! The IU Indy crew and the Rugrats are keeping you in our thoughts. Think about this...it could be worse.. You could be in Indiana, closer to the IU b-ball debacle. Shank Steve Shank <sos@cannon4.com> Indianapolis, IN USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 7:21 AM CST Brian, Keep on fighting! Steve Shank <sos@cannon4.com> Indianapolis, IN USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 7:15 AM CST Great to have this unedited straight from the horse's mouth version of what's happening. I'll share the websitr with all your Indiana fans. Bob Bedell <bbedell@indianapolis.org> Indianapolis, In USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 9:37 AM CST Bedell and Amy- Carmen and I realize that your road to recovery will be met with many obstacles, speedbumps, potholes, forks in the road, leading to difficult decisions. Ultimately, though, the road will lead you to your destination. Just know that you're not on the road by yourselves, and though we can't take away the pain, we rejoice with you in the successes. Carmen and I will continue to pray for your complete healing, supernaturally, or with assistance from today's medicine....doesn't matter. BETTER is BETTER. Thanks for your transparency, allowing us to participate in your journey, and grow because of your experiences. Carlton-Carmen & Marcus. Carlton <wcarltonjones@earthlink.net> Arlington, VA 22202 - Sunday, March 7, 2004 6:12 AM CST Tick and Tong, Lisa and I were sorry to hear about this latest "bump" in your road to recovery. I know things are tough. I'm reminded of a Winston Churchill quote: "When you are going through hell, keep going." Keep going, guys. Keep going. We think of you guys (including Libby!) often. Thanks for taking the time to put this website together. I can't tell you how many people ask how you guys are doing. Now we have somewhere to go for the "skinny." Brian, I never thought I would use that word in an e-mail involving you! Warmest regards, Ken & Lisa Ken Tully <summerwoodrealtor@cox.net> Fairfax, VA United States - Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:42 PM CST Fish and Amy, The courage you've shown throughout this ordeal is incredible. Keep up the positive attitude and the IU crew will be more than happy to keep the normal "roasting" alive. PS... There's a BW3 in durham so don't dread your next trip. Keep Fighting!!! Ron Whitt <ronwhitt33@yahoo.com> - Saturday, March 6, 2004 5:49 PM CST Oh, Bedell-sorry to hear about your lousy week. I am sure I can come up with some choice stories about my life and its multitude of failures that will cheer you instantly. :) Hope to see you in the office soon-we miss having a boy on our team! (ps-we have a 2A lunch at SWEETWATER this Thursday...) Palmer <palmerc@usa.redcross.org> Alexandria, VA USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 5:44 PM CST Brain and Amy- Life throws you lemons and you make lemondade. You are both amazing people and your positiveness and instinct to fight will get you through this! I know it. You are an inspiration to all of us, as none of us know what the future hold for us. Stay strong. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Love - Megan Megan Buckley Arlington, VA USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 12:26 AM CST Brian and Amy, Thanks for setting this web page up. It gives me updates on Brian's progress. My prayers are with you. Brian-lay off the PF changs. -Rich Rich Kim <rkim@lexmark.com> Arlington, VA USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 11:26 AM CST Fisherman: Good Luck with the upcoming Chemo. Luckily, you could stand to lose a few pounds. Continue to stay strong. You definitely have the strength to overcome these obstacles. You continue to remain in our thoughts and prayers. FF Freddy <fredieluvsbeer@yahoo.com> Liberty-huge, il - Friday, March 5, 2004 10:46 AM CST Hey Bedell, I second the Jordan doom looks sweet ...considering I'm bald too. You are in everyones hearts and prayers and keep up the good fight. Your a beast. Sandman <SandidgeJ@aol.com> Reston, VA USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 9:39 AM CST Hey Double-B, although your Jordan doo looks sweet, we all cait wait to see you back in your normal Brian Bedell look. Good luck on the road ahead. Be strong. You are in our prayers. Zapf <marcz88@hotmail.com> Aldie, VA USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 8:22 AM CST Fish, Hey buddy. Hope you are getting some rest as you prep for Duke next week (something we wish we could be saying to our Hoosiers these days, huh?). Stay focused on your goals and take the treatment one day at a time. The Chicago/IU crew is thinking of you and look forward to hearing back some good news! Sean Biagini <biaginism@yahoo.com> Chicago, IL USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 7:53 AM CST Brian and Amy, Cool page. Get some Whiffle pics on here. I can submit a few of team Home Ron if you would like. Amy I have not met you yet, but hear your great. Hope to see you guys on my next visit. Take care you guys. -Kyle Kyle McGinty <kylemcginty@hotmail.com> Scottsdale, AZ USA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 4:20 PM CST Hi guys, I love this idea! Let me know if I can help in any way. Your nephews say a big yippee (if they could talk) about our most recent news. Kristin Byrne <kristin.byrne@maritz.com> St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:43 AM CST Brian and Amy- I met you at Michelle McCann's x-mas and superbowl party. I was with Bob Hicks. I hope you don't mind but Bob has keep me up-to-date on your progress. I just want to let you know that I think the 2 of you are incredibly strong and amazing people. Best of luck with the surgery. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Jeni <jeni.smith@hklaw.com> Fairfax, va - Friday, February 27, 2004 10:26 AM CST Hey guys, sounds like things are going well. Just got Rhino's email on your status. Cool webpage... get some pictures on here... Anyway, take care and I hope to see you guys soon. later. Jim T. - Friday, February 27, 2004 9:26 AM CST | |||||||||||
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