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- your browser may not have loaded the new page. Click here to sign the guestbook. Click here to go back to the main page. Hello Hello! Hey you guys, Hoping you havent forgotten me, I still think of you all the time, just dont get on here as much as I used to. Kids will fix the free time for you...LOL..As I look back, I realize that it has been over two years since I checked in with you. I am hoping things are going better for you all, I have been getting worse at keeping up with my online buddies and friends. Since I last checked in 2007, We had a beautiful Baby Boy (another one) born October 17, 2008. We named him Trentyn Sawyer. He was perfect in every way imaginable. God called him Home on April 4, 2009 at the age of 5 months. So far the past almost two months, I am learning the same as you guys had to, how to live a whole "new" life, without my precious baby boy. Although all people who have lost a child have different situations, we have all lost a part of us. I an truly say I know how you guys feel .... I keep searching for my new normal , hoping that the worst of the grief is behind me, yet knowing the rest of my life will never ever be the same. I am so blessed to have been picked by God to be his Mommy if only for that short time. I am not trying to lay my burdens on you guys, I just wanted you both to know, I still think of you often and say a prayer for you when I do, If I ever Cross your mind, and I do Hope I do, Please keep my family in your prayers in the months and years ahead. Hope you are both in good health, and things are better. Maybe your sweet Pamela is holding my precious Baby Boy showing him around in Heaven... You guys take care and remember if I dont check in often its not that because I have forgot you! If you ever feel the need or just need someone to talk to, you can email me, or give me a call I can give you my number , Feel like I have known you guys personally ... Love yall! Christy McCormick <KISSYDEE75@aol.com> Downsville, La - Tuesday, May 26, 2009 10:54 PM CDT thinking of you! I am not working at St. Jude anymore, just volunteering! I decided to stay home with my son! He will be 1 in June...can't believe it! love you both and please know that you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers! I love my Pretty Pamela Sue!!!! Erin Brick <brickwoman10@netscape.net> Memphis, TN - Wednesday, May 6, 2009 11:21 PM CDT Hi Jimmy and Cindy...I have tried to email you but it won't go through. I hope all is well, I think about you often. Please email me if you can. I miss talking with you. You're both in my thoughts and prayers all the time. Dawn Liloia <mdliloia@aol.com> Mantua, NJ - Friday, January 16, 2009 1:58 PM CST Hello there Cindy and Jimmy - Wow! It's been over two years and my lack of keeping in touch is....well, too many words could be filled in that blank. I'm not sure you are still checking this sight anymore but I thought I would try. Since leaving St. Jude (so long ago and just like yesterday) you guys have been in my thoughts and prayers, never ever forgotten. Pamela is a very special gal and I think of her often. I am blessed to have known her and your family. I was sad to hear about your health Cindy and I pray that all of that has been resolved by now and you aren't experiencing pain anymore. As always, when the holidays approach, you are all in my mind and heart. Sending hugs from afar! Raye Pietruszka (an old child life friend) <apietruszka@mercydesmoines.org> Des Moines, IA - Wednesday, October 29, 2008 1:25 PM CDT hi amber griffith <charliesgirl142002@yahoo.com> el paso , tx usa - Monday, April 21, 2008 1:02 PM CDT hello to cory and everybody else was good to hear from you cory it gets lomesome here but life must go on i am doing ok but cindy is still having a lot of trouble with her back she just back surgery number twelve the thing they put in her back broke it was to kill part of the pain so it was not working and they replaced it to weeks ago and she is still very sore we went to pamelas grave yesterday and i was very emotional and cindy was to but she is in a better olace then we are so i will see her someday have got to run so take care and erite sometime may god bless. love to all mom and dad. jimmy and cindy williams <jcpwilliams @crunet .com> martin tn, tn u s a - Sunday, April 20, 2008 6:33 AM CDT Would love to hear from you all...Please update soon. Missing Pamela..Believing Kori <kirb77_95@yahoo.com> West Monroe, La - Friday, March 21, 2008 10:20 AM CDT just wanted to say hi annd hope everrybody had a very good holiday it was good fore us considering everything that we have been thrue so it is getting a little better as time goes by but never will be the same may god bless everybody mom and dad. jimmy and cindy williams. <jcpwilliams@crunet,com.> martin, tn usa - Monday, January 14, 2008 9:07 AM CST Hey mom and dad! I love you guys, i want to come see you really soon. i miss ya'll :( everytime i have nothing to do i usually don't have any gas in either one of our cars to get out there :( but i will try my hardest to get out there this week if mom isn't working. Love ya'll! Dakota <disturbed_lil_mudmunchkin69@hotmail.com> DRESDEN, tn - Friday, November 30, 2007 3:51 PM CST just wanted to wish a very happy thanksgiving to everybody and to tell youall how much we appreciate you fore all yours prayers and thoughts thrue the last too years may god bless your friends jimmy and cindy williams may god bless. jimmy and cindy williams. <jcpwilliams @crunet.com> martin, tenn usa - Sunday, November 18, 2007 6:00 AM CST hello to all had thought everybody had forgot us i had looked at this page minny times and nothing but something told me to click on and somebody had wrote we are not doing to good or cindy isn't anyway we hav had alot of bad luck we still miss pamela very much it just isn't the same anymore anyway thanks fore writing and we still love everybody and hope everyone is o k god bless jimmy and cindy. jimmy and cindy williams <jcpwilliams @crunet.com> martin , tn u s a - Sunday, October 21, 2007 8:50 AM CDT Your family continues to be in the thoughts and prayers of many people. We have not forgotten you nor have we forgotten your beautiful daughter. A Caring Stanger - Wednesday, October 17, 2007 1:47 PM CDT Hi, Still praying for your family. Rhonda Crehan <iexamin@yahoo.com> Waldorf, MD USA - Thursday, October 11, 2007 0:24 AM CDT Jimmy~ I just wrote to you today so let me know if you've gotten it- Cindy's package will be there this week! I am so glad that she is heading back to work! Thank God!!! He is soooo good! Well- I need to get to bed- I have to teach children's church in the morning! Love and prayers~ Kate and family Kate <katehebb@verizon.net> - Saturday, May 5, 2007 10:48 PM CDT christy it was a surprise to hear from you but a pleasant one thoe i had about thought most of the people had forgot about us we have had a awful lot of bad luck cindy has been awful sick fore about 4 months but she is doing a lot better now and is almost ready to go back to work i am so sorry to hear about your loss of your family members may the lord comfort you and your family it takes a long time to get over a love one's death it don't go away very fast i still miss pamela as much now as when she passed away i just try to keep busy as i can to not think about it but that is hard to do kate and dawn i am sorry fore not writing well i have wrote but i can't receive mail so i dom't know if you are getting my mail or not but in a few days maby i will have it fixed if you have got my mail please write me on here and let me know have got to close and check on cindy so write me back may bless you all love jimmy and cindy. jimmy and cindy williams <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Friday, May 4, 2007 6:35 AM CDT Hi Jimmy and Cindy, It has been a while since I checked in, had a hard time finding your page Because I had it in the wrong place on this mumble jumble computer of mine, I realize it has been over a year since I checked in , I see so much has went on with you guys and I do Pray that things are better for you. So much has went on this past year for me as well, and sometimes its just hard to find time for the computer. I do think of you often and you still remain in my prayers. I have lost loved ones three of them and also added a beautiful new baby to my family over the past year. I will try to do better with checking in on you guys. Pamela's story inspired me, the words she wrote made me realize what a wonderful and sweet person she was and although I didnt know her personally I was really touched by her story.... I will never forget you guys, you will always be in my mind and in my prayers.... I will check in late...Love ya! Christy McCormick <KISSYDEE75@aol.com> Downsville, La - Saturday, April 28, 2007 0:00 AM CDT Hello and Happy Easter to you both! I hope you have a blessed day! Lots of love to you both~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> - Saturday, April 7, 2007 9:11 PM CDT hi dawn. it was so nice of you to wish us a happy easter and the same goes to you happy easter and to all of you out there who still read this. cindy started theraphy today so she is in a lot of pain hoping she is able to go to stjude fore remembrance day next week again thanks dawn may god bless and we send our love to all. jimmy and cindy williams. <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 7:32 PM CDT Just wanted to say "Happy Easter" and God Bless. Dawn Liloia <mdliloia@aol.com> Mantua, NJ - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 8:29 AM CDT Hey mom and dad. i just wanted to let ya'll know that i will be coming by sometime this week to give you the pictures you wanted of Pamela for rememberance day since i won't be able to go. i really wish i could but you know there is only one senior prom i will be able to go to. i am on spring break this week so i will call and come over sometime. I love ya'll! Get better soon mom! Dakota Sherrill <disturbed_lil_mudmunchkin69@hotmail.com> Dresden, TN - Monday, April 2, 2007 9:29 PM CDT Just wanted to check in and let you know I am thinking about you guys all the time. Praying that Cindy's pain goes away and that everything is fine. I hope you get some answers soon. Sending healing thoughts. Dawn Liloia <mdliloia@aol.com> Mantua, NJ - Friday, March 23, 2007 9:39 AM CDT No prolem! I hope Cindy gets better, and that the doctors figure out whats wrong! I have good news though, I dont have to have surgery! My leg is a lot better so I dont have to have it! That is definentaly an answer to a lot of peoles prayers! Thanks so much for stil thinking and praying for me, and I hope you know I do the same! I love you guys and God Bless Stephanie Pearman <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Wednesday, March 21, 2007 8:32 AM CDT Hello to all of you out there! I am still waiting for the Droctors to find out what is the matter with me, and why am I hurting sooooooo bad in my chest, sometimes it fells like someone is putting a knife in my chest, it hurts sooooooo bad. But the lord will take care of it for us, Realy he is the answer to all of our questings. The best thing about this is that it isn,t my heart, lol. you have got to have a heart. just kidding.One Droctor told Jimmy and I that he thought it was my left lung. And one Dr. thinks that it could be cancer but, we are hoping and praying that the last Dr. is very wrong and I think that he will be. Well folks I am going to get off of here now but, please keep me and Jimmy in your prayers. God Bless You all Cindy, Jimmy Cindy. Jimmy Williams <jcpwilliams@curnet.com> Martib, TN USA - Saturday, March 17, 2007 8:35 PM CDT Hello to all of you out there! I am still waiting for the Droctors to find out what is the matter with me, and why am I hurting sooooooo bad in my chest, sometimes it fells like someone is putting a knife in my chest, it hurts sooooooo bad. But the lord will take care of it for us, Realy he is the answer to all of our questings. The best thing about this is that it isn,t my heart, lol. you have got to have a heart. just kidding.One Droctor told Jimmy and I that he thought it was my left lung. And one Dr. thinks that it could be cancer but, we are hoping and praying that the last Dr. is very wrong and I think that he will be. Well folks I am going to get off of here now but, please keep me and Jimmy in your prayers. God Bless You all Cindy, Jimmy Cindy. Jimmy Williams <jcpwilliams@curnet.com> Martib, TN USA - Saturday, March 17, 2007 8:34 PM CDT Praying for you today! Love to you both~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> - Friday, March 16, 2007 8:30 PM CDT still thinking and praying for you guys!...God Bless<3 stephanie pearman <bikerbabester@cox.net> branson, mo 65616 - Monday, March 12, 2007 6:08 PM CDT Jimmy~ I remember when both of my parents quit smoking- it was ROUGH! I will pray for Cindy throughout each and every day! There's only one person that can help her with that and it is GOD! He is so much bigger than those nasty cigarettes and HE can fix her lungs as well! But the whole breathing problem must be so scary and painful for her! We will definitely keep her in our prayers! You take care and give Cindy a BIG HUG from me! Love to you both~ Kate Kate <katehebb@verizon.net> - Sunday, March 11, 2007 9:42 PM CDT hello to everybody so sorry i haven't wrote but would believe cindy's dr is still out on maternity leave she has been in the hospital twice and all they will say to her is part of her left lung is not working and they release her and tell her to see her dr the next day it is hard to see him when he is not in she is still in great pain and monday i am going to try to find her another dr her breathing is very bad and the pain is bad she is trying to quit smocking but i know how that is i quit in 1990 and it was very hard to do i will give you an update as soon as i have some news i am very worried please pray fore us may god bless sending our love jimmy.jimmy and cindy jimmy and cindy <jcpwilliams@crunet.com.> martin , tn usa - Sunday, March 11, 2007 6:54 AM CDT I hope you are doing better! I have been praying for both of you, hoping that Cindy's health is improving and both of your spirits are up. Update when you get a chance or send me an email if you can get it to work... You both take care of yourselves and eachother. Love and prayers~ Kate Kate <katehebb@verizon.net> - Saturday, March 10, 2007 9:04 PM CST Thinking of you both! I'm so sorry you are hurting!! Love you both!!!! ~Erin <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Monday, March 5, 2007 10:06 AM CST Oh Jimmy~ My heart just breaks for you! To see Cindy in so much pain and not be getting answers must be so difficult! Please DO NOT give up on God! He can do this!!! We will continue to PRAY,PRAY, PRAY, and PRAY some more! God can move mountains! And that will be what we are praying for! You have both been so strong for the past couple of years and DON'T give up now! Please- if there is anything I can do - don't hesitate to email and let me know! I mean that too! You are both so special to me and I wish I could help you through this- I can pray though and I will do just that! Hang in there and PLEASE keep me updated! Love to you both~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Friday, March 2, 2007 9:27 PM CST hello to all still don't know anything cindy is still in great pain and the dr;s don't seem to care they have set an appointment fore april the forth to use a light and run down her throat but that is a long time off if they knew what pain she is in they would do it now we are still trying to get it done earlyer then that i am about to lose my religion pray that i don't do that but she is very sick and hurting verry bad her drs wife gave birth yesterday and he canceled her appointment that is great god bless her but he is still dr and has patients to see so maby today or tomorrow i hope as soon as i get some info i will write and let you know so take care and we send our love may god bless all love jimmy. jimmy and cindy <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin , tn usa - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 6:03 AM CST Hope all is well- We've had a busy week here- we both took the week off and did some stuff around the house.. I hadn't had a vacation in almost TWO years!!! It was much needed! When you get some time- give us an update... Take care. Love to you both~ Kate Kate <katehebb@verizon.net> - Saturday, February 24, 2007 7:27 AM CST Hey mom, dad and yes u too jamie. I just wanted to drop by and tell yall that i love ya'll and mom and dad, i will be comin to see them soon. my grandma said she saw dad in the drug store where they always seem to met. mom i hope you get to feeling better soon and back to work. I haven't been able to call because i'm never home and i don't have a cell phone right now, plus i'm really busy with school and i've been sick also..no one knows whats wrong with me. But i will come over soon, i promise! I love ya'll and take care! Dakota Sherrill <dakotasherrill@hotmail.com> Dresden, TN - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 10:03 PM CST Praying for both of you. I hope you are feeling better, Cindy. Take good care. Sending healing thoughts and lots of love. Dawn Liloia <mdliloia@aol.com> Mantua, NJ - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 9:01 AM CST I was thinking of you today- hope God is giving you the strength to get over all the illness and feel HEALTHY asap!!! Lots of love~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Monday, February 19, 2007 10:44 PM CST Wow~ we will continue to lift Cindy up in prayer! Poor thing!!! We will ask God to give her peace and calm her heart and to wrap HIS arms aroud her! You both take care and let us know what the doctor seems to think. Love you both~ Kate Kate <katehebb@verizon.net> - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 9:50 PM CST well here i go again sorry so long cindy has been the hospital from friday til monday the dr said her heart is ok so he is a heart specliest and he is sending her back to her regular dr and maby he can find out what is wrong with her she is still having chest pains bad but the dr said it could be so many things that would just have to run test and see what it is she is wanting to go back to work so bad but can't the pain is so bad she can't hardley stand it so pray that he will find it soon have got to go will write more when i find out something take care and god bless all sending our love jimmy. jimmy and cindy <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 6:36 PM CST Cindy, thank you for writing and keeping us up to date. I am praying for both of you. I am worried about you, Cindy, I hope you feel better very soon. Take care of yourselves. Sending healing thoughts. Dawn Liloia <mdliloia@aol.com> Mantua, NJ - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 7:33 AM CST I hope all is well with you both! I've been praying for you- Take care of yourself! Happy Valentine's Day! :o)~ Kate Kate <katehebb@verizon.net> - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 5:56 AM CST Thanks for wtiting Cindy! I will keep you in my prayers- God can get you through this and HE WILL!!!! It must be so hard on Jimmy but We will continue to pray for both of you! I have to run - kids will be here in 5 minutes- keep us updated so we know how to pray! Love to you both~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> - Monday, February 5, 2007 6:09 AM CST Hello everyone this is Cindy writting, I would like to take a minet to think the ones that have wrote and tryed to keep intouch with us threw this rough time that we are having. I am very sick and don't know what is going to happen to me right yet, but God is the cole pilet in my book and he knows what is the best thing, along with the Droctors right now. I go back to the Droctor tomorrow and they just might put me in the hospital in Jackson Tn. and the way that I feel if thats what it takes thats where I need to be. Maria my neice we are very glad to hear from you and we just want you too know that we love you very much and so did Pamela. We don;t want you to every forget that, ok. Kate you are very special to us too. Keep praying for us that we will both, expecial Jimmy will get through this because what is wrong with me it is just worring him to death. So please keep us in your prayers. Dawn we would like to think you too, you are special to us too. Like I said everyone that has wrote threw all of this means alot to us and always will. Well I need to get off of here and go back to the couch that is all that I have been doing for about two-weeks and I am very week. So take care all, And God Bless. Love you all Cindy Cindy, Jimmy Williams <jcpwilliams@curnet.com> Martin, TN USA - Sunday, February 4, 2007 5:19 PM CST Hi I am Maria Pamelas cousin. I miss her everyday. I wish I could have had more time with her than just family cookouts or holidays. So many times in our life we take forgranted all the little things that one day may seem big. especially charishing little time with people we love. I didn't get a chance to say good bye to her or be at her side when she needed a hand to hold. I love you pamela maria <maria_heathcott@yahoo.com> camden, tn america - Sunday, February 4, 2007 10:51 AM CST Just a quick note to say hi and send more love and prayers! I know that God is going to touch each of you in His own special way! Love you~ Kate Kate <katehebb@verizon.net> - Thursday, February 1, 2007 10:28 PM CST Praying for you both!!! Take care, please keep us updated. I hope by the time you read this, you are already feeling better. Sending my love... Dawn Liloia <mdliloia@aol.com> Mantua, NJ - Thursday, February 1, 2007 5:19 PM CST Wow~ We will definitely keep you all in our prayers! Give Cindy our love and keep us up to date with any news so we can pray for your specific needs.You have been through so much- and I am really asking God to heal you so you can live a long happy life together! Even though Cindy has heart problems in her family doesn't mean that God can't take care of her now! That darn devil will do his best to bring you down but GOD IS BIGGER!!! Keep believing and He will answer your prayers! Love to you both~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> - Tuesday, January 30, 2007 10:29 PM CST hey guys. Ive been thinking about yall a lot lately so i thought i would get on here and show some love!..i have to have surgery on march 29 again...its a mess...that spot that ive always had problems with is causing major problems...its nothing to worry about just a pain...but i want you guys to know that im doing good and i still continue to pray for you!...i want you all to know that i love you very very much and that you guys cross my mind alot!...God Bless stephanie pearman <bikerbabester@cox.net> branson, mo US - Monday, January 29, 2007 1:16 PM CST hi erin i still don't know to spell i just wanted to say i am sorry love you jimmy. jimmy and cindy. <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Sunday, January 28, 2007 7:21 PM CST hello to everybody i know it has been a while since i wrote but here goes job again my brother has been in the hospital again he can hardley walk now without a walker he is still in the nursing home he said he thought the only way he would get out of there is feet first but it is in gods hands i am sure i would feel the same way but is not all cindy is very sick and needs your prayers to she has been trying to work but has been coming home early she has an appointment with the dr wed she has a bad heart and i told her no more work until she sees a dr and finds out just how bad it is her family has a history of heart disease her dad died at 38 with a heart attack and more of her family has died with the same thing me i am just run down i didn't have time to get well when i was sick anyway please pray fore us and me that i can hold up thrue this it seems like the devil is trying to turn me away from the lord but it won't work never kate and dawn thanks so much fore writing it means so much to mr to know there are people like youall ot that cares fore other people may god bless you and aren it was so good to hear from you i thought you had forgot us may god bless everybody and we send our love jimmy. jimmy and cindy williams <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Sunday, January 28, 2007 7:12 AM CST Thinking of you today and praying that you are back in good health! Take care~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> - Friday, January 26, 2007 9:57 PM CST Take care of YOU!!! Love and miss you both! Erin <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Monday, January 22, 2007 9:23 AM CST Jimmy~ So sorry that you are feeling so badly!!! I will definitely keep you in my prayers! I can relate to how you were feeling- it is not fun! Take care of yourself and give Cindy my love~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Thursday, January 18, 2007 8:00 AM CST So sorry to hear about your illness. Please take good care of yourself, both of you. I'll keep you in my prayers. Sending healing thoughts and lots of love!! Dawn Liloia <mdliloia@aol.com> Mantua, NJ - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 1:20 PM CST hello to all sorry i haven't wrote but i spend new years day at the er room at the hospital i was very sick i had a bad sorethroat and my whole body was infected i think they wanted to keep me but i told them i wanted to die at home so they gave me a shot that i couldn't hardley walk when i stood up as if i could before it really hurt i think i felt like you kate i still can't get around very much i don't know how cindy got me to the car but she did .dawn thanks fore the encouraging words may god bless tou and kate and all the rest this year just didn't start off like i wanted it to cindy is still working and her back and leggs really hurt her maby someday we will have some bills paid off and she can quit may god bless all and we send our love . jimmy and cindy. jimmy and cindy williams. <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Monday, January 15, 2007 6:18 PM CST Haven't heard from you in a while- I hope things are ok!!! Let me know how you are doing when you get a chance. Love~ Kate Kate <katehebb@verizon.net> - Saturday, January 13, 2007 9:02 PM CST Just checking in... Hope you're doing well. It took me til yesterday to get over my illness- it's been a long couple of weeks! Wishing you a terrific 2007! ~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Monday, January 8, 2007 8:12 PM CST Merry Christmas! I am 4 days into the worst flu ever! Not the best Christmas here! Thanks for praying for my dad- he came home on Saturday and he is fine. I can explain more when I can actually sit up longer... I'm going to get back into bed... Take care and Merry Christmas~ Kate Kate hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Tuesday, December 26, 2006 5:24 PM CST Merry Christmas to you and your family! Stay strong. Dawn Liloia <mdliloia@aol.com> Mantua, NJ - Saturday, December 23, 2006 9:13 PM CST hello kate sorry i had to write on this but i can't get it to go on the other fore some reason but you can bet we are praying fore your dad as hard as we can and as long as it takes god bless you we send our prayers and our love jimmy and cindy. jimmy and cindy. <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Saturday, December 23, 2006 7:23 PM CST merry christmas to all and a happy new year may all of you have the best holiday you ever had it will be sad here but i don't want anybody else to be sad with gods help we will make it thrue it and all of your prayers as my brother said he seen pamela and our mother when he died and came back so pamela is there we know it would be selfish of us to want her back like she was i saw her nose and ear bleed and she told me on the last she couldn't see so i miss her very much but i know she is well and happy now may god bless all of you and we send our love cindy wants to write a few lines love jimmy. Merry Christmas to all of you. I am like Jimmy I miss her very much and would love to have her back but, we know that she is in a very good place then what we are right now. And some day we will get to see he ourself. Last week when I was at work I done something to my right leg and it has gave me a fit this week, Jimmy took me to the Droctor and he said that i had a pulled musle in my leg and it does hurt, but it is getting better now, that is why I haven;t been writing on this much. I am sorry for that. We sure hope that everyone has a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Love you all, and God Bless:: Cindy,Jimmy Williams jimmy and cindy <jcpwillians@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Tuesday, December 19, 2006 7:05 PM CST Jimmy and Cindy~ You were on my mind alot today- I hope you're doing ok this week... I think of you often and pray for you both when I do! Take care- I look forward to hearing from you soon~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Monday, December 18, 2006 10:26 PM CST As we get closer to Christmas, I've been thinking of you and hoping you are doing well. I am praying for you and your family. Much love and God Bless. Dawn Liloia <mdliloia@aol.com> Mantua, NJ - Sunday, December 17, 2006 10:19 AM CST hello to all hope you had a happy thanksgiving it was very very sad here only your prayers and gods help got us thrue it i am sorry fore not writing sooner but just didn't feel like it but life goes on neither betty or pamela would want us to feel like this but it is hard not to. dawn and kate thanks so much fore writing it means so much when you are heartbroken i know a lot of people still pray fore us i can feel your prayers and god will take care of us so even if you don't write pray fore usit means a lot have got to close so may god bless you all and we send our love to all.jimmy. jimmy and cindy williams. <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin , tn usa - Monday, December 4, 2006 8:56 PM CST praying for you today and sending my love~ kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Monday, December 4, 2006 6:22 PM CST You and your family are in my prayers, it's been almost a year since Pamela became and Angel and I think about her a lot. She seemed like such a sweet girl. I am praying for your brother also. Try to enjoy the holiday, I know it will be hard. God Bless! Dawn Liloia <mdliloia@aol.com> Mantua, NJ - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 9:46 PM CST We'll be praying for you these upcoming days! I know they are going to be difficult for you- just know that I am praying as is my family! Love to you all~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Monday, November 20, 2006 7:01 PM CST hello and happy thaksgiving to all it is very sad here as we are about to have our first one without our baby it was two days after thanksgiving when she earned her angel wings and it is very sad every day is a bad day it seems we have been trying to prepare fore it but there is just no way the only good thing is we know where she is and she is not hurting anymore and is happy we know that fore sure my brother saw her there when he died and came back by the way he is getting a whole lot better and will get to come home thursday fore thanksgiving but has to go back that night maby he wil; be home before long fore good his leggs is the only thing that is bothering him now well will close fore now just wanted to wish everybody a happy holiday a special thank you to kate hebb fore keeping in contact with us so may god bless all and we love youall jimmy and cindy. jimmy and cindy <jcpwilliams@crunet.com.> martin , tn usa - Sunday, November 19, 2006 8:39 PM CST Hi Jimmy~ I am still praying for your brother! I am not sure if I know anyone personally that has had that kind of experience but I have heard people say that they have seen Jesus but it wasn't their time yet and they came back. I think maybe God has something special still for your brother to do and He sent him back to do it. Maybe there is just one person even that needed to hear his story! God definitely has a plan for him- I am sure of that! Just like Pamela- I remember reading how strong her faith was and thinking that she is probably going to touch so many with her story and her FAITH IN GOD! Even people that never got to meet her- just to see a teenage girl go through what she did and still trust God was so neat!!! You guys did such a great job raising her to be who she turned out to be! BE very proud!!! I know that the next couple of weeks are going to be so hard for you and Cindy and I want to remind you that I will be checking in on this site and PRAYING every day for you both! If you have any special needs feel free to email me at my email address below and let me know and I will be there for you both! You take care and keep trusting God- he does have great plans for you!!! ~ Kate Kate hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Monday, November 13, 2006 6:40 PM CST dear Little Feather ( Jamie ) I am still praying for ya'll hope everything is going ok Love Tina Tina Roberts dukedom, tn usa - Sunday, November 12, 2006 5:57 PM CST good morning to all well a little good news about my brother and some news not so good he is taking theraphy and they said his upper body is very good but his legs are very bad his pight foot is swolen bad and he can't pick it up don't know what is causing it yet he falls if he tries to walk on it but he says he will overcome it and that is half of the battle he is a very strong man and if anybody can do it he can he is remembering som things now he has talked more about our mother he said she was very happy and very beautiful he don't remember much about pamela but he will him and pamela was very close it really hurt him when she died. it is coming up on a year since she passed away she died two days after thanksgiving and me and cindy are having bad days already yesterday was a very bad day fore me it still all seems like a bad dream but i know better but i still refuse to turn my back on god he knows best he has a reason and all this just brings me closer to him kate have you known anybody to come back like my brother with a testimony like his i have but nobody i knew he said he wanted to stay but the lord said said he wasn't ready fore him yet write and let me know if you ever experienced anything like this will close fore now so god bless and we love everybody jimmy. jimmy and cindy williams <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 6:28 AM CST Jimmy~ It is my pleasure to pray for you every day! And now your brother too! I check your site every day and I pray that you had a better day than the one before! I hope each day gets easier for you and that you hold on to your wonderful momories of Pamela! Keep her close and Jesus closer and you can't go wrong! You are both very special and don't you forget that! Take care~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Saturday, November 4, 2006 10:36 PM CST well i haaven't had a chance to talk to the dr aabout my brother yet but today he seemed more alert and is begining to remember things the therepist said he would have to learn to balance hiself he has fell several times and damaged his arm so he will be there fore a while yet as i said it is hard to stop a dr and talk to him long at a time maby i will know more in a few days kate thanks bunches fore your prayers i know others are praying but you are about the only one who writes to let us know may god bless you all love jimmy and cindy. jimmy and cindy williams <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Saturday, November 4, 2006 7:46 PM CST I am praying for your brother Jimmy- but for you and Cindy and your son as well! You have been through so much! It is true that God doesn't give us more than we can handle but that doesn't mean that it isn't a really hard road to travel!!! You have been so strong and I will continue to pray for you every day! You take care and continue to update- that way we know how to pray for you and any specific needs you have! Love to you all~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Wednesday, November 1, 2006 6:08 AM CST well here is a update on my brother he is out of the hospital after a month but they took him to a nursing home his wife works there so she felt like he would be better satisfied there but he isn't maby he will get use to it he has a long ways to go if he makes it the doctors have not goven us the green light yet they still say it could go either way but he has improved some he has a lot of theraphy to go thrue he is begining to talk where tou can understand him now so please keep him in your prayers it looks like things just can't get right around this house i still feel like job in the bible but i still have faith and i pray all the time because i know god is still boss and i really belive he won't put more on us then we can stand i just would like to know when he is going to let up well that is about all i know now so please keep us in your prayers may god bless all and we love you'll jimmy. jimmy and cindy . <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Monday, October 30, 2006 6:49 PM CST WOW~ we will pray for your brother- make sure you give us an update when you have one so we know how to pray! We will ask God for healing obviously and peace of mind for everyone as well! You take care and we hope to hear from you soon~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Sunday, October 29, 2006 10:17 PM CST hello to everybody again sorry it has been so long my brother has been the hospital fore almost a month he spent ten days on a venelator ang is still very sick don't know how much longer he will be sick he is going to have therphy so i think it will be a while yet there is a story to tell when he is better he can't hardley talk now but he tild me some things he died and they brought him back he saw our mother and pamela while he was there. sorry i can't tell you more now but will later god bless all of you love jimmy. jimmy and cindy. <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Sunday, October 29, 2006 6:07 AM CST I said a prayer for you today! Love~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Tuesday, October 24, 2006 10:15 PM CDT I just wanted to say hello and i hope everyone doing ok Buffy <oobuffyoo21@aol.com> Jacksonville, fl - Friday, October 20, 2006 5:54 PM CDT Just thinking of you and said a little prayer this morning! Hope you're all doing well! Take care and heave a day full of God's blessings!~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Thursday, October 19, 2006 6:10 AM CDT It's late and 6am will be here all too quick but I wanted to say hi and remind you that I still pray every day- you both take care and the next time I write it will be longer! Love~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 9:31 PM CDT hey guys...wow its been a while...im sorry! Just thought i would stop by and say hey and that we are still praying for you guys! God Bless and Love you guys! stephanie pearman <bikerbabester@cox.net> branson, mo United States - Sunday, September 24, 2006 5:54 PM CDT hello to all of you it has been a while since i wrote so thought i had better write a few lines well my garden is all but gone now it is very hard pickins now to get anything off of it so i am back at the same place almost where i started not as bad thoe we have got the best neighbor you could want i help him out a lot he is a truck driver and loves to work on cars so when he is gone i keep his yard mowed and do other things fore him and me and him work on our cars when he is home so that helps ' don't get me wrong i still cry fore my baby a lot cindy was off wed and we decided to go to memphis to the jude and see everybody we started with erin but couldn't find her so we saw all of the doctors and nurses and finally found erin it was good to see all and they had a running fit when they seen us there was tears and rejoicing at the same time when seen us she came a running now don't get me wrong about erin it's just that pamela loved erin so much and when i wanted her i could always find her at erin office and i just got attached to her she is an amazing lady. will close fore now and as always may god bless everybody and we love you all love jimmy. jimmy and cindy. <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Sunday, September 17, 2006 7:49 PM CDT Thanks for writing Cindy! It is good to hear from you and know that you're doing ok... I still pray for you every day- that you will find comfort in God's promise that you will be with Pamela one day in GLORY!!! She is having the time of her life- walking the streets of gold- singing with the angels- with no pain or sufferering at all! She will be your guardian angel and keep you and Jim safe until you see her again! You take care and I'll look forward to hearing from you both real soon~ Kate Kate hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Saturday, September 2, 2006 8:41 PM CDT Just a little note to let you know that I'm thinking of you! Pretty Pamela Sue still brightens my days! Memories of her continue to make me smile! I miss you guys and continue to keep you in my prayers! Love you both, bunches!!! Erin <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Friday, September 1, 2006 9:39 AM CDT Hello This is Cindy, Pamela's Mom. I havev't wrote in a while, I was just going thew to see if anyone has wrote to us lately, and thought that I would write a few lines to you all and at least say hi. Sorry that I haven;t wrote in a long time but, I have been working some long hours at work, that keeps my mind busy where I don;t think about Pamela, well that didn;t sound right let me say this where I don;t think of the pain that she went threw. That is better, I think of her everyday, and lord knows that we all miss her so so much, but we also know that she isn;t hurting anymore, and having a time of her life up there. You know what? Pamela said to me one day mom I have put my life on hold, and then she said you know mom someday I will have a time of my life, and now she is. I just wish that she was here with us having a time of her life here, but that wasn;t ment to be here on this earth, and God knows best. But we still miss her alot... Yesterday we went to look at some rocks for her, and we found one, It is shaped in a heart and they are going to put a angel on one side of it and her picture on the other. That will look so pretty, but she was a very pretty girl, when we went to pick the rock out, we both got upset that was very hard to do. You know, It still seems like she is going to walk in the door or pull up in her car at any time, but we know better then that. She is gone but not and never will be forgotten. Dads garden is just about gone for the year, he said the other day that he is getting tired of canning for one year, and I told him that he wouldn;t have to worry about it for much longer it would be gone. And it is getting slim. Well I just wanted to write a few lines and say hello to everyone. Take care and God Bless each and everyone of you, Please write me back, It seems like this is the only way that we have got to talk to all of you sweet and nice people out there, so p;ease write me, us, or who ever back. God Bless, Love you all Cindy, Pamela: Mom Cindy Williams, Pamela"s Mom <jcpwilliams@curnet.com> Martin, TN USA - Thursday, August 31, 2006 8:46 PM CDT Just dropping in to say HI! I said a little prayer for you today- I hope God blesses you REAL GOOD!!! You take care~ kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 9:42 PM CDT good morning to all it seems like everytime i write i am saying i am sorry fore not writyng earlier but the garden is keeping me busy it will probally last 2 or 3 more weeks and then i am going fishing and hunting i love to hunt and squirrell seasoon should be in by then i wish deer season was in now kate they ate all of my corn almost o well i guess they enjoyed it you was right kate it is delicious this time of the year so i got about three meals off of it but thank god fore that much we are canning tomatoes now that is one thing nothing damaged much thank the lord fore that i wish i could share everything with everybody but i guess that is impossible. kate i agree with you i think god does have peoples paths cross fore a reason we may never know why but we have met a lot of his people thrue this crisis and it has really been a help to us well will will write more later but have got to close fore now so god bless and we love you all. erin see you before long love you jimmy. jimmy and cindy <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usajcpwilliams - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 7:50 AM CDT Just checking in and reminding you that I am praying for you today! Hope you're doing ok... Enjoy the rest of your summer... I am ready for FALL!!! Take care~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Sunday, August 6, 2006 6:36 PM CDT Dear Little Feather ( Jamie ) I forgot to remind you that you still know how to get in touch with me if you need me Tina Roberts dukedom, tn usa - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 11:34 PM CDT Dear Little Feather ( Jamie ) it's me Tina since I don't work with you anymore I have been missing you lots ( especially that pretty smile ) just wanted you to know I haven't forgot about you & your family & I still pray for ya'll all the time hope everything is going good for ya'll Love, Tina Tina Roberts dukedom, tn usa - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 11:24 PM CDT Jimmy and Cindy~ I am glad that I have had the opportunity to "meet" you through Pamela's site- I know that God has people's "paths" cross for a reason and I am honored to be able to pray for you both every day! I have children of my own and I cannot imagine what you've gone through but I feel good knowing that I can have my part in your journey by praying for you both! I hope the deer don't do too much damage to your garden! You can't blame them though- there is nothing better than fresh corn this time of year! Hahaha! Well- you both take care and write soon to let us know how you're doing. Love to you both~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Monday, July 24, 2006 9:11 PM CDT good morning to all it is five a m here i don't sleep very good so i thought i would write everybody mom has just got up and she is like me not much to say when she first gets up. i know it has been a while since i wrote i have been busy in my garden it has finally started to grow and we are getting some stuff out of it but the deer seem to like it very much thet have destroyed my corn but i guess they have to eat to we have all kinds of wild animals here but the deer are my worst enemy but anyway erin it is getting beautiful like you said it would by the way we are planning to come to the jude to see you before long i hope nothing happens this time we would love to see you and all the rest you especoally.kate we feel like we know you and have never seen you cindy said i would love to meet her and so would i you are truly a fine lady we may never get to meet you but we will someday in heaven if not here on earth .well have got to close it is almost daylight and i have got go and fight some deer out of my corn i hope other people read this still if so write and say hi if nothong else we love you all and god bless still miss pamela very much. jimmy and cindy. jimmy and cindy williams pamelas mom and dad. <jcpwilliams@ crunet.com.> martin, tn usa - Friday, July 21, 2006 5:45 AM CDT Just checking in and saying HI! I still pray for you guys every day! I hope things are getting a little easier for you! You take care and enjoy your summer~ kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Sunday, July 16, 2006 9:29 PM CDT We are thinking of you. Praying for you as you grieve for your dear Pamela. ![]() Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Sunday, June 25, 2006 12:59 AM CDT hello to all sorry it has been so long since i wrote we are doing fair except fore the heartaches we are still missing pamela very much it just don't get any better i don't think it ever will i still miss betty very much and it don't get any better so i don't think this will either outside of that we are still trying to make a life fore ourselves and the ones we have got left . cindy is still working they are trying to train her for manangement i don't know if she is wanting that or not but she is trying it anyway as fore me i am nursing a garden that almost burned up it was so hot and then came the rain with the hot weather and it almost died but i have been praying to the lord to spare it and it is doing a lot better.well i have got to go i just got home from church and cindy has cooked our thanksgiving turkey finally so really it is was our turkey fore thanksgiving we just couldn't cook it then so may god bless everybody and we love you all write us back o by the way kate thanks fore wishing me a happy fathers day it meant a lot jimmy. Hello everypne this is cindy, dad is going to watch my dressing that i have got in the oven all it has to do is brown and it will be done. So that isn;t too hard for him. I only get to cook on the days that I am off, and I try to cook a good dinner for us. As he sid we miss Pamela very much and think about her all of the time she stays on our mind all the time, and this is very hard for us too except. We know that she is in a better place then we are but it is still hard for us. It doesn;t seem right without her here anymore. It's just not the same. Well i will close and go check our dinner and we will write again. God Bless all of you great people out there..... Jimmy and Cindy.....jimmy jimmy and cindy pamela's parents. <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Sunday, June 25, 2006 12:16 AM CDT Just checking in on you. You haven't written in a while so I hope you're doing ok. Let us know how you are feeling. Happy Father's Day Jimmy! I think of you and pray for you often! You both take care~ Kate Hebb Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Monday, June 19, 2006 7:16 AM CDT hey im sorry to hear about ur daughter ur in my prayers we love you so much. love emily norris emily norris <norris_emily06@yahoo.com> dresden, tn tn - Friday, June 16, 2006 5:34 PM CDT Just thinking of my Pretty Pamela Sue! Cindy and Jimmy, you are still in my thoughts and prayers! Erin <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN 38111 - Monday, June 5, 2006 2:13 PM CDT Thinking of you today and praying for you also! I hope you have a great day and enjoy all the Lord has in store for you. Don't ever forget that you still have tons of us praying for you! Take care~ Kate Hebb Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Monday, June 5, 2006 10:41 AM CDT Happy Birthday Pamela. You are in our hearts and we miss you very much. Pam Mast <pjgoodlow@cruent.com> Dresden, Tn Weakley - Friday, May 19, 2006 7:19 PM CDT hey mom,dad and jamie. i just wanted to drop in and say hello and i'm thinkin about ya'll and i love ya'll bunches! i'm comin to see ya'll on Pamela's bday so be expecting me! Dakota <dakotasherrill@hotmail.com> Dresden, TN U.S. - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 11:02 AM CDT I just wanted to say Hey! I am still parying for you guys I hope that everything is going great! Brandi <brando_cobine@yahoo.com> Dresden, tn - Monday, May 8, 2006 3:29 PM CDT Pamela, miss your sweet bright smile..always thinking of you. Cindy, Jimmie and Jamie, if you ever need anything let me and Dakota know..our thoughts and prayers are always with you. Pam Pam Mast <pjgoodlow@crunet.com> Dresden, Tn Weakley - Sunday, May 7, 2006 2:53 PM CDT Hey guys, I just had my 1 year check up tuesday and everything is good. My leg is doing a whole lot better and overall i am too. My prayers will be with you always. God Bless Stephanie Pearman <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Thursday, May 4, 2006 12:56 AM CDT hello to everybody just wanted to say hi and hope everybody is ok i am a little better still miss my little punkin but life goes on so i am just trying to make the best of a bad nightmare sorry i made such a mess of the last letter i wrote but i was having a bad day or should i say a few bad weeks. erin i am so sorry i spelled your name wrong you are a very sweet lady and better then that hope to see all of you at the jude in a week or to me and cindy are planning to come and visit all soon will let you know what day later pamela's birthday is the 19 of this month she would have been 19 years old i am afraid that is going to be a bad day so if everybody will please say a special prayer fore us that day we would appreaciate it have got to close fore now so may god bless and we love you all jimmy. jimmy and cindy pamsla's mom aand dad. <jcpwilliams@crunet.com.> martin., tn usa - Thursday, May 4, 2006 8:01 AM CDT hello and happy easter to everybody i know it just a little late but i have been trying since friday to write and this dagum thing keep messing up with me cindy says it is me and not the computer anyway i hipe this one goes hope everyone is having a good day it is lomesome here without my little punkin that is what i always pamela but i know she is having a ball helping hode the easter eggs in heaven fore all the little angels from the jude and of course all the other children to. do i still cry fore her yes i do i can't help it i rejoice fore her and grive fore myself. valerie and dough it was good to hesr from you'll we still love you and think of you often we both know what the otherone is going thrue but god will help us thrue it we have just got to trust in him abd pray a lot me and cindy pray fore you'll a lot as well as all the other parent's and children it is so hard but just knowing someday we will be with them is something to look forward to have got to close fore now mom will write later she has got to have three teeth removed tomorrow glad it is her and not me lol. may god bless and we love you all dad jimmy and cindy pamelas mom and dad. <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin , tn usa - Sunday, April 16, 2006 2:02 PM CDT Jimmy and CIndy, We love you guys and are thinking about you all as we face another first without our girls here in person, but in spirit. We hope all is as well as can be expected and we just keep our eyes focused on Jesus Christ. I hope you can have a nice Easter. LOve you guys!!! Valerie, Doug, Austin Taylor <dwnsvll@aol.com> Downsville, LA US - Saturday, April 15, 2006 9:28 PM CDT Wishing you a Very Happy Easter Holiday!!! God Bless You, Lots of Love and Prayers!! Christy McCormick <KISSYDEE75@aol.com> Downsville, La - Friday, April 14, 2006 11:30 PM CDT Still praying for you both! I asked God to show himself to you in a new and exciting way today! Take care and rest assured that we will continue to pray for you every day~ Kate Hebb and family Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Thursday, April 13, 2006 6:38 AM CDT Hi Jimmy and Cindy, Just stopping in to say hi and letting you two know You are still on my mind... Hope the spring weather and the pretty flowers have brought a little brightness your way... I know keeping busy takes your mind of Pamela , Just dont be too hard on yourselves, Take care of each other too!! You know she would want that !! Just letting you know I still pray for you all the time and will do so from now on.... God bless you both, My heart still aches for you , I dont know how you feel , I lost my father and I hope I never lose one of my children, Losing my father was bad enough , It gets easier with time but the pain is always here .... You two are strong and God will see you Through!!! Lots of prayers and Love !!! Christy McCormick <KISSYDEE75@aol.com> Downsville, La - Thursday, April 6, 2006 0:32 AM CDT I'll bet that garden will be beautiful! Thinking of you both!!! Erin <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Thursday, March 30, 2006 2:21 PM CST Still missing Pamela and her strong spirit!! Praying for you both. Thinking of your family all the time. God Bless You!! Dawn Liloia <mdliloia@aol.com> Mantua, NJ - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 9:29 PM CST HEY GUYS, SORRY IT'S BEEN SO LONG. I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY. WELL I HAVE EXCITING NEW. I AM NOW A REEDS SPRING HIGH SCHOOL CHEERLEADER!!! I AM DOING REALLY GOOD!! I AM ALSO GOING TO GO BACK TO MY OLD SCHOOL. I AM REALLY STARTING TO GET BACK TO MYSELF. ALL THOSE MEDICATIONS SURE DO KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU A LOT DIFFERENT. LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH' STEPHANIE PEARMAN <BIKERBABESTER@COX.NET> BRANSON, MO USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 8:49 PM CST hey! just wanted to let yall know that i still think about and pray for yall almost everyday. i can't imagine what its like for yall as Pamela was such an amazing girl. she is my age and i really looked up to her for her outlook on life and continuous positive attitude and good faith. thank you for continuing to share your journey with us In christ, Sara Sara Barnes <sara9487@aol.com> Memphis, TN - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 1:18 PM CST Hello to everyone out there, Sorry that we haven't wrote in a while but, I have gone back to work and I work 9to10 in a half hours a day, and then when I get home I am too tired to do anything, so I am very sorry for that. We haven't forgot none of you all, and think of you all the time. We still need the prays, we still think of Pamela all the time and wish that she was here with us. But we know that she has gone to a better place then here on this earth. She doesn't have to suffer anymore, she is having a time of her life now, she is in Gods loveing arms and with the rest of st judes little angles. Well I think that Dad is wanting to write so I will get off of here and let him write now. Love you all Cindy (Pamela's Mother) hello everybody this is dad as mom said sorry we haven't wrote but mom has gone back to work and i don't stay here very much by myself it is just to lomesome i don't hear pamela calling me anymore like i did of course it was my imageation i think ? i am not able to work so i go to a friend of mine house and visit with him a lot i do keep house while mom is at work but if i am not busy i just don't stay here a lot it is just to lomesome. i am going to have a garden this year maby it will help some' stephany we haven't heard from you in a while hope you are still doing o k thank to the st jude people fore writing Aron you are a sweethearth we love you to death and Ray you are leaving ? you can't leave after all we have been thrue it is a nightmare.well have got to go so god bless and we love you all dad. cindy,jimmy williams <jcpwilliams@curnet.com> martin, TN USA - Saturday, March 25, 2006 7:51 PM CST ![]() May the Grass be soft as heather as it sways beneath your feet May smiles so bright and so cheerful light up every face that you meet... May your heart be ever hopeful, and filled with glad songs to be sung, And may the years always be kindly to keep you forever young! May the Luck of the Irish be with you...always, forever and a day! Love, ~*Juli*~ Juli Merhaut <crazygal8705@yahoo.com> Canfield, Ohio USA - Friday, March 17, 2006 8:16 PM CST hey mom and dad. i am going to come see ya'll real soon. sorry it's been forever, u know me, i'm always busy! well i love ya'll and thinkin about ya'll always! Love-Kota Dakota Sherrill <disturbed_lil_mudmunchkin69@hotmail.com> Dresden, TN USA - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 11:10 AM CST We still check in and pray for you every day!!! Have a day full of Blessings!~ Kate Hebb Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 6:17 AM CST Thinking of your family today and everyday!!! Erin Memphis, TN - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 9:38 AM CST Hi Cindy and Jimmy, Sorry to hear you have been sick Cindy and Hope you are feeling better by now, Would have checked in sooner but I have been super busy with things here at home, But never think I have forgotten you guys because I lift you up everytime I talk to The Lord.... The next couple of months may be a little busy for me with my two boys playing ball and my Mom will be having a Hip replacement but Know I will still chck in on you all often and will hold you close to my heart in Prayer .....Lots of Hugs and Love from Downsville Louisiana Christy McCormick <KISSYDEE75@aol.com> Downsville, La - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 0:42 AM CST Hi Jimmy and Cindy~ Do not think that you are forgotten- I pray for you both daily and I check the website too. I still think of Pamela and how strong she was! You both did such an amazing job as parents!!! God bless you both each and every day! You take care.~ Kate Hebb Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 4:29 PM CST Hello everone this is Cindy Pamela's Hensley's mom, sorry that it has took us a while to write on this but, I have been sick, and I just didn't feel like getting on the computer until now. Jimmy has been checking it everyday to see if enyone has wrote to us. So tonight we thought that we would get on here. We miss pamela more and more every day. I think that it has really hit us know that she isn't comming back and thats the hard part about this hole thing. But we know in our hearts that she is in heaven looking down over us and smiling, and having a good old time with her friends from st. jude there with her. Knowing Pamela she is trying to be the mother to all of the kids from st jude, thats just the way that she was. Well in May the 19 she will be 19years old, oh lord that will be a bad day, but we can get threw it, with the help from the lord, he will make it a good day. Well guys I think that Dad is wanting to write some so I better get off of here. Love you all and God Bless... Cindy hello eveybody this is jimmy not much change we still miss pamela a whole lot my prayer is it will get better as time goes by we will make it because you are praying fore us i can tell i feel your prayers i was always close to the lord but it seems now i am even closer then ever thanks kore your prayers and god bless everyone love you dad, Cindy&Jimmy Williams <jcpwilliams@curnet.com> Matine, TN USA - Monday, March 6, 2006 9:48 PM CST Holding your family close in our prayers. Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Friday, March 3, 2006 4:04 PM CST just wanted to drop by and let yall know that i am thining of yall today. i only met pam once but emailed back and forth with her. she was a true blessing in my life even though i did not know her very well so i can't imagine what she was in yall's i am praying for yall's comfort each day. i can't evne begin to imagine what it must be like. i just lost one of my bestfriends in a car accident on new year's eve and its the first person that i have lost who i was really close to. the only thing i can say is stay strong an dkeep leaning on the lord, i know that pam is always looking down on yall! my thoughts and prayers are with you, Sara sara barnes <sara9487@aol.com> memphis, tn - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 11:51 AM CST HEY GUYS, IT'S STEPHANIE. WELL I AM STARTING TO ATTEMPT TO WEAR MY LEG. I CAN'T REALLY PUT A LOT OF PRESSURE ON IT JUST YET BUT I AM TRYING REALLY HARD. IF MY PAIN DOESN'T EASE UP I GUESS THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING ELSE THAT THEY CAN TRY, BUT I REALLY DONT WANT THAT. THAT MEDICATION WEIRDS ME OUT SOMETIMES. WELL I WILL LET YOU GUYS GO FOR NOW AND TALK TO YOU LATER. STILL KNOW THAT WE THINK AND PRAY FOR YOU GUYS EVERYDAY. GOD BLESS AND LOVE YA. AGAIN THANKS FOR THE PRAYERS!!! STEPHANIE PEARMAN <BIKERBABESTER@COX.NET> BRANSON, MO USA - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 5:45 PM CST Hi Mom and Dad , Sure hope you are doing better after the fall Cindy.... Be careful, I know when I fall I stay sore a while. I hope things are a little better your way , I have been busy but have still had you on my mind, and in my prayers, will check back in again soon Christy McCormick <KISSYDEE75@aol.com> Downsville, La - Sunday, February 19, 2006 11:20 PM CST Hi Cindy and Jimmy, Just a little note to let you know I'm still thinking about you both! I hope it is of some comfort to know that you have so many people thinking about you and praying for you! Love you both! Erin Brick <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Friday, February 17, 2006 10:18 AM CST hey mom and dad. I heard about moms accident from Jamie, i hope u get better soon because i know you don't like to sit around for long. hopefully you didn't hurt anything too bad. well i am going to go. I will talk to ya'll later! Love ya'll! Dakota <disturbed_lil_mudmunchkin69@hotmail.com> Dresden, TN US - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 10:33 PM CST hello everyone this is jimmy pamela's dad just wanted to write and say happy valentine dad to all. it wasen't a very good day fore us very lomesome without our little angel here but as i said before god knows best sometimes it gets worse mom was up in a chair yesterday and fell out of it this morning she can hardley walk it is bruised very bad now you would have to know her to know that she will trip over anything she has fell so many times on the past few years i can't begin to count them. valerie and dough thanks fore writing us yes our little ones are in heaven having a ball and getting into everything and playing with the other children i know they ar sweethearts and i miss them both like you all do we will see them someday what a reunion that will be. stephanie god bless you sweetheart and i am so glad they didn't find any trace of cancer i just know it won't come back we will still be praying fore you and all of the other's at ahe jude pray fore us as we have had some bad days yesterday was a very bad day without pamela and yesterday was our other daughter's birthday the one that got killed in a car wreck so you see why it was so bad have got to close and go and see about mom so by and god bless love dad. jimmy and cindy pamelas parents. <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 7:47 AM CST Jimmy and Cindy, We just wanted to let you know that yall are in our hearts and prayers. Today was both of our families first Valentine's days without our princesses. I am sure the two of our gals are living and laughing it up in Heaven right now. We love yall so very much and understand firsthand the pain of losing our little girl's to cancer. Everytime I think about Ash I automatically think of Pam too. I can only imagine the trouble those two gals are in the middle of in Heaven...playing jokes and probably dancing the most beautiful dances ever seen. www.caringbridge.org/la/princessashley Valerie Doug and Austin Taylor <vah9776@yahoo.com> Downsville, LA USA - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 5:16 PM CST Just checking in again. I miss Pamela's strong spirit so much. She was such an inspiration. I didn't realize you've lost two children (read that in a previous post). I can't imagine your pain!! Please know you are both in my thoughts a prayers daily. I wish you well. God Bless. Dawn Liloia <mdliloia@aol.com> Mantua, NJ - Friday, February 10, 2006 9:15 PM CST Hey guys this is Leah Kerassidis and Tess Brooks. We just wanted to check on ya'll and make sure that everyone's alright-as i am sure you know, Anna's baby is due next month and we're all very excited about it! i remember when anna and Pamela first became friends and used to throw me out of the room whenever i started acting like a brat!-Pamela is terribly missed in all of our hearts and i just hope and pray that she has finally received the golden wings she deserves and that she is in no pain anymore. We will stay in touch, Leah Kerassidis, Tess Brooks Leah Kerassidis Tess Brooks <Leahjo07@hotmail.com> Sharon, TN - Friday, February 10, 2006 4:06 PM CST Hey guys this is Leah Kerassidis and Tess Brooks. We just wanted to check on ya'll and make sure that everyone's alright-as i am sure you know, Anna's baby is due next month and we're all very excited about it! i remember when anna and Pamela first became friends and used to throw me out of the room whenever i started acting like a brat!-Pamela is terribly missed in all of our hearts and i just hope and pray that she has finally received the golden wings she deserves and that she is in no pain anymore. We will stay in touch, Leah Kerassidis, Tess Brooks Leah Kerassidis Tess Brooks <Leahjo07@hotmail.com> Sharon, TN - Friday, February 10, 2006 4:06 PM CST Hey mom and dad. I just wanted to check up on ya'll. I haven't heard anything from you in acouple of days. I hope ya'll are having better days since the other day really wasn't a good one. I am still thinking about you guys and I love ya'll! Dakota Sherrill <disturbed_lil_mudmunchkin69@hotmail.com> Dresden, tn usa - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 3:49 PM CST HEY GUYS, WELL MY 9 MONTH CHECK-UP WENT GOOD. I AM STILL CANCER FREE. BUT THEY FOUND A FLUID POCKET AT THE END OF MY STUMP AND DONT KNOW JUST YET WHAT THEY ARE GOING TO DO ABOUT IT. I WILL FIND OUT TOMORROW AND BE SURE TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON. THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE PRAYER AND YOU KNOW THAT WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU ALL. GOD BLESS AND LOVE YOU MUCH!!! STEPHANIE PEARMAN <BIKERBABESTER@COX.NET> BRANSON, MO USA - Sunday, February 5, 2006 2:50 PM CST Hi Jimmy and Cindy~ I have written before but I just want you to know that I check this website alot now- just to see how the two of you are doing! You are in my prayers every day! As a mom of three, I do not know how I'd handle being in your shoes! You two are stronger than you give yourselves credit for! Losing one child is hard enough but two is seemingly unbearable! I will continue to check in and pray!!! Know that you are not alone in this journey- even though we've never met- I am still here for you both!!! You take care~ Kate Hebb Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Friday, February 3, 2006 9:20 PM CST hello everybody this is jimmy pamelas dad was sitting here very stressed out so i thought i would write and say hi to everybody it is still very lomesome me and mom have been trying to figure out how to deal with our baby not being here no more but it all comes back to the same thing nothing works the most comfort we get is from god and you all praying fore us it seems like at times i can feel your prayers when you all pray it is very touching don't get me wrong me and mom have always been close to god and no matter what happens we will never turn away from him sometimes i feel like job in the bible but i know no matter what god will never turn his back on us you see pamela is the second child we have lost we lost one in a car wreck i don't think we had shared that with you'll we still have two daughters and a son and i don't think i could stand to loose another one i pray that he will not take any more of our babies please pray the same prayer fore us thank you all . mom wants to write but i can't close without saying stephanie we are still waiting to hear your results i know you can't tell us something you don't know yet but as soon as you know let us know we are still praying fore you may god bless you all love dad. Hello this is mom now writeing, Today has been a bad day for the both of us, I have been thinking about Pamela all day, Usually on the 3rd od every month we would go pay our bills and somehow we would run across Pamela going down the road or something. And it has made me very down today for some reason. My mother called to check on us and she way talking about her and that got me to crying, but when we talk about her we usually start crying. And she is probaley up there laughting and having a good time, I know that she is... She is with all the other little kids being old mother hubbert to them all. You would of had to know Pamela like we did to know that. We miss her so much. I am praying that nune of you ever have to go through this anytime at all. Well like dad said we are waiting on the results from stephie pearman and are hoping that they are good ones. I will close for now love you all. and god bless.........Cindy Pamela's Mom Jimmy&Cindy Pamela's Dad,Mom <jcpwilliams@curnet.com> Martin, TN USA - Friday, February 3, 2006 3:43 PM CST Hi Mom and Dad, Hope you are having a little better week. I know that not a day that Goes by will ever be the same. But I am still Lifting you up in Prayer!! I think of you often. It is so strange to me how I happen to become involved now with several different childrens pages and all over a matter of a few weeks. As a mother I feel That God wants me to be more Thankful for My children, I have always thanked him for my kids but now more than ever. I have read so many inspiring pages. Pamelas Pages really touched my heart, and the faith she kept through it all right up to the end. I am reading back over them now to my 13 year old so she can get the real meaning of how quickly life can be taken from us, and how important it is to have God in our Lives. God Bless You Both as you continue to try to move Forward and know that I will continue to check in and continue to pray !!!! Christy McCormick <KISSYDEE75@aol.com> Downsville, La - Friday, February 3, 2006 1:45 AM CST Hi,my name is Ronell and you probably know me from st.jude.I met Pamela a couple of times in the hospital but first in the teen room.I just visited Stephanie's page and got unto this one.I often wondered about and prayed for Pamela but I had no idea what was going on.I am so sorry that I didn't find out earlier.My heart breaks.When I realised that it was her I had to remind myself to breathe.I will always remember my first conversation with her.She was confident that she could beat this thing.Really strong but most of all she was concerned about losing her leg.We talked for a long time since I already had an amputation.She had a smile that reminded me not to worry,everything was going to be ok.I am so blessed to know that I had the honor of meeting someone so special.She's surely and angel indeed.May God be with your family. Love Ronell ronell ragbir <ragbir86@hotmail.com/www.caringbridge.com/tn/ronell> - Monday, January 30, 2006 4:23 PM CST HEY GUYS, I AM SO GLAD THAT YOU LIKE THE SONG. I WORKED VERY HARD ON IT. I AM STILL PRAYING FOR YOU GUYS A LOT. I GO DOWN STILL TUESDAY AND FIGURE OUT WHATS GOIN ON. I HOPE THEY FIND OUT WHATS GOIN ON. I DONT WANT YOU GUYS TO WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING BUT WHAT YOU HAVE TO THOUGH. SO DONT WORRY ABOUT ME JUST KEEP PRAYING WHICH I KNOW YOU ALREADY HAVE THAT COVERED. KEEP LOOKING TO GOD AND I HOPE THAT EITHER OF YOU NEVER LOOSE SIGHT OF HIM. HE'S THE ONE THAT SAVES TO WHERE WE CAN SEE OUR SWEET PAMELA AND LIVE IN PEACE WHERE IT IS PERFECT WITH HER FOREVER. ALWAYS KNOW THE MY FAMILY AND I ARE ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU. WE DONT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH BUT WE WOULD BE GLAD TO HELP IN ANY WAY THAT WE CAN!! GOD BLESS AND LOVE YOU GUYS VERY MUCH~ ~!Stephanie Pearman!~ <BIKERBABESTER@COX.NET> BRANSON, MO USA - Sunday, January 29, 2006 9:40 PM CST Hello this is Pamela;s Mom. I would like to exspecial thank Stephanis Pearman for the song it was beautiful baby we really liked it. We are praying for you to get some good news Tues. when you go back to the Jude. Please keep ue informed on how you are doing. We will be praying for you. Pamela would of liked the song too, she use to write songs and poems herself. Who knoes she might of wrote you one, we don;t know. We do know that shs thought alot of you and your mom,dad I mean alot too. But at least she doesn;t have to hurt anymore, and she is in gods loving hands having a time of her life, with little ashley and all the other kids. Well I will get off of here and see if dad wants to write. God Bless you all. Cindy.hello everybody it's good to hear from all we are about the same here it has been two months today since our precious little angel went to be with the lord it hasen'i been the easiest day of our life mom and me have tried to stay busy but memorys come up everywhere we turn it is so hard we still miss her so much but to know where she is helps a lot she is probally up there saying don't worry about me i am great mom said she seen her last night she was standing at foot of our bed she started to get up and pamela raised her hand and said no mom i am fine and then vanished mom thinks she was coming back to check on us i don't know what to think it is very weard i think i just don't know. stephanie god bless you we are praying even harder fore you that you will get good news in memphis just don't give up never.have got to go fore now may god bless you all dad. cindyandjimmy. <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin, tn usa - Thursday, January 26, 2006 9:35 PM CST CITY OF ANGELS: VERSE: SHE WAS A DANCIN DRAMA QUEEN WITH DIRTY BLONDE HAIR. SHE HAD CANCER IN HER LUNGS AND SHE WAS REALLY SCARED. THEY GAVE HER CHEMO AFTER CHEMO, BUT NONE OF THEM EVER WORKED. SHE'S IN MY PRAYERS EVERY NIGHT BECAUSE I KNEW SHE HAD TO HURT. CHORUS: NOW SHES WALKING IN THE CITY OF ANGELS WATCHING OVER THE ONES SHE LEFT BEHIND NOW SHES WALKING IN THE CITY OF ANGELS HAVING NO FEARS OR WORRYS ON HER MIND VERSE: SHE WAS A 7 YEAR OLD PRINCESS WITH LONG BLONDE HAIR. SHE HAD SURGERIES AND CHEMO, SHE KNEW IT WASNT FAIR. SHE HAD A SMILE ON HER FACE AND WAS A STRONG LITTLE GIRL BUT SHE HAD TROUBLE WHEN THE CANCER TOOK HER FOR A WHIRL. CHORUS: NOW SHES WALKING IN THE CITY OF ANGELS WATCHING OVER THE ONES SHE LEFT BEHIND NOW SHES WALKING IN THE CITY OF ANGELS HAVING NO FEARS OR WORRYS ON HER MIND BL: THEIR PARENTS HURT BUT TRY TO MOVE ON. THEY HAVE TO WAKE UP EVERYDAY KNOWING THEIR BABYS GONE. OH BUT THEY KNOW THAT SHES WALING IN THE CITY OF ANGELS WATCHING OVER THE ONES SHE LEFT BEHIND NOW SHES WALKING IN THE CITY OF ANGELS HAVING NO FEARS OF WORRY ON HER MIND ~I WROTE THAT MYSELF AND AND GOING TO START SINGING~ I BELIEVE THAT PAMELA AND ASHLEY WAS WITH ME WHEN I WROTE IT AND THAT SONGS MEANS A LOT TO ME AND I HOPE THAT IT MEANS A LOT TO YOU! STEPHANIE PEARMAN <BIKERBABESTER@COX.NET> BRANSON, MO USA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 2:10 PM CST Hey guys, Stephanie again. I havent felt any better since I wrote last. THEY HAVE ME ON FOUR MOROPHINES A DAY AND 4 GABEPENTINES(NERVE DEADINERS) 3 TIMES A DAY. THEY CANT TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG SO I GUESS WHEN I GO DOWN TUESDAY MAYBE THEY CAN TELL ME. I GET NERVOUS ANYTIME SOMETHING IS WRONG. I HAD THAT BEFORE THE VERY FIRST TIME BUT WHEN YOU RELAPSE IT IS EVEN WORSE. I KNOW THAT I AM IN GODS HANDS AND THAT I HAVE ONE STRONG ANGEL (PAMELA) LOOKING AND WATCHING OVER ME. THAT COMFORTS ME QUITE A BIT. I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR YOU AND KNOW THAT YOU WILL DO THE SAME FOR ME. I HAVE WRITTEN A SONG ABOUT PAMELA AND ASHLEY TAYLOR. I WILL WRITE IT TO YOU. STEPHANIE PEARMAN <BIKERBABESTER@COX.NET> BRANSON, MO USA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 2:00 PM CST Hey mom and dad! I am at school and just thought i would tell ya'll that i love ya'll. we just lost mr. boaz one of our teachers lastnight...pamela knew him i don't know if she ever told u about him. well i have to go to class now. Love ya'll! u know my # if u need anything! Dakota Sherrill <disturbed_lil_mudmunchkin69@hotmail.com> Dresden, Tn US - Wednesday, January 25, 2006 11:11 AM CST hello friends this is pamelas dad thanking everybody fore writing us back you don;t know how much it really means to me and mom to know people are praying fore us again thank you, let me start by saying to stephany pearmon we love you to sweetheart and you better believe you are in every prayer we pray it is kinda like you was one of our own you and pamela were so close and i believe you will kick this big old monster when i pray it seems like the lord tells me she will be ok.one thing i never said much about is the people who work at the jude dr's nurses and everybody else who works there they are a great bunch of people you won't find none better,very warm and so nice to everybody kind as they can be cry with you laught with you worry about you and ready to help in any way they can pamela never wanted fore nothing if they could get it i just can;t say enough about them to all jude people thank you and god bless,well i have ratteled enough so i will let mom write so thank again fore your prayers may god bless dad.Hello this is mom now, as dad said that we are praying for you stephanie and we do think that you will and can beat this, God will find a way. It was Pamelas yime to go and god had something in store for her up there, if this sounds like I don;t miss her that is not right because I miss her so soooo, bad. We pray that each and every one of the children at st jude gets well quick. I would just like to think everyone for writeing us it means alot to hear from you all, and to know that there are still people like you all out there. Our personal e-mail is jcpwilliams@curnet.com, and this doesn;t mean that you don;y have to right to us on that e-mail. That is just if anyone wants to know it. Well I will get off of here and write more later. God Bless you all, MOM jimmy cindy pamela mom and dad . <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin , tn usa - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 7:44 PM CST hey guys, It's stephanie. I will have my 9 month check up next week and we don't know when I am going to be able to get refitted for my leg. I am hurting really bad today. I had to take a morophine this morning. Please keep me in your prayers and I will keep you in mine and updated on anything that happens. Thanks for the prayer!! God Bless and love you guys very much~ Stephanie Pearman <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 12:36 AM CST Hi Again Mom and Dad just letting you know that I am still praying and thinking of you, hope you have a good week. Remember , Jesus probably needed Pamela in Heaven to help out with the many precious St Jude babies that are playing around her feet . She is in a much better place and Most importantly pain and Cancer free!!! The pain of your loss will always be there, I lost my dad from Cancer when I was 15 and it gets a little easier as the years go by but I always miss him , I always think about him on his Birthday, and other special days , You will do the same with Pamelas Memory, Keep it alive and try to remember her before she was sick thats the way she would want you to remember her. Think of her now , in heaven, with her Real beautiful Long hair, There with Jesus. No worrys, Nothing to bother her. She has it so much better than us, it will seem like no time to her until she sees you two and her Brother again, try to focus on that, I pray that time will help make it easier for you, God bless you , and know I will continue to Pray!!! I will check back in soon Christy McCormick <KISSYDEE75@aol.com> Downsville, La - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 0:46 AM CST I love you guys so much!! I still am praying for you!! God Bless you and I am doing ok fow now but I will know in a week about my leg!! Please continue to pray for me!! Thanks so much!! Keep to the Lord and he will give you the direction to go even though I can't even imagine how hard it is!! I pray you know that I am here and will continue to be here for you guys!! Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Monday, January 23, 2006 4:16 PM CST I started following pamela right at the end. I am furious that with all the technology today we still have childhood cancers takeing the lives of all of these precious children and young adults. She seemed so full of life, so many dreams. But, you can bet the happiness that she feels now is better than any feeling in the world!! AMEN! jessica - Friday, January 20, 2006 8:00 AM CST Thinking of you always!!! I hope is is of some comfort to know that you are in so many people's thoughts and prayers!!! Pamela will always be remembered at "The Jude" She was a ray of sunshine in all of our days!!! Memories of her continue to make me smile and laugh!!! Erin Brick <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Thursday, January 19, 2006 3:49 PM CST Hello everyone we would like to think you all for writing us again. It was so good to hear from you all. We are trying to have some good days, but we still think about Pamela. She is on our minds all the time, there is never a day goes by that we don't think about her.This isn't something that you get over, over night. And we don't know if we will ever get over it. This is so.... hard, when you have someone for 18 years and then all of a suddon she is gone. Thats what hurts. Pamela was a very special young lady, and very special to us, We know that life goes on but it is so hard to except. We would do things as a family. Dad Pamela, Jamie and Me. Now she isn't here to do things with us. Yes I worked alot, but the bills still went on, and still do now. But we are making it. We miss her alot, Thats all we talk about is Pamela. She loved everyone around. She had her farite ones. Well I better let Dad write a few lines. Take care Love always, God Bless you all Mom. hello this is dad again and as usual there is bad news a friend of pamelas ashley taylor passed away and joined pamela's in heaven she has earned her wings also please pray fore her family as i know they need prayers now unless you have been thrue what we have you just can't imagine how it feels i know some of you have but fore the rest i pray you never have to it is so hard to deal with like our little angel she was a sweetheart she had the same thing pamela had also stephanie pearman is having trouble and may have to go back to st jude we don't know yet we will keep you posted as we receive information she is also a very sweet girl and loves god she was a very good friends of pamelas also you go down there with one child and bring a housefull home with you we loved them all anybody that has nsver been to st jude should go if you ever get the chance i started crying the first time me and mom took pamela down there it is heartbreaken.will close fore now god bless love dad. Cindy&Jimmy Pamela's Parents <jcpwilliams@curnet.com> Martin, TN USA - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 8:42 PM CST I'm so glad to know you're still checking the site. I kept up with Pamela for the last several months and I never ceased to be amazed by her strong spirit. She so clearly loved the Lord and trusted Him and her love for her family just shone through every word she wrote. She was such a typical teenager and I never read her updates without smiling (sometimes laughing out loud) and even shedding a few tears for her braveness and determination. I know she learned so much of that from you. You were her models in life and she was a daughter to be proud of. I continue to pray for you all. Nan Guffey <nguffey@carlalbert.edu> Hartford, AR USA - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 3:50 PM CST Hey guys, This is Stephanie! God Bless you both. I can't even imagine. We still think of you everyday and pray for you daily!! I am going to go for now. I might have to go back down to St. Judes. I am having some problems with it but dont worry about me I will be sure to fill you in on what happens. Love you guys!! Stephanie Pearman <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 9:42 AM CST Hi Mom and Dad of Pamela, I have read through Pamela's Journal and I cried as I know it had to be so hard for her as a Young Lady to go through what she did. But knowing she had Two supportive and Loving parents was something that meant everything to her.She kept her faith in God , and kept on Beleiving in her Miracle. I could never ever begin to imagine what you are going through, all I can say is that since I have been browsing through different peoples pages , I have realized as a mother myself to never take my children for granted.I have always Thanked God for them , but more so now. I have cried so many tears as I have read these pages and wondered how these parents find the strength to go on. I will continue to check in on you and keep you in my prayers. Just Remember Pamela isnt in any Pain and God had a plan for her , he had his reasons.She is now whole and complete and well again. I know all of the other little ones who earned their Angel wings before her must have been so happy to see her enter Heavens Gates!! God Bless You Both!!! Christy McCormick Mother to Hollie, Shane Joseph and Tristan <KISSYDEE75@aol.com> Downsville, La - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 0:56 AM CST Hi there mom & dad. I really enjoy reading your entries. I have a neice who you all know that is a patient at St. Jude. I found Pamela on her website back in Sept of last year. I found myself laughing & crying everytime I would read one of Pamela's entries. She was so full of life & I know you must miss her. I hope that you are given the strength that you need to get through this & keep her memory alive. Everyday since she has passed, I come into work, sign on my computer & look at her site. I think of how beautiful she is. How is brother doing? I could tell by her entries that she loved him so as she did all of you. May you all find peace knowing that she is watching over all of us & our children. Your Friend, Kerri Kerri Lynn (Reed) Passmore Knoxville, TN - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 7:44 AM CST Hello this is Pamela;s Mom, I would like to think everyone for writting us, and sorry that we haven;t got to write back lately but, this computer has been missing up on us. We think that we have got it fixed now. We are like Pamela was, we enjoy getting letters from everyone that write to us. We even look forerd of getting letters from you all they brighten our long days up that are without Pamela here with us.Dad and I get up every morning and come to the computer to see if enyone has wrote to us. We miss our sweet angle so much we don;t know what to do sometimes, She use to say mom this house is dirty so now everyday I am cleaning the house just to have something to do, not that the house was dirty to start with,it was stroded if you know what I mean. We went to her grave yesterday and that was very hard for us to do, but we went anyways, it just doesn"t seem right for her not to be here with us. It seems like she is on a long trip and should be coming home before long, but we know how that is she isn;t comming back to us. She is gone to a better place then what we are in now. Well I better let Dad write some on this thing before it kicks off. Love always Cindy. hello everybody this is jimmy writing a few lines as cindy said we have got it fixed i hope i just hope everyone hasn't guit checking this page we would love to hear from everybody just like pamela we look forward to hearing from you. pamela was a very sweet girl somebody wrote about what her dad yes we were vwry close mom had to work to make ends meet so i would go by myself to take her to memphis to st jude she got to where she wasn't able to do fore herself and i didn't mind doing fore her at first it seemed to bother her but i told her the love i had fore her was not that kind of love and she said i know daddy and we got along real good we were very close we were all very close we were christians and that made it easier i just wish i had my baby back i would take care of her until the lord came and got meto take me home. well i will close fore now so take care and please write us may god bless.love dad. Cindy&Jimmy Pamela"s Parents <jcpwilliams@cornet.com> Martin, TN USA - Monday, January 16, 2006 7:12 PM CST Hello this is Cindy Pamela;s Mom. Thanks for writting us. Jimmy&Cindy <jcpwilliams@curnet.com> Martin, TN USA - Monday, January 16, 2006 4:00 PM CST I started to follow Pamela's story in September. She was such an inspiration to me. She had the BEST attitude even facing what she was facing. I am so glad you wrote in the journal because I was wondering why no one had updated the front page of the site. Pamela was a wonderful girl!!! I miss her posts so much. I am sure she is doing something great up in Heaven!! God Bless. Dawn Liloia <mdliloia@aol.com> Mantua, nj usa - Monday, January 16, 2006 1:16 PM CST hello this is pamelas dad me and mom have bee4n trying to write youall fore a while but we don't know a whole lot about writing on this mom knows more then i do so you can tell it is hard to write we have had it in the shop three times so maby it is fixed now but anyway we appreciate your response to pamela she really enjoyed hearing from everybody she was a wonderful girl who loved everybody and worried about all of the patience at st jude.it is very lomesome here without her we loved her so much she is in heaven now taking care of children i know that is got to be the job god gave her to do.i will close fore now but will write more later mom will write then also god bless you all love jimmy pamelas dad. cindy and jimmy pamela mom and dad <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin , tn usa - Sunday, January 15, 2006 8:58 PM CST hello this is pamelas dad me and mom have bee4n trying to write youall fore a while but we don't know a whole lot about writing on this mom knows more then i do so you can tell it is hard to write we have had it in the shop three times so maby it is fixed now but anyway we appreciate your response to pamela she really enjoyed hearing from everybody she was a wonderful girl who loved everybody and worried about all of the patience at st jude.it is very lomesome here without her we loved her so much she is in heaven now taking care of children i know that is got to be the job god gave her to do.i will close fore now but will write more later mom will write then also god bless you all love jimmy pamelas dad. cindy and jimmy pamela mom and dad <jcpwilliams@crunet.com> martin , tn usa - Sunday, January 15, 2006 8:56 PM CST Hello, I also began reading about Pamela's journey toward the end, and I was so touched by her entries. I usually ended up in tears! There was one entry in particular that stands out, when Pamela talked about how much her dad helped her. She loved her parents and brother very much it seemed! I hope the happy memories make you smile until you can be with her again. My prayers are with you during this difficult time. Dana <danacroton@hotmail.com> Briarcliff, NY - Friday, January 13, 2006 12:54 AM CST Cindy, Jimmy, Jamie: I think of Pamela everyday, as all that knew and were blessed to know her. She was a (child) young lady that had more insight on life and the difficulties of our (and her life)than any person I have ever known. My granddaughter (you know who I mean) is a very private person, but I know she hurts every day knowing that her dear friend is not here to talk to except in her thoughts and prayers. We all think of you often and hope that if you need anything or just someone to talk to you that you will let us know. God bless and keep, we are here for you anytime. Pam Mast (Grams) Pam Mast <pjgoodlow@cruent.com> Dresden, tn WEAKLEY - Thursday, January 12, 2006 7:09 PM CST Mom and Dad, I just wanted to drop in and tell ya'll that i am still thinking about ya'll. I think about ya'll and Pamela everyday, it still don't seem real that she is gone. You guys are like my mom and dad and she was like my lil/big sister..whichever way it went, we always took care of each other. But i know that she is up there watching over all of us and holding the place down until we get there! I love ya'll and i will make it out to ya'lls house sometime soon! Dakota Sherrill <disturbed_lil_mudmunchkin69@hotmail.com> Dresden, TN - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 7:41 PM CST Hey Jimmy and Cindy, This is Stephanie. I am sorry that I haven't called you. Out of all the other kids this was the hardest I think for me. Though I dont even come close to knowing how you guys feel. I would have condsidered Pamela one of my best friends. Like you said she is not forgotten and never will be forgotten. She will always be in my heart and in yours also. God I guess needed a very beautiful and special angel. But I know that I will get to see her one day and forever we will live together in peace and no pain for anyone. God Bless you both very much and I still pray for you daily. Not a day goes by that I dont think about you. God is in control and I pray that you keep looking to Him in everything and see the good more then the bad. I love you guys very very much. Keep the Faith!! Stephanie Pearman <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 11:46 AM CST Cindy and Jimmy, Thinking of you always! You said Pamela made you laugh everyday! She can still do that! Think of a funny memory an let yourself laugh! She gave you so many things to smile about. Love you both! Erin Brick <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 8:53 AM CST Jimmy and Cindy~ I am a mom of three and I just began reading Pamela's website toward the end of her battle... She was such a sweet yet strong young lady!!! Her faith in God was a real inspiration to me. To read her journal entries and think of a teenage girl having her outlook on life was amazing! You both did such a wonderful job as parents!!! You should be very proud! God blessed you with a wonderful daughter- you were picked special! I truly cannot imagine being in your position- watching a child be so sick for so long- especially in the last few days! But just be reassured every day that God took her home with Him and she isn't in anymore pain. And this seperation from her is just temporary! SOmeday you will all be together forever! Now you just need to hold onto God and let HIm carry you through the difficult days and nights without her. I will pray that He will keep you wrapped in His loving, comforting arms! Know that you are not alone- I still pray for you every day as I used to for Pamela and you as well... There are people all over that Pamela has touched and I am sure they are feeling the same about you both! Hang in there- God has a great plan for the two of you! Love and prayers~ Kate Hebb Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Monday, January 9, 2006 1:30 PM CST To Pamela's parent... Thanks for writing in here. I had been reading Pamela's updates for a long time and I was so sad not to hear anything anymore. I cannot imagine how difficult this must be for you. I will pray for peace and that the good memories of Pamela when she was full of life come to your mind over the bad ones (when she was in so much pain). I'm sure she would want you to remember her happy and healthy. May the Lord hold you both tightly as you grieve the loss of your sweet girl. I'll check in more from time to time to see if you've added anything. God bless you!! I sure am sorry... Katie Cox <auk80@bellsouth.net> Braselton, GA - Monday, January 9, 2006 1:10 PM CST Hello this is Pamela's Mother. I want to think each and everyone of you for the prays and thought that you all were giving us threw Pamela's death. She is gone but not forgotten, and never will be. Pamela was a very great person and a role model to us. She could make us laugh and cry when we were said or happy,or sad. She is our little angel sent from heaven,we lost a very sweet lady and God gained a angel.She has not died she has just moved her address.Her Dad and I am very,lonesome and it just doesn;t seme right without her here with us,Pamela would always tell her Dad and I what to do, And we miss that alot, This Christmas was a very sad one without her beening here, it didn;t even seme like Christmas to us. But we are trying to make the best of what we have got, and that is each other, We want everyone to still write and keep on praying for us, that we with get threw this and all of this will be better on all of us as time goes by. Well Dad is wanting to write to you so I will get off of here and let him write a few lines. Love each and everyone of you. God Bless you all Cindy Pamela;s Mom. HELLO THIS IS PAMELAS DAD I THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE A FEW LINES AND TELL ALL OF YOU HOW MUCH PAMELA ENJOYED HEARING FROM YOU;LLSHE WOULD CHECK IT EVERY MORNING AND SMILE AND SAY DAD I GOT A LOT OF MAIL TODAY SHE WAS A SWEETHEART MY SWEETHEART AND I MISS HER SO MUCH IT REALLY HURTS I MISS HER SO MUCH SHE WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN THE LAST THREE WEEKS IT HURT ME SO BAD IT SEEMS LIKE I CAN STILL HEAR HER SCREAMING IT BREAKS MY HEARTS TO TALK ABOUT IT SHE WAS SO SWEET AND BEAUTIFUL AND LOVED EVERYONE SHE WORRIED ABOUT THE OTHER CHILDREN AT ST JUDE SHE WOULD SAY TO ME DADDY PRAY FORE SO AND SO WHOEVER WAS NOT DOING TO GOOD SHE WANTED EVERYBODY TO FEEL BETTER PLEASE WRIT US BACK WE ARE VERY LOMESOME AND WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU LOVE PAMELAS DAD, Jimmy & Cindy Pamela"s Mom&Dad <jcpwilliam"s@curnet,com 731-799.4103> Weakley, Tn USA - Sunday, January 8, 2006 2:09 PM CST My heart and soul goes out to you. I am so sorry about Ms. Pamela. She was the strongest person I have ever met. I am so proud to say that I got to spend time with her at St. Judes. Please know that I am always here for you if you need anything, even to just talk. With much love, Nichole and David Nanney (Taigens Parents) www.caringbridge.com/ok/taigennanney Nichole Nanney <taigensmommy@hotmail.com> Tishomingo, OK USA - Thursday, January 5, 2006 4:02 PM CST Thinking of you during the holidays and praying an extra measure of strength and peace for you all. I never met Pamela, but loved her computer updates and enjoyed her vibrant personality. She became an extended family member and I miss her too. May the Lord of all creation bless your family mightily during this new year. Ian & Deanna McDonald and family <deannam@cableone.net> Bartlesville, ok USA - Saturday, December 31, 2005 11:43 AM CST I am continuing to pray for your family during this holiday season! Cling to God and He will carry you through! His plan is so great for your family. Know that Pamela touched so many even those of us that never knew her personally! You were very blessed to be picked by God to have Pamela for the time that she as here on earth and now you have the reassurance that she is painlessly soaring high on eagle's wings- waiting to meet you one day!I will continue to pray for you~ Kate Hebb Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Thursday, December 29, 2005 9:32 PM CST I found Pamela's site through another site. I'm so sorry for your loss. Pamela sounds like she had more to do and just because she is not on this Earth that does not mean she will not accomplish all of those "things". Her life has just begun. Hold on to the fact that you WILL one day be reunited with your precious Angel; until then keep Praising God, as she did holding on to his promise!! May God continue to be a permanent fixture in your life!!! God Bless You!!! Sincerely, Leonya <crumbz33@aol.com> Toledo, Ohio - Monday, December 26, 2005 0:36 AM CST Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers especially today as you face your first Christmas without Pam. Praying for you so on this Blessed Christmas Day! http://cards.webshots.com/ecard/pickup/109858809RhApxi Lynn <lworley416@yahoo.com> Seattle, WA - Sunday, December 25, 2005 5:55 PM CST Merry Christmas Jimmy and Cindy. We will pray for you all throughout this tough time. You are always in my prayers. Love, Teresa (Jaden's mom) Teresa Brunnemer <tcbrunnemer@yahoo.com> Stillwater, OK USA - Saturday, December 24, 2005 11:09 PM CST My prayers are with you this holiday season. May you know God's love is abundant and he shines through all circumstances. He will protect you. Have a blessed 2006. Christina tinkler - Saturday, December 24, 2005 2:54 PM CST We hope that things are going ok for you through this holiday season. We continue to pray for you and send many blessings your way Take care and god bless Tina and family Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Thursday, December 22, 2005 10:29 PM CST Cindy and Jimmy, It was so good to see you both yesterday! I am keeping your family in my prayers! You will find joy in your lives again! Pamela will make sure of it! You are such wonderful parents! You brought just as much joy and love to Pamela's life as she did yours! You were always there for her! Erin <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Thursday, December 22, 2005 10:04 AM CST hey mom and dad. i just wanted to drop in and tell you guys that i have your print outs of Pamela's journals, and i haven't forgoten about ya'll. i just don't have my car right now, it's in the shop. i'll be out there as soon as possible though! i love ya'll! Dakota Sherrill <disturbed_lil_mudmunchkin69@hotmail.com> Dresden, TN - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 10:28 PM CST I love you Pretty Pamela Sue!!! Erin <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 9:41 AM CST Hey guys, This is Stephanie. I and still praying that God heal your broken hearts and that you keep relying on Him. I pray for you daily and I think of you all the time. God Bless!! And Love you very much Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 5:22 PM CST Thinking of you today and asking Jesus to heal your broken hearts. Ian & Deanna McDonald and family <deannam@cableone.net> Bartlesville, ok USA - Monday, December 19, 2005 7:51 AM CST Dear friends, We love you all dearly. Cindy, it was great to hear from you. I know that you all are having a tough time, but rely on God. HE will see you through it . I love yall and am praying for God to ease your pain and sorrow. Plese call if you need anything. We are praying for peace and comfort for you during this holiday season as I can only imagine how difficult it may be. God is so good in that Pam is no longer in any pain, but soaring on wings as eagles. How awesome it must be in Heaven with the streets of gold. I am sure Pam has already found all the little ones from St. Jude that had gone on before her that looked up to her. She probably has a big group of kiddies around her and she is leading the pack...maybe even some practical jokes and mischief going on...sounds like Pam anyway... Much love and prayers coming your way!! www.caringbridge.org/la/princessashley Valerie Taylor <vah9776@yahoo.com> Downsville, LA USA - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 10:40 AM CST Thinking of you all!!!! I will never forget my "Pretty Pamela Sue"! Erin Brick <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Monday, December 12, 2005 10:34 AM CST I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below With tiny lights, like Heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away the tear For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear But the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here. I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring, For it is beyond description, to hear the angels sing. I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart But I am not so far away, We really aren't apart. So be happy for me, dear ones, You know I hold you dear. And be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. I sent you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above. I sent you each a memory of my undying love. After all, love is a gift more precious than pure gold. It was always most important in the stories Jesus told. Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do. For I can't count the blessing or love he has for each of you. So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear Remember, I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. I've been told that this poem was written by a 13 year old boy named Ben. He had fought a brain tumor for 4 years. The tumor won on December 14, 1997. He gave this to his mother before he died. guardian angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, Lebanon - Friday, December 9, 2005 2:59 AM CST Dear Little Feather know that we Love you & keep you & your family in our prayers at all times remember the things you told me that Pamela had told you & hold them to your heart just like you hold her to your heart read the picture & reread it hope it helps you as much as it has helped me know that your Baby Sister is no longer hurting and is in God's healing hands and she is still with you & sees you so show her that beautiful smile you've got if you need me you know how to get in touch with me Much Love & Prayers To You & Your Family Tina Roberts <smiley31078@yahoo.com> Dukedom, tn usa - Thursday, December 8, 2005 7:16 PM CST Hey mom and dad (cindy & jimmy)! Im sorry bout all this its been hard (jamie too). I love yall and hope for the best! Pamela u were a great friend with lots of potential & great personality! I LOVE YALL!! -Jessie Shannon R.I.P. forever Jessie Shannon <morbid_gothchick69@hotmail.com> Dukedom, TN US - Thursday, December 8, 2005 9:08 AM CST appreciate everything in life and enjoy it because life is a gift. Jamie Hamilton Dresden, TN USA - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 2:00 PM CST I AM so sorry that I did not get to know Pamela before she went to be with the Lord, if even through this site. But I hold on to the promise that I will meet her in Heaven where she will be restored and in full health and beautiful as ever, reading her story on this site has really been an inspiration to me, I am 34 yrs old and have learned alot from her wisdom. I pray for God's perfect peace over this family at this time. I heard of her through a friend whose son has been at St.Judes recently, Lisa Tanner (Cole). Be blessed St Judes families. Julie Julie Arreguin <mariosmissingrib@yahoo.com> Oxnard, CA USA - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 12:19 AM CST Pamela,I miss you so much and I wish so much that you would have got through this...I think bout you everyday and everything that we have been through...You was the first friend I ever had when I moved to Tennessee 9 years ago. You, Anna, Ashley, and Me was never apart and now we are...I love you and you are always in my heart...Mom, I love you too, and I know this is the hardest thing to survive through,but I love you and Im still your daughter too..Rest in Peace Pamela!!! You will never be forgotten!!! Love, Tasha "Your Sister" Tasha Gibbons <tyena_jean@yahoo.com> Stockbridge, Ga 30281 - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 0:42 AM CST Dear(Pamela)& her family, i am gonna miss pamela so much!!...i could remember when i went to kelsey's and on her birthday how we had so much fun with pamela that is seems like yesterday.she always was smiling and always cared about other people.now to this day i no she is happy now where she is and has no more pain and have to go through anymore treatments again.still when i think of her it seems like she is here with us which i no now she always will be.i will pray for yall every chance i get.i love you and miss ya pamela so very fun..u was so awesome!!..God Bless You Breanna <beautiful_chic_13@hotmail.com> Dresden, TN. U.S.A - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 6:09 PM CST You might not remember me/us.But i visited St Jude For a week and my mom for 2 weeks one time while visiting my nephew Zachary Kauffman.My mom and i would sit and smoke with you outside Ronald McDonald house and talk about our loved ones we had there.I didnt see much of Pam but she seems like a sweet Girl. And we wanted to say how sorry we are for your loss.And know You are very much thought of right now and have many prayers coming your way.God Bless You...Kim Miller and Sandy May Kim/Sandy(Another St Jude Family) <bobandkimmy@yahoo.com> Harborcreek, Pa - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 11:23 AM CST Praying that God lift your family up until they meet with you again for all of eternity. God Bless Kristal Standrdidge OK - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 9:29 AM CST Pamela! Hey girl!! I miss you so very much and I am so sorry that I wasn't there to say good-bye before you left this world but you looked beautiful and SO peaceful at your funeral!! I will never forget you and I will always love you!! I know that you are in a better place now!! Thanks for everything that you did for me and everything that you helped my through!! I love you!! To Pamela's Family: I am SO VERY sorry for your loss and if there is anything that you every need then I am here! I know that you all don't know me very well but I thought very highly of Pamela! She always put other people before herself and she was never NOT smiling!! I will always remember her!! I am praying for all of you! Brianna Lee McKa <huggybear89_07@hotmail.com> Dresden, TN USA - Monday, December 5, 2005 9:11 PM CST pamela-we could never forget you ever! your so special to all of us and will live in us forever. to pamela's family-your family continues ot be in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Pam, I love you girl and miss you everyday. love in christ, Sara sara barnes <sbarnes@hutchisonschool.org> memphis, tn - Monday, December 5, 2005 6:11 PM CST Hi. We are two of Pamela's friends from school. We are so sorry for your loss. The funeral was beautiful (as was Pamela). We love all of you and if there is anything we can do for you let us know. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Bonnie Alley and Dana Johnson <allens_girl101@hotmail.com> Dresden, TN US - Monday, December 5, 2005 2:41 PM CST hey!Pamela it is me your cusion shonna i just wanted to tell u that we miss u and we all know that u r in a better place. u r in our hearts always. shonna <shonnalynn_08@yahoo.com> big sandy, tn - Monday, December 5, 2005 10:59 AM CST HEY THIS IS YOUR COUSIN SHASTA! I WANT YOU TO KNOW I MISS YOU, AND YOU ARE ON MY MIND. I KNOW YOU ARE BETTER NOW, BUT WE STILL MISS YOU DOWN HERE! WELL WATCH OVER ME AND MY BABY, AND I MISS YOU!! Shasta Kenniston <baby_gurl_jma@yahoo.com> Big Sandy , Tn USA - Monday, December 5, 2005 10:15 AM CST It was sad to me when i found out a week and a day ago of Pamela's death. Pamela and I were not really close, but we were friends. I miss Pamela greatly and pray for her family everynight which I have been doing for almost 2 years now. Everyone will miss Pamela greatly. I bet she is so happy above us. I know we all can not wait to be reunited with her in Heaven. She was so strong and full of faith. God Bless Pamela's family and friends. Britan Lowder <shortprincess23@hotmail.com> Dresden , TN - Sunday, December 4, 2005 7:02 PM CST we appreciate the thoughts and prayers, we will never forget ya'll. we miss Pamela so much. It's just not right without her here. Mom says she misses her telling her what to do. I miss her making us laugh. And if you knew her, you know what I'm talking about. Pamela told me she never wanted to be forgotten. we still feel her everyday. She was the greatest sister, and had so many friends. I'm still learning from her even if she isn't here. Just little things she left behind..... But agian thank you all for everything. My mom and dad says hello and thank you. Remember her always. Pamela Sue......Always, (pamela's brother) jamie james <perryje82@yahoo.com> - Sunday, December 4, 2005 6:59 PM CST Pretty Pamela Sue, You were my ray of sunshine every day! You brought me laughter and love! Eventhough I was the "teacher", you ended up teaching me so much more! I love you kiddo! Have a blast up there! ~Erin Erin Brick <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Sunday, December 4, 2005 6:10 PM CST Pamela was a awsome person..I have been her sister since 4th grade to graduation..she is soo beautiful and she will be missed sooo much!!! Tasha Gibbons <tyena_jean@yahoo.com> Stockbridge, Ga USA - Saturday, December 3, 2005 11:57 PM CST We continue to stop by and send you lots of love and prayers..take care and god bless tina and family Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Saturday, December 3, 2005 11:28 PM CST Pamela was a beautiful and very strong spirited girl. She will be missed by all of her friends but she will continue to remain in our hearts. Marie Martin <Marie_4202006@yahoo.com> Gleason, Tn USA - Saturday, December 3, 2005 7:24 PM CST Pamela will be really missed by all of her friends at Dresden High School and everywhere else. She was a beautiful person and had a wonderful personalitiy. She was an awesome friend and she is well missed. Sorry to hear about her. Take care and all of my prayers are with you all. Dana Johnson Palmersville, Tn United States - Saturday, December 3, 2005 9:31 AM CST Wow- I just read PAmela's aunt's journal entry- she definitely was as wonderful as she seeemed from reading her site consistently! I am praying fro God's loving arms to be around each of you as you suffer this loss and it is comforting to know that Pamela is with her Father in Heaven-pain free! She was a wonderful girl- you should be very proud!!! ~ Kate Hebb Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Friday, December 2, 2005 6:30 AM CST My thoughts and prayers are with your family. Amy <amynjake01@aol.com> PA - Thursday, December 1, 2005 8:16 AM CST We are continuiously praying for your family in this time of sorrow, we will remember beautiful Pamela always...She was a fighter!!! God bless and take care Tina and family Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Thursday, December 1, 2005 8:05 AM CST I only met Pamela a couple of times but she was truly a great person. She touched my life in ways I will never forget. I will never forget her big smile and the way she always saw an upside to every situation. She is in a better place and I know she will look out for everyone she knew. She was a true hero and inspiration to everyone. You are in my prayers....Camble and Jaci's cousin Amanda Whitmer <whitmereamandga@sau.edu> Davenport, IA - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 2:24 PM CST Our prayers are with you and your family. We had been keeping up with Pamela through this website and through other websites on the internet. Our family too is a St. Jude Family. We have a 14 year old girl that is cured and a 23 year old son that lost his life two years ago to AML-Leukemia at St. Jude. So we have been on both sides and know how you feel. God bless you and your family. The Frank C. Morris Family <fmorris@tri-stateconsultants.net> Minden, LA USA - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 8:58 PM CST pamela is my faviorte cousin and today was her funeral she was only 18 at her death. i wish she had not passed away. she had cancer. lexie perry <lexie_perry@hotmail.com> dresden, tn u.s.a. - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 7:31 PM CST pamela is my faviorte cousin and today was her funeral she was only 18 at her death. i wish she had not passed away. she had cancer. lexie perry <lexie_perry@hotmail.com> dresden, tn u.s.a. - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 7:31 PM CST Dear family, Praying God give you comfort and strenght in this hard time Brenda/Angel_Wings brenda ball nov.29th 2005 8:20pm <brball12003@yahoo.com> whitley city, ky usa - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 7:08 PM CST I am Pamela's aunt. I didn't find out about the journal until her funeral today--Nov.29,2005. Pamela was my daughter's favorite cousin--she used to watch her and brush her hair for her whenever Lexie was at her dad's. Pamela's illness never affected her feelings for others--she was always worried about how others were doing or feeling. Her funeral service was very sad, of course, but it was a testament to her life. Sections of her journal were her service. This was the first time I had seen a preacher almost unable to preach a funeral. Pamela was always smiling and laughing when you would see her. I had not been around her much as her uncle and I were divorced, but I know she loved my daughter to death. I would see her around D-town and we would always speak and we would hug and ask the "how are you" and "how's your family?" The day we buried Birdy, Cindy asked if Lexie could go and see Pamela at the house. I told Lexie that she could and needed to because you never know if and when you will get the chance to see or talk to them,especially since she was so sick. Lexie is very thankful that she spent that afternoon with her beloved cousin. We all loved you Pamela and know that you have earned your golden wings but I wish I would have gotten the chance to say good-bye. You loosked so pretty in your orange beaded gown==Lexie said it was your prom dress--so much like your mom. Just one thing to take away from this--live each day as though it were your last and don't take your loved opnes for granted--you never know what will happen. Pamela's eulogy was her faith, strength and love that she had through her whole ordeal. May this journal touch others the way it has touched me--don't take life for granted and live each day to the fullest. Do it for Pamela--do it for yourself!!! Until we meet again dearest Pamela. I know you've got your white blonde hair again and you are perfectly healthy and with all your friends and family up there. Peace and God bless to all. We will pray and remember your family in our prayers, especially Jamie. If you read this Cindy, I hope you the best and comfort from the Lord. Our prayers are with you all. Wendy Perry Dresden, TN USA - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 4:49 PM CST Praying for comfort and strength for all of you..May the Lord be with you.... Trish/Angel_Wings(Angel_Wings@yahoogroups.com) <Kngboyer@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 11:42 AM CST My heart is so broken this morning. I only got to know Pamela through her site and found her quite charming, full of spunk and completely lovely. I will miss her! Pamela's complete faith in her God and her heavenly home have been an inspiration to me. She will be truly missed here on earth! I can't wait to really "meet" her someday. Ian & Deanna McDonald and family <deannam@cableone.net deannam@cableone.net > Bartlesville, OK USA - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 7:51 AM CST I just wanted to express how deeply sorry I am for your loss. I am also a St. Jude parent and often saw you guys at the hospital and at the Ronald McDonald House. Please know that I will be keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers through this difficult time. Brenda Kauffman <Bbkauffman12@aol.com; caringbridge.org/pa/zacharykauffman> Erie, PA - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 7:42 AM CST DEAR MOM & DaD: I FEEL VERY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. I'M THE MOTHER FOR ANOTHER ST JUDE ANGEL, SO I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOUR ARE GOING THRU. IT IS VERY DIFFICULT, AND NOTHING THAT ANYONE CAN SAY WOULD EASE THE PAIN AND THE SORROW. THIS IS LIKE THE ILLNESS ITSELF, ONE MOMENT AT A TIME. THE PEACE AND THE STRENGTH NEEDED ONLY COME FROM OUR SAVIOR. I HOPE YOU BOTH KEEP YOUR FAITH DURING THIS TIME. IT SEEMS THAT THINGS ARE VERY DIFFICULT UP IN HEAVEN BECAUSE GOD HAS CALLED SO MANY ST JUDE WARRIORS THIS YEAR! AND AS I READ ON ZACHY'S JOURNAL, HE ONLY CHOOSES THE BEST! GOD BLESS YOU! PRISCILLA-ARANTXA'S MOM ST. JUDE HOSPITAL <enegro02@hotmail.com> leesburg, FL - Monday, November 28, 2005 7:29 PM CST I have been keeping up with your sweet pamela's entries here....she is truly amazing...her strength and courage are to be admired....it is safe to say that not many people could face what she did with such grace and faith. her faith and love for God is such an inspiration...though i never met your precious pamela....she touched my heart and will always hold a special place within mine. may God bring you peace and constant reminders of all your sweet memories....may those memories get you through the difficult times. Colleen Morris <itsmoi234@aol.com> Salisbury, NC 28144 - Monday, November 28, 2005 6:47 PM CST I am so sorry for you loss. Pamela was such a beauitful young lady.We will miss seeing her at St Jude. You all are in our thoughts and prayers during this time and the days ahead. Robin Emert Tyler's mom www.caringbridge.org/tn/tyleremert Robin Emert <robin.emert@comcast.net > Jonesborough, TN USA - Monday, November 28, 2005 3:26 PM CST We are so sorry for your loss and we continue to pray for all of you as you go through the days and weeks ahead! Lisa Tanner ~www.caringbridge.com/al/cole~ <lisatanner@comcast.net> Mobile, AL - Monday, November 28, 2005 3:12 PM CST You don't know me, but I'm a parent at St. Jude. I saw you all often in solid tumor clinic. I just wanted you to know that I was so sorry to hear about Pamela and I've been praying for you all constantly. Leigh Ann Russell <russell_leighann@yahoo.com> Clinton, KY - Monday, November 28, 2005 1:21 PM CST I am so sorry for your loss. You'll be in my thoughts & prayers Michele NY - Monday, November 28, 2005 11:57 AM CST I will so miss visiting Pam's website and reading her journal. She was such a joy and had such a good sense of humor. Pam was a beautiful young lady and an angel here on earth. My thoughts and prayers are with you. God Bless each of you! Bebe Troppoli Charlotte, NC - Monday, November 28, 2005 11:06 AM CST I wasn't blessed enough to know Pam for very long but i know she was a special lady her fight and courage is an inspiration to us all.I know she is at peace now and Heaven is a much more special place because she is "Home" now..May the Lord comfort your hearts in the days ahead.. Trish/Angel_Wings(Angel_Wings@yahoogroups.com) <Kngboyer@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Monday, November 28, 2005 9:51 AM CST Sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca> Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, November 28, 2005 8:03 AM CST I am praying for all of you. Kim <kimboj41@gmail.com> McKinney, TX - Monday, November 28, 2005 6:51 AM CST My heart breaks that another family has lost such a precious angel. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Lois (FOA) NJ - Monday, November 28, 2005 6:36 AM CST A LETTER FROM HEAVEN "To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say. But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay. I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above. Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight. Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you." "It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on. I need you here badly, you're part of my plan. There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man." God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do, and foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you. And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight, God and I are closest to you... in the middle of the night. When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years, because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain. I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned. But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o'er. I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before. There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb; But together we can do it by taking one day at a time. It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too.... That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you. If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain, then you can say to God at night... "My day was not in vain." And now I am contented.... that my life has been wothwhile, Knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile. So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low, Just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go. When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind; I'm walking in you footsteps only half a step behind. And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free, remember you're not going.... you're coming here to me guardian angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, lebanon - Monday, November 28, 2005 2:37 AM CST My thoughts and prayers are with you!! We have been praying for Pamela's miracle. God IS in control and we can only imagine the wonderful time she is having with Jesus right now. She has no more pain, sickness or worries. God bless you all and we will continue to pray for comfort Love in Christ Crystal Kirby Crystal Kirby <kirbydc1@alltel.net> Sanford, NC USA - Sunday, November 27, 2005 11:13 PM CST We are so sorry for your loss. Keeping you in our prayers for God to give you the comfort that only he can. Love and prayers, Fly high with your golden wings Angel Pamela! ![]() Bridge Of Dreams Debbie and the Dream team <debbie@bridgeofdreams.org> VA USA - Sunday, November 27, 2005 10:41 PM CST I am so sorry about pamela she was a good friend to talk to the short time i knew her... If yall need anything email me anytime. love Crystal Thompson <mrscrazytodamax@aol.com> Sarepta, La usa - Sunday, November 27, 2005 10:17 PM CST I am heartbroken tonight over the news of Pamela. In the short time I new her, it was obvious that she was an incredible young lady. You are all in our prayers during this difficult time. Brandi(Anne Raegan's mom www.caringbridge.com/ms/anneraegan brandisanders <brandisanders@comcast.net> tupelo, ms - Sunday, November 27, 2005 8:05 PM CST I am heartbroken tonight over the news of Pamela. In the short time I new her, it was obvious that she was an incredible young lady. You are all in our prayers during this difficult time. Brandi(Anne Raegan's mom www.caringbridge.com/ms/anneraegan brandisanders <brandisanders@comcast.net> tupelo, ms - Sunday, November 27, 2005 8:05 PM CST Heartfelt condolences to you and your family. Now Pamela knows what heaven is like while we can only imagine. We will continue praying for you. Judy and Steve Risner Minden, LA - Sunday, November 27, 2005 6:35 PM CST I am so sorry for your loss! Pamela has really touched my heart over the last couple of months! She was such a strong young lady. I cannot imagine how you are feeling as parents- you will definitely be in my prayers! I am asking God to wrap His loving arms around you during this time. Take care~ Kate Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Sunday, November 27, 2005 6:06 PM CST I am so sorry for your loss. Pamela touched my heart. I will be praying for your family. Rachel <rmiller@deltastate.edu> Cleveland, MS - Sunday, November 27, 2005 5:31 PM CST Pam's story had touched my heart deeply. I am so very sorry that she has passed, but I believe that she is up in heaven making the GOOD lord smile with her amazing personality! The heavens have been blessed with one AMAZING angel! I will keep you all in my prayers. GOD BLESS YOU Amy Jurgen and Family <Kitmineau@aol.com> Saco, me - Sunday, November 27, 2005 3:43 PM CST I have been so touched by Pamela's story, I know she is in a place where there is happiness and no more pain! I'm so sad for your loss, I hope her courage and spirit gives you strength in the coming days. I thought her parents might like this little poem. Grieve not Nor speak of me with tears. But laugh, and talk of me as though I were beside you. I loved you so... Twas heaven here with you. Dana <danacroton@hotmail.com> NY - Sunday, November 27, 2005 2:40 PM CST I am so sorry that Pamela is no longer with us. I have followed her story for a while now and have grown to love such a courageous girl, so beautiful and full of fight!! She was truly amazing. I want to tell you that you are in our prayers and we will continue to stop by and visit! She has touched so many lives and just want you to know that we hold you all dear to our hearts...god bless you all and Miss Pamela you have your golden wings now, you are pain free and we will always think of you.... God bless Tina and family Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Sunday, November 27, 2005 2:07 PM CST I am so sorry to hear that Pamela has passed. Please know that she touched my life, even though I was not able to meet her face to face and I'm a better person today for having "known" her. Her strength and determination have shown me what is possible. She was a true inspiration. Know that I will continue to keep your family in my thoughts and prayers. Lisa Lynnwood, WA - Sunday, November 27, 2005 1:56 PM CST I was just reading Emma Grace's site and her parent's were asking for prayers for your daughter so I stopped by to tell you I was praying for her when I saw on the guestbook that your precious daughter had passed away. I am so sorry! My sister Pam (who was a hospice nurse) is also there and I'm sure they will be great friends. Lynne Whittington <cameronsmother@cs.com> Glen Burnie, MD USA - Sunday, November 27, 2005 8:56 AM CST I'm so sorry for your loss.Your beautifull daughter is now in the arms of Jesus pain free.My family will be praying for you during this time as there are some difficult days ahead.I hope that you keep strong to your faith and pray as it will really help you! Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> tracy city, tn usa - Saturday, November 26, 2005 10:22 PM CST I am so sorry you have lost Pamela. Wishing you God's peace. Rose Kline <klinemags@aol.com> Monroe, LA USA - Saturday, November 26, 2005 8:47 PM CST Jimmy & Cindy, Just want you to know that you're in our prayers always. We know, we love you and are here if you need anything. Angel Pamela met up with our blue-eyed Angel Emma Grace and they are dancing perfectly whole, healthy and free from the worries of this ole world. Lifting you to His Throne, Trish, Barney & Eli www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace The Hampton's <bubbleup42@yahoo.com> Lincoln, AR - Saturday, November 26, 2005 7:07 PM CST I am praying for your family as you go through the next few days and the many difficult ones that will follow. I found Pamela's site through another and I have only been following her story for a few weeks. In that time I have seen what an amazing young women she was. Enjoy your wings Pamela, you have earned them.... Leigh Ann Perritt <queeniesmom05@aol.com> Minden, La - Saturday, November 26, 2005 6:14 PM CST Please know that you and your famiy our in our prayers and thoughts. God BLess... But they that wait upon the LORD shall their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint. Isaiah 40:31 Prayers and Hugs, LeAnn LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings <angel4God352000@yahoo.com> Baxley, GA United States - Saturday, November 26, 2005 5:53 PM CST Cindy and Jimmy, I am so,so sorry for your loss.Pamela was a wonderful person and she will be very missed.Our thoughts and our prayers are with you and may the Lord comfort your hearts and strengthen you . Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Saturday, November 26, 2005 5:12 PM CST To Pamela's Family, I am so very sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine your pain and sorrow. Please know that I, as well as SO many others, are praying for you, and we love you. One of my favorite songs is a song by Steven Curtis Chapman. The chorus says "...and we can cry with hope/we can say goodbye with hope/because we know our goodbye is not the end, oh no/and we can grieve with hope/because we believe with hope/(there's a place by God's Grace)/ there's a place where we'll see your face again/we'll see your face again... Pamela, "well done, GOOD and FAITHFUL servant!!" I am thinking about ya'll and praying for you. Mary Holland Doan <Godsgirl889@yahoo.com> Memphis, TN USA - Saturday, November 26, 2005 4:32 PM CST My thoughts and Prayers are with you at this time, thank God for His Tender Mercies and Grace at times like these. But know He will never leave us or forsake us, we must go on with Christ, Sisters in Christ, Joyce Joyce Hoar <Joyce12848@yahoo.com> Elk Creek, Mo. USA - Saturday, November 26, 2005 4:23 PM CST to pam's family- i am so incredibly sory for your loss. pam will be greatly missed. i will be praying for your strength in this extremely difficult time. sara barnes <sbarnes@hutchisonschool.org> memphis, tn - Saturday, November 26, 2005 4:21 PM CST This is really not my place to do this..but I wanted you all to know that Pamela passed early this morning. Please pray for her family for this grevious loss. She is a beautiful young lady and will be very sadly missed by all...Please pray for her..She fought so hard and strong and now is in God's hands and He has eased her pain and suffering. We will all miss her so much. Pam Mast <pmast@crunet.com> Dresden, tn usa - Saturday, November 26, 2005 4:02 PM CST My heart is touched, and I am sending prayers for you....God is holding you right now....and he wont let you go.....You keep up that good fight there Beautiful! Hugs N Prayers to you all! www.caringbridge.org/pa/tylerlausten Tammy Lausten <GTinkrbel@aol.com> NJ - Saturday, November 26, 2005 2:13 PM CST Pamela, We continue to storm Heaven with prayers for you and your family..May the Lord watch over you and hold you in the palm of "His"hands. Trish/Angel_Wings(Angel_Wings@yahoogroups.com) <Kngboyer@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Saturday, November 26, 2005 9:32 AM CST Pamela, Cindy and Jimmy, We are praying for you! Teresa Brunnemer <tcbrunnemer@yahoo.com> Stillwater, OK USA - Saturday, November 26, 2005 9:05 AM CST Praying for you. Judy and Steve Risner Minden, LA - Saturday, November 26, 2005 8:32 AM CST In my thoughts and prayers .Praying for peace and comfort for you at this time, Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> tn usa - Saturday, November 26, 2005 1:31 AM CST Praying for you in Minden La.,tonite. Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net> Minden, La. USA - Saturday, November 26, 2005 1:15 AM CST I found an update about Pam on another web site and thought I would share the web address http://www.caringbridge.org/tn/madelyn/ Pam I am praying for you and your family! Debra Chartier <Debra.Chartier@bestbuy.com> Champlin, Mn 55316 - Friday, November 25, 2005 2:01 PM CST I found an update about Pam on another web site and thought I would share the web address http://www.caringbridge.org/tn/madelyn/ Pam I am praying for you and your family! Debra Chartier <Debra.Chartier@bestbuy.com> Champlin, Mn 55316 - Friday, November 25, 2005 2:01 PM CST Hi Pamela, I just had to check on you before i start my day.You are an amazing lady and very strong in your faith and it's an honour to pray for you. Our thoughts and our prayers are with you and your family.. Trish/Angel_Wings(Angel_Wings@yahoogroups.com) <Kngboyer@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Friday, November 25, 2005 8:56 AM CST Pamela, You are one strong chick! I so admire your faith. Please know that I am on my knees for you. Alice Larkin <starsnrose@yahoo.com> Dallas, TX - Friday, November 25, 2005 8:19 AM CST Pamela and Family, We have been praying for you for quite a while, and I am so impressed with your grace and joy! I hope you can feel Jesus's smile today. God Bless you and may He grant you peace and rest this day. Mylissa Horrocks Bella's Caringbridge Site Habitat for Hope <mylissa@habitatforhope.org> Cape Coral, FL USA - Thursday, November 24, 2005 10:25 PM CST Pamela, Bless your sweet heart.. and lungs!! I check on you every single day. Thank you to Camble's grandmother for giving us an update. I first met you when you were having a lung surgery on the same day as my nephew, Jake. It was not a "first" for you, although it was for us. You gave us some insight into what we could expect for him as far as pain, etc. I have seen you around the Jude alot since that day. I am also good buddies with Ashley Taylor and her family who think you are AWESOME. May God bless you today. I am thankful for your strength and courage, and your witness during such a trying time. Mo Melanie Massey , Jake's Aunt Mo www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com> West Monroe, LA - Thursday, November 24, 2005 9:17 PM CST Pamela We are praying for you and your family.You are such a fighter,keep the faith and trust in God. We will continue to check on you daily. Robin Emert www.caringbridge.org/tn/tyleremert Robin Emert <robin.emert@comcast.net> Jonesborough, Tn USA - Thursday, November 24, 2005 7:42 PM CST Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers so very much today. I'm thankful that I found your site and can be lifting you up in prayer to the Savior's Throne! Lynn <lworley416@comcast.net> Seattle, WA U.S.A. - Thursday, November 24, 2005 6:46 PM CST Pamela, I just wanted to say I would be praying for you sweetie. God bless you today as you perserve. You are one strong girl. Amy Breedlove (www.caringbridge.org/tn/ryanbreedlove) <Breedlj@hotmail.com> Knoxville, Tn USA - Thursday, November 24, 2005 2:11 PM CST HI PAM: WISHING YOU FEEL BETTER TODAY. HANG IN THERE,AND KEEP BELIEVING IN YOUR MIRACLE! GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FA. PRISCILLA-ARANTXA'S MOM ST. JUDE HOSPITAL <enegro02@hotmail.com> leesburg, FL - Thursday, November 24, 2005 12:29 AM CST Hi Pamela, I hope you are having a much better day honey..Holding you very close in our thoughts and our prayers. Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Thursday, November 24, 2005 11:02 AM CST I got an update from Madelyn's website- I will be praying for all of you throughout this day and all the day s to follow! Pamela- you are a beautiful girl and I am asking God to take your pain away! Though Him all things are possible... To your parents- I cannot imagine your pain as well! I am asking and believing God to wrap you in His loving arms! Take care~ Kate Hebb Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> COATESVILLE, Pa - Thursday, November 24, 2005 7:02 AM CST DEAR PAMELA, I WAS JUST CHECKING IN ON MADELYN AND WAS READING ABOUT YOU AND WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I WOULD BE SAYING A PRAYER FOR YOU TONIGHT!I HOPE THAT YOU WILL BE BLESSED ON THIS THANKSGIVING! WITH LOTS OF LOVE, KARA WILLIAMS KARA WILLIAMS <karaw25@yahoo.com> Huntingdon, TN USA - Thursday, November 24, 2005 1:02 AM CST Dear Pamela, I just read a little bit of an update on you on Madelyn's page, and I just wanted to write you another little note to say that I am thinking about you and praying for you. May your heart be filled with love this Thansgiving! Blessings, Mary Holland Mary Holland Doan <Godsgirl889@yahoo.com> Memphis, TN USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 11:04 PM CST We are still praying for you and hoping for your miracle. Lisa Tanner (www.caringbridge.com/al/cole) <Lisatanner@comcast.net > Mobile, AL - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 9:31 PM CST Dear Pamela, My prayers continue for you and your family. May your Thanksgiving day be blessed with love. Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 8:03 PM CST Hi Pamela, My name is Trish and i am a prayer warrior with Angel-Wings. This is my first visit to your site but i have added your name to our prayers list and i will return to check on you. Please hang in there and hang on to your hope and faith i know sometimes it feels that our faith is all that we have but at those times my friend we find that it's all that we need.We will be holding you very close in our thoughts and in our prayers. Trish/Angel_Wings (Angel_Wings@yahoogroups.com) <Kngboyer@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 3:34 PM CST Dear Pamela, Be strong!! I hate what you are going through, but it brings joy to my heart to hear that you are cliging to the hope that is in Jesus Christ! I won't stop praying for you, Pamela! Don't loose hope! Blessings this Thanksgiving, Mary Holland Mary Holland Doan <Godsgirl889@yahoo.com> Memphis, TN USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 1:13 PM CST hey Pamela! never, never ,never give up! keep your faith and keep depending on the Lord. I know right now God has his arms wrapped around you! i am praying for you still!! love you!! Love, sara sara barnes <sara9487@aol.com> memphis, tn - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 12:25 AM CST Praying for Pamela and her family. Jane Jones <janemjones@austin.rr.com> Cedar Park, TX - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 12:23 AM CST Hello Pamela! I found your site through Madelyn's. I wanted to let you know that I am praying for you and your family. I hope you have a "Happy Thanksgiving"! DeAnna Mann <deanna.mann@raymondjames.com> Huntingdon, TN USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 12:08 AM CST Hey girl, Remember to keep your head high and know that my family and I are praying for you miracle. You can't give up till the end. And who know when the end may be. I love you and your family very much and I pray that the Lord comforts you through this rough time. God Bless~~ Praying for you Miracle, Stephanie and family~ Stephanie Pearman <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 12:03 AM CST Pamwla, Jimmy and Cindy, We are praying hard and fast for you all. We hope you find peace and rest. Always in my thoughts, Teresa Teresa Brunnemer <tcbrunnemer@yahoo.com> Stillwater, OK USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 11:06 AM CST I came across your site from another one. I came across it just a few days ago and it, along with a few others, I have been checking--just following the stories of your lives. I pray nightly for the people I have come across on caring bridge. You are a very strong girl and have touched my life! Your comments on seeing the homeless people in Memphis who are throwing their lives away was so heartfelt--it is so unfair--but know that God has purpose in all that He does. You have touched people all over the country with your story and your website--you have done amazing things and may not even be aware of it! Did you ever think that people that you don't even know would be praying for you, checking on you and hoping for your Miracle to come? Know that however your story ends that you have touched my life in a way that it will never be the same! Also know that when your story here ends--whether that be in the near future or 70 years from now--that it is NOT an ending BUT a great beginning. Again--to hear that you are not afraid--gives me so much strength and increases my faith--and I have really been praying so much more.....and I am just one person!!! You have had that impact on so many--you are amazing! Stay strong and I will keep you in my prayers!!! Thank you again from this Mom of 2 beautiful girls! Michelle Thompson <mlt70@charter.net> Georgetown, TN - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 10:12 AM CST Pamela, You are a beautiful young lady. I loved the intro you wrote under your own picture on your page. I am a friend of Alan Smith from Monroe, LA and found your website on the link of PrincessAshley, your friend. The poem your friend posted on the website is beautiful and touches every mother's heart ( I have 2 sons ages 25 and 21). I will pray that God will keep you in his love and give you and your family precious time together this Thanksgiving to rejoice in the memories that he has given you and lessons he is teaching you. May you feel his loving arms around you as you cling to him for his strength and peace that only he can give you. My love and prayers are with you all and I will check your website daily. Jennie Coleman <Coleman@opsb.net> Bastrop, LA USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 9:45 AM CST Keeping you all in my prayers. Susan Terry-Wilhelm Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 9:44 AM CST Pamela, I read this prayer on BeliefNet.com and thought of you. I am praying this prayer for you, Cindy, Jimmy, and Jamie: "Surround me (Pamela) with your light, Jesus, and penetrate the very depths of my (her) being with that light. Let there remain no areas of darkness in me (her) or in my (her) family members, but transform our (their) whole being with the healing light of your love. Open me (Pamela)completely to receive your love, Jesus. Thank you for being our (their) family healer and my (Pamela's) personal healer." Pamela, I am sorry that you were not able to come home from the hospital. Just remember that your church family loves you, and we are still praying for you! We are so proud of you, and we know that you are still expecting a miracle. We know who the miracle-maker is, and we know that He has your best interests at heart! Hope you have a blessed Thanksgiving without pain! That's what we are praying for! Keep the faith, and know that God loves you! We love you too! Bro. Robert and Marcia & everyone at Calvary Baptist in Dresden Gleason, TN USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 1:30 AM CST Thinkin of you and praying so hard!! You have amazing strength and courage, you are a role model for us all!! Love, Dana Dana <danacroton@hotmail.com> Briarcliff, NY - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 11:39 PM CST Pamela, I found your website through Madelyn...I will be praying for you and your family every day. Kim <kimboj41@gmail.com> McKinney, TX - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 8:51 PM CST Hey Pamela Sue!! I finally found your site; you look so good in your pictures. I know you may think that you have to be "grown up" to "do things" in this life but I think we start influencing others from birth. I know you've touched me and my family. I'm so greatful that we got to know you and be around you and your folks 2 summers ago at the RMH. It seems like a long time ago. I won't stop praying for your miracle. And, until it happens, I'm gonna pray that you are in no pain, can breathe, and feel good enough to let your brother drive you to the mall to shop!! Tell your folks that Sarah, Gregory, & Zoe from LA said Hey!! LOVE YOU! Sarah Allen <sarahallen@jam.rr.com> Monroe, LA USA - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 7:55 PM CST Hello Pamela! My name is Sarah, and I am a 17 year old senior from Illinois. I was reading my friend Nolan Kane's website and there was a link to one of his friends sites and went to that and then at that site there was a link to another site and so on...well anyways i ended up getting to your site and once again my heart was touched! You are such a very young,strong,beautiful teenage girl! I pray that God may always be with you and always give you the strength you need! I will add you to my prayers as well as all the other children i have read about today! keep up the strength and courage! Love always- Sarah p.s if you ever feel like you want to meet a new friend,just e-mail me at gabbie_8806@hotmail.com! I am always up to meeting new people! Stay strong! Sarah <gabbie_8806@hotmail.com> Roseville , Illinois USA - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 7:34 PM CST Dear Pamela and Family, I am so sorry to hear about the hurt and pain that you are experiencing. I can't stand to read that. My prayer for you today is that you will be overwhelmed by God's love and grace, and by His peace and comfort. I love you, and I'm praying for you! Happy Thanksgiving, Pamela, Happy Thanksgiving! Blessings and Prayers, Mary Holland Mary Holland Doan <Godsgirl889@yahoo.com> Memphis, TN USA - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 2:21 PM CST YESTERDAY WAS A HARD DAY, I SEEN PAM AND MY HEART WAS HURT FOR PAM AND CINDY,THIS IS A DIFFICULT TIME FOR THEM,THE DOCTOR WAS GOING TO SEND HER BACK HOME THIS MORING,BUT PAM IS WORST SO THEY ARE GOING TO KEEP HER HERE SO THEY CAN KEEP HER COMFORTABLE,IT'S SO HARD TO SEE HER STURGGILING TO BREATH,AND TO SEE CINDY HURTING, PLEASE CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR PAM CINDY,AND JIMMY,THEY NEED YOUR SUPPORT.PAM WE LOVE YOU KIM DESTINY ,WILLIAM. KIM HARDEE <DESTINY2TOJOL@YAHOO.COM> RIPLEY, TN - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 2:01 PM CST Pamela, I just found your website. I am so sorry you are struggling so. You may remember meeting me at St. Jude and RMH. I am Gregory Alllen's grandmother. He is doing well. You have my prayers every day. Rose Kline <klinemags@aol.com> Monroe, LA USA - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 1:15 PM CST praying for comfort and that her pain will be controlled.Please know that we will be praying for your family in Tracy City Tennesse today! Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, Tn usa - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 8:20 AM CST Hey Pamela, Lindsay and I are praying for you. You are so sweet and we enjoy seeing you so much at St. Jude. Lindsay is going to try to get up to see you today with my dad if you are still around St. Jude. I will put you on the prayer list at our church too. WE love you! Carla Harwell <cjharwell1@yahoo.com> Southaven, MS USA - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 8:12 AM CST My thoughts and prayers are with you Pamela Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca> Bradford, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 8:12 AM CST Dear Pamela, you are in my thoughts, my prayers and my heart. God loves you. He is always with you. love, shari SHARI BREEDLOVE /tn/ryanbreedlove <ex-cell@ecsis.net> dyersburg, tn usa - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 2:50 AM CST Pamela :) Hey gurl! Im soo sorry I havent wrote u sooner! I am praying for you, just remember that! I know that u r going through hell right now, but just keep on fightin! Ur strength, and courage amazes me! I look at all you have been through, and it makes my problems seem really small. You inspire me to be a better person, and you always have a smile on your face when I cu. I believe that if God healed me, he can do the same for u too. I will definetly come by and cu when I come up to St. Jude, in a few days. Lindsay Harwell <danzinlinz06@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/ms/lindsayh> Southaven , Ms - Monday, November 21, 2005 10:53 PM CST Praying and thinking of you and your family. God can do miracles every minute and will be praying for one for you. God Bless.... Prayers and Hugs, LeAnn LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings <angel4God352000@yahoo.com> Baxley, GA United States - Monday, November 21, 2005 9:49 PM CST Hi Pamela - we haven't actually met at St Jude, but my son Cole is a patient there too. I've heard you mentioned on several sites and pulled you up tonight and realized that I knew who you were. We actually talked to you and your mom in Walmart in Arkansas one night. Anyway, just wanted to say hey and that you were in our prayers. We'll ask for prayers on our site too! I hope you have a wonderful Thanksgiving with your family! Love and prayers, Lisa Tanner <Lisatanner@comcast.net > Mobile, Al - Monday, November 21, 2005 9:22 PM CST Hi Pamela..this is G'ma...(Kota's) and yours!!..We are all praying for you. You are a very strong young lady and look forward to seeing you over the holidays. Know that God is watching over you. WE ALL LOVE YOU!!! And will see you soon...LOTS OF LOVE....G'ma. Pam Mast <pmast@crunet.com> Dresden, Tn usa - Monday, November 21, 2005 5:27 PM CST Pamela, It sounds like you might be in the hospital, I sure hope you're home soon where you are more comfortable. I will continue to pray for a miracle for you. Hopefully you will be able to enjoy Turkey Day! Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com> Alpharetta, GA USA - Monday, November 21, 2005 3:03 PM CST Dear Pam, I continue to lift you up in prayer each day. I pray that God keeps you and your family wrapped in his loving arms during this difficult journey of you kicking Cancers Butt! God Bless You and your family and friends! Bebe Troppoli Charlotte, NC - Monday, November 21, 2005 2:23 PM CST Hey girly, Keep your head up and look at the positive things. We are still praying for you and your family. I love very very much and I hope you know how much that you mean to me. God Bless, Praying for you miracle, Stephanie and family Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Monday, November 21, 2005 1:08 PM CST Pamela, I am so sorry to hear you had to go to the hospital. i just tried to call, but I guess taht is why no one answered. i know that you are staying strong and i am so proud of you for fighting so hard! we here all love you and are praying for you everyday! hopefully you wil be out of the hospital soon!! i am sending you a letter tody so you wil lget that in a couple days since i don't knwo if you can read these or not! thanks again for sharing your journey ith all of us, you have touched my life in so many ways! love ya girl!! In His Name, Sara sara barnes <sara9487@aol.com> memphis, tn - Monday, November 21, 2005 12:44 AM CST Pamela, I am so sorry to hear you had to go to the hospital. i just tried to call, but I guess taht is why no one answered. i know that you are staying strong and i am so proud of you for fighting so hard! we here all love you and are praying for you everyday! hopefully you wil be out of the hospital soon!! i am sending you a letter tody so you wil lget that in a couple days since i don't knwo if you can read these or not! thanks again for sharing your journey ith all of us, you have touched my life in so many ways! love ya girl!! In His Name, Sara sara barnes <sara9487@aol.com> memphis, tn - Monday, November 21, 2005 12:43 AM CST We are continuing to pray for you, for your strength and happiness, you are a remarkable girl Pamela and there are alot of people out here that love you...You have touched so many hearts and we are here for you!!! God bless and take care Love ya tina and family Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Monday, November 21, 2005 11:01 AM CST Pamela, we were so disappointed that you were not able to come to church tonight for our Thanksgiving Supper. Everyone wanted to see you and let you know that we are all praying for a miracle for you. We were saddened to hear that you had to be taken by ambulance to the hospital earlier tonight. Keep thinking positive and know that we are all praying for you. We are praying for you and your family. Remember that God loves you and that He is in control. Sometimes it's hard to understand--in fact, it's sometimes impossible to understand why things happen like they do. Just know that God sees the whole picture when we only see a thumbprint. There is a reason for everything when God is in control, and we're so thankful that God is in control of the lives of His children! He loves you, Pam! Remember that we are all praying for you, and if you need something, please call us or have your mom or dad call us @ 731-648-5700. Patsy's number is 731-364-5130. We're looking forward to seeing you soon! Love You!!! Bro. Robert & Marcia Marcia Tuck <marciatuck7@aol.com> Gleason, TN USA - Sunday, November 20, 2005 11:52 PM CST Well I was shown this website by Tina and all I can say is that I love you girl and keep your beautiful head up and I will keep you in my thought and prayers. Alydia <udi_28@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE USA - Sunday, November 20, 2005 10:07 PM CST We are praying! We love you Pamela and we are thinking of you always! Love Brandi Beamon www.caringbridge.org/tn/madelyn <bpbeamon@yahoo.com> St jude friend-memphis, tn - Sunday, November 20, 2005 2:26 PM CST Pam, I am praying for your compfort and for your pain to go away. Still believing in your miracle! GOD BLESS YOU!!! Amy Jurgen and Family <Kitmineau@aol.com> Saco, me - Saturday, November 19, 2005 5:00 PM CST We are always praying for you Pam, you are an inspiration to us here in Nebraska...we pray for you to regain your strength and pray to ease your pain. God bless and take care Tina and family Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Saturday, November 19, 2005 12:41 AM CST HELLO I TALKED TO CINDY YESTERDAY,PAM IS HAVING A HARD TIME SHE NEEDS EVERYONES PRAYERS, HER HOME ADDRESS 1060 REED RD MARTIN TN,38237 PHONE, 1-731 799-4103,PLEASE CALL OR SEND A CARD,SO PAM WILL KNOW YOU ARE THINKING OF HER SINCE SHE IS UNABLE TO READ HER WEB MESSAGES .THANKYOU PAM AND CINDYS FRIEND KIM ,DESTINY WE LOVE YOU GUYS KIMHARDEE <DESTINY2TOJO2@YAHOO.COM> RIPLEY, TN - Friday, November 18, 2005 9:15 PM CST Pamela, We're praying so hard for that miracle! Wishing you love and comfort! Dana Dana <danacroton@hotmail.com> Briarcliff, NY - Friday, November 18, 2005 6:21 PM CST Thank you Camie for updating for Pamela. I just recently found this site through Ashley Taylor's and have been praying for Pamela. I think she is a brave young lady. Since she may not be checking the site often, could someone post a home address for her and maybe her prayer warriors could send her a card in the mail. I think she might enjoy hearing that prayers are being said for her all over the country. Thanks... Jane Jones <janemjones@austin.rr.com> Cedar Park, TX - Friday, November 18, 2005 5:54 PM CST Hey Pamela- you are such an inspiration to all of us. You have touched so many lives and you are only 18!! I have said it before but I really look up to you for all your strength and your Faith in the Lord. Keep leaning on Him for strength because He will ultimately be the one who can heal you. All of your prayer warriors love you and we are praying for you consantly!! I am praying specifically for YOUR miracle! Stay strong Pamela and keep fighting! We are all praying for YOU! love ya girl. In His name, Sara Barnes Sara Barnes <sara9487@aol.com> memphis, tn - Friday, November 18, 2005 11:11 AM CST thank you Camie for the update. please let the whole family know there are tons of prayers being said here in Central NY michele - Friday, November 18, 2005 9:31 AM CST Many many prayers are being sent up for you Pamela and for your family. I was led to your site from either Emma Grace's or Stanton's(can't remember which) and I just wanted you to know that you can add my name to the list of those who are diligently praying for your miracle! Leigh Ann Perritt <Queeniesmom05@aol.com> Minden, La - Friday, November 18, 2005 9:09 AM CST Pamela, I was brought to your site through Ashley's site. I admire your strength and courage and faith in God. I'm praying for your miracle! Tiffany Magnolia, AR USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 8:09 AM CST Pamela, There are so people who love you and share your pain!!! You are a remarkable young lady and you have shown me not to life for granted and to live life to the fullest!!! You are truly a huge inspiration to me and my family. You are avery strong girl, with a huge will to fight..we will continue to pray for you to get your strength back and to take the pain away...just know that we are all praying from you here in Nebraska and all over the world for that matter!! You take care and god bless...Lots of prayers, hugs and love to you Tina and family Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Friday, November 18, 2005 7:47 AM CST Hi Pamela and loved ones....you do not know me but over the last several months, I have been led to Pamela's site on several occasions. I was so sorry to log on this morning and find your latest post. Know that I am praying for Pamela (and each of you) as you encounter these difficult times. Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com> Franklin, TN USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 7:37 AM CST Pamela~ Please know that there are many people, even myself who has never met you before- PRAYING for your miracle!!! There is nothing too big for GOD!!! He is the great Physician and the God of miracles!!! I am asking Him to wrap you in his loving, comforting arms as you are going through this bump in the road! Your parents also- nothing could be worse that watching your child go through something so horrendous! Know that when it is hard for you to pray- I will be there to back you all up! I am a mother of three and my daughter was very sick at birth and it was very reassuring to know that my family in Christ was praying constantly on my behalf! When I felt that I couldn't go on... Keep us updated so we can pray specifically~ Kate Hebb Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Friday, November 18, 2005 6:57 AM CST Sweet Pam, I also was sorry to hear the lastest update, many thanks to your friend for taking the time to let all of us know what is happening. We are all praying for you and your family sweet Pam. The power of prayer is never ending. Trust in the lord. Patti Zaleski <plz0419@aol.com> Palm Harbor, Fl 346784 - Friday, November 18, 2005 6:36 AM CST We are lifting you up to the GREAT PHYSICIAN tonight. May God cover you with His loving arms. Crystal Kirby <kirbydc1@alltel.net> Sanford, NC USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 10:19 PM CST Sending love and prayers to all of you. Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Thursday, November 17, 2005 9:07 PM CST You are all in our prayers. We will continue to pray for Pamela's complete healing here on earth. Brandi and Anne Raegan Brandi Sanderswww.caringbridge.com/ms/anneraegan <brandisanders@comcast.net> tupelo, ms - Thursday, November 17, 2005 6:51 PM CST I am so sorry to hear the latest news. My heart is broken for all who are so close to Pamela and love her so much. We will continue to pray for a miracle, and for peace, and for less pain. Thank you for updating. I check Pamela's site every day to see how she is doing, and have been so worried these past weeks. Ginny Streeter <ginny@bendradio.com> Bend, OR - Thursday, November 17, 2005 2:11 PM CST ((Hugs)) We are thinking about you . http://www.diana78.blogspot.com diana and Regina <dianamailca@hotmail.com> Laguna Niguel, - Thursday, November 17, 2005 1:54 PM CST Yay! An update! It isn't at all what I wish that it said, Pamela, but I'm still praying for you all of the time! My heart breaks to hear that you are in so much pain. I'm so sorry. May you be comforted by God's loving care!! Blessings, Mary Holland Mary Holland Doan <Godsgirl889@yahoo.com> Memphis, TN USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 1:26 PM CST I'M PRAYING FOR YOU! A Ashley Taylor Believer WM, LA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 10:37 AM CST HEY PAM WE MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU. SEE YA SOON THE TAYLORS <DWNSVLL@AOL.COM(LA/PRINCESSASHLEY)> DOWNSVILLE, LA USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 8:33 PM CST Hey Pamela, I was REALLY worried about you!!!! Hope you are feeling better soon. We continue to pray for you as well as our other St. Jude friends! You are a strong girl and a fighter. Hope to hear an update soon! Love, Teresa,Jaden's mom teresa brunnemer <tcbrunnemer@yahoo.com> Stillwater, OK USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 8:23 PM CST Hi Pamela Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking about you and praying that you are feeling better. Robin and Tyler Emert www.caringbridge.org/tn/tyleremert Robin Emert <robin.emert@comcast.net> Jonesborough, TN USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 7:46 PM CST Hey everyone!! Thank you for the "information" about Pamela. I have never met her personally,but we do e-mail each other every now and then, and I have been concerned by not hearing from her! Thank you for investigating that!! Let's all keep on praying super hard for her miracle!! My prayer is that she will soon be able to say "I have fought the good fight. I have finished the course. I have kept the FAITH!" (2 Timothy 4:7)!! Thanks again for passing on information that you receive!! Pamela -- I AM praying for you!! ALL of the time!! Be Encouraged...God is on the Move!! Mary Holland Mary Holland Doan <Godsgirl889@yahoo.com> Memphis, TN USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 5:32 PM CST HEY, PAM HOPE YOU ARE FELLING WELL, WHEN I CALLED YOU YESTERDAY YOU WERE STILL A SLEEP.DESTINY SAID HELLO AND HOPE WE GET TO SEE YOU SOON;WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU. I WILL CALL YOU LATER. WE LOVE YOU TELL MOM AND DAD HELLO. SEE YA kim hardee <destiny2tojo2@yahoo.com> ripley, tn - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 4:41 PM CST I am praying for you! Charlotte Hill <chill@bancroftbag.com www.caringbridge.com/la/matthew> Monroe, LA USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 4:31 PM CST "She is on morophine every 2 hours and hasn't been off the couch in two days. Her mom says she is in a lot of pain." I got this from Princess Ashley's guestbook. www2.caringbridge.org/la/princessashley praying for these two special young ladies that have been through so much in their young lives and for their families. a friend - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 4:25 PM CST FYI - I have called the hospital and Pamela is not in-patient. The operator seemed to know Pamela and said she thinks they are at home right now. I don't know Pamela personally but like many, I follow her updates and I have been worried because there is no update. I am praying for you, Pamela and hope that everything is okay. Melinda Winchester <mewinch@hotmail.com> Cordova, TN USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 4:04 PM CST For the friend in Louisiana and everyone else....I believe Pamela is at Jude. She is mentioned on Princess Ashley's site - caringbridge.org/la/princessashley. For Pamela...I am praying for you. Lisa - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 11:53 AM CST Hey Pamela! as soon as you read this check your email! im worried about ya girl! stay strong and keep leaning on the Lord for your strenth! im worried about you! YOU ARE AMAZING!! love ya girl. Sara sara barnes <sara9487@aol.com> memphis, tn - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 8:11 AM CST wow Pamela~ i got your website through someone else's and I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you ! You are a very strong girl! I noticed that your last update is a couple of weeks ago so I hope you're doin ok. I cannot imagine what you're going though but I do know(as you seem to also) that God is the GREAT PHYSICIAN, and the God of Miracles! He can do all things and I am believing on your behalf for a miracle!!! He holds us all in the palm of His hand and can do wonderful things if we just BELIEVE and trust in HIM!!! He already knows what your future holds... I will continue to pray that He shows Himself to you in a new way each and every day- Continue to lean on Him Pamela! He will be your fortess and your strength! You ever present help in times of trouble! Please update soon so we can continue to pray specifically for your needs daily! I will be checking in on you daily! Love in Him~ Kate Hebb Kate Hebb <katehebb@verizon.net> Coatesville, Pa - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 9:55 PM CST Dear Pamela, I just want to let you kno that I am thinnking about you and praying for you all of the time. I hope that you are alright...I think that we are all getting worried and restless from not hearing from you in so long! I think that I an speak from everyone who is praying for you -- We'd LOVE an update!!! :) I just hope and pray that you are alright, and just busy doing things that you love and that are good!! Sending TONS of prayers and thoughts your way... For Such a Time as This, Mary Holland Mary Holland Doan <Godsgirl889@yahoo.com> Memphis, TN USA - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 9:32 PM CST hey pamela. just wanted you to know that i stop by your site every day to check in on you and see your smiling face. i hope your treatments are rocking and rolling. keep fighting, girlie. we've claimed this victory. your friend in louisiana, joni <jonus621@hotmail.com> monroe, la usa - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 2:11 PM CST Hey girly, Hope that you are hanging in there. You know that I would love to hear from you or on your web page. God is with you, and will never leave you. I believe that you are so strong and that you can pull through. I love you very much. Praying for your Miracle, Stephanie Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 1:28 PM CST HELLO JUST A FEW LINES TO LET YOU KNOW WE IN D CLINIC ARE THINKING ABOUT YOU MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU STAY SWEET LOVE,YA MONICA MONICA DAUGHERTY <MDAUGHER@STJUDE.ORG> - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 12:52 AM CST Hey friends, We just wanted to send some love and support your way. We are thinking and praying for you all!!! www.caringbridge.org/la/princessashley Valerie taylor <vah9776@yahoo.com> Downsville, LA USA - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 10:46 AM CST If anybody can give us some information on Pamela, please do. Just put it here on the guestbook. We're all worried. Pamela, we're praying for you here in Louisiana. a friend in Louisiana - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 8:53 AM CST Pamela, We are continuing to pray for you and check in on you and as you can see you have many, many people worried. We ahve not heard from you in a while and we are worried. We hope to hear from you soon. We will pray to hear from you soon. take care and god bless Tina and family Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Monday, November 14, 2005 11:51 PM CST Does anyone have access to a friend at St Jude. I have tried her telephone number and it is not working. Does anyone have a clue how to get in touch with her? Patti Zaleski <plz0419@aol.com> Palm Harbor, Fl USA - Monday, November 14, 2005 10:06 PM CST Praying hard for you, here in Maine. Missing your great updates, and hoping all is well!!! GOD BLESS YOU Amy Jurgen and Family <Kitmineau@aol.com> Saco, me - Monday, November 14, 2005 9:58 PM CST Hi Pamela Some of us check your web site everyday to see how you are doing. We are missing hearing from you and are lifting you up in prayer for healing. Just know you have friends who care for you and miss your updates. Bobbi Blankenship <mblankenship2@midsouth.rr.com> Southaven, MS - Monday, November 14, 2005 9:32 PM CST wondering what is up. Update soon so all of us in Illinois know what is going on. Love,Hugs and prayers your way Camble's nana Camie caringbridge.org/il/camble Camie Heiser <heisercamie@yahoo.com> Kewanee, Il - Monday, November 14, 2005 5:22 PM CST Hey pretty girl! Aching for an update!!! I want to know that all is well. Everyone says "no news is good news," but I'd sure like to hear it from you. Praying hard!!! Cathy Layfield <CLLayfield@aol.com> Oxford, MS - Monday, November 14, 2005 1:04 PM CST Hope all is well and you are feeling good! Hope for an update soon to know how you are! Love, Dana Dana <danacroton@hotmail.com> Briarcliff, NY - Monday, November 14, 2005 10:52 AM CST hey girl! we all need an update!! i hope you are doing ok, i ma worried about you! hopefully ill talk to you soon! praying all the time, sara sara barnes <sara9487@aol.com> memphis, tn - Monday, November 14, 2005 8:45 AM CST Pam, Girl, you better get on here an dlet us know how you are!! I have worried about you. I hope your chemo is kicking butt. Mo Melanie Massey , Jake's Aunt Mo www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com> West Monroe, LA - Sunday, November 13, 2005 10:21 PM CST Hello pamela, I hope things are going ok we are praying for you and your family daily and we are worried because you have not updated yet!!! God bless and take care Tina and family Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Sunday, November 13, 2005 7:59 PM CST Hey girly, Hope that everything is going well for you. I haven't heard from you in a while. I am praying for you and your family daily. I love you so much. God is with you.. Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Thursday, November 10, 2005 3:23 PM CST Im just popping in to tell you I thinking about you and prayin real hard for you. GOD BLESS YOU!!! Amy Jurgen and Familys <Kitmineau@aol.com> Saco, me - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 9:08 PM CST Just letting you know from ICU at St Jude we are thinking about you and praying for a miracle! Let me know how Bewitched is!lol I am so happy that you are getting some comfort measures sent your way! Take care! Keep looking up!!! Love Brandi Beamons www.caringbridge.org/tn/madelyn <bpbeamon@yahoo.com> St Jude friend/memphis, TN - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 6:26 PM CST we continue to pray for you each and everyday, we are worried about you since you have not updated lately...god bless and hope to hear something soon God bless Tina and family Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 10:04 PM CST ![]() Hi Pamela, My name is LeAnn and a prayer warrior with Angel Wings. I found you from other site. Will be praying for you. Praying for strength, courage, comfort and peace. What a beautiful young lady you are. God Bless.... Prayers and Hugs, LeAnn www.caringbridge.org/ga/annettelee LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings/www.caringbridge.org/ga/jcthetractorboy <angel4God352000@yahoo.com> Baxley, GA United States - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 9:51 PM CST Hey Pamela- This is Jami (Camble's Aunt) I just thought i would stop by and tell ya that i am thinking of you! You are a great person and just keep your head up!! You will be fine! GOd Bless! Jami Heiser <heiser_24@hotmail.com> Kewanee, Il - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 1:40 PM CST Im just stopping by to check in on you, and hoping no news is good news! Prayers headed your way from Maine Amy Jurgen and Family <Kitmineau@aol.com> - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 1:38 PM CST hi pamela! just checking in on you...i hope that you are doing well. know that i pray for you all of the time! i, just like so many others seem to be, get a little worried not to see an update -- ever since i found your website, you have been soo good about keeping it updated, and it does concern me not to have "heard" from you...let us all know how you are!!! on my knees for you, mary holland mary holland doan <Godsgirl889@yahoo.com> memphis, tn usa - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 9:21 AM CST Thinking of you, Kiddo! Keep smiling! Erin Brick <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 9:11 AM CST Hi Pamela, Just stopped by to see if you had updated recently. Hope all is well with you. We are still thinking of you and praying for you often. Sherri Concord, NC - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 8:17 AM CST Pamela, I hope things are going well ...alot of us are worried because you have not updated in awhile...you have touched so many lives and we start to worry when we dont hear from you!!! Hope you are doing well..we continue to pray each and everyday for... LIVESTRONG Tina and family Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Monday, November 7, 2005 7:56 PM CST Hey girl hope everything is ok i haven't seen you on in a while.. Crystal Thompson <mrscrazytodamax@aol.com> Sarepta, La USA - Monday, November 7, 2005 3:46 PM CST Hey girl hope everything is ok i haven't seen you on in a while.. Crystal Thompson <mrscrazytodamax@aol.com> Sarepta, La USA - Monday, November 7, 2005 3:46 PM CST hey girl! i hope that you are doing well! it worries me that you have not updated, but hope you are ok! i am praying for you always! love,sara Sara Barnes <sara9487@aol.com> memphis, tn - Monday, November 7, 2005 10:42 AM CST Pamela, Praying always for you, my dear. Give mom & dad loves from us! Keep Looking Up ... Love ya girl! Trish www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace The Hampton's <bubbleup42@yahoo.com> Lincoln, AR - Sunday, November 6, 2005 2:29 PM CST Hey girly, I really hope that everything is ok. I am getting kind of worried that you haven't updated your web site. I tried to call you all day yesterday and today and it said that your phone is no longer in service. I love you very very much and still am praying for your miracle. God Bless. Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO Usa - Saturday, November 5, 2005 5:24 PM CST Pamela: I found you website last week from another Caringbridge website. I noticed you haven't updated in a couple of days. Our family is praying that you are doing okay. Our family, too is a St. Jude Family. My daughter, Kelsey, is 14 now and she has been a St. Jude patient since the age of 2 with Retinablastoma. Praise God she is cured and we go back once a year for her annual checkup. Our youngest son, Justin, was diagnosed with AML - Leukemia in December 2002 at the age of 21. Justin beat the cancer after the first round of chemo. He had a total of 5 rounds of chemo. Between his 4th and 5th round of chemo, with his ANC at 100, he caught a bacteria and he didn't make it. So our family still has a lot to be grateful for just like you do. Based on reading your journal, you are a fighter and that is what it takes to make the miracles happen. We are praying for you daily for your pain to ease and to see the cure right around the corner. By the way you can go to: http://www.tri-stateconsultants.net/Photographs.htm and you can see a picture of Justin and Kelsey. Kelsey is standing next to Justin in one of the pictures while he is sitting in a wheelchair talking to Country Music Singer Dusty Drake. Also, you can see Justin and Kelsey both under a tree in front of St. Jude with our darling girl Zoie from Lafayette, who earned her angel wings last summer. Zoie's website is http://www.caringbridge.org/la/zoie Keep that positive attitude going that I see in your journal. The Frank Morris Family <fmorris@tri-stateconsultants.net> Minden, LA USA - Saturday, November 5, 2005 5:22 PM CST Hi Pamela I check your web site almost everyday. I hope you are doing well on the chemo pills. I am still praying for you and your family. When your strength is gone, rely on God. He is always present and a loving Father. Hang onto to your faith and know you have friends and family who care about you and are praying for you. Bobbi Blankenship <mblankenship2@midsouth.rr.com> Southaven, MS USA - Saturday, November 5, 2005 12:24 AM CST HI PAM JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO AND HOPE YOU ARE FEELING BETTER TELL EVERY ONE I SAID HELLO YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS LOVE YA MONICA MONICA DAUGHERTY <SM2112002@YAHOO.COM> MEMPHIS, TN SHELBY - Friday, November 4, 2005 3:48 PM CST Hey girly, You haven't updated so I will call!!! I am still praying for that miracle too girl.. I love you and will always be there. Thanks for the entry on my web site. That meant alot.. God Bless you and your family!! Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Friday, November 4, 2005 3:20 PM CST Pamela, Hey there. I just wanted to write to you today & tell you hi & that I am thinking about you & keeping you in my prayers. I am Destiny's Aunt Kerri. I live in East TN,(up in the Smokey's) so I don't get to West TN much but I read on Destiny's website about you & had to come & personally say hi to you. You are such a cutie!! I love your pictures. I wanted you to know that even though we may never meet I have a place for you in my heart & will pray for the the Lord to watch over you & Destiny extra hard for me. Your Friend, Kerri Kerri Lynn (Reed) Passmore <kerri.passmore@regalcinemas.com> Knoxville, TN - Thursday, November 3, 2005 11:55 AM CST I hope you enjoyed the movie! I haven't seen that one yet! You are such a trooper, I continue to pray for your happiness and recovery. Love, Dana Dana Storck <danacroton@hotmail.com> Briarcliff, NY - Thursday, November 3, 2005 10:37 AM CST Pamela, Hope you are enjoying those movies and the ride into town....Sounds like you got everything you need!!!! Keep on praying and smiling...we are praying for you each and everyday!!! GOD BLESS Tina and Family Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 10:08 PM CST Pamela, I ran across your site through Madelyn's. I hope this chemo helps you and you get to feeling better. If I can do anything for you just email me. Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers! Joy Ross joy <jr_ross@charter.net> Huntingdon, Tn US - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 9:51 PM CST Hey girl, Glad I got to talk to you today. Hope those horse pills went down ok. I also hope that you enjoyed your spaghetti and ice cream. I am very proud of you and you are my hero!! I will call you in a day or two. Love you very much!! God Bless you and your family. I am praying for you and your family daily.. Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 9:01 PM CST Hey girly, I am glad to see that you are doing a little bit better. I was so glad that I got to talk to you the other day. I will call you again either tonight or tomorrow if that's ok with you. I love you very much and God is with you! I am praying for you as is a lot of other people down here. God Bless you and your family! Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 10:06 AM CST Pamela, I am so glad to hear that you are doing better. We are doing the 40 days of Purpose campaign at our church. This was todays "email of encouragement" It is really inspiring. You take care of yourself and know that you have one more prayer warrior on your side. In Christ, Crystal Day 25 – Transformed by Trouble God has a purpose behind every problem! “For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all.” 2 Corinthians 4:17 (NIV) He uses circumstances to develop our character. In fact, he depends more on circumstances to make us like Jesus than he depends on our reading the Bible. The reason is obvious: You face circumstances twenty-four hours a day. Your most profound and intimate experiences of worship will likely be in your darkest days—when your heart is broken, when you feel abandoned, when you’re out of options, when the pain is great—and you turn to God alone. Everything that happens to you has spiritual significance. Everything! Romans 8:28-29 (NLT) explains why: “We know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them. For God knew his people in advance, and he chose them to become like his Son.” You see, every problem is a character-building opportunity, and the more difficult it is, the greater the potential for building spiritual muscle and moral fiber. Paul said, “We know that these troubles produce patience. And patience produces character.” Romans 5:3-4 (NCV) What happens outwardly in your life is not as important as what happens inside you. Your circumstances are temporary, but your character will last forever. -Pastor Craig- Crystal Kirby <kirbydc1@alltel.net> Sanford, NC United States - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 9:20 PM CST hey girl! I am so amazed by your strength and faith in God! You are such an inspiration to me!! I am so glad that God was speaking to you during the church service yesterday! I came across this verse earlier this morning and decided I would share it with you. 'I am leaving you with a gift-peace of mind and heart! And the peace I give isn't fragile like the peace the world gives. So don't be troubled or afraid.' John 14:27. I am praying for you!! Love, Sara Sara Barnes <sara9487@aol.com> Memphis, TN - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 8:50 AM CST You have such a wonderful spirit! You're such a doll!! Can't wait to see you today at the Jude! Love ya, Kiddo! Erin Erin Brick <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 8:23 AM CST I am filled with joy for you to read about your blessing Sunday at church! God is SO good! I just know your brother is being blessed too. What an incredible young woman of God you are. You have certainly grasped spiritual concepts many never reach. We are to be living sacrafices for God's perfect perpose and you exemplify that sweet girl. Have an extremely blessed day! ps. You read my mind...I was looking for your address. Thanks! Ian & Deanna McDonald and family <deannam@cableone.net> Bartlesville, OK USA - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 7:55 AM CST Pamela, Ever since I found your website, my daughter and I read and check for updates everyday.... My daughter is 13 and lost a close friend in June to Wilm's Tumor, we have done several benefits for kids with cancer and you all are such a huge inspiration to our family...you are an amazing girl Pamela, God is with you always and there are so many of us out here who are with you also...thank you so much for allowing us to be a part of your life and with that we will celebrate your life with you!!! You are truly amazing!!! Your brother sounds like a great guy, livestrong sweetie and just know our prayers and thoughts are with you daily... HUGS to you Tina and Family Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 0:06 AM CST Ihope things are going better! We pray for you every day. I hope you got some candy tonight. I know Jaden and Morgan hauled it in and pigged out! We finally got them to bed. Good luck on starting your new treatments. Love, Teresa Teresa Brunnemer <tcbrunnemer@yahoo.com> Stillwater, OK USA - Monday, October 31, 2005 9:55 PM CST Hi Pamela, My name is Melinda Winchester and I live in Memphis. (Cordova actually but it's basically Memphis!) I found your website yesterday through another Caringbridge site and I felt compelled to write you. I keep up with several St. Jude kids and I have added you to my list. You seem to be so very mature in handling all of this and I am so impressed by your upbeat and positive attitude. It looks like you have a good support system and a loving family. By reading your guestbook entries, I see that you have been and continue to be an inspiration to many other cancer patients, young and old! I will be praying for you daily and I know beyond a doubt that God hears our every prayer. Even in your sickness, He is using you to touch others. What an honor it is that He works through you!!!! You keep that fighting spirit and know that so many are interceding on your behalf. I would love to meet you or be of any help to you when you are here in Memphis. May God bless you and your family as you start this next round. You GO GIRL! Melinda Winchester <mewinch@hotmail.com> Cordova, TN USA - Monday, October 31, 2005 5:13 PM CST Happy Halloween Pamela :) Just let you know that we are thinking about you :) http://www.diana78.blogspot.com ( Reginas blog) diana and Regina <dianamailca@hotmail.com> laguna Niguel, - Monday, October 31, 2005 3:22 PM CST Happy Halloween Pamela, Im just stopping by to let you know that you have friends in Maine PRAYING EXTRA hard for you! I just love your cheery out look on everything and your updates just brighten my day, so Thank you for putting a smile on my face! GOD BLESS YOU Amy Jurgen and Family <Kitmineau@aol.com> Saco, ME - Monday, October 31, 2005 2:51 PM CST Hi Pamela, Thank you for the update. I am glad you got the peace you needed at church. I am also so glad that your bro is taking care of you. I am sure you are a blessing to him. You are my hero! Take care and God Bless You and your family. Bebe Troppoli Charlotte, NC - Monday, October 31, 2005 12:55 AM CST Hi Pamela! I have not signed in for a while, but remember you in my prayers! You are such an inspiration and soldier for God. I pray you have no side effects from the chemo you are starting and experience awesome results! In your corner for a miracle! Love in Christ Jesus, Deanna Ian & Deanna McDonald and family <deannam@cableone.net> Bartlesville, OK USA - Monday, October 31, 2005 9:55 AM CST No way am I going to quit praying for you honey. You are one of God's overcomers (see Revelation 1 - 6). Together we will pray for complete healing on earth. Alice Larkin <starsnrose@yahoo.com> Dallas, TX - Monday, October 31, 2005 9:42 AM CST Thinking of you, Kiddo! You stay strong and know I love ya!!! Erin Erin Brick <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Monday, October 31, 2005 8:30 AM CST Hello Miss Pamela, What can I say... If there is a place that it can hapen it is St. Jude. I remember what an insperation you were on the first day that we met. My little Brooklyn had yet to go through any Chemo and I was so scared for her. She was only 13 months old and I knew that she would be unable to tell me what she was going through and what the Chemo felt like. With all that you were going through, facing your illness, I turned to you and you found strength to answer my questions like what it felt like. I found strength in you because at that time i was unable to find the strength in myself... Now how awesome are you???!!!?? Brooklyn is doing well and we will be returning to the good ol' Jude in December... Wanna hang in "D" clinic then?... for old times sake? Hang in there, your still young but you have earned the right to be called a tough old lady!! With Love and Smiles, Danielle and Brooklyn caringbridge.org/or/brooklyn Portland, OR - Monday, October 31, 2005 1:51 AM CST Pamela, You keep your chin up girl...there are alot of people pulling for ya...we are sending you warm hugs and lots of prayers....LIVESTRONG sweetie Tina Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Sunday, October 30, 2005 11:01 PM CST Pamela, WEll, I guess since you have decided to take the new chemo treatments, you won't get to visit the BEauuuutiful Louisiana. When you are through with all this chemo and feeling better, the offer still stands!! I pray you have a surprisingly GREAT tolerance to this round. My nephew, Jake, just went through a round of chemo that everyone expected to be severe and that his counts would drop to 0 and stay there. Well, lo and behold, he breezed right through, and his tumor marker fell to half. Good luck to you. May God be with you the whole waY!! Melanie Massey, aka Jake's Aunt MO <mgroves@jam.rr.com> West Monroe, LA - Sunday, October 30, 2005 9:30 PM CST Pamela, I found your website today and I wanted to tell you that we have added you to our prayer list. You are a very brave young lady. Keep your faith and please know that you will be prayed for daily. God bless you Patti Zaleski <plz0419@aol.com> Palm Harbor, Fl USA - Sunday, October 30, 2005 8:52 PM CST F.R.O.G. (FULLY RELY ON GOD) Just found out about your website today. I visit many caring bridge sites and now yours is added. Prayers are with you and your family. HAPPY HALLOWEEN judy risner minden, la - Sunday, October 30, 2005 8:01 PM CST Pamela I visit several of the caring bridge web sites, because a dear friend of ours was a patient at St. Jude, tonight was the first time I have visited your page. I have to say your journal entries and web site certainly show what a strong, beautiful, and wonderfully independent young woman you are. Hang onto your faith in the Heavenly Father above to sustain you. He is always faithful, no matter the circumstances. I will be lifting you up in prayer for your miracle. Keep fighting and fully rely on God. Bobbi Blankenship <mblankenship2@midsouth.rr.com> Southaven, MS 38671 - Saturday, October 29, 2005 10:28 PM CDT Pamela, I'm so happy that I finally found your webpage. I've been typing in just Pamela. I just saw your site listed on another child's page! You're so right, God is in control and he performs miracles everyday! He Can heal you and He will!!!! Please know that we are praying for you and your family! We will be in Memphis Monday, I hope we will see you! Please tell your parents hello for me and Anne Raegan! Take care and may God bless and keep you. Brandi BrandiSanderswww.caringbridge.com/ms/anneraegan <brandisanders@comcast.net> tupelo, ms - Saturday, October 29, 2005 9:24 PM CDT Hi Pamela, Just wanted to tell you that my family and I are praying for you and sending lots of hugs....Take care and I will stop by often and check up on you to see how you are felling.... Tina Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Saturday, October 29, 2005 4:28 PM CDT Hi Pamela! Just got the latest update tonight while talking with Ashley's dad! Just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you often and praying for you here in Memphis! You are such a sweet girl! Madelyn and I will be looking forward to seeing you on Tuesday!! Take care! Love Brandi Beamon www.caringbridge.org/tn/madelyn St jude friend-memphis, TN - Friday, October 28, 2005 11:22 PM CDT Fpund your site from Stanton's and I just wanted you to know I am going to be in prayer for you daily!!!Praying that HE will lead you in the right direction regarding your treatment.You are an amazing young woman with a strong FAITH and SPIRIT!!Praying tonite in Minden,La.!! Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net> Minden, La. USA - Friday, October 28, 2005 11:13 PM CDT Pamela-dear, I know I am terrible about signing in but I do stop in on you from time to time. I want you to know that I can't think of a more strong, determined young lady as you. You just keep looking up and hang onto His hand. You know, God has it all worked out. That is easier said than done but believe me, just keep hanging onto Him. Cancer seems mighty, mighty big but God is bigger. We are praying for you, we love you and we are ever thankful for the time that God allowed us to spend together. Give momma & daddy sugars for us. You know, there's a sweeeeet little blue eyed angel who is right with you every step of the way. She's got a good link to Jesus ... so keep talking to Him and looking up! Trish, Barney & Eli www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace The Hampton's <bubbleup42@yahoo.com> Lincoln, AR - Friday, October 28, 2005 10:51 PM CDT I pray that this finds you doing better. I linked to your site from someone else's. I just wanted you to know that we will be praying for you. From reading your journal, I can tell you are a strong person. Just keep leaning on God and all things are possible. Through Him, you can do anything. God bless you. Crystal Kirby <kirbydc1@alltel.net> Sanford, NC USA - Friday, October 28, 2005 9:54 PM CDT Hey Pamela! I got your site from someone else's site! I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of and praying for you! you are so strong and I can't imagine what you are going through! i sent you an email at the email address you have on here, so read that when you get a chance! anyways, please stay strong and keep holding on!! in Him, Sara Sara Barnes <sara9487@aol.com> Memphis, TN - Friday, October 28, 2005 5:07 PM CDT Hey girl, I am so sorry that you have to go through all of this. If I could take it away from you I would in a heartbeat, and I really mean that.I can't imagine what you are going through. I wish I could take it all away and you would never have to worry about this ever again. The FIGHT ISN'T OVER YET. I still believe in you and in the Lord to take care of this. I pray for you daily and my church is praying for you also. I love you so very much. I question God everyday (Even though I am not supposed to) on why anyone should ever have to go through something like this. I dont understand and probably will never understand until I am face to face with Lord. You are so strong and I am so proud of you. All the times that I have spent with you ( RMH, Grizzlies, the hospital) I consider you as a part of my family as does the rest of my family. I will continue to pray for a miracle. I love you very much! Keep the Faith and don't ever loose it. Stay Strong~ Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Friday, October 28, 2005 4:36 PM CDT Pamela, I'm not sure how I found your page ( I think it was from you signing someone else's guestbook, though), but I've been coming here for a little while now, checking up on you, but haven't signed the guestbook before. Then I starting thinking about how it isn't fair for you not to know that there is someone else praying for you as well. I was dismayed to read your earlier entry this week, and have been praying for you ever since. I have two daughters, 20 and 16, and I cannot imagine how they would react if they were in your situation, but you seem to have wisdom beyond your years, and strength deep inside you that will carry you through these challenges. We'll keep praying for your healing and for a miracle for you! Sherri <slr8800@aol.com> Concord, NC - Friday, October 28, 2005 3:53 PM CDT Pamela, I'm not sure how I found your page ( I think it was from you signing someone else's guestbook, though), but I've been coming here for a little while now, checking up on you, but haven't signed the guestbook before. Then I starting thinking about how it isn't fair for you not to know that there is someone else praying for you as well. I was dismayed to read your earlier entry this week, and have been praying for you ever since. I have two daughters, 20 and 16, and I cannot imagine how they would react if they were in your situation, but you seem to have wisdom beyond your years, and strength deep inside you that will carry you through these challenges. We'll keep praying for your healing and for a miracle for you! Sherri Concord, NC - Friday, October 28, 2005 3:53 PM CDT Hi Pamela You are a very brave young lady. Keep Fighting. You may not remember me I am Tyler Emert's mom, we lived with you at the RMH last Oct and then we moved to Target House for a few month. We are home now making trip monthly to Memphis. I am glad to read you are going to try the new chemo. Keep praying. We will keep checking on you. Robin and Tyler Emert www.caringbridge.org/tn/tyleremert Robin Emert <robin.emert@comcast.net > Jonesborough, TN USA - Friday, October 28, 2005 3:16 PM CDT Miss Pamela, You are one of the BRAVEST YOUNG LADIES I have ever known. You are truley a pillar of strenght not for just yourself but for everyone that knows you. I was touched by you the first time I ever met you in the Medicine room that night. I was in there late with Camble and I was telling you about riding home the next day on the motorcycle all the way to Illinois for my Daughters graduation. I have never met anyone like you and you really are a SHINING STAR in my book. God really is in control at all times, but sometimes it really scares us to think what the future might hold for us. But just remember we are only lent here on earth on borrowed time from the lord, and if he sees it fit to call us home before our time we will all just have to understand. I miss seeing you and pray for the best. Love to you and your mom and dad. Camble sends her love also. See you soon Camble's Nana-Camie -caringbridge.org/il/camble Camie Heiser <heisercamie@yahoo.com> Kewanee, Il - Friday, October 28, 2005 2:28 PM CDT Hi Pamela, My best friend Ashley Cubbins sent me your website. She works at St. Jude and thought she would share your story with me. Man, what a strong young woman you are. I hope you know that there are sooo many people out there that are praying for you, all over the country. Reading your story shows me that there are true angels on earth and you are definitely one of them. Hang in there and my prayers are with you, sent from Colorado. With all my love & Prayers, April April Leverone <aprilk_1999@yahoo.com> Longmont, CO USA - Friday, October 28, 2005 11:52 AM CDT Hi Pamela, I found your site from another caring bridge site...I just wanted to say you are an amazing person! (and so pretty!). You are truely an inspiration, I pray for your strength and happiness. You can do it! You sound like you have a really sweet dad, so I'm sure that helps. I will check in every day, and you're in my prayers. Dana Storck <danacroton@hotmail.com> Briarcliff, NY USA - Friday, October 28, 2005 11:13 AM CDT Hello Pamela, My name is Tina and this is the first time I have visited your site....You are truly amazing and a huge inspiration for going through all you go through...you have big decsions to make and just know there are alot of people praying for you and sending you big hugs... I will continue to stop by and see how you are... I have done benefits for three children here in Nebraska and let me tell you they were a huge inspiration to me....I will never forget them and what they taught me....You got to live like there is no tomorrow and keep that pretty smile on your face... LIVESTRONG sweetie Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE - Friday, October 28, 2005 2:14 AM CDT Hello Pamela, I read your page for the first time tonight, I did not know you had it. I actually got a phone call. I keep up with what's going on with you. I couldn't believe my ears. I am so sorry that you have those desisions to make. You have been through so much. Just wanted you to know that I am hear. I think about you alot. I will say a pray for you. We love you, Steven, Beth, Douglas Beth Clark <sweetcheeks2@usadatanet.net> Berkshire, NY US - Thursday, October 27, 2005 10:48 PM CDT Hi Pamela, I got your web site from Ashley's. I am happy to hear you are doing well. I will add you to my prayer list and check on you often. God is so good and I am glad you Jesus in your heart. Hugs, Lisa lisa reilly <lreilly00@hotmail.com caringbridge.org/tn/lisar> memphis, tn usa - Thursday, October 27, 2005 10:28 PM CDT Pamela, This is Destiny's MawMaw. I am so sorry you are having a hard time. I know this is a tough decision for you but you must follow your heart. We love you and pray for you! Kim wants ya'll to call her she has lost your phone number. Kim..731-635-2090 Vicki 731-885-7832 Please let me know what your decision was!! vicki reed <treed@cdn.com> union Ctiy, tn - Thursday, October 27, 2005 9:00 PM CDT Your courage and strength amaze me! Never give up!! I'm praying every day! Kelley Carter <kelacart@utm.edu> Huntingdon, TN USA - Thursday, October 27, 2005 3:33 PM CDT Pamela, I don't know if you remember me or not but I am Stantons mom. We stayed at the RMH with you. He and Emma Grace were best buds. I just found out about your website. I am sorry I did not know sooner to offer support. I can't say I know how you feel but I do know how your dad feels. Please let us know if there is anything that we can do for you. We will be lifting you in prayer and putting your site on Stanton's. With Love Jeff, Tina Hayden and forever Angel Stanton www.caringbridge.org/la/stanton <stantonhaynes@yahoo.com> Minden, la - Thursday, October 27, 2005 2:32 PM CDT Pamela, Bless your little mature beyond your years heart!! If you think Hawaii was great, you need to come to LOUISIANA!! Yea, boy!! If you decide the treatment is not for you and want to go on a little American tour (you soound like you like to travel), give me a call. Ashley taylor lives near me too, so her mom , Val, and I could probably come up with an agenda of fun. I am Jake Raborn's (aka the CUTEST kid in the world) aunt. I would love to have you!! If you decide to do the treatment, I will be following you and praying you right along!! Melanie Massey, Jake's AUnt Mo <mgroves@jam.rr.com> West Monroe, LA - Thursday, October 27, 2005 1:33 PM CDT Hold tight to your heavenly father Pam! He will sustain you. I am still praying for you. Alice Larkin <starsnrose@yahoo.com> Dallas, TX - Thursday, October 27, 2005 1:22 PM CDT God bless you, Pamela. I am so sorry that you have to face such tough issues that even an older person would have difficulty dealing with. Please let us know what you decide to do. Whatever it is, you've made the right decision. You know what's best for you in this fight. I support you and will pray for you. Katie Cox <auk80@bellsouth.net> Braselton, ga us - Thursday, October 27, 2005 1:03 PM CDT Hey Pamela, Keep fighting, your father is right in his faith, for God is the Healer. Thanks for sharing your courage with us. Prayers and Love, Marty Marty <marty@besconashville.com> Nashville, TN - Thursday, October 27, 2005 8:47 AM CDT Hi Pamela, you're a brave young girl. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca> Bradford, Ontario Canada - Thursday, October 27, 2005 8:16 AM CDT Hi Pamela!! I am a prayer warrior of Jake Raborn's also. I added you to my prayer list. You are such a beautiful young lady!! Praying Hard!! Debra Reeves <AlliandBlake05@netscape.com> Huntingdon, TN USA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 11:04 PM CDT What a brave girl you are!! I have been following your story for some time now and my heart really goes out to you. I will be saying some extra prayers for you tonight and in the days ahead. Keep the faith! Wendy Jones <Wendy.Jones@astrazeneca.com> Pound, VA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 11:04 PM CDT Praying for you in Iowa Jen Frank <homedaymom@msn.com> Garner, IA USA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 10:58 PM CDT Hi Pamela, My name is Patty, I am one of Ashley Taylor's friends. Her and my daughter were diagnosed with Osteosarcoma 4 months apart. I am really sorry to hear about your setbacks. God Is With Us Always. Me and Katelynn(my daughter) will pray for you. We will overcome this terrible thing called cancer. Best Wishes to you. GOD BLESS YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE AT ST. JUDE. Patty and Katelynn Drydale <patty_drydale@sbcglobal.net> Bonner Springs, Ks USA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 5:55 PM CDT Pamela, I too am a Jake Raborn prayer warrior and am adding you to my prayer list. You are one strong young lady! Alice Larkin <starsnrose@yahoo.com> Dallas, TX - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 5:12 PM CDT Pamela, I just found your site from Princess Ashley. You are one brave young lady. I admire your devotion to your dad and especially to God. You show strength and maturity way beyond your years. You are now on my prayer list, so you have a new prayer warrior. My grandson, Jake Raborn, has been a St. Jude patient since June 1, 2004. He is currently inpatient receiving chemo (16th round, I think). You have captured my heart as has so many St. Jude kiddos. Jin Jin Jinnie Craig caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <vcraig@jam.rr.com> West Monroe, LA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 3:43 PM CDT Pamela, I just read your last update and I am amazed at your maturity and strength in facing this. My heart is breaking for you and I will pray for you today as you make this difficult decisions. I too am glad that your daddy is there with you to help you carry this load. You are a beautiful girl, inside and out. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Ginny Streeter <ginny@bendradio.com> Bend, OR - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 10:20 AM CDT Pam, I read your update everyday. This was a really tough one. I am so sorry that you are having to go through this. I am storming the gates of heaven that you get your miracle here on earth! God Bless you and your family! Bebe Troppoli Charlotte, NC - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 9:04 AM CDT Pamela... I just read your post. I will put you and your family on our church prayer list, and we will be praying for you every day. Decisions are a hard part of life, but in my experience, daddys know best. You keep doing whatever it takes. You are such an inspiration. I have a cousin who uses this quote on her e-mail, and I'm sure you've read it before. "Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away." Keep having fun! and we'll keep praying. Love, Suzy Allen and J.T. <ksallen@nls.k12.la.us> Haynesville, LA usa - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 7:52 AM CDT Oh Pamela :( I did need a tissue. I am so sorry to hear the news. I know you just a little, but I know you are real fighter. I wish you all the best in this world. Stay strong and do what you got to do. Follow your instincts. http://www.diana78.blogspot.com diana and Regina <dianamailca@hotmail.com> laguna Niguel, ca usa - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 0:33 AM CDT Hey girl. Hope you get to feeling better. I just want you to remember God is with you and will always be with you. You know that I am here also. I have another abcess on my leg again and I went down to St. Judes last week and Dr. Neel gave me some antibiotics. They are not seeming to work on me so I think that I am going to have to go back down there this coming week and probably get it removed. No Biggie! Hope to see you very soon. I love you very much and you are in my prayers always! God Bless you and your family~ Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Sunday, October 23, 2005 2:04 PM CDT Hey girl. Glad you are doing good. Love you and miss you very much. You are in my prayers always! God Bless~ Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Friday, October 21, 2005 2:37 PM CDT Hey Pam, This is Donna your nurse at Le Bonheur, I just wanted to check and see how you are doing and to tell you that we are going to use the baby name you said---Raegan. But I'm not sure about the middle name I still like Elizabeth like you said, but we're still thinking about it. I will have to let you now when we decide. Take care and I will check on you in a couple of days. Donna Duncan <dmbduncan@aol.com - no email at this time> Southaven , MS USA - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 10:07 PM CDT hey pam, it,s kim hope you are doing better, destiny is in hospital , she had a fever and her anc is 100. so when you come to the jude look us up, tell mom and dad hello , kim hardee <destiny2tojol@yahoo.com> ripley, tn - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 11:14 AM CDT Hello Pamela... It's so good to hear from you. This is Suzy Allen (J.T.'s mom). You know, when J.T. had his surgery it was at LeBonheur. We have our "stories" too! Though it is a nice hospital...it does make you appreciate St.Jude, and to confirm there's no place like it. But, anyway... I'll share some stories with you later. Did they let you go to the Bunny Room? (ha ha). It is so nice to hear that you are up and feeling better. We will keep in touch. We check your website almost daily. Tell everyone hello...and we'll keep you in our prayers. Suzy Allen and J.T. <ksallen@nls.k12.la.us> Haynesville, Louisiana usa - Monday, October 17, 2005 7:49 AM CDT hi pamela hope you are feeling better i will keep you in my prayers love ya monica monica,daugherty <sm2112002@yahoo.com> memphis, tn shelby - Friday, October 14, 2005 1:16 PM CDT Hey girl. This is Stephanie and Kathy. Just thought we would drop in a little "HELLO" and tell you that we are thinking about you and love you. You are in our prayers always. We will call you tomorrow afternoon. God Bless! Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 9:04 PM CDT Hi Pamela, this is "grandma"...Dakota's "grams"..Honey I hope all is going well...it sounds like they (the dr.) got it all..and you will be better soon..You were in so much pain the last time you were here. We ALL love you and are praying for you..when I went to the school today Miss Kristi asked about you and was very concerned & Miss Karen was especially concerned for you..she asked me to call and let her know how you were and how you were doing..I hope that is o.k. with you, because I told her that I would..she is so concerned about you..as are all of us...You are a beautiful young lady..just GET WELL SOON and come home to us..so that we can spend lots of time together...LOVE YOU SO MUCH.....GRAMS..... PAM MAST <pmast@crunet.com> DRESDEN, TN WEAKLEY - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 6:37 PM CDT HEY GIRL!!!! WE JUST WANTED TO DROP A LINE AND TELL YA THAT WE ARE THINKING AND PRAYING FOR YOU TODAY. WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU AND JUST KNOW THAT YOU ARE LOVED. GIVE THEM HECK AT LE BONHEUR THIS WEEK. VALERIE, DOUG, ASHLEY AND AUSTIN TAYLOR <DWNSVLL@AOL.COM> DOWNSVILLE, LA USA - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 11:38 AM CDT HEY PAMELA..I'M ASHAMED TO SAY THAT I JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT YOUR SITE TONIGHT FROM DAKOTA.I WAS ASKING HER ABOUT YOUR SCHEDULE THIS WEEK IN MEMPHIS WITH THE SURGERY AND WHEN SHE WAS HEADING DOWN THERE WITH YOUR MOM AND WHEN SHE WOULD BE COMING BACK HOME....WHEN SHE MENTIONED THE WEBPAGE TO ME, SHE'D JUST FORGOTTON TO TELL ME ABOUT IT ALL THIS TIME AND SO I APOLOGIZE TO YOU THAT I'M JUST NOW GETTING HERE. I READ YOUR HISTORY PAGE AND UNDOUBTABLY YOU HAVE ENDURED AND SEEN MORE PAIN AND SUFFERING AND HEARTACHE THROUGH YOUR OWN PERSONAL EXPERIENCE AND THROUGH YOUR FAMILIES AT ST.JUDE'S...MUCH MORE THAN MOST OF US HAVE EVER OR EVER WOULD WANT TO EXPERIENCE. "ATTITUDE, A LITTLE THING THAT MAKES A BIG DIFFERENCE!" YOU'VE GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A WINNER AND YOU'VE GOT SOME OF THE BEST FRIENDS A PERSON COULD HOPE FOR, ALONG WITH PRAYERS ABOUND FROM NEAR AND FAR, THE ODDS ARE IN YOUR FAVOR. SO KEEP DOING THE GOOD ATTITUDE THINGY AND ALL OF US (FAMILY,FRIENDS NIEHBORS,TEACHERS AND EVEN NOT-MET-YET FRIENDS) WILL KEEP YOU CLOSE AND IN OUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS, AND BEFORE YOU'LL KNOW IT, WE'LL BE HAVING THAT VICTORY PARTY IN MY BACK YARD! AND IT'LL BE THE BEST ONE YET! DON'T PONDER IT.....JUST KNOW IT! YOU'RE LOVED AND RESPECTED MUCH MORE THAN YOU PROBABLY REALIZE YOUNG LADY..I IMAGINE IT MAY SOMETIMES FEEL TO YOU LIKE YOU'RE SO ALONE IN THIS WORLD....NOT SO PAMELA, JUST REMEMBER THAT THE REST OF THE WORLD HAS'NT WALKED IN YOUR FOOTPRINTS, CAUSE IF WE HAD...WE WOULD ALL KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW. AND UNFORTUNATLY, THE REST OF US ARE TOO AFRAID TO KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW AND WE HIDE FROM IT,PUSHING IT AWAY SO WE'RE SEPERATE AND APART FROM IT.....SO I PROMISE YOU PAMELA, YOU HAVE A WORLD OF PEOPLE WHO CARE AND ARE THERE FOR YOU! WE'RE JUST TOO "HUMAN"TO SHOW IT..SEE YA WHEN YOU COME HOME FROM MEMPHIS GIRLY! LOVE YA...........BRANDI(KOTA'S MOM) BRANDI L. BLADES <brandilynne01@hotmail.com> DRESDEN (FARSIDE), TN USA - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 0:57 AM CDT Pamela , I hope you are doing fine today. We are praying for you. Mrs. Stover kathy stover <stoverk1@k12tn.net> dresden , tn usa - Monday, October 10, 2005 11:20 AM CDT Hey girl! I am glad that you are keeping so positive about this! I am so proud of you! You are my hero. I love you and will continue to pray for you! I will be down at the jude on Tuesday night and Wednesday! Hope to see you! Love you! God Bless Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Friday, October 7, 2005 12:06 AM CDT Hey Pamela. I hope everything goes well and that u get better soon. We're all prayin for you and are with u every step of the way. Good Luck with the chemo. I Love U Bunches!!! Brittany Goode <sugar_291@hotmail.com> Dresden, , TN U.S. - Friday, October 7, 2005 11:15 AM CDT Hey Pamela!! My name is Kyla Parker and I am a new Family and Consumer Science teacher at DHS. I just wanted to wish you good luck in your recovery and to let you know that I am praying for you. I hope to meet you soon! Take care! Kyla Parker Dresden, TN USA - Friday, October 7, 2005 10:44 AM CDT Hi dear Pamela, I just stopped by to "meet" you...HI. :~) I am so happy to hear that your surgery went so well and that you are walking with only a limp, that is awesome! Please know that you have a new friend in Oklahoma praying for your journey to health. Keep the faith...God is good~ALL the time! Much love! Deanna Ian & Deanna McDonald and family <deannam@cableone.net> Bartlesville, OK USA - Thursday, October 6, 2005 9:46 PM CDT Hiya Pamela! You look so beautiful in your pictures. I heard about the surgery and hope everything goes well. We are all thinking of you and praying for you here in Dresden, TN. Keep that positive attitude going! We are cheering for you. Ms. Moore Dresden High School <moorea@k12tn.net> Dresden, TN - Thursday, October 6, 2005 3:34 PM CDT hi pamela! my name is mary holland, and i am a junior at hutchison, here in memphis. i found your website through taigen's. i am so sorry about all that you have been going throughm but know that i will definately be praying for you!! lebonheur is a great place, and so is st. jude. we had a little friend who was in the icu at lebonheur for a while when he was a few weeks old, and the nurses were always so sweet when we would go to visit him. i hope that your surgery went well, or will go well (i didn't look at the date of your entry...). so are you staying at the ronald mcdonald house? how long will you be in memhis? where are you from? i would love for you to e-mail me and tell me more about your story!! i have a lot of respect for you, just from what i have seen -- i can;t imagine having been through what you are going through!! way to go for trusting in God's power!! know that i am praying for you!! "Now to HIM WHO IS ABLE TO DO IMMEASURABLY MORE THAN ALL WE ASK OR IMAGINE, according to His power that is at work within us, to Him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen." ~Ephesians 3:20 mary holland doan <Godsgirl889@yahoo.com> memphis, tn 38119 - Thursday, October 6, 2005 3:03 PM CDT Pamela-Hey! This is Mrs. Kelley at the High School. Dakota told me today that you were having surgery. I was asking her about how to get in touch with you and she told me about your web page. I just wanted to let you know that I think of you often and that I am keeping you in my prayers. I hope that all goes well with your surgery. You are such a fighter. Just keep that optimistic attitude! Love, Mrs. Kelley Mrs. P.K. Kelley <kelleyp1@k12tn.net> Dresden, TN USA - Thursday, October 6, 2005 12:45 AM CDT Hey Pamela!!! I hope everything goes well for you. If you ever need anything, you can always count on me. Jill Yarbrough <bigmama38225@yahoo.com> Dresden, TN USA - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 1:43 PM CDT Hey girl. Hope that everything went good for you today. Let me know! Nice pictures!! wig or your hair cause I can't tell! Love you bunches! God Bless Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 6:44 PM CDT Miss Pamela, Wow what a long time it has been. I pray for you very,very,very often and hope things turn out good. Camble is growing by leaps and bounds these days. She does not miss a trick let me tell you. LOL. she is truley and Angel for us.. I love the fact that you are going to style your hair. LOL Only in our thoughts can we imagine how wonderful that would be. I am sure it will grow back soon. See miracles do happen every day and I am a firm beliver that God watches over us and to make sure our miracles do come true. So you give your mom and dad a BIG hug from all of us and do not forget to give yourself on also. See you soon sweet young lady. Camble returns next week on thursday the 13 in the early am and leaves late on Friday the 14th. Hope you get to see them. Take care of yourself and I would sure like to see some pictures of your prom,make a wish ect some time . Love to you all and leave it it the LORDS hands for a complete healing of all your trouble Love Camie Camble's Nana- carringbridge.org/il/camble Camie Heiser <heisercamie@yahoo.com> Kewanee, Il - Monday, October 3, 2005 12:22 AM CDT Hey girl. Glad to see that you are doing good. I am not doing bad myself! Hope to see you soon! Love you very much and still praying! God Bless (MOM wants some pictures!!) Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Monday, October 3, 2005 11:06 AM CDT HEY GIRL!!!! Hey HOPEFULLY everything is finally happening and you are going to be okay!!!! Im still PRAYING for you everyday and night hoping that you will be alright and survive through this ....I LOVE YOU!!! Talk to you on yahoo Tasha Gibbons <tyena_jean@yahoo.com> Stockbridge, GA USA - Saturday, October 1, 2005 7:43 AM CDT Hey Pamela. Thank you so much for the prayer! We got the pathology report back and for sure it is just an absesed stitch. I am so glad that you like your wig. That made my day to see the smile on your face that I havent seen in a while! God Bless you and Mom wants pictures. Love you so very much! Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Friday, September 30, 2005 6:42 PM CDT Pamela, This is KElly your page is awsome!! Iam so glad we meet if you ever need someone to talk to please e-mail or call me anytime!!!! Kelly Sims <Kadair6201@gmail.com> Baton rouge, LA - Friday, September 30, 2005 9:09 AM CDT hi pamela, my name is david i was on the internet and i came onto your website...im sorry for what has happend to you and i hope that you get through all of this...ill pray for you everyday and hope that you can get past this and live a normal life.. David S. <hotrod1919@yahoo.com> shawnee, ks - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 10:17 PM CDT Hey Pamela It's Stephanie Pearman's friend.. She's been keeping me updated with you..we're all praying for you and i'm in aww, with how your leaning to god. He will take care of you, he knows what is best..Keep the faith..God Bless Katie Blomberg Katie Blomberg <keb2006@hotmail.com> Macon, MO US - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 8:36 PM CDT Pamela: This is Suzy Allen (J.T.;s mom) from Louisiana. We have seen you lately at the Grizzlies House, and stayed at RMH in Jan. (J.T. had to wear the halo after surgery). Anyway, I just wanted to let you know we are checking in on you and saying a prayer for you daily. We'll keep in touch... Suzy Allen <ksallen@nls.k12.la.us> Haynesville, LA usa - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 11:26 AM CDT HEY PAMELA, WE HAVE HAD ARE GOOD TIMES AND OUR BAD,BUT NO MATTER HOW MUCH DRAMA WE HAVE WENT THROUGH I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I CARE FOR YOU AND YOU ARE GOING TO GET THROUGH THIS SOMEHOW...I ALWAYSED LOVED YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL...STAY STRONG GIRLY AND DON'T GIVE UP TRYING.... TASHA GIBBONS <TYENA_JEAN@YAHOO.COM> STOCKBRIDGE, GA USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 7:51 PM CDT Hey Pamela. Its Stephanie. Hope that everything goes ok this week. I will call you Tuesday or Wednesday to make sure that you get your wig and to make sure that everything is going good. I love you, and am praying for you daily! God Bless you ` Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 3:50 PM CDT HEY PAM, WE ARE PRAYING SOOOO HARD FOR YOU RIGHT NOW TO MAKE THE RIGHT DECISIONS. WE LOVE YOU AND WILL SEE YOU SOON... VALERIE DOUG ASHLEY AND AUSTIN TAYLOR WWW.CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/LA/PRINCESSASHLEY <VAH9776@YAHOO.COM> DOWNSVILLE, LA USA - Friday, September 23, 2005 3:09 PM CDT Hey Cutie! You are in my prayers! You're such a fighter and an incredible person!! You'll be back on the dance floor in no time :) Erin Erin Brick <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Friday, September 23, 2005 9:12 AM CDT HELLO MS. THANG I WAS GLAD TO SEE YOU TODAY I HEAR YOU ARE GOING TO START A NEW CHEMO I WILL BE PRAYING FOR KEEP ON SMILING GOD WILL KEEP YOU IN HIS CARE LOVE YA MS. THANG #2 MONCA DAUGHERTY <MDAUGHER@STJUDE.ORG> MEMPHIS, TN SHELBY - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 11:57 AM CDT HEY PAM, WE JUST WANTED TO KNOW THAT WE ARE THINKING AND PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. I KNOW THIS IS SO TOUGH FOR YOU RIGHT NOW, BUT GOD IS IN CONTROL. KEEP YOUR EYES ON HIM AND HE WILL GUIDE YOUR STEPS. YOU HAVE BEEN SUCH A GOOD FRIEND TO ASHLEY AND WE THINK OF YOU OFTEN. KEEP HANGING IN THERE AND HAVE FUN DOING IT. DOUG TOLD ME YOU GOT A SPEEDING TICKET IN YOUR CAR. I LAUGHED AND TOLD HIM THAT IF I WAS DRIVING THAT CAR I WOULD HAVE ALREADY HAD ABOUT 5. HAHA!!! WE LOVE YOU! VALERIE DOUG ASHLEY AND AUSTIN TAYLOR WWW.CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/LA/PRINCESSASHLEY <VAH9776@YAHOO.COM> DOWNSVILLE, LA USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 9:32 AM CDT Hey girl. Its stephanie. I am still praying for you and so is everyone else! I love you and God will take care of you! I dont know when I will be down there in Memphis next. Hopefully I will get to see you soon! Keep the Faith! Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Monday, September 19, 2005 3:40 PM CDT Hey girl. Its Stephanie. Hope everything is going ok. I will be at St. Jude Monday Sept. 12. Love you and praying for you daily! God Bless Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 9:25 PM CDT HEY PAMELA, THANKS FOR DROPING DESTINY A FEW LINES HOPE EVERYTHINGS GOING WELL, DESTINY SAYS HELLO AND WE WILL SEE YOU MONDAY, TELL MOM AND DAD HELLO. KIM HARDEE <destiny2tojol@yahoo.com> RIPLEY, TN - Sunday, September 11, 2005 1:51 PM CDT Hey Pamela! You know i love you and ur my bestest best friend! haha! Love ya!-Kota Dakota <disturbed_lil_mudmunchkin69@hotmail.com> Dresden, TN USA - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 7:20 PM CDT pamela your pics aint show ing will u fix em please tammy and lauren and dylan <Green_Christians73@Passport.com> Benton, TN USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 8:25 PM CDT Hey its Stephanie. Just checking in on you. It sounds like you are doing ok and that is great. I am so happy! I hope that you get to go home too, and have a wonderful weekend. I love you and will continue to pray for you daily. God Bless You and enjoy eating eating eating! Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 7:29 PM CDT Hey girl. Its Stephanie. I hope that chemo wont knock you down too much! Whatever is in God's will. I love you and am praying for you. But I am glad to see that you have started it so you can get it over with. God Bless You Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 3:46 PM CDT You look better than I've ever seen you!! Beautiful both inside and out! You have been so strong through all of this! I will continue to pray for you! Love ya bunches, kiddo! Erin <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 12:47 AM CDT Hey When i met you a while ago you were an outgoing person so happy about everything you are beautiful inside and out keep your head up and dont let it get you down everything will be ok love, Buffy and Tommy Buffy <oobuffyoo21@aol.com> Jacksonville, Fl Duval - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 11:34 AM CDT Hey Pamela. Stephanie. I am glad that you are starting the new chemo because then you will be able to just get it over with. God has a plan coming out of this (Which I have no idea what that may be just yet) but someday we will understand. And God knows that if I could I would do it for you and I hope you know that too. I love you and am praying for you daily. Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 11:29 AM CDT Hey Pamela its Stephanie. Just checking in to see how you are doing. I am praying that your new chemo goes well. All is in Gods hands. Love you so much! God Bless Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Monday, August 22, 2005 3:28 PM CDT Hey Pamela Its me again Stephanie~ I miss you alot! Hope I will get to see you soon! I think that I will be down there September 12! They changed it cause my doctor wouldnt be in the week that they had it planned! I am still praying for you and I will always do so! I start this other school that I am changing to on Wednesday! I am excited about school for a change! Please always always always remember that God is in control and he will take care of you! I am here for you if you ever want or need to talk and I hope that you know that~ Home -1417-338-2988 and Cell -1417-294-2404! I would love it if you called just to say hey or whatever! I miss seeing you everyday! But I dont miss the situation. But keep your chin up and always remember that God is with you in everything you do! (P.S Dont driver faster then you guardian angel can fly) HeHe. Love you! Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Friday, August 19, 2005 2:32 PM CDT Hey Pamela! That is great news! I am so excited. And look at it this way. Another chemo is another chance! Love you and still praying for you! Have fun dancing! And you're right just keep it in Gods hands! "Do Your Best And God Will Do The Rest" Stephanie <Bikerbabester@cox.net> Branson, MO USA - Thursday, August 18, 2005 10:29 PM CDT Pamela Hey, you probably dont remember me, but i was there with Stephanie whenever she had her last surgery, Stephanie informed me on what was going on, we're all keeping you in our prayers, Best Wishes Babe, It's all in God's hands and that is how it should be. Keep up the good spirits.. With love and prayers, Katie Blomberg Katie Blomberg <keb2006@hotmail.com> Macon, MO US - Thursday, August 18, 2005 9:52 PM CDT Hey Pamela Its Stephanie. I would call but I dont have your number. I am so sorry about the news. I have been praying for you and I will continue to keep praying for you. Please remember that I love you and will always be here for you! If you feel like talking please call me. cell 1417-294-2404 Home 1417-338-2988 Stephanie <Bikerbabester@aol.com> Branson, MO USA - Sunday, August 14, 2005 4:38 PM CDT hey pamela just thought id drop a line to tell u that u r in r thoughts and prayer luv ya Tammy George Dylan Lauren and Chris <Green_Christians73@passport.com> Benton, TN USA - Sunday, August 14, 2005 8:47 AM CDT hey pamela we r prayin for and we r gonna keep on prayin for u !!! Tammy George Dylan Lauren and Chris <Green_Christians73@passport.com> Benton, TN USA - Saturday, August 13, 2005 6:43 PM CDT You are in our thoughts and prayers. Please do whatever you feel is in your heart and know that there are people from all over America praying for you and keeping you close in our thoughts. God bless you dear one. Remember that you are a child of an awesome God. Rebecca & Mitch Kauffman <r.a.kauffman@comcast.net> Hillsboro, OR USA - Friday, August 12, 2005 11:14 PM CDT Hey pamela just thought we would drop u a line to tell u that u r in our thoughts and prayers we luv ya !!! George Tammy Lauren And Dylan <Green_Christians73@passport.com> Benton, TN USA - Friday, August 12, 2005 7:51 PM CDT Hi There Pamela: Just on phone with Shanon & asked about you. Then I went & read your up date. Shanon e-mailed me Fri with the news that C.J. is in remission again. Thats Great & Praise Be To God. Well sounds like your on track for great things to. We will keep praying for The Same Great News To Be coming from You Soon. I'll report progress to our church group. Take care You have found a spot in our hearts. You Keep The Faith, and Don't let That Devel Steal Any of Your Joy. With Love & Prayers Bob & Nancy Erich Indianapolis IN Bob & Nancy Erich <rjeii@sbcglobal.net> Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 10:46 PM CDT hey! Pamela and family, just wanted to drop a line to let you know we are thinking of you, we will be back at the jude on the 28th, I hope to see you soon we luv ya! Tammy Green (Dylan's Mom) <Green_Christians73@Passport.com> Benton, TN - Saturday, August 6, 2005 7:11 PM CDT Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you!! Erin Brick Memphis, TN - Thursday, August 4, 2005 2:19 PM CDT Hi Pamela. I am really happy to hear that chemo is working. :) This has been a long ride for you. Stay strong :) http://www.diana78.blogspot.com http://www.darkertan.blogspot.com diana and Regina <dianamailca@hotmail.com> laguna Niguel, ca - Sunday, July 24, 2005 9:19 AM CDT Hey Pam, This is the Taylor family checking in on you. Dont worry about them scans and just concentrate on that trip to Hawaii, I just wish you would take me with you. We have missed seeing you at the jude,but mayybe we will see you next week. Love you girl The Taylors Doug Taylor <dwnsvll@aol.com (caringbridge.org/la/princessashley)> Downsville, La USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 9:41 PM CDT Pamela, I was soooo happy to see you 2 weeks ago at the grizzlie House. You looked great. I was sorry we could not spend more time together. Camble comes back again on thursday and she will get leg braces to help stablize her ankles. Jaci gets in around 6:30 and flies home on friday night. I will pray for good results on you scans. love Camie carringbridge.org./il/camble camie heiser <heisercamie@yahoo.com> kewanee, il` usa - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 10:13 AM CDT hi pamela and family, just wanted to drop a few lines to let you know i was thinking of you, last time i talked to cindy it was because i had bad news. just know you are in our prayers, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PAMELA, and congratulations on graduating. your st jude family Tammy (Dylan's mom) Tammy Green <Green_Christians73@Passport.com> Benton, TN - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:26 PM CDT I have been praying for you since I 1st found your site. Congratulations on graduating, in spite of your many trips to St. Jude. Where will you go for college? Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 11:23 PM CDT Hi Pamela, Just a note to check in with you and see how you are getting along with the new chemo. Do hope it is doing the trick for you. Just got home from Church a little while ago and had you on my mind so thought I would see what you have been up to! Happy Belated Birthday Wish! Hope it was a great day for you and hope your family and friends spoiled you rotten! Hugs and Prayers! Terri Duncan <tjdunc@aol.com> Branson, MO 65616 - Sunday, May 22, 2005 10:28 PM CDT Just checking in on you!! Hope you have a wonderful 18th Birthday!!! What an exciting time! Glad that prom was good too and i know you are very excited about graduation coming up as well! WOW you have alot going on in your life! Say hello to friends and family back in my hometown of Dresden!! We are praying for this new chemo to be effective! We love ya! Be strong! Brandi & Madelyn www.caringbridge.org/tn/madelyn <bpbeamon@yahoo.com> St Jude friend!, Tn - Thursday, May 19, 2005 9:08 AM CDT Happy 18th Birthday, Pamela:) We know you must be so excited!!!! Hope you have a GREAT birthday:) 2nd Floor Nurses: Michelle M., Nekayeh C., & Laura F. <michelle.mcclain@stjude.org> Memphis, TN USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 1:16 AM CDT Pamela is is about time young lady. It is hard to believe I met you 1 year ago and so much has happened since then. I will pray for you that this new chemo works this time. I am sloa glad to here that prom was lots of fun. Wow Graduation is here and that i when I met you last year just when I was comming home on the motorcycle for my youngest daughters graduation. wow 525 miles on the back of a motorcycle in 1 day. Talk about sore butt cheeks. I heard you got to see miss camble last time she was in memphis. I think about you all the time. give you mom and dad a hug from me. we will be bac in memphis the 8-9 and 10 of june. so maybe i cand see you then. take care and love you Camie caringbridge.org/il/camble camie heiser (camble's nana) <heisercamie@yahoo.com> kewanee, il - Monday, May 16, 2005 4:52 PM CDT Dear Pamela, Just checking your site to see what you've been up to and how you are progressing. We keep you in our prayers and will continue to watch your website! I hope we will see a photo of you in your prom dress - we know it will be a great time for you - be safe and have tons of fun! Keep on keeping us posted! Hugs & Prayers Terri Duncan <tjdunc@aol.com> Branson, MO 65616 - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 4:17 PM CDT Hi Pamela, Just checking in on you!! I was hoping to get an update on you soon!! I know you can only update when you are in Memphis and if that is why you haven't updated then I will assume that is a good thing!! Hope you are doing well!! Love ya, Brandi & Madelyn www.caringbridge.org/tn/madelyn <bpbeamon@yahoo.com > Memphis , TN - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 4:09 PM CDT Hey Pamela! I hope that you are doing well today and I want you to know that you are in my prayers everyday! Rachael, 16 <speedsk8hawaii1988@gmail.com> Kailua, Hawaii - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 6:18 PM CDT Hey Girlie!! Prom is just around the corner, YEA!!! Have the time of your life, but be safe!!! You will be the Belle of the Ball!!! Love you, kiddo! Erin Erin Brick <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 2:21 PM CDT Hey Pamela, this is Amanda, Camble and Jaci's cousin. I met you at the Ronald McDonald House. I read your page often and I wanted to tell you that you truly are an inspiration! You have had to grow up real fast and I know what thats like, but in the end you'll be a better person for it. I hope everything goes well for you! I hope you have a wonderful time at Prom also! Amanda Whitmer <whitmeramandag@sau.edu> Kewanee, IL - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 11:29 PM CDT Just stopping by to say howdy to you all. We love you bunches and will be seeing you next time you're here. Have fun at the prom. You are such a doll and we love you all bunches!! In His Love, Trish Barney, Trish, Eli & Emma Grace Hampton <loadwagn@pgtc.com or www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace> Lincoln, AR - Friday, April 15, 2005 1:47 AM CDT Checking in on you! Hope you have the best prom ever! I miss going to all those special events back in Dresden!! It's nice to have someone from my hometown here to talk to, I just hate that it is under these circumstances. Have you been to Styles & Profiles lately? My cousin, Tracy really is the best hairdresser ever!! I wish you all the best with this new chemo. Stay strong! Bye sweetie! Love Brandi Neal, Brandi, Tyler & Madelyn www.caringbridge.org/tn/madelyn <bpbeamon@yahoo.com> St Jude friend, Tn - Sunday, April 10, 2005 6:13 PM CDT Hi Pamela, Just wanted to say hello and hang in there! It has been so nice to talk to you when I see you at St Jude! Just know that I am thinking about you and know that you are in our prayers!! Love ya!! Neal, Brandi, Tyler & Madelyn (new site) www.caringbridge.org/tn/madelyn <bpbeamon@yahoo.com > Memphis , TN - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 11:08 PM CST God is good! Don't give up...I'm praying for you... Deanna Buchanan <deannabuch@hotmail.com> Monroe, LA - Monday, March 28, 2005 8:34 AM CST Hey Girlie=Girl!! Just wanted to stop in and say hello from your Hampton Crew!! We love you bunches and will continue to pray this new chemo will stop the growth so you can get this ole stuff beat for good!! Take care of yourself and keep looking up. God already has everything worked out and is in full control. Hang in there darlin! We love you! In His Love, Trish, Barney, Eli & Emma Grace The Hampton's <loadwagn@pgtc.com or www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace> Lincoln Ar via Target House, - Thursday, March 24, 2005 1:21 AM CST I'm stopping by to meet you, and to pray for you and your family. I can see that you are a fighter with a great attitude. Go Pamela! Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 12:30 AM CST Hi Pamela, I came across your page through the caringbridge community! I wanted to tell you to keep up the G_R_E_A_T work you have been doing.Physical Therapy is hard work exspecialy after a surgery like yours.You have a award winning smile and a positive attitude.This will help you beat cancer forever! Our family has also walked the looooong halls of St.Jude so we know what you are going through!God Bless You Tonya And Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, Tn u.s.a. - Monday, March 14, 2005 0:52 AM CST Hi Pamela, Don't think you will remember us, but we were with Stephanie Pearman the day of her surgery and were there when you came out of your surgery. We just wanted to say hi and let you know we keep you and all the beautiful people at St Jude's in our prayers. And happy to hear you are doing so well with your therapy! What a marvel! We are in awe of all of you kids, your doctors, nurses and all the people at St Judes from office staff to maintenance staff. May God continue to bless all of you! Terri & Larry Duncan <tjdunc@tds.net> Branson, Mo USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 12:23 AM CST Hey Pamela this is lindsay harwell, i didnt get to know u very well , but we did talk at country cares.. do u remember? How is everything going for u? i finally had my last chemo , so I am outta there! Well i gotta get off of here but email me sometime and tell me how ur doin ok? ~Lindsay~ lindsay harwell www.caringbridge.com/ms/lindsayh <danzinlinz06@aol.com > southaven , ms - Monday, March 7, 2005 5:14 PM CST Hi Pamela: You are on my mind & prayers every day. I always ask Shanon "CJ'S MOM" how your progress is going. I then report back the good news to our Church as we pray for you & all the other patients at St.Judes. Watched TV special this evening. In case you havent figured out who I am by now. I am CJ's Grandpa. Shanon's Dad up here in Indianapolis. We will keep praying. You Keep Getting better. I hope we can meet again. If you & your family ever happen to be in Indianapolis Indiana area. Please call & You all are always welcome in our house & Church. Bob & Nancy Erich 6550 Hi-Vu Drive Indianapolis,In. 46227 hm 1-317-780-7780 Cell 1-317-432-3876 Well Better go for now. May Our Lord Watch over you each & everyday Bob Erich Robert J.Erich II <rjeii@sbcglobal.net> Indianapolis, IN USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 11:23 PM CST Hey Pamela, I just wanted to tell you that I love you and I hope you have a Great Day!!!!!!! Love,Tasha Tasha <diva_42092@hotmail.com> Dresden, tn U.S - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 2:23 PM CST Hi Pamela. I hope you remember us ( We met while we were in Ronald McDonald house, I had that horrible thick accent. lol) Wishing you all the best. We have been thinking about you often. :D http://www.diana78.blogspot.com Diana and REgina <businesswoman0@hotmail.com> laguna Niguel, CA usa - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:28 PM CST Hey babygirl!!! I really do miss you alot and Im so glad that you are doing better. I wish I could be there for you more often like we used to be,but I don't even have time to rest my own head anymore. You know Im always here for you and as soon as I can I will come get you and we are going out on a girls night(just me and u.) Tell mom I said Hi! I love you!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE, Ta§ha a.k.a Tyena Tasha <diva_42092@hotmail.com> Dresden, Tn USA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 9:29 PM CST Hi,Pamela my name is Pamela Sue also,what a great name!!! I am a friend of stephanie pearmans and just wanted to say keep up the great work and you seem like a very special lady.I will have our church (Victor Baptist) pray for you also along with your family. I know this must be a exciting time also since you graduate this year. I will keep you in my prayers. Pam Harmon <natureluvr@peoplepc.com> Branson, MO USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 9:32 AM CST Hi Pamela this is Tracy Walters from Styles and Profiles in Dresden, Tn. I knew you had been diagnosed with cancer, & we've been keeping you in our prayers, but I didn't know that you had a webpage until I looked at Madelyn Beamon's webpage, she is my cousin's little girl & I saw where you had signed her webpage anyways, now that I know you are on here I will check on you periodically, I'm glad to hear that you are about to go home. Keep fighting strong & NEVER give up. Our thoughts are with you, Tracy & Mike Walters & Styles and Profiles Gang Tracy Walters <stylesandprofiles@frontiernet.net> Dresden, n America - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 9:32 AM CST Hey Pamela! I hope your doing good. From what i read it sounds like it.When you come home let me know b/c i have my car now and i can come see you! :) The last time i seen you was at new years! Well I'm at school right now so i don't have long to talk but i'll check back w/ ya later! Love Ya- Kota Dakota Sherrill <dakotasherrill@hotmail.com> Dresden, TN USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 8:43 AM CST Hey Pamela! I can't wait to see ya. Love- Brandi Brandi King <brandiking_89@hotmail.com> Palmersville, TN U.S.A - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 8:40 AM CST I am truly happy that I had a chance to meet you! You have a huge heart and a strong spirit! I have no doubt that you will do amazing things with your life! Erin Brick <erin.brick@stjude.org> Memphis, TN USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 2:12 PM CST Pamela..your an inspiration to me..i pray for you all the time and i'm so happy you are doing good...hope to see you soon...GOOD LUCK in everything!! Kayla Barker <kayla_marie89@hotmail.com> Dresden, TN USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 2:30 PM CST Pamela, Long time no talk. I hope that you are doing good. I sure do miss seeing you around the Ronald McDonald house. Wow! It seems like so long ago. I hope you remember me, I am Taigens Mom. Anyway, stay strong like you always are and hope to hear from you soon!! ![]() Love, Nichole www.caringbridge.com/ok/taigennanney Nichole Nanney <taigensmommy@hotmail.com> Tishomingo, OK USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 10:35 PM CST Hello Stranger, I am so happy to hear that you are doing great. I think of you very often,more often then you can even think of. We will be in memphis in 2 weeks and I sure hope that I get to see you and your mom and dad. I miss you all. Camble is still the apple of our eye. She walks talks and repeats everything she hears. She really likes DORA these days.I will bring you a new picture of here when we come. Take care Hugs and Love to you and all. Camie Camie Heiser(CAMBLE'S NANA) <heisercamie@yahoo.com> KEWANEE, IL - Thursday, February 17, 2005 2:26 PM CST hi pamela ic that you have been making some progress that is awesome i think of you quite often and wonder how you are tell your mom and dad i said hi we will be in memphis the first friday in march and i better get to see your smiling face ok. i often include you in my prayers hope everything contiues to go well see you in 15 days ok jim heiser {cambles papa} <heiser1@famvid.com> kewanee, il usa - Thursday, February 17, 2005 1:49 PM CST Hello....We are sooo glad that you liked your card. We are always thinking of you. I hope everything continues to go well. Just remember I am only a phone call away if you ever need anything. We miss ya. www.caringbridge.org/il/camble Jaci, Camble, and Camie <heiserjaclyn@yahoo.com> Kewanee, IL - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 7:20 PM CST | |||||||||||
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