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I cannot thank you enough for sharing your daughters story. My daughter, back in June, was diagnosed with stage 3 neuroblastoma. She lost her ability to walk, stayed up all night for weeks, took her to numerous hospitals and doctors to try to figure out what was wrong. With no history of cancer in her dad nor my side of the family, it was a complete shock. I am so sorry to hear about your daughters passing, but it is such an inspiration to myself and my daughter. She is about to start her stem cell process this up coming week. Nervous to say the least. She has gone through six rounds of chemo so far and two surgeries to remove 95% of the tumor. The 5% left is in her spine. She has her good days and her bad days but we seize every moment together and try to live life to the fullest.
Lauren Price
Raleigh, NC USA - Sunday, December 10, 2017 12:26 AM CST

Thank you so much for sharing Toireasa’s story!
Hunter Howard <Hunterdawn13@gmail.com>
Hurdle Mills, NC USA - Thursday, December 7, 2017 8:44 AM CST

Truly touching, dear friend.
The world really should know this story.
Bob Fahey <omsai.1@earthlink.net>
Sapphire, North Carolina United States - Monday, November 11, 2013 11:52 AM CST

A lovely entry, thinking of you and your family,
Love, Ellen, a fellow nurse, and Sean's Mom
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Cape Cod, Ma United States - Wednesday, July 22, 2009 2:57 AM CDT

dear sis iv bin praying fore you havent hurd frum you in a ges howe are you
christina sattler aka littlgriz <littlgriz@googlemail.com>
- Sunday, May 4, 2008 2:05 AM CDT

Hi Julie;
So happy to read that you are doing well in your job at HUH. You are a wonderful person,so it stands to reason that you are a wonderful nurse. Happiness for the Holy days and through the coming year my friend.
Bless you, love Dot
Dot <edryan12@comcast.net>
philadelphia, pa USA - Saturday, December 15, 2007 3:28 PM CST

Dear Julia,

I'm so happy to read this update and know that you are doing so well and bringing your gifts to others. Best wishes to you!!
Denise
NYC, - Thursday, November 29, 2007 5:13 AM CST

Dear Julie
What a beautiful site, you are truly a beautiful person... I put it on my favorites list. Do you think Toireasa and my Frankie T have met yet?I would like to think so ,tho their lives were so different, they both became angels too soon. I miss you too girl....Dot
Dot <edryan12@comcast.net>
Phila, Pa USA - Friday, August 17, 2007 7:54 PM CDT

Hi Julia,
I was just thinking of you and your beautiful angel daughter. We still keep Toireasa's photo in our kitchen with our other wise, wonderful angels. Hope all is well with you and your family.
Terry Miller, Grandma to Angel Mark <ggmiller8201@msn.com>
Laytonsville, MD - Monday, July 2, 2007 10:26 PM CDT

my sweet sis iv bin prayig fore you allwayes i dshure do hope your all right iff you wantto you can email me ok
christina sattler <littlgriz@googlemail.com>
suthport, uk - Thursday, April 26, 2007 9:35 AM CDT

A thought for Tess, after five years since the day she gained her wings. And of course, a hug to her Mom and all the members of her family.
Love,
Swan
Italy - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 6:11 PM CDT

Just stopping by to say

to you,

Love Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, February 12, 2007 12:11 AM CST

wishing you peace and sending hugs and prayers your way.

Chris & Gooch
Share the Love.org <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 12, 2007 7:53 PM CST

I am a few days late, but I just wanted to drop a line for Tess, hoping she will receive my "happy birthday" wish up there in heaven. Julia, I will write you by the end of the week and hope we'll finally meet again very soon.
Much Love,
Swan
Italy - Wednesday, January 10, 2007 8:56 AM CST

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here,
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,
A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard,
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine,
except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven,
they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside,
I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried,
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know,
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so,
they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too,
memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do?
my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight,
they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells,
they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well,
so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth,
they need to be honored, and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do,
thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best,
find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me,
until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be.

All my love,

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 7:44 AM CST

Thank you for inviting me to view this precious web site.
Margo Reeves <MMRRNC@verizon.net>
Yucaipa, Ca United States - Monday, October 23, 2006 2:36 PM CDT

I was posting this picture on Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello", although I don't know if you still read here.

Lots of love

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, August 28, 2006 6:04 PM CDT

Nice guests indeed
zweigelt <zweigeltblauer@yahoo.co.uk>
Sheffield, UK - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 5:24 AM CDT

muguuuuu here in
mugu <mugu@mugu.com>
- Thursday, June 8, 2006 2:00 PM CDT

keeàp it up very nice site
Collins aba <homeboy@yahoo.com>
imo, enugu colodo - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 9:43 AM CDT

Julia,
Thinking of all of you today - especially Toireasa.
Terry Miller, Grandma to Angel Mark Salvador (www.caringbridge.org/md/marksalvador) <ggmiller8201@msn.com>
Laytonsville, MD - Monday, April 24, 2006 6:00 AM CDT

Hi princess
Last night a little six months old boy named Tille from Sweden passed away in a sicknes called Epidermolysis bullosa. Please take care of him angel.
I'm still thinking of you and your mother
Love from
Janna <janna_hempel@hotmail.com>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Sunday, April 16, 2006 4:24 PM CDT

Ithink that this caringbridgeis AWESOME!!!!!!!!!Ilove this thing so much
EmilyThomas <emily_DAniellethomas@yahoo.com>
Durant, OK united States - Sunday, March 26, 2006 5:12 PM CST

Ithink that this caringbridgeis AWESOME!!!!!!!!!Ilove this thing so much!!!!!!!!!!

love whomever always -Emily Danielle Thomas
EmilyThomas <emily_DAniellethomas@yahoo.com>
Durant, OK united States - Sunday, March 26, 2006 5:11 PM CST

Ithink that this caringbridgeis AWESOME!!!!!!!!!Ilove this thing so much
EmilyThomas <emily_DAniellethomas@yahoo.com>
Durant, OK united States - Sunday, March 26, 2006 5:10 PM CST

ive tried several times to reach emile kane for an up date and got her once and was unable to get her again ,i am very sad about that because she is a dear friend and i want to keep an update on her condition.
joeseph pettiglio <joeddp33@yahoo.com>
brighton, ma usa - Saturday, March 25, 2006 2:48 PM CST

to check on ryan williams
reem lowe <www.reemlowe@earthlink.com>
kingwood, tx usa - Monday, March 20, 2006 10:11 PM CST

Hi Julia,
I just want to let you know that I continue to pray for you and Toireasa. I hope you will be happy to know that I am writing a book at the moment, and I have included a little girl character in it named after Toireasa. I hope this will make you happy.
Sharlene Walton <craig.walton@ticali.co.uk>
Preston, Lancashire England - Saturday, March 11, 2006 12:04 AM CST

Happy birthday in Heaven sweetheart. Not where you should be, but we cant control life. Hugs and prayers to your loved ones and friends left behind. I bet you and Alex are having a ball!
Chris Gooch's mom <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, January 8, 2006 7:04 PM CST

Remembering you and Toireasa on the eve of her birthday. May you continue to know our Lord's comfort and peace in a special way.
Yolanda Rogers <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Friday, January 6, 2006 11:46 AM CST

Wishing you a wonderful holiday, Julia! Best wishes and good luck with the nursing boards!
Denise R.
NYC, NY USA - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 10:45 PM CST

www.postpals.co.uk
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, September 3, 2005 10:40 AM CDT

Just stopping by to say hello and to let you know that y'all are thought of. Love,
Alison Becker <beckerali@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Friday, August 12, 2005 8:02 PM CDT

What an amazing Lil Girl!! Touched the Hearts of Many I can Tell and Still Does from the Heavens above!! I know this week is hard we will keep you in our prayers and Congrats on the naming of the CATS. Thats awsome I know she is smiling from heaven.
With Gods Love and Peace and most of all Faith
April and "Angel Mae MAe and Mimmie and Boys
www.geocities.com/angelmomfriends5/kayla1.html
www.caringbridge.org/tn/mimmie <babymsmom04@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 27, 2005 12:40 AM CDT

Hoping this finds you all doing well and praying you find peace, I know this had to be a very hard week for you. Congrats on her being added to CATS, thats awesome.
Chris Gooch's mom Share the Love
South Windsor, Ct - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 10:57 PM CDT

HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK

Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, March 26, 2005 4:47 AM CST

Julia: I just want to stop by and congratulate you and angel, Toireasa for her name being added to CATS. Our angels still work miracles, and dreams really do come true still while they are in heaven. Thank you for sharing something so special with all of us. Theresa, Angel Becca's Mom 2-17-95 6-17-04
Theresa <TLockler@aol.com>
Aurora, CO USA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 4:57 AM CST

Dear Julia,
just wanted to leave a "hello". A few days ago I was thinking of Tess on her birthday, and also of you... when are you going to visit us? We can't wait! :-)
Take care, and hug your parents for us!
Swan
ITALY - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 4:14 PM CST

Happy late birthday Toireasa!
Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 2:08 PM CST

Julia,
Wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you yesterday on Toireasa's Birthday. Please let your famaily know I said I! Take care!
Kelly
Kelly Salvador <kksalvador@aol.com>
Damascus, MD USA - Saturday, January 8, 2005 8:40 AM CST

Wouldn't let the day go by without letting you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers as you celebrate the remembrance of Toireasa's birth and life with you this side of Heaven. Praise God we have the OTHER side of this life to live an eternity in with our Lord and those gone before. May He fill your heart with His awesome peace and hope.

Yolanda Rogers <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 7:21 PM CST

Happy Birthday in Heaven, TOIREASA!!

Love, hugs, and forever moving FORWARD...
Eva and Rodney <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves, - Friday, January 7, 2005 7:08 PM CST

Hi Julia! Congrats on nursing school- what a perfect tribute to your daughter- I know the power of her love will make you a wonderful nurse! I noticed you were at CHOP at some point. My little boy got his angel wings there in 5/02. Just wanted you to know you were being thought of today.
Carol Miller (www.caringbridge.org/ky/reidmiller) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Friday, January 7, 2005 4:19 PM CST

Hoping good memories of Toireasa bring an unexpected smile to your face to help you get through the days, especially the milestones when the loss hurts so much more, like tomorrow. I have no answers, only questions, about the grand scheme of life, but am keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.

Chris - Gooch's mom
- Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:19 PM CST

Thinking of you this holiday season!!

Love, hugs, and forever moving FORWARD...
Eva and Rodney <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 22, 2004 7:33 PM CST

My name is Jessica, and I am a college student in Ohio, but I am originally from the DC area. I just wanted you to know that I am one of the many people whose life has been touched by your beautiful, brave daughter. It is still hard for me to understand why so many wonderful kind children had to suffer and die. It really isn't fair. Alex has been a major inspiration in my life too and I guess her and Alex can watch over all the other children fighting this horrible monster together. It really is important to remember these children and to share their stories, and I admire you so much for being able to do that. That is what will keep them alive, keep us going, and someday lead to a cure. I will think of you often. I can shut my eyes and see the face of a littlel girl on a rocking horse who just wanted to stop hurting and for all other kids not to have to hurt either. That little face is all I need to know that this is not too much to ask, and that I need to do my part to help make that happen. I know she will help me, and if I ever forget that the image of her that I have in hy head will remine me again. Thanks again for sharing your daughter with me and with the world. Much love to you.
Jessica Uze <Jessica.Uze@Oberlin.edu>
Arlington/Oberlin, VA/OH USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 11:45 PM CST

Hi Julia,
For some reason I was thinking of you and Toireasa today and just wanted to say hello. Hope all is going well with you!
Terry Miller, Grandma to Angel Mark Salvador <ggmiller8201@msn.com>
- Saturday, October 23, 2004 9:03 AM CDT

Hi my name is Jenna and I came across your website. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts prayers as you continue to remember your daughter.
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna

Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 10:01 PM CDT

Jules,
*settles in for a long hug* It's been a long time since I've come in to the journal. As you've said yourself, things get hectic. But I think of you often. And Tess often as well. Recently on a daily basis, and I realized that I hadn't stopped by and left a note for such a long time.
I'm terribly proud of you. Going into nursing is such a wonderful idea, especially for someone as caring as you are. Chaneling such empathy... Such things can change the world.
I'm very sad to see the news about Alex. Though faith lately has been hard to come by ((Never HOPE, though, that is always in strong supply)), I can truly believe that she is with Tess. And that they are both watching over you and yours.
*great big hugs*
Take care of you, Julia! Good luck with your studies, and I promise to drop in to leave a note more frequently.
Erasea <erasea@lycos.com>
Waldo, ME United States - Saturday, August 21, 2004 2:05 AM CDT

i was just looking for entries about "Cats", but this story touched me really a lot.

i just hope you'll make Toireasa 's dream come true... or
i say.. i'm sure you will.
Good Luck
alessandro
pistoia, Italy - Sunday, August 15, 2004 10:15 AM CDT

Dear Julia,
You have written such beautiful words about the angels......Thinking of you, Toireasa, and your family often.

Terry Miller, Grandma to Angel Mark Salvador (www.caringbridge.org/md/marksalvador) <ggmiller8201@msn.com>
Laytonsville, MD - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 4:52 AM CDT

hi Toireasa

my name is anna mcnamara and i love you wed page and i have my own wed page. i have r.s.d and i maed my page because of the rsd from my faily and friend and pepol to go on it
it is
caringbridge.org/pa/anna.mcnamara
i love doing the updane on it and i do it on mondays or tuesdays and somthtime on wednesdays and i love raeding you updenat and i wish you can go on it. and i hope you can be all haely for live. and i am preat for you 24/7 and and and i do not now if you now the the baend jump5 it is a christan one and i love this sign it call god bless the usa
and here it go
If tomorrow all the things were gone

I hoped for all my life.

And I had to start again

just my family by my side.

I thank my God above

to be living here today.

Cause the flags still stands for freedom

and they can't take that away (e).

CHORUS:

I'm proud to be an American

where at least I know I am free.

And I won't forget the man who died

and gave that right to me.

And I'll gladly stand up next to you

and defend ourselves today.

Cause there ain't no doubt of this land [lamb ?]

God Bless The USA

From the lakes of Minnesota

to the hills of Tennessee.

Across the planes of Texas

from sea to shinning sea (e).

From detroit down to Houston

and New York to LA

It's part of every American heart

It's time to stand and say (e).

i love have it go.
may god bless you and you faily

-
anna
mcnamara
anna mcnamara <amcnamara@entermail.net>
allentown, pa the U S A - Sunday, August 1, 2004 6:08 PM CDT

Im sending all my love to you all,

Love

Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, July 17, 2004 1:03 PM CDT

Julia,

I just wanted to check in and let you know that the Alex's Lemonade Stand in Memory of Toireasa raised over $2,000 last weekend. We had a great time doing the stand and are excited to be able to make this donation in Toireasa's memory. Toireasa's story and picture were also on our local news - they stopped by to do a story on the lemonade stand. Hope all of you are doing well and we'll see you in Chicago in October.
Jennifer Marshall <jmarshall@ddfky.com>
Lexington, KY USA - Friday, June 18, 2004 11:17 AM CDT

Thinking of you guys today. Have a wonderful June and Julia, BEST OF LUCK with the nursing school applications. We definitely need more compassionate, smart medical professionals out there! Please keep us all posted on how it's going.
Namaste,
Denise
NYC, - Friday, June 11, 2004 1:48 PM CDT

as you know alex continues the fight. her efforts this year amaze everyone. what started as a lemonade stand in her front yard, with donations to Toireasa's Dream, has now grown to more than 300 stands this weekend. learn more at www.alexslemonade.com
or www.caringbridge.org/nj/samigray
Sandy Gray <gray56@optonline.net>
Bridgewater, NJ USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 8:39 PM CDT

Hello, just dropping by to send a hug to you

Love Viks on behalf of everyone at Post Pals
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 2:48 PM CDT

Hi Julia, I just wanted to drop by and say hi, I hope you are doing well. Also to tell you that I and my son still think of Tess, it's so hard to believe that it's been two years. God Bless, and take care.

Love always
Cindy (Sunshcat) & Shawn
Cindy <sunsh54@comcast.net>
Baltimore, MD US - Sunday, April 25, 2004 9:22 PM CDT

Love you Julia........
Denise
StL, MO - Sunday, April 25, 2004 2:50 AM CDT

Julia,

Just wanted to drop by and send my best wishes to you and yours. Your little girl is always with you and us :)
Etcy <KittyAngel819@aol.com>
FL - Saturday, April 24, 2004 10:51 PM CDT

Even two years after her passing, we still remember Toireasa and how she touched the lives of people who never were blessed enough to meet her. My best wishes with you.
Idiosylph <cats_swings@hotmail.com>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Saturday, April 24, 2004 6:17 PM CDT

Dear Julia,

when a heart is touched from an angel, you can never forget this feeling.
Our little princess went to the angels two years ago and she had touched us with her smile, her powerful confidence and her love, so that Toireasa will live forever in our hearts.

God bless you, and please take care.
My thoughts are with you.

Karlheinz <Karlheinz.Jahnke@t-online.de>
Bochum, Germany - Saturday, April 24, 2004 6:02 PM CDT

Hi my name is Amanda and i heard from a really special friend about toireasa and i was interested..Im a Cats fan too and that's how I heard about Toireasa was from another one. I'm sure that she is watching you every moment from the special place that God has reserved for her in Heaven...She is in a seat right next to Him. She is more than just your daughter, she is your Guardian Angel.
best wishes
~*~*Amanda~*~*
Amanda <italian_chica13_101@hotmail.com>
Heidelberg, Germany - Saturday, April 24, 2004 4:37 PM CDT

Hello Julia,
just a quick hello, a thought, so many memories. I hope we can meet again very soon.
Little Angel Tess, thanks for everything. Love,

Swan
Italy - Saturday, April 24, 2004 3:11 PM CDT

Dear Julia:

How the 2 years have flown by! Hard to believe that Tess been gone that long. You've been on my mind for the last few days, and I hope that you're doing OK.

Love ya mucho,
~Lori
Lori B <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR - Saturday, April 24, 2004 1:23 PM CDT

Julia,
now it has been two years since Toiresia has climbed the ledder to the Heavyside Layer.
Hope you and your family are doing well.
Take care!
Meike <Demeter@stadt-ohne-namen.de>
Germany - Saturday, April 24, 2004 10:54 AM CDT

Julia I think you have made such a positive impact with the fundraising. Your little girl is not forgotten
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Saturday, April 24, 2004 10:21 AM CDT

Dear Julia
Well, it's the princess two year anniversary today. The same second I saw that it was the 24th april my eyes got teary and I thought of her. You two are often in my thoughts. Take care
Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Saturday, April 24, 2004 3:57 AM CDT

Dear Julia,

I can't believe it's been two years already. On this anniversary, please know that you and Angel Toireasa are in my thoughts. I'll be lighting a candle for you two this weekend. Peace to you on this day.

Love from Denise E
Denise E
NYC, - Friday, April 23, 2004 11:29 PM CDT

Julia,
Good Morning!! How are you doing? As Toireasa 2 year anniversary aroung the corner, I wanted you to know that you are in my prayers. God Bless. Have a great day. Fly high in the sky Toireasa
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Thursday, April 22, 2004 7:06 AM CDT

Thinking of you this Easter, Love everyone at Post Pals

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, April 10, 2004 4:59 PM CDT

Julia, your and Tess' experiences have really changed me. I never actually got to meet her, but I have heard a lot about her, and it really makes me think. I do not know of anyone who has a disease, or has had a disease as bad as can kill, so I would not know the pain that you must have felt, but I want you to know that I am thinking and praying for you. Keep up the journal and all my best wishes in the future!
Rachel <rachel-tranter@ntlworld.com>
Grove, England - Saturday, March 13, 2004 12:41 AM CST

im sure you must get bored of hearing it, and i wish i could find something more orginal to say, but i AM thinking of you,

Love viks from BWC and Post Pals

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Tuesday, March 9, 2004 7:25 PM CST

HELLO WHAT A BEAUTFULL CHILD . YOU DONT NO ME BUT MY THREE YEAR OLD GRANDSON HAS RHABOMYOSARCOMA- SUP TAPE ALVEOLOR.
HE WAS TWO WHEN IT WAS FOUND , WE NO HOW HARD IT HAS BEEN ON YOU . THE TREARS AND PAIN . NOT BEING ABLE TO SLEEP . GOD BLES YOU AND OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU
DARLENE COX <TURPIN10648@AOL.COM>
GREENVILLE , SC - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 4:28 PM CST

Julia,just sending you a quick hello. You have brought beautiful memories to our time in Philadelphia. Ashley loved being spoiled by your visits. You are truly an inspiration and Toireasa must be just beaming with pride with her dedicated Mom in making 'Toireasa's dream come true'.
Love Tricia
'Angel' Ashley's Mum
www.caringbridge.org/page/ashleygoud
Tricia Goud <ktgoud@cogeco.ca>
Dundas, Ont Canada - Sunday, February 29, 2004 0:07 AM CST

Dear Julia,

Just checking in to say hello. I hope the holidays and Toireasa's birthday were peaceful.

I recently received the nicest news in the world: "It's benign," in reference to a 4cm lesion on my ankle. I wonder if a certain angel was watching out for me!

Best wishes,
Denise E.
New York, , NY - Monday, February 9, 2004 1:29 AM CST

Julia-
I learned about Toireasa's Dream while on a rotation at CHOP. I check back to this site often, and although there haven't been any updates, I hope you are reading these messages because we all are praying for you! Thank you for doing all you do to keep the dream alive! Your angel's story has inspired me to research this awful disease for my school project and beyond. I am looking forward to Alex's Lemonade Stand in June. Anyway, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family! If there is ever a way I can help with the Dream, please email me... I don't have much, but I love to help others!
Trisha <nativegal23@hotmail.com>
chester, pa usa - Sunday, February 8, 2004 2:09 PM CST

Julia, Your angel is a beauty! I love the "I'm free" photo-what joy in her angelic face! Thanks for sharing her with us.
Ellen, Seans Mom

http://caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Ma USA - Sunday, February 8, 2004 9:52 AM CST

La Federació Española de Padres de Niños con Cáncer os envia un fuerte abrazo, estamos con vosotros.
Federació Española de Padres de Niños con Cáncer <federacion@cancerinfantil.org>
St. Vicenç de Torelló-Barcelona, Spain - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 2:47 PM CST

may god continue to bless the little children
darlene a stradford <ladylene2000@yahoo.com>
philadelphia, pa - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 1:13 PM CST

Julia,
Good Morning!! How are you doing? Did you have a good
New Year's? I just realized that it was Toireasa birthday last Wednesday. Happy Belated Birthday Angel Toireasa. Hope all is well. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 8:18 AM CST

Hi Julia~ Just wanted to say Happy Birthday to your beautiful Angel in Heaven... I am sure my Madison is having a wonderful birthday party with Toireasa..
All my love,
Laura
Laura <arizfamof4@cox.net>
Gilbert , AZ USA - Thursday, January 8, 2004 9:00 PM CST

As you celebrate the remembrance of Toireasa's birth and brief but special life with you this side of Heaven, we ask our Lord to hold to tightly in His everlasting Arms and to bless you abundantly with His comfort and peace.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com - <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 5:03 PM CST

Keep Going,Prayer's are strong.

~Tayden~
Hello from South Dakota
- Tuesday, January 6, 2004 10:18 AM CST

Thinking of you and Tess often, and striving to do what it is currently in my power to do for Toireasa's Dream. All your reported efforts keep the rest of us going too.
Carryl (aka Feli; I forget which name I've used in here before) <mail@carryl.com>
London, England - Monday, January 5, 2004 6:03 PM CST

Dear Julia,

Thinking of you, Toireasa, and the other little angels this Christmas, and wishing you a peaceful holiday season.

love and best wishes from Denise
Denise E
NYC, - Sunday, December 21, 2003 2:21 AM CST

Dearest Family

I gently wrap warm thoughts of you
in my little christmas prayers
For Heaven to smile on you
For Angels to watch over you
and the love of Jesus to fill your heart

Have A Merry Christmas
God Bless You And Your Family This Holiday

Chris Ullrich - Grand daughter dx with AML M5 <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma >
Hemingford, Ne USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 1:38 PM CST

hello my name is Jenna and I found Toirea's website through another site. She was beautiful little girl, and I know that is a very special angel looking down on everyone who knew her and loved her dearly. I have met many special friends during some of my hospital visits and I have lost some as well, but I know that they will always be with me no matter what because I have a special place for them in my heart. I was born with a rare bone disease. My site: http://www.matmice.com/home/fighterandchampion
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Saturday, November 29, 2003 3:08 AM CST

Happy Thanksgiving from our house to yours.

Take Care
www.caringbridge.org/sd/quilt
South Dakota - Monday, November 24, 2003 3:17 PM CST

Hi Julia,

What a wonderful update! I'm not surprised to learn that Toireasa is doing such great things and taking care of everyone.

I'm going through my own medical crisis right now, and I'm inspired by the memory of Toireasa's strength and courage. Thank you both for the inspiration!

--Denise Etc.

Denise
NYC, NY - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 10:51 PM CST

Julia,
Hey there! How are you doing? Wow your little Angel has been busy. Just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking about you lately. God Bless. Always in my prayers.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 8:30 AM CST

Julie,
I wanted to come by and visit your precious daughter. Thank you for adding Toireasa to my Christmas Angel Tree and giving me the opportunity to get to know her. My God give you strength and comfort.
Beth Hall <shall4@midsouth.rr.com>
TN - Monday, October 20, 2003 1:36 PM CDT

Hello this is my first time to your daughters page, but I would like to let you know that your in our prayers and thoughts as you continue.

My son was diagnosed March of this year at the age of 2 1/2 years old with Severe aplastic anemia (failure of the bone marrow) since he has no siblings he did the drug therapy and spent some time in the hospital but seems to be in remission I pray. He to has a CB page and the address is caringbridge.org/sd/quilt feel free to come and visit.

Take care and hang in there,

Trish
Trish <royaltree@hotmail.com>
South Dakota - Saturday, October 18, 2003 8:38 PM CDT

It's so comforting to hear these stories. Thank you for sharing!

Love,
Natalie & Lina Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
jacksonville, fl - Friday, October 17, 2003 8:39 AM CDT

Julia-
My goodness, how long it has been since we talked! I must say I haven't read the website in sometime and it was such a joy to look at it this AM before I start my day at work! We need to catch up! Give hugs to the family! XOXO
Meredith <malahl@hotmail.com>
Cleveland, OJ - Friday, October 17, 2003 7:57 AM CDT

Hello Julia, my name is Elizabeth Kuser, the mother of Kristin whose Caring Bridge website you visited recently. Thank you so much for your words of encouragement for Kristin. My husband Tim had found your website some months back, and we were so moved by Toireasa's Dream...and here we are, meeting on the web. We hope to meet you some day on this earth. We know we'll meet your Angel when we go to our Eternal Home. What a beautiful girl she is and what a beautiful heart she has!
Elizabeth Kuser <epkuser@juno.com>
Bethlehem, PA USA - Thursday, October 16, 2003 10:50 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that I've been thinking of you.
Alison Becker <beckerali@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Thursday, October 16, 2003 9:35 PM CDT

Jules where are you??? I haven't heard from you in soooooooo long! Please e mail me when you get a chance. I want to catch up, I'm sure Jack and Toireasa are having a grand old time of it!

Rosie Perry <errojac@comcast.net>
Red Bank, NJ - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 5:47 PM CDT

I regret that I never knew her, but I don't have to know her to see the impact she had on others. Toireasa is and always will be a beautiful person. I want to thank her for offering comfort to her mother still. I love you, Julia!
Elisabeth <elisabethru11@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, July 21, 2003 8:04 PM CDT

What a special girl, what a special mom...God Bless! I am glad she found peace, may you find it as well.
SC <sconway@reedsmith.com>
Fredericksburg, va USA - Monday, July 21, 2003 3:45 PM CDT

I am a 12 year old with neuroblastoma and I would like to say I am very sorry about Toireasa and that I'm glad you have a foundation for her to help other kids like me. Thank you!
Hope
- Thursday, July 10, 2003 5:52 PM CDT

This story touches me so much......Toiraesa was such a strong little girl, and you are such a strong mother.....it must be so hard for you. but remember that your little jellicle princess is in the heavyside layer now, watching you every second.....
Talibabble, from the Cats forum <zenarochelle@msn.com>
- Monday, June 30, 2003 11:32 PM CDT

mroweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee gretings julia its me littlgriz it has bin such along time sins i have sed helowe to you purrrs im so glad your doing wel
christina sattler <Hitinas@aol.com>
lafaet , ga usa - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 7:17 PM CDT

my thoughts and prayers are with you
Mauricio Francois-Eugene <moecphus917@aol.com>
chevy chase, md usa - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 10:39 AM CDT

You had a beautiful daughter. She was so brave. Dont worry god will take care of your child. I loved her and she was so beautiful. I love u both.
Jenna Elizabeth Stiegman <jade_tennischick@yahoo.com>
Burlington, IA U.S.A. - Saturday, June 7, 2003 12:34 AM CDT

Dear Julie,

You Had a wonderful little angel. Toreisa was beautiful and

artistic. You were the love of her life. I love both of you

so much and I hope someday someone will find a cure for

cancer. You had a beautiful daughter. I hope she is doing

well. Just keep her spirit in your heart and soon enough

it will seem like she is right there.
Love, Nicole Amanda Lynn Shrowdre <princess_sweetie2004@hotmail.com>
Easton, IL U.S.A. - Saturday, June 7, 2003 12:25 AM CDT

Hi! I really love you!!! I hope someone will finally find a cure for cancer. I hope you feel well in heaven. I love u toriesa and I always will.
Love, Nicole Amanda Lynn Shrowdre
Easton, IL U.S.A. - Saturday, June 7, 2003 12:21 AM CDT

I got to your daughter's web site thru Alex's

lemonade stand. Wow!!! I am sitting back in awe!!!!!!

what a brave, smart, artisitic little girl. Your daughter

enjoyed every second god gave her on this earth and you as

her mother, you helped her do that!!!! May she reign in

God's almighty kingdom, putting on the best show CATS their
is!!!

May she always be at your side

pushing you to stop that pain, and helping find a cure..

God Bless you and your little Angel!!!
An angel in waiting <Heavensent@aol.com>
Philadelphia, Pa USA - Saturday, June 7, 2003 7:52 AM CDT

Julia,
I just read Rio`s story.I send you love and comfort from very deep in my heart.My great- grandmother died of cancer so I know what you went through.
Love,
JellyWethen
Tory Borkowski <Harley_Quinn_12@Yahoo.com>
Covington, KY USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 4:29 PM CDT

Julia,
I just spent quite a bit of time reading past journal entries. I have not known you for long Julia, but what I do know is that you are unique, you are a gift, you are joy, you are ALIVE! You are amazing to me lady, I am absolutely in AWE of you, you are beautiful! I can see that little Tesser from what I have read was/is so much like her mommie, full of life, full of love and full of joy and laughter!!! I can not explain the feeling I have after just finishing up reading on the past posts. I do know this, you have reached out to me in my time of horror and you have helped me so much with your letters entitled "HI Beautiful"! You always manage to put a smile on my face.
You are so full of LOVE Julia, I do not think I have ever met anyone quite like you, although I have only "met" you thru our computers! and I feel so incredibly blessed to know you and have you as my friend. With all that you have been thru, you are always there with a big "I LOVE YOU!"
You are an amazingly beautiful woman inside and out Julia,
thank you for your friendship.
Tesser would have grown up to be just like her mommy, what a beautiful angel she is and all who are around her are delighted that she is there with them, they are lucky and blessed. I bet she has a zillion friends in heaven and she reaches out to each and every one of them and tells them she loves them. The two of you are an inspiration to me.
Thank you God for putting this wonderful friend in my life and heart.
I love you Julia! I love you Tessers!
Your friend,
Justine
Justine <quilapoo@aol.com>
Lake Oswego, OR USA - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 8:05 PM CDT

The web site looks fantastic! Congratultions....godmother!
I saw pictures of Claire, she is precious. Wishing everyone well. Hope to see you in DC before you head on out!
Mel
Melanie Auerbach <ma6083@aol.com>
Washington DC, - Thursday, May 22, 2003 11:45 AM CDT

I can't even imagine how hard this day has been for you. But I know your lovely daughter is looking down from heaven and wraping her angel wings around you and giving you the most wonderful ANGEL HUG. And, I know you'll feel it.
What a wonderful and beautiful daughter. Her spirit lives on.
Thinking of you this Mothers Day.
0:) 0:) 0:) angel smiles
- Sunday, May 11, 2003 11:19 PM CDT

I got really upset when I read Toreisa's story, because she was such a brave, beautiful child. But I realized that she went to heaven because she belonged there.
Emily
- Monday, May 5, 2003 4:03 PM CDT

I hope you always remember that god will take care of her and shes liveing a less painful life.
Cynthia Nabozny <hahagrl33>
- Monday, May 5, 2003 2:29 PM CDT

I feel sorry for her family and i hope u know she will be with God in heaven and be happy.
Kara Hattemer-Plant <koolkbay93@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 5, 2003 2:22 PM CDT

Hey! I heard about this website from Alex Scott! I think she's smart!
Emily Margaret Litton <litton@fuse.net>
Walton, KY United States - Friday, May 2, 2003 8:53 AM CDT

I read the journal on the main page and it was very touching. I hope the best of your family as u set forward without toireasa. But everyone knows that she is looking over us in heaven. I will keep her in my prayers!
Abbey
Cincinnati, Ohio U.S.A - Friday, May 2, 2003 8:09 AM CDT

Hello. I heard about this website on Alexslemonade.com.
Alexis Petersen
- Wednesday, April 30, 2003 6:23 PM CDT

Julia: You are always in my heart, and in my prayers. God bless you, and may God find a cure--now!! See you at Tir Na Nog, kiddo. All my love, Michael

Michael Mullen <mmullen64@hotmail.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Monday, April 28, 2003 3:25 PM CDT

I was shown this page by a friend of mine from the CATS forum. I heard of Tess from there, and wanted to know her story.

The story of Tess touched me greatly, and I am sorry I never got to know her, as she seems such a wonderful little person. My thoughts and prayers go out to you, and a thought will always remain with me every day, for Tess, even though I never had a chance to know her.

Becky McMahon <xtreme_obsession_uk@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, England - Friday, April 25, 2003 8:00 PM CDT

Just wanted to drop a line as you and your family are in my thoughts. Your courage and dedication are inspiring. May you find peace within eachother.
Many blessings.
Ali
Washington, DC - Friday, April 25, 2003 3:12 PM CDT

Julia, Glenn and I are thinking about you and remembering your amazing child, sadly missed.
Love, your DC neighbor Catherine
Catherine
- Friday, April 25, 2003 12:55 AM CDT

Julia, dearest,
just wanted to drop out a line for you and Tess. Today we are missing her more than ever. My thoughts are with you, and your parents, and Michael and Stella and all the rest of your family. Please accept my tight hugs, for you and for them. I hope we'll meet again very soon.
Swan
Swan <silverswan@inwind.it>
ITALY - Thursday, April 24, 2003 1:25 PM CDT

Julia,

Please know you and Toireasa are in my daily thoughts and prayers. Sending all my love to you today...I know she is sending down some beautiful sun rays today. I am sure she and John Russell are smiling down on us! Thinking of you...
Love,
Shannon (John Russell's "bestest buddy")
Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Thursday, April 24, 2003 1:00 PM CDT

My favourite quotes by Toireasa:

"Mommy, come here I have something important to tell you... Remember, that no matter what happens, I love you very much! Never forget how much I love you. Say that mommy, say you'll never forget!"

"I'm still fighting! I'm not ready to give up yet... even if it doesn't work for me, it may help the doctors find a cure.. I want the pain to stop... I don't want any other children to hurt like me."

"That's a sad story mommy. Are you talking about David or me?"
"Well we're talking about David right now, would you like to talk about you?"
"No mommy. I know you're really talking about me and that's ok, because I've already talked to my angels and we are going to be ok... I won't have cancer anymore and I'll be able to run and play again."

"I do not want any more chemo. I do not want to be sick anymore. I do not want any more surgeries. When I go, I want to go at home with my mommy, my grandmommy, my grandpa, my dog, my bird, and my cousin Madeline."

"You know mommy, Jack is in heaven with God now and he doesn't have cancer anymore. That's pretty cool."

"Mommy, you know, I'm fighting for my life."

"Mommy, didn't Rawan's mommy tell me that Islam meant 'Peace'?"
"Yes."
"Then why don't those people understand?"

"Mommy, you don't have to worry about me because I'm brave"
"Oh sweetheart you are the bravest girl I know!"
"I know, but I don't get scared anymore because God told me to be brave."

"I'm still a little wobbly."

"Munkustrap fights Macavity like my mommy fights my cancer"

"When children die, they become angels in heaven and they don't have cancer anymore!"

"You know, I have two best friends in heaven... Jesus and Mary."

"I Love You Mommy."

Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Thursday, April 24, 2003 11:40 AM CDT

This must be such a sad day for all of you. I hope you all find solace and some peace in knowing that Toireasa's spirit and life is making a difference for the many other children inflicted with such horrible diseases.
You are all such a strong family. I hope the summer brings warmth and joy to you.
You are in my thoughts,
KT
Kate Tagert
San Diego , CA USA - Thursday, April 24, 2003 10:33 AM CDT

Julia, I'm so glad that I found Toireasa's site so I got to know you and the princess. I miss her very much even if I never met her. Will be thinking much of you today. Take care.

Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Thursday, April 24, 2003 9:53 AM CDT

Julia,

Just wanted to let you know that my thoughts are with you and Toireasa today. I am very fortunate to have known her and met you and your family. Hope to hear from you soon.

Brandon
Washington, DC USA - Thursday, April 24, 2003 9:20 AM CDT

Hello Everyone,
I just wanted to let you all know I am thinking of you and your wonderful family today. As always, Toireasa is in my heart, today especially. I thank you all for allowing me into your lives and family. Toireasa has been an inspiration to so many of us, and we are all blessed to have known her. I love you all and you are in my prayers today.
Lots of Love,
Melanie
Melanie <ma6083@aol.com>
Washington DC, 20009 - Thursday, April 24, 2003 7:55 AM CDT

Jules,
Just a note to say that I'm thinking of you. Tess is and has been on my mind and in my heart. Everyone here sends their hello's, and their love.
Erasea <erasea@lycos.com>
Sandy Point, ME USA - Thursday, April 24, 2003 7:19 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you and Toireasa today. You are both in my prayers. Wanted to also say how much I admire you for your continued efforts to keep "Toireasa's Dream" alive and the way you are helping other children and their families with your fundraising efforts to find a cure@
Kristin A. Milosek <kmilosek@saul.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Thursday, April 24, 2003 7:06 AM CDT

Julia,
I am sending extra prayers and thoughts today. I can not believe it has been one year. What a shock that time has passed so quickly. God Bless you and Have a Blessed Day! In my prayers always.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Thursday, April 24, 2003 6:59 AM CDT

Julia,
Thinking of you, your family, and especially Toireasa today.
Love,
Terry Miller (Grandma to Angel Mark Salvador) <ggmiller@erols.com>
Laytonsville, MD - Thursday, April 24, 2003 5:09 AM CDT

To Tess...whereever you are...

You'll never know just how much you've been loved and missed....

You'll never know just how many lives you've touched so deeply, in your brief life....

Forever in our hearts, and keep on dancin'!

Love, Lori aka Carmelcat
Lori Bouchard <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR - Thursday, April 24, 2003 1:46 AM CDT

In my heart, and in my prayers, she will never be forgotten.

Hugs to everyone whose lives she touched
thank you princess for the lessons you taught us
artcat
Houston, TX - Thursday, April 24, 2003 1:18 AM CDT

You are in our thoughts and prayers as Toireasa's first homegoing anniversary draws upon you. We know from experience how impossibly hard these special days can be. We pray that our Lord may draw you close in His everlasting arms and that you might confidently rest on His precious promises. Without a doubt, Toireasa is whole, safe, secure and joyfully awaiting a wonderful family reunion in our Lord's glorious presence.
Yolanda Rogers, Mommy to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com - <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Wednesday, April 23, 2003 6:18 PM CDT

Happy Easter Julia and Angel Toireasa! Thinking of you girls...I am sure John Russell has had Toireasa on a zillion tractor rides through those heavenly fields as well as going on a fantastic Easter egg hunt! You are in my everyday thoughts and prayers. God bless you. Happy Easter : )

Love,
Shannon
(John Russell's "bestest buddy")
Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, April 20, 2003 9:44 PM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. I am thinking of you today. God Bless you and your family through these hard times.

http://www.geocities.com/hlcmstars3/LianneMaytlande.html
Leah <leah2k5@earthlink.net>
Austin, TX USA - Saturday, April 19, 2003 3:55 PM CDT

I am not sure what to say, as I dont want to pretend to even begin to imagine what you are going through. But I wanted to drop by and extend my condolences and wishes that Toireasa is pain free and at peace, looking over you all.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site

- Saturday, April 19, 2003 1:04 AM CDT
Julia,
I hope you have a Happy Easter. In my prayers always. Thinking of you and Toireasa. I can not believe it is going to be 1 year next week. It breaks my heart to know that she was such a fighter. God Bless you.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Friday, April 18, 2003 7:53 AM CDT
Dear Julia -
It's been almost a year since I signed this book, though I still check the site regularily. In my town, spring is finally starting to appear, and all the sun makes me think of our Jellicle Princess, and the sunlight she brought into our lives.
~*She is forever in our hearts and minds*~
Love, pixie dust, and prayers to you, Julia. Thank you.

Saren [aka "Lenisaren" in the CATS community] <eponine_85@yahoo.com>
Ithaca, NY - Thursday, April 17, 2003 7:52 PM CDT
What a great website to visit. I want to go into practice with Pediatric Oncology and hearing Toireasa's spiritual outlook makes me want it more and more everyday! I hope to give to these children more than they will give to me. Julia-keep her spirit alive!! I enjoy hearing all about her. Warmest Regards, Sheri (Tir Na Nog)
Sheri Golden <sherigolden13@aol.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 3:15 PM CDT
You are an amazing woman! Your daughter certainly got her strength and bravey from you. what a beautiful family! Thanks for all of your hard work for our NB kids! God bless, THANK YOU!! love, Angela (Christi's Mom - NB - Refractory Disease / now on a Phase One Trial)
Angela Thomas <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Sunday, April 13, 2003 10:45 PM CDT
Sorry for your loss, but amazed at your determination to help others out. I have followed both your story and Alex S. since our son was diagnosed back in October. My thoughts are with you.

Taylor's WebPage

Jim, Kim and Taylor Watts <WEBMASTER@TAYLORWATTS.ORG>
MCCALLA, AL USA - Sunday, April 13, 2003 12:46 AM CDT
Hi, I read about Alex and Toiressa in the NOVEMBER 11, 2002 edition of TIME magazine. The story really touched me. I would love to learn more about the CANCER that both have.
Sarah Wofford <sarahbara37@hotmail.com>
Memphis, tn usa - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 5:53 PM CDT
Julia,
I cannot express my sorrow for you in any measurable way. Just know, that you are a beautiful person, as was your daughter. Leave it to you to perform this noble and very needed task to help all the sick children in the world. You always were a go-getter. I never knew you as a mother, but I can see that you were one of the best. Keep smiling, my thoughts are with you.
Love,
your friend
Jodi
Jodi <jodi.l.hurwitz@gsk.com>
Warwick, Rhode Island USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 6:18 PM CST
Julia: Your continued dedication to your daughter's dream is truly uplifting!! I can't imagine how anyone could lose a child and not want to have that child's legacy continue! You do your daughter and all children stricken with cancer such an honor! I check in each week on Alex's page to look for any fundraising in our area. Looking forward to the next Lemonade sale which I am sure will surpass last year's proceeds.

My thoughts and prayers will be with you in the coming weeks. April 24 is marked on my calendar in work - I believe we all need to remember Toireasa and her dream if nothing but to keep us grounded on what is really important in our lives. Hope you are doing well and will check in with you soon.
Kristin A. Milosek <kmilosek@saul.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 11:13 AM CST
Dear Julia,
Jus checking in to say hello. As always, you and the little Princess are in my thoughts. Best wishes for a peaceful spring and Easter holiday. God bless.
Peace and love,
Denise R.
Denise R. <IsabellaDenise@aol.com>
- Tuesday, March 18, 2003 12:07 AM CST
I was so touched by the pictures of your beautiful, smiling, happy little girl. You must miss her so much.
Thank you for sharing your angel with us.

Love, Marianne, Rashid's mom
http://www.rashid.nl
Marianne <mariannepoulie@hotmail.com>
Amsterdam, netherlands - Saturday, March 8, 2003 9:16 AM CST
I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet little girl, she was so adorable. I too lost my little girl. My Sarah drowned while my ex mother in law was supposed to be watching her. I know how hard it is to want just one more minute with them to hold and hug them. I pray God will give you some peace knowing you will see her again. Lots of hugs, Chandra mommy to Angel Sarah Helaina-Lee Moore
http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/m/myangelsarah
Chandra Moore <chandrankids@aol.com>
Sand Springs, OK USA - Saturday, March 8, 2003 7:59 AM CST
I am so sorry for the loss of your angel. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers!
Heidi <momof3@chartermi.net>
Grand Haven, MI USA - Saturday, March 8, 2003 7:35 AM CST
http://www.geocities.com/hlcmstars1/MitchellFraser.html

As a mother who has lost a child to Neuroblastoma, my thoughts are with you. We lost Mitchell at age 23 months, after an eight month battle at the Hospital for Sick Children in Toronto. For such a rare form of cancer, there certainly seems to be an outbreak. If there is anything I can do to help you get through this journey, having just completed my year of "firsts" without Mitchell, please do not hesitate to ask! I have sent you the link to Mitchell's site. If you feel up to it, please visit and be sure to sign the Guestbook! Take Care!
Laura Fraser <laura_john_fraser@sympatico.ca>
Bowmanville, Ontario Canada - Thursday, March 6, 2003 8:21 PM CST
Well, Julia, we open '...Forum' tomorrow night. I'm starting to get a little nervous - it's been *ages* since I was onstage. I have a great song called 'That Dirty Old Man', and I'm told that last night's dress rehearsal was my best at that song yet - probably 'cause Tessa was in my heart. Keep your fingers crossed for me - I'll be thinking of you and all those who visit here.

Love ya!!

JelliclePat
Patricia G. Gerresheim <pat_gerresheim@prodigy.net>
West Shokan, NY USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 4:48 PM CST
Julia, I am sorry for your loss. I will say a special prayer for you and your beautiful daughter today. I hope the golf tournaments go well.
Darlene Melkonian
www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko
Darlene and Christopher Melkonian <melkonid@comcast.net>
Gaithersburg, MD - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 7:15 AM CST
Julia, very sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter.
Hugs & prayers....
Chris ~ Gooch's Site

- Saturday, March 1, 2003 7:33 AM CST
Hi Julia!
I just wanted you to know that I think of you and Tess very often. I read about her last time on earth in the journal a few days ago and I really cried. When I first found out that she was gone I couldn't cry, but now I almost cry just by looking at a picture of her, especially that when she rides on Hope. That smile shows what a strong and wonderful girl she was and is. Again, I must tell you what a strong woman you are Julia. Not many persons would go trough all this and still have the strength to make a fund and deal with it like you do.
Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Saturday, March 1, 2003 6:23 AM CST
I came across your webpage for your precious Toireasa and am just in tears. I am so very sorry for your loss. I have an online childrens memorial...and would be honored to add a star in memory of Toireasa if you would like one.
My thoughts and prayers will be with you and your whole family....Praying that God's love will be a source of comfort and strength to you - now and in the days ahead…
God bless
Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com
Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial <heavenlylights@charter.net>
mn - Thursday, February 27, 2003 11:04 PM CST

Julia, YOU are a most amazing mother who gave and still continues to give yourself to your MOST AMAZING daughter! She's beautiful!!! I sat and read your updates for about the last hour and I am in awe of you, truly as well as little Toiresa. I'm so sorry for your loss of little Toiresa but I'm confident that her little spirit is right here with all of us and that is such a wonderful feeling. My little friend Lance from Oregon is also battling Neuroblastoma and that is how I came upon your page. I pray for miracles for him and know that little Toiresa is comforting him along with God. Thank you for letting us into your lives, I will continue to pray for all the children with this horrible monster called cancer.
Lisa Searle <lisa.searle@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Friday, February 21, 2003 4:49 PM CST
julia, your sincere loyalty to your daughter and her cause is an inspiration to me in my every day ventures...keep up the good work!!!!
kenny the king <bms1829@hotmail.com>
philadelphia, pa - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 2:22 PM CST
Julia, dearest,
just a few lines to tell you that you are in my thoughts every day, and I really hope to meet you again as soon as possible. I never forget about Tess and will try to do my best to support her Dream.
All my Love,
Swan
Swan <silverswan@inwind.it>
ITALY - Sunday, February 9, 2003 5:25 PM CST
Julia,
My prayers and thoughts are with you. God Bless you with the courage to keep Toireasa's Dream alive.
Michelle <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 6:48 AM CST
Julia - Like you, I've had a tough time dealing with the holidays and all without our little Princess, even though I only knew her through this wonderful site and your wonderful updates.

I thought you'd like to know that, last June, a co-worker found an abandoned mother cat and her five kittens. We found homes for three of the kittens right away, and I agreed to foster mama and the other two. Well, they'd bonded so tightly, and it's hard to find homes for a trio, so Marmelith and I have wound up with them, for a total of six - count 'em 6 - cats. The mother is an elegant short-hair tabby with a white face, so her name is Cassandra. Her two boys are almost identical, and at first I couldn't tell them apart, so they were dubbed Thing One and Thing Two. However, they turned out to be such kleptomaniacs that they are now Mungojerrie and Rumpleteazer, though I still call them 'Ting-Ting' now and then. Their father must've been part Persian and part Maine Coon Cat, 'cause they both have longish fur (not as long as a Persian's, though) and a ruff around the neck. They can be holy terrors, especially when they've got cabin fever, but they're darlings, too.

BTW, I'm in rehearsals for an amateur production of 'A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum' right now. I've already turned in my biography for the program, and I'm dedicating my performance to Tess.

Keep up the wonderful work, Julia. I keep you in my prayers constantly.

JelliclePat
Patricia G. Gerresheim <pat_gerresheim@prodigy.net>
West Shokan, NY USA - Saturday, February 1, 2003 10:03 PM CST
hi julia its me littlgriz howe are you happy new year ilove that poem it mens alot tto me
christina <Hitinas@aol.com>
chattanooga , tn usa - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 03:44 PM (CST)
I have hope one day toireasa's dream will be cured very soon, Julia. Keep the dream alive. <3 ya. jenn from Tir na nog
Jennifer <Jenniferhaigh@aol.com>
Philadelphia, pa 19125 - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 11:52 PM (CST)
Hello Julia. I just found your site tonight, and I felt the need to leave you this little note. I grieve with you for your loss, and I will add you, your family, and your daughter to my prayers. I'm thankful that you and your daughter are CATS fans, otherwise I would never have even learned of such a detrimental disease, and I thank the Jellicle Chronicles website for finding this site. To see the strength your daughter held and that you hold is like a breath of fresh air to me, since I rarely see such strength. I will keep watching this site to see how you and your family continue to fare.

Love and Light
Victoria (otherwise known as silverstorm, sil, and a number of other online screen names :))
Victoria
Austin, TX USA - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 12:11 AM (CST)
Happy New Year, Julia!
It's been awhile since I last left a note here. But always know that you are on my mind and in my heart. I think of both you and dear Tess daily. To you here with us, and Tess watching from above, may this year keep us all as close and caring as the one before.
My Love,
Erasea <erasea@lycos.com>
Sandy Point, ME USA - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 02:07 AM (CST)
Julia, Peter/Marmelith and I hope you have a lovely Christmas (all 12 days of it) and Epiphany. Tess is still in our minds and hearts, as are you. All the best to you and all Jellicles for the New Year. JelliclePat

Patricia G. Gerresheim <pat_gerresheim@prodigy.net>
West Shokan, NY USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 08:47 PM (CST)
Hi Julia, I can't believe its been 2 years since we met James is doing well. Just heard from Tonya she's doing great. Chrissi and Rich also doing good. email me back like to say hi and Merry Cristmas and Happy New Year
Kathy & Jim Pekarovich <Kittie1011@cs.com>
Belford, NJ usa - Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 10:13 PM (CST)
Merry Christmas Julia! I hope you have a great day!
I'll try to email you back ASAP :-).

Again....Merry Christmas
Jenny
Jenny Wilson
London, England - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 03:29 AM (CST)
Julia,

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family celebrating Christmas. Although Tess isn't here anymore, her spirit is right there with you at Christmas. :)

Love ya!

~Lori
Lori Bouchard <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR 97306 - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 12:54 AM (CST)
I really hope you'll have a good christmas. I'm sorry I haven't sent you the story yet but I promise that you will get it before this year is over. Remember that I think of you and Tess every day.
Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 05:11 PM (CST)
Dear Julia,
As this holiday season draws near, I just wnated to sign the Guestbook to let you know that you and Toireasa are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope this Christmas will be a time of peace for you.

Love and best wishes,
Denise Etc.
Denise <IsabellaDenise@aol.com>
- Friday, December 20, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CST)
Hi Jules:

I know that this is a hard time for you. Please know that you are in our prayers now more than ever. We're just a phone call away. Much Love, Lisa Wackler
Lisa Wackler <gatorwack@aol.com>
Washington, DC USA - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 08:32 PM (CST)
I really meant to make an entry in the book before now but my computer was broken and refused to let me do it. This is one of the bravest families I have ever had the honour of hearing of. I am so sorry that you had to lose someone especially as special and remarkable as Toireasa. She has definitly been a inspiration to me and my friends. Thank you.
Kitten Kisses
Kitten

"Moonlight turn your face to the Moonlight
Let your memory lead you, open up enter in
If you find there the meaning of what happiness is
Then a new life will begin"
For Toireasa
Kitten <rumplekitten@hotmail.com>
Kilkenny, ireland - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 01:23 PM (CST)
DEAR: JULIA
I FOUND OUT ABOUT YOUR WEBSITE THROUGH ALEX'S WEBSITE THT I READ IN A MAGAZINE,AND IT IMPRESS ME. KEEP FIGHTING, WE NEED TO HAVE LOTS OF HOPE AND FAITH, MY BLESSINGS TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.

MERITA <NENATRAVIESA2003@AOL.COM>
ST. PETERSBURG, FL USA - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 11:53 PM (CST)
Dear Julia:-
Good luck with your program thing you have going on!Toiresa has touched my heart as a fellow CATS fan.((((Mucho Hugs)))
Zoe <zydeko@excite.com>
PA USA - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 10:57 AM (CST)
Dear Julia:
I found out about your website thru the web page of alexslemaonade.com.I read about Alexandra in Times magazine and was truly inspired by her courage.Going thru a hard time myself,she gave the courage to cope up with the loss.I didnot know anything about this disease and I truly commend you and everyone else who is making such an effort to create awareness and collect funds to help others.I promise to help you all as much as I can.My good wishes with all of u,may god give u more strength to carry on this noble cause.Your daughter lives on in your work, for kids who uou are helping.She is smiling from heaven,may god bless her.
Take care
Indira.
Indira Chatterjee <ashishdolly90@yahoo.com>
New York, NY 10001 - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 11:03 AM (CST)
This really captures my interest as we lost our grandchild 12/2/1998 to nuroblastoma. My heart goes out to those that have lost their children as well as those that continue to battle the disease.
Judy Eastman
New Ulm , MN USA - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 02:22 PM (CST)
Julia,

It's so nice to hear all you've been doing! I've gotten several calls about Alex's article and several people mentioning Toireasa - funny because they've never met her, but I (who also never met her!) told them all about her!! Her spirit is there every time you do something for the foundation or the hospital or for another person...

You're often in my thoughts,

Natalie Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 07:05 PM (CST)
I read a little bit about Toireasa and Toireasa's Dream in a Time article about Alex. I have deep compassion for all who were close to Toireasa, and am happy that her friend Alex is going on.
Melissa P.
- Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 06:22 PM (CST)
Hey Julia,
Funny that you should update on Jack's birthday!!! I have been thinking about you a lot and hope you are doing well. I know our babies are having fun together.
Thinking of you
Rosie
Mom to angel Jack 11/1/96-9/19/01....truly a MIGHTY BOY
Rosaleen Perry <errojac@comcast.net>
RedBank, NJ - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 04:44 PM (CST)
Oh what a beautiful angel you have. I just laughed and cried through your summissions. She was so worried about you. I think all little girls are like that. I have 4 children and my daugther is the one who has to be right near me at all times. God bless you and your family....your little angel is with you all the time in mind body and soul.....when you feel that tickle its her wings rubbing against you to make you smile.....^i^
Joanne <mom2tydakasc2002@yahoo.ca>
Canada - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 02:41 PM (CST)
It has been 5 years since my son passed away (not from cancer) but his birthday was 4 November and mine is coming up on 11 November and I was feeling a little down until I read Alex's story and saw your little one's story here also. What remarkable courage and strength these special children have shown. These children will be in my heart - probably forever. I just heard that country song "Dance" when I was reading about Tesser and I will think of her whenever I hear it in the future. May God bless you and keep you enfolded in his loving arms............
Lisa Sanders <lbrinkhoff@hotmail.com>
St. Augustine, FL USA - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 02:55 PM (CST)
julie keep it going. mike across the street
michael staranowicz <staranowicz@budd.thyssenkrupp.com>
philadelphia, pa usa - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 09:23 AM (CST)
I read about your daughter through reading about Alex Scott. What brave girls! I am sorry about the loss of little Toireasa. She seemed to have such spirit! : ) There is a song called April 24, 1981 that is sung by Rick Springfield. It is in memory to his father who passed away that day. Now I will think of Toireasa when I hear it.
Christina
San Jose, CA USA - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 03:28 PM (CST)
Dear Julia,
I'm not sure you'll remember me, but we met last December when Toireasa was getting ready to do the Phase II MIBG trial at CHOP. My son Charles was there for the same thing and you were going to be right after us. We only met for a minute, but I've thought of you often. I'm so sorry to hear that Toireasa died. I'm sorry for you, but not for her. It's harder on those of us left behind. Charles died March 10. I saw the article about Alex Scott in People and started to read it because it mentioned neuroblastoma. I was just floored when I saw Toireasa's name--talk about a small world! I admire what you're doing for neuroblastoma research, what a crappy disease. I emailed Alex's mom about you before I realized you had a Caring Bridge page, I just want you to know that I have lifted you up in prayer since December and I will continue to do so. God knows what He's doing, even when it's not apparent to us. And I know is Charles and Toireasa are watching Scooby-Doo movies (we own them all!) right now!
Susan DeGroot <Homeagainfarm92aol.com>
Mason, MI USA - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 09:49 PM (CST)
I recently read the article in the People Magazine about Alex and learned about your daughter. I am sad to hear that she lost her battle. I am glad to see that Alex is doing something to try to be this disease in the memory of Toireasa. God Bless your Family.
Michelle <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 08:42 AM (CST)
Just wanted to say Hi, And let you know that we are always thinking of you. Kathy & Jimmy, Katy Emily and James
McDonald house 12/2000-1/2001
Kathy Pekarovich <Kittie1011@cs.com>
Middletown, NJ - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 09:38 PM (CST)
Ciao Jul!
Just a thought, across the ocean, from a little friend. I’ve heard several times: “lifegoeson”. You taught me: this wondrous
LIFE
GOES
ON.
Now I need it, somehow: so thanks again.
Give my regards to your family, hug your father for me.
Maybe it won’t take so long to meet us again.
Filippo <pilippo@hotmail.com>
Rimini, Italy - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 04:24 PM (CST)
Dear Julia and everyone: Just wanted to let you know that I still think about you every day. The picture of Tess with the Cats is still on my file cabinet at work, and it sure inspires me. I hope all is well with you. I look forward to your next post. Take care, and be well.

JelliclePat and Marmelith

Patricia G. Gerresheim <pat_gerresheim@prodigy.net>
West Shokan, NY USA - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 08:54 PM (CDT)
for the 6 month anniversary, I thought it would be nice to post a list I made for Tess and her mom:

Life Lessons from a Five Year Old

In memory of Toireasa, I jotted down a lot of stuff gleaned from Julia’s journal, and I found so many lessons in life through a five year old girl….so, if things start to look bad, remember that your problems are so small compared to what Tess and her loving Mom had gone through.

· Determination (8/13/00)
· Compassion (8/14/00)
· Joy-sense of fun (8/17/00)
· Playfulness (8/23/00)
· Nurturing (8/30/00)
· Upbeat (8/30/00)
· Inner strength (9/1/00)
· Goes out in style (9/7/00)
· Spirited (9/17/00)
· Does a happy dance (9/17/00)
· Is a real trooper! (10/10/00)
· BIG appetite..LOL! (10/10/00)
· Tough fighter (10/23/00)
· A BIG heart (11/2/00)
· Power of prayer (11/11/00)
· Sense of humor (11/13/00)
· A Princess in charge! LOL (11/16/00)
· Listens to God (11/18/00)
· Silliness (12/11/00)
· Loving (12/14/00)
· Giving (12/22/00)
· Prays for others (2/2/01)
· Miss Little Independent! (2/2/01)
· Energetic (5/7/01)
· Peaceful (9/20/01)
· Fights for life (11/9/01)
· Hopeful (riding on HOPE) (2/12/02)
· Laughter in spite of pain (2/15/02)
· In order to fly, you gotta have faith HOPE, trust & fairy dust! (2/17/02)
· Rainbow Sherbet…MMMM! (2/18/02)
· A wonderful actress (2/25/02)
· Smell up the house! (“Stinky Pants”) (3/3/02)
· Runs the house (3/3/02)
· Never gives up (3/23/02)
· Surround yourself with loved ones (3/31/02)
· Enjoy the sun; live to the fullest (4/3/02)
· Wear Monkey jammies & slippers all day long (4/3/02)
· Paint sunsets with angels (4/6/02)
· Donut holes, coffee and tea, oh my! (4/10/02)
· Blue raspberry cotton candy-MMMM! (4/15/02)
· Dress up, put on make-up, and paint nails w/BLUE glitter! (4/15/02)
· Be polite to the Tooth Fairy! LOL (4/18/02)
· Do things in YOUR way, & in YOUR own time (4/18/02)
· Play with your loved ones (4/20/02)
· LOVE, no matter who or what (4/20/02)
· “I LOVE YOU” (4/21/02)
· Courage, in spite of fear (4/24/02)
· “MOM……….”

The bond and LOVE between a mother and daughter will NEVER be broken…..

It’s just amazing what a tiny soul can do in her short life, to touch so many…I know that I will be a better person for this.

NOW AND FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS….and keep on dancin’!

With love,
Lori :)

Lori Bouchard <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 08:16 PM (CDT)
I hope you're doing okay. If it helps, I think about you and Toireasa from time to time, especially when I go to the theatre (I saw Beauty and the Beast recently, and it's one of those magical shows, like Cats, that I think Toireasa would like.)
Carryl (aka Feliciradeya) <feliciradeya@yahoo.com>
Southampton, UK - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 12:23 PM (CDT)
Julia,
I jsut wanted you to know not a day goes by when I do not think of you or Tess, you both really touched my lives and those of my friends. best of luck to you, I am soo happy to hear about the progress of Tess' dream.
-artcat
artcat <artcat@ev1.net>
TX USA - Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 10:28 PM (CDT)
hey julia how are you doing. I called the other day to tell
you that kelly had her baby boy. He was 5 weeks early and mom and baby are doing fine. Bradley is getting his scans done in November. So please pray for us that everything is going to be fine. Please call me asoon as you can get a chance. I have some good news about how I'm doing in my NEW LIFE.
Kelly already knows and she is exciting for me. No it is not a baby remember I'm all done with that part of my Life.
So call me if you want to know. And I hope everybody is doing well. Take care julia and Ilove you and we all miss you.

Love,
Kathleen,Brittany,and Bradley
kathleen <KAT @.COM>
lexingtonpark, md U.S.A - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 09:01 AM (CDT)
I have been following Toireasa's unfortunate sufferings for over a year now. I hadn't known that she had passed, and now I feel as though I had actually known her. I feel as though a close friend of mine has passed without my knowing. Toireasa will always be a beautiful child that, even though her years were cut short, she, along with those who have passed from the disease, will still be remembered through heavy reseach and funding.

Even though you may say you aren't brave, you realy are, Julia. I know I could NEVER go through that and remain strong like you did. God bless you, Julia! You are truly the strongest person I know (or have come across).

If you ever need anything, please e-mail me. You and Toireasa have always been in my thoughts.

God bless you, Julia, and take care! Toireasa will live forever in our hearts.
Mistodemeter (Laurie) <LargerThanLife14@hotmail.com>
IN USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 11:52 AM (CDT)
Hi Julia!
This is John Russell's friend Shannon (I met you and toireasa about a yr ago from this summer). Just wanted to tell you that you are always in my thoughts and prayers. You have helped raise quite a bit of money for NB research- you keep at it girl! That is so great to hear! I have to say that Toireasa was the "neatest" girl that I have met. She had the personality of a 21 year old. I am so fortunate to have met her. She was such a special soul and one that has left a smile on my face. I know she is watching over my special buddy John Russell. So glad I got to meet you both. You keep up the fundraising and keep us all posted on your journey to stop the pain. We love you!

God Bless,
Shannon
Shannon <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 11:52 AM (CDT)
Dear Julia, Mariona, and John,
I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you today and always.
Lots
Melanie Auerbach <ma6083@aol.com>
Washington DC, - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 12:56 PM (CDT)
Hello..
Just wundering What you have been up to well maybe not much but i would love to help you out eney why i can but i got a busy scedule so.. can't stay long. I heard you like Cats so.. i wanted to write in here for you a friend of mine told me a bit about you so i got he site and so.. here i am!

With love Veerle xoxoxo
Veerle Casteleyn
- Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 10:20 PM (CDT)
Hey Jules:

Sorry to be out of touch so long. Looks like you came back to DC the week we were in Minnesota, and we missed you. I'm glad that we were able to get together with you in June, though! Leo and Molly really enjoyed their gifts from Toireasa. I am proud of the way they talk about her (if that's the right way to put it)--their faith is not shaken. They just know that Tess is up there in Heaven with other loved ones, and that she is watching over us. They speak about it with such clarity and love, that it makes me feel good that they are not scared about the end of Life's journey, but they embrace the fact that someone up there loves them very much. She is still in our thoughts every day, and so are you. Please call us if you need us to do anything. Our best to your Mom and Dad, and the rest of the gang. Love, Lisa
Lisa Wackler <gatorwack@aol.com>
Washington, DC USA - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 09:31 AM (CDT)
I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW TOIREASA, BUT IN MY HEART I KNEW HER THE WHOLE TIME THAT SHE HAD CANCER. I WILL MISS SUCH A WONDERFUL ANGEL. SHE WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT. MAY SHE BE HAPPY AND PAIN FREE WHERE SHE IS AT THIS POINT OF TIME. I KNOW THAT SHE WILL ALWAYS WATCH OVER THOSE CARING HEARTS THAT HELPED HER FAMILY AND HER.
JESSI ANN S. <JapanPanda15@aol.com>
COLORADO SPRINGS, CO U.S.A. - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 10:36 AM (CDT)
Julia,

Thinking of you everyday. I'm glad we met. Thank you for all of the caring and sharing.

Love,

Gary
Gary R. Greeley <greeleylv@aol.com>
Las Vegas, NV USA - Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 09:05 AM (CDT)
Julia,

What exciting news about the Sept. SI article! I'm sure the attention will raise lots of awareness -- and hopefully funding -- for nb.

I'd love to have your address; we have some seeds from Toireasa's sunflower that I'd like to send you so you can enjoy them at your place.

Love,
Natalie Rak <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, fl - Sunday, August 25, 2002 at 11:57 AM (CDT)
Julia,
you gave us the site address last night in pogo. I have spent the majority of this morning reading your journals and crying. My daughter is 5 and I could not imagine losing her. I admire the strength that you and Toireasa shared...because I know I could have never handled it as well. Your little angel had alot of courage for only being a mere 5 years old...and she was absolutely beautiful!! I will continue to visit the site, watching the journals and showing my daughter the pictures of your daughter and explaining to her what kind of special angel she is!! My thoughts are with you always...
Beth Passno <bethydawn7@hotmail.com>
Rochester, NY USA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 11:26 AM (CDT)
Julia,

Just thinking of you today.

Love,
Natalie & Lina Rak <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 06:05 PM (CDT)
Dear Julia,
It's been a while since I last signed. I just wanted to check in and let you know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. More than a few times over these past months, I have found myself mentioning Toireasa and her strength and courage to friends and family members. I hope to be able to contribute to the foundation in the near future.

Best wishes, peace and love to you and your family.
Denise Etc.

Denise <EtcDenise01@aol.com>
NYC, - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 03:10 PM (CDT)
Hi Julia

I did a performance of "Joseph and the Amazing Technicolour Dreamcoat" yesterday with my stage school. I dedicated my performance to Toireasa. It was a great show, and I was thinking of her.

Purrs
Jenny
Jenny.W. <jennysjellicles@yahoo.co.uk>
London, England - Saturday, August 10, 2002 at 04:22 AM (CDT)
This is my second time visiting this site. The first time I read the journal -- and cried my heart out. I never knew Toireasa and only learned of her yesterday...but she has already touched my life and my heart. What a special girl, to be able to touch new people even after she's journeyed on to Heavyside!

Toireasa -- I will never be able to watch 'Cats' without thinking of you. Next April, when I go to see my first live preformance of 'Cats' with my mother, know that I will be thinking of you.

Julia -- Words cannot express how Toireasa has touched my life. You were incredibly blessed to be able to call this child your daughter.

Love and Purrs,
-- Audrey
Audrey <ScullysKid83@juno.com>
Tucson, AZ USA - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 11:29 AM (CDT)
Julia,

I'm SO glad you finally updated your site...! I was getting a bit worried there. :)

You can bet that I will be the FIRST in line for your book, if you chose to write about Tess, and how she touched and inspired people in her short life. (including ME!)

Anyways...I came across this article in my hometown newspaper about a little boy who had stage 4 neuroblastma. I don't know him, but I feel for the family:
http://news.statesmanjournal.com/article.cfm?i=45490

And, congrats on Alex for her wonderful idea, that raised $15,000 for the NB research funds!

It's good to see you again! Keep in touch!

~Love, Lori
Lori Bouchard <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 11:12 PM (CDT)
Julia,
COngratulations! You are making great progress. That's alot of money to raise. You all should be very proud.
You are in my thoughts,
Kate Tagert
Kate Tagert <kttagert@hotmail.com>
San Diego , CA usa - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 01:22 PM (CDT)
Julis - I know it's been a while, but that doesn't mean I haven't been thinking of you and Tess. I have that picture of her with her CATS on my file cabinet at work, where I can see it every day. Thanks for keeping us updated on how the Fund is going. What an amazing start!! Congratulations!! I'll be giving the information to the secretary who does our monthly Church bulletin; the more we spread this, the sooner the Dream with come true.

You might also consider sending Tess' story to Reader's Digest. They've run many similar stories in the past, and it may reach the corporate donors you need.

Be well, and take care of yourself. I'll keep checking back!

Love, JelliclePat

Patricia G. Gerresheim
West Shokan, NY USA - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 09:46 PM (CDT)
Hi Julia! I met you at the lemondade stand Alex ran in Philadelphia. When I approached you, you gave me a hug and, of course, I blubbered. I know of the devastation of this disease because I witnessed the progression of this disease with my neighbor, Vinnie, who was 5 when he passed away - his anniversary is 8/3/02. He was also treated at CHOP.

Just wanted to say that I think you are a wonderful woman and mother! A lot of people would have just moved on after what you have experienced but you are keeping a promise to your daughter alive! You are not only honoring your daughter but honoring and helping every other child who is diagnosed with this disease! I applaud your strength and I only hope I have and will continue to learn from it and meeting you. I will keep hitting this site as well as Alex's site for future updates. If you don't mind, I will be sending contributions to your fund for your daughter, as well as in memory of my neighbor, Vinnie. Keep up the great work - this world needs more "moms" like you!
Kristin Milosek
Philadelphia, PA USA - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 07:49 AM (CDT)
Hello everyone,
I miss you guys! I feel like such a heel for not having kept in touch in a while. I just want you all to know that I think of you everyday. Toireasa is always in my heart and I look at her picture on my side table every day. I love you guys, and I am sending you warm wishes!!
Melanie
Melanie Auerbach
Washington DC, - Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 07:31 AM (CDT)
Julia,

I just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you! I feel so blessed to have met you in Chicago! Please know we are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers!! (I have a adorable pictures of you and Madelyn and another one of you, Madelyn and Allie!! If you are interested in seeing them, let me know. I will scan them for you!! Or I can even send them to you!)
Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn
St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 06:19 AM (CDT)
Good Morning!

Just thinking of you and Toireasa today. Hope today is peaceful!

Love,
Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak
Jacksonville, fl - Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 06:16 AM (CDT)
dear julia, your little girl had alot of courage. this is my first time visiting this site. very nice. i wish u lots of luck. peace, be with u...maureen
maureen <dreamshopecourage@yahoo.com>
manchester, ct usa - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 12:35 PM (CDT)
I've never signed a guestbook like this before, but this is the most amazing story of a strong girl I;ve ever read, and to make it even better, its real. Tess, I hope your having fun in Heaviside!
Kate <Snync2005@netscape.net>
- Monday, July 08, 2002 at 07:23 PM (CDT)
Hi Everyone,
I am thinking of you all and sending my love, Thank you for the beautiful card. I miss you guys!!!! Any plans to be in DC soon? Let me knwo how you guys are. Lots of love,
Mel
Melanie Auerbach <ma6083@aol.com>
- Monday, June 24, 2002 at 02:38 PM (CDT)
Dear Julia!
I'm on my confirmation camp right now. Today we were allowed to use computers.

In the evenings here we can light a candle and prey for something or someone if we want to. Almost every night I've lighted my light for the princess.

I just want you to know that I'm thinking about you and Toireasa every day.

Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Sunday, June 23, 2002 at 01:02 PM (CDT)
Dear Julia,

I found your webpage with the help of my best friend Sillabub Kitten. I cannot express my words of sympathy, as they are within my heart. Toireasa was a very brave girl. In school, we had to write a paper on who our hero was. I found this page, and I wrote about Toireasa. I wrote about how she was so brave, and had the bravery to do things I could never do. How she was a fighter, and never gave up. I could never be a fighter, and I would have gave in very easily. I send many purrs, hugs, and kisses to you and your family.
Love,
Priestess Sillabub(Andrea)
Priestess Sillabub(Andrea) <SillabubKittenCat@hotmail.com>
Quincy, MA USA - Friday, June 21, 2002 at 11:55 AM (CDT)
Got onto this site because of the article in the Philadelphia paper, "The Inquirer" about the lemonade stand of Alexandra Scott on June 22nd. I will be supporting the lemonade sale which will benefit Toireasa's Dream and CHOP. My neighbor who was diagnosed with neuroblastoma died at the age of 5. It was a horrible yet enlightening experience for me to be involved in his life and through his fight with this disease. Horrible because no child should suffer like this yet enlightening because my neighbor taught me how strong the spirit of a child is and how precious the life of a child is. I have two children and I feel that because of this experience I am (at least I pray) more loving and appreciative that God allowed me to give birth to them.

This site actually makes me very happy that you are able to continue "sharing" your daughter with all of us. Research is critical and should never be interrupted because of the lack of funds! We all need to share in this dream and help the doctors who do research always have the means to do research to eradicate this cancer!

As I said, I will be supporting Alexandra's lemonade sale with a donation and I will be thinking and saying a prayer for your daughter as well as my neighbor, Vinnie.

Thank you again for this site - it brings the important things in life into perspective, at least for me.
Kristin A. Milosek <kmilosek@saul.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 10:38 AM (CDT)
Toireasa was truly an angel, it's sad that she had to go home so fast. My condolences and best wishes for the fund.
Alice <alicewellum@hotmail.com>
Belgium - Tuesday, June 18, 2002 at 10:19 AM (CDT)
Dear Julia, I'm sorry we hadn't been in touch for several months now, and I just learned of Toireasa's passing. I lost my Mother on May 25th to Bladder Cancer and I am thankful that her pain finally ended. Mom (Adrienne) and Toireasa are with the angels now doing God's work, and Heaven will never be the same. Tara and I are very sorry for your loss... she was a VERY SPECIAL little lady, and we will never forget her. God Bless You. Warmest regards from John Iona & family
John Iona <jriona@bellatlantic.net>
Lafayette Hill, PA - Monday, June 17, 2002 at 01:58 PM (CDT)
im sorry about the loss and im happy about the success of the site!!!!!
Alicia Muniz <Amuniz425@aol.com>
Altamonte Springs, FL United States of America - Saturday, June 15, 2002 at 05:56 PM (CDT)
Julia,
Congratulations on all the progress you are making! Everything looks as if it's going great. All the best to you!

Jen <rumpleteazer3883@hotmail.com>
Highland Mills, NY USA - Thursday, June 13, 2002 at 06:13 PM (CDT)
Julia,

Congratulations on the wonderful progress with the foundation. I wanted to let you know, we think of you and Toireasa everyday as we take care of our garden. We planted sunflower seeds just weeks before Toireasa got her wings. And now they've bloomed! Ever since we planted the seeds, we've thought of Toireasa, our friend John Russell, and our Lina. Out of 23 seeds, only 3 sprouted! So we're surrounded by their beautiful energy everyday. We have some pictures of their progress at Lina's website: www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina

All the best,

Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak <vladanat@cs.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Tuesday, June 11, 2002 at 08:00 PM (CDT)
Dear Julia,
Hi its Kate one of Melanies friend. I have been keeping afloat with your progress with Toireasa's fund and dream. It seems you are doing very well. You are all in my thoughts and prayers and I know it must be such a horrible time. If there is anything I can do let me know at my email address.
Thinking of you,
Kate
Kate Tagert <kttagert@hotmail.com >
San Diego , CA USA - Monday, June 10, 2002 at 11:46 PM (CDT)
My deepest sympathy goes out to Toireasa's family and friends, may the Goddess watch over you.
Blessed be
Elizabeth
Elizabeth <tyger0827@hotmail.com>
St.John's, NF Canada - Sunday, June 09, 2002 at 06:50 PM (CDT)
Hey Julia,
Its Mel and Brandon, we are on vacation in NY at the beach, but we wanted to drop a line to say hi and send our love to everyone. CONGRATULATIONS !!!!! It sounds like things are doing really really well with the fund!!! We love you guys and we are thinking about you!!!
Mel and Brandon
Melanie Auerbach & Brandon Declet <ma6083@aol.com>
washington dc, - Sunday, June 09, 2002 at 05:29 PM (CDT)
Julia, I work with Dr. Canning and I am glad to have met Toireasa and you. May God continue to strengthen you day by day.
Denise M, <demarje@aol.com>
Phila, PA USA - Sunday, June 09, 2002 at 04:55 PM (CDT)
A little while back a dear friend of mine went through and gave titles to the Journal Entries about Toireasa. I am honored to be able to share them with you.... Thank You Lori!

Life Lessons from a Five Year Old

In memory of Toireasa, I jotted down a lot of stuff gleaned from Julia’s journal, and I found so many lessons in life through a five year old girl….so, if things start to look bad, remember that your problems are so small compared to what Tess and her loving Mom had gone through.

• Determination (8/13/00)
• Compassion (8/14/00)
• Joy-sense of fun (8/17/00)
• Playfulness (8/23/00)
• Nurturing (8/30/00)
• Upbeat (8/30/00)
• Inner strength (9/1/00)
• Goes out in style (9/7/00)
• Spirited (9/17/00)
• Does a happy dance (9/17/00)
• Is a real trooper! (10/10/00)
• BIG appetite..LOL! (10/10/00)
• Tough fighter (10/23/00)
• A BIG heart (11/2/00)
• Power of prayer (11/11/00)
• Sense of humor (11/13/00)
• A Princess in charge! LOL (11/16/00)
• Listens to God (11/18/00)
• Silliness (12/11/00)
• Loving (12/14/00)
• Giving (12/22/00)
• Prays for others (2/2/01)
• Miss Little Independent! (2/2/01)
• Energetic (5/7/01)
• Peaceful (9/20/01)
• Fights for life (11/9/01)
• Hopeful (riding on HOPE) (2/12/02)
• Laughter in spite of pain (2/15/02)
• In order to fly, you gotta have faith HOPE, trust & fairy dust! (2/17/02)
• Rainbow Sherbet…UMMM! (2/18/02)
• A wonderful actress (2/25/02)
• Smell up the house! (“Stinky Pants”) (3/3/02)
• Runs the house (3/3/02)
• Never gives up (3/23/02)
• Surround yourself with loved ones (3/31/02)
• Enjoy the sun; live to the fullest (4/3/02)
• Wear Monkey jammies & slippers all day long  (4/3/02)
• Paint sunsets with angels (4/6/02)
• Donut holes, coffee and tea, oh my! (4/10/02)
• Blue raspberry cotton candy-UMMM! (4/15/02)
• Dress up, put on make-up, and paint nails w/BLUE glitter!  (4/15/02)
• Be polite to the Tooth Fairy! LOL (4/18/02)
• Do things in YOUR way, & in YOUR own time (4/18/02)
• Play with your loved ones (4/20/02)
• LOVE, no matter who or what (4/20/02)
• “I LOVE YOU” (4/21/02)
• Courage, in spite of fear (4/24/02)
• “MOM……….”

The bond and LOVE between a mother and daughter will NEVER be broken…..

It’s just amazing what a tiny soul can do in her short life, to touch so many…I know that I will be a better person for this.

NOW AND FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS….and keep on dancin’!

Julia Barry.... Toireasa's Mom <bjulz@aol.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 04:32 PM (CDT)
This is a truly beautiful and memorable website which I will never forget. Toireasa sounds like one in a million and through her story she has taught even me a lot. To hear such words through such a young yet wise child has really made me realise the unfair events that happen in this world. Thank you Julia and Toireasa...I'm positive she is dancing the magnificent Jellicle Ball right now up in the Heavyside Layer.
Charlie Burness <oxhugznkissesxo@hotmail.com>
Iver Heath, Buckinghamshire, - Thursday, May 30, 2002 at 02:57 PM (CDT)
This is a brilliant and really touching site. I will always remember it from now on, Toiresa sounds adorable and looks beautiful in her pictures. God bless her and her family.
Rachel <hi_again88@hotmail.com>
Berkshire, England - Thursday, May 30, 2002 at 02:51 PM (CDT)
Hi everyone...powerful site...i just wanted to say, Everlasting Cat bless Toireasa's soul, and i mean that! I have to go offline now, but you can bet I'll be back!
Tigress, a die hard CATS fan <tuggerzgurl@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 30, 2002 at 02:44 PM (CDT)
Hi Julia,
Just wanted you to know that the prayers continue. I hope you are holding up as well as can be right now. You and Toireasa are not forgotten. Sending comfort......Love, Deb
Deb <MLangston34@aol.com>
MA - Saturday, May 25, 2002 at 01:10 PM (CDT)
I am also a young child who loves CATS. It helped me through some hard family problems. When things got bad, I just flipped on the video and my problems were solved...or at least for 2 hours. I don't ususually pray to God or Old Deuteronomy or anything, but I want you to know that when I do pray, I will make sure to say something about you guys.
Samantha <kewlgurl360@aol.com>
- Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 03:02 PM (CDT)
Dear Julia,
I just want you to know that you and Toireasa are in my prayers, and how much I wish I could help you through your grief. You have many gifts, writing one of them. Please consider writing a book on the life you and Toireasa shared, it would benefit so many others that are experiencing the difficulties and challenges that you have known. It would also be the gift of joy, faith and strength that is the testament of Toireasa's life. This story needs to be told. Sending you love and comfort.
Deb <Mlangston34@aol.com>
MA - Saturday, May 18, 2002 at 07:50 PM (CDT)
Hye Jules,
I was just thinking about you today, and I wanted to drop a line and say hi. Yesterday was graduation, I walked across the stage, and I know Toireasa was there holding my hand (and making sure I didn't trip and fall on my face). I miss you guys very much, pleasee call if you need anything! Especially if Mairona is packing up the house and needs a hand! I love you guys, kisses to everyone!
Mel
Melanie <ma6083@aol.com>
- Monday, May 13, 2002 at 09:34 AM (CDT)
Happy Mother's Day Julia.
Julie <SteeleTig@aol.com>
NYC, NY USA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 08:58 PM (CDT)
Oh, Julia, I'm so sorry. I must say that Toireasa was truly an angel.The earth was lucky to have her. You will be in my thoughts, and when I see CATS in June, I will think of you.

Purrs ^~.-> Skytera
Whitney <Skytris@terpisichorean.zzn.com>
Camp Verde, AZ USA - Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 12:20 AM (CDT)
Hey Julia.. I don't want to make you upset in any way, but a friend of mine told me I should show you this.. It's my way of saying thank you.

http://www.geocities.com/chaos_calicoquitten/tess.html

I love you! I've added you to my AIM buddy list, but I'm afraid I don't quite know how to put into words what I want to say. So if you get a random IM from MyTomsQueen that makes absolutely no sense.. well, that's me. :) God bless.

Mia <plezintly_plump@hotmail.com>
Quebec Canada - Friday, May 10, 2002 at 02:37 PM (CDT)
Julia I just wanted to let you know that you are always in my prayers. Like I wrote to you before, you and Tess definitely touched my heart. I wish I would have had the chance to meet such an incredible little girl. You were lucky to have the time God lent you. God Bless You Always.

Carolyn Bradford <FancyInMiamiFla@aol.com>
Miami, Fl USA - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 12:41 PM (CDT)
Julia, I just wanted to touch base with you and let you know that I think about you and Tess often. Please stay in touch with us, your friends. And if you ever need to talk, you know we're here to listen.

JelliclePat

Patricia G. Gerresheim <pat_gerresheim@prodigy.net>
West Shokan, NY USA - Wednesday, May 08, 2002 at 09:12 PM (CDT)
Dear Julia, this is Janine from SIMBT. I just wanted to tell you that you are such a strong woman and you are still in my prayers. Thank you so much for having us dance at the funeral, it was sad but at the sametime, I knew that Tess was not suffering anymore and that she is an angel in Heaven. God Bless You!
Janine <JLaceXoXo@aol.com>
Newtown, Pa - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 07:30 PM (CDT)
!*!*!*!*!* JuLiA !*!*!*!*!*

I pray that you and your family are doing well. We have all been thinking about you. I just finished writing an article that will go in our Newspaper about Tess-- I will make sure to mention her foundation. CONGRATULATIONS ON THAT!! What a wonderful thing. You are always in our prayers. Pictures of your beautiful daughter are hanging up in the dance studio-- so she is watching over us too. Thank you for letting us dance,
Always in Him,
Whitney
P.S. You have to come to our show in June! We will call you!
Whitney Long <Weedles1@aol.com>
Bucks County, Pa USA!!!!! - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 07:26 PM (CDT)
!*!*!*!*!* JuLiA !*!*!*!*!*

I pray that you and your family are doing well. We have all been thinking about you. I just finished writing an article that will go in our Newspaper about Tess-- I will make sure to mention her foundation. CONGRATULATIONS ON THAT!! What a wonderful thing. You are always in our prayers. Pictures of your beautiful daughter are hanging up in the dance studio-- so she is watching over us too. Thank you for letting us dance,
Always in Him,
Whitney
P.S. You have to come to our show in June! We will call you!
Whitney Long <Weedles1@aol.com>
Bucks County, Pa USA!!!!! - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 07:25 PM (CDT)
Julia and family I'm very sorry I didn't make it to the funeral. I just want to share a poem that Brittany came home with on her school picture today. The moment I read it
I thought of Toireasa.

What Matters:

One hunderd years from now,
it will not matter what kind
of car I drove or what kind
of clothes I wore.
All that will matter is that
I made a difference in the
life of a child.

And that to me sums up Toireasas life and what she will continue doing with her beautiful dream....

We Love You All very Much
Rick,Kathy,Brittany,Bradley

kathy crissman <KAT@.COM>
Lexington Park, MD U>S.A. - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 06:17 PM (CDT)
Just waned to drop a line and let everyone know I am thinking about you. The updated pictures are breath taking! I love you guys very much!
Mel
Melanie Auerbach <ma6083@aol.com>
- Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 03:48 PM (CDT)
Toireasa was a special little angel that I'll always remember.. She was very strong and seemed that she never gave up. Me and my family give our best.
Jacob <practicalkat101@aol.com>
- Monday, May 06, 2002 at 07:35 PM (CDT)
Julia & family,
I have been thinking quite a bit about all of you over the past week, I miss Toireasa dearly, but know she is in a better place. Julia, you are truly an inspiration to us all, your strength, courage and hope never cease to amze me, I can only transfer your amazing qualities to continue to care for the children still fighting. I love you dearly!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Meredith-CHOP <malahl@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 06, 2002 at 04:51 PM (CDT)
Julia,

You are amazing.

That little wonder made a lifelong impression on so many people - especially you. You're right. You were fortunate to have her, even if it was for a little while. And we were fortunate you shared her with us.

God Bless you, Julia.

I should say, may God continue to bless you.

Andie <andie@925xtu.com>
- Sunday, May 05, 2002 at 08:31 PM (CDT)
Julia,

Thanks for your prayers posted on the CATS board and the fact that I now have my own angel named Tess *smiles*....I found this poem just yesterday buried in my mailbox, and thought to share this, and hope it's NOT too late for anyone:

IF I KNEW

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming
you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

-----------------------------------------------
As you know, I'm going to have surgery (hysterectomy & possible cancer) tomorrow...and come to think of it, if I had not known of Tess, I'd be mess trying to deal with the enormity of it all. I know it's redundant, but it's worth repeating: THANK YOU JULIA & TOIREASA....for the *wonderful* lessons and courage. Thank you for sharing your lives to all of us...we are NOT the same since. I owe you and Tess the deepest respect, admiration, and gratitude.

Love, Lori aka Carmelcat
Lori Bouchard <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR USA - Sunday, May 05, 2002 at 01:12 PM (CDT)
Tioreasa...my Dearest Little Jellicle still...but now Heaven's brightest Star...please tell your beautiful mother, Julia, something for me. At some time there might be dark days in her heart in the days or weeks or years to come. If those days should ever come, please tell her this for me. I stand in awe of her, I search for the words and I'm at a loss. Although we have never met, I know that, if she entered a room filled with thousands of people, I would know her in a heart's moment. You see, my brightest Star, Heaven blesses Its most special humans among us with an amazing glow. Some people call it a halo; others call it an aura. Perhaps it's some of the boundless, infinite love and faith and strength within them. A fire that burns more intensely than it's vessel can contain. This is your beautiful mother. She sometimes questioned her strength, but never her love or her faith or resolve. She knew that Heaven had blessed her with a magical child...a child she then learned she would not, most probably, long have to hold in her arms. She did not, as perhaps most of us would, allow herself...and You...to descend into self-pity and sorrow and defeat. Instead, she taught you how to fight...and how to LIVE...very second, every hour, every day. Something the rest of us shamedly forget. She doesn't realize the power that she passed to you. Through her, you became the learned master, the teacher of those who would try to teach you. Through her, you cared for those who would try to care for you. Through her, you fought for those who would try to fight for you. Through her, you defeated Death before It could defeat you. Yes, my brightest new Star, you were destined to be born a magical child. And Heaven found the brightest, most fiercely burning vessel to nurture you within her. She brought you into this world and continued to nurture you, every second, every minute, every hour, passing to you her power and strength and love and faith...without limit, without bounds. Your mother faced this destiny that Heaven had decreed for you, but she did not allow you or herself to submit and surrender to a quiet family tragedy. Instead, through her, you created a new circle. First, a few people, then dozens, then a hundred, then more and more..and it will continue to grow. It goes beyond the seas and lands that separate us physically. In this circle, you have created a new awareness, a new knowledge, a new determination that we will continue the battle that you have passed to us. In your name, the physicians, the scientists and all of those who work in the medical research field will have greater resources to conquer this devastating disease, to spare more and more children the pain, the illness, the suffering that you, and those who love you, had to bear. And conquer it they will...one day...in your name. My brightest little Star, long years from now, when I am nameless dust, your name will live on. Please...please remind your astonishing mother that the greatest gift she has given you is immortality.
Gus, the Theatre Cat <BwayStage@aol.com>
USA - Sunday, May 05, 2002 at 12:18 PM (CDT)
what a fanatastic writer u r julia! your speech brought tears to my eyes even though i have never met either of u.
Love always
XXX
Charlie <Charlesworth@hotmail.com>
felixstowe, suffolk, England - Sunday, May 05, 2002 at 08:06 AM (CDT)
Our son, Scott, has told us what a precious young lady Toireasa was. He has spoken about her often and always lovingly. We have no idea why things like this happen in life but you should know how many people her young life touched.
Marce L. Fast <marcefast@attbi.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Saturday, May 04, 2002 at 11:20 AM (CDT)
I read this after being in the same room with you on the web and reading what you said to someone else in the same room. Here in England I cried for you and your loss, but remember GOD has the most lovely new FLOWER in his garden.
Lucy Bolton <LucyLastic1234@aol.com>
Lincoln, England - Friday, May 03, 2002 at 04:37 PM (CDT)
Hi Julia!

I must tell you this. You're a wondeful writer. That you wrote in the journal was just so fine. During the last words I started to cry.

Right now I'm watching the Cats video and I started to think about Toireasa. When I read the journal I found out much more about the princess. She was suck a wonderful girl. The pictures are wonderful. I specially liked that one when she had sun glaces. She looks so cool and sweet.

Now they sended Grizabella the Heaviside. The mystical devinity...
I know that Toireasa is there with her now. I know that she's happy.

Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Friday, May 03, 2002 at 03:19 PM (CDT)
Hi. My name is Elissa Zavodnick. I dance at Spirit in Motion Ballet Theter with Whitney and Devon Long, Janine Lacey, and Caitlin and Moira Byko. I just heard what happened Monday and I feel terrible. I am glad that your daughter got to see her wish and still befriend Billy Johnstone and my fellow dancers. I will look through the site and find some info about your poor daughter. Just always keep in mind,
The Spirit is with YOU!
Elissa Zavodnick <ELISSA1121@aol.com>
Newtown, PA USA - Friday, May 03, 2002 at 02:30 PM (CDT)
What a precious, precious child you were blessed with. I read what you wrote for her funeral and sat here crying. I have 3 little girls of my own and cannot begin to imagine your pain. Toireasa sounds like she was an extra special child who will continue to bless lives, even though she is gone. I pray for strength and peace for you, as you learn to live without her--and I will also pray for the success of your foundation, and that other children will be spared pain, in Toireasa's name. God bless you!
Christi Hamilton <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
Dove Canyon, CA USA - Friday, May 03, 2002 at 12:10 PM (CDT)
Julia, I cannot tell you the laughter and tears you have brought out with the stories of you and Toireasa. I came across your website because I have a friend whose 2 year old daughter was just diagnosed in February with Stage 4 Neuroblastoma. When I heard about it I wanted to know more about what she was going through so I joined the List Serve to receive the emails. I feel for everyone on there and look forward to all the good news and find myself crying and sad whenever something bad happens. Julia please be honored that God gave you your little treasure Toireasa for the time you had her and even though there were times you just thought were too much to bear, you got to spend some incredible times with your special daughter. She was given to you to learn and love and you gave her the love and support you needed just as she did the same for you. I have no children yet, I am 35 and hope one day to be able to have a child I can love and teach and also learn from. I have had 3 miscarriages and know that one day God will give me my wish. Please go on knowing that although Toireasa is not physically with you, your little angel is watching over you and is with you in your heart every second of your life.
Carolyn Bradford <FancyInMiamiFla@aol.com>
Miami, Fl USA - Friday, May 03, 2002 at 11:16 AM (CDT)
I wish I could have made it to the ceremony, she was an amazing little girl who we all loved and adored. Julia, my heart goes out to you. I hope the princess' dream comes true with all my heart, and what a wonderful way to honor her memory.
artisticat and family <artcat@ev1.net>
TX USA - Friday, May 03, 2002 at 11:08 AM (CDT)
As I sit here in tears having just read your beautiful words to your baby girl. Thanks you so much for shareing them.. I am in Florida and there was no way for me to be there with you.. I hope you can see that He is standing by yourside and walking with you in all your hard time and good. She touch so many live from near and far.. in such a short amount of time.. but all she need.. the smile that warmed out heart is forever here..
Love
Wendi <Wwaltz@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Tallahassee, Fla - Friday, May 03, 2002 at 09:16 AM (CDT)
Dear Julia:
I am glad that all of us in urology could share in Toireasa's spirit. Remembering her warmth and courage and 10,000 watt smile will help to get us through long days and nights here at Children's. I know she will look after us. Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Douglas Canning and the Urology Team at CHOP
Douglas Canning <canning@email.chop.edu>
- Friday, May 03, 2002 at 07:00 AM (CDT)
I am saddened to know you have lost such a lovely spirit so soon. It is wonderful to know HER faith sustains you and will continue to do so as God helps you to heal and to find places to help others so that you will be strengthened.
I am glad you know our Lord; and thank you for growing my faith, as well.

Dorothy ("Anne") B. Marsden <mmarsden@triad.rr.com>
Lexington, NC USA - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 10:31 PM (CDT)
Dear Julia, Reading through all the journal entries just amazes me what strenght both you and your daughter had through everything. She was a very special little girl and although she isn't with us anymore on earth she is one of the happiest, healthiest little angels in heaven watching over you!
Kim <Kimatt73@aol.com>
Colts Neck, NJ - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 10:05 PM (CDT)
I am a stranger and words probably do not mean much for the loss of Toireasa...I am truly touched and pray to her all of the time...sometimes we no longer can pray for people, when they become angels, we can pray to them.
Jason Grattini <jgrattini@yahoo.com>
Jersey CIty, NJ USA - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 01:29 PM (CDT)
Julia,

We are looking forward to hearing more about Toireasa's foundation. What a beautiful way to honor a beautiful spirit.
Natalie, Vladimir, and Lina Rak <vladanat@cs.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 10:44 AM (CDT)
Julia and Monna;
Hello, it is Samantha. Alex Lillys mom and family. I wanted to write to you for I am unable to make it to SilverSpring. You will never know how sorry I am for your loss. I don't even think I could find enough more less the right words to say to you. I do however know that the world lost an Angel when Toireasa pasted. I can only hope and pray that God knew what he was doing when he took her away from you and her world. She was born a special little girl and pasted an Angel. I know that we were all very blessed to have had a chance to meet and or know Toireasa for she touched everyone in her own way. I feel that Toireasa touched peoples soul as well as thier hearts. Too look into her eyes was like looking into Heaven, a place that put people at peace. My boys feel that they can still see her at night in the dark sky when it is filled with bright stars or during the day when they look at the bright sun. They said they can feel her warmth during the day and her peace at night. Alex said he was sad that she left however he was happy that she was no longer in pain and that she is no longer sick. I hope that what I have said is okay and that I haven't said to much. Monna, you were and will always be Toireasa's Grandmother. That in it's self is something very special. I feel that it means you are GRAND someone very special and close to her, someone that will never be forgotton and always in her heart. Julia, I myself am a mother of a sick child. I can not however say that I know how you are feeling at this moment but I do know that Toireasa was able to stay with us as long as she did and do the things that she sooo wanted to do because of you . Toireasa was an Angel because she came from an Angel. I wish you and all of your family the best. If ever I can do
anything for you or you just need to talk, scream, or cry I will always be here for you. You have my Love and Best wishes always! Toireasa will never be forgotton and always in my heart !
Samantha and Alex Lilly ( Michael Sr. , Michael Jr., Cody ) <Slilly0428@aol.com>
Bowie, md 20720 - Wednesday, May 01, 2002 at 09:03 PM (CDT)
Jules, You are all on my mind and in my heart today. I am sorry we couldn't be with you as you said "slan leat" to Toireasa. She is now with Jack, playing,running, having fun, and giggling like they used to do at PRMH!!!!!
Always on our minds, forever in our hearts.
May Jack and Toireasa continue to laugh forever more and watch over us all
Love and Godbless......Rosie.......Mom to angel Jack 11/1/96-9/19/01.......truly a MIGHTY BOY
Rosaleen Perry <errojac@comcast.net>
Red Bank, NJ USA - Wednesday, May 01, 2002 at 06:02 PM (CDT)
Dear Toireasa, dear Julia
I'll never stop thanking God for having leaded me to your web site and to your story, and for having allowed me sharing this infinite pain with you. No one of these tears will be wasted, I feel it.
Nice journey, Princess, and good luck, Julia. Your parting is a terrible moment, but it’s just a moment.
Filippo <pilippo@hotmail.com>
Rimini, Italy - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 07:28 PM (CDT)
Hi Julia,

I'm so sorry for your lose, my families all praying for your strength to get though this. I don't know what else to say but I'm sorry and tell you how much I admire you.

With lots of love to you and your family
*hug*
Cindy, Shawn and family. a/k/a Sunshcat
Cindy <sunsh54@aol.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 06:15 PM (CDT)
May the Angels hold you and keep you. Love
Glynnda Johnson <glynndaj6@iwon.com>
OKC, OK USA - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 04:42 PM (CDT)
Toireasa, you may never have met me, but you are the driving force behind my life. People like you are what makes life worth it-hoping that one day we can be as wonderful as you. You are beautiful.
Moongewl <whatsajelliclecat@hotmail.com>
Lexington, KY USA - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 04:33 PM (CDT)
To Toireasa: I love you, sweetheart. You are the most amazing and beautiful person I have ever heard of. You ar more brave than I am!!

Julia: We never met, but I say that you have a great influence in my life. How someone can stand through all this, I couldn't do. You are very brave.
Sillabub Kitten <No email@no email.com--- I haven't gotton an email yet>
Quincy, MA USA - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 04:08 PM (CDT)
Stay Jellicle,little princess Toireasa....*hugs you*We'll never forget you.
Jellicle Kid <PlatoKitty@email.carousels.com>
Tampa Bay Area, FL USA - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 02:05 PM (CDT)
Oh Tess...I don't know what to say. After so long, fighting like you did, you have no idea how much you have brought to us. If anyone wanted an example of someone who is an angel, a real princess, or a true Cats fan, i would just point to you. I never really believed it would come to this. I knew in the back of my mind, that it had to, all things come to an end, but I couldn't believe it. Not about my jellicle Princess...
Sweetie, I love you so mcuh. I really would give my life for you if I could. I'm fourteen, I've had time to see the world a bit. I wish i could gather up all the love I feel for you, and use it to cats a web of healing over you and your mom. But...I can't. And I'm so sorry.
Tess, you will always be remembered. Every time we see a sunset, a rainbow, the first snow, a shining star, we will think of you. Every time we watch Cats. Your bravery and love will always be with us, here in our hearts.
Now and Forever.
I love you.
Sleep well, kitten. Grizabella's goiung to guide you every step of the way.
Purrs and Misto sparkles,
Lenisaren, whose heart is crying.
Lenisaren <eponine_85@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 01:50 PM (CDT)
This note's for you, Julia.
You say you're not brave, you're frightened. But that is what being brave is, keeping going throughout all the fear and pain, and sorrow, and stiil being there for Tess, and us in the Cats community. I can't say how much "knowing" the Princess has changed my life, and it's because of you, spending your time updating, letting us know what's happening.
I can't express through words how much I admire you. I can't imagine what i would do in your place. Julia, you are truly Tess's guardian angel, her protector. Don't ever believe otherwise.
But remember, you're only human. There's only so much humans can do, as much as I hate to say it. Don't feel sorry for sharing your burden. If only by doing that we could make it less!
I wish I could be there for you and Tess, in real life for a shoulder to cry on, someone to talk to.
HUGS and tons of love to you and the Princess,
~Lenisaren
Lenisaren <eponine_85@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 10:04 AM (CDT)
You are an amazing woman. I can say that because I have been in a similar situation. While I would write exactly how it was, and how we felt, I felt so weak, and everyone would tell me how strong I was. It wasn't until after we lost our little Chayton that I realized how strong I had to be. Not for myself, but for my son. You are so much stronger than you think. Not that being strong at a time like this is bad. I think it is better for you because it allows you to be there for your little Toireasa. She needs you and subconciously, you know it, but conciously, you don't feel the strength. The ability to tell the truth about what is going on and your feelings is something a lot of parents cannot do. Take pride in that! You deserve it!

Chayton had a rhabdoid brain tumor. We preferred to call it "the monster" and I tend to think all cancer should be called the monster just because of what it is and what it does. As a parent who lost a child to "the monster", I cannot tell you that I know how you feel or what you are going through. All I can say is...I can relate. I do know that this is a parents nightmare, to be going through what you have to endure on a daily basis, but at the same time, part of me feels very fortunate for your daughter because she is loved, which is VERY obvious, and because she has you by her side. I called Chayton's Journey my emotional rollercoaster. That is what it was. It still is.

People everywhere are pulling for you. That is most definately a good thing. The support is out there. It's hard to know because you are in the hospital with her, but at the same time, you come to her page and here in the guestbook you find the most awesome people in the WORLD are on your side.

For your little girl, does she have any favorite songs? Chayton was too little, but we did chose a few songs for him. One was In the Arms of the Angels, and another was Hero. (We always told him he was our hero because he was such a great fighter.) There were more, but for the most part, what I am getting at, is Chayton passed away at home with his family around, and just before he passed, I played the song Hero. By the time the song was over, he had slipped away. To us, it was a blessing because he went with a song that signified his life. We since have made a video tape of Chayton and replaced the voices, all but his laughs and giggles, with music. It is like a documentary of his life. We know of another family that did the same thing with photos when their little girl took Jesus' hand.

I remember people coming to Chayton's page and giving us advice, and some with prayers, and even some with prayers to pass. I was thankful that people would think of him, but at the same time, the one's who prayed for him to pass would hurt me so deeply. Now I understand that they were only trying to help Chayton, not me. I still believe there is no better place than in their mother or father's arms, but at the same time, our baby couldn't stay. I am hoping that if your little princess does earn her wings and go to be in "CATS" in Heaven, that you don't carry guilt with you. It is hard not to, speaking from experience, but at the same time, you have been an awesome mommy. Looking back over you entries in the history pages, you have ALWAYS been a dedicated, loving, sharing, kind and unselfish mom. You deserve to carry your pride. At the same time, you also deserve to feel anyway you feel. Toireasa has a lot of dignity, and NOBODY can take that away from her.

Toireasa, through your words, has touched so many lives that no matter what, she will never be forgotten. Even with the miracle of life, she may be 90 years old, and she won't be forgotten. Her struggles and triumphs will always be remembered and respected.

We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Keep your chin up. You are an AWESOME mom and an AMAZING woman!

Dawn <naughty3@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 09:58 AM (CDT)
To Tess and Julia,

After reading the latest, all I can do is sit here with jaws dropped in amazement. Sheer amazement. How can Tess take on so much medication and LIVE, is simply out of sheer willpower. And you, Julia, you ARE courageous in spite of your fears. It's ok to be human and lay your burdens on any of us...we're here for you. And you also have the courage to share what's going on...in way, it's a blessing for all of us to learn life's lessons from both you and Tess. You are one LUCKY, BLESSED Mom ever!

Tess, let go...let the release be sweet. No more pain, sweetie. I love you SO much!

*HUGS*

Lori
Lori Bouchard <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR USA - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 09:44 AM (CDT)
Hello.I heared Toirasa was sick.I feel sorry for you.I hope you get better!Nice site!:)
Alicia the Thunder Dragon <Dinoking@ptd.net>
Lucernmines, PA USA - Tuesday, April 23, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CDT)
My you find peace and Love. We are all praying for you and your family. You are special little princess to all of us who have kept up with how you are doing. May God bless you and your family. You are his special angel.
Sharon <AriMylady@aol.com>
PA USA - Monday, April 22, 2002 at 03:22 PM (CDT)
Dear. Toireasa***
Have lots of happy dreams while you are sleeping. I guess you may be haveing fun with CATS and your wonderful mom in your dreams, and I wish you will see your mom again with your eyes.
I keep sending you lots of love and lights. I don't give up. * * * * * * *
LOVE

Dear. Julia
Thank you for your updating even thoough I guess it is hard for you to describe your dear Toireasa's situation.
Thank you for telling us about your great daughter. You and Toireasa are giving me a lot of important things.
and take care of yourself, too. I'm praying for you Julia, too.
meg* <meg_etc@hotmail.com>
Brighton, England - Monday, April 22, 2002 at 12:50 PM (CDT)
Hello again Tess!
It upset me so much to hear that you were in so much pain, I am still crying from reading it. Although I am glad that you are no longer in pain, and are sleeping peacefully. I hope that you are having lovely dreams about CATS, and that all your new friends are there enjoying it with you!
Rest easy kitten...

Love Ellie
Ellie <kosmos_101@hotmail.com>
Hertford, Hertfordshire, England - Monday, April 22, 2002 at 12:10 PM (CDT)
Hello,Toireasa.
This is the first time for me to write to you.
I knew about you 5 or 6 days before. I didn't
have bravery to write to you. I didn't know what
I can say to you. I am so sorry.
I pray you will hear massages, you will feel that
you are loved from many people.
Much love to you, Little Jellicle Princess.
hito <hitoasami@aol.com>
Nerima, Tokyo Japan - Monday, April 22, 2002 at 11:56 AM (CDT)
Dear Toireasa,

Remember, we always love you, Princess. We're going to CATS tonight, and will keep thinking of you during the show. I hope you are having the happiest dream ever. We'll write to you soon! **Hugs and kisses**

Dear Julia,
We can't tell you how your courage and your strength of mind are amazing us. Thank you for updating. We can imagine how difficult to describe everything about your darling. Take good care of yourself, too. We love you, too.
Sakura & Eri <oguracco@nifty.com>
London, UK - Monday, April 22, 2002 at 08:10 AM (CDT)
Dear Toireasa,

Remember, we always love you, Princess. We're going to CATS tonight, and will keep thinking of you during the show. I hope you are having the happiest dream ever.

we'll write soon!

hugs and kisses

Dear Julia,
We can't tell you how your courage and your strength of mind are amazing us. Thank you for updating. We can imagine how difficult to describe everything about your darling. Take good care of yourself, too. We love you, too.
Sakura & Eri <oguracco@nifty.com>
London, UK - Monday, April 22, 2002 at 08:09 AM (CDT)
Dear Toireasa,
I hope that you have happy dream.
I promise that I never forget you, my jellicle friend.
I'm sending my love and pray from Japan.

Love.
nori <cats_sp@milk.freemail.ne.jp>
Osaka Japan - Monday, April 22, 2002 at 04:22 AM (CDT)
Good Morning little Princess

I feel very sad about your pain.
I allways read what your mum is writing, and it's so bad that we can't help you...
But we all are allways with you, think about you every day.

Be strong and go on....
God bless you

Diana <arnitz@active.ch>
Obfelden, ZH Switzerland - Monday, April 22, 2002 at 03:37 AM (CDT)
Dear Toireasa,

Just know that you are loved by many, many people. Sleep well, sweet princess.

Talis
Talis <trachier@iname.com>
Puget Sound, WA - Monday, April 22, 2002 at 03:16 AM (CDT)
Dear Toireasa,
Little star. Words cannot begin to express how much I have been touched and inspired by your courage, determination and, most of all, your tremendous love for everyone. Thank you so much for being Toireasa. I feel blessed and honored to have had the chance to get to know you and your Mommy through your website.
You and your Mommy are in my heart, thoughts and prayers. I know that you are in God's care, and that the angels are with you. God bless you, Toireasa and Julia.
Love from

Denise Etc. <etceterasworld@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, April 21, 2002 at 10:16 PM (CDT)
Dearest Toireasa,

I hope you're happy now.
Please please remember my dear,we love you very very much forever.I'm still sending Big love and prays.

God bless.
Sakura <tugger@mersinet.co.uk>
London, England UK - Sunday, April 21, 2002 at 10:12 PM (CDT)
Dearest Princess,
I just read your mom's latest entry, and I can barely believe it. One part of me is terribly, terribly sad that you have to deal with all of this, and one part of me is happy that you no longer have any pain. I'm partly in shock right now, I can't see you just lying there asleep, but I know your spirit and soul are dancing at the Jellicle Ball. I wish so much I could just wave a magic wand and take away all the hurt for you and Julia...
Sleep well, kitten. I love you more than I can say in words here. The entire Cats community is behind you and your mom, and don't you forget it.
Here are some lines from the musical "Les Miserables" that I though would apply.
"Take my hand and lead me to salvation
Take my love for love is everlasting
And remember the truth that once was spoken;
To love another person is to see the face of God..."
I'm praying for you, as always.
Love, purrs and peace,
Lenisaren

PS: Julia, your strength continues to amaze me. I feel Toireasa is blessed to have such a mother. I love you too, and wish I could donate some of my energy and life to you two.
~L.
Lenisaren <eponine_85@yhaoo.com>
NY USA - Sunday, April 21, 2002 at 09:34 PM (CDT)
Sweetheart, I'm so glad that you are out of pain now. I hope that you are having happy dreams playing with Mistoffolees....

All my love and prayers,
Becky
Becky aka Tiggertailz <tailz@att.net>
Kennesaw, Ga - Sunday, April 21, 2002 at 09:31 PM (CDT)
Punkin'

Your spirit shined so brightly to me as I read your Mom's journal..I can't help but admire the inner strength you've possessed. In spite of being in pain...you are being Toireasa. I can imagine how peaceful and pretty it is to see you playing with your auntie's hair. :) And your heart is SO big and loving...that you HAD to tell your Mom not to forget your love. Who really can forget your love? I don't think anyone who had met you online or off, will ever forget you!

Love you bunches, *HUGS*
~Lori
Lori Bouchard <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR USA - Sunday, April 21, 2002 at 08:26 PM (CDT)
Hey, Sweet Angel!
It's Old Deuteronomy from London again. Save me some of that Rainbow Sherbert, will you -- I get real thirsty watching the Jellicles during the ball!
I love you dearly, Sweetie. You have more courage than anybody I know.
Keep smiling and keep those toes tapping!
Junix
Junix Inocian <cats@newlondontheatre.co.uk>
London, United Kingdom - Saturday, April 20, 2002 at 09:10 PM (CDT)
Hey Tess,
i hear your mouth is hurting a bit. It will go soon don't worry. And the rest of the pain will stop hurting too. So you've been watching cats and hey mr producer too huh?
Arn't they great?
Bart says hi, as do all the other jellicles. They can't wait to see you.
Love you sweety.
Speak to you soon.
Lisa.x.x
Lisa <lisa4no1@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, England - Saturday, April 20, 2002 at 09:04 PM (CDT)
Hi Princess! I hope you're enjoying all that Rainbow Sherbert, and watching Cats! I'll be thinking of you tomorrow during my dance competition! I don't get to wear any eye make-up for it, though, because I have a viral infection in my eyes. I can still have plenty of lipstick, though! Stay sweet! :-)
Amanda Phillips <Jenanydot@aol.com>
Weaverville, NC USA - Saturday, April 20, 2002 at 06:03 PM (CDT)
Hiya Princess!

My mum just told me that she posted in here this morning and she said that you're doing okay. She also said I should send you this funny story she heard in Church last week.

I thought it was kinda weird, but she thinks you'll like it (but my mum is weird! I love her anyway, though :))

So, here's the story:

One night, a robber broke into a house when the owners were asleep and started trying to find things to steal. He was looking in the drawers when he heard a voice whisper "Jesus is watching you."

"Is someone there?" The robber asked quietly, looking around.

"Jesus is watching you." The voice said again.

The robber was scared and shone his flashlight around the room. "Is there someone here?" He said again, making sure not to be too loud.

"Jesus is watching you." The voice repeated.

The robber turned his flashlight in the direction of the voice and almost laughed with surprise.

There was a colourful parrot sitting there. "Jesus is watching you." It said again.

"Were you talking to me?" The robber said, looking at the parrot.

"Yes." The parrot replied, looking up at him.

"You're a clever parrot, aren't you?" Said the robber, thinking it could be valuable to steal.

"Yes, I am." The parrot replied, cocking its head at him.

He bent closer and looked at it. "What's your name?"

"Bolgarth." The parrot replied.

This time, the robber did laugh. "Bolgarth? Thats a stupid name for a parrot, isn't it?"

The parrot made a noise like a laugh. "It is, but its not as stupid as Jesus the rottweiler."
---------------------------------------

I hope you like it - if you don't I can tell my mum off for telling me such silly stories ;-) I'm home from university for a break, so I'll be able to annoy her for a few more days about her stories being silly!

I hope you did like it, though, Princess. I have to go cos its real late here (nearly midnight) and my parents want me to come off the computer.

Keep safe!
Rio (Clare)
Rio (Clare) <macavitysgirl@hotmail.com>
Ayr, Scotland - Saturday, April 20, 2002 at 05:01 PM (CDT)
mroweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee littlprinces cum anbd see what i have brout you i brout you sum flowers love littlgriz
littlgriz <Hitinas@aol.com,>
chattanooga , tn usa - Saturday, April 20, 2002 at 03:50 PM (CDT)
Tess darling!! I'm on my way to Long Island for a scifi convention shortly, but I couldn't leave without dropping you a note. You're making me so proud and happy for you!! I hope to hear more good news when I get home on Monday. In the meantime, I'll be thinking about you a *lot*!! Love and kisses to you and your Mommy!!

GO GO GO TOIREASA!!

JelliclePat (and Marmelith)
Patricia G. Gerresheim <pat_gerresheim@prodigy.net>
West Shokan, NY USA - Friday, April 19, 2002 at 02:01 PM (CDT)
Hi Pumpkin,
Just dropping you a line to tell you how much I am thinking about you and your blue sparkly nails :) I hope upi are having a good day sweet heart! Many Many kisses for you!! Are you getting excited about Rawan coming? I bet! I love you sugar!
Mel
Melanie <ma6083@aol.com>
- Friday, April 19, 2002 at 01:52 PM (CDT)
Thats it Tess! continue to live life to the fullest and amaze your doctors :) *hugs to you and your mom* lotsa love from my crew, the jellicles, the brothers, the parents, my friends,my boyfriend, and of course me :)
artisticat <artcat@ev1.net>
tx - Thursday, April 18, 2002 at 07:35 PM (CDT)
Hi sweetie!!! I am so happy to hear about your past few days... It sounds like you are having so much fun with your mommy and grandparents!!! Tell your uncle I said Happy Birthday... I bet you are going to have a wonderful visit with your friend from Kuwait tonight.. It sounds like you have been eating lots of yummy food... I don't know if your mom told you, but Mark sent me a little present.. I'm going to have a baby in October. So, all that food that you are eating sounds very good to me!!! I hope you have a wonderful weekend.. Take care and I love you very much...
Love,
Kelly (Mark's mommy)
Kelly Salvador <kksalvador@aol.com>
Upper Marlboro, MD USA - Thursday, April 18, 2002 at 05:38 PM (CDT)
Hi Tess,

I hear you played Candyland thats one of Shawn's favorite games, and mine too. Today at school it was VERY very hot again and our kid were too hot to do much of anything. So we decided to turn out the lights and play some games. I played the Scooby Doo memory game with a little boy named Timmy. He is very smart because you know what? He beat me! But that's ok because I had a lot of fun playing the game. He said tomorrow he would let me win if I wanted, wasn't that nice of him?

I'm so happy to hear that you are eating again and enjoying it. And the tooth fairy treasure hurt must have been a blast too bad I'm all grown up, and won't lose anymore teeth or I'd ask the tooth fair for a treasure hurt too. I hope you continue to have many many more fun filled days and as always we will be praying for you little Princess, God Bless.

xoxoxox
Cindy a/k/a Sunshcat
Cindy <sunsh54@aol.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Thursday, April 18, 2002 at 04:19 PM (CDT)

Hi, yum, rainbow sherbet. I luv it too. hey, i really think that its well not fair for u. u are like a Cats
fan and, too think, youll never see it again. I will pray for u. May tha Lord Bless u. He is strong and has a kind heart. I know He will help you.

God Lives in us. Good luck.
Melanie <rumpleteazer91@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 18, 2002 at 12:22 AM (CDT)
Hello, Toireasa!
I'm Japanese girl and love Cats, too.
I heard about this homepage from Sakura.
I'm sorry that I am not be good at English.
But I read this homepage with English dictionary. Because I think that Everyone who loves Cats is my friends!
Please remember that Everyone is your friends.
I hope that many happiness come to you.
Love.

Nori
nori <cats_sp@milk.freemail.ne.jp>
osaka, osaka Japan - Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 10:45 PM (CDT)
Hello Tess!
This is my third time visting this site, (first time to just have a look at past jounal entries, 2nd to look at guestbook, and now!) and I really wanted to leave you a message to say hello and that I think you are the bravest kitten I have ever had the pleasure of talking to! I will deffinately come back and talk again, now that I have introduced myself! Keep being the strong, brave kitten that you are and I will speak to you soon! Byeee ~X~X~
Kosmos (Ellie) <Kosmos_101@hotmail.com>
Near London, England - Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 04:07 PM (CDT)
Hiya Toireasa!
Just wanted to send my love to you and your family. You're a strong girl and may God bless you. Keep on smiling!
Hugs and puurs always,
lots of Jellicle love,
Amber
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Amber Lloyd <meeeouch@hotmail.com>
Wrexham, Wales - Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 03:10 PM (CDT)
Heya Toireasa!

Wow, a rainbow sherbet! I've never had it, but it sure sounds delicious :-). And a McDonalds, I love them very much!! :-).
Well, yesterday, I told some of my school teachers and friends about what a special, sweet girl you are, and they said they'll definitely be thinking about you and praying for you.

Purrs
Jenny :-).
Jenny <jennysjellicles@yahoo.co.uk>
Nr London, England - Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 11:08 AM (CDT)
Hey Tess! Man, O Man, you are making me hungry with all your Mom's talk about food. You mentioned all of the Wack Pack favorites! I hope that it tasted great! It is seriously hot here today. Molly helped me water the flowers out front, because we haven't had much rain lately. I feel like I'm wilting a bit myself! Ted and I just had air conditioning put into our house, so I'm sitting around a bit like a princess inside where it's cool! Betty is a bit perturbed, though, because we have to close the windows when it's running and sitting in the window and looking for Moira is her favorite thing to do! (We haven't told her that Moira is in Philly with you!) Kisses to your Mom and Grandma and Grandpa! We love you! Lisa
Lisa Wackler <gatorwack@aol.com>
Washington, DC USA - Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 05:55 PM (CDT)
Hi Toireasa!
Wow! Cotton candy, sherbet and McDonald's! As the Wiggles would say, "Yummy Yummy!" :) My nephews love them too. They're great! Stay well and God bless!
Jen <rumpleteazer3883@hotmail.com>
Highland Mills, NY USA - Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 05:50 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetie :)

I am so happy to hear you had a great day! I absolutely LOVE Cotton Candy!

I thought I would take a moment and show you were I live. Colorado is beautiful in the Spring.

Give your amazing Mom a hug for me ok?

[img]http://www.explore-rocky.com/gallery/images2000/land/waters/COPELAN2.JPG[/img]
Kelsie Johnson <kelsiejoh@msn.com>
Denver, Colorado USA - Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 02:32 PM (CDT)
Hi Tess!
I don't think you know me, but I'm concerned for you, and have been keeping tabs on you for awhile now.-_~ I hope you do better, and I wish you and your family luck and hope. Hang in there kitten!
Zenobia <calla@gundamwing.org>
Columbus, Oh US - Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 01:41 PM (CDT)
Hi Toireasa,
My best wishes to you and a smile to brighten your day. You're a very brave girl.
You and your family are in my thoughts.
*take care*
Triskell (Judith) <triskell@utanet.at>
Vienna, Austria, Europe - Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 01:10 PM (CDT)
Hi Toireasa,

Melanie gave me your address this morning so I could write you an email. We are both thinking about you and we hope you feel better today. All this talk of sherbert makes me want to have some, its supposed to be 90 degrees today here in Washington DC. I thought it was April. Tell your family I said hi.

-Brandon
Brandon <bdeclet@hotmail.com>
Washington, DC US of A - Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 07:21 AM (CDT)
Dearest Princess. You never cease to amaze me. *chuckles* It's wonderful to hear that you felt better, and I hope that it continues. Many hugs to you n' your mum!
Love!
Erasea <erasea@lycos.com>
SandyPoint, ME USA - Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 06:50 AM (CDT)
'eyo, Tori! I'm Mistacor, Mungojerrie's newest partner in crime alongside him and his sis Rumple! :D I just popped on in 'ere on behalf of the rest of the Jellicle Tribe to say 'ello and that we're all thinkin' about ya, hopin' you'll be okay soon so you can come back to the Junkyard and dance the nights away with us. We miss ya soooo much. Mistoff can't concentrate with his magick without you there - he keeps shooting out stray lightning bolts and setting Mungo's arse on fire. Heehee! ^-^ Rumple's giggles just aren't the same when you're not around... We all think Demeter is switching her sense-o-meters from "Macavity!" to "Torieasa!" Most of all... Tugger hasn't swayed his hips for a whole week!!! AIN'T THAT AMAZIN'??! It's scaaaaary...

You 'ave to get better! And we all know you will cause you're strong! - like Rumpus Cat! :D Tell that sickness of yers to shove off and squirt it away with a water bottle! Gets 'em ev'ry time! ;)

*hugs gently and tickles her cheeks with her silver whiskers* Keep smilin', kid! We're all 'ere for ya and as soon as you get well, me, Jerrie and Teaser will take ya on a heist with us!! It'll be lots 'o FUN!! and we'll even getcha you're own strand of Woolworth pearls! Blimey 'n honest guv! Take care, sweet-hearted kitten! *dashes off through her guestbook like a hurricane* ^-^
Mistacor <mistacor@aol.com>
Victoria Grove!, - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 11:31 PM (CDT)
Toireasa,

We have a wonderful mutual friend named Lisa Wackler in DC who has lots of her friends praying for you. I have a little girl of my own who is now a young lady and that makes my heart go out to you and your family as I know how special little girls are. When I am having a bad day I just come to your wedsite and look at what a beautiful person you are and things always seem better. Hang in there and may God be with you.
Dennis Moseley <dmos49@earthlink.net>
Richmond, Va USA - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 11:07 PM (CDT)
Dearest Tess,
How are you, sweetie? If you're making blue cotton candy, you must be feeling better!
I haven't checked back here for a few days...I've been so busy with the school musical! Remember I told you a bit about it before? Well, we had our last performance on Saturday and on Sunday we had strike. Do you know what "strike" is? Well, I'll tell you anyway. It's when, after the last performance, all the cast goes back to the theatre to help the crew take down all the sets, clean up the dressing rooms...that sort of thing. We turn on music and the work goes really fast. After all the work gets done, we had a squirtgun fight outside. One of my friends sprayed a neighbrhood cat by accident, though. He mewed and ran under a bush. It was about 80 degrees out, so I bet he dried off fast. Though, cats hate to get their dignity hurt. ;)
I wish you could have been in the dressing room with us before each performance. The feelings of love and unity and happiness were just so strong, I wish I could have bottled them and sent them to you and your mom in a bottle! And I wish I could be there in person to tell you how much I love you, and give you and your mom a big hug, but I live so far away.
The sunset tonight was beautiful; peach, pink and gold with a hint of purple. It made me think of you and your book about the angels. I went up into my treehouse and lit several candles for you. They sit on a branch going by the edge of the treehouse, and are lovely in the dark. It's my own little prayer ritual for you and you family.
Misto sparkles, Grizabella songs and Rumpleteazer giggles,
Lenisaren
Lenisaren <eponine_85@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 15, 2002 at 10:54 PM (CDT)
Hi Toireasa!
Mmm....yummy cotton candy! Boy I bet that was a lot of fun to make and eat. I have a friend who takes cotton candy and puts it on his face like a big ole beard! He's very silly! Then he pulls pieces of his cotton candy beard off and eats them. I can never stop laughing when he does this.
I'm glad you were feeling a bit better today and hope you have some more fun tomorrow.
Here's another silly poem I found:

Betty Botter’s Biting Beaver
by Bruce Lansky

Betty Botter bought a beaver.
But the beastly beaver bit her.
So she bought a biting badger.
And the badger bit the beaver.
Since the badger bit the beaver,
Now the beaver will not bite her.
So ’twas better Betty Botter
Bought a beaver-biting badger.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Your Canadian Jellicle friend,
Tracy :)
Tracy <tgurll@hotmail.com>
Toronto, Canada - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 06:23 PM (CDT)
Dear, Beloved Jellicle Princess,
it's really amazing to read your Mom's last update. Sometimes I tell about you to my friends and some of them say "it's incredible, it is not possibile"... then I make them visit your website, read the Journal, and finally they all say: "Ooooh, you were right, this girl is really fantastic!"
I'm back in Italy now, after my London trip. Today I saw my sister and of course she immediately asked me about you, and told me to report you her hello. Morgana and Ginevra did not let me alone for a single moment, and I'm sure they missed me and Pan while we were in London. This afternoon I was working with my PC when Morgana jumped on the PC desk, sat down looking at me and started to purr loudly. I never knew another cat who's able to purr just because she is happy to see you, without needing to cuddle her. She really is such a precious treasure for us.
Now we are going to sleep (it's about 1:00 AM here) and both the queens seem to be angry with us, because they know that we'll close the door of our room and they won't be able to stay with us. I'm sorry for that too, but if I let them come in the room they won't let us sleep because they would constantly walk on the bed, and over us, asking for cuddles!
Pan is telling me to say you "Hello" from him. I send you my biggest hug, full of love for you and your Mom.
Take care, Princess

Swan

Swan <silverswan@inwind.it>
ITALY - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 06:01 PM (CDT)
HELLO TOIREASA!!!
I FINALY managed to sneak on the computer while my owner was out.
It's me.. Bart... the cat. Remember me? i bet you don't!! Oh well... i'm here anyway to jump on you and cuddle and kiss you.
I've been really naughty lately. I chased a naughty Pollicle down the road yesterday, and ate all the food, then i woke my owners up several times during the night. It's funny. You should try it.
I'm also a little sad, my friend Simba who lived next door to me got hit by a car a few weeks ago. And he is now in the Heaviside layer. But i'm ok... i know he is still around. If you see him, will you give him a big hug for me? Tell him i miss him :)
OH... and if you see Grizabella... tell her that i'm a good boy and always do as i'm told. I'm never naughty ;)
Speak to you soon cute thing. Wish i was human so i could huggle you.
*nuzzles and purs*
~~Bart~~
~~~Bart~~~ <lisa4no1@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, England - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 04:02 PM (CDT)
Hi Baby, I find this harder to do each day but if you can be this brave so can I. I know that you are making every moment count and so you should, with every word and every smile you are making a memory for your wonderful mum to cherish forever, good night god bless sweetheart and i will talk to you tomorrow.We love you little girl and you will always be in out hearts.
Viv & Girls <viv.parker@btinternet.com>
Brentwood,Essex, England - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 04:01 PM (CDT)
Hey it will be ok,God is with you all the way even if times feel low you will know that we are out here praying for your safety,God Bless You
Brian <skubyru@cox.net>
- Monday, April 15, 2002 at 03:58 PM (CDT)
Keep beating the odds, Toireasa! If it's ok with you, I will pray for you, because I don't want to pray for anyone who dosen't want prayed for (If that makes any sense to you). I'm sorry that you're having such a rough time of it... You are a beautiful person. Your mommy is very lucky to have you, you must remmber that! Many people are praying for your safety in coming through this disease.
Even though I don't know you,
Love, Hugs and Kisses,
Theresia
Theresia Carrigan <theresia88@comcast.net>
Woodbridge, VA United States - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 11:36 AM (CDT)
Hello sweet princess!!! I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you today and always. I love you very much as do many people... Tell your mommy and Grandparents I love them very much also.
Love,
Kelly( Mark's mommy)
Kelly Salvador <kksalvador@aol.com>
Upper Marlboro, MD USA - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 11:18 AM (CDT)
I have never cared so much for someone that I have never met. One day, I hope that we get to meet so that I can share the lessons that you have so caringly taught to me and many others that have logged on to this sight. I do not remember how I got to this website but I have and that was a Godsend in itself. I send my love and peace for you and your family!! Hang in there...
Jason Grattini <jgrattini@yahoo.com>
Jersey City, NJ USA - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 08:28 AM (CDT)
Good Morning sweet pea,
How are you feeling today? I am thinking about you as always, Toireasa, and I love you very very much.
Mel
Melanie Auerbach <ma6083@aol.com>
- Monday, April 15, 2002 at 07:02 AM (CDT)
Hello, sweetheart. Just dropping in after work before heading to bed for a couple hours. I'm terribly sorry that you're not feeling well, and that you were sad. Can you ask your mum to give you a hug from me? And then, when that's done, turn around and give her a hug back. Since I can't show up on your doorstep and do it myself. You're a very brave little girl, Princess. And I'm incredibly proud of you. So I'll pass on my love, and the love of everyone else up here in the tree state. For you, Tess, and you Julia. Love, Hope, Faith, Trust, and Fairy Dust. ;) Hugs!
Erasea <erasea@lycos.com>
Sandy Point, ME USA - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 06:28 AM (CDT)
Punkin',

Just got the funniest email from my Dad, but your Mom will have read it carefully, because it's a tongue twister. So, here it is:

NAMES

Do you realize Bo Diddley’s folks are known as the Diddleys? Then, wouldn't Howdy Doody’s mother and father be known as the Doodys? Imagine being at a party and having to introduce the Doodys to the Diddleys? And keep a straight face? “Mr and Mrs Doody, I’d like you to meet Mr. and Mrs. Diddley. Mr Doody, Mr Diddley; Mrs. Diddley, Mrs. Doody. Mr doody, Mrs Diddley; Mr Diddley, Mrs. Doody, the Doodys, the Diddleys: the Diddleys, the Doodys – Scheeesh!

Then, just as you finish all of that, in walks Bo Diddley’s brother, Dudley Diddley, and his sisters, Dottie Diddley, Dodie Diddley and Didi Diddley. They’re followed by Howdy Doody’s sisters, Judy Doody and Trudy Doody. I’d never get through it. I’d be leanin’ over the punch bowl thinkin’ “Pahleeze, God, don’t let Rootie Kazootie show up.”

While in Hawaii, I was watching Don Ho’s show when in walked his lovely wife, Heidi….and his three brothers, Gung, Land and Hy.

Why are your eyes squinting like that?

Hehehehe....I hope that will get you giggling at this funny story!

Love, Lori
Lori Bouchard <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR USA - Sunday, April 14, 2002 at 01:29 PM (CDT)
Toireasa!
As Swan posted, I went with her to see Cats on Friday, me and Bronia had a great time watching Andrew Wright (as Victor) causing mischief, he was so funny!! We had a great time.
My CATS costume has arrived!!! Its an Electra one, so it looks like I'm going to be Electra quite a lot from now on ;-).
God bless
Purrs and huggles
Jenny
Jenny <jennysjellicles@yahoo.co.uk>
Nr London, England - Sunday, April 14, 2002 at 01:08 PM (CDT)
Hello Tess!
I am so sorry to hear that you aren't feeling well. I will continue to pray for you. I hope you start to feel better soon! I just got finished doing a lttle spring cleaning and it is starting to get warm now so I have to start unpacking my summer clothing! They are saying it will be 83 degrees this week! I hope you have a nice week so maybe you can go out and enjoy it. I just had my cat outside. She loved running around the yard in the warm sunshine. I brushed her as well. She LOVES that! Well, take care and FEEL BETTER! God Bless You!
Jen <rumpleteazer3883@hotmail.com>
Highland Mills, NY USA - Sunday, April 14, 2002 at 10:13 AM (CDT)
Hey sweet. Just returned home from church, and thought I'd drop another short note in. Before anyone wonders, no lightening didn't strike as I walked through the door. Though several of my neighbors looked as though they feared it may. *chuckles* There is no church of my denomination in Maine, that I know of, so I slipped into the local one. I'm sure all of the deities involved will understand.
The reverand was very kind, and allowed me to ask that the people of Sandy Point pray for you. We all spoke a blessing in your name, little one. Another small band rooting from the sidelines. Don't forget, little one, how very many people are thinking of you so often, and watching over you from afar. Love!
Erasea <erasea@lycos.com>
Sandy Point, ME USA - Sunday, April 14, 2002 at 09:21 AM (CDT)
Dearest Toireasa,
I'm am very sad to hear about what you are going through. I am praying. I don't know much else to say. I love you as I love my two younger sisters, Amy Hope and Virginia Kate. I hope that if I ever get as sick as you, that I will be as strong.
Andy (Sekhet) <fdwms@msn.com>
Moscow, TN USA - Sunday, April 14, 2002 at 09:05 AM (CDT)
Hi Princess, I just got back from Ohio today. I thought it would be cold there, but it was very nice weather on Thursday. I found a pretty red ladybug outside in the grass, and watched it fly away from my hand after I picked it up. It made me think of you; you'll fly away someday! I'm sorry to hear you've been feeling bad, and I hope the medicine helps you feel better soon!
Amanda Phillips <Jenanydot@aol.com>
Weaverville, NC USA - Saturday, April 13, 2002 at 10:27 PM (CDT)
Toireasa,

I'm sorry your tummy and head feel ow-ie. That is no fun. But I know something that is...today I planted a garden (well, really my mama planted it -- but I did dig around in the dirt!) I planted sunflowers and amaryliis, and lots of other things. I have heard the sunflowers grow fast. So I will watch them, and everyday they grow taller, I will think of you.

Love from Florida,
Lina Rak <vladanat@cs.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Saturday, April 13, 2002 at 10:09 PM (CDT)
Hi Tess,

Sounds like you had a wonderful day yesterday. I'm sorry about Pops, Shawn and I will pray for him too. WE are having a nice day so far it's about 70 something right now. We started our day with Shawn's dance class his teacher let me watch him today he danced so good he made me very proud. After dance we went and bought hot dogs, and drinks from the boy scouts. They aways taste yummy when they're cooked on a grill outside. Than we just walked up and down the street enjoying the nice weather. We're going to play some games and than maybe watch a little TV. I hope your day was just as much fun. God Bless, and I'll talk to you again later.

xoxox
Cindy
Cindy <sunsh54@aol.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Saturday, April 13, 2002 at 03:14 PM (CDT)
Hi sweetie, I've been checking your webpage everyday... You sure are a popular little girl... So many people love you very much. I hope you are having a good weekend. I am just being lazy and trying to clean the house, but not getting very much done. I love you. Give your mommy and grandma a hug for me. Talk to you soon...
Love,
Kelly (Mark's mommy)

Kelly Salvador <kksalvador@aol.com>
Upper Marlboro, MD USA - Saturday, April 13, 2002 at 01:57 PM (CDT)
hey beautiful.
just dropping by to send you my love, hugs and kisses.
You've been very popular latey havn't you? Look at all these posts :)
You've got a lot of reading to do young lady, so i'll keep this short.
The weather here in England is rather dull, but i bet it's a lot hotter where you are ;)
Keep smiling for me...
Lisa.x.x
Lisa <lisa4no1@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, England!!! - Saturday, April 13, 2002 at 12:22 PM (CDT)
Greetings, Princess Tess!
It is absolutely LOVELY here today! To quote another good musical, "The sky is so clear and the sun is so bright. How could anything possibly go wrong on a day like this?" 'Course, still a bit nippy, but... *smiles contentedly* Sun...

How very sweet of you to pause and offer a prayer for your neighbor, kitten. It's too bad that he's sick, though I'm sure he'll get better again. With you rooting on his side, he's bound to. :)

It's wonderful to hear that you're up and about and having a bit of fun. Take care of you, sweets! And big hugs to your mom, as well. Everyone's thinking of you both!
*hugs*
Erasea <erasea@lycos.com>
Sandy Point, ME USA - Friday, April 12, 2002 at 08:31 AM (CDT)
Toireasa,
I am very sorry to hear about your neighbor Pops: I am sure he will be ok especially with an angel like you living next door! Have you ever tried pineapple green tea? You must try it. It sounds gross at first but I have become very fond of it as of late. Even if you don't want to drink it the smell alone will brighten your day. There are so many people thinking, praying, and simply loving you Toireasa, there must be something very special about you.
I am sending all my love from DC.
Kate
Kate Tagert <kttagert@hotmail.com >
Washington , DC USA - Friday, April 12, 2002 at 08:16 AM (CDT)
Hi Toireasa,

Donut holes, coffee and party dresses, sound like you had one fun filled day. Speaking of donuts when we went to see the CATS tour last week we took the kitties some Krispy Kream donuts. Some of them were still eating them after the show, one of the kitties eat his so fast he still had some crumbs on his face when he came out the stage door. We also bought some donuts to bring home and boy were they yummy. I didn't have coffee like you I'm a tea drinker, but they taste a whole lot better if you dunk them in a nice glass of cold milk, you should try it sometime. I hope you day today was just as much fun, I have to go now but I'll be back another day. God Bless you little Princess.

xoxox
Cindy
Cindy <sunsh54@aol.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 06:17 PM (CDT)
Hey Princess!
Was just sitting here, realizing that it was still light out. We don't get sunsets this time of year, so much as fade-outs. Makes for lovely twilight times, though. Definately the best part of the day. For walking and swimming and... What? It's too early for you to go swimming? *chuckles* Yeah, I suppose. Though we have a group up here who go year round. Guess we've just got thicker blood, what with it being terribly cold for the better part of the year, here.
I'm not complaining, though. For all that it's boring, it can be amazingly breathtaking at the same time. And peaceful is always lovely. So I'll enjoy it and pass it on to you. :) Keep on smilin', little love!
Erasea <erasea@lycos.com>
Sandy Point, ME USA - Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 05:48 PM (CDT)
Hey there Tess darling,

Wow sounds like you had a fab day yesterday. All that coffee though...bleurgh!! Yuck..I'm not a big fan of coffee! Though those donut holes sound yummy..throw us a few across to England would you?!! ;-) Hey guess what..I get to go see the kitties doing their thing in London tomorrow!! I'm really looking forward to it!! Don't worry I'll give them all hugs from you! I think they'll be squashed flat from all the hugs!!!!
I'm glad to hear that you and Mom are having a great time and eating lots of nice unhealthy food!! Oh and wow..the steam train the other day sounded great too!! Speak to you soon, keep smiling!!

Lots of love, Kate xx
Kate Irwin <planetschmanet@yahoo.co.uk>
Cambridge, UK - Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 04:45 PM (CDT)
Hey Toireasa and Julia!
Great to hear that its beautiful over there :-). Here, the weather changes from time to time, at the moment, its a bit dull, but a *tiny* bit of sunshine.
At the moment, its very quiet, as my brothers are at school, i get a bit of peace!! Hee hee, I have to go back to school on Monday, but I'm graduating soon to go to college :-).
and **wow** look at all those nice people who are signing your guestbook :-). You're very popular.

Misto purrrs
Jenny
Jenny <jennysjellicles@yahoo.co.uk>
nr London, England - Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 03:27 AM (CDT)
Hey, Gigglepuss..!

Wowee, you really behaved like a princess, alright...dress up, eat and boss people around! LOL I'm glad you're up and doing what you liked doing. I bet springtime is the best time to be outside; it's not too cold and it's not too hot. My favorite season is fall. I love the sunny, cool, crisp weather after that hot, melting summer. :)

I don't know if I told you about my cats--I have 2 of them: one is Ember, and she is a short haired white cat. She's very queenlike, but so demanding for rubs and attention. She's very affectionate. :) Fella is a long haired orange tabby and he's quite a brat...he's always pestering Ember, but he knows better, when she smacks his nose to let him know who's the boss here! LOL

Oh, one more thing about Ember, when she try to get my attention: she'd stand on her hind legs, with her forepaws on the mousepad. Then she'd cross her right front paw over her left to pat my hand on the mouse and she'd say..."MEOWRRR?" One look at her big kitty eyes, and I'm gone. hehehehe...! Cute, huh?

Well, sweetie, you take care of yourself and enjoy every second in this beautiful weather you're having right now.

Love ya lots! *HUGS*

~Lori
Lori Bouchard <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR USA - Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 01:09 AM (CDT)
Wow look how full your guest book gets! I have told my family about you they all send their love/ prayers/ and hugs to you, guess what? a pollicle appeared on my doorsttep in al the rain the other day, yep yep yep a sheltie, my dog is still missing so we are now searching for my dog and this ones owners :) we are calling this young pollicle Sir Pouncival or pouncy for short, he is soo funny instead of running he bounces like tigger! LOL he is soo funny to watch. the sun is shining, its going to be a beautiful day today. well hugs and love from me my family, the pollicle and all my jellicles!
artisticat <artcat@ev1.net>
tx usa - Wednesday, April 10, 2002 at 10:07 AM (CDT)
Good Morning Sweetheart. You do not know me, but I feel that I know you through my daughter, Amy B at XTU in Philadelphia. I talked to your mom, Julia, by phone at Christmastime when she helped me order a J Crew gift for Amy B. I took an immediate liking to your mom. I had no idea that she was the mom of such a special daughter!! Tess, I see from your website that you are a pet lover. I am the grandmother to Amy B's puppydog, Lexie (a black lab mix). Lexie was a stray/sick 3-month old pup when she strolled up and adopted Amy B. Amy scooped Lexie up in her arms and held her as she slept for hours and hours. Lexie is now 4 yrs old and lives with me in Texas, but often 'barks' to Amy B by phone. Like you, Tess, Lexie is such a love. I often just sit and stroke her soft, black ears. Perhaps you can pretend that Lexie is there with you right now, lying at the foot of your stroller, and that you are rubbing her soft, shiny, black ears. Lexie is smiling at you now as you rub her ears.....You and Julia are in my heart, and I think of you both every day, and each evening as I stroke Lexie's soft, black ears.
Betty Brumley <bbrumley@kmg.com>
Dallas, Texas United States - Wednesday, April 10, 2002 at 09:09 AM (CDT)
Greetings!
One of my friends from a forum on Talis' website is getting married! I am getting over a bout with some pinkeye (a sickness) and am all-in-all praying for you and checking in on your web site about 1-5 times a day. I hope you liked my story, too. You're my heroine. Sorry for such a short message, as well. I've been up all night tossing and turning, and so I've finally gotten up and come to your forum.

You want to know something interesting about me? When I was six, only a little older than you, I remember that I finally was tall enough to reach the mantlepiece over our fireplace. I was so happy with myself for growing so fast! Unfortunately, that also meant I was big enough to knock over what WAS on the mantlepiece, but anyways, at least nothing was broken.

Hmm. I guess this wasn't such a short message after all. Well, goodbye for now, God bless you and your entire family, and try not to grow so tall that you knock things over when you walk by, like me. ;)

The Lord Bless you and Keep you. The Lord make His Face to Shine upon you, and be Gracious unto you.

Love,
Sekhet
Andy (Sekhet) <fdwms@msn.com>
Moscow, TN USA - Wednesday, April 10, 2002 at 07:09 AM (CDT)
Dearest Tess, I'm sitting here with Skamberval fast asleep on the table in front of me as I read your Mommy's latest note. Even though the news it not the best, it's good to know that we're getting it regularly. There were times when she couldn't post for weeks at a time, and I'd get so worried. Not that I'm not worried now, but at least I know what's happening. Marmelith and I hold you in our thoughts and hearts all the time. We, of course, hope that everything turns out all right, but we know that what God has planned isn't necessarily what we'd like. Either way, we are blessed to have known you, however briefly, and look forward to meeting you someday, either here or in the Heaviside Layer.

I confess that it's hard for me to write this without trying to simplify or sugar-coat things, as another youngster might need, but you are an extraordinarily wise young lady. You know that we love you, no matter what, and wish nothing but the best for you, whatever that 'best' turns out to be.

Take care, sweetheart!! Blessings to you, Julia, and all your family.

JelliclePat
Patricia G. Gerresheim <pat_gerresheim@prodigy.net>
West Shokan, NY USA - Saturday, April 06, 2002 at 11:10 PM (CST)
Dear Toireasa,
I am sorry to hear that you have had a tough time these past few days. You really are a special little angel. Please know that I'm praying for peace for you and for your family! Best wishes and love,

Denise Etc. <etceterasworld@hotmail.com>
NYC, - Saturday, April 06, 2002 at 10:39 PM (CST)
hi beautiful.
just popping in to send my love and kisses and huggles, snuggles and ruggles and many many more :)
love you sweety...
And Julia, you're both doing GREAT!!! Keep us updated please.
lisa.x.x.x
Lisa <lisa4no1@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, England - Saturday, April 06, 2002 at 08:04 PM (CST)
Toireasa,

This is your 4 year old pen pal Gabby from Alabama. My dad is writing what I say to you. I love you. I wish I could come over to your house and play and make it better. I liked to hear that your Angels said you will be fine. I believe you will. GABBY
GABBY STINSA <bram99@aol.com>
MADISON, AL - Saturday, April 06, 2002 at 06:27 PM (CST)
Hi Tess...

The trees are starting to bloom here in St Louis! Beautiful white pears, yellow forsythia and redbuds that are the most astonishing shade of purple! There's a squirrel in my backyard, I met him yesterday. He's a real city squirrel, all right...not afraid of anything...and he strolled right by me...bold as can be.

In the apartment building next door there's a cat who looks just like Buster..he sits in the window and chatters at the sparrows on the fence. He is SO silly.

I didn't know that angels painted sunsets....but I'm sure I'll know when you start painting them...they'll be so much more beautiful then...

I love you, sweet Tess.....
Denise <equineart@hotmail.com>
St Louis, MO - Saturday, April 06, 2002 at 06:18 PM (CST)
I went for a walk.
Deep in the woods.
The morning sun was bright.
The air was chilly.
I could see my breath.
The ruby-crowned kinglets (pretty little yellow and red headed birds) played, jumping from bush to bush. They chattered noisily.
The creek was full of rushing water. A small snake was trying to warm himself on a flat white rock. I touched him with my fingers. He was cold and didn't move. I sat on a fallen log and dangled my feet, almost touching the muddy water below...and I looked up.
The sky above was grayish-blue and wispy foggy clouds were slowly disappearing as the morning warmed.

I remembered what my Mom used to do when we were sick or when we were in pain. She used to hold our heads...for a headache...or hold our hands for a bee sting...or place her arms gently around our tummies for tummy-aches and say: "Dear God, let me have this pain. Give this hurt to me. Make this sadness and unhappiness leave my child...and give it to me."
And he did.
Every time.
The pain or sickness or sadness didn't go away completely. But it went away mostly. Eventually.
It always worked.
But then I would feel sad for my Mom. How could I let God give her my pain? Yet I wanted him to, when I felt so bad.

And then I grew up. And then I understood.
That's what Mom's do. That's why they are here by our sides or by our beds.
Mom's take our pains away. They are strong and can stand any hurt we wish to share with them.
And they WANT to share our pain.
It made my Mom happy. It makes your Mom happy.

The snake was still there, when I walked back up the creek. By now, the sun was very warm and it glistened off of his round black eyes. Slowly, I reached down to touch him...but this time, he quickly slithered off the rock, went between my shoes and was gone before I could turn around to watch. BOY, WAS HE FAST!!!
I looked at the sunny rock and thought, "My goodness...what a little of the sun's warmth can do!!"
My goodness, Tess, what a little of Mom's love can do!

Kid <Kidasher@aol.com>
Cincinnati, Ohio USA - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 10:15 PM (CST)
Hey Princess!
Not much to pass on this time about. Mostly worked today, we're already getting loads of tourists coming through (!!!) Other than a mock light-saber duel *with feather dusters, no less*, it was a fairly dry day. I did see a moose on the way home from work. He was standing just to the side of a large sign near the state park that says, 'Caution:Deer Crossing'. The poor fellow must have been lost indeed. But the park is Moose Point State Park, so he wasn't far from home. ;)
I hope that you had another fun filled day, dearheart! Hugs!
Erasea <erasea@lycos.com>
Sandy Point, ME USA - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 09:54 PM (CST)
Dear Julia and Toireasa,
I am so pleased to read, Toireasa, that you have had such full, fun-sounding days. It is so good that your Aunt Sheila is there to spend time with you, too. I liked reading about your adopted parrot and it made me think of a story I wanted to tell you -- but I'm kind of embarrassed to post it in your guestbook!

There's a pet store nearby where we always go to get food for our spoiled Ziggy and Gracie, and the pet store owner has a parrot, named Zeus, who is the King of the store. He's a gray parrot with some red on him, perhaps he is the same kind as your Cassie-bird? Anyhow, whenever I go to that store I always talk to Zeus, and even though he's usually on his perch way up high near the ceiling, he will often come down and crawl onto my finger to nuzzle me and say hello. He's a very cool bird! One day last summer, he walked all the way down my arm and onto my shoulder, and he stuck his tongue into my ear! Eeeuh! He stayed on my shoulder for a little while, and then when I was done with my cat food purchase, he walked back up to his high perch. I was so proud that he liked me enough to sit on my shoulder like that! Then I left the store and drove back home. When I got home, Glenn looked at me and said: what is that all over your back, Catherine? Guess what Zeus had done. He had pooped all down my back! Can you imagine? I was mortified. I'll bet that naughty bird was laughing his silly bird-laugh all afternoon. Well, I still like him, but I don't let him stand on my shoulder any more!

I hope my silly story made you laugh. All of you are in my thoughts very often, and I am sending my most positive thoughts straight toward your house in Philadelphia -- directly to the person wearing monkey-slippers!
Love from your neighbor, Catherine
catherine <catherine@his.com>
Washington DC, - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 01:20 PM (CST)
Heya munchkin :-)

Wow you've been having a busy week..sounds like tons of fun though! wish I was busy doing all that instead of homework and stuff. And you've got a parrot to take care of...I don't have any of my pets with me..but I just have a cat anyway..love her to death :-) I hope you keep having tons of fun...you'll have to have fun for me! You'll have to keep reading those Chronicles of Narnia books..they are some of my favorites..I love them! Well have fun kiddo I can't wait to hear what you've been busy doing next!

Hugs and kisses!!
Denise
Denise Fetzer aka Balurina <Balurina102@hotmail.com>
Moorhead, MN USA - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 01:19 PM (CST)
Hi Kitten, well you have been a busy little thing haven't you!!!!!,we're really keen to hear all the things that you have done and can't wait for the next adventure you have, enjoy yourself and don't forget to tell us all

Take care and keep smiling for all of us

Love you always Viv and girls
Viv Parker <viv.parker@btinternet.com>
Brentwwod,Essex,, England - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 11:50 AM (CST)
Hey, Gigglepuss!

Thought you could use some more giggling...have your Mom read this silly poem, ok? Here goes:

Once there was en elephant
who tried to use the telephant...
NO! NO!
I mean an elephone
who tried to use the telephone.

(Dear me! I am not certain quite
that even now I've got it right)

However it was, he got his trunk
entangled in the telephunk;

The more he tried to get it free,
the louder buzzed the telephee--

(I fear I'd better drop the song
of elephop and telephong!)

hehehehe...!

Lotsa love and HUGS

~Lori

Lori Bouchard <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR USA - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 09:13 PM (CST)
Hey Tess darling!!

I've never signed your guestbook before but I've been looking at your webpage and wanted to give you and your mum a big hug!! :-) Just sending my love and best wishes to both of you. You are a very special girl and a very pretty one from your pictures!

Lots of love to you, Kate xx
Kate Irwin <planetschmanet@yahoo.co.uk>
Cambridge, UK - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 07:26 PM (CST)
As we Jellicle cats gathered quietly after the Ball, our ears perked up to an unusual sound coming from far away, a name, similar to one no human research could discover, except this one was given to a little girl, and as Jemima sang about the meaning of happiness we held a picture in our minds of a beautiful little girl smiling at us. Cassandra searched the World Wide Feline Web and told us that this little girl is you, Toireasa and she told us all about you and your love for cats and even though we are in London, you are now part of our games, our rejoicing and our Jellicle Ball, and we send you all our love along with Victoria’s soothing purrs, Jennyanydots and Jellilorum’s expert caring, Tugger’s tickles, Bustopher Jones’ jolly chuckles, Mungojerry and Rumpleteaser’s cheekiness, Gus’ patience, Skimbelshanks’ attentiveness, Old Deuteronomy’s wisdom, Mistopheles’ magical powers, Grizabella’s memories and all my watchful protection. From Munkustrap, New London Theatre. England.
Jack Rebaldi <munkustrap@btinternet.com>
London, England - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 07:41 AM (CST)
Hi there. My name is Jean and I'm a friend of Lisa Wackler's. She asked her friends to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. I am so glad she shared you with me. I used to work for St. Jude Children's Research Hospital, so I know how strong and brave you and your mom are. If you are a princess, does that make your mom a queen? I've never met you, but you have touched me tonight. And from what I have seen on your web page, you have touched many others too. I hope you can feel the love of hundreds of hearts who care about you and your family. May it give you strength and peace. Take care and God bless.
Jean Kintisch <toddandjean@netzero.net>
Washington, DC USA - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 11:09 PM (CST)
Greetings Princess!
Ah, it's nice to see that you had a lovely Easter. I worked during the morning, but when I got home, I got to visit with my nephews, and we watched *you guessed it* Cats. Isaac is still too little to know what's going on, but Willy is 5, and he loves the musical, too. His favorites are Macavity, Tugger, and Misto. Pretty good taste, huh? He sends along hellos, and wants me to give you a hug from him. So... (((hugs))) There ya are, Princess. Straight from Willy-kitten.
Today was truly lovely, and made me think of you. In the early morning, it was terribly foggy, and everyone was walking around all glum. And then, all of a sudden, the fog and clouds were gone, and not only was there an amazing blue and sunny sky... There was also a double rainbow, right over my house. I wish I had a camera, so that I could send a photo of it to you. Truly beautiful. For some reason, it made me think of you, Princess, so I thought I'd send the mental image along, instead.
I read your mum's message on the Cats Forum. And passed the request along to everyone up here who's been rooting for you. You've got a lot of thoughts and prayers with you, sweetie. Just wanted to let you know we love you, and we're thinking of you.
Purrs
Erasea <erasea@lycos.com>
Sandy Point, ME USA - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 10:37 PM (CST)
Hello Julia and Toireasa

This is Amy B. with the 92.5XTU Morning Show. It was a pleasure getting to meet you at Christmas time and I can't thank you enough for all your help! I've enjoyed looking at your beautiful daughter's pictures and reading the journals on her website. What a strong, happy little family you are! How lucky to have such special times with a special little girl! Toireasa, tomorrow morning, between 8:00 and 8:30, we are going to mention your name and play a song for you! I hope you can listen! I'm glad that I have had the opportunity to meet you two and get to know your family. You're in my prayers!

Amy <amyb@925xtu.com>
King Of Prussia, PA USA - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 09:53 AM (CST)
dear ToiReasa, how are you doing? are you ok? love leo
Leo Wackler <gatorwack@aol.com>
Washington, DC USA - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 09:43 AM (CST)
Dear sweet carrot-top, today I saw that the white camellia that’s growing next to your side door in DC is blooming and is so pretty! I think it must have come out for Easter. Speaking of Easter, I know that you love kitties, but I’ll bet that rabbits really like you. Know why? Because your hair is the color of their favorite food! I didn’t see any rabbits in your yard, but there were some robins looking for worms in your garden. I’m glad you got to enjoy Easter with your family - even if it rained. Please tell your grandpa that I’m sorry we missed seeing him when he was here last week. I remember when you still lived in DC and you used to take walks with your grandpa, you always were such a pretty fashion-plate! Do you remember when I gave you the OshKosh bucket-hat, when you were three? I told you then that I wished I could find one like that for myself. I never have! Big hugs to you and to mommy. We are thinking about you. Love, your neighbor Catherine
catherine <catherine@his.com>
Washington DC, - Monday, April 01, 2002 at 03:25 PM (CST)
Hello, Princess!
Another holiday day, and another day with fever, but only in the afternoon. This morning I was fine, so Pan and I, and my sister with her children, all went to my parents' house. They live in the country, and the garden now is really fantastic. Flowers and grass everywhere and... guess what? Little chicks!
They are very tiny and all yellow (uhm, actually a couple of them are black), and when you go in their little home and bring them food, they all run towards you! There are about twenty of them and they were born about a week ago. Have you ever seen a chick when he is being born? It's fantastic. I just saw it once, but I will never forget it. First you hear some little noises from the egg, then you see that the chick, from inside the eggs, hits it with his peek and creates many little holes. And finally, with a big effort, he opens the egg and comes out! But in that moment he is all wet, so he immediately looks for something warm (his Mom) so he can dry his feathers. And then they start to look for food and water. Their Mom does not need to teach them how to eat, they already know by themselves... it's a real miracle!
And what about you, little chick? I wish I could be there and really hug you! But we are close anyway, aren't we? Pan is telling me to say hello from him too, and from Morgana and Ginevra. Did you like their pictures on the website I told you? In my opinion they are lovely!
God bless you, little darling, and bless your Mom too. Both you are always in my heart and thoughts.
Lots of love,

Swan

Swan <silverswan@inwind.it>
ITALY - Monday, April 01, 2002 at 01:43 PM (CST)
Heeellloooo Toireasa! It's us - Madeline Graciepants and Ellen. We talked to Grandma today and she said you were at the Science Museum doing an archeological dig === how cool is that! Of course, if I were near any bones, I'd probably just put them in my mouth (Ugh!).

My mommy wants you to know that I am just a terror right now! I'm crawling all over the place and trying to stand up on everything - Mom looks pretty tired:) But, I'm pretty cute with my new easter egg maracas. They're wooden maracas, but one's yellow and the other's purple, so they look like easter eggs - or maybe jelly beans. I just love to shake them, especially when mommy sings "boogie wonderland":)

We miss you like crazy and had such a great time with you in March. We're sending lots of big beijos and abracos.

We love you to pieces!!!!!!!
Your Madeline and Ellen
Madeline and Ellen <elle_brazil@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 01, 2002 at 01:10 PM (CST)
Hi Toireasa!
Finally Easter came. And guess what? I have a temperature! Fever! aaaaargh! I'm so angry! Not high fever, and I'm not feeling very sick, but enough to stay at home insetad of going out and enjoying this wonderful day. In this moment there is the sunset here, so all the clouds are painted of pink and red, and the sky is half blue and half grey. Do you like sunsets? I like them, but I prefer dawns, also because here we can see the dawn on the sea, and it's fantastic.
Today, Pan and I had lunch at his mom's (I still was not aware to have fever). You can't imagine how much we ate! Pasta, meat, vegetables, potatoes, cakes... I still feel my stomach so full! She also gave us two enormous chocolate eggs. I just miss the Easter Bunny, although I don't know exactly who he is... in Italy we don't have him! Would you tell me something about him? I'm so curious to learn who he is!
I send you my tightest hug and lots of love, for you and for your Mom.
Purrs,

Swan

Swan <silverswan@inwind.it>
ITALY - Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 11:49 AM (CST)
Hey sweetie!

Happy Easter! Did you get a BIG basket full of goodies? I got a BIG chocolate rabbit but I wasn't sure what to do with him...so I thought I'd ask you....do you eat the ears or the feet first????

Spring has finally come to St Louis....the trees are starting to bloom. Mind you, that doesn't mean that we won't get any more snow...it snowed here last Tuesday but I'm hoping winter is all done...I'm ready for spring. One of my friends at work brought in some pussywillows...the catkins were HUGE and SOOOO soft. I put them in water and they're starting to root so maybe I'll have a pussywillow for my new yard...

I'm sending you lots of hugs and kitten-kisses...love you SO much.
Denise <equineart@hotmail.com>
StL, - Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 04:05 AM (CST)

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