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Looking forward to an update and hoping you have a happy new year full of blessings and love!
Angel Michaela's Mom Kim ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <mssilky@paonline.com>
Lancaster, pa USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 7:27 PM CST

Driving by to wish you a

Charlene, Graham & BECKY
BEARS WHO CARE
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- Friday, December 31, 2004 12:07 AM CST

My dear sweet Austin
Another Christmas has come and gone without your physical presence here with us but oh, you are so with us spiritually, in our hearts and in our thoughts.
I love you and miss you.
Nana

Loretta Mego <loretta.mego @sympatico.ca>
Smithville, On Canada - Sunday, December 26, 2004 12:57 AM CST

A PRAYER FOR CHRISTMAS

God Give Us eyes this Christmas
To see the Christmas Star.
And give us ears to hear the song
of angels from afar

And, with our eyes and ears attuned
for a message from above,
Let "Christmas Angels" speak to us
of hope and faith and love

Hope to light our pathway
When the way ahead is dark,
Hope to sing through stormy days,
with the sweetness of the lark

Faith to trust in things unseen
and know beyond all seeing
That it is in our Fathers love
We live and have our being

And love to break down barriers
of color, race and creed,
Love to see and understand
and help all those in need.

Lord, bless those we love this Christmas Day,be they near or far away Bless those good friends who mean so much and those with whom we're out of touch. We bring them all to You in prayer, and ask You to keep them in Your care.

Please know that you are thought of, in a very special way, not just this beautiful season but every day.
Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 9:33 PM CST

Beth,Glen and all the kids Merry Christmas and all the best in
2005.Thinking of you always.Renata.
Renata Glusica <rglusica@hotmail.com>
Hamilton , Ont. Canada - Friday, December 24, 2004 9:49 AM CST

Thinking of you this Christmas,

Love

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Thursday, December 23, 2004 11:23 AM CST

Dearest Beth,Glen and Family
All the very best to you in 2005
You are always in my thoughts,
God bless you all
Its been a sad year for both our familys
Love Gerri
Gerri Charron
Hamilton, Ont canada - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 9:34 PM CST

Thinking of you...
Connie (BWC) <Bogeymama2000@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 10:41 PM CST

Remembering your Angel Austin this holiday season. You are in our prayers for a peaceful and happy holiday.

Smile Quilts Angels and all your friends at Smile Quilts <smilequilts@smilequilts.com>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 9:03 PM CST

Hi Beth
What a lovely poem!
I hope you are all enjoying getting ready for Christmas. Everyone here is very excited. We are almost ready, but not quite.

love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Thursday, December 16, 2004 4:02 PM CST

Well we had our first snowfall last week ~~~ not the snowman kind but got us in the mood to decorate. Are you all ready for Christmas @ your house?? Bet your letter to Santa is on it's way as know you've been extra good.
Take care, Charlene, Graham & BECKY BUNNY
BEARS WHO CARE

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- Tuesday, December 14, 2004 6:18 PM CST

Just stopping in to let you know you are all thought of often.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Sunday, December 12, 2004 10:23 PM CST

Beth,

I just wanted u to know that Austin has not been forgotten and never will be. Austin and the entire family are always in my thoughts and prayers. If u need anything at all, please don't hesitate to let me know.
((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))
Love Eileen A Bear Who Cares
Eileen <Lobosgirl@aol.com>
Levittown, NY USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 4:16 PM CST

Beth,
Was just thinking of you and Austin. Sorry I haven't been in contact for a long while. Hope you made it through the weekend OK. I'll keep praying for all of you, I know (too well!) it's tough.
Susan DeGroot (Charles' mom) <Homeagainfarm92@aol.com>
Mason, MI USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:14 AM CST

Beth,
I just wanted to let you know that Austin and your family were on my mind and heart on Saturday....blessings to you all,

love Tracey xo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:42 PM CST

Just stopping in to let you know we are thinking of you all and keeping you in our prayers.
Tracy Eckhardt (BWC) and Christopher <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:21 PM CST

I wish I knew what to say.
Thinking of you all as always
Nancy and girls
nancy <ngatehouse77@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 6:59 PM CST

May you feel Austin's presence around you and somehow be comforted, especially during these upcoming holidays. Everyday has to be hard, especially the milestones. I can only imagine its tenfold when you are surrounded by everyone else's holiday cheer.
Chris - Gooch's mom
Share the Love (formerly Adopt a Kid's Site)
- Saturday, November 27, 2004 10:26 PM CST

I have been thinking of Austin today, when I saw all of you at the store today nothing came out, I am sorry for that. I just thought I would sign in and say hi, and that my thoughts are with you today
lori prestney <lprestney@anvilintl.com>
- Saturday, November 27, 2004 7:55 PM CST

Hello all
I have been thinking of Austin a lot this week and hoping that you are all well. I wish there was something I could do to make today easier for you. All I can say is that Austin will never be forgotten....I remember best the happy times you shared on this website and the pictures of him smiling and laughing.
Thinking of you today and always....
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Saturday, November 27, 2004 5:35 PM CST

Thinkig of you today.
Renata.
Renata Glusica <rglusica@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, Ont. Canada - Saturday, November 27, 2004 5:29 PM CST

Thinking of you today and always... Remembering fondly the memories of Austin's laughter, smiles, quiet wit and genuine love for life. Cinnamon gum and diet coke wishes for you Austin...
Kristen, Camp Trillium
- Saturday, November 27, 2004 9:59 AM CST

Thinking of you all, today and always.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Saturday, November 27, 2004 8:48 AM CST

It's the 27th here to-day and we're thinking of you.
Love from all the Lambs
Corinne <clamb@ihug.co.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Saturday, November 27, 2004 3:56 AM CST

I know the weekend will be really hard for you all. You will be in our thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. Lots of love and warm wishes,
Sandy, Mark, Beth and Andrew
Sandra Turnsek <sturnsek@rogers.com>
Newmarket, ON - Friday, November 26, 2004 3:59 PM CST

My dear sweet Austin,

A friend gave me this poem. Its words seem to be coming from you to comfort those of us left behind.

SAFELY HOME

I am in Heaven,dear ones
Oh, so happy and so bright!
There is perfect joy and beauty
In this everlasting light.
All the pain and grief is over,
Every restless tossing passed;
I am now at peace forever,
Safely home in Heaven at last!

There is work still waiting for you,
So you must not idly stand;
Do it now while life remaineth-
You shall rest in God's own land,
When the work is all completed,
He will gently call you Home;
Oh, the rapture of that meeting,
Oh, the joy to see you come!

Always in my thoughts,
Forever in my heart,

Nana

Loretta Mego <loretta.mego @sympatico.ca>
Smithville, On Canada - Thursday, November 25, 2004 7:52 AM CST

Austin,
I was just sitting here and thinking of this time last year. I was over in England, as my Nana had a stroke..I wanted to say my goodbyes. She never regained consciousness, but I know that she knew we were there. I distinctly remember being on my uncles computer in the front hall, the mouse was broken and it was so hard to get to the CB sites that I wanted to check....I was so worried about you at that time and wasn't able to sign on, but I was checking on you!! I looked back in the entries to see the last time I signed to you before you took your wings, it was Nov 13 and what hope we all had for you, sweetie. Hope always springs eternal. I also see that I made a mistake on my next entry to your page (Dec 1), I put that Nana flew to Heaven on the 29th...but that is my mom's birthday, and I remember we were all praying so hard that she wouldn't leave on my Mom's birthday...she actually left on the 27th (I made a typo, I wasn't thinking clearly those days, I was so tired and sad), the same day that you took your wings...and then I didn't hear about you until Dec 1....everything is such a blur from that time last year. So now I feel even more sure that you and Nana met on the way to Heaven :0) I just wish that neither of you ever had to go...but you are both so loved, and so remembered, and will be all the days of our lives, until we meet again:)
love and hugs,
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:26 PM CST

Hi Glen, Beth, Aaron, Erika and Amber,

I hope that everyone is well, I have been thinking of
Austin alot lately........ it's almost been a year.
Where has the time gone? We think of Austin often and
pray for his happiness in Heaven. The kids talk about him
and ask about him.
Always in Our Thoughts and Prayers.

xoxoxo Michele, Mike, Jordan and Matthew <Mossette@hotmail.com>
Burlington, - Sunday, November 14, 2004 6:53 PM CST

Hi
I was just thinking of you all and hoping all is going well.
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 7:15 PM CST

Hi guys,
Hope your Hallowe'en went well.
I can't believe it is coming up to a year since our sweet Austin took his wings and flew to Heaven. He is so missed. Know that he is thought of so often, as are you all. God bless,
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
calgary, - Sunday, November 7, 2004 0:20 AM CST

Beth and family,
Good Morning! How are you doing? I was thinking last night how Austin has been gone for just about 1 year. I just can't believe it. Just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you all. Hope all is well. God Bless. Always in my prayers.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 7:17 AM CST

Thinking of you this Halloween

With love, Everyone at Post Pals

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, October 30, 2004 4:49 PM CDT

Just stopping by to let you know you are always in my thoughts.
Nancy and girls
nancy <ngatehouse77@hotmail.com>
- Friday, October 29, 2004 5:38 PM CDT

Hi Beth,Glen,& Family...
Just wondering what Austin will be wearing for Halloween. Knowing how creative he was we can all be sure that it will be something "real special"
Love
Nanny & Art <akirk9@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, Ont Canada - Friday, October 29, 2004 2:53 PM CDT

What a beautiful boy. I'm a new member of BWC, just stopping by to say hello. I hope you have a fun Hallowe'en! My kids are going as a pirate and a tiger. They'll probably only last 20 minutes out in the cold!!
Connie (BWC) <Bogeymama2000@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta - Thursday, October 28, 2004 10:23 PM CDT

Hey all - just popped in to say Happy Halloween! Have a wonderful time.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 8:56 PM CDT

Austin---Thinking of you and your family as Halloween is closer!!!!!
Hohni <hohniw@hotmail.com>
Elmore, Mn - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 1:00 PM CDT

I'm a new Bear Who Cares! I just read your son's history and he sounds like such a wonderful boy - you must have been very proud of him. You have beautiful children - the photos on your site are really good. I have a little 4 year old girl too (Alexandra) and a 10 month old son (Calum) - if Erika has started JK, I hope she enjoys it as much as Alexandra does!
Fiona (BWC) <finarda@yahoo.com>
Ottawa, ON Canada - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 11:49 AM CDT

Erika, Amber, Aaron..
Thinking of you guys alot today! Wondering what you are going to be dressed up as for Halloween, hoping you are excited for this very fun holiday! Callum is going to be a Blue Power Ranger, and Quinn is going to be Anakin Skywalker from Star Wars...I will send you pics after the big day!!
hugs,
Tracey and family xoxo
*Always remembering Austin*
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Friday, October 22, 2004 11:42 PM CDT

Just popping by to say we are thinking of you today & always.
Charlene, Graham & BECKY
Bears Who Care

.. <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Friday, October 22, 2004 8:02 PM CDT

Dear Davis Family:
Wanted to be first in line to wish you a HAPPY HALLOWEEN
Charlene & Graham
& BECKY BUNNY
BEARS WHO CARE
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- Friday, October 15, 2004 4:35 PM CDT

Just stopped by to say hello. Its been a while since I've been. What a wonderful poem to remember Austin's Birthday.

Heather (BWC)
Heather <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, ON - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 9:26 AM CDT

Thinking of you all today and hoping you had a wonderful family day together, with lots of turkey and all the fixin's:)
Forever remembering Austin, today and always,
Tracey and clan xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 0:12 AM CDT

Just stopped by to say hello, and let you know I think of you all often. Happy Thanksgiving!
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 10:48 PM CDT

Dear Davis Family: Just had to stop by & wish you a HAPPY THANKSGIVING
Charlene & Graham
BEARS WHO CARE

-- <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Wednesday, October 6, 2004 10:01 PM CDT

Wishing you all a wonderful Thanksgiving weekend :0) Eat lots of turkey, and tell lots of stories about Austin and smile for the love he brought into your hearts, and ours.
Tracey and family xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 7:59 PM CDT

Hello to All!!! I FINALLY found the site again. I've been through some changes since July and just now got back to a computer and back to the site. I hope the kids enjoyed the summer. I know my two were ready to head back to school. Austin, keep smiling down on Mommy and the family!!
Hohni <hohniw@hotmail.com>
Elmore, MN - Thursday, September 30, 2004 2:56 PM CDT

Dear Davis Family:

Hope your week is going well.
Charlene & BECKY
BEARS WHO CARE

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- Wednesday, September 29, 2004 9:36 PM CDT

Hi Austin's Family,
Just wanted u to know that even though Austin is no longer with us, he will never be forgotten. He has a special place in my heart and always in my thoughts and prayers.
(((((((((((hugs))))))))))))
Love Eileen A Bear Who Cares
Eileen <Lobosgirl@aol.com>
Levittown, NY USA - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 7:08 PM CDT

Hello family....
Hope you are enjoying many beautiful autumn days...just stopping by to say 'hi' :0) Remebering Austin as always,
hugs,
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Monday, September 27, 2004 11:24 AM CDT

Hi Beth,
As I was sipping my Diet Coke today and admiring just how
beautiful the first day of Autumn was, I began thinking
of Austin. How a year ago this time Austin was battling his Horrible NB in it's final stages........ I looked
up to that beautiful blue sky and thought of how he
was probably drinking his Diet Coke and smiling that
smile of his. It's is still so hard to believe.
I hope the family is coping well with the emptiness
you must feel....... I think of you very often and
pray that you make it through this huge hurdle knowing
that others love you and are here for you if ever needed.

xoxoxo Take Care, Michele <mossette@hotmail.com>
Burlington, - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 7:37 PM CDT

Just thought I'd stop by and see how things were in you're little corner of the world. Hope you are all well!
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 11:40 PM CDT

Beth and family,
Good Morning! How are you doing? I just wanted to let you guys know that I was thinking about you. God Bless. Always in my prayers. Hope you have a good day.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 6:08 AM CDT

Just stopping in to let you know you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Tracy Eckhardt and Christopher <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Sunday, September 12, 2004 10:27 PM CDT

Dear Davis Family: just popped by to say your in my thoughts & prayers.
Charlene
BWC
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- Thursday, September 9, 2004 8:15 PM CDT

Austin,
Hope you had a very special first birthday in Heaven, I am sure you were surrounded by many friends and so much love. I loved the special poem by Carrie, I am sure it is written just for you.
Miss you and love you,
Tracey xox BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 12:34 AM CDT

Beth, i was glad to see you joined the new site. It was good to read a post from you. It was such a pleasure to meet you in Chicago and spend the time with you. I have often thought of you and your Angel Austin. God bless you and you family.I'm sorry that had to be your post.
http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/lukesweet
Grandma Sweet <gailsweet@zoominternet.net>
Ashland, OH U.S.A. - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 9:09 AM CDT

Dear Austin and family,
I want u to know that although Austin u are no longer with us, u have a special place in my heart. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I hope your birthday was a special one, without any pain and with special people with u up in heaven.
((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))
Love Eileen A Bear Who Cares

Eileen <Lobosgirl@aol.com>
Levittown, NY USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 3:06 PM CDT

My son Alex and Austin share a birthday. I am sure that they were celebrating together in heaven. I loved your little poem. Alex passed away this past june 6 from NB also. My prayers are with you and your family.
Gretchen Lonero~Angel Alex's Mommy~ <glonero@comcast.net and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp/>
W. Newton, PA USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 0:40 AM CDT

Wishing you all a happy going back to school week. Hope you get the teachers you wished for & that all your friends are in classes with you.
Charlene & Graham
BEARS WHO CARE
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- Saturday, September 4, 2004 10:30 PM CDT

Hello to All!!! I've been away from a computer for awhile, but now am back. Happy Birthday Austin, I hope you had a great one up above. I'm sure that your family celebrated the time that they had with you. Keep your heads up and Smile!!
Hohni <hohniw@hotmail.com>
Elmore, MN - Thursday, September 2, 2004 1:19 PM CDT

Wishing you a week full of sunshine.
Charlene
BEARS WHO CARE

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- Sunday, August 29, 2004 8:28 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Austin! Maybe you've met my Kaylen in Heaven and you are having a grand birthday party with all the other loved ones lost to this disease.

Dear Austin's family,
Still thinking of you.

www.caringbridge.org/in/kaylen
Julie May <rilkay@msn.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 1:37 PM CDT

What a beautiful poem. Thinking of you all.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Friday, August 27, 2004 6:48 PM CDT

I hope you had a speical day for Austins birthday and that admist all the pain there was some joy. I am thinking of you and your family often. God bless and take care
Josie Pynn <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, ON Canada - Friday, August 27, 2004 12:18 AM CDT

Happy 9th Birthday Austin!!! We sure do miss you. I know that you are having an awesome birthday in Heaven and I really hope that Ashley managed to give you a big hug :-). I'm sure too that you were also with your Mommy, Daddy, Aaron, Amber and Erika. They had a beautiful day for you and I'm sure it was your gentle presence that got them through...
Love Ashley's Mum
Tricia <ktgoud@cogeco.ca>
Dundas, Ont Canada - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 2:38 AM CDT

thinking of you on austin's birthday. may you feel his warmth around you all day. thoughts and prayers, angelique parker
www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 10:37 PM CDT

Happy Birthday in Heaven Austin
Wishing you guys peace as you endure another day without your son
Chris - Gooch's mom
Share the Love
- Tuesday, August 24, 2004 10:12 PM CDT

I'm thinking of you all today and wishing you the best and remembering Austin and his wonderful smiles.
love Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 6:28 PM CDT

Happy 9th Birthday Austin!
Did you know a friend of your Mom's wrote that poem just for your birthday? Lots of folks down here are sending birthday wishes your way. I just wish you could share a humungous cake with them all!
Jennifer Click and Carolyn and Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 6:20 PM CDT

Glen,Beth,Aaron,Amber & Erika, I just wanted you all to know that my first thoughts when I awoke this morning were of Austin, turning 9. I am sure he is excited up in heaven to have such a BIG Party in his honour.

Austin, you have a Great Time at your party and play with your new friends and remember we are all thinking of you and miss you very much.

Aunt Louise, Mike, Christopher and Jeff <mejos@sympatico.ca>
- Tuesday, August 24, 2004 10:50 AM CDT

Praying for you today on Austin's birthday.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 9:38 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you on this special day. May your wonderful memories of this day bring you some comfort and if tears fall that's OK. Know that others care and keep your family in their prayers. God Bless!
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, Ont - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:59 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Austin!
Thinking of you on your very special day... Much love to you. Thank YOU for the blessing of the many special times and memories given to me for having come into my life. Thanks for the Pokemon games when I couldn't quite remember the rules... Thanks for the crafts when I never knew quite what your creativity was going to result in... Thanks for the giggles and grins when you and Ashley shared your private jokes... Thank you for the wisdom beyond your years that reminds me daily of the important things in life.
Kristen, Camp Trillium
- Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:28 AM CDT

Thinking of you today on Austin very frirst birthday in haven.Beth I got some think for you hope I could give to you soon.Renata.
Renata Glusica <rglusica@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, Ont. Canada - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:19 AM CDT

just dropping in to let u no where thinking of u on this special day be strong and take care are prayers are with u today and everyday
kim,dave young <leafgirl1999@yahoo.ca>
hamilton, canada - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 0:05 AM CDT

Calling all the angels---
it�s a special day today!
for Austin�s turning nine years old!
Here�s what he has to say:

"Mommy, please dry all your tears,
I know you miss me so
and if it had been up to me,
I�d never have chosen to go.
for I knew that you would miss me
and the things that we could do
and I wish I could have stayed on earth
and lived down there with you.
But, Mommy, now I�m well and whole
I sing and play all day
with all the angel boys and girls
who�ve come to heaven to stay
Lord Jesus holds us in his arms
and tells us of his love
he knew that we were hurting --
that�s why we came above.
I love you Mommy, every day
I send you kisses too
and some day you will join me here
and I�ll always be with you.
I�ve got to go � the party�s on
we�ll sing and dance and play
but I am always in your heart
and never far away.
Please find a way to celebrate
even if you cry.
Perhaps you�ll send me some balloons
soaring to the sky,
and I will know they came from you
and I�ll be flying near
I send you love and kisses too
I love you Mommy dear."

Remembering you on your birthday
We love you Austin, - Monday, August 23, 2004 11:36 PM CDT

Thinking of you all
Alison Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 8:43 PM CDT

Just here to send our love and to let you know you are in our prayers and thoughts. We love you! Keep fighting and dont give up!!

Best wishes, Angela, Lindsay, and the Hayne Train.

Angela <esmkz28@aol.com>
Memphis, TN - Monday, August 23, 2004 1:42 PM CDT

Hi Beth
It was great to see you all at the picnic at Webster's Falls. My parents were just up and we were watching the home movies that Sandy & Roger had made. There were some great pictures of all the kids including Austin who looked just like himself even as a new born (what a smile)! I'll be thinking of you all on the 24th.

love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Sunday, August 22, 2004 11:52 AM CDT

Just dropped by to see what you are up to.
Charlene, Graham & BECKY
BEARS WHO CARE

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- Friday, August 20, 2004 6:11 PM CDT

Hi everyone!
Just stopping in to see if there is any news on the Davis clan. I hope your summer is going well and the kids are busy with summer activities. Thinking of Austin as always, he will always be in my heart, as long as I am here. After that, hopefully I'll be meeting up with him in Heaven!
Hugs,
Tracey xo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Monday, August 16, 2004 11:48 PM CDT

Hi Beth, I just wanted to stop by and say hi and let you know that I often think of Austin and what a special boy he was! Take care! Blessings!
Angel Michaela's mom~Kim <mssilky@paonline.com>
Lancaster, PA USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 9:55 PM CDT

Hi Beth,
Just checking in to see how you are doing. You've been on my mind. Much love to you.
Helen <hchiu@microsoft.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 7:12 PM CDT

Hi Davis Family just popped in to let ya know your thought of today & always.
Charlene & Graham
BEARS WHO CARE
_________________ <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Wednesday, August 4, 2004 11:06 AM CDT

Just stopping by to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless and *warm hugs* ><>�<><

http://lightingchildrenslives.org

My website

*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children's Lives <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Sunday, August 1, 2004 8:55 PM CDT

Hello, just stopping in to let you know we are thinking about you and your family is always in our prayers.
Tracy Eckhardt(BWC) <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 9:41 PM CDT

Just popped in to say Hi & see what your up to.
Charlene & BECKY BUNNY BEARS WHO CARE

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- Monday, July 26, 2004 7:48 PM CDT

Wow! Can you believe it - summer's half over!! Hope you've had lots of fun so far!!
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 3:45 PM CDT

Im sending all my love to you all,

Love

Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, July 17, 2004 11:40 AM CDT

Hi Austin how are u.we miss u very much. we think about u everyday a lot.we were wondering how u liked the pikachu. well we misss u a lot.
Love forever Kayla and everyone else
Kayla <kevdude91@hotmail.com>
hamilton, ont canada - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 9:57 PM CDT

Hi Guys,
I've been thinking a lot about Austin lately, and I miss him more than I can describe in words. I had a dream about Austin last night, as I often do, so the first thing that I did when I woke up this morning is come on the site. I think this is actually the first time I've signed the guestbook, perhaps I had in the first little while, but its been years if I have.

Its great and emotional to see how many caring people sign the guestbook with love and prayers for our family. I don't think I've ever expressed this to you in words, but I will do so here because its easier to say; Uncle Glen, Aunt Beth, Aaron, Amber and Erika, you are the strongest people I know and what motivates for me to stay strong. I have the utmost respect for you.

As for you Austin; as corny as it may sound to you, and as much as you'd grin your little grin at me if I told you this in person, you are, and always have been my hero. I love you and miss you very much.

Love,

Devon
Devon Koekoek <devonkoekoek@hotmail.com>
Smithville, On Canada - Saturday, July 10, 2004 10:24 AM CDT

Thinking of you often. I hope that the kids are enjoying the summer, even though we haven't had much nice weather.

Heather (BWC)
Heather <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Friday, July 9, 2004 9:11 AM CDT

Hi Keeping you in our prayers
Charlene & Becky from
. <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Wednesday, July 7, 2004 5:42 PM CDT

Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. I was able to meet another NB warrior yesterday, Jonathan Watson, as well as his family. What a special boy he is! It was an honor to meet him, these kids are just incredible. I just wish I had had the chance to meet Austin too, I know I would have been blown away by him. Maybe I'll get lucky and meet him in Heaven one day.
Hoping your summer is going well and the kids are having fun and keeping busy with summer activities.
Hugs,
Tracey and family xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 10:11 PM CDT

Hope you all enjoyed a wonderful Canada Day weekend!
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Monday, July 5, 2004 8:17 PM CDT

Still thinking of you and Austin.

Stay strong

Heather (BWC)
Heather <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Monday, July 5, 2004 1:11 PM CDT

Hopping by to wish you a Happy Canada Day
Charlene & Graham parents of
BECKY
Bears Who Care
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- Monday, June 28, 2004 9:13 PM CDT

Austin- Hope you watched over Daddy and made his Day Extra Special!!! Keep your heads up and smile!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 9:55 AM CDT

Glen,

You were in my thoughts today along with Austin.
Here's hoping that your Father's Day was a Happy One.
I'm sure many memories were remembered today, and
I'm sure at some point today Austin sent you a
little message (or memory) of his own.

xoxo Michele <McMcDn@cs.com>
Burlington, - Sunday, June 20, 2004 9:04 PM CDT

Happy Father's Day Glen. We know this will be a day of mixed emotions, happy, sad, bittersweet....you are all in our thoughts and prayers.
Tracey xoxo BWC and family <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Sunday, June 20, 2004 6:00 PM CDT

Hallo :-)

Just stopping by to say hello and let you know we are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers....and always remembering Austin. I was driving to dinner with my girlfriend Lynn the other day and she asked me about BWC. I told her all about Austin and how funny he was, such a great kid, and how he put on the yellow gown and the gloves on his hands and feet and looked like a chicken!! I laugh everytime I think of that picture, he just had me in stitches, and from that moment, he had my heart :-)
Sending you much love,
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Sunday, June 20, 2004 0:51 AM CDT

Hi Davis Family: Sending you warm to help those flowers grow.
Thanks 4 the note ya left in Becky's Gbook,
Charlene Bears Who Care
, <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Saturday, June 19, 2004 8:07 PM CDT

I wanted you all to know I think of you daily.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Thursday, June 17, 2004 4:59 PM CDT

Just stopping by to let you know that I was thinking of you... and Austin this morning. Don't know that I'll ever look at a can of diet coke or pack of cinnamon gum the same way again :) Take care and I'll see you at Rainbow Lake soon.
Kristen
- Tuesday, June 15, 2004 7:16 AM CDT

Dear Austin Parents, and definitely Erika,
I know you all miss Austin very much, but there are memories that he left with u in your hearts that no one can ever take away from you. I loved Austin in a different way and I will never forget him. Austin, Erika and all of u will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Friends forever,
(((((((((((hugs)))))))))))
Love Eileen A Bear Who Cares
Eileen <Lobosgirl@aol.com>
Levittown, NY USA - Sunday, June 13, 2004 1:44 PM CDT

Hey: Wish you lived close to us as two doors up our friends have a wreath by their front door. Robins built a nest in the wreath & yesterday 4 hatched ...... they are so cute to watch!! Plus we have a baby bunny that comes about 6 each evening to munch on our grass. I'm sure you'd love watching all this :O)
Charlene, Graham & Becky B.
BWC
........... <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Thursday, June 10, 2004 8:37 AM CDT

Happy birthday Erika!! :)
I hop eyou had a wonderfull birthday little one. I think of your brother all of the time. And I bet he sure is the one that is putting the tickle in your heart.
God bless
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy(bratt) <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 9, 2004 10:32 AM CDT

Happy Belated 4th Birthday Erika!!! Hope you had a wonderful day. Now that the weather is getting better, you and your family will be able to enjoy the outdoors. God Bless!
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, Ont - Monday, June 7, 2004 1:50 PM CDT

Hope the start of your summer vacation is going well. Thinking of Austin daily....Keep your heads up and Smile!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Friday, June 4, 2004 7:39 AM CDT

Just popping in to say Hi & see what you are all up to. Are you still thinking of planting a tree/shrub in Austin's Memory??
Charlene Graham & BECKY
BEARS WHO CARE
.. <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Wednesday, June 2, 2004 9:37 PM CDT

With continued love and prayers,
The Thomas Team
www.ChristiThomas.com
Angela <email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Monday, May 31, 2004 3:36 AM CDT

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ERIKA SURE HOPE YOU ARE ENJOYING YOUR NEW DORA BICYLE. I SAW YOUR MOMMY WHEN SHE PICKED IT UP 4 YOU SHE COULD,NT WAIT TO SEE THE BIG SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND I,M SURE YOU HAD ONE 4 HER HOPE YOU HAD A GRE8T DAY LOVE KIM AND DAVE COCA-COLA DAVE
kim and dave <leafgirl1999@yahoo.ca>
hamilton, on canada - Sunday, May 30, 2004 8:44 PM CDT

Hello, just dropping by to send a hug to you

Love Viks on behalf of everyone at Post Pals

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 5:24 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Erika! It's hard to believe you are already 4 years old...What a big girl! I hope you had a wonderful party.
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Saturday, May 29, 2004 10:47 AM CDT

A one day late happy birthday Erica!=) I hope you had a great birthday. Take care of yourself and your family.
Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Saturday, May 29, 2004 8:26 AM CDT

Just stopped by to wish Erica a very Happy Birthday! Four is an AWESOME age!! I absolutely adore the picture of you and Austin too. One look tells me just how close you to were. I bet that you'll have a tickle in your heart lots of times on your birthday!!

Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Friday, May 28, 2004 8:47 PM CDT

OOPS! Sorry for the double entry (sheepish grin) I haven't done that in awhile!
Happy Day Erika!
Tracey xox BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Friday, May 28, 2004 8:19 PM CDT

HAPPY 4th BIRTHDAY ERIKA!!!
You are getting to be such a big girl, and you are just as cute as a button:-) I am sure Austin is there celebrating with you, in his own special heavenly way. We hope your day was just so wonderful and send you many birthday hugs and kissies,

Love,
Tracey Bear, Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxoox
Tracey xoxoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Friday, May 28, 2004 8:18 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIKA!!!! I hope you made a wish when you blew out those candles. I bet Austin helped you take a big breath and blow.....
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Friday, May 28, 2004 2:49 PM CDT

Have a wonderful birthday Erika. I know that Austin will be on your shoulder helping you blow out the candles.

Heather (BWC)
Heather <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Friday, May 28, 2004 12:50 AM CDT

HAVE A BIG, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIKA!
Love and hugs,
Sandy, Mark, Beth and Andrew
Sandra Turnsek <sturnsek@rogers.com>
Newmarket, ON - Thursday, May 27, 2004 10:04 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Erika.
Alex thinking of you today too.
He remember how many flowers he give to you at the Falls.
His planning to visit you this summer.He is asking if you got any snakes at your backyard.
The picture is so beautiful it could tell how close you and Austin were.Erika I wish all your dreams come thru.
Austin is always with you and we all know how much he Loved and still Love you.
Beth I thinkig of Austin and you today and alot of days.
I hope to see you soon Renata.

Renata Glusica <rglusica@hotmail.com>
Hamilton , Ont. Canada - Thursday, May 27, 2004 9:35 AM CDT

Well a big happy birthday to you Erika! I hope you have a great day, what a picture of Austin and Erika, boy do they look alike! Thinking of you often Beth
Lori & Paul
Lori Prestney <lprestney@anvilintl.com>
Smithville, - Thursday, May 27, 2004 8:33 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know you're always in my thoughts and prayers.
Marcia and the gang, Bears Who Care <marciat@sympatico.ca>
- Monday, May 24, 2004 9:45 PM CDT

Beth, I am ashamed to say that I have not checked in for quite some time. I think of you and Austin often, but have been a little afraid to check this site. I am so sorry about Austin. My heart just aches for you. I pray that God will continue to hold you in the palm of his hand- I will pray for you and the whole family. God Bless You All.
Jessie Vickers (mom of LOGAN) <vickers6@sbcglobal.net>
Acampo, CA USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 0:33 AM CDT

Thank you for the beautiful picture.
Hugs,
Lena {Bears who Care} <lena_butler@yahoo.ca>
- Wednesday, May 19, 2004 4:33 PM CDT

Hi Austin sweetie,

Thinking of you lots, miss you. Hope you will be celebrating Angel Harris' birthday in Heaven with him today (www.caringbridge.org/fl/harris), do you like chinese food? Harris loves it, so I am sure he will be having some for his special day. I hope your mommy, daddy, sisters and brother are enjoying good weather and keeping busy, we know they miss you SO much. I know you would want them to be so happy because you love them so much, try to send them special messages so they know you are ok,
hugs and stuff,
Tracey xox xBWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 11:53 AM CDT

THINK OF YOUS OFTEN. GOD BLESS! HUGS&SMILES HELEN
Helen Parody (b-w-c) <hparody@twcny.rr.com>
Ogdensburg, New York usa - Monday, May 17, 2004 9:52 AM CDT

Charlene @ BEARS WHO CARE
..
- Saturday, May 15, 2004 9:19 PM CDT

Hi Beth: It has been a long time since I've checked in, I really must apologize for that; it hurts so much to see you in so much pain. If it was not for you, Austin would not have had 5 more years of QUALITY living, you fought so hard for HIM and YOU ARE A HERO. I think of you, Austin and your family often. We went thru so much at Mac and I thoroughly enjoyed your company when we were there together. As well as how welcome we felt in your home during Jaison's hockey tournment in Stoney Creek. I thank you so much for that. By the way, they lost in the finals, they were winning 1-0 with less than 5 minutes to go when one of their hot-headed players decided he had to take a 2 minute penalty, BUT he could not keep his mouth shut and the ref gave him an additional 2 minutes and they lost 2-1. Oh well, that's how it goes. We really did enjoy seeing you, Glen and the kids, I also enjoyed sharing our special time reminiscing about Austin and looking at your special Austin cabinet. I really felt privileged to have you share with me. I hope you, Glen and the kids are coming to the HACS fishing derby, it really is a great day. I look forward to seeing you soon. Love Linda
Linda Girard <lmgirard@hotmail.com>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Saturday, May 15, 2004 7:28 PM CDT

What a beautiful picture and sentiment. It is so very true.
Stay strong

Heather (BWC)
Heather <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 1:11 PM CDT

Beth,
Your beautiful photo says it all.
Hugs and love,
Tracey xo
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 10:25 PM CDT

Just us dropping by to say have a great week & let you know you are in our thoughts & prayers.
Beth I'm sure this was the hardest Mother's Day you have ever been thru ----know that Austin was up there smiling down on you & saving a hug for when you all meet again someday. Soon the weather will improve & you'll be able to get out & plant a garden full of Austins fave flowers
Charlene Graham & BECKY
BEARS WHO CARE
......
- Tuesday, May 11, 2004 8:51 PM CDT

Hi Beth, I'm just stopping in today to wish you a day filled with happy memories of sweet Austin. You are always in our hearts and prayers.Blessing to you and your family.
Tracy Eckhardt(BWC) and Christopher <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Sunday, May 9, 2004 10:21 PM CDT

I am thinking of you this mothers day. I am sure with all the "happy mothers day" you are hearing there is that part of you that finds it hard to think of this as a happy day. But you are a great mother and even though Austin is in heaven this year I am sure he is up there with his paper and crayons making you the best mothers day card ever, and even though he cant give it to you this year, I am sure you can still see exactly what it would look like. You know Austins heart. You are in my prayers

Josie Pynn <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke , On Canada - Sunday, May 9, 2004 6:21 PM CDT

Beth,

Thinking of you today. I'm hoping that you manage
to make it through this Mother's Day with more smiles
than tears. My heart aches for you.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.

xoxox Michele <McMcDn@cs.com>
Burlington, - Sunday, May 9, 2004 2:57 PM CDT

My Dear Sweet Austin.
I'm remembering Mother's Day last year. You gave me a beautiful capricorn figurine but even more special was when you said, "Look in the bottom of the bag, Nana, there's something more" and there in the bag was a shiny new Looney dollar. I know how special that was because you always looked after your money, hiding it in secret places. I still have the dollar and it will always be special to me as is all the things you have made, the little notes and drawings you have given me over the years.
Each day brings a memory, some smiles and some tears but always the joy of having had you in my life.
I love you and miss you.
xxx ooo Nana
Loretta Mego <loretta.mego@sympatico.ca>
Smithville, On Canada - Saturday, May 8, 2004 10:12 PM CDT

My thoughts are with you as you go through Mother's Day without Austin. Know that he is with you, he is in your heart, as you are in mine.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Saturday, May 8, 2004 8:26 PM CDT

Hi Beth
I wish I could help in some small way but the best I can do is let you know you are always in our thoughts and in my prayers. Your memories of Austin are so precious. Thankyou for sharing them with us.
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Saturday, May 8, 2004 10:24 AM CDT

Dear Beth,

Such a beautiful entry you have written, so many wonderful memories you have. We know you are so, so sad and you all miss him so much. We are so sorry, and we wish we knew what to do to help you or to make it better but there are no words. Just please know that we continue to keep all of you close in our thoughts and prayers, that we will always remember Austin and that one day, you WILL hold Austin in your arms again...watch him play...help him plant flowers....stroll hand in hand...the world was a better place, and you a better person, for having known the sweet blessing that Austin was in his short time here. He needed a very special, strong and caring Momma, and he picked you! As bittersweet as it may be, I hope and pray that you will have a wonderful Mother's Day with your children, and with Austin in your heart and soul. God Bless and big hugs to you,
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxox BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Friday, May 7, 2004 11:35 PM CDT

To Austin's Parents,
I wanted to make sure that you knew, that just because Austin is an Angel, he is still thought about. This will be a hard Mother's Day for you, but always remember that Austin has left a lot of beautiful memories in your heart. I will never forget Austin, and he will always be in my thoughts and prayers.
(((((((((((hugs))))))))))))
Love Eileen A Bear Who Cares
Eileen <Lobosgirl@aol.com>
Levittown, NY USA - Friday, May 7, 2004 2:09 PM CDT

Mothers Day Prayer

I Pray for you that on this special Mothers day,
God fills your heart in a truley beautiful way.
And may, He in His reach from heaven above,
Flow the wonderful family spirit, of His love.
I pray He grant, truley sweet and Angelic care,
That you may know, He is, always there.
I pray within God's great vast Love for you
In life, daily onward, In all that you may do,
You feel His love, His strength, His peace,
This Mothers Day blesses a spiritual release.

Have a Blessed Mothers Day

Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
- Thursday, May 6, 2004 12:21 AM CDT

Dear Beth and Family
Your up date is lovely, After meeting you on 3F I can't begin to know your pain.Austin was just so sweet. When I looked at your photo album I see a little of him in all of your children. God Bless You All
From Nancy and Melissa Pacheco
Nancy Pacheco <nancypacheco3@hotmail.com>
Burlington, on - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 8:11 PM CDT

Just stopping by to look at sweet Austin's face. I can not imagine the heartache you all must be going through. You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Tracy Eckhardt (BWC) and Christopher <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, On Canada - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 9:38 PM CDT

Hi there. Beautiful journal entry today. It really gave us that never had the pleasure of meeting Austin in person a little look at what a wonderful little man he was. He'll be safe until you get there. Take care.
Paula Smith (BWC)
www.caringbridge.org/ca/judson
Paula Smith <jpjcsmith@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 3, 2004 11:39 PM CDT

Hi there. Beautiful journal entry today. It really gave us that never had the pleasure of meeting Austin in person a little look at what a wonderful little man he was. He'll be safe until you get there. Take care.
Paula Smith
www.caringbridge.org/ca/judson
Paula Smith <jpjcsmith@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 3, 2004 11:39 PM CDT

Beth: That is the most amazing tribute/recollection from a mother to her son that I have ever read. It was so sad, and at the same time so full of love. As you have put your faith in The Holiest of Holies, He will in kind fill that ache one day and reunite you with your beautiful boy. My heart is with you this Mother's Day; please know that I and my family will keep you, Austin and your family in our prayers. May the Peace of the Lord be upon you.
Tony Sonsini (www.caringbridge.org/ma/ericsonsini) <tsonsini@yahoo.com>
Fort Salonga, NY Usa - Monday, May 3, 2004 9:15 PM CDT

Sweet sweet Austin,
Please help your Mommy sweet boy. I pray for her every day. I know she doesnt know me, but you know I talk to you all the time about her. Please help her. She misses you so very much. I check in on you all the time. Every day it seems. And I always start to cry when I see your precious face.
Anyways, can you somehow let your mommy know you are with her??
Love and prayers to Heaven
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 3, 2004 2:48 PM CDT

Hi, What a handsome family. I am praying for peace and comfort for you. God Bless your family. Ellen Hanson

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Saturday, May 1, 2004 8:42 PM CDT

Dear Beth
That brought tears to my eyes. Wonderfully written. I just wish there was something I could do for you to make you feel better. Remember that I think of you and your family very often.

Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Saturday, May 1, 2004 6:31 AM CDT

No one expects you to be "O.K." Everyone deals with grief differently. You take all the time you need. You have other children that need you, but they are also dealing with what has happened. Austin may be gone from this earthly world, but he is still in your heart, that is what matters. Play ball, smile, laugh, tickle, hug...you know, more so then others, just how short our time is.....Hang in there, You are a strong WOMAN!!!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 8:42 AM CDT

Hi Beth, Glen and Kids,

I know u are all still hurting, but I wanted u to know that just because Austin is not with us on earth, he has never been forgotten and never will be. Here is something u might try and see if it helps. Take your right hand and put it on your left shoulder, and your left hand and put it on your right shoulder. Squeeze as many times as u want and it will let u know that u are never alone and never will be. I have Austin and the entire family in my thoughts and prayers.
((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))
Love Eileen A Bear Who Cares
Eileen <Lobosgirl@aol.com>
Levittown, NY USA - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 6:01 PM CDT

Hi Beth and Glen & kids
Funny, I haven't visited for a while but logged on today just after you updated your page. I'm sorry you're still feeling so much pain, but it's only been five months, after all. A good cry is good for everyone. I hope the arrival of Spring and summer will help to bring back the joy of life and all the good things around you. This earth is a fascinating and beautiful place. I hope you can find a way to take comfort in the wonderful things the world has to offer.
Love always,
Sandy
Sandra Turnsek <sturnsek@rogers.com>
Newmarket, ON Canada - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 10:28 AM CDT

Hi Beth.
Thats the first time I write in the gestbook sence Austin
went to heven,your updadet make me cry soo much.
I thinking of you and praying alot.Renata.
Renata Glusica <rglusica@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, Ont. Canada - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 7:29 AM CDT

Dear Davis Family,
Sending you love and prayers.
Hugs,
Lena {Bears who Care} <lena_butler@yahoo.ca>
- Sunday, April 25, 2004 11:58 PM CDT

Dear Davis Family: Just droopingby to say we are thinking of you.
Charlene, Graham & BECKY
BEARS WHO CARE
--
- Sunday, April 25, 2004 8:39 PM CDT

I continue to think of you. I too am suffering from grief of losing my child (to Neuroblastoma). I feel for you.

www.caringbridge.org/in/kaylen
Julie May <rilkay@msn.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Friday, April 23, 2004 9:04 PM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. Thanks for sharing your cute little boy Austin. My heart is sad for you because I know the pain of watching your child suffer and die with cancer. Austin doesn't have to suffer anymore. Thank God for that. You will see Austin again.
I loss my son Chad to cancer at the age of 13. I have been walking down this road for a long time but you know and I know
that some day we will be with our children again -- and we will keep on putting one foot in front of another till that day.
Hugs, Carole Chad's mother
I invite you to come and visit Chad and sign his guestbook.
http://chadpendergrass.tripod.com

Carole Pendergrass <philp@inet4u.com>
Henderson, N.C. - Friday, April 23, 2004 5:39 AM CDT

Just dropping by to say we are thinking of you

Send a Blooming Basket!

All of us at BEARS WHO CARE
..
- Monday, April 19, 2004 9:19 PM CDT

Checking in to see how things are in your corner of the world...
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Monday, April 19, 2004 5:09 PM CDT

Just dropping in to let you know you're always in our thoughts and prayers.
I love the pic of Austin with the cranes!! :o)
Sending lots of hugs for everyone,
Marcia and the gang, Bears Who Care <marciat@sympatico.ca>
- Sunday, April 18, 2004 11:07 PM CDT

Love Viks from BWC and Post Pals
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, April 17, 2004 8:33 AM CDT

I hope you all had a wonderful Easter holiday. We enjoyed the weekend with my parents and my aunt and uncle from Denmark.
Thinking of you ....
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Friday, April 16, 2004 10:24 AM CDT

Beth and Family,
You were in my thoughts and prayers over Easter, and I'm sure Austin must have had an awesome Easter with Jesus. It's great that Amber, Erika, and Aaron are getting mail. Sadako and the Thousand Paper Cranes is a wonderful story, and what a nice thing to make all those cranes for Austin. God bless you guys!

Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
GA - Thursday, April 15, 2004 10:08 PM CDT

Hi Austin

Just letting you know that you were in our thoughts and prayers during Easter.
Nanny & Art <akirk9@hotmail.com�>
Stoney Creek, On Canada - Thursday, April 15, 2004 1:32 PM CDT

Hello to All!!!! I hope the kids had a surprise filled Easter. I'm sure Austin was watching the Easter Egg hunts......Keep Smiling!!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 8:21 AM CDT

Hello everyone,

I hope you all had a wonderful Easter together. I'm sure Austin had the most amazing egg hunt ever, up in Heaven:)I was thinking of him and just wanted to stop by and let you know that. We keep you in our prayers and hope you are all doing well....
much love and hugs,
Tracey xoxox BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Monday, April 12, 2004 1:43 PM CDT

Thinking of you this Easter, Love everyone at Post Pals

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, April 10, 2004 5:59 PM CDT

Wishing you an Easter full of peace and smiles...
Tracy M. BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Thursday, April 8, 2004 5:48 PM CDT

Just stopping by to let you know you are still thought of and prayed for.

Heather (BWC)
Heather <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 12:09 AM CDT

Hello to everyone, Just stopping by to wish you all a Happy Easter. As hard as it may be without Austin with you, may it bring you some comfort to know he will be watching you from heaven smiling down upon you. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. I sent out a little something today for the kids, I hope it makes it on time.

Tracy and Christopher Eckhardt (BWC) <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 9:19 PM CDT

Hoping all is well with the kids and that they are enjoying, hopefully, warm weather in Canada.....Checking in daily, but not always signing.......
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 10:47 AM CDT

I realised tonight Beth that I have never written in Austin's guestbook since his passing. I believe you and I were brought together through our children for a reason and though the circumstances were the worst imaginable, I will be forever grateful that I can call you my friend. I will always be honoured for being a part of Austin's short life. Your anguish and devestation is something we can both unfortunately share but I couldn't have asked for a more compassionate and supportive friend than you. Thank you for everything you do, say and most of all for just being YOU! Thank you for being here this weekend for me while I struggled with Ashley's Heavenly Birhday. Our children have brought us an everlasting friendship and for that I am truly grateful... I miss Austin, I miss Ashley and I miss us being able to talk strategy in keeping our children alive. Through this bond we've now formed we help each other get through our daily lives without our precious children. You always know what to say, what to do and what to give... I am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart that Austin had to join Ashley in Heaven but I am comforted that they have each other.
With much love,
Mum to 'Angel' Ashley
www.caringbridge.org/page/ashleygoud
Tricia <ktgoud@cogeco.ca>
Dundas, Ont Canada - Sunday, April 4, 2004 11:26 PM CDT

Beth just got set up on internet. Read some of the comments.You give me faith. Sincerely
Marcie- Loretta's friend.
Marcella McIntyre
Binbrook, - Sunday, April 4, 2004 8:24 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know you are thought of often.
Tracy M. BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 4:58 PM CST

Dear Austin:

Not a day goes by that we are not thinking about you. Not a day goes by that someone looks at your picture on my desk and asks who is that cute young boy in the picture. You can appreciate that it takes a long time for me to tell them all I know about you. I do get carried away. We miss you a lot.

Nanny & Art <akirk9@hotmail.com>
Stoney Creek, On Canada - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 2:07 PM CST

Dear Davis Family: sorry I haven't been by in so long things here rather hectic.
Just stopping by with a wishing star for you to have a great week. We think of & pray 4 you all so often.
Charlene Mom to BECKY from BWC

-
- Saturday, March 27, 2004 10:20 PM CST

My dear sweet Austin,
It's four months today that you left us, not a day goes by that I don't think of you and miss you. I miss your physical presence;
your mishievous grin-
your infectious laugh (one couldn't help but join in
when you were laughing)
your teasing-
your oh so beautiful eyes-
our walks- where every bug, flower and stone had to be examined, any odd stone had to be picked up and added to your collection, the many bouquets of wild flowers that you picked to give to your Mommy....so many precious memories for which I am so grateful
I'm sad because I miss you but at the same time happy because I know that you're at peace, playing in heaven with the angels and your little friends who were there to greet you.
Please ask God to send His blessings to those of us left behind.
Your loving Nana
Loretta Mego <loretta.mego@sympatico.ca>
Smithville, On Canada - Saturday, March 27, 2004 8:42 PM CST

hi Austin it's Dustin i miss you.We all do and we all love you.We are going to your house tonight.We went to disney on ice during the march break.We hope you got our hamster that Kayla told God you could have he died January 16.We hope you liked our letter.
Sicerelly,
Kevin&Dustin
Kevin & Dustin <kevdude91@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, Ont. Canada - Friday, March 26, 2004 4:19 PM CST

Hi Beth
Spring is coming slowly but surely here...rain today. I hope the weather there is warm and sunny. Say hi to Glenn, Erika, Amber and Aaron for us. We think of you all the time and remember Austin in our hearts.
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Friday, March 26, 2004 9:39 AM CST

Dear Beth,

It was great to see you and to give you a great big hug at Disney On Ice. Thinking of you and your family and keeping Austin in our hearts.

Piera, Pete, Julia, Olivia, and Baby Victoria
Piera, Pete, Julia, Olivia, and Victoria <petebonn@enoreo.on.ca>
Woodbridge, - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 5:56 PM CST

Happy Spring to you all, I hope mother nature is bring some warm weather and sunshine your way. Just dropping by to say HI:))

Forever remembering Austin,
hugs,
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Monday, March 22, 2004 8:30 PM CST

We have been making paper cranes. We use magazine advertisements for paper, nice and colourful.
Hugs,
Lena {Bears who Care} <lena_butler@yahoo.ca>
- Saturday, March 20, 2004 10:58 PM CST

That is the most beautiful picture. Seeing the hugest smile on Austin face actually brought a tear to my eyes. I dont know if it was happy to see how happy he was or sad because he is gone. Either way just to see that wonderful smile was great. Thank you for sharing that picture with us. I hope you are keeping busy and looking forward to spring. God Bless you all
Josie Pynn (www.caringbridge.org/canada/ayden) <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, ON Canada - Saturday, March 20, 2004 6:09 PM CST

Hi, Just stopping in to tell you that when we were in clinic yesterday, the craft for the day was paper cranes. I instantly thought of you all with a smile. Hope all is well.
Tracy Eckhardt (BWC) Christophers Story <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 11:47 PM CST

Dear Angel Austin,
Beautiful boy. How many times I've found myself here at your guestbook. Looking at your pictures and praying for your Mommy. Can you help her from Heaven sweetie?? I think about your face all the time angel. I can only imagine how much you are missed.
God bless you.
Nancy
http://www.geocities.com/kellycountry2002/index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 17, 2004 9:19 PM CST

Just stopping in to check on you all. Hope things are going well.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 8:42 PM CST

Hello, hello....
What a wonderful surprise tonight, a special update and a great photo of Austin, with the cranes, how fantastic! What an incredible thing those great kids did for Austin, he sure looks like he was enjoying them:0) So happy to hear that Erica and the kids are enjoying their happy mail...spring/easter mail should start to come in soon:)
Thank you for sharing more special memories of our sweet Austin,
forever in our hearts,
Tracey xoxoo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Sunday, March 14, 2004 11:56 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know we have popped in for a visit.
I love the picture of Austin and the cranes. What a wonderful boy Marky must be.
We are still waiting here in Australia for our raindrops, maybe another few weeks.
Love to all
Colleen and Kaitlyn

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Sunday, March 14, 2004 1:35 AM CST

What a beautiful picture with all the cranes!
Hugs,
Lena {Bears who Care} <lena_butler@yahoo.ca>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 5:26 PM CST

Austin and Family-- Still here, still so very sorry for what has happened to your family. I hope the others are getting ready for spring time to come. I know that I've seen enough snow this year. Can't wait to mow the grass and stuff.....Keep your heads up and smile!!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Friday, March 12, 2004 1:03 PM CST

Sending bear hugs from me to you

Love viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Thursday, March 11, 2004 8:26 PM CST

We were at a wedding this past weekend and they played
Ave Maria...... how it made me think of Austin.....
The ceremony was beautiful and brought a smile through my
tears just as it did the day they released the balloons for Austin. I still think of Austin all of the time.
Thinking of All of You......xoxoxoxoxo
Michele <McMcDn@cs.com>
Burlington, - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 7:00 PM CST

Dear Beth
Just signing in to say Hi and that we are thinking of you and your family.
Love from your friend Karen
Karen Scharringa <SCalvinkaren@aol.com>
- Tuesday, March 9, 2004 6:10 PM CST

Dropping by to say hello.Hugs&Smiles Helen
Helen Parody (b-w-c) <hparody@twcny.rr.com>
Ogdensburg, NY usa - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 1:19 PM CST

Erika

The Easter mail will soon be on its way. I am so glad that you enjoy getting the mail.

Heather (Bears who Care)
Heather <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 12:57 AM CST

Just popping in to say we are thinking of you.
Hope all are well,
God Bless,
Charlene & Graham
BEARS WHO CARE <GCBBUNNY@SYMPATICO.CA>
- Monday, March 8, 2004 8:20 PM CST

Sending you hugs BECKY BUNNY
BWC
- Monday, March 8, 2004 5:54 PM CST

im sure you must get bored of hearing it, and i wish i could find something more orginal to say, but i AM thinking of you,

Love viks from BWC and Post Pals

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, March 8, 2004 4:53 PM CST

A flower from Amanda Panda for you all, Love Viks from BWC and Post Pals
Viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 7:28 AM CST

Oh I LOVE that picture with all those cranes!!
Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you all.
God Bless & watch your mailbox!!
Charlene & Graham BWC
-- <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Friday, March 5, 2004 7:47 PM CST

What a great picture. Austin had the most beautiful eyes - so expressive!
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor , ON Canada - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 9:09 PM CST

What a wonderful picture. It will be a wondrful way to remember Austins beautiful smile.

Heather (BWC)
Heather <momsathomex3@yahoo.ca>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 1:03 PM CST

What a great picture!!! (It wasn't up when I left a message earlier) The story of Sadako is certainly inspirational!
love Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 5:05 PM CST

HI BETH/FAMILY I WANT YOU TO NO THAT WE CONTINUE TO KEEP YOU AND YOUR FAMILY IN ARE THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.IT WAS VERY NICE TO SEE THE BIG SMILE ON AUSTIN FACE. HE IS A VERY SPECIAL ANGEL IN HEAVEN AND THE BRIGHTS STAR IN THE SKY LOVE ALWAYS KIN DAVE YOUNG
KIM/DAVE YOUNG <leafgirl1999@yahoo.ca>
HAMILTON, CANADA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 9:54 AM CST

I wanted you to know that I continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings and love to you in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 6:14 AM CST

Marky certainly sounds like a special friend....how nice to play nintendo with him.... It sounds like you both had a great time. Thanks for the update....I think of you every day!
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Ont Canada - Monday, March 1, 2004 3:31 PM CST

Hello,

Sitting here thinking about Austin, the cutest Angel in Heaven..shining oh so brightly:)
Big hugs,
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Monday, March 1, 2004 0:00 AM CST

Here's a poem that I liked that I would like to share with you.

An Angel Walks Beside Us

Angels live forever
far beyond our days on earth,
and every soul receives
an angel guardian at birth.
Invisible, these angels
never leave us day or night.
They know our fears
and whisper.
"Things are going to be all right."
They give us strength
and purpose,
keep our hope
and courage strong,
they fill our minds
with wisdom
and our spirits with a song.

And when the time
in this world comes
to reach our journey's end,
our angel walks beside us
like a kind, familiar friend.
And as we leave behind
the only place
we've ever known,
we see our angel's smile
at last and hear
"You're home...you're home."

Thinking of you always.

Kerry Case <k.case@sympatico.ca>
Barrie, ON Canada - Sunday, February 29, 2004 9:06 AM CST

Just checking in. Hope all is well.
Tracy M. (BWC) <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Sunday, February 29, 2004 9:02 AM CST

Hello. I just wanted to say that I still think of Austin and remember the lesson you both taught me about tasting the raindrops. Michaela has relapsed in the same areas that Austin did and we had a consultation with Dr. Maris about MIBG treatment too. Thank you for the lesson and for strength you show with your continued journal entries!
God Bless and send you a peaceful heart!
http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann

Dave,Kim, Michaela,Nicholas and Daniel Mease <mssilky@paonline.com>
Lancaster, Pa USA - Friday, February 27, 2004 7:09 PM CST

This poem was sent to me by my friend Debbie, Lakota's mom. I hope it touches your heart as it did mine:

I've seen you almost fall apart,
When you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
And watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
Then I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
Then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
Or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
While I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
We'll meet again one day,
Beyond the dark and stormy sky,
A Rainbow lights the way

Thinking of you with love and hugs,
I am both saddened and honored to remember your angel Austin on my heroes page.
Judy

Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 26, 2004 6:29 AM CST
Sending you all hugs,
Lena {Bears who Care} <lena_butler@yahoo.ca>
- Tuesday, February 24, 2004 0:34 AM CST
Hi
Just thinking of you and hoping all is going well. I hope the kids are enjoying the end of winter. I'm looking forward to March break soon!
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Friday, February 20, 2004 3:06 PM CST
Hello,
Just thinking of you all. Everytime I think of Austin in the yellow gown with the yellow gloves on his hands and feet, I just have to laugh! I am so sorry you don't have Austin here with you, but I know he is all around you, keeping watch over you, your own special angel above.

Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 10:00 PM CST
Just wanted to let you know you are thought of every day.
Tracy M (BWC) <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 5:27 PM CST
I felt an angel's touch today,
in the midst of my despair.
Twas sent by God, Himself, to say,
"be still and know I'm there."

To lead through days of darkness,
and light your way with love.
Be still and know, deep in your heart,
I'm reigning from above.

I'll lift you when you stumble,
I'm with you all the time.
I understand and share your pain;
remember child of mine,

The end is coming quickly;
the Lord shall soon appear.
To resurrect the righteous ones,
I love and hold so dear.

And bring them home, into a place,
where broken hearts are healed.
And promises I made to you,
will finally be fulfilled.

This life is but a spot in time,
a place for lessons learned.
Heaven holds the key to all,
your broken spirit yearns.

I sent an angel down today,
to show my words are true.
You're never far, beyond the arms,
of all God's love for you

I wrote this poem shortly after I lost my Jennifer. I want you to know I am thinking of you with love, and pray you feel the touch of an angel today!
Love and prayers,
Judy

Click on the angel to visit my web site: Catch An Angel

Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 18, 2004 2:37 PM CST
Just a note to let you know I am thinking of you and praying for you all. If I can help please know I am just a click away.
Love and hugs
Judy

Click on the angel to visit my web site: Catch An Angel

Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 17, 2004 2:35 PM CST
Hi Everyone,
Just popping in to say a quick hello and to let you
know that we were thinking of All of you and especially
Austin yesterday. I hope you had a lovely Valentines Day
and shared some beautiful memories of Austin.
Are the kids skating on the pond? It certainly has been
cold enough. Hope things are going well, we think of you
often.
xoxo Michele, Mike, Jordan & Matthew <MicheleMcDonald@sympatico.ca>
Burlington, - Sunday, February 15, 2004 2:57 PM CST
What a beautiful flower pot that Austin made, a treasure for you to keep forever! Hope you all had a wonderful Valentine's Day, remembering Austin always....

Hugs to all,
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Sunday, February 15, 2004 1:14 PM CST
Happy to see another update. I love to hear your memories of Ausin. He always holds a special place in my heart.

Josie Pynn <josie_pynn@yahoo.com (www.caringbridge.orgécanadaéayden)>
Pembroke, ON Candada - Sunday, February 15, 2004 11:28 AM CST
Remembering you Angel Austin. Sending hugs and love to your family today along with special healing prayers for them. Smile Quilts Angels

Smile Quilts Angels <smilequilts@smilequilts.com>
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 5:16 PM CST
Happy Valentines Day... Remembering, as always, the little man with a heart so big...
Kristen, Camp Trillium
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 11:55 AM CST
Just signing in to let you know I'm thinking of and praying for you. Blessings and love in Christ. I know you are still grieving and I want you to know that you are in my prayers as you grieve.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, February 13, 2004 11:52 AM CST
Beth and family----I'd like to throw you a big Valentine Hug and Kiss in Memory of Austin.....HERE IT COMES!!!!!!!!!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Thursday, February 12, 2004 2:50 PM CST
What a lovely Valentine card!
I think of you all every day and hope you are finding some peace.
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 7:36 AM CST
I hope that every day brings you a small amount of peace. You're thought of each and every day.
Tracy M. (BWC) <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Monday, February 9, 2004 9:07 PM CST
Beth & gang: just stopped by to wish you a & let you know I'm thinking of you
God Bless,
Charlene
BEARS WHO CARE <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Sunday, February 8, 2004 7:04 PM CST
Hello family:)

Just wanted to stop by and let you know I was thinking of you, and to get an 'Austin fix', I smile everytime I see that adorable face. I am so comforted to know that one day, I'll get to meet Austin in Heaven!
Praying for your peace, big hugs,
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Saturday, February 7, 2004 9:08 PM CST
Sending all my love, Viks from Post Pals and Bears Who Care

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, February 7, 2004 0:43 AM CST
Dear Beth, What a beautiful home page you have
with Jesus as if he is holding Austin in his arms.
May God always bless you and give you peace as you know
he is holding Austin tight in his arms forever.
Love Lou/mom to sherry/grandmother to Josh
www.caringbridge.org/page/josh
Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN. USA - Friday, February 6, 2004 8:40 PM CST
Hi All,
Just stopping by to say hello and let you all know we are thinking of you. Hope all is well, we would love to see whenever you feel up to it, Talk to you soon
Nancy, Kylie, Brooke and Mallory
nancy <ngatehouse77@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, February 4, 2004 8:25 PM CST
Beth and family

Thinking of you and your family that things are going well. Keeping you in my prayers.
Heather (Bears who Care)
Heather <hmanin5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 4:08 PM CST
Beth & all: just popped in to say Happy February I'm thinking of you.
Charlene
BEARS WHO CARE
- Sunday, February 1, 2004 8:04 PM CST
Just thinking of you all today...
God bless,
Just keep swimming....
hugs,
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Friday, January 30, 2004 3:34 PM CST
Hi All,
We're thinking about you and hoping all is well. Are the kids enjoying the snow?
Keep well, hope to see you all soon.
Love, Sandy & Co.
Sandra Turnsek <sturnsek@rogers.com>
Newmarket, ON Canada - Thursday, January 29, 2004 10:55 AM CST
Dear Beth & Family: How are you & the kids doing?? You are in my thoughts & prayers. Here are some flowers to cheer you.

Charlene & Becky B.
BEARS WHO CARE
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 8:13 PM CST
My Dear Sweet Austin and family,

As to the family, I will pray that u will not suffer too much at the loss of Austin. He truely is one of God's Angels, and not suffering any longer. I am sure u must have suffered maybe more than Austin did when he was going through all those treatments. It will take time, but try to remember that Austin is no longer suffering.

I will have u all in my thoughts and prayers.

If I can do anything for u, please don't hesitate to email me.

Love From A Bear Who Cares
Eileen <Lobosgirl@aol.com>
Levittown, NY USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 6:41 PM CST
Hi Beth
I was just checking in and wanted to let you know we are thinking of you. How are the kids doing? (well I hope)
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 4:46 PM CST
Beth,
Sending you some hugs.

Love,
Lena {Bears who Care} <lena_butler@yahoo.ca>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 10:39 AM CST
Hello to All!!!! I may not sign the site every day, but I'm still checking to see how your family is doing. Austin, I hope you are keeping a smile on Mommy's face and helping her get through this time without you there. Keep smiling and keep your heads up....
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 8:01 AM CST
Hello Beth. I was hoping you would have had another update. I was wondering how you are. Well I guess that is a stupid question but still I wanted you to know I am thinking about you
Josie Pynn <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, ON Canada - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 9:00 PM CST
Im sorry to hear about your angel austin he is a very cute lil boy! would have made a very good looking boyfriend for lil ashley his friend maybe they are 2 angel partners in heaven above!
Lots of Love Michelle
Michelle <holdyahorses_5@hotmail.com>
wa Australia - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 5:00 AM CST
Hi there. The song lyrics are absolutely beautiful. Hope you are doing well. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Paula Smith
Bears Who Care
Paula Smith www.caringbridge.org/ca/judson <jpjcsmith@hotmail.com>
Lion's Head, Ont Canada - Monday, January 26, 2004 9:44 PM CST
Beth
I hope all is well, you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Heather(Bears who Care)
Heather <momsathomex3@yahoo.ca>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Monday, January 26, 2004 3:08 PM CST
Hi Beth and Family

It was really good to see you at the Christmas Party. Jessa and I are keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers. Jessa will be Assis. Director at Rainbow Lake this summer and I'll be volunteering at a family camp. Hope to see you there.

Your friend

Martin
Martin Dooley <dooley@mcmaster.ca>
Dundas, Ont - Sunday, January 25, 2004 7:58 PM CST
Beth and family,

You are in our thoughts and prayers; we hope you find your peace.

Angel Austin...hi sweetie:) Thinking of you, especially after reading about one of your fellow club kids and his 'rules' of the room at hospital; made me remember some of your rules:) Can you spend some extra time watching over Conor, he could really use your help, as he heads into some tough chemo and prepares for a second transplant. Rally all the other Angels, Austin!
Tracey and family xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Saturday, January 24, 2004 10:54 PM CST
I checked on Austin for so long, reading your updates, crying and laughing right along with you. I'm still drawn to his page. I wanted to let you know how much I admire you for your "style" for a lack of words, in updating Austin's site at the end of his life here on earth. I'm so, so sorry you are having to go through this.

Brenda Glenn (mom to Hannah) DXW/NBIV 06/02 www.caringbridge.org/tx/hannah <wsu@wt.net>
Magnolia, TX USA - Friday, January 23, 2004 10:59 PM CST
Your family is always in my prayers

(((HUGS)))
Leslie Bear
Bears Who Care <theschmids@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:36 PM CST
Hello, Just stopping in to let you know we are thinking and praying for your family.(Bears Who Care)
Christopher E. <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:00 PM CST
Hi Beth, Glen, Aaron,Amber and Erika,
Been thinking ALOT about Austin lately.... the simplest
things must trigger you...... a moment in time, a certain
smell, a favorite tv show, a song, a certain food.... the
list must go on and on.......... we have not forgotten
him..... all I have to do is picture that beautiful smile
of Austin's and it automatically brings a smile to my face.
Hopefully time will ease the pain........ he is looking
down on you ALL the time. You are probably feeling guilty
with your new found freedom Beth......... don't be.....
Austin would be happy to know that you are now able to
spend such cherished moments with Aaron, Amber and Erika.
We think and pray for you often and still cannot believe
that Austin is no longer here on earth with us.
Lots of Love,

Michele, Mike, Jordan & Matthew <m_mcdonald@sympatico.ca>
Burlington, - Thursday, January 22, 2004 7:10 PM CST
To Austin

God saw you getting tired,
When a cure was not to be,
So he wrapped his arms around you,
And whispered, "Come to Me".
You didn't deserve what you went through,
So He gave you a rest.
God's garden must be beautiful,
He only takes the best.
And when I saw you sleeping,,
So peaceful and free from pain
I could not wish you back
To suffer that again.

Nanny & Art <akirk9@hotmail.com>
Stoney Creek, Ont Canada - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 3:54 PM CST
Hi! Sorry I haven't written in awhile, I've been sick and not feeling up to writing. It is so cold here. It snowed and snowed here today! Wyatt loved playing in the snow. He took his favorite toy (his tennis ball) out with him. He played and played for hours! Anyway, I hope you are doing well and it isn't too cold by you. Big hugs from me & Wyatt!
Love MJ -
http://www.our-sma-angels.com/Margaret/
http://www.caringbridge.com/ny/mjpurk

"A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing."
-George Bernard Shaw

MJ <TWEETYROLL88@aol.com>
ny hugs and hope, - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 11:02 AM CST
Beth & Family: just flying in to say I'm thinking about & praying for you.
Charlene from BEARS WHO CARE
cb <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Monday, January 19, 2004 5:37 PM CST
Thinking of you and sending the warmest of hugs

Deb Bingham <tartok@arach.net.au>
, WA Australia - Sunday, January 18, 2004 11:24 PM CST
Hi Beth
Just thought I'd let you know I was thinking of you all and hoping things are going OK.
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Sunday, January 18, 2004 7:46 AM CST
Beth & Family: love the new photos of the kids. Praying you are all more at peace as each day passes.
Charlene & Graham
from BEARS WHO CARE <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Saturday, January 17, 2004 10:06 PM CST
Hi Beth,
Thanks for posting those great photo's of Austin, Aaron, Erica and Amber. It really helps to bring us closer to Austin. We hope you are finding some peace; we hope the kids are coping. Everyday brings you one step closer to your Angel.
Hugs,
Tracey and family xooxxoxox BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 11:21 PM CST

Hi Austin: this flower is for your family to know that you are in the bestest place. I sure wish you could send us a note telling us all about Christmas in Heaven I bet it was awsome :>) especially getting to sing in the Angel choir. Do you all sing together or do the child Angels sing special for baby Jesus??

I'm glad you spoke to God about it being too cold & that we needed snowman weather I just bet your sibblings went out & built you a snowman. Today I built a fort for you & sent a balloon Did ya like it??
BB age 9
BECKY BUNNY from BWC
- Monday, January 12, 2004 10:31 PM CST
Beth & Family: just stopping by to let you know I've been thinking of you. I never knew Austin personally but you sharing all the photos sure helps us feel closer.
Charlene Mom to Becky B
from BEARS WHO CARE
BWC
- Monday, January 12, 2004 10:21 PM CST
Hi Beth, This is Madison's mom Laura .. I wanted you to know that i had been following Austin since the late summer my madison was almost identical to him. So many nights i wanted to write you but couldn't. I am so sorry. I am still reading your site. I understand every word said,this just isn't supposed to happen to us. Madison had her princesses with her on Christmas at the cemetary and this year Santa put a little note in her stocking. Nathan ( her big brother 8) was so excited to see that Santa didn't forget her. It gave me strength to get thru the day. I hope for strength of you to get thru your darkest days, if ever you need to just talk or someone to cry with i am here, email me anytime! In my thoughts and prayers. Hugs, Laura www.madisonsmemorial.homestead.com
Laura <arizfamof4@cox.net>
Gilbert, Az USA - Sunday, January 11, 2004 11:03 PM CST
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and photos. Austin was a strong boy - he fought hard. We lost our Daughter to Neuroblastoma in September. She would have been 5 in October. She is my hero - these kids endured so much.

Still thinking of you!

Blessings.

www.caringbridge.org/in/kaylen
Julie May <rilkay@msn.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Sunday, January 11, 2004 4:25 PM CST
Hi Beth
The pictures are wonderful...I really love the one of Austin with the diet coke! The songs from Pokemon are so touching and so appropriate for Austin. You have a knack for expressing your thoughts in such a wonderful way..... Thanks for sharing.
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Sunday, January 11, 2004 10:24 AM CST
Your caringbridge page is very beautiful. The pictures are adorable as well. My son, Harris, passed away 11-5-2003
at the age of 7-1/2. Harris was diagnosed with Neuroblastoma Stage IV a few days after his third birthday. I am so sorry for your loss, there is no greater pain than losing your child. God Bless.
Jan Coller
Harris' Mom
www.caringbridge.org/fl/harris
Jan Coller <capthnk@aol.com>
Miami, FL - Friday, January 9, 2004 10:48 PM CST
Beth,just wanted to say hi and want you to know I was thinking of you.Enjoyed the pictures.Hugs&Smiles Helen
Helen Parody (b-w-c) <hparody@twcny.rr.com>
Ogdensburg, NY usa - Friday, January 9, 2004 4:43 PM CST
I just wanted to say that those pictures are beautiful. All the children are so cute.
For now you just gotta live on day at the time. I'll be thinking about you.
Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Friday, January 9, 2004 4:24 PM CST
Beth what a great rememberance to Austin. Please keep us updated as to how you and your family are doing. The pain I know will never go away. Please know that by keeping us updated you will always have a friend to talk too.
Heather (Bears who Care)
Heather <momsathomex3@yahoo.ca>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Friday, January 9, 2004 12:39 AM CST
Hi Beth,
Thank you for the "diet coke" reminder... it brought a smile to my face and a warm memory to my heart...
Kristen, Camp Trillium
- Thursday, January 8, 2004 6:36 PM CST
Always in our prayers. The new pictures are great I have to add them to my Austin collection on the computer. The songs are also great. I am sure you see pokeman in such a different way now. I know I sure do

Josie Pynn (www.caringbridge.org/canada/ayden) <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, ON canada - Thursday, January 8, 2004 1:01 PM CST
Just stopping in to let you know we are thinking of you and in our prayers. (Bears Who Care)
Tracy Eckhardt www.caringbridge.org/canada.christophersstory <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Wednesday, January 7, 2004 11:48 PM CST
Beth,
Good Morning!! How are you doing? Did you have a good
New Year's? Your story today was very touching. Always in my prayers. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Wednesday, January 7, 2004 6:36 AM CST
Just stopping by to say hello and to let you know that you are never far from my thoughts. Hoping to see you out at Youth Group in the coming months...
Kristen, Camp Trillium
- Tuesday, January 6, 2004 8:30 PM CST
Hi Beth
Thinking of you and your family as you begin a new year without Austin. Thank you for the beautiful letters you have shared with us written to Austin. Hang in there, but most of all hang on to HIM!!
Your friend Karen
Karen Scharringa <SCalvinkaren@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2004 9:08 AM CST
Hi, Beth & Family
Thank you for sharing your letter to Austin. The pictures are just wonderful.
Eric and I want to wish you all the best in the New Year.
Love
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 8:32 AM CST
hi austin, today we went to visit you at the cemetery it was really sad because your in heaven and were still on earth and it made us realize how much we wanted you on earth. we went back to your house to see your mom,dad,aaron ,amber and erika and we got to see the beautiful cabinet that your mom bought to display all your favorite things. like your movies you like to watch,your favorite pokemon characters,the stuffed animals you loved and all the beauiful angels and things that came with the flowers,cards from everyone that loved you and more.i hope you heard everything that kevin,racquel,dustin,mommy/donna and I said to you today.lots of love kayla and family.
kayla <donna.barker@sympatico.ca>
hamilton, ont canada - Sunday, January 4, 2004 9:10 PM CST
Beth and Family,
Thank you for sharing the photos and stories.
Hugs to you all,
Lena {Bears who Care} <lena_butler@yahoo.ca>
- Sunday, January 4, 2004 2:16 PM CST
Beth,

Thank you for sharing your beautiful 'letters to Austin' with us....they help us to know him so much better, and we love to see his photo's, and those of Aaron, Amber and Erica also:) Wishing you peace, strength, health, happiness, love and healing in 2004.

Angel Austin....I bet you had the BIGGEST and LOUDEST pot of all in Heaven!! Were you making so much noise, so Mommy and Daddy would know you are ok? I bet there were the most beautiful fireworks in Heaven on New Year's Eve, and you were surrounded by all the other angels and saints as you rang in a new year!! Love you and miss you....

hugs to all,
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Saturday, January 3, 2004 10:04 PM CST
Hi Beth & Family: cute photos of Austin. I'm praying for all of you because I know you miss Austin muchly. Hope all is well.

BECKY BUNNY (age 9) from BEARS WHO CARE
bb <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
ONT Canada - Friday, January 2, 2004 4:43 PM CST
Thinking of the whole family at this time and wishing you peace in the New Year, which you so richly deserve. The family has been an inspiration in showing such courage at this sad time in your lives.
Lots of love,
Corinne
Corinne Lamb <clamb@ihug.co.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Thursday, January 1, 2004 9:17 PM CST
Happy New Year to you all. I know Austin is looking down and knows every word you are writing. The memories you have of him will be in your hearts and now ours forever. I think of you and pray for you every day.
Josie Pynn ( www.caringbridge.org/canada/ayden) <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, ON Canada - Thursday, January 1, 2004 5:36 PM CST
Thank you for the loving, healing thoughts around this season, Beth. What a beautiful tribute to Austin's memory! He'll always live in our hearts through your memorable journals and I wish you all the peace and joy you deserve in the coming year... with Austin close by.
Bunny Sawyer <csawyer1@cogeco.ca>
Hamilton, ON Canada - Thursday, January 1, 2004 4:39 PM CST
HiBeth,

I can't stop thinking of Austin, and your words to him were comforting to me. All of you are so brave (like Austin).

Love,

Jan
Janet Turner <jannron@sympatico.ca>
Burlington, On, - Thursday, January 1, 2004 3:26 PM CST
Dear Beth

I know that Austin had the biggest pot and spoon that he could find in Heaven. Thank you for your update. I wish you peace and comfort in the New Year to you and your family.
My prayers are with you.
Heather (Bears who Care)
Heather <momsathomex3@yahoo.ca>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Thursday, January 1, 2004 11:49 AM CST
hi austin this is kayla,jessica,rachell, racquel,dustin, kevin,rayn,gregg,josh,warren,donna and pal.we just wanted to wish you a very happy new year and we miss you and we love u alot!we will see you in heaven 1 day
lots of love kayla and all
kayla jarvis <donna.barker@sympatico.ca>
hamilton, ont canada - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 8:33 PM CST
Hi Beth
Happy New Years! Your memories of Austin at New Years & Christmas past are wonderful. I'll make extra noise tonight and think of him.
love Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 3:14 PM CST
Just dropping in to let you know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Marcia and the gang, Bears Who Care <marciat@sympatico.ca>
- Monday, December 29, 2003 11:38 PM CST
Beth,
Thank you for your lovely letters to Austin before this Christmas Season. I'm sure it really helped with the healing process.
How was your Christmas? Was it really quiet and retrospective, or did you do special activities with Aaron, Amber and Erica?
Ours was your typical Griswald Christmas from National Lampoon. I had Buddy and Cathy and their significant others for Christmas Day, with Turkey, stuffing and lots of coughing and fevers. Then, on Saturday, Mark's family arrived, with his mom throwing up in the hallway and dinner delayed while he drove her home. A weird Christmas with no snow. So much for the skating party we had planned!
Do you have plans for New Years? Will the kids stay up for 2004?
I am fully aware that life won't return to normal for a long, long, time. We will always remember that little angel Austin and his funny jokes and grins and comments. He will be with us forever in our hearts. But I hope that the ingrained happiness that has always flowed through your family will help to bring you all to a peaceful place soon. If possible, here's to a 2004 with new dreams and possibilities.
If anyone around me even dares to complain about the little mundain irritations in life, I never fail to remind myself and my loved ones that others must deal with much more than we do. You and your wonderful family are an inspiration to me and my family.
Love and hugs,
Sandy
Sandra Turnsek <sturnsek@rogers.com>
Newmarket, ON Canada - Monday, December 29, 2003 2:06 PM CST
Please know that I am thinking of and praying for your family through this Holiday season. Blessings.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, December 29, 2003 9:04 AM CST
Dearest Austin
Has it really been a month since you left us...it seems like an eternity and yet like yesterday. I miss you so! Not a day goes by that I don't miss your brilliant smile and the sound of your sweet voice telling jokes or telling me what you'd like to play next...I'll never look at all those orange balls without thinking of you. You were with us for Christmas, in our hearts and in our minds, as you will always be. I know you're in a better place and that I will see you again one day. The memories I have of you will be enough for now. I'm sad but happy at the same time for I know you're at peace.
I love you Nana xxx ooo
Loretta Mego <loretta.mego@sympatico.ca>
Smithville, On Canada - Saturday, December 27, 2003 12:21 AM CST
Thinking of you and wishing you the best....
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Saturday, December 27, 2003 9:46 AM CST
Im thinking of you, Love Viks from Post Pals and Bears who care

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, December 26, 2003 10:58 PM CST
hi austin how is heaven? i heard its a wonderful place,by my cousin candy who was badly burnt when her top caught on fire she went to heaven and then came back to earth because she was not on the list but you are and i miss u alot one day ill see you again when its my turn to go i hope your having fun and making lots of new friends.I've been thinking about you and i hope you had a Christmas tree up for Santa and so other people in heaven could give you some.Dustin real misses you and in heaven or on earth he is still your best friend.
lots of love kayla
ps i really miss you

kayla jarvis <donna.barker@sympatico.ca>
hamilton, ont canada - Friday, December 26, 2003 9:21 PM CST
Beth
I hope you had a good Christmas knowing that Austin was shining his stars down upon you. I hope that in the New Year your pain will ease somewhat and you will find peace.
Heather (Bears who Care)
Heather <momsathomex3@yahoo.ca>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Friday, December 26, 2003 9:21 PM CST
Dear Beth, your letters to Austin are beautiful. I'm so glad I got to "know" him through this website. I find it amazing how there are so many of these Caringbridge kids I have never met, but I feel like I have. Austin will always hold a special place in my heart. I'm praying for you and your family. God will give you strength and comfort.

Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
- Thursday, December 25, 2003 11:10 PM CST
I re-worded this poem for you & in memory of Austin:

I know how much you miss him,
for we know you loved him so
Can you just imagine Austin
up in Heaven with Jesus,
Being a part of the show??!!!!

I can't tell you of the happiness
or the peace Austin is at
But know he'd want to be remembered with joy
think of all those smiles
upon the face of your precious young boy.

Oh let your hearts be gladdened
and let all your voices ring
for Austin is spending Christmas in heaven
Soaring with the Angels as they sing.

We are all blessed for having known Austin via the internet &/or in person. He showed through his courage and determination that one should never give up. Austin was a hero whose long struggle with this disease will hopefully help the doctors who cared for him, have better outcomes for other children who unfortunately have this disease

God Bless,
Charlene from BEARS WHO CARE
CB <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Thursday, December 25, 2003 10:22 PM CST
Beth and family,

Wishing you peace and comfort this holiday season.

Angel Austin...Merry Christmas in Heaven, sweet boy! We are sure it is the most glorious Christmas ever and you are having the most fantastic time. We miss you very much, but know you are feeling so wonderful and painfree, and will be there to greet your family when it is their turn to join you. We love you.

With love,
Tracey,Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxox BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Thursday, December 25, 2003 1:24 PM CST
Beth,
Your two week letter to sweet Angel Austin was the most wonderful thing. I pray he can comfort you this season. God bless!
Ronnie Wood <ronniewood@comcast.net>
Scotch Plains, NJ - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 6:09 PM CST
Hi Beth.
What the wonderfull tribut to Austin.I think of him and your family alot.He was realy very special boy and now He is a very special Angel.
Beth I was so worry how you going to do without Austin,becouse I new how much you loved him,but now you going to be alright,beacouse you know He is happy in the haven with the Jessus and all his Angels friends.
Merry Christmas to all of you and Angel Austin 1 Christmas in Haven.
Renata and family.

Renata Glusica <rglusica@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, Ont. Canada - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 4:39 PM CST
HI beth & family,

It was nice of you to share your thoughts and feelings about Austin because we are wondering how you are all coping. You explained it all so nicely, and it makes us feel better to know about Austin's last day, and that you made it alright for him to go to Heaven. It would be nice, as you say for yourself and the other children to read about all this later.

Have a good Christmas.

Jan
Janet Turner <jannron@sympatico.ca>
Burlington, - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 2:07 PM CST

Thinking of you as my heart continues to break for you...

Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda, Hunley
**Connor's page**
<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God bless America! - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 11:38 AM CST
Thinking about you this day before Christmas. May the wonderful memories you have of Austin help you through this difficult time of year. I'm so glad you have the 'Austin drawings' and the memories of a very loving child even though he endured so much pain in his short life. May God watch over you and bless you richly.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, Ont - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 6:43 AM CST
Beth I really hope you continue to keep Austins page as many of us would love to know how you and your family are. I think about you every day. I pray that you have the strength you need to get through each day. The words you have written to Austin are absolutly beautiful and I am sure I am not the only one that enjoys hearing of your memories of him. I would love to hear more.
josie_pynn@yahoo.com <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke , ON Canada - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 9:23 PM CST
Dear Beth and Family:
What a beautiful writing you did for Austin. I could tell from your words and thoughts that you were so grateful to have Austin share his 8 short years with you and that he taught us all in his short time how to live, how to laugh and most important how to love. You are to be commended for each thought that went into that letter as I am sure it was difficult to write. As you were blessed to have a son like Austin, he was blessed to have a mom like you. Please know in your heart of hearts that you did the right thing to let him know that it was okay for him to go and to not hang on anymore, he needed to know that. May you and your family enjoy the peace and love of this holiday and take a moment to give each other a group hug. May you all find peace within yourselves. God Bless
josie middleton (james middleton's mom) <josie.middleton@sympatico.ca>
hamilton, on canada - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 9:14 PM CST
Beth & Family: just popping by one last time before "Midnite" Mass & gift openings (*well we actually do the childrens Mass & its at 7PM) To say we are thinking of you & of Austin as he smiles down on you with joy.
Charlene & Becky from BEARS WHO CARE
cb <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Tuesday, December 23, 2003 9:08 PM CST
Beth,
I don't know if you remember me telling you at the funeral that after the kids in the school yard let the ballons go, there was one balloon- a yellow one with a happy face that seemed to dance around the graveyard. I kept watching it and wondered if it was Austin's signal... he was saying his goodbyes with his adorable little happy face smile. Then the balloon took off in the sky- and again I think it was Austin telling us all that he is off on a wonderous journey and he is ok.
I know you know that. Thinking of you all a lot!
Kelly and family
Kelly Montague <kellysteve@sympatico.ca>
Oakville, ON Canada - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 6:31 PM CST
Dear Beth:

What a loving tribute to Austin. I miss him so much. Beth I just wanted to tell you publicly that Austin was truly blessed to have a mother like you. God surely knew what he was doing when Austin was brought into your life. You became an advocate for Austin in his courageous battle with neuroblastoma and educated all of us and in some cases even the doctors about the nuances of this form of cancer. When things took a turn for the worse which it did from time to time, it was you who gave us the courage to see the brighter side. We are all blessed for knowing Austin, for he showed through his courage and determination not to ever give up. He was our very own hero. He was what the doctors said a "miracle child" whose long struggle with this disease will hopefully help the doctors who cared for him, have better outcomes for other children who unfortunately have this disease.
I would like to share with you a poem one of my customers gave to me after hearing about Austin.

I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below,
With tiny lights like Heaven's stars reflecting on the snow. The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away that tear, For I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear,
But the sounds of music can't compare
With the Christmas choir up here,
I have no words to tell you the joy their voices bring
For it is beyond description to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart, But I am not so far away; we really aren't apart.
So be happy for me, dear ones, you know I hold you dear
And be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I send you each a special gift from my heavenly home above
I send you each a memory of my undying love.
After all "Love" is a gift more precious than pure gold.
It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.

Please love and keep each other as my Heavenly Father said to do,
For I can't count the blessings or Love He has for each of you, So have a Merry Christmas, and wipe away that tear.
Remember, I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

God Bless you Beth and my Son Glen.
Nanny & Art <akirk9@hotmail.com>
Stoney Creek, Ont Canada - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 10:48 AM CST
Another angel takes flight.

My deepest, most sincere sympathy and condolences to each and every one of you!! Austin was a fighter, there is no doubt about that! He is now pain free, free to fly in the Heavens and watch over all of you!
We lost our precious Pam on Oct. 7, 2003, so I know what you are going through. There are no words that can ease the pain.
I would just like to share a saying that was on the card my wife Diane picked out, and we bought for Pam:

If you were a star
That wasn�t expected back
In the universe
For a thousand years,
I�d wait.

If you were the sky
And everyone went inside
When you got sad
And started to rain,
I�d stay.

And if you were a peach
And the world decided to get rid of all peaches,
I�d pick you up,
Put you in my pocket�

AND KEEP YOU��..FOREVER.

I would also like to share, with you and your family, a poem that was put on Pams website:
God's Garden

God looked around His garden
And found an empty place
He then looked down upon the earth
And saw your tired face

He put His arms around you
And lifted you to rest
God's garden must be beautiful,
He always takes the best

He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain,
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again.

He saw the road was getting rough
And the hills were hard to climb
So He closed your weary eyelids,
And whispered "Peace Be Thine."

It breaks our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.

You are all in our prayers. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

Frank father of ANGEL Pam (www.caringbridge.org/ny/pamostrowski) <frmurato@nyct.com>
SYOSSET, NY USA - Monday, December 22, 2003 10:03 AM CST
Hi Beth
What wonderful letters to Austin! Thankyou for sharing.
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Monday, December 22, 2003 9:52 AM CST
Beth, Glen, and Family,
Sending you love and warm hugs.
Lena {Bears who Care} <lena_butler@yahoo.ca>
- Sunday, December 21, 2003 11:22 PM CST
Beth
What a beautiful tribute to Austin. I am sure that he is looking down from heaven making sure that you decorate the tree just right. I wish you all the best this holiday season I know that it will be hard. Find peace in the fact that many people are thinking of you and your family at this time. Please also it is nice to see the updates I will continue to stop in to see how you and your family are doing.
Heather (Bears who Care)
Heather <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Sunday, December 21, 2003 8:27 PM CST
Beth, Glen & Family: Thinking of you all missing Austin. It looks like you are at peace re Austin spending Christmas in heaven. I think he knew he might not be with you when he put that gift in the box for you when setting up the tree~~~~~~~~~~~what a lovely thing to do :o) I'm going to have my Mother & Father in law do that for Becky.
Your idea of posting his photo weekly & keeping the site open for his sibblings is great :>)
Please know that you are all in my thoughts & prayers. ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Mama Bear 4 BEARS WHO CARE
Charlene <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
Ont. - Sunday, December 21, 2003 7:33 PM CST
Hi Beth, Glen and Kids
Thank you so much for your Dec.8th and 19th updates.
I am so glad you seem to be at pease now, with Austin's passing, Beth, and I hope you will smile every time you think of him.
Eric and I wish you and your family a peaceful Christmas and a wonderful New Year.
Love
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont - Sunday, December 21, 2003 12:40 AM CST
Beth and family
Just thought I'd drop by and wish you guys peace and love in this holiday season. Beth it's so good to read that you are at peace with Austin being "at peace". This'll be a tough Christmas I'm sure, but remember that we'll all be thinking of you guys and sending thoughts and prayers your way.

Ingrid Louwerse <louwerse@sympatico.ca>
Waterdown, ON - Saturday, December 20, 2003 8:22 PM CST
Thinking of you this Christmas season,praying for peace and for strength to get you through.
Blessings to your whole family, we will never forget Austin, now or at any other time of year.
Hugs,
Tracey xoxox BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Saturday, December 20, 2003 3:01 AM CST
Happy Holidays!!! Thinking of you daily!!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Friday, December 19, 2003 12:49 AM CST
Thinking of & praying for you all at this most difficult of Christmases.
MAMA BEAR
co-owner BEARS WHO CARE
& LITTLE BEAR
volunteer kid BWC
aka Charlene <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Wednesday, December 17, 2003 7:39 PM CST
I think of your family in my prayers everyday.

Heather (Bears who Care)
Heather <momsathomex3@yahoo.ca>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 11:16 AM CST
Stopping to try to spread a little holiday spirit around during this most difficult of times. I know your pain and suffering all too well, however we lost parents must go on. GOD BLESS. Your in our thoughts and prayers as we send lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW. (forever missing our precious angels)
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 9:52 AM CST
Dear Beth
My sincere sympathy goes out to you and the rest of Austin's family.
It is one year since I first met Austin down on the radiation floor and he touched my heart in a way I can't explain. He made me feel so humble and made me realize how grateful I should be to have three beautiful healthy grandchildren and also realize as you well know how quickly all that can change at a moments notice.
I felt compelled to do something which I hoped would give Austin some enjoyment as he bravely battled his relentless disease. That is when my mission began to provide him with an increased number of channels on his TV so he could watch the same shows at home as he did in hospital. Our hope is that it did give him some enjoyment over the past year.
My thoughts and prayers are with you as you face Christmas without him. This will be a difficult time for each of you but now it is your turn to be brave and face what lies ahead with the same courage that we saw in Austin on a daily basis.
Thinking of you often

Millie Wagenaar <gwagenaar@cogeco.ca>
Grimsby, Ont - Monday, December 15, 2003 6:50 PM CST
Thinking of you all every day....
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Monday, December 15, 2003 4:43 PM CST
Hello All!!! I hope everything is going as well as can be expected. You have a very special Christmas Angel watching over you. I know that probably doesn't help right now, but know that there are many people watching, following and hoping that you have a Merry Christmas....
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, Mn - Monday, December 15, 2003 10:26 AM CST
Signing in to let you know you are still in my thoughts and prayers as you face this difficult time. Blessings and love to you in Christ. I will continue to check in on you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, December 15, 2003 0:10 AM CST
We will be lighting a candle for Austin on Sunday - You are all in our thoughts and prayers
Leslie Bears who Care <theschmids@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Saturday, December 13, 2003 5:41 PM CST
Dear Glen and Beth,
I'm sure that Charles and Austin have played Legos together already :) I will continue to pray for you. Been there, done that--so please feel you can contact me if you need someone who's walking down the same road (so glad you and Tricia are friends, she will be a wonderful help for you.) Life is tough, but God is faithful.
Susan DeGroot (Angel Charles' mom:)) <Homeagainfarm92@aol.com>
Mason, MI US - Saturday, December 13, 2003 4:54 PM CST
I am sorry that you have lost your precious child, Austin. I pray that God will grant you peace and comfort always. I know you will miss him and will be looking forward to the day when you will see Austin in heaven with our Lord.

Debra (Feathers 'n Smiles Texas)
Debra Standiford <kds94@cox.net>
Canyon, TX USA - Saturday, December 13, 2003 0:14 AM CST
Beth & Glen: as this Sunday December 14th is Children's Memorial Day; [24 hour World Wide Candle Lighting @7PM (in all time zones)]
I want you to know I'll be lighting a candle in Austin's Memory.
Charlene co-owner BEARS WHO CARE
Charlene
Ont Canada - Friday, December 12, 2003 8:29 PM CST
I am very sorry to hear about Austin. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Friday, December 12, 2003 4:49 PM CST
You are in my thoughts and prayers,
Lena {Bears who Care} <lena_butler@yahoo.ca>
- Thursday, December 11, 2003 9:23 PM CST
I gently wrap warm thoughts of you
in my christmas prayers
For Heaven to smile on you
For Angels to watch over you
and the love of Jesus to fill your heart
Have A Merry Christmas

God Bless You And Your Family This Holiday

Chris Ullrich - Grand-daughter dx with AML M5 <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
Hemingford, Ne USA - Thursday, December 11, 2003 8:04 PM CST
I just had to stop by and let you know that I'm praying for you every day that you will find peace and a little joy this holiday season. I can't imagine what you are going through right now, but I am sure that Austin would want you to enjoy the holidays. He will be giving you each a hug from heaven.
Lisa
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, December 11, 2003 5:14 PM CST
u r in my prayers....
Shameka Roberts <shamookar@aol.com>
New smyrna, FL - Thursday, December 11, 2003 2:45 PM CST
You's are in my prayers.Just know you are being thought of.hugs Helen
Helen Parody (B-W-C) <hparody@twcny.rr.com>
ogdensburg, NY USA - Thursday, December 11, 2003 11:46 AM CST
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
(Bears who Care)
Tracy Eckhardt www.caringbridge.org/canada/christophersstory <teckhadt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 11:11 PM CST
Although you do not know me, I also have a heavenly Angel (daughter) and know how hard these holidays are. God be with you and keep you ~

"In Memory of Katie"
Sherry C. ~ Hugs and Hope <southernhalo_14@hotmail.com>
GA USA - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 6:51 PM CST
Glen, Beth and family

I hope that these messages give you some peace to know that you are not along in your grief. Even though I don't know you personally I hope that in your journey ahead you find peace.
Heather (Bears who Care)
Heather <momsathomex3@yahoo.ca>
Mississauga, On Canada - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 10:50 AM CST
Love you Austin, and think of you everyday.
Praying for peace for your family, as they will miss you so much this Christmas, and every one after that:((
You are so loved!
Tracey xoxoxo BEARS WHO CARE <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 0:43 AM CST
...thinking of you every day....praying too....
Karen <SCalvinkaren@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 9, 2003 3:18 PM CST
Beth & Family Because I lost my fave Aunt Anne (age 96) on Good Fri. & Uncle Reg in May & his wife Audrey in Aug. who were like my parents I wanted to share this poem with you.

"Christmas in Heaven"

I see the countless Christmas trees
around the world below
with tiny lights like heaven's stars
reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so spectacular,
please wipe away that tear
for I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs
that people hold so dear
but the sounds of music can't compare
with the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you
of the joy their voices bring
for it is beyond description
to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart
for I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year..

I can't tell you of the splendor
or the peace here in this place
Can you just imagine Christmas
with our Savior face to face?

I'll ask him to lift your spirit
as I tell him of your love
so then pray for one another
as you lift your eyes above.

Please let your hearts be joyful
and let your spirit sing
for I am spending Christmas in heaven
and I'm walking with the King.

Author
Wanda Bencke

Think of Austin up there jumping for joy as he decorates trees & sigs with the Angel choir........He'd want you to enjoy the day & remember him with tears of joy all the great times & the laughter you shared. Throw him tons of kisses & balloons
God Bless, Charlene 4 BEARS WHO CARE

CB
- Sunday, December 7, 2003 8:22 PM CST
Hello!

Just wanted to stop by to say how great it was to see you all yesterday at the HACS party. Hope that you had a good time. I had to leave for a few minutes, but didn't get back in time to say 'goodbye'. Thank you Beth for what you said...
Kristen, Camp Trillium
- Sunday, December 7, 2003 3:53 PM CST
I have come in a lot to check the messages of prayers that people have left you, and know more then ever I know that Austin was a very special child. My prayers and thoughts are still with you.

Heather (Bears who Care)
Heather <momsathomex3@yahoo.ca>
Mississauga, On Canada - Saturday, December 6, 2003 9:07 PM CST
Hi Beth,Glen,
Aaron, Amber & Erika,
Austin's Memorial was beautiful. When his french teacher
sang Av� Maria there wasn't a dry eye in the crowd. When
all of the balloons were released, I watched the Finding
Nemo one until I couldn't see it any longer.... I'm sure
it went straight to Austin.
Everyday must feel surreal to you. I am sure you are
missing Austin terribly. It is so hard to believe that
he is not here on earth with us any longer. I can still
see that beautiful devlish smile of his. He would want
you all to carry on and enjoy this Christmas Season
without him here......he would not want you to be sad.
He is the brightest star that shines each night...he is still smiling that great smile of his,
knowing how much his family loves him, thinks of him and will one day see them all again.
Just remember, he is no longer suffering ,he is busy decorating his tree with Ashley
and all of his little friends.
I think of him everyday and of how much courage, strength
and love he had.

xo Michele <McMcDn@cs.com>
Burlington,, On - Saturday, December 6, 2003 6:48 PM CST
My prayers are with your family today.
Janet Sims, mom to Janie-forever 5 years old, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, December 6, 2003 5:26 PM CST
Still thinking of you all each and every day....
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Saturday, December 6, 2003 3:49 PM CST
To the family of Austin... Sending you my deepest condolences. I didn't know Austin personally, but have read lots of the journal entries by Beth. What a completely dedicated and loving mother you are. I'm so sorry, and wanted you to know that your pain is shared today by people you don't even know. Thank you for sharing your trials and tribulations, and special moments in the life of your son. I'm sure his life will continue to touch others, even now.
Rebecca Baugh <katnap22@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, IL United States - Friday, December 5, 2003 9:53 PM CST
Sending thoughts and prayers for peace and comfort during this time.
Chanda & Jake <courtneychanda@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 5, 2003 6:20 PM CST
Oooh Austin's Web page is beautiful! What an adorable picture of Austin! Still praying for you and your family.
Lee VanWyngaarden <fms92@sprint.ca>
Dundas, ON Canada - Friday, December 5, 2003 1:37 PM CST
... just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you. The new wallpaper on Austin's site is absolutely beautiful...
Kristen, Camp Trillium
- Friday, December 5, 2003 11:55 AM CST
I am so sorry about your loss, our thoughts are with you, I hope that Austin is now pain free
Kelly <atomicblond@btopenworld.com>
www.beebo.info, Devon United Kingdom - Thursday, December 4, 2003 2:51 PM CST
I have followed Austin's struggle through the n-blast list and his website. My heart breaks for yet another beautiful life lost to this beast. Your family are in my thoughts and prayers, thank you for sharing him with us.
Ann Folan <Folanz@sbcglobal.net>
Chicago, IL USA - Thursday, December 4, 2003 2:18 PM CST
Just wanted to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with your entire family. May God grant you strength during this most difficult time.

Much love...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, December 4, 2003 8:28 AM CST
My prayers are with you and your family in this time of pain and sorrow!

With lots of love
Suzy Roach (friend of Josee)

Suzy Roach <wiklundsuzy@hotmail.com>
Brampton, On Canada - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 9:34 PM CST
Austin was one of my biggest heroes. Please accept this gentle (((hug))) from me as but a tiny token of my deepest condolences. Peace and strength to you all.
Alison Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 9:29 PM CST
Dear Beth, Glen, Aaron, Amber & Erika,
My heart goes out to you today as you start life without your beloved son/brother Austin. I pray that each of you will feel the love of Jesus & know that Austin is looking down on you with joy today & always.
This will be one of the hardest holiday seasons you must face but know others are here for you & we care. I know you are not ready to believe this now but trust me things do get better & you will remember the good times Austin had with you. ((((((((HUGS))))))))))))) to you all.

Charlene from BEARS WHO CARE
Just east of TO in Durham Reg., Ont. Canada - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 10:15 PM CST
Austin's Family,
I found your page through Khalita's. I am so very sorry. I read through some of the guestbook entries, and Austin sounds like a wonderful guy! This is so unfair. I hope he has the biggest and brightest angel wings going!
Ronnie Wood <ronniewood@comcast.net>
Scotch Plains, NJ USA - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 1:54 PM CST
Catching raindrops on his tongue.

Living life largely, even during his last days.

Those are the pictures I will always have of Austin.
Becky Smith <beckysmith62@aol.com>
Mooresville, NC - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 6:43 AM CST
Dear Beth, Glen and Family
I am so very sorry for your loss of Austin. As we could see this week-end, he touched many, many lives.
Just as you were lucky to have had Austin, Austin was also a very lucky little boy, to have had you as his family.
When I think of Austin, I will think of him catching raindrops and smiling at his Mom, who never left his side.
Love to you all
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 6:36 AM CST
Your family is in my thoughts and prayers as you deal with this horrible loss. I pray that God will fill your hearts with His peace that passes all understanding and wrap you up in His arms of love. God bless you all.
Maryjane Ayres <luxuriantaurora@yahoo.ca>
North Bay, ON Canada - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 5:45 AM CST
Dearest Austin,
The day I was reading "Finding Nemo" to Erika (was it really just a week or so ago) has come to mean so much more to me...for it was the last time I heard you say "Nana".
Today when the school children realeased the many balloons,
there was one of Nemo. Later on a friend of Beth's (and
mine too) asked if I had seen it, she had had it released
she said for me and you. Thank you, Ola.
I know you're safely in heaven now but every time I think I
won't see that special smile and see those beautiful eyes,
a few teardrops fall, not for you because I know you're playing with the angels now but they fall for those of us left behind.
I love you so and am so proud of you as well as Mommy,
Daddy, Aaron, Amber and Erika.
You will forever be in my heart.
Nana
Loretta Mego <loretta.mego@sympatico.ca>
Smithville, On Canada - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 1:13 AM CST
I am so very sorry to read that your precious son lost his battle. My very best goes out to your family and hope that God will look out for you and yours.
Cindy Aldrich(www.caringbridge.org/il/elliott) <elliottsmama@comcast.net>
Sandwich, IL - Monday, December 1, 2003 9:26 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. I usually checked on Austin a few times a week. Each time I said a little prayer. Now I pray for the family he left behind. May God give each of you the strength to get through the days ahead. I pray that you will always feel Austins love for you, all around each one of you. He will always be remembered for his spunk. I'm sure, instead of catching raindrops he was catching snowflakes in his mouth today without a stitch of pain to slow him down.
Lee VanWyngaarden <oh2golf9@hotmail.com>
Dundas, ON Canada - Monday, December 1, 2003 9:02 PM CST
With sincere sympathy in the loss of your son Austin.

Judy (mom of Angel Dustin) <lifeizsosweet@msn.com>
Chatham, Ont Canada - Monday, December 1, 2003 7:57 PM CST
Hi Beth & family,

Words cannot express how sad it is to think of Austin gone, but then we remember that he is happy now in heaven and we know that is comforting for you.

Love,

Ron & Jan
Janet Turner <jannron@sympatico.ca>
Burlington, On, - Monday, December 1, 2003 6:03 PM CST
Dear Beth,Glen,Aaron,Amber & Erika,

My heart is broken to hear today of the loss of your sweet Austin, he truly touched my heart. My family extends their deepest sympathies to you and yours during this very difficult and painful time. There are no words to comfort, but I hope you will know that we will never forget Austin, and take comfort in knowing he is healed and painfree and rolicking about in Heaven, awaiting the day you will all reunite.
While Austin was taking his flight to Heaven, I was still in England, watching as my Nana grew her wings also, which she took on the 29th. I hope there was some way for them to bump into each other up there, for she is a lovely Nana who loves all the children:))
With love,
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum Ager xoxoxox BEARS WHO CARE <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary,Ab,Canada, - Monday, December 1, 2003 3:24 PM CST
Dear Beth, Glen, Aaron, Amber & Erika
I'm very sorry to hear the news about Austin. Oh if we could only feel the peace of Jesus that Austin, Justin and all the children in heaven are feeling now, how much easier it would be. Though it may seem like an eternity, we will get there eventually for tears fill my eyes everytime I think of seeing them again in heaven. Though I'm not sure I can be of help I will be here to try. Please feel free to contact me for anything.
Patrick and Dona Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Monday, December 1, 2003 3:06 PM CST
Dear Beth, Glen, Aaron, Amber & Erika,

I am very sorry to read about Austin's passing from this earth. Though heaven is a glorious place, it is still not your loving arms. Austin has his peace. May you all find peace and comfort too.

Take care,
Gloria, mom to Andy, who dwells in heaven (www.caringbridge.org/pa/andy) <nbhope25@hotmail.com>
New Florence, PA USA - Monday, December 1, 2003 1:59 PM CST
I am so sorry. I have been checking on you and praying for you continually. I got the feeling that you just wanted some privacy for your family during this difficult time and so I have not been "bugging" you but don't want you to think for one second that you were forgotten. Please know that I will continue to lift you up to the Lord in prayer. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, December 1, 2003 1:27 PM CST
I am crying as I write this. My heart aches for you. I too feel your pain. I have been keeping up with Austin's story and I think you are all amazing! I will continue to keep you in my prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/in/kaylen

Julie May <rilkay@msn.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Monday, December 1, 2003 12:52 AM CST
My prayers go out to your family in your time of sorrow. I can't imagine how you feel at this time. Please know that I will pray for your family.
Delana Moore <dmoore@dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Monday, December 1, 2003 12:49 AM CST
Sorry for your loss.Austin was a brave young boy who will be sadly missed.Will continue to keep family in my prayers.Austin is now with God and no longer in pain. Hugs Helen
Helen Parody (B-W-C) <hparody@twcny.rr.com>
OGDENSBURG, NY USA - Monday, December 1, 2003 11:50 AM CST
To Austin's dear family,
I started reading Austin's story through a link on another Caring Bridge page. I know that there's very little I could say right now to ease your pain. I do want to let you know, though, that Austin has touched the lives of people near and far. I think I will always remember that description of him, ill as he was, taking time to cherish the raindrops, enjoying the rain and making the most of his world. Thank you for letting us get to know your brave little angel. I send my deepest sympathies to all of you, and wish you peace in the coming months.
Denise E.
New York, USA - Monday, December 1, 2003 11:30 AM CST
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I do not always have time to sign in, but I have checked on Austin daily. He was truly a wonderful person who touched many. I also have a son with NB that is currently in NYC getting 3F8 while I painfully wait at home for his return. I am pregnant and can no longer fly. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers and I pray that God is wrapping you in his arms as well as peace and strength.
Love and prayers,
Kim, Jim, and Taylor Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MC CALLA, al - Monday, December 1, 2003 10:24 AM CST
I am very sorry for your tremendous loss. My prayers are with your family.
Maria
NJ - Monday, December 1, 2003 10:10 AM CST
My heart and prayers go out to you in this time of pain. Austin is now flying with some amazing angels in the most amazing playground of all. May God grant you peace and serenity as you move into the next phase of life.
With prayers and love,
Renee
www.caringbridge.com/ny/my2angels <Rcurk@aol.com>
- Monday, December 1, 2003 9:20 AM CST
I'm so sorry for your loss. You will be in our thoughts and prayers.
Tracy Eckhardt Bears Who Care <teckhardt@sympatico.ca www.caringbridge.org/canada/christophersstory>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Monday, December 1, 2003 9:15 AM CST

Dana Sanford <pooh_n_tigger2002@yahoo.com>
Jackson, Michigan - Monday, December 1, 2003 8:47 AM CST
Glen, Beth and family

My deepest sympathy to you and your family. Please realize that your story touched many people that never had the opportunity to meet your strong little angel. I hope and pray that Austins time on earth has taught so many more that life is precious as he was.

Heather (Bears who Care)

Heather <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, On Canada - Monday, December 1, 2003 8:20 AM CST
Please accept my deepest sympathy on the loss of your most courageous son and brother. Austin will never again have to endure pain and he will forever be happy in heaven along with Ashley. May God be close to you in the difficult days that lie ahead and give you his comfort. Austin will lovingly watch over you from his heavenly seat above and will be your guardian angel. May you feel his presence.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Monday, December 1, 2003 8:09 AM CST
I just got back to work from the long weekend and found the new update. I'm in shock. The "Big Guy" has found peace. Austin, I'm so sorry for you and your Mommy and Daddy and brothers and sisters. I just don't understand why this has to happen to so many, many children. You're free from the hospital now, but I so wish that you were from the hospital and HOME with your family. I just don't know what to say.....I'm so very very sorry....
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Monday, December 1, 2003 7:46 AM CST
Beth and family,
I am so sorry to hear that Austin lost his battle. My prayers and thoughts are with you. God Bless. Always in my prayers.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, December 1, 2003 7:44 AM CST
Please accept our deepest sympathy on your loss...

Hugs,
Cheryl <AnonymousQuilter@aol.com>
- Monday, December 1, 2003 5:07 AM CST
I am so sorry for your loss I will pray for stegnth and peace for your family.
Nicole W <nicole54660@msn.com>
Tomah, WI - Sunday, November 30, 2003 11:28 PM CST
I am sorry for your loss.
Warm hugs to you all,
Lena {Bears who Care} <lena_butler@yahoo.ca>
- Sunday, November 30, 2003 11:19 PM CST
Beth: We are so sorry for your loss. Praying for you to have strength in knowing Austin is soaring with the Angels free of pain.
Charlene & Becky for BEARS WHO CARE <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
Ont Canada - Sunday, November 30, 2003 10:09 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. We will send prayers for your strength and peace for your family.

www.caringbridge.org/il/zoejowolsfeld
Candyce <cywolsfeld1@insightbb.com>
Spring Valley, IL USA - Sunday, November 30, 2003 9:28 PM CST
I am so very sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you.
Sending gentle hugs,
Marcia and the gang, Bears Who Care <marciat@sympatico.ca>
Bradford, ON Canada - Sunday, November 30, 2003 9:25 PM CST
Beth and family, I have been following Austin's story for a long time now. I found it through Ashley's page. I am so sorry that he couldn't win his fight. He was such a strong and brave boy, and he fought for so long. What an inspiration to so many of us.
Cathy Rezmer (Shane's mom) <cjrezmer@yahoo.com>
Bay City, MI USA - Sunday, November 30, 2003 9:22 PM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you...Austin was loved and cherished by so many. I'm sure he is smiling down on you and sending all his love your way...
Kelly <kstrode@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, ON - Sunday, November 30, 2003 8:59 PM CST
Your family has my deepest sympathy.

Donna <cochran7871@comcast.net>
Dallas, GA USA - Sunday, November 30, 2003 7:45 PM CST
I am so so sorry to hear the news.
I dont know what to say, words cant touch the depth of your loss and pain.
Our deepest sympathies.

Angel Chris ~ Smile Quilts ~
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Sunday, November 30, 2003 1:00 PM CST
I'm so sorry for your loss. Can't find find any words right now but you'll be in my thoughts today
Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Sunday, November 30, 2003 5:18 AM CST
Well, it's Saturday November 29,and I was supposed to go to your place after visitations tonight, but for some reason felt the need to sit here all night looking back on five years of history. Don't ask me why, I can't explain. I never felt the need to visit you via e-mail, when I could visit you in person, I don't know that's just me I guess. So look at me now after 5 years, I wish I would have wrote before, I've read but never wrote. Also Beth, you always kept me so well informed, I never felt I needed to catch up on anything. But it was so nice to read all the the words of encouragement from others over the last five years. My eyes are very blurry now from reading so long I'm probably making spelling mistakes so I better go soon. Beth & Glen, my heart is aching so bad for you all. Please know I love you all very much. Austin, remember - hold tight to his hand and he will never let you go. I love you little angel. The world has been a better place because of you, heaven is smiling now.

Greive not for me though I am gone
For I am with you still
God grant you strength to carry on
And understand his will

A soft tear shed from time to time
Will ease your sorrowed mind
But live your life as fully
As you helped me live mine

Time will heal the hurting heart
Faith will see you through
There's still a life for you to live
With courage I leave you

Remember me with thoughts of peace
Live each day with your heart
Grieve not for me for though I'm gone
We're never far apart

lynnhornak <lynnhornak@sympatico.ca>
smithville, on canada - Saturday, November 29, 2003 11:32 PM CST
My deepest sympathy to your family.
Linda <boyzgranny@aol.com>
Montana, - Saturday, November 29, 2003 9:57 PM CST
AUSTIN HAS TOUCHED MANY HEARTS AND WE ARE HONOURED THAT ARES WAS ONE OF THEM.PLEASE TAKE CARE AND KNOW THAT WE ARE HERE IF YOU NEED US. LOVE AND ALWAYS REMEMBERED KIM,DAVE YOUNG GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY
KIM DAVE <leafgirl1999@yahoo.ca>
HAMILTON, CANADA - Saturday, November 29, 2003 9:46 PM CST
Glen, Beth and Family
I am so very sorry. My heart breaks for you all. You are an incredible family.
Nancy <ngatehouse77@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, November 29, 2003 9:05 PM CST
Dearest Beth, Glen and family,
My love,prayers and tender thoughts are with you in your time of grief. I'll be with you in spirit on Monday. A candle burns here in front of Austin's picture in honor of his life and all that he did to uplift the world during his time with us.
Love, Catherine
Catherine Jennings <cpj_100@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, - Saturday, November 29, 2003 8:55 PM CST
Our deepest sympathies to you all! God bless you sweet, wonderful folks!

Love, The Thomas Team
www.ChristiThomas.com
Angela Thomas
Tiffin, OH USA - Saturday, November 29, 2003 7:50 PM CST
I'am so sad to hear this . Do know that he is in God's arms,with all the other little angels.I 'm so sorry, you will always be in our prayers. LOVE, JOSHUA'S MOM,
CHRISTINE YOUNG <travjosh@yahoo.com>
TROY, S.C. USA - Saturday, November 29, 2003 6:12 PM CST
My heart is with you.
I have no words, Austin was a trooper, now an angel.
Hugs and tears from Australia
Colleen - Kaitlyns mum

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Saturday, November 29, 2003 5:16 PM CST
Beth,Glen & Family

Austin has touched many hearts, and I'm honoured that mine was one of them. Please take care and know that we are here if needed.
The Brochu's
Wellandport, Ont. Canada - Saturday, November 29, 2003 2:12 PM CST
Beth and Glen,
I received the news from Dad this morning. We are all so sad for you and your family. We will be there on Monday.
Love,
Sandy and Mark
Sandra Turnsek <sturnsek@rogers.com>
Newarket, ON Canada - Saturday, November 29, 2003 1:34 PM CST
I was shocked to read todays journal. My heart breaks for you. I will keep you all in my prayers as you face the difficult days ahead.
Lisa
Seattle, WA USA - Saturday, November 29, 2003 12:17 AM CST
I am so sorry and in shocked. I was hoping that you were too busy with Austin, catching raindrops to write an update. I am heartbroken to know that I am wrong. God Bless your beautiful family, keep you strong and bring you peace. My deepest sympathy!
Kimberly Mease <mssilky@paonline.com>
Lancaster, PA U S A - Saturday, November 29, 2003 11:59 AM CST
Our deepest prayers are with you all during this time. Austin, you will always be my Diet Coke drinking, cinnamon gum (entire pack!) chewing, Pokemon board game playing, 3F clinic board decorating, little buddy... God Bless
Kristen , Camp Trillium
- Saturday, November 29, 2003 10:45 AM CST
Our thoughts are with you in this time of loss. We can't even imagine what you're going through but rest assured that our loving Father has you in His embrace (I like to picture His "embrace" with all our loved ones who have passed and Jesus surrounding us in a group hug. The hug gets bigger and bigger as we lose people here on earth because God knows we need the extra comfort:))

I'm picturing Austin with Ashley; rejoicing in heaven that they are together again, Ashley happy to have someone else join her "group hugs" to all their loved ones here.

May the Lord give you strength in the next couple of days and in the years to come.

Ingrid Louwerse <louwerse@sympatico.ca>
Waterdown, ON - Saturday, November 29, 2003 8:09 AM CST
Another angel in heaven.....
May you always feel God's loving arms surrounding you, knowing that He will give you what you need today and always.....

Annette V
Dundas, On Canada - Friday, November 28, 2003 9:46 PM CST
Dearest Austin
I know you are in spirit and can hear and feel the love that I and my family have for you. Jesse is still drawing pictures (mainly Scooby Doo)for you and wrote you a letter this morning. Maybe children know and see more than we think. We love you and we will deeply miss you. Always in our hearts. See you in heaven.
Love
Brenda, Craig, Cody and Jesse
XOXOXOXO FOREVER
Brenda Chambers <chambersbc@sympatico.ca>
Mt Hope, ontario Canada - Friday, November 28, 2003 8:46 PM CST
Beth,Glen, Aaron,Amber & Erika,

I didn't want to sign this page until others knew of
Austin's passing so I've waited until now to do so.
Please know how much you are All in our deepest thoughts
and prayers. Our most heartfelt condolences are with
All of you. May You feel God's Peace within
knowing that Austin is no longer suffering and that
he is smiling that heavenly smile of his down upon
All of you. God Bless
xoxo Michele, Mike,Jordan & Matthew <McMcDn@cs.com>
Burlington, - Friday, November 28, 2003 3:52 PM CST
Beth,

My heart goes out to you and your family. I am so very sorry. I am lost for words..

Love Tracy, Mike, Scott, Matt, Jay & Tyler (forever in heaven)
Tracy Sherk <thesherks@rogers.com>
Brantford, - Friday, November 28, 2003 1:03 PM CST
The incredible strength that you and Austin have shown the world through these pages will be such an inspiration to all. That you have allowed so many to follow the journey and be touched by your lives shows what a phenomenal person you are Beth. As always you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.
Ellen, Scott, and Daniel <holmes4412@scotiabank.com>
St. Ann's, On - Friday, November 28, 2003 11:22 AM CST
I am praying that God will give you the strength to get through every moment, every second, every day from today until the day you are reunited with your precious Austin.
Your friend
Karen Scharringa <SCalvinkaren@aol.com>
Waterdown, - Friday, November 28, 2003 10:53 AM CST
I read about Austin's passing in the paper this morning. I am so sorry for your family.
Heather <mcmurray@interlynx.net, www.caringbridge.org/canada/memorialformom>
Grimsby, - Friday, November 28, 2003 8:07 AM CST
Thinking of you now more than ever.
Love from all of us....
Kim, Jim, & the boys <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Friday, November 28, 2003 6:41 AM CST
Our Prayers are with you and your family.
Tom, Kathleen, Zackary, Joshua, Ethan, Hunter, Kendra Diletti <Tom.Diletti@siemens.com>
Smithville, On Canada - Friday, November 28, 2003 6:07 AM CST
God Bless your family on this holiday and give you many miracles for you to be thankful for! Happy Thanksgiving!
GOBBLE,GOBBLE!
http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann
Dave,Kim, Michaela,Nicholas and Daniel Mease <mssilky@paonline.com>
Lancaster, PA - Thursday, November 27, 2003 9:03 AM CST
Happy Birthday to YOU......Beth!!!!
Not a very "Happy" one....., but if I were only
able to give you what you truly want and deserve.
You are one amazing woman, an amazing Mom and just
an amazing person..... I wish you were celebrating
your Birthday ANYWHERE but WHERE you are today.
I'm sure you would rather be somewhere WITH Austin
and the rest of your family other than in a hospital
room. I hope you and Austin had a good day. I had full
intentions of dropping in on you......I JUST got in
from work and picking up my kids from Grandma's(it's 8 pm)
I have a little something for Austin and You....I'll
try and make it by on Thursday or Friday...
Lots of Love and Birthday Wishes to You.
xoxooxox
Michele <McMcDn@cs.com>
Burlington, - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 6:56 PM CST
Hi Austin and Beth. Thinking of you often and praying that there is some comfort for you. We are all so proud of the strong little boy that you are. Love you and lots of prayers and wishes.
Lucy Russell <lucy@remaxdelmar.com>
Hamilton, on canad - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 8:15 AM CST
Hi Austin & Mommy
I had a quiet evening at work lastnight so I was able to get caught up on all your journals for the past year. Austin what a brave courageous boy you are and you are very fortunate boy to have such a wonderful loving dedicated Mom.
Give each other a GENTLE hug for me.
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers as you journey through some very trying times. "Hang Tuff"
Millie Wagenaar <gwagenaar@cogeco.ca>
Grimsby, Ont Canada - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 6:58 AM CST
Hi Beth and Austin! Hope all is well with your family! Stay strong and keep the faith! Make those whitecoats toe the line and follow the rules! I will pray for a lovely, happy and peaceful Thanksgiving for you all!
http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann
Dave,Kim, Michaela,Nicholas and Daniel Mease <mssilky@paonline.com>
Lancaster, PA U S A - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 6:39 AM CST
Hi Austin
I've already shared this with some of the family---
During my visit yeaterday, Mommy and Daddy left the room for a few minutes while you were fast asleep, I was reading "Finding Nemo" to Erika and we came to a page where neither one of us could find Nemo, I said, "I can't find Nemo, Erika". This little voice from the bed said, "Nana, look near the bottom of the page and you'll find Nemo". You had looked at that book so much that you even knew what page we were looking at, there was Nemo. I looked over and you still looked fast asleep but it was so nice to know you were listening too.
I love you Cutie-Pie and am so proud of all of you.
My thoughts and prayers are with you 24/7.
xxx ooo Nana
Loretta Mego <loretta.mego@sympatico.ca>
Smithville, On Canada - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 9:30 PM CST
Tomorrow (Nov 26th) is a Special Day,
I'll be by with something Special for Both of You!
See You Then!
Lots of Love, Michele xoxo <McMcDn@cs.com>
Burlington, - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 7:42 PM CST
Hope all is going well and Austin is having lots of good awake times. Thinking of you always....
love Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 7:10 PM CST
Austin,
I asked my friend if he liked when doctors and nurses didn't follow the rules and here's what he said

Just let me know if I need to send my friend down there to help straighten things out

Take Care
Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 12:50 AM CST
Just to let you know that we're always hoping and praying for you. I hope that those rain drops you caught Austin gave you an energy boost!!
Ellen Scott and Daniel <holmes4412@sympatico.ca>
St. Ann's, On - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 9:34 AM CST
It's too cold for Raindrops.....how about Snowflakes!
Thinking of you,
xoxo Michele <McMcDn@cs.com>
Burlington, - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 6:39 AM CST
Hi Beth,

Unbelievable! I cannot believe how well Austin is adjusting to everything that's going on. What a wonderful little boy. Please give him a big hug from us.

Love,
Jan
Janet Turner <jannron@sympatico.ca>
Burlington, - Saturday, November 22, 2003 1:09 PM CST
Hi Austin and Beth,
This is your cousin Catherine in Vancouver(Rita's daughter)Austin, I can tell from the stories I've read on this site and your photo that you're a boy of great daring and caring. I'm sure God is smiling with great love on you as you face your health struggles with such spirit.Know that you and your family are held in loving arms of prayer here on the west coast.And where DO you keep that pitchfork Auntie Barbara referred to? Good back-up!I'll check in daily.
Love, Catherine

Catherine Jennings <cpj_100@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, Canada - Saturday, November 22, 2003 12:09 AM CST
The first thing I do in the morning is sign on to
your site..... I hope today brings new hope, less
pain and some Big Austin Smiles!
Thinking and Praying for you Constantly.
xoxo Michele <McMcDn@cs.com>
Burlington, - Saturday, November 22, 2003 6:48 AM CST
Just a quick note to let you know we are thinking of you all.
Hugs from Australia
Colleen - Kaitlyns mum

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Saturday, November 22, 2003 4:01 AM CST
Hi handsome, I hope today was a good day for you. We are all thinking of you Austin
XOXOXOXOXOXO, Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Friday, November 21, 2003 9:42 PM CST
Hello Austin,

I was just stopping by to see how you were doing. I see you've been out playing in the rain! Cool! I've been working with Cathie and I was hoping I could figure out how to put Barclay, the Meyer's, picture here but I am just not as good as Cathie so haven't figured it out yet! I thought I would put her link here, though, if you feel up to stopping over there on her page. She cont' to be 'the pill' and tries to bite all dogs and cats and other birds!! I was told she is going through the 'terrible twos'! I'll bet you know what those are??!!

Here's her link: http://www.geocities.com/kade1994/01BarclaySM.JPG

When you see that face, you are going to know what I am talking about! Bye, Austin..you hang in there. I'll be back soon. Debra (from Feathers 'n Smiles TX)
Debra Standiford <kds94@cox.net>
Canyon, TX USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 8:39 PM CST
Hi Beth and Austin

This is Martin. My daughter, Jessa, and I special friends for the Reardon family at Camp Trillium this summer. I enjoy reading your journal and really admire the patience and courage with which you are facing your challenges. One of my best memories from last summer was the sight of you reaching the top of the climbing wall, Austin. Whenever I feel challenged by my own life, I recall you at the top of the wall and get recharged.

Best wishes

Martin
Martin Dooley <dooley@mcmaster.ca>
Dundas, - Friday, November 21, 2003 7:37 PM CST

Well, our flock certainly is getting interesting. We got Dasani, the Blue Headed Pionus just a few weeks ago, and now we've added our fifth (and final) member. I felt bad for Dasani, because he is smaller than our amazon, macaw, and Congo African Grey....so we got him a pal! Meet Mokuba, aka "Moki." (Mokuba is Kaiba's younger brother on YuGiOh) Moki has such a brilliant yellow! He is a Jenday and absolutely adores Dasani. He has pretty blue and purple tail feathers, too. They wanted you to know they're thinking about you!

cathie Haldago Bay http://haldago.org <haldago@earthlink.net>
Houston, - Friday, November 21, 2003 2:06 PM CST
Hi there everyone.
Just thinking of you and praying things are more comfortable for Austin. Logan sends his love. Hope to talk to you soon. Take Care
Love Rob, Lucy and Logan
Lucy Russell <lucy@remaxdelmar.com>
hamilton, - Friday, November 21, 2003 8:43 AM CST
Hello there Beth Austin and Family. We are still praying strong everyday that Austin will get to make it home real soon. I know he is a strong boy and he is being very very brave as are the rest of you.
Josie Pynn <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
- Friday, November 21, 2003 7:25 AM CST
Hi, Austin! I'm praying for you all the time. You are brave, and I can see why your mom is so proud. I'm sorry I have not signed in a long time. I've been visiting sites; just not signing guestbooks lately, but I think of you and all the Caringbridge kids everyday.

Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 20, 2003 5:00 PM CST
I'm glad you had so much fun catching raindrops, Austin.
Beth, I too am hoping that each day is better than before...
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Thursday, November 20, 2003 4:50 PM CST
Austin, you are so brave. You really are. I admire you.
I am glad to hear you are doing well with the radiation.
We hope your family has a nice holiday and you continue feeling good & doing great buddy.

Angel Chris ~ Smile Quilts ~
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Thursday, November 20, 2003 2:11 PM CST
Hi Beth and Austin,
Glad to hear Austin had some fun with the raindrops. He is so sweet Beth, no wonder you are so proud! You are both very lucky to have each other.
Nancy
nanct <ngatehouse77@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, November 20, 2003 1:52 PM CST
Austin, your strength and bravery is inspiring. When ever I think about you I remember that time at camp when you decided to jump off the paddle boat we were in with Des, Amber and Aaron to attack and splash the nearby kayakers! You're so fun and advernturous. I was glad to here you were appreciating the rain, it's so refreshing. Keep smiling and tell your brother and sisters I say hi.
Jessie Elliott-Kilgour <jeko0@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, - Thursday, November 20, 2003 1:22 PM CST
Hey there Big Guy!!! Sounds like you are having a busy week. Glad you got to see and taste the rain, that had to be a nice change for you. Hopefully the radiation helps those nasty tumors go away and you get to feeling better soon. Have you came up with your Christmas list yet? You better start working on that one....Keep your head up and keep smiling...Give Mommy lots of hugs!!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Thursday, November 20, 2003 8:04 AM CST
Hi Beth, Austin
I am glad that you had fun in the rain, Austin, and you went through tha day with flying colours. No wonder your Mom is so proud of you.
Beth, you have good reason to be proud of yourself. We are.
Thinking of you as always.
Love
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont. - Thursday, November 20, 2003 6:57 AM CST
GOOD MORNING.. : )
Of course Austin would pull off the radiation like a brave soldier, I now have a whole new out look on the rain! most people complain about it, but not Austin. As I was reading your update I could picture Austin catching the rain drops.
: )
I am so sorry I couldn't make it up to see you this week,way too busy with hockey, would it be okay if we came maybe next Tuesday or Wednesday.
Chris would love to come and visit again. With Mike being in California (lucky kid) he'll have to come and visit when he returns.
I pray everyday for a better one the next....

Love Aunt Louise <mejos@sympatico.ca>
- Thursday, November 20, 2003 6:45 AM CST
Hey Austin.
Hope everyone was nice to you at the Henderson today - if not, I say carry that old pitch fork from Hallowe'en with you wherever you go!!
Love, Barbara <bacheson@haltondsb.on.ca>
Burlington, - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 8:12 AM CST
Hi Beth
I'm so glad you and Austin had such a good conversation the other night while he coloured and did light bright. I hope all goes well with the radiation on Wed. I'm sure Austin will handle it like he does all else ... another bravery bead to add to the pile.
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 6:37 PM CST
Beth, you are right that there will be the right time to talk. I just wanted to say that when Justin and I talked, a lot of his fears were unfounded and it was obvious that he had been thinking a lot about things before we talked. I was so proud of him when we talked tears still well up in my eyes thinking about it. I was glad to help him get over some of the silly things that he was scared of. We're sending all of the prayers and comfort we can your way.
Patrick and Dona Flynn
Patrick and Dona <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 9:16 AM CST
Beth & Austin,

I was so glad to hear that you had a good day
yesterday....Both my kids LOVED Light-Brite!
We have a ton of extra lights if you would like them!
We hope that you have a safe and uneventful trip
to Henderson Hospital......Our Prayers are with
you wherever you go.
xoxo Michele, Mike, Jordan & Matthew <McMcDn@cs.com>
Burlington, - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 4:12 AM CST
Dear Beth and Austin,
I want you to know that every nite I pray for Austin and all the wonderful kiddos that are bravely fighting cancer! You and he are so strong! I am glad to be able to follow your battles and hope you find strength to continue with your positive spirit. God Bless you both!
Dave,Kim, Michaela,Nicholas and Daniel Mease <mssilky@paonline.com>
Lancaster, PA U S A - Monday, November 17, 2003 8:43 PM CST
Hi Beth and Austin
Just wanted to let you know we are all thinking of you.
Nancy, Kylie, Brooke and Mallory
nancy <ngatehouse77@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 17, 2003 8:34 PM CST
Hi Beth,

Always thinking of you, and hoping Austin keeps having good days. We appreciate you keeping us posted and up-to-date with what is happening.
Jan
Janet Turner <jannron@sympatico.ca>
Burlington, On, - Monday, November 17, 2003 3:38 PM CST
HI AUSTIN BETH AND FAMILY I WAS CHECKING UP ON YOU AND THE LITTLE GUY SOUNDS LIKE HE HAD A GOOD WEEK WITH ERICKA ITS SURE NICE TO HEAR WHEN HE HAS GOOD DAYS OUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS ARE ALWAYS WITH YOU AND THE FAMILY LOVED ALWAYS KIM DAVE YOUNG
KIM DAVE YOUNG <leafgirl1999@yahoo.ca>
HAMILTON, ON CANADA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 7:45 PM CST
Hi Beth
Austin is such a trooper!!! It sounds like he has enjoyed his days with Erika and deserves his much needed rest over the weekend. It's good to hear his counts are coming up and that he has needed fewer transfusions. I hope he continues to have good awake times.... thinking of you daily....
love Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Sunday, November 16, 2003 2:42 PM CST
Hello Austin!from Frances, John and Jack (McGowan/Haddlesey Family). We think of you a lot and thank-you for allowing Mr.Grinch to spend a couple of days with us...remember a couple of Christmases ago?
Frances Haddlesey <fhaddlesey@sympatico.ca>
Fisherville, Ontario Canada - Saturday, November 15, 2003 8:19 AM CST
Austin i was happy to see you. i enjoyed watching flubber with you. I think about you all the time. I hope you have a good time with us on friday night when we came to see you.i think your mom is a special person. She realy looks after you.love Racquel and Donna

Racquel Barker <baby_girl958@hotmail.com>
Hamiltion, Ont Canada - Friday, November 14, 2003 11:17 PM CST
Austin. I think it's hilarious Mommy caved and let you be a devil for Halloween. Keep up the good work!!
Jamie <jamiea67@hotmail.com>
- Friday, November 14, 2003 1:59 PM CST
Please just know that I love you guys and am praying for you. Many people "throw around" the word "love"...Admittedly I say it quite a bit. But, rather than being a superficial statement, living a life with a serious and life threatening illness, I have learned to love people very deeply, very quickly and I share that love with as many as I possibly can. Thank you for allowing me to develop a relationship with your family by entering into your life through these journal entries. I continue to pray for you and will certainly continue to check in for updates. Blessings to you in Jesus.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, November 13, 2003 9:59 PM CST
Hi Austin - Glad to hear you are enjoying your time with your cousins - It's great to have family around! Have you watched Finding Nemo yet? - My bear cubs LOVE that movie - it is soooo funny that even the mommy & daddy bear laugh!
We are all praying for you and remember to tell your mommy how wonderful she is!

Big Bear Hugs
Leslie Bear - Bears who Care <theschmids@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Canada - Thursday, November 13, 2003 9:06 AM CST
Hey Austin: I hope your Aunt found you the "Daddy Daycare" movie. What kind of pictures are you doing with lite brite??
I love the dog in your photo....I have a dog too he is a Rotwheeler (?? how to spell that word!!) & his name is Rover Rex. People are afraid of him but he's the best kind like yours he loves me & I don't need to clean up after him :o)
Happy Smiles BECKY BUNNY (age 9) 4 BEARS WHO CARE
B. B. BEAR
- Thursday, November 13, 2003 8:19 AM CST
Austin & Beth: just stopping by to say HI & let you know you are in our thoughts & prayers.
The Ted E. BEARS
Charlene & Becky 4 BEARS WHO CARE <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
ONT CANADA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 8:07 AM CST
Austin, Beth and Family

Just came in to say hello and to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Love
Heather Bear
(Bears who care)

Heather <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, On Canada - Thursday, November 13, 2003 8:03 AM CST
Hi Beth and Austin
It's wonderful to hear that Austin is having a better time.
We're thinking of you as always.
Love
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont. - Thursday, November 13, 2003 7:58 AM CST
Hi
I'm so glad Austin is having some good awake times and enjoying himself. You'll have to post a picture of his light bright creation if you can. I'm sure it's wonderful. Take care....
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Thursday, November 13, 2003 7:08 AM CST
Good morning, just doing my morning ritual and checking up on you two. Austin I am almost positive someone has bought every copy of the movie " Daddy Daycare" But I am still looking I will look in another town this weekend, (Huntsville) maybe they have it. I will come and visit you next week. I'll call mommy and see what night would be best. Have fun making lightbright pictures.

Love Aunt Louise <mejos@sympatico.ca>
- Thursday, November 13, 2003 7:00 AM CST
Austin, Mom Beth, and Family,
Wanted you to know we are thinking of you!
Love,
Lena {Bears Who Care} <lena_butler@yahoo.ca>
- Thursday, November 13, 2003 0:20 AM CST
Austin,
You remain in our prayers, sweet boy. I am so happy that the doctor's can keep you comfortable and that you are having lots of nice visitors and giggles and guffaws with your cousins....aren't cousins the best? Quinn and Cally say HI BUDDY! We sure do like you!! We'll be back to see you again real soon, cutie pie....
love and hugs,
Tracey Bear and her cubs, Quinn and Cally xoxo (BEARS WHO CARE) <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Thursday, November 13, 2003 0:11 AM CST
praying for you and hoping for an update soon
..
- Wednesday, November 12, 2003 12:05 AM CST
praying and sending kisses your way
seffi <seffi-v@internet-zahav.net>
- Wednesday, November 12, 2003 9:44 AM CST
Hello all
Thinking of you as always! Your last update didn't sound too hopeful but we are hoping and praying still.
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 7:08 AM CST
Beth and Austin, Thinking of you both always.
Love Louise <mejos@sympatico.ca>
- Wednesday, November 12, 2003 6:55 AM CST
Austin,
Hello my little hero boy, we are lifting you in prayer, sweetheart:) Keep up the fight, never lose hope, everyone is rooting for you!!!
With much love,
Tracey and her family xoxoxoxox (BEARS WHO CARE) <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 1:16 AM CST
Hello Beth, Austin, and family

Just writing to hopefully reassure you that you are being thought of by so many people during this most difficult time! Let's hope all of these positive well-wishes somehow make a difference. It's obvious from all of the guestbook entries that you have touched the hearts of many. Austin has been an unbelievable fighter during all of this! You must be so proud of him. Take care, and I hope in some way it helps to know there are many people who care and constantly think about you and your family.

Cheryl Connolly
Cheryl Connolly <cconnolly@ns.sympatico.ca>
Kentville, NS Canada - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 2:17 PM CST
Hi Austin
I hear you got a pretty exciting phone call the other day all the way from New Zealand! Corinne was so happy to talk with you. I was glad to hear you were able to dress up for Hallowe'en - I heard you even had a pitch fork. Did you poke all the people who have been poking you for so long!! I am thinking of you Austin.
Much love,
Barbara
Barbara <bacheson@haltondsb.on.ca>
Burlington, - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 12:43 AM CST
Dear Beth, Austin and family
Just want to let you know you are constantly in our thoughts and we check your site daily
lori and paul prestney <lprestney@anvilintl.com>
- Tuesday, November 11, 2003 9:51 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
hugs from Australia
Colleen - Kaitlyns mum

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn/
Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 2:07 AM CST
Hi Beth
I just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you all and checking your site daily.
Nancy,Kylie, Brooke and Mallory
nancy <ngatehouse77@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 10, 2003 7:41 PM CST
Beth,
Never too late, Never too little...... waves of warm
wishes and strong prayers are being sent your way...
thinking of you constantly and praying for Austin
ALWAYS....
Much Love,
xoxoMichele <McMcDn@cs.com>
Burlington, - Monday, November 10, 2003 7:36 PM CST
Hi Beth and Austin
Lots of Love and Lots of Prayers. Thinking of you often
lucy russell <lucy@remaxdelmar.com>
hami, - Monday, November 10, 2003 6:50 PM CST
Hi Beth & Austin -

I am praying for you!

(((((Hugs)))))
Leslie Schmid Hugs & Hope Canada <theschmids@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Canada - Monday, November 10, 2003 6:41 PM CST
Hi Beth.
I thinking of Austin and all your family always.
I hope Austin feel better soon.
Renata.

Renata.
Renata Glusica <rglusica@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, Ont. Canada - Monday, November 10, 2003 6:24 PM CST
Austin,
We hope each day is a better one for you. You are in our thoughts and prayers! Praying for a good update soon. Love, Debbie Hume
Debbie Hume <hume@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA USA - Monday, November 10, 2003 5:59 PM CST
Hello to all of the Davis family, as always you are in our thoughts and prayers daily. We're looking forward to seeing your Halloween costume Austin!!! Make sure Mom posts it on your web site.
Scott, Ellen and Daniel <holmes4412@sympatico.ca>
St. Ann's, Ontario, - Monday, November 10, 2003 5:48 PM CST
You can count on prayers from Kansas.
Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Monday, November 10, 2003 9:07 AM CST
Austin- Keep smiling!!!! Hope to hear a positive update from your Mommy!!!!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Monday, November 10, 2003 7:46 AM CST
Austin,
Good Morning! How are you doing? I am glad to hear that you and Erika had Halloween together. Did you have a good weekend? I am praying that you start to feel better soon. God Bless. Always in my prayers. Love ya,
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, November 10, 2003 7:42 AM CST
Austin:))
You are in our prayers now as much as ever. We are eagerly awaiting tomorrow's update..we are curious to hear all your news! That is great that you and Erika had a super time at Halloween, I hope Mommy can one day post a photo of you in your costume:) You hang in there buddy, don't quit,never give up hope!
love and hugs,
Tracey and the boys xoxoox (H&H CANADA) <traceyheiwison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Monday, November 10, 2003 1:17 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you all!
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Sunday, November 9, 2003 6:17 PM CST
HI AUSTIN AND BETH WE SEND LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES AND ARE THOUGHTS ARE ALWAYS WITH YOU FROM THE VERY BOTTOM OF ARE HEARTS WE ARE ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU KEEP FIGHTING AND BE STRONG
KIM DAVE YOUNG <leafgirl1999@yahoo.ca>
HAMILTON, ON CANADA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 5:56 PM CST
Hello there Austin Beth and family. We will be praying for you constantly. Hope to hear some news soon. You are in my thoughts every day and you have many many prayers coming from my neck of the woods
Josie Pynn ( www.caringbridge.org/canada/ayden ) <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, ON Canada - Sunday, November 9, 2003 5:22 PM CST
You are all in my thoughts and prayers and I will hope that you have good news to post soon.
Lisa
Seattle, WA USA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 4:43 PM CST
Austin & Mom: just popping by on this sunny day to say Hi
Charlene & Becky BUNNY http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/beckybunny
4 Hugs & Hope Canada http://groups.yahoo.com/group/canadianchapterofhugsandhope
CB & BB <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
Ont. Canada - Sunday, November 9, 2003 4:01 PM CST
Just to let you know that you remain in our prayers and thoughts. Keep fighting, little man!!

Yesterday we went to a GEMS (Girls Everywhere Meeting the Saviour) rally in Hamilton (I'm a counsellor). There was a singing group there called "Circle of Friends" who spent the morning leading us in song. One of the songs they've adapted is the "I'm a Believer" song from Shrek. Instead of the line "When I saw her face", they sing "And then I saw God's grace, Now I'm a believer". Trust in God's grace, guys. It's the only thing that'll pull you through.

Hope you have a restful day.

Ingrid Louwerse <louwerse@sympatico.ca>
Waterdown, ON - Sunday, November 9, 2003 10:39 AM CST
Austin, Beth, Glenn, Aaron, Amber & Erika,
Our Hearts, Thoughts and Prayers are with You.

xo Michele, Mike, Jordan &Matthew <McMcDn@cs.com>
Burlington, - Sunday, November 9, 2003 9:50 AM CST
Hugs, prayers and hope sent your way.
Becky Smith <beckysmith62@aol.com>
- Saturday, November 8, 2003 3:01 PM CST
hello austin l hope ur feeling better we are all thinking about you and mom be strong
Rosanne lyon & family
hamilton , ont canada - Friday, November 7, 2003 6:51 PM CST
I hope all is going well....Thinking of you daily....
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Friday, November 7, 2003 5:48 PM CST
I hope today's sunshine brings a little sunshine
into your life.....thinking and praying really good
thoughts for you today(as always)
xoxo Michele <McMcDn@cs.com>
- Friday, November 7, 2003 8:21 AM CST
...just stopping by to let you know that I was thinking of you all tonight...
Kristen, Camp Trillium
- Thursday, November 6, 2003 10:53 PM CST
Hi Austin and Mommy...
Just checking in, hoping to hear some news soon...hoping no news is good news....keep fighting cute boy!! We are praying for you...
hugs,
Tracey and her boys xoxo(HUGS AND HOPE CANADA) <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Thursday, November 6, 2003 10:16 PM CST
Just wanted you guys to know that you are on my heart and I'm thinking of and praying for you. Blessings and I will check back soon.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Thursday, November 6, 2003 8:34 PM CST
We love you, sweetheart!! We're praying hard!! Best wishes!!
Angela (Christi's Mommy) Just got home today from her high dose MIBG at CHOP.
www.ChristiThomas.com
Angela Thomas
Tiffin, OH - Thursday, November 6, 2003 6:53 PM CST
Praying for you ALWAYS.....
Love Michele xoxo <McMcDn@cs.com>
Burlingrton, - Thursday, November 6, 2003 4:32 PM CST
Thinkin' of you Austin.
Love, Barbara <bacheson@haltondsb.on.ca>
Burlington, - Thursday, November 6, 2003 7:57 AM CST
Hi Beth,

Just wanted you to know that we're still with you with our thoughts and prayers. We feel so helpless just reading and not being able to do anything to help. Please know that we're with you all the way.

Love to the whole family,

Jan & Ron
Janet Turner <jannron@sympatico.fa>
Burlingto, On, - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 6:19 PM CST
Austin..I'm 'bach'!!

It took me a little bit to find it, but here it is..it's posted by Frank, father to a very special angel most dear to my heart..her name is Pamela and she was 33, brain tumor. But this message is just as strong as ever, and just as true...

Don't Quit -
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, and you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit - Rest if you must, but do not quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As every one of us sometimes learns, And many a fellow turns about, When he might have won had he stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow - You may succeed with another blow. Often the goal is nearer than it seems to a faint and faltering man; Often the struggler has given up when he might have captured the victor's cup. And he learned too late when the night came down, How close he was to the golden crown. Success is failure turned inside out - The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems afar, So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, It's when things seem worst that you musn't quit.(Just call on Jesus).
REMEMBER NEVER GIVE UP THE FIGHT. You are in our prayers. GOD bless you all.

Don't ever quit Austin, and we won't either!
love,
Tracey xo (HUGS AND HOPE CANADA) <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 1:05 AM CST
Austin..

Have I told you lately how much I admire SPUNKY boys like yourself?? LOL I hope you had a GREAT time at Halloween buddy, and remember, you are ALWAYS in our prayers! We are lovin' on ya big time:) I know JUST the thing that I want to show you...I have to run to another site to copy it, but as Arnie says, 'I'll be bach!!'

love and hugs,
Tracey and the boys xoxoxo (HUGS AND HOPE CANADA) <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 0:16 AM CST
Hi Austin,
I love the picture of you and your dog. Your dog looks very much like my favourite dog when I was a little girl - many years ago LOL! His name was Schnuffsen, what is you dog's name? Sending you lots of hugs!
Lena from {Hugs and Hope Canada} <lena_butler@yahoo.ca>
Jasper, AB Canada - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 11:55 PM CST
Hi Austin,
All good thoughts are going up there from down here......hope your feeling a bit better to-day.
Lots of love,
All the Lambs
Corinne <clamb@ihug.co.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 10:06 PM CST
just wanted to say hi and let you know that you're being thought of . . . (smile ;-) )
Alison and Pat Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 9:52 PM CST
Hey Austin and Beth
How are you today? Who won the big card game last night? I'll bet it was you Austin. Cody and Jesse say hi and would like to visit, just let us know. I will bring some more leaves for your leaf art when I visit on Thursday. Take care and I'll see you then.
Love Brenda and Family
Brenda Chambers <chambersbc@sympatico.ca>
Mt. Hope, On CA - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 1:44 PM CST
hi Austin it's Dustin and Kevin.how are u doing?we were just wondering if you had a good Halloween and if your mom could send us some pictures?did you get lots of candy?We did.what games have you been playing on nintendo?looking forward to seeing you soon.
Get better!
FROM:Kevin & Dustin
Kevin & Dustin Jarvis <kevdude91@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, Canada - Monday, November 3, 2003 8:00 PM CST
Just wanted to let you know how much Christopher and I enjoyed our visit the other night. Chris really enjoyed playing nintendo and darts with Austin, I am on the hunt for the movie that Austin requested I will find it!!
Beth it was so nice spending time with you if it was only just a little, it made me realize even more how much I miss you.
I hope the parade and costumes all went well, I'm sure you took pictures for us all to see, (can't wait) : )
Aaron had fun going out with Chris, man what a kid, it's a good thing he's a boy because if had to wear platform shoes all the time he'd have broken ankles for sure, I can't count how times he fell. LOL But he looked good. I have a picture of the boys dressed up, I will print it out so you can see.
I hope to come and visit again soon.
PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS ALWAYS
Love Louise <mejos@sympatico.ca>
- Monday, November 3, 2003 7:13 PM CST
Austin! You have seriously become My Personal Hero! In reading through your website... I have found in "YOU" the Courage and Perserverance to do all that stands before me in my current path in life. I have to commend you on your Strength and Faith that is helping you through your challenges. I say challenges because that is all they really are... Challenges... and here's a hint... All and I do mean ALL challenges are meant to be overcome!

"The rewards for those who persevere far exceed the pain that must precede the victory."
~Ted W. Engstrom

You are going to be one of those priviledged Souls that prove to this world that the greatest strength in the Universe is found right inside us! A Heart that believes in the phrase "I can do anything!" I already know that God has Blessed you immensely... You have a Amazing Mother who is willing to move mountains for her beloved son! You are in Good hands my Fellow Warrior! Keep fighting, You will Prevail! A great man Winston Churchill once said...
"Never ever ever ever give up!" This is one of the leaders who helped to win World war 2. Take his and My advice!
Pray each day, as we will surely be praying for you giving thanks for God's good graces bringing you an abundance of joy, health and happiness.

God will Bless, now you do the rest!
~Ivan & Jaime Cooke

Ivan & Jaime Cooke {Hugs & Hope Canada} <joyfulone@rogers.com>
Toronto, ONT Canada - Monday, November 3, 2003 4:59 PM CST
Hi Guys. So Sorry about the bleeding and the trouble sleeping. Hopefully it will get better real soon. Austin, hope you had a spooky halloween. Logan was Bob the Builder at school and Spiderman for trick or treating. ps I was a big bad blond haired witch.Take care All our Love
Rob.Lucy & Logan <lucy@remaxdelmar.com>
- Monday, November 3, 2003 2:16 PM CST
Good luck. We are all praying for you and Austin.

Patty <patty.morton@sympatico.ca>
Hamilton, On Canada - Monday, November 3, 2003 1:04 PM CST
Hi Beth,
I was with Donna the other night, and she mentioned that Austin has a webpage. Of course Donna has been keeping me informed about everything. I spent some time going through the webpage, and reading some of the journals. Austin is an amazing, brave, lovely boy. I just wanted to let you know how much I think about you and your son. Your family is in my prayers.
Respectfully,
Lauren Anderson
Hamilton, - Monday, November 3, 2003 12:59 AM CST
Austin,
Hey there! How are you doing? Did you have a good Halloween? Did the hospital have a parade for all the children? I'm sorry that you are not feeling good. Always in my prayers. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, November 3, 2003 12:59 AM CST
Just dropping in to say hello and let you know that you're being thought of here in Florida. Hope you're feeling a little better Austin. Love,
Alison Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Sunday, November 2, 2003 8:58 PM CST
Hi Austin - Sorry to hear you're not sleeping too well - that is always the worst - I laughed out loud when your mom said you yelled at the nurses - You are such a brave guy to put up with all those tests - but you know that they are the best way for the Doctors to help you! I've sent a little package via snail mail for you - you should get it soon - until then keep smiling!
Lots of love
Leslie Schmid, Hugs & Hope Canada <theschmids@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Sunday, November 2, 2003 3:17 PM CST
Hey Austin~ I'm sorry that you're not getting the sleep you need, it must be a real pain being woken up when you just got to sleep. Of course the nurses are doing all they can to help you, but you all know that anyway.It's still a pain. Well, you guys are just all amazing to me. It just blew me away how calm you were, Austin, through the nosebleed ordeal. I will be sending some heartfelt prayers for you. I'll be in touch, we're all praying for the best results.
Judy ~ Hugs & Hope Canada <vanslyke2208@rogers.com>
Orangeville, Ont Canada - Sunday, November 2, 2003 2:48 PM CST
Stopping by to let you know that you guys are never far from my thoughts and prayers. Blessings and love to you in Christ as you continue to battle. I'll check in on you again soon.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Sunday, November 2, 2003 1:29 PM CST
Austin

It is a wet and rainy day here today. I hope you are feeling a bit better today. I know that it must be hard for you in the hospital but stay strong and tough, as I know that you will. That goes for you too mom and dad. It is all water off a ducks back when you know what your child is going through. But I know that you realize that. Your courage and strength makes other peoples troubles seem so little. I wish you all the best and again stay strong.

Heather, Tony, Brendan. Emily and Olivia
Hugs and Hope Canada

Heather <momsathomex3@yahoo.ca>
Mississauga, On Canada - Sunday, November 2, 2003 12:26 AM CST
Austin Sweetie:)

Boy, you are my hero Austin. I can't believe all that you have to go through, and how brave you truly are. I hope and pray that the last few days have been better for you and that you were able to participate in the Halloween festivities at the hospital. I think I would be calling the nurses worse than 'idiot' if I had been through all that you have been...you stay tough and you stay stubborn,Austin,keep fighting buddy!! We are with you all the way, and we are praying REALLY HARD for your complete healing. Give a big hug to your great mom from us....we're so glad she is there with you.
love you,
Tracey,Steve,Quinn and Callum xoxox(Hugs and Hope Canada) <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Saturday, November 1, 2003 10:18 PM CST

Happy Halloween from us goblins and ghouls over in Houston! (Well, okay, Ben is a YuGi and Sam is a ninja!) We are thinking about you. It was a steamy 80 degrees tonight, so all the witches, frankensteins, mummies and whatnots were pretty hot trotting around the neighborhoods. We wanted to wish you a great evening!

cathie Feathers 'n Smiles Texas, Hugs and Hope <haldago@earthlink.net>
Houston, - Friday, October 31, 2003 11:20 PM CST
The strength and courage you and your son demonstrate is absolutely overwhelming. God bless your family. I keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Patti <cnpvanno@compwrx.com>
- Friday, October 31, 2003 10:52 PM CST
Hello Beth and Austin! I am so sad to hear about Austin's most recent struggles! I am constantly amazed at how strong these sweet kids are! It's a crying shame that they need to go through such terrible ordeals. Things that happened to them should never, ever happen, especially to such gentle, sweet and special children! I hope you have lots of support to keep you strong Beth, because it is clear to me that you are giving Austin all your energy! You are a wonderful Mom and an inspiration to me while I travel the path I am on. I fear for my daughter's future, while I pray for her and Austin and all the other wonderful neuroblastoma warriors! God Bless you and give you strength when you need it!
Happy Halloween from our family to yours!
http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann
Dave,Kim, Michaela,Nicholas and Daniel Mease <mssilky@paonline.com>
Lancaster, PA U S A - Friday, October 31, 2003 9:15 PM CST
Hello Beth and Austin

This is Cheryl Connolly (Nancy Gatehouse's sister). I've been following your website for the past couple of years, and just want you to know that my thoughts are with you and your family all the time. Austin is an amazing fighter, and Beth, you deserve the Mother of the World Award!! You are incredible! The two of you are unbelievable and true inspirations for anyone going through something similar. You are the biggest role model, proving that this disease can be challenged with the most powerful, aggressive fight, and that you won't give up until the battle is won! The two of you are amazing!! Keep up the strong fight! I hope Austin is feeling well again soon.

Cheryl
Cheryl Connolly <cconnolly@ns.sympatico.ca>
Kentville, NS Canada - Friday, October 31, 2003 9:54 AM CST
Hi Beth
I'm so sorry to hear Austin has had such a rough time the past 2 days. I hope things will only improve from here on in. You are all amazing and, as always, in our thoughts and prayers.
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Thursday, October 30, 2003 5:47 PM CST
My nane is Gail Sweet we have a 5yr. old grandson Luke Sweet.His story sounds a lot like his. Luke was clean for 13mos. He relapsed, sometime between the first of June and Sept. The out look is not good, he is under palliative care and new chemo protocol. As grandparents we can understand
it is so unreal. Our prayers go out to you and your family.
Austin and LUke are the same ageand Luke is also bald again.
Lukes web page is http://www.casringbridge.org/oh/lukesweet
You and you family,an Austin are special. xxxxx&ooooooo
SWEET HUGS from The Sweets
Gail and Gene Sweet <gailsweet@zoominternet.net>
Ashland, Ohio U.S.A. - Thursday, October 30, 2003 3:42 PM CST
I'm sorry to say it when you hear it so often, but I don't know how you do it. You, being Austin, Mummy, Daddy - the whole bunch of you. I felt so sorry for Austin reading about the bleeding spell. It's too awful to think about and yet you say he continues to amaze you with his calmness. Where you wonder does he get the strength. Austin, you're in my prayers.
Love
Barbara
Barbara Acheson <bacheson@haltondsb.on.ca>
Burlington, - Thursday, October 30, 2003 11:12 AM CST
Dear Beth,

I appreciated the update on Austin via the nblast list. I can now be very specific in my prayers for him. Austin sounds like an incredible kid and what a cutie. I will continue to read your journal entries and praying faithfully. With love, Debbie Hume
Debbie Hume <hume@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA USA - Thursday, October 30, 2003 10:44 AM CST
Hi! How are you? I still have a cold...:( Wyatt has been very good and cuddly! He actually has a new website! If you want check it out go to, www.freeweb.com/mj88 . He'll have a guest book soon so check back and let him know you have visited! Hugs to you, MJ & Wyatt
www.caringbridge.org/ny/mjpurk
www.our-sma-angels.com/Margaret

MJ <TWEETYROLL88@aol.com>
ny hugs and hope, - Thursday, October 30, 2003 8:51 AM CST
Austin- Hey there Big Guy!! Giving everyone a hard time, huh?? Good for you, keep them all on their toes and awake...LOL!!!! Tomorrow is Halloween, I bet you're gettinge excited. You'll have to tell Mommy to post some pictures of you in your costume for all of us to see....Keep Smiling and give Mommy big hugs from all of us...
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Thursday, October 30, 2003 8:08 AM CST
Thinking of you all.
Prayers are coming your way from Australia
Colleen and Kaitlyn
Colleen www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn/ <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 10:52 PM CST
AUSTIN, HERE IS A HALLOWEEN JOKE FROM LOGAN. WHAT DO WITCHES PUT ON THEIR BAGELS........SCREAM CHEESE. HAVE A HAPPY HALLOWEEN. LOVE FROM US ALL. LUCY
LUCY RUSSELL <lucy@remaxdelmar.com>
HAMILTON, - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 1:36 PM CST
Austin- Guess What....It's snowing here in Southern Minnesota. Guess that means Winter is on it's way....uuugghhh....Hope your MRI turns out positive news...Keep Smiling!!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 12:40 AM CST
We hope the MRI went well. Thinking and praying for you ALWAYS.
Have fun at the Parade. Take lots of photo's Beth.

xoxo Michele <McMcDn@cs.com>
- Wednesday, October 29, 2003 9:29 AM CST
Hi Beth
I hope all goes well with the MRI and that Austin gets some of his strength back and can be a little more comfortable really soon. The Hallowe'en parade sounds like a lot of fun.
Have a great time Austin!
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 5:34 AM CST
Hey Austin!

I'll see you as part of the Halloween parade on Friday! Can't wait...
Kristen, Camp Trillium
- Tuesday, October 28, 2003 6:33 PM CST
I hope Austin well in the MRI, We can't wait to come and visit, would Thursday night after dinner be okay? Is there ANYTHING you or Austin needs or wants us to bring?
Love Louise <mejos@sympatico.ca>
- Tuesday, October 28, 2003 10:30 AM CST
Hi, Austin, Beth
We're thinking of you.
Good luck with the MRI.
Love
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 9:23 AM CST
Beth,

I know the past seven weeks have been so tough for you and Austin. And yet you keep going, keep smiling, keep hanging on. Did anybody ever tell you that you two resemble the Energizer Bunny? :-)

I know test/scan days are nerve-wracking; as you get the results (good or bad) remember the many, many people who are thinking of you, praying for you and pulling for you and Austin. May your day be filled with peace.
Becky Smith <beckysmith62@aol.com caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith>
Mooresville, NC - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 6:28 AM CST
Beth: I tried to send you an email but it was returned. Can you pls email me at capthnk@aol.com. Thanks. Hope all is well today with you guys.

Jan Coller
Mom of Harris
Neuroblastoma Stage IV
Diagnosed 6-10-99
Jan Coller <capthnk@aol.com>
Miami, FL - Monday, October 27, 2003 4:00 PM CST

This little cutie just dazzled me when I visited the bird nursery..so we've added a FIFTH bird to our flock! I couldn't believe the sizzling blue coming through..and he's only TWO MONTHS old! He's a boy (they did a DNA blood test) and he wobbled onto my finger and said, "Dah bop?" My heart went "pit pat" and the rest is history. I was lucky, because these guys aren't that common. This breeder has only had one other one...five years ago!

We are known for our unusual and original bird names. Well, this little guy is a BLUE HEADED PIONUS. So, meet DASANI. You know, like the BLUE bottled water by Pepsi? And guess what his nickname is? SONIC, (derived from the "sani") another BLUE item, ie, the Sega blue mascot? (think video games) How perfect!

Dasani will have a hot blue/purple head, it's awesome! But what you'd love the most is their smell. They have a fruity smell! Dasani smells like a cherry-orange mix! Well, we just wanted to share our baby news with you. Dasani will be in the nursery for another month or so. Bye for now, more bird pics coming soon.
cathie Feathers 'n Smiles Texas, Hugs and Hope <haldago@earthlink.net>
Houston, - Monday, October 27, 2003 11:55 AM CST
Hi Austin:) Hi Mommy:)

Mom, is there anyway you could post the mailing address for the hospital, so we could send Austin a Halloween treat? Or to a relative/friend who lives nearby, and they could bring it up to you?? We (my family and also Canadian Hugs and Hope Club) were really hoping to be able to send Austin some 'happy mail' to make him smile:)
We look forward to hearing another update on all your news when Mom can get to a computer. We are happy you have a pumpkin in your room! But we will be the very happiest when we hear you are leaving the hospital and going HOME!!! We continue to keep you in our prayers sweetheart!
big hugs,
Tracey,Steve,Quinn and Callum xoxo Canadian Hugs and Hope:) <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary,Ab,Canada, - Sunday, October 26, 2003 11:11 PM CST
Hi I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and my prayers are with you. Wishing you well soon, hang in there. You are a cutie pie!! My heart is with you. Your strength is very inspiring to me. Thank You for touching me and my life. :)
Nikki Ortis <Ortisprincess@hotmail.com>
Grants Pass, Oregon USA - Sunday, October 26, 2003 9:41 PM CST
Hello, Beth and Austin, I hope you both get to come home soon, It must be getting to feel like home. You know I always think about the both of you and pray for a quick recovery, and hope Austin gets back to using all his muscles and gets his strength back. I would like to come and visit you, maybe bring Mike and Chris just let me know when a good time might be. We could bring dinner and have a picnic together. Well I hope you have a good week and I'll check in tomorrow.
Love Aunt Louise <mejos@sympatico.ca>
Smithville, On - Sunday, October 26, 2003 2:44 PM CST
Austin~
Hello! Popping over from Harris's page. I just looked at your photos, you are so CUTE! My name is Chanda, and my little boy Jacob was dx with NB in 2000. I hope you don't have any more pain and your counts recover and you can GO HOME!. I'll check back soon.
Chanda & Jake <courtneychanda@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 26, 2003 9:49 AM CST
Hi Austin how are you doing? I'm doing fine. Do you have game cube. If you do what games do you have maybe i could bring over my games. I've been playing Kirby air ride and spyhunter. I'm going to get a pumpkin today, my mom told me that you have a pumpkin in your room. ask your mom if I can come to the hospital and maybe I can bring my games over when I come over From Dustin. Oct 26/03.
Dustin Jarvis <kevdude91@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, October 26, 2003 9:38 AM CST
PS. Beth I forgot to tell you after the corn boil that Haley was all "who 'dat boy? where my friend? I see my friend?" Haley ADORED Austin. Austin had such a calming effect on her. They sat forever on the bench by the fire. (And she deosn't sit still for anybody!) He is such an angel! I'm sure he appreciated looking after somebody elso for a little while...XO
Kelly Montague <kellysteve@sympatico.ca>
Oakville, On Canada - Saturday, October 25, 2003 1:45 PM CDT
Hi Beth, Austin and family, thinking of you all and admiring your strength. Thanks for the updates Beth, I know we all appreciate it (hope it's therapeutic for you too). Thoughts and prayers are with you. XO
Kelly Montague <kellysteve@sympatico.ca>
Oakville, On Canada - Saturday, October 25, 2003 1:35 PM CDT
Hi Austin cutie:)

Just wanted to let you know 'we wuz here'...lurking around....heeheehee....we hope and pray that you will be feeling better and are able to get comfortable. Way to go with the exercise, big boy! Praying for good scans and no infection, counts to rise...platelets to not break so much! ;) It must be really tough to be in the hospital for sooooo long, I hope you and your inventive mommy are finding lots of fun things to do....ask Harris and his Mom for hints on wacky, fun things to do!
Hugs,
Tracey xo <traceyhewison@shaw.ca CANADIAN HUGS & HOPE!!!! >
Calgary, - Saturday, October 25, 2003 1:08 AM CDT
My son, Harris, has neuroblastoma stage iv just like your son. Diagnosed June 1999 a few wks after 3rd birthday. Harris is now almost 7-1/2. He goes in remission and as you know, relapses. I read your latest entry and so much of it sounds like what I have been struggling with my son. We have been in hospital for 4 wks now. (fevers, fungal infection, low counts since oral VPl6, etc.). We also went to Phil. for MIBG treatment. Same stem cell transplants (two back to back).
I wanted you to know my son and your son's history of chemos, transfusions since Phil are identical. I just wanted you to know there is another mother sitting in a hospital going through all the things you are going through with your son. Take care. Stay positive.
Jan Coller
mom of Harris
caringbridge.org/fl/harris
Jan Coller <capthnk@aol.com>
Miami, FL - Friday, October 24, 2003 9:41 PM CDT
Hi Austin, I wanted to say hello and tell you that you are in our thoughts and prayers. I love your quilt!
Judy
Orangeville, Ont Canada - Friday, October 24, 2003 7:48 PM CDT
Checking on you and signing in to let you know you're very loved and cared for and, of course, prayed for. Blessings.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, October 24, 2003 7:37 PM CDT
Keep Excercising Mate,
Hope you feel better soon
Hugs from Australia
Colleen - Kaitlyns mum
Colleen www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn/ <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Friday, October 24, 2003 7:10 PM CDT
Hi Beth
Still thinking white count and hoping there is no infection so that chemo can start as soon as possible. I hope Austin can get comfortable again soon. It is heart wrenching to think of him in this much pain.
We are, as always, thinking about you and hoping for the best....
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Friday, October 24, 2003 5:40 PM CDT
I am still praying daily for you and Austin . I pray that he will get those counts up so he can start the chemo and maybe even go home for a while. Prayer is a powerful thing.

Josie Pynn ( www.caringbridge.org/canada/ayden ) <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, ON Canada - Friday, October 24, 2003 3:08 PM CDT
Hi Beth.
I hope Austin counts come up soon so he can get chimo.
I feel so sorry that you and Austin cant'be home with
all your family.Praying all the time for Austin recovery.
Renata.

Renata Glusica <rglusica@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, Ont. Canada - Friday, October 24, 2003 2:47 PM CDT
Hi Beth
I haven't signed in for a while, but I have been checking up on you almost every day. We haven't stopped praying for you and your family. We wish you strength, peace, endurance, patience etc (and especially healing for Austin). He is such a cutie. God Bless!
Your friend
Karen <SCalvinkaren@aol.com>
Waterdown, ON - Friday, October 24, 2003 2:08 PM CDT
I just read your update Beth. Let's hope things get better and Austin's pain can be alleviated. Saying prayers for all of you.
Love
Barbara
Barbara Acheson <bacheson@haltondsb.on.ca>
Burlington, - Friday, October 24, 2003 12:33 AM CDT
Hi Beth,

Just to let you know we're thinking of you, and hope those white counts come up so that Austin gets his chemo and you two get to go home real soon.
Take care,

Jan
Janet Turner <jannron@sympatico.ca>
Burlington, On, - Friday, October 24, 2003 10:40 AM CDT
Hi Guys, Thinking and you and praying for those counts to come up. Take care and call soon when you get a minute and need a break. Lots of Luck and Love.
Lucy Russell <russell_lucy@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, On Canada - Friday, October 24, 2003 10:29 AM CDT
Hi Austin, Beth
Just a note to let you know that we are thinking of you.
We hope all the counts will be up real soon, and that the pain will get better.
Love to all.
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont. - Friday, October 24, 2003 8:19 AM CDT
Thinking about you and wishing you the best! Take care and we hope you feel great soon!!

WWW.caringbridge.org/il/zoejowolsfeld
Candyce <cywolsfeld1@insightbb.com>
Spring Valley, IL USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 9:38 PM CDT
Hey there Big Guy!! How's your week going so far? O.K. here in Minnesota, we've had WONDERFUL weather, but those darn lady bugs have been so bad haven't been able to enjoy it....are you going trick or treating around the hospital this year? I bet your Mom finds you a really cool costume.....Keep Smiling....
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Thursday, October 23, 2003 2:23 PM CDT
HI Austin! Another late night of work, so I thought I'd take a break to stop by and say 'hello'. So it is 8 days and counting until Halloween. Stumped for a costume. How about you? Got any ideas for me? The costume parade is a high pressure event around the hospital, requires real planning and preparation :) I have been looking for a really cool costume to wear, but so far all I have come across is the traditional witch, princess, or less than flattering cow costume!!! I figure that if I get stuck, I could just not comb my hair that morning and go as someone who has been hit by lightning...pretty convincing seeing as my hair is in its own time-zone in the a.m.! Have a goodnight buddy, sweet dreams and let mom know that I was thinking of her.
Kristen, Camp Trillium
- Thursday, October 23, 2003 0:45 AM CDT
Just popping in to say Hi & let you know we are thinking of & praying for your Family. We hope your days are full of sunshine.
Charlene & Graham parents of Becky B. (H&H Dec'01) http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/beckybunny/
for Hugs & Hope Canadian Chapter http://groups.yahoo.com/group/canadianchapterofhugsandhope/
http://www.hugsandhope.com/ the original group.

Charlene <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Wednesday, October 22, 2003 6:45 PM CDT
Hi Austin!!

The new photo's are all great! Love the one with you and Erika, it's easy to see you are brother and sister, you both have the most beautiful eyes.....and smiles! It is great to hear you are feeling better, you are such a fighter..keep it up Austin! Go white counts, go!
My sister Nicki and I took our children to see Daddy Daycare in the summer, it was great:) Cal was a bit young for it and the jokes went over his head, so he was storming the aisles...quietly!! LOL
We are keeping you in our prayers for your complete healing, and for you to be able to go home and be with your family....go Austin!
Hugs from your friends,
Tracey,Steve,Quinn and Callum xoxo CANADIAN HUGS AND HOPE CLUB <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary,Ab,Canada, - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 11:38 PM CDT
Hi, just a quick note to let you know that you are in our prayers and thoughts. The flu is getting better. Logan has a ear infection now. hopefully it will clear soon and i can come visit. call me when you get a minute.Love Lucy
Lucy RUssell <russell_lucy @hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 20, 2003 4:37 PM CDT
Just signing in to let you know that I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Love the new picture on the page. I'll check on you again soon. Blessings in Christ!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, October 18, 2003 11:40 AM CDT
HI BETH AND AUSTIN,
JUST WANT TO SAY WE LOVE YOU BOTH AND TO REMIND YOU THAT NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE TO A WILLING HEART.
LOTS OF LOVE DONNA,KEVIN,RACQUEL,KAYLA AND DUSTIN.
PS. SEE YOU TONIGHT.
DONNA BARKER
- Friday, October 17, 2003 11:53 PM CDT
hey, how ya doing austin? i just got a few more movies, and i'll give them to uncle dave this weekend. Glad you like daddy day care..have u watched bionicle mask of light?, it seems like a great movie. It's great that you were feeling good enough to sit through a movie, you keep getting better, i'll have lots more movies for you. Take care little guy. :)
Ken Lyon <klyon@sympatico.ca>
hamilton, ont canada - Friday, October 17, 2003 4:14 PM CDT
Hi! How've you been? I'm finally am feeling better! I started some new medicines that really help! Wyatt is really sad today. My dad vacuumed the couch so Wyatt can't sit or lay on it. Oh well, guess he'll just have to snuggle with me! Hope you are doing and feeling GREAT! Love and hugs, MJ
http://www.caringbridge.com/ny/mjpurk
http://www.our-sma-angels.com/Margaret/

mj <TWEETYROLL88@aol.com>
ny hugs and hope, - Friday, October 17, 2003 9:48 AM CDT
Austin,
Hey Little Man!! How are you doing? Did you have a Hapy Thanksgiving? I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you and your family. God Bless. Always in my prayers.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Friday, October 17, 2003 7:18 AM CDT
Hi
I'm thinking White Count and will keep on thinking it 'till Austin's counts come up!!! (Soon I hope)
Erika sounds adorable : )
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Thursday, October 16, 2003 5:50 PM CDT
Hi Austin and Beth
I just wanted to say hi and that i'm thinking of you two and the rest of the family.
Smiles!
jessie
Jessie Elliott-Kilgour
- Thursday, October 16, 2003 3:18 PM CDT
HI BETH AND AUSTIN NICE TO HEAR THAT YOUR FEELING A LITTLE BETTER I,M GLAD YOU LIKE THE MOVIE DADDY DAY CARE TAKE CARE BOTH OF YOU HOPE TO SEE YOU UP AND RUNNING AROUND SOON PS LET ME NO IF THERE IS ANY OTHER MOVIES YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE AND I WILL SEE WHAT I CAN DO ARE HOPES AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AUSTIN LOVE KIM DAVE YOUNG
kim &dave young <leafgirl1999@yahoo.ca>
hamilton , on canada - Thursday, October 16, 2003 1:13 PM CDT
White Counts White Counts White Counts White Counts
Hmmm. I'll have to check out the Daddy day care. I've watched Star Wars Episode I so many times I could recite the dialog backwards and in pig latin!
But I still LOVE it!
Take care Austin, Beth, and Family
I always like new pictures and the new ones are great.

BTW
Why did my next door neighbor name his son Stetson?
Cause he pulled his name out of a hat.

Patrick
Patrick <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Thursday, October 16, 2003 8:39 AM CDT
Dear Austin and Mom:

We are praying for those white counts to soar and the legs to bear weight. Enjoy Daddy DayCare-It is such a hoot!

Take care
Candyce Wolsfeld <www.caringbridge.org/il/zoejowolsfeld>
Spring Valley, IL USA - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 8:23 PM CDT
HI GUYS, THINKING OF YOU AS ALWAYS AND HOPING THAT YOU GET OUT OF THE STUCK MODE AND FEEL BETTER.I STILL HAVE A WICKED COUGH BUT I FEEL BETTER. MY MOM IS STILL HERE . I WILL MISS HER LIKE CRAZY WHEN SHE LEAVES. HOPE TO SEE YOU WHEN YOU ARE BETTER. LOVE AND KISSES
LUCY RUSSELL <lucy@remaxdelmar .com>
HAMILTON, - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 3:18 PM CDT
Hi Austin and Mommy
Just sitting here thinking of you guys (24-7) and thought I would drop into your webpage to say hello. Beth, did you enjoy Donna's cooking and all that Jive Turkey? Next time I visit I will bring in some leaves if Erika hasn't already. Take care and we'll see you soon.
Love Brenda and Family
Brenda Chambers <chambersbc@sympatico.ca>
Mt Hope, on ca - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 9:26 AM CDT
Hi
I hope things become unstuck, for the better, soon. We are, as ever, thinking of you and hoping for the best.
love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Canada - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 7:53 PM CDT
Hi, Beth, Austin and family
We,re still here
We,re still hoping things will get better
We,re still thinking of you, and loving you
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mounyaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont. - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 3:40 PM CDT
Hi Beth & Austin (Glen,Aaron,Amber & Erika too!)
I thought of ALL of you very often this past weekend. You
made me think of how lucky I was to be able to spend the
entire weekend with my family. I was praying hard that you
were all able to spend time together. Beth....I hope you
managed to get some real Turkey somewhere....if not......I
will make you an entire dinner and bring it to the hospital for you!!! I know you
would have loved nothing better than to be at home in your own kitchen making that Turkey dinner!
I hope this week brings new changes and that Austin's counts
start to climb at amazing rates. Lots of Love and many prayers being sent your way.

xoxo Michele
- Monday, October 13, 2003 9:09 PM CDT
Happy Thanksgiving!

love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Monday, October 13, 2003 1:00 PM CDT
Hi Austin and Beth
Just wanted to say hi and let you know we are thinking of you. I hope you like the Dino and the rest of the goodies. (Cool Pumpkin eh?). All the best to your whole family, you guys are so strong and truly an inspiration.
Love Derek
(Warren, Damon, Naomi)
Derek Oates <derekoates@hotmail.com>
Ancaster, - Sunday, October 12, 2003 4:53 PM CDT
Glad to hear that things are looking at least a little better. I will certainly continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings and much love to you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, October 12, 2003 1:48 PM CDT
Hi, Austin. I thought I'd tell you how brave and wonderful I think you are. I wish you all the love, luck, and hope in the world. BYE!!!
Julia Simmons <jalia99@hotmail.com>
Collinwood, TN 38450 - Sunday, October 12, 2003 1:02 PM CDT
Hi Austin! Thought I'd stop by and see how you're doing. It's great to hear that you've been able to play some in the last couple of days. I really liked looking at your new photos. I'm sure your sister loves it when she's able to spend some time with you. Big brothers are special! Also like the photo of the pig. :-) Hope that you'll continue to feel up to playing and having your company! I'll keep you and your family in my prayers.
Kathy Rohm <RohmK@Hotmail.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Sunday, October 12, 2003 1:00 AM CDT
Hi Austin,

I'm Debra and I live in Texas where Cathie lives, only way farther north! That 3-sided square at the top of Texas? I live right in the center there close to Amarillo.

I have 5 birds or I should say, Kade, my 9 yr old, and I have 5 birds: 2 parakeets named SweetiePie and TinkerBell, a cockatiel named Dodo (named after the extinct bird), a Meyer's named Barclay, and a Timneh African Grey named Harley!

Barclay is a pistol!! She hangs off my shirt tail all day while I am doing housework and homeschooling and when I get close to the dog or cat, she will lean over and try to give them a bite!! She is smaller like a cockatiel (9 inches) but thinks she is a MaCaw (30 inches) so she thinks she should be boss of everyone!!

Keep playing those games and tell Mom I said hello and we'll all be praying for you to have those good days.

Barclay doesn't talk yet, but Harley says 'time to go nite, nite'! That means me. :-)
Debra Standiford
Canyon, TX USA - Sunday, October 12, 2003 0:43 AM CDT
Hi Austin! I love your new pictures, and that's great that you sat up in bed and played games for such a long time. I know your sister loved that. My little girl lost her hair 3 times during treatments, and each time it came back looking different! Once it was very curly, and once very straight... Keep smiling, Austin, and I will keep you in my prayers!

Sherry C. <southernhalo_14@hotmail.com>
GA USA - Saturday, October 11, 2003 9:00 PM CDT
Hi guys!
What a great picture of Austin and Erika! I'm so happy to hear Austin is more comfortable. Just wanted to send the best of wishes for the whole family! Have a great Thanks Giving!
love jessie
Jessie Elliott-Kilgour <jeko0@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, ON Canada - Saturday, October 11, 2003 12:12 AM CDT
Just stopping by to say hello! LOVE the pictures! :), Laura
.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Friday, October 10, 2003 11:13 PM CDT
What wonderful pictures!!! And great news too!!! I'm so glad the last few days have gone well. Have a great Thanksgiving weekend.
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Canada - Friday, October 10, 2003 7:15 PM CDT
Austin, I hope this finds you doing well. I just wanted to wish you all the best and a Happy & HEALTHY Halloween from everyone at Smile Quilts

Angel Chris and all your friends at ~ Smile Quilts ~
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Friday, October 10, 2003 11:37 AM CDT
Hi Austin

What great pictures! That piggy bank looks even better on your head than when it was on the table.

I am so happy that you were able to enjoy your visit from Erika and your cousins Darryl, Devon and Aleah.

It was great seeing you on your new bed Monday and resting so comfortably. Keep well...your always in my prayers.
Nanny & Art <akirk9@hotmail.com>
Stoney Creek, Ont Canada - Friday, October 10, 2003 9:57 AM CDT
We are heading out this morning for up north and I just HAD
to check in on Austin. I am sooo glad I did! It sounds like
things are taking a swing for the better!!! The photo's are
great and Austin looks so much better than he did when I
made my visit to the hospital. I LOVE that SMILE !!!!
Sending special Thanks to God over this
Thanksgiving Weekend.
xoxo Michele
- Friday, October 10, 2003 6:06 AM CDT
HI AUSTIN,LOVED THE PICTURE OF YOU WITH PIG ON YOUR HEAD,GOOD THING IT'S NOT REAL,LOL.HAPPY TO HEAR YOU HAD A GOOD TIME WITH YOUR SISTER PLAYING GAMES.SENDING LOTS OF SMILES AND HUGS. HUGS HELEN
Helen Parody (H&H) <hparody@twcny.rr.com>
ogdensburg, N.Y. USA - Thursday, October 9, 2003 11:00 PM CDT
Hi There, Great Picture. Sorry I have not been up. I have a great cold and I am sneezing my face off. I will come for a visit when everyone is well. Give my love to everyone. I am having a great visit with my mom. I hope I don't make her sick. call me soon. Lots of Love and Prayers.
Lucy Russell <russe;;_lucy @ hotmail.com>
- Thursday, October 9, 2003 7:58 PM CDT
Hi Austin and Beth, What an awesome looking piggy bank sitting on an awesome kid!!!! We think about you every day.
Ellen Scott and Daniel
St Ann's, ont Canada - Thursday, October 9, 2003 6:05 PM CDT
checking in on one of my favorites! Hope today was a better day and you are feeling a bit better.

Glad that you got some great time with your family!

Keep Smiling.
Candyce <www.caringbridge.org./il/zoejowolsfeld>
Spring Valley, IL USA - Thursday, October 9, 2003 5:59 PM CDT

Hi Austin! Instead of posting my birds' pictures, this time I thought we'd go wild. This is one of 300 pictures I took. Did you know Indochinese tigers LOVE to swim? They do. We watched these two for about an hour at the Houston Zoo. They have a huge area to lounge around in, and a wide "river" to swim in. The Houston Zoo is known for its natural habitats...some are so good, you can't see the animals. We never did spot the leopards (no pun intended.) which were hidden up in their rocky area.

Here's some fact about these tigers for you! They are found in mainly in Thailand, but also Cambodia, China, Malaysia, Myanmar, Jamaica, Virgin Islands (U.S.)
They like forest but also hills and mountainous areas. Their stripes are narrower than the Bengal tiger..but folks OFTEN get these guys mixed up! And guess how much they weigh when they are born? TWO ounces! The mom usually has 2-4 babies and by a year and a half old, they are skilled enough hunters to say, "See ya later!"

Click on the picture to go to the Houston Zoo page ..I've linked you the page where you can click on any of the mammals and see great pictures and facts. (I spent about an hour surfing the page myself! You can also go to birds, fish, reptile pages, etc.) Enjoy!

cathie Feathers 'n Smiles Texas, Hugs and Hope <haldago@earthlink.net>
Houston, - Thursday, October 9, 2003 5:31 PM CDT
Sounds like you had a great couple of days! I hope today went as well. See Austin, I'm getting my gift already - you feeling better - and I don't even have to wait until Christmas!
Love, Sandy
Sandra Turnsek <sturnsek@rogers.com>
Newmarket, ON Canada - Thursday, October 9, 2003 4:44 PM CDT
I hope today was a great day. I'm so glad you got to spend so much time cuddling with Austin. We are all hoping that all the days from here on in only improve. : )
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Thursday, October 9, 2003 4:40 PM CDT
Beth and Austin,
I just wanted to leave you a note to let you know you are in my prayers.. :)
May God Bless you and all you do.. :)
Mags aka Spirit Fire

http://spiritfire.shorturl.com
Mags aka Spirit Fire
Redding , CA USA - Thursday, October 9, 2003 3:39 PM CDT
Hi Austin and Mommy
Thank you so much for the awesome visit, I was touched so much to see you laugh again, lets play pokeman again, this time we'll beat Mommy by a land slide. Take care will visit soon
Love Brenda and Family
XOXO
Brenda Chambers <chambersbc@sympatico.ca>
Mt hope, On CA - Thursday, October 9, 2003 3:17 PM CDT
Hello Beth, Austin and family. Very glad to hear that Austin is having less pain. That is what we were all praying for lately. Maybe our prayers for Austin to hurry up and get home will be answered soon. Hope things keep looking up and up

Josie Pynn ( www.caringbridge.org/canada/ayden ) <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, ON Canada - Thursday, October 9, 2003 2:13 PM CDT
Dear Beth and Austin! I had a thrill today reading about your good days!! It's about time, huh! YOu stay strong and keep cuddling! We're thinking about you here in PA and praying for your continued improvement and comfort! Bless you both!
Dave,Kim, Michaela,Nicholas and Daniel Mease <www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann>
Lancaster, U S A - Thursday, October 9, 2003 12:36 AM CDT
Hi Austin!
It made me so happy that you woke up for a while. I know it meant a lot to your mum too. Keep smiling=)
Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Thursday, October 9, 2003 11:09 AM CDT
Hi Beth, Austin and family,
I am so glad you got some good awake time with Austin.
You are so amazing. Do not forget to take some time for yourself, to re-energize.

By the way, did you read about Lunch For Life? It is spreading around the world. We have raised aver $37,000 with 1 million as the goal. And it is all going to Neuroblastoma RESEARCH!!! Maybe one day NB won't be such a threat....maybe a thing of the past (ok, dreaming, but a good dream).

Love you all - God Bless
Michelle Barone <www.caringbridge.org/page/christabarone>
Hollywood, Fl USA - Thursday, October 9, 2003 8:57 AM CDT
Hi Beth
It is wonderful to see you had a great night with Austin.Hopefully things will just get better from now on.
Love
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont - Thursday, October 9, 2003 7:30 AM CDT
Beth,
I am so glad that you got some quality snuggle time with Austin. I pray for you everyday and know that we all care! God Bless you and I will continue to send my thoguths and prayers to you.
Jennifer Hines
Coon Rapids, Mn - Thursday, October 9, 2003 7:07 AM CDT
Beth,
It moved me to hear about your entangled cuddle with Austin.
Our thoughts and prayers are with you, hoping that there
will be only better days ahead with many more awake and
painless times to cuddle.
Thinking of you Always,
xoxo Michele
- Thursday, October 9, 2003 6:59 AM CDT
Hi Austin, Sweety, you are in my prayers .So are your family..You are so brave-ya make me proud-Just take life one day at a time.
May God shower you with blessings from above..
All my love, Patt
Patt P. <magicinker@yahoo.com>
NY USA - Thursday, October 9, 2003 0:44 AM CDT
Hi, Austin! I'm still praying everyday for you to be healed from this horrible disease and all the pain. I hope to see some great news soon!

Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
- Wednesday, October 8, 2003 9:56 PM CDT
Hi Austin,
I'm saying lots of prayers for you and sending you happy thoughts, smiles and big hugs to brighten your day.
Best wishes,
Candy

Candy B. from Hugs and Hope <zacheric02@msn.com>
Livonia , MI - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 9:41 PM CDT
Waves hello to Austin and Beth. You are in my thoughts and daily prayers. I am sending you LOTS of Rainbow Hugs & Wishes : D
Ronae' H. <junipersecho@yahoo.com>
Hugs & Hope, MI USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 9:27 PM CDT
Hey Austin, have a great day!
Elizabeth <eboresow@yahoo.com>
Hugs and Hope, KS USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 7:27 PM CDT
We are keeping Austin in Prayer and hope that the new meds help!

God Bless!
Candyce <www.caringbridge.org/il/zoejowolsfeld>
Spring Valley, IL USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 6:07 PM CDT
Hi Beth

I have been visiting your site regularly. I'm happy to hear the change in meds have given some relief to Austin. Let hope it only gets better from now on.

I think Tricia mentioned to you that I was going to be donating blood in memory of Ashley. Well today I did it. After reading Tricia and your entries about the shortage of blood I knew I had to donate. It is the least I can do. I'm fortunate enough to be healthy and would like nothing more than to be able to save a life by donating. So I did, today.

I really hope the doctors get Austin back to the bubbly little boy he was and will ask God to give Austin the strength to continue to fight this UGLY monster.

Take care always,

Martina Cannon <martinac32@sympatico.ca>
Hamilton, - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 4:02 PM CDT
Hi Sweetie:)
Just stopping in today to see if there was any new 'news'....I am so happy the med switches are working for you, that's great:) I heard from Cathie last night, she has a new bird, he is beautiful with a blue head....they named him Dasani and the boys nickname for him is Sonic!! We are keeping you in our prayers, cute one....keep up the fight and never give up!
big hugs for you!

Tracey,Steve,Quinn and Callum xoxo
Calgary,Ab,Canada, - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 11:23 AM CDT
Waves hello to Austin. I am sending you LOTS of Rainbow Hugs & Wishes : D
Ronae' H. <junipersecho@yahoo.com>
Hugs & Hope, MI USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 7:40 AM CDT
Austin,
Hey there! How are you doing? I am sorry to hear that you are not feeling so good. I am praying for God to make you feel better. Hope you have a good day. God Bless. Always in my prayers.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 7:39 AM CDT
Hi Austin, you have a great name I love it. I have a great nephew that is named Austin and I have taken care of him since he was born he is now 7.
Hope you are havng a good week. Be a good boy and remember you are in our Prayer's.
Serena E. <Ladybug50@cablespeed.com>
Charlotte, Mi USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 5:55 AM CDT
hi buddy we hope you feel better . were praying for you.
michelle <mudmar123@aol.com>
brentwood, ca u.s.a. - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 1:08 AM CDT
A Cheery Hello from California! Austin, I just read what you've been through last week! Ohhhh my! You are such an incredibly brave young man to go through all that. You are in my prayers. I hope this week is much better than last.
Martha Snow - Hugs and Hope <mustang8@charter.net>
Redding, CA United States - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 0:02 AM CDT
Hi Austin:
Hello buddy, what a handsome young man you are, just visited your web page. I have a grandson named Austin, very beautiful name. Hope you week is going good. Just wanted to say Hello from Tennessee. Hugs
Laverne Griffin <L3Griffin@Aol.com>
Lebanon, Tn USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 10:09 PM CDT
HI AUSTIN AND BETH I HOPE YOU ARE FEELING BETTER REAL SOON I,M GIVING DAVE DADDY DAY CARE FOR YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS TO WATCH HOPE YOU ENJOY IT MY PRAYERS AND HOPES ARE WITH YOU LOTS OF LOVE KIM &DAVE YOUNG
kim &dave young <leafgirl1999@yahoo.ca>
hamilton, on canada - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 8:25 PM CDT
Hi Austin!

Just wanted to drop in and say Hi and I am thinking of you. I love your name. My oldest son's middle name is Austin. : ) I will be praying for you and your family.
Big Hugs,
Hope
Hope Davenport <hugsnsmiles123@aol.com>
Portland, Texas USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 7:56 PM CDT
HI Austin! I'm Teri a "HUGGER and HOPER" just popped in to say hi! My prayers are with you and your family. Keep smilin'!
Teri Thomas <2angels@myway.com>
Silver Creek, Wa. USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 6:23 PM CDT
Hi Austin. My name is Teri. A fellow Chemo Angel referred me to your site. I just want you to know that we are pulling for you!!! WE will keep you in our prayers!!

Hugs to you!!
Teri Folks <pchefteri@austin.rr.com>
Kyle, TX USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 5:27 PM CDT
Hi, Austin. I hope today is a good day. My birds & I want to tell you "Helloooooooooo"! They are silly things, & would love to give you kisses in person. But since they can't, you cal go look at thier pictures. http://photo.starblvd.net/birdmom1 Love, Alecia Feathers N' Smiles, TX
Alecia Ellis <aellis@houston.rr.com>
Cypress, TX USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 4:38 PM CDT

vikki <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Tuesday, October 7, 2003 1:36 PM CDT
Hi Beth,

So glad Austin is having an improvement in his comfort level with the different medication. I just got a phone call from your mother and she's coming in to see you. Hope she finds Austin pain-free and alert. And I hope you both get home to your family real soon.

Love, Jan
Janet Turner <jannron@sympatico.ca>
Burlington, On, - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 12:13 AM CDT

My yellow nape amazon, Tripoli, thought you'd like a picture of a bird in your guestbook. She is a show off! Did you know she she sings Yankee Doodle, Saints Come Marching In, and Old Mac Donald Had A Farm? She also says 150 different things, such as (wolf whistle) "Wow! You're a ten!" Other things are "You're my baby," and "I love you" and "Whatcha doing?" and "I want outside!" She also tells me, "I want food." She also does MY laugh then says, "You're funny!" The last time I corrected her singing, she told me, "There ya go!" like SHE was teaching ME!

We are working on "Uh oh. I taste like chicken." Aren't I mean? Hee hee hee. Total, I have four birds. Tripoli, Pompeii (a severe macaw) Callao (a Half Moon Conure) and Mirage (a Congo African grey) They keep me busy! We're all thinking about you. You are very, very brave to have battled that fever and chills...I wish Tripoli could give you a BIG feathery hug when you're not feeling well.

(BTW, If anyone who owns birds would like to join our Feathers 'n Smiles group, just click on the picture. We sign guestbooks of these wonderful kids and tell them briefly about our birds. )(You don't have to do pictures.)

cathie Feathers 'n Smiles Texas, Hugs and Hope <haldago@earthlink.net>
Humble, Texas - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 11:19 AM CDT
Dear Austin

I hope you are feeling a bit better today. I know this is a battle that you don't want to be fighting but know that your battle is making other people stonger by your strength
and courage. I hope your family is well and staying strong as well. Keep smiling in the battle.

My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.

Heather Hugs and Hope Canada
hmaini5566@rogers.com

Heather <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, On Canada - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 10:34 AM CDT
Hi Austin: My Mom & I belong to H&H Canada & will visit your site often http://groups.yahoo.com/group/canadianchapterofhugsandhope/
I'm Becky & I'm 9 years old. I just saw the picture of you being a chicken :>) Thanks for helping me to laugh. I said tons of prayers for your fever & pain i hope God heard me.
Bye till next time

Becky B & my Mom Charlene from Hugs & Hope Canada
Ont. Canada - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 10:15 AM CDT
Austin: you are such a brave young fellow. Know that we are praying for & thinking of you every day.

Charlene & Becky B. Canadian chapter of Hugs & Hope <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
Ont. Canada - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 10:03 AM CDT
Hey Austin:)
Well, we were last by on Sept 14....sorry so long sweetie, but we continued to keep you in our prayers for your complete healing, and that will never stop:) You are just such a cute and funny boy, I love your chicken photo so much, it just brings a smile to my face and a laugh to my heart...you are a doll! Keep fighting Austin, never give up and neither will we...it's great you have those nurses trained, big boy!
Gentle hugs and much love,
Tracey,Steve,Quinn and Callum xoxox Canadian Hugs and Hope
Calgary,Ab,Canada, - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 1:39 AM CDT
Hi Beth and Austin... Just saw your website address from the NB list. Wanted to stop by and say hello. I loved the Pokemon on the lead shield!!! When Madison was there, she put Barbies and stickers all over it. It was Valentines Day so we had hearts everywhere. Hang in there buddy, we are rooting for ya!
Laura Poncin ( madison's mommy) <www.madisonelizabeth.net/madispage.html>
Gilbert, Az USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 11:15 PM CDT
Dear Beth and Austin,
Thank you for the update, I know they are hard to get around to sometimes. I wish you had better news, but I was happy to see the improvements seem to be coming! I'll continue to pray for you all!
Dave,Kim, Michaela,Nicholas and Daniel Mease Mease <www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann>
Lancaster, PA U S A - Monday, October 6, 2003 7:13 PM CDT
Hi all
Thanks for the update Beth. It's always good to hear from you. I hope the new meds continue to improve Austin's comfort. There has to be some more good news soon! Austin is such a fighter that he will beat this!!!
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Monday, October 6, 2003 3:54 PM CDT
Hi Austin
I am really sad that you are in bad pain. Your mummy's last entry at least said that you are a little bit better with the new medication. I hope the stupid pain goes away totally Austin.
Love Barbara
Burlington, - Monday, October 6, 2003 2:31 PM CDT
Glad to see the update. Wanted you to know I'm thinking of you and praying for you. Austin is definitely a fighter and you guys are dealing with a horrible situation with such strength and grace. Keep fighting! I'll check back soon.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, October 6, 2003 2:18 PM CDT
Austin,
I am praying for you. I hope you start to feel better.
Jennifer HInes
Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, October 6, 2003 12:31 AM CDT
Hi, Beth
It's breaking my heart that you have to see Austin in so much pain. I was happy to read further that the new medication seem to make him feel better. He is such a trooper, that he might beat this yet. Here's hoping.
Love
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont. - Monday, October 6, 2003 9:06 AM CDT
Hi Austin,
Just checking in for any new news......I hope everything
is going well and that you are starting to feel better.
We think of you ALL of the time and Pray for your speedy
recovery.
xoxo Michele, Mike,Jordan & Matthew
- Sunday, October 5, 2003 7:22 PM CDT
Hi Beth and Austin,
I sure hope Austin is up and about real soon and those darn tubes come out so you can have your hugs back. Thinking of you as always,
Nancy, Kylie, Brooke and Mallory
Nancy
- Sunday, October 5, 2003 6:19 PM CDT
Hi Beth
I hope all is going well. Thinking of you as always....
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Sunday, October 5, 2003 4:52 PM CDT
Just checking on you and wanting you to know that you continue to be very much in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings and lots of love to you in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, October 5, 2003 4:17 PM CDT
Dear Beth and Austin, I am glad Austin's comfort level is good, but I know you want him back and alert! Hopefully, like you said tomorrow will be better! Stay strong and God Bless!
Dave,Kim, Michaela,Nicholas and Daniel Mease Mease <www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann>
Lancaster , PA U S A - Saturday, October 4, 2003 8:26 PM CDT
Reading your entries, Beth, I'm always pointed toward being thankful for the things in our lives that are blessings but which we don't always see as such. For instance, getting kids off to school in the morning is a hectic, CRAZY time around here (they're on the bus by 7:30). You must miss even that with your other guys (gals). Thanks again for keeping us informed. We check up on Austin every couple of days. Hope he's feeling more "up" again soon. I spent a week in the hospital with my little guy while he was getting his appendix out and the days seemed to meld into each other so I'm sure that for you, with him sleeping so much, it's even worse.

Our thoughts and prayers remain with you guys. Have a good weekend!

Ingrid Louwerse <louwerse@sympatico.ca>
Waterdown, ON - Saturday, October 4, 2003 9:57 AM CDT
Hi Austin! Just wanted to stop by to let you know that I was thinking of you. Did Maria make a 'special delivery' to you yet? Thought it might look great on your wall. You can never have enough SpongeBob Squarepants !!! The Trillium board in Clinic needs to be redecorated and no one does it quite as good as you (as evidenced by the huge number of compliments I heard last time you tackled this big job). When you are feeling up to it, I could sure use your help. Take care buddy and tell mom and dad that I said "hello"
Kristen, Camp Trillium
- Friday, October 3, 2003 5:59 PM CDT
Austin-I have 2 boys, ages 7 and 10 and they love their Gameboy and Pokemon games too. Do you have the sapphire and ruby versions?

Fawn from Canadian Chapter of H&H <fawnk@wcoil.com>
Bellefontaine, OH US - Friday, October 3, 2003 11:13 AM CDT
HI DAVIS FAMILY.
MY THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU ALWAYS. THINKING OF YOU GUYS AND HOPING THINGS ARE IMPROVING. PS. BETH, I WILL COME BY ONE MORNING NEXT WEEK. I WILL GIVE YOU A CALL. LOVE TO EVERYONE LUCY
LUCY RUSSELL
- Thursday, October 2, 2003 7:27 PM CDT
Hi Austin:

Just a note to thank you for the tour of the hospital you and your mommy gave us during our visit with you. All the nurses and your friends were so happy to see you up and about. I knew the piggy bank that you decorated would be nice but it was more than nice, it was just beautiful! Plus your hand print in the decorated frame was a fantastic work of art.

All of us are praying that you will soon be back home with all the family.
Nanny & Art <akirk9@hotmail.com>
Stoney Creek, ONT Canada - Thursday, October 2, 2003 10:44 AM CDT
Austin- Jake is right you are a SUPER DUPER DUDE!!!! I hope you are feeling better today and give Mommy lots of love and hugs!!!!! Keep smiling.....
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Thursday, October 2, 2003 9:51 AM CDT
Austin we are thinking of you often, I hope you come home soon, and that your pain has settled down.

We watched Aaron skate lastnight at hockey practise wow he's pretty fast.
Take care of mommy while you are there, I hope to see you soon.
Love Aunt Louise <mejos@sympatico.ca>
- Wednesday, October 1, 2003 2:54 PM CDT
Hi Beth:
Just wanted to give you my extension down here....ext 22051 - I think you can call direct from Austin's room?
Anytime you want to take a break - and its is ok with Austin - I would be really happy to pop up and stay with him. I know he doesn't like it when you go out for a bit - but it is worth a try. I am available anytime unless I have a conference going.
Hope your evening went well...say hi to Austin for me.
Mary Cass <cassm@mcmaster.ca>
Nanticoke, - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 10:38 AM CDT
Stopping by to say HI AUSTIN! You sound like a SUPER DOOPER DUDE to us!
Chanda & Jake
- Tuesday, September 30, 2003 12:35 AM CDT
Hi Beth,

It broke my heart to hear you say how much you wanted to hug Austin. I'm sure it will happen really soon. He'll amaze us all again!

Love

Jan
Janet Turner
Burlington, ON, - Monday, September 29, 2003 6:24 PM CDT
Hi Beth
I'm glad Austin is comfortable and I hope he can get his tubes out soon. I'm sure he misses those hugs just as much as you do. (Give him a hug from all of us when you get a chance). Take care....
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Monday, September 29, 2003 5:04 PM CDT
Dear Austin

Hoping and praying that you will soon get rid of all those tubes, so that mommy will be able to hug you again. Was delighted to hear that you were able to play Nintendo with Aaron the other day and I know you "WON".

I will be visiting you tonight and maybe I will be able to play Nintendo with you.

Love

Nanny & Art <akirk9@hotmail.com>
Stoney Creek, Ont Canada - Monday, September 29, 2003 4:33 PM CDT
Dear Beth and Family
Just wanting to let you know we hope Austins pain stays under control but he can soon stay awake longer in the day too, and soon get all those tubes out so you both can have your special hugs back. lori and paul
lori prestney <lprestney@anvilintl.com>
smithville, on - Monday, September 29, 2003 10:48 AM CDT
Hi Everyone
I hope the quiet days are good for Austin, and that he will be alert soon and without pain, so you can get your hugs again, Beth.
Thinking of you and hoping things will be better soon
Love
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont - Monday, September 29, 2003 8:44 AM CDT
Hi Austin....My name is Hannah and my mommy checks up on you often....We're glad your pain is under control. Sounds like your mommy is one sweet mommy...She loves you so much....We don't know her but can "feel" the love she has for you in her writing......Still praying for you....
Gently,
Hannah (DX W/NBIV 07/02)
Brenda Glenn (mom to Hannah) www.caringbridge.org/tx/hannah
Magnolia, TX USA - Saturday, September 27, 2003 11:56 PM CDT
Hi. I was thinking of you guys today so thought I would just drop a note to say so. Austin, you are more special than you can eeever imagine. You have probably heard that so much - you're bored of it. But you ARE.
Jamie
Burlington, - Saturday, September 27, 2003 5:57 PM CDT
Hi there Davis Family.
Thinking of you everyday and hoping you will be home soon. Rob has a sore throat and cough so we won't come to visit just yet.Beth, call me if you want to talk. We love you guys. Love Rob, Lucy and Logan
Lucy Russell <russell_lucy@hotmail.com>
hamilton, - Saturday, September 27, 2003 11:45 AM CDT
Hi Beth and Austin,
Just wanted to let you know we are always thinking of you and hope that you are both home real soon!
Nancy, Kylie,Brooke and Mallory
nancy
- Saturday, September 27, 2003 7:45 AM CDT
Hello Beth, Austin & Family.
Keep your chin up! Our prayers are with you always,
Cliff & Esther Roukema
Caledonia, - Saturday, September 27, 2003 7:26 AM CDT
Hi Beth & Austin,
I hope things are alot better. Counts are up and fever is
gone.....hopefully. I'm thinking of you and praying for you
ALL of the time.
xoxo Michele
Burlington, - Saturday, September 27, 2003 5:54 AM CDT
Hi guys, Austin buddy I hope you are doing well and enjoying your craft time! Beth, I pray the fevers subside asap and that he doesnt have an infection
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Saturday, September 27, 2003 1:09 AM CDT
Hi Austin & Beth

So happy to hear that you are having fun playing with the crafts. I just bet that your piggy bank looks so awesome after you had "Austinized" it with paint in such a unique manner only you are able to do. Keep up the good work.
All of us give you are love and hope and pray that you will be home soon.

Love

Nanny & Art <akirk9@hotmail.com,>
Stoney Creek, Ont Canada - Friday, September 26, 2003 3:57 PM CDT
Just stopping by to see how you are. Also wanted to mention that I've had the same problem Austin is having with holding on to platelets. Mine kept dropping to 0 and then I'd only bump into the teens even with transfusion. My doc (Joanne Kurtzberg) who pioneered cord blood transplantation gave me some IVIG and steroids with the transfusions and it helped me hold on to the platelets longer. Don't know if that is a possibility for you guys but wanted to let you know. Feel free to email me if you think I can help in any way. I can put you in touch with Dr. K if someone needs more info. God bless and please know I'm praying for you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, September 26, 2003 3:49 PM CDT
Beth,
I'm glad to have been brought up to speed through your journal enteries. I would love to get in touch with you and the kids! I have some great pictures for you guys.
Best thoughts and wishes for you all.
Jessie
Jessie Elliott-Kilgour <jeko0@hotmail.com>
Hamilton , ON Canada - Friday, September 26, 2003 11:28 AM CDT
Hey guys, I finally found you! Glad to hear Austin's comfortable. Beth, don't forget that the kids are always welcome here, especially when that just might be what Glen and your mom need in order to free them up for a while for other important things. Have them call us!Take care!
Michele and Paul Altobelli
Smithville, On Canada - Friday, September 26, 2003 11:24 AM CDT
Hey Austin Glad to see you are having fun making so many things. I bet you wish you could be doing it at home though. I am praying for you to get better real soon so you can go home. thinking of you daily
Josie Pynn ( www.caringbridge.org/canada/ayden ) <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, ON Canada - Friday, September 26, 2003 10:29 AM CDT
Wow Austin, sounds like you are the "craft master"! i am very jealous!! I LOVE CRAFT TIME!!!! hope you have a great day today! i am keeping up on all of your journals, and it is nice to be able to peek in on you and mum!! i have a CD full of pictures from camp trillium and i am going to try to send some of them to your email...you really had a lot of fun at camp!! i'll check back soon!!
Becka Soyka (your camp trillium friend!) < hawkytrainer@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, - Friday, September 26, 2003 9:12 AM CDT
Hi Beth
I am checking your web page every day to stay "tuned in". Its great to be able to keep up on what is going on. Thinking of you guys often and praying for you always.
Take Care and God Bless.
Your Friend
Karen Scharringa <SCalvinkaren@aol.com>
- Friday, September 26, 2003 8:22 AM CDT
Beth,

I've been checking on you and your little man every day! I know you must really miss him as he sleeps; he sounds like he has enough personality you keep a whole room full of people entertained when he's feeling well. Just watch him as he sleeps and surround him with your love. He's blessed to have you at his side.

May you be blessed with peace today!
Becky Smith <caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith>
Mooresville, NC - Friday, September 26, 2003 7:44 AM CDT
Hi Beth
Glad to hear Austin is in less pain. I hope he is more alert today. Thank you for keeping us all so up to date!
Thinking of you as always...
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Friday, September 26, 2003 6:28 AM CDT
Hi Guys,
Just checking in to see how the two of you are doing.
I enjoyed our visit the other day Beth, I wish Austin
would have been awake for some of it. I meant to leave some
money for his piggy bank and to buy a chocolate bar off you
as well. I guess when the doctor came in it through me for
a loop as I knew you were anxious to talk to him. I hope to drop in again soon if you guys are up to it.
p.s. I've downloaded those photos to Tricia.

xoxo Michele
Burlington, - Thursday, September 25, 2003 11:37 PM CDT
Hi Beth and Austin, just checking in to let you know that we keep up to date and as always you are in our thoughts and prayers. Hope to see you around the arena soon!!!! Love Ellen Scott and Daniel
Ellen
St Anns, on - Thursday, September 25, 2003 4:22 PM CDT
Hi. I just found your page from Chubby Chica Designs, and would like to invite you to add your story on CancerKids.org if you'd like. By doing so, more people will be able to find your site.

Here's our link:

http://www.cancerkids.org
CancerKids - Helping kids with cancer tell their stories to the world

We hope to see you soon!

God bless

Kenny <webmaster@cancerkids.org>
Fort Lauderdale, FL USA - Thursday, September 25, 2003 12:59 AM CDT
Hi Austin,
I'm checking in every day to see how you're doing. Will you be putting lots of twoonies in your new piggy bank? Save all your money because I want a big present this Christmas. On second thought, keep the money - the biggest present of all will, of course, be YOU feeling much better.
Try to get some reading done!
Love, Sandy
Sandra Turnsek <sturnsek@rogers.com>
Newmarket, ON Canada - Thursday, September 25, 2003 12:14 AM CDT
Hi Beth and family,

Your mother filled me in on what has been happening with Austin, and we were so sorry to hear he's been in pain, but it sounds like he's still being the brave little boy.
Please know that you're all in our thoughts and prayers.

Love,

Janet & Ron
Janet Turner
Burlington, - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 11:32 PM CDT
Hi Beth
Thinking of you as always and hoping all has gone well today.
love Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 5:38 PM CDT
Hi Beth: Thanks for the udates. I just wanted to apologize for not getting up to visit yet. I am currently filling in for a woman on holidays...seems that so far my lunches are filled with videoconferencing duties. I was hoping today...I promise this week for sure. Would like to see you and Austin. It sounds like he is being a good patient considering his restrictions.
And Beth...I can only say that you are an inspiration to all mothers - and I think that partly Austin has come so far with this horrible illnes because of you. I also know that you wouldn't have it any other way. Hope you are both getting through your time here...Pop down anytime Beth if you need to take a stroll.
See you soon
Mary Cass <cassm@mcmaster.ca>
Nanticoke, - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 1:01 PM CDT
Hi Beth and Austin
I'm glad to hear the pain in your legs has been in check for the past few days. I am praying that you don't experience it or any other pain again. You're so brave Austin and from what I read, you are an awesome brother.
Love,
Barbara
Barbara Acheson
Burlington, - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 8:10 AM CDT
Good Morning, I hope Austin had a better and more comfortable sleep lastnight, I'm sure both of you can't wait to come home and enjoy this nice fall weather. I am constantly thinking about you both.
I'm here if you need me.
Love and Prayers always.

Love Louise <mejos@sympatico.ca>
- Wednesday, September 24, 2003 6:55 AM CDT
Beth and family,

You are all in our prayers. Take care of each other.

Tracy & Mike, Scott, Matthew & Tyler (forever 2yrs)
Tracy Sherk <thesherks@rogers.com>
Brantford, - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 10:05 PM CDT
Hi all,
Wow, it does seem a lot longer than just two weeks ago when this all started. I hope they can find a match for the platelets and that the fever goes away as well as the pain of course.
On the bright side though, Austin sounds like he really enjoyed his bath : ) I hope the days to come are filled with more "simple joys" like that.
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Canada - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 4:03 PM CDT
Hi There, Thinking of you guys often. Rob and I will come up to the hospital for a visit soon. Let me know if there is anything I can Bring.
Love Lucy
Lucy Russell <russell_lucy@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, September 23, 2003 12:09 AM CDT
Hi There, Thinking of you guys often. Rob and I will come up to the hospital for a visit soon. Let me know if there is anything I can Bring.
Love Lucy
Lucy Russell <russell_lucy@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, September 23, 2003 12:09 AM CDT
Just want you guys to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and that Austin you are very brave boy!
Tricia Daly <Tricdal@aol.com>
Stoney Creek, ON - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 9:19 AM CDT
Beth,
Hang in there. We're sending all of the strength and hope we have your way. I'm always here if you or your husband needs to talk. Feel free to email me.
Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 8:30 AM CDT
HI Beth.
My prayers and thoughts are always with Austin.
I hope He feels better soon.
Renata.
Renata Glusica <rglusica@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, Ont. Canada - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 8:04 AM CDT
Beth,

Hi. You are such a wise, strong, compassionate mother who hangs on to hope in the most difficult times, who hangs your heart on the love you have for your sweet, suffering son. My heart and prayers are with you in that hospital room; I understand the "middle of the night" fears and worries and tears. May God give you continued comfort and courage.
Becky Smith <caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith>
Mooresville, NC - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 6:47 AM CDT
Hi Davis Family
You guys are in my prayers everyday. I'm so sorry Austin is in so much pain. Here is hoping that it will subside. We Love you and think of you often. I will call you soon.
Lucy Russell
Hamilton, - Monday, September 22, 2003 2:30 PM CDT
Hi, Beth and Austin, Everyone
I'm so sorry that Austin is in so much pain. Hope it'll be better soon.
Thinking of you
Love
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont - Monday, September 22, 2003 1:45 PM CDT
Hi Beth & Austin: Although I don't write often we check on you often. You are in our thoughts & prayers always. I smiled when I read your comment about going to the rink, I recall when I was able to go to Jaison's games and how much I enjoyed having something normal in such an abnormal lifestyle. We were happy to read that you had lots of fun at Camp Trillium. Take care!
Linda, Marcel, Jaison & Kurtis Girard <lmgirard@hotmail.com>
Kitchener, ON - Sunday, September 21, 2003 7:33 PM CDT
Hi, Austin! I just dropped in to see how you are doing. I hope your morphine levels can be lowered soon and your platelets come up. I'm praying for you to win your battle with cancer.

Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
- Sunday, September 21, 2003 3:25 PM CDT
Hi Beth
I'm so sorry it didn't work out lowering the morphine level. I hope things improve soon. I wish there was something I could do.
Enjoy your escape at the arena. I hope Aaron's practice goes well. Both Cameron and Ben are going to play this year so we just went to Canadian Tire and did the big outfitting. Cameron is excited since this will be his first year playing!
Take care...
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Sunday, September 21, 2003 9:11 AM CDT
Hi Beth Please give Austin a great big hug for me and tell him it is from the stranger he was too shy to pose for pictures for. It would be so nice if I could get down for another visit to see you guys before winter I would really like that. I will be praying Austin starts doing better especially with all the pain and that you guys can get back home soon. thinking of you

Josie Pynn ( www.caringbridge.org/canada/ayden ) <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, ON Canada - Saturday, September 20, 2003 6:01 PM CDT
Hi Beth
I'm glad Austin seems to be in a bit less pain and that they are starting to reduce the morphine. Hopefully you both will be able to go home in the not too distant future. We are thinking of you always.
love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Ont Canada - Saturday, September 20, 2003 2:18 PM CDT
You are all very brave. Wishing for happy times again when you will all be together at home again. God bless you all and you are all in my prayers.
cheryl-lynn
smithville, on canada - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:21 AM CDT
You are all very brave. Wishing for happy times again when you will all be together at home again. God bless you all and you are all in my prays.
cheryl-lynn
smithville, on canada - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:19 AM CDT
Hi Beth,
I had fully intended on popping in on Thursday for a visit...Jordan ended up
spraining her ankle in Gym class and that put an end to that.
Then Friday school was cancelled in lieu of the "Big Storm"...Sounds as though your last few
days have been action-packed anyway.
Perhaps Monday I'll drop in with a Dbl/Dbl for you and we can sit and chat.
Austin, you keep on getting stronger and stronger so we can get you home where you belong!
Lots of Hugs and kisses(none that hurt though)

xoxo Michele
` - Saturday, September 20, 2003 9:04 AM CDT
Hi Austin
Hope you're feeling better today. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Ingrid Louwerse <louwerse@sympatico.ca>
Waterdown, ON - Saturday, September 20, 2003 0:15 AM CDT
Austin,
Hey there! How are you doing? I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you. I hope you start to feel better soon. God Bless. In my prayers always.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 2:18 PM CDT
Hi Beth and Austin
How are you guys doing, I hope all is well. Hockey season is approaching and we are all very excited around here. I'll be sitting in the stands this year, so hope we'll see ya at the arena. Looking forward to coaching you in hockey Austin, I'm taking a couple years off coaching but when I come back, I expect to see your name in the draft. Beth keep in touch and if you need anything, please call. Austin, "Keep your stick down and your head up".

Paul, Mary Ellen and Family
Paul Oakley <bliggy@inetontario.com>
Smithville, - Friday, September 19, 2003 1:27 PM CDT
Hi Beth and Austin and family, You may not remember me but I am a good friend of Louise's. I just wanted to let you know that my thoughts are with you. Austin, you are such a cutie, even without your hair!! Stay strong.
love and happy thoughts, Dee Ferguson <little_red_tomato66@hotmail.com>
Smithville, Canada - Friday, September 19, 2003 10:23 AM CDT
Austin, Know that I am praying for you along with all the other caringbridge friends. We hope that you make progress! Sending you a giant ((((((((((((((((HUG)))))))))))))

In His Hands........
Jennifer Hines
Coon Rpaids, MN - Friday, September 19, 2003 8:39 AM CDT
Hi Austin,
We just wanted to let you know we were thinking of you, hope you are feeling better real soon and able to go home.
Nancy, Kylie, Brooke and Mallory
Nancy
- Thursday, September 18, 2003 8:59 PM CDT
Hi Austin
I think this is the longest time I haven't seen you since you were born...I miss you terribly. I'm getting a walking cast on my leg tomorrow so hopefully I'll be able to get around better and be able to visit you. I'm so confident you will bounce back to your smiling self. I'm hugging "cutie pie" instead of you these last couple of weeks. Thank you for leaving him with me.
Always in my thoughts and in my prayers. I love all of you so much.
xxx ooo Nana
Loretta Mego <loretta.mego@sympatico.ca>
Smithville, On Canada - Thursday, September 18, 2003 3:43 PM CDT
Hi Austin and Beth,
I just wanted to let you know that you and your family are in our prayers. Continue to keep the faith.....

Piera, Pete, Julia, and Olivia <petebonn@enoreo.on.ca>
Woodbridge, - Thursday, September 18, 2003 12:50 AM CDT
Hi Beth, Austin, Everyone
Just a note to say Hi! Hope everything will be better soon, and that you can go home.
Thinking of you.
Love
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont - Thursday, September 18, 2003 10:04 AM CDT
Hi Beth and Austin, Just wanted you to know that we're still following your journals daily. Our thoughts and prayers are with you daily. I've been a blood donor for years but Scott has never given blood. I think he's a chicken! What do you think Austin? I know we can't do direct donations but I bet I can get Scott to make a donation especially if it's for you. Take care and keep in touch. Love Ellen Scott and Daniel
Ellen Holmes <holmes4412@sympatico.ca>
St. Ann's, On Canada - Thursday, September 18, 2003 9:27 AM CDT
Beth,
Hold on to the thought that Austin will fool them all. You know how strong these kids are and how many times they have fooled the doctors. We are praying hard that the doctors will be scratching there heads again
Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 8:28 AM CDT
Hello Austin, Just popping in to say hi!! and we all hope you are feeling better soon and can come home and play outside with your friends and Aaron, Erika and Amber.
ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT YOU : )

Love Aunt Louise, Jeff, Mike and Chris
- Wednesday, September 17, 2003 8:57 PM CDT
I am soooooo thankful that Austin has had a better day.
I hope everyday just keeps getting better and better.....
..........see ya soon......
xoxo Michele
- Wednesday, September 17, 2003 7:12 PM CDT
HI DAVIS FAMILY are thoughts are with you and your family each and everyday hope austin is feeling better real soon love always kim dave teea
MR&MRS DAVE YOUNG <leafgirl1999@yahoo.ca>
HAMILTON, ON CANADA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 6:24 PM CDT
Hi Austin!
Hope that today was a better day for you. Got a few riddles for you to try to solve. Let me know how you do. If I don't get a chance to pop by, see if you can fool Cathy or Maria with them :)
* How do you spell mousetrap using 3 letters?
* What starts with e, ends with e, and only has one letter?
* What nut has no shell?

And because I know how much you LOVE Pokemon...
* How do you get Pikachu on a bus?

Lots of Smiles :)
Kristen, Camp Trillium
- Wednesday, September 17, 2003 5:28 PM CDT
Hi Beth
How wonderful that yesterday was a much nicer day : ) I hope today went as well or better!
Hugs and kisses to all of you!
Love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 3:41 PM CDT
Austin, Good Afternoon Big Guy!!! How are you feeling today? I hope that you continue to feel better each and every day and soon enough will be able to get all the way up and head on home....Keep smiling and remember that there are TONS of people who are watching you and hoping that you feel better soon.
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 12:56 AM CDT
I'm praying for you guys. HUGS!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 12:08 AM CDT
Beth, Austin, and family. We are praying hard here that the Cyclo/Topo takes care of the pain in your leg. With prayers, comfort, and love.
Patrick and Dona Flynn
Patrick and Dona Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 8:16 AM CDT
Hi Beth
Thinking of you and hoping Austin's pain is soon completely under control.
Love Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, Canada - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 3:51 PM CDT
Hi Austin and Beth

Sorry to hear the pain is continuing but hopefully the new treatment plan you and the doctor are contemplating will help as you continue the battle.

I am so happy that Erika was able to visit you because you told me during our visit last week at the hospital that you would really like her there.

Thanks again for being so nice at my birthday party and sharing my "carrot cake", I'll always remember the moment.

All my prayers are with you and will see you again shortly.
Nanny & Art <akirk0@hotmail.com>
Stoney Creek, Ont Canada - Monday, September 15, 2003 11:41 AM CDT
Hi Beth and Austin!!
I'm not sure if you remember me...but I am a friend of the Goud Family and was Ashley's special friend when she was in hospital last year. I also worked as a counsellor at Camp Trillium the week you were there!! (Beth, I'm sure you remember the horrible luck I had as we played that crazy board game in the parent's lounge!!!!) I have kept up to date on Austin's struggle thru your's and Trish's websites and I just wanted to sign on and let you know that I am thinking of you both during these uncertain times! I attended Rebecca's services this weekend and was saddened by the circumstances but happy to see the amount of people who have come together during these children's difficult times. From Trillium staff and Hospital staff, to families and friends...it is beautiful to see the relationships that have been formed!!
Take Care and know that my thoughts are with you!
Love Becka xo
Becka Soyka <hawkytrainer@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, - Monday, September 15, 2003 10:27 AM CDT
Hey Austin,
I hope you're feeling better over the weekend. We love ya!
Sandy
Sandra Turnsek <sturnsek@rogers.com>
Newmarket, ON CANADA - Monday, September 15, 2003 9:25 AM CDT
Hi Beth and Family
We are sorry to hear Austin is in so much pain, and hope he gets relief soon, hope this next round of chemo helps
Paul and Lori Prestney
lori prestney <lprestney@anvilintl.com>
smithville ontario, canada - Monday, September 15, 2003 7:19 AM CDT
Many, many prayers and good thoughts headed your way!!! God bless you! Go, Austin!!
Love, your NB family, Angela (Christi's Mommy NB-IV refractory disease) <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Monday, September 15, 2003 5:24 AM CDT
Hello Beth & Austin:)
Well, we have not 'met' yet, I have checked in once before, but it appears I didn't sign your guestbook...silly me!
I see you have been in this battle for a very long time:( I am so sorry that Austin has to fight this monster; he will from now on and forever more be in my families prayers for his complete healing:) Austin, I have an eight year old too, his name is Quinn, I bet you guys like a lot of the same things:) I also have a four year old son, Callum.He's really cute! I hear you have a brother and two sisters! That must be great...there's always plenty of love to go around, isn't there?? Hang tough buddy, and keep fighting! (ps. I laughed very hard at your 'sign' for the nurses, you tell them Austin!!)

Beth~ your journal history is very long, but I did manage to read some of your great entries;) I cried when I read about Millie getting the t.v. dish for a year (along with her great neighbours); just the incredible kindness of a stranger, Austin's joy, wow, there's so much good in the world! And then I laughed (not at your expense, but it was ludicrous!) at your awful Christmas Eve, you just couldn't catch a break, could you?? I feel so bad for your 'meltdown', but you did a great job spinning humor into that tale:) By the way, you DO have a way with words!(wink, wink!)

I'll be checking in on you again, and trying to catch up with more of Austin's 'history'....in the meantime, big hugs (but gentle for Austin) and we'll keep you in our prayers...
Tracey,Steve, Quinn and Callum Ager xoxoxo H&H Club/Dabbles & Doodles Club/H&H Club Canadian Chapter <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary,Ab,Canada, - Sunday, September 14, 2003 11:51 PM CDT
Hi Austin, Its kylie, Sorry to hear you're not feeling well. Hang in there!
~Kylie
kylie
- Sunday, September 14, 2003 6:52 PM CDT
Hi Beth, Austin and everyone
I am so sorry Austin is sick and in so much pain. I hope they will get it under control soon, so he will feel better.
Hopefully the next round of chemo will give you better results, relieve his pain and make all of you feel more hopeful.
Hang in there.
Love
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont. - Sunday, September 14, 2003 12:33 AM CDT
Hi Beth,
We are praying EXTRA hard today that Austin will be feeling
better soon. Hopefully the Topo/Cycl/Chemo will turn things around quickly
and take away that pain in his hips.
Lots of Love, Thinking of you ALWAYS
xoxoMichele,Mike,Jordan & MAtthew
- Sunday, September 14, 2003 7:00 AM CDT
May peace be with you in these difficult times and may you find the answers and relief you need for Austin.

My prayers are with you,
Kelly www.caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson <mom2baycam@charter.net >
Lake Tahoe, NV USA - Saturday, September 13, 2003 10:21 PM CDT
HI Austin, I was a volunteer at the family camp at Trillium this summer. My daughter Jessica and I were special friends for Rebecca Reardon and her family. One of my favourite memories is of you going up the climbing wall. You are all in our thoughts and prayers.
Martin Dooley <dooley@mcmaster.ca>
Dundas, - Saturday, September 13, 2003 7:29 PM CDT
Hi Davis Family, Austin we are thinking of you and praying for some relief. Here is to thinking positive! Love you Guys take care.
Rob, Lucy and Logan
Lucy Russell <russell_lucy @ hotmail.com>
- Saturday, September 13, 2003 6:24 PM CDT
Hi, Austin! I'm praying for your bone marrow to respond to the chemo, and I hope your pain goes away very soon. Keep up your faith and be brave!

www.theraokgroup.com

Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
- Saturday, September 13, 2003 11:29 AM CDT
Dear Beth and Austin! I just checked in and was very sad to read about the MIBG results. No matter how we prepare ourselves, we never are prepared for bad news like that! It surely sounds like you've got a good handle on your treatment plan and I wish I felt that our oncologist thought like we did. That is a true blessing! Your story about Austin and Erika was beautiful and moving to me. You write and I see what you are describing. You have a real talent! God Bless!
Kim Mease <www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann>
Lancaster, PA U S A - Saturday, September 13, 2003 10:15 AM CDT
Hi Beth
I'm so sorry the results of the MIBG scan were not good but thankful that a tried and true treatment is about to start. I'm sure it will do the trick and Austin will bounce back again as he always does. Your description of Erika and Austin was wonderful! I hope all goes well this week and please know that I think of Austin every day and pray for all of you.
Love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Saturday, September 13, 2003 8:30 AM CDT
dear beth,

you should be proud of yourself, i read with great interest your journal the past few days and i think you to have a way with words. in spite of all your worries with austin your description of his journey he is presently dealing with is well said. again it put my world into perspective and made me again thank god one more time today that the troubles i am dealing with are so minor compared to yours. when i said goodbye to my 17 year old last weekend when he left for college i crumbled,than when james woke up on monday and told me he had another lump in his neck and i had to phone the clinic to book an appt i cried so hard but as i read your journal i admire you and austin with love and prayers. take care be good and god bless. josie and james middleton
josie middleton <josie.middleton@sympatico.ca>
hamilton, ont canada - Saturday, September 13, 2003 6:19 AM CDT
Just checking in to let you know I'm still here and still praying and thinking of you. Blessings.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, September 12, 2003 12:13 AM CDT
Hey there Big Guy!!! I LOVE the orders you have taped to your hospital room door. I think they are perfect!!! Too bad you have to miss school again, even though I already know you are way to smart...LOL!!! My son, 5th grade this year, keeps telling me how bored he is in school...I think he just needs more homework, wouldn't you agree? I hope the Dr's figure out what is going on soon and you get to go back home again...Keep smiling....
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Friday, September 12, 2003 11:30 AM CDT
Hi Beth,

Just to let you know you are in our thoughts and prayers. We pray for good news on all the tests. My daughter had Stage 4 Neuroblastoma and she is in Remission at the moment. Try to stay Positive and Keep Smiling!

www.caringbridge.org/nm/katiefuller
Lisa Fuller <lisa.fuller@dfait-maeci.gc.ca>
Orleans, Canada - Friday, September 12, 2003 10:01 AM CDT
Hi Beth, Thanks for the updates. I know it must be difficult
to try and squeeze that precious time in... we are constantly signing on
and praying that things are going well. Tricia's journal update on Rebecca WAS very touching.
Her photo's of the two beautiful angels brought tears to my
eyes. I hope you are coping okay in the hospital with all
that time to sit and think, I wish I were there for you.
Take Care and please say Hi to Austin for me.
xoxo Michele
- Friday, September 12, 2003 6:15 AM CDT
I'm praying for Austin and your family. Don't lose your faith and never give up on hope.

God Bless

Martina Cannon <martinac32@sympatico.ca>
Hamilton, Ontario, - Thursday, September 11, 2003 9:30 PM CDT
So glad to hear that Austin had a good week at school and beleive me I will be on my knees many times a day for him and your whole family praying that he can get back to school as soon as possible. Beth you are a strong woman and I pray for you daily. May God give you the strength you need right now and Austin the strength he needs to fight this horrible disease

Josie Pynn www.caringbridge.org/canada/ayden <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, ON Canada - Thursday, September 11, 2003 7:19 PM CDT
Hi Beth
What a hard week you have all had! I hope Austin's pain is now under control and that they find the answers to this new puzzle soon. Hopefully things will get back to "normal" as they were the first week of school. I'm so glad Austin enjoyed it.
You are all in our thoughts always. Rebecca's family will be in our thoughts as well.

Love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Thursday, September 11, 2003 4:57 PM CDT
Hi, Beth, Austin and everyone
I am so sorry, that Austin is in so much pain. I hope this will pass soon, so he will feel better.
Love you all.
Eric and Ellen

Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont - Thursday, September 11, 2003 1:53 PM CDT
Austin,
Don't forget you are our inspiration, hope you are on those legs soon.
Kaitlyn's mum.
Colleen <www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Thursday, September 11, 2003 0:39 AM CDT
Hi Beth
Thinking of you and yours
Praying for strength and wisdom
Wishing I could do more.
Love your friend
Karen Scharringa <SCalvinkaren@aol.com>
Waterdown, - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 9:04 PM CDT
Hi Austin!
Just wanted to send you a little sunshine and to let you know that I was thinking of you.
Kristen, Camp Trillium
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 7:06 PM CDT
Hi Austin,
I saw your Nana today at Aunt Lorraine's. Her cast is
pretty big....maybe she'll let us sign it!
She told us how you were able to go to school that first
day and all week long except for Clinic on Thursday.
Way to go!!! Are you getting lots of homework?
I hope your week of Chemo goes very quickly this week
and that you are feeling well. You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Lots of Love, Michele, Mike, Jordan & Matthew
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 2:34 PM CDT
Hope you were able to attend school. We are praying for you; and hope your blood counts are now up.

My only child/son is also battling this same monster.

www.caringbridge.org/mi/ryanc

The Connolllys (another NB family)
Fenton, MI USA - Sunday, September 7, 2003 2:06 AM CDT
Hi Austin
I hope your first week at school was a lot of fun!!!
Love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Saturday, September 6, 2003 1:44 PM CDT
Hi, Austin! I'm so sorry I have not signed in a while, but your are always in my prayers. I hope your blood counts were high enough for you to go to school on the first day. I can't wait to see the pictures from Jack and the Beanstalk! I put this picture here because it has to do with school. Do you like to read? I sure do! Good night.

Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
- Saturday, September 6, 2003 0:46 AM CDT
Austin--Hey there Big Guy!!! I've been so busy at work and at home trying to get the "monsters" ready for school that I just havne't had time to say HI!!! I hope you are feeling good and getting to enjoy this warm weather we are having...Does it get as warm up "North" as it does here in Minnesota??? Keep smiling....
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Friday, September 5, 2003 12:38 AM CDT
Thinking of you Always !!
xoxo Michele
Burlington, - Thursday, September 4, 2003 7:26 PM CDT
Austin,
I continue to put you in my every thought and prayer. I pray that you are staying strong. God Bless
Jennifer Hines
Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, September 4, 2003 7:47 AM CDT
Hi Austin,
We JUST got in from up north a few hours ago....the kids
did not want to come back to the city.....especially for
school tomorrow. A great BIG thanks to you and your Mum
for sending me a Birthday Wish! What a nice surprise.
I'm glad you're enjoying the walkie-talkies and Driver 2.
I hope you are able to enjoy your 1st day of school tomorrow
with the others......I know Aaron is looking forward to
it but Amber ( not so much ). I know Erika will miss you
terribly, but will be busy looking after all those CATS!
Have a GREAT day on Tuesday and we hope you are feeling
well.
All our love and best wishes for your back to school week!
xoxo Michele, Mike, Jordan & Matthew
- Monday, September 1, 2003 9:23 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Austin!!
I am glad to hear you had a great birthday! Wow 8 years old already, what a big guy! Talk to you soon!!
Nancy
- Sunday, August 31, 2003 7:55 PM CDT
Hi Beth
It is so wonderful that Austin has good memories of all these brave things he has done! You have all done an amazing job helping him through this. I admire you all. I'm glad the corn boil was such a good sucess but was terribly sorry to have missed it. I hope all goes well for Austin's first day & week of school. :)
Love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Saturday, August 30, 2003 3:50 PM CDT
Hi, Beth, Austin and family
First thank you so much for having the family corn boil once again. We always love it. It's so nice (and funny) that Austin likes the chicken stew.
And thanks also for the long update. I am so glad that Austin seem to have perked up after his "sucky" week. And he seems to have enjoyed his birthday as well as the corn boil. We hope his strenght last a long time. We are so impressed with his bravery, and the bracelets are a wonderful idea.
Thanks again.
We love you and think of you as always.
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont - Saturday, August 30, 2003 8:38 AM CDT
Glad to see that Austin had a very happy birthday I would have loved to been there to enjoy it with him. I think of you guys often. Pretty sad to see that summer is pretty much over now and school is only a few days away. Hope you all have a wonderful long weekend. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers
Josie Pynn <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, ON Canada - Friday, August 29, 2003 8:33 PM CDT
Hey Austin
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG GUY!!!!!!!!!! WOW 8 YEARS OLD. How was your bithday, you had good weather. I hope you got lots and lots of Pokeman stuff. Take care and we'll see you soon.
Brenda, Craig , Cody and Jesse
XOXO
Brenda Chambers <chambersbc@sympatico.ca>
Mt.Hope, On Ca - Thursday, August 28, 2003 7:26 PM CDT
Hi Austin,
I hope Clinic went by quickly for you today.
I loved seeing you yesterday. How are the cats?
Did you find anymore? I'll have to come by again
and play Driver2 with you and show you what a
terrible driver I am.... Take Care and I hope to
see you again soon.
xo Michele <McMcDn@cs.com>
- Thursday, August 28, 2003 3:40 PM CDT
Dear Austin and Family

Your strength and courage inspires many, I hope you had a wonderful birthday.

Stay stong

Heather
Heather <momsathomex3@yahoo.ca>
Mississauga, On Canada - Thursday, August 28, 2003 9:08 AM CDT
Hi Austin! - Happy Birthday! Being 8 is great! Hope everything is going well for you - I will be praying for you and your family!

Hugs & Hope Canadain Chapter
http://groups.yahooo.com/group/canadianchapterofhugsandhope
Leslie <theschmids@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 4:27 PM CDT
Hi Austin,

I hope Clinic on Tuesday went fast and smoothly for you.
We had lots of fun at your Cornboil/Birthday.
The Hovercraft didn't work so well, but I'll see you
Wednesday night with something MUCH better.

Lots of Hugs and Kisses
( and maybe some Photo's too )

xoxox Michele ( the one who tries to take your picture)
- Wednesday, August 27, 2003 5:09 AM CDT
We are just stopping by to say Hi & let you know we are thinking of & praying for you today.
Charlene & Becky* (*H&H Dec'01)
Ont Canada
re Hugs & Hope Canadian chapter
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/canadianchapterofhugsandhope
Charlene & Becky B.
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 9:48 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Austin!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope you had an awesome day, the only kind of day that an awesome 8 year old could possibly have. Ellen, Scott and Daniel
Ellen Holmes <holmes4412@sympatico.ca>
St. Ann's, on Canada - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 1:27 PM CDT
Wishing you a very Happy Birthday Austin!
Lots of love and happy birthday wishes from all of your Camp Trillium friends
Kristen, Camp Trillium
- Monday, August 25, 2003 1:00 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTIN!!!
Hope you had a great day! Thinking of you and your family every day and sending many prayers.
Your friend Karen
Karen Scharringa <SCalvinkaren@aol.com>
Waterdown, ON - Monday, August 25, 2003 9:37 AM CDT
Happy 8th Birthday

AUSTIN!!
You da Man!

Martina Cannon <martinac32@sympatico.ca>
Hamilton Ontario, - Monday, August 25, 2003 9:11 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTIN!!! :)
Did you have a good birthday? I hope you had fun. Are you just about ready for school? God Bless. You are in my prayers "Little Man".
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, August 25, 2003 7:37 AM CDT
Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday dear Austin happy birthday to you. I hope you get everything you want and have a wonderful day. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers
Josie Pynn www.caringbridge.org/canada/ayden <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke , ON Canada - Sunday, August 24, 2003 4:02 PM CDT
Hi, Austin! I'm so sorry I have not signed in a while. I have been very busy! I wanted to drop by & wish you a happy birthday.

Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
- Sunday, August 24, 2003 3:04 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Austin!!!!
Love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Sunday, August 24, 2003 2:34 PM CDT
Happy birthday Austin!!! I hope you've had a wonderful day=)
Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Sunday, August 24, 2003 1:05 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTIN, HAVE A GREAT DAY AND HAVE LOTS OF FUN, AT YOUR PARTY.

LOVE AUNT LOUISE AND JEFF
XOXOXOXO
Aunt Louise
- Sunday, August 24, 2003 11:35 AM CDT
Hi Everyone!!
My name is Becka and I'm not sure if you guys remember me, but I was Ashley's special friend when she was in the hospital last year...and I was at camp a few weeks ago when your family was there!! (I'm sure you recall, Beth, a CRAZY midnite boardgame in the parent's lounge...that I really wasn't too involved in!! HAHAH!!) I just wanted to drop in on Austin's site today to wish him a VERY HAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY!!! i hope you have a fantastic day!!!! My thoughts are with you all!! xoxo
Becka Soyka <hawkytrainer@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, - Sunday, August 24, 2003 11:26 AM CDT
Hey Austin Happy Birthday! Hope you have a perfect day. Thinking of you always. Love Cathy (Shannon's Mom)
Cathy Pouliot <pouliot@interlynx.net>
Stoney Creek, Canada - Sunday, August 24, 2003 9:47 AM CDT
Hi Beth.
Sorry I didn't sign Austin guest book for so long time.
I'm reading his updates all the time and thinking and praying every day.
I'm very happy the kids and you had great time at the camp
Trillium.
VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTIN!!!
Love Renata.
Renata Glusica <rglusica@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, Ont. Canada - Thursday, August 21, 2003 5:16 PM CDT
woops...my poem wasn't that great...sorry I hit the Entry button twice...I guess you'll just have to read it again!
P.S. I wonder what Erika is going to give you for your birthday Austin? Should be interesting.

Mary <cassm@mcmaster.ca>
Nanticoke, - Thursday, August 21, 2003 11:29 AM CDT
Hey there: I have been out of touch for a couple of weeks...I hope you are having an okay week Austin. Sounds like you are very busy. Beth...your updates are so comprehenive and full of so much. It is really appreciated for all of us out here who are not in contact with you.
It sounds like Camp Trillium was marvelous. The councellors sounded terrific...it gave me a warm feeling when I was reading it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AUSTIN!!!!CONGRATULATIONS and I hope you have a great day. Here is your birthday poem from me
Austin, Austin what a guy
Always wanted to fly up high
Next thing you know...he has his hand
Stuck inside his Birthday Pie

Austin, Austin he's our man
Alway playing POOOKIEMAN
He will beat your butt and call you a nut
and throw you in the frying pan

He is really sweet
and Handsome too!!
so HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Will be thinking of you....hope you have fun with you friends.

Mary Cass <cassm@mcmaster.ca>
Nanticoke, - Thursday, August 21, 2003 11:27 AM CDT
Hey there: I have been out of touch for a couple of weeks...I hope you are having an okay week Austin. Sounds like you are very busy. Beth...your updates are so comprehenive and full of so much. It is really appreciated for all of us out here who are not in contact with you.
It sounds like Camp Trillium was marvelous. The councellors sounded terrific...it gave me a warm feeling when I was reading it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AUSTIN!!!!CONGRATULATIONS and I hope you have a great day. Here is your birthday poem from me
Austin, Austin what a guy
Always wanted to fly up high
Next thing you know...he has his hand
Stuck inside his Birthday Pie

Austin, Austin he's our man
Alway playing POOOKIEMAN
He will beat your butt and call you a nut
and throw you in the frying pan

He is really sweet
and Handsome too!!
so HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Will be thinking of you....hope you have fun with you friends.

Mary Cass <cassm@mcmaster.ca>
Nanticoke, - Thursday, August 21, 2003 11:27 AM CDT
I, too am an August but not a kid anymore! So glad things are good. Happy Birthday.
Candyce Wolsfeld <www.caringbridge.org/il/zoejowolsfeld>
Spring Valley, IL USA - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 6:52 PM CDT
Austin! Back-atcha! Happy birthday to YOU from Sarah. There's just something special about these August Kids! :-)
Becky Smith <carinbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith>
Mooresville, NC - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 9:13 AM CDT
Happy Early Birthday Austin! I hope you're feeling the good effects of your transfusions and not getting too sick from the chemo! Keep plugging away kiddo, you can beat this stinky disease!
Kimberly Mease <www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann>
Lancaster, PA USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 7:00 PM CDT
Hi Austin:

Glad to hear you are feeling a little bit better. SIX more days before your birthday...I can hardly wait!. You will always be in my prayers. Hope to see you soon.

Nanny & Art <akirk9@hotmail.com>
Stoney Creek, Ont Canada - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 11:52 AM CDT
Hey Austin
How are you? Wow only a few more days till your birthday, bet you can't wait! Have a great party. You will have to come swim at Jesse and Codys before the summer is out.
See you soon
Love Brenda and family
Brenda Chambers <chambersbc@sympatico.ca>
Mt Hope, On CA - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 11:40 AM CDT
Hi Beth
I hope the rest of your days at clinic go by a bit faster and that the rest of your week goes well.
Love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Monday, August 18, 2003 7:08 PM CDT
Hi Beth, Just to let you know that I'm still following your adventures. We get brief updates from Amber now and again. As always, you're in our thoughts and prayers. Ellen, Scott and Daniel
Ellen Holmes <holmes4412@sympatico.ca>
St. Ann's, On - Monday, August 18, 2003 1:32 PM CDT
Hey there. Checking in and keeping you in my prayers. Hope things are looking up

Josie Pynn www.caringbridge.org/canada/ayden <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, Canada - Sunday, August 17, 2003 9:44 PM CDT
Hi Everyone,
I was just stopping by and wanted to let you know I was thinking of you all. I hope you are enjoying the weather this weekend. Take care, I hope to see you soon.
Nancy and girls
nancy
- Sunday, August 17, 2003 5:24 PM CDT
Hi Beth
So glad Austin is feeling better and that the leg pain has gone. Glad to hear you didn't lose power either (one less thing to worry about). Tell Austin and the kids to "break a leg" and have a great time doing Jack and the Beanstalk for you. Take care...
Love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Saturday, August 16, 2003 10:28 AM CDT
Hi Austin!
I haven't signed before but I've been checking your site every day for a long time now and I thought it was about time to sign this guestbook.
I'm happy that the first chemo went well and I really hope that the rest also will. And it seems that you had a really good time at the camp. The pictures are wonderful=)
Never stop fighting Austin. You can do it!!!
Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Saturday, August 16, 2003 4:30 AM CDT
thanks for everything beth thanks to let me know you like camp trillium I do too thanks for the picture of your baby and austin together I like her alway nice here from you
from Marcel
Marcel Girard <lmgirard@hot mail .com>
Kitchener, on Canada - Friday, August 15, 2003 10:47 PM CDT
Hey Austin my buddy, how are you? Sounds like you had fun at camp! We will be thinking of you!
Chris
www.caringbridge.org/page/gooch
- Friday, August 15, 2003 7:51 PM CDT
What a great place to forget your worries for a while,
Just wanted to let you know that I am constantly thinking of you and your family and keeping up on Austin's site daily.
Love and Miss you all
xoxoxo etc...
Louise
mejos@sympatico.ca
- Friday, August 15, 2003 11:26 AM CDT
Hi Beth
Thank you for the very detailed up-date. I hope Austin's legs are feeling better now and that the chemo is going well. It's good to know that the MIBG treatment was successful in shrinking the tumours in Austin's brain ... I am certain that this chemo will be just as effective on the cancer cells in his bone marrow! Our thoughts and prayers are always with you.
Love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Calgary (on vacation), On Can - Thursday, August 14, 2003 7:58 PM CDT
Dear Beth and Austin,
Just want you to know that I will continue to be in major prayer for all of you. I've been exactly where you are right now and I know how scary it is. But God is holding all in His hand--nothing happens without His knowing. I will lift you to Him many times daily and in His goodness you will feel Him, I know. In Christ,
Susan DeGroot (Charles' mom) <Homeagainfarm92@aol.com>
Mason, MI USA - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 10:33 AM CDT
Beth,
Just wanted you all to know that we are still praying for Austin, you, and your family. Somethimes hope and God is all that we have to hold on to. I couldn't think of two better things to have on my side. Hang in there. Your strenght and faith will carry you through.

Patrick
Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 9:52 AM CDT
Hi, Beth, Austin, Everyone
Sorry that your news did not look better. Keep your chin up, as you have been doing till now. Austin has suprised us so many times before, maybe he'll do it again.
I am so glad you had a good time at Camp Trillium and Manitoulin.
We love you and think of you all the time.
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont. - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 7:17 AM CDT
Austin,
I am so sorry to hear that you didn't get the news that you wanted. I hope that you start to feel better soon. It was so good to hear that you and your family had a wonderful time at Camp. I also, think it was cool for your dad to want to take a quick trip with the family. You are in my prayers and thoughts. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 7:05 AM CDT
We pray for you. We feel for you. Our Daughter, Kaylen
has been fighting Neuroblastoma for over 3 years now.
The disease is progressing fairly quickly. Please
read her story at www.caringbridge.org/in/kaylen
We can share our story and treatment options.
Blessings, Julie May
Julie May <rilkay@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/in/kaylen>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 10:03 PM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with you as always. Blessings to you. Austin, I'm so sorry you have to go through so much. I'll continue to pray for God to take care of you as He always has and for your body to be RID of neuroblastoma--what a NASTY word...
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 8:48 PM CDT
Austin:
Good to hear that your bones aren't feeling quite as bad. Have faith, little man, that this chemo will do it's job and wipe out those nasty NB cells.

Sounds like you had a great time at Camp Trillium. I go to a Camp Trillium fundraiser every November out near Dunnville. They always send a representative to the fundraiser and I've seen a video and pictures of all the neat stuff you guys get to do.

Anyway, have a good last few weeks of summer vacation (can you believe there's less than 3 weeks left?!?). I'll continue to keep tabs on you and pray for you!

Ingrid Louwerse <louwerse@sympatico.ca>
Waterdown, ON - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 8:43 PM CDT
I pray every day to see some good news when I read your site and it just breaks my heart to see that things are not going the way we are all praying. I will continue to pray daily for a complete healing for Austin. I think about you Beth and Austin and the rest of your family daily. "WHEN YOU COME TO THE EDGE OF ALL THAT YOU KNOW, YOU MUST BELIEVE ONE OF TWO THINGS: THERE WILL BE EARTH ON WHICH TO STAND OR YOU WILL BE GIVEN WINGS TO FLY" You certainly have those wings Beth!
Josie Pynn www.caringbridge.org/canada/ayden <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, ON Canada - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 8:28 PM CDT
Thinking of you everyday. Hope everything is going well.
Looking forward to the 23rd.
xoxo Michele
Burlington, - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 6:01 AM CDT
Hey there Big Guy!!! How's everything going for you? Pretty good here, just started and finished the school shopping for my kids. Hope everything is going well for you, can't wait to see the next update. By the way, the picture of you and your sister is ADORABLE!!!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Monday, August 11, 2003 11:12 AM CDT
Precious Austin: you are the face of courage and Beth, my heart is with yours.

Love,
Brenda (mom to Hannah dx w/ NBIV 07/02)www.caringbridge.org/tx/hannah

Brenda Glenn <wsu@wt.net>
Magnolia, TX USA - Saturday, August 9, 2003 11:51 PM CDT
Hi Everyone,
Just stopping by to say hello. Hope to hear about the test results soon and that the confusing results are positive. Talk to you soon,
Nancy and girls
nancy <ngatehouse77@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, August 9, 2003 8:12 PM CDT
I will say a prayer for you and your family.

Austin sounds like a really strong little boy with lots of spunk :-) I pray that he will conquer this ugly disease and prove to the world that it can be beaten!

I'll check back again really soon.

Martina Cannon <martinac32@sympatico.ca>
Hamilton, Ontario, - Saturday, August 9, 2003 4:13 AM CDT
Your whole family is in our thoughts and prayers, keep your chin up.
Lots of love,
Corinne and Jerry
Corinne <clamb@ihug.co.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 5:05 PM CDT
Hi Beth
Thinking of you and praying those confusing test results will be sorted out and Austin may be lead down the recovery road. Hang in there Beth, you have a wider support system than you know. "Cast all your cares upon Me, and I will give you rest"
Your friend
Karen <SCalvinkaren@aol.com>
- Wednesday, August 6, 2003 2:17 PM CDT
Hi Guys, We just got in from up north. I hope things are
brighter than they seem. Thought about you over the
past week alot.
xoxox Michele
Burlington, - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 5:12 PM CDT
Hi Austin

Hope those confusing signals are positive ones. All of us continue to pray for you.
Hope to see you soon.

Nanny & Art <akirk9@hotmail.com>
Stoney Creek, Ont Canada - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 4:17 PM CDT
Austin- Good Morning. Just a quick note to say Hey there, and how ya doing???? Busy at work today so better run....Keep smiling....
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 8:16 AM CDT
Hi Beth
Just checking in from Calgary...we are on vacation out here in Alberta for about 10 days. We are anxiously awaiting the news about Austin's latest test results. You said it was complicated but I am hoping it is mostly good news. Hope to see you at the corn boil....we get back in time but Jim may need to head home for business right away so we'll have to wait and see.
Love always Kim
- Monday, August 4, 2003 9:06 PM CDT
From one caringbridge family to another...hang in there. I know how tough this is, we are living with leukemia here...but what are our choices but to keep on fighting till these babies are the winners in this cancer battle. Best of luck with the scans and I will continue to follow your progress. Drop in and say hi to Elliott sometime (www.caringbridge.org/il/elliott)
With much love,
Cindy
Cindy Aldrich <elliottsmama@yahoo.com>
Sandwich, il - Sunday, August 3, 2003 6:10 PM CDT
Hey guys-will keep you in thought and prayer. I hope the confusing news-is somewhat positive.

Take Care.

Candyce Wolsfeld <www.caringbridge.org/il/zoejowolsfeld>
Spring Valley, IL USA - Sunday, August 3, 2003 8:47 AM CDT
Ausitn I pray for you everyday. I know hard this type of cancer is and you are doing such a great job! Always keep hope! We all love and pray for you everyday! God Bless
Jennifer Overby
Coon Rapids, MN - Friday, August 1, 2003 2:08 PM CDT
Hi, Austin! I'm just stopping by to say hello. I hope to hear something soon about your scans. I will pray for them to be fantastic!

Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 31, 2003 10:28 PM CDT
Austin you are a champion.
My thoughts are with you, all the best with your scans. You are in our prayers.
From the family of a newly diagnosed Neuroblastoma Stage IV girl named Kaitlyn.
http://www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn/

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Thursday, July 31, 2003 6:06 AM CDT
Hi
I hope all has gone well with the recent tests and scans. Thinking of you always.
Love Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 8:00 PM CDT
Hi Austin:

Great news...thanks for sharing it with us. We all are waiting anxiously and praying for you each and everyday.

Nanny & Art <akirk9@hotmail.com>
Stoney Creek, Ont Canada - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 12:40 AM CDT
Hi Guys ,

Anxiously awaiting really good news from your MRI today.
Hope everything went extremely well......prayed for you
all weekend long.
Looking forward to seeing you on the 16th of August, the
kids are really excited.

xoxoxox Michele <McMdDn@cs.com>
Burlington, - Monday, July 28, 2003 2:50 PM CDT
Hi!!
I stumbled upon this site, quite by accident, and I felt compelled to leave a message. My sister passed away in 1979 from neurblastoma so I have a pretty good idea of how horrible this must be for you all...but I want you to have faith!! I have a friend who had a horrible time with this disease and she is currently...14, gorgeous, smart, ahppy and Caner-free (going on 10 years!).....I just know the same will be true for your family....I will pray for a speedy and whole recovery!
AUSTIN: I think you are such a brave boy to face being sick so well...you are truly special and adorable and I wish you a lifetime of health and happiness..I am praying so much for you!!!!
Sabrina
Montreal, - Monday, July 28, 2003 2:48 PM CDT
Beth I know you must feel you dont want to jinx things by not waiting for all the scans, but thats great news and the rest will be fine too!

Austin - how are you doing buddy? I hope you all are enjoying your summer!!! We found some bunnies in our backyard recently. Actually, our dog did - the kids were in the pool and she was barking like crazy under the pool deck. Finally when we checked there was a bunny nest with a baby bunny in it. Then after more looking through it we found 2 more. SO since i have 3 kids and there was 3 bunnies, they each named one. We left lettuce and water and carrots out there but it was never touched so we dont think the mom came back. About 2 days later we took them in to feed them and we had them a week, feeding them kitten milk from a kitten bottle or dropper. They were SO cute! They called them Jean, Robin and Nibbles. My son Gooch called his Jean, named after Jean Smart in XMen. They opened their eyes while we had them and by the end of the week we had them they were running all over, more running than hopping. I wish I had remembered that that you had a rabbit, we could have asked you for advice. My husband was convinced they were going to grow up and bite our fingers off, so we turned them over to a Childrens Museum that is a wildlife rehab center near us. I hope they are being taken care of, if they werent already released. I know the kids loved them and they really were cute!! That was our thrill for the summer � hope you are enjoying yours!

Angel Chris and all your friends at Smile Quilts
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Sunday, July 27, 2003 4:35 PM CDT
Hi, Beth, Austin and everyone.
Congratulations on your tests so far, and good luck with the rest.
Love,
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont. - Saturday, July 26, 2003 1:48 PM CDT
Hi, Austin! I hope all of your scans & tests show that this treatment has worked. You are a miracle, and those results will be a testament to that! I will keep you in my thoughts & prayers!
Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
- Saturday, July 26, 2003 0:18 AM CDT
Once again, we have everything crossed - fingers, toes, legs, eyes, etc.
Can't wait to hear more news (positive)!
Love Sandy
Sandra Turnsek <sturnsek@rogers.com>
Newmarket, ON Canada - Friday, July 25, 2003 8:06 PM CDT
What wonderful news!!!!! I'm so glad you shared it with us without waiting for the whole picture. I'm sure the rest of the scans will be great as well. Have a super weekend! We think of you and pray for the best all the time.
Love always Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Friday, July 25, 2003 2:57 PM CDT
What Encouraging News!!! Hang on to that HOPE and we will pray that there will be even more encouraging news next week! (I melted when I saw the picture of Austin and his sister. They are such cuties!!!) Hang in there!
Your friend Karen
Karen Scharringa <SCalvinkaren@aol.com>
Waterdown, ON - Friday, July 25, 2003 8:44 AM CDT
Keeping our fingers crossed and the prayers coming
your way. We remain very hopeful. Have a SUPER weekend!
xoxox Michele, Mike, Jordan & Matthew
Burlington, - Thursday, July 24, 2003 10:11 PM CDT
I'm keeping my fingers crossed and saying lots of prayers that the good news continues!
Lisa
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, July 24, 2003 9:35 PM CDT
Hi Beth and Family
I am glad to see Austins counts are good, hope it keeps up
and boy it sure isn't hard to tell how those two feel about each other , that has to be the sweetest picture I have ever seen!
lori prestney
- Thursday, July 24, 2003 1:41 PM CDT
Yikes! You guys are busy... I'm feeling positively lazy. I still haven't cleaned the house, Mom's coming next week! Keep thinking positive thoughts without thinking too much.
Love, Sandy
Sandra Turnsek <sturnsek@yrng.com>
Newmarket, ON Canada - Thursday, July 24, 2003 10:02 AM CDT
Hi, Beth, Austin, Everyone
What a beautyful picture of Austin and Erika!
Glad to see that tests are going well so far this week. Good luck with the rest of them.
We love you, and think of you always.
Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont - Thursday, July 24, 2003 7:28 AM CDT
Hello all . Glad to see you are making the best of your summer. We are heading to Canada's Wonderland too in a week or so and I am sure the kids will enjoy it. We are praying for those amazing results you are going to hear this week and next. Hope to see that good news ASAP
Josie Pynn www.caringbridge.org/canada/ayden <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, ON Canada - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 9:20 PM CDT
Hi!
I'm glad to see Austin is enjoying his summer. I just love the photo of the kids on the main page. I pray things will go well and test will be ASAP to prevent mom from worrying too much. Beth you just get out there and have fun too.
Sending lots of hugs and prayers!
Susie Morris Trey's granny, sharingthoughts@hotmail.com < www.caringbridge.org/va/trey >
Dry Fork, Va. - Monday, July 21, 2003 9:53 AM CDT
Hi Beth
We'll keep our fingers crossed that they book the second treatment in Philly at the perfect time. It must be so hard to wait (for you & Glen) but a relief that Austin just continues to enjoy the summer. He is truly an amazing little boy!!!!
Love always Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Saturday, July 19, 2003 8:39 AM CDT
Austin- Hey there Big Guy!!!!! How's the summer going for you so far? Hard to believe it's already 1/2 over. Soon enough the kid will be back in school and the snow will come again..uuugghhhh.......Keep up the big smile and enjoy your weekend.
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Friday, July 18, 2003 12:25 AM CDT
Way to go Austin!
Are there many critters in your pond this summer?
We think of you constantly and admire you so much!!!!
Lots of love,
Corinne and Jerry
Corinne <clamb@ihug.co.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Thursday, July 17, 2003 2:36 PM CDT
Hi Austin: You continually amaze all of us who love you so much with your determination and courage in taking on this disease. Through you, many of us have learned to cope with many of our own problems hoping to emulate you. With God's help and with the hundreds of people who pray for you daily you will succeed. Austin, you are my hero.
Nanny & Art <akirk9@hotmail.com>
Stoney Creek, Ont Canada - Thursday, July 17, 2003 1:41 PM CDT
Hi

What an up-lifting feeling to hear that Austin is doing so well, and you're waiting for another treatment. You must all be so happy.
Love, Janet
Janet Turner
Burlington,ON, - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 2:20 PM CDT
Austin,
You are a real fighter! Keep up those awesome counts! This is the first time I have come to your page but I will visit often and pray for you everyday. It is amazing how caring bridge works. I meet so many wonderful kids through here. I have to thank my friend Taylor for that. Taylor also had the same type of cancer you have. Please pray for her family as she was called by God to became an angel on Sunday. I find strength in your story. May God always watch over you and give you strength.
Jennifer Overby <www.caringbridge.com/page/taylorjohnson>
Coon Rapids, Mn - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 7:07 AM CDT
Hi...what wonderful news!!!
We're so glad the treatment in Philly has worked so well and that Austin's counts are on the upswing. I hope you are all enjoying the lovely summer weather. We are at the beach every morning for swimming lessons and are glad to have the warm weather finally. Take care....
Love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Monday, July 14, 2003 2:57 PM CDT
Hey there!!! Great News!!! Love the new pictures on the web site.....Keep smiling
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Monday, July 14, 2003 1:53 PM CDT
Beth
I love the new look for Austin's page. What a beautiful looking family you have!! Thinking of you and yours!
Your friend Karen
Karen Scharringa <SCalvinkaren@aol.com>
Waterdown, ON - Monday, July 14, 2003 7:49 AM CDT
We Just got in from up north and the first thing I
did was sign on to Austin's page.....Nice new look
by the way......cool photo of the kids.
So glad to hear the counts are good. Austin you
amaze us all!!!!
xoxo Michele, Mike, Jordan & Matthew
- Sunday, July 13, 2003 8:36 PM CDT
Hi, Beth, Austin and family
Congratulations, Austin, on your great numbers. Keep it up.
I am sure your next visit to Philly will take care of the rest.
Here's hoping and wishing.
Love, Eric and Ellen
Eric and Ellen <ericandellen@mountaincable.net>
Hamilton, Ont Canada - Sunday, July 13, 2003 8:34 AM CDT
Hi All,
What great news!!
Nancy
nancy
- Saturday, July 12, 2003 8:22 PM CDT
Hi Beth
It was so encouraging to read your happy, upbeat entry today! We think of you every day and pray for God's continued grace and healing! Take Care!!! (Brittany says Hi)
Your Friend Karen
Karen Scharringa <SCalvinkaren@aol.com>
Waterdown, ON - Friday, July 11, 2003 3:20 PM CDT
Beth , that is a great update today, I hope Austin continues feeling fine too,
lori prestney
- Friday, July 11, 2003 2:02 PM CDT
Hey there Big Guy!!! Sorry, I haven't written in a while, we went on vacation to Lake Superior and I just got back to work. I was almost to Canada. We did go and visit Grand Marias...Have you ever been there, nice little town. Wish I could of did a little more shopping....LOL!!! All seems to be going well with you, Keep up that wonderful smile and know there are alot of people thinking about you.....
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Thursday, July 10, 2003 12:20 AM CDT
I wanted to add this after my last entry:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMBER!
I HOPE IT WAS A GOOD ONE!
Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
- Wednesday, July 9, 2003 9:22 PM CDT
Hi, Austin! It sounds like you had fun this weekend. I'm glad you are feeling good. I hope this treatment is helping, and your scans show improvement. I will keep you in my thoughts & prayers!
Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
- Wednesday, July 9, 2003 9:19 PM CDT
Hi Beth
I'm glad Austin is feeling well. I'll cross my fingers for those white blood cells... I'm sure they'll come up soon.
Love always Kim <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 8:31 AM CDT
Beth,
Good to hear that you had a safe trip to Chicago. I'm also glad to hear that Austin is feeling better. You and your family are in my prayers. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 6:55 AM CDT
I think it is great that you and Trish could make such an important trip together. I am hoping sometime to go, it would be really nice. Glad to hear that Austins eye is looking better. I pray things continue to go uphill from here. Hope the family is enjoying the summer as much as we are.
Josie Pynn www.caringbridge.org/canada/ayden <josie_pynn@yahoo.com>
Pembroke, ON Canada - Sunday, July 6, 2003 10:46 AM CDT
Hi Austin, What wonderful progress on your reading!!!!
Happy Birthday Amber, you are such a big girl now :)
Beth, I'm glad the conference in Chicago was so good. It's always good to hear about other success stories like Austin. I'm sure he will beat this too!!!
Love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Friday, July 4, 2003 7:09 PM CDT
First....A VERY Happy Belated Birthday Amber....
Double Digits.....WOW !!!
Second....Congratulations Austin for great work with
your Reading!!! There's no stopping you now.....
Bring on the Harry Potter books!!
And Most of ALL....Beth, you are truly an inspiration
to ALL us parents out there....You WOW me to no end.
Keep updating us, we all know how busy the summer
months can be but we LOVE hearing from you.
xoxox Michele
Burlington, - Thursday, July 3, 2003 6:15 PM CDT
Hi Everyone!
I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you all. Beth, you continue to amaze me with all you do, what a great mom.
Happy Birthday Amber! Wow 10 yrs old already. Have a great weekend!
Nancy
Nancy
- Thursday, July 3, 2003 3:05 PM CDT
Just checking in on you, Austin and family! Keep the faith- our prayers go out to you all !!
Jessie Vickers (Logan's mom) <vickers6@sbcglobal.net>
Acampo, CA USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 5:16 PM CDT
Happy Canada Day : )
Love Kim & family <kimmarshall@cogeco.ca>
Humphrey, On Canada - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 10:43 PM CDT
Hi, Austin! I'm sorry your counts are dropping, but I'm glad you are feeling good. Enjoy the weather there. In Georgia, all it does is rain! I will keep you in my thoughts & prayers!
Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
Georgia - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 2:27 PM CDT

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