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Friday, October 19, 2007 11:57 PM CDT I WISH.... I WISH THAT RYAN HAD NEVER GOTTEN CANCER I WISH THAT RYAN HAD NOT DIED I WISH THAT RYAN COULD HAVE HAD AT LEAST ONE SLEEP OVER WITH FRIENDS I WISH THAT RYAN NEVER NEEDED A WHEELCHAIR I WISH THAT RYAN NEVER LOST HIS HEARING I WISH I COULD REMEMBER THE LAST THING RYAN SAID TO ME I WISH I KNEW IF RYAN KNEW THAT HE WAS DYING I WISH WE COULD HAVE HAD MORE TIME I WISH I COULD HUG RYAN ONE MORE TIME I WISH THINGS WERE DIFFERENT I WISH RYAN WASN'T SO SICK FOR MOST OF HIS LIFE I WISH RYAN HAD FALLEN IN LOVE I WISH I DIDN'T CRY EVERYDAY I WISH THERE WASN'T SUCH A HOLE IN MY HEART I WISH RYAN HAD LEARNED TO RIDE HIS BIKE WITHOUT TRAINING WHEELS I WISH RYAN HAD ENJOYED CHRISTMAS MORE I WISH RYAN WOULD HAVE GOTTEN TO DISNEY WORLD ONE MORE TIME I WISH I STILL HAD MY THREE BABIES LIVING IN MY HOUSE I WISH I WOULD HAVE SPENT MORE QUALITY TIME WITH RYAN I WISH I WOULD HAVE NEVER MADE HIM SAD OR MAD I WISH RYAN COULD HAVE SEEN HIS WRISTBANDS I WISH I WASN'T WRITING THIS
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