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My prayers and thoughts are with you! A beautiful Angel has gone home and is now pain free playing with all her new friends .. So sorry for your loss.. Love N Hugs GM

My hearts and prayers go out to all of you. There's a beautiful new Angel in God's garden now but it doesn't help ease your pain. We will always remember Alexandria for her courage, her strength and her smile. You are in our hearts and prayers. God Bless you.
~Hugs~
Jean

I'm so sorry for your loss..but glad for Alexandria's gain, thats shes now in the arms of a loving Savior...God bless you and may He wrap you in his arms of comfort..
Love Angel Carolyn of Quilts of Love

- Monday, February 17, 2003 1:54 PM CST

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My thoughts, My prayers, My saddness are with you. May the Lord hold you in HIS loving arms. God Bless each of you through the days to come.

Hugs,
Lynn
PA - Monday, February 17, 2003 1:52 PM CST

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I am so deeply sorry for your loss! What a beautiful daughter you were blessed with. May her memory fill your heart to lessen your grief. Hugs & Prayers, Gramma Giraffe



Gramma Giraffe <grammagiraffe@yahoo.com>
Huntsville, AL USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 1:48 PM CST

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Our deepest condolences, thoughts and prayers are with you all right now.
Chanda & Jake
- Monday, February 17, 2003 1:45 PM CST

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Our deepest sympathy on the loss of your beautiful, sweet Alexandria. Pink tipped angel wings....what a beautiful memory. Thank you for sharing Alexandria's life with all of us. She will live on and on in my heart forever.....
Kim

Kim Kruppenbacher <www.caringbridge.org/fl/kodysstory>
Leesburg, FL - Monday, February 17, 2003 1:39 PM CST

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO - Monday, February 17, 2003 1:36 PM CST

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Dear Haddock Family,
We are sad beyond words here today. Our prayers go out to you now and in the coming days and months.
The Ruck Family
Ballwin, - Monday, February 17, 2003 1:27 PM CST

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My prayers are sent to your entire family. Although I have never met you in person, through your journal you have been placed in a very special place in my heart. I know Alexandria has made her journey safely and has found her place in HIS HANDS. She will never be forgotten by anyone here and her courage will be her legacy to all. What you did for her right to the end is your legacy. GOD BLESS!
Penny Bowen
Osage Beach, Mo Camden - Monday, February 17, 2003 1:24 PM CST

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Dear Haddocks,
This message, as great as we will attempt, will be full of understatements. To say that we were privileged to know Alexandria, even for just a short span of her beautiful life, is an understatment. To say that sadness, sorrow, and even a bit of anger has filled our home, is an understatement. To say that we care for your family with all of our hearts is an understatment. We cannot fathom your grief, we cannot comprehend your life at these difficult times, but what we can do is to continue to pray, continue to be there for all of you, and continue to appreciate the countless ways that your precious little girl has touched so many thousands of lives...and she will continue to do this for generations to come. We are so truly saddened, but we will rejoice in the Lord, and celebrate all of the fond memories that she has brought to our family, and we hope others will join. God bless you all!
The Whalen Family <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO U S A - Monday, February 17, 2003 1:24 PM CST

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My heart aches thinking of you today. Please know you have lots of friends that are here if you need anything. Alexandria and your family has taughts us so many things in only the short time we have known you. Please remember we are here for you today and in the many difficult months to follow,
Sue Gable
Ofallon, MO - Monday, February 17, 2003 1:16 PM CST

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Dearest Haddock Family,
We are so sorry for the loss that your family has suffered. I hope that your memories with Alexandria and the thoughts and prayers of so many people who care for you will pull you through the days ahead.
Tracey, Paul, Alex and Tess
- Monday, February 17, 2003 1:13 PM CST

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After reading the Guestbook today I am inspired by the number of people touched by yor daughter. I also noticed that many of the correspondences come from other children, family members and friends fighting this very same disease, for that we will continue to PRAY and continue to have the golf tournament in Alexandria's honor to continue our mission.
Thom, Jennifer, Morgan, And Mollie Shoemaker
The Shoemakers <thomas.shoemaker@direcway.com>
O'Fallon, Mo - Monday, February 17, 2003 1:09 PM CST

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We are praying hard for God's amazing comforting power to wrap tightly around your family in this time of need. Words can not express our sorrow for your family, but we are very appreciative that you shared your amazing gift of Alexandria to the rest of us.
Chris, Karen, Taylor and Mason Smith
Ballwin, - Monday, February 17, 2003 1:06 PM CST

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Heaven is a brighter place
Ann Goetzman <kjnqueen3@cox.net>
La - Monday, February 17, 2003 12:56 AM CST

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Grant & Alison
I just got off the phone with Cathy Borkowski - we speak often about Alexandria and were mourning her loss this very snowy morning in NY. As usual words cannot express what you are going through - however I cannot help but see the symbolism in the white blanket that is enveloping us at present. I pray that your Alexandria is surrounded by the same beauty.

Thank you for sharing this experience with all of us. As my wife and I are expecting in August, your journey has heightened our awareness to the frailty and beauty of every moment shared with family and friends. I will certainly think of this throughout our pregnancy and beyond. We all need these reminders when trivial matters obscure our true mission.

God Bless you both. I am praying that happiness returns to your lives in some fashion at an appropriate time.

Sincerely,

Joe & Kathi Cavallo
Joe & Kathi Cavallo <joecfornow@aol.com>
New York, New York USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 12:48 AM CST

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Alexandria will NEVER be forgotten. She has taught us all so much about life- how to "savor the flavor" and appreciate each day that God gives us on this earth. She has inspired us to be better people and to hug each and every person that touches our lives. Thank you for sharing your most intimate moments and allowing us to get to know such an incredible and inspirational family. May God and his sweetest angel, Alexandria, give you the strength and guide you through this most difficult time. Love, Cat and Richie Borkowski
Cat Borkowski
Shoreham, NY - Monday, February 17, 2003 12:42 AM CST

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Words can never express how deeply saddened I am for your loss. May you find peace and comfort in your Faith and in knowing that we all share your sadness.
Kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, - Monday, February 17, 2003 12:41 AM CST

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sad
renee
champaign, il usa - Monday, February 17, 2003 12:37 AM CST

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sad
renee
champaign, il usa - Monday, February 17, 2003 12:37 AM CST

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sad
renee
champaign, il usa - Monday, February 17, 2003 12:37 AM CST

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Dear Alison and Grant,
I am so sorry to hear about Alexandria, but what a great place to be! I can't imagine the pain you are feeling, but thank the Lord you have such a strong faith. It would be nice if you could see how happy she is now, but you just have to believe. Your sweet Alexandria is probably playing the guitar and singing with the other children, so happy to be pain free! What a beautiful sight it must be, so many adorable children with no worries singing and dancing with the most beautiful wings you have ever seen (and that special one with pink tips on her wings). I'm sure it's more beautiful than anything we have ever seen on earth. You are wonderful parents, please support each other through this difficult time. I'm sure her guardian angel has been with her through it all. You are in my thoughts and prayers for many months to come.
Someone who cares
- Monday, February 17, 2003 12:34 AM CST

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I just want to extend my sympathies to you. No words can ever express how sorry I am that you have to go through this. I empathise with you as I too had a child die from cancer. I understand the mixed emotions that you feel, joy that Alexandria is finally out of pain and home in Heaven where she can once again be a carefree little girl but sorrow that she is no longer physically with you on earth. No words can make what you are going through better. Just know there are many of us who understand your feelings.
Roberta (Ryan's Mom) <caringbridge.org/nc/ryan>
- Monday, February 17, 2003 12:34 AM CST

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Dear Haddock Family,
My heart is saddened by your loss of Alexandria. Alexandria's survivors are in my thoughts and prayers constantly. Alison, I hope you will feel a sense of relief through this guestbook with all of the love and support expressed to your family. Peace be with Alexandria, the newest Angel, entering the gates of Heaven.
Robin <bird@mm.com>
Buffalo, MN - Monday, February 17, 2003 12:34 AM CST

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We are so sorry for your loss. Know that we are thinking of you.
Peace, Prayers and God Bless
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, FL - Monday, February 17, 2003 12:22 AM CST

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We love you guys very, very much. She is at peace just like you said. We just don't have the words to express our sorrow. We are so thankful for each of you. She will be in our hearts forever. Thousands of people around the world will continue praying for you each and every day.
http://www.caringbridge.com/page/kares4kailie
Kailie's family <jnjrhines@charter.net>
St. Charles, Mo USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 12:21 AM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss...we have praying for God's healing touch...all prayers are answered...and even though as human we have no concept of the depth of God's plan...we can take comfort that Alexandria is safe and at peace...we will continue to keep your family in our prayers...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody (www.forcody.org) <codman@cox.net>
- Monday, February 17, 2003 12:18 AM CST

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i am so sorry for your loss just been introduced to this sight a friend of ours sarah smith has cancer so we have been following hers and my heart went out to your family went through to adopt alexandria even though she had others already my heart was drawn to her. father in Jesus name i ask for comfort for alexandrias family today and in the days that follow that you would give continuued strength to them thank you that alexandria was taken with no pain. father i ask that you would hold her family gently in your arms and rock them and somehow let them know you are near. in Jesus name amen
cheryl leiner <chervrooom@aol.com>
mooresville , nc us - Monday, February 17, 2003 12:14 AM CST

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Our prayers are with your entire family. What a beautiful angel Alexandria is in her pretty pink tipped wings! God's Wonderful Garden in heaven will now flourish even more, with Alexandria to pick out all the beautiful rainbows of color she will add there. We are very heartbroken, like everyone, but are thankful her suffering is finally over.
All our love,
The Grumishs
David, Judy, Ryan, Eric, Renee, and Emily
Judy Grumish <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com www.ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, Illinois United States - Monday, February 17, 2003 12:11 AM CST

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Your family is in our prayers.
jeanine Riendeau
OFALLON, MO - Monday, February 17, 2003 12:07 AM CST

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What a beautiful addition to God's Garden. "Peace Be Thine" lovely angel. Your strength and courage have been an inspiration to all. God be with you as are my prayers.

Sara Noffel Summerour <mrssumo@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Monday, February 17, 2003 12:00 AM CST

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God bless you sweet Angel!! My prayers are with you all. Thank you so much for sharing your wonderful family with us all. God bless you. With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:58 AM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss
Angel Kayleigh's Mommy
Sandi <SieraHaze@aol.com>
Clayton, NC - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:55 AM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss
Debby Roberts
- Monday, February 17, 2003 11:55 AM CST

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May God Bless your family & hold you all close to Him. We are so very sorry for the loss of your sweet Alexandria. She is truly an angel & inspiration to so many of us. We've never met, but thank you for sharing your intimate journey. I will not forget Alexandria or her amazing family. Blessings, Christy Strode & family
Christy Strode
Wildwood, MO - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:53 AM CST

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Continued prayers for you Alison and your entire family. We will treasure the pictures Alexandria drew for us in December. They will always remind us of a sweet and special child that touched our life. God Bless You and Grant.
Judy V.
- Monday, February 17, 2003 11:52 AM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. I've been following Alexandria and have prayed for her and your family. Your family will continue in my prayers. It sounds like God just got a wonderful angel.
Jami <jamstein@aol.com>
Billings, MT - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:52 AM CST

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Dear Alison, Grant, Hunter, Hayden, and Addison,
As the angels welcome Alexandria, may God lift your grief. Thank you for sharing your powerful journals with us. Your selfless gift invites so many people to celebrate Alexandria's life. We are praying for your peace during this tender time.
Lisa, John, Zach & Annalee Fuller
Wildwood, MO - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:49 AM CST

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Dear Grant and Alison, Words cannot express the depth of your pain. I truly believe God is grieving with you. Alexandria was so precious, brave, and inspirational to so many. She had the power to bring together people from all over the country, and inspired them to look at life in a better way. I will always think of the little girl in MO as a shining example of God's love and grace. I pray for you both and for your kids. There will be difficult times ahead without your baby girl, but you will get through it with Alexandria's help from above. With our love and prayers,
the Day family <melissaday@insightbb.com>
Fishers, IN - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:48 AM CST

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Dear Alison,Grant and family,
We send this message with the deepest of sympathy. We will pray for God's comfort now and always.

The Sheats Family
Springboro, OH - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:47 AM CST

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I hope it helps in some small way to know that Alexandria touched so many people during her short life. I was thinking of her last night, and hoping that she held Moonbeam in her arms. I'm so glad to hear that she was. Crying for all of you....
Sally <vetsally@aol.com>
SC - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:45 AM CST

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I will be praying for you and your family during this very difficult time.

A friend in Christ.
Cindy <cbillington@greenville.edu>
Greenville, IL - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:44 AM CST

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I am so very sorry for your loss. Thinking and parying for you.......


www.caringbridge.org/ky/ryans.hope
Michele, Ryan's mom
Hebron, ky - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:44 AM CST

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Alison & Grant,
We are so sorry and saddened. Alexandria was an inspiration to all. There are no words... she is in a better place with no pain or suffering and now has the pink tipped wings standing next to Johnny smiling on all of us.
Aunt Nancy Kay
New Madrid, MO - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:44 AM CST

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Haddock Family,

We are so sorry for your loss. May God Bless You!

The Dummerth Family <pjdummie@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:43 AM CST

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I am so so sorry for your loss. Alexandria touched our hearts with her beautiful soul. May God bless and keep you all. I wish you peace.
Jacqueline, Nicholas and David
CT - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:43 AM CST

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You are in my prayers. I am so sorry for your loss.
DeLynn <dmd25@aol.com>
Rocky Face, GA - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:43 AM CST

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We are so sorry at the loss of your little girl. We are thinking of you today, and praying for god to hold you close during these very difficult times.
Yours, The Healy family.
E. Healy <fitNJpro@aol.com>
Waldwick, NJ USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:41 AM CST

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Alexandria, I will truly miss you sweet girl....but am so glad you will be sitting with the Lord. I will miss your strength and inspiration that have helped me to appreciate all of the little things in life. Rest now, sweet one. Love, Lori

Grant and Allison,
You have also been such an inspiration....I wish for you both Peace of mind. Your strength and courage through all of this shines. Alexandria was so very lucky to have you both....and you were very lucky to have her...God Bless.
lori dietz <nevlor_2000@yahoo.com>
baldwin park, ca usa - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:40 AM CST

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I am so very sorry for your loss. God's Peace.
Mary
Greensboro, - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:37 AM CST

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I am sorry for your loss. Alexandria was a special little girl.
Susan Wensel
- Monday, February 17, 2003 11:37 AM CST

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I'm glad Alexandria got her wish, I'm sorry her precious life was so short. I'm glad you had many wonderful memories with her and god bless you all.
Varsha <pinknovember124@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:34 AM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. May God bring you strength and comfort in the difficult days ahead and I hope that knowing that so many people care about you and all your children brings some peace as well.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:30 AM CST

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I found this poem that was given to my family when my brother passed away. I wanted to share it with you.
To All Parents by Edgar Guest
To All Parents (a poem)

"I'll lend you for a little time a child of Mine," He said.
"For you to love the while she lives and mourn for when she's dead.

It may be six or seven years, or twenty two or three,
But will you, till I call her back, take care of her for Me?

She'll bring her charms to gladden you, and shall her stay be brief,
You'll have her lovely memories as solace for your grief.

I cannot promise she will stay, since all from earth return
But there are lessons taught down there I want this child to learn.

I've looked the wide world over in my search for teachers true
And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes I have selected you.

Now will you give her all your love, nor think the labor vain,
Nor hate me when I come to call to take her back again?

I fancied that I heard them say: "Dear Lord, Thy will be done!
For all the joy thy child shall bring, the risk of grief we'll run.

We'll shelter her with tenderness, we'll love her while we may,
And for the happiness we've known forever grateful stay

But shall the angels call for her much sooner than we've planned
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes and try to understand.


Tanda Smith
Cape Girardeau, MO - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:22 AM CST

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Grant and Alison, May God be very close to you in your grief this week. We will be with you later and are open to any help we can give. Peace, in Jesus name for our lovely Alexandria.
Gary Myers <gmeyrs@dardennepresbyterian.org>
Dardenne Prairie, Mo - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:17 AM CST

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We are saddened by the news! She touched many lives she did not even know. I know her story will touch many more. What a remarkable little girl- such strength and insight! Our prayers will continue to go out to the family.
Tanda
- Monday, February 17, 2003 11:16 AM CST

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Alison & Grant,

I am so sorry for your loss. My heart is breaking for you. I pray for strength for you and your family as you mourn the loss of your precious daughter. Your faith will get you through this difficult time. Please remember to lean on all of us, we are here to help you in any way possible. Love Sheryl & Chris
Sheryl Andrasko
- Monday, February 17, 2003 11:15 AM CST

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I am praying for your precious family; that God will meet every need during this time.
Melissa
Greenville, IL - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:07 AM CST

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In one sense there is no death,
The life of a soul on earth lasts beyond her departure.
You will always feel that life touching yours,
That voice speaking to you,
That spirit looking out of other eyes,
Talking to you in the familiar things she touched,
Worked with, loved as familiar friends
She lives on in your life and in the lives of all others that knew her.
Author Unknown

Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, February 17, 2003 10:56 AM CST

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Alexandria,
We will all miss you. I know that you are happy and free from pain now. I can imagine you playing with my neice(Angel Janie Sims) and the other angels in heaven and having a great time.
Alison and Grant,
My heart goes out to you and your family in this most difficult time. I am praying for strength and comfort for you all in the coming days,weeks,months as you mourn the loss of your precious Alexandria.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, February 17, 2003 10:49 AM CST

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I'll Fly Away

Words & Music: Alfred E. Brumley

Some glad morning when this life is o'er, I'll fly away;
To a home on God's celestial shore, I'll fly away.

I'll fly away, O glory, I'll fly away;
When I die, Hallelujah, by and by, I'll fly away.

When the shadows of this life have grown, I'll fly away;
Like a bird from prison bars has flown, I'll fly away.

I'll fly away, O glory, I'll fly away;
When I die, Hallelujah, by and by, I'll fly away.

Just a few more weary days and then, I'll fly away;
To a land where joys shall never end, I'll fly away.

I'll fly away, O glory, I'll fly away;
When I die, Hallelujah, by and by, I'll fly away.
The Sills <dlsills@earthlink.net>
Ellisville, MO - Monday, February 17, 2003 10:44 AM CST

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My prayers are with you all. Heaven will soon have a very special angel.
God bless you, all.
Angel Gator
Quilts of Love
Angel Gator <dstonerwoman69@aol.com>
Everett, WA USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 10:40 AM CST

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You are all in our prayers- may God comfort you during this time.
The Vena's
Overland Park, KS - Monday, February 17, 2003 10:33 AM CST

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Just want you to know my thoughts and prayers are with you. It just breaks my hearts to read this.
Reva <Revalynn@hotmail.com>
Mesquite, TX USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 10:32 AM CST

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Dear Alison and family, I am Cody's grandma Sherrill. Eleasha has kept me apprised of your journey. She, like the rest of us, is inspired and awed by the strength that God has given you to walk through this time with Alexandria. This is a time for sorrow but also for joy - joy for no more suffering as your precious child takes her seat next to the Lord.

Hugs and love...
Sherrill <sherrill_kinser@hotmail.com>
Coconut Creek, Fl - Monday, February 17, 2003 10:30 AM CST

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Although it deeply saddens my heart that Alexandria has passed from this world, I can't help but rejoice at the joy she is experiencing in the eternal presence of our Jesus. We will continue to pray for you just as we always have. Blessings to you.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, February 17, 2003 10:19 AM CST

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Our thoughts and prayers go out to your family. May you find some small comfort in the vast outpouring of love being sent your way from the many, many people who have been touched and changed by Alexandria and her courageous fight. Thank you for sharing her story with us and for allowing us to become part of your on-line family.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Monday, February 17, 2003 10:17 AM CST

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I am so very sorry for your pain. My prayers are with you, and your family.
Teri
Nashville, TN - Monday, February 17, 2003 10:11 AM CST

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Dear Alison
I've been following your painful journey through my daugher Tracey Mazur.My heart and prayers go out to you and your family. You have such incrediable faith and that will be your biggest comfort. Jan Dexter
Jan Dexter <TDexter@townisp.com>
Shrewsbury, MA U.S. - Monday, February 17, 2003 10:09 AM CST

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Thinking and praying for you every moment of the day. God bless you! Love, The Borkowski's
Cat Borkowski
- Monday, February 17, 2003 10:07 AM CST

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We are praying for God to hold you up close to Him during this time...

The Phillips Family
Joann Phillips, www.caringbridge.org/page/erinphillips <shphillips@toad.net>
Eldersburg, MD - Monday, February 17, 2003 10:01 AM CST

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thinking of you sweet precious family...thinking of you all the day long...Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Monday, February 17, 2003 9:54 AM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss.. I cannot imagine how you must feel at this time. Alexandria brought, gave so much to so many. I continue to keep you all in my prayers.. Loving thoughts to you all always.
Love, Gwen Scott
- Monday, February 17, 2003 9:52 AM CST

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I am a friend of Kailie's grandpa. Even though it's heart-breaking to know about Alexandria, we all know that God is in control and that He Loves Us more than we can imagine. We are continuously praying for Alexandria and let His will be done.
Derrick & Grace <derrick_vijay@hotmail.com>
Overland Park, KS USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 9:52 AM CST

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With heavy hearts we hear the news of Alexanderia's passing. May our Lord embrace her! Our prayers go out to all of you. May you find comfort in knowing that she is in no more pain and is not suffering. You have all been such wonderful examples of faith. We are praying for all of you!
Gods Blessing and Gods Peace be with each of you.
The Jones Family ( Green Pines)
Wildwood, MO USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 9:50 AM CST

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Even though you don't know me personally, I know you and your beautiful angel through Noel. May God bless you and send his holy spirit to guide you through these hard times. My thoughts and prayers will be with you.

JoEllen Palesch
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 9:49 AM CST

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I heard about your daughter from the Grumish's. I'm a member of their parish. God bless you all and know that I'm praying.
Jean Wills <jeanwills24@aol.com>
Champaign, IL USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 9:42 AM CST

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Dear Haddocks,
From reading the guest book entry below(Ann Newsham)I know Alexandria has gone to be with our Lord. I have prayed that she would go painlessly and peacefully. I hope that was so. There are no words to express my sadness for your loss. I do rejoice for Alexandria though, she is with our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, free of worry, pain or sorrow. How happy she must be now, because we know how much faith she had and how much she loved our Lord! The time ahead will be difficult beyond words and I will continue to pray for your family.
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Monday, February 17, 2003 9:38 AM CST

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Please know that you are all in my prayers constantly. Thank you Alexandria for touching my life and so many others also. God, please hold onto this family very tight. Give them everything that they need to sustain them. Alexandria, I will never FORGET!! God bless you all. With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Monday, February 17, 2003 9:34 AM CST

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My Dear Friends,
I have no words that are adequate and can not begin to feel you emotions. I know you have great faith and are comforted knowing Alexandria is in heaven with no more pain. I am sure the wings she picks out will be more beautiful than even she could imagine. Abby had such a true friend in Alexandria and now she will have a special angel on her shoulder. I know Alexandria will lead Abby through this time. She is a special child and you and Grant are such wonderful parents. Please allow your friends to be strong for you now.
We are all still praying for you as God carries you through this difficult time.
All of my love
Ann Newsham
- Monday, February 17, 2003 9:25 AM CST

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Your Qults Of Love family is praying for you. May you find comfort in knowing that Anexandria's life is in the hands of God and she will be in Glory when her times comes. These last few days and hours are precious for you. Just let Alexandria know how much she is loved by all. If you need anything we are here with you and for you.
With love,
The Quilts Of Love Angels
Quilts Of Love Angels <quiltsoflove@quiltsoflove.com>
- Monday, February 17, 2003 9:20 AM CST

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I'm praying that Alexandria will soon feel the comfort of God's loving arms - and that your extraordinary faith will continue to be a comfort to you. Many thoughts and prayers are with you.
Justine Germaine <jfgermaine@hotmail.com>
Madison, WI - Monday, February 17, 2003 9:03 AM CST

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What a beautiful inspiration you and your family are. I hope that I would be as brave and Christlike as you are in this very tough situation. I pray for you and your little angel. Thanks for sharing your love for your daughter and for God. Yvonne Killion
Yvonne Killion <yvonnekillion@hotmail.com>
St. Charles, MO USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 8:58 AM CST

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Dear Haddock family, my heart just breaks for you as I read yesterday's entry. We are all praying so very hard for Alex and we will continue to pray for her and for your family's peace and comfort. God bless you all.
Kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, - Monday, February 17, 2003 8:31 AM CST

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I am truly saddened by your loss
Brad Schlinger

Brad Schlinger <brad.schlinger@bestbuy.com>
Mendota Heights, MN - Monday, February 17, 2003 8:16 AM CST

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I don't know you but I have been reading about Alexandria through a link in Kathy Charlton's web page. Robert was my nephew. I am so amazed at your spirit and strength and courage. Love is an amazing force. I can only pray for Alexandria to be released from the pain and bonds of this world and welcomed home in God's arms. I will pray for your comfort and peace also through this most difficult time.

Bambi Forristall
- Monday, February 17, 2003 8:13 AM CST

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Prayers for all of you from Virginia, following Roberts site. Will keep you in our hearts.
Mary Alice Dorschel <jay.dorschel@verizon.net>
suffolk, va - Monday, February 17, 2003 8:08 AM CST

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With you in heart, spirit and prayer today and always.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Monday, February 17, 2003 8:05 AM CST

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Holding you all in my heart during this time.
ChemoAngel Natalie <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Monday, February 17, 2003 8:04 AM CST

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Dear Alison,

I am praying for you all of you.

Sending you lots of love,
Andrea
Andrea Passarella <www.passarella.com/matthew.htm>
Swedesboro, NJ - Monday, February 17, 2003 7:49 AM CST

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Praying, and sending love your way.
Sharyn Duncan
- Monday, February 17, 2003 6:56 AM CST

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Praying, praying, praying with a broken heart.
Kim Rutherford
Knoxville, TN USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 6:23 AM CST

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MY PRECIOUS ALEXANDRIA, I WILL THINK OF YOU AND LOVE YOU EVERY DAY. YOU WILL BE THE ANGEL ON MY SHOULDER.
MEMAW & PAWPAW <NOEL_718@MSN.COM>
TERRE DU LAC, MO - Monday, February 17, 2003 2:04 AM CST

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Dearest Haddock Family,
Before I even begin to sign your guestbook, I pray that the Holy Spirit will guide my fingers to "say" the right words, if there are any. I couldn't even sign this morning when I read (through streaming tears) your latest entry. I feel like I've been mourning with you (yet praying constantly) since I read Uncle Michael's update yesterday followed by yours this morning. I feel like I know you all but we've never even met--just through your journal (which I faithfully check at least 3 times daily). Alison, I want to remind you--using your own words from recent journal entries--that you have SO many "Prayer Warriors" and we will continue to keep your family in our thoughts and prayers. You all have not been alone through it all and we won't forsake you now!! Also, know that when you look back on these days you WILL see only one set of 'Footprints' for God truly IS carrying you (each one) right now!! God does heal and His plan is never wrong--just not always the way we'd like, for we are each human and selfishly would like to keep our loved ones here with us, even though we know in our hearts that Heaven is every Christian's ultimate goal. Seems to me, you and Grant have been so very UNselfish and have done everything in your ability for Alexandria (and then some). Your family has touched my heart in a way I can not even decribe. You all are a true testiment of faith, hope and love and it radiates in your lovely "Alexandria's Angels" journal. God has truly blessed you all with many wonderful gifts and you have been so gracious to share them with all of us (friends and strangers). May you continue to feel the Lord's loving presence in your lives and may He continue to bless you all each and every minute of every day with His peace and His strength.
With all my love and prayers, ALWAYS--
Kristan's Aunt and a "Prayer Warrior,"
Misti Laws
Jackson, MO - Monday, February 17, 2003 1:42 AM CST

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I am so sorry for your family. I know the pain and the heartache. I lost my daughter Morgan to AML a little over a year ago. I pray that things turn around for your beautiful daughter, but if they dont, she will be met by some wonderful angels...there are so many of them. God Bless you and your family and know there are so many people praying for you.
gina geddings, mommy of angel Morgan <mimor2@comcast.net ~~ www.caringbridge.com/sc/morganspage>
- Monday, February 17, 2003 0:41 AM CST

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I do not know you or your daughter personally but know your family through friends. Our son too was at CG in the BMT and is now with God. I know exactly what you are going through and am praying for you and crying with you tonight.

Nicci Murphy <monetnmm@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:50 PM CST

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Prayers for God's Gentle, Loving Embrace...
Lisa, John, Zach & Annalee Fuller
Wildwood, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:48 PM CST

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You are in my prayers, tonight and for always to come. God bless you!
Erica Armstrong <love2icedance@hotmail.com>
Waterloo (school) and Timmins (home), Ontario Canada - Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:36 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you during this most difficult time. Know that God is by your side and that he will see you through this. Alexandria is an inspiration to us all.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:30 PM CST

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Still continuing to pray for strength, peace and comfort for all of you.

Debbie Nagy
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:30 PM CST

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Dear Alison and Grant,
You have been in my heart and my prayers all day-have been checking back constantly today. I know this has to be the hardest day of your lives-your strength constantly amazes me. Mom and Jo are here and send their love and prayers as well. Alexandria has been so lucky to have you as parents. She is a wonderful testament to your love and faith. Thanks for sharing her with the rest of us-she has taught us so much. God be with you.
Jenni
Bentonville, AR - Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:23 PM CST

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God, Your word says, 'You are a very present help in times of trouble...' Alison and Grant need Your help right now, for this is a time of trouble for them. Please let Your Presence become very real to them.

I ask that you would lift the heaviness of their heart, and that You would bear their burden of sorrow and begin to exchange it for peace and hope. Father, shower them with unexpected tokens of Your love, so they would know how much You really do care.

God, we do not understand suffering, but we are grateful that You have promised to be with us in the midst of it. Let Your words be a comfort to my friends in this time of tears. 'Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me.' In Jesus mighty name. Amen

Shawn Coble (www.caringbridge.org/nc/reesecup <selboc@aol.com>
Mount Airy, NC - Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:13 PM CST

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My heart is breaking for you all. You are wonderful parents and did all in your power to try to help Alexandria. Our thoughts and wishes will be with you during this difficult time.
The Kassars
Nic Kassar <nic@thekassar.com>
Orlando, FL US - Sunday, February 16, 2003 10:40 PM CST

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May you all find strength in knowing our savior Jesus. We send our love.
Roger and Mariah King, Paula, Lisa, and Angel Otten <rpkmrkia@aol.com>
Dittmer, MO USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 10:36 PM CST

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May the Good Lord watch and keep all of you in the crook of his arms. I pray for peace for you all.
Deb
Heidelberg, PA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 10:29 PM CST

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Alison and Grant - know that you are in my prayers. My heart goes out to you and your family. My God comfort you.
Debbie Reynolds <acedallas@aol.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 10:17 PM CST

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We are praying for peace and comfort for Alexandria and strength and understanding for your entire family. With all our love and prayers,
The Erushas <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 9:55 PM CST

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Praying for peace for you and for Alexandria. Your love for each other is so evident in your writings. You have been blessed with a beautiful daughter, and she is so lucky to have parents like you.
Kim Janke, aunt to Matthew H.
Rolla, mo - Sunday, February 16, 2003 9:46 PM CST

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Thank you for taking the time to update us about your precious daughter. I am so sorry for the pain each of you have had to endure. I, too am at a loss for words. But I am also filled with peace knowing Alexandria is in God's loving arms, and He is freeing her from the pain of this world. She has two of the most wonderful loving parents a person could ask for. Prayers continue for you all.
Katy Davis
St. Peters, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 9:43 PM CST

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God's Blessings on you Alison, My heart aches for both you and Grant... How hard this must be... We will continue to pray for all of you in the days that follow.

Hugs
Lynn
PA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 9:42 PM CST

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I can only imagine how hard this time must be for you. I do, however, can't help but think that all the angels in heaven are so excited and anticipating Alexandria's arrival! Think of the joy she will bring all those in heaven! My grandfather passed away two weeks ago and he just loves children, so I know he will be thrilled to have such a "live-wire" up in heaven with him.

I promise to continue to say prayers of healing for your family for a long time to come. Alexandria was so blessed to have such a wonderful family here on earth.
Michelle Farmer
Wildwood, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 9:03 PM CST

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Haddock Family,
We are so deeply saddened by the news of Alexandria's decline. We continue to pray for God to give your entire family strength and peace at this most incredibly difficult time. We will NEVER forget her and the many lessons you all have taught us. Your little Angel will be rewarded immensely in Heaven I am sure. Alison, your father is waiting patiently at the gate.
Kelli and Jim Lanza
Cincinnati, OH - Sunday, February 16, 2003 8:55 PM CST

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Dear Haddocks,
A friend once told me a story of a man whose loved one had lost the battle with cancer- Someone had said to him "I'm so sorry for your loss." To which he replied, "Oh, she's not lost. I know exactly where she is." I know heaven will welcome your beautiful angel with open arms. My prayers are with you all.

Sara Noffel Summerour <mrssumo@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 8:50 PM CST

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Dear Haddock Family,
My heart breaks for all of you. I want you to know Alison you are a wonderful mother from the very beginning when Alexandria was born up to now! You have always been a very strong person and I admire you for those reasons. I want you to know my prayers have been with you through all of this and will be there for the months and years to come.
Juli Cooper <jlogan1995@aol.com>
Festus, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 8:45 PM CST

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May God Bless and Guide you during this difficult time. Remembering you in prayer.

Grace Caruso <grace.caruso@verizon.net>
Bklyn, NY - Sunday, February 16, 2003 8:30 PM CST

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Haddock Family,
Our prayers are with you. God bless you, Alexandria.
The Dummerth Family <pjdummie@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 8:22 PM CST

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Alison: May the Lord and His saints and angels welcome Alexandria with loving arms. And may you feel His support sustaining you, Grant, and your family. My thoughts and prayers continue with you.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Sunday, February 16, 2003 8:15 PM CST

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Alison,
There are really no words to describe the sorrow I am feeling for your entire family at this moment - as a mother, my heart is breaking for you. I remember the first time I met you and what a "personality" you were, even then - such a strong spirit and delight to be around. Your dad was just so proud of you on so many different levels, but he knew the kind of mother you would be - awesome! So much of your & Alexandria's fight & spirit comes from him - just like Alexandria, he was "one in a million" and I know he will watch over her for you, until you meet again. Lean on Grant now - you will be a wonderful support system for each other - truly a couple made for each other in heaven. We continue to pray for your family. Love,
Pat, <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 7:59 PM CST

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Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers during this most difficult time. God bless Alexandria and your family.
Susie <suze_q80@hotmail.com>
Taylorville, IL - Sunday, February 16, 2003 7:54 PM CST

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"Life is a journey, and love is what makes that journey worthwhile." -Unknown
Alexandria has truly brought love into this journey of life
Stephanie
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 7:54 PM CST

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My heart breaks for your family's pain and only hope that knowing Alexandria is going to be freed from her couragious battle of pain and suffering will help ease yours. You have all touched so many lives through sharing your journey. You will be in so many hearts and prayers for years to come. I pray you get comfort from all the love of those whose lives you have touched.
Debbi Lohse <debbi713@optonline.net>
Eastport, New York USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 7:42 PM CST

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I'm so sad that Alexandria is leaving this world behind. But I must say that she will be in a place by God. She is an inspiration and a fighter. She will be missed. May God give you strength.
Allison
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 7:39 PM CST

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God Bless you Alexandria and your family! May God keep you in his care always. Tricia Doyle
Tricia Doyle http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jessicadoyle <Supportjess@aol.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Sunday, February 16, 2003 7:34 PM CST

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I am so sorry to hear this. I pray for her every night and visit this page as often as I can in hopes to hear good news. She is so strong and although I don't know her,I am so proud of her. My heart and prayers are with you.
Jeanette <www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen>
Wellington, Fl - Sunday, February 16, 2003 7:29 PM CST

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Praying for you all...
Chanda & Jake
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 6:59 PM CST

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We are so sorry to hear the news. We will continue to pray for your wonderful family, and may God be with you every step of the way.

The Gericke Family
O'Fallon, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 6:56 PM CST

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As we read your journal entry for today we cried. Not total tears of sadness, but some tears of joy. We feel your daughter has taught you more in two years than most of us will learn in an entire lifetime. We can not change the plans God has made for our lives, but we can certainly grow from them. John 9:3 says "neither this man nor his parents sinned, but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life." Alexandria has been so strong and taught us so much about life. All we can hope is that we can use this experience to touch others or someday be an Angel to someone in need. On our final day we hope to pass this earth and have God waiting with open arms saying "a job well done, my good and faithful servant." We continue to pray for your family and God Bless You All.
Shoemaker Family <thomas.shoemaker@direcway.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 6:49 PM CST

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We're praying for Alexandria's comfort, and for your strength. I'm so sorry for what you are going through.
The Tojo's
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 6:41 PM CST

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"Put Me like a seal over your heart, like a seal on your arm. For love is as strong as death," Song of Songs 8:6a

No eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor mind conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him. So our Lord Jesus Christ has prepared a place for Alexandria to receive her to Himself. So where He is, there she will be also and on your Day, you will join her once again. But in a place where death, pain, suffering, tears and darkness do not exist. For all these things will pass and all that is left is faith, hope and love. And the greatest amongst these is love.

Our prayers will be with you and we will meditate day and night that God's wonderous grace is abundant upon you and Alexandria.
Tom and Susan Mitchell <sueandtom@charter.net>
Chesterfield, MO USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 6:35 PM CST

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Grant and Alison,
Where do you get your strength? What an inspiration!!! You have shared so many priceless and precious moments with us all. Alexandria's journey has touched so many of us. We look and treat our children differently, we don't take things for granted, we appreciate the many blessings God has given us. Your journal will be a beautiful memory of how special your little angel was (when she feels it is her time to go to a better place). Most of all, it humbles me how many lives your family has touched in Alexandria's battle with cancer. Your words and thoughts will NEVER be forgotten. As always, we will continue to pray for peace and comfort at this most difficult time.
God's blessing to everyone in your family,
Kathy VdV
Kathy Van de Ven
Maryville, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 6:28 PM CST

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Praying for you all...may you continue to find strength...thank you for sharing your story...your daughter is beautiful and brave and a true inspiration to us all...

D-
Pittsburgh, - Sunday, February 16, 2003 6:24 PM CST

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Alison and Grant, We are praying constantly for your whole family today.
Dan and Janet Sims
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, February 16, 2003 6:12 PM CST

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alison,
We are praying hard for peace for alexandria and your family. You are in our thoughts and prayers as you face this moment. Alexandria is such a fighter, just like Matthew, but it is all in God's time. It is raining here and I just know that they are tears from Heaven. Thinking of you. Love
Dirk and Debbie Hallemeier <Debbie54Rn>
O'Fallon, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 6:09 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you
Mary
O'Fallon, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 6:05 PM CST

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Our Thoughts and Prayers are with you all.
The Anderson Family
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 5:47 PM CST

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I am so saddened by the news I don't even know what to write. You are such wonderful parents with the most amazing little girl. I will be praying for the Lord to continue to give you the strength you will need during this difficult time. God wants your beautiful angel to fill the heavens with her unselfish love and her radiance. May God bless all of you! Love, The Borkowski's
Cat Borkowski
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 5:37 PM CST

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My prayers for you all, and tears.
Harri T (mother to angel Lowri 8Oct98 - 23Sep02) <timvdw@kcbbs.gen.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Sunday, February 16, 2003 5:30 PM CST

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Our continuous thoughts and prayers are with you today. May the good Lord wrap his eternal loving arms around you! God Bless your sweet little angel.
j mobarak
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 5:23 PM CST

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
The Huffmans
Ellisville, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 5:18 PM CST

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We are praying for you. God is with you.
Don, Pam, Elizabeth & Joey Ludwinski
wildwood, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 5:10 PM CST

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I was so sad to read your latest entry. I will continue to pray for your beautiful angel and all who love her.
Karen
Naples, FL - Sunday, February 16, 2003 5:01 PM CST

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God Bless you sweet angel. How happy and sick free you will be in God's arms. You have taught so many of us in your brave battle. I do not even know you but I will truly miss you and think of your mommy, daddy and siblings many times a day. I cannot even begin to express the awe I have in your mommy's strength. My thoughts, prayers and love are with all of you.
Edwina
Edwina Noffel Johnson <rowdey1@bellsouth.net>
Knoxville, Tn - Sunday, February 16, 2003 5:00 PM CST

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We've been praying with you all weekend. The Lord says "I love you, and you are mine" as He reaches out to lift angels onto His lap and into His arms. May that moment comfort you in your sorrow and pain. God bless you all.
Mary Morgan
St. Louis, MO USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 4:56 PM CST

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Haddock Family,
Our thoughts and prayers are with the entire family. Praying for peace as you endure the loss of your precious baby. Your entire family is an inspiration to us all.
The Tomlinson's
http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/joeysjourney
Barb Tomlinson - Joey's mom <btomlinson3@comcast.net>
telford, PA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 4:50 PM CST

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Alexandria's pink-tipped wings.....what a loving, beautiful image. Fly, sweet child, fly.

I'm praying for peace, for all of you.
Someone far away
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 4:47 PM CST

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
With Love ,
The Appleby's
Ellen
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 4:25 PM CST

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Alison and Grant - I can still remember the day my very good friend Alison gave birth to her first child and daughter. I went to see you two at St. Luke's Hospital. She was a perfectly beautiful and healthy baby girl - an Angel on earth. As your family and my own began to grow, we enjoyed watching her grow into a very smart and stong young lady - just like her mother. My own children enjoyed many hours in her company playing childhood games, doing what kids do best on the Fourth of July, New Years Eve, at birthday parties....It's very hard for me to put into words the sadness we feel for you and Grant right now. I pray for you in the coming days, months, years as you focus on bringing your family even closer together - helping yourselves and the other children to cope. I know you will continue to find strength in God. I'm glad you've been blessed with such a wonderful husband as Grant is to you - you two have always been there for each other in ways many couples never are. Your relationship has realized 4 beautiful children. As one of my longest and closest friends, I have always admired in you the qualities that put you to the test now - your intelligence, your faith, your strength, and your dedication to your children and family. Of course watching your own recent and tragic experiences has made me even more aware of the precious gift my children are each day- but prior to any of this, your actions inspired me to always try to be a better mom and parent. I hope people realize that you have always been the perfect mom - at least in my eyes. Your actions during this ordeal are solid proof, but most of us can only try to be what you are each day. Take comfort in the fact that your faith and actions were all that they could be and soon, for reasons we are beginning to realize as they unfold, that sweet angel I first met in the hospital 9 1/2 years ago, will leave behind wonderful and inspiring life lessons as she continues to guide us from above. God bless. Your friend,
Monica Lummus
Eureka, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 4:01 PM CST

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It is with such a heavy heart that I sat here reading your latest entry...I so hope and pray that with whatever plan the Lord reveals...you are able to find His strength and comfort surrounding you...you are a truly amazing woman...a truly amazing mom...my thoughts and prayers are with you now and will continue to be as you walk through your most awesome trial yet.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody (www.forcody.org) <codman@cox.net>
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 3:53 PM CST

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I can do nothing but sob after reading your journal entry. Please know that Peace and Joy for life will soon be with your little angel Alexandria. The smile and happiness she felt long ago without pain will soon be her best friend!! You and your family have been sooo strong. You have DONE EVERYTHING RIGHT!!! Never regret anything you have done for Alexandria. She is a teacher for all, and she could not have been without parents as WONDERFUL AND LOVING as you both are. My heart aches for you.

In my thoughts and prayers always

The Colbert Family
Holli Colbert <hcolbert@primary.net>
O'Fallon, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 3:39 PM CST

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Dear Haddocks,
I pray that Alexandria is comfortable now and when she decides to go with God. I can only imagine the pain that you are all going through. You and Alexandria have been so strong up to this point. Now it is time to let your friends and familly be strong for you. Don't forget we are all here for you.
Laurie, Davin and Kendall Sills
Ellisville, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 3:35 PM CST

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Philippians 1:21-23 "For to me, to live is Christ, and to die is gain. But if I live on in the flesh, this will mean fruit from my labor; yet what I shall choose I cannot tell. For I am hard-pressed between the two, having a desire to depart and be with Christ, which is far better."
May you find comfort and peace that only our Heavenly Father can give.

Sheri ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/la/cameron <yankee_cajun2001@yahoo.com>
Lafayette, LA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 3:21 PM CST

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We pray for strength for all of you.
The Sheats Family <djarsheats@sbcglobal.net>
Springboro, OH - Sunday, February 16, 2003 3:18 PM CST

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Dear Alison and Grant,
My heart aches beyond words for you right now. Thank you for letting us know what is happening, how special you are to take the time to update the journal. Your little girl is such a fighter. It only tells you how much she loves her family and wants to stay here with you. I know in God's time she will let go and will peacefully and painlessly go into the arms of Jesus. I am not going to stop praying for a miracle for her, but at the same time I will pray that if it be God's will, to please not let her suffer or be in any pain. Lean on each other, but especially lean on God. He is so good, even at times like these. Alexandria glorifies Him with her life!!
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 3:04 PM CST

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It was with great sorrow that I read today's entry. Our thoughts and prayers are with your family as you go through this difficult time.
Sheryl Clubb <SLCLUBB@aol.com>
Eureka, MO USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 3:01 PM CST

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I am praying for your family.
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 2:49 PM CST

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Praying for peace and comfort.
Judy Grumish <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, Il United States - Sunday, February 16, 2003 2:45 PM CST

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. You have been and are a blessing to all. We will continue to lift up the whole family for comfort in such a difficult time.
Tanda Smith and Family
Cape Girardeau, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 2:42 PM CST

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I am at a loss for words. My heart is heavy at this time. My love and prayers for you all.
Love, Gwen Scott
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 2:34 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you and Alexandria.
Diane Mathis <Stubby3620@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Sunday, February 16, 2003 2:27 PM CST

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Dear Mr. and Mrs. Haddock,
We have been praying constantly for your family. We are very sad to see such pain. We hope God will give you strength.
Kelsey Jarrett
Ellisville, MO USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 2:26 PM CST

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Dear Mr. and Mrs. Haddock,
We have been praying constantly for your family. We are very sad to see such pain. We hope God will give you strength.
Kelsey Jarrett
Ellisville, MO USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 2:26 PM CST

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I do not know what to say....except that I feel for you and Grant.....but knowing that Alexandria will soon be free of the pain she has endured is a blessing in itself. I will continue to pray for all of you. Lots of love to you Alexandria, you precious girl.
lori dietz <nevlor_2000@yahoo.com>
baldwin park, CA usa - Sunday, February 16, 2003 2:21 PM CST

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My heart also aches for your family...Praying still for comfort and peace for all of you! How AMAZING you all are at this time. Thank you for keeping us informed.
Paula
Chesterield, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 2:17 PM CST

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Grant and Alison, We will all be continuing to pray for your family and Alexandria. Always remember that Alexandrias life gave strength, faith, hope, and life to many others. She is always an inspiration.
Sharyn Duncan
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 2:16 PM CST

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Dear Grant and Alison
You don't know me, but I'm from Minnesota. About a week ago I came across you caringbridge address. And I have been checking in everyday to see how things are going. I'm really sorry to hear things are not going good. But I want you to know I'll keep your family in my thoughts and prayers. During my days I find myself thinking of you often.
Jenny Peters <jenpeters@smig.net>
Austin, MN USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 2:08 PM CST

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Allison, Alexandria and all the Haddock Family. It is with heavy heart that I read this entry but I also know that little Alexandria will soon be running in the flowers with the Lord and sitting at the foot of Jesus. What a wonderful thing to praise. Allison, as a mother, my heart weeps with you. God bless you for being so strong during this journey in your life. You are in my prayers continously.
Kellie McClendon
O Fallon, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 2:05 PM CST

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Alison and Grant, our family prayers are with your family and wonderful daughter Alexandria. The love you show for your daughter and your family is incredible. It brings tears to my eyes and reminds me we should not get so caught up in the busy lives we have and enjoy our precious children.
Nim & John Frost
Chesterfield, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 2:04 PM CST

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Grant & Alison, My heart is breaking for you and your family. Alexandria could always make me laugh no matter what. She definitely is a very strong girl. Give her a kiss for me with all my love. I will see her one day to hug her myself.
Tita Briscoe <Jamesantita@prodigy.net>
Wildwood, MO St. Louis - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:43 PM CST

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Haddock family, Please know our thoughts and prayers are with you. You are never far from our thoughts.
The Burr Family <adbhrb5@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:33 PM CST

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Alison, I don't know what to say. My heart is aching for you and your family. I pray for peace and comfort for Alexandria in her final hours. I'm sitting here watching the peaceful snow falling and praying for peace for Alexandria. She has been fighting so hard for so long. Your comfort and security will help her. Bless you all during this difficult time.
Amy (Armbruster) Schroeder <mattamys@yahoo.com>
Eureka, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:33 PM CST

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You are the bravest, most amazing people I've ever had the honor of "knowing". You are Alexandria's heros. NO ONE ELSE could have takin a child through all this so unselfishly. Putting aside the pain and sorrow you must be feeling right now and focusing on Alexandria is a super-human task..you are fabulous parents. Praying for you and yours as always, Eileen/Molly
E. Healy
NJ - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:28 PM CST

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My heart is beyond heavy at this time...it was only 3 months ago that my sweet Robert left this world for precious heaven...I know that he will welcome your angel with open friendly arms. He was a friend to everyone...I realize that as I write this, sweet Alexandria may already be in the presence of our Lord; or, if He has seen fit, she is here lingering a bit longer...I am grateful to know that you are taking in every moment, every breath, and clinging to each other, and the Lord...peace to you all...Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
West Palm Beach , FL - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:27 PM CST

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As so many others have said, thank you so much for being so unselfish. We appreciate so much that you are keeping us updated. I cannot imagine the depth of pain and sorrow your family is experiencing right now. All I can say is that I am so so sorry. Please know that we are praying for peace for all of you and that Alexandria will not be in any more pain. Lots of Love and Prayers to ALL of you!
Donna Landwehr
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:25 PM CST

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You are in my prayers, now more than ever, and I pray that the Lord is with all of you every step of this journey.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:24 PM CST

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Dear Haddock Family,
My heart is so full. I hate that it has come to this. As you say, things happen for a reason, and God has a better plan. I ache for you as a family having to say goodbye to dear, sweet Alexandria. I will forever hold her tea party picture in my mind. What a beautiful child. She is a fighter, as I have followed her journey and have been so amazed by her resilience. I pray that Alexandria has no more pain. Bless her heart, I am in tears for her, for you, and for Addison, Hunter, and Hayden. God Bless you all and give you strength. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Debbie Little <www.caringbridge.org/tn/littlecaleb>
Dickson, TN U.S.A. - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:22 PM CST

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Grant, Allison and Alexandria,
As I sit here reading your most recent update, tears streaming down my face, I am in awe of how God has wrapped you in His grace. Thank You for taking time to let us know Alexandria's situation, and know I will continue to pray for your strength and peace during this time. May His blessings continue flow as annointing oil to completely cover your family.
Jennifer <jenniferanne_28@yahoo.com>
Morton, IL 61550 - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:22 PM CST

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God uses all circumstances to His glory-thank you for teaching us what it is like to have faith and truly trusting in Him. I will continue to lift your family and Alexandria up in prayer. May God grant you peace and comfort during this journey. You all are an inspiration. Alexandria, I can't wait to meet you in God's eternal palace! I send my love and thoughts,
Elizabeth Baker
St. Peters, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:17 PM CST

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I've been praying for your daughter for several weeks. I have a friend whose daughter is in remission right now and I follow her through Caringbridge. My heart and prayers are with you and Alexandria today. I pray that your beautiful, precious child knows true peace and comfort at the end. There are no words I can find to ease your grief - but I'll pray that God holds your family in his arms.
Cathlynne Webb <cww18usa@aol.com>
Columbus, GA USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:17 PM CST

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Alison: My heart is breaking as I read your update. I know your pain and watching Meghan go last week was the hardest thing I have ever done, but I was there and I would not have had it any other way. Your job is to just be with her now. I too told Meghan it was alright to go. Something I really didn't want to tell her, but knew I had to. Please know that my prayers are with you and your family.
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:15 PM CST

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Today in church I again requested prayer for Alexandria and your family. This time though our pastor had me stand and the congregation as a whole streched out their hands as if to channel their prayers through me. We prayed for strength and miracles and for the first time I realized that the miracle had been delivered when Alexandria was born. We can not see the reason in many things just as a baby cannot fathom something as simple as driving a car.
Through Alexandria our world was made a little smaller and our love and appreciation for each other and GOD has grown infinately. Thank you Alexandria on behalf of all you have touched...
Drake Owens <drake@mykitchenplans.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:13 PM CST

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Alison, I will update the prayer sheet accordingly. Thanks for even taking the time to let all of us know what is going on. And, we are indeed all still praying for you and for Alexandria around the clock. We won't stop. Blessings to you during this time. I know it is hard, and I know that the Lord is so very pleased with you. Continue pressing in and pressing on to His presence. I know you will.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:09 PM CST

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As you said, your beautiful daughter gets her strength and determination from you. How courageous of you to take the time to let everyone know what is going on when your heart is aching for Aledandria. For some unknown reason, she isn't ready to let go and fly with Jesus. She will be a most beautiful Angel and I hope you find comfort in the fact that she will be waiting for all of you when you also go to your enternal home. May God Bless each and everyone of you and help you through this time.


Penny Bowen
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:04 PM CST

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I happened on your site a few weeks ago and have been monitoring Alexandria ever since. I don't know why.My daughter is also battling ALL and I noticed you were from O'Fallon. That is where her best friend from kindergarten had moved. (Her name is Lindsey Reeves). May you find peace and comfort in knowing how much our Lord God Almighty loves your precious daughter, Alexandria. All these children are his 'chosen ones'. My heart goes out to you and your family and please know that all of you are in my prayers.
Tricia Lester <PPLester169@aol.com>
Seminole, FL USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:01 PM CST

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Dear Alison, Grant, and Family, (May God give me the right words to help ease your pain.) May God give Alexandria all his comfort and peace at this time. Though all that is left is her beautiful mold, i am sure she is trying on her first set of angel wings! Wings with a zillion fluffy snow white feathers, each one tipped in shades of pink never seen by our "human eyes"!!!!!!!!!!!
We will pray for God to ease the pain of all of our broken hearts. And as the snowflakes fall from our heavens above, may you smile and watch, as Alexandria is "FLUFFING HER WINGS!!!!:) May God Bless your Family. Love, Shannon

Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 12:55 AM CST

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Grant & Alison,

What a blessing and comfort it is to know that Alexandria will be waiting for you in heaven. We are so thankful for the witness you have been for Jesus as you have dealt with this horrid beast called cancer for the last 27 months. It is exciting to think of how many people will be in heaven due to what Jesus has done in their hearts through your testimony of God’s greatness.

We have had to tell way too many friends goodbye over the last 27 months and it isn't any easier each time it happens. Kailie read your latest update and we prayed that Alexandria would be comfortable and that God’s grace would be poured out towards you.

Our prayers will continue, our love for each of you will grow, and your being used of God will be immense. We haven’t been able to see you for quite a while because of what Alexandria and Kailie have been undergoing. But we have told you before how much we look forward getting together with you again sometime in the near future. We continue to say it because it will be a blessing for us to spend time with you once again.

We know that God will meet every single need that you have. He is faithful beyond what we can comprehend.

May God bless all of you in a very special way today.

In Christ,
The Rhines’

http://www.caringbridge.com/page/kares4kailie
John & Johnelle Rhines <jnjrhines@charter.net>
St. Charles, MO USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 12:52 AM CST

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Dear Haddock Family,

I am sitting here crying my eyes out for a beautiful little girl who I have never met, yet who has captured my heart forever. Thank you for taking the time to update. The number of people who have fallen in love with not only Alexandria, but your whole family is truly amazing. If everyone in this world loved each other as much as you all do, the world would be a much better place. My thoughts, prayers and love are with your entire family at this most difficult time.


Melody
West Chester, Pa. U,S,A, - Sunday, February 16, 2003 12:33 AM CST

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I am constantly in prayer for your family. God Bless you all.
Nancy
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 12:32 AM CST

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Alexandria, we have learned so much from you.
Alison, thank you for allowing us into your lives to learn from Alexandria and yourself.
WE CONTINUE TO PRAY.
Cheryl and Jessica Lohmann <Cherloh@earthlink.net>
Wildwood, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 12:23 AM CST

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Our Heartfelt prayers are with Alexandria and your entire family.
The Boyer Family
Champaign, il usa - Sunday, February 16, 2003 12:20 AM CST

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Oh Alison, I am so so sorry it is all coming to this.
We all prayed for another end to her journey.
I am thankful you are all together and pray she doenst have any pain or fear.
Please know so many of us are thinking of you and praying for you now.

chris Gooch's Site
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 12:19 AM CST

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Dear Haddock Family, As I sit here with tears streaming down my face, I smile at the love and lessons Alexandria continues to teach so many. God gives us angels on earth, and you have a whole family of them. Today at church, we prayed for Alexandria and your family. We sang a song, The Lord is light and my salvation. He is my rock and my shield. I kept singing those words over and over, cried and prayed for Alexandria to be healed in heart, mind, body and soul. I am thankful for running into her by chance last week at Children's because I came face to face with one of God's most beautiful children.
Our prayers and hugs are with you always.
Angela Brooks and Family
Angela Brooks <amlb36@aol.com>
O'Fallon, Mo - Sunday, February 16, 2003 12:17 AM CST

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Alexandria is in my thoughts and prayers.
Dee A Mullins <deemullins@adelphia.net>
Mt Sterling, KY - Sunday, February 16, 2003 12:10 AM CST

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Dear Alison,
Your whole family is in my heart and prayers, wishing you peace and comfort at this most difficult time.

Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Sunday, February 16, 2003 12:10 AM CST

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Alison,
How unselfish of you to give us your time to update our waiting hearts. You are a picture of "Amazing Grace". No matter what things look like on this side of heaven, Victory in Jesus belongs to Alexandria.
I love the Lord, for He heard my voice; He heard my cry for mercy. Because He turned His ear to me, I will call on Him as long as I live. Psalm 116:1-2
Blessed be the name of the Lord.
Waiting in prayer with your family.
Sherry Wideman
St. Clair, Mo. - Sunday, February 16, 2003 12:09 AM CST

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I have followed and prayed for Alexandria for a while but didn't sign until today. Somehow in all of this may you and your family find peace. God Bless you! I don't know what else to say except that I will continue to pray for you. Alexandria is a beautiful girl and she will be a beautiful Angel
Heather
Winston-Salem, NC - Sunday, February 16, 2003 12:09 AM CST

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God Bless You Alexanderia!!! You are a perfect angel on earth and will be even more perfect in heaven!!! All of our prayers are with you and your family.
The Jones Family (Green Pines)
Wildwood, MO USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 12:01 AM CST

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Continuing to pray for Alexandria and the entire Haddock Family.

2 Peter 3:18

Grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. To him be glory both now and forever!!!
Simmons Family <simfam5@sbcglobal.net>
Florissant, MO USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:55 AM CST

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May God be with your precious Angel and your entire family. You will in my prayers.
LeAnne <cogdill@txucom.net>
Tx - Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:38 AM CST

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I am praying for you and your family.
Jan
Oh - Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:35 AM CST

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Alexandria, I am praying for a quick and painless journey for you sweetie. I know my Andy will be waiting to play with you, when you get there. (he'll be the one 'tweaking' those trap doors on his lego mansion) I'll keep praying for your Mom and Dad, today and in the long days ahead. While I wish there were more I could do for them, I know prayer is the best I can offer. God bless you and your entire family. Jan Livingstone (Andy's Mom forever)
www.caringbridge.org/il/legoman
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:35 AM CST

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You and Grant have given her more love than any could ask for, now God will give her even more. She will always be alive in your you heart and you will visit her in your memories. My heart aches for what you are going through and I pray for strength for your entire family. You will all be together again someday only in perfect health without all the suffering, we must hold on to this and trust in the Lord!
Lee Ann (Kristan's mom)
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:35 AM CST

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Thank you for sharing Alexandria with us. We do love her so much. We are praying for your comfort and peace and know that God will take such good care of her.
God Speed Alexandria and peace be with you.
Janice Frisella
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:33 AM CST

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There are no words to describe our sadness for you. She is a bright light in a world filled with uncertainty. I don't know how you will get through the next few days, but you will, because you have to. She will see angels soon and she won't be afraid anymore. My brother saw them hours before he passed away. She will always have her mommy and daddy and siblings. She is so lucky to have you- you did everything right. She knows profound love from her family- a pricless blessing you will always have. Our prayers are with you.
Melissa Day <m>
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:33 AM CST

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We are praying for your whole family.
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:27 AM CST

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And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes;
and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor
crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
Revelations 21:4
Courtney Hunter Gilmer
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:22 AM CST

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Praying for God to fill you with comfort and peace. Thank you for taking the time to let us know her fight. May God surround you with Angels to fill that room with love.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:20 AM CST

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PRAYING FOR PEACE AND COMFORT FOR ALL OF YOU IN WHAT EVER DECISION GOD HANDS DOWN. LOVE AND THOUGHTS FROM ALL OF US IN THE COLE FAMILY. (jack-colby's daddy forever & ever)
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby
UNIONTOWN, PA USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:19 AM CST

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We are praying for your family at this time of need. I can tell that Alexandria is a very strong child. I am so sorry it has come to this. I guess God needed this beautiful child more than we do. You are a wonderful family and I really hate that I never have gotten a chance to meet Alexandria. Thank you for the chance to go on your journey.
Bless you all on this rainy Sunday morning.
Dawn Holman (Robert Charlton's aunt) <dehol25@aol.com>
Horn Lake, MS - Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:17 AM CST

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We are praying for your family at this time of need. I can tell that Alexandria is a very strong child. I am so sorry it has come to this. I guess God needed this beautiful child more than we do. You are a wonderful family and I really hate that I never have gotten a chance to meet Alexandria. Thank you for the chance to go on your journey.
Bless you all on this rainy Sunday morning.
Dawn Holman (Robert Charlton's aunt) <dehol25@aol.com>
Horn Lake, MS - Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:17 AM CST

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Alison, Thank you so much for taking your precious time to update all of us on Alexandria's condition. How unselfish and how typical of you to think of those of us out here praying and hoping for a miracle. We really appreciate it.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 11:12 AM CST

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Praying for you ALL.
Anne Marie <ja123@charter.net>
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 10:38 AM CST

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Our Prayers are with your family.
Love,
Lisa
Lisa Mosley <motherof4angels@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 10:36 AM CST

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May the peace of Christ be with all of you. I continue to pray for Alexandria to be comfortable and filled with the love of God and her family. She is an amazing little girl.
Kristy
St. Mark Presbyterian Church
Ballwin, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 10:26 AM CST

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I came to your site today form Jacob Mosley's site.(friends of the Mosley's from chruch)I sat at this computer and tears ran down my face as I read your story. You are all in my prayers. God is always there. He never leaves us. He knows our pain. May Gods loving arms hold you and comfort you at this time.
Mary
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 10:14 AM CST

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My prayers for strength and peace are with your family.
Brandi
Albuquerque, New Mexico USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 10:11 AM CST

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I am praying continually for you all Alison. I am sorry to hear of the events of your last week. May God continue to comfort and give you all strength.

I really don't know what to say. I pray for Alexandria to get comfort and peace from God. I know he will guide you all through this. Please know that when you are weak, He is strong. May God comfort Hunter, Hayden & Addison also.

God Bless you all. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Love
Erin
Erin Turner
Ellsinore, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 10:11 AM CST

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Praying for all the love Alexandria's heart can hold and for all the love the Alison, Grant, Hunter, Hayden and Addison have to support them.

Love will abide!
Lisa, John, Zach & Annalee Fuller
Wildwood, MO 63040 - Sunday, February 16, 2003 9:55 AM CST

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I am praying for comfort for all of you. Alexandria is a beautiful little girl that has touched so many lives. We are praying for peace from God at this most difficult time in your lives.
The Pyle Family
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 9:16 AM CST

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I have never signed you guestbook for fear of not knowing what to say. This is a time when I think you can get all the loving words possible. All I can say is I am so sorry. I pray she will be comfortable and you will be comfortable. I pray she will be able to communicate with you a little. I pray she will feel all the love that you have for her. I pray for you to be able to think of her every day. I lost my little brother to this godforsaken disease. I'm sending all my love to you.
Love, Jessica Charlton
Jessica Charlton <jnc3430@aol.com>
West Palm Beach , Fl Usa - Sunday, February 16, 2003 9:14 AM CST

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Praying for you during this MOST difficult time.
Courage,
The Doctor Family
www.caringbridge.org/nj/zacharyd
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 9:08 AM CST

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We're praying that she is resting peacefully. Our grandson Micheal will be waiting for her in heaven. May God bless you all.
Larry and Glenda Allen <lafretired@cs.com>
Easley, SC - Sunday, February 16, 2003 9:05 AM CST

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Still praying hard for the comfort and soothing Alexandria needs. Also for the entire family!


((((((((((((((((((((long distance hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))
Eva
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 9:00 AM CST

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We are praying for peace and comfort for Alexandria at this time. We are also praying for her entire family.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 8:11 AM CST

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Praying for comfort for Alexandria at this time. Praying for strength and courage for the entire family. AND still praying for that miracle!
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, February 16, 2003 8:00 AM CST

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Dear Alexandria,
I awoke this morning praying for you sweetie! Keep fighting Alexandria, God can give you a miracle.
Love,
Debbie Nagy
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 7:29 AM CST

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Dear Alexandria,
You are a very strong person. I will keep you in my prayers.
Love,
Louisa
Louisa Williams <clklus@yahoo.com>
Ballwin, MO U.S.A. - Sunday, February 16, 2003 7:19 AM CST

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Dear Alison, Grant and family,
OUr thoughts and prayers are with you at this time. I pray for courage and strength to sustain you at this difficult time. You have demonstrated your love and christianity throughout this rough ride. May God bless you and your family.
warmly,
Annette FArley
Annette FArley <MSFar@aol.com>
Jamison, PA USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 6:35 AM CST

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Thoughts and prayers are with sweet, precious Alexandria and her wonderful family.
We pray Alexandria is comfortable and in no pain.
God be with you all.
Lots of love & cuddles from,
Liz, Murray, Adam, Joshua and Bethany
XO XO XO XO XO
the Cruickshank family <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, Vic. AUSTRALIA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 4:35 AM CST

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Dearest Alexandria,
I don't know you but I do know that you are an amazing girl...keep fighting...you have all my prayers. Be in peace and may God Bless you.

Lots of hugs and kisses to you,
Janice XOXO
Janice Liew <wine_chic@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, February 16, 2003 2:35 AM CST

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I have checked the site numerous times today checking to see how Alexandria is doing. No news yet?? We are praying for a painless and peaceful time for her. I feel God and Johnny watching and holding her so gently til this passes and giving her great great comfort. Please update when you can.We love you and pray for your comfort and needs at this time.
Aunt Nancy Kay
New Madrid, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:41 AM CST

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God bless Alexandria and her family.
I am praying for her.
Shannon <Shannon_r@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, - Sunday, February 16, 2003 1:33 AM CST

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The Simmons Family is continuing to pray for Alexandria and the entire Haddock Family.

Romans 5:3-5 talks about Hope.

We also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

We pray for comfort and hope for the entire family.

2 Thessalonians 3:16

May the Lord of peace himself give you peace at all times and in every way.

Continuing to pray without ceasing.
The Simmons Family <simfam5@sbcglobal.net>
Florissant, MO 63034 - Sunday, February 16, 2003 0:38 AM CST

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Thinking of and praying for your family.
Lummus Family
Eureka, MO - Sunday, February 16, 2003 0:33 AM CST

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Constantly in prayer for you all.
Jenni Burford <jennib@cox-internet.com>
Bentonville, AR - Saturday, February 15, 2003 11:47 PM CST

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For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither heights nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is Christ Jesus our Lord.
Romans 8:38-39

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody (www.forcody.org) <codman@cox.net>
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 11:43 PM CST

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Dear Alexandria,
You are an angel on earth. You are so brave and have helped so many people. Your loving spirit and faith in God have renewed faith in many families. My children and I are praying for you and your family. We wish you peace and we want you to know that we are here for you. If there is ANYTHING that you or your family needs, please don't hesitate to ask. We would love to help.We will continue to pray for you and ask God to bless you and be with you at all times. Love, The Rowlands
Debbie Rowland
Wildwood, MO USA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 11:10 PM CST

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Definitely still praying. Blessings.
Khalita <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, February 15, 2003 10:56 PM CST

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Our prayers will continue for your entire family. We love all of you very much!
John, Johnelle, Ian, Kailie & Jaren Rhines <http://www.caringbridge.com/page/kares4kailie>
St. Charles, MO USA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 10:39 PM CST

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My prayers are with you all.... I pray our Lord will hold you ever so tightly.

Hugs,
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 10:31 PM CST

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May God wrap his loving arms around you all...bringing peace and love that passes understanding. Bless you precious family, bless you angelic Alexandria...Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 10:13 PM CST

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Our prayers for comfort and peace are with you all tonight.
The Vena's
Overland Park , KS - Saturday, February 15, 2003 10:06 PM CST

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To the Haddock family, May God keep all of you in the palm of his hand. We are sending loving thoughts, prayers, healing, and much love your way.
The Imbesi Family <limbesi@optonline.net>
East Moriches, NY USA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 10:03 PM CST

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Alison & Grant,
My heart is breaking for you & the other children - Alexandria has touched so many lives and been such a wonderful instrument of love for so many. I'm praying she is not in pain and strength for both of you to accept whatever God's will may be - it truly is in His hands. Like so many others, we continue to pray for all of you.
Love from us,
Pat <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Saturday, February 15, 2003 10:01 PM CST

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Alison and Grant my prayers are with you and Alexandria. I will also have my bible study class and my church pray for her. Tell her to not give up hope, because God is with her.
Tita Briscoe <Jamesantita@prodigy.net>
Wildwood, MO St. Louis - Saturday, February 15, 2003 9:42 PM CST

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My heart is aching for you at this time...oh! I ask you Lord to help this child.

Blessings,
Bonnie,grandma to ^i^ James forever 14.5 <www.caringbridge.com/page/jamiebowman>
Columbus, Ohio - Saturday, February 15, 2003 9:15 PM CST

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Sweet and precious Alexandria,
I am praying that you are comfortable and not in pain. May you have a wonderful peace that only Jesus can give you. Alison and Grant and children, May God give you strength to let go if that be His will. I know your faith will sustain you and comfort you at this time. I will continue to pray that God will heal Alexandria of this illness.
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Saturday, February 15, 2003 9:10 PM CST

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These lyrics from a Patty Griffin song made me think of your family.
"May you dream you are dreaming, in a warm soft bed
And may the voices inside you that fill you with dread
Make the sound of thousands of angels instead
Tonight where you might be laying your head
But darling, I wish you well
On your way to the wishing well
Swinging off of those gates of hell
But I can tell how hard you're trying
Just have that secret hope
Sometimes all we do is cope
Somewhere on the steepest slope there'll be an endless rope
And nobody crying.
And nobody crying,
Nobody crying"
You are very much in my thougts and prayers.
God Bless you all!

Amy
Asheville, NC - Saturday, February 15, 2003 9:09 PM CST

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May God hold you all in the palm of his hand and may the angels come and lead her gently into paradise. She has been a blessing and inspiration to more people than you could ever imagine.
Sheila B
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 9:01 PM CST

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Your are all in my every thought and prayer as always, and especially now.
Diane <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 8:57 PM CST

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Grant and Alison, Please know that our prayers are with you and Alexandria tonight. May you find comfort and peace at this time. Your family is always on my mind,and you are such inspirations to us all. Alexandria has taught alot of people so many things in her short 9 years. She is truly an angel.
WE ALL AT CARINGBRIDGE LOVE YOU!
Tonya Lloyd <www.caringbridge.org/ut/amanda>
SLC, UT - Saturday, February 15, 2003 8:47 PM CST

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Praying for God's comfort and peace to be with you!
Lots of Love!!!!
Sheri ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/la/cameron <yankee_cajun2001@yahoo.com>
Lafayette, LA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 8:35 PM CST

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Alexandria,
You are a special little girl....I have learned so much from you about strength and courage.....I wish you peace.....and mom and dad I wish you peace as well.
lori dietz <nevlor_2000@yahoo.com>
baldwin park, CA USA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 8:33 PM CST

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DEAR GRANT AND ALISON,
THERE ARE NO WORDS TO COMFORT YOU AT THIS TIME. JUST REMEMBER GOD IS THERE FOR YOU AND FOR ALEXANDRIA. I'M SURE WITH ALL THE PRAYERS GOING YOUR WAY HE HAS SENT A VERY SPECIAL ANGEL TO WATCH OVER AND BE WITH ALEXANDRIA DURNING HER LAST HOURS AND TO CARRY HER TO HEAVEN WHEN THE MOMENT COMES WHERE SHE WILL THEN BECOME A VERY SPECIAL ANGEL AS WELL. GOD BLESS YOU ALL. AND MAY GOD GIVE YOUR HEARTS PEACE IN KNOWING ALEXANDRIA WILL SOON BE IN A MUCH BETTER PLACE WITH NO MORE PAIN AND ILLNESS.
BILLIE JO ECCARDT
OLATHE, KS - Saturday, February 15, 2003 8:22 PM CST

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Alexandria,
You and your family are in my prayers. You are a true Angel.
Kate
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 8:22 PM CST

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Our prayers for peace and comfort for Alexandria and for strength for your whole family.
Jennifer Mobarak
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 8:15 PM CST

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praying for a miracle....
Sally
Charleston, SC - Saturday, February 15, 2003 8:13 PM CST

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Precious Friends
We are lifting your whole family up to the throne of Grace this evening. In these last hours may you hear the hush of angel's wings as they minister unto you all. May our loving heavenly Father touch sweet little Alexandria with tender mercy and ever so gently gather her into His arms.
Sherry Wideman
St. Clair, mo. - Saturday, February 15, 2003 8:09 PM CST

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I pray for comfort for Alexandria. I know God is carrying all of you in His arms and I pray for peace in this DIFFICULT time. Thank you again for sharing your faith. May God continue to touch so many lives through your beautiful angel.
Paula
Chesterfield, Mo - Saturday, February 15, 2003 7:59 PM CST

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Praying for your family, and especially sweet Alexandria.
The family of Jackson Espeseth <http://www.caringbridge.com/wi/jacksons.journey>
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 7:59 PM CST

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I am praying for you at this unbearable time. I know God is with you and Alexandria.
Jennifer
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 7:27 PM CST

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God bless you all...praying constantly for you Alexandria
D-
Pittsburgh, - Saturday, February 15, 2003 7:23 PM CST

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Praying the Lord is holding each of you in the palm of His hands.

Katy Davis
St. Peters, MO - Saturday, February 15, 2003 7:20 PM CST

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May God give you comfort as only He can. Our prayers continue for each of you.
Ali Holtz and family <ali978@msn.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Saturday, February 15, 2003 7:15 PM CST

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You are all in my prayers. May God bless you all & help you through this difficult time.
Sheila
Peru, IN USA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 7:11 PM CST

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Alison,
Sorry we cannot be there for you. We are praying for peace for Alexandria. We tried to e-mail you directly, but the computer would not let us. We are checking Alexandria's webpage daily for updates. We are thinking about you and your family. Holding you close in thoughts and prayers. Love,

Dirk and Debbie Hallemeier <Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Saturday, February 15, 2003 7:09 PM CST

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Sending big prayers up for Alexandria.
Jo <jvon557@aol.com>
Crestview, FL - Saturday, February 15, 2003 7:02 PM CST

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Alexandria and family,
I've been praying for you each and every night since I met you through the Caringbridge site. You all are going through so much and there is not a day goes by, that I don't think of all of you. I wish I had words of wisdom to make this all go away. Please gather strength from the love that all of us have for your family.
Debbie Little <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN U.S.A. - Saturday, February 15, 2003 7:01 PM CST

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Dear Haddock Family - Joining in the prayer vigil and continuing to hope for a miracle - always possible. So many thoughts are with you this weekend.
Patty, mom to angel Jonathan
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 6:44 PM CST

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You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Nicole Hinnebusch

http://caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger/
Nicole Hinnebusch
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 6:42 PM CST

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Hello from Arkansas. I'm praying for you and your family. Please get better. :)
Melissa Tabor <big_teen2000@yahoo.com>
Pyatt, AR USA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 6:34 PM CST

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Dear Alexandria and family~
I just wanted you to know you will be in my prayers and thoughts now more than ever.
Aubrey <aubhanson@attbi.com>
Tacoma, wa - Saturday, February 15, 2003 6:30 PM CST

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Hello from Jackson, Tennessee was just checking in on Alexandria and saw the update about being in the hospital. Our thoughts and prayers go out to you. We will lift Alexandria up in our Sunday School for prayer tomorrow.
Mitch & Lisa Miller
Jackson, TN USA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 6:26 PM CST

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No words can take away the pain and anguish you must all be going through. Know that we are praying for Alexandria and the whole Haddock family. Trust in God.
RBachman
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 6:25 PM CST

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Sending thoughts and prayers for peace and comfort.
Teri
Nashville, TN - Saturday, February 15, 2003 6:20 PM CST

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You remain in my thoughts and prayers. May you feel the Lord's loving embrace ever around you, comforting you, and sustaining you. May He bring each of you peace.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Saturday, February 15, 2003 6:10 PM CST

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Dear Haddocks,
I am praying for Alexandria to be comforted. I am praying for the family to perservere. I am thankful to God for bringing Alexandria into our lives and changing us forever. She has made a profound difference in so many peoples life in such a short time. God bless all of you.
Ann Newsham
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 5:48 PM CST

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Dear Haddocks,

All our prayers are with you right now for God to be with you every step of the way. Sending so much love and gratitude to your daughter for showing us the true meaning of dignity and faithfulness.
Amy
Ballwin, - Saturday, February 15, 2003 4:08 PM CST

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Alison,
Thank you for sending prayers and leaving a message for my daughter, Erin. Please know that we have been saying LOTS of prayers for peace and comfort for Alexandria and the rest of your family. I, too, wish I could snap my fingers and take this all away from you all. Alexandria is such an inspiration to so many. What a beautiful daughter you have! I'm sure you are so proud of her.

Joann, mom to 9 year old Erin, ALL
www.caringbridge.org/page/erinphillips
Joann Phillips <shphillips@toad.net>
Eldersburg, MD - Saturday, February 15, 2003 3:59 PM CST

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Dear Alexandria and the whole Haddock family,
We continue to hold you in our prayers. May God give you comfort.
Chris, Lisa, Louisa, and Kindermarie Williams
Lisa Williams <clklus@yahoo.com>
Ballwin, MO USA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 3:58 PM CST

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We're praying for you all.
The Tojo's
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 3:55 PM CST

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Alexandria,
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

Jami <jamstein@aol.com>
Billings, - Saturday, February 15, 2003 3:47 PM CST

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Children's prayers, for Alexandria

Angel of God, my Guardian Dear
To whom His love commits me here
Ever this day, be at my side,
To light and guard
To rule and guide.


Oh Jesus I give you today, all that I think and do and say
Oh Jesus I love you and pray more love today than yesterday,
Oh God be with me I pray be by my side forever to stay
Amen



Amen


Eva
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 3:30 PM CST

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Dear Haddock Family,
Just wanted you to know that I am praying for Alexandria's comfort and for yours, too. And that your entire family be surrounded by God's peace and His everlasting love. Know that God WILL heal Alexandria--one way or another--and NEVER give up hope!! You are all in my thoughts and prayers all day, everyday--
Kristan's Aunt,
Misti Laws <misti@sonburntbytua.com>
Jackson, MO - Saturday, February 15, 2003 3:20 PM CST

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Praying that you will continue to feel God standing by you. All thing are possible with Him!
Tanda Smith <tsmith003@charter.net>
Cape Girardeau, MO - Saturday, February 15, 2003 3:11 PM CST

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Praying for the entire family
Judy V
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 3:04 PM CST

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Dear Sweet Alexandria......
Our Prayers are with you and your family right now!

Please Dear Lord, make this beautiful child comfortable. Give her family the strength they need right now.

Our hearts, thoughts and prayers are with you all!


Eva
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 3:04 PM CST

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We are praying for whatever is best for Alexandria.
Much Peace, Prayers, Love and Hope for your sweet Alexandria and a cure for all childhood cancer
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, February 15, 2003 3:03 PM CST

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Alexandria and the rest of your beautiful family will be in our prayers and thoughts every minute.
Kim and Karl Kruppenbacher and family
Kim Kruppenbacher <www.caringbridge.org/fl/kodysstory>
Leesburg, FL - Saturday, February 15, 2003 3:00 PM CST

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Haddock Family~
Please know Alexandria and your family is in my heart, thoughts, and prayers. I wish I could send words of inspiration to you at this time, but I think Alexandria has been an inspiration for us all. She truly is an angel. Please let me know if there is ANYTHING I can do for you.
Holli Colbert WingHaven Country Club <hcolbert@primary.net>
O'Fallon, MO - Saturday, February 15, 2003 2:51 PM CST

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We send our love, prayers, strenghth and comfort to each of you. God will continue to hold you close.


The McTearnen's
Wildwood, MO - Saturday, February 15, 2003 2:48 PM CST

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WE ARE ALL PRAYING! GOD BLESS YOU!
Julie
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 2:20 PM CST

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you are in our prayers.
Lori <www. caringbridge.org/il/jackryan>
Aurora, IL - Saturday, February 15, 2003 2:19 PM CST

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Dear Alison and Grant,

I am praying fervently for God's healing upon Alexandria.

Love,
Andrea Passarella
Andrea Passarella <www.passarella.com/matthew.htm>
Swedesboro, NJ - Saturday, February 15, 2003 2:03 PM CST

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praying for the Lord's will and His strength and comfort for the entire family . . . .
Carla Sturgeon <cartrash@bellsouth.net>
Cleveland, TN - Saturday, February 15, 2003 1:58 PM CST

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Praying for your entire family, understanding what you're feeling and going thru. God Bless you all.
www.caringbrigdge.org/il/legoman
jan livingstone (Andy's Mom forever)
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 1:41 PM CST

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Let her go peacefully and without pain if that is Gods will. Let her be healed fully if that is Gods will. Praying for you all day.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, RI - Saturday, February 15, 2003 1:32 PM CST

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We are praying for Alexandria. We are praying for the whole family. We pray that God will sustain you and give you the comfort you need. We are so very sorry to hear this news. Your little girl has been such an inspiration and your family is so very special.
Love Eileen, John, Johnny and Molly
E. Healy <fitNJpro@aol.com>
Waldwick, nj usa - Saturday, February 15, 2003 1:30 PM CST

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Checking on Alexandria before I run some errands. I am so very sorry. Please know that you have someone in Pennsylvania thinking of you and praying for you. Your beautiful little girl and family have touched my heart in so many ways.


With love, thoughts and prayers,Melody
West Chester, Pa. - Saturday, February 15, 2003 1:23 PM CST

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Praying, praying, praying.................
Tammy Holston <tsholston@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 1:15 PM CST

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We are praying.

With love,
Linda and Phil, Sr.
Linda and Phil, Sr. <philinda1@cox.net>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 1:12 PM CST

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Thank you Uncle Michael for the update.
I pray it doesnt have to be this way, but if it does, Alexandria goes as peacefully and painlessly as possible.

Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Saturday, February 15, 2003 12:53 AM CST

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We all have been blessed to have this little girl touch our lives. She is and always will amaze us with her strength and ablility to love life. Our prayers are with all of you! All our love and faith, Rich and Cat Borkowski
Cat Borkowski
Shoreham, NY - Saturday, February 15, 2003 12:49 AM CST

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We are thinking of you in love and in the faith that God Is Present and holding you close. May God bless you, Alexandria, and know that you are loved. Alison, Grant, Hunter, Hayden, and Addison, may God grant you peace when you need it the most.
Lisa, John, Zach & Annalee Fuller <ldkaraf@earthlink.net>
Wildwood, MO - Saturday, February 15, 2003 12:28 AM CST

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Keeping you all in my constant prayers. May angels surround you and bring you peace and knowledge of God's grace and wisdom.
Janice Frisella
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 12:25 AM CST

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My prayers are with Alexandria and all of you at this time.
Love, Gwen Scott
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 12:11 AM CST

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Prayers and loving thoughts are with you.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NCM, NJ - Saturday, February 15, 2003 12:10 AM CST

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My heart is breaking for all of you. Please know that all of my thoughts and prayers are with your precious Alexandria and your family. God bless all of you!
Ann O'Neil
San Diego, CA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 12:10 AM CST

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Dear Alsion and Grant, I will pray for God to send his Angels to your precious daughters side. May he comfort her and give her peace, and free her from this world of suffering. May God be also with you and Grant and your children, may he give you peace and understanding and the strength to carry on. Our prayers are with you. Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO - Saturday, February 15, 2003 11:59 AM CST

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My heart breaks for you. We pray for you all. She is so precious. Love, the Days
Melissa Day
Fishers, IN - Saturday, February 15, 2003 11:50 AM CST

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All my love and prayers go out to Alexandria and your family. May God keep you in his grace and everlasting love.
Michelle <Jangia5@aol.com>
Portage, In United States - Saturday, February 15, 2003 11:44 AM CST

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Keeping sweet Alexandria in my prayers
Sandi <SieraHaze@aol.com>
Clayton, NC - Saturday, February 15, 2003 11:31 AM CST

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We are praying for your family and for Dr. Mike to be able to work the miracle you need. We are also praying for a pain-free weekend for Alexandria.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Saturday, February 15, 2003 10:55 AM CST

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We are praying. Take care.
Kathy Viviani
St.Peters, Mo - Saturday, February 15, 2003 9:28 AM CST

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Thoughts and prayers remain with you as always. Please be extremely careful if you have to get out and drive in the weather we're scheduled to get today.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Saturday, February 15, 2003 9:17 AM CST

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My prayers continue to be with you all!!! I have tried several times to open the page you have left on your journal. My "Antivirus" software says it is defective and shuts down my AOL each time. Has anyone else had this happen. If so let me know how to fix it.
I just wanted you all to know I was thinking about you and praying for you.
Love, Linda (Camp SAM)
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Saturday, February 15, 2003 8:34 AM CST

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Hello to the Haddock family. You all remain in our prayers and our thoughts. We will pray for relief from pain and for the new treatment to succeed beyond belief. Hope it was a good Valentine's Day and thanks for the reminder to give blood.
Kathleen Maas-Stokes and the Stokes family <kms_stl@yahoo.com>
Aurora, IL - Saturday, February 15, 2003 8:25 AM CST

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY HADDOCKS - but most especially to Miss Alexandria. Many prayers, hugs & kisses are coming your way today -
Pat <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Friday, February 14, 2003 9:04 PM CST

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Happy Valentines Day Haddock Family!!! Our prayers are with you.
XOXO
The Brooks Family
Angela, Jeff, Robyn and Mitchell
Angela Brooks
O'Fallon, MO USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 8:49 PM CST

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You are in our prayers.
Elizabeth Goodwin (www.caringbridge.org/wa/aidangoodwin)
Richland, WA - Friday, February 14, 2003 7:31 PM CST

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, BEAUTIFUL~~~~~~~

We ALL are praying hard for you, sweetie! The power of prayer, especially from these CaringBridge sites, is quite powerful!!!

Love and (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) for all of you,
Eva <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 14, 2003 6:23 PM CST

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Happy Valentines Day. I hope we can play together soon. I wish you didn't feel sick. I am so glad you are my friend. Maybe I can come over again and play hello kitty. Love, Mackenzie.
Mackenzie Whalen. <dtkmdWhalen.>
O'Fallin., Mo USA. - Friday, February 14, 2003 6:18 PM CST

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DEAR ALEXANDRIA,
WISHING YOU AND YOUR FAMILY A HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
Hemingford, Ne USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 6:17 PM CST

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Dear Alexandria,
Happy Valentines Day! Thankyou so much for my beautiful valentine. I love it! I hope you know how special it is to me. The girls and I are wishing your entire family peace and love. Love, Miss Tammy
Tammy Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 6:07 PM CST

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Happy Valentines Day to the Haddock family. Your family is always in our hearts and our prayers. Love, The Landwehr Family
The Landwehr Family
St. Charles , MO - Friday, February 14, 2003 5:50 PM CST

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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!! Many prayers and hugs for all of you.
Nancy Kay
New Madrid, MO - Friday, February 14, 2003 5:50 PM CST

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Happy Valentine's Day, precious girl! We are praying for you each and every day!

Love,
John & Johnelle Rhines
St. Charles, MO - Friday, February 14, 2003 5:42 PM CST

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My computer said it performed an illegal operation when I tried to go to the prayer site. But, I promise she's in my prayers several times a day.
Billy Bruce
Ironton, OH - Friday, February 14, 2003 4:26 PM CST

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Praying for you always sweet girl!!!! Stay strong........and God Bless!! Love, Lori
lori dietz <nevlor_2000@yahoo.com>
baldwin park, ca usa - Friday, February 14, 2003 4:22 PM CST

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I have just committed to praying for you and all your family. I am honored to be able to do that. Happy Valentines Day to you all! I hope you are feeling better!
Nancy
- Friday, February 14, 2003 4:07 PM CST

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We are praying.
Hope you have an awesome Valentine's Day that is filled with lots of love.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <codman@cox.net>
- Friday, February 14, 2003 2:02 PM CST

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I JUST SIGNED ON AND WILL PRAY ANYTIME ON THE DESIGNATED PRAYERTIME! This is a very good idea, we need to pray for specifics like she said. *****All that you ask in prayer, believing, you shall receive.*****Matt. 21:22*****Miracles are happening everyday! Lets never give up hope! All my family is praying for you also.
Lee Ann (Kristan's mom) <dlblank@showme net>
- Friday, February 14, 2003 1:02 PM CST

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Sorry to make this stand out so much but it's for good cause. Alison and Grant have enough to be concerned with that I don't want them to have to worry about anything else. But, I DO want to get people praying around the clock for Alexandria---she NEEDS someone praying for her every minute of every day. Please reserve a 15 minute (or more) time block by emailing me. I'll pencil you in for whatever time you request. Please be sure to convert your time preference to EST so that we can keep it uniform. I know we're all praying. Let's MAKE SURE there isn't a moment that goes by without someone praying for her! A detailed prayer sheet with requests including the drug side effects that we need to pray against is available. You can access it once you reserve your time. It will be updated weekly on Sunday night/Monday. Alison, Grant, Alexandria and the siblings--we're praying for you and we love you!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <prayer@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, February 14, 2003 1:00 PM CST

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Praying for you all, and anxiously awaiting next week, praying for great results.
The Tojo's
Ellisville, MO - Friday, February 14, 2003 12:46 AM CST

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Hello Alexandria -- I got your web address from Tara Bullerman's site (Tara is my great-niece), and just wanted to let you know there are a few more people in Wisconsin praying for you now. You're a brave little girl. God bless you.
Connie Bentel <connieb@standardpress.com>
Salem, WI - Friday, February 14, 2003 12:38 AM CST

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PRAYING for pain relief and a restful weekend, PRAYING for the cure from the new chemo meds that you will be starting on Monday and PRAYING for your entire family as you forge ahead with your journey with Alexandria.
HAPPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, February 14, 2003 12:19 AM CST

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Much love to all of you this Valentine's Day. We are continuing to pray for you, Alexandria. I hope things go well next week with the new chemo, and I pray that your pain subsides. Kristy
St. Mark Presbyterian Church
Ballwin, MO 63011 - Friday, February 14, 2003 12:09 AM CST

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Happy Valentine's Day Alexandria! Prayers and love to all of you,


Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
- Friday, February 14, 2003 11:53 AM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Lois Goodstein,RN, Case Manager, Blue Cross of California
- Friday, February 14, 2003 11:41 AM CST

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Happy Valentine's Day Alexandria! I am praying for a peaceful weekend for you and your family. Keep the faith and know that the entire Winghaven area is by your side and pulling for you.
Jennifer Crowell <jenncrowell6@hotmail.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Friday, February 14, 2003 11:31 AM CST

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I asked the Lord to bless you
As I prayed for you today
To guide you and protect you
As you go along your way....
His love is always with you
His promises are true,
And when we give Him all our cares
You know He will see us through
So when the road you're traveling on
Seems difficult at best
Just remember I'm here praying
And God will do the rest.



Ann Goetzman <kjnqueen3@cox.net>
La - Friday, February 14, 2003 11:15 AM CST

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Dear Allison,
Just to let you know that I will keep your family in my prayers. I recently learned about your daughter. You may remember me as Dana Schuetts's mother. I am retired,but just teaching three classes a day.
Much love and hugs,
Betty Schuetts
Betty Schuetts <bschuetts@hotmail.com>
Cape Girardeau, MO Cape Girardeau - Friday, February 14, 2003 10:53 AM CST

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I am praying like crazy....For all of us.
Judy
- Friday, February 14, 2003 10:28 AM CST

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ALEXANDRIA! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY. OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.
THE DUMMERTH FAMILY (CAMP SUNRISE) <PJDUMMIE@AOL.COM>
ST. LOUIS, MO USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 10:01 AM CST

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I am definitely sending many prayers in Alexandria's behalf! My heart goes out to you all. Alexandria is a very brave little girl.
Barb Stinchfield
San Diego, CA - Friday, February 14, 2003 9:38 AM CST

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We are praying for you Alexandria!!!!!!!!!!!
God Bless,
Much LOVE, Peace and HOPE
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Friday, February 14, 2003 9:37 AM CST

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Happy Valentines Day Alexandria. My prayers and thoughts continue to be with you and your family.
Debbie
Coventry, CT USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 9:36 AM CST

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Dear Alexandria,

I just wanted to tell you, "HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!!!!"
Will you be MY valentine? I hope you know that I am praying for you and that I love you. Have a great day!
God Bless!
(With God all things are possible. Phil. 4:13)
Kailie Rhines <kares4kailie>
St. Charles , MO USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 9:36 AM CST

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Happy Valentines Day Alexandria. We signed up with Khalita to pray for you in the middle of the night.. 3 a.m. EEEEEKS!!! Hope you don't mind some yawns and stinky breath!!!!!! We would pray at any hour for you...
Love... The Schwartzs...
Lisa Schwartz <jimlisaschwartz@msn.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Friday, February 14, 2003 8:32 AM CST

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Happy Valentine's Day Alexandria! Hope you have a wonderful day!

Lots of prayers and blessings to you all!
Kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, - Friday, February 14, 2003 8:20 AM CST

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Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you, Alexandria, and your family.
Cindy
O'Fallon, MO - Friday, February 14, 2003 8:20 AM CST

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Happy Valentine's Day Alexandria!
Lots of Love and prayers from Louisiana!
Sheri ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/la/cameron <yankee_cajun2001@yahoo.com>
Lafayette, LA - Friday, February 14, 2003 8:17 AM CST

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Alison,
I have had Alexandria in my prayers all night! I will continue to pray for comfort for her! Please let me know if I can do ANYTHING!
Love and Prayers to all,
Nancy
Nancy Cole
Ofallon, - Friday, February 14, 2003 8:11 AM CST

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We're praying for you all.
Larry and Glenda Allen <lafretired@cs.com>
Easley, SC - Friday, February 14, 2003 6:35 AM CST

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We are praying for you Alexandria. Love, Tracy (Katia's mommy)
http://caringbridge.org/fl/katia_leukemiapage/
Tracy Solomon
Tampa, FL - Friday, February 14, 2003 6:21 AM CST

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Our prayers are with you.
Jan
- Friday, February 14, 2003 4:12 AM CST

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Alison,
I'm so sorry that Alexandria is in pain. I do hope that they will find the meds that give her relief. I'm sorry that all of you are going through this. I know you all feel her pain. I pray that Monday's new chemos are the answers to all of our prayers. Alexandria is on my mind and in my heart everyday.
Debbie Little <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 0:53 AM CST

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I am so sorry she is feeling so sick, I hope it has subsided by now. Khalita IS a wonderful person and prayer warrior.

Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Friday, February 14, 2003 0:11 AM CST

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I am so sorry Alexandria is not feeling well and is in pain. I will pray that the home health professionals can give her meds to help her. I pray that next week will give all of you great hope! I will continue to pray that Alexandria receives a complete healing miracle from God.
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Thursday, February 13, 2003 11:21 PM CST

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So sorry Alexandria is in so much pain. I will pray that the in home nurses are able to help her with some meds. Praying that next week will bring new hope for all of you. May God give you strength to endure this difficult and trying time. I will continue to pray for a complete healing miracle for Alexandria.
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 11:15 PM CST

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Hi Alexandria I am Quilting Angel CrochetMa1 and I just stopped by to say hi and to leave you a little gift.
CrochetMa1 <Elite@CrochetMa1.com>
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 10:32 PM CST

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So sorry that Alexandria has to endure so much. Praying that her discomfort will go away. Also sending prayers for comfort for the other little darlings in your family, as well as you and Grant. Our thoughts are with each of you.


The Davis Family
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, February 13, 2003 9:37 PM CST

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Happy Valentines Day Alexandria!
We are just a few hours early, but that is ok. We continue to pray for all of you and I hope Alexandrias pain subsides. I love the new pictures. Alexandrias face looks so sweet in the one with Alison kissing her.
We are thinking of you as always.
Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 9:16 PM CST

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Happy Valentine's Day, Alexandria! Hope it is a warm and fuzzy day for you! Those are the best!
Sorry that you have been feeling uncomfortable and sick....I know that is really the pits! When I get like that, I try to picture all the beautiful things in the world like Rainbows and butterflies and white ponies....things like that. They always make me smile!
We, too, would be very interested in the 24 hour prayer chain....however, I am not so sure that you all are not getting that right now. There are so many people who are going through this battle with you....I am astounded every time I page through the guestbook and see all the love and care flowing your way.....and you know the most astounding thing? I bet most of the people following your family's journey say nothing, but continue to pray with you.
I pray for healing, and health, and strength and love and peace...God bless you.
Janice Frisella
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 9:00 PM CST

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Alison: As difficult as these days are for you and Grant, Alexandria, and your entire family, and as difficult as next week will be for you, your persistance and determination have extended the possibilities and ensured another opportunity for your daughter. As always, Alexandria and your family stay in my thoughts and prayers.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Thursday, February 13, 2003 8:49 PM CST

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Hi Alexandria,
Just dropping in to wish you a Happy Valentine's Day and to let you know I am keeping you and your family in my prayers.

Kathy Haws <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Thursday, February 13, 2003 8:20 PM CST

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GOD BLESS .... I PRAY THAT ALEXANDRIA WILL BE COMFORTABLE OVER THE WEEKEND - MONDAY WILL BE A GOOD DAY - A NEW BEGINNING. I HAVE ALL OF YOU IN MY PRAYERS AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE DOING THE RIGHT THING. YOU HAVE MADE A DECISION AND GOD WILL BE BY YOUR SIDE. DON'T WAIVER NO MATTER HOW TOUGH IT GETS. THERE ARE MIRACLES AND WITH SO MANY PRAYERS BEING SAID, WE HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT ALEXANDRIA WILL BE ANOTHER MIRACLES. I HAVE A BROTHER-IN-LAW WHO HAD INOPERABLE CANCER; THE DOCTORS JUST TOLD HIM TO GO HOME. HE WOULDN'T ACCEPT THAT .... HE HAD AN UNBELIEVABLE REGIME OF CHEMO AND RADIATION. LAST WEEK, HE HAD HIS 5-YEAR CHECK UP AND HE IS CANCER FREE!!!! THE DOCTOR (THE GOOD ONE) SAYS HE CAN'T BELIEVE IT BUT HE, TOO, BELIEVES IN THE POWER OF PRAYER. THE COMMON SAYING OF DOCTORS PRACTICING MEDICINE CAN OFTEN BE SO TRUE. THEY ARE JUST GOD'S HELPERS. IF YOU ARE FORTUNATE TO FIND A GOOD ONE, TREASURE THEM AND KEEP THEM - THE BAD ONES - JUST DUMP 'EM AND MOVE ON. I WOULD BE INTERESTED IN YOUR PRAYER CHAIN. WITH LOVE, GOD'S BLESSINGS AND MY DEEPEST PRAYERS TO YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY.
PENNY BOWEN <granpenny@socket.net>
OSAGE BEACH, MO CAMDEN - Thursday, February 13, 2003 8:08 PM CST

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GOD BLESS .... I PRAY THAT ALEXANDRIA WILL BE COMFORTABLE OVER THE WEEKEND - MONDAY WILL BE A GOOD DAY - A NEW BEGINNING. I HAVE ALL OF YOU IN MY PRAYERS AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE DOING THE RIGHT THING. YOU HAVE MADE A DECISION AND GOD WILL BE BY YOUR SIDE. DON'T WAIVER NO MATTER HOW TOUGH IT GETS. THERE ARE MIRACLES AND WITH SO MANY PRAYERS BEING SAID, WE HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT ALEXANDRIA WILL BE ANOTHER MIRACLES. I HAVE A BROTHER-IN-LAW WHO HAD INOPERABLE CANCER; THE DOCTORS JUST TOLD HIM TO GO HOME. HE WOULDN'T ACCEPT THAT .... HE HAD AN UNBELIEVABLE REGIME OF CHEMO AND RADIATION. LAST WEEK, HE HAD HIS 5-YEAR CHECK UP AND HE IS CANCER FREE!!!! THE DOCTOR (THE GOOD ONE) SAYS HE CAN'T BELIEVE IT BUT HE, TOO, BELIEVES IN THE POWER OF PRAYER. THE COMMON SAYING OF DOCTORS PRACTICING MEDICINE CAN OFTEN BE SO TRUE. THEY ARE JUST GOD'S HELPERS. IF YOU ARE FORTUNATE TO FIND A GOOD ONE, TREASURE THEM AND KEEP THEM - THE BAD ONES - JUST DUMP 'EM AND MOVE ON. I WOULD BE INTERESTED IN YOUR PRAYER CHAIN. WITH LOVE, GOD'S BLESSINGS AND MY DEEPEST PRAYERS TO YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY.
PENNY BOWEN <granpenny@socket.net>
OSAGE BEACH, MO CAMDEN - Thursday, February 13, 2003 8:08 PM CST

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Thinking about all of you... know that watching Alexandria go through all the pain is heartbreaking. Praying for good results from the chemo next week.
Nancy Hunter Moore
New Madrid, MO - Thursday, February 13, 2003 6:50 PM CST

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We are praying for comfort for Alexandria and her siblings. We would be honored to participate in the 24 hour prayer group. We will look for your next post. We are, as always, thinking of you and your family. Alexandria's picture is still posted as our "screen saver". We will not forget our prayers for our friend, Alexandria.
Hugs and oxoxo from N.J.! Molly and the whole Healy family.
E. Healy <FitNJpro@aol.com>
Waldwick, NJ - Thursday, February 13, 2003 5:36 PM CST

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Praying for you all
Tressa
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 5:01 PM CST

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Hello, you do not know me but I am related to Tara Bullerman. I seen your website address on Tara's guestbook! Just want to let you know that I will be praying for a miracle and keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless
Thinking of you!
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 3:45 PM CST

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I hope this new treatment works and Alexandria tolerates it well. Is she nauseous from medication or a virus or her illness? Poor baby- I feel so badly that she has to go through this. I can imagine how how it is on your kids- and they're too young to really comprehend a lot as far as why she can't get up and play and why you have to spend so much time taking care of her. I do pray for your other kids too. Get through this weekend and pray for a fresh start on Monday. Happy Valentine's Day to a family that knows and shows the true meaning of love.
Melissa Day <melissaday@insightbb.com>
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 2:35 PM CST

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I'm so sorry to hear that Alexandria is so uncomfortable, we continue to pray for her and your entire family. We are keeping our hopes up for the new meds! God Bless.
Ann O'Neil
San Diego, CA - Thursday, February 13, 2003 2:27 PM CST

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I've been checking the website for updates on Alexandria but haven't seen any since Monday. Hope that means that you guys are too busy out having a little fun and that things are going well for Alexandria and your family. We keep praying for that miracle!! Love from Jefferson City, Missouri.
Karen H. <karenh@mosers.org>
Jefferson City, MO USA - Thursday, February 13, 2003 1:11 PM CST

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To Alexandria and Family~
I found your caringbridge trough Tara Bullerman's site. I know her and her family very well. It really makes me sad to see such wonderful children suffer so much. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I will hope for a miracle as I'm sure everyone is. Good luck to your family Alexandria. Remember God loves all his children.
A Friend <jo_c33@yahoo.com>
Sioux Falls, SD USA - Thursday, February 13, 2003 11:51 AM CST

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Dear Haddocks,
Checking in and hoping to find good news. I am praying that you have been able to see Dr. Mike and he has given you hope. Never give up doing everything you can for Alexandria.
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 11:49 AM CST

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You go, girl! No one should have to fight that hard to protect their daughter, but I am so proud of you and Grant for sticking to your guns. I truly believe you are doing the right thing keeping these things to yourselves and not adding to the already full plate of your darling little girl. God is on your side!

Continuing to pray for all of you,
Michelle Farmer
Wildwood, MO - Thursday, February 13, 2003 10:17 AM CST

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Praying for you.
Jan
oh - Thursday, February 13, 2003 9:02 AM CST

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Just checking in this morning & hoping the new treatment has started. We continue to pray for your whole family daily - I never talk to Courtney that Alexandria's name isn't mentioned. Sending healing prayers your way,
Pat <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Thursday, February 13, 2003 8:56 AM CST

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Hi Alexandria and family,
I am praying for miracles! I hope the sun is shining for you today. I have LOTS of people praying for you! Much love sent to you!
Nancy
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 8:47 AM CST

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Praying we get the miracle we all want so badly for Alexandria. Mom, I wish there was much more we could do for you, as this has to be extremely emotionally draining. Hugs and prayers....

Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Thursday, February 13, 2003 8:34 AM CST

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Good morning Haddocks! Just checking in for the latest - hope all is going well.
Kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, - Thursday, February 13, 2003 8:04 AM CST

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Hey Alexandria & Family,
Fluttering by to see how y'all are doing. Have faith & remember if God brings you to it He'll bring you through it! I've got y'all in my heart, thoughts and prayers. With angel hugz, kisses & friendship ~ Angel Red


Angel Red Myst
Phoenix, Az - Thursday, February 13, 2003 7:52 AM CST

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Dear Haddock Family,
Good Morning. Our prayers are with you and hope things are running smoothly at Cardinal Glennon.
The Brooks Family
Angela, Jeff, Robyn and Mitchell
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 7:41 AM CST

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Happy Valentines Day, I check on Alexandria several times a day. Miracles happen and can happen for you. I pray for one for your family everyday
Debby Roberts,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/emilyroberts/
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 6:30 AM CST

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Angel Toto <totoofoz@cox.net>
Lyons, KS USA - Thursday, February 13, 2003 0:08 AM CST

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Thinking of you all..as always. Loving thoughts & prayers your way.
Love, Gwen Scott
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:59 PM CST

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May God Bless all of you with the miracle you deserve!
The desisions you make are all the right ones, I believe He brought you to this and He will bring you though it!
My thought and prayers are with you daily.
Hugs,
Lynn
ww.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:44 PM CST

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So thankful you were led to Dr. Mike. Continuing to pray for you all and for God to give Dr. Mike the wisdom he needs to treat Alexandria.
Love-
Keith & Sherry, Caleb, Luke, Rachel & Mary Joy
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:34 PM CST

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praise God through whom all blessings flow. I am overjoyed you transferred care. very hard for me in healthcare see what you went through there and Emily has had only good experiences at glennon. she will be happy to know alexandria is "with" her. our love to you all. I saw a spectacular sight in the sky--an opening from heaven with God's love streaming out in sunshine--thought of alexandria of course and felt great peace.
cheryl <mommymouth@aol.com>
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 9:15 PM CST

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Just checking in! Sending love for Valentine's Day! You are in our prayers.
Tanda
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 9:05 PM CST

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My 2-year-old son has recently been diagnosed with ALL and we thank God each and every day for our special child. Our sitution is much different from yours, because he is in a low-risk category and has responded fabulously through the initial 29 day induction. In fact, Dr. Mike (the same Mike Kelly) said my son Ben's bone marrow probably looked better than his own! The care at the Costas Center has been extrodinary and the nurses and doctors and support have been super, caring people. We are blessed to know that such wonderful people are taking such great care of our child. Please know that Alexandria and your family will be in our thoughts and prayers along with all of the other sick kids out there.
Rosanne Bachman <rzanneb@aol.cjom>
St. Peters, MO 63376 - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 8:38 PM CST

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Hi Alexanderia and family. I was brought to your page by the nice message that you left on Tara's page. I know Tara very well and I will constantly keep both of you in my prayers. Miracales can happen and they are going to happen to the both of you. Stay strong and I will continue to pray for you>
Adrian resident
Adrina, MN - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 8:30 PM CST

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Dear Alexandria,

I just wanted to let you know that because of YOU, I am giving blood on Valentine's Day!

You are in my prayers every day.

Love,
Andrea Passarella
Andrea Passarella <www.passarella.com/matthew.htm>
Swedesboro, NJ - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 6:36 PM CST

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Just a little note to say we are thinking of you and praying for you everyday.
Jeanine Riendeau <jrien0512@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 6:26 PM CST

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NEVER GIVE UP HOPE!!!!!! My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Jennifer
Narberth, PA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 5:54 PM CST

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Sweet Alexandria and Family,
What a horrible thing for this Dr J to put you all through. I praying that the new hospital and doctor are the answer to prayers. Keep advocating for Alexandria..we can't leave these things in the hands of many doctors because we know that where there is life, there is hope. You are all in my prayers and I'm leaving a little something for Alexandria for Valentine's Day.
~Hugs~
Jean
Quilts of Love



Jean - Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com>
Tucson, AZ - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 5:52 PM CST

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you are all in my thoughts and prayers!
Julie Fleck RN ( Coram) <jrfleck1@mindspring.com>
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 5:29 PM CST

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I happened upon your website today and what an inspiration. I know that the Lord is with you in your time of need. I have two healthy and fiesty girls that I am so thankful for. However, you just made my life seem even greater. I hope that doesn't sound terrible. What I mean is that we should all be thankful for what we have, very thankful. I am at work reading this realizing that you, as I, are in St. Louis. I am teary-eyed at best, crying at worst, over your journal page. I will definitely give to the Leukemia Society or Research when I get the chance. One day we will beat this.

I would have left Children's Hospital also. Never give up hope. Hold steadfast to your beliefs. There is always a silver lining, somewhere. Maybe you are the inspiration for a mother starting out her journey with leukemia, or a doctor trying to decide what the next course of treatment should be.

I will add your daughter's name to my daughter's prayer tonight. We say special names to pray for at the end of our bedtime prayers. Alexandria will be in them most definitely! Well, take care and Godspeed!
Connie Gross <cgross@erac.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 4:27 PM CST

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Hello to All,
Just wanted to let you know that my prayers are with you today! I called to make an ICEE run, but had already missed you! Hoped everything went OK at CG today!! I sure hope the experience and care you recieved was better than CH, like you so deserve!!!!!
It was so good to see Alexandria yesterday!! Her beautiful eye lashes remind me of "little feathers"!
Call me if you need anything!!
Love and Prayers,
Nancy
Nancy Cole
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 3:36 PM CST

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Keeping up those prayers and hoping that things continue to improve. I hope your new "care" situation results in what Alex needs. If it were me, I would do exactly the same thing.


Karin Mika <karin.mika@law.csuohio.edu>
Berea, Ohio USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 2:37 PM CST

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Dear Haddock Family,
This is the first of our twice a day check in. Our prayers are with you and hope that you find some information at Cardinal Glennon that will help you to continue to make good healthcare decisions for Alexandria. Today, you have to be your own healthcare advocate and you certainly have accomplished that.
God Bless You!
The Brooks Family
Angela, Jeff, Robyn and Mitchell
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 2:05 PM CST

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Read entry below first--Sorry, I guess I didn't hit back to correct my writing.

It is on the Same Day Surgery side down from the elevators.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 1:32 PM CST

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Hey,

I was just looking for an update. I hope things are going along and getting some chemo today.

Unless, CGCH has changed things. There wasn't internet access in the regular rooms. There was only in Stem Cell rooms. We did go across to the Same Surgery side to a conference room. There was a computer in there. I would go down late from Holly and do updates on the computer. Just some food for thought.


Anita
Sikeston, MO - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 1:30 PM CST

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Hey There HAddocks... Always thinking of you guys...I hope you have a wonderful, full of love... VALENTINES DAY...And Alexandria, keep smiling, you make the world a brighter place...
Sharyn Duncan
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 1:15 PM CST

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Alison~
OMG!! WHAT A NIGHTMARE! I cannot believe that Dr.J is pulling this stunt. I know for a FACT that Dr.K knows her stuff, and if anyone knows ANYTHING about cancer treatment and DOCTORS it is that IF they are WILLING to TRY ANYTHING THERE IS HOPE! DUH! I'm so sorry you guys have had to DEAL with this and I cannot imagine the level of frustration you feel right now. I'm rooting for Dr.Mike and Dr.K! Thinking of you and praying for Alexandria's comfort.
Chanda & Jake
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 12:58 AM CST

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Still hoping and praying!

Love,
Phil, Sr. and Linda
Phil, Sr. and Linda <philinda1@cox.net>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 12:55 AM CST

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I'm so sorry you have to go thru all that added stress, and I too have experienced some seriously deranged doctors. I pray for an end to all that and that she gets the treatment she needs and deserves. I pray that your strength holds up during this fight. HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia)
Burnsville, MN - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 11:10 AM CST

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Prayers headed your way..................
Tammy Holston <tsholston@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:58 AM CST

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Just doing the morning check-in. Good luck today at Cardinal Glennon - we're all pulling and praying for you!
Kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:13 AM CST

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Thinking of you today. Alison, follow your heart. You cant have any regrets for your decisions, you are doing all you can.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 9:20 AM CST

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Hope everything goes well today. Thinking of you and praying for you today!
Paula
Chesterfield, MO - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 8:13 AM CST

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Thank you for sharing. You two are doing the best you can for your daughter...that IS ALL THAT MATTERS! You are right, you do have to live with your decisions for the rest of your lives...and following your gut is the best thing to do...I am grateful to our Lord that he has made a way for you all to get the news meds...He wants you all to have some sort of peace, and knows exactly what you need...He is providing. Keep up the good fight, I know you will, He gives that extra bit of grace and strength just when you think you have none left, you get up and get going again...it is a miracle in itself...Much love and thoughts for you all, Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton www.caringbridge.org/fl/robertmitchel <ckcharlton@aol.com>
West Palm Beach , FL - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 6:01 AM CST

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You all are so very brave, God is definitely with you! You are in our prayers every single day! God bless your family!!
Robyn
Ballwin, MO USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 0:05 AM CST

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Dear Alison,
Alexandria has the two best people (you and Grant) in the world making decisions for her and don't let anyone tell you different. I pray that God is with you every step of the way, guiding you and blessing you with the strength you need to care for Alexandria.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Tueday, February 11, 2003 11:37 PM CST

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Dear Allison, Thank you for the birthday pics- we loved them- you are such a great mom and blessed with a very smart and wonderful daughter we keep praying for Alexandria.



Nancy
Wildwood, mo nancyd10-6Amsn.com - Tueday, February 11, 2003 11:07 PM CST

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Dear Alexandria,
I am so happy I had the opportunity to meet you and speak with you. Running into you and your mom made my day yesterday. God Bless you, your wonderful mom, dad, brothers and sister. Our prayers are with you each and everyday.
Angela
Angela Brooks
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 10:07 PM CST

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God will Grant you strength,
In times of difficulty,
God will Grant you peace,
In times of worry.

In times of joy,
Tears will be shed,
In times of joy,
Hands will be wed.

In each embrace,
each smiling face,
remember God loves you.
He'll bring you through.


Andrew James <jamesae@auburn.edu>
Auburn, Al USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 10:06 PM CST

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Alexandria, Alison, Grant (and the rest of the Haddock family), You continue to be in my prayers daily. Just wanted you to know that and to know that you are true heroes (all of you) for what you are facing and the way that you are dealing with it!!!!I will be praying HARD!
Mikie from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
Bartlett, TN USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:02 PM CST

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me thinks a certain doctor is a poopoo head, I must go make a voodoo doll now...god bless and prayers answered
drake
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:01 PM CST

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Thinking of you and reading the updates! Take care.
Lummus Family
Eureka , MO - Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:58 PM CST

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To the Haddocks: We've only met you all very briefly, so you probably won't recognize our names. However, you are part of our daily prayers. Hayden is in my daughter Cassidy's class and she has really been touched by him. Through Alexandria, I believe my children have started to understand that God really listens to our prayers. They pray daily for her, as we all do! If I can help in anyway, I'm one steet over (325 Copper Tree Ct.). I pray that God will keep his hand on you and your family. May he continue to fill you with strength and patience!
Cherie Danforth <dcdanforth@charter.net>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 7:21 PM CST

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Alison and Grant,
We continue to "storm the heavens" for your entire family. May God bless you.
Patty
Patty Johnson <pkj577@bitwisesystems.com>
Peoria, IL - Tueday, February 11, 2003 7:05 PM CST

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Do whatever it takes and continue to follow your hearts ... that is the only true path. As someone else mentioned, when you have the time and energy, I hope you will convey your experience to an ethics committee. In the meantime, I hope someone directs that Dr. to your site to see the outraged responses from your supporters.
I also wanted to comment on your tale of crying in church. When my son was battling cancer, I also could not attend church without sobbing. It was just so overwhelming to be there praying for a miracle and mercy, surrounded by the Lord, saints and angels as well as so many loving friends, begging God to heal my son. Let the tears flow freely while you're there. It's a much needed release.
Patty, mom to angel Jonathan
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 5:59 PM CST

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Hello! You do not know me. I am Steven VonSpreckelsen's cousin. You left your daughters website in his guestbook and I just wanted to stop by and let you know that you and your family are in my prayers. Never give up, look up!
Pamela Woods <pamela_d_2005@hotmail.com>
Clay Center, NE USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 5:33 PM CST

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Hello - Nancy's mother sent me this info. I want you to know I send you my prayers for your precious daugher and to your entire family. God will provide you the strength to get thru this. You are amazing and an inspiration to me.
With love, compassion and prayers.
Peny Bowen <granpenny@socket.net>
Osage Beach, MO Camden - Tueday, February 11, 2003 5:19 PM CST

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Dear Alison and Grant:

It sounds like the Lord is opening a new pathway for Alexandria and of course our greatest hope is for her complete healing. I was talking with my Grandma this weekend who has been battling lymphoma for 3 years and she said to tell you to not give up on these alternative treatments. She knows of many fellow cancer patients who have been cured by some of these treatments. Of course she is now another prayer warrior on Alexandria's team. We will be praying hard as always. In Christ, Jennifer M.
Jennifer Mobarak
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 5:12 PM CST

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Horray for you Allison...... You are a remarkable woman and Mother..... You do whatever you need to do to save your daughter.

I went through a similar situation but my daughter but she was 15. Following her 4th relapse and her Autologus stem cell transplant. Tiffanie decided she had enough and could not tolerate any more protocals. I reget at times allowing her to make that decision but she was just too weak and sick. But it is a decision no !@#% (Sorry) 7 year old should have to make. Let alone understand. My 15 year old still did not understand. But her father and I did get two other opinions and they were all the same.

I read and hear so much about the Dr's at Duke by Kahlita. I just wish I would of known about her than.....

So many prayers and love coming your way
Love Deneen
Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@aol.com>
Enola, PA USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 3:38 PM CST

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Dear Allison,
I am very happy that you decided to go to Cardinal Glennon.Our daugther Pascale had a bone marrow transplant now 26 months ago at Cardinal under Dr Wall care.Dr Mike took her place when she left for Texas.Dr Wall and Dr K are very good friend and talk continuously about there challenging cases. Dr Mike doesn't have their experience but he followed diligently there instructions.Pascale broke all the rules and God save her but Dr Wall also listen to what he was telling her to do.THis is the right decisions. We are praying for Alexandria.God bless you
sylvie carpentier <caringbridge.com/mo/pascalewhite>
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 3:12 PM CST

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As a member of the faithful who follow your family's story on this website, I am appalled by the care provided your family at Children's. A doctor who resorts to bribery?

BJC has an Ethics Consultation committee that deals with patient care complaints. A member of that committee is Dr. Stephen LeFrak --- he is a Washington University Pulmonologist located in the new Advanced Center for Medicine (corner of Euclid and Kingshighway). Dr. LeFrak has been interviewed on the local TV News channels about medical ethics issues --- most recently cloning.

At some time in the future when you are ready and have the energy, I urge you to share your story with the BJC Ethics Consultation committee. No oncologist should be allowed to violate the trust of parents. Ever.

You are an amazing person with an equally amazing daughter and family. I feel I am a better person because I share in your life (if only in cyberland). The very best wishes to you.
Kristine
Clayton, MO - Tueday, February 11, 2003 2:52 PM CST

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I really liked the new 9 1/2 year old birthday pictures of your beautiful special daughter. You are all in my daily thoughts. I will be praying extra hard.
Candice Behm <candice333@netzero.net>
Portland, OR USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 2:28 PM CST

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Alison,
I am so glad that you and Grant are such strong-willed people. I don't blame you one bit for pushing to try the different chemo's. It sounds like Dr. Kelley is just who Alexandria needs right now. I am praying that all goes well.
Tell Alexandria that we are thinking of her, and if she is feeling up to it I'd like to come see her soon. I've been afraid of spreading all the germs we can't seem to get rid of this winter! Knock on wood, I think we are all healthy now. Take care, Tara
Tara <Tzanti@charter.net>
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 2:10 PM CST

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I am so saddened for the obstacles that you have had to endure and I am not talking only about Alexandria. The fact that a "professional" would blackmail you is something not even for words. You have had to overcome so many hurdles and this should not have to be one of them. I believe God put Dr Mike (good name) in your lives and he has already given you a gift- time & hope. If there is anything you need, call.
Lots of love,
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 1:48 PM CST

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Good for you! Trust yourself! You know what is best for your daughter, and how can anyone tell you to stop fighting for Alexandria's life. I am so sorry you have to be going through all this garbage on top of everything else. I will most definitely keep you in my prayers.

Elizabeth Goodwin (www.caringbridge.org/wa/aidangoodwin)
Richland, WA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 1:26 PM CST

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Alison,
"You go, girl!" Fight for your daughter, no matter what some doctor says. She is YOUR miracle from GOD. There is ALWAYS hope!
Cindy Graham Abrams
Woodinville, WA Snohomish - Tueday, February 11, 2003 1:06 PM CST

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PRAYING!!!!!!!!!!
Paula
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 12:32 AM CST

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Grant & Alison, I can't even begin to tell you the feelings of disgust & disappointment with the decisions of Dr. J. How can she possibly be interested in Alexandria's best interest with any of her decisions & comments. I am truly uphauled. At the same time, maybe this is God's way of opening another door by making sure you got over to see Dr. Mike. We are thankful for this new hope & pray that this is the first step in the miracle we are waiting for. Blessings to you--You all are so amazing & a strong example to all who visit your website!

Jack, Beth, Mandee, Spencer, & Peyton Pyle
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 11:48 AM CST

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Hi,
This is Tom Kassar's mom.......I know we recently emailed each other, but after reading today's journal I felt compelled to leave a message of encouragement. Firstly as you know we have been through a similar situation, and to sit there and have your doctor tell you that there is no way they will continue treatment because it's 'unethical' is appalling, so what they're saying is that's it's 'ethical' to sit back and watch a child die even when there's a remote chance that something can work. It angers me beyond words that some doctors can ever say such things and shatter someones life and then go ahead with their daily routines and sleep at night.... don't they have a conscience?!? Our doc actually told us that if it were his child then he wouldn't go ahead with any treatment or put them through anything and would take them home to die!!! Well guess what, it's not your child and until you are in this postion NOBODY can tell you what to do! You have to look out for yourself, there is nobody out there that is going to push for you, and only you as parents can do everything in your power to make things happen. So KEEP PUSHING, PERSISTANCE PAYS! We never told Tom that he had refractory AML, and we never and still haven't told him that he was 'given up on'. One day we will tell him, but not now, the time isn't right. There was no need for him to know anything other than keeping his mind on getting better and that there would be an end to all this one day. Postive Mental Attitude goes a long way to aid recovery, a NP told me at Duke once that there's been studies done and the kids that were only told positive things got through their treatment easier and better than the kids that didn't. And I believe that Tom is proof of that, he never once got an inclination that he might die, we just planned and looked towards the future and what we were going to do when he was back to 'being normal'. We just celebrated his 1yr post BMT and are headed up to Duke next week for his check-up. He has now a 90+% cure rate from the Leukemia and one day I AM going to proudly visit his old hospital with Tom by my side, and try my best to refrain from punching the doc in the mouth!!! Sorry, but it makes me soooooooo angry that these docs can still practice when they are so negative. KEEP PUSHING AND DON'T EVER GIVE UP! Dr K and Duke are the best!
www.thekassars.com/tom
Nicola Kassar <nic@thekassars.com>
Orlando, FL 32819 - Tueday, February 11, 2003 11:48 AM CST

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Wow, what do you say after reading that journal entry?! Alexandria is an amazing child and you two are such wonderful parents. As always, we continue to pray for you all and a miracle cure for Alexandria. With all our love and prayers,
The Erusha Family <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO - Tueday, February 11, 2003 11:03 AM CST

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Dear Haddocks (and all "Prayer Warriors," too),
I can't even think of the words to express my disgust/disappointment with that Dr. J. (Sounds like she is in desperate need of prayers, too!!)
As always, I will continue to pray for you all and also for the blessings of God's infinite widsom to Alexandria's new caregivers. May you always be aware of God's Peace surrounding you.
PRAYING, PRAYING, PRAYING!!!!!
Kristan's Aunt,
Misti Laws <misti@sonburntbytua.com>
Jackson, MO - Tueday, February 11, 2003 10:58 AM CST

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Wow! What a lot to deal with. But now, for your own peace of mind, just let it go. Don't dwell on the Dr. J controversy; it'll only keep you agitated. Just let it go and concentrate on the new door God has opened for you and Alexandria and the hope of the new treatment. You're always in our prayers.
Debbie Reynolds <acedallas@aol.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 10:30 AM CST

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I continue to pray for you and your family. Thank you mom, for taking some of your precious time to keep us all updated. I am so glad you had such a wonderful 9 1/2 birthday party! Chocolate or vanilla frosting?
Judy T
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 10:29 AM CST

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I'm not sure whether to start this with how amazed I am by you or your daughter. Let's start with her...

I've been following your story for only about a month now and Alexandria's grace and wisdom far exceed her years. She is a beautiful girl and your heart must just burst with love and pride. I will continue to pray and pray for her-for the miracles I know God can perform.

I'm am so amazed at the strength of you and your husband. It blows me away that "cancer parents" not only have to watch their children fight for their lives, but you have to fight for their care. I've read stories about unwilling doctors, unwilling nurses, unwilling insurance companies, etc. I continue to pray for a cure for this hideous disease, and in the meantime, compassion from the medical and insurance communities.

God bless!
Christi Hamilton <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
Dove Canyon, CA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 10:29 AM CST

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Thank you for the updates. I hope you never feel pressure to write to us. We all understand that you have bigger commitments than keeping us posted. God bless you on your journey and we will continue to pray, pray, pray.
Viviani Family
St. Peters , MO USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 10:07 AM CST

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Dear Alison,
Thank you for your updates on Alexandria. The time you spend on these messages is so appreciated.
I feel like you are swimming upstream for her care. Keep turning the stones over and we continue to pray for you, Grant, Alexandria and family.
Jane Sheats
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:51 AM CST

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As always, I feel your determination and love for the well being of your precious daughter. I will pray for your peace of mind as well as Alexandria's health today.
Tracey
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:47 AM CST

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Alison, We are praying so hard for you all right now. I will leave you a personal email today.
Janet Sims www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:20 AM CST

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Dear Alison and Grant,

How dare any Dr. not do everything in their power to help your child and respect your wishes? Your are wonderful parents and Alexandria is lucky to have you. We are praying that this is God's will for the first step in your miracle.
We continue to pray for you.

With Love,

The Forness Family
Dan, Sally, Tommy, and Emma Forness <SDFORNESS@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:11 AM CST

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Big cyber hugs to you all!!! How horrible that you must have to endure more difficulties from your onc!!! May God hold you in His arms and comfort you and get you thru all of this. Much love,
Heather and Brianna Kline
www.caringbridge.com/ny/mylittlesunshine
Syracuse, NY USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:01 AM CST

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Alison,
Alexandria is so lucky to have you for her Mommy. I would think any parent in your position would do the exact same thing and fight for any possible chance, no matter how small, to make things better for their child and I just can't believe the audacity of Dr. K to want to tell Alexandria everything. Who does she think she is? She's a doctor, and I'm sure very adept at the medical aspects of her job, but at the tender age of 9 1/2, no one except a child's parents can possibly know what is best emotionally for their child and that's such an important part of treatment too. I am praying so very hard for you to find some hope with this new treament.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:57 AM CST

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Keeping the faith and praying daily for God's care for your whole family. Monday's entry was even difficult to read, I don't have to words to describe my sorrow for your constant struggle.
Amy
Ballwin, - Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:50 AM CST

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Dear Haddocks,
I have no doubt you are doing the right thing. You have to research and look at every possibility of treatment for your precious daughter. I cannot believe a Dr. would threaten to tell a small child terrible side effects, when the parents have said no! I would not even consider going back to this Dr. as long as you have a new Dr. willing to work with Alexandria. I will continue to pray for you, especially for God's wisdom to help you maneuver through/with the medical world!!
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:32 AM CST

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Hi,

We love Cardinal Glennon. I don't know Mr. Kelly. He replaced Holly's old doctor Dr. Wall. I have heard alot good things about him. God worked through that hospital and has given me hope and my daughter to me. I hope and pray for the same results.
Anita (www.caringbridge.org/mo/hollyemoore
Sikeston, MO - Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:26 AM CST

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Please don't feel like you have to apologize for not keeping others informed. It's your family and your child and all the decisions are YOURS to make. Keep strong and keep the faith - in yourself and God. You are all in my thoughts and prayers...
D Missbach
Wake Forest, NC - Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:23 AM CST

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Dear Haddocks, you are to be commended for the strength and faith you have shown. Don't ever let anyone tell you that what you're doing for Alex is not in her best interest - only you and God know what is in her best interest. And given the way things are coming together, I would say it is very obvious that the decisions you have made are the right ones! Best of luck to you at Cardinal Glennon - I'm sure that Dr. Mike will prove to be a great ally in your battle with this vicious disease. God bless you all!
Kelly
St. Louis, MO USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:11 AM CST

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This Dr. J is just unbelievable!!! As someone said earlier, I wonder what she would be doing if it were HER child?!! I read an article by a pediatrician whose own child had cancer and he had this to say: "As for my work, I've found a new motivation in the way I practice. The natural business of doctors is reassurance. We find it easy to focus on the technical side of medicine, but we shouldn't forget patients' emotions." It certainly makes a difference when you have to walk in another person's shoes. I guess I classify as one of the "lurkers" since I don't always leave a post. But I check on Alexandria every day and I pray for her every day, and I am so happy there is some positive news -- both in her labs and in finding the new doctor. Hold on to your faith and hope dear family. God can make a way when there seems to be no way. Psalm 46:1.
Kim Rutherford <kimruth1@utk.edu>
Knoxville, TN USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 7:22 AM CST

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Hi Haddocks,
Wow it looks like you have been busy the past few days. I hope Cardinal Glennon holds the answers we are all praying for. Please know we are all still praying all the time for Alexandria. I know she is finding comfort in your arms.
God Bless,
Ann Newsham
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 7:18 AM CST

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Hi, I am a mommy of a little girl who has aml...I have been
reading your journal and praying for you everyday, I check
on Jacob Mosley and somehow thru Kailie I check on her and
you. I was just reading the story about the chemo to try. I was so surprised you went to see Dr. Kelly he is our doctor and we love him!!! My morgan was in intensive care and we didnt know if she would make it but he said this will be hard but she will be ok, he gave us hope, he is a
wonderful doctor I just wanted to share that with you. God
answers our prayers and I am praying for you everyday. God bless you. I know you have a million people checking on you but if you ever want to email me I would love to keep in touch!
Shelly Carlson <carlsr@stlo.mercy.net>
St. Peters, MO USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 7:18 AM CST

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Allison,
Thankful that you've found Dr. Mike Kelley...Praying that this New Chemo treatment will bring you even more Hope for Alexandria.
Anne Marie <jas123@charter.net>
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 7:03 AM CST

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Blasts down to 4%!! That is a miracle. I am horrified, but not surprised by your treatment by your dr. I'm glad that you've found a new option and I pray that it will work. In the midst of watching your daughter battle cancer, you should not have to feel bad or guilty about pursuing new treatment options or what you choose to tell Alexandria of her illness. That dr. should be ashamed. We pray for you all. Love from all.
the Day family <melissaday@insightbb.com>
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 6:37 AM CST

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We have to start out by saying .. Praise the Lord for the decline in blasts, for Dr. K and for Dr. Mike!!!! We knew that Dr. K was the best and are so happy that she has found a doctor who is willing to try her protocal. We are; however, horrified at the lack of compassion that you have received from the other doctor. How in the world can she even think for a second that she would tell Alexandria of the side effects and her condition? How in the world would SHE be handling this if it were HER child in a life/death situation? We're pretty sure that she would be researching the heck out of different chemos and other things that may work!! We are so upset that you are having to deal with this ... it's not like you all do not already have enough to deal with! It never shocks us more than when we read about a doctor who treats their pediatric oncology patients like that. It's especially disheartening when we know what the alternative would be if nothing else is done! I pray also that we never, ever have to deal with such a thing!!

We just wanted to let you know how special of a family we think you are. Your strength continues to amaze us and it's an incredible testimony to how a Christian family should be! Please know that you all are constantly in our thoughts and prayers!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell


The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 6:11 AM CST

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Alison and family,
I whole-heartedly agree. It is not the doctor's place to discuss such subjects with a child. That is the parent's decision to make. I applaud you for pushing so hard and doing all that is humanly possible for your precious child. I would do the exact same thing. God Bless the physicians at Duke and Mr. Mike for working with you. How do they know that this new chemo isn't the answer that everyone has been searching for? You are all in my prayers. You update when you can, Alison. Alexandria and your other children need you more. Nothing soothes a hurting child like a Mother's loving touch.
Debbie Little <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN - Tueday, February 11, 2003 1:01 AM CST

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Oh Alison, I dont know what to say
I know on one hand the doctors dont want the bad (side effects) to outweigh the good, but as you said, we are talking about a childs life here. I dont think they could sleep nights if it were their child either. But I guess they have to have some sense of distance just to be able to function and do their job. I am really sorry you have to deal with any of this, and praying as always.


Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Tueday, February 11, 2003 0:12 AM CST

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Hope is hope, and it sounds as if Dr. Mike is extending some. God Bless him and all of you. As for your emotional side in church, someone once told me it was the holy spirit working. I know the holy spirit has surrounded you and your family.
D. Landwehr
- Monday, February 10, 2003 11:10 PM CST

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I just read your update and I am comepletely floored, dumbfounded, amazed, but most of all HOPEFUL!
Lee Ann
- Monday, February 10, 2003 11:06 PM CST

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Wow, your guestbook entries come from all over the country! How amazing.
Alexandria has touched so many people.
We are keeping the faith and you all continue to be in our family prayers.

Amy (Armbruster) Schroeder <mattamys@yahoo.com>
Eureka, MO - Monday, February 10, 2003 11:02 PM CST

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Alison,
Keep sitting up front and keep leaning on the Lord! You have it all figured out! God bless you, Alexandria!!!!!
Billy Bruce
Ironton, OH - Monday, February 10, 2003 10:50 PM CST

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Alison,
Let God be your guide and help you and Grant make the most difficult decisions. NO ONE else but you knows what is best for Alexandria.
Praying for the medications to work a miracle!
Hang in there!

Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, February 10, 2003 10:44 PM CST

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Dear
Alison and Grant, thank you so much for updateing. I see now why you have not had the time to get on the computer. Maybe it's time for Dad to get good at typeing???????haha!!!
I hope the meds Alexandria is on for pain is controlling it and keeping her comfortable. We will pray for wisdom upon your transfer to Cardinal Glennon, that Dr. Mike and the other staff can find a cure! And that the meds Alexandria takes will heal her, not hurt her there. May God Bless.
Love,
Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, Mo usa - Monday, February 10, 2003 10:35 PM CST

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Wow, what an awful experience, as if it isn't bad enough. The comment about the Chemo being experimental is too much. All Chemo is experimental, otherwise there would be a cure! It is not right for the Doctor to give up like that. You have the right to change over to Glennon. My daughter is a patient at Glennon. We love it. I hope you have the same positive experience we have had. I do not know a lot about Dr. Kelly, but I have heard that he is wonderful! My daughter and I will be in Clinic tomorrow. Maybe we will meet.
God bless you and your family on this journey.

Patty Dummerth (Camp Sunrise) <pjdummie@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 10:31 PM CST

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DEAR HADDOCK'S,
HERE'S HOPING THE NEW MED'S GIVE YOU MORE TIME TO SPEND TOGETHER SO GLAD YOU FOUND ANOTHER DR TO CARRY YOU FORWARD WITH THIS COURSE OF TREATMENT
SO SORRY ALEXANDRIA IS EXPERIENCING SO MUCH PAIN BUT SHE SURE IS LUCKY TO HAVE SUCH A STONG MOTHER TO BE BY HER SIDE

GOD BLESS
Billie Jo
Olathe, Ks - Monday, February 10, 2003 10:12 PM CST

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You guys are so doing all the right things. Keep turning those stones. You wil never have any guilt no matter what the outcome is.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
- Monday, February 10, 2003 10:05 PM CST

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Praying for answers and guidance for you-I can only imagine how frustrating this must be for you. Love to all.

Jenni
Bentonville, AR - Monday, February 10, 2003 9:54 PM CST

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We are praying very hard for your new course of action!!! Your faith is an inspiration to all of us. God Bless!

Karen Smith
Ballwin, - Monday, February 10, 2003 9:50 PM CST

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Praise God, praise God. The devil throws up a roadblock and Jesus brings the bulldozer. You couldn't get to Duke, but Duke came to you--it's how the Lord chose to work it out for now. If you need to get here, I'm sure He will get you here. As it is now, Dr. K can be of help from afar. The original plan didn't work, but God had one that did and I praise Him so much for that. I do believe the 24-hour prayer is helping. For those of you who are reading my entry on this guestbook, I've been trying to organize 24-hour prayer for Alexandria so that we are 100% sure that she is being prayed for every minute of every day. Pick a time and send me an email--we still have open slots. If the time you want is taken, I'll put you there anyway--can't hurt to have more than one person committed at a time. I've seen this work miracles before--even in my own life. So, if you're so inclined, drop me a note to participate and I will keep everyone updated through email/website about the VERY specific requests for Alexandria--for instance, a list of ALL side effects of the drugs BEFORE she starts them so that we can pray against them before the treatment even starts--proactive prayer. Sorry this has turned into a mini entry here, but I know Alison and Grant won't mind and I want to get the word out to as many as possible as soon as possible. All times are EST so please take that into consideration if you live in a different time zone. Alison and Grant--I'm here for whatever you need. Drop me a note. I'll be praying and fasting as always. Blessings...praise God again for His faithfulness. We may not know what the future holds but we sure do know that He is Sovereign and holds the future. Blasts down to 4%..what a mighty God we serve! A miracle right there...
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, February 10, 2003 9:43 PM CST

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Alison...I am so certain that you probably recieve all kinds of advice all of the time...but...I hope you don't mind me making a suggestion for you...actually two...when Cody was first diagnosed he was in St. Louis and we took him to Cardinal Glennon...I know SLCH is really good but if they are unwilling to respond you may want to contact Dr. Chu and Dr. Gale at the Bob Costas Cancer Center, I can't say for certain but they maybe be willing to listen to and work with Dr. K...Dr. K. is a very good doctor...she is conservative so for her to suggest an alternative treatment I believe that is the best chance that Alexandria has...we are here at Duke and I have placed Cody's life on her abilities that God has given her...In addition, I am not sure if you had the pleasure of working with Dr. Schaefer before she relocated from SLCH to Joe DiMaggio in Florida but if so...I have information on how you can contact her...she has referred several patients to Duke and has worked with Dr. K...she may prove to be an ally for you if your are limited to SLCH...let me know if I can help you in any way...we have a lot of friends and family in the area out towards Pacific...as always we will continue to pray...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <codman@cox.net>
www.forcody.org, - Monday, February 10, 2003 9:21 PM CST

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Praying that all is well with your family. You are in our thoughts always.
Viviani Family
St. Peters, MO USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 9:00 PM CST

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Praying for you all day today. E-mail me when you know. HUGS!
Khalita <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Monday, February 10, 2003 8:38 PM CST

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still praying... hope no news is good news..
take care and be blessed,
Danette
Danette Prater www.caringbridge.com/tx/jacobprater <jakesmom@wt.net>
Santa Fe , tx - Monday, February 10, 2003 8:33 PM CST

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What an odd juxtaposition. My grandparents used to have a small farm just 2 miles from Elsinore. I rode my first (and only) cow there.
Alison: Alexandria and your family remain in my thoughts and prayers. May the Lord continue to sustain you in this fight and may He bring Alexandria the healing she needs.

Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Monday, February 10, 2003 7:13 PM CST

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You are always in our thoughts and prayers and close to our hearts. We loved the birthday pictures.
Ann O'Neil
San Diego, CA - Monday, February 10, 2003 6:50 PM CST

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Hello Haddocks! It has been a while since I last wrote. We have moved! This past week we moved to Ellsinore, MO. Way out in the country! The kids love it and it is so nice to just sit and enjoy the precious important things in life (our family and The LORD!). You all have been in my thoughts and prayers. Alexandria, you never cease to amaze me with your continued strength and character. God Bless you all! We will keep the prayers going for you!

God Bless Always!

Erin Turner
Ellsinore, MO - Monday, February 10, 2003 6:43 PM CST

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Alexandria,
I wish I could have been with you to celebrate your half
Birthday. I love you tons and tons!!!!
Sidonia
SIDONIA COMPTON <pscompton@peoplepc.com>
- Monday, February 10, 2003 6:41 PM CST

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Hello Alexandria....You are a very brave little girl and your faith touches my heart deeply. I am praying for you, and asking prayer warriors I know to remember you also. I am a very good friend of your cousin, Jim Watts in Bryant Arkansas, and his wife Louise. Louise is my dearest friend, and we have known each other for years. They sent me your webb site, and I watch for it daily.
May the angels of heaven keep you company, and minister to you moment by moment. Your Mom and the rest of your family are in my prayers. Whether in the valley, or on the mountain top, victory is yours, its a gift from Jesus.
Sherry Wideman
St. Clair, Mo. Franklin - Monday, February 10, 2003 4:12 PM CST

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HI SWEET ALEXANDRIA, OUR PARISH PRIEST, FATHER JOHN, IS COMING BY TO SEE US TOMORROW. WE WILL ASK FOR SPECIAL PRAYERS FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. LOVE, MEMAW & PAWPAW
MEMAW & PAWPAW <NOEL_718@MSN.COM>
TERRE DU LAC, MO - Monday, February 10, 2003 3:58 PM CST

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Just checking back in--we are still praying!!!
Beth Pyle
- Monday, February 10, 2003 2:29 PM CST

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Always in our prayers. The pictures were wonderful. Glad to hear you enjoyed your 9 1/2 year celebration.
Jeanine Riendeau
O'Fallon, MO - Monday, February 10, 2003 2:20 PM CST

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Dear Alison, The birthday pictures are so neat! Alexandria is so lucky to have gotten such a special treat from her reverend Lew. I bet it was a great little party! I hope this finds you and Alexandria snuggled up in bed, just hanging out. You all are always in our prayers.
Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 1:25 PM CST

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Alexandria,
We lit another candle for you at church yesterday. The same one that we have lit in the past was open, which we thought was a good sign! We pray that you are feeling good today! Loved the birthday pictures!

Love and Prayers,
The Balkenbuschs

Nancy, Gary, Jake and Katie
Ellisville, MO - Monday, February 10, 2003 12:08 AM CST

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Thanks for sharing the 1/2 Birthday Pics with us!! Continuous prayers are coming your way Alexandria. I've never met you, yet I feel close to you and your family. Thanks for sharing your lives with us all. Love from Jefferson City.
K. Holterman <karenh@mosers.org>
Jefferson City, MO USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 9:50 AM CST

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Dear Alison and Alexandria,
I am a regular blood donar but have not given in several months. In honor of your birthday Alexandria I am giving blood this week and checking into how I can become a bone marrow donar. Happy 1/2 Birthday again!!
Lynn
St. Charles, MO - Monday, February 10, 2003 9:44 AM CST

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Dear Alexandria,
Many prayers for you are winging their way to the Heavenly Father. May you be blessed and made well.

Louise Kempka
Washngton, NC USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 9:38 AM CST

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God Bless you beautiful Alexandria! I can tell by your pictures that you are blessed with a wonderful loving family. MANY prayers are being said for you! I hope today finds you feeling better sweetie! In Christ Nancy
Nancy
- Monday, February 10, 2003 9:03 AM CST

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What great Pictures and what a beautiful Family! We are praying for a Miricle and I just know that with God anything is possible. Blessings and Prayers to all of you!
Sheila Jones (Green Pines Mom)
Wildwood, MO USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 8:50 AM CST

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Alexandria,
Your new pictures are so beautiful. I especially love the ones with your mom and brothers. I am so glad your birthday celebration was so special. How kind of Pastor Lew and his daughter to come and sing. I would have loved to hear the songs that you sang!! My prayers continue each day that God will lay His healing hands on you. Take care sweetie!! God bless you all. With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Monday, February 10, 2003 8:23 AM CST

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What great pictures! I especially liked the one of Alex and her brothers. It sounds like your 1/2 birthday was just fabulous - my Grandmother always says you should stretch your birthday celebrations for at least a week or two! (I highly recommend it!) Take care! My thoughts and prayers are with you!
Kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, - Monday, February 10, 2003 8:16 AM CST

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Just stopping by this morning to say a quick good morning...the sun is not up yet, but the birds are beginning a few tentative chirps to welcome in the day. Perhaps God's way of reminding us to wake up with a song in our heart, even though it may be dark and dreary outside.....
As always, our prayers are with you!

Janice Frisella <jlfrisella@earthlink.net>
Wildwood, MO - Monday, February 10, 2003 6:51 AM CST

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Great 9 1/2 Year Old Birthday Party Pics! Hope you had a good weekend. Our prayers continue. Love,
The Erusha Family <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO - Monday, February 10, 2003 6:13 AM CST

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Loved the pictures of the birthday party. Masses and prayers coming your way. Dont you love the snow!!!! we got lots in New Madrid. Give hugs to everyone and know we are thinking of you.
Aunt Nancy K
Nancy Hunter Moore
New Madrid , MO - Monday, February 10, 2003 0:19 AM CST

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Just wanted to let you know that I check at least 4 times a day to see what is going on. I read on someone elses guest book that Alexandria is suffering from alot of pain. I am so sorry. We should not have to see our children suffer like this. Know that your whole family is in my heart and prayers.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
- Sunday, February 9, 2003 10:39 PM CST

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Love, hugs, hope and my prayers for all of you! Waiting to hear good news. . . Aunt Cindy
Cindy Abrams
Woodinville, WA Snohomish - Sunday, February 9, 2003 9:43 PM CST

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Hi Alexandria,
Lots of people prayed for you today in the Dexter Methodist Church, including me!!! Did you look outside to see all of the beautiful snow today? Sending healing hugs your way,
Pat <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Sunday, February 9, 2003 9:30 PM CST

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Our prayers are with you.
Kathy
St. Peters, MO USA - Sunday, February 9, 2003 8:25 PM CST

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You don't know me, but I'm a friend of Shane Jones' family. Your daughter is a cutie. We will keep you all in our prayers.
Lawless
Ironton, OH - Sunday, February 9, 2003 6:47 PM CST

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Just wanted to let you know that you are in the prayers of the Simmons Family in Florissant. We want to wish you a happy 9 1/2 birthday. My God continue to shine his blessings down upon you.
The Simmons Family <simfam5@sbcglobal.net>
Florissant, MO USA - Sunday, February 9, 2003 6:29 PM CST

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Hello Haddocks! Just stopping by to check on you. It must have been blood transfusion and platlet day at Children's on Friday-Katie was also there for a blood transfusion! I am so sorry we missed seeing you, I know Katie would have loved to say hi to Alexandria! Every day we continue to pray for a miracle to come your way and we will continue that prayer. All our warmest thoughts-
The McTearnen's
Wildwood, MO - Sunday, February 9, 2003 5:06 PM CST

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Dear Alexandria,

You do not know me but I wanted to send you a note telling you that I (and my friends and family) will be praying for you.

I have a son, Matthew, who is 9 years old also. He loves video games and Yu-Gi-Oh (which I'm guessing is not a girl thing :)

You are a beautiful girl and I will be praying for God's healing hand upon you.

Love,
Andrea Passarella and family
Andrea Passarella <www.passarella.com/matthew.htm>
Swedesboro, NJ - Sunday, February 9, 2003 4:59 PM CST

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Alexandria, Happy 9 1/2 birthday!!!We have been thinking about you a lot, good to hear your spirits are up!
Grant, you were missed at our national sales meeting. You have been on all our minds, we all missed you!
Alison, I hated not knowing what was going on, we didn't have access to the internet all week. Glad to be back so I can stay updated.
Anyway, thinking of you and praying for you all the time. Love, Cat
The Borkowski's
Shoreham, NY - Sunday, February 9, 2003 4:43 PM CST

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How special to celebrate your 1/2 b-day! I do that too, but only because people feel sorry for me because my b-day is the day after Christmas!! Much love and special energy coming your way,

Love,
ChemoAngel Natalie (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Sunday, February 9, 2003 4:42 PM CST

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Hello Haddock family
We prayed for you in church today, as always. Looking forward to your next entry to see how "everybody's gal" Alexandria is doing. New Jersey sends lots of Snowy prayers to our girl. We are thinking of you constantly.
The Healy's, Molly, Eileen, John and Johnny
E. Healy <FitNJpro@aol.com>
Waldwick, NJ - Sunday, February 9, 2003 4:25 PM CST

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Happy Birthday Alexandria!!!! How fun to celebrate your half birthday!! We are so glad you had such a fun time. Your new pictures are so special. May God give you an extra special blessing today!

Happy Half Birthday Little Angel!!

Love, The Bisesi Family
Bob, Robin, Carli and Dominic Bisesi <rbisesi@aol.com>
Powell, OH 43085 - Sunday, February 9, 2003 4:23 PM CST

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We're sending lots of love your way and tons of prayers up for Alexandria's healing! Know that you're thought of and prayed for constantly throughout our day.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Sunday, February 9, 2003 2:29 PM CST

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Happy half birthday Alexandria! Checking in on you and sending prayers your way.
Kristen Bly
- Sunday, February 9, 2003 1:59 PM CST

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I just wanted you to know I will be praying for your family. We have a son with CP and we have been blessed by great friends that know how to pray. Just remember God is in control and we serve a healing God. 1 Peter 2:24 is just one of His healing promises. Praise to God for a Living Hope in Jesus Christ. Our prayers will be with you. God Bless!!!!!
Tommy Miller <tjmsgm@aol.com>
Scott City, MO Scott - Sunday, February 9, 2003 1:20 PM CST

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Dear Alexandria, Happy Birthday! Great pictures!
We think of you so often in our day. And we continue to pray for you and your family.










Doug, Jane, Andy and Ryan Sheats
- Sunday, February 9, 2003 1:13 PM CST

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Alexandria: Just a quick Hello to remind you that you and your family stay in my thoughts and prayers. What a talented young lady you are to create your own songs. I know that made them all the more special for Pastor Lew, his daughter, and your family. Take care, my dear.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Sunday, February 9, 2003 1:10 PM CST

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Just wanted to stop by and check on Alexandria as I often do and let you know my husband donated blood/platlets last week..Hope they help. I'll keep the prayers going. Take care. If I can help let me know.Tell Alexandria I think she is a awesome little girl.....
Mary Stephens SLCH RN <fitzmary@yahoo.com>
Florissant, Mo. St. Louis - Sunday, February 9, 2003 11:03 AM CST

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We're hoping and praying for Dr. K and a new miracle for Alexandria. I can't tell you how much your entries have meant to me. You and your family are living and writing the guidebook on caring for a critically ill child. You all are amzaing! What more can be said about Alexandria and her "can-do" spirit and faith? I am awestruck that someone so young can know and believe so very much.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Sunday, February 9, 2003 8:54 AM CST

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You know the saying there is strength in numbers??? I wish all of us cancer patient parents could go somewhere and demand a cure for our babies. They deserve it and we could bring the numbers... Alison, I know your pain as we, too, are in a very similiar boat. The water seems to be rising faster than we can bail it out. Our lives are nonstop and always on the defense. I feel like I am ALWAYS fighting for something for Anthony....chemo (because I know when he'll need it before the dr's do), platelets (becuase I know he goes through them faster than any child), pain meds (because Anthony NEVER complains unless he is in dire pain), etc... I know there is not much comfort I can give to you, but I hope it helps to know I understand everything you are going through. Please feel free to contact me if you need to chat or to bounce ideas or questions off of me. Contact me by email and I'll give you my numbers if you'd like. God Bless you all!!!!!!!!! Love, Dina Makoid
www.caringbridge.org/page/anthonym <dina.makoid@comcast.net>
- Sunday, February 9, 2003 8:25 AM CST

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Hi Alexandria,
I am praying that you are feeling better. I loved the birthday pictures! You are a beautiful young lady and so is your mom. Lots of prayers are being said for you.
Nancy
- Saturday, February 8, 2003 10:56 PM CST

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Happy "9 1/2" Alexandria! Loved the new pictures. Glad that you enjoyed your birthday celebration.
Still praying for that miracle and that the docs will find another path to healing.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, February 8, 2003 10:29 PM CST

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Alison,
NEVER start an update with the word "BUMMER." :) Still praying for you every day, Alexandria. God Bless you!
Billy Bruce
Ironton, OH - Saturday, February 8, 2003 10:23 PM CST

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Hi. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. We are still praying hard. I am going to mail you some info on an all natural supplement called Royal Tongan Limu. It is made from a seaweed in the south pacific. There has been some great testimonials from people that have had cancer,diabetis, and other problems. I take it daily just a supplement. 2 tablespoons twice a day. I'll send you a free bottle if you like. It's all natural and has the same nutrients as breast milk. You can look up Royal Tongan Limu on the internet. Well enough of that I'm not trying to sell you on it just wanted to offer something for you to try. WE send our love. God Bless.
Roger and Mariah King and Paula and Lisa Otten. <rpkmrkia@aol.com>
Dittmer, MO USA - Saturday, February 8, 2003 7:30 PM CST

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Happy 9 1/2 birthday Alexandria! I love the new pictures in your photo album. You are so pretty. Prayers going up that the doctors decide on the next course of treatment quickly.
Sally <vetsally@aol.com>
Charleston, SC - Saturday, February 8, 2003 6:22 PM CST

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We stopped by today to give Alexandria a homemade "yarn doll" from Lindley and the pre-school (Sunday school) class at ICD. Everyone is praying for you and wish a speedy recovery.. Your pictures are adorable; glad you had a fun 1/2 Birthday! Big hugs from Everyone on Thornridge Dr.
Lisa Schwartz <jimlisaschwartz@msn.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Saturday, February 8, 2003 4:12 PM CST

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Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. The pictures are terrific and I look forward to seeing the pictures from Alex's 10th birthday.
Karin, mom to Christine <karin.mika@law.csuohio.edu>
Berea, Ohio USA - Saturday, February 8, 2003 3:12 PM CST

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Alison: I'm one of those platelet donors who is on indefinite hold until science develops a test to verify that whatever causes "mad cow" disease isn't lurking in my blood. Due to an extended business trip and a couple of short trips with Mom, I spent more than 3 months in England between 1980-1996. Everyone who did, as well as those with a certain time duration in other parts of Europe, are all on hold. After 3 decades as a blood donor, just over half of that with platelets, it is truly frustrating to be no longer able to help meet this need. Worse, vast numbers of military and civil service personnel, many long-time donors, are on the same hold due to overseas assignments. Barnes will call me as soon as a test has been developed and approved, but who knows how long that will take, particularly with the need to also develop tests to identify the West Nile virus. So, if all of Alexandria's friends could spare a prayer for the speedy development of these tests, many of us would appreciate it. Do know that you and your family remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Saturday, February 8, 2003 2:43 PM CST

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Praying for you!
Paula
Chesterfield, MO - Saturday, February 8, 2003 2:26 PM CST

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Keeping you all in our prayers here in Ohio.

Blessings,
Bonnie, grandma to ^i^ James dx T-cell ALL 12/15/98 ~ 12/19/00 <www.caringbridge.com/page/jamiebowman>
Columbus, Ohio - Saturday, February 8, 2003 2:17 PM CST

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Hi Everyone,
Just dropping in to let you know you are all in my prayers.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Saturday, February 8, 2003 1:18 PM CST

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Hi!My name is Betsy and I live in Fl. I got on your website from my friend, Ruthie Bunkleman's son's (Seth) site. I just wanted to let you know that you have another set of prayers for your family being said at night.I can't imagine the roller coaster of feelings that you go through. Ruthie's journal has shown me a tiny part of those feelings. Also, tell Alexandria I love the hat!
Betsy Cohen <Talktob@AOL.com>
WestPalmBeach, Fl - Saturday, February 8, 2003 1:09 PM CST

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Hi Alexandria!

I sure hope that you are feeling better today. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I had to get blood yesterday too. And platelets. I hope to hear from you soon!
God Bless!
Kailie Rhines <loolieb@charter.net>
St. Charles, MO USA - Saturday, February 8, 2003 12:44 AM CST

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Those pictures are priceless, and all your friends and family are so awsesome and so supporting, thank God for this. If we lived closer I would bring you lots of yummy treats, I love to bake. I just wanted to tell you we check in everyday and pray for you all to have strength and for God to pull one more miracle out of His pocket for the precious daughter of yours. I cry everytime I come to your site because even though we have only partially went through a mere fraction of what you are, I can not imagine how you do it, actually I know, by the wonderful Grace of God, and all your family and friends are His helpers. GOD BLESS YOU!
Lee Ann (Kristan's mommy) <dlblank@showme.net>
Scott City, Mo Scott - Saturday, February 8, 2003 12:24 AM CST

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What a beautiful picture of you and your mom, Alexandria. It made my heart sing. I hope you have a good day and a little more pain free. Thinking of you and sending love,
Edwina
Edwina Noffel Johnson <rowdey1@bellsouth.net>
Knoxville, Tennessee - Saturday, February 8, 2003 9:58 AM CST

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Happy 1/2 Birthday Alexandria!!!
I have been out of town all week and did not have the website for my work computer. Donna Landwehr was kind enought to update me. Your family is in our prayers. Our children have also added your family to their prayer lists at school. God Bless You!
Angela, Jeff, Robyn and Mitchell
Angela Brooks <amlb36@aol.com>
Daredenne Prairie, MO USA - Saturday, February 8, 2003 9:57 AM CST

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Dearest Haddock Family,
O.K. guys, those pictures are so precious!! I'm sitting here with tears running down my face!! Those are some wonderful memories to cherish forever!!
Mr. Bill is on his way now, with Krispy Kreme!! We apologize if we are waking anyone up!!
Please tell Alexandria that Lauren just loved the special picture she drew!! Lauren thinks you are such a beautiful artist!! She is now working on a special picture for you!!
Love and Prayers to All,
Nancy
Nancy Cole
Ofallon, - Saturday, February 8, 2003 8:27 AM CST

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What beautiful pictures of a beautiful & loving family. We are so thankful that Alexandria had an awesome 1/2 birthday celebration. We're keeping the prayers coming & will add your friends to our prayers. Through prayer anything is possible--we have the FAITH!
The Pyle Family
- Saturday, February 8, 2003 7:43 AM CST

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Wonderful pictures!! I'm so glad you had such a nice birthday celebration for Alexandria- she really deserves it. I'm praying that you find a way for her to get treatment and for her pain to abate. And of course, we pray for your whole family, as this disease affects everyone. Take care-
the Day family <melissaday@insightbb.com>
- Saturday, February 8, 2003 7:15 AM CST

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What precious pictures!!! You have a beautiful family! We are so happy that Alexandria was able to enjoy her 9 1/2 years old birthday party! We continue to pray for Alexandria's healing, as well as strength for your entire family. It makes our hearts smile to see how much you all have touched others. Also, the support that your community is showing you (with dinners and other acts of kindness) is tremendous! It's nice to see all the 'good' with all the bad that's going on in the world!

Take care and God bless you all!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Saturday, February 8, 2003 7:03 AM CST

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make no mistake, my name is drake
its your half birthday dear so lets make one thing clear
sugar and spice are certainly nice
but cupcakes with icing sound more enticing
I just checked your site that was updated earlier tonight
and though the way that I rhyme is probably a crime
didn't want to be a lurker this time
god bless you one and all
drake
- Saturday, February 8, 2003 1:37 AM CST

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Happy 9 and a half Alexandria.
We are all praying for you, we really are, people you dont even know.
And mom - shush! I am one of the potential Hallemeier stowaways!

Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Friday, February 7, 2003 10:58 PM CST

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Alison, You get to hear from me twice in one day, I pulled up your new photos of Alexandria and tears instantly began to fall when I saw the one of you and her. I can feel your love, and I can also see the pain. NO more pictures for me tonight! You are truly amazing, its funny how someone can care about someone you have never met, but I truly do care for little Alexandria. She is so special. Take care! I hope her weekend can be spent pain free. Lots of Prayers being sent your way!
Tonya Lloyd <www.caringbridge.org/ut/amanda>
- Friday, February 7, 2003 10:47 PM CST

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Hi Alexandria,
I loved the new pictures. Wow, you're really lucky to have such SWEET brothers who can give big hugs! We're praying every day that God will answer all of the special prayers being sent for you. Much love from all of us,
Pat <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Friday, February 7, 2003 8:59 PM CST

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Hi Alexandria: What great pictures. What special songs was Pastor Lew singing for you? I know you enjoyed them. You stay in my thoughts and prayers that the Lord will sustain your family through these days and bring you the healing you need.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Friday, February 7, 2003 8:48 PM CST

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Hi Alexandria I am Quilting Angel CrochetMa1 and I just stopped by to say hi and to leave you a little gift.
CrochetMa1 <Elite@CrochetMa1.com>
- Friday, February 7, 2003 6:43 PM CST

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Alexandria, Happy 1/2 birthday! I wish I could be there to join in the party for an awesome little girl like you. You have a good time and know that your friends in Utah will be celebrating with you from a long distance! Hope you have a good weekend! tell your mom and dad hi, we pray for you everyday!!!!!! Keep that smile on your face! you are beautiful.
Tonya Lloyd <www.caringbridge.org/ut/amanda>
- Friday, February 7, 2003 4:48 PM CST

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Checking in. Hope you are building great memories today.
Ruth Trombino
- Friday, February 7, 2003 4:39 PM CST

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Dear Alison, I am hoping everything is going smoother than before. I am praying Alexandria is doing ok and her nerve pain has ceased. We continue to pray for you and your family, especially your precious Alexandria. Gods gift to the world! Love and prayers, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Friday, February 7, 2003 3:53 PM CST

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Happy b-day to you
Happy b-day to you
Happy 1/2 B-day Dear Alexandria
Happy b-day to you!
Dearest Alexandria..you are a smart girl! I wish I'd of thought of having a 1/2 b-day when I was your age! Double the fun, double the presents! double the treats! :-0 hope it was a great time. Thinking of you often..praying you are not in pain.

Katy Davis
St. Peters, MO - Friday, February 7, 2003 3:27 PM CST

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I hope you had a wonderful 1/2 birthday and you had the best day ever. What incredible courage you and your family have. Thank you for giving all of us faith in our everday lives. You are a bright spot in my day. I am thinking and praying for you. God Bless and much love,
Edwina
Edwina Noffel Johnson <rowdey1@bellsouth.net>
Knoxville, Tennessee - Friday, February 7, 2003 11:14 AM CST

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I hope you had a great day yesterday, Alexandria. I love birthdays!
Love,
Judy Grumish
Judy Grumish <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com www.ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, Il United States - Friday, February 7, 2003 10:48 AM CST

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HAPPY 1/2 BIRTHDAY ALEXANDRIA (I KNOW I AM A COUPLE OF DAYS LATE) HOPE YOU ARE FEELING BETTER TODAY. WE HAVE QUITE THE PRAYER CHAIN GOING FOR YOU ALL OVER THE COUNTRY WITH THE BASKETS OF HOPE. THEY ARE SUCH WONDERFUL PEOPLE.
KEEP THE FAITH

GOD BLESS
THE DUMMERTH (CAMP SUNRISE) <PJDUMMIE@AOL.COM>
ST. LOUIS, MO USA - Friday, February 7, 2003 10:00 AM CST

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My four year old son and I check about 6 websites most days and we pray for each child and/or family. Yesterday John asked me to write all the names of our computer friends on his hand. I did and he wanted to pray for each one during the day. I just wrote "Bless our sick computer friends." But John said, "No, I want their names, Gooch, Alexandria, Janie, Robert, Brianna, and Anthony." So I wrote as small as I could all the names on his small little hand. He still hasn't let me wash it off. Just wanted to share with you the impact you and your families have had on us.
Praying for you in Birmingham, AL--
Amanda Adams <bafive@bellsouth.net>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, February 7, 2003 9:43 AM CST

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Happy half-birthday, Alexandria. I hope your very special day was a good one for you. I'm praying hard for some good news for you and your family.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Friday, February 7, 2003 9:30 AM CST

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Happy 9 1/2th Birthday Alexandria. We all continue to pray for you and your family. I hope you have a fun 1/2 birthday!
Ann O'Neil
San Diego, CA - Friday, February 7, 2003 9:26 AM CST

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WOW ALEXANDRIA!! 9 AND 1/2 YEARS OLD! HOW GREAT IS IT THAT YOU ARE SPENDING THIS 1/2 BIRTHDAY WITH YOUR LOVED ONES AT HOME!! EAT A CUPCAKE FOR ME AND ENJOY YOUR DAY. KEEP UP THE HOPE --- WE ARE! PRAYING FOR COMPLETE HEALING, STRENGTH AND COMFORT FOR EVERYONE!
KELLEY JOHNSON <KJTAXI4KIDS@MSN.COM>
WESTERVILLE, OH FRANKLIN - Friday, February 7, 2003 9:11 AM CST

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Happy 9 1/2 Birthday!! Hope you celebrated big time.

Praying for your total body healing.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Friday, February 7, 2003 8:29 AM CST

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Sorry this birthday greeting is late Alexandria, I tried all day to get on your guestbook yesterday with no success! I hope you had a wonderful celebration, I wish I could have been there for a cupcake!! May all your birthday wishes come true. I continue to pray for all your family. God bless you all!!! With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Friday, February 7, 2003 8:23 AM CST

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Happy Birthday to you !!!! WIshing you more to come. We will hold you up in our prayers.
Tamara Nicholson
Morganton, NC - Friday, February 7, 2003 8:19 AM CST

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Happy half birthday Alexandria!! I sure hope it was very special and you had a great time!! Sending lots of good thoughts and prayers your way!
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Friday, February 7, 2003 8:01 AM CST

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Wow! Nine and a half! Happiest of Birthdays to you Alexandria! I hope you blew out all the candles on your cake too! God bless you all!
Kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, - Friday, February 7, 2003 7:56 AM CST

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Hi- Alexandria have a blessed birthday!
Ashley Warren <ashleymwarren@hotmail.com>
Taylorsville, NC USA - Friday, February 7, 2003 7:36 AM CST

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Hey ya Alexandria,
Sure hope your 1/2 Birthday was special & filled with many special moments for ya sweetie. Just wanted to flutter by to say hello. Got y'all in my heart, thoughts, & prayers. With angel hugz, kisses & friendship ... Angel Red


Angel Red Myst
Phoenix, Az USA - Friday, February 7, 2003 1:49 AM CST

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Alison and Alexandria,
Yes, I'm praying hard for her healing. I hope you hear from the doctor from Duke soon. Alexandria, HAPPY 1/2 BIRTHDAY! That is such a cool idea! I hope your day was spectacular. I have a joke for you that my 6-year old told me. WHAT DO YOU CALL A BEAR WITH NO TEETH? A GUMMY BEAR!!! HA HA HA
Hope I made you laugh, or at least smile. Take care little one. Give Mom and super duper hug for me.
Debbie Little <www.caringbridge.org/tn/littlecaleb>
Dickson, TN U.S.A. - Friday, February 7, 2003 0:45 AM CST

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Alexandria, I forgot to wish you a "Happy 9-1/2 Birthday!!" I know that birthdays are exciting--my daughter was 8 on Jan. 24th and I had my birthday just this week (I won't say how old I am!). Anyway, hope you had a great time! God bless you.
Evelyn Burchfield
- Friday, February 7, 2003 0:29 AM CST

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Dear Alexandria and family,
You don't know me. Through knowing Jenna Sailsbury's family I have "met" a lot of families who have gone or are going through the BMT experience. I don't remember how I got hold of your site, but I came upon it again tonight. I appreciate your expressions of faith...I know that a personal faith in Jesus Christ can carry us through whatever God allows to come our way. I am so sorry for your pain, Alexandria. I know that God will give you and your family the strength you need for every moment. I am praying for you tonight and will continue to keep you in my heart. God bless you and keep you safe in His arms.
In Christian love,
Evelyn Burchfield <eburchfield@hotmail.com>
LaPorte, IN - Friday, February 7, 2003 0:24 AM CST

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Happy 1/2 Birthday Alexandria!!!
Christine
- Thursday, February 6, 2003 11:00 PM CST

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Hey Alexandria: Congratulations on your special nine-and-a-half year birthday! And on being able to celebrate at home with your family. What adventures did you have today in those festivities you and your Mom created? We look forward to reading all about them. You do stay in my thoughts and prayers, my dear, that the Lord will bring you the healing you need.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Thursday, February 6, 2003 10:19 PM CST

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Happy 1/2 Birthday Alexandria! Hope it was great! We are constantly checking on you from Pittsburgh, PA. Our prayers are with you always.
Chris A.
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 9:57 PM CST

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What a great idea to have a nine and 1/2 birthday. I's sure glad my kids nerver thought of that though. too many presents. you are in my prayers. May GOD hold you in HIS arms...
sharon <mopgal@hotmail.com>
Dardanelle, ar - Thursday, February 6, 2003 9:27 PM CST

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HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY half Birthday Alexandria!!!!Hope this finds you comfy & warm with all the beautiful snow today, surrounded by your family with your absolute FAVORITE THINGS TO EAT ON THE MENU. When Courtney & John were little I always let them pick out their birthday dinner menu - we had some pretty strange requests, as I recall. Prayers & peace to you, Pat Courtney & John
Pat <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Thursday, February 6, 2003 9:17 PM CST

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Alexandria- Happiest 9 1/2 Birthday!!!! We are thinking of you all of the time and hope you have the best day ever! Love, the Days
the Day family <melissaday@insightbb.com>
- Thursday, February 6, 2003 8:56 PM CST

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Happy Half 9th B'Day Alexandria.

Always Praying

Evelyn Johnson
Evelyn Johnson <gecsa@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO US - Thursday, February 6, 2003 7:48 PM CST

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I am continuing to pray for a miracle.
HAPPY (1/2) BIRTHDAY, ALEXANDRIA
Hope you had a great day. Thanks for keeping us updated. You will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Love

Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's Website
<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Thursday, February 6, 2003 7:14 PM CST

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Happy 9 1/2 birthday Alexandria!!!!!!!
We hope you had a terrific birthday.
Take care sweetie. You are in our prayers as always.
Kathy
St. Peters, MO USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 7:09 PM CST

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Happy Half Birthday Alexaderia! You are such an amazing young lady I hope that you enjoyed every minute of your special day! Birthday Wishes to you and remember that we are all praying for you! God Bless you Angel!
Sheila Jones (Green Pines Mom)
Wildwood, MO USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 7:08 PM CST

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Happy nine-and-a-half Alexandria! We're praying for you lots, take care.

The Staples Family
Aldie, VA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 6:23 PM CST

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HAPPY 1/2 BIRTHDAY SWEET PEA!!!
MUCH LOVE,PRAYERS,PEACE and HOPE
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Thursday, February 6, 2003 6:01 PM CST

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Happy, happy 1/2 birthday!!!! And many more!!!!
What a great day to celebrate, with the glories of God pouring from the sky in big, fluffy flakes!
Stay warm and eat lots of cupcakes!

The Frisella Family
- Thursday, February 6, 2003 6:01 PM CST

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WE ARE WISHING YOU THE HAPPIEST, MOST EXCITING BIRTHDAY EVER. YOU ARE IN OUR CONSTANT PRAYERS. LOVE YOU, MEMAW & PAWPAW
MEMAW & PAWPAW <NOEL_718@MSN.COM>
TERRE DU LAC, MO - Thursday, February 6, 2003 5:35 PM CST

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Happy 9 and a half birthday Alexandria! Were you born during the flood in St. Louis that summer? We lived there then, and it seems to me that was when the flood was! Hope you have a wonderful celebration with your family.
The Vena's
Overland Park , KS - Thursday, February 6, 2003 5:26 PM CST

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Have a Happy Happy Half birthday! You sure deserve it. Saying many prayers for you.
Candice Behm
Portland, OR USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 5:22 PM CST

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Wow! Happy half birthday! Now, does that mean everyone gets half a cupcake and you get all the other halves? That's what I heard. Making a birthday wish and prayer for you, Alexandria! Love, The Morgans
Mary Morgan
St. Louis, MO USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 5:07 PM CST

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Happy Half Birthday, Alexandria. I am praying for you!
Melissa
Greenville, IL - Thursday, February 6, 2003 4:59 PM CST

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Dearest Alaxandria:
I hope you have had a GREAT half birthday!! May God bless you through the rest of your 9th year.
Lynn
St. Charles, MO - Thursday, February 6, 2003 4:57 PM CST

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Happy half birthday to you, Happy half birthday to you, Happy have birthday sweet Alexandria, Happy half birthday to you!!!!!!
Love and prayers,
The Balkenbusch's
Nancy, Gary, Jake, and Katie
Ellisville, MO - Thursday, February 6, 2003 4:55 PM CST

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Glad to see the guest book is back! Happy 9 1/2 Birthday Alexandria! I hope you have a wonderful day filled with all of God's blessings. You deserve them sweetie!!
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Thursday, February 6, 2003 4:35 PM CST

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Happy ½ Birthday Alexandria!! I hope you had a great party:) You are such a beautiful and strong and AMAZING girl – we are so privileged to learn so much through you! Thanks to you and your parents for reminding us what’s really important!
Nina
Manchester, MO - Thursday, February 6, 2003 4:31 PM CST

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Dearest Alexandria,
I hope your 1/2 birthday is as beautiful as the snow outside. Enjoy! You're in my thoughts and prayers always.
From a Prayer Warrior,
Misti Laws <misti@sonburntbytua.com>
Jackson, MO - Thursday, February 6, 2003 4:29 PM CST

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Happy 9 1/2!!! Little Angel!! I bet you are celebrating in style. EATING CUPCAKES sounds good to me!!! I thought for sure you would be at DUKE on this special birthday. Let us know how your celebrating goes!!
Sharyn Duncan
- Thursday, February 6, 2003 4:28 PM CST

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Happy Half Birthday, Alexandria! i am praying for you!!
Mary
Greenville, SC - Thursday, February 6, 2003 3:57 PM CST

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Happy 1/2 Birthday!!!!!!!!!!! Praying for you!!!!!
Paula
Chesterfield, MO - Thursday, February 6, 2003 3:55 PM CST

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HAPPY 9 and "1/2" Birthday Alexandria!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We hope you have a WONDERFUL DAY!
Chanda & Jake
- Thursday, February 6, 2003 3:18 PM CST

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Happy half birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!It is a beautiful day for a party. It is snowing tiny angel feathers :) and they are beginning to stick to the trees! Hope this finds you feeling well and eating lots of cake and icecream. We will pray for you all. Have a good day! Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 2:38 PM CST

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Happy Half B-Day Alexandria!
Debby Roberts
- Thursday, February 6, 2003 2:17 PM CST

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Happy Half Birthday Alexandria! Enjoy your day!
Maria
NJ - Thursday, February 6, 2003 2:11 PM CST

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Happy Half Birthday, Alexandria! Have a lovely day.
Karen
Naples, FL - Thursday, February 6, 2003 1:49 PM CST

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Happy 1/2 Birthday Alexandria. I hope your day is filled with lots of love and happiness and of course, CAKE.
Lots of love,
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Thursday, February 6, 2003 1:44 PM CST

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Happy Half Birthday Alexandria! Have fun celebrating. Keeping you and your family close in thought and prayer.
Cindy
O'Fallon, MO - Thursday, February 6, 2003 1:39 PM CST

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Alexandria,

Happy half Birthday to you!! Have fun celebrating today! You and your family are in our prayers! Love Sheryl
Sheryl Andrasko
O'Fallon, MO USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 1:24 PM CST

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Alexandria, what a beautiful day with snow, snow, snow to have a birthday party!!! Wish we all could be there!
Aunt Nancy Kay
New Madrid, MO - Thursday, February 6, 2003 1:18 PM CST

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HAPPY 1/2 BIRTHDAY and greetings from Pennsylvania, ALEXANDRIA! Have a wonderful day with your family. You are in our prayers. We are suppossed to get snow tonight and my 3 kids will do their snow dance when they get home to make sure school is cancelled tomorrow!! Stay warm!


Love, thoughts and prayers, Melody
West Chester, Pa. - Thursday, February 6, 2003 1:18 PM CST

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Happy 1/2 Birthday!! What a special day! Prayers are headed your way!
Tammy Holston <tsholston@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 1:12 PM CST

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Happy Half Birthday - ENJOY!! Stay strong and feel the energy and prayers everyone is sending your way!
D Missbach
Wake Forest, NC - Thursday, February 6, 2003 1:06 PM CST

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Happy Half Birthday - ENJOY!! Stay strong and feel the energy and prayers everyone is sending your way!
D Missbach
Wake Forest, NC - Thursday, February 6, 2003 1:06 PM CST

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HAPPY 1/2 BIRTHDAY ALEXANDRIA!!! I made sure I had put it on my calendar for today so that I wouldn't forget. I hope you are feeling better today and that the pain is lessening. Keep up that feisty spirt of yours!! Love from Jefferson City, Missouri.
K. Holterman <karenh@mosers.org>
Jefferson City, MO USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 12:56 AM CST

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Have a wonderful birthday celebration today. I hope and pray that things go more your way. Keep the faith. Happy 9 1/2 Birthday to you, Alexandria. I bet you have some very creative ideas for your party. Have a great time.
Donna Landwehr
- Thursday, February 6, 2003 12:46 AM CST

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HAPPY 1/2 BIRTHDAY ALEXANDRIA!!!! We hope you have a wonderful celebration. We continue to pray.
The Pyle Family
- Thursday, February 6, 2003 12:41 AM CST

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HAPPY HALF BIRTHDAY! The sun is shining in Central New York, we have had so much snow that a sunny blue sky is a real treat. I AM PRAYING FOR YOU!!
Julie
- Thursday, February 6, 2003 12:29 AM CST

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Happy 1/2 Birthday!!!
The snow is falling here too. Isn't it refreshing? My prayers are that you will be granted the treatment you need and deserve. Can anyone in MN help you? Hugs.
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
Burnsville, MN - Thursday, February 6, 2003 12:18 AM CST

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I visit often, but have never signed your guest book. Your family is an inspiration and my best wishes are with you all.
Mary
Manchester , MO - Thursday, February 6, 2003 12:17 AM CST

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Hugs and kisses to you all!
Janice
- Tueday, February 4, 2003 7:06 PM CST

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Dear Alison, you and your family are a blessing to us all. Strange how things work, and our plans for the day or days become altered, and we think of it as a big inconveniance. When really it is not our will, but Gods will. Amazeing how everything works out. Sometimes it's just a feeling, just a hint to say "go the other way" and because you listened, you were spared being in a huge traffic jam or accident. God's at work constantly in our lives. Your trip to Duke is in Gods hands, he will steer you in the rite direction. So...keep us posted, we are anxiously waiting and praying. Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Tueday, February 4, 2003 4:18 PM CST

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It is always so amazing how God "gently" reminds us that is is HIS will and not ours. I pray for a safe and quick journey to Duke.
Judy T
- Tueday, February 4, 2003 2:51 PM CST

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Thank you for reminding us that God is in control and for teaching us to appreciate each day and each person in our lives!
Elaine R
St. Charles, MO - Tueday, February 4, 2003 2:00 PM CST

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That was precious. An answer from God. Alexandria I will pray that you don't feel pain either. Love, Tracy
Katia's page
Tracy Solomon
- Tueday, February 4, 2003 12:06 AM CST

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Alexandria,
Sending warm thoughts and many many prayers.
LOVE, The Compton's
Stephanie Compton <pscompton@peoplepc.com>
- Tueday, February 4, 2003 11:52 AM CST

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God's timing is perfect, but you knew that, didn't you?
Love,

Debbie Nagy
- Tueday, February 4, 2003 10:44 AM CST

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I hope that you will get to leave for Duke soon. I pray you will find the answers there that you and the rest of us are praying for.
Kathy
St. Peters , MO USA - Tueday, February 4, 2003 10:25 AM CST

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I hope that you will get to leave for Duke soon. I pray you will find the answers there that you and the rest of us are praying for.
Kathy
St. Peters , MO USA - Tueday, February 4, 2003 10:25 AM CST

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I hope that you will get to leave for Duke soon. I pray you will find the answers there that you and the rest of us are praying for.
Kathy
St. Peters , MO USA - Tueday, February 4, 2003 10:24 AM CST

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You are such a blessing to others!
Lee Ann
- Tueday, February 4, 2003 10:15 AM CST

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He is a on time God!!
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Tueday, February 4, 2003 9:17 AM CST

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We continue to await your arrival here in beautiful downtown Durham :)
It is a long and bumpy road but one that only God could have planned...Satan's plan is to detour us from the reat work that the Lord has laid out before us...I, like you, have only the utmost gratitude that He chose us...I, of course, have cryed out to my God to please allow me to take the pain and suffering in the place of my beautiful child...but somehow, I think I realize he is much more capable of handling that burden than I am...my talents lie elsewhere and I am honored that the Lord chooses to reveal small glimpses of His great plan to us every now and again...
You are a blessing...and your trials are not in vein...

1Peter 4:12-13
Dear friends, do not be surprised by the painful trial you are suffering as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overoyed when His glory is revealed'
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody (www.forcody.org) <codman@cox.net>
Duke University Medial Center, Rm: 5214 - Tueday, February 4, 2003 8:46 AM CST

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Alison, just read your last entry and as always, cannot stop the tears flowing down my face! I just can't tell you this enough: What an inspiration you have been. The feeding my soul receives whenever I read your entries. The way you describe your every day experiences with Alexandria, and looking at everything as such a blessing. I can't even begin to tell you what this has done to me, for me, and I'm sure I'm not just speaking for myself. God is using you and your family to get his message across, loud and clear! EVERYTHING in our lives is a gift from God, no matter what it may look like, or how it presents itself. God chose you to nurture our souls, through Alexandria and her illness. And he couldn't have picked a better person to do his work! Thank you Alison, for opening up your heart and pouring out your love to all of us. It is so greatly appreciated. Sending you healing, loving, blessed thoughts your way!
Lynn Imbesi <limbesi@optonline.net>
East Moriches, NY USA - Tueday, February 4, 2003 8:42 AM CST

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Just letting you know I've been here. I continue to be amazed with your entries. They are just such an awesome way to start my day. I will be praying for Alexandria's pain to be taken away and for all the plans to be made according to God's plan. God bless you all and the prayers will never cease!! With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Tueday, February 4, 2003 8:34 AM CST

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Just checking in again as I do everyday..couple of times a day :>) Praying her pain will lessen and soon you can be on your way to Duke and another miracle. I know that everyday with Alexandria is a miracle and a blessing.

Ann Goetzman <kjnqueen3@cox.net>
La - Tueday, February 4, 2003 8:01 AM CST

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Our prayers continue to come your way, wherever this note may find you. Thank you so much for continuing to share your journey with us. With all our love and prayers,
The Erusha Family
Ellisville, MO - Tueday, February 4, 2003 7:32 AM CST

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Hi guys- I'm so sorry Alexandria's in pain- no child should have to feel that. It must be so frustrating to not be at Duke yet. hang in there- I know Alexandria's half birthday is coming up very soon- have fun celebrating!! We'll be praying for swift resolution to the doctor problems and a safe , painless trip.
Melissa Day <melissaday@insightbb.com>
- Tueday, February 4, 2003 7:29 AM CST

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I am so happy you found your way here to Quilts of Love! hugs, love & prayers!

Angel Toto <totoofoz@cox.net>
Lyons, KS USA - Tueday, February 4, 2003 5:54 AM CST

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Hello Alexandria and family,

You now have even more people in your corner! We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers daily! Thank you for sharing your story with the rest of us. You are an amazing young lady! Keep up the great work!

With love,
The Bell family
Vern Bell <vbdafamilyman@attbi.com>
Denver, Co - Tueday, February 4, 2003 0:35 AM CST

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Praying for a restful night sleep for Alexandria and Mom. I am so glad that you pray to God when you are in pain Alexandria, He can help you get through it. Amen!
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
- Monday, February 3, 2003 10:58 PM CST

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Alexandria - so many people are touched by the level of your maturity at your young age, you are amazing. So many of us are praying for you honey, and your mom too - this must be so hard on your whole family. I hope you have a pain free night and you and your mom can get some rest.

Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Monday, February 3, 2003 10:41 PM CST

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We are just checking in on you all. We are praying that Alexandria's pain goes away soon. She is such a "trooper" through all that she has to endure! Please know that we think and pray for precious Alexandria (and your entire family) constantly throughout the day. God bless you.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
HamptonVA, VA - Monday, February 3, 2003 10:27 PM CST

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Alexandria, Alison, Grant and family, We want to let you know that we will keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Keep your faith in God.

Take care and God Bless
The Dummerth Family - Camp Sunrise Volunteers <pjdummie@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 10:24 PM CST

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Allison- thank you for sharing your journey with all of us! Through your witness of faith, we are all brought closer to our God! Thank you for sharing your pain, and know that it is uniting so many to God's Love! We continue to offer our prayers for healing, strength and comfort for the whole Haddock family! May God continue to send His grace to you!
The Sellenriek Family <shsellenriek@hotmail.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 10:09 PM CST

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Thinking of you and checking in. Just studied James 1:1-18 on Sunday. Your family kept coming to mind..if you get a chance, it is some awesome scripture. Praying for a safe and promising trip. The children's pictures are darling! Mrs. Nancy always tells me my daughter reminds her of Addison...I can see a resemblence in them! Take care!

Katy Davis
St. Peters, MO - Monday, February 3, 2003 9:52 PM CST

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I check your site often, as I see so many people do. I just wanted to wish you all a safe journey and as a parent of a cancer child too, you are clearly doing the BEST for your child. I admire your Faith and your persuit for Alexandria's cure. I pray she will have healing of the cancer. Your attitude is inspiring to me as I read your entries in the morning, it gives me perpespective on how to better deal with our situation given to us. Thank you.

Sincerely,

Sara Edwards
Sara Edwards <edwarto@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 8:34 PM CST

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Alison,
I saw your site on Gooch's site earlier. You have a truly amazing amount of support. With all of these people HOPING and PRAYING, you can't miss! Count my prayers in. God bless your family.
Billy Bruce <hollandkat@adelphia.net>
Ironton, OH - Monday, February 3, 2003 8:33 PM CST

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Dear Alison,
Now that I know you're on your way, I'm praying for a safe trip and that Dr. K is the miracle we've all been waiting for. You have an absolute army of people checking in and praying for you each day - you have changed people's thoughts, perspectives, faith, and the Haddock Ministry continues on. You have been called to serve, whether you know it or not! Your Dad is beaming! Love from us,
Pat <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Monday, February 3, 2003 8:16 PM CST

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Praying that you have a safe trip and find yet another miracle at Duke.


Jeff
- Monday, February 3, 2003 8:14 PM CST

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Praying, praying, and praying. Be safe on the journey.
If Michele needs any help, please tell her to give Sarah a call, so she could get a brake from time to time. Love to all. This is a blessing, this is Alexandria's journey for the cure. God bless you, you are a special girl.

The Johnsons, Gregg, Evelyn, Sarah & Adrianna
Evelyn Johnson
O'fallon, MO USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 7:40 PM CST

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May the Lord bring you safely to Duke and may He bless the work of Dr. K and her staff and bring Alexandria the healing she needs.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Monday, February 3, 2003 7:23 PM CST

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My thoughts, prayers and love are with you, your family and Michelle during your stay at Duke and at home. May Duke do many wonderful things for your dear angel. How very brave you all are. Everytime I see your mother in Cape she has always kept me informed. I cannot wait to hear how things go. Much love,
Edwina
Edwina Noffel Johnson <rowdey1@bellsouth.net>
Knoxville, Tennessee - Monday, February 3, 2003 6:34 PM CST

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You are in my prayers. I pray for a safe trip and I pray that Duke will be the answer to all of our prayers. Good luck.
Jami <jamstein@aol.com>
Billings, MT - Monday, February 3, 2003 6:27 PM CST

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Still keeping you and your family in my prayers.
Paula
Chesteerfield, MO - Monday, February 3, 2003 6:25 PM CST

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I'm here whenever you get here. Call me! In the meantime, know that I'm praying for you. I won't stop.
Khalita <khalita@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 3, 2003 5:28 PM CST

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Godspeed!! all the best for a safe, successful, fulfilling trip- be safe and strong!! We're thinking about you all of the time Alexandria!!!!!!
the Day family <melissaday@insightbb.com>
- Monday, February 3, 2003 5:05 PM CST

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MANY PRAYER WARRIORS ARE PRAYING FOR ALL OF YOU FROM NEW ALBANY FIRST CHURCH OF THE NAZARENE! THE PRAYER CHAIN GROWS MINUTE BY MINUTE FOR YOU ALEXANDRIA!
YOUR FRIENDS IN WESTERVILLE AND NEW ALBANY
NEW ALBANY, OH FRANKLIN - Monday, February 3, 2003 4:49 PM CST

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Haddocks, Hope you travel safe to Duke, you will be in our prayers, ALWAYS! Alexandria, we hope you like your new Dr's, I am sure they will like you! you will bring a ray of sunshine to Duke! take care and know your friends in Utah are thinking about you.
Tonya Lloyd <www.caringbridge.org/ut/amanda>
SLC, UT - Monday, February 3, 2003 4:44 PM CST

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Good Luck and be careful on your way to Duke! Alexandria your always in my thoughts!
Reva <Revalynn@hotmail.com>
Mesquite, TX USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 4:05 PM CST

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You are in my thoughts and prayers...I hope that this trip is the answer.....I will pray long and hard for you.....good luck!!
lori dietz <nevlor_2000@yahoo.com>
baldwin park, ca usa - Monday, February 3, 2003 3:06 PM CST

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Sending positive thoughts and many prayers your way. I check your website often and you are in my thoughts each day. As a mom of 3, teacher and breast cancer survior for 7 years - Alexandria you are my hero. Without ever meeting you, you and your wonderful family have taught me many lessons.


With love, thoughts and prayers, Melody
West Chester, Pa. - Monday, February 3, 2003 1:38 PM CST

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Dear Haddock Family,
We pray that this new path is one of new perspective and this Doctor will be your miracle. Youv'e been blessed with miracles before so We hope and pray you will get another. Stay strong, and faithful. YOu are all in our prayers.

The Bowman Family
- Monday, February 3, 2003 1:14 PM CST

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I hope that you have a safe trip to Duke and come home with wonderful news!
Merdith
- Monday, February 3, 2003 1:00 PM CST

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Praying for a safe trip today and Alexandria to have success and hope at Duke.
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Monday, February 3, 2003 12:47 AM CST

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I hope that your family has a safe trip. I pray for Alexandria's strength, health, and healing. May God bless you.
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 12:03 AM CST

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Praying for your safe trip and for Alexandria's healing!
Julie
- Monday, February 3, 2003 11:46 AM CST

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Grant, Alison, & Alexandria,
We wish you a safe trip full of miracles. We are very thankful for Dr. K & are hopeful that this is the long awaited answer to prayer. We will be praying for you here & also praying for Michelle & the rest of the children while you are away. God bless you on this journey
The Pyle Family
Ellisville, mo - Monday, February 3, 2003 11:17 AM CST

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Praying for your safe trip and much good care at Duke. Blessings on all of you. Love, The Morgans
Mary Morgan
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 11:05 AM CST

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Hi. I got your website from another caring bridge website. My 6 year old niece Samantha had a cord blood stem cell transplant at Duke for her rare form of leukemia. The doctors, nurses and family care specialists at Duke are so awesome. I will continue prayers for you. You can visit my nieces site http://www.caringbridge.com/nc/samw/ in case you want to ask my sister any questions about Duke.
Cathy LaMarre (alias Samantha's aunt Cathy) <lamarreca@irctt.com>
Boone, NC - Monday, February 3, 2003 9:59 AM CST

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Praying for good things to come your way. God Bless!
Cindy Wright
Sparta, Tennessee - Monday, February 3, 2003 9:55 AM CST

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Strong prayers are coming your way today in hopes that the doctors at Duke have good news for your family and Alexandria. Hope you made it safely. Keep the faith!!
K. Holterman <karenh@mosers.org>
Jefferson City, MO USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 9:49 AM CST

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just had two different thoughts pass through my brain. I know you and Alexandria are ready for Duke, but is Duke ready for you:):):)??? second thought, how frustrating for me in healthcare to see that it took over two years to get you into a new protocol. certainly ten times more frustrating for you. can remember the early days with you pleading for different protocol and traveling all over without success. guess that goes to show about God's timing. love to all,
cheryl <mommymouth@aol.com>
- Monday, February 3, 2003 9:35 AM CST

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Alison,Grant & Alexandria,
My thoughts and prayers are with you every step of the way !!
I love you guys !!!



Auntie Hayley <mommydanger@yahoo.com>
St. Louis, Mo USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 9:07 AM CST

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We are praying that Dr.K at Duke can help you. Many good thoughts and prayers to all of you today!
Sheila Jones (Green Pines Mom)
Wildwood, MO USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 8:34 AM CST

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Praying for you all!
Kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, - Monday, February 3, 2003 8:27 AM CST

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Alison, Grant, and Alexandria,
Good luck at Duke. I hope the atomsphere is friendly and loving. Sending and praying for Peace and Understanding to all of you.
All my love,
gelene
gelene lorentzen <gml2222@swbell.net>
- Monday, February 3, 2003 8:04 AM CST

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I'm sure by now you have arrived at Duke. I will be praying that Dr. Kurtzberg finds another treatment protocol that may help your daughter. Alexandria and ALL your Family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Anne Marie
- Monday, February 3, 2003 7:03 AM CST

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Hi, I followed a link to your website from Matt Haalemeir. Many prayers are being said for your whole family. I pray that you have found answers and your daughter is doing better.
Margie <gscrazy@juno.com>
Ft. Lewis, WA USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 2:02 AM CST

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Alison,
For once, someone else is up in the middle of the night. I woke up to pump Chloe full of Tylenol and she decided she was hungry and wanted to watch Barney. I'm giving her a couple of minutes to see if her fever goes down and then we are back to bed!

I originally thought I would like to thank you more privately for what you did today and realized you were leaving in the morning, I wouldn't have a chance. But this way I can thank you and let everyone know what you did in our time of need today. Chloe had a febrile seizure because of a high fever from the flu on Sunday afternoon. I look up from my family room floor amid paramedics and see your face. You are amazing with all you have going on, you came in and grabbed Chase and took him to your house while we rode in the ambulance with Chloe. WOW! There is no doubt the incredible strength God gives us, especially you and Grant at this time when you need it most. I know I learned something today from you and I hope this gives others a little something too. Thank you, thank you, thank you. We are all so lucky to have all of you Haddock's in our lives. You know we are praying for Alexandria and hope this trip is an answer to your prayers. Love, Tara
Tara Zanti
- Monday, February 3, 2003 1:58 AM CST

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Dear Alison, could you let us know if you will be writing in the guestbook daily or not, since your on the road and out of town, the waiting is making me crazy! You guys pop in and out of my head every few hours, then I sign on the computer to check for updates.....to find that there are none. I hope this is not a bad sign. I will try not to worry and instead pray for patience!!!!!!! Love and Prayers, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, Mo USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 0:51 AM CST

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Dear friends,
Hope you have made it safely to North Caroline. I will pray that the next few days go smoothly, and Alexandria will start some sort of treatment. Praying for peace, comfort and strength for all of you during this new phase of the journey. God loves you so much and He is good all the time.
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Sunday, February 2, 2003 10:27 PM CST

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Our prayers are with you on this next phase of your journey. We hope that all of your prayers are answered. Take care and know that there are many people praying and thinking of you all.
Viviani Family
St. Peters, MO USA - Sunday, February 2, 2003 9:24 PM CST

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Dear Alison,Grant and Alexandria,
Hope you find all of the answers at Duke. We are praying for you.
Doug, Jane, Andy and Ryan Sheats
- Sunday, February 2, 2003 8:44 PM CST

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Dear Alison, Grant & Alexandria,
We're praying for a safe trip to Duke and that the miracle everyone has been praying for will be found there. Wish there was more we could do from here, but know that we continue to pray daily for all of you. Love & a big hug for Alexandria.
Pat <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Sunday, February 2, 2003 8:15 PM CST

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hoping you're in North Carolina by now and wheels are in motion for Alexandria- strength in numbers- lots of people are behind you holding you up. Take care-
the Day family <melissaday@insightbb.com>
Fishers, IN - Sunday, February 2, 2003 7:16 PM CST

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Dear Alison, I was thinking about you yesterday, and your traveling to North Carolina to Duke. I have a brother that lives not to far from Duke. I looked it up on the computer and from my house to Duke is 852 miles, taking 13 hours approximately. And your house is about 40 minutes from mine so I know you have a long trip ahead of you!!!! I will pray for a safe roadtrip, and for your sister also who will need extra patiece taking care of all those children. I took care of my sisters four and my own four for 17 days, ages 11 and down. We got very organized and did fine. Prayers go out to you and your family. Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler
Winfield, MO - Sunday, February 2, 2003 7:10 PM CST

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Lots of lurkers today!
Pat
Colorado - Sunday, February 2, 2003 7:04 PM CST

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Alexandria, my niece Julene Tojo and her mother asked me to pray for you some time ago and you have been in my prayers ever since. I have three other people in my prayers with Luekemia, Jason who is 16, Ellie who is 8 and my brother-in-law Jim who is 58. God bless you sweetie today and always.
Joann Vaile <joannvaile@aol.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Sunday, February 2, 2003 5:36 PM CST

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Keeping you in thoughts and prayers.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Sunday, February 2, 2003 3:31 PM CST

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We will praying extra hard theses next couple days. God Bless you with traveling mercies!

Hugs,
Lynn
PA - Sunday, February 2, 2003 11:03 AM CST

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Good thoughts, great hopes, and mountains of prayers will cover you all the way from St. Louis to Duke University.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, - Sunday, February 2, 2003 9:32 AM CST

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DEAR HADDOCK FAMILY,
Sending tons of HOPE, PRAYERS, THOUGHTS, AND LOVE your way. I am so glad that you know of Khalita. She called and prayed with me for my son Colby. She will help get you all thru this. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(jack-colby's daddy forever and ever)
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby
Uniontown, PA USA - Sunday, February 2, 2003 8:50 AM CST

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I want you to know that your family has touched many lives and you are in my prayers. God bless you and I pray that this trip is the answer to those prayers.
amy
- Sunday, February 2, 2003 8:21 AM CST

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Alison, Grant and Alexandria, We're praying for a safe trip and God's continuing miracle in your lives. Thanks for your beautiful witness. Pastor Gary
Gary Myers
- Sunday, February 2, 2003 7:20 AM CST

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thoughts and prayers to you and your family!! continue to be strong!
Erica
worthington, MN - Sunday, February 2, 2003 1:36 AM CST

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Hi Alexandria,
I like the new pictures of you with your mom and you with the younger children. And the hat is great! My daughter also loves to wear hats like that. I hope everything goes well at Duke. I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy Haws <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Sunday, February 2, 2003 1:16 AM CST

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Have a safe trip.. Loving thoughts & prayers your way always!
Love, Gwen Scott
- Sunday, February 2, 2003 0:38 AM CST

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I would love for you and your family to visit our site and see if we could do this for you? love Angel Toto

Toto <totoofoz@cox.net>
Lyons, KS USA - Saturday, February 1, 2003 11:58 PM CST

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Thinking of you all tonight as you face the next phase of this journey! YOU all are so BRAVE! God Speed! Love, Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton www.caringbridge.org/fl/robertmitchel
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 10:29 PM CST

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Alison, Grant & Alexandria,
Have a safe trip. I pray that the doctor at Duke has the answers. Addison, Hunter, & Hayden will miss you, but they will be okay. Sounds like they have a wonderful, loving Aunt to take care of them. Take care. We are thinking of you.
The Little family (Debbie, Jeff, Caleb & Cameron) <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN - Saturday, February 1, 2003 9:19 PM CST

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Alison, Grant and Alexandria,
We pray for you to have a safe and satisfying trip. We pray that Hunter, Hayden and Addison are understanding and even helpful to their Aunt Michele. Which I'm sure they will be just fine!! Alexandria will brighten up DUKE!!, make many more new friends, no matter how long she is there. It seems like she is an instamatic friend to everyone she encounters. They will love her there. Have a safe trip.
Sharyn Duncan
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 8:00 PM CST

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May this trip be like going to the end of the rainbow but instead of finding a pot of gold-may you find the cure for Alexandria. Continued prayers for your entire family.
Ali <ali978@msn.com>
O'Fallon, Mo - Saturday, February 1, 2003 8:00 PM CST

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Alison, Grant and Alexandria,
I hope you have a safe trip and find the answers we have all been praying for. Keep up your strength and courage and try to find humor anywhere you can. Michelle, we now have you on the prayer list as well sweetie. Good luck with all the little tots!!! It sounds like you will have a lot of support. With Love,
Kathy VdV
Maryville, MO - Saturday, February 1, 2003 7:08 PM CST

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Hi Aunt Michele
We are thinking about you and your family everyday at the YMCA. Your sister is an amazing person..and so are you.I think you and your husband are just wonderful and the kids are blessed to have such support. I pray Dr. K can do everything possible to return Alexandria to good health. Wishing you and everyone the best.
Love, Eileen
Alexandria..Molly asks every day how her "leukemia girlfriend" is doing. I told her you are on your way to see a wonderful doctor who is going to help you. She said .."great..can we go visit her when she is feeling better?" I think that would be fun ...don't you??? You two would have a good ol time chatting about "Give kids the world." Molly says that your hat is the absolute best. She wants one just like it at Easter time.
All our hopes and prayers are coming to you tonight! Your neighbors in NJ..Molly and family
Eileen Healy <FitNJpro@aol.com>
Waldwick, NJ USA - Saturday, February 1, 2003 6:58 PM CST

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Another blessing to have a clear and sunny day to start off your travel rather than rain or snow or ice, May you arrive safely, and may the Lord bring success to yur journey and grant Alexandria the healing she needs.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Saturday, February 1, 2003 5:31 PM CST

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Hi Haddocks, Just a note to let you know that I am praying for you so much, and I strongly have faith that Alexandria will come through and prove to all of us that our prayers are working. Alison, i hope that you and Alexandria have a safe trip and i pray that the doctors will come through. Also, if you ever want me to come over and play with the kids, I would be MORE than happy to. You can call my family any time you need anything. God Bless, KT
~Katie Vollmayer~ <kav1113@earthlink.net>
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 4:32 PM CST

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Good luck in Duke! This could be it! God bless!
Varsha <pinknovember124@aol.com>
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 4:29 PM CST

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Prayers for a safe trip and praying for the wisdom of the doctor's to cure Alexandria. I am always at home with my kids so if your sister needs a break please let her know we are here. Brennan thinks your boys are really cool especially with those swords:)
Jennifer Mobarak
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 4:13 PM CST

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Dear Alison, Happy trails to you, may your drive to Duke be calming and peaceful! I hope you and Alexandria share many enjoyable moments en route. We will pray for you. Love , Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Saturday, February 1, 2003 4:11 PM CST

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I will be praying contantly for you and your whole family! God bless!
Jessica Smithson <jessica_smithson@tayloru.edu>
Fort Wayne, IN USA - Saturday, February 1, 2003 3:55 PM CST

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Our prayers go with you on your "quest for a cure"...Have a safe trip.
Marsha Job
Scott City , MO - Saturday, February 1, 2003 3:21 PM CST

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Dear Haddock Family,
I have linked to your website through my niece, Kristan's. My sister-in-law, Lee Ann, often speaks of Alexandria and her family and keeps us posted (and we pray.) I'm glad I finally get to see your webpage and put faces to the names. What a happy bunch of children you all have. Alexandria, I love the hat. :-)
I will continue to pray for you all (and for the doctors, too)-- especially for strength, courage and wisdom for your entire family as you all continue on your "quest for the cure." May God's peace be with you always.
Together in prayer--
Misti Laws <misti@sonburntbytua.com>
Jackson, MO - Saturday, February 1, 2003 2:56 PM CST

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We will keep you in our prayers as you travel- God Bless You all.
The Vena's
Overland Park, KS - Saturday, February 1, 2003 2:13 PM CST

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God Bless, Godspeed...Praying really hard in CT!!
Jacqueline, Nicholas and David
CT - Saturday, February 1, 2003 2:01 PM CST

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I am so sorry, we are all praying for her.
Thank goodness you have a sister willing and able to help.
Siblings - of the kids and parents - are the unsung supporters through all of this.

Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Saturday, February 1, 2003 1:20 PM CST

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Praying hard for your family. May you have a safe and successful trip.
Love,
Dana, Zackie's mom Dx JMML BMT 10/04/01
www.caringbridge.org/nj/zachayd
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 12:46 AM CST

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Prayers, Prayers and more Prayers that you will get the miracle for your baby...... Prayers of strength for you also.
My Love and God's Love
Deneen
Mom to Tiffanie Salvadia Forever
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie


Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@aol.com>
Enola, PA USA - Saturday, February 1, 2003 11:30 AM CST

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Dear Haddocks,
I was so thankful yesterday when Khalita wrote me and said she would be there to meet you and assist you. I have no doubt she will be of great help and give you great hope. "Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see" Heb. 11:1 I have faith that God's will is going to be fulfilled at Duke and hope the miracle Alexandria deserves will be given to her. God speed and God bless.
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Saturday, February 1, 2003 11:27 AM CST

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Hope and determination will get you through. Godspeed on your journey.
Kristine
Clayton, MO - Saturday, February 1, 2003 10:12 AM CST

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Have a safe trip and I hope you find your miracle at Duke.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 9:51 AM CST

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Have a safe journey! We "hope" this is the answer needed to get Alexandria well again! Thank you for your daily lessons they teach us all so much about life. We will be praying for all of you! Love, Cat & Richie Borkowski
Cat Borkowski
Shoreham, NY - Saturday, February 1, 2003 9:43 AM CST

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Alexandria, you'll have so many new friends to meet at Duke M.C.! They will love your sweet personality - and just think, even more people for you to inspire with your strength - maybe more of God's plan? Have a safe trip. We'll be praying....
Julene, Tom, Jordan, Jenna
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 9:13 AM CST

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Alexandria, you'll have so many new friends to meet at Duke M.C.! They will love your sweet personality - and just think, even more people for you to inspire with your strength - maybe more of God's plan? Have a safe trip. We'll be praying....
Julene, Tom, Jordan, Jenna
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 9:13 AM CST

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All of your caringbridge friends are praying for you. Safe travels!
Karen
Naples, FL - Saturday, February 1, 2003 9:00 AM CST

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We continue to pray for your family and will say an extra pray for Michelle. Good luck on your trip. Be safe.
Jeanine Riendeau <jrien0512@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO usa - Saturday, February 1, 2003 8:31 AM CST

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God Bless and Lots of Prayer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to you and Michelle and all!
Tanda
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 8:07 AM CST

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Continued prayers for a safe journey to Duke. This could be the answer.
Judy V
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 7:51 AM CST

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God Bless you All
D-
Pittsburgh, - Saturday, February 1, 2003 7:40 AM CST

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I haven't posted before, but have started checking on your family in the last 2 weeks. I am amazed by the courage and strength that you are all showing- and I will pray that you get the answers you need at Duke. Stay strong!
Sally <vetsally@aol.com>
Charleston, SC - Saturday, February 1, 2003 7:07 AM CST

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I am so hopeful for you all and overwhelmed with so many feelings. Admiration, sadness (that it had to come to this), gratitude ( for the fact that your sister is going to watch all the kids), excitement ( that this may be what Alexandria needs ), worry, etc. You get the picture- you're going off into the unknown and we all want this to work out for your baby girl. I don't really know you, but I feel like I do, and I want desperately for your daughter to come home well and have a long, happy, life. We wish you the best of luck, medical science, care,and strength to get through this next step. If there's anything we can do, please ask. We continue to pray and like the good doctors said in your quote- HOPE.
Melissa Day <melissaday@insightbb.com>
Fishers, IN - Saturday, February 1, 2003 7:04 AM CST

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We will be praying for all of you. Have a safe trip. Keep us posted when you can. Give that sweet girl a big hug from all of us out here wishing we were there to help you.
Much Peace and God Bless
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Saturday, February 1, 2003 7:02 AM CST

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Have a safe trip! I am praying really hard for that miracle for Alexandria!

Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Saturday, February 1, 2003 6:50 AM CST

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Godspeed!
We love you!
You will never be alone, not in a million years!
Janice Frisella
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 5:59 AM CST

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You and your children will never be alone for God will be with you. Even when you cannot feel Him (as I have experienced recently), He is there. I am continuing to intercess for you and rejoice you are taking this leap of faith. travel safely and update the site frequently!!!
cheryl <mommymouth@aol.com>
- Saturday, February 01, 2003 at 12:44 AM (CST)

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Have a safe trip, my dears. Our thoughts and prayers will stay with family both at Duke and home in Missouri.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Saturday, February 01, 2003 at 12:03 AM (CST)

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Alison: Have a safe and happy (snack-filled) trip to Duke (you might want to do an internet search to find all the Taco Bells and Fazoli's on the way :). I can so relate to your worries about your other children. I have a son whom I miss terribly and only see on Saturdays (luckily we're only 2 1/2 hours from home). You're all in my prayers.
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 11:53 PM (CST)

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I will be keeping you in my prayers.... Dr K is an excellent Dr. I am only 40 minutes from Duke, so please feel free to email me if you need to talk or anything, or ask Emily (she's the child life spec)and she will be able to get intouch with me.
Kayleigh's Mommy
Sandi <SieraHaze@aol.com>
Clayton, NC - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 11:18 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant-Blessings to you all. Have a safe journey and as always, you'll be in my prayers. Love to Michelle.
Jenni
Jenni Burford
Bentonville, AR - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 11:07 PM (CST)

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Onward to another part of your journey. I will pray that Dr. K will be able to do more. Loving thoughts and prayers to you all, always.
Love, Gwen Scott
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 10:40 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, Hi there, you don't know me but I came across your page and wanted to let you know I will say a special prayer for you. Hang in there and stay strong. May God bless you and your family.
Amber
Sioux Falls, SD - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 10:38 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison, i guess i am a worry wort, not seeing an entry from you for today, Friday, leaves me worried and wondering? Sorry, like most moms', it comes naturally. I can only guess that you are busy packing and planning your trip. I hope you and your sweetie Alexandria are feeling ok. We will be praying for a miracle healing by this new doctor, may she have the knowledge to cure Alexandria. Love and Prayers, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Fackerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 10:21 PM (CST)

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Hi there!
I'm friends with Kalie and her family. Chalk up one more prayer warrior on your team! God bless!

jan livingstone (Andy's mom forever)
IL - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 09:29 PM (CST)

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Alexandria;

Hang in there sweetie, you're one in a million. You are blessed with a family that loves you sooo much. You are a gift. Love and prayers, Dianne
Dianne Roth <www.caringbridge.org/mo/jackiesjourney>
Cape Gir, MO - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 09:26 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant,
Your strength is amazing and I pray for a safe journey as you travel to Duke. That "quest for the CURE" -- how creative, may it be just that. Our continued prayers are with you all. Keep the faith and lean on God, our ROCK!
Kelley Johnson <kjtaxi4kids@msn.com>
Westerville, OH Franklin - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 08:42 PM (CST)

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Alison & Grant,
I hope Alexandria's counts from today are better. I'll be praying that Dr. K has a solution for her. Hang in there.

Debbie Reynolds
Wildwood, MO USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 06:55 PM (CST)

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Our best thoughts, hopes and prayers go with you on your latest journey for Alexandria's healing. We're also praying for Dr. K to have the magic answers for you.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 06:34 PM (CST)

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My family and I pray blessings for all of you, especially Alexandria, that God will be glorified in your lives and all of your struggles. We pray for your strength and hope. God is good all the time.
Joel Heidbreder <jmheid@monsanto.com>
O'Fallon, - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 06:16 PM (CST)

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What a beautiful girl! Where did you get those beautiful eyes? You look like your Grandpa Johnny. Our thoughts and prayers are with you always. Love, Joella H. Jones
Joella Jones <jojones@sheltonbbs.com>
New Madrid, MO - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 06:06 PM (CST)

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I pray that God will give Dr.K at Duke the wisdom and knowledge to help Alexandria. If I have learned anything by being with my best friend dealing with her daughter's cancer is there is always hope. Keep up the faith. God is always with you.

Take care and I will praying that you also have a safe trip to Duke.
Patti Taylor
Kings Mtn, NC USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 05:40 PM (CST)

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Dr. K sounds like a very special Doctor, perfect for treating a very special girl. Our prayers are with you!
Love,
The Balkenbusch's
Nancy, Gary, Jake and Katie
Ellisville, MO - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 05:25 PM (CST)

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I pray Duke holds all the answers for Alexandria. My daughter, Chandler, comes home from school everyday and asks if Alexandria is feeling better. We will continue praying even harder now.
Connie Gericke
O'Fallon, - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 05:17 PM (CST)

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I read your journal entries and I am amazed at your strength and courage. You are a very forgiving and non grudge holding person. I would not be reacting as you are. It makes me realize that it is possible to live life to the fullest. It makes me want to do so. Thank you for being so inspiring to me.
Allison
Columbia , MO - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 05:10 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant,
We are praying that Dr. K will give Alexandria the help she needs. Have a safe trip...
Nancy, Dave and Elizabeth Dalton
Nancy
Wildwood, Mo - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 05:04 PM (CST)

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I have just finished reading your daily entries. I wanted you to know that your daughter will be on my daily prayer list. I will pray that God will give her strength everyday as well as strength for her parents and her whole family. She sounds like an amazing little girl. Refuse to lose.
Gail Prouse <RGProuse@aol.com>
Ocean City, MD USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 04:57 PM (CST)

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I know you would walk to the ends of the earth for your child and there is no better gift to give to her. If there is anything you need, please don't hesitate. Have a safe trip and we look forward to your return.
Your in our thoughts and prayers.
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 04:40 PM (CST)

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So glad you are going to Duke and praying Dr.K can give help with your 'quest for a cure'... praying for it!!!
Nancy Hunter Moore
New Madrid, MO - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 04:34 PM (CST)

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Good luck in this new direction. We will keep Alexandria in our thoughts and daily prayers.
Tracey
Ballwin, MO - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 03:43 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family.
I am praying SO HARD that Dr. K. at Duke will be able to do something for Alexandria. I went online and looked at some articles about Dr. K and cord blood transplantation. We all will do the praying and Dr. K can do the rest! Our hopes are your hopes..you are surrounded by a whole lot of love and best wishes.
Eileen and Molly <fitNJpro@aol.com>
Waldwick, NJ USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 03:04 PM (CST)

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Dearest Alexandria and Family,
Our Prayers are with always!!!
Chris Ullrich (Bella's Grammy) <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
Hemingford, Ne USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 02:12 PM (CST)

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Still praying for you, girl! Keep on hangin' on! Don't give up hope!
Julie Perrey
St. Charles, MO USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 02:11 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock's-Safe travels and all our best as you continue with Alexandria's journey to Duke. We hope and pray Dr. K will help find the quest you are seeking.
The McTearnen's
Wildwood, MO - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 01:33 PM (CST)

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Praying that you have a safe trip and that the doctor at Duke is able to help. Your courage and determination are inspiring to everyone.
Maria
NJ - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 01:25 PM (CST)

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Right here with you all the way. Praying for a miracle. I have not let up.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 01:12 PM (CST)

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I am amazed every time I read your page. You are honest and so completely open. God is being glorified everyday through your family. I confess that I have no comprhension of your struggle, but it is so evident by your faithfulness to God and your family you all are touching many lives for the glory of His kingdom. Our prayers con't for Alexandria,your 3 other children and your marriage. Peace to you this day
Dawn Westrich
Wentzville, Mo. - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 12:41 PM (CST)

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I pray that the good Doctor at Duke holds the answer to all our prayers!
Judy T
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 12:35 PM (CST)

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I will continue to pray for all of you as you seek out what is best for Alexandria. As you have said, there is always hope.

"But they who hope in the Lord will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles, they will run and not be weary, they will walk and not faint."
Isaiah 40:31

Praying unceasingly,
Elizabeth Goodwin
Elizaeth Goodwin <www.caringbridge.org/wa/aidangoodwin>
Richland, WA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 12:29 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks,
I am sure you are doing the right thing taking Alexandria to Duke. There are some drs who have more knowledge and better ways of dealing with certain cancers and what stage they are in. I will give you an example that happened to my husband and me almost 19 years ago. He had a very aggressive cancer and we were told the hospital at Indiana University(Indianapolis) was the best place for him to have surgery and be treated. The "supposed" expert for his type of cancer and situation was at Indiana. Of course, we chose to have everything done there instead of here in St. Louis, where they did not seem to know exactly what would be best for him. As I said earlier, it will be 19 yrs. this summer, he is a cancer survivor!! I believe if we had not chosen to go to Indiana he would not be here today. I only told you that to give you some "additional" hope that this Dr. at Duke may be the answer. I will pray that she is and that God will give her the wisdom to know exactly what protocol is right for Alexandria. You ARE doing the right thing. Do not ever stop trying to save Alexandria's life. God gave you this precious daughter to defend and protect to YOUR dying breath. I will pray for you to have a safe trip and that you have many around you to support you as your family divides across the country. God speed and God bless.
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@earthlink.net>
Manchester, MO - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 12:23 PM (CST)

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Another journey is ahead of you. Know that so many people are praying for a safe & MIRACULOUS trip. May God work miracles through Dr. K & keep you safe during this next journey. We will be praying! You are the most wonderful parents & Alexandria is such a remarkable child--an amazing child of God! With Love,
The Pyle Family
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 11:46 AM (CST)

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Sending more prayers your way!
Ann O'Neil
San Diego, CA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 11:31 AM (CST)

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Just want to say hello and let you know that we are praying for Alexandria.
Doug, Jane, Andy and Ryan Sheats
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 10:59 AM (CST)

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Alexandria,
You are so great! You are such an inspiration to us all. I fills my heart to hear that you are living, laughing and loving. We all could learn from you.
Mom and Dad, ABSOLUTELY do all that you can do. I am right there with you. I would do exactly the same. Thank God for the oncologist that is going to take over. We meet people for a reason, and she is defintely a blessing in your life. Take care and I'll be checking back. Praying for you every day.
Debbie Little <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 10:47 AM (CST)

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I am praying for you all on your trip. And you are absolutely right in doing all you can for Alexandria. Maybe this doctor is just what Alexandria needs. I am certainly praying that it is.

Do not be afraid or discouraged. The battle is not yours, but God's. Stand firm and see the deliverance the lord will give you. Do not be afraid or discouraged. The Lord will be with you.
2 Chronicles 20:15, 17

God bless you,
Tara
Tara Zanti <Tzanti@charter.net>
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 10:04 AM (CST)

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We're praying that Duke will have the positive results we've all been hoping to hear!
The Tojo's
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 09:50 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison - sending more love and prayers for your family and your precious daughter.
Gloria McShane, mother of Maximilian, 18, T-ALL with CNS <gmcshane@btinternet.com>
Richmond, North Yorkshire, England - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 09:37 AM (CST)

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Hi- just checking in to say Hi and wish you all the best at Duke. Pete just called from his layover in St. Louis and was thinking about you all. I hope you have a good weekend.
Melissa Day <melissaday@insightbb.com>
Fishers, IN - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 09:28 AM (CST)

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I will continue to pray for you Alexandria!!! Have a safe trip to Duke University and thank you so much for sharing your faith.
Paula
Chesterfield, MO - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 09:23 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Grant, We are praying for a safe and miraculous trip for you to Duke. Leaving no "stone unturned" is exactly what we all would do. We will also be praying for Hunter, Hayden, Addison, Michelle, Ethan, and Austin. Michelle will be here holding down the fort and we all will pitch in to help. God Bless you all. Tammy
Tammy Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 09:22 AM (CST)

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Our prayers go with you on your trip :) Sounds like Dr. K could be the answer to many prayers. Be safe and strong!
Nina
Manchester, MO - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 09:05 AM (CST)

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Just thinking about you Alexandria! Cute smiling sunshine faces, they look just like you!!! Thanks for making me smile this morning.
Sharyn Duncan
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 08:51 AM (CST)

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Dr. K is awesome we have been under her care for a little while now and I am truly impressed with her abilities...I am confident that if it can be done she can do it...I pray that the Lord will bless your family with peace adn understanding and that you find the healing here that you are so desperately looking for...Alexandria is a miracle and she is God's creation...He will always be with her and you and your entire family...stay strong in Him...we will keep you in our prayers...See you soon...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody (www.forcody.org) <codman@cox.net>
Duke University Medial Center, Rm: 5214 - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 08:45 AM (CST)

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Godspeed in your journey to Duke and Dr. K. --- she's brilliant. The very, very best wishes to you and your family on this latest journey.
Kristine
Clayton, MO - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 08:26 AM (CST)

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God always opens the doors for us, just when the doctors closed it here, he opened it for Alexandria somewhere else.
If there is anything we can do for you, please let me know.
Be safe on your journey and know that you are covered with God's love and healing. Your are such a inspiration, Alexandria. I will continue to pray for you and your family
and your cancer free body. You continue to amaze those who you have touched their lives. Love to you and your family.
I pray this journey is the cure.
Evelyn, Gregg, Sarah and Adrianna Johnson
Evelyn Johnson <gecsa@aol.com>
O Fallon, MO USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 08:25 AM (CST)

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We are praying for you! Travel safe, this doctor sounds like a wonderful person! God Bless! Cat
Cat Borkowski
Shoreham, NY - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 08:08 AM (CST)

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If Dr.K at Duke is Dr. Joanne Kurtzberg, she is wonderful!!! She is the doctor that offered my friends HOPE for their son that has MPSIII-A by doing a cord blood transplant. May God continue to guide you on this journey and give you strength.
Michele
Northport, AL - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 08:02 AM (CST)

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We'll all be praying for you on your "quest for the cure" - have a safe trip!
Kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, Mo - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 07:55 AM (CST)

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We will pray that Duke University and their doctors can help Alexandria.
Don, Pam, Elizabeth & Joey Ludwinski
Wildwood, MO USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 07:46 AM (CST)

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I am praying for you every nitght Alexanderia! I am thinking good thoughts about your tests today. Keep your chin up and remember Jesus loves you.
Ryan Jones ( 3rd Grader Green Pines )
Wildwood, Mo USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 07:39 AM (CST)

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You continue to be in our prayers and on our hearts. We will be here for you you as you continue to to be on your "Quest for a Cure" God Bless each of you as you travel. Know we are out here and in full prayer form for you!
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 07:32 AM (CST)

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I'm not usually here in the morning, but have a family commitment tonight and didn't want to let the day go by without sending thoughts and prayers for Alexandria and your family. Your faith in the Lord is inspiring. May he continue to sustain you and bring Alexandria the healing she needs.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 07:08 AM (CST)

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Praying, Praying, Praying...
A friend of a friend
Wake Forest, NC - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 07:04 AM (CST)

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Our prayers will follow you wherever you go. You are doing all you can. You are such good parents!
God will continue to bless Alexandria and you. Thank you for sharing her with us and touching so many of our lives.
Coach K and Dr. K all at Duke! You're in good hands.
Love,

The Erushas <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 06:44 AM (CST)

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Praying that Dr. K will find a way to help cure Alexandria. Good luck on your journey. My prayers,as always, will be with you and your family.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 03:27 AM (CST)

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What a blessing that you all have found Dr. Kurtzberg .... what a remarkable, brilliant doctor ... a true "angel" on earth. When we first started following children's journey's, through CaringBridge, they were all Duke patients. This has been years ago and we have read, on their websites, about all the things she has done (there was also an article in People Magazine about her cord blood transplants). She definitely gives hope to those who have run out of other options.

Please know that we are praying without ceasing for precious Alexandria! We hold your family close to our hearts. God bless you all.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 11:14 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant,

No matter what the future holds always remember....
"When you have walked to the edge of all the light there is, and step into the darkness before you, remember, one of two things will happen. There will be solid ground for you to stand on, or God will teach you how to fly."

May God bless each of you as you continue this journey.
Your children are beautiful! And even though I don't know you I can see the love they have for each other in their eyes in the new picture. Thank you for sharing them with all of us. I wish there was more I could do to help.

Love,
Your e-mail friend
Linda (Camp SAM)


Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 11:04 PM (CST)

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Never give up hope, too many people are praying for her.
She deserves every possible chance after all she has been through
Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 10:45 PM (CST)

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God is going ahead you and preparing the way.....Keep on keeping on with the faith.
Ann P. Goetzman <kjnqueen3@cox.net>
Saint Amant, LA United States of America - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:48 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant: What a blessing that the Lord has led you to this doctor at Duke who is willing to see Alexandria and investigate the possibilities. May the Lord continue to watch over and sustain your strengths and may He bring Alexandria the healing she needs.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:44 PM (CST)

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I loved your smiling sunshine. It sure sent a message of hope and courage. You are amazing people. Best of luck on your journey to Duke. All of our prayers will follow you there.
Viviani Family
St. Peters, Mo USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:42 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Grant,
Godspeed as you go to Duke. It sounds like this Dr. K is great.
You two have always done what is best for Alexandria. We will pray for a safe trip and for good news.
Doug, Jane, Andy and Ryan Sheats
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:32 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison & Grant,
Leave no stone unturned - yes, you are doing the absolute right thing for Alexandria - no regrets. We continue to pray for all of you and now those prayers will include the doctors at Duke and a medical miracle. Have a safe trip and know so many people will be going with you in spirit. Your strength continues to amaze all. Love from us,
Pat <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:15 PM (CST)

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Alison - I'm so glad you found Dr.K! Here is a link to a child who just loves her: http://www.caringbridge.org/nc/austinprice - I "adopted" him from Gooch's site.
We'll be praying for your safe trip, but most of all for your precious little girl! Lots of Love!
Sheri ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/la/cameron <shershep@ivillage.com>
Lafayette, LA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:13 PM (CST)

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Alison: I'm so glad you've found Dr. K (she's one of the best for sure)! She's daring and it pays off in her work. I'm so hopeful that she, with GOD's guidance will find a cure for Alexandria.
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:03 PM (CST)

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God Bless you...I hope you find your miracle at Duke. The doctor sounds like a true pioneer in medicine. Let me know if there is anything I can do for you in preparation for your trip or while you are away.
Ann Newsham
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:02 PM (CST)

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I would do no less than you are. My prayers go with you to Duke
Debby Roberts
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:37 PM (CST)

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Love to all and you are in our prayers in Pittsburgh. Hey, we are the Mt. Lebanon Blue Devils rooting for you as you go to the home of the Duke Blue Devils.
A Lebo friend
Mt. Lebanon, PA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:25 PM (CST)

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To the Haddocks,all of my love and prayers are with all of you every second of the day. God bless and my prayers are with you. Goodluck on your new quest next week. Please accept my hugs and love. Sherry & family
Sherry Zgiet (Dr.Cernik's secretary) <kitsherry@netzero.net>
St. Ann, MO USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:15 PM (CST)

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Alison, once again you amaze me with your strength. As a parent of a child with cancer, I put myself in your shoes,and I would do whatever it took to save my child,just like you and Grant are doing. I pray this Dr. at Duke will be able to help Alexandria! she is amazing! and so are you! Take care! we are with you on "the quest for a cure!
Tonya LLoyd <www.caringbridge.org/ut/amanda>
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:10 PM (CST)

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PRAYING FOR YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!
Julie
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:08 PM (CST)

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Let me know what you need while you're here and I'll get it for you--a free place to stay, care for your other children, food, a car to drive while here, a ride to/from the airport. I'll email you my numbers. Please let me help wherever I can and of course I'll come pray with you if you want as well. I told you--Dr. K is awesome. She's honest, straightforward and VERY, VERY smart. We're talking about the woman who pioneered Cord Blood transplants. Welcome to our Duke world--we have several mottos you can embrace...one by the late Jimmy V. - "don't give up, don't ever give up", one for the kids - "kids rule", one for everyone - "at Duke, there is hope". I love you guys and can't wait to see you. Blessings and in the meantime, know that I am continuing to pray hard. I have to tell you, last night as I was praying, this is exactly what I asked God for--that Dr. K would get back to you today and would be able to tell you that she's willing to try. I prayed this over and over as I fasted and prayed for Alexandria to hold on long enough for whatever the protocol is. Praise God for His faithfulness in answering us. I love you guys!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:08 PM (CST)

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To click on the website and see smiling sunshines made my heart leap with hope. Your outlook is absolutely inspiring and I wholeheartedly agree with your excellent decision to go to Duke. As long as Alexandria is full of spirit and life, you must never give up. She is amazing, and is so lucky to have been born to you ( and vice versa of course :) ) I'm so happy that there are still options and that she is feeling ok. We're praying and praying and praying for you all.
Melissa Day <melissaday@insightbb.com>
Fishers, IN - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:05 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family,
Our prayers are ever strong for your family. Be safe in your travels and we will also pray for a safe trip. I hope you feel the many hugs we are sending your way. You are right, God sends people into our lives for a reason. Look at how many people Alexandria has touched, He has sent her into so many peoples' lives it is unbelievable. I hope Dr. K will provide you with what you need so you can continue to make the best decisions for Alexandria and your family.
Love in Christ,
The Brooks Family
Angela,Jeff, Robyn and Mitchell
Angela <amlb36@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO 63366-6839 - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:04 PM (CST)

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Leave no stone untouched .. you do what you need to do. Loving thoughts and prayers continue your way as always. Kiss and hug for Alexandria for me.
Love, Gwen Scott
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 07:55 PM (CST)

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What a beautiful young girl! I, too, have a child with ALL and we are fast approaching his last days of the three years of chemo and my heart absolutely goes out to you and your family! We are on the upswing of our terribly long journey and our prayers are that we may never hear the word relapse. I am so sorry that your daughter has had to deal with any of this and you are so right...no child should ever have to know the words methotrexate, cancer, chemo, etc. We found you through kelly dedominck's website; she is doing so well after her third relapse and bmt. I am glad to have "met" your daughter. Count me as another prayer warrior on her behalf!!
Sue Novick <canovick@hotmail.com>
Hickory, PA USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 07:53 PM (CST)

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Parents always know in their hearts what they need to do for their child--godspeed as you set out to do what needs to be done for yours. I love the pictures--what a beautiful family you have.
Jennifer
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 07:43 PM (CST)

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God is Good and we are still waiting for that miracle! He has the power and you have the faith! May you continue to feel his love and know his presence. Praying Hard for you Alexanderia. I love the new pictures and you look like a great big sister how lucky your brothers and sister are! You are lucky too they look like great snuggle buddies!!
God Bless you all!

Sheila Jones (Green Pines Mom)
Wildwood, Mo USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 07:08 PM (CST)

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Sorry to hear this sad News.. YOU are in my prayers.
Anne Marie
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 07:06 PM (CST)

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The kids offered up Alexandria at their Awanas group last night at West County Community Church, and the children will pray for her tomorrow at the all school mass at Linda Vista.
You continue to be in our prayers daily!
We are there!!!! You will never be alone!!!!!
Janice Frisella
Wildwood, MO United States - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 07:04 PM (CST)

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Just checking in on you today....What a lovely thought about the rainbow, I think that was in a past post but it was still a lovely thought....You are in my prayers
sharon <mopgal@hotmail.com>
Dardanelle, ar - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 06:29 PM (CST)

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More blasts? I'll pray even harder, Alexandria! So will my grandpa's church! I asked him to pray, too, with Christview Christian Church. Keep it up! We're all rooting for you!
Julie Perrey
St. Louis, MO USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 06:10 PM (CST)

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Hello from the Morgans. I'll ask the whole choir to sing really loud and offer it up in prayer for you tonight at practice. As you know, Alexandria, when you sing, you pray twice!
Mary Morgan
St. Louis, MO USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 06:01 PM (CST)

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We continue to pray for all of you!
The Borkowski's
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 05:51 PM (CST)

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The Simmons Family in Florissant continues to keep your family in our prayers. Sometimes there are so many things that we take for granted. We will keep praying. As you well know, when prayers go up, blessings come down.
The Simmons Family <simfam5@sbcglobal.net>
Florissant, MO USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 05:29 PM (CST)

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You have so many praying for you. God Bless your family!
Unknown friend
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 05:24 PM (CST)

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Haddock Family,

Just checking in to let you know you are in our thoughts and prayers today as always.

Love Sheryl & Chris
Sheryl Andrasko
O'Fallon, MO 63366 - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 04:34 PM (CST)

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I'm sorry to hear that news. Praying for you often.
Candice Behm <candice333@netzero.net>
Portland, OR USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 04:03 PM (CST)

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Thoughts and prayers all day today.
Amy
Ballwin, MO - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 04:03 PM (CST)

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My thoughts are with you!! Thanks for sharing the new photos!!! We would love to see the entire family in one soon. Sending lots of love and hugs your way.
Sharyn Duncan
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 03:51 PM (CST)

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Our prayers for strength and peace.
Brad Charleson & family
Seattle, WA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 03:43 PM (CST)

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Greetings to a very special family,
I am one of 13 people from DPC who just returned from a mission trip to Haiti. I confess, I have been a "lurker", sorry. I was not able to check your marvelous web page while in Haiti, but you remained in my prayers. Your family has been such an inspiration and blessing to me, and I continue to pray for a miracle. We all fell in love with the girls at The House of Hope and as you can quess took many pictures. If you would like to see some of them, just let me know. Your Praying Brother in Christ
Jim Kreunen <jksk8128@aol.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 03:31 PM (CST)

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I'm praying very hard!! With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 03:04 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, I just returned from Haiti and I know Jezi Remme Ou, that is Jesus loves you in Creole. Keep up the good fight. Pastor Gary
Gary Myers
Dardenne Prairie, MO St. Charles - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 03:02 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, I am praying for you and your family. You are a fighter, hang in there and keep Smiling!

Merdith Snyders
Alton, Il USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 02:57 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria !!! I hope you are feeling well today !!!
We love you sooooooooooooo Much !!!!!

Auntie Hayley & Michael & Mason
St. Louis, Mo. USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 02:48 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, you are a fighter!! With God's help you will get better! I love your hat in photos...you are so precious.

Aunt Beth & Uncle Bud <bhenry@semo.net>
New Madrid, MO - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 02:25 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, You are such a beautiful little girl or should I say young lady. We have never met, nor do you even know me..but you are such an inspiration to me. The way you look at life, when you going through so many hurdles right now, just amazes me. I have a friend that had a little baby boy in Dec. and he was born with a heart defect that without a new heart he wouldn't have been able to live. He recieved that new heart on Sun. Jan 26th. He is still fighting everyday to show us all how much of a miracle he is to us. Both of you are miracles in my eyes! I pray daily for both of you and your family. Hang in there Alexandria! From the way your guestbook looks, you have A LOT of people out there praying for you! Me included!
Michelle
MN - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 02:21 PM (CST)

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Praying FULL Force in Champaign, Illinois. Keep believing! Rollercoaster rides are unfortuntely part of the bargin.
I pray that there will be two good days for every unsettling one, and that it only gets better from there. Hang in there!!!
Judy Grumish <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com www.ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, Il United States - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 01:47 PM (CST)

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We continue to pray for Alexandria.
Doug, Jane, Andy and Ryan Sheats
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 01:17 PM (CST)

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Keeping up the prayers!
Riazi Family
St. Charles, MO - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 01:15 PM (CST)

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My daughter too had leukemia... There is hope. She was diagnosed with ALL pre-b on April 19th 2002. She is still in remission. http://caringbridge.org/fl/jordan_reid/ i found your site from Matts. I am always thinking about him and you. Stay strong. With love, the Reid family
James Reid <jimreid@tampabay.rr.com>
Largo, FL Pinellas - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 12:45 PM (CST)

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Alison,

We continue to pray for all of you every day. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Dan, Sally, Tommy and Emma
The Forness Family
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 12:41 PM (CST)

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Letting you know you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Lynn
PA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 12:40 PM (CST)

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I am so sorry to hear about the results. Continuing to pray for Alexandria and your family. You are such an inspiration to us all!!!!
Nina
Manchester, MO - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 12:21 PM (CST)

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Still thinking of you daily. Alexandria - stay strong! The loud and clear prayers will carry you through this..
Lisa Schwartz <jimlisaschwartz@msn.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 12:20 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, People all over the world are praying for you and your family because you are so special and have touched so many people. Our hearts are aching for you, but you have taught us all something.. Hugs to you and your wonderful family.
Debbie
MD - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 12:17 PM (CST)

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Stopping by and continuing to pray for Alexandria and her family.
Love,
Debbie
Manchester, MO - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 12:16 PM (CST)

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Sorry about your recent setback. A friend of mine told me about Alexandria's story and your family's incredible courage. I pray for your little girl daily. God Bless.
t
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 12:08 PM (CST)

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Keeping the prayers coming for Alexandria and your family.
Susan Vicari
Pittsgrove, NJ - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 11:23 AM (CST)

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Alison,
God will see you thru this storm as he has all the others. I will continue to pray for the miracle of healing.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 11:14 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddock family,
I am so sorry about the lab results. I was so sure that her latest new chemo was the answer. I was so in hopes that it was. My husband and I were saying that "maybe it is the cure for this awful cancer monster". We will keep the prayers going and not give up. I hope Alexandria is in good spirits. She is such an amazing little girl. Hugs to all of you.
Debbie Little, Mom to Caleb and Cameron <www.caringbridge.org/tn/littlecaleb>
Dickson, TN U.S.A. - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 10:39 AM (CST)

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I promised today that I would not "lurk" but take a moment and add a note. Thank you for sharing your beautiful daughter and her story of faith and courage. I pray for you and your family, as well as the other beautiful children that I have read about at the CaringBridge site.
Judy T
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 10:32 AM (CST)

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Thoughts and prayers for Alexandria's miracle.
Teri
Nashville, TN - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 10:28 AM (CST)

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Continued prayers and hope for Alexandria and your family.
Allison
San Antonio, TX - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 10:07 AM (CST)

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In our prayers....
Ann <kjnqueen3@cox.net>
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 10:05 AM (CST)

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Praying for your daughter and family.
Paula
Chesterfield, Mo - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:44 AM (CST)

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Just wanted to let you know you are in our thoughts and we continue to include you in our daily prayers.
The Huffman Family
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:38 AM (CST)

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God will see you through yet another setback. Keep the faith. Continuous prayers are being sent your way.
K. Holterman <karenh@mosers.org>
Jefferson City, MO USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:29 AM (CST)

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Praying for your beautiful daughter!!

Lynn
St. Charles, MO - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:22 AM (CST)

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I will pray for Alexandria's full and speedy recovery. Wishng you all the best!!
Tommy (Meghan Mack's dad)
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:20 AM (CST)

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Alison,
Another setback that is hard to accept. Still praying for a miracle from God.
Judy V.
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:10 AM (CST)

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I just managed to catch up on some of your recent entries. You have an amazing child, sensitive and wise beyond her years. My heart and prayers go out to you with this latest news. May God's peace and strength be so very real in your lives and may you feel His comforting presence.
Donna Waldron (a Robert Charlton Mimi) <dmhw28@yahoo.com>
Middletown, PA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:01 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria!

I hope that you are feeling good today!!! I am praying for you and I am thinking about you a lot. Have a wonderful day!
Your Friend,
Kailie Rhines <loolieb@charter.net>
St. Charles, MO USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:44 AM (CST)

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My prayers will never cease!! Lean on Him and He will carry all of you. Praying for our miracle!! With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:36 AM (CST)

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Thinking of you all this morning...Peace to you all. Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton < ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:24 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Family:

I am sorry for the setback. Praying for strength.
Kristine
Clayton, MO - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:23 AM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks,
I am so sorry for the latest news. I pray that Alexandria gets a miracle and thank God for bringing her into our lives. Please let me know if you need anything.
Ann Newsham
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:15 AM (CST)

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Hang in there, prayers coming your way.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:11 AM (CST)

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WOW! By looking at your guestbook alone, someone is praying for Alexandria every few minutes. We continue to pray for healing and her amazing positive spirit!
Tammy Holston <tsholston@aol.com>
Birmingham, Al - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:10 AM (CST)

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We're praying for another break in the clouds for you guys! We will never give up hope!
Love and Prayers,
The Balkenbuschs
Nancy, Gary, Jake and Katie
Ellisville, MO - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:10 AM (CST)

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Lifting you all in prayer. Stay strong! Miracles happen around us everyday!
Kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:01 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family,
Our prayers are with you. God Bless you!
Love,
The Brooks Family
Angela, Jeff, Robyn and Mitchell
Angela Brooks <amlb36@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO 63366 - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 07:24 AM (CST)

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Our prayers continue for Alex. I know all to well the rollercoaster ride.... The Lord will continue to carry you through.
Hugs,
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, pa - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 07:20 AM (CST)

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Alexandria and your family continue to be in my prayers. Her strength, courage and faith continually amaze and humble me. God Bless!!

Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 07:06 AM (CST)

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Our prayers continue for Alexandria!
The Erushas <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 06:04 AM (CST)

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Just checking in to say hello. Prayers are being offered up for another one of Alexandria's amazing bouncing back episodes!! She never ceases to amaze! Take care and God bless!
Katy Davis
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 01:40 AM (CST)

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We continue to send up our prayers for your family...for your beautiful child...we continue to place out rust and hope in the Lord our God...surely He took up our infirmaries...so that by His stripes we are healed...find your strength and comfort in Him...He will not let you down.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody (www.forcody.org) <codman@cox.net>
Duke University Medial Center, Rm: 5214 - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 01:20 AM (CST)

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I am so sorry to hear of the blasts within her blood. Sending prayers and sunshine from San Diego.

I do love to hear the stories of Alexandria's positive spirit! She is a delight!
Amy Wright, Mom to Angel Delaney and Kevin <www.caringbridge.com/ca/delaney>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 12:13 AM (CST)

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Just got back from Memphis and checking on you all. I know you won't give up now so we'll just keep praying for that miracle. Hugs to all!!!
Nancy Hunter Moore
New Madrid, MO - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 12:11 AM (CST)

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You remain in my daily thoughts and prayers. Alexandria is so strong and positive, I continue to have tremendous hope for her...for all of you.
Ann O'Neil
San Diego, CA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 12:04 AM (CST)

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My dears: Such news to have to share, and after promising results. The Lord has a purpose for all. May His will include bringing Alexandria the healing she needs. She and your family remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 11:19 PM (CST)

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So very sorry to read todays news. You've had bad new before and you've battled through and won, you AND ALEXANDRIA are SO strong, you can do it AGAIN, our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Lynn Gupta <lynngupta@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 10:48 PM (CST)

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Alexandria and your family are in our daily prayers.
-The Schroeder Family
Amy (Armbruster) Schroeder <mattamys@yahoo.com>
Eureka, MO - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 10:45 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant,
I am so sorry for latest news. I cannot fathom the heartache you are feeling tonight but I hope you can find some comfort in knowing that the prayer warriors are out in full force!!!! My three year old son Brennan said to me tonight "mommy I wish I could be in heaven with Jesus" I'm not sure what spawned that comment but it made me think of how glorious heaven really is and that the children know. . . He is the greatest end to all of our pain and suffering . . . keep the faith. There is always hope!!!!!!
Jennifer Mobarak
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 10:25 PM (CST)

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Extra Special Prayers for you tonight! God Bless!!
Sheila Jones (Green Pines Mom)
Wildwood, Mo USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 10:24 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant, We are so sorry to hear the news of the blasts in Alexandria's blood. We are always praying for a miracle, as you are. As always, your entire family is always in our thoughts. PLEASE, call us when ever you need ANYTHING! We are praying for you all. Peace, Dave and Tammy
Dave and Tammy Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com >
O'Fallon, MO USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 10:21 PM (CST)

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Hey alexandria, I am the youth leader that came Sunday with all those youth in your back yard to say HI. The youth and I are praying daily for you and your family. God knows the mission he has put you here for. God is good all the time! :o)
Doug Paramore <christianwarrior896@yahoo.com>
St. Charles, MO USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 10:11 PM (CST)

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May Jesus continue to bless you, I am one of the young men who was at your house before the Super Bowl. Thank you for allowing us to be there, and I am glad that we were able to cheer you up!
Brian Ernst
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 10:05 PM (CST)

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You know how I feel...keep leaning, we're here and so is the Lord.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 10:00 PM (CST)

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Many extra prayers tonight for Alexandria. Know that God hears each one personally!!
Karen Smith
Ballwin, - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:48 PM (CST)

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I think about Alexandria every day and pray for her all day.I pray to give you the strength to continue her care.
Tell Alexandria Sarah sends her love and would she like her to come and read to her sometime. My love and heart goes to you and your family, you are a true inspiration to all us mom's. Alexandria's courage comes from her you Alison. Hold on. Sorry for your news today, I will pray, pray, pray.
Evelyn Johnson <gecsa@aol.com>
O Fallon, MO USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:45 PM (CST)

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Your family remains in my thoughts and prayers.
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA US of A - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:42 PM (CST)

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((((Alison,Grant, and Alexandria)))) I am so sorry. I cannot find the words to give you comfort. Like you, I had my hopes up, too. Praying extra hard that your family will find comfort in whatever plans God has for Alexandria. You, as always, will remain in my thoughts and prayers. Call if I can do ANYTHING. Love,

Debbie Hallemeier
Matthews Website
<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O"Fallon, MO - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:41 PM (CST)

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Praying hard for you all....


Jeff
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:38 PM (CST)

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So sorry to hear the news. It is so hard to make sense of your situation, I guess we aren't suppose to. It will be revealed in God's timing. I am sure He will bless you beyond your imagination. I am sending you many "Hugs" through the phone lines and as always praying for a miracle.
Donna Landwehr
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:38 PM (CST)

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Alison. I'm so sorry. My prayers are with you, Alexandria and your family.
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:34 PM (CST)

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Baking A Cake
==============

A little boy is telling his Grandma how "everything" is going wrong:
school, family problems, severe health problems, etc.
Meanwhile, Grandma is baking a cake.
She asks her grandson if he would like a snack, which, of course, he does.
"Here, have some cooking oil."
"Yuck" says the boy.
"How about a couple of raw eggs? "
"Gross, Grandma!"
"Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?"
"Grandma, those are all yucky!"
To which Grandma replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by
themselves. But when they are put together in the right way, they make a
wonderfully delicious cake!
God works the same way.
Many times we wonder why he would let us go through such bad and difficult
times. But God knows that when He puts these things all in His order, they
always work for good!
We just have to trust Him and eventually, they will all make something
wonderful!"
God is Crazy About You.
He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning. Whenever
you want to talk, He'll listen. He can live anywhere in the universe, and
He chose your heart.
Author Unknown

Tami <tflorio@nmu.edu>
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:11 PM (CST)

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Praying, praying, praying.
Elizabeth Goodwin <www.caringbridge.org/wa/aidangoodwin>
Richland, WA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:09 PM (CST)

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Sorry to hear the bad news of the day. You have had some good days lately and Im sorry that today wasnt another one of them. I will continue to pray for you and your family and for a miracle. Enjoy all the time you have together. I hope it last a long time. She has done unbelievable. She is such a strong little girl. If anyone can beat this awful disease it is your daughter. Her spirit is awesome. God has put her here for a reason. We can learn so much from these children if we open our hearts to it.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:03 PM (CST)

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Still praying for the miracle...Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 08:57 PM (CST)

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I was so sorry to hear today's news; my prayers go to you, Alexandria and your family.
Jennifer
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 08:40 PM (CST)

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So sorry to hear the news. We will continue to pray for Alexandria.
Doug,Jane ,Andy and Ryan Sheats
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 08:39 PM (CST)

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I am so sorry to here this latest news, but you have been here before, and God has heard all of our prayers. Alexandria amazes me every day. God is with her and with you all.
Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 08:30 PM (CST)

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many many MANY prayers....
D-
Pittsburgh, - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 08:17 PM (CST)

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I'm sorry to hear today's news.
Laura
Grand Rapids, MI - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 08:12 PM (CST)

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I am so sorry for your news today. Will continue to pray.
Paula
Chesterfield, MO - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 08:02 PM (CST)

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You all have been down this path before and each time I can hear the strength you get, from your writing. When difficulties arise we draw even closer to God. We are still all praying and not giving up hope. You all are such an awesome family.
Lee Ann, Kristan's mom
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 07:48 PM (CST)

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Oh dear God, I am so sorry. Please know we are praying harder than ever. She is so exceptional and has proved the doctors wrong before. We are praying and hoping.
the Day family <melissaday@insightbb.com>
Fishers, IN - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 07:44 PM (CST)

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We're praying for you
Larry and Glenda Allen
Easley, SC - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 07:42 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
As you continue to be in all our prayers, YOU continue to give each of us strength!!! I hope you realize the lives and hearts you continue to touch each and every day! Keep up your spirits and please give your mommy a BIG hug for ME sweetie. Hope you have a great day tomorrow.
With Love,
Kathy VdV
Maryville, MO - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 07:33 PM (CST)

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Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers constantly.
Courtney Hunter Gilmer
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 07:27 PM (CST)

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You are in my thoughts and prayers.
God Bless.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 07:19 PM (CST)

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Hey Alison and Grant,
I'm so sorry to hear that the labs came back today w/blasts! Alison you have been down this path before and some how, some way, Alexandria has pulled through!!! We must pray, and put our belief and faith in GOD to do it again!! Lets remember who we are talking about here,ALEXANDRIA!!!!!! She is so strong and so determined to GET BETTER!!!
After seeing her this morning, and watching her sing that song, I'm telling you what, she is such a precious girl with the will to live!!! She truly is an angel here on earth!
You and Grant are so awsome!!! The doctors,nurses,parents,teachers,pals,decision makers,etc., you play so many roles, and do a great job at everything!! I will continue to pray for strength and wisdom for both of you!!
We are here if you need anything!!
Tell Alexandria that Mr. Bill will be by with her request, chocolate sprinkled Krispy Kreme doughnuts this weekend!!
Love,
Nancy
Nancy Cole
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 07:18 PM (CST)

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We will continue our prayers. God sure does work in mysterious ways. God bless all of you.





Kathy Viviani
St. Peters, Mo USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 07:17 PM (CST)

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Alexandria my kids love your new kitty! We prayed for you today, keep fighting sweetheart! Don't forget, God is with you every step of the way.


Connie
O'Fallon, MO - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 06:55 PM (CST)

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Grant & Allison:

Alex's picture is wonderful - you can see her beautiful soul shining through.

We are praying for your family. God will give you your second miracle - the first being Alexandra herself.

Alexandra, thank you for being an inspiration to all around you.
The Eplett Family <knadn_eh@msn.com>
O'Fallon, MO 63366 - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 06:33 PM (CST)

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We will continue to pray for your family- God Bless you all.
The Vena's
Overland Park, KS - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 06:21 PM (CST)

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Praying for you all - so sorry to read the news. Hug and kiss your sweetie.

The Tojo's
ellisville, - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 06:21 PM (CST)

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Sorry to hear the news. We will continue to lift you up!
Tanda
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 06:07 PM (CST)

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Many hearts ache tonight with you.
Amy
Ballwin, MO - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 05:45 PM (CST)

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You continue to be in our prayers.
Peace and God Bless
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Ruthie Bunkelmann>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 05:31 PM (CST)

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So sorry to hear the news wasn't what you (we) hoped for. We continue to hold Alexandria and your entire family in our prayers.
Jacqueline, Nicholas and David
CT - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 05:29 PM (CST)

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We'll keep praying for Alexandria. I can't imagine the pain one must go through as a parent. Your strength and love will always be remembered by your daughter, no matter what God's will is. My heart breaks for you, but keep your positive attitude and strength. You are role models for our society and God is with you all.

Carol Doemel
Kennesaw, GA USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 05:18 PM (CST)

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We just read your latest update and are sorry that there were blasts! Gosh, how we pray that they will go away for good and leave Alexandria alone. We will just have to pray harder. We also pray for your continued strength to get through this latest 'bump' in Alexandria's journey. She is such a strong and amazing little girl and has touched our hearts so much. God bless you all.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 05:15 PM (CST)

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Alison, I am so sorry to hear of Alexandrias latest results, I can't even imagine the pain you are feeling. Alexandria is amazing, and will take this latest bump in the road with a smile on her face. She is so incredible! Hang in there Alison !
Tonya Lloyd <www.caringbridge.org/ut/amanda>
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 05:05 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock's, you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers daily. We are so sorry that Alexandria's labs took a turn but continue to hang on-that little girl of yours is a true miracle in the purest sense. Her determination, outlook and strength have amazed us all and will see her and your family through this twist in the road. We are here for you and only a call away should you need anything. All our warmest thoughts, wishes and hugs.
The McTearnen's
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:51 PM (CST)

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Alexandria always takes the bad results and turns them into yet another miracle. Praying that she will "do it" again!!
Ali Holtz and family <ali978@msn.com>
O'Fallon, MO 63366 - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:45 PM (CST)

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I am praying for all of you. I am so sorry about the latest news.
DeLynn <dmd25@aol.com>
Rocky Face, GA 30740 - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:44 PM (CST)

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Alison, I am so very disappointed that the labs weren't good. Please know that you and your family are in our prayers many times every day. You have my number if you need anything.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:42 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison, don't let this get you down. Trust in the lord. Believe in Gods will. She is a child of God, and he knows the course, it's just a bump in the road! Cheer up and savoir your sweet child, she is a blessing to us all, as you and your faith are to me. Hang in there, the sun will come back out:). Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:39 PM (CST)

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Sorry to hear about the labs, I am sure this is a trying time in your lives. My family will keep you in our prayers.

Dawn Holman <dehol25@aol.com>
Horn Lake, MS - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:37 PM (CST)

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Your family is always in our thoughts. We will pray for Alexandria extra hard tonight during our bedtime prayers.
Jeanine Riendeau <jrien0512@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:34 PM (CST)

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I'm sorry to hear the news today. I will continue to pray for all of you!
Michelle
MN - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:32 PM (CST)

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I have been worried today since there was not an entry lately, but I was praying that it meant nothing bad had happened. I am so sorry about the blasts. I'm sure you feel like you've been hit by a truck. Please do not give up hope, your faith is tremendous, rely on it now more than ever. I will continue to pray for God's will to be done with Alexandria and pray that He would heal her body completely from this horrible disease.
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:13 PM (CST)

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Thoughts and Prayers
Jan
Oh - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:09 PM (CST)

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Checked in and saw your news. I'm so sorry to hear that the labs aren't looking good today. We will keep praying for all of you.
Even though we have never met and probably never will, your journals are so open and honest that you all seem like family and we hurt for you as if you were. Alison, you are an exceptional person and mother. Take care.

Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:06 PM (CST)

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Prayers and hugs and so much more.
Trust

Janice Frisella <jlfrisella@earthlink.net>
Wildwood, MO 63011 - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:05 PM (CST)

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My thoughts and prayers are with you, Alison, and the rest of your family. Alexandria is on my mind each and every day!
Grace and Peace,
Kristy
St. Mark Presbyterian Church
Ballwin, MO 63011 - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:05 PM (CST)

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Hey Haddocks we are praying for you!
Don, Pam, Elizabeth & Joey Ludwinski
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:03 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,

Thinking of you all and praying for you all!

Love and (((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))
Eva
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:02 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks! I am just checking in today. I pray that things will continue to go Alexandira's way! Praise God for how well she is doing right now! We have Church tonight, we will be remebering you all in our prayers this evening. And yes, Alison, it is so amazing how God has been using your whole family as witnesses for him!!! We have had some friends who didn't have a relationship with God and when Kearby was diagnosed they started to Church and prayed each and every day!!! Praise God our children are doing wonderful things for him.

Take care
God Bless!

Erin Turner
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 02:54 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison, just checking in, a little worried not seeing a journal entry from yesterday or today. I hope and pray all is well and you two are enjoying a quiet day! Love and prayers, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 02:18 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
It was so good to hear your precious voice yesterday when I was on the phone with your Mommy. You ALWAYS crack me up. I'll try not to talk to her so long tonight! Sidonia sends her love.
LOVE AND PRAYERS!!!!!!!!!
Aunt Stephanie
Stephanie Compton <pscompton@peoplepc.com>
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 02:16 PM (CST)

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Just checking in and praying!
Tanda
Cape, - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 01:43 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison & Grant,
Just thinking of your family, as usual. If all of my clients had the good fortune to have had parents like you two, I would be out of a job! Thanks for taking the time & energy to constantly update the website - it has become a big part of my day. Someone earlier commented that this is like becoming involved in a ministry of sorts, and I so agree! Hope Alexandria is doing well today, give her a big hug for me.
Pat Hunter <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, Mo - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 01:20 PM (CST)

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I wonder if you know how much power God has given you Alison. As I read your journal entries, I am in awe of your strength and faith. I backed up about two weeks and read all of the entries. One of them was just like going to church. I felt so uplifted.
I know the purpose of this site is to keep family and friends informed and also to let them lift you and your family up with their notes and prayers. But I just wondered if you know how much you are helping the people who come to visit your site. To read/hear your 'faith' in every entry has brightened my day.
I want to give something back to you. I will be praying for your daughter. I will continue to check up on her progress and I am sure I will continue to be lifted up by your faith.

Many thanks for all you do with your caringbridge site or is it your ministry?

Your servant in Christ,

Shelly <segolightly@msn.com>
Perry, IA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 12:46 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddock's
I hope all is going well. Just stopping in to say hello and let you know we continue to pray:)


The Newsham's
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 12:46 PM (CST)

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Just checking to see if there was anything new! Hope you're all staying snuggled up under the covers today! God Bless.
Kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 10:39 AM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks- no news is good news I hope!! I hope you're having a wonderful week! We continue to pray-
the Day family <melissaday@insightbb.com>
Fishers, IN - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 10:11 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison,
You asked where Alexandria comes up with the beautiful and insightful things she says. I see her as a product of you and her dad. After reading your journal it is easy to see why your daughter is as she is. God gave her to you because he knew you would fill her soul with all the love and courage and beauty that she has!
Lynn
St. Charles, MO - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 10:03 AM (CST)

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Hello Alexandria,
My name is Charla and I am a good friend of your Aunt Courtney's. Courtney talks about what a precious, smart, and beautiful girl you are! I want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. You know Courtney battled a tough sickness not too long ago and is doing very well now! There are some very strong genes in your family to perservere and overcome the toughest of circumstances! I know you will be strong and the Lord will be with you always!

God Bless You!
Charla Chilcutt

Charla Chilcutt <chilcuttcharlac@JohnDeere.com>
Davenport, IA USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:36 AM (CST)

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We're praying for Alexandria.
Shirley and George Doemel - Jordan Tojo's Grandparents
Cape Girardeau, MO USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:04 AM (CST)

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DEAR FAMILY, WE LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH AND ARE PRAYING FOR YOU. I AM SO PROUD TO BE PART OF THIS WONDERFUL FAMILY. LOVE, MEMAW & PAWPAW
MEMAW & PAWPAW <NOEL_718@MSN.COM>
TERRE DU LAC, MO USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:03 AM (CST)

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Praying that today will be a good day for Alexandria.
Love in Christ,
Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 08:56 AM (CST)

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Hello Haddock family!!!!! You have all been in my thoughts and prayers, I just wanted to let you know I love you guys !!
Auntie Hayley <mommydanger@yahoo.com>
St. Louis, Mo. usa - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 08:43 AM (CST)

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I know this is such a difficult time, but there are so many people praying for Alexandria and your family. I will keep praying that things continue to improve and that you can say goodbye to hospitals forever.

Karin, mom to Christine (from ALL-KIDS) <karin,mika@law.csuohio.edu>
Berea, Ohio USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 08:11 AM (CST)

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We are on this road with you and we know and understand the pain you and your entire family experience on a daily basis...
BUT...God is the ultimate healer and Alexandria is daughter...
I read and read your journal enteries (do you know you have been updating and keeping this site for a full two years)...we were origanlly diagnosed in St. Louis at Cardinal Glennon in October of 1999...it has been a roller coaster ride that has stopped for a moment and hopefully a finale here at Duke University Medical for our BMT...
I am so sorry to here that you have to go through even more...I know what it is like to start all over again...all new emotions...all new pain...all new denial...all new dependance on God...
I will pray ever so hard for your beautiful little girl and for your entire family...just never forget...He is so much bigger than any docotr...any statistic...any prognosis...

Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may overjoyed when His glory is revealed.
1Peter 4: 12-13
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody (www.forcody.org) <codman@cox.net>
Duke University Medial Center, Rm: 5214 - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 02:57 AM (CST)

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HUGS, HUGS, HUGS TO ALL OF YOU! I love the picture of Alison and Alexandria. Love, Aunt Cindy
Cindy Graham Abrams
woodinville, wa snohomish - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 10:32 PM (CST)

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Mrs. Haddock, I want you to know that all of us at the Country Club are praying very hard for Alexandria. And as soon as the new kitchen is in place Alexandria will have to try our new menu items and let us know what she thinks.
Kate <clairelsimon@msn.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 10:19 PM (CST)

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Just signing in so I won't be accused of "lurking"! HA! Praying that all has gone well today and Alexandria is being healed by our Father in heaven.
Love in Christ,
Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 09:51 PM (CST)

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Again, I want to thank you for sharing this journey with so many people. Alexandria, you have reached so many hearts and God knows what special gifts you have and you share them so freely. Your strength is an inspiration to us all!
Paula
Chesterfield, MO - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 09:49 PM (CST)

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Alison, I just wanted to let you know what a difference this website has made in my life. It not only has made me a better mother to my four daughters but also a better Christian. It seems as if I am praying continuosly for Alexandria and asking God for healing. Your strength is an inspiration to us all. Thank you for sharing your precious daughter with us all!! Jennifer
Jennifer Crowell and Family <jenncrowell6@hotmail.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 09:35 PM (CST)

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You have so many who are thinking of you all and praying for you all. Always remember...."Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."
God Bless you all!
Your E-Mail Friend, Linda

Linda Watson (Camp SAM) <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 09:34 PM (CST)

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Hi Sweetheart: Oh, I do like your newest kitten. I have a "house lion" with almost the same colors that guards my house from on top of my television. Harry is a very serious and dignified cat. Doesn't talk much, though. I hope it's been a better day for you, my dear, and that your counts continue to improve. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 08:32 PM (CST)

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HI Everyone.........
Just popping in to say hello.........ya know......snuggling sounds great.....especially with this nasty weather we've been having!
Have a great evening....stay warm!

Love and ((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))
Eva
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 08:00 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks! Great news about the blood tests (no blasts)! God is sooo very good! It is so cool to go to your website and just read about the love that your family has for each other. God can do so many awesome things through Alexandria's illness. To read how it has obviously brought you so close together is an amazing testimony! I know because of Kailie, we wake up every day and thank God for another day with our precious family. We love you guys and continue praying for you...without ceasing!

Love,
John & Johnelle Rhines <www.caringbridge.com/page/kares4kailie>
St. Charles, MO - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 06:49 PM (CST)

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This is my first time to your site. I feel lucky a friend forwarded it to me. I have a 17 month old child and continually try to remember how lucky I am. I hope the prayers of all that read and hear about Alexandria can pass the disease from her. My prayers are with her!!
Eric Peterson <ybusapeterson@verizon.net>
Baltimore, MD USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 04:32 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria,
Ask your Mom or Dad what PERSEVERANCE means, because you have redefined it in my book! I'm not surprised that you have such spirit, but you continue to amaze everyone. When you're completely well and feeling great again, I'm going to drive up with all your "New Madrid Aunts" and take you to lunch - anywhere you want to go - your choice! We can't wait for that day and are praying for you all the time. Keep up the good work!
Pat Hunter <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 03:44 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks,
Wow! What wonderful news about Alexandria's bloodwork. God is good. I have Alexandria's picture on my computer as a screen saver (tea party princess!). The computer is in the living room where we all can see it. My children pass by and are always asking about her. My husband John says she is a little doll. I am glad I did as it is a constant reminder to keep praying for Alexandria, Molly , and all the children who are fighting this terrible disease. She is doing GREAT, and we are so happy for every moment you have with her.
Eileen Healy <FitNJpro@aol.com>
Waldwick, NJ USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 02:53 PM (CST)

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So happy to hear promising news. We think about you daily!
Kevin and Kristen Bly
O'Fallon, MO - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 02:45 PM (CST)

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What a beautiful entry. Alexandria does renew so many thoughts and beliefs in people. Although I have not expressed this to you, Alexandria has made me look at my faith and I have spoken to God more in the last few months than ever before.
Thinking and praying for you always!
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 02:33 PM (CST)

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Yea!!!! Great news... Alison, don't you let the dr.'s treat this SPECIAL child like one of their statistics..!! She has already proven to be way stronger than any stat out there!!! Maybe they don't know that she has thousands of prayers being said for her every day!! Stay strong!
Julene, Tom, Jordan and Jenna
Ellisville, MO - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 01:57 PM (CST)

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Isn't that funny (as in coincidence)...my oldest daughter (9 years old) remarked about Monday's sunset as well...the band of pink low in the sky caught her eye. I am truly grateful everyday that she, as well as our other children, are healthy. And I am grateful everyday that you share your beautiful daughter, family, and faith with us. May your Alexandria continue to find beauty in this life.

Best Wishes,
Kristine
Clayton, MO - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 01:37 PM (CST)

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I just got home from the hospital with my son and couldn't wait to come and check this page. Im so happy to hear that everything is going good. I will continue to pray every night for you. Stay strong And God Bless.
Jeanette <www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen>
Wellington, Fl - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 01:18 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, I am always on the computer checking up on you and sending up a prayer for you. The boys ask about you every day because the computer now reminds them of you!! Your amazing words of wisdom are such a joy to read!
Amy Ruck
Ballwin, MO - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 12:30 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks,
Just wanted to let you all know that I'm thinking and praying for ALL of you!! I'm so thrilled to hear NO BLASTS!! I hope and pray for strength for Alexandria to fight the fight everyday!! She is so amazing and strong!! And FUNNY, too!!
I hope you got all VCRs and such hooked up this morning!!
Let me know what I can do, I'm here if you need anything!!
Much love and prayers
Nancy
Nancy Cole
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 11:52 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison,
I just received your journal a few days ago and it took me 2 days to read every single entry. I am in awe of you and your family. The strength,courage,love and faith you all share is AMAZING!God is obviously walking this path with you and often holding you all up(Alison,you must be exhausted- I don't think you have slept in 2 1/2 years!).Alexandria is so beautiful. I feel incredibly blessed to know her-what a gift to us all! I have learned many wise lessons (not to mention alot about Leukemia) from you all! Alexandria is, no doubt, an Angel on earth! Alison and Grant,thank you for sharing this incredible journey with us. We are praying hard for her and the whole family every day! Please update daily, it drives me CRAZY when I don't know what is going on there!

P.S. I just started the journals that I've been planning to do since my daughters were born. No more procrastinating or taking things for granted!


Kelli (Giles) Lanza and Family
Cincinnati, OH - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 11:37 AM (CST)

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I am so happy to hear things are looking brighter for Alexandria. But if you listen to what she is saying, her life is already so bright. She is an amazing child!! Thank you for sharing your story...thoughts, concerns and things that Alexandria says!
Michelle
MN - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 10:28 AM (CST)

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What a powerful sermon on Sunday!! Your recap really touched my heart and I can only feel the adrenalin and God's amazing grace that came upon you when the congregation prayed for little Alexandria. Please tell your daughter that her face is ADORABLE, we love her pictures! Keep smiling Alexandria -- We love you and so does God!! Praying, praying, praying in Westerville, OH.
The Johnson Family <kjtaxi4kids@msn.com>
Westerville, OH Franklin - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 10:24 AM (CST)

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We are all blessed to hear Alexandria's thoughts and she has such a good sense of humor! Take care of yourselves. We will continue to pray for complete remission.
Jane, Doug, Andy and Ryan Sheats
Springboro, OH - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 10:21 AM (CST)

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Just want to let you know I am checking your site daily and today am just thrilled with Alexandria's response!! I am sending all healing thoughts your way!
Marnie
St. Louis, MO USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 10:18 AM (CST)

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The power of prayer!!! That's amazing news! We all will continue to pray for that beautiful little girl.
The Borkowski's
Cat Borkowski
Shoreham, NY - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 09:48 AM (CST)

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Alexandria,

Great news! I am so glad to hear the good results from yesterday. You are such a fighter. God is definitely looking out for you! Keep feeling good and I will see you soon. Love Sheryl
Sheryl Andrasko
O'Fallon, MO USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 09:35 AM (CST)

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I just wanted to add a quick note to let you know that I am thinking of your family and have been following your story daily. Keep the faith. You all will be in my prayers. Thank you for letting us be part in your journey. God bless you.
Dawn Holman <dehol25@aol.com>
Horn Lake , MS - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 09:23 AM (CST)

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Your family is so strong!!! The blessings in your life may sometimes feel hard to find, but you have each other and so much love~much more than some people have ever in their whole life! I pray you make a speedy recovery! May God continue to bless you with his Love
Kathy <kathy54022@hotmail.com>
River Falls, WI - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 09:09 AM (CST)

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Alexandria,
You are a testiment to the grace of God. You Mommy loves you so very much. On Sunday, I swear I saw Angels holding your mommy's hands. Everyone is praying for you...and not just on Sundays!
Kellie McClendon
O Fallon, MO - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 09:03 AM (CST)

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Glad to hear things are looking a little better. Keep on fighting Alexandria. We continue to pray for you and your family.
K. H. <karenh@mosers.org>
Jefferson City, MO USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 08:42 AM (CST)

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Alexandria you are so amazing! I have no doubt you will beat this thing. With the wonderful family and friends that you have and most importantly all the prayers that God is hearing on your behalf. Together we can do this!! God bless all of you. With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 08:41 AM (CST)

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We are so happy to read the continued good news about Alexandria. She is definitely "wise beyond her years." We love to read the things that she comes up with. She's an amazing little girl. We, too, have read about McKenzie and her third transplant. Duke just may be the answer you need! We continue to hold you close to our hearts and in our prayers. God bless you, Alexandria, and your wonderful family.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 08:34 AM (CST)

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There is little girl being treated at Duke, named McKenzie (you may already know of her), who just had her 3rd transplant within less than a year timeframe. Her first 2 failed, but the doctors were willing to try a 3rd because she has remained so strong. This one seems to be working. Like you said, if things are looking good, there is no decision. Don't ever give into their statistics or protocols. Visit caringbridge.org/nc/mckenziefay for her story. Thinking of and praying for Alexandria.
Patty, mom to angel Jonathan
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 07:49 AM (CST)

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What great news to start the morning! I'm so happy for all of you. I think Alexandria is the perfect example of the power of prayer. God bless you all!
Kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 07:47 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, I am always on the computer checking up on you and sending up a prayer for you. The boys ask about you every day because the computer now reminds them of you!! Your amazing words of wisdom are such a joy to read!
Amy Ruck
Ballwin, MO - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 07:30 AM (CST)

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Good Morning Haddock Family,
Thank you so much for sharing your life. I am so thankful for many thoughts and lessons I have to learn through Alexandria and your family. Each day I look at the sky and i think of Alexandria. I notice the clouds, the colors and the beauty, something I use to take for granted. God's beauty is everywhere, we just need to slow down and stop, look, listen and smell. God Bless You All.
Love,
The Brooks Family
Angela, Jeff,Robyn and Mitchell
Angela Brooks <amlb36@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 07:23 AM (CST)

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Great to hear you are feeling better Alexandria! And great journal entry Alison. You are all amazing. You all continue to be in our prayers. Love,

The Erushas <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 07:16 AM (CST)

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SO glad to hear this news. God is truly working miracles through Alexandria--inside her little body as well as on all your readers. We are on our knees in praise & continue to pray for healing. I just know there are more miracles in store for you & Alexandria is a testimant to God's grace.
The Pyle Family
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 06:27 AM (CST)

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I just wanted to check on Alexandria's updates. I read your journal entry and it really touched me so I would like to make a few comments to you. First, your page is very popular because of the journal entries. You have a real way of writing and making things easy to read. Second, as a parent you must remain determined and set your complete faith in God. Little Alexandria may just leave everybody with their mouths hung open and her bone marrow completely recover. I really believe in miracles. Our little Katia has done so much better than ever anticipated and had her 3rd birthday yesterday! Your page and journal entries is a great witness so please keep posting and let us know how sweet Alexandria is doing. Love, Tracy Solomon
Katia's page
Tracy Solomon
Tampa, FL - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 04:16 AM (CST)

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Yeah!!! Alexandria, you are amazing. When the chips are down you get them right back up. I know everyone is saying some special prayers for you - add me to that list too. There are going to be lots more prayers because mass on Tuesday here in New Madrid is for you.
Love to all....
Aunt Nancy Kay
New Madrid, MO - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 12:22 AM (CST)

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You are an amazing family and have taught those of us around you so much about life- and this is just through your web site! We thank you for being so open and for sharing your family's faith and stength with us. Alexandria is a gift to us all here in Winghaven and beyond. You are in our thoughts and prayers everyday! With loving thoughts-
Erin & Scott Zide
Erin & Scott Zide <sezide@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 11:39 PM (CST)

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We serve such an awesome God. It doesn't surprise me a bit that Alexandria is saying those things. The Lord is speaking through her. That's what He put her here for. And she is doing her job--trusting Him to heal her and bringing people to Christ in the process. An example of what God wants all of us to do. Blessings. We're still praying and fasting for her and your whole family and will continue!
Khalita <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 11:38 PM (CST)

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I believe we are getting our miracle, it's amazing when we turn it over to God. Andrew is in remission, Kristan is 100% engrafted, and now look at Alexandria go! I think they are the three "miracleteers", you know instead of the threee muskateers!
Lee Ann , Kristan's mom
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 11:31 PM (CST)

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This is my first time on your wesite. It was Hot Topic for discusion in both our covenent group and Adult Sunday school class this past weekend. All who visit and report on the webvsite have been deeply moved, as well for me, you and your family are a true inspiration and Jesus surge,
God Bless
and thank you
you and your family and especially Alexandria are always in our prayers
Scott Murphy
O'Fallon, MO USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 11:09 PM (CST)

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Alison and Alexandria,
Still in remission? I do believe in miracles. The Lord is watching over you, little one. You are a fighter. I love your positive attitude. We can all learn alot from you precious child. You be careful with those low platelets, okay? No rough playing with little brother. I like his snuggling idea. I bet there's room for both Mom and little brother to snuggle with you.
Debbie Little <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 11:06 PM (CST)

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STILL PRAYING. We send our love.
Roger and Mariah King <rpkmrkia@aol.com>
Dittmer, MO USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:55 PM (CST)

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Alison and Alexandria,
What GREAT news!!!!! I will pray for a remission and continued improving labs. Thanks for the new pictures.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:52 PM (CST)

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I pray, as with everyone else that visits here or knows her, that she does go into complete remission.
She is a remarkable child and has been through so much..
Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:44 PM (CST)

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Praise be to God for all the miracles he does for us.May he be with your family through this difficult time.
Lori Miller <Lori-Miller@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:21 PM (CST)

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I check your site every few days and just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you all.
Carolyn Warren
Norfolk, NE - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:19 PM (CST)

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Such great news! Alexandria is so amazing.. but we already knew that now didn't we! Continued love & prayers sent your way, always.
Love, Gwen
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:18 PM (CST)

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There is always hope and thank God for that! Still sending prayers your way.
Paula
Chesterfield, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:13 PM (CST)

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Alison: Thanks so much for sharing this news with us. It's so good to read that some things are going well. Clearly, you have an incredibly strong daughter, particularly in her faith and relationship with the Lord. In all of which, she reflects the strength of your family. May you continue to walk as closely with the Lord as he brings Alexandria the healing she needs.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:11 PM (CST)

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Great news on Alexandria's counts. Continued prayers coming your way!!!!! Alexandria, you may be the wisest child on this earth. The Mobaraks
Jennifer Mobarak
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:11 PM (CST)

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Alexandria-

You are very smart to celebrate the half-birthday. I've always liked to do that myself. I've been keeping up with the website, and praying for you lots and lots!
Amy
Asheville, NC - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:09 PM (CST)

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Alexandria...you are something to behold...you just go girl!
Kirk Lurker
Lurkton, IN - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:48 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison, funny how Alexandria remarked upon the sunset tonite, it was beautiful, I commented to my family to look at the sky, it was stripes of baby pink and baby blue, the sun sets in front of our home. It was probably the same time Alexandria commented on the sunset!!:) It's a good thing you got to the hospital for those platelets. I am thrilled to hear she is doing better. Must be all those prayers! And we will keep praying! Take care. Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler
Winfield, MO USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:26 PM (CST)

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Just letting you know we are thinking about you and praying.
Sue & Ron Gable
Ofallon, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:21 PM (CST)

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Great News!!! It was hard to wait today for your new journal entry, but it was worth it. Maybe, by the grace of God, we will all get to experience an incredible miracle for Alexandria, she deserves it. Thank God for the wonderful ray of hope that you experienced today.
Donna Landwehr
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:17 PM (CST)

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Wonderful news! I'm so happy that the counts were good. Maybe the miracle is on its way. If anyone deserves one, Alexandria does. Thank you for sharing her story so openly. It really does change how you think about so many things.
Melissa Day
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:11 PM (CST)

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Yea, Yea, Yea!!!! God does answer prayers. Alexandria, you are a hero to so many people. We have lots more prayers for you tonight!
Love,
Karen,Chris, Taylor and Mason
Karen Smith
Ballwin, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:10 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks,
We continue to pray for Alexandria, she is an amazing girl!
Alison,your words of wisdom are an inspiration to me,
take care,
Nancy Dalton
Nancy Dalton <nancyd106@msn.com>
Wildwood, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:03 PM (CST)

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Alison: Great News! I can't help but smile when Alexandria gives you her perspective on life and you so selflessly share it with all of us. And come to think of it, sunsets are like a bowl of fruit so let's take the lemons and make lemonade! Continued prayers for you all
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 08:51 PM (CST)

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Today's results sound promising!! I will continue to pray for a complete healing for Alexandria.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 08:50 PM (CST)

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Praise the Lord......God is great!
Ann P. Goetzman <kjnqueen3@cox.net>
Saint Amant, LA United States of America - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 08:38 PM (CST)

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Great news! We see that miracle on it's way! You are such a beautiful,charming,funny and AMAZING child!
Love and Prayers!
The Balkenbusch's
Nancy,Gary,Jake and Katie
Ellisville, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 08:25 PM (CST)

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OH YAY! What great numbers (okay, this is coming from someone who really does not understand what all of this means, but I can get the gist of things)!!!! For you all, this ray of sunshine, both your daughter and the numbers, are so well deserved!
We don't stop praying, don't worry about that! And somehow, when I see the sunrise, or the sunset, I too am reminded that God tells us we are going to be okay, no matter what!
Keep that fight going!
Bless you all!
PS....I am going to attempt to email you a "comic" that my mother found during her battle with brain cancer....It just fits you all so well....but I will have to send it to the mail that you have listed.....
Janice Frisella <jlfrisella@earthlink.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 08:24 PM (CST)

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Hallelujah! We'll keep the prayers coming since they are working! With so many people praying night and day, anything is possible. Alexandria is absolutely incredible! What a credit to your parenting she is. You definitely ought to write a book.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 08:23 PM (CST)

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When I read your entry today, It gave me hope. Hope that everything will turn out okay. Praying for you everyday. It also makes me think about all the little blessings that we have in life. You remind me to count my blessings everyday. God is definitely with you.
Allison
Columbia, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 08:13 PM (CST)

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We are praying that all is well with Alexandria's labs today. Our Nicholas says the Guardian Angel Prayer nightly for Alexandria:

Angel of God
My guardian Dear,
To whom God's love commits me here.
Ever this day
Be at my side,
To light,
To guard,
To rule and guide.

Keep enjoying those siesta's-

The Vena's
Overland Park, Ks - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 07:57 PM (CST)

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Number 53,670 checking in!(LOL)

Hi Miss Alexandria!!
Do you know just how beautiful you are? Well....you are!!
I smile big everytime I read your updates. You are such a smart young lady! I love to check up on you!
I just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you, so I had to stop in and say HI! And send you great big
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
from ice cold Michigan!!!!


Love
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))))))
*************************snowflake kisses*************************

Eva <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
Marcellus, MI - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 07:17 PM (CST)

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Alexandria you are beautiful...inside and out...we could all learn from the strength hope and optimism that you and your family show every day...to be so unselfish that you would not wish this away from yourself...you truly are an example of grace and maturity...faith and hope...you are a rare soul who will help so many people with your story...a true living angel...I pray for you daily
D-
Pittsburgh, - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 06:51 PM (CST)

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My whole family continues to pray for you and your family. You are an amazingly strong family.
Lisa McCluer <Lmccluer@dardennepresbyterian.org>
St. Charles, MO USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 06:25 PM (CST)

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My husband and I have had Alexandria on our Sunday Schools classes prayer list. We attend Calvary Baptist Church in Jackson. We try and read your website everyday. We learned of Alexandria's battle with cancer from our sister-in-law Diane Miller. We have you in our prayers and thougts daily

Mitch and Lisa Miller
Jackson, Tn
Mitch and Lisa Miller <morlmiller@webtv.net>
Jackson, TN US - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 05:45 PM (CST)

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Praying for a positive report from today's tests! Great pictures - Jordan says Hi! to Alexandria, and she loved her little kitty, Bella!
The Tojo's
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 05:10 PM (CST)

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Just checking in for an update. If I signed in every time I checked the website, my status would be upgraded from lurker to stalker.:) Hope all is well.
Melissa Day <melissaday@insightbb.com>
Fishers, IN - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 05:09 PM (CST)

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As soon as I got home I checked for an update - and what an update it is! She somehow never amazes at her wisdom but I am not sure how. I can't imagine being able to look at things the way she does and be so strong. God is so obviously lifting her up and giving her comfort and support. Alison, thanks so much for sharing these wonderful personal moments with us! My faith grows stronger each day because of you and Alexandria!
Tanda Smith <tsmith003@charter.net>
Cape Girardeau, Mo - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 04:33 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, Alison and family,

It has been an inspiration to be a part of the praying church at Dardenne for God's work in your family. As the scripture reader of 1 Corinthians 12: 1-11 it was a blessing to know that Lew's sermon on these verses hit such a meaningful and responsive cord. Roy Scheidter was the man whose hand was on Alison's shoulder during Pastor Lew's special prayer. Yes, the laying on of hands is all part of our special relationship with Jesus and His family. God bless you as we move forward with Him!

Elder Bob Hague
Bob Hague <rhague@mail.win.org>
St. Peters, MO U.S.A. - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 04:30 PM (CST)

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Hello Haddock Family!
Let me just tell you that your daughter is absolutely AMAZING and you should be so proud of her. She is a peach!
She is so smart and funny.
Molly wishes for you to give her a hug and my 15 year old even said wow when he read your last journal entry.
Molly and I have 'adopted" a child from Caring Bridge. His name is Raj, and he has the same type of Leukemia as Molly. He will be finishing his chemo in April, and his parents will probably start the next stage of the "waiting game" soon. It is a pleasure to write to them and we hope they will feel the same. Thanks for the idea.
God bless and enjoy that little "fireball" of yours.
The Healys..hi to aunt michele and family too.







E. Healy <fitNJpro@aol.com>
Waldwick, NJ USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 04:20 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria, Grant and Alison! Just checking in and praying that today's visit to find out about the blasts went great. We are all thinking of you...and we loved seeing your beautiful face with the new pictures! Alison...I loved SEEING your face again....you are just as beautiful as I remembered......Love and prayers!
Anne, Chris, Timmy, Jack and Emily Merten <amerten@msn.com>
Westerville, OH USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 04:11 PM (CST)

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Thanks for putting new pictures on the website. You are a beautiful young lady! It was fun to see your Mom's picture too. She does such a wonderful job with her daily updates. So now when I read the journal entries I can picture you each of you are as she talks about you. Hope you are having a great day. You are in our prayers MANY times each day.
Ali Holtz <ali978@msn.com>
O'Fallon, MO 63366 - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 04:05 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria. We are praying for you today. Just wanted to say "hello" and we are praying for good blood results.

Love,

The Erushas <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 03:57 PM (CST)

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Hello Alexandria & Family,
Hope your labs went well and that you are having a good day.
Keeping you all in my prayers,
Maria
NJ - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 03:49 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! All of your caringbridge friends are praying that you had a good day. Keep smiling!
Karen
Naples, Fl - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 03:25 PM (CST)

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What an amazing little girl Alexandria is! She has truly touched our hearts. We hope that the labs went well and that there were no blasts!

You all are constantly in our thoughts and prayers! Take care, God bless, and keep having these great days that the Lord has blessed you with.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 03:01 PM (CST)

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Just checking in on you today and leaving a quick message and a heartfelt prayer!
Elaine R
St. Charles, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 03:00 PM (CST)

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Praying for good news this afternoon. Take Care!!!
Kristen Bly
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 02:34 PM (CST)

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Praying for no blasts and a smooth trip to Childrens for a change.
Love, Stephanie
Stephanie Compton <pscompton@peoplepc.com>
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 02:14 PM (CST)

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We are praying for no blasts today. I wish I was at the 11:00 service yesterday at church. It sounds like it was pretty amazing. The youths at our church sure are wonderful, too. Your friend, Tammy
Tammy Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 01:17 PM (CST)

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NO BLAST NO BLAST NO BLAST

Hi Alexandria,

I really hope that your blood work today comes out great.

Just wanted to check in on you


Patti Taylor <NHRAFORCEFAN1@AOL.COM>
Kings Mtn, NC USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 12:19 PM (CST)

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WOW! What an amazing little girl! At age 32, I have much to learn from her!! I have three little girls of my own, and we check on Alexandria every day. We think of her often and lift her up in prayer! We believe in miracles and God's awesome power!
Tammy Holston <tsholston@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 11:57 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
Oh, I just love the new pictures. I think the one of you and Mommy is the most beautiful picture, it says a million words. You always take the most beautiful pictures. Keep feeling good and I will come ove r soon.
Lots of hugs and kisses
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 11:55 AM (CST)

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Still praying for your little angel! She sounds like an amazing little girl!
Kim Barnes
Lake Worth, FL - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 11:46 AM (CST)

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Hi to the Haddocks. Just finished reading your entry and crying myself. Alexandria, I don't even know you but have many people besides myself praying for you. You know - you are a very lucky little girl! Your Mom, Dad and siblings are awesome! I've read alot about your history and about your family. It's pretty incredible. You keep your chin up (although I don't think you'll have a problem doing that)! Tell your Mom to keep hers up too! I hope I get to meet you sometime soon. I'll keep the prayers a flowin'! Love Lisa
Lisa Schwartz <jimlisaschwartz@msn.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 11:27 AM (CST)

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Hope your doctor's visit goes well today Alexandria. I think you are a beautiful little girl who is wise beyond your years. You are so brave and an inspiration to everyone who reads about you. Looking forward to seeing pictures of your 1/2 birthday!! I continue to pray for you and think about you everyday!!
Karen H. <karenh@mosers.org>
Jefferson City, MO USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:59 AM (CST)

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Alexandria,
I just found your web page. Keep on fighting like you have been. You sound like such an amazing girl with such a strong spirit. You are beautiful both inside and out. You are definitely wise beyond your years.
Love and prayers,
Brandi, Greg, and Abbey Stuart (www.caringbridge.org/ut/abbeystuart)
Brandi Stuart <gregandbrandi@networld.com>
Roy, UT - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:53 AM (CST)

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HI! I justed wanted to let you know that I am one of those that checks your web site often to check on the progress of your daughter. I read your site and see what an amazing daughter you have and who is so insightful of life...for a 9 year old. You don't know me, I found your website through Gooch's site. I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for your beautiful daughter!
Michelle
MN - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:49 AM (CST)

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Alexandria we are praying for good news today. Your wisdom continues to be an inspiration to us all.
Kathy Viviani
St. Peters , Mo USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:42 AM (CST)

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Alexandria,
You are beautiful!! May you and your family continue to be blessed. You have great wisdom and there is so much to be learned from you. You continue to be the teacher and we will be your students. Our God is an Awesome God!!Prayers and Love sent to you angel.
Sheila Jones - Green Pines Mom
Wildwood, MO USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:26 AM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria,
I am just in awe of you!! What an intelligent, beautiful, witty, loving, and strong girl you are. I am praying for a good report from your tests today.
Lynn
St. Charles, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:14 AM (CST)

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It is amazing how wise our children become, way above their years. I know I always marveled at my daughters strength she was so strong through her roughest times.
We continue to pray for you.
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:02 AM (CST)

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Hey, Alexandria! Remember me? I got your name on a friends prayer site. I and the people of Harvester Christian Church are praying for your healing! Hang in there, Beautiful!
Julie Perrey
St Charles, MO USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:50 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, God is doing such wonderful things thru you! You are an amazing and BEAUTIFUL young lady. We are praying for you and your family daily. What an inspiration you are to me. My little girl, Emily, also has leukemia. She is only 1 1/2 years old so she can't tell me what she is going thru but I know that she is brave like you. Your wisdom helps guide me thru our journey.
Mikie Smithers from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
Bartlett, TN USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:43 AM (CST)

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You brought tears to my eyes, isn't it funny how God can give wisdom to such a young child, I know I am amazed by the things that my son Jacob 6 (dx with ALL April 1999,bmt dec 2002) say's to me. I think God speaks to us through our children, just to remind us that he is in control. Thank you for sharing Alexandria with us. I come here often, to check on her.
Love,
Lisa Mosley
Lisa Mosley <motherof4angels@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:41 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, GOD has truly blessed you with the gift to bring us all together and see GOD. You have touch so many lives and your strength and faith are such an inspiration to us. We pray for you and your family, asking for comfort and strength for you all.

JAM (Jesus and Men)
Dardenne Presbyterian Church

Mike Merritt <mmerritt@busmedia.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:37 AM (CST)

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Oh My Gosh....SERENADED....That only happens in the movies and fairy tales... RIGHT!! I'll probably never have anything like that happen to me.... How Cool....

Alexandria, you are one smart girl... you are so in tune with the purpose of your life, more in tune than most adults. I am just as amazed as your mom is. How do you do it, even with all the prayers and love from mom and dad, most people ( children and adults) wouldn't be able to tackle every day like you do? You are truly amazing!!

You continue to be an inspiration. You are BEAUTIFUL!!

Sharyn Duncan
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:36 AM (CST)

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Alexandria you are beautiful. I like your picture with your stuffed animal. Beth was reading part of your jounal entry to me over coffee and it was touching. I then got to work and read the rest of it. It brought me to tears, you are an unbelievable little girl! God Bless you. I'm praying for great results today.
Jack Pyle
Ellisville, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:27 AM (CST)

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Alexandria,
Hello beautiful child! You are so precious. Not only are the church congregation praying for you, sweetheart, but so are all the people who come and visit the website. My goodness, you have more friends and loved ones than anyone I know! You ae such an inspiration to us all. I pray that your bloodwork turns out great. Thinking of you and praying for you.
Debbie Little <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:18 AM (CST)

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Alexandria - You are a very beautiful girl! God bless!
Cindy <cwright2@blomand.net>
Sparta, Tennessee - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:02 AM (CST)

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What an amazing girl with a truly inspirational outlook. Thanks for sharing. Such priceless lessons we can all learn. If we would have 1/10 of Alexandria's perspective, the world would be a better place. Praying for wonderful results today.
Donna Landwehr
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:01 AM (CST)

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These children are absolutely the wisest little souls, aren't they? I am so very grateful for the job I have and being able to be a part of these children's lives. I often have to remind myself that they aren't really 40 year olds just trapped in the body of a little person. Sometimes I think they understand it all so much better than we do - we have a LOT to learn from them! So glad to hear that Alex is doing so well. Your family is a true inspiration to so many of us. Praying that the counts come back free and clear of those nasty blasts! God bless!
Kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:00 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks
If you only knew how much you have touched us. You have changed the way we look at life on a daily basis. Your love, strengh, and faith are constant. Thank you for the updates and for sharing your lives with us, that we may learn what is really important. Prayers always.
Doug and Jane Sheats <djarsheats@earthlink.net>
Springboro, OH - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 08:49 AM (CST)

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Praying for absolutely NO blasts today. Please dear Lord Alexandria needs this to be so. What an awesome young lady you are Alexandria not to want to change a thing. You see at a young age that everything happens for a purpose and God's plan is perfect. Wish I could have heard the beautiful young voices serenading you with God's music, bet that was MUCH better than the music during half time at the Super Bowl!! Alexandria, you are beautiful inside and out.
Love in Christ,
Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 08:48 AM (CST)

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Sending lots of prayers for "no blasts" in the blood today.

What an amzaing child Alexandria is. Her faith and insight move me to tears everytime I read a new update. What a truly beautiful child she is on the inside as well as the outside.

Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 08:36 AM (CST)

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I don't know what to say, I check your site several times a day to check on Alexandria and each time I am so moved by her insight and courage. I am so happy that she is feeling well and continue to pray for her healing
Debby Roberts.........................http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/emilyroberts/
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 08:26 AM (CST)

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Well, what can I say. Alexandria is one awesome little girl. She is truly an angel here on earth with such strong messages for all of us. She is much wiser than most people 2 to 3 times her age. I was once again brought to tears by your touching entry. I am so thankful that you had such a beautiful Sunday & pray for wonderful news today.

The Pyle Family
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 08:09 AM (CST)

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May God reach down and give each of you a GREAT BIG HUG today. Even though we will never meet personally, you are all in my heart and in my prayers. Thank you for sharing your story.

I tell my campers (Camp SAM - Alabama'a camp for kids who have or have had cancer) that they have more wisdom and strength than most people I know. They have taught me more in the last year about life and its blessings, than I had learned in the 40+ prior years of my life. I am very thankful for that. Alexandria is also teaching the same.
God Bless,
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 08:04 AM (CST)

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Alison, Are you sure she is only nine years old? I don't know people who are many times older with that perspective! All along I thought you were a writer in disquise; now I think perhaps a minister. Thanks so much for sharing your thoughts and Alexandria's wisdom with us.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 07:41 AM (CST)

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We are praying for good counts today. What a great journal entry- incredibly inspiring in so many ways. You are a very eloquent writer and obviously have wonderful subject matter. She is so sweet and wise. I'm so glad she likes her kitty- my girls want one too. Tell Grant his email to Peter had me in tears too- tears of laughter. Have him explain- too funny. We hope for the best of everything today.
Melissa Day
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 07:15 AM (CST)

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Alison,
What an awesome Sunday you just experienced - you truly are blessed. Have decided to pray for Alexandria on my commute to Sikeston from now on - getting ready to leave shortly and hope for good lab results today. Peace to you,
Pat Hunter <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 06:50 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison,

Your strength and courage is incredible. Please give Alexandria our bst wishes. she is in our many prayers as you all are.
Annette Farley
Jamison, PA USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 06:25 AM (CST)

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Thank You Lord for bestowing upon us a True Angel. Alexandria, you truly are one awesome kid!!!!!!
We pray daily for You, and I know God is watching over You, and has given you a gift of enormous proportions and You have accepted this gift in its true meaning.

From Toronto with Love
Gail <mum_41@hotmail.com>
Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 05:45 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family,
I am a lurker too, but it is your daughter's amazing spirit and courage that always draws me back - plus, your touching journals. I pray that she has good labs tomorrow. May God continue to bless your family and give you strength.
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 01:11 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison, your entry today brought tears to my cheeks! I enjoy reading your entrys daily, I love the long ones! What is the name of your church? You all are definately on the right track. I also love reading the quotes of your beautiful daughter Alexandria, she really is a neat little girl, God's gifts are so precious! We will continue to pray, we're going for the gold-a miracle, a healing, and if that is not God's will, then may God give you both strength, wisdom, comfort and peace. Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 12:27 AM (CST)

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Alexandria,
I think your pictures are beautiful, and I thank you for letting your mom share them with us. I will continue to keep you and the rest of your family in my prayers.
Aubrey <aubhanson@attbi.com>
Tacoma, WA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 11:54 PM (CST)

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I wanted to say that I have read and reread your journal entries and I am in awe of your family! My name is Linda and I am the mother of three children. I cannot say that I know what you are going trhough, cause i have no clue, but I am a mom and I know what a mom does!!!! My son also has a site. He was paralyzed in a car accident that we had when we were going to visit my family for Christmas one year ago. He is doing well and is a happy 6 year old, who is also an inspiration to me!!

I want you to know that I will include your family in our prayers.....


Linda Jorgenson <www.caringbridge.org/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 11:51 PM (CST)

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I guess I'm a lurker too. I stumble upon your site somehow. My dauther too has A.l.l.(Kelly is 10) and relaped twice.She had to have a bone morrow transplant in August. My son who is 13 was a perfect match. I was just amazed at the similarity of our two familys. Kelly is doing good for now. I check in often. I have to tell you that you really inspire me. You have great wisdom in your writings I just want to thank you for that! Your family is always in my thoughts and prayers
Nancy DeDomenic <www.caringbridge.org/pa/kellydedomenic>
Monroeville, Pa U.S.A. - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 11:33 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks, prayers for you tonight from snowy Virginia. Take care,

The Staples family - Jeff, Kristen, Haley and Jack <jeff@avisian.com>
Aldie, VA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 11:06 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, I just wanted to stop by and say hi, I hope you had a great weekend. I love your new photos your mom posted. I will check back later to see how you are doing. Take care!
Tonya Lloyd (Amanda's mom) <www.caringbridge.org/ut/amanda>
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 10:34 PM (CST)

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"Lurked" for several days - several times a day! Thanks for updating the pics! You can definitely tell she is her mother's daughter - those eyes!!!!!!!! Beautilful children!
Tanda Smith
Cape Girardeau, MO - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 10:20 PM (CST)

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Hello Haddocks! Just checking in! Stay strong and hold to each other tight! All our prayers and strength-
The McTearnen's
Wildwood, MO - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 10:11 PM (CST)

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Thinking of you all and keeping you in my prayers!
Paula
Chesterfield, MO - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 09:37 PM (CST)

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Just thinking of you all. God Bless
Kathy
St. Peters , Mo USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 09:36 PM (CST)

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Dare Alexandria,

I am SO happy to hear that you are doing pretty well. I will contiinue to pray that your infection goes away.
God Bless!

Kailie Rhines <loolieb@charter.net>
St.Charles, MO USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 08:48 PM (CST)

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I was away from a computer for a few days and was glad to get back and let you know that a friend in Pittsburgh is thinking of you and your family. I greatly admire your strength and devotion, and wish you great peace. I'll be going to the site you mentioned to leave messages on other Caring Bridge sites.
Jennifer
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 08:44 PM (CST)

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Lurkers rule!! continuing to pray for you all. "i will carry you to Jesus on my knees."
cheryl <mommymouth@aol.com>
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 08:18 PM (CST)

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Hi Alison, Grant, and family. Just checking in to see if there is an update. I hope that you have had a good weekend and are keeping warm in this COLD weather. I love the new pictures - Alexandria, you are a cutie. You remain in my thoughts and prayers. Love,

Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's Website
<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 07:57 PM (CST)

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Hi! Just checking in on you this evening! Chris(Goochs Mom) Is great isn't she!!! Have a good evening & God Bless!
Sheila
Peru, IN USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 07:43 PM (CST)

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Hi there.....just checking in (and signing in)....hope the no news is good news over there! What a wierd weekend we've had, huh....freezing, then warm, then cold....what's next in store?
Hope you are resting and healing and feeling the warmth of our hugs!

Janice Frisella <jlfrisella@earthlink.net>
Wildwood, MO 63011 - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 06:24 PM (CST)

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Good Evening,
I check the site twice a day for updates and this is my second check in.
Love and Prayers
The Brooks Family
Angela Brooks
O'Fallon, MO U - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 06:15 PM (CST)

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Hey Haddocks,
Just wanted you to know we are thinking of you all. Sidonia was so happy that she got to talk to Alexandria yesterday.
LOVE AND PRAYERS!!!!!!!!!!!
The Comptons
Stephanie Compton <pscompton@peoplepc.com>
ocean springs, - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 06:04 PM (CST)

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Thanks for the encouragement to the lurkers! Alexandria looks a lot like my son, Nick, who has now had four transplants. The prednisone and cyclosporin face is very familiar! We hope things settle down for you, as they have for us in the past few weeks. Everyone gets a reprieve, you just have to recognize it for what it is.

Sincerely,
Jill, Mom to Nick, 11, AML, 4 transplants
Jill Schield <jillschield@aol.com>
Chicago, IL US - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 05:33 PM (CST)

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Thanks for the encouragement to the lurkers! Alexandria looks a lot like my son, Nick, who has now had four transplants. The prednisone and cyclosporin face is very familiar! We hope things settle down for you, as they have for us in the past few weeks. Everyone gets a reprieve, you just have to recognize it for what it is.

Sincerely,
Jill, Mom to Nick, 11, AML, 4 transplants
Jill Schield <jillschield@aol.com>
Chicago, IL US - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 05:32 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria: What a strange Sunday. Snow in the morning and bright sunshine in the afternoon. I hope you have enjoyed the day. You and yours stay in my thoughts and prayers. Take care, my dear.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 04:55 PM (CST)

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Checking in to see how *our* Alexandria is doing today. Will check back later. Feel better Alexandria. Love & prayers to you all.
Love, Gwen
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 04:40 PM (CST)

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Checking in to see how *our* Alexandria is doing today. Will check back later. Hope you're feeling better today hon. Love & prayers to all.
Love, Gwen
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 04:38 PM (CST)

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Prayers continue for Alexandria and your family. I hope she is feeling better today. I have "lurked" a couple of times today hoping for a good update.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 04:05 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddock Family, I was just checking in and will go next to adopt a family on the website that you listed. Many prayers are coming your way.


Tracey, Paul, Alex and Tess
Ballwin, Mo USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 03:44 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddock family,
We continue to check in each day, thinking and praying for you guys. We are inspired by your faith, love, energy, and positive attitude. Keep the strength!

The Swerczek family
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 03:26 PM (CST)

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Hello,
Letting you know we are still praying for Alexandria. May God watch over you .
Jan
Oh - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 03:22 PM (CST)

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JUST WANT TO SEND ALL OUR LOVE AND PRAYERS TO THE FAMILY.
MEMAW & PAWPAW
NOEL <NOEL_718@MSN.COM>
TERRE DU LAC, MO ST LOUIS - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 02:37 PM (CST)

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Hey Haddocks from the lurking Ludwinski family. The prayers are still coming. Thanks for the updated pics, it always great to see them. Love and prayers as always!!!
Don, Pam, Elizabeth & Joey Ludwinski
Wildwood, MO USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 02:14 PM (CST)

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Haddock family we are praying for you. We love the new pics. Those kids are adorable. Richie said, "Hey there's Guppy", Alison you look Great! Alexandria looks like her Mommy and Hunter looks like his Dad! What a beautiful family! You are blessed! Love, Cat & Richie
Cat Borkowski
Shoreham, NY - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 12:08 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria..We are praying for you and your family in Connecticut!
Jacqueline
CT - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 11:34 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,

I saw your site on SethLovesTrains and I wanted to say Hi. I hope that you are feeling better. My name is Patti Taylor. I live in Kings Mtn. NC. I will be praying for you.


Patti Taylor <NHRAFORCEFAN1@AOL.COM>
Kings Mtn, NC USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 11:25 AM (CST)

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I'm praying for you, Alexandria!
Jodie Passwater <jodiep@att.com>
Manchester, MO 63021 - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 11:15 AM (CST)

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Good Morning Haddock family, just checking in, and sending loving, healing, blessed thoughts your way! Thank you for the beautiful pictures and of course, your updates. It's a true blessing to come here every day to read your updates. There's always something here that my spirit needs to hear and what better way to be spiritually fed? Thank you for your daily message that so many of us need to hear! You are the miracle worker, bringing so many people together, through Alexandria's illness, and spiritually feeding all of us who read your journal entries. God's plan at work!
Stay warm and always keeping the faith. Love, the Imbesi family from Long Island, NY
Lynn Imbesi <limbesi@optonline.net>
East Moriches, NY USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 10:32 AM (CST)

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Praying and hoping that on this Sabbath your family is blessed with a beautiful day. Alexandria your are a precious girl and your beauty inner and outer shines through in your strength and your faith.
From Toronto with love
Gail <mum_41@hotmail.com>
Canada - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 09:55 AM (CST)

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Hey Alison,Grant, and Michelle,
Hope everyone is feeling good at the Haddock Home!!! Hope Alexandria is feeling better from the infection!! Just wanted to let ya know that I'm home and here if you need help with anything, the kids, etc....
I've been thinking so much of you, and thanking God for this time that you all have together!!
Much love and prayers,
Nancy

Nancy Cole
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 09:33 AM (CST)

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Hi- just checking in Sunday morning- hope all is well. It's snowing a lot here- really beautiful.I hope you meant it when you said the messages didn't need to be deep or incredibly meaningful ;). Have a wonderful day with the kids!
Melissa Day <melissaday@insightbb.com>
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 09:01 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria (and family)!
I loved seeing your new pictures. Your new kitty is very cute! I'm praying for you every day and so is my WHOLE family!
Kristy Forbes
Ballwin, MO 63011 - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 08:34 AM (CST)

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Good Morning Haddock Family,
Thank you for Adopt a Family idea. Our entire family is participating in the process. Thank you for sharing the pictures as well. Our prayers continue strong!
Love,
The Brooks Family, Angela, Jeff, Robyn and Mitchell
Angela Brooks <amlb36@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 08:28 AM (CST)

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Just checking in...Peace my friends, Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 07:22 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison, thanks for the new pics! It is nice to be able to "see" who we are praying so hard for. Your children are beautiful! I am so glad you and Alexandria are back home. It's gotta be difficult to handle everything and take care of a sick child. Keep up the good work! And we will continue to pray for that one miracle! Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 02:29 AM (CST)

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Alexandria,
Hi sweetie. I hope day by day you gain more energy. I'm so glad that you are recovering at home. Isn't your own bed so nice and comfy? And you know, no one can give you all the tender loving care you need like your Mommy can! Take care, and I'll be checking in on you.
Debbie Little <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 12:27 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison and family,

My name is September West. My husband's stepfather is Jim Watts, cousin to Noel. He told us about Alexandria a year ago and we have been praying for her since then. We check the website daily and update our church family during Wednesday night prayer meeting so that we all can pray specifically for Alexandria's needs.
September West <west@usmo.com>
Wright City, MO USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 10:57 PM (CST)

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More lurkers here! You are always in our thoughts. We lift your family up to our heavenly Father daily in prayer.
The Uebelein family, Keith, Sherry, Caleb, Luke, Rachel & Mary Joy
Ellisville, MO - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 10:31 PM (CST)

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Wanted you to know that you are very much in my thoughts and prayers. I'll keep posting the notes to fast and pray for Alexandria and your family as long as you want us to. I check in often and pray continually. I'm glad to hear of the wonderful things that the Lord is doing not only in your body, but also in all of your souls and spirits--heartwarming! Blessings to you!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 10:20 PM (CST)

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Just another lurker, no visitor, checking in. I hope your day was a good one. It sure was nice to see the sun again, wasn't it? It was so cold here last week that one of our chickens laid an egg and it froze and cracked before I could get into the egg carton! Now that's cold!
I hope you are feeling better, Alexandria.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:58 PM (CST)

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I love the new pictures and if you could just patent those eyes and eyelashes, you would be rich, rich, rich!!!! She just might have gotten those from her mother. Not to exclude Hunter, he is also quite the looker.
Donna Landwehr
St. Charles, MO - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:55 PM (CST)

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Hi Sweetheart: I managed to catch that rotten respiratory problem that has been infecting the St. Louis area, so spent most of the day resting rather than working on my to-do list. What did we say about the body using all its energy to work on getting better? But it has given me lots of time to think about and pray for my CaringBridge friends, and you and your family have certainly been on my mind. I hope you're having a better weekend and have enjoyed us getting above freezing again. Take care, my dear.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:38 PM (CST)

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Still checking several times a day and praying constantly.
Love to all,
Jenni
Jenni Burford
Bentonville, AR - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:23 PM (CST)

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Yes, one of your "lurkers" here!!! Just kidding, I thought the comment was great. I too visit your website at least twice a day. Each time I come by I actually pray before I bring up the site - that everything is going well. You do not know me and I will more than likely never know you. However, I feel a bond with you. I have visited the site to "adopt" and I plan on signing on for several. I have heard first hand from several parents how the support they received from their website truly helped carry them through the very low valleys of these trials.

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you... Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. John 14:27

I pray for peace for your family!
Your friend,
Linda Watson

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:09 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
You sweet little angel!!! I love the new pictures. I hope your weekend is going well and that you are getting plenty of rest. You know, they say that the body heals itself when it's resting. So if you're resting a lot that probably means you're healing a lot. Have a great weekend and I hope you're feeling better soon. XOXOXO AND PRAYERS TO YOU! XOXOXO

Kathy VdV
Maryville, MO - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:06 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to let you know that I have visited your site several times and have been praying for your precious Alexandria. May God continue to give you the strength you need.
Carla
- Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 08:56 PM (CST)

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Hello to everyone in the Haddock family. I love the latest pictures. What a great picture of Hunter and Alexandria together! Sending prayers you way. your friend, Tammy
Tammy Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 08:26 PM (CST)

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We are praying for you. May God give you much strenghth. Alexandria, you are a very brave person.
Allison
Columbia, Mo - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 08:22 PM (CST)

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We adopted 3 kids (so far).
Just wanted to say Hi and hello!
Keep warm and much peace
God Bless
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 07:56 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria,
I loved the new pictures on your web site. You have beautiful blue eyes!! I am continuing to pray for you.
Love in Christ,
Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 07:55 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddock Family .. Letting you know I am here again.. The new pictures are great! Alexandria is as beautiful as ever! Thanks for sharing w/ us. Love & prayers to you all.
Love, Gwen
- Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 07:44 PM (CST)

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Hi Alison and Alexandria
I don't know if you remember me. My daughter, Jessica, was in girl scouts with Alexandria. I was pregnant with my 4th child and you had baby Adison. I just recently was given your website and have read all the entries. Alison, you have commented often on how strong and inspirational Alexandria is through all of this. But I also think it is you who is strong. You are my inspiration to be a better person and especially a better mother. Our prayers are with all of you. God bless.
Cheryl Lohmann <cherloh@earthlink.net>
Wildwood, MO - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 06:39 PM (CST)

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Every night at dinner our family says a prayer for you.
Amy
Ballwin, MO - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 06:33 PM (CST)

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O.K., O.K., sometimes we are lurkers, we'll admit that. We are always thinking about you and checking in to see how you are doing. Stay strong and we'll keep the prayers coming.

Love to you all,

Dan, Sally, Tommy and Emma
The Forness Family <SDFORNESS@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 06:24 PM (CST)

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Checking in and thinking of you.

Kristen Bly
- Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 04:29 PM (CST)

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Hi guys- I hope Alexandria get some energy back soon- she is fighting so hard. I loved the new pictures! take care- the daily food reports make me very hungry:)
Melissa Day <melissaday@insightbb.com>
Fishers, IN - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 04:05 PM (CST)

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Hello all,
Thanks for the beautiful pictures of Alexandria. Still praying really hard at the Smith house for a miracle at the Haddock House!!!
God Bless,
Karen
Karen Smith
Ballwin, MO - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 03:20 PM (CST)

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To Alexandria,

hope you feel better. I pray for you every day, jack does too.

love,
Haley
Haley Staples <haleystaples@yahoo.com>
aldie, va - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 03:01 PM (CST)

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Just checking back in again. Love the new pictures--Alexandria is beautiful inside & out.
The Pyle Family
- Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 01:51 PM (CST)

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I don't know you but feel like I do! I am a friend of Anne Merten and she told me about Alexandria. I will continue to pray for a complete healing for her. God Bless! Michelle
MIchelle Sutphin <msutphin@rr.insight.com>
Westerville, OH - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 12:42 PM (CST)

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I have been checking your site daily....my heart and prayers are going out to you. I put Alexandria's name on the prayer roll at our San Diego LDS temple--and am including her and you all in my prayers also. I am so impressed by your positive attitude.
Barb Stinchfield <bstinchfield@lmana.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 12:11 PM (CST)

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Hey Haddocks,
Sending prayers from the deep south. We love you !!!!!!!
Phil, Stephanie, Sidonia, and Sheldon
Stephanie Compton <pscompton@peoplepc.com>
- Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 12:06 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria,
I always love to read about you in the emails. You are a precious little girl. My Sunday School Class prays for you every week. We feel like we know you. We love you and hope you have a wonderful weekend.
Judy Lucius <judylucius2000@yahoo.com>
Baton Rouge, La. USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 11:55 AM (CST)

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Sent your page out again to MANY folks....encouraging them to Adopt a Kid...which I will also do. Keep on keeping on because God is in control.

Ann P. Goetzman <kjnqueen3@cox.net>
Saint Amant, LA United States of America - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 11:32 AM (CST)

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I ran across your site when reading the guestbook entries on tara bullerman's site. Just wanted to say hello and that I'm praying for your family!
Sara Moser <saramoser110@hotmail.com>
Pipestone, MN - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 11:26 AM (CST)

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Hi just checking in.
Have a great weekend!
Lynn
PA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 11:14 AM (CST)

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Hi everyone,
Hope you are having a restful and uneventful weekend. ALexandria, I hope you will feel better soon!
Prayers are with you constantly.




Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 11:04 AM (CST)

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Hi just checking in to see how Alexandria is today, I heard about her from Kristan's mom and have visited her site daily every since.(usually as a lurker..ha ha) Have a great weekend.
Marsha Job <marsha_job@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 10:50 AM (CST)

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I am a lurker from Minnesota. Prays are with you daily. Heard of your site from Gabby's mom. Lot's of hope and love.
Michelle <mdaxell@earthlink.net>
Robbinsdale, MN - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 10:34 AM (CST)

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So glad to hear you are home Alexandria. I hope you get lots of rest so that you are feeling more energetic real soon!
Love and Prayers,
The Balkenbuschs
Nancy, Gary, Jake and Katie
Ellisville, MO - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 10:12 AM (CST)

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Thanks for the updates. I am sending prayers your way. Have a good weekend.
Candice Behm <candice333@netzero.net>
Portland, OR USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:44 AM (CST)

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Hey there! I saw your website from Tara Bullerman's and I thought I would take a look and leave you a message. :-) All I can say is that I know very well that God is with you every step of the way. He will never ever leave your side! Just keep the faith and pray and everything will be alright! God will never give you more than you can handle and when it seems you will never be able to handle what He's giving you at that time, He's just doing it so you will grow as a person and in Him. I got this saying from a friend in an e-mail and I think these words are words to live by: "If God brings you to it...He WILL bring you thru it!" Just remember you have a little angel there and God loves her and her family VERY much! You will be in my thoughts and prayers everyday! God Bless!
Anne Vaske <peewee82085@yahoo.com>
Rushmore , MN USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:25 AM (CST)

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Hoping you have a nice, quiet, at-home family weekend. Best wishes.
Kristine
Clayton, MO - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:16 AM (CST)

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I can not even believe, with everything you are going thru, you mentioned the Adopt A Kid.
Unbelievable, some people just have hearts of gold huh?
Hoping today finds things going okay by you guys
Alexandria is in lots of peoples' thoughts and prayers.


Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:05 AM (CST)

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Our prayers and thoughts are with ALL of you from cold and snowy Pittsburgh,Pa!!!!!!Love, The Terpacks
terri terpack <tterp@aol.com>
carnegie, pa wonderful USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 08:48 AM (CST)

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Sending out those prayers hoping that Alexandria gets well. Best wishes to all of your family, and praying for all of you to have the strength that you need.


Karin, mom to Christine <karin.mika@law.csuohio.edu>
Berea, Ohio USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 08:47 AM (CST)

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God Bless you and your family
Jan
Oh - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 08:34 AM (CST)

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God Bless you sweatheart. You are the cutest thing in the world.
Howard Finger <howard353@attbi.com>
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 08:14 AM (CST)

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Our thoughts and prayers are constantly with you Aleandria and your wonderful loving and supportive family. You are in our children's prayers every night since you were diagnoased. we have moved from STL, but have not forgotten you. May God continue to bless you and yours!
annette farley , steven and Allison
Jamison, Pa USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 08:10 AM (CST)

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Good Morning~ Alison, Grant, and Miss Alexandria~~~

Alison.........very well said! The adopt a kid site is an AWESOME thing! I, myself have adopted 6 kids!!!! Not to mention the 10 or so other sites I write to almost every day! I'm so thankful for CaringBridge! And for all of you for giving us the privilage of getting to know you through all of this. Thank you!

I hope this Saturday morning finds you all in good spirits. Alexandria...sweetie, I'm sorry that you feel so tired and drained. Those darned infections do that! I will pray each day for you to start feeling stronger!
You just rest, let Mom and Dad spoil you!

Love and (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))


Eva <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 08:07 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, we continue to "Savor the Flavor". Stay strong!
Thinking of you! The Borkowski's
Cat & Rich Borkowski
- Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 08:04 AM (CST)

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Alexandria:

Hope you have a fun weekend...We are always thinking of you and your family, and we pray for you every day...

Love,
Peter, Melissa and kids
Peter Day
Fishers, IN - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 06:38 AM (CST)

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Alexandria:

Hope you have a fun weekend...We are always thinking of you and your family, and we pray for you every day...

Love,
Peter, Melissa and kids
Peter Day
Fishers, IN - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 06:38 AM (CST)

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Alison,
I spent a long time browsing the adoption site. I found a little boy named Mark to adopt. Thanks for the list! My brother, Mark, passed away from cancer about 25 years ago. This little boy is doing well and when I saw his pictures - he had big brown eyes and beautiful dark hair- so did my brother. A perfect match. I can hardly wait to learn all about him.
Tanda
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 11:27 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, HI from Utah! I am so glad you are home! we just wanted to stop by and let you know we are thinking of you. Hey and Amanda say's to tell you she loves Fazolis too! she could live off of the breadsticks, but when you throw in those steroids, then she likes it all! Take care!
Tonya
Tonya Lloyd www.caringbridge.org/ut/amanda
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 11:15 PM (CST)

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Alexandria: I'm sorry that you're feeling so tired, but your system is using its energy to work to get better. And I'm sure that everyone wants you at home and not in the hospital. You stay in my thoughts and prayers, my friend. I hope you have a better weekend.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:43 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to let you know that I, too, have been checking your updates on a regular basis, but until now have not signed the guestbook. Like so many others, it is very difficult to know what to say but I think it's time for me to just suck it up and sign, because it is so very important to you. What a precious gift God gave you when He gave you Alexandria! Each time I read your journal I am left in awe with how courageous and strong ALL of you are, and there have been more than a couple of visits that left me in tears. After reading your updates, whether scary or giving more cause for hope, I am left with yet another opportunity to say another prayer for Alexandria. Actually, since we live directly across the street from the house that backs to you, each time I glance your way I am reminded to say a prayer for Alexandria. Since you moved in, and whenever the weather was nice, we have often smiled over here at the sounds of your children at play in the back yard. Sometimes just childish giggling but other times letting out big, full belly laughs...what a joy they all must be to both of you! Anyway, even though you don't know me, please know I'm just one more person who cares about you, prays for you, and knows that your Faith in God will see you through this, now and forever.
Cindy Johnson <johnson2335@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:39 PM (CST)

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Hi guys! We were in the clinic today for Kearby's bone marrow biopsy. We were thinking of you Alexandria. I hope you are doing well. YEAH!!!!! for being back home! You all are still in my prayers. God Bless each and every one of you. Visit Kearby's site and sign the guestbook if you feel up to it. Enjoy your weekend! We will continue to pray for your strength, courage and faith.

God Bless!

Erin Turner (www.caringbridge.org/mo/kearbysjourney
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:31 PM (CST)

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Alison,
I just got through adopting a child from the website and I want to thank you for this wonderful opportunity. As a stay at home mom with preschoolers I often feel like I am doing so little for God's Kingdom (Although I do know that my main job in life is teaching and guiding my children to walk with the Lord). I hope that I can be of some comfort to the family I adopted and I thank you again for passing along this information. In the midst of your hurting and extreme trials in life you are still reaching out to families in need. That is truly what being a Christian is all about and I thank you for your example. Your sister in Christ, Jennifer Mobarak
Jennifer Mobarak
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:07 PM (CST)

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I will try to keep my reponses down to one a day enven though I find myself checking in every time I pass the computer. I have been passing the site on to others not only to pray for you but to receive such a rich blessing from your entries. I always tell them to make sure they go back and read the history as well as the many responses if possible. That is getting more and more difficult as they increase all the time!
Tanda
Cape Girardeau, - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:07 PM (CST)

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GOD BLESS YOU ALL....such strength and courage....a true inspiration to us all...
Unfortunately a new addition to this family...http://caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger/index.htm...please add
Carter to your prayers...
a friend
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:56 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant,
Your "lurkers" are merely devoted "friends". Your website is addictive, and though we may not know Alexandria personally, we all feel a sense of closeness to her because of your "journalling". You share so much with so many of us and probably don't even realize the impact that you have on our lives (even though we tell you). The fact is, I personally no longer want to watch my soaps or clean my house, I would rather read about Alexandia and her progress. Your words are not only inspirational but also contagious!!!With basic life lessons that so many of us don't practice or simply take for granted. I have always had a strong faith but it has grown stronger because of Alexandria.

Alison, you have a beautiful gift of being able to express yourself so eloquently, even while on this emotional journey. As for you Grant, I hope I am not responsible for some of those "lurkers" because I DID distribute your website to MANY who would pray for your family. I do however, believe in calling a "spade a spade" and you certainly got a reaction! It is heart warming to see you are keeping your sense of humor through all of this. That is absolutely essential in this tribulation! I'm speaking from expeience. We had "tumor humor" in our house while dealing with mother and her brain tumors. Besides, laughing releases endorphins, and that's a good thing! Just ask your mother, she shared a lot of laughs with us when she came by to visit Francine. (Of course that was after she and mother shared a few tears first.)

I know how much phone calls, letters and little thoughts mean (not to mention prayers) when dealing with a difficult situation. I'm so sorry I didn't write sooner. I saw your mother at Easter and told her I've been wanting to contact you both. This website makes it convenient to do so. Please tell Stephanie, Michelle, Julie and Sunny all hello for me and keep doing your best! Your entire family should be praised for having such strong faith, patience and endurance. YOU should BOTH feel PROUD for enriching so many lives through your journey!!! Please give Alexandria another kiss and hug. You know... X's and O's are kind of like prayers...you can NEVER have to many!!! As always, we will continue to pray for your entire family.

Kathy Van de Ven and Family <kvandeven@classicnet.net>
Maryville , MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:48 PM (CST)

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We just adopted a child from the list. Thank you for spreading the word. Our continued prayers are with you and your entire family.
viviani's
St. Peters, Mo USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:40 PM (CST)

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THANK YOU THANK YOU! Not only are you the best mom and take such great care of Alexandria, you are trying to make the world a better place! That was so nice to post about Kristan, it has truly made my day to see a kind note from a stranger and for my child to be added to someone's prayer! I hope you know how much this means to me, you all are SPECIAL PEOPLE! God will truly bless you, actually He already has! PRAYERS!PRAYERS! I see they are helping !!!!!!
Lee Ann <dlblank@showme.net>
Scott City, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:28 PM (CST)

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Thinking and praying for you all today! What a beautiful family you have!
Paula
Chesterfield, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:26 PM (CST)

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I have only recently learned of your website and have spent the past few nights reading the past journal entries. Sharing your story has touched so many lives. I have two girls of my own (one Alexandrias age),and never thought it possible to appreciate them any more than I already did, but you have given me a whole new outlook. You are all so brave (and Hunter, you are so special)and will always be in my thoughts and prayers.
Debbi Lohse <debbi713@optonline.net>
Eastport, NY USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:22 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
Seeing you tonight was the best part of my entire week. You always bring me so much laughter with your wittiness and spirit. I hope that the cookies "perked you up" Thank you for allowing me to spend some time with you.
All my love!
Ms Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 07:24 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria!!!
I am a lurker....sorta....I try to post every few days, but the last couple of days, I've not been able to get to ANY of the CaringBridge sites. I've tried and tried! Sometimes, after I post, I come back in the evening before I go to bed, just to check on the kids! Then I go up to bed, and say a prayer for all of them! I am so glad to read that you are out of the hosptial!! HORRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you and praying for you!


Love and ((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Eva <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 07:13 PM (CST)

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hi Today I decided not to be just a lurker:) and sighn in I've kept up with your daughter and have been praying for her!!!God bless you


sally Torres <sally_torres@lusknet.com>
anaheim, ca 92806 - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 07:03 PM (CST)

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Ha, Ha, I actually just had a good laugh...I needed that! (The Lurker situation)...anyway...just to let you know, last week Alexandria was put on the prayer list at St. Charles Borromeo prayer tree along with prayers for strength for her family. I hope you felt these prayers! Take care!
Cathy Yanez
St. Charles, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 05:50 PM (CST)

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We continue to keep you in our prayers!
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 05:46 PM (CST)

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Hello from Lurker number 49,360. It looks as if there are hundreds of lurkers out here. I feel like I have been a part of some great lurking conspiracy. Lisa has been wanting to cook for you all but did not want to bother you to make arangements to get it to you. I told her, "go ahead and make something and I will drop it off... if you are not home its not like I'll get arrested for lurking around".. haha, anyway I will call and leave a message about other issues and for now our prayers are with you, and I must go tell Lisa that you JUST had fettuccine.
Drake Owens
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 05:35 PM (CST)

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Hello, I have been following Alexandria's site for about a month and a half. A dear friend who has lost her son Jackson Ben to this horrible cancer shared your website with me. I have been praying for you Alexandria and your family. God is good! Your a beautiful girl and your parents are amazing. God bless you.
Amy Moore <mooreja@somtel.net>
Somerset, WI USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 05:34 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to keep from being on Grant's lurker list. I'm praying for Alexandria, your family, the doctors and nurses each day.
Love,
Jack & Family
Jack Pyle
Ellisville, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 05:32 PM (CST)

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Alison,

I visit the website just about every day, so thank you for updating it so often. I thought of you during my morning devotion time. The author, Carol Kuykendall, wrote about the day her son was hospitalized and they found out he was diabetic. Her husband said this prayer at his bedside which made me think of you. "Lord, we've always had trouble believing that you love our children more than we do and that you will take care of them. We know we've tried to control their lives. But Lord, for the first time, we face a problem with no human solution. We can't cure or change it. So we come to you in humble dependence and place this child in your hands tonight. We know you have a plan for his life. Please take care of him and help us to accept that plan with trust and loving support. Amen."

I hope in some small way that helps.

In Christ,
Michelle Farmer
Wildwood, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 05:31 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! You may not remember when I signed the guestbook at Kailie's house way back when. But I am still praying for you, and am doing my best to get all the people in my church to pray as well. Kailie said in a recent phone call that you got to go home! That is AWESOME!!!! I hope that you are feeling better than I am at the moment. I'm coughing now. Junk in the throat. I hope that my church friends are keeping the commitment! Trust me, I have a huge church, so all of them praying together would be an achivement. About 1500 people, to give an estimate.
I have heard about you from Kailie. I wish I could meet you sometime. Do you like animals? I work at the Humane Society. You could meet the guys! The dogs, I mean.
I will keep praying for you!
Julie Perrey
St. Charles, MO USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 05:25 PM (CST)

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Just checking in to see if there are any updates. I hope today was a good one for Alexandria. Prayers continue for healing.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 05:14 PM (CST)

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I have been following Alexandria's story since the golf tournament benefit back in Oct. I have been truly amazed and inspired by your story. I must admit I am a lurker for I follow up daily to see how you are all doing but don't always sign in. My family and I pray for you all daily and keep you close in thought. Keep the faith.
Cindy
O'Fallon, mo 63366 - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 05:06 PM (CST)

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The power of prayer is truly amazing, and judging by the number of emtries in your guestbook today, I would say a lot of people are praying. Please Dear Lord, give Alexandria and her family the miracle they have been waiting for.

ALways with peace and love from Toronto
Gail <mum_41@hotmail.com>
Toronto, ON Canada - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 04:51 PM (CST)

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God's peace be with you. What a beautiful little girl you have!
Clare
Charlotte, NC - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 04:20 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks! Just checking in and saying hello! I am praying hard for you all!
Mandy
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 04:07 PM (CST)

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Today I viewed your website for the first time, it's so touching. My daughter sits next to your son in Ms. Lillis class. In Sep. my neighbor's beautiful little boy was diagnosed with cancer and I organized dinners for them and tried to always be there if they needed someone to talk to, cry with, or just discuss what they were feeling. During that time I found out about Alexandria through Nancy, what a sweet, caring person. She would always keep me updated on Alexandria's progress, but I haven't seen her in a while. Yesterday I found out things hadn't been going to well. I felt it was time I wrote you since I have been praying for Alexandria for months. I will still continue to pray, I want her story to have a happy ending. God may feel he needs her to come home, but maybe he will decide to perform a miracle. You sound like a strong woman with a lot of faith in God. I wish you and your family the best and I will start praying more. If I can do anything to help, please tell Nancy. I will check your website daily for updates on Alexandria.
connie <gerkdog@cs.mail>
O;Fallon, mo - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 04:03 PM (CST)

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Today I viewed your website for the first time, it's so touching. My daughter sits next to your son in Ms. Lillis class. In Sep. my neighbor's beautiful little boy was diagnosed with cancer and I organized dinners for them and tried to always be there if they needed someone to talk to, cry with, or just discuss what they were feeling. During that time I found out about Alexandria through Nancy, what a sweet, caring person. She would always keep me updated on Alexandria's progress, but I haven't seen her in a while. Yesterday I found out things hadn't been going to well. I felt it was time I wrote you since I have been praying for Alexandria for months. I will still continue to pray, I want her story to have a happy ending. God may feel he needs her to come home, but maybe he will decide to perform a miracle. You sound like a strong woman with a lot of faith in God. I wish you and your family the best and I will start praying more. If I can do anything to help, please tell Nancy. I will check your website daily for updates on Alexandria.
connie <gerkdog@cs.mail>
O;Fallon, mo - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 04:03 PM (CST)

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Hi... just wanted to say hi. Alexandria you still amaze us! I guess you all had snow too? and its sooooo cold!!!! Stay warm, hug each other.
Love,
Aunt Nancy Kay
Nancy Hunter Moore
New Madrid, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 03:48 PM (CST)

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I guess I am one of the "LURKERS" you are talking about. Alexandria's journey had touched my family in so many ways. She is in our prayers everynight. Because she is in our prayers everynight I guess I don't feel that I need to leave a message everytime. God hears all of our prayers and we should be thankful even for the "LURKERS."
God Bless
Sharon
CT - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 03:28 PM (CST)

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Just checking in to say hello and hope you are staying warm!! Alexandria- hope you are enjoying tha video..one of our favorite songs is "Jump into the Light". We just wanted to let you know that we think you are the light!!! :-) take care!

The Davis Family
St. Peters, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 03:07 PM (CST)

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I have been praying for and checking your progress consistently for about 2 weeks now. I have never met any of you, but wish there was something I could do. My daughter (6)has a very close friend that has been effected by the big monster (cancer)and we have seen and met (from the internet primarily) some very amazing kids and I do have to say that Alexandria sure sounds like an amazing kid.
A friend <bhepp@imca.org>
denver, co - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 02:52 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks,
Although I leave messages most the time I am definately a lurker as well. I agree that lurkers should leave a little message. It must warm your heart to know that all these people from all over the world are praying for you. Abby was definately impressed when Alexandria told her she has people from Europe and Australia that leave messages for her. Much love to you and try and stay warm with this ridiculous weather.

Ann Newsham
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 02:02 PM (CST)

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I as well stop by daily to check on Alexandria even though I don't know her. She is in my thoughts and prayers. May God Bless Alexandria with a MIRACLE. Godspeed
Kim
Exton, PA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 01:52 PM (CST)

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I check on Alexendria daily, sometimes 3 or more times a day and I must admit I don't leave a entry each time but I am constantly thinking of her and saying prayers all the time for all of you. You are such an inspiration to all of us. Love, Terri
Terri Daringer <tdaringer@shco.org>
Persia, IA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 01:46 PM (CST)

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Your family is my thoughts and prayers.

Kim Coffey
St Charles, Mo - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 01:46 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to check in and see how everyone is doing! Lots of prayers coming your way!
Kristen Bly
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 01:33 PM (CST)

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Hey There Alison
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, for Sharing Your beautiful daughter with the world through this website. Keeping in touch with us, has given us much needed strenght to go on with our lives, and has definetly given us a bit of medical education!!! I pretty much think you HAVE YOUR MEDICAL DEGREE!!!!!
Oh yes, and one more thing.....Don't feel guilty about the time spent with Alexandria.....The memories you are making right now will be cherished by so many... Keep making them. You are a GREAT MOM, and the same goes for Grant, I know he's a GREAT DAD!!!
Sharyn Duncan
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 01:29 PM (CST)

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Just stopping by to check on you all. Prayers for all of you...
Chuson (www.caringbridge.org/tx/jeffrey)
Arlington, TX USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 01:27 PM (CST)

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Stopped by and wanted to say Hello and send some prayers your way from Hawaii!
Dawn
Wahiawa, Hi USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 01:24 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to say hello and let you know we think and pray for you all on a daily basis.
Pam and Paul Ostby
Lake St. Louis, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 01:18 PM (CST)

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First time visitor...sending up lots of prayers for you, Alexandria, and your family. God bless:)
Suzi
MS - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 01:17 PM (CST)

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Just checking in to say Hi.
Judy Grumish <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com www,ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, Il United States - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 12:50 PM (CST)

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Well it looks like that "lurker" comment got you plenty of guest book entries. Way to go!!! I don't think anyone took offense, it was obvious it was made in jest. Like I said before, even though I check numerous times a day, I will usually only sign in once. Sounds like Alexandria is proving to be her usual "fighter-self". I'm proud of you girl!!! Continuing to pray for God's complete healing for you.
Love in Christ,
Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 12:33 PM (CST)

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Alison,
i noticed the time when you wrote your last entry. I hope you are able to sleep!! It must be difficult. I will bring dinner over around 5:30. Can't wait to see you all.
Love,
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 12:32 PM (CST)

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I am interested in the adopt a child website. I did some surfing late one night & went to Gooch's site & then on to another site from there. All of these children need prayers & that is one way I can help. We continue to pray & are just so thankful that you guys are back at home. Lots of prayers being sent your way!!
Jack, Beth, Amanda, Spencer, & Peyton
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 12:32 PM (CST)

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My prayers our with you as always.
Kathy
St. Peters, Mo u - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 12:32 PM (CST)

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I am also a Lurker- I check in on Alexandria every day 3 times a day. I've never signed in because I cannot think of the right words. What I can say is that you've inspired me in so many ways. At night when my kids want to be tucked in AGAIN or need ANOTHER drink of water I really step back and think about how blessed I am. Thank you for sharing your daughter, your journey and your hearts with us.
Debbie
CT - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 12:22 PM (CST)

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Hi, Guys!
It sounds like things are going well at home, and we are so happy to read that! We are always thinking of you and praying for you. Today we are leaving for the retreat, and Alison, we will miss you, but also know where you need to be. We will all be praying for Alexandria and your family and we hope you feel those vibes! Love, Tara
Tara Zanti
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 11:58 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria and family. I read about you on a number of different sites. Just wanted to tell you that I am praying for you. Have a good day!
Karen <kchilutti@swfla.rr.com>
Naples, Fl - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 11:58 AM (CST)

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I have been checking your site every day. I got it from Gooch's site. I hope you have wonderful days, months, years with your dear daughter. You are sure an inspiration.
Sandy Bradshaw
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 11:46 AM (CST)

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To all of the Haddocks...Loved the poem just left by Lori Dietz. I printed it off to send to my kids. We know how busy all of you are so I try not to bug you, but Bud and I check your journal every day and we love you all. Alexandria, I love your sense of humor...you make me feel warm on these cold, cold days. Wish we were in St. Louis so that I could give each of you a big-bear hug!!!
Aunt Beth and Uncle Bud <bhenry@semo.net>
New Madrid, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 11:39 AM (CST)

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Lurkers of the world unite .... unite in prayer for Alexandria and for all the children of this world who are fighting this battle. I found your site when I was reading about Matt Conover, a friend in Pittsburgh, who died in 2002. Let's pray for all the children and pray for a breakthrough in the treatment of childhood cancers.
a friend in Pittsburgh
Mt. Lebanon, PA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 11:38 AM (CST)

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I asked God to take away my habit.
God said, No.
It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up.
I asked God to make my handicapped child whole.
God said, No.
His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary.
I asked God to grant me patience.
God said, No.
Patience is a byproduct of tribulations;
it isn't granted, it is learned.
I asked God to give me happiness.
God said, No.
I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you.
I asked God to spare me pain.
God said, No.
Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares
and brings you closer to Me.
I asked God to make my spirit grow.
God said, No.
You must grow on your own! ,
but I will prune you to make you fruitful.
I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life.
God said, No.
I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things.
I ask God to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me.
God said...Ahhhh, finally you have the idea.
THIS DAY IS YOURS DON'T THROW IT AWAY
May God Bless You,
"To the world you might be one person, but to one
person you just might be the world"

Thinking of you sweetie hoping that you have a wonderful day. Mom and dad---a friend emailed me the above message today....you may have already seen it.....I thought it was special.....a great day to all of you.....I am praying very hard for you all!
lori dietz <nevlor_2000@yahoo.com>
baldwin park, ca usa - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 11:12 AM (CST)

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Hey to the Haddocks!

Just wanted to know I'm praying for you and we were sure glad to see Hunter back at school - Daniel missed him SO much.

Love, Kim Eplett
Kim Eplett <knadn_eh@msn.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 11:00 AM (CST)

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I'm one of the lurkers or stalkers you refer to. I check on Alexandria and your family daily. I don't recall how I originally got to your site - but it's been several weeks. I hesitate to sign your guestbook, because I feel I don't have the right words. I do know that I envy your faith, your grace and your ability to carry on and make things as normal as possible for Alexandria. I too agree it is God carrying you through this time. Please know that each time I log on and many other times throughout the day, I say lots of prayers for your family and send you my love.
Mari Beth Ross <maribeth.ross@nrgenergy.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:53 AM (CST)

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Yes, Grant, I am a "lurker", but I am always curious about not only how Alexandria is, but how you and Alsion are as well. Alexandria is truly an amazing child, with very mature thoughts, concerns, and feelings. But you need to understand that many people that visit your site do so not only to keep up to date on ALexandria's progress, but many are in awe of you and your bride. You two handle this incredibly difficult situation with class. Your faith is an inspiration to anyone that reads the message. Please keep up the great work of not only raising your family and nurturing your marriage, but also loving your children the way you do. As always, your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Dave Whalen <davewhalen@hotmail.com>
O'Fallon , MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:52 AM (CST)

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Happy Friday to all of the Haddocks,
I check Alexandria's website daily to check on her progress. I feel lost, if for some reason I can't check-in. I remember Alexandria often throughout my day and we pray for her nightly in the kids prayers (as well as, all of you). I truely admire all of your courage and strength during this trying time and for the past 2 1/2 years. Keep happy/pleasant thoughts and savor every minute of every day.
Carrie D.
Wentzville, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:35 AM (CST)

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I have saved your web site as one of my "favorite places" and I stop by to check on you every day! I hope today is a good day for you. I'm praying for you.
Patti
Memphis, TN - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:35 AM (CST)

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I too am guilty of checking in and not signing. You do not know me but I have been following Alexandria's site for a while now. I pray daily that her body would be healed here on this earth but if not that God's will be done and that HE be glorified through her life. Keep up the strength that you have through Him and love her and your other children every day.
Judy Sanders
Auburn, AL - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:31 AM (CST)

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I have been checking your website daily and when I finish, I definitely pray. Keep up the great work of being a wonderful set of parents to a beautiful young girl! She deserves it...

Someone who cares
St. Louis, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:24 AM (CST)

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Hey Alison,
Just want you all to know that you are all in my prayers!!!
Let me know if I can do anything!!!
Thinking and praying for all of you!!
Give all the kids a big hug and kiss for me!!
Love,
Nancy
Nancy Cole
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:11 AM (CST)

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Another "lurker" caught.....I check in every couple days, received the website link from someone at Dardenne Pres. But, I pray for Alexandria and your family a couple times a day.
Nancy Merritt <merrittn@squared.com>
St. Peters, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:11 AM (CST)

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Hey! I just wanted to sign in and let you know that I am thinking of and praying for you. If I signed in every time I came by, I'd be signing in 4 or 5 times a day. But, I will make it a point to try and sign in at least once per week. I'm glad to hear that things are going pretty good. Sublingual nifedipine is NASTY. And when I have to get it, they won't let me drink anything afterwards--YUCK--they say it will affect the effectiveness...anyway, just wanted you to know that I'm continuing to pray and fast for you guys and I'll keep it up. Please email me for anything at all--I'm here. Blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:10 AM (CST)

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Another prayer on it's way :)!!!! Glad to hear Alexandria is home and feeling good.
Nina Hudson
Manchester, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:07 AM (CST)

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OK OK OK.....I will sign the guest book!! I check your site everyday and pray for you everyday but I still prefer to e-mail you personally. Have a Great day!
Lots of Love,
Judy
Judy V
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:57 AM (CST)

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Hi! I just wanted to stop in and say hey. I know it is great to be home again. Have a GREAT weekend!
Reva <RevaLynn@hotmal.com>
Mesquite, TX - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:55 AM (CST)

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I continue to pray for God's healing. Thank you for sharing your courage and faith.
Tammy Holston <tsholston@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:44 AM (CST)

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Good morning all...burrrrr we are cold here in South Louisiana......hoping you are staying warm.....cuddle and snuggle alot! :>)
Keeping you in our prayers and sharing you site with others. God is Good!!!
Ann P. Goetzman <kjnqueen3@cox.net>
Saint Amant, LA United States of America - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:38 AM (CST)

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Have a wonderful weekend with your amazing daughter!
Christi <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
Dove Canyon, CA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:35 AM (CST)

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Even though do not know me I think of your daughter everyday and pray for a miracle as you do. I never used to leave messages but am getting better about it. Thank you for expressing how much you appreciate hearing from your
"web site" friends.
Lynn
St. Charles, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:35 AM (CST)

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With thoughts and prayers.

Pam
Wildwood, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:34 AM (CST)

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Hello,

I am one of those many lurkers. I am not sure how I came upon your page, but wanted to let you know of my prayers for you all.
DeLynn <dmd25@aol.com>
Rocky Face, GA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:31 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! I'm slowly working my way through all the journal entries. Wow! You are one tough girl! I hope you are keeping warm - it is freezing here in South Louisiana(not very common)! I hope you have a great weekend!
Lots of Love ~ Sheri
Sheri ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/la/cameron <shershep@ivillage.com>
Lafayette, LA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:21 AM (CST)

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Yet another "lurker" here. I do check your website almost daily to check on Alexandria's progress and to say a little prayer for your beautiful, courageous daughter. Hang in there.
Karen H. <karenh@mosers.org>
Jefferson City, MO USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:15 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, you probably do not remember me, but I just wanted you and your family to know that I remember all of you every day! You used to know me as "Miss Donna" from St. Mark church. We had so much fun singing in "Shalom" together. I also remember when you and your mom went to Mound Ridge Camp together. You both told me what a wonderful time you had! I'm glad you two share so much! I have two girls, too, and I love being with them and sharing their secrets! I want you to think happy thoughts and feel better soon! Do me a favor and tell your mommy and daddy you love them...which I'm sure you do everyday! Much love, "Miss" Donna Schiro
Donna Schiro <dschiro@hotmail.com>
Ballwin, MO USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:11 AM (CST)

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Just wanted to let you know that I am one of the many that stop by and check on Alexandrias progress. I pray for her and your family daily. Like you, I believe in the power of prayer - it is stronger than any medicine there is out there. It is so wonderful to hear that Alexandria is feeling well, the prayers are definately working. I would love to know more about the adopt a caringbridge family.
I hope you and your family have a blessed day, you all will remain in my prayers. Tell Alexandria I think she is a very strong and brave little girl - She is the true meaning of inspirational.
LeAnne <thecogdills@msn.com>
Tx - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:06 AM (CST)

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OK --- you caught me --- I'm a lurker. I check daily to share in the life of your amazing daughter and family. Glad to hear you are finding comforting moments --- I continue to wish for many more for you.
Kristine
Clayton, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:00 AM (CST)

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Alison, I thought that Grant's new internet term, lurker, was a hoot. Can't think of a more appropriate one - it's great. I hope you have good day today. Prayers continue for your family and your plucky daughter. Please tell her and Hunter, Hayden and Addison that I said Hi.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:51 AM (CST)

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You all are to be commended for your openness and honesty in sharing your family's story. I look forward to checking your website every day (sometimes more than once!) :-) Guess that makes me guilty of 'lurking' too.:-)
Continuing to pray for all of you. God bless.
kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:50 AM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria & Family,
I check in on you all everyday, thank you for sharing your life with us! Your family is an inspiration to all and I can feel the love of our Lord in your writings. We Continue to pray for you daily!
Gail
Memphis, - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:50 AM (CST)

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Hello from Minnesota - I have lurked as well; you are correct; nothing profound to say but Alexandria is in my thoughts and prayers as well as the rest of the family. Stay strong! Loved the tea party pictures -- what a doll she is!
Jean Bass <jbass@cbburnet.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:49 AM (CST)

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Okay, you nailed me! I am a lurker. I come almost every day to check on you all and to pray. No real words of comfort to offer. Just that you are in my thoughts and prayers. The latest news sounds good to me. I am so glad you are at home. Keep getting better Alexandria!

Amanda Adams <bafive@bellsouth.net>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:44 AM (CST)

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I'm guilty of lurking too. You are in my prayers.
Tressa
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:42 AM (CST)

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We are continuing to keep your family in our consant prayers- our children both have special prayers that their classes are saying at school for you and Alexandria.
God Bless You all.
The Vena Family <FORCHIEFS@AOL.com>
Overland Park , KS - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:40 AM (CST)

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My family's prayers are with you and your family. I link over to so so many Caringbridge sites, my coworkers think I am nuts...they think its bringing me down, espeically when I cry. It enlightens me though to see fellow Christians who hold their faith in Jesus to be real and everlasting, just as your family does. I think your getting all the hits and along with all the hits, the prayers. God is giving you and your family comfort in a time when someone who does not have a solid relationship with Jesus could not go on. You are a true inspiration as is your daughter.
Robin C.
NC - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:35 AM (CST)

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I thought the lurker comment was funny, and I think most people felt the same way. It is so refreshing that your family has kept that ability to laugh and that you share that as well as so many of your other private moments. I think your comments last night put many well wishers at ease. It seems as if you are always thinking of others. Always an inspiration!!! Many prayers for Alexandria and your family.
Donna Landwehr
St. CHarles, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:34 AM (CST)

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May God bless your family and continue to give you strength
Michele
Northport, AL - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:25 AM (CST)

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Checking in this morning. You put everything into words so beautiful. You have such a great attitude. I dont think I ever cried before either because you just want to cherish all the time together. People always asked me how do you do it. You do it because you have to do it and you want to do it for your child. You are given no other choice but to take care of your child and enjoy your child. And if God choses to take her you will continue to do it for your other children. If God choices not to take her than you will continue to do what ever you have to do. God gives us the strenghth and doesnt give us more than we can handle. Enjoy your day and I will think of you often through out the day.
Ruth; Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, RI - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:21 AM (CST)

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My daughter and I pray for Alexandria and your family every day.
Kim Vallero <kim.vallero@wwt.com>
Florissant, MO USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:17 AM (CST)

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I find myself stopping to think and say a prayer many times each day for Alexandria and your family.

Tracey, Paul, Alex and Tess
Ballwin, MO USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:13 AM (CST)

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Praying and checking often.
The Rucks
Ballwin, mo - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:07 AM (CST)

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Grant and Alison,
Just needed to check on Alexandria this morning. I could not log on for some reason last night. I continue to pray for you and to "enlist" others to do the same. Sometimes, I find myself telling people about the web site because THEY are down about something, and I find your words so uplifting. You are such an inspiration in your most difficult time!
Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:02 AM (CST)

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Came by this morning, praying!
God Bless!!
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 07:45 AM (CST)

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Alison, You remain so kind and thoughtful of others while going through hell on earth. I admire you so much- I don't know if I could be so full of God's grace under such torment. For whatever reason, you are a chosen one too and are making Jesus proud with your example to others. Don't give up hope- we pray for you all.
Melissa Day
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 07:22 AM (CST)

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Alexandria continues to amaze us. Happy to hear you are all home! Thinking of you today and everyday! The Borkowski's
Cat Borkowski
Shoreham, NY - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 07:08 AM (CST)

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i check on alexandria everyday and i continue to pray for her complete recovery.
Ginny <electrocuted86@yahoo.com>
Pittsburgh, Pa USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 07:03 AM (CST)

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I'm guilty!! You caught me!
I pray for your family every day!


Stacy the Lurker <sshephar@sfwmd.gov>
West Palm Beach, FL - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 07:01 AM (CST)

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Hi Alison,
Yes, I'm one of those LUKERS. I check the web site daily for status on Alexandria.
I'm the one that took over the Brownie troop when Ann stepped down. We all miss Alexandria
and we pray for that miracle.


Rosemary Calandro
WIldwood, Mo U.S. - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 06:57 AM (CST)

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We are praying for you guys.
Larry and Glenda Allen
Easley, SC - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 06:31 AM (CST)

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Keeping you in my prayers!
Laura
Grand Rapids, MI - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 06:20 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks,

I have been checking up on Alexandria daily, since I found her name on Gooch's website. I am the Mom of 3, Special Education Teacher and & 7 year cancer survior. I am so impressed about how strong you are as a family and enjoy reading your journal entries. We can learn so much from our children-if we only listen. Thanks for sharing your beautiful daughter with me.


My love, thoughts and prayers, Melody
West Chester, Pa. - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 06:08 AM (CST)

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So glad Alexandria is home. Continuing to keep your family in my prayers!!
Kelley Fitzgerald
Rochester, NY - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 06:04 AM (CST)

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Good Morning,
We are happy to hear Alexandria is home and relaxing. Your family is always a part of our prayers. Thank you for the sharing the poem, too. It is so true!
God Bless!
The Brooks Family
Jeff, Angela, Robyn and Mitchell
Angela Brooks
O'Fallon, MO USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 05:53 AM (CST)

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Hi There and Greetings from Australia
Well I definitely don't want to be a lurker, so here I am signing your guest book. I pray for you all daily, what a precious family you are!
Suzanne <rswallace@ansonic.com.au>
Australia - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 05:33 AM (CST)

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We are so happy to hear that Alexandria is home! All of you under one roof .... the way it's meant to be! We continure to keep your precious daughter in our thoughts and prayers, as well as, your entire family.

Take care and God bless you all.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 05:30 AM (CST)

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Lurkers??? Lovers is better! Continuing to hear/receive blessing from God thru you. All not settled but temporary crises at bay. love to all!
cheryl <mommymouth@aol.com>
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 04:39 AM (CST)

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HI..yes, I have been checking in on Alexandria.I am a special ed.teacher in SC. My daughter corresponds with Samantha who also has a caring bridge website. Alexandria is in my prayers.

Reva Kinnally <kinnallymr@msn.com>
Woodruff, SC USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 04:24 AM (CST)

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Alexandria,
Well, I'm glad you are home. I'm sorry you felt yucky today, but with such a high blood pressure, I can imagine why! Glad you perked up and felt better this afternoon.
It snowed here again. We've had more snow in the past two weeks than we've had in years. It just doesn't snow much in Tennessee. We live near Nashville. (Grand Ole' Opry, Tennessee Titans, etc...)Well sweetie, I hope you continue to feel better. I think of you everyday.
Debbie Little <www.caringbridge.org/tn/littlecaleb>
Dickson, TN - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 01:31 AM (CST)

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Somehow your website reached me through e-mail. I am praying for Alexandria and your family. In his love,
Linda
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 12:25 AM (CST)

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Our prayers are with your entire family. What a struggle you are having to go through. We went to Dardenne for 25 years....I understand that's where you go to church. Know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Baxter and Peggy Tate <bandptate@aol.com>
Lake St. Louis, MO St. Charles - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 12:15 AM (CST)

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Hi all,
Glad to hear that Alexandria is home with the family. Hope your days and nights are a bit more restful without the noises of the hospital. I check in on you daily( yep, another lurker), but know that even if I don't sign in that you are still in my prayers.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:43 PM (CST)

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Hello, hello! I am glad to hear that Alexandria is home! What wonderful news! She is such an incredible girl. I am praying for her and your family. May God bless you.
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA US of A - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:29 PM (CST)

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Glad you're home and hopefully WARM! Thinking of you all the time and busy counting our blessings, as you have taught. Hey, Alexandria, is "lurker" in the dictionary? It sounds like a terrible fish (or something boys like to talk about).
Take care and snuggle up! Love, the Morgans
Mary Morgan
St. Louis, MO USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:06 PM (CST)

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Hello, Alexandria and the rest of the Haddocks. I came across you site last week and have since read the history. Alexandria, you are one very brave little girl. You and your family will be in my prayers, and I will ask my little angel sister to watch over you. Hang in there, I hope you feel better soon.
Phyllis <prc7186@aol.com>
Hamilton , NJ USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:03 PM (CST)

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Hi! Just checking to see how sweet Alexandria is doing. We are still storming the heavens in prayer for you!!!! God bless all of you!

www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Michele Finck, Ryan's mom~~www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Hebron, ky - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:01 PM (CST)

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I must check this site at least 10 times a day to see how Alexandria and the rest of you all are doing. I have had problems getting to the site today however.. fyi..
Anyway, lots of love & prayers for you all. Kiss & hug Alexandria for me please.
Love, Gwen
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:35 PM (CST)

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Good evening Haddocks!!!
I just got home from a church meeting at Dardenne (long term financial planning committee yee ha:) and Alexandria was in our prayers. You are on the hearts of so many at Dardenne and we are so blessed to have you as a part of our Church family. So glad to hear that Alexandria is home and we continue to pray for her healing. Love to all . . . the Mobaraks
Jennifer Mobarak
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:28 PM (CST)

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Hi guys (and ladies too)!

We are so thankful that Alexandria is home. The hospital is an awful place isn't it? Kailie can't stand that place anymore. She has associated too many bad things with the hospital. The Drs. office is just fine, but the hospital is a different story. She is having a routine spinal next Thursday with intrathecal chemo, but she doesn't mind going to the hospital for that. She is just thrilled that they knock her out for them.

Johnelle and I were talking last night about Alexandria. I told Johnelle that we would do the same thing the two of you are doing for Alexandria. We would do whatever possible to give us the gift of another day having the family intact. We would keep on trying whatever we could until there was nothing left, until she took that last breath. You should never, ever feel like you have to justify your actions to anyone except each other and God. I know there have been several mentions of people not agreeing with your decisions. If anyone were to tell me that "I wouldn't have done that if I were you. Are you sure you did the right thing?" I would have to ask God for some serious grace and walk away from that moment. I have one thing to say to anyone who would ever pass judgement for a decision a parent makes on behalf of their child. What parent wouldn't do everying in their power to have one more day with their child? What parent wouldn't try anything to keep their child alive?

We are very thankful for your family. We haven't been able to see each other that much, but we are praying for each other's families every day. When we told you that we are committed to praying for you, we meant it. It is such an honor for us to approach the throne of God on your behalf. We have found so much joy in praying for others. God is going to take care of your family in a way that will ultimately amaze everyone. Regardless of what any man may think, God never makes a mistake...His plan is perfect.

I'm sorry to ramble on like this. We love you all very much. Give your precious children a kiss from us and a hug to each other from Johnelle & me. We look forward to seeing you sometime soon.
John & Johnelle Rhines <jnjrhines@charter.net>
St. Charles, MO USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:28 PM (CST)

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I've had trouble with your site all day for some reason it wouldn't let me on. PRAYERS AND MORE PRAYERS MIRACLE CHILD!
Lee Ann <dlblank@showme.net>
Scott City, - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:25 PM (CST)

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Well it sounds like Alexandria is continuing her fight. What a strong little girl she is! I have to admit that I am one of those people who sign on each day to see how she is doing, but do not sign the guestbook. I guess it is because I didn't have anything any better to say than the last person and didn't want to bother you with redundant messages. But, I certainly am happy to sign in and say hello to Alexandria. I will keep praying for your whole family!
Susie <suze_q80@hotmail.com>
Taylorville, IL - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:24 PM (CST)

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As I've mentioned before, I check in every night before bed. Your journal entries and the guestbook entries are so inspirational. We are still praying for Alexandria.
-The Schroeder Family

Amy (Armbruster) Schroeder <mattamys@yahoo.com>
Eureka, MO 63025 - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:23 PM (CST)

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So glad that Alexandria is at home with her awesome family, that's the best medicine I can think of. We continue to pray for all of you.
Ann O'Neil <ann@fjaproducts.com>
San Diego, CA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:13 PM (CST)

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Blessings and prayers from snowy and cold West Virginia tonight and each day!!
Dorothy <stitch811@hotmail.com>
Bartley, WV - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:12 PM (CST)

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HI!

I guess you could call me one of the "lurkers", but really I am just a "concerner". I am Linda from Camp Smile-A-Mile in Alabama. I left you a message a week or so ago. I found your website through Janie Sims' website. You see I was very close to Janie and her family. Janie and her family are a very special part of the Camp SAM family. Camp SAM is a summer camp for kids who have or have had cancer. When you come to Camp SAM it doesn't matter whether you are swollen from meds, bald, missing a limb, or stumbling from brain surgery...you are a normal kid wanting to have fun!
And boy do we have fun at Camp SAM!

Unfortunately, since June camp we have lost 4 campers. I am terribly sad when I think of these kids, but a huge smile ALWAYS comes to my face too. Because I know these kids had a wonderful experience at camp. THEY LOVED CAMP AND THEY WERE LOVED AT CAMP!!! (I know this not just from being there with them, but from the many comments from their parents) These kids are my inspiration!!!

The reason I tell you this is because I read many websites of my campers and when I see someone that has left a message ...needing prayer and support, I repsond. I may not leave a message everytime, but please know EVERY time I pull up your website I say a special prayer for Alexandria and for each of you who watch over her. You are VERY blessed for her to be a part of your life and she is VERY blessed to have you as parents! I am so blessed to have three healthy children and I pray to God every day to keep them safe!

May God give each and every one of you involved in this incredibly difficult trial a VERY BIG HUG tonight!

Where there is pain, I wish you peace and comfort. Where there is exhaustion, I wish you understanding, patience, renewed strength. Where there is sadness and fear, I wish you love and courage. Praying for a restful night.

Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you". 1 Peter 5:7

Your friend,
Linda Watson
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:11 PM (CST)

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I live in Columbia and I am praying for you. May God bless you and give you strength.
Allison
Columbia, MO - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:10 PM (CST)

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I tried to leave this earlier- the web server must have been having trouble..OR there were so many people logged on the message would not send! Maybe the same thing happened to others and your messages were not received. Anyway---
Glad you are home! It is important for the whole family to be together. We will continue to pray. It sounds like you have a wonderful support group by you. People don't even realize just how important the little things are at times. I remember how I appreciated the time and hospitality other families extended to me when my parents were away at St. Judes with my brother and even a simple bag of grocery items left at the door! People all over are receiving God's blessings from their willingness to give to your family. You are touching many every single day! I am glad to hear you are taking time for the other children - it is hard to leave Alexandria and you are spread thin- but is important. God will give you and Grant the strength you need as well as the support. Continue to hold on!
Tanda Smith <tsmith003@charter.net>
Cape Girardeau, MO US - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:07 PM (CST)

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Oh boy mom I agree wholeheartedly with you on the number of hits to a site versus the guestbook entries. But you have to also take into consideration the number of people who dont sign in because they dont know what to say, but ARE praying!!! and count me both ways!!!

Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:06 PM (CST)

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Boy their are alot of us lurking around! I know I am guilty as well. I check in on Alexandria every single day, and Amanda ask about her daily as well. We hope everything continues to go good,and you can enjoy every precious moment with her. Speaking of precious moments (the statues)I found one in a catalog the other day, it is a little girl and she is holding her hands up in the air, she has pink boxing gloves on. Down on the the base of the statue it says "life is worth fighting for". This reminded me of Amanda and Alexandria,and all the other kids fighting this disease. SO I bought one,and cried when I opened it. Alexandria is a fighter, and so is your whole family. As parents I think we fight just has hard for them. I also have had a bad experience with Doc's, this week in fact. If someone doesn't stick up for our kids and their rights who will? This Dr. made us feel as if we were just a number, and since Amanda is on Maintence therapy we were not worth her time. I brought Amanda into clinic the day after I had this conversation with this Dr and guess what, I was right! Amandas counts had dropped from 1,600 ANC to 600 in 4 days. She had an infection in her ear and sinuses, but I couldn't get the one Dr. to even believe me.
I WAS MAD. I know how you feel. Well enough about me. You guys take care. We check in daily!
Tonya (Amandas mom)
Tonya Lloyd <www.caringbridge.org/ut/amanda>
South Jordan , UT - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:55 PM (CST)

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Hi, just leaving you a HI and Hello and all our prayers, warm thoughts and love. I know we don't know each other but who could not love that sweet face. Besides I feel they are ALL OUR KIDS in this fight.
Much Peace and God Bless
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:54 PM (CST)

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Alison, You may remember me from high school...I was friends with Stephanie. This journal is probably the most inspirational thing I have ever read (other than the Bible!) I remember you as Stephanie's red-headed little sister that we pretty much ignored all the time. Now look at you and what you are going through and how you are handling it with more grace and faith than seems humanly possible. I read many of the entries tonight for the first time. My 10 year old daughter read some with me. I had to tell her to go to bed because I did not want her to see me crying. As she left she said she was going to go pray for Alexandria. Please know how much I respect you and that I will keep Alexandria in my prayers constantly.
Melissa (Begley) Mace <chmace@mchsi.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:52 PM (CST)

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Hello Haddock Family,
I am one of the "Lurkers"!! I check your site 3-4 times daily. I not sure you will remember us, but we attend St. Mark and my nine year old, Taylor, was in Sunday School class with Alexandria. (He's the one who gave Alexandria his allowance this summer at VBS) Your letters have been a true inspiration to this family. We have been praying together for all of you and especially hard for Alexandria. Thank you for sharing your precious gift with the rest of us. God Bless!!
Karen
Karen Smith <karenandchris@earthlink.net>
Ballwin, MO USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:48 PM (CST)

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I do appreciate that you don't care if we are not profound or meaningful, since I'm normally anything but. However, rest assured that Alexandria and your family remain in my thoughts and prayers as well.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:44 PM (CST)

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I am storming heaven with my prayers! Hugs to you all!
Cindy Abrams
Woodinville, WA Snohomish - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:44 PM (CST)

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I am always checking in but my computer was down so I wasnt able to leave a message. Glad to hear that things continue to go well. Enjoy everyday. I enjoy every day with my 9 year old. Even though we miss Adam WE still enjoy Austin so very much and am thankful for him.
God Bless you
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, Ri - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:39 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family,
We are so glad to hear that you are back home. We have continued to keep you in our prayers and will not stop. God will be gracious. Alexandria is so cute and always has something to say that brings you back to earth.
With all our love,
The Pyle's
Jack & Beth Pyle Family <stlpylefamily@yahoo.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:31 PM (CST)

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Also a lurker, I appreciate your comments. There have been many times I have wanted to say something, but have written a few days earlier and did not want to be a nuisance. I check the site at least once a day and pray for Alexandria constantly. I am sooo happy she is home and feeling better. What a family!!!
Donna Landwehr
St. Charles, MO - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:27 PM (CST)

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Hey,
Just wanted you all to know that I am checking on her progress daily. You are all constantly on my mind and in my prayers. Bundle up in your warm quilt on these cold days ok, Alexandria. Others (quilts) are in the works. My girls loved that little Kitty, too.
Love to all,
Aunt Joella
Joella Jones <jojones@sheltonbbs.com>
New Madrid, MO - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:21 PM (CST)

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I have been checking in on you all daily or more often if possible(guilty...lurker). I am keeping you in my prayers and had my Bible study group pray for you this Wed. too! You teach me so much everyday through your journey. You make me stop to realize how important everyday should be!
Paula
Chesterfield, Mo - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:21 PM (CST)

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Guilty as charged. I visit Alexandria's site several times each day until I see how she is doing, and then I either relax a bit or pray even harder. I'll make sure I sign in from now on!
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:21 PM (CST)

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Hi. Just checking in.....and continuing to pray for Alexandria! I check on the site every day for an update....will check in again soon. God Bless
Lori
lori dietz <nevlor_2000@yahoo.com>
baldwin park , ca usa - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:20 PM (CST)

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Also a lurker, I appreciate your comments. There have been many times I have wanted to say something, but have written a few days earlier and did not want to be a nuisance. I check the sight at least once a day and pray for Alexandria constantly. I am sooo happy she is home and feeling better. What a family!!!
Donna Landwehr
St. Charles, MO - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:15 PM (CST)

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Just one more thing - Sheila from Minnesota posted the most wonderful thought today - she said "thanks for sharing your life with us" and that's exactly what you two have done...you've shared this incredible, courageous, exhausting, faith-based journey with all of us and I, for one, am a better person for it. Thank you. Love, Pat
Pat Hunter <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:10 PM (CST)

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Hi there Haddocks, so glad you are home and hope Alexandria continues to feel better, just being home must be the BEST medicine. Think of you all the time and continue to hope/pray for that miracle. With love, the Gupta's
Lynn Gupta <lynngupta@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:09 PM (CST)

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Hello,I am anoheroe. My name is Rebecca and I Have been checking up on Alexandria for some now. You guys are so very strong with everything you have faced. I have been praying or you all.
Rebecca
Lynden, wa - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:00 PM (CST)

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DEAR GRANT,
At the risk of being known as a "LURKER", I'm definitely signing in! I check the website 2 & 3 times a day and pray morning, noon and night for you all. I'm not at all surprised that Alexandria has such a courageous spirit - after all, she's a direct descendant of those "crazy Hunters" - they're a brave bunch of folks and have really big hearts! Hugs & kisses to Alexandria from us, Pat
Pat Hunter <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:58 PM (CST)

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Yet another "lurker" checking in--I found your page from Gooch's site and visit your site at least once every other day. I am amazed by your family's strength. Alexandria's courage and wonderful outlook are remarkable and inspiring. She is truly a special child. Continued prayers from my family for yours.

Maria
NJ - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:53 PM (CST)

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Hello. I am another of the "lurkers". My name is Sheila and I live in Minnesota. A friend of mine has a 8 year old son with Neuroblastoma He has gone through the chemo, stem cell, and is now at Sloan Kettering being treated with Monoclonal Antibodies. In the course of my searches on the net for cancer information, I came across your site. I have continued to read the entries and pray for Alexandria for about the last 4 months. I have been hesitant to sign in because I do not want to intrude. You have a beautiful daughter and I will continue to pray for a miracle. Thank you for sharing your life with me.
Sheila <s-brisbin@msn.com>
Mpls, MN - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:38 PM (CST)

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Mariah and I keep praying for your whole family. It is so great to have a God who listens to all the prayers that are prayed for your family.
Roger and Mariah <rpkmrkia@aol.com>
Dittmer, MO USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:37 PM (CST)

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Always in our thoughts and prayers,
with Love from Toronto
Gail <mum_41@hotmail.com>
Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:36 PM (CST)

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I too visit a number of times a day waiting for an update. Please know that even though I do not sign each and every time, I am anxiously waiting and continuing to pray for Alexandria and all of you.
Love in Christ,
Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:35 PM (CST)

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Hi~I've been one of the "lurkers", but only because I couldn't get into the guestbook to leave a message for a couple days. I found Alexandrias site from Goochs' site and have been a faithful follower for some time. I read your entries and am always in awe of not only Alexandria, but of your entire family as well. With everything you have gone through, and are going through, you remain faithful to God. I have never heard an unkind word spoke of Him, regardless of everything you're dealing with. You have never shown anger towards God, only love. I pray for Alexandria every chance I get and hope we witness the miracle she needs. She is so wise beyond her years! I will keep your entire family in prayers. Alexandria is such a special child. Love and prayers being sent your way.
Tami <tflorio@nmu.edu>
Marquette, MI - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:29 PM (CST)

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So glad you are home!! God is good!! We are sending up a steady stream of prayers daily for you all. You are sharing so much about what is truly important in life with us all. Thank you.
The Bisesi Family - Bob, Robin, Carli and Dominic <rbisesi@aol.com>
Powell, OH - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:27 PM (CST)

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Go Alexandria Go!! She is an inspiration to all who read of her. Her strength and power comes directly from you, her wonderful parents.
Take Care and God Bless,
Renee
www.caringbrige.com/ny/my2angels <RCurk@aol.com>
Liverpool, ny - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:22 PM (CST)

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sounds like a little improvement !!! praise God !! prayer can move mountains ( even the big ones ) . I don't sign every time but I check every single day and sometimes more. You all are in my thoughts and prayers always.
Be blessed,
Danette
Danette Prater www.caringbridge.com/tx/jacobprater <jakesmom@wt.net>
Santa Fe , tx - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:22 PM (CST)

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Glad to see you're home! Our prayers continue for Alexandria and all of you. As a matter of fact, there will be some coming your way in a couple minutes when I put the kids to bed. Dad's in charge tonight (Bunko night for Ann), so I've added some extra movie minutes to guarantee a quiet bedtime (don't tell Ann).

All our love and prayers,

The Erushas <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:21 PM (CST)

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Our prayers are with you all
Marsha Job <marsha_job@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:16 PM (CST)

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I know what you mean about onlookers and non-signers...I am happy to sign in again...and again...thinking of you all the time! Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton www.caringbridge.org/fl/robertmitchel
West Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:14 PM (CST)

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You say you want signatures, well, I am sure you will have more than you can read.
We come here several times a day to "check up on you all."
As always, know that you are in our prayers. The kids go to Linda Vista Catholic School over here in Chesterfield. You are now on their prayer list too. I know everyone at Woodlawn is praying for you as well.
What love you all have surrounding you! May it bring the healing you so desire.
Janice Frisella <jlfrisella@earthlink.net>
Wildwood, MO 63011 - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:09 PM (CST)

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Isn't it good to be home? My prayers and good wishes for all of your family. Keep up the fight!
Dawn Missbach
Wake Forest, NC - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:05 PM (CST)

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Thinking of you - glad you're home and that Alexandria is feeling well!
The Tojo's
Ellisville, - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:04 PM (CST)

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Great news to hear Alexandria is back home where she belongs. Love hearing about her sense of humor. Laughter is a great medicine. Sending loving thoughts & prayers as always for you all.
Love, Gwen
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 07:36 PM (CST)

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She is so funny!! I'm so glad you're home and hope for a long stretch of plain boring normalcy ( and of course continuously improving health for precious Alexandria).
Melissa Day
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 06:21 PM (CST)

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So happy to hear you all are home again! Sometimes the comfort of home is the best medicine possible. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, Mo USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 03:04 PM (CST)

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So glad that you are home and continually praying for all of you. Alexandria you are the BEST!!! With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 02:59 PM (CST)

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So GLAD you are home!!!! There is something to say about your own beds, showers and kitchen!!! As always you remain in our prayers-all our best wishes-stay warm!


The McTearnen's
Wildwood, MO - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 01:52 PM (CST)

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Hugs to you- Glad you are home!!!! Take care and we will check in on you again soon.
love, Heather and Brianna Kline
www.caringbridge.com/ny/mylittlesunshine
frozen in Syracuse, NY USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 12:38 PM (CST)

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So glad you are all home together! Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Kristen Bly <kbbly@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 12:35 PM (CST)

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I love to hear about Alexandria's spirit. Sounds like she has a wonderful zest for life!

Reminds me of Delaney.
Amy Wright, Mom of Angel Delaney and Kevin <www.caringbridge.com/ca/delaney>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:03 AM (CST)

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So glad that you are home. That has to be the best medicine.

Anita
Sikeston, MO - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:52 AM (CST)

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Hey Haddock Family,
I,m so glad that the whole family is back home together again!!! I'm sure Alexandria was glad to get home to snuggle up in her own bed with her kittys!!!! I'm so happy to hear that she is feeling good, what a blessing!!
Please know that we are here when you need us!!
Give Alexandria a great big hug for me!!
Love,
Nancy
Nancy Cole
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:45 AM (CST)

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Hi Alison,
I just looked at the photos of your children. You have the most beautiful children, all of them. Alexandria's eyes are perfectly captivating. I just want you to know that I am praying for miracles. To all of the parents of children with this disease I can only say that you are simply the most courageous and incredible people. My thoughts and prayers are with you daily.
Bambi (Kathy's Aunt)
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 07:49 AM (CST)

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Sooo happy to see that you got to go home!!!! I remember those days driving home and not knowing how I got there :0) Thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers
Sandi <SieraHaze@aol.com>
Clayton, NC - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 06:13 AM (CST)

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Alison and Alexandria: Great to hear you're home and I'm sure "snuggling" at this moment! Enjoy!
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 11:47 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,

It is so good to hear that you are home! My prayers are with you!
The Johnson Family
Ballwin, mo - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 10:57 PM (CST)

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I am so glad that you got to come home - "There's no place like home, There's no place like home, There's no place like home...." Thinking about you and praying that the fevers don't come back. Hope that you have some good days with Alexandria. Love,

Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's Website
<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 08:29 PM (CST)

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I know it must be wonderful to get out of the hospital and back to familiar surroundings. Monica and I are thinking and praying for Alexandria every day. Hang in there guys!
Lee and Monica Lummus <mblummus@earthlink.net>
Eureka, MO - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 08:08 PM (CST)

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You are in our prayers here in NC at Duke...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <codman@cox.net>
www.forcody.org, - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 08:05 PM (CST)

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Congratulations on getting out of the hospital. I hope you beat the worst of the snowstorm and this finds you relaxing in front of a healthy fire and enjoying the good family time. Prayers continue for your family.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 07:49 PM (CST)

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THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME!!!
OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU!!!
Chris Ullrich <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
Hemingford, Ne USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 06:43 PM (CST)

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Great Job guys, homeward bound, and what a perfect night, you'll probably cuddle up in front of the fire tonight. Buurrrrrr it's cold!!! I wish I had a fireplace to lay in front of!!! Sounds like Big Sis needs to be home for the rest of the family---I hope all of you feel better soon.

Alison and Grant, you take care of yourselves, too!
Always thinking about you guys.
Sharyn Duncan and Family
- Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 06:27 PM (CST)

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Alexandria: I do hope you and your folks made it home safely through the snow and slick roads. Just being at home with the whole family must life a bit better. We'll keep praying that the Lord will bring you the healing you need. Take care, my dear.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 06:27 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
I am so glad your going home. I know Baily and Britney will
be so happy to see you. I wish my mom would get me a cat. She says FAT CHANCE !!! I heard it was snowing. Did you know it has not snowed here in about 10 years. I guess FAT
CHANCE on that one too. I LOVE and MISS YOU !!!!!
LOVE, Sidonia
SIDONIA COMPTON <pscompton@peoplepc.com>
Ocean Springs , Ms - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 06:23 PM (CST)

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Yeah!!! I am so glad to hear you are coming home. I cannot wait to come and see you. I am making dinner for you Friday night. I was thinking of a few differnt choices, hopefully, they meet everyones taste. If I don't see you tomorrow, I will definitly see you Friday night around 5:30- 6:00.
P.S. I won't forget dessert!
Hugs & Kisses
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 06:08 PM (CST)

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So glad you are getting to go home Alexandria!! I will pray for a safe trip, since it is snowing and the roads are pretty slick. God will protect you and watch over your family.
Love,
Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 05:56 PM (CST)

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Yay!! We are so glad they let Alexandria go home today. God answered our prayers, and the prayers of many others, I'm sure! He is always faithful to answer. It may not always be the answer we were hoping for, but he always answers. We are glad he granted you the desires of your heart today. Enjoy your time at home, and we'll keep praying!

Love,
John & Johnelle Rhines <jnjrhines@charter.net>
St. Charles, MO - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 05:53 PM (CST)

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We were happy to hear you are going home - we will continue to keep you in our prayers. We are praying hard for you and your family.
Denise
- Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 04:09 PM (CST)

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We were releived to hear the good news! There is no place like home. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all! Hope to see you in Winghaven soon!
Erin & Scott Zide (your neighbors on Timber Meadows)
Erin & Scott Zide <sezide@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 04:05 PM (CST)

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I just visited Matthew's site, and his mother had a connection to your site and mentioned Alexandria's fever and hospital stay. I didn't have much time, but quickly read your journals and was glad to see she is going home today.

GOOD LUCK TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY FROM UPSTATE NY...!!
S. Walker
Chenango County, NY USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 03:52 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
I'm so glad for you that you are heading home and I'm praying you will continue to feel well. How wonderful to be able to snuggle back in your own home on this beautiful snowy night.
Lynn
St. Charles, MO - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 03:38 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, Alison, and Grant

We are SO excited that you are coming home today! I am making dinner for you tomorrow nite and I just went through my recipes, but I think I should do one of Alexandria's favorites....Fetuccini from Fazoli's!...for the homecoming celebration! I will bring things by around 5:00-5:30! Glad you are feeling well and enjoy the snowride home! God Bless!
Kim Behlmann <kimbehlmann@charter.net>
Ofallon, MO USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 03:04 PM (CST)

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So glad to read Alexandria gets to go home! We'll watch out for you on the roadways.

Continued support, thoughts and prayers are coming your way,
The Erushas <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 03:01 PM (CST)

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YAY!!! So glad you get to go home! Stay strong Alexandria (and mom and dad)!!!!
Melissa Day
- Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 02:16 PM (CST)

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My son Jacob just had a BMT at childrens in December, he has been going through treatment since April of 1999, We know Kailie (we are from St. Johns hospital), so that is how we got your web site. Anyway when you were talking about not remembering the drive home, I had to giggle, cause there are so many trip's back and forth to the hospital that I have taken and I couldn't even tell ya how I got there. Yes it is a very scarry thought huh? Especially for others to know that there are at least two of us out there. Ha!Ha! Take care, and know that we are also keeping your daughter in our prayers.
Love,
Lisa Mosley
Lisa Mosley <motherof4angels@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 02:13 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! I don't know you but I have been following your story ever since I saw your link on another Caring Bridge web page. I hope you know what an encouragement and inspiration you are to the people who read about your fight against leukemia. I saw your pictures that your mom put up and you are such a beautiful little girl!! That smile has got movie star written all over it!!! Well hang in there kiddo and know that you have many fellow Christians praying for your speedy recovery!!! God Bless you and your family!!!
Stephanie
Murray, KY USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 01:13 PM (CST)

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SNOW...coming your way Alexandria.
Whit Henry <whithenry@hotmail.com>
Kansas City, MO - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 12:31 PM (CST)

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I hope you realize the impact you have made on all of us who read your journal entries. You are such a wonderful family who has touched SO MANY lives! We pray for a miracle and for Alexandria's return home. The Borkowski's
Cat Borkowski
Shoreham, NY - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 11:42 AM (CST)

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Alison,
I just became aware of the situation you and your family are facing. I am thinking of you and praying for your family. Although it has been a long time since we have seen each other, I wish you the best. You definitely are a strong woman and have a lot to be thankful for.
Kimberly Adelson <adelsonk@cape.k12.mo.us>
Cape Girardeau, MO USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 11:39 AM (CST)

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Alexandria I hope you get to go home today. I will pray for you ;o)
Nancy
MN - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 10:48 AM (CST)

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Hi Guys,
I hope you get to go home today. I am glad to hear Alexandria feels so well despite the infection. She is remarkable. Just wanted to let you know you are in our prayers and thoughts constantly.

Ann Newsham
- Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 10:25 AM (CST)

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Hi to all of you. I want to say how much I admire all of your strength and that you are in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Diane Lentz <Todisato@aol.com>
Foristell, MO USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 09:14 AM (CST)

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What a blessing that Alexandria is feeling good. Wow! She is quite the trouper. I know that the way she's feeling makes it easier for you too, Alison. Praise God for these small favors. Continuing to pray for all of you!
Michelle Farmer
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 08:42 AM (CST)

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Alison-
Kathy Van de Ven emailed me asking for prayers for your Alexandria- I am glad she has let me know of her brave battle against cancer. From what I have read, there is no doubt Alexandria is an extraordinary little girl. I will keep you all in my prayers. XO~ Sara
Sara Noffel Summerour <mrssumo@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 08:33 AM (CST)

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Alison, Alexandria and family - I admire your strength. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Please keep the faith.
Rex Rust <rrust@semissourian.com>
Cape Girardeau, MO USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 08:23 AM (CST)

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Thankful Alexandria is feeling good. I will pray that you get to go home soon. Also, continuing to pray for a beautiful young lady to receive a miracle, if it be God's will. All things are possible through Him who saved us on the cross. God bless as always.
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 07:51 AM (CST)

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Hi guys,
Glad to hear that Alexandria is feeling well. I keep you all in my prayers. Hope you get to go home today.
All my love,
Gelene <gml2222@swbell.net>
st. louis, mo - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 07:42 AM (CST)

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We are keeping you in our prayers daily, keep your strength, things sound great!I do not doubt you will get your way with the doctors!Good Luck!
The Bowman Family
Chesterfield, MO USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 07:26 AM (CST)

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Just want you to know that I am checking in on Alexandria, I am so glad to hear that she is feeling good. My prayers are with you.
Sandi <SieraHaze@aol.com>
Clayton, NC - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 06:03 AM (CST)

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Just wanted you to know that I am checking in on you and praying for you as always. Blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 05:04 AM (CST)

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My thoughts are with you so often. You truly are amazing people! By sharing all of your thoughts and feelings is definitely God's plan. You are touching so many other lives by reminding us of what is most important! I will keep Alexandria and your family in my prayers. Keep the faith! May God be your comfort and your strength!
The Johnson Family <rbajl@yahoo.com>
Ballwin, MO US - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 11:42 PM (CST)

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I,too, join in praying that the medical staff will agree that Alexandria can return home and that she continues to feel well while the antibiotics and other medications do their jobs.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 11:40 PM (CST)

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Alison:
I have been out of town and have not been able to check your journal entries for the last few days. So I reviewed them tonight. Your struggle with telling Alexandria what lies ahead really touched me. Continue to go with your heart. You and Grant love her so much. Since we are both from the same small town, I have known who you were since you were in the 6th grade. You have certainly grown to be a strong woman and a wise mother.
I also had an ache in my heart when I read your words on being so thankful for the time you have with Alexandria. It reminds us how precious every moment is with our children. Who knew that going to Taco Bell could remind us to "savor the flavor"?
I read your journal entries every night before bed. I then lay in bed and pray for you and your family and then I count my blessings. Our family prays for Alexandria and your family daily.
Amy (Armbruster) Schroeder <mattamys@yahoo.com>
Eureka, MO - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 11:33 PM (CST)

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Alison and Alexandria,
I have been reading your past journal entries to better understand your journey. Alexandria, you are such a brave and special child. Alison and Grant, you are very special people. I pray for your well being and comfort. Thank you for sharing your faith.
Alice
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 10:36 PM (CST)

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Hey to the Haddock family. Thinking of you and wishing you the best.
Doug Wynd <unwynding@yahoo.com>
chesterfield, mo usa - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 10:30 PM (CST)

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Hey Haddock Family,
I'm just checking in tonight, before bedtime to see if any more news since we talked this afternoon!! I hope and pray that the doctors give the ok to go home in the morning!! I know of many little ones that would just love to see Mommy, Daddy, and Sissy too!!!
Please tell Alexandria when she gets the ticket out of there that Nancy will go to Steak n Shake for her and "skies the limit"!
You and the entire family are in our prayers tonight!!
Call me if you need anything!!!
Love,
Nancy
Nancy Cole
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 09:44 PM (CST)

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My prayers are with you Haddock's.
God Bless You!

Erin Turner <erinchantel@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 09:29 PM (CST)

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You are always in our prayers.
Peace and God Bless
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 08:10 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
My what a tough little girl you are! I'm very thankful that you are feeling okay despite the infection. I do hope that the doctors agree to let you go home. You are an inspiration to all of us. I don't know may adults who could endure what you have gone through. You are in my prayers, sweetie.
Debbie Little <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 07:37 PM (CST)

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My thoughts and prayers continue for Alexandria and your family...in fact, my whole congregation is praying for your continued strength, peace, and those all important miracles! Hopefully you'll all be home tomorrow.
Ann O'Neil
San Diego, CA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 06:57 PM (CST)

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To the whole Haddock family, please know you are in my prayers each day as you face difficult times. I pray for Alexandria, that she will continue to feel "good" despite what her body is experiencing, and for the family that you will know the peace of God that passes all understanding as you strive to make Alexandria's time with you all that it can possibly be. May God grant the doctors the wisdom and strength to avoid heroics and instead focus on the needs, wishes and desires of their patient. The Floris prayer chain continues to hold you up in prayer. May you be strengthened knowing others truly do care.
Cheryl Gault
Oak Hill, VA USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 06:39 PM (CST)

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I am a neighbor of Kathy and Kevin Vandevin and I just read about your daughter and the struggle that you'all are going through....I will keep you in my prayers and I definately believe in miracles...and guardian angels, I also believe in the power of prayer. God Bless you all
prayerfully yours,
Connie Riggs

Connie Riggs
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 06:34 PM (CST)

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Praying God's strength to carry you through this time...praying you all get home...you are wise in these things. God will make a way. I finally told them that if they did not make a way for my son to get out of the hospital that day...I would carry him out on my back...they knew I meant it, and we were home that evening. With complete hospice care and a nurse...God will provide--you are so faithful and courageous. Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton www.caringbridge.org/fl/robertmitchel <ckcharlton@aol.com>
West Palm Beach , FL - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 06:04 PM (CST)

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I hope you're all home, under one roof, very soon! SO glad Alexandria feels so great....and I LOVE reading all of her great comments! I read them to Jordan, too - she cracks up! We're praying constantly for that miracle!
Julene, Tom, Jordan and Jenna <julene.tojo@wwt.com>
Ellisville, MO - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 05:44 PM (CST)

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What a lovely child. I hope you get the heck out of the hospital soon. If I had a pass I'd send it your way.
Laurie Schultheis
West Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 05:36 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria,
I am just so amazed at what a lovely young lady you are inside and out. I know your parents are SO PROUD! I hope your mom's next journal entry finds you back snuggled at home.

Lynn
St. Charles, MO - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 05:34 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison, Thanks for sharing your prescious daughter,she
is beautiful.I also am praying for a miracle. My daughter
Dawn Westrich has told me about your daughter and family and shared your website. Your website blesses all who read it. Thank you for sharing. I will pray for Alexandria and your family daily.









Doris Waymire <toovintage@aol.com>
Ballwin, Mo USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 05:09 PM (CST)

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I will be praying for Alexandria, that she stays pain free and for the rest of your family to continue this amazing ability to feel every moment.
Michelle Sutphin (Anne Mertens friend)
Westerville, OH - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 04:58 PM (CST)

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Hey,

They didn't want to pull Holly's one time either. We had to put the antibiotics in both lines. It cleared up the infection and didn't have the set back of pulling and another surgery for a new one before transplant.

I am so glad that Alexandria is doing great. It is amazing of her strength. We know where that comes from. GOD!! He is so good. I like the way that the counts have fallen. I hope the radiation killed out all those bad guys.

Still praying for total body healing.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 04:55 PM (CST)

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Glad to hear that Alexandria is feeling good. I will keep praying that things will get better.


Karin Mika <karin.mika@law.csuohio.edu>
Berea, Ohio USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 04:01 PM (CST)

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It is great that she is feeling so good :) We are certainly praying that you get to go home asap!!
Nina Hudson <nina.hudson@wcom.com>
Manchester, MO - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 03:49 PM (CST)

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Once again, she's amazing. How she can feel so good with such an infection and no immune system is incredible. I would count this as a small miracle. I hope you can go home soon and that Alexandria continues to improve.
the Day family
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 03:28 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Grant,
We are all praying that the doctor lets Alexandria come home from the hospital soon. Please let her know we are thinking of her always. Love, Tammy
Tammy Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 03:25 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
You are one AMAZING little girl!! Your sense of humor and fighting attitude are qualities I absolutely love!! I continue to storm the heavens many times a day for you and your family. God bless you all. With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 03:16 PM (CST)

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I was first introduced to you and your family last week, by a good friend who was so moved by your journey. As I read your journal entries I was moved to laughter and tears. Your daughter bears an uncanny resemblance to my best friend's daughter - they could be twins. This brought your story so close to my heart. I prayed for you all weekend long and will continue to do so. Distance prevents me from doing something more tangible, but God hears my voice nonetheless. I will keep watching for updates and will keep praying. DOn't let the Doc's get you down.
Judy <u4blondes@aol.com>
Niskayuna, NY - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 02:43 PM (CST)

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Hello,
I am your new neighbor down the street. I just wanted you all to know that we are thinking about you and praying for you daily. If we can help in any way, please let us know.

Kristen Bly <kbbly@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO 63366 - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 02:20 PM (CST)

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I read about your daughter, Alexandria, from my college friend, Maryann Cioffari. Please know that your daughter and family will be in my prayers for a healing! How brave and loving you to count your blessings through this difficult time. GOD BLESS ALEXANDRIA AND ALL OF YOU.
Lisa Brock
PA USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 01:55 PM (CST)

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My family would like to thank your family for helping us to see the true meaning of love, life, and religion. You are amazing people and we are keeping Alexandria in our prayers.
God bless you and continue to give you strength during this difficult time.
Viviani Family
St. Peters, Mo USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 01:39 PM (CST)

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I just wanted to say I am praying for you all always. Keep your heads up. With love Tara Boyd
Tara Boyd
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 01:12 PM (CST)

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What a precious child you have! Nine going on 35, I believe it. It breaks my heart. I can imagine that you want to just grab them by the collar and get in their faces, etc.
Dianne Roth <www.caringbridge.com/mo/jackiesjourney>
Cape Girardeau, MO - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 12:23 PM (CST)

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Just wanted you to know that one more person will be lifting all of you up in prayer.

Elizabeth Goodwin <www.caringbridge.org/wa/aidangoodwin>
Richland, WA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 11:39 AM (CST)

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Not a day goes by that we don't think about you! I wish we lived closer, I wish, I wish, I wish...but at least we all hope and wish, right? Keep the faith! The Lummus family
Monica Lummus <mblummus@earthlink.net>
Eureka, MO USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 10:21 AM (CST)

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The Kuhlmann's are praying for you everyday. We believe that God does perform miracles.
Karl, Nancy, Paige, Karson, and Connor Kuhlmann <NKKuhlmann@aol.cm>
Ellisville, MO U.S.A. - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 09:17 AM (CST)

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Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking and praying for the entire Haddock family. You continue to bless the families that read Alexandria"s journal. She is an incredible little girl who belongs to a strong loving family. God Bless all of you.
john loughery <jloughery@lmana.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 09:02 AM (CST)

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Your journal was emailed to me on January 20th. I prayed for Alexandria at that moment, last night, and I will continue to keep your family in my prayers.
Keippi Cobble <keippic@weeones.com>
Maryland Heights, MO USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 09:01 AM (CST)

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Alexandria and family,
I feel truly blessed to be called to pray for you and your family. God is with you, I pray you feel his constant presence and deep love for you!
Monica Gray, Floris UMC
Herndon, VA USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 08:48 AM (CST)

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Floris Church members learned today that Alexandria is very, very sick right now. Please know that others care about your struggle, and that many prayers are being offered up for you. My personal prayer is that you will feel - literally feel - God's arms around you & around Alexandra at this time. His comfort is unparalled, if we can trust in Him. God bless each and every one you, especially Alexandra.
Susan <susan.osborn@forum.com>
Herndon, VA USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 08:20 AM (CST)

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Alexandria,
You're amazing strength and faith are such an inspiration to us. What a truly amazing young girl you are. You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Kelley and Lindsay Fitzgerald
Rochester, NY - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 08:01 AM (CST)

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God bless you all. We are praying for Alexandria.
Floris UMC prayer chain....

Peggy Stokley
Herndon, VA USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 07:34 AM (CST)

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Truly remarkable words of wisdom from a 91/2 year old. You could write a whole book of Alexandria's quotes. She is so amazing. We continue to pray & are disgusted to hear of the lack of compassion from the doctors. It seems like from past experiences myself & with others close to me that this type of care (or should I say lack of care) is more common than it should be. We will be praying that you can get out of the hospital SOON & will pray that the doctors realize that miracles happen & that all things are possible through HIM!
The Pyle Family
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 07:15 AM (CST)

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You will be in our thoughts today. Thank you for your amazing journal.
The Rucks
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 07:14 AM (CST)

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Keeping the faith has been easier for me, because of you!!Alexandria!! Your strength and determination are awesome!!
I'm off to school, Have A Wonderful Day!!
Sharyn Duncan
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 07:06 AM (CST)

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Just got back from being out of town. Was sad to see that you have had to go to the hospital. Praying you will be home soon, and grateful Alexandria is feeling good. Loved the new pictures on the web site. What a beautiful child!
Love,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 06:05 AM (CST)

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We are praying for a miracle for Alexandria. Every week, for several months now, as we hold hands and end our Sunday School class in prayer, we lift up Alexandria and your family to God, asking for a miracle, and for comfort and strength for you all.

Some of these 6th graders--and it is sometimes hard for them to pray out loud in a group of their peers--have learned how to pray because they can pray for Alexandria. She is truly an inspiration. It must be a part of God's plan for Alexandria--as a teacher to kids she doesn't even know and who are 3-4 years older than her--that shines through in our classroom and we wanted to share that light with you.

May God truly bless you even more today and in the days ahead!!
Dardenne Presbyterian 6th Grade Sunday School class
Dardenne Prairie, MO - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 12:40 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks,
I worked six years in a hospital, and you are soooo right about people not being careful, or showing lack of care. I know you have had it with the hospital but you need to complain to the nursing supervisor. It will only take a minute and it might just make a difference, if everyone complained to the right person, things would be different. And be sure to tell them that they need to treat each patient as if it were their own family memeber. I hope Alexandria is feeling better. We will pray for you all. Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 11:28 PM (CST)

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Imagine updating the website twice today! You must have known how much we were all concerned and anxious to hear more. And how disappointing to find that you had a doctor who was less than wonderful to our precious girl! Well, may tomorrow bring you many more answers and the ability to breathe easier knowing that the "good" doctor is taking care of her.
Much love,
Michelle Farmer
Wildwood, - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 11:03 PM (CST)

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Hello All!

I am sorry to hear that you had to go to the hospital with the fever. Prayers are still going up for everyone of you! Stay strong and keep your faith. I am glad Alexandria is feeling good considering the infection and the radiation.

Alison, I was so amazed at your entry from Saturday! Alexandria has been your angel and miracle child from the start. God is still watching over her now just as he was then. I believe she is such a blessing to so many people. Shane and I were looking at the new pictures. I can't believe how much she has grown over the last two years. We then got Kearby's pictures out and he has really grown also from 18 months to 4 years - how fast time goes by!

Your family is on our Church prayer list and some of our sister Churches. I am continuing to pray that God will strengthen, comfort and guide you all.

God Bless You All!

www.caringbridge.org/mo/kearbysjourney (Kearby's page)
Erin Turner
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 10:08 PM (CST)

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God bless you and your family. You will be in our prayers.
Brian and Stacey Zobrist
Highland, IL USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 10:02 PM (CST)

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Grant and Family,

All of our thoughts and prayers are with you all tonight. Lots of love.
Troy, Holly (Haberstroh), Shana and Alexa Faries <hbfaries@aol.com>
Troy, MO USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 09:25 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
I am furious with the hospital too! Tell your Mom it is quite allright to be angry. I'm sure the pastors will agree. I am glad that you feel okay, sweetie. Take care and know that we are thinking of you. Hug your Mom and Dad for me. Debbie Little
Debbie Little <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 09:19 PM (CST)

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Thinking about you tonight and hoping Alexandria gets to come home soon. Thanks for sharing your days with us - you are such a special family. I will continue to pray for Alexandria.

Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's Website
<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 09:17 PM (CST)

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We're thinking about you guys and praying for you.
Larry and Glenda Allen <lafretired@cs.com>
Easley, SC - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 08:58 PM (CST)

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People in Texas are thinking of you!!!
Bless your family in this time of need!!
www.babyliz.com

Haley Family <babyliz@earthlink.net>
Fort Worth, Texas USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 08:53 PM (CST)

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Haddocks

My prayers and thoughts are with you and Alexandria tonite. I hope she is feeling better and home soon. Praying God will grant you with the miracle of more precious time with your sweet girl. She has such a positive self image and I think you as parents have instilled that in her through your journey. Give her extra hugs and kisses tonite.
Kim Behlmann <kimbehlmann@charter.net>
o fallon, MO USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 08:23 PM (CST)

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My dears. Of course our prayers stay with Alexandria and your entire family. Her continued positive attitude is a tribute to your strength and faith.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 08:21 PM (CST)

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Well,you are always in my prayers, in or out of the hospital, but I will say an extra one tonight.
Oh, and if my opinion matters, I think you could have left the "camcorder" on. Nobody would fault you for those feelings, thoughts, or words. You should be very proud of yourselves. You are all such survivors! Hang in there.

Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 08:09 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant, SO sorry to hear you are back in the hospital. She is an unbelievable little girl, and best of all, her spirit is so happy!!!! My Prayers are with her!!!
Sharyn Duncan
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 06:53 PM (CST)

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We continue to pray
Lynn
PA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 06:50 PM (CST)

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We are sad to hear that Alexandria is back in the hospital and are praying hard that she can get back home soon. You and Grant are so right to slow down the pace and cherish each moment with your angels. I have to say as a nurse, I am SICK to hear your stories and consider even 1 oversite inexcusable but especially horrible when a child is involved. I know you are both her best advocates- keep up the good work. You continue to be in our prayers.
The Vena Family
Overland Park, KS USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 06:44 PM (CST)

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Alison, Grant and Family,
I just recently learned of your webpage. Tanda passed it my way, what a great idea. I want you to know that we are praying for your precious little Alexandria as well as your family. I am sharing your website with some friends of mine who I know will put Alexandria on their prayer list. Your words are so inspirational. Alexandria is so lucky to have such wonderful parents as the two of you. Keep up your spirits and don't EVER underestimate the power of prayer. Though I have never met Alexandria please give her a kiss and hug from me and tell her we're thinking of you all!!!I Love the photo album, what cuties!!! Sincerely, Kathy (Erlbacher) Van de Ven and Family
Kathy and Kevin Van de Ven <kvandeven@classicnet.net>
Maryville, , MO USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 06:41 PM (CST)

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Ok so I am screaming here also. I can understand some mistakes but time after time is just unexceptable. We are praying hard. We hope you are enjoying your days together even though they are in the hospital right now. Im sure you guys are doing something fun together. I am always thinking about you and praying for you
Ruth


Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 06:26 PM (CST)

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Our prayers and warm thoughts continue for you and your family. Alexandria's upbeat attitude is a true reflection of your beliefs and is an inspiration to us all.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 06:17 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you as you continue this journey. We are praying very hard that Alexandria can beat this infection. I have also been thinking about your camcorder comment. It is pretty funny when you think about it. Once again, thanks for providing perspective on life. So many lessons I have learned. I was thinking of Alexandria last night when the sun was setting and the edge of the sky was red. I thought, God heard her and added some color.
Love and prayers.
The Brooks Family
Angela, Jeff, Robyn and Mitchell
Angela Brooks <amlb36@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 06:10 PM (CST)

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I just wanted to let you all know that I am praying for you and am having prayers at church also. The pictures are great. Trust in the Lord always. Alexandria might like to hear the words of Jer. 29:11.
Roger and Mariah King <rpkmrkia@aol.com>
Dittmer, MO USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 05:46 PM (CST)

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Loving the darling pictures of your darling children!!! So glad to hear Alexandria feeling good and ready to get home by tomorrow. Prayers that you are able to get back to your own cozy home by then! Empathy for the 'human error' you keep encountering..prayers are going up for them to get their act together as well. Keep the faith! :-)


The Davis Family
St. Peters, MO USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 05:34 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison, Grant and Alexandria: We pray every day for you and your family. We hope to see that you will be going back home soon. You are in our thoughts often. We love you.
Marcy, Shannon, Katie, Amanda and Michael Davidson
Jefferson City, MO - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 05:22 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria, Alison, Grant and family - Your power to reach out and connect with us from across the ocean is profound. I continue to pray and send good thoughts.
Gloria McShane, mother of Maximilian, 18, T-ALL with CNS <www.caringbridge.com/page/msnowdon>
Richmond, North Yorkshire, England - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 05:05 PM (CST)

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Sending prayers to you from Nebraska
Boni
North Platte, NE - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 05:05 PM (CST)

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Our thoughts & prayers are with you all!
Scott & Erin Zide <sezide@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 05:01 PM (CST)

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Loved the new pictures. The "surpise" one is my favorite. Praying for you all.
Candice Behm <candice333@netzero.net>
Portland, OR USa - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 04:39 PM (CST)

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Praying for you in Memphis, TN
Patti
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 04:10 PM (CST)

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Alison and Alexandria: So sorry to hear you're back in the hospital. Hopefully it will be a short stay and you can get back to snuggling at home! PS: I think when we're in the hospital, we're allowed to have the "camera" off.....as advocates for our children we need to scream and yell about certain things in order to get the best and appropriate care for our babies. I have battled unmercifully here with the staff on Meghan's behalf and will continue to do so as long as they are making decisions that could impact her well being. You make me smile every time I read your incredible stories on what a beautiful, thoughtful girl Alexandria is. Again, and as always, thanks for sharing her with us all.
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 04:09 PM (CST)

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Richie, myself, family, and friends are all praying for you! The little girl amazes us. She teaches us more about life then we have learned in all our years. God bless you!
The Borkowski's
Cat Borkowski
Shoreham, NY - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 03:35 PM (CST)

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It's so amazing that the hospital can be so consistently making mistakes- I wonder if it were their own child's labs, pain meds, etc., that they would be so cavalier. Very poor English, but you get my point I'm sure. I glad the little one is feeling better- amazing considering her infection. Her optimism must be carrying her through all of this. She is so incredibly positive- she inspires me to be a better person. We pray for her health.
the Day family
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 03:10 PM (CST)

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It's so amazing that the hospital can be so consistently making mistakes- I wonder if it were their own child's labs, pain meds, etc., that they would be so cavalier. Very poor English, but you get my point I'm sure. I glad the little one is feeling better- amazing considering her infection. Her optimism must be carrying her through all of this. She is so incredibly positive- she inspires me to be a better person. We pray for her health.
the Day family
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 03:09 PM (CST)

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What an amazing child. I am praying for you....
Chuson Marsh (www.caringbridge.org/tx/jeffrey) <chuson796@aol.com>
Arlington, TX USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 02:20 PM (CST)

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Alexandria is so amazing. I'm so glad that she is feeling good. Prayers coming your way.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 02:19 PM (CST)

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We are praying for Alexandria to beat her infection and return home. The staff at the YMCA says hello to Aunt Michele and wishes you all the strength you may need.

YMCA , Wyckoff NJ
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 02:07 PM (CST)

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We hope you are better real soon and can get back home! We just spent a couple of hours at St. John's trying to get an x-ray of Katie's cheek to make sure it wasn't broken. It took them 5 trys. I feel your frustration and once again your strength! I pray your outcome is as good as ours! They think she is fine! Hospitals are no fun! Get better soon sweet Alexandria!
Love and Prayers,
The Balkenbusch's
Nancy, Gary, Jake, and Katie <nbalken@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 01:23 PM (CST)

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I am so sorry to hear about your set back. You are in our prayers.
Lots of love,
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 01:20 PM (CST)

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So sorry to hear about your latest set back. I will be storming the heavens in prayer for your precious Alexandria!

www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Michele Finck, Ryan's mom~~www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Hebron, ky - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 01:15 PM (CST)

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I read about Alexandria's fever last night after I finished my bible study, since my bible was handy I referenced healing and found a recurring phrase,"Don't be afraid and Believe." I know that must be hard to do but keep up that EXTRAordinary faith of yours. I will continue to pray and I will also pray for no more errors.
Donna Landwehr
Donna Landwehr <kdland5@aol.com>
St. Charles, Mo - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 01:11 PM (CST)

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We continue to "storm the heavens" for Alexandria.
The Johnson Family
Patty Johnson <pkj577@bitwisesystems.com>
Peoria Hgts, Il USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 01:07 PM (CST)

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Alexandria is such a spunky delight .. Keep fighting the fight Alexandria as you have been doing so well. Loving thoughts & prayers to you all, always.
Love, Gwen
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 12:27 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, I'm with you on the hoping you will be out tomorrow, but we may both have really high hopes, and I bet they will want to keep you a couple of more days just to be on the safe side. I'm sorry, I know you dont want to hear that but all we want is you to get better! Glad you are feeling good !
Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 12:25 PM (CST)

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Praying for a blessing from the Good Lord to heal you
Jan
Oh - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 12:15 PM (CST)

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I am sorry to hear about Alexandria's fever... I hope everything goes well. I just read the post you put on here Saturday about your pregnancy with her. You have been through an awful lot and have been strong through it all. I will pray for you continueing strength..
Reva <Revalynn@hotmail.com>
Mesquite, TX - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 11:45 AM (CST)

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Alexandria and family...Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. I am a second grade teacher at GP and met you in your first few days of second grade at GP. Of course, I feel as if I've known you forever because of your sweet friends that I had in my class last year. Alexandria, you have touched many lives, more than you'll ever know. We all think of you often Alexandria!! Stay strong Sweetie! You can do it!
Mary Parris <jdparris@aol.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 11:22 AM (CST)

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Your family is in our prayers.
Maria
NJ - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 11:11 AM (CST)

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We continue to pray for Alexandria
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 11:08 AM (CST)

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We continue to pray for Alexandria. Your family is always in our thoughts.
Jeanine Riendeau <jrien0512@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 10:59 AM (CST)

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Hello. Although you do not know me, I have been checking on your beautiful daughter.....I want you and your family to know what an inspiration you are to me......your strength gives me the most wonderful feeling....how you can feel so blessed through all of this....and you are right you are very blessed. I will continue to pray for you and your family.
Lori Dietz <nevlor_2000@yahoo.com>
Baldwin Park, CA usa - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 10:22 AM (CST)

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Hi Alison. So sorry that Alexandria has a fever. I will pray real hard at church today. We have started perpetual adoration in our church chapel here at St. Matthew Catholic Church in Champaign, Il. It is kept going twenty four hours a day. Everyone takes turns donating one hour of their time once a week to sit and pray and let God answer prayers. It is a wonderful peaceful hour. My time is 12-1pm on Mondays.
There is also a book to list people who need prayers or to offer thanks. I have Alexandria listed to pray for her. I will add her on again to pray for her healing today.
Love,
Judy
Judy Grumish <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com www.ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, Il United States - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 10:03 AM (CST)

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Sorry to hear about Alexandria's fever. Our prayers continue for her and you!
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 09:31 AM (CST)

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Prayers and strong thoughts are continuing your way-stay strong-The McTearnen's
The McTearnen's
Wildwood, MO - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 09:00 AM (CST)

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I am a member of Jim & Louise Watts' Sunday School in Little Rock. Just wanted to let you know we are lifting all of you up in our prayers. The truest end of life is to know that life never ends.
Judy Gill <jgill@aristotle.com>
Bryant, AR USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 08:27 AM (CST)

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My thoughts and prayers are with you!
Kelley Fitzgerald
Rochester, NY - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 08:25 AM (CST)

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Praying for you and your family
Jan
Oh - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 08:19 AM (CST)

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our thoughts and prayers are with you- she's gotten through this before and we pray for a swift recovery.
the Day family
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 08:05 AM (CST)

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So many prayers for you all!
Keep strong.
Janice Frisella <jlfrisella@earthlink.net>
Wildwood, MO 63011 - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 07:44 AM (CST)

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Alison and Grant,
We are praying for Alexandria. We hope the doctors are able to get her fever under control. We are also praying that the doctors and nurses that take care of her,do so with grace, patience, and knowledge. Your friends, Dave and Tammy
Dave and Tammy Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 07:36 AM (CST)

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Keeping sweet Alexandria in our prayers.
Sandi <SieraHaze@aol.com>
Clayton, NC - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 06:48 AM (CST)

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Alexandria,
Oh sweetie, I am so sorry you started running temperature. I am praying for you and thinking about you every day.
Debbie Little
Debbie Little <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 12:08 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 11:50 PM (CST)

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We will pray. Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 11:42 PM (CST)

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Alison and Alexandria,
I have found your site through my neice's site(Janie Sims). I have read some of your entries and am touched by your strong faith.
I pray that your current hospital stay is a short one and that you are soon back home with all of your family. You are a sweet, beautiful person and very brave. You have special parents that I know love you very much.

Alice
Birmingham, AL USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 11:33 PM (CST)

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I am sorry you are back at the hospital. I pray Alexandria beats this one as she has in the past. Our thoughts and prayers are with you as always.

The Newsham's
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 11:22 PM (CST)

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I am so sorry to hear you are going back to the hospital. I hope and pray for Alexandria and your whole family every day. I am so glad you have had some wonderful days with her this past week,and I pray you will have more. Stay strong, and thank you for being such an inspiration. You have a very special family.
Tonya Lloyd <Amandas page/ www.caringbridge.org/ut/amanda>
South Jordan , UT - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 11:20 PM (CST)

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May the Lord grant you His infinite mercy and bring Alexandria safely through this fever and bring her the healing she needs.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 11:04 PM (CST)

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Haddocks, I'm so sorry to hear about this. Please know that I am praying for you with everything I have. Please, call my family if you need ANYTHING at all. You can do it Alexandria. God Bless, All my love, KT
Katie ~ Vollmayer <kav1113@earthlink.net>
wildwood, mo usa - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:51 PM (CST)

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So sorry to hear you are back in the hospital. We are praying that God sends healing your way.
The Pyle Family
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:45 PM (CST)

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oh geez Alison, I hope they get it under control fast!
Praying for her..
Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:45 PM (CST)

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Sending lots of prayers your way... let us know how Alexandria does - know the fever will pass and she will feel better soon.
Aunt Nancy Kay
New Madrid, MO - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:41 PM (CST)

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My prayers continue to be with your family.
Sandra
TN - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:32 PM (CST)

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I will continue to pray for all of you! What a beautiful and precious little angel you have. Your faith and courage are an inspiration to me! Thank you so much. Alexandria is so lucky to have you as her mom:)
Paula
Chesterfield, Mo - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:26 PM (CST)

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My prayers are with you.
a friend
St. Peters, Mo USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:25 PM (CST)

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I am sending lots of healing thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry that Alexandria is back in the hospital. There are so many people praying for you. I hope that you can feel all of the good thoughts and prayers coming your way. I love the new pictures. Alexandria truly is a beautiful and precious child. Hope you get home soon. Love and Prayers...
Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's Website

<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 09:39 PM (CST)

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We have been reading your journal this weekend. I was reminded of you more than once this week and can only say that our prayers are stronger than ever tonight and we are wishing for that next miracle to come.
Mark, Amy, Jackson and Justin Ruck <amyjoruck@mindspring.com>
ballwin, mo - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:58 PM (CST)

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We are praying right now for you Alexandria. At our church this a.m. we had our pastors daughter speak and she prayed for total healing of your body. She just got back from Africa and saw alot of healing take place there. She came with such encouraging words. I just wish that I could find the right words to help comfort you. I pray continually for your dad & mom and all that they have gone through also. You are so special Alexandria and God loves you so much and so do alot of people that don't even hardly know who you are. We will pray that the fever would go down and that you would feel peace and comfort soon. Will check on you tomorrow.

Love-N-Christ,
Chris McDowell, Chad McDowell, Holly McDowell, Brad McDowell
Christy McDowell
Sidell, IL - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:58 PM (CST)

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Am praying for you all!
Julie
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:57 PM (CST)

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Our prayers here in Louisiana never cease! And at our house too!


Linda and Phil,Sr.
Baton Rouge, LA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:52 PM (CST)

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Our prayers here in Louisiana never cease! And at our house too!


Linda and Phil,Sr.
Baton Rouge, LA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:51 PM (CST)

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My prayers are with you. May God Bless you.
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:44 PM (CST)

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I am praying continually and won't stop. I'll keep checking back for updates. Blessings!
Khalita
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:44 PM (CST)

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I am praying and will continue to do so. God bless you.
Laura
Grand Rapids, MI - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:40 PM (CST)

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I placed Alexandria on the prayer list at church again this morning. We will continue to pray.
Tanda Smith
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:39 PM (CST)

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Dear Allison, I thank God for the awesome days you have had with Alexandria and your family after returning home from the hospital last week. I am so happy for you all that she is feeling good, and you are all building up more and more special memories! Thank you for sharing so much with us. Thank you for all of the beautiful insights into what is really important in this life. We continue to pray constantly for a miracle for your "miracle baby". I remember the first night of her diagnosis when the doctors said she probably would not make it. And I will never forget the feeling of knowing God had granted a miracle in keeping her with you after that night! May God bless your every moment with her and your family.

Robin , Bob, Carli and Dominic Bisesi <rbisesi@aol.com>
Powell, OH USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:29 PM (CST)

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I am praying, long and hard. Stay strong sweet Alexandria.. you are one brave little girl!
Lot of love to you all!
Love, Gwen
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:29 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,

You certainly have weathered many storms and are still positive! I admire you for that. Take care.
Christamae www.caringbridge.com/ca/oellacz
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:10 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks,
Thank you for sharing your lives with us. I, too, feel rejunvenated in faith by your journal entries. I look forward to reading each entry. A day doesn't go by, our family does not think of you and pray for you. So happy you are having treasured moments, Mommy. We strive to have your perspective on life! What a gift! Thank you for making this world better place Alexandria!!!
The Swerczek family
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:00 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant,
Thank the LORD for everyday, every moment, and every memory!! It sounds like you have had some wonderful family time!! It was so great to see Alexandria!! She is so sweet, I could have just hugged on her all day! Alison, I don't blame you on the nap thing, I'm sure between Alexandria and Addison you could have some serious cuddle time. Just knowing and loving Alexandria, makes me believe that miracles are happening!!
Tell Alexandria that I can go on a FOOD run anytime and anyplace!!
Our love and prayers are with you tonight,
Nancy
Nancy Cole
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 07:45 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, I want you to know that I pray for you every night. Stay strong sweetie.
Jeanette <www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen>
Wellington, Fl - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 06:30 PM (CST)

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I am praying for you.....you are a beautiful little girl, Alexandria......Jesus loves you so much!!! He will bring you through this; you are going to to well again and restored to perfect health. Jesus will do this for you as He has for many people with cancer. Have faith in Him and He will make you well..... I know He will!!!
Jana
Brooklet, Ga - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 06:05 PM (CST)

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Alison: Thank you for your love of your family and for sharing that love and your courage with all of us. Clearly you and Grant have been fighters so it's not surprising that Alexandria would also hold on tenaciously. You and your family remain in my thoughts and prayers for another "Alexandria miracle." From our hearts to God's ears.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 05:18 PM (CST)

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Alison-I find myself thinking of you and your family at strange times(ie-cleaning the toilet!!) My kids are sick now and I am on germ patrol. I was thinking-how do you keep a house disinfected with 4 kids under the age of 9!!?? I also find myself checking the computer for updates several times a day. Erick misses Hunter at lunch time. Susan Herbeck(Turner) and I are in a race to grow are hair out for locks of love. This was inspired by Alexandria(believe us-neither one of us would have even thought of doing this) I have not had long hair since I was 6 years old!! I thank her for inspiring me to do something good for others.
connie neilson <connieneilson@yahoo.com>
wildwood, mo - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 04:16 PM (CST)

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Alison,I doubt if you will ever know how many people you have touched with your journals about Alexandria and her fight. Everyone who visits the site comes away with a new appreciation of what really matters in life. Thank you for sharing her and your family with us.
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 03:42 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to say hi, and that we're sending prayers and positive thoughts your way.
Lots of love,
Sheri ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/la/cameron <shershep@ivillage.com>
Lafayette, LA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 03:31 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison,
Tell Alexandria I completely understand her overwelming preoccupation with food. Only mine is due to pregnancy not from steroids. I laughed hysterically while reading the 1/17/03 journal entry (the part about senses). I will try to think of my favorite thing to eat and bring it to her. I want you to know we think about your entire family throughout everyday. I tell anyone who will listen about Alexandria. Many prayers are being said for her.
Love,
Laurie, Davin, Kendall and baby brother Sills
The Sills <DLSills@earthlink.net>
Ellisville, MO - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 03:26 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family.
When Molly was diagnosed with Leukemia in 2000, I was like a bridge who was washed away and then rebuilt. The gifts that I recieved at that time have changed me forever. Now I am filled to the brim with the grace you have recieved during this journey you are on with Alexandria. My tears fall for your family..feeling pain for you and your little girl yes,but also in grateful prayer that God's face is made known to us through people like you. My soul is comforted in knowing that he is all around us. Reading your journal each day, I am renewed in my faith.
I spoke this morning to the members of my church, told them of your love and strength. You are in our prayers constantly.
Love The Healy's
E. Healy
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 02:52 PM (CST)

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http://www.ordinarywoman.com/blessingshowers.html

God Bless you and God is showering you with blessings right now.
Ann Goetzman <kjnqueen3@cox.net>
Baton ROuge, La - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 02:10 PM (CST)

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Children have such a delicate way of reminding us of what is truly important in our daily lives - the simple things such as taking a nap. They have so much to offer and it is so inspiring to hear their "take on things".

You truly have an amazing family - your journal entries are very touching and candid. They are a tribute to what being a family is all about.

We continue to keep you and your family in our thoughts and prayers - And are so happy to know that you are all together at home experiencing special moments together.

Cindy Podlaszewski <podski@sgi.net>
Washington, PA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 01:46 PM (CST)

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I just wanted you to know that I am storming the heavens in prayer in the hopes that you will get another 'Alexandria Miracle'!!! Thanks for sharing your journey with us. You are truly an inspiration.

www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Michele Finck, Ryan's mom~~www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Hebron, ky - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 01:31 PM (CST)

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Dearest Haddock Family, I have been keeping updated on Alexandria through our church. I had not visited your website until recently and now I will come each day to check on her. Alison's beautiful words and the thought of your child's brave fight have touched me deeply. Having gone through this same desperate fight with my own beloved father, I can still only guess at the heartbreak that you have suffered. For that fact I am truly sorry.
Thinking of Alexandria's story will inspire me to remember that each day we spend with our loved ones is precious. I will hold my children a little closer and be grateful for this day with them.
I will pray for Alexandria and all of you each day
Tracey
Ballwin, MO USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 01:00 PM (CST)

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Alexandria......You and Your family are very much heroes to me!! I am so in awe of your strength and faith.
I pray for you to continue this journey pain free.

Love from Toronto
Gail <mum_41@hotmail.com>
Toronto, ON Canada - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 12:34 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
We lit another candle for you at church last night. Actually, we lit two. We figured if one helped you last week come off hospice imagine what two could do this week! We are so happy you are having more good days and we will continue to pray for that miracle!
All of our prayers and love,
The Balkenbusch's

Nancy, Gary, Jake and Katie <nbalken@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 11:56 AM (CST)

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Allison, I could almost feel and hear the children in the other room as you wrote your journal. Your stories touch my heart so much. I am grateful to our Lord to see and read how faithful He is to you, and that you see it to. That you are giving him the praise and the glory. As I read your words it does remind me much of my life stories...I do not compare them, this is your most precious time and every moment counts...thank you for sharing them with us...God bless you, I feel privelegded to be able to get a glimpse of your life...Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton www.caringbridge.org/fl/robertmitchel <ckcharlton@aol.com>
West Palm Beach , FL - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 11:01 AM (CST)

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Hi Haddock Family,
What a difference a week can make...Alexandria is certainly a miracle child. I thank God that she has been feeling so well this past week and your family has had such quality time together. Her story has touched so many lives and has renewed so many people's faith. Sending our love and prayers your way,
Don, Ann, Alex, Abby, Libby and Mary Clare Newsham
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:44 AM (CST)

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Good Morning Haddocks. I have been thinking about your family SO much lately and I am praying for you every chance that I get. I definetly think that Alexandria is living proof that miracles happen and she is just so amazing to everyone. I'm glad to hear that she is feeling ok and is always her wonderful, sweet, adorable self. I really miss living across from you guys, and I know that if there is anything that you ever need you can come to my family becasue we love you all so much. God Bless, Love, KT :-)
~ Katie ~ Vollmayer ~ <kav1113@earthlink.net>
wildwood, mo USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:27 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison, I cannot read your journal entries without tears pouring down my face. You, Alexandria, the rest of your famliy have touched so many lives all around the world, that I KNOW this is God's way of connecting people together. Even if it is through a life threatening illness, God works in wondrous ways and the lessons that have come out of all this, words just cannot explain what your famliy has done for so many others. Alexandria's illness is such a blessing, in the sense that the love that has been brought forth, and the connection her illness has made between thousands of people. Isn't that what life is really all about, bringing forth love and connecting with others? God certainly does get our attention any way he needs to. And he has chosen Alexandria and her beautiful family to teach his lessons and boy, are you guys teaching them well! I really need to thank you for being God's light in this world. Blessing every moment of every day, that is how I choose to live my life now, thanks to your sharing your famliy's endeavors. May God continue to bless, love, heal, and bring peace to you. And keeping the faith, just knowing that God has a plan and whatever his plan is, it is in perfection.
Love, The Imbesi Family from Long Island, NY
Lynn Imbesi <limbesi@optonline.net>
East Moriches, NY USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 09:56 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison,
I just stumbled upon this site from Gooch's site. I read your entry and yes you have been truly blessed with the birth of Alexandria. All that went on around that time period is truly amazing and also proves how blessed Alexandria is to have you for a mom. I will pray for yet another miracle to be bestowed upon Alexandria. Sending lots of love and prayers your way. Jack (Colby's daddy forever & ever)

www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby
Uniontown, PA USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 09:44 AM (CST)

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Dear Grant and Alison,
Thank you so much for your most recent journal entry. You have never told me the story of your
pregnancy with Alexandria. Wow, she really has been a fighter from the very beginning. Actually, you both have. We are all praying for a miracle and for your continued blessed days. your friend, Tammy
Tammy Whalen <stkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:11 AM (CST)

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Alexandra,
Thank you so much for what you are teaching us-even complete strangers. I will savor the flavor indeed!
Love and prayers coming your way!!
Mary Olzer
NC - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 07:09 AM (CST)

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Good morning young lady. I hope you arise to a beautiful day. I was awakened by a dream of you and the Sunshine. You're always in my prayers sweetie. I'll check later to share your day.
Matthew, Cat's cousin
Manorville, NY - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 05:33 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks, I absolutely love the new pictures, it is so nice to see who we are praying so hard for. Maybe sometime you can put one in of all of you together. I am thrilled to hear Alexandria is feeling good, and you are able to spend such special moments with her. God is watching over you and your family. We will keep praying.
Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 01:17 AM (CST)

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I can't thank you enough for all your great journal writings. I must check here ten times a day to see if you have written about your day w/ your family. So wonderful to hear you all had another beautiful day! Give Alexandria a kiss & hug from me please. Continued loving thoughts & prayers for you all.
Love, Gwen
- Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 10:43 PM (CST)

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Just checking in. I'm totally amazed by Alexandria's strength! I'm taking in all of her wisdom,and yours too Alison. I know just as soon as there seems to be a normalacy back at our house, we get back to the hussle and bussle of activities. It is so nice just to stay home and take in the time of family. Isn't it wonderful? Enjoy.
Love,
Judy Grumish
Judy Grumish <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com www,ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, Il United States - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 10:31 PM (CST)

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Hi, I found your site through others on CaringBridge and have been following your story for some time. I just wanted to let you know how much you and your family has touched me - through your strength, your faith and your love. Your ability to see the good through the bad is an inspiration. My thoughts and prayers are with you and Alexandria.
Allison <allison@terapixelinc.com>
Ann Arbor, MI - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 10:24 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
Caleb LOVES to nap with Mama! He says that is when he gets his best sleep. I sleep pretty well cuddled up to him as well. Caleb is 6, and he has ALL.
You are right sweetheart, miracles happen all the time, and I too, believe in miracles. I'm praying really hard for you to continue to have great days and hurt-free nights. Take care little one.
Debbie Little <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 10:04 PM (CST)

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Just running thru to see how you are today! :)
God Bless!
Sheila
Peru, IN USA - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 09:07 PM (CST)

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Hi, Alison, Grant, Alexandria, and the other Haddocks

Just stopping in to see if there was any news and to let you know that I am thinking about you and holding you close to my heart in prayer. I am so glad that Alexandria is feeling good. Every day with her is a precious one and you will be glad that you have all the videos. Matthew spent a lot of time waiting, and waiting, and waiting in radiation when he had the testicular radiation...I did enjoy talking to the other people waiting and usually saw a lot of the same faces.

Praying that you have another good day tomorrow and that her blood shows NO BLASTS!! Let me know if I can do anything. Love

Debbie Hallemeier
Mattahew's Website
<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 08:57 PM (CST)

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Just a quick hello to send thoughts and prayers Alexandria's way. May the Lord continue to hold you in the hollow of His hand.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 08:22 PM (CST)

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Hi everyone,
We are just checking in to say hello. You have no idea how much we are thinking of you Alexandria. The Andrasko's were over today and that's all we talked about- Alexandria and all your funny and witty statements. You have given us a friendship that we all hold so close to our hearts Alexandria!! You are funny, intellegent, beautiful, and so very strong. It's funny, I was on the phone with a friend of mine from Mass. and she asked, "What is the website address again?" See Alexandria, you have touched more lives than you know. People all over the country think about you every single day. You truly are an amazing little girl.
We love you to pieces!!
Ms Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 07:48 PM (CST)

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Best wishes for beating this disease. Love, Colton's family :)
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 07:25 PM (CST)

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What a beautiful and touching Web Page you have here for Alexandria.
Please know that my prayers are with Alexandria and the entire family during your trying times!
I believe in "Miracles" and I pray, the Dear Lord has one in store for Alexandria and Peace of Mind for her parents and family!
In God, I Trust.......Miracles do happen!
Peg <adalas428@sbcglobal.net>
Akron, OH USA - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 07:04 PM (CST)

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MMMMMMMMM! Taco Bell; My favorite! Just checking in. Happy to here about your appetite Alexandria. You're in my prayers continuously.
Matthew, Cats cousin <mcy957@opyonline.net>
Manorville, NY - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 03:44 PM (CST)

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Dear Family,
You continue to astound us all with your infinite faith and your undying devotion to each other. I keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. Alexandria, you let me know what kind of quilt you want. I will make your one with your favorite colors, ok. I sent Addison's quilt to the quilters the other day. Now I'm working on something for the boys. God knew what He was doing when He gave you such a wonderful daughter. You all have been blessed. Love to you all. Joella
Joella Hunter Jones <jojones@sheltonbbs.com>
New Madrid, MO - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 03:39 PM (CST)

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Hello to the Haddox family. Every day you are all in my prayers. I had the pleasure of meeting you all a few times when I was running around outside babysitting for the rest of the neighborhood, and also the times I babysat for at your home. Alexandria is an amazing child and my thoughts and prayers are with her. Bless you all. Tara Boyd
Tara Boyd <Tayray7201@aol.com>
St.Charles, MO USA - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 03:29 PM (CST)

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Our Sunday School class has been praying for your family during this time of illness. Jim Watts Dept. in Medium Adult 3 at Geyer Springs First Baptist Church in Little Rock. Michael Wright, Director.
Michael A, Wright
Little Rock, Ar Pulaski - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 02:29 PM (CST)

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You are so inspirational. You continue to amaze me with each passage I read. Continue to be strong and know we are all praying for you everyday. We will heed Alexandria's advice and try to "Savor the Flavor" in everything we do.
Love the Borkowski's
Cat Borkowski
Shoreham, NY - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 12:20 PM (CST)

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I have been praying for Alexandria for over a year now. Many others at Woodlawn Chapel pray along with me evry week.
You have two beautiful daughters. Celebrate them every day!

Carol Stepp
Wildwood, MO USA - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 12:04 PM (CST)

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Hey Haddocks,
Just want to let you kmow your always in our thoughts and
prayers.
Love, The Compton's
Stephanie Compton
Ocean Springs , Ms - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 11:37 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, Keep that great sense of humor. Laughter is such a good medicine.
You are such an inspiration for so many people. We read about you and get to know what a precious child of God you are. Jesus loves you, this I know!!!!
Hang on to that courageous faith.

Anna T.
- Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 11:16 AM (CST)

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Cute Pictures, and great news, thanks for starting my day off better. Lots of Love, Sharyn
Sharyn Duncan
- Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 10:46 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks,
Everyday I continue to be amazed by Alexandria and your family. Savor the flavor...what simple way to be thankful for what we have. Thank you for sharing and as always, I never get tired of telling you, our prayers are with you. We have also put you on several prayer chains.
Happy Saturday and enjoy the snow!
Love, The Brooks Family--Angela, Jeff, Robyn and Mitchell
Angela Brooks <amlb36@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO 63366 - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 10:35 AM (CST)

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I just sit here grinning at the cute things your daughter says. What an amazing teacher she is! Not to mention, I feel a kinship as I get a little obsessive about food and I'm not even on steroids!

If a camcorder was on at our house 24/7 I think the men in white coats would be on their way to pick up my husband and I. We are so goofy with our girls that people would think we are nuts--HOWEVER, there are those angry moments that I would never want anyone to see. I know my Heavenly Father is watching and I'm grateful for His never ending grace and forgiveness!

Alexandria is in our prayers! Have a blessed weekend.
Christi <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
Dove Canyon, CA - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 10:26 AM (CST)

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Morning Haddocks!
I'm so glad to hear alexandria is doing well. She sounds like a bright one! Miss seeing her around! I love the pictures! God bless you all!

~varsha gupta~
- Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 10:01 AM (CST)

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Thanks,
I stopped by to check in and have learned some lessons while I was here. Stop and think before you talk, and savor all of life taste and time.
May God Bless you on this journey.
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 09:29 AM (CST)

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Thinking of you and praying for you always.
Jeanine Riendeau <jrien0512@aol.com>
O'Fallon, mo - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 09:08 AM (CST)

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Just checking in- so glad Alexandria's eating and feeling pretty well. good thought on the camcorder- often I cringe after I say something out loud that I shouldn't. Another lesson learned from your journey. stay strong-



the Day family
- Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 07:15 AM (CST)

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I check on Alexandria everyday and have included her on Seth's website. I love the new pictures!!
Much Peace and God Bless
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 06:47 AM (CST)

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I guess that was a good chapter to read while you wait, huh?
Just letting you know we were praying for you and checking in.
Love, Tracy
Katia's page
Tracy Solomon
Tampa, FL - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 03:35 AM (CST)

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I am praying for all of you and hoping that the love of friends and family (and strangers) can help you.
Jennifer
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 12:08 AM (CST)

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Oh Alison! We know that God touches all of us through you, but every once in awhile He works in your for us in ways totally unexpected and truly miraculous. Keep the love and faith going strong and keep looking to see how God is working in your life and others.
cheryl <mommymouth@aol.com>
- Friday, January 17, 2003 at 11:34 PM (CST)

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I know the support & prayers from others mean a lot. We dont know each other but we are thinking of you and praying for you.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site

Adopt a Kid's site at www.chubbychica.com

- Friday, January 17, 2003 at 11:33 PM (CST)

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HI ALL,
WOW !! YOU GUYS HAVE REALLY GOT A GOOD GRIP ON WHAT IS REALLY IMPORTANT ..... FAMILY, FRIENDS , LOVE , GOD AND KINDNESS.. JUST WANTED YOU ALL TO KNOW WE CARE AND ARE PRAYING FOR A MIRACLE.. GOD HAS NO SHORTAGE OF THEM... MAYBE ONE IS ON ORDER FOR ALEXANDRIA!
BE BLESSED,
DANETTE
Danette Prater www.caringbridge.com/tx/jacobprater <jakesmom@wt.net>
Santa Fe , TX - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 11:15 PM (CST)

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Hello Haddocks! Alison, I hope today was a better day for you all.

I absolutely love Alexandria's outlook on life. What an inspiration to be dealing with the illness and just appreciate the simple things in this life. Like everyone's favorite - tasting good food.

My prayers are still going out for you (everyone one of you). I hope that all your children are enjoying this time with Alexandria! Even though it is a very difficult time - God has turned it into an incredible family bonding time.

I agree with your entry today. If we would all just stop and smell the roses how wonderful each day would be! Also, I have been trying to really think about what comes out of my mouth. You know the bible in James 3:1-12 deals with Faith controling the tongue. (Just a little FYI for ya).

Thank you Alison for touching my life and helping me to see how grateful we are too be for each and everyday here on Earth!

God Bless you all!

Erin Turner <erincturner@aol.com>
- Friday, January 17, 2003 at 10:51 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant: The following prayer is special to my mother and me. I hope you may find it meaningful as well. You and you family remain ever in my thoughts and prayers.

Lorica -- Morning Prayer of Saint Patrick

I arise today
through the strength of heaven,
light of the sun,
radiance of the moon,
splendor of fire,
speed of lightning,
swiftness of the wind,
depth of the sea,
stability of the earth,
firmness of the rock.

I arise today
through God’s strength to pilot me,
God’s might to uphold me,
God’s wisdom to guide me,
God’s eye to look before me,
God’s ear to hear me,
God’s word to speak for me,
God’s hand to guard me,
God’s way to lie before me,
God’s shield to protect me,
God’s hosts to save me
from the snares of the devil,
from everyone who desires me ill,
afar and near,
alone or in a multitude.

Christ with me, Christ before me, Christ behind me,
Christ in me, Christ beneath me, Christ above me,
Christ on my right, Christ on my left,
Christ when I lie down, Christ when I sit down, Christ when I arise,
Christ in the heart of everyone who thinks of me,
Christ in the mouth of everyone who speaks of me,
Christ in the eye that sees me,
Christ in the ear that hears me.






Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 10:23 PM (CST)

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Bunches of prayers for you all! I have been checking in and decided it was time to say something. Alexandria will be in my prayers, she sounds like such an awesome,wise and comforting child. I will be thinking of you............
Janna Weldele <jannaw@centurytel.net>
Whitefish, MT - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 10:23 PM (CST)

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Your ability to word this very sad story with light is amazing..if you should get to a crossroad and feel alone or fear just stand still and pray.
Phyllis
Nash, Tn - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 08:39 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant-wonderful news from the last couple entries! Just wanted you to know we were checking in and most importantly continuing to pray hard for Alexandria and your family-Many warm thoughts from us to you-
Keep the Faith-The McTearnen's!
The McTearnen's
Wildwood, MO St. Louis - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 07:59 PM (CST)

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Grant, Alison, and Alexandria,
We wanted to let you know that we have had your family in our prayers- both of our kids have also asked their classes to pray for Alexandria as well.
What you and your family have endured thus far is hard to even comprehend for us. I know that God is watching over all of you and litening to your prayers. May He continue to bless you all.
The Vena Family <FORCHIEFS@AOL.com>
Overland Park, KS USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 07:54 PM (CST)

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We are so happy to read about how well Alexandria is doing! All the prayers being said for her are definitely being heard! It is so touching to see how many people, from all over, are coming together to pray for precious Alexandria! It's amazing to see how many lives she's touching.

Alison, your journal entries are so beautiful and heartfelt that I am touched, to tears, every time I read them. Your children are so very lucky to have you for their mother! I can feel the love you have for your children with each line that I read. I am praying that God continues to give you and Grant the strength that you'll need for Alexandria's journey and recovery (yes, we are constantly praying for that MIRACLE).

Thank you for sharing your lives with all of us! We will continue to keep you all in our thoughts and prayers.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amyfarrell@webtv.net>
Hampton, VA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 07:38 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
My name is Megan and I pray for you. Jesus took my psoriasis away and I believe He will make you better too. I hope you feel better! I am almost 5 years old and my mom told me about you and showed me your beautiful pictures.
Tanda Smith <tsmith@charter.net>
Cape Girardeau, MO 63701 - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 06:00 PM (CST)

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14 years in law enforcement never prepared me for the way I've been touched by Alexandria's life. I wish I could put into words the feeling in my heart for your family. Don't give up hope, please.
Matthew, Cat's cousin <mcy957@optonline.net>
Manorville, NY USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 04:53 PM (CST)

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Hi! I "check up" on you all a couple of times a day and you don't even know me. I want you to know that you are in my prayers EVERY day. I have never signed a Guestbook, you are my very first! I see you live in MO, I used to live in Wildwood MO and now live in Syracuse NY. IT IS SO COLD HERE, right now the temp. is 5 degrees and the windchill is well below zero. There is so much snow!! What were we thinking when we moved?! You are such wonderful people! I read your entries and am so overcome by your strength and love. You are one fantastic family!
Julie
Syracuse, NY - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 04:20 PM (CST)

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You have never met me. I check on and pray for your little girl every day. I don't even know how I found your website. I read the following in my local paper here in Charlotte NC and for some reason it made me think of you. I wanted to share it with you.
"Those moments of anticipation before an event, even a tragic one, are sometimes the best part of life. Your team might lose the national championship (or your precious daughter her life) but that will never steal the way you felt before the tipoff, in those moments where you felt giddy and alive because you are in a place where something amazing is about to happen. That is why you should collect experiences, not just for the experiences themselves, but for that time beforehand when your mind is open to possibility."


I don't know why but I felt compelled to write to you. I want to thank you. For sharing your story. For making me appreciate everything a little more, escpecially my children. I will continue to think of you and pray for your miracle. God Bless You!

Heather <Heather3531@yahoo.com>
Charlotte, NC - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 03:51 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks,
I continue to pray for good days. Those counts are awesome!! There definitely has to be some devine intervention there. All those prayers are coming through loud and clear. Not an hour goes by that I don't think about your family and pray that you are enjoying this precious time with Alexandria. Glad to hear that the radiation treatments are going well. Is it making an improvement in her vision? Don't we all wish that our rough times were trying to decide whether to have Chick-Fil-a or Fazoli's - got to love those steroids.

Just wanted to let you know that I was thining about you and will continue to keep your family close in prayer. Let me know if I can do anything. Love,
Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's Site

<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 03:34 PM (CST)

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Such great news to hear of the good days and times you & Alexandria are having.. She has always been full of spunk. I wish for many, many more good days for you all. Loving thoughts & prayers continue for all of you always!
Love, Gwen Scott
- Friday, January 17, 2003 at 03:34 PM (CST)

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Continue to pray hard every single minute of the day..... Kiss, Kiss, to Alexandria....... What a fighter!!!
Love Deneen
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie
Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@aol.com>
Enola, PA 17025 - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 02:35 PM (CST)

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Reading the entry today just absolutely made my day!! What an awesome day you enjoyed together yesterday. I pray that God will bless you all with many more of these days and I'm still storming the heavens asking God for His total healing of Alexandria's body. God bless you all. With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 02:18 PM (CST)

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God bless you Alexandria. I pray for you throughout every day. I have a nine year old daughter myself. How special that age is, particularly between a mother and daughter. How special you and your mom both are!!
Lynn
St. Charles, MO - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 01:49 PM (CST)

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God Bless You. Your family is in my prayers.
Judy Tomisman <u4blondes@aol.com>
Niskayuna, NY 12309 - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 01:38 PM (CST)

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Haddock family,
I am so happy to read the latest journal entry! Our family lit a candel for Alexandria at church on Sunday and prayed for that miracle we are all hoping for. When my mom was on her death bed from cancer my sister and I were in the waiting room at St. John's losing all hope of keeping her alive. We met a wonderful older lady who was sitting across from us who told us never to give up hope no matter what. Five years earlier she too had cancer and was only given 6 months to live. She got down to 70 pounds and could not get out of bed. She didn't give up hope and five years later she was there to encourage us. When we got the tests back that day my mother's tumor had shrunk and we learned our lesson. The day they told my mom there was nothing else they could do she gave up. She died that week. She had the cancer for 15 years and never knew it. As long as there is hope there is life. You are doing everything right!
I knew Alexandria wasn't finished with me yet as I drew strength from her once again yesterday as we dealt with our first emergency room stitches experience from a snowboarding accident with Katie. Upset, as a wonderful plastic surgeon(THANK YOU DEBBIE STROBL for calling in a favor) stitched my sweet daughter's face I kept thinking, if the Haddocks can do all they have done, I can get through this! I was too stressed to even read the web site last night but you made my day today! You are such a special child! We will not give up hope!
Love,
Nancy BAlkenbusch
Nancy, Gary, Jake and Katie
Ellisville, MO - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 12:58 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria & Family,
I know you do not know me, I am the aunt of a very special angel Robert Charlton. Through the Charlton's I have learned of your battle. I can only imagine what you are going through right now. I just know that the Lord is there with you all the way and will guide you. Please know that we way down here in Mississippi will be praying for you and your family. I do not want to see this disease take another precious angel from our earth. May God bless you all. Please take care.
Dawn Holman <dehol25@aol.com>
Horn Lake, MS USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 12:25 PM (CST)

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Glad to hear the good news and want you to know that I'll continue to pray for you guys. I LOVE Darlene Zschech and have all the CDs that Hillsongs has ever done. They are all wonderful. Another one of my favorites is: Shadow of Your Wings

My Spirit rests in you alone
You're all I know
Embrace and touch me like a child
I'm safe in you
You're my shelter through it all
You're my refuge and my strength
Lord I hide, in the shadow of your wings

My Lord you're faithful
You supply all good things
You know completely all my thoughts
My deepest needs
You're my shelter through it all
You're my refuge and my strength
Lord I hide in the shadow of your wings...

You don't know how happy it makes my heart to 1) hear the awesome testimony of you relying on the praises of the Lord coming from the lips of your children to give you strength and 2) that the prayers being lifted up on Alexandria's behalf are manifesting themselves in the physical (i.e. improvement in blood counts). Praise God! I'll keep praying and, of course, checking on you. Keep singing!! You're right, there's NOTHING like praising the Lord. It's awesome!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 12:16 PM (CST)

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You are in my prayers daily!
Lisa Wilkinson
Lisa Wilkinson
- Friday, January 17, 2003 at 11:58 AM (CST)

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Hello Alexandria, Alison, and family,
I received an e-mail from my sorority sister Angie Luby-Brooks today. I have just learned about your family's journey with Alexandria's illness. Although I have never met you or your daughter-I am praying for God's mercy, grace, and strength during this time. Alexandria is a precious gem from God, and only God can grant more sparkles through prayer. Thank you for sharing your daily joys. I will continue to stay up-dated. Love, Jennifer
Jennifer Melton-Meneses <jlm2067@hotmail.com>
Lake St. Louis, MO USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 11:52 AM (CST)

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We will keep praying for Alexandria. Miracles can and do happen
Nicki Jones <nickim@tbcnet.com>
Cortland, IL usa - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 11:08 AM (CST)

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I am so happy to here the good news - we have been following Alexandrias fight for some time now and we are praying hard! Keep it UP!!
Denise <denisem@tnets.net>
Chapel Hill, TN USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 10:26 AM (CST)

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I just came across your page through another. I am so sorry to hear what your beautiful child has gone through. You will all be in my prayers and we will storm the heavens!!! Take care and I look forward to reading about many more wonderful days you have together!

www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Michele Finck, Ryan's mom~~www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Hebron, ky - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 10:02 AM (CST)

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It warms my heart and brings a smile to my face to read you are continuing chemo and the fight. Keep up the good work. I'm with you!
Love, Mary Axford
Mary Axford <Maxford2@cox.net>
Scottsdale, Az USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 09:41 AM (CST)

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Our prayers continue to go up! Glad to hear Blessings are coming down!
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 09:34 AM (CST)

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LIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL,
HAVING GOOD DAYS ARE MAGICAL,
and NOTHING can take those days away!!!

We have been in God's thought from all eternity, and in His creative love, His attention never leaves us!!!
Our Prayers are with you all!!!
Chris Ullrich - Grand-daughter dx with AML <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
Hemingford, Ne USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 08:32 AM (CST)

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It is so beautiful, hearing you describe your experience and seeing each and every moment as a blessing. Every moment in life is a blessing and when we choose to see it that way, miracles happen. It's a miracle that Alexandria is here today, and may God continue to bless, heal, and bring peace into your lives.
As we continue to send you prayers, blessings, peace, love and healing your way, keep the faith for God has a plan in your lives.
Love, The Imbesi Family from Long Island, NY
Lynn Imbesi <limbesi@optonline.net>
East Moriches, NY USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 08:18 AM (CST)

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I am so glad you are having some good days, Alexandria. No one deserves them more than you and your loving family. I continue to pray for many, many more.
Love. Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
- Friday, January 17, 2003 at 08:08 AM (CST)

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We're excited and Praising our Lord for the great report you've received from the doctors. We'll continue to hold you up in prayer and our prayer group joins in as well. WHAT A MIGHTY GOD WE SERVE!
Carla & RJ Rhines (Kailies Grandparents) <rrhines@kc.rr.com>
Kansas City, KS - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 07:59 AM (CST)

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Alison~I have followed Alexandria's site for some time now but haven't signed the guestbook until today. I always felt *awkward* because I do not have a child with cancer or any other disease(Thank God). I have to tell you, I am always in tears after reading your updates. The love you express in words is just amazing. I can't imagine what you are going through, but please know I pray for Alexandria every day. I do also believe that God is granting her a miracle right now. She pulled through this weekend to show her beautiful self again, that is a miracle. She has also been able to laugh and enjoy her life(another miracle). I only hope that we are able to see the grand miracle for her. I must also add that, as a parent of healthy children, you remind me daily to never take them for granted. I hug them tighter and hold them closer, as we never know what tomorrow holds. God Bless Alexandria and your family. I will pray she continues to do well and also pray for continued miracles.
Tami <tflorio@nmu.edu>
Marquette, MI - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 07:37 AM (CST)

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Very excited to read your entry from last night! Our prayers continue for you. May God bless you with many more wonderful days with ahead with Alexandria. With all our continued love, support and prayers,
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 07:02 AM (CST)

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Alison and Grant...I'm so thankful for your day Thursday! Time is all we need and want...and being able to touch Alexandria and hear her sing and snuggle with her in bed is all that matters. My prayers and every thought are headed straight for Missouri! Love to you all!
Anne, Chris, Timmy, Jack & Emily Merten <amerten@msn.com>
Westerville, OH 43082 - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 06:14 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks,
Thanks be to God for sharing Alexandria with us, and for his mercy. I would never give up on experiencing a miracle here, for it is evedent that the Lord is at work here with little Alexandria. I love hearing that you are enjoying every second, every minute and every hour of her being. Your family is very Blessed to have such a beautiful daughter, as well as two sons!!!!! We will pray that the lord will continue to help you along his path that is laid out before you, and may you feel him at work. Love and prayers, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 01:09 AM (CST)

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My prayers remain with your family. May God bless you.
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 12:48 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Grant,
The students and I miss Hunter so much. He has such a great sense of humor and the children ask about him daily. As you probably know, our school recognizes children of character. We recognize one character word a month, even though we discuss all of them. One of the children in our class said one morning that Hunter should get recognition for "perserverance" because he had to go through blood tests and helped his sister by doing the bone marrow transplant. Another student said that he showed character by "caring" for his sister. I sat and smiled, they were picking out character traits in Hunter, and no one prompted them. I then wondered why I had not thought to nominate him myself! Aren't children just amazing! God speaks to them all of the time! So, Hunter had his picture taken and was given an award of Perserverance. He smiled from ear to ear when his name was announced over the intercom.
I understand completely your decision to keep him home. Please do not worry about anything that he may be missing. Anything we are doing at school can be made up. Family time is much more important. I was reading through some of the children's writing notebooks and came across a story Hunter had written to Alexandria. He said he would give her
(I believe the number was over a million, it had a lot of commas!) bone marrow transplants if that's what she needed. Needless to say it brought tears to my eyes. What an awesome child! Your children are so amazing! Hunter has a lot of thought going into everything he says and does and I could just picture him sounding out bone marrow transplant, and figuring out where all those commas went in the huge number that he wrote. I feel so blessed that he is in my classroom, and that I have come to know your family. Just to ease some of your worry about the days Hunter has missed at school... I had plenty of grades from him this quarter to do his report card. Hunter is a good student and I will help him to complete any work that he needs to make up. We will do it at school when he comes back. If Hunter would like work sent home, I can do this, but it isn't necessary at this time. I'll leave that up to you and Grant. As always your family is in our family's prayers. God Bless!
Cheryl Dement <cdtoys@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 12:15 AM (CST)

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HAPPINESS!!!! the little things really do mean the most. Your little girl is made of the strongest fiber. She is absolutely amazing. God love her with her lunch quandaries- I love it. Pete just had a massive snack chased with milk in a kid cup fully charged with prayers her way. we are overwhelmed with positive hope and prayers for all of you- the Days
Melissa Day
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 10:54 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria.....I learned about you through Robert Charlton's and Cam Jorgensen's CB websites. I'll pray that you feel better soon. Enjoy every moment with your family, they love you so so much!!

Juliet Moore (stationed overseas) <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 10:27 PM (CST)

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God bless you Allison, I have tears of joy for you and your precious Alexandria and family. What a beautiful day...and food, I love feeding a hungry child...it does the heart good. Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 10:13 PM (CST)

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I am so happy that you had such a wonderful day. You are amazing all of you. God bless you.




a friend
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 10:04 PM (CST)

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We pray for you constantly. You still amaze me with your strength! If everyone in this world could enjoy the little wonders of each day, like you are doing now, it would be a much greater place to live....We are all learning from you. Tell Alexandria that Jordan says Hi and thinks of her often.
Julene, Tom, Jordan and Jenna <julene.tojo@wwt.com>
Ellisville, MO - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 10:03 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison: What a true blessing and such wonderful news to hear. You are oh-so-right to keep Alexandria's focus on the positive and the possible. Now for us to continue to innundate the heavens with still more prayers that the Lord will bring Alexandria the healing she needs.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:51 PM (CST)

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Alison, Grant, and Alexandria

I believe God is hearing all of our prayers and granting you the gift of time and wonderful memories (songs and food included) with your precious daughter. I believe your journal entries are part of your healing process and have taught so many people the value of life with our children. I am thinking of you and praying GOOD things keep coming your way! Thanks for being such an inspiration to us all during your experiences....Alison, you are the most wonderful mother a daughter could ever ask for!


Kim Behlmann <kimbehlmann@charter.net>
Ofallon, MO USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:39 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant...I find myself absolutely glued day in and day out to this computer reading all of the beautiful entries and waiting for another report from you all. Allelujah...allelujah for tonight's entry. Just to know you are all having joyful, happy moments makes my heart sing. You know, when you sing you pray double. I don't know where I heard that, but I know it is true.
I am constantly amazed at all of the entries with love and prayers from people all over the world. You must know how many lives and hearts all of you, and especially Alexander, have touched. She is an angel on earth and I know how proud you are of her. Thank you for sharing her with all of us...I feel like I know her now.
We will continue to pray for consolation of your pain and hers.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE give her a big hug and kiss from me, Alison, since I can't be there.
Thanks!!! LOVE TO ALL OF YOU...

Aunt Beth <bhenry@semo.net>
New Madrid, MO USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:33 PM (CST)

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How exciting to see God at work.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:32 PM (CST)

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God bless you. I am so glad to hear that you had a wonderful day together. Enjoy! Enjoy! Enjoy!.....

Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly , RI - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:23 PM (CST)

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Keep holding ON to that roller coaster and keep holding OUT for that miracle. I am still praying that she will receive her miracle. All things are possible with God, she knows it and you do too!!!
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:16 PM (CST)

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Haddocks,

You are all in our prayers.
Ron & Sue Gable
Ofallon, Mo - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:58 PM (CST)

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The knock knock jokes of course were for Alexandria!!
Carolyn Dempewolf <mommyof2@cox.net>
Edmond, OK USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:56 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison,
You don't know me as well. I received your web site from Ann Gotzeman. A very sweet lady that I met on a business trip while in New Orleans. I have two children Bayley (girl) who is 5, and Blake (boy) who is 3. I was told that you may want to hear some knock knock jokes....well here are a few.

knock knock
who's there?
Isadoor
Isadoor who?
Is the door unlocked I can't get in!!

knock knock
who's there?
Boo
Boo who?
Don't cry!!

knock knock
who's there?
Aladdin
Aladdin who?
a lad in the street wants to talk to you!!

I have more but will have to ask Bayley in the morning. I will write again. Hope those will give you a much needed chuckle.

God Bless you and your family. You will be in our prayers.

The Dempewolf Family, Oklahoma
Carolyn Dempewolf <mommyof2@cox.net>
Edmond, OK USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:51 PM (CST)

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My family is friends with the Charlton's and happened to see your dear daughters name on Kathy's journal entry. We will continue to pray for a peaceful journey and do not worry about your decisions. They are made by a loving caring family whom like you said knows their children better than anyone except God who I am sure is watching over all of you during this very trying time
Will continue to pray for your darling little one. May peace, love and God'd kind and gentle touches surround you during this difficult time.
Barbara D"Uva <mema07@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, Fl USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:08 PM (CST)

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your entry reminds me of a song:

Good morning beautiful, How was your night?
Mine was wonderful with you by my side
I Open my eyes and see your sweet face
and its a good morning beautiful day.
May God Bless you.
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 07:02 PM (CST)

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Alison, Where are all these people coming from? Your family is loved so much, never have I seen a family affect so many lives, what a great feeling to know you made a difference in someone's life. While some live to be 100 years old and not ever even being remembered by any, and for a precious child to have been here for a short time, so far, and has been known by so many, and loved by so many. I'm sorry but, I have not given up hope for a miracle, I refuse to.
Lee Ann <www.caringbridge.org/mo/kristangrace>
Scott City, MO Scott - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 06:59 PM (CST)

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Alison and family, I pray that God will be with you and cover you from all that is painful! My son Jeffery, has brain cancer, he is well today! 16yrs.old. I would just like to tell you that KNOWING the timeline, isn't important. His surgeon told him Mon. that instead of his life expectancy being 1-5yrs. Maybe with this frontal left lobotomy, his life expectancy will be increased. Needless to say, Jeffery was very upset over his comments, He's 16. a baby in this world! My baby! What was He thinking? Jeffery knew that his cancer could very well take his life at any time, we felt that was important because it was, as you said, AGE APPROPRIATE. He would have time to experience things in this world, as he wished. We NEVER gave him a time frame, we believe only God can make one of those. My mother in law said to me about making the decision for more surgery," There really is no right or wrong dicision, ALL of your dicisions in Jeffery's life have been made out of LOVE. No guilt or blame should EVER be put on yourself. You do what you do for the LOVE of your child, and anyone else would do the same." Please know that we are putting you in our prayers today, we know that God hears us all, all the tearful requests made for your baby girl are heard, but maybe God needs her to come home now, Whatever the outcome, be pleased that YOU are her parents, and be comforted in the thought that YOU have done what is right for her and your other children. Peace be with you all.
Julie(jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
Ft. Pierce, Fl USA!!!!! - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 05:41 PM (CST)

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Hi there. Kathy Charlton mentioned you on Robert's page and I wanted to come over and "meet" your daughter. What a beautiful, precious child. I started back through her history and was interrupted by tears. I will continue to read and get caught up on her journey.

I hope and pray that God's peace surrounds you through this very difficult time. You are all in my prayers, especially Alexandria. God bless.

Christi Hamilton <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
Dove Canyon, CA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 05:16 PM (CST)

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I doubt if you remember us....time, I'm sure has gone by so quickly.
My daughter, Lizzie, took dance with Alexandria at Dance Inc. when they were younger.
From the day I heard that Alexandria was diagnosed, I brought out her picture to remind Lizzie of this pretty little girl she knew. And we have prayed for her and all of your family.
I am so very sorry for the pain that you have had to deal with, but, I can tell from reading some of these entries, that you are so full of love....and that you are so surrounded by love. I pray that will always continue.
We will continue to pray and ask that God be with you now and always.
Janice Frisella <jlfrisella@earthlink.net>
Wildwood, MO 63011 - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 05:12 PM (CST)

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It is such a gift to wake up to the sight of the precious face of one of your children. We cherish that, it is our Saturday morning ritual (if we get to sleep in!). You and Alexandria are in our prayers once again today. It is so awesome that so many are praying for just your family, and yet, God can still handle all those incoming prayers! He is truly amazing and what a privilege we have that we can talk to him! We are amazed at all of the hits on your website. It is so neat to know how many lives you are touching, just with this website. What a tesimony of your faith in our Lord you are to so many. We love you guys!
John & Johnelle <jnjrhines@charter.net>
St. Charles, MO - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 04:56 PM (CST)

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Our continued family prayers go out to all of you.

From Toronto, with love
Gail <mum_41@hotmail.com>
Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 04:56 PM (CST)

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You are in our prayers and we think of you often. I know the Spirit of the Lord is with you. You are so incredibly strong. What a witness you are.
Kellie McClendon
O Fallon, MO USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 04:40 PM (CST)

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Hi,
You don't know me, I am Kathy Charlton's aunt. I was referred to your site after reading Kathy's journal entry today. I am so sorry that any parent has to endure what you have. I watched Kathy and her beautiful family struggle. I have been praying in all of my prayers, from day one, that no family should endure this with their child. I pray for God to give every child a miracle. I will continue to pray for this. Your daughter sounds so special and delightful. I am at a loss for words to express my sorrow for her suffering ( and you whole family)
Bambi
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 04:36 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison & Grant,

Even though I don't know you, my prayer is that Alexandria will receive the miracle that each of you so desire!! You make me want to be a better parent and not take anything, even a minute, for granted!

God bless Alexandria, you and your family! I pray that he will continue to make his "light" to shine upon all of you!
Kirk Miller <kirk@kirkbmiller.com>
Wildwood, MO 63011 - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 04:28 PM (CST)

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You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Melissa
Greenville, IL - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 04:20 PM (CST)

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I have come here a half dozen times today, I keep reading your entry over and over. It is so beutiful and heartfelt, everytime that I read it I just weep for you and your family. My heart aches for all of the families that have had to endure such an ordeal as you are now. My daughter fought leukemia and is doing well but I still am compelled to check on all of the kids that I know about on the internet and follow thier fights, to many of them have lost the battle and it makes me so so sad. Before Emily was sick I never knew how many children have to go through this, now I can't know enough about all of them. Your daughter is beutiful, I love the pictures that you posted of her, what a pretty little girl! For what it is worth I think that your decision is the right one because it is the one that you made for your child! I am still praying for the miricle that you want and need.
Debby Roberts,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/emilyroberts/
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 04:19 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant, Although I only know you distantly (through Nancy) I have grown to know you though this website and I know that God knew exactly what He was doing when He chose you both for Alexandria's parents. Whatever challenges you have faced, you have taken them head on and made the BEST choices that you could make...you should never second guess them or worry about what anyone else thinks. We are all so lucky to have been blessed by you in sharing your innermost thoughts, feelings and lives. You have given a gift to each of us that will stay with us throughout each of our lives. I can honestly say that your words and experience has made me treasure time a little more, hug my children a little more and just in general try to be a little more of a better person. Thank you so much for that gift. You all continue to be in our prayers. (as well as all of the other children and their families who have fought and continue to fight this terrible disease) May God bless you all.
katy davis (Nancy Cole's cousin) <vdavis@mail.win.org>
St. Peters, MO USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 03:55 PM (CST)

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There are no words I can write, please know my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Jennifer Moore <Jenm444@yahoo.com>
Narberth, Pa USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 03:37 PM (CST)

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Your daughter is truely an angel sent by our loving Father to touch the lives of many. Should we all have the child-like faith that she displays, this world would be a much better place. My family is so touched by this website and has been praying for Alexandria and your family! May God continue to comfort all of you!
Kelley Johnson <kjtaxi4kids@msn.com>
Westerville, OH USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 03:23 PM (CST)

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I guess we all question why children have to suffer. They are too innocent too pure to have to endure such pain. I pray for Alexandria, and for you, her family, that God will give you strength, understanding and patience. At the very worst of times, try to remember that you have been blessed by your daughter, if only for a moment in time. And I have now been blessed by her life and yours.
Michelle
Kirksville, MO USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 02:41 PM (CST)

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Alison & Grant,
I know you've asked for God's help in your decision to not tell Alexandria. Not that my opinion matters, but what a beautiful gift you're giving your child. She'll leave one loving family to go to her everloving eternal Father. What joy to awaken to see Jesus face as he welcomes her with open arms to heaven. May God bless you and your family as you walk this road . . .
Debbie Reynolds <acedallas@aol.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 02:14 PM (CST)

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Please don't worry about what other people may say or think at a time like this.. You are doing what you feel is right, and that's what is important. When we said goodbye to our little girl, I know there were alot of people that questioned our decision, but it was ours to make, and only ours. Know that your beautiful Alexandria is in my prayers, as is your entire family.
Kayleigh's Mom
Kayleigh
Sandi <SieraHaze@aol.com>
Clayton, NC - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 01:25 PM (CST)

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Hi everyone!

I am so glad that you are enjoying your time today.

You are right Alison, you, Grant and God are the only ones who know what is absolutely best for Alexandria. If you follow God's guidance nothing can be a wrong choice. Praise God you all have strong faith!! I am glad that Alexandria has her humor. Enjoy today! The bible tells us not to worry about tomorrow (I can't think of the scripture at this moment). I will be keeping you in my prayers and thoughts today!

Have a GREAT day!

God Bless!!!!

Erin Turner
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 01:22 PM (CST)

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My thoughts and prayers are with Alexandria today.
Teri Xavier
Nashville, TN - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 01:21 PM (CST)

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Hi everyone- I'm so glad you're having a more peaceful time and so glad that Alexandria back to herself- that alone is such a blessing. Never question your decisions-ever. You are making perfect decisions and you are lucky to all have each other. I pray that the radiation is working and that you have much much much more time with your baby girl. Melissa
the Day family
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 12:50 PM (CST)

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Grant & Alison,
I think your decision regarding full disclosure is right for so many different reasons. You are the only people who truly understand your situation, your daughter, and all of the extenuating circumstances. You know in your heart what you are doing for your entire family is correct. Please don't fret about what others may think, because every situation is different. All you need to do is enjoy your time with your angel; cherish every moment, remember every smile, feel every hug deep down in your soul, let her laugh ring in your ears for eternity, and continue to thank the Lord for your time together, because you know you are doing the right thing. We are praying for you and your family, and we will do whatever we can to support you....now and always. Your friendship between the two of you and me and Tammy, as well as our children, is something I thank the Lord for. God is always at work, and why we may not agree with everything all of the time, He truly is at work right now. I feel SO VERY privileged to know Alexandria, as well as her entire family, because she has taught me so much about love, faith, and family. I hope others can learn to appreciate their family more, appreciate their spouses more, and appreciate how many gifts God continuously gives us each and every day. We love you, and our thoughts and prayers will always be with you.
Dave Whalen <davewhalen@hotmail.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 12:40 PM (CST)

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Grant & Alison,
I think your decision regarding full disclosure is right for so many different reasons. You are the only people who truly understand your situation, your daughter, and all of the extenuating circumstances. You know in your heart what you are doing for your entire family is correct. Please don't fret about what others may think, because every situation is different. All you need to do is enjoy your time with your angel; cherish every moment, remember every smile, feel every hug deep down in your soul, let her laugh ring in your ears for eternity, and continue to thank the Lord for your time together, because you know you are doing the right thing. We are praying for you and your family, and we will do whatever we can to support you....now and always. Your friendship between the two of you and me and Tammy, as well as our children, is something I thank the Lord for. God is always at work, and why we may not agree with everything all of the time, He truly is at work right now. I feel SO VERY privileged to know Alexandria, as well as her entire family, because she has taught me so much about love, faith, and family. I hope others can learn to appreciate their family more, appreciate their spouses more, and appreciate how many gifts God continuously gives us each and every day. We love you, and our thoughts and prayers will always be with you.
Dave Whalen <davewhalen@hotmail.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 12:37 PM (CST)

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Praying for your wonderful little girl and family. I agree with the decision of not telling her. She shouldn't have to have extra worries placed on her.
Cindy Wright
Sparta, Tennessee - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 11:47 AM (CST)

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Alison:::::Touche' You have spoken the words we would all love to say and so beautifully too. I feel lucky today reading about what a wonderful, smart, loving little girl Alexandria is. Thank you for sharing.
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 11:43 AM (CST)

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Cherish every day, every moment!
Leslie Ellen Henry (Johnny Hunter's Niece) <henryleslie@yahoo.com>
North Kansas City, MO USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 11:23 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, I have just learned of a beautiful little girl who has been working for Jesus to make all the mommies in the world learn to love each and every moment oflife they get to spend with their children. She is an amazing girl and she is sooooo soooooooo beautiful. She is YOU! And I am so fortnate to be able to pray for you and your family and learn from all your wisdom. Thank you!!
Mary Sammons <Maryinmesa@hotmail.com>
Mesa, Az USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 11:01 AM (CST)

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I cant see anyone questioning such a personal decision, especially one made in a childs best interest. Dont worry about people judging you. Just concentrate on her and spending as much time as possible being happy - just as you are doing. We are all praying.
Chris
Gooch's Site


- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 10:50 AM (CST)

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As always your family is a constant inspiration and witness! We continue to keep Alexandria in our prays and your family as well. Be strong with faith in your decisions- God is obviously your guide!
Tanda Smith & family <tsmith@charter.net>
Cape Girardeau, MO 63701 - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 10:31 AM (CST)

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Wow, what an incredible journal entry. Thank you for sharing Alexandria with all of us! You have blessed us all by sharing her. Alexandria is truly amazing, as well as you and Grant. You have given our family a definition of what a loving family role model should be. The love you all share is so inspiring. You continue to be in our prayers - days and nights. Love,
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 10:29 AM (CST)

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Wouldn't it be a wonderful world if everyone felt so lucky! You are a wonderful family & Alexandria is an amazing beautiful little girl. I feel blessed that you are sharing this journey with us & what a tribute to Motherhood you are. We continue to keep you in our prayers. With all our love & support
Jack, Beth, Amanda, Spencer, & Peyton
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 10:17 AM (CST)

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I'm so thankful that Alexandria was feeling good yesterday.
Ours prayers continue for Alexandria to be at peace, and whatever God's plans are for her, he will reveal in his own time. Decisions to tell or not to tell are only for your family. My mom went in the hospital to have fluid drained off her chest last December. It was to be a short hospital stay. She had the same thing done the previous year.She developed an intestional blockage that required exploritory surgery. She never came off the vent right away. When they approached us about signing do not recessitate papers, if it happened again, I was in shock. We did sign them, but if there was a sign of hope, I would have changed my mind. They said they asked my mom and she said she did not want to have that done again. She was filled with morphine. My mom said that not because she knew she was dying, but she did not just want that nasty tube put back down her throat again. It hurt so much. She was a fighter. I did not tell my mom when she came home hospice, that we took her home to die. It would have caused her even more undue worries. Even if we did tell her right away, the morphine pills, patches, and other drugs, kept her out of it most of the time. My mom (breast cancer 1992-2002) was in a very unstable physical and emotional situation when she arrived home. She fought for so long and hard, that she herself would not want to give up the fight. Her faith was so strong that she felt she could overcome anything. She did not even bring up the word dying. She knew when it was her time, that God would peacefully bring her home. She was more worried that she would never be able to get out of that bed and walk again. That was her only complaint. My mom was in hospice care from Feb. 6, 2002- Feb.27 2002. She never did make it out of that bed. The hospice care that she received in Illinois was wonderful. My only regret was continuing to give her so many pills, when she didn't want them. We should have stuck with just the pain relief only.I didn't know how much time we had. My mom held out for important birthdays and then passed on. She was 72.
It helped me to write my thoughts down in a journal as well.
Moms memo on www.ryangrumish.com
I only tell you this because my family chose not to cause my mom any more pain by telling her.She gets scared just like anyone would who is faced with all she had been through. We were so close always that we never skipped an I love you to one another.
When the time was near I did ask her if she wanted her rosary, or anything else. I told her if God is calling her it was ok to let go. Her pastor from church came more often, and on also on the day of her passing. I miss her more so, almost one year ago already.
Take one day at a time, and enjoy each and every moment.
God will do the rest.
All our love,
The Grumishs
Judy Grumish <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com www,ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, Il United States - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 10:11 AM (CST)

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God be with you and your family. There are no words that I can write to you, but know that my prayers are with you.
Jan
Oh - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 10:08 AM (CST)

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Haddocks-- My whole heart is with you!!
Sharyn Duncan
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:51 AM (CST)

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What a beautiful post. I'm still trying to swallow the lump in my throat. Alexandria IS a very "lucky" girl to have such a wonderful mom who loves her so much. God knew what he was doing when he chose you to be her mom. She is such a beautiful little girl inside and out. Please know that I think of you and your family every day and that you are all in my prayers. God bless!!
Kelley Fitzgerald
Rochester, NY - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:39 AM (CST)

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Good Morning Alison and Grant,
I have been out of town and read your journal entries from the past few days. My heart was filled with so much warmth, yet felt so much pain. You and Grant always hold Alexandria's best interest in your heart and on top of it, you always go to the best place for comfort and advice, God. He has guided you this far and He will continue to do so. Your decision is one of courage and quality of life. Our families prayers are with you.
Love, The Brooks Family, Angela, Jeff, Robyn and Mitchell
Angela Brooks <amlb36@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:39 AM (CST)

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Dear Allison and Family, Nothing is greater than keeping your faith in God. How truly amazing it is to see your family and Alexandria and how many lives you have touched and brought to pray. Many people go an entire lifetime without all that knowledge of how our belief in God comes first. Your family plan has been great. God has his plan for you. Look at the impact you have had on so many people. You truly are blessed with your amount of knowledge and being able to share so much with so many.We continue to pray for you and your family and most especially your truly enlightened daughter, Alexandria.Again, please know you can call on us at any time.
The Bowman Family
Chesterfield, MO USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:32 AM (CST)

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Alison,
Your journal entry is beautiful and such a tribute to the relationship you have with Alexandria. I am right behind you in your decision not to scare her with what the future may bring. She is SO LUCKY to have a mommy like you and an extra special dad too. God bless you Alexandria!!!
Lynn
St. Charles, MO - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:32 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison,
You are such an amazing MOMMY!!! Thank you once again, for sharing your deepest thoughts with us!! You and Alexandria have been so blessed with each other... what a perfect match! Alison and Grant, Alexandria is so right, you do take care of her so well and I'm amazed everyday with your strength! Only you know what is best for your precious daughter and children!!
Please let me know if I can help!!
Our thoughts and prayers are with you,
Nancy
Nancy Cole
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:52 AM (CST)

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Good morning, Alexandria! And thank you for sharing your feelings so articulately, Alison. It is a gift to be able to do so and you will be forever glad you have kept this journal, a moving account of your journey. Douglas and Annie were not surprised at all that you are sleeping in Mom's bed, Alexandria. It is the most comfortable spot in the house, they think! Enjoy the snow and know that we are thinking about you all day. Love, The Morgans
p.s. Grant, if there is anything Bill can do to help, please call. You are on his mind, too. Take care - Mary
The Morgans <bbillymog@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:48 AM (CST)

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Hello--I found out about your web site from Janie Sims' site. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. My little four year old son kept me up last night with a fever. Every time I got up to give him Tylenol or settle him back down, my thoughts drifted to you. I would think, Alexandria's mom is probably up right now taking care of her. I lifted up several prayers in the still of the night as I lay awake. I am glad God put you on my heart. I just wanted you to know people are thinking of you and praying for you and caring about you. I will continue to pray for you all.
Amanda Adams <bafive@bellsouth.net>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:48 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family,
I am glad to hear Alexandria is doing so well. She sounds as spunky as ever. I know you treasure every minute of every day and you see your time on earth with new joy. I think we all do because Alexandria touched our life. Sunday at Mass Mary Clare was being a typical three year old. As I was about to become irratated with her I thought how lucky I was to have a three year old to irratate me...so I picked her up and gave her a kiss and hug. Amazingly, she quit acting up. Alexandria has taught me and others so much about family and time. Abby as always sends her love. God bless you all.
Ann Newsham
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:38 AM (CST)

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Sending Lots of Prayers and Hugs
Love Deneen
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie
Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@aol.com>
Enola, PA USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:35 AM (CST)

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Alison,
Doesn't that just confirm your right decision even more? Alexandria waking up and feeling lucky, lucky to share in this day, lucky for you and her family!! If she knew what was happening, she would spend her limited time being sad and afraid. You are just amazing mother and I only hope that I am half the mother you are. It was so wonderful to see you yesterday and your beautiful children, and of cousrse you Grant!!!!!
Love always,
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:22 AM (CST)

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What a beautiful entry! You have touched my heart so deeply today.
God will continue to meet your needs and Bless your family.

Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:21 AM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria,
You are a "lucky" and blessed young lady. God's light shines through you. I am continuing to pray for you each and every day. God blessed you with a very special best friend, your mom. Give her an extra hug today.
Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 07:52 AM (CST)

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Your entry touched my heart so deeply. You and your family are the truest examples of what real faith in Jesus Christ is all about.
Robin C.
NC - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 07:24 AM (CST)

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Hely Alison~
You GO GIRL! AND Thank YOU for taking the time to update during such a terribly difficult time. You all are completely surrounded by love, and support. I hope that Alexandria's days ahead are FULL of happiness, and laughter. I'll continue to pray for her comfort, and peace in your hearts. I'll check back soon...
Much love and prayer...
Chanda & Jake
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 07:21 AM (CST)

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Hello, my name is Diane and I got your site from Ruthie Bunklemann. I met Ruthie and her son Seth at my job at " Dunkin Donuts". Seth use to love coming to see me and getting his pink frosted donut. I saw your photos and you are a very pretty young lady. I see you havent been feeling so good and i wanted top let you know that i will pray for you sweety. Reading past journals i feel such love and strength in your family. I'am sending your site to a few of my friends/family also. my love and prayers are with you at this time of need . God Bless you all. Mrs. Diane
Diane Love <dlove17@bellsouth.net>
west palm beach, Fl - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 07:14 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Grant,
For what its worth, I TOTALLY AGREE, with your decision not to tell Alexandria! Do most of us know when our "time" will be? As adults, it would be difficult ..how would a 9 year old girl deal with that knowledge?? Reading your journal is proof enough for ANYONE that you are the experts on Alexandria! God Bless you
E. Healy
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 06:26 AM (CST)

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Hi
Just wanted to say that I think you have a wonderful family and it is so touching to see. I'm glad you all have one another in such difficult a time. May you all have more love and joy for this coming year, and more fun with your beautfiul daughter for many more years to come.
Marie Humphrey <FROGGYLLLC@aol.com>
Dudley, UK - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 03:56 AM (CST)

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Greetings from the coast of North Carolina, Alexandria and Alison. Wow, that's quite a journal. Sounds like things are going a little better fo you, and you sure sound like a real trooper. Or is that Trooperess? I never know ;-) I got your link from Gooch's page. We get snow here about once every three years, because I live just off the ocean. Looks like Friday might be the day. My luck, it'll all just be a cold rain... but maybe not!! Hope you've recovered from Wednesday's treatments when you get this. Alison, sounds like that one remarkable little lady you have. Wishing all of you the best. Take care and God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC www.caringbridge.cog/ks/dianekeel - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 01:09 AM (CST)

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Your daughter is so very beautiful. Our families prayers will be with you during this time.
Sandra G
Tn - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 01:03 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks,
My name is Shannon, I am Debbie Hallemiers sister in law. I am so glad that you have each other, that you and Debbie are close friends, God surely brought you together to lean on each other in those troubled times. I have followed your journal ever since Debbie gave us the link. My heart aches for your little girl, she is soooooo beautiful, so perfect and pristine. We pray that God will give you and Alexandria as many days as possible to make more memories. And be sure to slow down and take time to "make memories".
We pray for comfort and peace for your whole family. With love, and Blessings,
Shannon *(Debbies sister in law)
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 12:52 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Grant: Your courage and faith inspire us. Alexandria and your family remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 11:33 PM (CST)

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I wish I knew exactly what to say.... your little one is just gorgeous!! I can relate to your words...she's your child for goodness sake...I feel the same about my Jake.
I also know that God's hand is not shortened .. He is able and more than able to care for all your daughter's needs ... I surely don't know God's plan but I know He is a loving God that gives peace and comfort beyond understanding . I am so very glad that you have that . I will pray that God will perform a miracle in her circumstance. But if he chooses her it only means he has a larger plan that we don't yet understand . Much peace and courage .
Danette
Danette Prater www.caringbridge.com/tx/jacobprater <jakesmom@wt.net>
Santa Fe , - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 11:23 PM (CST)

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You are a darling! Mom sounds great too.
Sending hugs your way...

DeAnna and family <www.caringbridge.org/ga/chasesmiracle/>
Ga USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 11:17 PM (CST)

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Alison and Alexandria, I am so glad you and Mom have a wonderful relationship. I don't have a daughter, but if I did I sure wish she was like you! I saw your 'tea party' pictures - like Mother, like daughter for sure.

P.S. Hope we all get some snow don't you?
Nancy Kay
New Madrid, MO - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 11:12 PM (CST)

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Thank you so much for the update on Alexandria. I continue to send loving thoughts & prayers to you all. Give her a kiss & hug for me.

Love,
Gwen
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 10:44 PM (CST)

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Haddock Family,
I am so sad to read your latest journal entries...we continue to pray for all of you. Alexandria is so brave, obviously a result of the incredible love and support of her family.
Ann O'Neil
San Diego, CA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 10:25 PM (CST)

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Angels are watching over you, Alexandria.
We continue to pray.

Lorien
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 10:07 PM (CST)

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Hello,I'm Christy Fitzpatrick, mommy to Angel Jordyn Ashleigh. Jordyn had AML leukemia. She's been in heaven for over 2 1/2 yrs. Jordyn was 2 when she died.
Please know your Alexandria is in my prayers. I can not say I know how you feel, only that I can relate to those terrible words and having to meet with Hospice. No one can truly know your pain and heartache, because she's YOUR daughter..but there are A LOT of us out there and sadly you're not alone...
http://www.geocities.com/ourangeljordyn/Welcome
God Bless
Christy Fitzpatrick <Ourangeljordyn@aol.com>
Fort Riley, KS USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:26 PM (CST)

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I am so sorry for what you and your daughter are going through. I will pray for all of you.
Jennifer Cooney
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:20 PM (CST)

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Dear Sweet Alexandria,
We are praying for you tonight!! Lauren saw your pictures that your mommy posted on the web site and said "Mom, Alexandria looked so beautiful at her tea party, she looks like a real princess" and I said "Honey, she is a real princess!!" Alexandria you are special little girl and we feel blessed to have you as our friend! We love you, and hope your having sweet dreams tonight!!
Much love from the Cole Family,
Nancy,Bill,Lauren&Jordan
xoxoxoxoxo
Nancy Cole
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:02 PM (CST)

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May God provide you all much strength and peace in the days ahead. I cannot imagine what you all are going through, you should not have to justify it either. You are her parents, you know what's best...end of story. No one should judge you for making any decisions that are for her best interest. From one mother to another...the amount of love you have for your daughter is greater than anyone reading this will ever know.
Chanda & Jake
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:12 PM (CST)

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Alison,

May God bless you and your family, but especially bless Alexandria with peace and comfort. Those of us who have been down this horrible road not only know but actually experience your pain with you. We think and talk about you often. We are here, ready to listen, ready to talk, ready to cry, and ready to share your love of your beautiful daughter.
Jonathan Reid (husband of Barbara; stepdad to Danny) <jlreid@aeraenergy.com>
Bakersfield, CA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:56 PM (CST)

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Dear Allison, reading your words is like re-living my son's life 2 months ago...I am so sorry. You are doing all that you can, and is best for your sweet child. Only God can give you peace...just cling to one another, and know his heart is broken too. This is awful, I had a very similar experience at our hospital with the lack of care and pain meds...IT IS UNACCEPTABLE> I have never felt such anger. You are home, Alexandria loves it there I can tell by your stories. There is no "easy" way, no "certain" way, I pray for peace that passes understanding...Kathy Charlton

Kathy Charlton...www.caringbridge.org/fl/robertmitchel
West Palm Beach , FL - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:48 PM (CST)

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Dear Allison & Grant,
You are doing what is best for sweet Alexandria. My love & prayers to you all. Give Alexandria a kiss & hug from me.
Gwen Scott
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:26 PM (CST)

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Allison,
I'm praying for Alexandria. I hope for a miracle each day.
Please let me know if there is anything I can do!
Love,

Chad
Chad Henry <hunterhenry@yahoo.com>
Kansas City, MO. jackson - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 06:15 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Grant,
I am so sorry that your family are going through this. I understand that this is far worse for parents than our minds ever let us casually imagine. I believe that you will make all the right decisions for Alexandria through your love and understanding of her. You have all been in my prayers for a long time now, and I will continue to pray for peace and strength - and as always for that miracle. My daughter played with angels before she died, they taught her songs of praise. She did not want to die, she wanted to stay with us, but she was not afraid to go back and play with the angels.
Thank you for sharing Alexandria with so many of us - she is awesome.
Harri T, mother to Lowri 8Oct98 - 23Sep02. <timvdw@kcbbs.gen.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 05:41 PM (CST)

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I'm so sorry your beautiful child is going through this and that the rest of you are suffering along with her. I am praying for you all. Peace.
Laura
Grand Rapids, MI - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 05:32 PM (CST)

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Dear Grant and Alison- I'm so incredibly sorry about this awful situation. I believe you are doing the right thing with Alexandria- you don't want her to be afraid and you don't want her to give up. When my family went through this with my brother, he/we fought to the end, and that gives some peace. She knows she's loved and knows her life is important, and knows she's so much more than the child who got leukemia. I'm just so sorry and I also know that there's nothing I can say that makes any of this better, but know that we're thinking of you all. I could live to be a thousand and not understand why a precious child has to get so sick, while terrible people walk this earth healthy. I'm so sorry and pray for a miracle- Melissa
Melissa Day
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 04:40 PM (CST)

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Dearest Haddock's-Words can not begin to share with you how much your entry has touched our hearts and lives. We continue to pray for your family and especially Alexandria. Thank you for letting so many of us into your heart and home-please remember there are so many of us out here that are here for you anytime. Please give Alexandria a HUGE squeeze from us and especially Katie who remains concerned about both her and Hunter. May you draw from the strength of those around you and find solace in the days which lie ahead. All of our love and strength-The McTearnen's.
The McTearnen's
Wildwood, MO St. Louis - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 04:25 PM (CST)

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God is with you during these difficult days. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers. We pray for peace for all of you. Our daughter is battling leukemia, also.

www.caringbrige.org/page/erinphillips
Joann Phillips <shphillips@toad.net>
Eldersburg, MD - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 04:18 PM (CST)

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You do not know me but I have been following your website for a while. You and your family are in my prayers as you go through these difficult days. Do not worry what others think or how they may judge. You must live this time as you feel is appropriate. May God give you His peace, love, and wisdom at this time.
Judy Sanders
Auburn, AL - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 04:13 PM (CST)

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Just letting you know that I am thinking about your family and praying for you. I don't even have words to express what I feel at this point and can only hope that you can find some comfort in the well-wishes of others.


Karin, mom to Christine (from ALL-Kids) <karin.mika@law.csuohio.edu>
Berea, Ohio USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 04:13 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, Grant, Alison, and Family:
Just a note to let you know that Marcy, the kids, and I pray for you each and every night. We will continue to pray for a miracle and for strength if God's will must be done. I, as well as several of my co-workers who I turned on to you, read your journal faithfully and you all continue to be an inspiration to us! Keep the faith!
Shannon, Marcy, Katie, Amanda, and Michael Davidson <shannond@mosers.org>
Jefferson City, MO - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 04:09 PM (CST)

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Alexandria and family,
I just looked at your pictures...you are such a beautiful little girl. I would love to have a tea party with you. I pray for you to have pain-free days. I pray for you to have wonderful family time. You have brought so much joy to your family, and you have touched the hearts of so many that don't even know you. God Bless you sweet child. Mom, you do what is best for Alexandria. You do what you feel in your heart. No one can judge you...they've not walked in your shoes. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Debbie Little - - caringbridge.org/tn/littlecaleb <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 04:06 PM (CST)

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Hey Alexandria and Family,

I am your cousin Christine. You may know my mom (Joella Jones). She made you that beautiful quilt. I hope you enjoy it very much. I hope that you get through all this. I am praying for you and your family everyday.
May God Bless You and Your Family.

Much Love,
Christine Jones
Christine Jones <babydollusa02@yahoo.com>
New Madrid, MO USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 03:55 PM (CST)

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I just got home from a hard day at school..WAIT!... what am I thinking??..how can I say I've been having a hard day when there are little girls and boys (and big girls and boys for that matter) all over the world that are fighting a battle harder...fighting a battle with life! Alexandria...you're an angel...god will do what he thinks is right and if that job's in heaven then make sure you have your white wings with pink tips for you'll need those because the strongest and best angels have what they want...like i said...you're an angel and deserve every chance you can have. Don't stop fighting alexandria...You have shined Alexandria...You're stronger than anyone I know...Haddocks, you should all be proud at the way you're not giving up and showing a positive attitude...
I'll never forget the first day... i saw Alexandria walk down the street to the bus stop for the first time she was starting 1st grade( maybe it was kindergarten)but i remember the way she looked so confident, happy, and excited for being a big girl..I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU ALEXANDRIA..and i miss seeing all of you Haddocks up the street when me and my family drive by..no one can ever replace any of you Haddocks...you're all in my prayers, thoughts, mind, and heart..
Just remember...if you ever need anyone to babysit..help out or anything...i'm always around to help out! Miss ya lots!
Varsha ...remember me, your neighbor <pinknovember124@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 03:31 PM (CST)

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You are very much in my thoughts and prayers.
Amy
NC, - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 03:03 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant, I am so very sorry. I am still amazed at how strong your family is even at a time like this. Alexandria is so lucky to have you for parents. We are still praying for a miracle.
Ann, Rob, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <aerusha@yahoo.com>
Ellisville, MO - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 02:53 PM (CST)

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I don't know you personally, but I've been reading your journal for some time now and I feel as if I do know you. May the peace of Christ be with your family during this time.
Sara <Sara_bear@hotmail.com>
St Charles/Kirksville, MO - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 02:42 PM (CST)

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My heart breaks for you and your family. You will be in my prayers
Sandra Kresal
Grant, AL USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 02:21 PM (CST)

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God bless you and your family. I will be praying for you.
Beth Pack <regs78@yahoo.com>
Carmel, IN - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 02:15 PM (CST)

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Never forget that God is in absolute control of you and your situation. Feelings of powerlessness can lead to despair. But, remember that an all-powerful God loves you and will never forsake you. Give your problems to Him, over and over again, and gain His peace over the situations that trouble your soul.

Written by Jerry Falwell
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 02:10 PM (CST)

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May God be with you and your daughter in this time. May you both feel his presence and be comforted.
Kevin Brady <KBrady905@aol.com>
St. Charles, MO - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 02:01 PM (CST)

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Your love,strengh and wisdom shows with every entry. Alison and Grant you know what is right for your beautiful Alexandria. We will pray for her and your family. We are so glad Michelle is there too.
Jane and Doug Sheats <djarsheats@earthlink.net>
Chicago, Il - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 01:48 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Grant and Family.....Johnny Hunter was one of my best friends and I think of him so often and miss him so much and now all of this ordeal saddens me greatly. I wish that I could be there to help with your pain and I wish that I had had an opportunity to know Johnny's grandaugher, Alexandria. I know that Johnny is watching over all of you and God will take care of you. You are in my prayers. Love, Uncle Bud

Uncle Bud Henry <bhenry@semo.net>
New Madrid, MO USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 01:34 PM (CST)

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Alison, I am sorry to hear this news. I think that you and Grant have done a great job handling this situation. Alexandria is a very special little girl! Please know that you are in my prayers contstantly throughout each day. I pray that God will give you all strength, comfort, and peace. I can't even imagine what I would do in your shoes. I just know that this is so heartbreaking. You have been blessed with such a special little angel. All your journal enteries have been so informative and I appreciate you sharing your experiences so I can pray specifically for you. Alexandria has touched the lives of so many. I pray that God has used her to bring people to know him through the strong faith you, Grant and Alexandria have. Her rewards in Heaven will be far greater than ours. I know it hurts to face these days to come. Let God continue to guide you all and comfort each and every one of you. Alison, you and Grant are wonderful parents who have expressed so much love and compassion for others. God Bless you.
Erin Turner <erincturner@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 01:23 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant, You are doing exactly what is right for your daughter and your family. Nobody else knows your particular situation any better than you, and nobody else knows what is bettr for your family's unique set of circumstances. Please do not second guess yourselves, ever. That said, we're still praying for that miracle.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 01:23 PM (CST)

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My son is 10 - he's recovering from BMT, and is ~160 days post transplant. He has known from the day of diagnosis that he was at risk of dying from it (ALL Ph+).

I must respectfully disagree with those who say 'don't tell your child that she's dying'. I just believe that it's unfair to her: there are so many things that could be said in the time remaining, and to deprive her of the choice of whether to say them (or not) I think is wrong.

I suspect that she's as strong in her heart and spirit as my boy is, and that she would want to know.

Do what your heart tells you is the right thing.
Dave Batson <batsond@springsips.com>
Steamboat Springs, CO - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 01:14 PM (CST)

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Please find peace in your days ahead. God Bless
www.caringbridge.com/canada/dusinbmt/
Judy (angel-Dustin's Mom)
Canada - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 01:10 PM (CST)

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Prayers to Alexandria & family today. Also, please do what YOU feel is right in terms of what you want to share with Alexandria about what lies ahead. In my opinion, no words of preparation are needed. God will take care of all of the details. When the time comes, He will whisper the perfect words to her & explain everything as He holds her in His arms. Take care of your family, you are an inspiration to us all. Christy Strode & family
Christy Strode <strodes@swbell.net>
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 12:51 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! I just found out about your website & I will read through the whole thing this evening. Great photos on the site. I will be praying for you & your family. You are a very special little girl.
Candice Behm <candice333@netzero.net>
Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 12:47 PM (CST)

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Allison, I've been keeping up w/your family from Amy. You & your family are in my prayers.
God Bless,
Kathy (Adelson) Laucius
Kathy Adelson Laucius <klaucius@sbcglobal.net>
Houston, TX - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 12:31 PM (CST)

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My family and I will be praying for your entire family! God Bless You!
Karen Kraemer
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 12:24 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to let you know I am praying for you and your family.
Aubrey <aubhanson@attbi.com>
Tacoma, WA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 12:15 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison:

You have been amazing to provide such an honest and detailed update at this horrible time. I DO know exactly what you are going through, and I also know that God will be with you through every moment that is left of Alexandria's life....and the very difficult AFTERWARDS. It makes me sick to my stomach every time there is another failure in childhood cancer. I know too many children....and too many parents. I'm sure I know what you are referencing in terms of statistics. When you are on the firing line you want to believe the best. But those statistics are often rose-colored as I have found in recent years.

I am aggravated with you about the ER experience--I had many of the same when Danny needed an ER treatment or admission through ER. They are just not used to children with cancer...H---, NO ONE IS!

Regarding Alexandria and what she is told by you and Grant: I agree with you completely. However, be prepared just a bit in case SHE initiates something. The first time Danny initiated a conversation about dying he was 10 (right before the first diagnosis), and I was surprised. Be ready to tell her how wonderful the journey is....I told Danny (in a moment caught off guard) that I thought dying would be like conscious sedation (which he loved). And he said to me, "No it's not, Mom...it's INDESCRIBABLE.

Alexandria may have some intuition developing. These children have to mature quickly in some areas....

Someone on the guestbook said Jesus is waiting for a tea party....I love it! I will continue praying for you, your strength and that the days ahead are filled with unexpected grace. God Bless You, Alison, and your beautiful little girl.

Sincerely, Barbara Reid, Mom to Danny (5/27/87--3/15/02)
Barbara Reid <jbreid777@aol.com>
Bakersfield, CA USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 11:48 AM (CST)

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No words can describe what you are going through. You have been an inspiration to all of us. I have a friend who's child was in a serious car accident but is recovering nicely. When she was feeling a bit overwhelmed by it all, I told her to visit your website. I'm sure she felt that she was quite lucky after reading some of your entries.

Please know that I think of you family constantly even though I have never met any of you. I continue to pray for you and your family daily and pray that no matter what happens that God will see you through it.
Karen H. <karenh@mosers.org>
Jefferson City, MO USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 11:32 AM (CST)

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Praying for you and your family.
Patti
Memphis, TN - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 11:15 AM (CST)

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You are all in my prayers.

Tressa
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 11:03 AM (CST)

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How I hate cancer! Your family will continue to be lifted up in my prayers.
Debby Roberts
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 11:00 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison,

Sorry, this is long, but you are on my mind.

I've only been following your site since you signed Gabbie's site but already my heart is overwhelmed for you. I'm so sorry you had to go through that ER experience.

As to informing Alexandria about her condition, that really is up to you. I hope you don't mind my sharing but I did try to tell Gabbie she was dying. Part of me was glad...and part of me was pained by her reply. The day before she died, I told her that it might be time for her to go to heaven. She then pointed her little finger at me (she was only 2 and 1/2 years) and asked "Will you be dere?" I cried as I told her "No, but that I would be there later." So, I have very mixed emotions about telling my daughter she was on her way to heaven.

Whatever you think is BEST for Alexandria!

I'm one of those who hesitates to believe anything that is not supported in scripture. But I do believe that those who are close to death may be visited by Jesus and their fears eased. The same day I told Gabbie she might go to heaven soon, my husband was holding her when she pointed at nothing and said Jesus' name three times. It is my greatest hope that Jesus actually appeared to her as she never did anything like that before and we never told her she would see Jesus before she saw heaven.

Also, you have every right to be angry in your journal. Their really is NOTHING like watching your child suffer, NOTHING like being told there is no more to be done...NOTHING like realizing they may be terminal. Don't ever feel you have to deny any of that. We were always so fortunate at our hospital but I know that some families have very different experiences.



Thinking of you, praying for you, and so sorry for your pain.

I wish I could do something for you, Alison.

Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 10:56 AM (CST)

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YOu are continually in our prayers,May the holy spirit guide you now thru this difficult time. Please know we are thinking and praying for you and your family.Call on us when you need to.

The Bowman Family
Chesterfield, MO USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 10:44 AM (CST)

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Alison. What a beautiful daughter you have. Jesus is waiting for a tea party in heaven. I support your decision on not telling Alexandria about her condition. She's just too young to understand. You do whatever you have to do. I will be thinking and praying for all of you. Terri
Terri Daringer <tdaringer@shco.org>
Persia, Ia - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 10:43 AM (CST)

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I am sorry to hear about Alexandria. I will pray for her, you and the entire family. I lost my uncle to brain cancer. It was hard to watch him suffer, now he is in heaven cancer and pain free.

Reva <Revalynn@hotmail.com>
Mesquite, TX - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 10:39 AM (CST)

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You are all in our thoughts and prayes constantly! I thank god for the short opportunity I had to know you Alexandria and your wonderful mother and father! Keep the faith and God Bless the entire Haddock family!
Steve and Michelle Bendel, Luke, Landon and Katie Rohowetz <mbendel1@earthlink.net>
Ellisville, Mo - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 10:35 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks,
I really don't have words to express my sadness. Please know that we love you and are constantly praying for you as are so many others. I can't tell you how many people have called me or emailed me asking what they can do. I have told them to pray for your family to have strength to perserve. Abby loves Alexandria so much and misses her everyday. Please give Alexandria a kiss and a hug from Abby and the rest of the Newsham family.
Ann, Don, Alex, Abby, Libby and Mary Clare Newsham <newsham6@mybluelight.com>
Ellisville, MO - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 10:25 AM (CST)

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We continue to pray for you all.
Steve, Amy, Alex and Danny Huffman <amy@selectmedicalsolutions.com>
Ellisville, MO - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 10:22 AM (CST)

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We pray that God will give you strength, comfort, and peace.
Steve, Cathy, Elizabeth, and Mara Worley <worleygroup@yahoo.com>
Ellisville, MO - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 10:10 AM (CST)

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I saw your entry this morning on Janie Sims web site. How kind of you to take time to share caring words with her family. So many are praying for them. I felt drawn to take a look at your web page, and as I read your journal entries, my heart ached for your family as well. Please know, a prayer is being said for you in Birmingham, Alabama today.
Tammy Holston <tsholston@aol.com>
Birmingham , AL USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 10:08 AM (CST)

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We are holding you close in our hearts each and every day. So many people truly care about you and your family!
The Swerczek family
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:55 AM (CST)

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I think of you every day, Alexandria. You are always in my thoughts.
Dee Ann Godlewski <deegod@earthlink.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:37 AM (CST)

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I am adding you all to my daily prayer list..Knowing a little bit of your pain...I lost my wife when my daughter was 9yr old and now she has cancer...We all must keep the faith...Alex is so beautiful..God Bless you all ! ! !
Ron Zobrist <ronz@artex-int.com>
Highland, il - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:29 AM (CST)

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As always, Mr. and Mrs. Haddock you are doing what you believe is right for Alexandria (I am a witness), God will and has blessed your efforts, my prayers are with you now and always,
Cynthia Davis, Hem /Onc Clinic
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:09 AM (CST)

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You are such wonderful parents. You are a perfect example to all of us with children. Praying for you always!Love, Cat
Cat Borkowski
Shoreham, NY - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:06 AM (CST)

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God will get you and your family through these tough times. Though it's hard for us to understand. WHY?? I believe Alexandria is an angel on her journey to heaven.
Diana Guittar
St. Peters, Mo. USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:55 AM (CST)

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You do not know me, but I am praying for you and your family. You are a wonderful mom, I don't think I could be as strong as you have been. I wish I could do something for Alexandria. She is truly an angel.
Suzanne R.
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:42 AM (CST)

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No one would ever judge you Alison and Grant --- you are an example to us all. May you take comfort that you have led Alexandria through this journey with love, grace, and confidence. My heart aches that you, Alexandria, and your family have to walk this road. Peace be with you.
Kristine
Clayton, MO - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:38 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison,
I cannot fathom what you are going through at this time, or at any time during Alexandria's illness. You are a wonderful mother and Alexandria is blessed to have you by her side during all of this. You have demonstrated God's love to her as He entrusted this beautiful child to you and you have not let Him down one iota! God bless you. And as always, know that there are many of us out here praying for comfort for all of your family. So many are praying that haven't even commented on this site and I do hope that helps in some small way.

In Christ,

Michelle Farmer
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:38 AM (CST)

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Allison, the pit in my stomach is deep and I have no words to express my sympathy for you, Alexandria and the rest of your family who are having to endure this horrible heartache and pain. Do not question your decision to tell Alexandria or anyone else about her condition. You are her mom and you do what you think is the right thing. No one can ever know what to do unless we were in your shoes. I will keep you, Alexandria and the rest of your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:37 AM (CST)

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As long as you make choices you feel are right in your heart for your child they cannot be wrong - we are praying for you more than you know. Keep fighting
Denise <denisem@tnets.net>
Chapel Hill, TN USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:33 AM (CST)

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You don't know me, but I am praying for your family to have the strenghth to make every day with Alexandra what you want it to be. Also praying you'll have the wisdom and courage to make the choices you feel are the best for your family, and also the ability to cherish each moment you have together. May God bless you as you travel this horrible road.
Jenifer
NJ, - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:25 AM (CST)

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What an incredible inspiration you all are. Your love and faith shown through this entire ordeal is nothing short of amazing. My thoughts and prayers are with you. May you find peace and comfort in knowing that you are surrounded by people who care. God bless you all.
Kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:10 AM (CST)

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WE LOVE YOU ALEXANDRIA!!!!!!


IN OUR PRAYERS,
Nancy,Bill,Lauren&Jordan
Nancy Cole
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:08 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family - you are in by thoughts and prayers. I lost my own son Jonathan to cancer in Oct. 2001 after an 8 month battle, and I just had to offer my support for your decision to not tell your children what is happening. Jonathan was considered terminal by the medical profession from day 1. We were often asked by the doctors and professional support staff how much we had told Jonathan and his older brother. Our belief was that Jonathan could be healed. We never told the boys that we may lose Jonathan. I have never regretted that decision. There was no reason for them to endure the pain and anxiety that we were, or for Jonathan to worry that we may be separated for many years. Follow your heart and do what's best for your family. I will pray for a miracle for your beautiful Alexandria.
Patty
Massachusetts, - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:57 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family - you are in by thoughts and prayers. I lost my own son Jonathan to cancer in Oct. 2001 after an 8 month battle, and I just had to offer my support for your decision to not tell your children what is happening. Jonathan was considered terminal by the medical profession from day 1. We were often asked by the doctors and professional support staff how much we had told Jonathan and his older brother. Our belief was that Jonathan could be healed. We never told the boys that we may lose Jonathan. I have never regretted that decision. There was no reason for them to endure the pain and anxiety that we were, or for Jonathan to worry that we may be separated for many years. Follow your heart and do what's best for your family. I will pray for a miracle for your beautiful Alexandria.
Patty
Massachusetts, - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:53 AM (CST)

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May God be with you and show his love and compassion every second of the day. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. You had called for my daughter, Lauren, to babysit for your family and then Alexandria got sick before she was able to do this for you. We are still praying for a miracle. May God grant you the peace only He can give.
Ali Holtz and family <ali978@msn.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:46 AM (CST)

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I am praying for you Alexandria. May God Bless you and your family.
Phyllis
Toronto, On Canada - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:40 AM (CST)

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You do not know me, but I just wanted to let you know that I am praying that God will give Alexandria and your family strength to get through the coming days, weeks... There still could be a miracle for your little girl. Only God holds the future.
Joy in NC
Wilson, nc usa - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:29 AM (CST)

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I am a perfect stranger to you but I want you to know I am in the trench pulling just as hard as I can.
Phyllis
Tn - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:25 AM (CST)

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Alison and Grant,
I'm praying for guidance and understanding for both of you. Please send Alexandria my love.
Gelene Lorentzen <gml2222@swbell.net>
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:23 AM (CST)

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Praying for a miracle for your beautiful little girl.

Amie
South Windsor, CT - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:10 AM (CST)

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We're praying for your family
Larry and Glenda Allen
Easley, SC - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 06:51 AM (CST)

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I got your web page from Robert Charlton's site. I am praying for strength for your family.
Sandy Kloba
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 06:33 AM (CST)

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Goodmorning,
We will continue to lift both your little angel & your family in prayer each day. Please find comfort in knowing our Lord will never leave your side.
God Bless you!
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 06:29 AM (CST)

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Our prayers continue for Alexandria and your entire family. With all our love,

Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 05:55 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, Alison and family - Although I do not know your family or your darling daughter, the latest news stabs me with pain - so I can guess that you are totally anguished. All of us here are praying fervently.

Gloria McShane, mother of Maximilian, 18, T-ALL with CNS <www.caringbridge.com/page/msnowdon>
Richmond, North Yorkshire, England - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 05:23 AM (CST)

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God Bless.
Chris, Rob, Ian, Becca & Emma Campbell
St. Peters, MO U.S. - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 02:18 AM (CST)

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My prayers are with Alexandria and your family.
Lori Johnson <lorij6@aol.com>
Fort Myers, FL 33901 - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 12:51 AM (CST)

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Alison, I am so sorry. I wish I had something to say too, like everyone else. We are all praying for her.
Chris
Gooch's Site

- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 12:42 AM (CST)

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I will send you a longer note via email. For now I want you to know that you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings to you as you walk this extremely difficult road.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 11:57 PM (CST)

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Alison, you and Grant are wonderful parents. We have been praying for you all. Alexandria's pictures were wonderful - she sure looks like you. We all have copied them and will keep her near.
Mary Eva
Mary Eva Hunter
New Madrid, MO - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 11:27 PM (CST)

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Grant and Allison-

Our hearts are breaking with each passing hour...we can't truly know your pain, but we fully feel your love for precious Alexandria and your other babies.

Grant, you are one of my best friends...I wish I could do more for you now...but I guess I can't.

Just know that we love Alexandria, her bothers, sister, you and Allison....we are always praying...

Pete


Peter Day
Fishers, IN - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 11:22 PM (CST)

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Please know that you and your family are in our family's prayers. Your love and faith has been an inspiration, and we will continue to ask God to give you the strength that you need. God bless you all.
karen,brian,matt,maryrose,jon and jake
wildwood, mo usa - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 11:19 PM (CST)

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I just found your website and my heart goes out to your daughter and family. No child should ever have to go through what Alexandria has. She is definatley a #1 Hero in my book. Your family will be in my prayers daily.
God Bless
LeAnne <thecogdills@msn.com>
TX - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:54 PM (CST)

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Your family is an inspiration to us all. All of our prayers and thoughts are with you during this time. The lives you have touched are many. Thank you for sharing in your courage and pain as you face challenges inconcievable to many of your readers. Your family is amazing. God bless all of you.
Viviani Family
St. Peters , MO USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:41 PM (CST)

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I honestly do not know what to say. I will keep your family in my prayers. I understand your problem with the ER and dealing with oncology patients. We experienced the same thing last Wednesday night. A horrible experience. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.

My son's webpage

God bless,
Jim, Kim and Taylor
Jim <webmaster@taylorwatts.org>
McCalla, AL USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:37 PM (CST)

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You are in my prayers!!!!!
Brea Foster
Auxvasse, MO USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:37 PM (CST)

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What do I say.. there are no right words to say at a time like this.. Please know that you are in my prayers
Sandi <SieraHaze@aol.com>
Clayton, NC - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:35 PM (CST)

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The entire family is in our prayers. I have been praying hard for you all. For some time now. My daughter Mariah goes to Our Savior Lutheran School in Fenton. Her teacher is Mrs. Langford. Mrs. Langford is how we have come to know your family. My heart goes out to you all. If their is any way that I coould be of any help to you all please ask. May God give you strength. God Bless
Roger King <rpkmrkia@aol.com>
Dittmer, MO USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:21 PM (CST)

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I can't seem to find the "right" words to say. We are praying for you all. God bless you!!
Cheri & Katelynn
Nelson, BC Canada - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:19 PM (CST)

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Allison,
I give you all my strength during this difficult time, thinking of you and praying for Alexandria constantly...
your cousin,
Whit <whithenry@hotmail.com>
Kansas City, MO - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:18 PM (CST)

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Alison

My thoughts have been with you and your family constantly over the past few days. It is so hard to find the words to say to make your pain any less. Know that you have given Alexandria unconditional love through your entire battle with cancer...strong love and wonderful memories that she will never forget. You and your family have been a true inspiration to so many families on the value of life with our children. My heart goes out to you and Grant for all the decisions you have to make as parents of a child with cancer...you are doing all the right things for your family! Know that God will give Alexandria the peace she deserves and make her a beautiful angel for us all to pray to in heaven. May he also give you the strength to carry on during the days ahead. God Bless.


Kim Behlmann <kimbehlmann@charter.net>
Ofallon, Mo USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:14 PM (CST)

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Alison, I could really feel your STRENGTH and LOVE in today's update. You're so strong. Alexandria can feel your strength too and that will help to bring her comfort and peace. I'm praying for Alexandria and for your family.
Amy (Armbruster) Schroeder <mattamys@yahoo.com>
Eureka, MO 63025 - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:13 PM (CST)

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I am not sure what to say.. I thank you so much for updating the site as I was going crazy not knowing what was going on w/ sweet Alexandria. I will continue sending you all my love & prayers. Give Alexandria a kiss & hug from me please.
Love
Gwen
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:13 PM (CST)

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May God Bless You All!!!
My prayers are with you in this great time of need.
GOD BLESS-GENNA BAILEY
genna bailey <caringbridge.org/fl/gennaspage>
boynton beach, fl - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:07 PM (CST)

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Alison, I know just how you feel. This is the exact course that Adams illness took. The Drs. also recommended radiation. I wouldnt let them. I was tired of all the sitting around and waiting for different test and procedures. I told them just to let him go peacefully. The Dr. wasnt too happy about our decision because he said he is given these tools to make the children better{chemo, and radiaiton} and I wouldnt let him use them. I asked was it going to cure him and he said no. So I told them to just let Adam go. I thought I owed that to him. He was tired and tired of fighting and just wanted to be left alone at that point. He really wasnt with it too much either so I explained to the Drs. that the Adam that I knew was already gone. It is a painful decision but there is not a right or wrong one for you to make you have to do what ever is right for your family and for your sitiuation. Also, we were fornuate enough to know a family that a couple of years ago their son had died. She told me under no circumstances would she again have told her son that he was dying. She had told him and he was so scared. Luckily Adam never asked. I would not have told him though. I wouldnt have lied but I would have evaded the question. I am sure in their heart they know what is going on and if they wanted to talk about it they would question it. Kids are very smart. They usually dont bring it up because they dont want to upset us. I remember a few nights before Adam died I asked him if he wanted to talk, did he have things on his mind and he said "yes Mom but I am just too tired" They know when the time has come and they are at peace because they know God will take care of them and that we as parents did everything we could for them. Really if you have any questions of just want to talk call me. If you dont want me to write again I also understand and please tell me. I will be praying for you. God Bless
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:53 PM (CST)

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Alison & Grant,

You are in our thoughts and prayers every minute. You are making the right decisions that God is leading you to make, protecting your child. You are both wonderful parents and such inspiration to all of us. I wish with all of my heart there was something I could do to take away your pain. I just pray for God to give you strength and peace to get through these difficult days. Love Sheryl
Sheryl Andrasko
O'Fallon, MO - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:49 PM (CST)

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Your family and beautiful daughter are in my thoughts and prayers. I know that God is with us, even in these most precious and difficult times.
Emily
Durham, NC - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:43 PM (CST)

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Haddocks, I just wanted to sign in and let you know our prayers are with you and Alexandria tonight. My heart was broken to read your words tonight, I can't even imagine the pain you must be feeling. I pray that God will comfort your family in the days and weeks ahead. She will always be an inspiration to me, your family is so special,I can tell. Give Alexandria a hug, and let her know Amanda and her family think she is so special. God bless you,


Tonya Lloyd
Tonya Lloyd (Amandas Mom)www.caringbridge.org/ut/amanda <tonyalloyd70@hotmail.com>
South Jordan , UT - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:25 PM (CST)

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My heart was breaking as I read todays entry. Noone should have to go through what your family is going through. My prayers will be with all of you as you enter this very tough time.
Sheryl Clubb <SLCLUBB@aol.com>
Eureka, MO USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:15 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock family,
I am so sad for what you are going through, and I am sad that I, short of a miracle, will not get to know Alexandria. I got to meet her only once, and she is a beautiful little person.
I know you are spending every precious moment that you can with her right now, and I know, based on my own experience, that it will not be enough.
I will continue to pray for some incredible miracle, but if this is truly God's will, then I will pray that she does not suffer more than she has. Cancer is so horrible. No person should go through this. Especially a child.
God give you strength and guidance in these coming days.



Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:13 PM (CST)

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You and Grant are wonderful parents. You are doing what the Lord is leading you to do. I pray that God sends you comfort and strength in the days, months and years to come. Love her with everything you have now and rest assured you will see her again one day.
Anita Moore www.caringbridge.org/mo/hollyemoore
Sikeston, MO - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 08:57 PM (CST)

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Alison, Alexandria is so lucky to have you and Grant as her parents. The strength and faith that you have provided for her - not to mention the unbelievable amount of love - are an inspiration to us all. I've hugged my kids extra tight so many times over the past few weeks - and every time my heart just breaks for you. Hunter, Hayden and Addison will also flourish in all of the love you have to share with them. We're praying for your family. (The pictures are so pretty.)
Julene, Tom, Jordan and Jenna <julene.tojo@wwt.com>
Elllisville, - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 08:50 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant,

You do not know me. My name is Linda Watson. I am a friend of Janet and Dan Sims. I work for Camp Smile-A-Mile in Birmingham. This is a camp for children who have or have had cancer. This is where I met and became close to the Sims family. Janie (as I know is the same with your daughter) was a precious gift from God. She taught me and all those around her so much about love, life, and family.I have seen the pain that parents go through in this situation and I can only imagine it...NO, I CAN'T imagine it!! I have three healthy children and I pray to God each day to keep them safe.

Please know that I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers during this most devastating, difficult time in your lives. My wish for you this night....
Where there is self-doubting, I wish you a renewed confidence.
Where there is exhaustion, I wish you understanding, patience, renewed strength.
Where there is sadness and fear, I wish you love and courage.

A dear friend of mine who lost her baby to AML last October shared this with another parent and I thougt it was so wonderful said I would like to share it with you....
"One of my biggest struggles was the burden of believing that as a parent it was my job to keep this young life safe. I felt a sense of desperate failure to do so no matter how hard I tried. It was beyond my control and I felt vulnerable and helpless. I totally relied on the medical staff and, mostly, on the power of God. The power of prayer was my most powerful tool and sometimes that did not turn out the way I wanted it to. Our children’s illnesses do not make us failures as parents. We are not superheroes who can protect our children from all of life’s dangers. From the time they are born, they face a world of uncertainty. All we can do is love them and, most importantly, put them in God’s hands. I know what I am sharing with you doesn’t take away the heartache of watching your child suffer. I know that it doesn’t take away the longing to be with your daughter. I know that it doesn’t put your life back in order. But what I can share with you is that God is faithful"... "Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you". 1 Peter 5:7

May the Lord bless you and keep you; may the Lord make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you; may the Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace. Numbers 6:24

Always remember....
"When you have walked to the edge of all the light there is, and step into the darkness before you, remember, one of two things will happen. There will be solid ground for you to stand on, or God will teach you how to fly."

God Bless you all,
Linda






Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 08:49 PM (CST)

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Dear Friends,

I know that there is nothing that we can say or do to make things better except to continue to pray for you. Please know that we are here for anything that you need for us to do.


Dan, Sally, Tommy and Emma Forness <SDFORNESS@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO 63011 - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 08:36 PM (CST)

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God Bless your family and especially Alexandria! We won't tell you that we understand exactly how you're feeling or what you're going through because we don't have any children yet, but we do have you all in our prayers!
Kim & David Meininger <DavidPlusKim@msn.com>
Florissant, MO USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 08:10 PM (CST)

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Alison, I just wanted you to know I received your message. I feel your pain so personally. Your story and mine are so terribly similar. I will email you tonight.
Janet Sims, Janie's mom www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 08:08 PM (CST)

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Your entire family, and especially Alexandria, are in my prayers.
Lori
San Diego, - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:57 PM (CST)

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God Bless your family and bring peace.
Angie Goldstein <Luvocean66@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:55 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison,
Bless you for taking the time update the web site at such a difficult time. Those of us who have grown to love your family have been checking it often to see if there was an update from you. I cannot imagine how difficult an update that must have been to write. Please do not give up hope, as I'm sure you have not. I will pray for God's will to be done, but at the same time ask for a miracle for Alexandria. I am thankful that your sister is here to be with you during this time, what a blessing God has provided in her being here. There is not much one can say at a time like this that doesn't seem trite and trivial. Just know that many love you and are lifting Alexandria and your entire family up in prayer. I feel confident that God will receive the glory no matter what the outcome.
In Christian friendship,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:45 PM (CST)

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God bless you and your family with peace. Alexandra is a precious, beautiful child.
Mary Olzer
NC - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:42 PM (CST)

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I also found your website thru another. The pictures of your daughter are adorable. Your family's faith and strength are a true inspiration to all. We will keep your family in our thoughts and prayers.
Cindy Podlaszewski <podski@sgi.net>
Washington, PA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:37 PM (CST)

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I just want you to know that I am praying for you and your family to feel God's love and peace as you go through this very difficult time. I am so sorry for your pain, all I can offer is prayer, but I am lifting your family up in prayer with a vengeance.
Gail Gabel <Thegabelfamily@aol.com>
Memphis, TN - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:35 PM (CST)

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Alison,
Alexandria has gone through more than anyone in the world should have to endure, by telling her the outcome would only give her fear, something she should never have to feel. You & Grant have done everything right in this situation and this is just another wonderful decision you have had to make. I am thinking and praying for all of you every minute of the day.
Hugs & kisses
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:35 PM (CST)

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It is so encouraging to see how many people are praying for Alexandria and the rest of the family. We will be faithful in praying throughout the day for all of you. We are praying for God's strength and mercy to be with you. We love you all very much
John & Johnelle Rhines <jnjrhines@charter.net>
St. Charles, MO USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:29 PM (CST)

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You are in our thoughts and prayers. Know we care as we were there November 2002.
Much Peace and God Bless
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:27 PM (CST)

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I am a friend of Ruthie Bunkleman. She passed along your web site address. I admire your strength and courage and especially that of Alexandria - what a beautiful child!! My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Dawn Missbach
Wake Forest, NC - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:26 PM (CST)

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Hello, My name is Gail, I have been viewing your site for the last couple of weeks, and I must tell you my heart goes out to you and your family. The pictures you have posted of your daughter are beautiful.
Please don't ever second guess yourself when making the most difficult choices for her care. I am a great believer that parents do know what is best for their children.
I pray for a miracle for Alexandria, and for her peace of mind and body. May the Good Lord surround your family with love at this time and forever more.
From Canada with Love
Gail <mum_41@hotmail.com>
Toronto, ON Canada - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:23 PM (CST)

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I found your website through someone elses website and I just wanted you to know my family is praying for you. God Bless you and may he protect and hold up your family!
Heather
Winston-Salem, NC - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:19 PM (CST)

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We will continue to pray for your family. Your in our thoughts always.
Jeanine Riendeau <jrien0512@aol.com>
o"fallon, mo usa - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:19 PM (CST)

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I read you update today and it absolutely took my breath away. I can truly say that I have been where you are and know the heartache of having to bring your baby home on Hospice. Although it was a horrible to watch your baby fight this damn (Whoops) battle and lose. It was such a comfort to me to have Hospice there to help me through this. I would never have been able to make it through those last six months without them. My precious baby past away on 12-31-01. My heartaches everyday missing her but the memories we built those last six months were times that bring me so many good memories. No teenage daughter and Mother will ever be as close as Tiffanie and I were. I always say no Mother and daughter will get in a life time what we got in those 6 months. Allow family and friends to help you, tell her everyday how much you love her, hug her every second of the day and by all means spoil her rotten allow her to do everything she was not allowed to do before and pray, pray, pray for strength. Treat your baby like every day is her last. God, I am sitting here bawling for you..... Knowing what you are about to face. Sorry I am rambling... As for the ER, I feel your anger there please write to them and your Oncology Department when time permits you. You and your family are in my prayers.... If you ever need anyone to talk to please e-mail me..... My heart aches for you.........

Love and Hugs
Deneen
Mom to Tiffanie Salvadia Forever
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie
Deneen Gethouas
Enola, PA USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:17 PM (CST)

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Your daughter is so BEAUTIFUL!!!! Her smile is a special one and I know for some reason, these kids (cancer children) are truly a gift here with us. My daughter has cancer as well. I have tried to explain how she is "different", not because of the cancer, but her soul is different than other children. I am sure you understand. Whatever you choose to share with your daughter about her illness will be the RIGHT thing because your insight and her's has grown far beyond your years and her's. Did you ever think you could love so completely? There are no words great enough to even express your love for your daughter. One day, we will have all the answers to the questions that we try to work out in our hearts and minds. Until then, I will pray for each in your family.
Sara Edwards <edwarto@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:16 PM (CST)

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Sending lots of hugs and prayers your way. I'll never forget the looks on your faces the day after she was diagnosed when we came to visit you at the hospital. I can only imagine how you are feeling right now. It has been such a long road with many peaks and valleys. You are amazing parents and human beings the way you have faced such a difficult situation. Know that all of your Autumn View friends are here to support you in any way that you need.
Love,
The Balkenbusch's
Nancy, Gary, Jake, Katie
Ellisville, MO - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:05 PM (CST)

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My thoughts and prayers are with you...
Danelle Carwile <DanelleLC@aol.com>
Boonville, IN USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:00 PM (CST)

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Allison,
First of all, I want to say how sorry I am that you and your family is going through all of this. There is nothing that anyone can say to make you find any happiness or joy in any of this. I know because I lost my son on October 20th, 2002 to hepatoblastomam (a rare liver tumor that spread to his lungs and his splean) one month before his 3rd birthday. We went through 5 months of chemo and found out that nothing else could be done exept an experimental drug which would maybe prolong his life. If he took it, the chances of him being in the hospital the last of his life would be great. We chose quality over quanity. It is the hardest choice to make for your child. I am ok with the decision that we made. But I hurt so bad that we had to make it for him. But when we lost him and to know that he went peacefully, I feel at ease that we chose quality. I miss him every day. That is why I would not want anyone have to go through this. Feb 11 is the anniversary of when he was dx. And I still don't know how I am going to get through it. His birthday and the holidays was bad enough. I pray for a miracle for her. You tell her that you love her and let her know how special she is.
Have you thought about maybe contacting Make A Wish or some kind of foundation to grant her a wish. We went through Wish Apon A Star and they sent us to Disney World 2 weeks after we found out that he wasn't going to make it. That brought our boy back to himself before he was dx. It was magical. He didn't walk 2 months before we went and by the 2nd day there he was actually running. It was a beautiful site. Just to see a smile on their face is enough. The memories are unforgetable. You may want to look in to it. Again I am so sorry about this. If you ever want to talk just email me. I will pray for your family.
Love Always,
Becky, Mom to Zachary Michael Hostad 11/28/99-10/20/02- hepatoblastoma
Becky Boyer <http://www.caringbridge.com/il/zack.hostad>
joliet, il usa - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 06:58 PM (CST)

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I am praying for peace and strength for your entire family. May the Lord be with you.
Brandi
Albuquerque, New Mexico USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 06:54 PM (CST)

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We are former members of St. Mark Presbyterian and have moved to Cincinnati, but I've been keeping up with your website. I am praying for you numerous times a day. My heart goes out to all of you for what you are going through.
Trish Ingram
Mason, Oh - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 06:52 PM (CST)

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I can't imagine your pain & confusion during this difficult time. Please know you are in my thoughts as well as my prayers. God Bless
Sheila
Peru, IN USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 06:47 PM (CST)

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Alison, I came to your web site from Debbie Hallemeier's site. My son, Matt, died in July after he relapsed post transplant. He had Non-hodgkins Lymphoma. I met Debbie online and we used to share stories of our "Matt's." I read your site and looked at the beautiful pictures of Alexandria. It is so sad that your family is going through this, like ours. My thoughts and prayers are with you and I do understand what you are feeling. We had many negative experiences with our Children's Hospital here in Pittsburgh It seems to be the same everywhere. Our children deserve better. Enjoy every moment you have with your little girl. And please write, if you ever need a shoulder.
Noelle Conover (www.caringbridge.org/ma/mattconover) <nconover@sgi.net>
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 06:22 PM (CST)

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Michele,
My son prayed for your neice on his way to Basketball practice tonight. He has seen me on Alexandria's website everynight and we had a long chat about Alexandria and Molly while he "geared up". He's fifteen and as teens do, thinks mostly about himself!! He is absolutely touched by Alexandria's battle. Molly chats with me everynight about her new friend who "has my leukemia too."
I pray they can meet each other , even by email, someday.
We miss you at the YMCA, and everyone asks about you and your family EVERYDAY. They relate so much since Molly was diagnosed, and they are so genuinely conserned for your family. Alexandria has friends in "Joisey". Please tell her for us. Give my love to Grant and Alison..they are wonderful people. Alison's journal is a window to her soul and to her capacity to give and recieve love. What a wonderful family. Godbless.
E. Healy
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 05:57 PM (CST)

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I have been following your daughters courageous fight against this disease. My heart breaks for you. Alexandria has been truly blessed to have had parents like you to help see her through this journey. God bless Alexandria and the entire Haddock family.
Lynn
St. Charles, MO - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 05:34 PM (CST)

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Keeping Alexandria in my prayers. Keep the faith.
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 05:04 PM (CST)

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We are all thinking about you and praying for you always. If there is anything you need, please don't hesitate to call. We love you and pray for you.
Love,
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 04:59 PM (CST)

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I have just become aware of your beautiful child' illness and my heart goes out to all of you. As a grandparent that is raising three wonderful grandsons I can not imagine one of them not being healthy and vital. I admire you for your strength - I only hope that if faced with a similar situation that I would be strong enough to deal with it as you have. I lost a mother, a sister, and a brother all to different forms of cancer but a child is so much different. I cried as I read parts of your lovely journal and a promise you not onnly will I be praying for you but the moment I walk in my home tonight I will be hugging and kissing my precious boys. We say I Love You without hesitation but life is so uncertain that you must take hold and not let go. My prayers (& thoughts) are with you and your wonderful children!
Peggy Wray <pwray@itt-tect.edu>
High Ridge, Mo - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 04:32 PM (CST)

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My thoughts and prayers are with all of you.


Sarah Maxfield
NY, NY USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 04:18 PM (CST)

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Richie and I are thinking of you everyday. We have all our friends and family praying for you! God bless you! Love Cat
Cat Borkowski
Shoreham, NY - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 04:06 PM (CST)

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I know you did not ask to be a teacher, but you have taught us all so many things. Anyone that has known your family has learned about unconditional love and the importance of trully appreciating your children and spouse. May God continue to wrap Himself around you during this painful time. Hugs to everyone. The Whalens
Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com >
O'Fallon, MO USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 03:54 PM (CST)

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We continue to lift you up in prayer.
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 03:49 PM (CST)

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I pray that God will grant to each of you the strength and grace to walk in his light and see beyond the darkness. I pray that God will hold each of you in his arms as you hold Alexandria in yours. I wish I could be there to help you and comfort you and lessen your pain..and so I send you our love and prayers. You are all inspirational and God loves you and is there beside you!!!!
Love, Aunt Beth
Beth Henry <bhenry@semo.net>
New Madrid, MO USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 03:07 PM (CST)

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I'm thinking of you all constantly. Please call me for anything. Tell her Hello for me...my prayers are with you!
Lots of love and prayers, Mandy
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 03:03 PM (CST)

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We are storming heaven with prayers for a miracle for precious Alexandria. Your family has touched our hearts in a way words cannot explain. We continue to pray for you all. God bless.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amyfarrell@webtv.net>
Hampton, VA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 02:30 PM (CST)

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MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. GOD BLESS YOU.

ELIZABETH J. MCCUAN
ST CHARLES, MO USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 02:03 PM (CST)

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May God bless Alexandria and the Haddock family and help you through this heartbreaking time. My thoughts and prayers are with Alexandria.
Merdith Snyders <merdithsnyders@excite.com>
Alton, IL USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 01:54 PM (CST)

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My prayers go out to you and your family. Godspeed to an answer of ALL prayers!
Laura Rose <Grdnangl1@aol.com>
St. Charles, MO USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 01:48 PM (CST)

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May God be with you and your family in this time of heartbreak. I will pray for Alexandria, and for all of you. Please know that there are lots of people praying for you to find peace and strenth. Lean on us.
Jennifer Neckermann <baseballmom47@hotmail.com>
Ballwin, MO USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 01:43 PM (CST)

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May God bless you, Alexandria, and your family. My son was diagnosed with Leukemia 10 years ago. May God give all of you strength and peace.
Cheryl Pace <Sing4Gd@msn.com>
Collinsville, IL USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 01:37 PM (CST)

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Continued prayers for Alexandria's miracle.
Teri
Nashville, TN - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 01:15 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Diane Newsham
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 12:54 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks
Continuing to pray for all of you. Praying for God's will and asking for a miracle for Alexandria.
Love in Christ,
Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 12:37 PM (CST)

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My prayers go out to you, beautiful Alexandria, and your family during this difficult time of need.
Many prayers for strength, courage and healing for your family.
Blessings.
Lorien
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 12:10 PM (CST)

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We Pray for your recovery,
We Pray for God to give you strength,
We pray for the Dr's...
Our Prayers are with you and your family
Through Jesus Christ our Lord, we Pray

Chris Ullrich - Grand-daughter dx with AML <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
Hemingford, Ne USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 11:46 AM (CST)

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It is so hard to even come up with words to express the deep sorrow we feel for beautiful Alexandria and your entire wonderful family. It is so hard to comprehend God's will, but we know that he loves us all with a perfect, eternal love and that Alexandria will be in the presence of that love forever. May you find comfort in the Lord's promises to His children and in knowing that your precious baby girl has increased the Kingdom by her testimony on earth. God Bless . . . the mobaraks
Jennifer Mobarak
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 11:38 AM (CST)

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Always lots of love & prayers your way for you all..
gwen
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 11:30 AM (CST)

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Our family will continue to pray for your beautiful little girl to have peace & comfort. May God continue to give all of you strength also. Once again, we have never met you personally but truly feel as if we know all of you through your words. Thank you for sharing Alexandria with all of us & allowing her to make such an impact on so many of our lives. I know I hug & love each of my kids closer each day thanks to you. GOD BLESS the Haddock's!! Christy Strode & family
Christy Strode <strodes@swbell.net>
Wildwood, MO - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 11:25 AM (CST)

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Dear Family, I have linked to your website from a friend's, and have read all your journal entries. I have 4 children, ages 14, 12, 8 and 4, and I just wanted to let you know how much reading your story has helped me to appreciate each and every moment I spend with my children. We are praying for you family, and know that God's will will be done. I have the greatest respect for you as parents of this special child, a child who is so favored in God's sight that she will not have to suffer the trials and tribulations of this world. May God be with you until your family is reunited in His presence.

Linda
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 11:00 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family,
Please know that we are always praying and would like to help in anyway that you might need. Abby was thinking how lucky Alexandria was for getting a pond in her backyard for her 7th birthday. You are great parents. And you have been blessed with beautiful girl inside and out. Thanks you for sharing her with us. We are better for having known her.
Ann Newsham
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:06 AM (CST)

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alexandria and family,
although we have never met, i along with the entire st. alban roe community continue to pray for you and your family and ask that our lord jesus christ continue to hold you in his loving arms. in Him, wendy mcintyre
wendy mcintyre <wendyamcintyre@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:45 AM (CST)

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Alexandria and Family,

Sending you prayers from Alexandria, Nebraska....
Vicky Taylor(Shawn Disney's cousin and Sunday School teacher
Alexandria, NE - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:37 AM (CST)

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We are praying for your miracle. Molly says to tell Alexandria that she prayed for her this morning.
E. Healy <FitnjPro@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:36 AM (CST)

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Prayers continue for a very special little girl and her very special, loving family. Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:27 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddock family
Grant's mother em'd yesterday with an update on Alexandria. Hold on tight and cherish each moment. Will continue praying for this special little girl and for all of you.
Much love
Billie Jo Eccardt
Olathe, Ks - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 06:43 AM (CST)

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Our prayers continue!
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 06:14 AM (CST)

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I am praying for you and your family. God Bless you
Jan
oh - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 04:39 AM (CST)

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I have checked this site in the past to see how Alexandria was doing. My heart ached after I read Michelle's entry of 1/12. I don't know the right words to say, but I was so touched by all of the caring thoughts and prayers in the guestbook. There are so many people praying for Alexandria and her family. Our family is praying for her too.
Amy (Armbruster) Schroeder <mattamys@yahoo.com>
Eureka, MO USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 11:13 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria and Family,

We wanted to let you know prayers are being sent to God in Heaven for the entire family.

Joe Rommel <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 11:10 PM (CST)

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Dear Grant and Allison and Family,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
May God bless you, and continue to give you strength.
With much love,
Mindy, Joe, Ryan and Zachary Brusseau
Mindy Brusseau <Mindybr@earthlink.net>
Ellisville, MO - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 10:40 PM (CST)

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Alexandria - many people, people you dont even know, are praying for you. So many people are touched by you and your struggle. We love you.
Chris
Gooch's Site

- Monday, January 13, 2003 at 10:22 PM (CST)

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Dear Sweet Alexandria and family,
My heart aches for the hard times you are going through. Let God be your strength and know many prayers are with you.
Your friend in Christ, Susan Nero
Susan Nero <snero561@aol.com>
W.P.B., FL USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 10:10 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock family,
I just got off the phone with my mom, and she told me the latest news about Alexandria. I am so sorry. I am sitting here crying because I know what your family is going through, and I know how hard it is to watch someone you love suffer. My heart goes out to your family, especially Alexandria'a brothers and sister. Cherish every last moment that you have with your sister. I will be constantly thinking about and praying for your entire family.
Lots of love and prayer,
Julie McDonald

PS-One of the verses that has given me comfort is Matthew 11:28-30 "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
Julie Hallemeier McDonald (Matthew's sister)
Atlanta, GA USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:33 PM (CST)

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Alison, Grant and family. I keep checking back for an update. I called the hospital and just missed you. I hope that you got Alexandria home and settled. The following is a poem that was left on Matthew's guestbook a while ago. I hope that it doesn't upset you, but I thought is was beautiful. Praying for your family to find comfort and peace as you face the days ahead. May Jesus hold you gently in his arms.

MAY I GO NOW?

May I go now?
Do you think the time is right?
May I say good bye to pain-filled days?
and endless lonely nights?

I've lived my life and done my best
an example tried to be
So can I take that step beyond
and set my spirit free.

I didn't want to go at first
I fought with all my might
But something seems to draw me now
to a warm and glowing light.

I want to go - I really do
It's difficult to stay
But I will try as best I can
to live just one more day.

To give you time to care for me
and share your love and fears.
I know you're sad and afraid
because I see your tears.

I'll not be far, I promise that,
and hope you'll always know
That my spirit will be close to you
wherever you may go.

Thank you so for loving me
You know I love you too.
That's why it's hard to say goodbye
and end this time with you.

So, hold me now, just one more time
and let me hear you say,
Because you care so much for me,
you'll let me go away.

By Susan A. Jackson

You are in my thoughts and prayers. Let me know if you need ANYTHING - you know I am only a phone call and five minutes away.

Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's site
<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:15 PM (CST)

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Our prayers are with all of you and we think of you often throughout each day. Your entire family is so brave, strong, positive and full of faith. You are truly amazing and an inspiration to us all. We miss seeing you. God bless each one of you - many times!
Ann, Rob, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <aerusha@yahoo.com>
Ellisville, MO - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:04 PM (CST)

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God Bless you all. Hold onto each other for strength.
Love the new pics of Alexandria. She truly is a beautiful
little girl inside and out.
Billie Jo Eccardt
Olathe, Ks - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 08:57 PM (CST)

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God Bless each and everyone of you! You are all in my prayers and it brightens my day to hear that Alexandria is still fighting and there are so many people that are with you. You're an angel Alexandria....keep fighting and hold on...i think about you all the time and about how lucky I am...your experiences have turned me around and made me appreciate every waking moment with my friends family and the world around me....GOD BLESS YOU HADDOCKS!
Varsha Gupta <pinknovember124@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 08:34 PM (CST)

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Deares Haddock Family,
We are praying hard tonight for comfort and peace for Alexandria and the entire family!! Alexandria has touched so many of our lives, taught us so many things, and she will forever be in our hearts!!!! I enjoyed so much hanging out at the house yesterday with Michelle and the gang, just taking in every moment, recognizing all the qualities in Hunter, Hayden, and Darling Addison how they all have a little of Big Sissy, Alexandria, within them! Alison and Grant your friends are here for you, and will continue to be every step of the way!! I will continue to pray for comfort, peace, and guidence!!!
Please give Alexandria a Huge hug and kiss for me tonight!!
Love,
Nancy
Nancy Cole
O'fallon, MO - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 08:32 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant,
There are just no words to express the deep sorrow in my heart. I was awake for a couple of hours in the middle of the night last night. I spent that time praying harder than I ever have, all for Alexandria and your family. Try to take some comfort in knowing you have so many people sending love and prayers your way. Tara

Tara Zanti
O'Fallon, MO - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 07:58 PM (CST)

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You are in my prayers.
R Ford
CO - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 07:56 PM (CST)

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I check Alexandria's page frequently as I am a mom with a child with cancer. I am keeping your family close in prayer that he give strength to each member of your dear family. Hold on to one another. God Bless.

Sara Edwards
Sara Edwards <edwarto@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 07:46 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria and Family,

You are in our prayers. May God give you strength. You are right about Alexandria being an Angel, she is beautiful. We are friends of the Grumish's from Champaign. God bless.


Peggy & Monica Prichard <peguar@aol.com>
Champaign, IL USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 07:12 PM (CST)

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Only God can comfort you in this time...cling to Him as you cling to your sweet angel, Alexandria. I am praying for you all.

Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton
West Palm Beach , FL US - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 05:08 PM (CST)

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Prayers are with you guys! Our love to Alexandria!
Love,
David, Judy, Ryan, Eric, Renee, and Emily Grumish
Judy Grumish <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, Il United States - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 05:03 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW !!!!!!!!
Cousin Sidonia <pscompton@peoplepc.com>
Ocean Springs , - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 04:49 PM (CST)

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My name is Arturo. We are related. Albert Hampton was my great great grandpa. Grant's great grandfather. I am 11 years old. I'll be praying for you all. Hunter is a good brother. I'll hope for a miracle.
Arturo <artnic@comcast.net>
Durham, NH - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 04:47 PM (CST)

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Sorry to hear your post today. You are in my prayers!
Sheila
Peru, IN USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 04:36 PM (CST)

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I am so sorry about your news. I will be thinking & praying that things get better.
Candice Behm <candice333@netzero.net>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 04:35 PM (CST)

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Thinking of you today and always! I am devistated by the news. May God continue to give you the strength to get through this. There are many people praying for beautiful Alexandria! She has touched us all!! God bless you! Cat
Cat Borkowski
Shoreham, NY - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 03:32 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria & Family,
You are all in my thoughts and prayers. May you all feel the peace and love of our Lord.
Gail <Thegabelfamily@aol.com>
Memphis, TN - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 03:24 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison & Family:

I am thinking of you, and praying for God's mercy on you all. Just stay with Alexandria, hold her, talk to her...I wish there was more I could say, but there isn't. Take in every minute with her now...

Love, Barbara, Danny's Mom (5/27/87--3/15/02)
Barbara Reid <jbreid777@aol.com>
Bakersfield, CA USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 03:24 PM (CST)

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Your family is being lifted up in our prayers all day...
Elaine Riazi <the16thpsalm@yahoo.com>
St. Charles, MO - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 03:21 PM (CST)

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Alison, haven been 'anxious' to hear any update today. I know Michelle has posted last update. Hope to hear good news soon.
Love to all,
Nancy Kay
Nancy Hunter Moore
New Madrid, MO - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 02:22 PM (CST)

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Prayers for your families strength and your precious daughter...

My Love and God's
Deneen
Mom to Tiffanie Salvadia Forever
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie
Deneen Gethouas
Enola, PA USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 02:07 PM (CST)

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Dear Allison, Grant, Alexandria and family, words cannot express our sadness as we read the latest journal entry today from Michelle. We have never stopped praying for you all since we moved away. You have become such a permanent fixture in our evening bedtime and prayer routine. Something told me today to sit down and get caught up on all the journal entries for Alexandria for the last several weeks. What a day to pick. God's plan and will is obviously at work here, although it is too hard for all of us to comprehend at this time. Please know that our family (and new friends here) are sending as many prayers as we can up to heaven for your strength as you deal with this latest blow. May God be with you EVERY step of the way as you work with the doctors on how to handle this, and as you continue to love and support your little angel through this terrible illness.

All of our love and prayers,
Robin, Bob, Carli and Dominic Bisesi


Robin , Bob, Carli and Dominic Bisesi <rbisesi@aol.com>
Powell, OH USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 01:27 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria and family,
You don't know me (referred from Gooch's site), but I just wanted you to know that I feel your pain of your latest news and I have added Alexandria to my prayer list. I wish there were more I could do but I know prayers are powerful and I pray for your strength and healing.
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Monday, January 13, 2003 at 01:11 PM (CST)

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Hi Family !!!
Alexandria you are truly the most beautiful princess in this whole entire world. We love you so very much !! You are such an inspiration to us all!!
I love you baby girl!!!!!!
Auntie Hayley
Hayley Haddock
St. Louis, Mo. usa - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 12:31 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to drop you a note to let you know that you'll all be in my thoughts and prayers.


Amie
South Windsor, CT - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 12:23 PM (CST)

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In October, I found Alexandria's website, along with a few others in Caring Bridge. Alexandria's story touched me and I spent two weeks catching up on all of the journal entries by Alison. I don't know you personally but I've saved your website and visited daily. It is comforting to see all of the friends you have to support you through this difficult time. God Bless You Alison and Grant for the wonderful support you have been to your beautiful Alexandria and Hunter, Hayden and Addison. What a lucky group of children to have you as parents. Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you always. May you receive the strength needed at this time.
Robin Elletson <bird@mm.com>
Monticello, MN USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 12:19 PM (CST)

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Such a sweetie. You have been blessed with a beautiful child. Hold onto all the memories you can and keep believing. Praying you all find peace and comfort knowing that faith will see you through whatever you have to face. Hug your loved ones.
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 12:08 PM (CST)

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allison

i just got off the phone with nancy cole and she had updated me on alexandrias condition. i can't stop the tears from flowing so i just had to visit your website. the pictures of alexandraia are beautiful. I am thinking and praying for you and your family through these trying times. i truly believe that god has sent you an angel from above in alexandria and he will take care of all of you. Know that i can't imagine what you are going through, but being a mother of four beautiful children is the most precious gift that we have been given and you are doing a wonderful job being there for your daughter. again, my thoughts and prayers are with you and Grant all the time.

love, Kim Behlmann
Kim Behlmann <kimbehlmann@charter.net>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 11:57 AM (CST)

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Lots of prayers & love to you all.
Gwen
- Monday, January 13, 2003 at 11:51 AM (CST)

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Allison and Grant,
My heart broke when I read the latest about Allison. You & your family are in our prayers. I've thought of you often, but didn't know how to reach you since you'd moved. Hold on to each other and let God comfort and guide you. Please let me help in any way I can.
Debbie Reynolds <acedallas@aol.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 11:41 AM (CST)

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I am so sorry to hear the news about Alexandria. I will be praying for her and the family. Thank you for the update.

Reva <Revalynn@hotmail.com>
Mesqutie, TX - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 11:29 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison & Family,

I'm so sorry for the news about Alexandria's leukemia. Thinking of you and praying for all of you. I am so very, very sorry for your pain. Even after having lost a child I am always at a loss for words for those facing these situations....maybe because there are no words.

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & Saint Gabbie
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 11:17 AM (CST)

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Sending you many prayers.
Lori Howard and family <www. caringbridge.org/il/jackryan>
Aurora, IL - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 11:07 AM (CST)

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My thoughts and prayers are with you all. I am so glad that your sister is able to be with you so much. I know that is such a huge blessing and comfort for all of you.
Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Monday, January 13, 2003 at 10:38 AM (CST)

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Keeping you all in our parayers. If we can do anything please let us know.
David, Kim, William and Jacob Kopp <dkop@machineryinc.com>
Kirkwood, mo 63122 - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 10:37 AM (CST)

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My prayers and love.

God Bless
Cheryl <cgmyers@swbell.net>
tulsa, ok usa - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 10:04 AM (CST)

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You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Anita www.caringbridge.org/mo/hollyemoore
Sikeston, MO - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 10:01 AM (CST)

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Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Kelley Fitzgerald
Rochester, NY - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:51 AM (CST)

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I am so sad to hear the news. Your family is such a loving and inspirational family for all to see. You are in our thoughts and prayers constantly.
Nina Hudson <nina.hudson@wcom.com>
Manchester, MO - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:45 AM (CST)

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May God all put peace in your hearts to get you through this difficult time. May God give your little girl the strength to accept her destiny of being an angel with him in his Kingdom.
Julie <jwolfslau@cititrucks.com>
St. Louis, MO - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:31 AM (CST)

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Alison & Grant: We are praying for your strength and thinking of you every moment. Thank you for the beautiful pictures of Alexandria that I can share with Timmy, Jack and Emily. She is frozen in time and in our hearts as that sweet little girl with the beautiful bows in her hair(especially when Daddy Grant was in charge of her hair that day!) waiting at the bus stop before kindergarden. We are praying for a miracle!
Chris, Anne, Timmy, Jack & Emily Merten <amerten@msn.com>
Westerville, OH 43082 - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:27 AM (CST)

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We are not sure how we came across your page; but, we follow a lot of children's journeys, through CaringBridge. We are terribly heartbroken over the news of Alexandria and we will pray even harder for her now. You all are an amazing family, full of love ... and full of people who love and care for you. Alexandria is an amazing and beautiful little girl. God bless you all ... you're constantly in our thoughts and prayers.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell

The Farrell Family <amyfarrell@webtv.net>
Hampton, VA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:23 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Grant, I have been praying for you the entire night last night. I kept thinking of the anguish you must be going through. God is with you and precious Alexandria. I saw the kids last night. The boys were bouncing around with their cousin and little Adison was a busy little thing. Aunt Michelle is doing a great, loving job watching over them. I hope in this most difficult time you can carve out some peace for yourselves in knowing that you are wonderful, wonderful parents. Your friend, Tammy
Tammy Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:15 AM (CST)

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Alison, Grant, Alexandria, Hunter, Hayden, Addision,

Our thoughts and prayers are with your entire family during this time. I am so sorry to hear this heart breaking news. I pray that God gives you the strength and peace to get through this tragedy. The pictures of Alexandria are absolutely beautiful!
Sheryl Andrasko
O'Fallon, MO 63366 - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 08:55 AM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria, We just looked at your photo album. The pictures are so cute! We love your hats. Our prayer journal time is in a few minutes, and we'll pray for you and your family. Love, Sherry Langford and the 2nd grade class at Our Savior Lutheran School, Fenton, MO.
Sherry Langford <slangford_osl@hotmail.com>
Fenton, MO USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 08:50 AM (CST)

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Dearest Haddock Family,
I continue to storm heaven with prayers for all of you. Alexandria you have touched more people in your life than I, as an adult, could ever hope to. I pray God will lay His healing hands on you today. I am also praying for strength for your whole family. You are all so loved!! God bless you today. With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 08:45 AM (CST)

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Grant, Allison, Alexandria, Hunter, Hayden, Addison, we write this message with tremendous sorrow. You are in our prayers constantly. We pray that God gives you the strength to deal with this tragedy.
Don, Pam, Elizabeth & Joey Ludwinski
Wildwood, MO USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 08:29 AM (CST)

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Still praying for your family - that you can find Peace in God's plan. What a sweet and very strong princess you have. Your family is an inspiration to all of us.

Julene, Tom, Jordan & Jenna <julene.tojo>
Ellisville, MO - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 08:02 AM (CST)

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Good morning. While I have not had the honor of meeting your little girl, I have heard so much about her from the Rhines family that I feel as if I do know her. I can only pray that God will bring you peace and comfort at this very difficult time. You are all in our thought and prayers.
Kelly <kelly@friendsofkids.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 07:52 AM (CST)

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Keeping you all in our prayers.
Chanda & Jake
- Monday, January 13, 2003 at 07:43 AM (CST)

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Many prayers are being said for your little one..
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 07:28 AM (CST)

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Prayers coming from Ohio to your beautiful daughter.


Blessings,
Bonnie, grandma to ^i^ James T-cell ALL <http://www.caringbridge.com/page/jamiebowman>
Columbus, Ohio - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 01:01 AM (CST)

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Alison, Alexandria, Grant & Kids,
I prayed for better news. All our prayers were for Alexandria at mass today. Keep holding on to your guitar for inspiration. Sing the prayers and hold each other tight! Much love from all the Hunter family.
Aunt Nancy K
New Madrid, MO - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 12:06 AM (CST)

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I am in shock, i cant believe this news. It seems God has other plans for little Alexandria at this time. It is very sad to realize your days with her may be short. I wish we could only understand why....why does this horrible disease continue to florish. The pictures of Alexandria are so beautiful, she already is an angel! She is stunning. It is very difficult to capture such purity on film, your are very lucky, for her innocence touches my heart. What a beautiful family you have. We will pray for you all. Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 11:37 PM (CST)

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Hi Alison,
I just found your website via Goochs site. I am writing this through tears. I pray that God will see fit to keep your angel here with you. She must be an awfully beautiful girl from the things she says. God Bless you all.
gina geddings, mommy of angel Morgan <mimor2@comcast.net ~~ www.caringbridge.com/sc/morganspage>
- Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 10:52 PM (CST)

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Dear Allison,Grant and family,
I have to admit I have been avoiding reading Alexandria's website. I have been getting updates from Davin, Monica and Sally but I have not been able to bring myself to actually sit at the computer and read it because I was afraid what I would eventually read. And unfortunately it has occurred. As I write to you I have tears rolling down my face. No child should have go though the pain that Alexandria has and is going through. The one thing about Alexandria is that she has always struck me as one of the most alive and vibrant children I have ever met. As well as being wise beyond her years. Of course, I wish only that she will pull through this, but no matter what happens I know she will be OK and God will be with her. Your entire family is always in my thoughts and prayers. Just please remember we are all pulling for you and will do anything to help you through this unbelievably difficult time.
Love, Laurie Sills
Laurie Sills <dlsills@earthlink.net>
Ellisville, MO USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 10:27 PM (CST)

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We are deeply saddened by this news. Prayers went out this evening as I put my children to bed. As I lay there between them, I couldn't help but silently cry over this news, hug them closer than ever and ask them to pray with me out loud for your family. God bless, the Lummus family.
Monica Lummus <mblummus@earthlink.net>
Eureka, MO USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 10:05 PM (CST)

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Haddock Family, I am too am sickened by this news.
I am so sorry to hear that it has spread
and want you to know how many of us are thinking of her and praying for her.
Chris
Gooch's Site

- Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 10:03 PM (CST)

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Haddocks; I am so sorry to hear this news. We will continue to pray for you all. Psalms 29:11 "The Lord will give strength unto his people; the Lord will bless his people with peace." Philippians 4:13 "I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me." Alison, you are all in our prayers. I pray that God will continue to give you all strength. Continue to seek him. He will guide you all through this difficult time. Remember you are not in it alone He is there to hold and guide you in his loving arms. Alexandria, stay strong. We pray that you will continue to fight this battle with your sweet smile! We also pray that you will have comfort and peace through this part of your journey. We love you all!
God Bless
Erin Turner <erincturner@aol.com>
- Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 09:11 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant, it is so hard to find the right words to say - you have so many friends and people out here thinking of you constantly and praying for Alexandria. I wish we could do more, I wish there was a way to beat this terrible disease so that no more children and families would have to go through what you and Alexandria have been through. Stay strong, we are praying for a miracle. The Gupta's
Lynn Gupta <lynngupta@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 09:06 PM (CST)

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To Alexandria, Alison and Grant, you have never feared the difficult things God has asked of you. He will remember this and give you peace. We're so very sad for you and are praying with you now. Love, The Morgans
Mary Morgan <bmo8230600@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 08:49 PM (CST)

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We continue to pray for Alexandria and all of your family. In tears.....
Harri T and family <timvdw@kcbbs.gen.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 08:48 PM (CST)

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We are praying hard for you all.


The Forness Family <SDFORNESS@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 08:45 PM (CST)

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Alexandria's family.
My prayers are with you and your family. I hope that Alexandria will get better. I know that if you believe in God all things are possible. I will continue to pass on any email messages that I get from Ann Newsham. Alexandria looks so beautiful in the pictures. Please do not lose hope.

God bless you,
Barbara Long
Connellsville, PA, USA

Barbara Long <barblong@yahoo.com>
Connellsville, PA USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 08:35 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock family, Just wanting you to know that prayers, blessings, love, and healing are being sent your way. As we continue to keep Alexandria and family in our thoughts and prayers, may you feel the peace and love that God is bringing you through others. Our hearts go out to all of you. Much love & many blessings, The Imbesi Family from Long Island, NY
Lynn Imbesi <limbesi@optonline.net>
East Moriches, NY USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 08:29 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock family, Just wanting you to know that prayers, blessings, love, and healing are being sent your way. As we continue to keep Alexandria and family in our thoughts and prayers, may you feel the peace and love that God is bringing you through others. Our hearts go out to all of you. Much love & many blessings, The Imbesi Family from Long Island, NY
Lynn Imbesi <limbesi@optonline.net>
East Moriches, NY USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 08:21 PM (CST)

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May God continue to hold you in the hollow of his hand.
Friend of Matt Conover
Pittsburgh, Pa - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 07:35 PM (CST)

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We continue to pray for your "precious angel". She is an inspiration for all!


The Martin Family
Ballwin , MO - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 07:09 PM (CST)

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I was saddened to read your news. Alexandria and your family remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Peggy S.
Fairview Heights, IL - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 07:07 PM (CST)

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You are in my prayers. God Bless.
Rae <rfbocritter@yahoo.com>
Tulsa, OK - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 06:33 PM (CST)

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Our hearts and prayers go out to all of you. We will continue to pray for Alexandria.
Jeanine Riendeau
O'Fallon, mo usa - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 06:31 PM (CST)

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You are so deeply in our hearts and prayers. We are thinking of you constantly. Please know we are here for anything you need. Our entire family is praying for your family. Please give Alexandria our love. God Bless. The Whalens.
Whalens <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 05:58 PM (CST)

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The Haddock family - A day doesn't go by that I do not say a prayer for Alexandria and your family. She is a very special girl to so many of us on 9 west. I am always checking your page for updates so I know how to better prayer for each of you. My family and friends are remembering Alexandria and your family during this time. Keep seeking Him and He will carry you through! I am praying for you always!
Kari RN (9 West)
- Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 05:50 PM (CST)

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Prayers are storming Heaven.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 04:49 PM (CST)

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God bless and comfort all of you, and especially darling Alexandria. I will continue to pray.
Gloria McShane, mother of Maximilian, 18, T-ALL with CNS <gmcshane@btinternet.com>
Richmond, North Yorkshire, England - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 04:10 PM (CST)

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So sad for all of you today. We are going to mass this evening and will send all of our prayers your way.
Love,
The Balkenbuschs
Nancy, Gary, Jake and Katie
Ellisville, MO - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 03:45 PM (CST)

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OUR PRAYERS CONTINUE!!!
Chris Ullrich <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
Hemingford, Ne USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 03:43 PM (CST)

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Hi Michele,
The mood is very somber here...we are praying and my husband is so upset for your family. We are thinking of how hard this day is for you and your sister. Alexandria is in god's hands..we pray for her safe delivery into his arms as it seems that he wants her to be in heaven with him. May your faith see your whole family through this difficult time. I am so very sorry for you and yours. God bless you Eileen
Eileen Healy <fitNJpro@aol.com>
waldwick , nj usa - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 03:40 PM (CST)

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Hi, you don't know me, but Alexandria's website was forwarded to me by Ruth Bunkleman - who just lost her son, Seth. I just read your last update, and saw Alexandria's beautiful pictures - my heart goes out to you, and I just wanted you to know that your family is in my thoughts and prayers during this very difficult time. Please keep the faith, and be comforted by knowing there are many out there pulling for her. Prayers & Hugs...
Anna Losito <annalosito@yahoo.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USa - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 03:38 PM (CST)

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We are praying for you all.
The Erushas <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 03:29 PM (CST)

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Always have time for one more prayer. Wishing all of you well as you struggle once again. Thank you for the update, Michelle.
God Bless †††
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 03:26 PM (CST)

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Alexandria's Family,
I have not been on your website before until today. I was reading about your precious little girl and all you have been through. I lost my only daughter 3 months ago because of complications from her cord blood transplant. Amanda had AML Leukeima, and we went for transplant right after her first diagnosis because of the 90% chance it would come back. She did really well through transplant. But later on around Day 90, she ran into some heart complications and she was gathering fluid around her heart making it difficult for her to breath. My daughter was 21, and did have radiation, and had had daurobicin in her treatment.
I know all the decisions you have to make as parents are really tough, but it is obvious you have searched and are searching to do what is best for your daughter. I will pray for you because even though I can tell my your update you must have such strength, I know this is very hard on you and your family.
I will pray for her to be healed on earth. But if God does take her home to Heaven, just know that sometimes God's plan is not always our plan. I think that you and your family are your daughter angels right now, by loving her so much. That is a gift and a bond that is unbreakable.
One of the things I am most thankful for, I asked my daughter "What are your most precious memories", and she told me a few", and now when I'm feeling very sad and missing her, I can think of those memories and it makes me feel so close to her.
I know God will give you the strength if you just believe in him, and it so wonderful the talks you and your little girl share. WHILE I KNOW AS A PARENT YOU WANT YOUR CHILD TO STAY AND LIVE WITH YOU ON EARTH, BUT YOUR STRENGTH IS AMAZING, AS YOU ARE PREPARING YOUR DAUGHTER FOR WHATEVER IS NEXT, JUST AS A GOOD MOTHER WOULD DO. YOU WILL CHERISH ALL THOSE CONVERSATIONS.
IN SAYING THAT, NEVER EVER GIVE UP, BECAUSE MIRACLES DO HAPPEN.
You are in my prayers, Kathy Massey
- Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 03:21 PM (CST)

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Your family is in our thoughts and prayers
Peace and God Bless
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 03:18 PM (CST)

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Aunt Michelle, This is Ruth Trombino. I have been talking to your sister and my son passed a few months ago. The same exact thing happened to him. Tell her to call me if she needs help or needs to talk. I will be praying.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, RI - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 03:13 PM (CST)

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Heh Guys,
I wish we were there with you!! Why oh why are you being challenged in this way? God loves that precious gift and I know He will stay with her and heal her!! We have her in our thoughts and prayers!! The pictures are beautiful. Those are the pictures of her right when we moved, the Alexandria we remember and the joy that is still hers is within those thoughtful eyes. All our love!!!

The klebenows
10938 Harrisons Crossing Ave
Charlotte, NC 28277
704-341-9324
kristen Klebenow <kelbenow@earthlink.net>
charlotte, NC us - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 03:10 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria and family,
This is such devastating news, I am so very sorry. Please know that I will be praying for all of you to feel God's strength comforting you and giving you peace at this difficult time.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 03:05 PM (CST)

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we are praying for Alexandria and the whole family... this is so awful. Our hearts are breaking for you.
Melissa Day
- Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 02:21 PM (CST)

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I have not been here before..I was just told about your website and lovely daughter..today by Khalita..Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you at this difficult time..I have just been reading all the posts from back to day one...and am touched by your story and all the support that has come to you through the internet...God Bless you ...Judy From Wisconsin
Judy Testard-Lee <judytestard@ameritech.net>
Kenosha, Wi Kenosha - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 02:07 PM (CST)

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I knew the Lord was leading me here to check for a reason. Looks like you just did this update. I will post a note on my website and will be praying for all of you. I know that this must be so terribly difficult. And, I know that the Lord is right there and will not give Alexandria any less than the best He has to offer. Blessings to you all during this incredibly difficult time.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 01:42 PM (CST)

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Such devastating news. Our prayers are at full force!! Your baby has touched so many lives. She is a special girl with such fight in her..
Deedee and family
KY - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 01:40 PM (CST)

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Our Love, Prayers and Thoughts are with you. Continue to hold tight to each other as you face another avenue together. As always we are here for you-
Love-The McTearnen's
The McTearnen's
Wildwood, MO St. Louis - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 12:52 PM (CST)

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The pictures are absolutely darling! My continued love & prayers to you all.


love,
gwen
- Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 12:41 PM (CST)

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To the Haddock family, just a short note to let you know I am thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers in this very stressful time.




Dori Neary ( Seth Bunkelmann's Aunt) <todori@adelphia.net>
PBG, FL - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 12:39 PM (CST)

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What beautiful pictures of Alexandria and what absolutely horrible news! Our thoughts and prayers are with you during this gut-wrenching time.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 12:34 PM (CST)

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Abby and I just printed off the picture of Alexandria's 7th Birthday party. Abby has been looking for more pictures of Alexandria for her room and that one holds such happy memories. She just found the perfect heart frame for it. We are on our way to mass and you know we will offer it up to Alexandria. God bless

Abby and Ann Newsham
Ellisville, MO USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 10:19 AM (CST)

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Just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you and praying for you... the mobaraks


jennifer mobarak
- Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 09:55 AM (CST)

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We're thinking about you and hoping that your life gets easier. It is heartbreaking. What sweet children you have.
Dianne Roth <www.cargingbridge.org/mo/jackiesjourney>
Cape Girardeau, MO - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 08:45 AM (CST)

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To the Haddock family,
God has given you such strength. Alexandria is blessed with such wonderful parents and you are blessed with her!
You are in my thoughts and prayers always! Love Cat
Cat Borkowski <RICHNCAT@optonline.net>
Shoreham, NY - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 09:35 PM (CST)

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Haddocks,
I am sorry to hear that the blasts in the blood are up.We continue to pray for Alexandria.
Nancy Dalton
Nancy Dalton
- Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 09:24 PM (CST)

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Hello. This is the first time I have heard about your wonderful daughter. I am so sorry to hear she is not feeling too good. My son was diagnosed with ALL in 2002 at the age of 2. He is now 4 and hanging in there. I only pray for you all to feel Gods loving arms around you tonight. Hang in there. She is beautiful!!!
Suzanne Matuella <susunole@aol.com>
Lantana, Fl usa - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 09:08 PM (CST)

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Just a little note to let you all know that I've been thinking about and praying for you all lately. I have only had the privilege of taking care of Alexandria a few times, but she definitely makes a lasting impression :) She is an incredibly special girl!!! Take care of her and one another as you always have.
Bob, RN (9 West)
- Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 08:56 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Grant.
We are thinking of you and your children constantly. Michelle called me at work before she left. We are praying for you both ,and for your beautiful children. Alexandria is a doll. I ask god everynight to lift you up, watch over you , and give you strength for whatever lies ahead. Alexandria is lucky to have you both. Your love and support has taken her down whatever road she has had to travel. You will always know that she has had the blessing of your strength.
Tomorrow at our church, the whole congregation will be praying for you and your little girl. You are not alone in your time of hardship...we care about you.
John and Eileen Healy. (Molly's family. Diagnosed in Feb,2000)
Eileen and John Healy <FitNJpro@aol.com>
Waldwick, NJ United States - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 08:47 PM (CST)

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Hello. I was given your website information from the Bunkelmann family. I was Seth's Preschool Teacher. I pray for your daughter and your family. I enjoyed seeing the photos of Alexandria. She is just beautiful. Your story about your son's words to your daughter were very touching. Please know that people are thinking of your family and hoping for the best.
Leslie Kelly <lakelly@adelphia.net>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 08:34 PM (CST)

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Please know that you and your family are in my heart, my thoughts and my prayers daily. Reading your journal entries overwhelm me with sadness and emotion but also with hope and admiration. Your family, love and strength are amazing. We are praying for all of you.
Ann O'Neil (former co-worker of Grant's) <ann@fjaproducts.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 08:09 PM (CST)

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just checking in on Saturday- what amazing pictures of Alexandria- a beautiful child then and now. And a nice reminder of a healthier time for her. we continue to pray.
Melissa Day
- Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 07:13 PM (CST)

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Hey Haddock Bunch,
Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you!! Alexandria I hope you are feeling better today!! Did you enjoy the BAR-B-Q chips, with ripples, yesterday?? Let me know if you need a few more bags, I'll make the run!! Alison and Grant let me know if you need anything!!?? Tell Michelle, Hello, for me!!

My prayers are with you,
Nancy
Nancy Cole
O'Fallon, MO - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 04:50 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family, What an awesome family. God truly puts angels here on earth, I didn't realize he did it in groups, your family! I have put our the call to several prayers lists, so many people are making your family a part of their prayers/intentions. Although I cannot begin to understand your pain, you have helped me to look at life and my own faith differently. God Bless you all!
Angela Brooks
Angela Brooks <amlb36@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 03:54 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks, Once again I am in tears. Amazing love displayed by Hunter for Alexandria & beautiful pictures of Alexandria. I continue to be so moved by your entries. Every entry has a lesson for all of us--the unbelievable love you have for each other & your neverending faith in our Lord. We continue to pray & have added you to our prayer list at church & 3 other church's. Please know so many people are praying for you & love you. We will be praying for good news on Monday.
The Pyle Family
- Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 03:43 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
I am convinced that you are a true angel sent from God to have an impact on my life and the lives of so many others. I can't tell you the number of times in the past 2 years that I have been put in a situation of difficulty and found strengh thinking of what you are going through and how you always come out of each situation with a smile and the will to live. You have been pushed down so many times and always rise to the top. Thank you for placing me in your circle of friends so that I can strive to be just like you as I go through this life. You have shown me what faith is all about and I know you will continue to do so! I'll keep praying and you keep teaching!
All my love and prayers,

Nancy Balkenbush
Ellisville, MO - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 10:41 AM (CST)

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Please know that we continue to pray every day for Alexandria. God Bless your family.
Patty
Patty Johnson <pkj577@bitwisesystems.com>
Peoria Hgts, IL USA - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 10:04 AM (CST)

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Alison and Family, Just signing in so you know we are here,and still praying for you and your family. It is so touching to see the amount of people who love your family, you are all so incredible,and inspirations to all of us.
Tonya Lloyd (Amanda's mom) www.caringbridge.org/ut/amanda
Tonya <tonyalloyd70@hotmail.com>
UT - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 09:44 AM (CST)

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Hi Haddock Family. Just stopping by this morning to let you know that I am thinking about you. What a blessing to have your sister and cousins there for an extra shoulder to lean on. Let me know if I can do anything. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Love,
Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's Web Page
<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O"Fallon, MO - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 08:34 AM (CST)

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Grant, Allison, Alexandria, Hunter, Hayden, and Addison we are praying for you. Please try to be strong as you go through tying time. We are here for you...whatever you need.
Don, Pam, Elizabeth & Joey Ludwinski
Wildwood, MO USA - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 08:08 AM (CST)

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My heart aches for your children- they are so loving and mature beyond their years from this ordeal in some ways. I hope Alexandria continues to feel well enough to play and enjoy her family and friends. We will be praying for good counts on Monday. I will say a special prayer for Hunter- what a sweet boy.
Melissa Day
- Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 07:36 AM (CST)

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Hi, I was forwarded Alexandria's site from my friend Ruthie in Palm Beach Gardens, FL. I wanted to drop a note to let you know that I will pray for Alexandria's recovery. The story you shared about the kids is so touching. What a courageous and loving family. God Bless you and keep you safe.
Linda Gozza <DTA003@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 01:34 AM (CST)

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Carol, Just wanted to let you know that I continue to think about your family and pray for you. Keep the faith for a miracle. God does answer prayers.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
- Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 12:14 AM (CST)

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1000 hits means 1000 people praying!
chris
Gooch's Site

- Friday, January 10, 2003 at 10:34 PM (CST)

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Continuing Love & prayers to you all always...
love,
gwen scott
- Friday, January 10, 2003 at 10:30 PM (CST)

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Yes, many people do care for you and I am one of them. I will not stop praying for you---ever. God has etched you on my heart from now until forever. Blessings to you as you continue to battle together as a family. I'll keep checking in on you.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 10:17 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family,
I learned of your site from Seth's webpage and was very touched by Alexandria's journey. I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Mikie Smithers from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
Bartlett, TN USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 10:07 PM (CST)

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ALEXANDRIA, I HAVE ADDED YOU TO OUR DAILY PRAYER LIST & WILL PRAY EXTRA HARD THAT YOUR COUNT WILL BE GOOD ON MONDAY.
LOVE & PRAYERS. JERRY (SETH'S GRANDMA)
JERRY ATWELL
WPB, - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 09:18 PM (CST)

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Hello. You do not know me.... Ruthie fwd your site to me; I just finished reading your journal and looking at the pictures. What a beautiful and amazing little girl! I can only imagine the impact such a special person as she, has in the lives of others... I will leave this site w/ her picture in my heart w/ a very strong prayer. God Bless all of you, Tiffany Hollyman
Tiffany Hollyman <hyssadude@msn.com>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 09:06 PM (CST)

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Peace and God Bless
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:50 PM (CST)

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Hello. I know what you are going through.My son has AML leukemia and I know how hard it is to watch someone you love so much go through this. Stay strong and know that your beautiful little girl WILL pull through and she WILL be ok. I will definatly pray for your family. God Bless.
Jeanette Snyder www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <tru2200@aol.com>
Wellington, Fl - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:23 PM (CST)

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Oh Alison, I had not seen Alexandria's page for two days and was so dismayed to read that the blasts are back. You are such a strong and devoted mother, and express your faith and love so well; I am a writer and editor, but my words do not have that power. You don't know this other ALL mother, but I can tell you that I am praying for Alexandria, for you and Grant and the rest of your family.
Peace, Gloria McShane, mother of Maximilian, 18, T-ALL with CNS <gmcshane@btinternet.com>
Richmond, North Yorkshire (James Herriot country), England - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 07:54 PM (CST)

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Hello,
My name is Genna Bailey, i am 14 years old and recently finished treatment for my bone cancer. I got this site off of Robert Charltons page, Please know that I will be praying for you and your family.

Genna Bailey <caringbridge.org/fl/gennaspage>
BOYNTON BEACH, FL - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 07:02 PM (CST)

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Hello, My name is Shannon, and I am Debbie Hallemeirs sister in law. Mathew, who we lost last July to All, was my nephew. I am devistated to read your entries of this horrible leukeimia taking over such a precious and beautiful little girl. I will pray for peace and comfort and strength to deal with the coming months. We never know the road ahead of us, the twists and turns, the ups and downs. But God knows, and he will help you along the way. We will pray. Love, Shannon Fackler
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 06:37 PM (CST)

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My prayers are with all of you at this time of need. I can't even imagine the pain that you feeling right now. I pray that our God in heaven comforts each and everyone of your family and friends. Please feel free to call on me for any needs you might have...
May God bless,
St. Louis Children RN.. Mary
Mary Stephens <fitzmary@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 10, 2003 at 05:54 PM (CST)

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Our prayers continue to be with you and support you and Moses hands were held to gain the victory over the enemy, so RJ & I hold you up in prayer as well.
Carla & RJ Rhines <rrhines@kc.rr.com>
Kansas City, KS - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 05:21 PM (CST)

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Our prayers continue to be with you. God bless you and your family in your time of need.
The Jarrett's
Ellisville, MO - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 05:10 PM (CST)

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Dear Grant and Alison,
My thoughts are with you right now and always. I will continue to pray for you and am still only a phone call away. I will do anything at all that will help you right now, but I do not want to be a bother to you when you have so much on your plate as it is. For now, just know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Friday, January 10, 2003 at 05:07 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock family,
I found your website from another caringbridge site and wanted to stop by and let you know that your family and your beautiful, beautiful Alexandria are in my thoughts and prayers. May God wrap His loving arms around you and hold you close during this difficult time.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 04:30 PM (CST)

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Dearest Haddock's-our thoughts are with you every moment. May you always know how loved you are by so many and that there are many Angels out there surrounding your family and especially Alexandria as you await what God may have planned. Our prayers continue that you may get that miracle that so many of us are praying for with you. We are only a phone call away should you need anything. Again, our Faith and prayers are with you-The McTearnen's
The McTearnen's
Wildwood, MO St. Louis - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 04:15 PM (CST)

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I'am a friend of the Bunkelmann family . Ruthie use to bring Seth into my job at Dunkin Donuts for his pink frosted donut. He and i became very very close.Ruthie sent me your website . My heart goes out to you and your family and my prayers are with you. I myslf have never lost a child and can only imagine the pain and hurt a family goes through. I cam only go by the pain and hurt that i felt and still feel from when Seth passed away. while reading your website I could feel your pain and hurt but i also could feel your strenght. Now I can understand what my Grandmother meant when she would say--never put off until tomorrow what you can do today, By that i mean telling people ( your daughter) how much and showing them how much you love them, do things with them because we never know what tomorrow holds for us. Be thankful for the time we have. I will pray for you and your beautiful little girl. all my love and prayers Mrs. Diane Dunkin Donuts Florida
Diane Love <dlove17@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 04:13 PM (CST)

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I come here many times each day, but rarely leave a message. I just wanted to sign in quick to let you know, along with all the other people, I am down on my knees pleading to our Lord to give Alexandria the miracle she so deserves. I'm trying to pray the prayer He taught us "His will be done", but I'm also asking that He heal her body the way only He can!! God bless you all. Your faith continues to amaze me. With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 03:48 PM (CST)

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I am praying for you Alexandria, Grant & Alison. It was heartbreaking to read this entry. My heart aches for you all right now. Alison you and your family are truely an inspiration to so many. I am thankful today that God has given you all the strength to share these experiences with everyone. But most of all I am thankful that you all know Jesus Christ as your personal Savior and that you are putting all your trust in him. You're right - You can't give up just love, pray, and take care of Alexandria and let God do the rest! I pray for the miracle that only he can give. May God give you strength, peace, and comfort through this part of your journey. And may you be comforted knowing that you are in our prayers!

Alexandria, keep smiling! How strong and wonderful you are! Continue to talk to God and let him hold you and guide you each step of your journey.

With love - God Bless!

Erin Turner <erincturner@aol.com>
- Friday, January 10, 2003 at 03:47 PM (CST)

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Got you on my prayer list in Alabama. God bless you and your family.
Rob Wyatt
Greenville, Al - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 03:27 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison,

Your faith is so strong yet I know you are in much pain. We will continue to pray that Alexandria can pull through this. Thinking of you and praying for you.

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & Saint Gabbie
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 02:01 PM (CST)

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Ruthie Bunkelmann directed me to your page. Miracles happen EVERYDAY! Think positive thoughts about the future so that your energies don't go down. (She can sense it.) She sounds like a lucky girl to have so much support and love. Peace
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 01:49 PM (CST)

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Our Prayers are with you always!!!

God Bless

Chris Ullrich - Grand-daughter dx with AML <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
Hemingford, Ne USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 01:22 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria & Family,

The Lord hears all prayers and so I have prayed for all of you . Please don't forget that miracles happen every day and that the Lord is always right next to you. God Bless you all for your faith in him.
Someone who cares
Grover, MO - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 01:03 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria and family,
It was difficult to read your last journal entry, My heart aches for all of you so much. Although, I do rejoice in your faith of our Lord and Savior. I am so thankful that you know Jesus as your Lord. I will continue to pray that God's will be done and to also intercede in your behalf for Him to give you the miracle you need. You are a beautiful young lady who is loved by many.
Love in Christ,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 12:02 PM (CST)

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Prayers going up for your family!
Cindy Wright
Sparta, Tennessee - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 11:52 AM (CST)

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I have been and will continue to pray for that miracle that Alexandria so desperately needs. I also pray that God will continue to give you all strength and courage to face each new day, no matter what it brings.
Susan Vicari
Pittsgrove, NJ - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 10:52 AM (CST)

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We continue praying for comfort and guidance for you and all of your loved ones. God cradles you all in His loving hands.
Karen, Bill, Katie, Kristen &Caroline Gabriel <BKGabe@att.net>
Ballwin, MO - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 10:32 AM (CST)

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Haddock Family,
Again, I hope you can feel all our arms holding you up in this time of need. All words I start to type seem so petty and trite. Just know that so many of us are continually praying for your comfort. May you all continue to feel God's presence.
Michelle Farmer
Wildwood, MO - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 10:32 AM (CST)

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Alison and Family~
My thoughts and prayers for the much needed miracle are with Alexandria.
Teri Xavier
Nashville, TN - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 10:14 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! I'm continuing to pray for you and your whole family. You're a great little girl with an amazing vision! I think about you EVERY day!
Love,
Kristy
St. Mark Presbyterian Church
Ballwin, MO 63011 - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 09:35 AM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria and Family,

Know we are lifting you up Alexandria, to Our God up high in the Heavens. It's through our weakest and darkest moments that we find His strength that refills our cup when it seems its about empty. I have added you to my pasture of prayers and will be back soon.


Please watch this quick video, it's very up lifting. An
Interview With God.


Joe Rommel <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 09:30 AM (CST)

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I followed your link from Kathy Charlton's site and just wanted you to know how my heart aches for all of you and that you will indeed to be in my prayers. May God surround you with His peace and comfort as you face these impossibly difficult times; I know He honors the beautiful faith you've expressed and that He loves each one of you with a love far beyond anything we can imagine. I pray your sweet daughter remains with you for a long time and that your miracle comes.
Donna Waldron <dmhw28@yahoo.com>
Middletown, PA USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:57 AM (CST)

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I am praying in for the Lord to heal Alexandria. I understand your feelings of letting her go. With the way she is talking, I think it would only be natural to think of the Lord's plan for her. The Lord speaks so much through children if we would only take the time to listen. I feel you just need to do what is right for you and Grant to live with and make the decisions. If you don't do everything possible that would eat away at you later. Alexandria seems to be still strong and still has the will to fight.

I was reading the other night and came across this scripture. I had forgotten this powerful work of the Lord. 2 Kings 4:8-36. I prayed for the same loving and healing Lord to do this for Alexandria. Elisha restored a boy back to life through praying to the Lord.

Praying for the whole family
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:52 AM (CST)

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Hello from Oklahoma

God Bless
Cheryl <cgmyers@swbell.net>
tulsa, ok usa - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:48 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks,
We share in your deep pain and sadness. We shed tears and ask God to hold you and your family in His hands. I am confident God will give you and Grant the wisdom and strength you have ALWAYS demonstrated from the day of diagnosis. Your tank may be low some days but NEVER on empty! WE ARE ALL BETTER PEOPLE BECAUSE OF YOU!!! Know that Alexandria, the sweet child with pink-tipped angel wings, holds a special place in ALL of our hearts. May peace be with you.
The Swerczek family
- Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:37 AM (CST)

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We are praying everyday for you and your family. Miracles happen all the time and we haven't given up hope. I'm so glad you have a strong, close to God, family. He is smiling on all of you. We think of you daily. With lots of love, The Axfords
Mary Axford <Maxford2@cox.net>
Scottsdale, Az Maricopa - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:33 AM (CST)

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We are praying everyday for you and your family. Miracles happen all the time and we haven't given up hope. I'm so glad you have a strong, close to God, family. He is smiling on all of you. We think of you daily. With lots of love, The Axfords
Mary Axford <Maxford2@cox.net>
Scottsdale, Az Maricopa - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:31 AM (CST)

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Alison and Grant....the tears are flowing for you and I am praying along with others in Ohio that you continue to have the strength and breathtaking faith to keep you going. Your journey with your sweet child has opened so many hearts...your child is SO lucky to have you as parents. Think of the children out there like Alexandria who don't have the vision and the ability to explain to them where they may be someday. I can't imagine how frightened they would be. But, think of how at this point, she wants to know what colors the tips of her wings can be. I am in awe of you ALL. I love you and am praying always.
Anne Merten <amerten@msn.com>
Westerville, OH USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:31 AM (CST)

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Praying for miracles, comfort, guidance, and peace for you everyday.
Friends from Pennsylvani
- Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:20 AM (CST)

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My heart is breaking with yours. You have made difficult decisions that no parent should ever have to make. If it is God's will that she go home, take comfort in the fact that heaven is a beautiful place with no illness. I know that miracles do happen and I will continue to pray for one. Please let me know if there is anything we can do. If Alexandria feels up to seeing or talking to Abby please let me know and I will make it happen.
God bless you and keep you,

Ann Newsham
- Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:15 AM (CST)

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Ruthie forwarded your web site. Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family now and always.
The Barrera Family
Marissa Barrera <missy407@hotmail.com>
Boca Raton, Fl - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 07:58 AM (CST)

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Rutie forwarded your site to me.Alexandria is a beautiful girl, I went to the phote album to view her pictures. She has a smile the is full of love. I will keep her and your family in my prayers. God Bless.
Randee Gabriel <rr.gabriel@att.net>
Loxahatchee, Fl. USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 07:38 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family,
Our prayers continue for your family. Thank you for sharing your heart, soul and family. Your family continues to touch so many people and your faith is an example for everyone. Please know at this difficult time, our prayers continue long and hard.
Angela Brooks and Family
Angela Brooks <amlb36@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 05:17 AM (CST)

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I am in tears as I read your journal entry. I was visiting another site and got your address. Little Alexandria seems very tough and enduring and I pray for a miracle. My heart will be with your family and I will check back each day to your webpage. God did paint those clouds there just for you two to enjoy together:0) Love, Tracy Solomon
Katia's mommy (http://caringbridge.org/fl/katia_leukemiapage/)
Tracy Solomon <tmsol87@aol.com>
Tampa, FL - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 03:28 AM (CST)

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my heart continues to ache for all of you. may God give you His strength and peace and help you to feel the hug i am sending.
cheryl <mommymouth@aol.com>
- Friday, January 10, 2003 at 01:32 AM (CST)

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Hello from NC... a good friend asked me to come here. I like my good friends. They always seem to find me more good friends to write to. My name is Tom, and I live near the beach in North Carolina. I agree with you, Alexandria... White is boring. I love sunrises and sunsets, with all the colors. Prayers and good thoughts being sent out from here.
God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 12:21 AM (CST)

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Dearest Haddock Family,
My words can not express my sadness for you all this evening. I want you all to know that your friends will continue to be by your side... everyday!!! Alison and Grant you both need to know that your faith in GOD, love for your children, and bond with each other will help you go through this horrible painful time.
Our love,support, and prayers are with you tonight and always,
Nancy,Bill,Lauren, and Jordan
Nancy Cole
O'Fallon, MO - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 11:39 PM (CST)

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You are in my thoughts and prayers. I have sent out her name to others to add on to thier prayer list.
Much Peace and God Bless
Please know we care!
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 11:29 PM (CST)

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My Love & prayers are w/ you all. Please give Alexandria a kiss an hug from me.

Love always,
Gwen Scott
- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 11:11 PM (CST)

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Our family continues to pray for God's will for your sweet Alexandria. May He also comfort your family and give you the strength for whatever it is to come. Make memories, laugh, hope, all of the things it appears your family seems to do so well together already, so naturally!! GOD BLESS you all & here's hoping for a miracle yet!!!! The Strode Family x 6 :)
Christy Strode <strodes@swbell.net>
Wildwood, MO - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 10:46 PM (CST)

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Did you get my latest email. Some people have been telling me they have not been going through. Let me know

Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, RI - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 10:29 PM (CST)

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Hello again. We continue to pray for the miracle you need and blessings of strength and faith. So many times I have read your journal entries and have been amazed and inspired by your faith and trust in our Lord. "Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done." So often we want our will to be done, not His. Your faith and trust are an inspiration to so many. We pray all of us can somehow help you during this difficult time. With all our love and prayers,
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 09:56 PM (CST)

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God bless you all. If God does choose to take Alexandria home to be with him it will be because he needs a very special angel. Your pain will be unbearable at times but try to think of how healthy and happy she will be with him, no more pain and suffering for her. All of you will have your own personal angel up there watching over you.

Praying for all of you
Billie Jo
Olathe, Ks - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 09:33 PM (CST)

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Alison, I am so sorry to hear this latest news. Hug her tight and know that Johnny & PaPaw will be there to watch over her and show her the ropes. We love you guys and are praying for all of your family, Pat
Pat Hunter <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 09:20 PM (CST)

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Our love to Alexandria and your family. I'm so sorry about the bad news. We pray the next treatment will give you more time with her and that it puts her into remission. We think of you often- the Days
Melissa Day
- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 09:15 PM (CST)

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Dear precious family...Alexandria, it sounds like you are an angel here on earth. How precious your words are...and how tender your heart is. You are beyond brave and courageous. Your parents love you and I can easily see how proud they are of you and grateful that you are with them...these are unbelievably scary times...I know of them all too well. God can do anything. I may not understand His ways, and I certainly cannot predict them...but, I do trust Him and His way. I know that you do as well. I pray that love and peace prevail from your hearts and home in this time. I am heartbroken as you face these insurmountable odds...but, I too believe and know that anything is possible. If it is too be that Alexandria have the ultimate victory over all of this, then she will be home in heaven. There is a wonderful sweet boy there named Robert. He would be a great friend to Alexandria. Heaven must be the most beautiful place there are so many beautiful people there...I pray you get to keep your precious daughter for a long while...peace to you all. Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton-Robert's Mom...www.caringbridge.org/fl/robertmitchel <ckcharlton@aol.com>
West Palm Beach , FL US - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 09:13 PM (CST)

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Oh Alison, I am so sorry to hear all this.
I pray whatever happens is the best for Alexandria.
chris
Gooch's Site

- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 08:51 PM (CST)

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Hi. Just checking back in. I know this must have been one of the most difficult days of your life and I'm glad that the Lord sent some encouragement to you. None of us knows the next step or what the future holds but the Lord. And I know that you're just continuing to believe that He is sovereign--that is so true. As I said before, I will continually be interceeding for all of you guys. Blessings to you!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 08:44 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks, My heart aches for you and your children. There are no words to express my sorrow for Alexandria's situation. Prayers will continue for that miracle you need.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 08:27 PM (CST)

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Dear Allison,

We corresponded just before Alexandria's transplant --- my husband's transplant was 10 days after her's. I am devastated by your news of yesterday. Since her relapse I have said a prayer for her as we pass the Cathedral in the Central West End on our way to the clinic at Barnes.

You are an amazing Mother and human being --- your wonderful daughter and family is a direct reflection of you. Praying for your miracle.


Kristine Kropp <kristinemk@aol.com>
Clayton, MO - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 08:00 PM (CST)

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Hello, Ihave visited your page before keeping track of Alexandria's progress. We are friends of Stephanie's in-laws the Comptons. To let you know we are praying for you, our entire S.S. Class at Parkview and I am sure you know that God is on His throne and miracles happen every day, even though they are not exactly the oones we pray for. God bless you and your family.
Ann P. Goetzman <kjnqueen3@cox.net>
St.. Amant, LA United States of America - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 03:24 PM (CST)

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Our heartfelt prayers are with each member of your beautiful family. Your awesome faith in our Lord is so remarkable. Please know that you are not alone, you are in our thoughts often.

The Davis Family (Nancy Cole's cousins) <vdavis@mail.win.org>
St. Peters, MO USA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 03:16 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family, Sending loving thoughts and prayers your way.
We are relatives of the Riendeau Family, and have been praying for your family for quite some time. It's so hard to find the right words to say to comfort all of you. Just know that there is so much love, healing, and blessings being sent your way. And with God, anything is possible. Keep the faith.

Love, The Imbesi Family from Long Island, NY
Lynn Imbesi <limbesi@optonline.net>
East Moriches, NY USA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 02:55 PM (CST)

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I wanted to let you know I am praying so hard for your family and your precious little girl.
Kristen Grossman
- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 01:33 PM (CST)

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Alison I will continue to pray for Alexandria. I am sorry to hear this news. I pray that you and Grant will continue to seek guidance from God and have the strength needed in this situation. May he continue to comfort Alexandria and the rest of you. God Bless You All!

Erin <erincturner@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 01:04 PM (CST)

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We have been following your entries on Alexandria's condition and we want you to know that we continue to stand in agreement with you that Alexandria's health will return. You all are in our thoughts and prayers continually. We remain on the faith side and we continually Thank God for her quick recovery. Also, may God strengthen you and refresh you and give you a peace that passes all understanding (Phil. 4:7) this is our prayer for you.
Sean and Juli Cooper <jlogan1995@aol.com>
Festus, MO - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 12:40 PM (CST)

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I went to the Y this morning after reading your latest entry. I was swimming my usual mile as training to run two marathons this summer for Team In Training. I usually use that time in the water to pray for the health and happiness of my children. This morning I prayed for your sweet girl. I do not know how anyone can be expected to bear the burden that has been laid upon you. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Debby Roberts,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/emilyroberts/
- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 11:51 AM (CST)

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Dear Alexandra and Haddock Family, We are all thinking about you and praying for you. If prayers and thoughts help then you can be sure that we are all doing everything possible to support you. Steve Mendell
Steve Mendell
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 10:26 AM (CST)

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You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. Do not lose faith and hope. I will make sure to get the prayer request out to our prayer chain
Nicki Jones <nickim@tbcnet.com>
Cortland, IL USA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 09:44 AM (CST)

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Hi Haddock Family,
Last night listening to Abby and Alexandria chat on the phone about school and nintendo and pesty brothers it was hard to believe such terrible news occured the same day. We continue to pray for a miracle. May God carry you through this time. All of our love,
Ann Newsham
Ellisville, MO - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 09:25 AM (CST)

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Remember that nothing is impossible with God! I cannot begin to imagine the pain and frustration you are feeling. And at the same time - you are such an inspiration to so many! Thank you for reminding us to cherish each moment. We will continue to pray for your family - for strength and healing.
Nina Hudson
Manchester, MO - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 09:23 AM (CST)

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I will put a note on my page and ask everyone I know who is saved to pray. Also, I just have one thing on my heart this morning after reading this and I wanted to share it with you. I know that it's so hard not to look at statistics and hard to think that she can come through this with the odds that seem to be stacked against her. Although fear tries to settle in, the Lord is not scared and He does have the answer--I know that you know this and I know that you want it to be that she is healed here on this earth. He has not yet said that she can't stay here any longer because she is still here!!! If the Lord can raise the dead, He can do this. I will be praying for His infinite wisdom to prevail and for Him to reveal it to you and Grant as you need it to make decisions concerning treatment options. Additionally, I will be praying for the rest of your children. I know that this is very hard on your entire family. I know I don't "know" you that well Alison, but I love you as a sister in Christ and will be interceeding for you today. God bless you.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 09:08 AM (CST)

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We are praying for you all. Please know you are loved by many. All our love,
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 08:45 AM (CST)

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Hi! I am a friend of Michelle and Michaels. We lived at the same apartments while they were in Denver. Michelle has kept us updated on Alexandria's condition. You are in our prayers.
Melissa & George Hess
- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 08:36 AM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria and family,
I think I have signed your guest book once or twice. I am a friend of the Pearl family. When I read your mom's entry today my heart broke. I am so sorry for this last turn of events. I know what a neat kid you are Alexandria, because I have been reading your web site for a while now. I especially like the way you believe you are the "chosen one". None of us know what our purpose is on this earth, we try to figure it out as we go through life, but in the end only God the Father really knows why we are here on earth. I am so glad you and your family have great faith. Isn't it wonderful to know Jesus is always right there beside you, helping you along the way? I realize at times it doesn't feel that way, but you know He is. I know you know this because you are a very spiritual young lady, wise beyond your years. There is nothing greater on this earth than having that personal relationship with Jesus. I will pray for you to receive a miracle, because I know all things are possible with God, and I know you know that too. You are so blessed to have a loving mom and dad and brothers and sister. All of the love that surrounds your family right now is a testament to how you and your family have lived your/their life. Continue to be a witness for Him and you will continue to be blessed. I can only imagine how hard this must be for you right now, and I wish there was something I could do to help. I can pray for you and I will. We do not KNOW why this has happened, but we do KNOW the Lord, and in that we will put our trust.
Love in Christ,
Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 08:29 AM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks, This was NOT what I expected to find when I logged on this morning. I am devasted as all of your friends and family are. I guess we'll just have to step up those prayers a notch or ten. Your family and your fight have been an inspiration to more people than you know.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 08:05 AM (CST)

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Hi Alison, I'm praying for you and your family. Please give Alexandria a hug from me.
All my love,
gelene
Gelene Lorentzen <gml2222@swbell.net>
- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 06:57 AM (CST)

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oh Alison, I am sickened by the bloodwork results. I am so sorry. I wish I knew why, I really do.
I would love to know some magic words to make it all go away, or soothe your worries. But we are all praying for her.
chris
Gooch's Site

- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 01:01 AM (CST)

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Hi. I know this is an awkward time for me to write this but I just wanted to tell you my prayers are with you. I am a friend of Kailie Rhine's. I am on their website sometimes too. My name is Rachel and I'm 19 years old. I relapsed again about a month ago after a stem cell transplant. There is not much they can do for me either so I know in a way what you are going through. It is so tough...I have complete trust in God! May his wonderful healing light come upon Alexandria!!! God Bless you all!
Rachel <obsessedwithlife@hotmail.com>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 12:21 AM (CST)

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Alexandria's family, my heart goes out to you this evening. I came to look at your beautiful daughter's site after you signed Delaney's guestbook. I am so sorry to hear of Alexandria's relapse. Please let me know how I can help.

Just a quick story...Halloween 2001, Delaney was a purple and pink Diva. She had the same outfit that Alexandria is pictured in. The only difference is Delaney had a pink wig!

Prayers coming your way. I will also have an angel "chat" with Delaney for Alexandria and your entire family.
Amy Wright, Mom of Angel Delaney and Kevin, age 10 <www.caringbridge.com/ca/delaney>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 10:51 PM (CST)

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I can't believe what I just read. Hang on.. Miracles do happen.. Love & lots of prayers for you all!
Gwen
- Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 10:50 PM (CST)

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I have walked in your very shoes. Make what ever decision you think is right. There is no right and wrong answers in this situation. When I say walked in your shoes I did, right down to relapsing right out of transplant. My son relapsed at day 80. Dont ever stop believing in miracles. They do happen. God will give you strenght to get through what ever happens. Enjoy all of your children. God Bless you and I will be praying for you.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly , RI - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 09:29 PM (CST)

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Alison,Grant and family,
I want you to know our prayers are with you at this time,I am sorry to hear about today at clinic,how your hearts must be breaking. Alexandria must be someone very special in Gods eyes. Alison, to you as a mother I can only imagine the hurt you must be feeling, Cancer is a ugly thing I wish our children didn't have to fight,but for some reason they have been given this incredible challenge, thats why I feel they are so special,and so strong. Alison, you amaze me with your strength and everytime I read your journals the tears just flow down my face, because I feel those feelings in my heart right along with you. Like I've said before I never have met you, yet I feel like I know you and Alexandria. Amanda asks about her daily, and I can see her concern, and a little bit of fear. We are all praying for you and your family, may you find comfort in the days ahead, and we hope for a miracle for Alexandria.

Tonya Lloyd (Amandas mom) <tonyalloyd70@hotmail.com>
SLC, UT - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 09:23 PM (CST)

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I just stopped by to see if there was an update - I can't believe what I am reading!!! This is not fair!!! I am so sorry. I was praying that the Clofarex would be the answer. Hoping that you can find comfort in whatever God's plan may be for Alexandria - it is in His hands. I am holding you close to my heart in prayer and love. Please let me know if there in ANYTHING I can do or if you just want to talk.
Debbie Hallemeier

Matthew's Web Page

<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O'Fallon , MO - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 09:18 PM (CST)

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you always.
The Forness Family <SDFORNESS@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 09:17 PM (CST)

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Praying hard for you.
Shannon
Vancouver, - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 08:49 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to let you know we're praying for you and asking God to hold you extra close today and all of the days ahead.
Love,
The Balkenbuschs
Nancy Balkenbusch <nbalken@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO 63011 - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 03:50 PM (CST)

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Just thinking of you all...and praying. I also think cancer in children is on the rise and New Madrid is, in my opinion, certainly a cluster town for cancer. Sometimes it seems that it is rampant here. Bud & I think good thoughts for you all. Loved the meeting on stairs storey!!! Remember pictures...of everyone...please when you have time put them in photo album. Much love
Bud and Beth Henry <bhenry@semo.net>
New Madrid, MO USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 03:44 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! Hi Alison & Grant! Sorry to hear that everyone is so sick in your house. But you have the right idea to be thankful for each and every moment with your children. It is so amazing how God has used Alexandria's illness in your life. I can't believe in my own experience with Kearby that I have grown so much spiritually. We continually pray for all of you. I just want you to know that you are all on my heart all day long! I pray that God's plan for your family will be to heal Alexandria. Just remember his hands are the best hands to be in (even if we don't always understand or know the reasons we are going through it) I understand it is hard to look up when things are this hard, but keep your faith and God will continue to strengthen you and the rest of your family. I really admire the strength you have had thus far. I can only imagine how hard it has been for you all.
God Bless!
Erin Turner <erinchantel@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 01:26 PM (CST)

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We know your friend Kailie, we are from St. Johns also that is where we met her we got your web site from hers. My son Jacob recently had a BMT at Childrens he is day +17 and I wanted you to know we were praying for you all.
Love,
Lisa
Lisa Mosley <motherof4angels@hotmail.com >
- Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 10:29 AM (CST)

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I'm just checking in!! Please give kisses to all those babies of yours. I can't wait to see you. We will be home Sunday. Once again Alison, your entry has touched my heart right to the core. I think one day you shoud write a book of inspirational thoughts!
Hugs & Kisses!
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 09:49 AM (CST)

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Alison, I am with you on many fronts. I was also up with a hacking cougher (although luckily only one of the three kids!) But we just moved and our old town had TEN kids and THREE adults with ALL. Now first of all it was a kind of small town (17,000) and ALL is NOT something adults normally get. I wrote to anyone who had an address, and finally the state atty general had an epidemiologist call me. But right off the bat they discourage you that it wil be next to impossible to pin down the cause. Most people dont seem to listen/care/notice how many kids are affected until its their own. You are absolutely right, I knew NO ONE with cancer growing up in NY, but I can name you 100 kids off the top of my head now.. its sickening. I hope today finds Alexandria feeling better and you able to get a good nights' sleep!

Chris ~ Gooch's Site

- Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 08:01 AM (CST)

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We just want you to know that we are praying for you all ..continually....
John, Lori ,Kellen Trevor and Brenna Locke ( DPC Family) <JLKTB@aol.com>
St. Charles, Mo USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 07:45 AM (CST)

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We just want you to know that we are praying for you all ..continually....
John, Lori ,Kellen Trevor and Brenna Locke ( DPC Family) <JLKTB@aol.com>
St. Charles, Mo USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 07:45 AM (CST)

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We just want you to know that we are praying for you all ..continually....
John, Lori ,Kellen Trevor and Brenna Locke ( DPC Family) <JLKTB@aol.com>
St. Charles, Mo USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 07:45 AM (CST)

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We just want you to know that we are praying for you all ..continually....
John, Lori ,Kellen Trevor and Brenna Locke ( DPC Family) <JLKTB@aol.com>
St. Charles, Mo USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 07:45 AM (CST)

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We just want you to know that we are praying for you all ..continually....
John, Lori ,Kellen Trevor and Brenna Locke ( DPC Family) <JLKTB@aol.com>
St. Charles, Mo USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 07:45 AM (CST)

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We just want you to know that we are praying for you all ..continually....
John, Lori ,Kellen Trevor and Brenna Locke ( DPC Family) <JLKTB@aol.com>
St. Charles, Mo USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 07:45 AM (CST)

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Dear family
I just came across your website and wanted to let you know you will be in our thoughts. We will pray for that miracle.
(My oldest son's name is Grant) My middle son is battling cancer, also.
Lori Howard and family <www. caringbridge.org/il/jackryan>
Aurora, IL usa - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 09:17 PM (CST)

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Alexandria is such a brave and strong little girl! Please know that your family is in our thoughts and prayers everyday!
Mark and Angela Bernstein <angiemb_99@yahoo.com>
O'Fallon, MO United States - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 07:20 PM (CST)

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I am praying for you Alexandria. You are a beautiful and precious little girl with a beautiful name and a precious spirit. Mom and Dad - I am praying for you, too. I know firsthand from living in this world of cancer that you can never have too many prayers! Psalm 46:1.
Kim Rutherford
Knoxville, TN USA - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 12:10 PM (CST)

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I will continue to pray for your entire family. May God hold you and your family ever so tightly in his arms.
Debbie Schuck <debbie.schuck@maritz.com>
St. Louis, MO 63304 - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 10:50 AM (CST)

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Just checking in and thinking of you all tonight...God bless you, Warm Regards, Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton...www.caringbridge.org/fl/robertmitchel <ckcharlton@aol.com>
West Palm Beach , FL - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 06:48 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! My whole family is praying for your family.
My mom is a friend of your Aunt Michelle's in N.J.
I had chemo for ALL Leukemia too. My name is Molly. I went to Disney on my Make a wish trip too. I went on the Tower of Terror, did you? When you are feeling better, you can be my computer pal if you like. I hope you feel better soon. Your new friend, Molly Healy
Molly Healy <MyNoYikeDis@aol.com>
Waldwick, NJ USA - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 06:43 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison,

Thank you for signing Gabbie's guest book. I've now been reading through your journal entries and I'm so sorry for your pain. I see that Alexandria has (recently??) relapsed. While we never even reached remission I always wondered how awful it would be to be in remission and then to have to deal with relapse.

I see your family has a lot of faith. It's still so frightening and painful. Alexandria's remarks on being the "chosen one" grabbed at my heart. I think the veils over our children's eyes are much thinner than ours--they are still so innocent.

I have bookmarked Alexandria's Web site and will be PRAYING
for your entire family.

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & Saint Gabbie
(http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/gabrielles.prayers)
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 06:31 PM (CST)

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Sending out prayers and positive thoughts to you and your family.... This is such an awful disease.


Karin, mom to Christine (with ALL) <karin.mika@law.csuohio.edu>
Berea, Ohio USA - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 04:57 PM (CST)

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Wow, what a moving entry. So grown up! They grow up so fast and get so mature older then their years.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 02:39 PM (CST)

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To everyone at the Haddock House, So happy to hear you had a good week with the children. It is wonderful that Alexandria is feeling good enough to spend time with her brothers and sister. Your entire family is always in my heart, thoughts, and prayers. Your friend, Tammy
Tammy Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 02:17 PM (CST)

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Alison: When I read your updates I am overcome with emotion. You are an incredible mom and your husband and children are so incredibly lucky to have you. Your wit and wisdom are such an inspiration to me. I check on Alexandria's site almost every day and was so saddened by the relapse. My 2 year old daughter Meghan is back in PICU with abdominal bleeding. We are Day +40 and have no counts although I was told just about an hour ago that her bone marrow biospy showed signs of engraftment. I will continue to check on Alexandria and you. You can visit Meghan's website at www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 11:39 AM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria and family,
You are such a brave and beloved young lady and I am so glad to hear that the medicine has had a strong effect. You and your family are on my mind, and I am cheering quietly on the sidelines!
Marnie
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 09:35 AM (CST)

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I got your website off of Cam Jorgensen's site.
First of all, I love all the names of your family!
And, the pictures are beautiful !! Alexandria does look like an angel, and what a strong, and brave angel she is.
May 2003 be filled with all of lifes blessings, and may God continue to shine down on your family. I have two teenage daughters, and I pray to God everyday, of how thankful I am for them. After reading your website, as well as Cam's, I realize everyday how lucky I am . And, all my problems seem so trivel.
I will pray for Alexandria and your family.
Best wishes...
Jeanette Jorgensen Blaylock <jeanette.blaylock@stdreg.com>
Richmond, va - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 08:49 AM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria
I will keep you and your family in my prayers.
God Bless you all.
Phyllis
Brampton, On Canada - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 08:32 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria and family,
I am so glad your mom told me about your site so so many more people could think of you and pray for you.
I hope today finds you feeling good and thinking positive honey!

Chris ~ www.caringbridge.org/page/gooch
<chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 06, 2003 at 08:13 AM (CST)

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I'm glad to hear the update. Such hard things for such little people to have to deal with. I'm so glad you have Jesus. I will continue to keep you guys in thought and prayer constantly. Blessings to you this week!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 08:30 PM (CST)

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We continue to pray for your sweet Alexandria.
Take care and God Bless
Peace
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 11:30 AM (CST)

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Hi Grant, Allison, Alexandira, Hunter, Hayden and Addison. Happy New Year from all of us. We are praying for a healthy and happy new year for all of you. Alexandia, you go girl, you keep on fighting, you are always in our prayers and thoughts. With love, The Ludwinski family
Don, Pam, Elizabeth & Joey Ludwinski
W, m - Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 10:42 AM (CST)

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Praying the new chemo destroys all the mean germies that have taken up residence in your small body and will let you be a healthy happy girl in 2003. God's love will take care of you.
Ivy, www.caringbridge.org/wa/cameronboyd
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 10:29 AM (CST)

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what a wonderful family you have. some children never know such love. you should be very proud of the family you've created. we continue to pray and are thrilled that the clorafex is doing its thing. the Days
the day family
- Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 09:00 AM (CST)

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Happy New Year to you all!! I always think of the beginning of the new year as a clean slate, kind of like Alexandria's counts. We get to look at each day as a new beginning, a fresh start and that is how I feel about Alexandria. She has been givien this hope(drug) and there is no other person in the world that will better utelize it. I think and pray for you everyday and I can't wait to get back to St Louis to see you all. I will be home next week.
We love you all. (Brett wants to know if Addison Madeline can come over?)
Love,
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 08:03 AM (CST)

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What a precious family you have. I am so touched by your words and trust our Lord to hear your prayers and give sweet Alexandria that miracle...I too am a mother of 4; we just recently lost our son, Robert, after he relapsed on day 85 post transplant...I believe in miracles. I pray you all get the miracle the way you are praying...for Robert, his "ultimate" healing was given to him in heaven. He left us on Nov. 17th...thank you for being so brave and sharing with all of us of your devotion and love and faith. May our Lord give you courage and peace for the days ahead. May He bless you for how you have worked so hard to keep your family life "normal" and take care of all of your family as you fight for Alexandria's life. He will honor all of this...He loves her more than you can imagine, and He loves all of you the same. God bless you all...Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton...www.caringbridge.org/fl/robertmitchel <ckcharlton@aol.com>
West Palm Beach , FL US - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 11:06 PM (CST)

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Dear Family,
The power of prayer can do wonderful things. You all are blessed to have such wonderful children and a great marriage. Alexandria is God's gift to you all. I believe her faith and determination will astonish us all. My heart and prayers are with you. Love, Joella

Joella H. Jones <jojones@sheltonbbs.com>
New Madrid, MO - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 07:49 PM (CST)

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Keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers. God bless!!
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 06:39 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Grant,
Oh my gosh, it has been a little while since I have read your journal entries, and I must say that I am disappointed in myself for not knowing the latest in your awful battle. I have been reading for over and hour and I am so terribly sad for all of you. I wish I could just package up a bunch of strength and mail it up to you! I know that prayers can't solve everything, but I sure hope they continue to help. I don't even know what to say right now. I am overwhelmed with what you have learned, and how all of you have dealt with this fast ugly roller-coaster disease! WOW! BLESS YOU ALL!

Sharyn Duncan
- Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 05:34 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks, I am so happy to hear that Alexandria responded so well to the new chemo! WOW! I can just picture Hunter with his responses to giving more bone marrow, too. What a funny and brave young man! It is inspiring to know that you all have drawn closer as this saga evolves. As you well know, so many do not. We'll keep the prayers coming. Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 05:08 PM (CST)

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Hello Haddocks-Just doing our daily check in-and to let you know you continue to be in our prayers and thoughts each day-may 2003 bring you the answers to many of your prayers and hopes-
As always you will continue to be in our hearts and prayers-The McTearnen's
Laurie/Bob & Katie McTearnen
Wildwood, MO 63011 - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 11:37 AM (CST)

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So happy to hear that you are all home together!! Happy New Year to each of you!! Thank you so much for sharing your life with us and reminding us of what the most important things in life are. Your continue to inspire us daily. We are praying for God's blessing upon you and His presence to surround you.
The Davis Family (Nancy Cole's cousins) <vdavis@mail.win.org>
St. Peters, MO USA - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 12:56 AM (CST)

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We are thrilled you are home as a family and that Alexandria's blood count has improved. You are right about the details falling thru the cracks. You and Grant are Alexandria's best advocate. We will continue to pray for Alexandria and now Andrew. We hope for a new and healthy 2003 for Alexandria and your entire family. We'll keep checking your website for more progress.
Jane and Doug Sheats
Chicago, IL - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 03:43 PM (CST)

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Just saying "Hello." Our prayers continue for you.
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 02:31 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddock Family,
We wish you a 2003 with a lot less clouds and a lot more sunshine than 2002. We continue to pray for Alexandria's recovery and your family's continued strength which is truly remarkable.
God bless,

Ann Newsham
- Friday, January 03, 2003 at 02:11 PM (CST)

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My family and I add our prayers to all the others and we are beleiving in a miracle. The Love of God and the faith that has always been shared between our families ( Hunters and Winchesters) continues to grow even into the next generations. I also know the elders are sitting in heaven watching us, holding us and praying with us. The bond is strong and the circle of God's love continues to grow. JAT
Jeanne Ann Thompson <jawtaustin@hotmail.com>
Austin, TX USA - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 02:10 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison & Alexandria, & Family,
I just wanted you to know that my thoughts and prayers are with you always. I am sending Alexandria a special gift soon. I hope you all have the best year possible. I emailed this website to everyone in my address book and asked for all their prayers. I know you have half the country talking to God for you. I really do believe miracles happen and Alexandria will show us that. Take care and check the mail soon.
Joella H. Jones <jojones@sheltonbbs.com>
New Madrid, MO - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 11:56 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, Alison, Grant & Kids:
I just wanted to say hi... let you know I'm thinking about you all. We all are praying this drug is the miracle you've been waiting for. I will be going to Memphis tomorrow but will be checking on you all while I'm gone. You have surely been blessed with 4 wonderful children and a loving, understanding husband. Give everyone a big hug from Aunt Nancy Kay.

Nancy Hunter Moore
New Madrid, MO - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 10:51 PM (CST)

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DEAR HADDOCK FAMILY
SO GLAD TO SEE THAT ALEXANDRIA IS HOME. HOPEFULLY THE YUCKY FEELING WILL GO AWAY SOON AND SHE WILL BE UP AND ABOUT AND LIKING "FOOD" AGAIN. GOD BLESS AND PRAYING THE NEW YEAR WILL HAVE NOTHING BUT GOOD TIMES AHEAD FOR ALL OF YOU
BILLIE JO ECCARDT <ECCARDTBJ@MSN.COM>
OLATHE, KS - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 09:35 PM (CST)

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Hello Haddock Family,
We are so glad to hear that you were able to bring in the NEW YEAR in your beautiful,warm,cozy home ALL TOGETHER!!!
I hope 2003 brings many happy memories to cherish always!
I will continue to pray that the new year will bring good health for Alexandria and comfort and peace as well!! We miss all the Haddocks' and hope we can see you all very soon!
Talk to you Soon,
Let us know if we can help!!
Love,
Nancy
Nancy Cole
O'Fallon, MO - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 04:21 PM (CST)

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Alexandria-

You are a brave little girl. Melissa,Ellery,Arden and I pray every day for you to feel better. We hope you and your Parents and siblings are having a fun christmas.

Lots of love and prayers,

Peter Day and family
Peter Day <pday@lmana.com>
Fishers, IN USA - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 03:29 PM (CST)

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Alison, as a mom and a former "little girl", I can appreciate Alexandria's need to have her mom close to her especially at night. How blessed she is to have you there to rub her back and to reassure her. May God continue to give you the strength you need to get through this confusing and frustrating time. Thank you for the updates!
Michelle Farmer
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 09:53 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
I have not signed your guestbook in a long time but I check your website often to see how you are doing. I taught you in Sunday school at St. Mark a long time ago! My husband was also a lifeguard with your dad when he was in high school!!!! (His name is John Nolan). Although I have moved, my sister still teaches at St. Marks and keeps me posted on your progress as well. You have been in my thoughts and prayers and continue to be and will be in 2003!!!
Allison Nolan <janolan@swbell.net>
San Antonio, TX USA - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 08:44 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria, Grant, Alison, and family,

I was so happy to know you were home! What a great way to start a new year! Our family has been praying for you, you are constantly in our thoughts and prayers. God bless you all. Love, Tara
Tara Zanti <tzanti@charter.net>
- Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 08:11 PM (CST)

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I'll pray that you'll be on your way to being well in 2003. Just know that a lot of people are praying for you and that you are a special little girl who God is watching over.
Sharon Bishop
Benton, KY USA - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 06:54 PM (CST)

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May this be alexandrias stellar year! prayed for you all at midnight. hope you hugged her hard! love!
cheryl <mommymouth@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 05:43 PM (CST)

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Grant, Alison, Alexandria and all of the other Haddocks....Bud and I are so thankful that the Clofax you talk about is working for Alexandria!!! Hope that it continues to do good for her and that the Vancomycin keeps all of the infections away. You are all in our prayers....Reading your notes, Alison, and seeing your devotion and love for all of your family is absolutely like getting a peek at heaven on earth...You are all so full of fight and hope and bravery and contentment and faith and love and understanding...you are an inspiration to us all and I know that God will hold each of you in his arms in the days to come as you fight this continual battle with cancer. Hugs and kisses to Alexandria. Please put more pictures on the photo album!!! Love, Bud and Beth
Beth Henry <bhenry@semo.net>
New Madrid, MO USA - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 01:21 PM (CST)

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You know you have my prayers. Let me know if there's anything else I can do. Blessings to you & Happy New Year! Glad you are home!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 02:15 AM (CST)

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Johnny Hunter was always one of our idols growing up. I appreciate the opportunity to pray for his grand-daughter. We all learned much from your childs great-grand-father Mr. Furg. You can be assured he is in heaven and watching over her today. Your family will be on Our Church's prayer list Cook's United Methodist in Mt. Juliet, Tn, and on our group reunion prayer list. Always in Christ.
John Luther Winchester <jwinchester@comcolease.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 02:56 PM (CST)

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So glad to hear you are home as a family. We will keep that sweet girl in our prayers!
Peace and God Bless
Ruthie (Seth's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 02:38 PM (CST)

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God bless you, Alexandria. You are in our prayers.
Bill & Carolyn Hunter <Wmhunterjr@AOL.com>
Memphis, Tenn. USA - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 02:14 PM (CST)

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Hi guys! Yeah!!! I'm so glad to hear you guys are home!!! I know that it is such a relief for you to be in your own house and bed. Alexandria, I hope you have fun tonight ringing in the new year. Hailey, Kearby and I are going to a New Year's Eve Watch Service at Church tonight. We always make a big circle just a little before midnight and pray and thank God for all the things in our life. Tonight a little before midnight please know that I and all of my Church family from about 5 churches will be holding hands praying for you and thanking God for taking such good care of you through this time. My prayers are with you all. You guys have fun tonight :) God Bless!

P.S. If you feel up to it visit Kearbys webpage and check out his pictures www.caringbridge.org/mo/kearbysjourney
Erin


erin turner <erinchantel@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 01:38 PM (CST)

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Hey guys,

Last night we went up to Children's to give you some cookies, cinnamon rolls and some things Kailie made for Alexandria and guess what....you were gone! How awesome it was when we heard the news that Alexandria was discharged at 1530. While Johnelle was looking at Kailie Johnelle got this huge smile on her face and said, "Isn't that great she went home, yeah!!"

There is a fellow patient of Kailie's who is in the BMT unit at Children's and we had planned on seeing him too. He is doing great. As of yesterday he had an ANC of 19. It was so awesome to watch him nail us with silly string and wanting to get out of the clean room he is in.

Our hearts and prayers are turned towards you throughout the day. We know that God has blessed you with much grace. We know that God will use your family to further His kingdom. Imagine getting to heaven and finding out how many people asked Christ to be their saviour because of the testimony you all have been for the Lord. Although the pain of what you are going through is beyond what we as humans could bare on our own, it definately isn't too much for Jesus. I know you guys are very busy and things have to be a hectic nightmare at times, so we'll let you go for now. We are praying that you all have a great evening and enjoy some smiles and laughter from family. We will continue to bombard heaven with our prayers.
We love you guys very much, John & Johnelle
John & Johnelle Rhines <jnjrhines@charter.net>
St. Charles, MO USA - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 01:05 PM (CST)

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Dear Family,
It is wonderful news that Alexandria is feeling better. I know my prayers are late in coming, but hopefully not in vain. I read the letter that Nancy Kay had and you are absolutely right about other selfishness in times like these. I offer you my sincerest apology for not being helpful over the past two years and vow to do all I can in the time to come. Tell your sisters Michelle and Stephanie hello from me and give them my email address if you would. Alison, I want you to know that I am praying for Alexandria and your family that all her illness will go away and you will have your beautiful daughter whole and healthy again. My thoughts are with you all. Love, Joella
Joella H. Jones <jojones@sheltonbbs.com>
New Madrid, MO - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 11:33 AM (CST)

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glad to hear my little book helped. even though i'm not there with you in person i am in spirit! i will keep on praying. love to all!
cheryl <mommymouth@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 10:51 AM (CST)

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I know how great it feels to be in your own home with all of your children with you. I am so happy to hear that the new drug seems to be helping. I will continue to pray for Alexandria's healing and that this new drug is the tool that He is using to heal her. I will pray that infection is kept at bay until her counts recover and when they do recover it is Hunters cells that come back. I have shared Alexandria's story with my family and they are also praying for her healing.
Debby Roberts
Franklin, Oh - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 09:54 AM (CST)

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I'm so happy to hear you guys are home! Are prayers are with you. Alexandria, keep fighting the good fight!
The Brooks Family
Angela Brooks <amlb36@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 08:48 AM (CST)

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Alison, Grant and Alexandria - we check your website often and am always thinking of you. So sorry that you are having such a difficult time, I can't begin to imagine what you have been going through. This is the time of year for miracles, we know what it is like to be scared and we pray for a miracle for you. You are so strong and that is the only way to fight this, please remember that you are not alone, so many people are fighting with you. With love, Lynn Gupta
Lynn Gupta <lynngupta@aol.com,>
Ellisville, MO USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 11:49 PM (CST)

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Hooray!!!! We are so glad that you guys are back home & that the Clorafex is making progress. We pray that Hunter's bone marrow can take charge now. We pray for strength for you & peace. Lay it all on Him--He will provide.
With all of our love,
Jack, Beth, Amanda, ,Spencer, & Peyton
The Pyle Family
- Monday, December 30, 2002 at 11:11 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks, Way to go Alexandria!! I'm so happy for you all, but we will not let down on the prayers. Alexandria, I hope you realize how lucky you are to have such caring and conscientious parents who are on top of everything and fighting tooth and nail for your recovery. Keep up the good work! Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
wildwood, MO USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 11:04 PM (CST)

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Alison, Grant, Alexandria and family...thinking and praying for you as always. Give the other kids hugs from us - I know they must also be experiencing a pain and confusion like no other. Fortunately, they have very loving parents, full of faith and hope. Tell Alexandria Happy New Year for us. I still cherish our New Year's memories of the past and look forward to many more in the future!!
Monica Lummus <mblummus@earthlink.net>
Eureka, MO USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 08:58 PM (CST)

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Praying...praying...praying...
The family of Jackson Espeseth
- Monday, December 30, 2002 at 08:38 PM (CST)

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Dear Allison, Grant, & Alexandria,
I hope you know that all your "New Madrid" family is praying for you and hoping for Alexandria's
recovery. We send our love and hope for your entire family. Our prayer line to heaven has a direct route to Grandma & Papaw Hunter & Johnny who are watching over you always.
Joella H. Jones <jojones@sheltonbbs.com>
New Madrid, MO - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 08:20 PM (CST)

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So great that you got the FDA approval.. that happened for a reason - I'm sure! Alexandria - you are so brave. Feel better sweet girl, I'm sure your brothers and sister want you home right away. Still in our - and anyone else we can ask - prayers. MIRACLES DO HAPPEN!
Julene, Tom, Jordan and Jenna Tojo <julene.tojo@wwt.com>
Ellisville, MO - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 07:09 PM (CST)

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As I had my whole family (12 adults and 6 grandchildren)around the computer tonight reading your latest journal entry and crying, we all paused for a moment to pray for you all and cherish every single moment of our day. You give meaning to the word family,love, strength and committment.
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Monday, December 30, 2002 at 05:27 PM (CST)

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While I have not e-mailed you in quite some time, I think of you and Grant and your family often. Rob and I talk about you all and wonder how you are doing. I say prayers for you each night and search for answers as to why things like this happen. As I read the journal entries from the last few weeks, I have such a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes for so many reasons. I am sorry the pain and suffering you are all experiencing. Your faith and words of unconditional love are inspirational. You all are amazing. We send our love and prayers and will continue to pray for Alexandria. She is an amazing person and miracles DO happen! We will all keep believing and praying. Wendy Schneider :-)
Wendy Schneider
- Monday, December 30, 2002 at 03:38 PM (CST)

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We are praying hard for you. Our hearts are really going out to you all.
Dede Roth <pjroth@bigrivertel.net www.caringbridge.org.jackiesjourney>
Cape Gir, mo - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 03:38 PM (CST)

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Alexandria
You are brave and amazing! We out here in Internet land are very proud of you. Keep doing your best we are all praying for you!

Hugs and loves
Elizabeth <e_spehr_99@yahoo.com>
Bowie, MD USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 01:20 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks! I just checked in for my daily update. I am so proud of you Alexandria, you are a very strong young lady! Sorry you are feeling yucky. And Allison & Grant, you two are doing so good under the circumstances. Each day is a blessed and precious day! Enjoy each day to the fullest. I thought I had a good prayer relationship with God until these last few weeks. I am praying continually daily. I know that God hears my prayers and he will answer. I pray that the answer is the wonderful miracle only he can give! I pray that you all will continue to feel God's loving arms around you through this trial and that he will give you all strength, comfort, and peace each day. God's grace is sufficient for thee! Take care.
Erin Turner
- Monday, December 30, 2002 at 01:07 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
Please know we have kept you and your whole family in our prayers daily. All of your caring, coping, prayers and strength has demonstrated so much for all of us to learn from. Thank you for sharing your personal experiences so that we can pray more specifically. Your example of courage and faith, hope,and strength is a testament from which all us have learned as well as our own children. For this we are forever grateful. Thank you Allison and Grant for all that you have done for so many.
Paul and Pam
Paul and Pam Ostby <ostbypo@aol.com>
Lake St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 12:46 PM (CST)

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Alison, Grant and especially Alexandria! Just wanted to let you all know that we continue to check up on you and that our prayers have not stopped-Please know you are in our thoughts daily and we send you our strongest support. Continue to Believe and Trust that God will continue to guide and watch over your family-
Laurie/Bob & Katie
Bob/Laurie/Katie-McTearnen
- Monday, December 30, 2002 at 09:44 AM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family,
Our prayers, thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. We pray that God lays his healing hands upon Alexandria.
The Brooks Family, Jeff, Angela, Robyn and Mitchell
Angela Brooks <amlb36@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 08:24 AM (CST)

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We sure know how bad Ara-C can be! I will be praying for Alexandria to stay strong for the chemo to work against the bad guys. NO FEVERS!! God Bless!
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 08:14 AM (CST)

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I'm praying constantly for Alexandria. what an amazing daughter you have!! You must be so proud.
Shannon <Shannon_r@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 01:09 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Grant,
You are in my constant prayers. As I sat here reading your entry on the 19th at 1 AM, my heart was breaking for you. I had also just checked the CaringBridge site for the niece of a friend that I teach with. She is in Alabama and had to have an emergency BMT that week. She also received it from her brother. They couldn't wait for remission-it was really bad. I can't believe that this awful cancer has invaded 3 beautiful little girls (Cally Englehart also). These 3 precious babies are constantly in my thoughts and prayers as I look at my 3 wonderful boys. Please know that I check your site almost daily and pray to our merciful God for a miracle for these special kiddos. Tell your sisters and mom "Hi"-I miss seeing all of you.
Love, Jenni
Jenni Ford Burford <jennib@cox-internet.com>
Bentonville, AR - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 10:05 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Grant,
I have been thinking about you all so much!! I'm praying that Alexandria will soon find some relief from the horrible affects from the chemo!!! I'm so very sorry that she has to feel so bad! We will pray to GOD that the drugs will work to fight off the bad cells so that Hunter's can multiply!!
Please know that we are here for you, only a phone call away!!
To know the Haddock Family is to Love the Haddock Family!
We are truly inspired by your strength and Faith!!
God Bless,
Nancy Cole
Nancy Cole
- Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 09:55 PM (CST)

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Dear Grant, Alsion, Alexandria, It was so special for me to visit with you the other evening. I truly miss having you around. I know how difficult it is to be in the hospital, but you seem to handle it in such stride. You are an amazing family. Please remember how important it is to take of yourselves, also. Alison, that means eating!! If you need anyting, anything at all, please call us. Your friend, Tammy
Tammy Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 09:05 PM (CST)

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Alison and Grant,
We are praying for Alexandria-God works miracles-hopefully this new drug will make her better soon.
your family is so strong.
Nancy Dalton
Nancy Dalton <dmdnsd@msn.com>
Wildwood, mo usa - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 09:01 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria, I wish you felt better. I wish you weren't sick. You will always be my friend. I am sorry you had to go to the hospital again. Do you want to play Hello Kitties when you get back from the hospital? Or we can play whatever you want to play. love, Mackenzie.
Mackenzie Whalen
- Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 08:56 PM (CST)

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We continue praying for you Alexandria. We sure hope you get to go home soon. We check your site often for any updates. Get to feeling better so you can get out of that dreadful place. We love you sweetheart, John & Johnelle
John & Johnelle Rhines; www.caringbridge.com/page/kares4kailie <jnjrhines@charter.net>
St. Charles, MO USA - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 06:08 PM (CST)

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Alexandria and family - prayers are far far more powerful and faster than Concorde when they cross the ocean. Lots for your recovery from this fever, sweetie.
Gloria McShane, mother of Maximilian, 18, T-ALL with CNS <www.caringbridge.com/page/msnowdon>
Richmond, North Yorkshire, England - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 03:59 PM (CST)

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She is in our prayers.
God Bless and Peace
Ruthie (Seth's mom) <www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains>
North Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 03:38 PM (CST)

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FAITH IS NOT KNOWING GOD CAN IT IS KNOWING GOD WILL!!!!! This is what I have hung on to through this transplant experience with Kristan, I can only pray it can help you. Alexandria, you are so brave and so strong, please help your mom and dad.
Lee Ann <dlblank@showme.net>
Scott City, MO - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 03:30 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
We hope you feel better soon. We miss you so much and can't wait to see you when we get home.
We love you!!
The Mazur's
Tracey Mazur
- Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 03:03 PM (CST)

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Feel better Alexandria.. Keep fighting this fight.. You will win! Lots of love & prayers your way, always.
Love
Gwen
- Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 02:57 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks, I'm so sorry to hear that Alexandria is not feeling well and had to get admitted. Hopefully, it will be for a short time and, hopefully, the reason she is feeling bad is that the new drug is busy zapping all of those bad cells. Our prayers are with you.
Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 02:56 PM (CST)

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You are in my prayers.Your daughter has touched many lives.May God Bless You.Tamara
Tamara Frazier <Shacon2@mindspring.com>
Powell, Ohio United States - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 02:09 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family,
After reading so many of the beautiful entries and sentiments, I wish I had something more meaningful and comforting to write. Your family is an inspiration and I am and have been deeply moved by your awesome strength. It is evident that God is with all of you, even if it is so difficult to make sense of this. My family has been praying for your family since the Hope and Healing service. I was so pleased to ready your journal entry today about the FDA approval. We will continue to keep Alexandria and your family in our prayers.
Donna Landwehr(Shane Landwehr's mother) <ldonnaland@aol.com>
St. Charles, MO - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 02:06 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks, Prayers are coming your from every direction. We are praying to keep Alexandria strong and let this new drug do it's thing. We are with you, God is with you!!
Don, Pam, Elizabeth & Joey Ludwinski
Wildwood, MO 63011 - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 11:34 AM (CST)

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During these tense hours of disappointment, we send our prayers and this promise from God:
Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for His compassions never fail. They are NEW EVERY MORNING; great in Your(God's) faithfulness. (Lamentations 3:22-23)
Susie and Bud Shumaker (friends of Jim Watts)
- Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 10:13 AM (CST)

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Praying and thinking of you all...praying and trusting for a miracle from God. I am grateful that you are so conscientious of your other child who was the donor...you are loving, devoted parents who are doing everything possible for their daughter...keep fighting! God bless you and Peace to you all, peace that passes understanding...Kathy Charlton

Kathy Charlton www.caringbridge.org/fl/robertmitchel
- Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 09:39 PM (CST)

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Allison, This is the first time I have gotten to see your web page and after seeing what your family is going through has made me so upset. It really hits home, if you know what I mean, after sharing a BMT unit. I am just so sorry to hear what Alexandria is going through and what she has been through, I went back and read most all your updates over the last year or so. Please know that you all are in our prayers and on our minds.You are such a wonderful mother you have done so much for your family, God will surely bless you. Lee Ann p.s. If you need anything please call me.
Lee Ann <dlblank@showme.net>
Scott City, MO Scott - Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 08:19 PM (CST)

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Praying for Alexandria!! If I can do anything down in this area. Let me know!!
Anita <anitamo@charter.net>
Sikeston, Mo - Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 10:18 AM (CST)

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Just got Michelle's email & so sorry to hear Alexandria is not feeling well. She has overcome so many obstacles I know she will get through this one too. We are praying extra hard for her to feel better & get to come home soon. I have witnessed so many miracles through your journey & know another amazing miracle is in store. The power of prayer is truly amazing.
All of our love,
Jack, Beth, Amanda, Spencer, & Peyton
- Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 09:34 AM (CST)

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Hi guys. Just checking in again. Yeah!!! I am so glad to hear that you are now getting the drug. Hopefully this will be the answer you are looking for. Take care and God Bless you all.
Erin Turner
Erin
- Friday, December 27, 2002 at 09:51 PM (CST)

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We are so happy to hear the FDA approved the medicine for Alexandria. Sorry to hear she is not feeling that good. You are all in our prayers and we think of you daily. If you need anything please remember we are only a few houses away.
Jeanine <jrien0512@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 09:00 PM (CST)

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Amazing how fast the FDA came through-I think it is a good omen. Bless little Hunter- he must know that this isn't his fault- it's so hard to know how he could process this. You're probably sick and tired of being strong. We pray that this medicine works and Alexandria gets a break. Hang in there- the Days
the Day family <melissaday@insightbb.com>
- Friday, December 27, 2002 at 12:15 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, sweetie, sorry you're feeling so bad from this drug Clofarex - but if it wipes out those horrible leukaemia cells, it will make you feel lots better. Lots of prayers and positive thoughts from Britain for you and your family.
Gloria McShane, mother of Maximilian, 18, T-ALL with CNS <www.caringbridge.com/page/msnowdon>
Richmond, North Yorkshire, England - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 12:01 PM (CST)

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Checking in on you from Dallas where there is no snow but lots of prayers coming your way. My sister and her sister in law were reading your journal over my shoulder with many tears yesterday. It was great to see you had good news that I can share with everyone today. We are praying hard!
Love,
Nancy Balkenbusch
The Balkenbusch Family
Ellisville,(Dallas), - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 11:24 AM (CST)

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I just wanted you to know that our family prayed the rosary Christmas day for you and your family. I will continue to keep you all in our prayers. Put your faith in God ... I know he'll be there for you and with you. I am a friend of Ryan Grumish and Judy and Judy told me about the cancer returning and asked me to pray for all of you. God Bless, Mary Jo
Mary Jo Dazey and family
St. Charles, MO. USA - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 11:14 AM (CST)

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We're so happy to hear you were granted FDA approval!!! WE BELIEVE IN YOU, HADDOCKS!!! Your strength, your courage, and most importantly your unending love and hope for precious Alexandria. We know God is with you- we feel it spiritually as you take us along on this most difficult journey. Thank you for sharing this part of your lives with us! You're in our thoughts and prayers many moments of our days and nights!
Lisa Swerczek and family
- Friday, December 27, 2002 at 09:01 AM (CST)

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Alison, Grant, and Alexandria,

What great news! I am so happy to hear that you received approval. You really needed something positive to focus on. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Your family has had such a positive influence on our lives, particularly in this holiday time. The true meaning of Christmas is faith, love and family. Keep your faith strong! We are praying for a miracle.

Love Shery and Chris


Sheryl Andrasko
Columbia, MO USA - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 08:59 AM (CST)

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Hello Haddock's! Great News! It goes to show the power of strong,warm thoughts and much prayer! You are right the folks at clinic truly do care about our children and it has made the path much easier to bear! Katie often talks about Alexandria and Hunter and if there is anything we can do just call-We will continue to pray hard and give so many thanks for each day! Alexandria, stay strong and positive-you have such a unique gift for this and bringing much joy to those around you! All our best-The McTearnen's
The McTearnen's
Wildwood, MO St. Louis - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 08:26 AM (CST)

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Hello Haddocks! Continuing to check Alexandria's Angels website and we are so glad the FDA approval came through. We will pray for this drug to work wonders and we will say some extra prayers for Hunter, too.
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 05:13 AM (CST)

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YEE-HAA! Nice to see something positive!! When do your hear more about bone marrow-type of blasts, etc?? You were in our Christmas prayers as well. Whole house battling colds and flu so we send long distance hugs!
cheryl <mommymouth@aol.com>
- Friday, December 27, 2002 at 03:57 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison & Grant,
I'm so glad to hear the news that the FDA has approved for the medicine for Alexandria!! I'm so very sorry that our precious baby is feeling bad this evening!! As I sit here this evening thinking and praying for Alexandria and the entire Haddock Family, it reminds me once again how loved she is and how many lives she has touched!!! We are hurting with you, and we are scared with you, but we are right here for you!!
May GOD bless our sweet Alexandria!!!!!!
In our Prayers,
Nancy
Nancy Cole
O'Fallon, MO - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 11:53 PM (CST)

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Just read the news & so excited that the FDA finally came through. We continue to pray for all of you to have strength & peace & that this new drug will work miracles on Alexandria's body. We will pray for Hunter too! With Love,
Jack, Beth, Amanda, Spencer, & Peyton
The Pyle Family
- Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 11:09 PM (CST)

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I knew God wouldn't be late. I will continue to pray and will continue to ask everyone I know who is saved to do the same. God bless all of you. I'll keep checking back and as always---feel free to email me!
Khalita <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 11:00 PM (CST)

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Grant,Allison, And Alexandria, I am so happy to hear about the FDA!! Hang in there. I hope for your family a very happy new year. You all are in my thoughts daily, and always in our prayers. Take care and we are so excited! Alexandria, you keep fighting! you are a very special little girl. Love, Tonya Lloyd and Amanda
Tonya Lloyd <tonyalloyd70@hotmail.com>
South Jordan, UT USA - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 09:47 PM (CST)

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If there is anything we can do to help Hunter, please let us know! Erick asks about him and how his sister is doing. It seems like such a long time since you left Green Pines. I'm so sorry that Alexandria and your whole family has had to go through so much! Congratulations on the FDA approval and I hope 2003 will be a much better year for you.
Connie Neilson <connieneilson@yahoo.com>
Wildwood, mo usa - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CST)

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Thank God! We are thinking of you every minute and praying for you all.
Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 09:15 PM (CST)

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YEAH!!!! For the approval by FDA!
We will keep praying hard for her!
Peace and God Bless
Ruthie (Seth's mom) <www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains>
North Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 08:48 PM (CST)

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I didn't get by your site to sign in the past two days, but you have certainly been in my prayers. As I read your journal entry today, the Lord spoke to my heart to tell you this...He is never late. I will continue to pray for the plan that He has. I know He already has one and my prayer is for Him to reveal it to you in a powerful way so that you will know that regardless of what is seen or how things seem, He has everything in control. Blessings to you as you go through what I know must be an excruciatingly difficult time. I will keep checking on you and will never stop praying. Lots of love your way.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 03:10 PM (CST)

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Grant and Allison...and of course, Alezandria,
Tammy and I have been thinking about you and praying for you the entire holiday week. I wanted to visit ALexandria's website to read the journal. (I pretty much know what is happening, but I read it in awe of Allison's strength and commitment!) Now, I have been looking at this screen for the better part of 15 minutes, and there is so much I want to write, and so many things I want to say, but it all boils down to a few words: Faith, love and appreciation. In faith, we find how much the Lord truly loves us, and understand that He will take care of us. Of course, I have hope the Alexandria will be blessed by the grace of God and a miracle will soon arrive, but faith in the Lord and His will helps sustain us through everything. Love helps me understand how much you love Alexandria, and how you would move heaven and earth to help your child. I wish I could move it along with you, and Lord knows, I would like to be able to do more to help you, but the love you show for ALL of your children, as well as yourselves (how you love each other), teaches me a lesson on how love endures all things. You two are a true testament! Appreciation comes to mind because I find myself appreciating almost everything in life so much more (with the exceptions being snow storms and I-40 traffic!), but I know I see my kids different now, and my realtionship with my wife different, in the Christmas Eve service at Dardenne (which we wish you were with us...in person..you were there in spirit and prayers!!), I appreciate everything more. The words frustration comes to mind (as in the FDA, and redtape!), but I do have faith! Please know that you are always in our prayers, and always here for you if you need us in any way.
Dave Whalen <davewhalen@hotmail.com>
O'Fallon , MO - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 02:08 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, Alison & Grant, we've prayed for you this far and we just turned it up several levels.
I haven't been able to open your journal for a few weeks, so I just learned of Alexandria's relapse. You have been on my mind anyway because Douglas has been asking about Alexandria a lot. He's as moved as a 7-year-old gets by the miracle that took place between brother and sister. It is unfathomable that you must endure this pain and feel this helplessness after the success of the bone marrow transplant. I can only offer you hope and prayers, and one more thing: On Christmas Eve, I walked all alone to church to sing at midnight Mass. On my way home I stopped in one of those rare, perfect moments of absolute peacefulness. The only footprints around were mine, and the snow was glistening. The beautiful music from Mass was still sounding in my head. It was a little glimpse of what it was like the night Jesus was born, and I knew there was a miracle happening. I thought it was for me, but now I know it was for you.
Mary Morgan <bmo8230600@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 01:40 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to check in and let you know you are continually being prayed for. Merry Christmas. Tonight we have bible study and we are going to have another prayer time for you guys.

Erin Turner
- Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 12:54 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison
I am so sorry to hear what happened. I was checking my e-mail about Ryan Grumish from Champaign, IL and Judy told me to pray for the Haddock family? I couldn't believe it. At our Christmas Eve service and about 3:00 that afternoon I had one of my cryin fits. I had to call my best friend which has had a form of pancreatic cancer for 5 years and is still living. 43 years old. I just lost it. I prayed for Alexandria the whole service and did not hear much of anything our preacher read. We will continue to pray for her and lift her up and ask Jesus to just spare her life and wrap his arms around her and heal her. Just remember that people all over the world are praying for her and we'll leave her in God's hands.
Love-N-Christ,
Chris McDowell
Chris McDowell <christymcd@yahoo.com>
Sidell, IL - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 10:59 AM (CST)

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Hi Alison, Grant, & Alexandria,
Just want to say that you are in my prayers.
gelene <gml2222@swbell.net>
st. louis, mo - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 10:32 AM (CST)

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You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Peace to all of you!
Ruthie (Seth's mom) <www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 10:00 AM (CST)

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I wanted to come by and tell you still thinking and praying.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 09:00 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, our prayers are with you and your family today. Kailie is our granddaughter and we feel as though we know you personally through her rememberance of you. You folks are not forgotten and alone although it may seem that way at times. "...the effective prayer of a righteous man can accomplish much" James 5:16b and we seek God on your behalf and for all your circumstances right now.
RJ & Carla Rhines <rrhines@rr.kc.com>
Kansas City, KS - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 08:33 AM (CST)

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Dear Grant & Alison,
As all days you's will be in my thoughts but even more so today as you wait to find out about the use of this other drug from the FDA. I will continue to pray that they will have the compassion to allow Alexandria to have it. God Bless you and yours.
Billie Jo
- Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 07:00 AM (CST)

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I keep checking the website, hoping. I've been saying the rosary with Alexandria on my heart. If anyone knows your heartache, Mary does. My prayer is that Jesus fills you, your family and all those who hurt with His love. Call if you need to talk. Assume hugs daily from me!
Cheryl <mommymouth@aol.com>
- Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 01:37 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, Alison, Grant;
Wishing you all a Christmas miracle. The Hunter family had a 'special' prayer for you today. Keep praying to Johnny.
Nancy Kay
New Madrid, MO - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 12:41 AM (CST)

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As we wind down our busy day celebrating the awesome birth of Lord and Savior, we pray that all the Haddock family had a joyous Christmas Day. We will continue to pray for a miracle and want you to know that are hearts truly ache for you. May the Lord provide you strength each and every minute and may you feel comfort in knowing that all of your Brothers and Sisters in Christ are praying and pleading with the Father in your behalf. God Bless . . . The Mobaraks
Jennifer Mobarak <jlmobarak@aol.com>
o'fallon, mo st charles - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 07:54 PM (CST)

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Our family is praying hard for your miracle & also that the FDA would forgo any "red tape" involved in the protocol & give your special Alexandria a chance to try this drug!! We do not know your family personally, but send love & prayers your way. The Strode Family GOD BLESS!! :)
The Strodes
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 07:25 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison and family - I'm sending lots of prayers for Alexandria from across the Atlantic. Your daughter's struggle has touched our hearts; my son of 18 has ALL too. Despite all the tremendous pain and anxiety, I liked to hear about Alexandria's song, and I hope that she was able to have some pleasure today.
God bless,
Gloria McShane, mother of Maximilian, 18, T-ALL with CNS <www.caringbridge.com/page/msnowdon>
Richmond, North Yorkshire, England - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 06:44 PM (CST)

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Dear Grant and Alison,
My family is so heart broken to get this news. I know that you must be devastated or, I don't know a word for what you must be. It brings back so many memories for me. My dad talked about it with me this morning over the phone. He can't talk about it very much. I don't think any of us will ever get over losing my mother. She would have been 56 years old on the 22nd. I still take medicine every day just to deal with it. I miss her so much. It makes me so mad she never got to meet Jacob. He never got to know her.
Please let me know if I can watch the kids for you or anything at all. I live so close, and I am always home. I have not told Jordan about this yet. He always asks me "How is Alexandria doing?".
You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 02:30 PM (CST)

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It breaks our hearts to read the updates, but we are holding on to hope as you are for that miracle with Alexandria's name on it. You are continually in our hearts & prayers. We wish a blessed Christmas full of amazing miracles!!!
All of our love
The Pyle Family
- Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 12:53 PM (CST)

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Alexandria was the only one in my prayers last evening at the Christmas vigil service. My entire family is also praying very hard for her. If there are calls we can make to someone at the FDA, please let us know. We will all be calling immediately.
The Jarrett's
Ellisville, MO USA - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 12:34 PM (CST)

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Miricales do happen....
John and I were about to shovel last night, when he called me over to the path he asked me to look and tell him what I saw, I told him it was an angel. Not one that someone had made. For not a footprint was around, but like an artist had drawn it on the snow, it was beautiful. It took my breath away. We wanted a picture, but our camera had no battery power and the other had no film. I don't think it was to be placed on film....
Just in our thoughts
Just in our hearts
Miricales do happen
For they are with us.

The Appleby's <Eapplet@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 08:37 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
Just took a peek into your website before I went to bed. I'll be praying for you tonight.
Feliz Navidad!
Cathy Yanez (cousin of Nancy Cole)
Saint Charles, MO USA - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 12:25 AM (CST)

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Merry Christmas Haddock Family,

Our typical Christmas prayers and wishes have been reduced to a relatively small part compared to our prayers for you tonight. You are always in our thoughts and we are praying with all our faith and might for a Christmas miracle for you.

Your collective courage is amazing, please know we're with you in spirit always.

Love,

Jeff, Kristen, Haley and Jack
The Staples Family <jeff@avisian.com>
Aldie, Virginia - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 10:50 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family,
I wish you a Merry Xmas .. miracles do happen. Loving thoughts & prayers for all of you continuosly..
Love,always
Gwen
- Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 10:42 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddock Family,
I wish you a Merry Christmas full of love and hope. God does work miracles. Please let me know what we can do for you. Abby sends her love and hugs as do we all.
Ann Newsham
- Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 10:29 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks,
We just want to wish you a very Merry Christmas. I know you will cherish every single minute of it with your whole family, what a special time for you all to be together. You represent what Christmas is all about- love & family, memories of the past, happenings of the present, and goals for the future. I know that it must be so frustrating not knowing what that future holds but you always have today and no one can take that away. I think about Christmas very differently now, thanks to your family. Being thankful for all the things we take for grated, and appreciating the smaller things in life. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Think of this as a special prayer sent from Boston and oh yeah- a huge kiss for Alexandria!!!
We love you and God Bless you all!
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
Boston, MA - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 09:27 PM (CST)

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Haddocks, you have been in our prayers and in our hearts today, I can't get your family out of my mind. Being a parent of a child with Leukemia, I can understand the heartache you must be feeling. Please give Alexandria a love for us. We have followed your web page so close, I check it almost daily, so I feel like I know your family. Please know we will continue praying for you, I pray that a Christmas miracle will happpen. Having a child with cancer puts life in perspective,family truly is the most important thing. Be strong we love you! and my heart aches with you.
Love, Tonya Lloyd (Amanda's mom)
Tonya LLoyd <tonyalloyd70@hotmail.com>
SLC, UT USA - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 04:17 PM (CST)

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I came to read this entry from another website. It made me realize how blessed I am. I will pray for you and your family. It made me very sad to read this entry and I pray that God will give you a miracle. God bless you. My name is Allison too. Merry Christmas.
Allison
Columbia, mo - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 02:49 PM (CST)

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Hello Haddocks--Please know that you are in our hearts. We are adding you to every prayer list we can think of & continue to pray for a miracle. All things are possible through Him. Alexandria is so strong & full of faith--she continues to amaze us & is such an inspiration. With all of our love,
The Pyle Family--Jack, Beth, Amanda, Spencer, & Peyton
- Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 12:32 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks, so many thoughts and prayers and much love goes out to each one of you. I'm so sorry about what you are going through. I don't know what it is like everyday for you, but I do know how it is to feel afraid. I hope these words that Jesus promised while on earth could help you right now, "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." With much love.
Riazi Family (Nancy Cole's cousin)
St. Charles, MO - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 12:30 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria, there are so many good people praying for you. Jordan sent your latest information to her grandma in Cape Girardeau, and she emailed all of her friends - and there are so many churches in Cape praying for you everyday, and at their Christmas masses..praying for a Christmas miracle for sweet Alexandria. You are in our thoughts so much - stay strong. We've learned so much from you and your family. We continue to look for good news. God Bless you - and Merry Christmas.
Julene, Tom, Jordan and Jenna <julene.tojo@wwt.com>
Ellisvilee, MO 63011 - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 09:48 AM (CST)

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Alison, Grant & Alexandria-may this season of miracles bring one to a very deserving family. We pray they will allow the experiential drug and that your clinic visit today brings feelings of hope-We will light a candle for Alexandria and your family this evening on this most blessed evening-continue to surround and draw support from so many who love this family! All our very best and strong prayers-Laurie, Bob and Katie McTearnen
Laurie/Bob/Katie McTearnen <McT4Pack@aol.com>
Wildwood, MO St. Louis - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 09:02 AM (CST)

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Alison, Grant & Alexandria-may this season of miracles bring one to a very deserving family. We pray they will allow the experiential drug and that your clinic visit today brings feelings of hope-We will light a candle for Alexandria and your family this evening on this most blessed evening-continue to surround and draw support from so many who love this family! All our very best and strong prayers-Laurie, Bob and Katie McTearnen
Laurie/Bob/Katie McTearnen <McT4Pack@aol.com>
Wildwood, MO St. Louis - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 09:02 AM (CST)

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Allison, Grant, Alexandria, Hunter, Hayden, and Addison we are praying hard for a miracle. God is right there with you.
Don, Pam, Elizabeth & Joey Ludwinski
Wildwood, MO - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 08:56 AM (CST)

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I will be praying for you tomorrow and in the days ahead as decisions are made regarding Alexandria's condition. I am sorry for the hurt, pain and anger you are feeling toward this disease and those that you feel have abandoned you. I pray that you will find it in your heart to forgive them and continue to fight this terrible disease in behalf of your daughter. She is a beautiful young lady, wise beyond her years. Remember that God is always in control, even though we do not understand and it may not make sense. It has to be so hard to be going through this, especially at Christmas. May you feel God's love, strength, comfort and peace as you deal with what is ahead.
Debbie
Manchester, MO - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 01:22 AM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Grant, I won't be there on Christmas eve to see Alexandria in clinic, but I wanted to let you know you are in my heart and thoughts constantly. I will be praying for Alexandria every day, and send my love to her and all of you. Alexandria is so special to me and she has brought me such joy taking care of her. All my love and blessings for Christmas, Debbie
Debbie Robinson
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 09:53 PM (CST)

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Hello, you are all in our thoughts & Prayers. I am Ryan Grumish's cousin Jennifer. Ryan is in the hospital in Champaign, IL right now. He has shingles, but I know he is thinking of you all & Praying for you as well. With love & Prayers, Jennifer
Jennifer <greenboys4@aol.com>
Bradley, IL - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 09:53 PM (CST)

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Alison...Thought about you all all day yesterday and praying for you and all of the family and Alexandria. Olivia, Mary Eva, Nancy Kay, Bud and I went to Mass this morning to offer prayers to your daddy for Alexandria. Where there is life there is hope. You will continue to be in our prayers. Kiss Alexandria for me.
Beth Henry <bhenry@semo.net>
New Madrid, MO USA - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 09:14 PM (CST)

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I can't remember how I found your web site but that doesn't matter. What matters is that I did. You are all in my prayers.
Tressa <mrs_tee2@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 23, 2002 at 04:27 PM (CST)

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I am praying so hard for your sweet girl. Miracles do happen. My Emily is here because of a miracle. Your journal entry was so beutifull and so true. You should not be going thru this, no mother should have to tell a child the things that you have to tell yours. I am lifting you all up in prayers as I type this. I pray that God gives you the miaracle that you so need. I pray that you all have a peaceful Christmas. I pray that you are able to get the drugs that you need for your baby. I pray for her healing, through the direct intervention of God or through His hand working through the Doctor's.
Debby Roberts.......................http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/emilyroberts/
- Monday, December 23, 2002 at 04:15 PM (CST)

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Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us. I read your entry with tears streaming down my face. I will be praying for a Christmas miracle.
Kim Janke, aunt to Matthew H. <bkjanke@wavecomputers.net>
Rolla , MO - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 04:09 PM (CST)

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Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us. I read your entry with tears streaming down my face. I will be praying for a Christmas miracle.
Kim Janke, aunt to Matthew H. <bkjanke@wavecomputers.net>
Rolla , MO - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 04:08 PM (CST)

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Just wanted your family to know that there are many prayers being said for your family. I am a co-worker of Shannon Davidson of Jefferson City, MO. Shannon mentioned your little girl and what she was going through and I have been keeping up with her progress and setbacks through the website. Although I don't know you all personally, I just wanted you to know that I will keep you all in my prayers. I think you all are a very brave family and I have cried many a tear after reading your journal entries. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers and will pray along with you and your family for the miracle. It is the season for miracles!! Keep the faith. I've always said, God has a plan, even though it may not always be our plan. Merry Christmas.
Karen Holterman <karenh@mosers.org>
Jefferson City, MO USA - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 03:42 PM (CST)

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Praying, Praying, Praying

I know it is the hardest thing to do. I haven't felt your pain only the pain of cancer child. I can only imagine. I know it is alot to have to bare. I pray that God's will is our will healing for Alexandria. Jesus is still performing miracles today. Just Believe!!


Anita
Sikeston, MO - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 02:55 PM (CST)

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Continued love and prayers for you all. We are praying for you during this difficult time.
The Erushas <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 02:49 PM (CST)

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Love & prayers to you all, always. Miracles can & do happen!
Gwen
- Monday, December 23, 2002 at 01:32 PM (CST)

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Hi Allison. I am praying for your miracle. We just studied this past sunday in sunday school that God hears the prayers of the faithful and answers them. Look in James 5 about verse 14 or 15 to see the specifics. I am calling a special prayer meeting tonight for Alexandria and your family. God Bless you! Alexandira keep smiling sweetie. You are a very brave young lady! We love you and always think of you.
Erin Turner
- Monday, December 23, 2002 at 01:21 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks, Alexandria's remission was announced at Woodlawn and we're all praying for that Christmas miracle. Now we'll start praying for the experimental drug to be approved for her. Tell her Hi for me and to keep fighting. I'm glad your family will be with you this Christmas.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater
Wildwood, MO USA - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 12:29 PM (CST)

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I sat here reading your latest journal entry with tears in my eyes. I am so angry, not at God, but at cancer! No child should have to go through what sweet Alexandria had gone through. She is so wise beyond her years. I will pray for that Christmas miracle that she so desperately needs. I will also say a pray for you and Grant. I can't even begin to imagine the hurt and sadness you are both feeling. I have followed Alexandria's page for some time now, thankfully I do not have a child with cancer, but it hurts me knowing other children suffer from this monster. My thoughts and prayers are with you all during this difficult time. Enjoy Christmas and I'll be looking for that miracle to happen.
A friend
- Monday, December 23, 2002 at 12:06 PM (CST)

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We are praying for you Alexandria and your family too. Stay strong - if there is anything we can do please let us know. This is the season for miracles.
Nina Hudson <nina.hudson@wcom.com>
Manchester, MO - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 09:22 AM (CST)

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Alison,Grant and Alexandria-our hearts and prayers are with you even more now than ever-this is the season for miracles and we pray for one for Alexandria. She is an amazing young lady and always beats the odds-may she use this unique strength again. Please know if you need anything we are only a phone call away-all our strength, prayers and best are sent to you-Laurie, Bob and Katie McTearnen
Laurie/Bob/Katie McTearnen <McT4Pack@aoll.com>
Wildwood, MO St. Louis - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 08:21 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, you've been added to a lot of prayer lists so you keep fighting. A special mass tomorrow for family and we will especially pray for you, Mom & Dad, Hunter, Hayden and Addison.
Nancy K. Hunter Moore <tnmoore@semo.net>
New Madrid, MO - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 12:00 AM (CST)

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Dearest Haddock Family,
We are so very sad and sorry to hear this very terrible news!! Please know that your support around you is so strong and that the Power of Prayer will somehow give you strength!! Alexandria has touched and inspired so many people and she is an amazing little girl who is so loved!! I want you to know that your friends are here for all of you and anything you need, PLEASE let us help!!
We will continue to pray for Alexandria!
Love from the Cole Family


Nancy Cole
O'Fallon, MO - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 10:54 PM (CST)

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Oh Alison, I heard the news thru my parents' church in Cape and thought it must have been a mistake until I checked the website just now...My heart and prayers go out to you, Grant and the kids, as they always do and will for one of my best friends. As others have said so well, nothing I can say or do will truly minimize the pain you are feeling right now. Only God knows what and when. We'll have to trust in Him, although, how easy is that at a time like this?? I know your faith is strong. Call me if you need me and keep the faith! Love Monica Lummus and family
Monica Lummus <mblummus@earthlink.net>
Eureka, MO USA - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 09:02 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria,
I am so sorry to hear about that news. It wasn't what I had expected. I am still praying for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers all the time. I love you.
Your Friend,
Kailie Rhines <loolieb@charter.net>
St.Charles, MO USA - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 08:27 PM (CST)

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We are so sorry to hear the bad news. I remember how painful the Dr. calls can be. To be so hopeful and then have your dreams dashed in a matter of seconds. Stay strong and tell Alexandria not to give up. We are praying hard for her. Enjoy this xmas as best as you can. Melissa Day
Melissa Day <melissaday@insightbb.com>
- Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 06:28 PM (CST)

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Our hearts and prayers go out to you - stay strong - miracles do happen. There has to be one out there with Alexandria's name on it! Bless you all.
Julene, Tom, Jordan and Jenna <julene.tojo@wwt.com>
Ellisville, MO - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 05:52 PM (CST)

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Hello, Alexandria and Family.
Just stopping by to say that I am thinking about you and praying really hard for a miracle. Alison, please call me if you feel like talking.
Love and Hugs,

Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's Website

<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O"Fallon, MO - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 04:17 PM (CST)

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Hey guys, that is not the news anyone ever expected to hear. We don't have adequate words to comfort you. God has used all of you in a way that we'll never know the extent of it until we get to heaven. Our prayers continue daily for you. We love you very much and will keep in touch.
The Rhines Family <jnjrhines@charter.net>
St. Charles, MO - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 03:49 PM (CST)

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Stay strong and lets hope for that Christmas miracle. You are all in our prayers.

Bowman Family
Chesterfield, MO USA - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 07:38 AM (CST)

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We are all praying hard for you Alexandria.
Dee Ann Godlewski and family
- Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 06:24 AM (CST)

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We are all Praying for Alexandria. All our love.
The Appleby's
Ellen Appleby <Eapplet@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 09:13 AM (CST)

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We are all praying hard for you Alexandria. Alison and Grant, you all have been so strong for so long. Grandmother Hunter always loved this special prayer and I've carried it for years:
'God has not promised skies ever blue,
flower-strewn pathways always for you,
God has not promised sun without rain,
Peace without sorrow and joy without pain,
But God hath promised strength from above, unfailing sympathy, undying love'....


Nancy K Hunter Moore <tnmoore@semo.net>
New Madrid, MO - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 12:50 AM (CST)

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dear friends,
please know that i am thinking of all of you and asking Him to hold you close. I don't know what to say but "I will carry you to Jesus. He is everything we need. I will carry you to Jesus on my knees. And if you need to cry, my Father and I, we will cry along with you. I'll pray for you". Jesus gives the peace that passes all understanding. Love to all,
cheryl manchenton <mommymouth@aol.com>
wildwood, mo - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 11:55 PM (CST)

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forgive me...I typed in Andrea...for Alexandria; such a beautiful name for a beautiful girl...my mind is very tired these days...Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Friday, December 20, 2002 at 11:07 PM (CST)

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God grant you some semblance of peace and strength as you fight for that miracle...may He choose to give it to you; but, please know that no matter what Andrea is in His hands...and so are you. I have asked Him to let her stay...I know how it hurts...I truly do...Kathy
Kathy Charlton www.caringbridge.org/fl/robertmitchel
- Friday, December 20, 2002 at 11:04 PM (CST)

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Dear Grant & Alison
I'm so sorry to hear this news. Grandma Judy em'd me last night to tell of Alexandria's latest results. I can't begin to imagine how heavy your hearts must be at this time. You know first hand what a strong tough little fighter Alexandria has been thru all this and amazingly so it will probably be her strength that gets you's thru this latest turn of events. Hang in there, keep the faith. Praying you get your miracle.
Love to all,
Billie Jo (long lost cousin of Grant's..ask Judy sometime she will explain the relationship)
Billie Jo Eccardt <eccardtbj@msn.com>
Olathe, Ks - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 10:51 PM (CST)

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In Christ there is hope. I am constantly petitioning Him on your behalf. More details in your email. Blessings. I'll check back soon.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 10:43 PM (CST)

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I have been riding this roller coaster of emotion along with you as I have read the journal updates. Please feel all our arms around you as we all continue to pray for Alexandria. Continue to cling to God for comfort and strength during this difficult time. Know all our prayers are with you.
Michelle Farmer
Wildwood, - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 09:21 PM (CST)

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Dear Alison and Grant, We are heartbroken to hear the news. We can only imagine the ache you must feel. Please know we will pray hard for God's healing touch and will ask our church congregation to pray also.
Doug and Jane Sheats <djarsheats@earthlink.net>
Chicago, IL - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 08:40 PM (CST)

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You are always in my prayers. I will pray extra hard, knowing God does grant miracles.
The Jarrett's
Ellisville, MO USA - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 04:57 PM (CST)

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The Haddocks,
You are forever in our thoughts and prayers! Words will never express the sadness we feel but there is not other person in the world that is stronger than Alexandria, this summer is a testimate to that. We love you all and we pray , pray, pray, everyday for you.
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Friday, December 20, 2002 at 04:40 PM (CST)

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Haddocks we are always thinking of you and praying for you daily.
AND ALL THINGS, WHATSOEVER YE SHALL ASK IN PRAYER, BELIEVING, YE SHALL RECEIVE. MATTHEW 21:22
peace and love to your family,



Crofford,Yvette,Ryan & Skylar
Collierville, TN.
buglane1@aol.com
Crofford, Yvette, Ryan & Skylar <buglane1@aol.com>
Collierville, TN USA - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 04:21 PM (CST)

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Our thoughts are with you. We are praying for you!!!
Steve, Amy, Alex and Danny Huffman <amy@selectmedicalsolutions.com>
Ellisville, MO - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 04:20 PM (CST)

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Alexandria...You are going to get better. I'm sorry that your counts are bad now, but we all are praying that this will change and you will again be on the upswing. Our thoughts and prayers are with you during your trial. You are so surrounded by love from friends and family that you must be bathed in a light of glory...Keep your spirits up!!!
Hugs and Kisses from the Bud Henry's. We are praying for you.

Beth Hunter Henry <bhenry@semo.net>
New Madrid, MO USA - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 04:06 PM (CST)

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My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. She is a strong little girl and has beat many odds. God is watching over her and he only knows what is in store for her. Keep your spirits high and seeing her everyday is priceless.
Karen Long <motifa84@hotmail.com>
Patton, MO US - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 01:55 PM (CST)

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We are saddened to hear about Alexandria's relapse. Please find strength in knowing so many prayers are being said for you. Hold on tight to your faith.
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 01:41 PM (CST)

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We are Praying, Praying, Praying!!!! This is the season of miracles & we will be praying for one.
The Pyle Family-
Ellisville, MO USA - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 01:39 PM (CST)

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While we don't always understand God's plan, we know he has one for you. We will send healing prayers your way in hopes for a miracle of the gift of life for you sweet Alexandria. You and your family have touched so many people with your strength and courage. I know God is with you and holding you extra close as he is showered with prayers in your name.

Nancy,Gary,Jake,and Katie Balkenbusch
Ellisville, MO - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 01:31 PM (CST)

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Dear Haddocks,
I am shocked and saddened. We will continue to pray hard.

God Bless You.


Ann Newsham
- Friday, December 20, 2002 at 12:55 PM (CST)

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Your St. Mark family continues to pray for you Alexandria. We love you and are praying for your health and for your whole family!
Grace and Peace,
Kristy
St. Mark Presbyterian Church
Ballwin, MO 63011 - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 11:55 AM (CST)

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Oh No!! I am so saddened to read this news. I will be praying for God to continue to guide you through this again. I hope they can use some more of Hunter's cells.
Praying until we hear from you again for God's healing for all of you.
Anita mother Holly
Sikeston, MO - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 10:14 AM (CST)

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So sorry to hear this news at this time. I will continue to keep those loving thoughts & prayers your way, as always.. Believe in miracles as they happen you know that :)
Gwen
- Friday, December 20, 2002 at 10:09 AM (CST)

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I am so sorry to hear the news. I will continue to pray harder than ever for you and your family to find peace and strength through this very difficult time. We all know that miracles can happen. Keep your faith. Please let us know if there is anything we can do for you.
Sheryl Andrasko
O' Fallon, - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 08:34 AM (CST)

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I'm sorry, I will continue to pray for your beutiful daughter. do not lose hope.
Debby Roberts
- Friday, December 20, 2002 at 07:48 AM (CST)

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I am a friend of Julie's and I wish there was something more that I could do than just pray but I suppose that that is all I can do for now, so I will--daily! Keep the faith and look for peace, it will come in some shape or form... God Bless!
Tiffany Cotton <pinkbutterfly799@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 20, 2002 at 02:30 AM (CST)

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Alison,
Words cannot express the sadness I am feeling right now. I can't believe this is happening. I am saying extra prayers for Alexandria. Please let me know if I can do ANYTHING for you.
Debbie Hallemeier

Matthew's Website
<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 10:00 PM (CST)

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Precious Alexandria,
My prayers, and the prayers of many others who love you, are with you Alexandria as you deal with this heartbreaking news. Yet we all know, there is a miracle, like a bright star in the sky, with your name on it! You have blazed through more obstacles with the strength of a thousand men and this one is no different! The power of many angels is all around you and the grace of God is with you.
It is our hope and faith in God that will pull a miracle out of the heavens and bless you with the glorious gift of continuous life. The light of God is shining within you, we pray for it to grow and be the bright miracle and gift of life.
In hope and in faith,
I love you,
Aunt Julie
Julie P. Downey <moonchild213@charter.net>
Edwardsville, IL - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 09:03 PM (CST)

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I'm so happy to know you have recovered from the FLU!!!
I certainly hope you have the Merriest Christmas of all. Play lots of fun games with your relatives!!!!
Sharyn Duncan
- Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 08:31 AM (CST)

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Alexandria: Thank you for visiting my daughter Meghan's website. Meghan is now Day +20 and we're still waiting for some counts. It's always nice to hear from others who know what we're going thru. So glad to hear you are doing well and hope that you and your family have a very blessed Christmas and New Year!
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, Fl USA - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 04:04 PM (CST)

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This is Melissa Eccardt, Your cousin's (Billie Eccardt's) youngest daughter and Alta Watts grandaughter. You may not know me but you might have heard of me, I think that this web site is wounderful and I have been keeping track of it and watching for new pictures with my mother. Keep up the fight and good luck. You are in mine and my mothers prayers.
Love form Melissa and Billie Eccardt
Melissa Eccardt <eccardtmm@msn.com>
Olathe, KS USA - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 11:12 PM (CST)

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gave my pint today!! Glad all is quiet at moment!





cheryl manchenton <mommymouth@aol.com>
- Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 05:18 PM (CST)

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yippee!! glad you're home and yes, being with family is the best thing of all. I will continue to keep you guys in my thoughts and prayers.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 04:39 PM (CST)

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yuck, yuck, yuck. i'm praying that you ALL feel better soon and for God to bring her through this just like He's brought her through everything else. The Lord is faithful. I know He will. I'll keep checking back.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria. It's been a while since I have had the chance to write in your guestbook. I am so very happy that you had a great Thanksgiving. Your family sounds about like my family, there are a million and one things to be thankful for. As a matter of fact, my list is so long, that by the time it was my turn to say Thanks, I had to end my prayer with "I sure am thankful for microwaves, because our food is back to the frozen state," That's how many THANKS WE HAD!!!!! But that's a good thing. I'm not complaining!!!!! Anyway, I definetly hope the flu bug goes away quickly for your family. Our family is experiencing Streph Throat, a slight case of MONO, a severly sprain ankle, and a brand new palette expander. YUK YUK YUK!!! Oh and by the way my son Josh has to sing tonight in a Christmas Program, and he is the one with the palette expander. He can't even talk, more or less sing, it's a good thing he doesn't have a Solo!!! Well..... Keep on Smiling....... And Stay Warm. Winter is here....
God Bless, Sharyn
Sharyn Duncan
- Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 04:23 PM (CST)

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Alison,
Please let me know if you need ANYTHING!
Love,
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 03:10 PM (CST)

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Just checking in on you Alexandria. Things lood GREAT! PTL(Praise the Lord)!!! I keep Chad informed as much as possible down at college. Your pictures are so good. I really look forward to viewing them. Tell MA & PA hello or howdy from good old Sidell, ILLINOIS! We love you Alexandria and will pray that Jesus keeps wrapping his arms around you 24 seven. Take care and God Bless YOU!

Love-N-Christ,
Chris McDowell
Chris McDowell <christymcd@yahoo.com>
Sidell, IL - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 08:54 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddock Family:
We are so glad to hear the great news. I am glad you are feeling good. You are always in our prayers.

Love Sheryl, Chris, Taylor & Mason
Sheryl Andrasko
O'Fallon, MO USa - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 09:49 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, you make one awesome diva! Thank you so much for sharing your Halloween pictures with all of us! The purple hair was even better than I imagined. Do you wear it sometimes even when it isn't Halloween? I think I would. Some days I just feel like a change. And, I can't think of a better or crazier change than PURPLE hair!

Looks like things are looking up again, and I will praise God tonight when I go to bed and will remember to keep you in my prayers each day. God Bless you and your whole family!
Michelle Farmer
Wildwood, MO - Monday, December 09, 2002 at 10:09 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! Thank you for visiting my nieces website at www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney. Meghan is 12 days post transplant and doing great. You are a very special young lady. God bless you darling! My thoughts and prayers are with you. Best Wishes, Laurie Hagan
Laurie Hagan <haganla@flcjn.net>
Orlando, Fl USA - Monday, December 09, 2002 at 06:23 PM (CST)

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Hey Alexandria,
How are you doing, Girl? Hope you've been feeling good since you got back home from the hospital!!!
I heard that your brother has been ill this weekend, STAY AWAY FROM HUNTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We are so happy everyday when we chat with your mommy and she tells us of you current count status!!! Keep it up sissy,
you are so strong and are doing so good! We are so proud of you !! You are in our thoughts and prayers everyday!!
With WARM hugs,
The Cole Family
Nancy,Bill,Lauren,Jordan,Caddie & Marbles,too!!(the white stuffed cat)
Nancy Cole
O'fallon, MO - Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 07:17 PM (CST)

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Glad to hear things are going great! Just wanted to stop in and say hi. Blessings to you guys.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 07:13 PM (CST)

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I know what it is like to live by CBC's. My daughter is 19 months out of transplant. As a matter of fact my son, who is 2 years younger than my daughter has been feeling terrible lately. It was kind of freaking me out, because this is the same time of year that my daugter was diagnosed, He was showing the same symtoms. (leukemia and the flu start out the same) I took him to the Dr. and made them draw a CBC on him just to ease my mind. It was the flu!
Debby. .....................................http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/emilyroberts/
- Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 09:39 AM (CST)

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HI Alexandria! We got snow too! About 7-8 inches, and Austin and Ethan would STILL be outside if they hadn't gotten hungry for dinner! Love you so much. I know you are so glad to be home all snuggled in your toasty house! Love, Aunt Michelle
Michelle Suter <michelle1210@yahoo.com>
Midland Park, NJ - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 05:35 PM (CST)

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Sorry to hear you had another visit to the hospital, but so glad to hear you are back home. what a wonderful Thanksgiving you must have had even with all of the smoke. That happened to us one year at Christmas & we ended up with the Ellisville Fire Dept at our house. I showed Amanda your Halloween picture & she thought your Diva costume was WAY COOL!! May God continue to bless you this holiday season!
Jack, Beth, Amanda, Spencer, & Peyton Pyle
The Pyle Family
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 03:53 PM (CST)

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Glad you are home and doing well, Alexandria! The snow was beautiful, wasn't it!
Elaine R <the16thpsalm@yahoo.com>
St. Charles, MO - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 01:47 PM (CST)

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Praise God! He's so faithful and so awesome! I'll definitely keep up the prayers but I'm thankful that she's home again and I'm sure you are as well. Blessings to you!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:54 PM (CST)

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We are thinking and praying for you! Alison, your emails, good news or bad, are always inspirational. You make us look at life a little bit different. Please let me know if there is anything you need.
Love, Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 12:26 PM (CST)

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Hey Haddock Family,
I sure hope that the fever has passed. I'm so very sorry that you had to go back in the hospital, Alexandria!! We will continue our prayers for you!!!!! We hope that you can get back home very soon!! Alison and Grant, if you need ANYTHING, just let me know!!!
Nancy
Nancy Cole
O'Fallon, MO - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 07:50 AM (CST)

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I'm waiting for the update because I see from the two previous guestbook entries that you are back in the hospital. I'll be praying in the meantime. Blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 06:54 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
We are so sorry your back in the hospital. Hopefully they
will let you out soon. Your always in our thoughts and prayers!!!!!!!!
WE LOVE YOU
Aunt Stephanie, Uncle Phil, Cousin Sidonia, and Cousin Sheldon
Stephanie Compton <pscompton@peoplepc.com>
Ocean Springs , Ms - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 05:24 PM (CST)

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Hi sweetie! I am sorry you had to go to the hospital(or as Addison says, "hosipital"). I am praying you get to go home tomorrow. I am so glad everyone had a good Thanksgiving, we both know it would have been better if we'd been together. Hopefully Uncle Michael will find a job soon, and we will be closer to you and "the gang". I love you very much and I am thinking of you! The pics are so great!!! Love, Aunt Michelle
Michelle Suter <michelle1210@yahoo.com>
Midland Park, NJ 07432 - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 06:17 PM (CST)

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I'm so glad to see Alexandria doing so well.
Have a wonderful Thanksgiving together and know that we are keeping all of you in our prayers.
Nancy K Hunter Moore <tnmoore@semo.net>
New Madrid, MO - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 10:34 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
I hope you have a HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!! I am so glad you
are feeling good. Please write me soon. I love you and miss
you.
LOVE, SIDONIA
SIDONIA COMPTON <pscompton@peoplepc.com>
- Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 01:13 PM (CST)

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Have a Happy Thanksgiving! So much to be thankful for this year. God Bless!
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 09:06 AM (CST)

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Thanks for the praise news! Sounds like she is doing pretty well considering the tough treatment she went through. I appreciate your letting me know her progress, I will keep her in my prayers and your family as well. Happy Holidays to each of you, keep the faith <><
Vickie Grigsby <v.grigsby@mshpcc.com>
Dyersburg, TN USA - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 08:07 AM (CST)

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Just checking in on you Alexandria to see how you are doing. I'm so excited to see you doing so well. Ride a few extra miles on that exercise bike for me! Have a Happy Thanksgiving next week!
Mrs. Judy Grumish (Ryan's Mom)
Judy Grumish <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, Il United States - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 11:32 PM (CST)

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I'm still praying for you every time the Lord puts you on my heart---and that is often. It's so awesome to know you're doing so well and we will pray proactively for the future as well. I'll keep checking in. Happy Thanksgiving if I don't get back to sign in again before then. Blessings to you!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 06:53 PM (CST)

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Hi Haddocks, Fantastic counts for a fantastic family, because with you, this fight is truly a family affair. Way to go Alexandria and Hunter. Have a Happy thanksgiving!!
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 04:42 PM (CST)

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alexandria, i'm glad you are feeling better. did you know that I live in Aldie, Virginia? love, jack
Jack Staples <jstaples@avisian.com>
Aldie, VA - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 07:48 AM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria,
God IS good! We keep up with your progress. Maybe this Christmas we will be treated with an online picture of you in your 'Christmas dress'. Has your mother bought it yet? You are always in our prayers.
Linda and Phil, Sr. <Linphi62@aol.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 07:59 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, We are so thrilled to hear the good news. Keep up the good work, sounds like you are doing everything like you should(your body too!) Hope you are still getting messages from your bears. We think of you often and pray for you and your family as well. Enjoy this holiday season, I know you will be blessed!!!!!Love the Bowman Family
Bowman's <Bow1990@cs.com>
Chesterfield, MO USA - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 01:21 PM (CST)

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November 19th...To all of the Haddocks..My sister, Nancy Kay Moore, just told me about Alexandria's bone marrow transplant and from reading the history it seems that this occured on October 1st. I never know anything, but I want you all to know that you will be in our prayers from now on. Alison, I don't know if you remember me, but I am your paternal aunt and my sons are Whit and Chad and I have a daughter, Leslie Ellen, that you probably do not know. My husband is Bud Henry and all of this is probably coming back to you by now. Grant, I hope that you remember me, as I remember you as being so kind and in love with Alison.
Sounds like you all have had quite a time and are on your way to a wonderful cure for Alexandria and I will pray for her quick recovery. Hunter must be a very brave little boy. I see a lot of his Grandad in him in the pictures. Please email me if there is anything that I can do for you and I will try to forward this web site to my other sisters and brothers and kids etc. Hang in there and know that God loves you all and never asks more of us than he is knows you can handle. (Doesn't seem that way sometimes though.) I want you all to come and visit us as soon as Alexandria is able to travel. For the last year Bud and I have lived in the house where Grandmother and Papa lived here in New Madrid...690 Main Street, New Madrid, MO 63869.
Alexandria...you are a beautiful little girl and I look forward to meeting you.

Love, Aunt Beth Henry bhenry@semo.net
P.S. I will add you to the prayer list at our church here in New Madrid.
Beth Henry <bhenry@semo.net>
New Madrid, MO USA - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 10:14 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
I'm just checking in! Tell Daddy that we worked hard racking up all those leaves in our yard, we didn't want any to blow on your leaf-free yard. I will see you soon.
We love you.
The Mazur Family
Tracey Mazur
- Monday, November 18, 2002 at 06:43 PM (CST)

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Hello Alexandria! Praise the Lord on your awesome counts..so happy to hear that they are good! And especially happy that you are feeling good. Hope you are getting to enjoy the beautiful fall colors!! Are you looking forward to a wonderful Thanksgiving?!? I can already smell that yummy food! We all have so many reasons to give 'thanks'!! Thank you for being such a brave inspiration to each of us!! (that goes to your whole family as well :-) ) God bless!
Katy, Vince, Luke and Grace Davis <vdavis@mail.win.org>
St. Peters, MO USA - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CST)

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His grace is wonderful! only warm happy hugs do i send your way. hope alexandria has been playing in big piles of leaves! love to all
cheryl and emily manchenton <mommymouth@aol.com>
wildwood, mo - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 02:49 PM (CST)

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Love hearing this wonderful news. Will keep those loving thoughts & prayers your way hon, always :)
Gwen Scott
- Monday, November 18, 2002 at 12:21 PM (CST)

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"God is good all the time. He put a song of praise in this heart of mine. God is good all the time through the darkest night His light will shine. God is good, God is good all the time. If you're walkin through the valley and there are shadows all around. Do not fear; He will guide you. He will keep you safe and sound. He has promised to never leave you nor forsake you, and HIS WORD IS TRUE!."
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 09:32 AM (CST)

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praise God and I'll be praying for continued progress. What an awesome God we serve!!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 08:13 PM (CST)

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Hello,
Well I know you don't know me but I'm your 2nd cousin.Your grandpa Jonny is my uncle.Your in my prayers .I would like to get to know you better I'll write you my email if you want to write. I love you cuz.
Love, Mallory
Mallory Jones <lilsweetiejones@yahoo>
- Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 08:12 PM (CST)

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GREAT NEWS!!!! Tommy and I have been out of town (Gulf Shores) but was really happy to read all the good 'stuff'. Thinking about you all.
Nancy Hunter Moore <tnmoore@semo.net>
New Madrid, MO - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 09:40 PM (CST)

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I was just thinking about you guys and wanted to let you know. I'll check back soon for another update. Blessings and lots of prayers.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 05:59 PM (CST)

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Hello Alexandria,
It was so good to see you yesterday when you were at school to pick up Hayden. We are so proud of you, for all that you've been through, and how positive you are!! I'm so glad to see you feeling good!!! Our prayers are with you today and always!!!
Lots of Love,
Miss Nancy
Nancy Cole
O'Fallon, MO - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 07:42 AM (CST)

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Hello Alexandria! And greetings to Hunter, Grant and Alison, too! My mom forwarded your website to me and it is fabulous. I love the way you embrace the reality of uncertainty, yet praise God for each day- He is truly your strength and your hope and faith shines through. Today is what God has given each of us- isn't it? Now 9 1/2 years post-BMT -now almost medicine free!- I recall the long days of BMT, and the close presence of the Lord in each moment and hurdle overcome. What an incredible joy to see "normal" counts. I remember the day when my blood draw showed A+ (my sister's) instead of O+- and normal range for the first time in about 5 years- Wahoo! We rejoice with you... Kenon, Matt, Tanner, and Luke Neal (see our scrapbook at www.kidscancernetwork.org!)
Kenon Neal <kennon@kidscancernetwork.org>
Anthem, AZ USA - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 11:58 AM (CST)

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Hi to Alexandria and her whole family. Thank you for the website and pictures. I was thrilled to see the normal blood counts and all the good new. I have forwarded the website to my daughter Kenon, the founder of Kids Cancer Network. Your website is WONDERFUL. Hope and happiness to you. Love, Kenon's mom
Lois Ramsey <loislab@opus1.com>
Tucson, AZ usa - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 03:26 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria and everyone. I am getting ready to go to Orlando and attend a meeting there. I just wanted to say that I was thinking of you and will keep you in my prayers. See you when I get back. Love, Miss Debbie
Debbie Robinson
St. Louis, MO USA - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 09:02 PM (CST)

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I love reading these praise updates and I will definitely continue praying. Our God is indeed an awesome God--that's all there is to say! Blessings to you guys.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 07:48 PM (CST)

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Glad to read the wonderful News!!! God is so good.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 11:15 AM (CST)

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What wonderful, wonderful news! It's a great feeling to have such visible proof that prayers are being answered. Alexandria, a big "thumbs up" from us - keep up the good work. Pat, Courtney & John
Pat Hunter <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 08:43 PM (CST)

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What great news Alexandria! It's so wonderful to read your updates and find out that prayers are being answered! I feel honored that you wore the purple wig we gave you for Halloween. We would love to see the pictures of you dressed as a Diva. I can only imagine how cute you looked! Next year you should dress up as one of Charlies Angels since you're doing such a great job fighting off those Hooligans!
Love,
Nancy,Gary,Jake and Katie Balkenbusch
The Balkenbusch's
Ellisville, MO - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 06:03 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
It has been so great to see you the past few days outside! The weather has been great and seeing you playing is just a sight that everyone treasures. I still haven't gotten a good Christmas picture of Brett & Mackenzie so you might see me in your pile of leaves soon.
We love you and keep feeling good. (I think it's the Fazzulo's.
Love,
Ms Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Monday, November 11, 2002 at 01:23 PM (CST)

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Hi sweet Alexandria! I am SO excited you are doing so well. I hear you've been outside alot the past few days, that's so great! Ethan said "Sissy" with his little lisp when he saw your pic on the front of the program for the golf tournament! We all miss you lots, you are in our thoughts and prayers. Love, Aunt Michelle
Michelle Suter <michelle1210@yahoo.com>
MIdland Park, NJ USA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 12:03 PM (CST)

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Congratulations Alexandria and Hunter!! I'm so glad you are doing well. I hope you'll have a chance sometime to visit us at St. Mark so we can see how healthy you are now!!
Grace and Peace,
Kristy Forbes
Ballwin, MO USA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 09:21 AM (CST)

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Praise God for the wonderful news!
Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 11:05 PM (CST)

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Praise Jesus. I am so excited about the good news. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Shelly <Janiga5@aol.com>
Portage, In Porter - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 07:35 PM (CST)

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Hello Haddocks,
What's Up???
I just read the WONDERFUL news!!!! We are just so thrilled for all of you!! It is sooo nice to hear some GOOD NEWS!!
Alexandria, we are so very proud of you for being such a brave and courageous little girl!!! Every time I see you Alexandria, you say, "Miss Nancy, I'm trying so hard to get better!" Well guess what sweetheart, all that hard work is paying off!! You are such a trooper and we are praying for you everyday!!!
Hugs,
The Cole Family
Nancy Cole
O'Fallon, MO - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 07:20 PM (CST)

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Hello everyone. Just checking in to see how things are going. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 03:42 PM (CST)

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Hi guys. Just stopping in to let you know I'm thinking about you and praying for you. I hope things are continuing to go well. Blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 11:27 AM (CST)

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Just checking in to say Hi and thanks so much for sharing your lives on this website! I've been praying for you all alot this week. Alexandria, I was able to go to part of your golf tourney and I still have the program on my table and your cute picture makes me smile everytime I see it! It was great to meet your parents too! Looking forward to meeting you soon!
Elaine Riazi <the16thpsalm@yahoo.com>
St. Charles, MO USA - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 01:48 PM (CST)

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Hey to all of you,
WOW! God is Good! Sorry haven't checked in on you all lately. Hate to use that excuse of being too busy but our lives are and have been lately. All sounds wonderful and we will continue to pray for all of you. You are a wonderful and loving family. Chad says HEY from EIU in Charleston, IL. He's writing a paper due the 21st Alexandria on his childhood. He has to put in the first part of it 0-5 years of age and can you believe he doesn't remember them. HA HA !!! I'll get his baby book out. He has to put in the physical part of growing up and the intellectual part of growing up, etc. etc. He has so much to write about just in his 1st 5 years of life. My daughter Holly is 15 and just started jazz lessons. She's not playing basketball for the 1st time in 5 years. She's burnt out. She is now driving a little with just parents and grandparents with her white slip. Legally she can do that. I am working at my restaurant and my husband Brad is working in his construction company. Sorry we didn't get a chance to visit much but I have enjoyed reading about you and seeing your beautiful smiling face. Chad is still going to his doctor and we are praying for a much longer span in between his appointments. As of February 2003, it will be 2 years since his last chemo. Praise the Lord. I went to a concert the other night and my story about Chad was on the wide screen TV's and my voice. It was about a song from Mark Schultz called "He's My Son". That impacted my life back in 2000 and I shared it with a christian radio station and they had me come in and record it and open the concert with the story and introduce the singer Mark Schultz. It was an awesome concert. We love you and will continue to uphold you and your family in our prayers.

Love-N-Christ,
Chris McDowell

Chris McDowell <christymcd@yahoo.com>
Sidell, Il - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 01:42 PM (CST)

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Hello Haddock Family, It was good to see Alexandria on Halloween. You looked like a real Diva. You are in our prayers always. James loves having the boys over. So anytime please send them down.
Jeanine Riendeau <Jrien0512@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CST)

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Hello, just checking in on you all. I am so glad to here that things are going as expected. Keep up the good work!
Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 10:08 AM (CST)

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I did my daily check of web site and I'm praying so very hard for your whole family. I promise I will have the "A" for you very soon. Just need to find. God Bless your family.
Kate at WingHaven <Clairelsimon@msn.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 11:23 PM (CST)

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So, you like Fettucini, huh? Me too! In fact, just reading what your mom wrote made me wish I had a big bowl of it right now! I have to admit, though, I've never had Fazoli's, but it sounds like I'm missing something really tasty! I'll have to check that out!

I am so glad the numbers keep rising (the ones that are supposed to, that is) and I'll pray that your brother's cells keep up the good work!

I hope you'll put some pictures of you on Halloween on the website. I would love to see that purple hair!

God's blessings,
Michelle Farmer
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 09:10 PM (CST)

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Hi everyone! I've been reading your entries for quite some time now and have yet to sign the guestbook so here it is. We continue to keep all of you in our prayers and rejoice in the good news of Alexandrias recent counts. Alexandria, you truly are an amazing little girl and the Lord just has to be smiling upon you daily. God Bless and keep the faith!
Jennifer Mobarak <jlmobarak@aol.com>
o'fallon, mo usa - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 09:04 PM (CST)

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Hi guys!
I am so glad things are going so well. We are still praying. God has really blessed you Alexandria. It is amazing how we continually check in on you and feel a since of pride that you have done so well. Although we have only known you and some of the other families for two years it is like a special bond.

Hopefully we will see you soon at the clinic.

We are going on our Disney trip the beginning of December we are all very excited.

God Bless!
Erin Turner
Erin Turner
- Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 07:52 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
Glad to hear your good news. I had already heard about your halloween costume at the gym today. There you go, being famous again!
Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 01:04 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
You're doing great! So happy to hear all this good news. I will continue to keep all toes, fingers and eyes crossed!
Lots of love & prayers your way hon.
Gwen Scott
Wildwood, MO USA - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 10:54 AM (CST)

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That is awesome news. God is good all the time. Alexandria, You go girl!
Anita www.caringbridge.org/mo/hollyemoore
Sikeston, MO - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 10:10 AM (CST)

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Hi alexandria we are so happy to hear you are doing well.Amanda and I check your web page daily to check on how you are doing, and pray for you daily. Amanda has to go in tomorrow for a spinal and bone marrow aspiration, she hasn't been feeling to good, we sure hope she is going to do great like you. We just wanted to say hello and let you know we think about you often.
Tonya and Amanda LLoyd <tonyalloyd70@hotmail.com>
South Jordan, UT USA - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 08:51 AM (CST)

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Hello Haddocks !!! I check the web site every day and I have never been happier with the news I am reading today !! You go Alexandria !!! I love you guys and miss you so much !! Alison lets see some new pictures please ?!! It's the only way I get to see my babies !!! All my Love and prayers, Auntie Hayley
Hayley Haddock <mommydanger@yahoo.com>
St. Louis, Mo USA - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 08:18 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria- I'm so glad you're doing so well!!It was too cold here in Indiana on Halloween too. Ellery was Hermione from Harry Potter, Arden was a witch, and baby Christian was a cowboy. He hated his boots and hat, but he looked cute. He escaped out the front door when I was passing out candy and I didn't realize it until I shut the door and he wasn't there anymore. Once I found him by the side of the house, he got put in his baby prison (the pack and play) and was done for the evening. Now you've got me thinking about fettucine- that sounds pretty good to me too. Take care of yourself-you've come so far- we'll continue to say lots of prayers to keep the hooligans away!! love- Melissa Day and family
Melissa Day <melissaday@insightbb.com>
- Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 07:53 AM (CST)

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Hello Alexandria! It was so good to see you on Halloween! You looked adorable! I'm glad to hear that everything went great at the clinic yesterday. You are in our thoughts and prayers each day!

Love Sheryl
Sheryl Andrasko
O'Fallon, MO - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 07:39 AM (CST)

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Glad to hear the update guys. Again, YES I CAN BELIEVE IT. I can believe every good thing you say about how things are going because GOD IS AWESOME!! I will keep praying for you guys and am thinking about you lots. Take care and God bless. I'll check back soon!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 05:38 AM (CST)

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Praying for 100% donor cells soon.
Debbie
Manchester, MO - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 10:39 PM (CST)

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Hey Guys!

Can you believe it? The Zanti's finally have their computer up and running. We will now be able to keep up with what's happening.

You are all in our thoughts and prayers every day. Even though we live just doors apart, I don't get to tell you that very often. That's because it's nearly impossible to to talk when Chase is wound up, sooo excited to play with Hunter and Hayden!

I'll be checking in again soon!

Love,
Tara
Tara Zanti <tzanti@charter.net>
O'Fallon, MO U.S. - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 07:30 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
Hey Girl,
Just wanted you to know that we are praying for you. We hope that all goes well today!! You are such a brave girl and you are loved by soooo many!!! It was so good to see you yesterday!
Lots of Hugs,
Love, Miss Nancy

Nancy Cole
O'Fallon, MO - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 02:08 PM (CST)

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Hey Alexandria!
It was so great to see you outside yesterday, playing around with your brothers and sister! I hope your tests go well today...remember, you are in our thoughts and prayers!
Dave Whalen <davewhalen@hotmail.com>
O'Fallon , MO U S A - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 01:53 PM (CST)

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just stopping by to let you know i'm thinking of and praying for you guys. blessings.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 08:38 PM (CST)

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dear alexandria,

hope you feel better love haley
haley staples <haleystaples@yahoo.com>
Aldie, va usa - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 07:14 AM (CST)

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Happy Halloween!!!`
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 02:32 PM (CST)

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Oh my goodness! I am so excited. I can't believe $40,000, and counting! I can not wait to tell my friend Kate Dudley. She is one of the volunteers at Children's that visits with you, and we keep each other posted. I took her one of the tournament programs yesterday, and she was asking how much was raised. (I also had dinner at her house last night - if for any reason she ever offers to cook for you, take her up on it! YUMMY) Anyway, WOW.
Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 10:45 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
It was so good to see your mom and dad at the Golf Tournament on Monday. We wish we could have seen you too! Gary bid on and won a year of free haircuts so every month when he gets his hair cut we will think of you! Even though we pray for you daily, that will just be a bonus! Happy Halloween!
Nancy, Gary, Jake and Katie Balkenbusch
Ellisville, Mo - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 10:28 AM (CST)

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awesome, awesome, awesome!! I'm so glad to hear how things went. And it sounds like Alexandria is doing great too! Praise God! I'll be praying that you get rid of the colds and keep them away from Alexandria in the meantime. Blessings to you guys. Know that I'm thinking of you and praying for you!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 09:06 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
I think Tracy Mazur said it best, the only person missing from Monday's event was you! It was amazing that everyone showed up! I work golf events all the time, and there is ALWAYS someone that doesn't show. I guess people wnat to show you how much they care about you! The event was a great show of faith, support, and love by friends, family, and even people that haven't had the privilege of meeting you. Your mommy may correct me if I am wrong, but I think that half of the players haven't met you, but they are all hoping and praying that at next year's tournament you will be riding in the golf cart with your Mommy and Daddy. (Allison, this means no hanging out at hole #12!!) We all want our many prayers to be answered so you can, (among many important activities) come over to our house and play with Kelsey, Mackenzie, and Delaney! We all miss seeing you, but we also understand that right now is not the right time. You are a very special little girl with a very specail family that loves you more than words can say. We all love you so much, and want you to know that we are praying for you!
Dave Whalen <davewhalen@hotmail.com>
O'Fallon , MO U S A - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 10:11 AM (CST)

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Awesome News on the Golf Tournamnet. Sounds like it was a huge success. It also sounds like the family is a mess, with colds and pink eye!!!! Goodness Me, can't anything be simple for your family Alexandria. At least everyone is happy and together. You're Always on my mind and in my thoughts, KEEP SMILING!! The world looks better through a BIG SMILE.

Sharyn Duncan
- Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 07:44 AM (CST)

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Hello Alexandria,

I have not met you yet, but I was at the golf tournament dinner last night and met your mom and dad. I'm one of Nancy Cole's cousins. Please let your dad know that I found the website finally - I was using search engines instead of typing in the address area...oops! So I just wanted to say "Hi" and let you know that I'm rooting for you Alexandria! I have not read your website yet, but I'm looking forward to doing so. I hope you're having a great evening. Take care!
Cathy Yanez <emerald44@netzero.net>
St. Charles, MO USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 06:08 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
The only thing that would have made the tournament even better yesterday is if you were there. It was such an amazing day. If you could have only seen all the people there who love you. The man from WingHaven (Dustin) said that this was the best tournament he has ever seen and that is because of you. Alexandria, everyone who meets you, loves you instantly and it showed yesterday. If you could have seen how your mom & dad had everyone is tears with their speeches. They talked about your courage and your will and every word they said was true. They did such an amazing job. I hope you're feeling well and I will come over soon to see how you are doing.
We love you!!
Miss Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 05:13 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria, How was the tournament? Was the weather good? Gosh I hope so!!! Take Care, Just wanted to say hi and see how you were.

Sharyn Duncan
- Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 02:06 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria, I just wanted to check in to say hello today. The girls are at school, Delaney is sleeping, and it is so quiet in my house. I can't help but think of you and how special you are. Thank you and your parents for letting my family be a part of a very personal struggle. We are so proud of you. Love, Miss Tammy
Tammy Whalen <dtkmdwhaeln@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 01:48 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! We were blessed to meet your mommy and daddy last night at the dinner auction. You have wonderful parents who love you SOOO much! (I bet you already knew that, didn't you!) It was awesome to see the many many people who care about you and your family! All of the beautiful pictures of you lit up the rooms! It was a really nice event. (I hope you're not sad you couldn't be there, it was a bunch of grown-ups talking and stuff and you know how boring that can be! :-) ) (but please don't tell the grown ups I said that) Take care and dont forget about that pie Ms Nancy promised you...yum! Sounds good to me!


Katy Davis <vdavis@mail.win.org>
St. Peters, MO USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 06:32 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, Your golf tournament was great. So many people were there, and we all had a good time. Aunt Julie even bought one of the silent auction items.
You are such an inspiration to everyone who knows you.
I love you so very much. Nana
Sunny Staples
Cape Girardeau, Mo. - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 10:23 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria!
How are you? I hope that you are feeling good today. I am really thankful to hear that you are still doing good! I am still prating for you! I hope to hear from you soon! I know that today is the golf tournament and I hope that everything goes well. It’s great that so many people have helped out.
Your Friend,

Kailie Rhines <loolieb@charter.net>
St. Charles, Missouri United States of America - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 12:06 PM (CST)

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I only have warm positive thoughts about engrafting. My bmt friend constantly asks how she is and we agonize over all the counts with you. Will kick up the volume of prayers for the 5th!
cheryl and emily manchenton <mommymouth@aol.com>
wildwood, mo - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 09:17 AM (CST)

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Today is the day for the big golf tournament! I am so excited so many people are coming out! I pray for wonderful weather and that everyone wins! Alexandria you go with your big counts girl!! Love Aunt Michelle
Michelle <michelle1210@yahoo.com>
Midland Park, NJ - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 05:52 AM (CST)

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Alison & Grant - Alexandria too! we all have been praying for you and know you are on the right road... You truly have been brave to go through all the things it took to get you here. Please know that all the Hunter's are thinking of you all and pray for you all.
Aunt Nancy Kay <tnmoore@semo.net>
New Madrid, MO - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 12:28 AM (CST)

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Hi there. Just wanted you to know I was checking in on you. Glad to see the update and hear that things are going well. That's sweet about the golf tournament. How amazing! God is so awesome. I'll keep praying for you!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 05:56 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
My Mommy told me that your Mommy saw my new kitty cat, Marbles, and your mom said that you recieved one just like it!!! What did you name your kitty?? My kitty is fluffy and white and she has big blue eyes!!! When you get feeling better, we can get together and play and bring our new kitty cats so they can meet and be friends like us!!!
Hope to see you soon,
Your Friend,
Lauren Cole
Nancy Cole
OFallon, MO - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 09:29 AM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria,
I am thinking of you every day. I realy hope you are doing better! I can't wait to play with you again! Take care, and I will see you soon.
Love, Chelsea McFarland

Chelsea McFarland
O'Fallon, MO - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 03:28 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria and Alison,
I have been following Alexandria's story after getting the link from my nephew, Matthew Hallemeier's, website. I will be praying extra hard that the bone marrow test shows NO blasts next week! It is horrible that so many people must suffer from this disease. Next Saturday, my daughter's school is having a bone marrow drive. ( one of the teachers has leukemia and had a BMT on Wed.) My husband and I are both going to be added to the bone marrow registry. Hopefully we will be able to give this wonderful gift to someone. Your entire family amazes me with your strength.
Kim Janke <bkjanke@wavecomputers.net>
Rolla, MO - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 10:56 PM (CDT)

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just signing in to let you know i was here and am thinking about you. hugs and prayers your way and know that you're constantly on my heart and in my prayers!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 10:40 PM (CDT)

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I forgot something. Alison, I hope you are feeling better too.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 03:00 PM (CDT)

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Hi,

I wanted to come by and tell you all to have a great weekend. I hope Alexandria feels good enough to spend some time outside. The weather is suppose to be nice down south just alittle ways. Holly had her transplant at a wonderful time of the year. It was spring and could spend alot of time outside. I just wanted to let you know that Alexandria is in my prayers.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 02:59 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria, I hope your legs are feeling better today. You are in our hearts and prayers. Hugs to you and your family. Love, Miss Tammy
Tammy Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon , MO USA - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 01:46 PM (CDT)

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Hey Alexandria, Guess what, you'll notice as you read a little bit more, that this is my second entry into your guessbook today. In my earlier entry, I mentioned something that has been on my mind about the SNIPER, and I guess I was a little out of line. I was angry, just like most of us are about the Sniper, but I should have never called him/her/it an I___T. This person needs to be prayed for because they are very sick, and I guess that's what I was trying to say. Sometimes when you're angry you say things that you don't mean to say. Well, that's pretty much what happened to me this afternoon, and I felt like I needed to apologize. I know God is in your heart and helping you every step of the way, I also hope the same for the Sniper and the families of the victims.
Sharyn Duncan
- Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 07:16 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria and Family-
SOO happy to hear you are all home together. Keeping you all in continued prayer. God is good and His love for us is all-encompassing! Keep up your positive attitude!! (we're Nancy Cole's cousins)


Katy, Vince, Luke and Grace Davis <vdavis@mail.win.org>
St. Peters, MO USA - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 05:17 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria, Great News about the Golf Tournament. Regretfully we are unable to attend, Lindy is heading to Washington D.C. that same day. It would be nice if the Sniper Thing would we resolved by then. I continue to Pray for your family, may you continue to have the strength to fight this awful disease, and for the families that have suffered loss because of this IDIOT SNIPER!!! Always thinking about you Alexandria.

Sharyn Duncan
- Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 03:01 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
How are you going? I hope that you are feeling well still. What have you been dong? I was glad to see that you updated my site! Remember that I said in the e-mail I sent you?
I am still praying for you. I will pray extra that your bone marrow biopsy will come back negative. I hope you are feeling good today!

Kailie Rhines <loolieb@charter.net>
St. Charles, Missouri, United States of America (of course) - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 12:18 PM (CDT)

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I don't know what to write. I will be down on my knees for that just to be immature cell. I am so glad that the golf tournament is going good. I will pray for you to Alison. Hang in there!
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 07:58 AM (CDT)

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I miss you all so much. Alexandria, I wish I would have been there longer after you came home. I am so proud of you and Hunter. I am in constant awe of your mother and father, who through it all, have remained each other's best friends. I love you all very much, Aunt Michelle
Michelle Suter <michelle1210@yahoo.com>
Midland Park, NJ - Monday, October 21, 2002 at 07:50 PM (CDT)

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Alison,
Glad to hear everything is going well.
I mailed in my registration for the reception following the tournament, so Mike and I will see you there. I could not find anyone willing to play with me, (I can't blame them) but I did get some others to sign up. I think Heartland Electric is bringing a team, and some more sponsors.
Let me know if you need anything. So far, our house is healthy!


Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Monday, October 21, 2002 at 07:17 PM (CDT)

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prayers answered, things are going smoothly. no, i didn't assume that things were going badly, i assumed things were going GREAT!! and i'm glad to hear that they are. i'll continue to keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. i'm so glad you get to have your sweetie at home. i know you are too! i'll keep checking back for updates and i'll be praying in the meantime. blessings.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, October 20, 2002 at 06:41 PM (CDT)

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I'm sure you're busy getting adjusted to home life once again. I am praying that things are going smoothly. I'll keep checking back for an update. In the meantime, rest assured that you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, October 19, 2002 at 05:16 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria:
We viewed your PIC'S and what a tough team. You and Hunter, we believe could tackle anything. We are all saying a prayer for you, including our dog Jack(he prays in his own style) we just haven't figured it our yet, that everything goes well for you. If we can just give you one little piece of advice, BE PATIENT!, because good things take time. Sorry the Cardinal's didn't make it to the World Series, but look at the bright side, the Rams won their first game of the season, an no telling where the Blues are going to go, (hopefully) a Stanley Cup. We all know one thing , you are a winner, and you will come back stronger that ever.
John, Billie, Joey, Jeff, Jason (and Jack the dog) DeFriese <jdefriese@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Saturday, October 19, 2002 at 01:33 PM (CDT)

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Hello to The Haddock Family,
Hey guys, What's up? You are all under "one roof" and we are so happy for you!!! Alexandria, I do believe that I promised you a "CHERRY PIE" with lots of real whip cream when you returned from the "hosa pital"(Addison Talk... which by the way my children now say that as well... HA-HA) Girlfriend, you just let me know when you are ready for that yummy pie, Just make that call, and Mrs. Nancy is there!!!! I'll even throw in a fast food run!!! Anything for you, Alexandria!!!
Lauren can't wait to see you. You are in our thoughts and prayers!!!
Lots of Love,
Nancy, Bill, Lauren, and Jordan
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Nancy Cole
O'Fallon, MO - Friday, October 18, 2002 at 09:08 PM (CDT)

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Blessed By: Martina McBride

I get kissed by the sun each morning
Put my feet on a hardwood floor
I get to hear my children laughing
Down the hall through the bedroom door
Sometimes I sit on my front porch swing
Just soaking up the day
I think to myself, I think to myself
This world is a beautiful place

I have been blessed
And I feel like I've found my way
I thank God for all I've been given
At the end of every day
I have been blessed
With so much more than I deserve
To be here with the ones that love me
To love them so much it hurts
I have been blessed

Across a crowded room
I know you know what I'm thinking
By the way I look at you
And when we're lying in the quiet
And no words have to be said
I think to myself, I think to myself
This love is a beautiful gift

Repeat Chorus

When I'm singing my kids to sleep
When I feel you holding me
I know

Repeat Chorus
I thought this song might be a song one for your family too! :)
- Friday, October 18, 2002 at 02:20 PM (CDT)

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Wonderful news! We are so glad you are home and your progress is so positive. God listens and his love is endless. We will continue to pray for you.

Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 02:04 PM (CDT)

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Hi To All,
Way to go guys!!! So proud and thankful that all is going so well. God is Good! We'll keep praying for all of you and wish we could be there to get autographs! HA HA! Pretty neat what all has taken place with the TV and all. So glad you are home with your family Alexandria. Nothing like being at home where you belong. I have been keeping Chad informed at his dorm in college and he reads his bible every night and is so thankful for what God has done for him. He prays for you Alexandria but still has a hard time relating to everyone elses illnesses. He doesn't even want to go back in the past or even talk about himself. He goes again today to his doctor. Every 2 months. He's going to try and talk them in to maybe every 3 months or so. I told him GOOD LUCK! He has to drive from Charleston, IL to Champaign and than back to Charleston. He couldn't wait to get his driver license, so it's a good thing he likes to drive. Well you all take care and keep believing that you truly are one of God's miracle kids. He loves you and so do we.

Love-N-Christ,
Chris McDowell
Chris McDowell <christymcd@yahoo.com>
Sidell, IL - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 09:57 AM (CDT)

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I can believe it because the God I serve...and you serve...is an AWESOME God. Alexandria believes in Him and has lots of people praying for her that do too. NOTHING is impossible with God! I'm so glad to hear the good news and I definitely will kick prayers into higher gear now knowing that we're all glad and the devil is mad! Alexandria is COVERED in prayer for sure. God bless and I'll keep checking back.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 11:30 PM (CDT)

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Isn't this news absolutely wonderful!! We (at Green Pines Elementary) have been thinking of you, Alexandria, and your family. We've been saying lots of prayers for you, also. I am so very happy to read your latest news. You are all courageous and precious!
Judith Koski <jkoski@swbell.net>
Wildwood, MO St. Louis - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 07:09 PM (CDT)

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I can't believe you're HOME!!!!!!!!! That is sooooooo AWESOME!!!!!!! I am so thankful that Alexandria got to go home. That is so neet. I have been praying that she would be able to go home really soon. I have herd before that when someone has a BMT they usually stay in the hospital for at least a month! How special that must be to have everyone HOME! I am still praying for you Alexandria!

Kailie Rhines <loolieb@charter.net>
St.Charles, MO USA - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 05:58 PM (CDT)

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Alison, it's tiime to collect all those thoughts, journal entries pictures and tears into a faith book. What a lesson you can teach-and maybe alexandria could do one for kids as well. Remember the obedient servants who filled the jugs of wine without questioning Jesus?? (John 2) They were able to see a miracle right in front of their face. And you obedient confidence in God and following His direction enabled you and thousands more people see a real miracle. Without your obedience so many lives may not have been touched (including me!) Love you and hopefully see you one of these days!
CHeryl M.
wildwood, MO - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 05:21 PM (CDT)

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Alison,
You're just killing me with these journals. I am crying my eyes out here, but keep them coming!!!
All my love,
Tracey
P.S. Alexandria, it was just so awesome to see your beautiful face yesterday!!
Tracey Mazur
- Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 02:39 PM (CDT)

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Alison,
Once again your latest entry brought tears to my eyes but thankfully this time they are tears of joy! Congratulations Alexandria! We are so happy that our prayers are answered and you are home with your family. Hopefully Andrew was right behind you as we continue our prayers for both of you!
Nancy, Gary, Jake and Katie Balkenbusch
Ellisville, MO - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 09:50 AM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria and family,
I have been keeping up with your PROGRESS for the last few weeks. You do not know me, but I am a friend of the Pearl family from Eureka. I got to know them over the internet and since, have met, worked a number of bone marrow drives and even organized one at my church (First Evangelical Free) in Manchester. They are an unbelievable family and a true witness of trusting in the Lord. Your family reminds me of them and I have enjoyed reading your mom's journal entries. She is an excellent writer and I can tell how very proud of you she is. It sure sounds to me like your BMT from Hunter was a tremendous success. I have followed many Caringbridge sites over the last 1 1/2 yrs. and your recovery sounds miraculous. Prasie GOD!! He is so awesome, no matter what the outcome, but we do love the outcome that you seem to be receiving. Remember Alexandria, ALWAYS give God the glory for the wonderful life you are going to have, praise him each and every day as you continue on this LONG journey ahead of you. You are a beautiful young lady and have been very blessed with a loving, god-centered family. God bless you always.
Love in Christ,
Debbie Nagy
Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO USA - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 09:12 AM (CDT)

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WAY TO GO ALEXANDRIA!!!! You broke the record! You should be sooooo proud of yourself and your strong spirit and strong faith! We, too, are proud of you! Happy you are home! ENJOY!!!
The Swerczeks- Kevin, Lisa. Kyle and Ali
- Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 09:07 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria
You dont know me but my son Rick and been keeping us informed on your illness, we are so glad your doing so much better, you have so much courage,we are all praying for you and your family here in Kansas.
Sandy Neilson <sandylneilson@yahoo.com>
Moundridge, KS. USA - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 08:14 AM (CDT)

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Welcome Home!! It was great to see you guys yesterday before you returned home. Take care, and I will keep all of you in my prayers.

Gelene Lorentzen <gml2222@swbell.net>
St. Louis, mo - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 07:06 AM (CDT)

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Wow!! What a very awesome day. Alexandria, you are a very blessed girl. With such a very special loving family.
God Bless!!
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 10:27 PM (CDT)

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Unbelievable!!! Alexandria and Hunter amaze me. God is watching you!! Good Work!!!
Sharyn Duncan
- Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 04:49 PM (CDT)

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Such WONDERFUL news!!! Keep up the GREAT work Alexandria! We'll keep praying - you keep building up those counts! Alison - anything you need - your friends at Autumn View are willing to help. Just say the word.
Julene, Tom, Jordand andJenna <julene.tojo@wwt.com>
Ellisville, MO US - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 10:57 AM (CDT)

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Hi Haddocks, I am so happy that Alexandria has enough ANC to go home. I know how much the other kids and parent miss her when she is in the hospital. Keep up the good work, Alexandria. Our prayers are being answered!
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 07:00 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! I just wanted you to know that my family and all of us at Floris United Methodist Church are praying for you and your family. Never forget that God is always with you and he loves you so much. We love you too and will continue to pray for you!
Love,
Jo, Buck and Hailey Blackburn
Jo Blackburn
Ashburn, Va USA - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 07:28 PM (CDT)

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Oh Alison,
I am so excited to hear this news, I can almost hear your excitment coming through my computer screen. If there is anyway I can help with the cleaning, I would love to. I truly love to clean. I could do loads of laundry at my house, I could dust or vacuum for you (I'm not a huge fan of windows) but for Alexandria, I'm willing to make an exception.
Love to you all!! Cannot even wait to see Alexandria!!!!!~
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Monday, October 14, 2002 at 01:59 PM (CDT)

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My friends and I at Floris UMC, would like to send our prayers and praise to you for your bravery during this difficult time. There is so much we can learn from young people. May God bless your speedy recovery.
Manny Ordonez <manuel_ordonez@hotmail.com>
Herndon, va US - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 12:46 PM (CDT)

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Hi guys! Yeah!!! I just checked your site this morning. I am so happy for you all. Alexandria, God has taken great care of you. We are so happy to hear that you are doing well.
Love,
Erin & Kearby Turner
Erin <erinchantel@hotmail.com>
Festus, MO - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 12:08 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria, this is Amanda from Salt Lake City, thank you for writing me on my page, I am so glad things are doing good. My brother is my perfect match for marrow as well. Cool huh. Hope you get to come home soon. write soon
Amanda
Amanda <tonyalloyd70@hotmail.com>
Slc, UT USA - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 09:43 AM (CDT)

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A dear friend of mine had daughter with chemo for over a year when she was only two years old. We rejoiced in her ability to eat no matter what stage she was in chemo regime and laughingly said "we will deal with her eating disorder later!" Ya know--priorities little Alexandria! My friend at work looked over these number again and rejoiced for you as did I! Emily would love to join in the sleepover when it is all safe! Love ya'll
cheryl <mommymouth@aol.com>
- Monday, October 14, 2002 at 09:18 AM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
I am so thankful that you are feeling good! And I am so thankful that you have an ANC!!!!!!! I have been praying for you several times a day. I will keep the prayers comeing!
Your Friend,
Kailie Rhines <loolieb@charter.net>
St.Charles, MO USA - Sunday, October 13, 2002 at 08:52 PM (CDT)

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Wonderful, Awesome , Fantastic, Tremendous!!!!!Keep fighting Alexandria and help those cells of your little brother's do their big job!! I'm so happy it looks good and will continue to pray for you all- Melissa Day and family
Melissa Day <melissaday@insightbb.com>
- Sunday, October 13, 2002 at 07:56 PM (CDT)

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Way to go Alexandria! We were so glad to see the news today, take care and we'll look forward to reading the news when you get to go home.

Love,
Jeff, Kristen, Haley and Jack Staples <jstaples@avisian.com>
Aldie, VA - Sunday, October 13, 2002 at 01:14 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria, I just wanted to tell you how truely beautiful you are. I have been checking in on your site for awhile and I am so proud of everything you have been able to do. You just hang tough and get better. I know YOU CAN DO IT!!!!
Shelly Janiga <Janiga5@aol.com>
Portage, IN US - Sunday, October 13, 2002 at 10:28 AM (CDT)

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Wow Alexandria that is so awesome that your counts have come back. You never cease to amaze me. You, sweetie, are a superstar. Abby can't wait until you two can have a sleepover. Take it easy so you can come home soon!

Ann Newsham
- Saturday, October 12, 2002 at 03:46 PM (CDT)

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THAT is so great.
Debby Roberts.................
- Saturday, October 12, 2002 at 02:32 PM (CDT)

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Yippee!!! Glad to hear about that ANC. I'll keep praying for you guys!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, October 12, 2002 at 10:57 AM (CDT)

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Haddock family,
Our thoughts and prayers are with your family. Lots of love, BB (Grant you know who I am!P.S. here's a hint, your favorite cousin)
Holly Haberstroh Faries <hbfaries@aol.com>
Troy, MO 63379 - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 05:09 PM (CDT)

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Glad to read the update. Alexandria, you are such a strong and brave girl. Hang in there, looks like you are doing wonderful. God is in the house.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 09:28 AM (CDT)

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hey! just checking on you. there's no such thing as being jinxed---it's all the Lord and the people that are praying for her! as for praying---i will keep doing a lot of that for you and your family. blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, October 10, 2002 at 02:22 PM (CDT)

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Hello,

I have been busy and just came by to check on things. Count your blessings that Alexandria is having a easy time. I am so glad that she is feeling good. I hope with no update things are still going along smooth.

Our church is doing Judgement House and having alot of late nights. It is all worth it for the salvations.

Still checking on you all and praying.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Thursday, October 10, 2002 at 01:09 PM (CDT)

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it is typical of our humanness to question the "good". Enjoy the smooth time right now--ignorance can be bliss. let God do his worrying and as you said roll over and get some sleep sister!
cheryl manchenton
- Thursday, October 10, 2002 at 10:01 AM (CDT)

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Hello Haddock Family,

We check for your updates every day and are praying for you. Tommy was talking about how much fun he used to have playing soccer in your yard. We miss you guys and you are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Dan, Sally, Tommy and Emma Forness <SDFORNESS@aol.com>
Ellisville, Mo USA - Thursday, October 10, 2002 at 09:08 AM (CDT)

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Alison,
You are one lucky lady. I like Amy Grant, and Vince Gill. I just saw a special (behind the scenes thing, on both of them) They have been through a lot together, and they are happy happy happy now!!!! Alexandria has so many many people praying and sending her strength. She is such a doll!! Keep up the good work girl!!!!! With Love, Sharyn
Sharyn Duncan
- Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 06:03 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria, please know that my family and I are praying for your speedy recovery. I have an 11 year old son and 19 year old daughter. I work with your Dad at LMA in Alabama.
God Bless you!!
Chip Page <cpagejr445@aol.com>
Birmingham, Al. - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 02:24 PM (CDT)

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Take the Savior's loving hand, And do not try to understand, Just let him lead you where he will, through pastures green, by water still. Know that he Lord is God! It is he that made us, and we are his; we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture. I'm praying for you and your family. God Bless and keep you in his loving arms.
Lorraine & Jesse King <lking26094@aol.com>
St. Louis, Mo. - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 01:49 PM (CDT)

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Just checking in. Everything sounds great! Maybe part of God's plan for Alexandria is to feel great and have a smooth transition with this new bm! I was glad to talk with you last Friday Alison. You all stay strong and positive! I hope that all is going well and that Alexandria continues to feel well. We love you all and are always thinking and praying for you. We will be in the clinic on Friday for chemo (cytoxin, vincristin, ara-c). God Bless you all!
Love
Erin Turner :)
Erin Turner <erinchantel@hotmail.com>
Festus, MO - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 01:48 PM (CDT)

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Yeah, Alexandria and Hunter!!! you are both certainly brave. The pictures were wonderful. We are praying for all of you.
Love, Aunt Nancy Kay
Nancy Hunter Moore
New Madrid, MO - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 11:58 AM (CDT)

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Alison,
I do not know you or your family, I found this site thru another and have been following your daughter's progress for the last few weeks leading up to her transplant. I have a fifteen year old daughter who had an unrelated matched BMT 18 months ago, Other that some kidney problems that are related to the transplant she is doing great. I am sure that you have talked to other parents that have gone thru this but if I can be of any help let me know.
Debby Roberts...........http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/emilyroberts/ <Djffro@aol.com>
- Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 10:01 AM (CDT)

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believe and receive. you know that God is with you no matter what you face. But how wonderful that for now, what you're facing is His miracle working power in disproving what the doctors call "standard". God sets the standards!! She may have a tough time later down the road. God may carry her all the way through with minimal problems and prove everyone wrong! believe and do not doubt---satan wants you to sit waiting for the other shoe to drop---Jesus is whispering--"you know I can do it". Realism + faith. You are realistic that she may have a hard time; you also know that Alexandria is one tough cookie and there's nothing she and God can't handle together. I will continue to check in and pray for you!!

Be anxious for nothing but in all things by prayer and petition present your requests to God and the peace of God which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6 (i think :)
Big hugs!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 11:04 PM (CDT)

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So happy to hear the transplant is going good! Thank you for sharing your lives with us! Your pictures are great, I can't wait to meet you Alexandria, I feel like I know you already from reading about you & your family. Love and prayers Everyday! From Nancy Cole's cousin, Elaine
Elaine R <the16thpsalm@yahoo.com>
St. Charles, MO - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 06:11 PM (CDT)

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We are in Florida, We are the parents of Jeanine Reindeau
We pray for your family every day, God Bless You

Brenda & Tom Imbesi <Bimbesi@cs.com>
Ocala, FL USA - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CDT)

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Alison,
I am sitting in front of the computer crying!! I saw Grant and Michelle on Sunday and they were just so excited for the well planned night. It is just so great that you were able to have this night. These are memories you will keep close to your heart forever. You have just an amazing hubby, he was as excited for you as if he was going himself. What a great night.
Please kiss that baby girl for me and I will talk to you soon.
Love,
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
- Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 03:24 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria, Alison, Grant, Hunter, Hayden and Addison
So happy to know that the BMT is behind all of you now, in the past, and you can once again focus on the future. Dan and I are praying for continued good progress and healing for all of you. This kind of ordeal affects your whole being - every one of you - and we pray for God to bless you with God's Healing Love. I know God is holding you close to his heart with great tenderness. You are in Good Hands.

We will continue to keep you in our prayers.
Rev Dan and Roberta Hudson - St Mark Presbyterian Church <danbert@networkusa.net>
Ballwin, MO USA - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 10:08 AM (CDT)

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Hello all. It's so good to hear that Alexandria's counts are doing well ... our daughter Laurie has been keeping us posted on your progress, challenges, and shining moments through your caring bridge entries ... our thoughts are with all of you and our prayers are constant. Alexandria, you are truly an inspiration (as is your entire family) ... God speed ... from Grandma Sunny's friends ...
Bill and Frankie Schott <laurie.webster@premcor.com>
Cape Girardeau, MO USA - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 09:59 AM (CDT)

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Alison and Alexandria,
Glad to hear everything is going so far, so good! I was thinking of you all today. I got the information regarding the golf tournament. I made copies and went out this morning to get more sponsors and golfers. I did not get to see as many people as I wanted, but I will try again. Jacob decided he had had enough!
Talk to you soon.

Diane

Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Monday, October 07, 2002 at 07:20 PM (CDT)

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Wow! That is so great you got to see Amy Grant! I remember when you were really into her and you got me listening to her, she is so inspirational! I'm so glad you were able to relax and enjoy yourself. That is wonderful! I know your prayers were heard and that God was "watching over you!"
I'm also thankful that Alexandria is continuing to do so well. That is absolutely a Godsend!
Continuing on with steadfast prayers,
Love to you all!
Auntie Julie
Julie P. Downey <moonchild213@charter.net>
Edwardsville, IL USA - Monday, October 07, 2002 at 12:13 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria. Just wanted to let you know we are all thinking about you and praying for a speedy recovery. We all miss you here in the neighborhood. When you get home, maybe you can play your new guitar for us. Kelsey is playing the piano now, so you two could put on a great show! Hugs and kisses. The Whalens
Tammy Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO US - Sunday, October 06, 2002 at 01:14 PM (CDT)

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Hey Sweetie --

Randy Watts thought you'd like to hear from us. My husband, who is French, and I live just outside Paris. From our balcony (we live on the 5th floor of an apartment building) we can see La Defense. La Defense looks like an American city's downtown. We're just far enough away that it looks beautiful, and because we are west of the city we can see the sunset on all the tall building's windows -- lovely. Paris is just on the otherside of La Defense. Years ago, they passed a law against skyscrapers in the city so their "downtown" is just outside -- kind of funny, huh?

We prayed for you today dear.

Grateful you're in God's care,

Susan Rizzo
Susan
Paris, France - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 07:20 AM (CDT)

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Keep looking for that rainbow--haven't seen one since that terrible day. Friend of mine at work former BMT nurse-very encouraged about early response to getting transfusion and counts. many extra prayers will be said next week with lots of tears. "I can all things through Christ who strengthens me!"
Cheryl M. <mommymouth@aol.com>
wildwood, mo - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 03:13 AM (CDT)

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Our prayers are with you and your family during this difficult time. It's hard to believe God asked such unbelievable sacrifice and understanding from anyone.
Marise McCabe <wjmccabe@PDNT.com>
Champaign, IL USA - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 09:09 PM (CDT)

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wishing your family the best. you are all in our prayers.
tony lindquist <photony@webtv.net>
st. charles, mo 63301 - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 03:57 PM (CDT)

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Just wanted you to know that I'm praying in the Spirit at all times with all kinds of prayers for you. Ephesians 6:18. God bless! I'll keep checking in.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Aplastic Anemia Duke Peds BMT <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 02:12 PM (CDT)

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I am a Acute Lymphoblastic leukemia survivor since August 1995. Our God is an awsome God! I am praying for the entire family
Barbara <epcampbell@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 12:20 PM (CDT)

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You are all in our thoughts and prayers. Thank you for keeping us up to date so we can, in some way, share this wild ride with you. May God continue to bless you with strength and healing.
The Gabriels--Karen, Bill, Katie, Kristen, Caroline
Ballwin, MO - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 11:14 AM (CDT)

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Hi Haddocks! The journal makes me smile, makes me cry, reminds me of the REAL meaning of life... How powerful! I thank you for sharing your story and I thank God things are going smoothly with the BMT. We are out here, praying for you each and every day, Alexandria! You have kept your faith and we are keeping our faith sending lots of prayers and wishes for a COMPLETE recovery. I told Ali about Hunter being such a brave helper- she was absolutely amazed and tells him hi, hope his hips are better! We'll stand by and pray. P.S. Grant and Alison- you're an inspiration to us all!
The Swerczeks- Kevin, Lisa. Kyle and Ali
Wildwood, MO - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 10:23 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! I'm glad to hear that you are doing so well. I'm glad I got to see you last week! I have to have my wisdom teeth removed next week, but I'll come down to see you just as soon as I can! My prayers are with you and Hunter every day. P.S. I'm still on the lookout for a washable stuffed animal purple cat...
Kristy Forbes
Ballwin, MO USA - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 09:40 AM (CDT)

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Thinking and praying this morning for Alexandria.

Holly had a accident so I may be just making a fast trip to STL. I am going to a seminar on Late Effects on Survivors.
So, I may miss coming by. I will still have everyone on my mind there in STL.
Anita Moore
Sikeston, MO - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 08:08 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria, It's Jordan! I am praying for you - to St. Bernadette - the Patron Saint of Illness; I'm doing a report on her at school. I'll pray hard. I'll send you a picture for your wall. Maybe you can send me one, too! I miss you and hope to see you soon. Love, Jordan Tojo
Jordan Tojo <horses909@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO US - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CDT)

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You are in our continued thoughts and prayers.
The Huffman Family <amy@selectmedicalsolutions.com>
Ellsiville, Mo - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 12:41 PM (CDT)

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It's so good to read good news from you guys! We'll continue to pray that every day is a good news day! We hope Andrew is doing as well as Alexandria. St. Alban's has both of them on the prayer list and are sending lots of prayers their way! Blessings to you all!
Nancy, Gary, Jake and Katie Balkenbusch
Ellisville, MO - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 11:51 AM (CDT)

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Hello Haddock Family--PTL indeed! We continue to pray & tell everyone we know to pray. Alexandria is so strong --an inspiration to us all--an angel among us. Hunter is so brave--Amanda kept asking how old he was, amazed at how brave he is. We are so glad to hear that the news is good news--through Him all things are possible! We love you guys! May God bless you & give you comfort & peace during this time of waiting!
Love, Jack, Beth, Amanda, Spencer & Peyton


The Pyle Family
- Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 08:36 AM (CDT)

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Haddocks, we're praying with you on Day 2. Continued blessings!
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 08:04 AM (CDT)

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Hi guys! I just read your entries for today and yesterday. WOW! How amazing. Of course I got a good cry out. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANT! PRAISE THE LORD!!!! on the first 2 days of transplant. Haddock's you all have shown so much strength spiritually and physically. I can only imagine how difficult this has all been. I was in tears on Friday when Hunter was getting his shot and blood drawn in the Clinic. I was praying for all of you extra hard the past few days. I knew God would take great care of his precious children! I am so glad to hear your Pastor was with you guys through the difficult day on Tuesday. I will see you all very soon. We are coming to clinic Friday about 9:30. We have a special package for you! Alexandria, keep those spirits high. Just remember that "Our God is an Awesome God!" he will get you through each day. Take care!

God Bless!

Erin Turner <erinchantel@hotmail.com>
MO - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 10:58 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria,
I have known your mom for a long time. She used to tag along behind your Aunt Michelle, Aunt Stephanie and me when we played together a long time ago. My dad used to call your mom "little britches". I played at your nana's house alot when I was your age. I have been checking your web site for a little over a month now. You are such a brave girl and I am praying for you every day. My bible study group in Northwest Arkansas is also praying for ya'll. You are so lucky to have such a great family-they are a constant inspiration to me and you and Hunter are amazing as well. Keep up the fight-I know you'll be great in no time. Tell your mom and dad and Aunt Michelle that Jenni said "Hi".
Jenni Burford <jennib@cox-internet.com>
Bentonville, AR - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 10:48 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria and Hunter, Our prayers are with you at this very important time! GREAT JOB being so strong and brave - for you and Hunter! You are the most courageous family that I have the pleasure of knowing! Happy Birthday Grant!

Julene, Tom, Jordan and Jenna Tojo <julene.tojo@wwt.com>
Ellisville, MO US - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 04:08 PM (CDT)

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You go for the gold Alexandria and family. May you have continued good news to share with us all.







Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, mo USA - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 03:58 PM (CDT)

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May God's precious hand of mercy be upon your family as you go through this. There is a saying that was sent to me in an email. It says, If God brings you to it, God can bring you through it. I know it is easy for me to sit here and tell you these things. But I have seen God work many miracles in peoples lives, And I will pray that God will work one with your family
Della
Bryson City, NC USA - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 02:57 PM (CDT)

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The Riendeau Family is so happy to see everyone is doing okay. Even though we are only here a few months your family has taught us so much about what it is to be a family. You are all in our prays and hope you know that if you need anything you can count on us.
Jeanine Riendeau <JRIEN0512@SOL.COM>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 01:27 PM (CDT)

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I am praying so hard for your beautiful and loving children. Hunter is a REMARKABLE young man and has proved what it means to "love". His sister likewise is an angel on earth to acknowledge her brother's gift of life and tell him. Your children are obviously a reflection on yourselves and you should be commended on the wonderful children you have raised.
Take Care and May God Shine HIS Grace on Your Family!
Renee Curkendall
www.caringbridge.com/ny/my2angels <RCurk@aol.com>
Liverpool, ny - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 01:01 PM (CDT)

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We are so glad to read today's journal; it is wonderful that you can keep everyone up to date. What great news today! We think of you ALL and keep on praying!
Love,

Linda and Phil, Sr. <Linphi62@aol.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 12:53 PM (CDT)

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Hi Haddocks, Your entire family is such an inspiration to others. I don't know how you are able to advocate, deal with insurance companies, comfort your children, fight for their rights, search for new information, coordinate efforts, and the thousand other things you go through on a daily basis fighting this nasty disease. That's a 46 hour day right there! Our whole church is praying for a speedy recovery for Alexandria and Hunter; two of the bravest kids I know.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 12:41 PM (CDT)

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Continued loving thoughts & prayers for you all. Such brave beautiful children they all are. Love to all.
Gwen Scott
Wildwood, MO USA - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 11:35 AM (CDT)

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You guys did it!!!! Congratulations on getting past this big hurdle, one down! WAY TO GO!!!!
I had wanted to come by the hospital and see you guys, however, I have come down with a nasty cold or the icky flu (not sure which one) which means I of course can't come to see you now. =(
Just know that all of you, Alexandria, Hunter, Alison, Grant and our whole family are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Alexandria, you are the strongest person I have ever had the priviledge of knowing. I am constantly amazed at your strength and abilities to get back up and continue fighting!
Trudge on little soldier for the "gold" at the end of the rainbow is very near!!!! =)
You all are always in my thoughts and prayers.
I love you and miss you dearly,

Auntie Julie (Kevin sends his love) =) <moonchild213@charter.net>
Edwardsville, IL USA - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 11:00 AM (CDT)

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You guys have continued to be in our prayers, and will be ESPECIALLY in our prayers, for the months to come! The waiting game seems to be the hardest. Hang in there! Take a deep breath, and take one day at a time. There is hope, and there are mirracles! That dance you talk about can happen too! Ryan is spending his first dance after his bmt from last year, with his girlfriend from St. Louis this coming weekend, at her homecoming dance. She is also a one year cancer survivor of lymphoma. God works in mysterious ways. Ryan would not have met her, if not for coming to St. Louis for his cancer treatment. Continue to get your strength from your children. That is a crazy thing to say, since they tire us out so! They do seem to know how to put everything into perspective. Cancer, seems to make even the little ones grow up quickly, on their knowledge of life. Alexandria has shown that. Hunter is amazing too! I agree with Hunter, Why does everything need to be so complicated? Take it slow, and enjoy each day you have together, no matter if it is a good day or a bad day. Hopefully soon, the good days will out number the bad ones. Talk to you soon!
Our love to your family,
The Grumishes
David, Judy, Ryan, Eric, Renee, and Emily
Judy Grumish ( mom of Ryan - acute biphenotypic leukemia and mud transplant 4-12-01 www.ryangrumish.com ) <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, Il United States - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 10:32 AM (CDT)

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still praying. love hearing the wonders of God's goodness. great job alexandria and hunter!!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita.jones@duke.edu>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 09:49 AM (CDT)

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Way to go Hunter and Alexandria. You two really show what sibling love is about. You are in our prayers. We love you.
The Newsham's
- Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 09:48 AM (CDT)

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All of our prayers and hopes are with the Haddock family. Alexandria, I haven't met you yet, but have heard so much from your wonderful father. I work with him at LMA. Your whole family is in our prayers every evening. You are a special person who belongs to an exceptopnal family that loves you very much. You will be in my thought during your recovery. I look forward to being able to meet you very soon when you have recovered. Stay strong and positive and get well soon. All of our best to the entire Haddock family. John Loughery
John Loughery <jloughery@lmana.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 09:11 AM (CDT)

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Grant, Allison, Alexandria, Hunter, Hayden, & Addison you are in our thoughts and prayers. Stay strong!

The Ludwinski Family
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 09:03 AM (CDT)

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Dear Grant and Alison,

I am so glad to read your update, and see that everything is going along well. I remember how things are at this point, and I will be thinking of you and praying for you.
I was actually sitting here desperately trying to figure out what is happening with hurricane Lili, and getting very frustrated (we own property on Orange Beach, about 100 yards from the shoreline). Then I checked Alexandria's site, as I have been doing daily, and now I really am not all that worried. Lili will do whatever it is she is going to do, and we will deal with it, but my family is safe upstairs and that is the important part. God bless you.
Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 08:52 AM (CDT)

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WAY TO GO !!!!!!! Alexandria and Hunter. We are so proud of
both of you !! All our love and prayers are with you!!!!!!!
Love, Uncle Phil, Aunt Stephanie, Sidonia and Sheldon
Stephanie Compton <pscompton@peoplepc.com>
- Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 08:35 AM (CDT)

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June Purnell shared your story with me. You have touched my heart. Prayers are going up from Pryor, OK .for your family. Six years ago we went through a battle with my oldest son, Derek, he could of been sent to prison, for something he didn't do. He is now a grad. of Mid-America Bible College. He is a Youth Pastor in TX. Praise be to GOD

Dee Wilkerson <dlw@azalea.net>
Pryor, OK - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 12:34 AM (CDT)

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I stayed up until I knew what the Lord had done today. I am so glad that things calmed down. So glad that Hunter is such a strong man. He is so brave and now it is up to Alexandria's body to do the rest. Alison and Grant, you have two very exceptional children. Alexandria is so mature for her years.

I will be praying for everything to go smoothly. Sounds like she is on the right track.

Anita
Sikeston, MO - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 11:24 PM (CDT)

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My friend Nancy Balkenbush shared this with me and her high school friends my thoughts and prayers go out to your family. May God bring all of you health and peace.
Julie FIer <sgfier@charter.net>
South Beloit, Il USA - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 10:34 PM (CDT)

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I just recievd a prayer request for Alexandria and Hunter. I will be storming heaven for you all tonight and tomorrow. Peace and strength, Kate
Kate <katedelahanty@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 09:04 PM (CDT)

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You just astonish me, all of you. The obstacles you leap over every single day and always land on your feet- just amazing. That is how I know Alexandria is soon on the road to complete recovery and Hunter, you are on the road to Sainthood. Not even Spiderman could do what you have done. Yes, you are stonger than Spiderman. Alexandria, you are just an angel from Heaven that never stops surprising us
You are so in our prayers and if there is anything you need Alison, do not hesitate.
Love,
The Mazurs'
Tracey Mazur <tracey_mazur@hotmail.com>
O'Fallon, - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 08:29 PM (CDT)

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The prayer request was sent to me and I am very touched by the bravery of Alexandria and Hunter and all of you. God will give His peace in the time of the storm. Remember this situation is not a surprise to Him and He will finish what He has begun in their lives. I have found that the holiest place of all is usually the valley. I will be in agreement with you for a miracle of God. Blessing in Jesus precious name. I will pass this request on to my friends.

June Purnell <junepurnell@cox.net>
Prairieville, La` USA - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 07:57 PM (CDT)

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Dear Hunter, I miss you. You are very brave. It is very nice that you are doing this for your sister. I would like to be your email buddy. Your friend, Turner.
Turner Herbek <shherbek1@earthlink.net>
Pacific, MO - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 07:42 PM (CDT)

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Hello, we are friends of Linda and Phil Compton, they are in our Sunday School Class and we have been praying for Alexandria for quite some time. To let you know that you are in our prayers and God is in control.

Ann P. Goetzman <kjnqueen3@cox.net>
St.. Amant, LA United States of America - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 06:48 PM (CDT)

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Thinking loving good thoughts and prayers for you all. Alexandria is one of the bravest, strongest people I know.. as is the whole family. Love you w/all my heart.
Gwen
Wildwood, Mo USA - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 04:01 PM (CDT)

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Thinking loving good thoughts and prayers for you all. Alexandria is one of the bravest, strongest people I know.. as is the whole family. Love you w/all my heart.
Gwen
Wildwood, Mo USA - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 04:01 PM (CDT)

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Thinking loving good thoughts and prayers for you all. Alexandria is one of the bravest, strongest people I know.. as is the whole family. Love you w/all my heart.
Gwen
Wildwood, Mo USA - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 04:01 PM (CDT)

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Hi Haddock Family,

God bless you all. I do not know how you have the strength to go through this ordeal. You inspire me beyond words. Please let Hunter know that Alex thinks he is the coolest, bravest person he knows. Abby told me last night that before she met Alexandria she wished on a shooting star that she would find a friend who would always care about her and she would always care about and God sent Alexandria into her life. You are in our prayers as always.


Ann Newsham <newsham6@mybluelight.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 12:26 PM (CDT)

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You all will be on my mind and in my prayers.
God Bless,
tim
Tim Forneris
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 11:13 AM (CDT)

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Storming the gates of heaven with prayers for your entire family
Elaine R <the16thpsalm@yahoo.com>
St. Charles, MO - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 09:52 AM (CDT)

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Hi Haddocks, We continue to pray for a successful BMT. You have such very brave children; they are certainly an inspiration to all of us. Heaven is being bombarded with prayers and I know they will be answered. What can we do for you? Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 09:36 AM (CDT)

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Your family continues to be an inspiration to all. Thank you for sharing your story. We are praying extra hard today for a cure for Alexandria and thanksgiving for Hunter's great gift.
Nina Hudson
Manchester, MO - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 09:04 AM (CDT)

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All I can say is I am amazed once again at the strength of your children and your family. Our prayers continue to be with you all as you keep up the fight for a CURE for your sweet daughter!! May God continue to comfort & guide your family. Go Alexandria & Hunter too!!! :):):):)
Christy Strode & family <strodes@swbell.net>
Wildwood, MO - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 08:22 AM (CDT)

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After reading that I have tears in my eyes. Just so amazing that just in alittle while Alexandria will have her
second chance on life. Happy Re-Birthday Alexandria.

Praying for the Hunter's soldiers to find their way home really fast.
Anita mother of Holly
Sikeston, MO - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 08:13 AM (CDT)

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Haddocks, our prayers are with you!
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 07:36 AM (CDT)

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Hi Grant!
I have not heard how Alexandria was doing until today. I did not have Email for a while and did not get any information.
I am overwhelmed to hear how strong your son Hunter is being for his sister. He is a bigger HERO than Kurt Warner, Mark McGwire, Chris Pronger, Superman and all the Power Rangers. My family and I will keep you and yours in our prayers. Keep your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ!!!

God Bless you all,

John Howard (Friend from Meramec Junior College) & Family
Teresa (Wife), Caleb and Matthew
John Howard <JHOW777@AOL.COM>
Ballwin, MO USA - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 12:49 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria and Hunter tomorrow is YOUR day! We will all be thinking of your bravery and Praying for a successful procedure! Stay strong!

Much Love, Holly, Kent, Jack, Michael, and Samantha
Holly Dickinson <wkdickins@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO - Monday, September 30, 2002 at 10:43 PM (CDT)

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Hunter - Brennen and Savannah are so impressed with the courage you are showing to help your big sister! We all are - take care in the hospital and know that we are thinking about you. Alexandria - I will be thinking about you tomorrow and pray for a successful BMT! I think about and pray for you alot. Can't wait to see you again soon! Take care of your Mom and Dad (ha ha). Love, Monica Lummus and family.
Monica Lummus <mblummus@earthlink.net>
Eureka, MO USA - Monday, September 30, 2002 at 08:29 PM (CDT)

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Haddocks, My heart prays for you guys 24/7!
Sharyn Duncan
- Monday, September 30, 2002 at 11:18 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria's name is on our prayer list at church so we think of her often. My son, Erick, invited Hunter to his birthday party on March 13, 2001. When I first saw Alexandria I thought, how can I help? I decided that I could grow my hair and donate it to locks of love.(you don't know how many times I've wanted to get the scissors out!!) Now that i've seen this website and bawled my eyes out, I have more of an appreciation for what your whole family has been through. Hunter- Erick misses you and thinks you are wonderful for what you are doing for your sister!!
Connie Neilson <connieneilson@yahoo.com>
Wildwood, MO - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 09:24 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria, you will dance and we will all applaud. My prayers are with you. Everyone I come in contact with knows about you and has strict istructions to pray for you and your family. Even though we haven't seen you in ages, you are in and on our hearts!
Cheryl and Emily Manchenton
- Friday, September 27, 2002 at 02:45 PM (CDT)

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Hello from Milwaukee. My friend Nancy Balkenbusch told me about the web sight and your battles and bravery when I sent her a thought about how God has plans in our lives even though we dont understand/appreciate the importance of them at the time. I am a dad with 4 daughters, 15,11,9,8 and I adore them. My heart is with your parents and siblings. I will remember you in prayers and positive thoughts. You are a very tough kid. God bless you and your family. PS I am a Buccaneer Fan and so I love the Rams.;)

Joe Fasi Christina, Rebecca, Victoria, & Laura Fasi Milwaukee Wisconsin. Jfasi@pjmlaw.com

Joe Fasi <jfasi@pjmlaw.com>
Milwaukee, WI USA - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 10:36 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria and family,
Just to let you know I am thinking of you all and will keep track of you when I am at work. I am pretty sure there are new laptops available for the BMT patients - ask Yvonne. If I can help with any school communications, don't hesitate to ask, I am eager to help in any way I can. Fondly, Marnie Hauff
Marnie Hauff <marnieh431@aol.com>
St.Louis, MO USA - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 09:29 AM (CDT)

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Hey

I'll be praying hard for you all weekend and the next few weeks. Alexandria, you are a very brave girl. God will be there with you and His angels. I'll be praying for you to be able to feel their presence with you and keep you from all fear during your transplant. You remember to do everything the doctor, nurses, and mom and dad says. Holly liked play Skip-Bo and making crafts. You put in your order on the first day at what you want to do with Child Life. They will try to keep you busy so might as well do things you want to do. Just alittle bit of a hint they told us...Sometimes the worse you feel the better it is so just remember that on the bad days that you feel yucky that good days are coming.

I still plan on coming by and maybe waving at you.
Anita Moore mother of Holly
Sikeston, MO - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 09:53 PM (CDT)

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Hello, I have been thinking about you all, especially today, Johnny's birthday and the same date that PapPaw Hunter went to be with him and Grandmother Hunter. So its been a 'special' day and we all are praying for you and Hunter. Mass was for both of them today so some 'strong' prayers are with all of you.
Love, Aunt Nancy Kay
Nancy Hunter Moore
New Madrid, MO - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 09:47 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
How are you feeling today? I hope that you are feeling good and that you are having a good day. I will be praying for you that your BMT will go well. God will be with you all the way to the end of treatment and then He will still be there. God loves you and so do I!!!

Kailie Rhines <loolieb@charter.net>
St.Charles, MO USA - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 01:01 PM (CDT)

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Hi Haddock's! We continue to pray for you. Your journal entries are such an inspiration - funny how they make us laugh and cry at the same time. God will continue to bless you with His strength.
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 12:38 PM (CDT)

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Alison,

Good to here from you! My address:
3235 Noelle Lane
O'Fallon, MO 63366
Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 08:12 PM (CDT)

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Hi Haddocks! so glad to hear the money issue is no longer an issue! You certanly didn't need anything else to worry about. We are continuing to prayer for Alexandria & Hunter & your family. God Bless!

Jack, Beth, Amanda, Spencer, & Peyton
- Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 10:45 AM (CDT)

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Congrats on the money issue! God is always in control of the details and works those type of things out for us. I sit waiting anxiously for the end of the week though not more than you. Our prayers are with you as well as our love.
cheryl and emily manchenton
wildwood, mo us - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 01:41 AM (CDT)

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Dear Alison,
Great news! and great pictures. You can certainly see Grant in those boys! Well, I have my girl-friends kids for the week, so that brings my total up to four. HOW DO YOU DO IT? All I have to do is the normal day to day stuff, and I haven't even managed a shower yet! (it is 12:41).It is only day one and we have already had a bloody nose, a busted lip, and one really explosive diaper. Lunch, however went well. I only had to make two different entree's, and they all ate it!
Again, I am so glad about your news. Let me know what I can do.
Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Monday, September 23, 2002 at 01:02 PM (CDT)

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Hi Haddock family,
I ran across this poem written in my high school yearbook by a very close and thoughtful friend and it made me think of you! (I just got back from my class reunion which is what prompted me to look at the book!)
"At the end of every rainbow there is a pot of gold. Just be patient at all times and give the sun time to shine through the pouring rain!"
Our prayers are that your sun will be shining very soon! You certainly have shown us all what it means to be patient!
Nancy Balkenbusch and family <nbalken@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 12:18 PM (CDT)

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I just was notified of Alexandria's website. What a beautiful idea. I am so saddened to hear about all of the ongoing turmoil in your lives. Alexandria sent me a picture she drew when I was diagnosed with ovarian cancer. It has been on my refrigerator for three months stating to "Be Strong". I look at that picture everyday and pray the same for all of you. I know that you have a very long process ahead and I will keep Alexandria in the forefront of my prayers everyday. God Bless! Deb
Deb Dwyer-Keller <jkeller301@aol.com>
Tierra Verde, FL - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 12:18 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria and family,
I just wanted you to know that I'm praying for you all, and hope the BMT goes well. Peace to your soul.
All my love,
Gelene
Gelene Lorentzen <gml2222@swbell.net>
St. Louis, mo - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 09:12 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria & family, We are praying for you all! We miss your family in Autumn View... your strength and faith invigorate me every time I read an update. You are an amazing family. Jordan asked me to tell Alexandria 'hi' and she has her whole school pray for her every week! We loved the pictures... such great smiles - you are blessed with your awesome family.

Julene, Tom, Jordan and Jenna <julene.tojo@wwt.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 08:49 AM (CDT)

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Although I've never met your family I have been hearing from Carl and Connie what your family has been going through and there are no words to describe how I felt viewing your website. I am sitting here with tears streaming down my face. I couldn't imagine having to go through all that you have!!! They say that god only gives you what you can handle but it just seems so unfare. It just proves what a strong family you have. Please tell your children if they don't see this that they are in my thoughts and prayers. (We live in Post Meadows)
Tracy Williams, Daryn Krulik, Tyler, Jacob, Chelsie and Kourtney <twilliams1010@hotmail.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 09:40 PM (CDT)

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Hello Haddock Family~
I am the Special Events Coordinator at WingHaven Country Club. I just wanted to tell you all that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Alexandria is the bravest little girl! I am soo proud of how strong she is. I think we could all learn something from this angel you have been blessed with. You are all truly blessed to have her in your life.
Alexandria~
You come see me at the club when you feel better and I will buy you and your brothers and sisters a BIG SUNDAE!!! :)

God Bless
Holli Colbert
Holli Colbert <hcolbert@primary.net>
O'Fallon, MO 63366 - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 04:08 PM (CDT)

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Hi Everyone, just wanted to say hi and let you know how GREAT all four of you kids look with those cute birthday hats on!!!! Isn't sibling love such a wonderful thing. KEEP ON SMILING!!!! I love seeing those happy faces.
Sharyn Duncan
- Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 02:03 PM (CDT)

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Well hello Ms. Alexandria! I just found your web site and wanted to say Hi! Nancy Cole (my cousin) told me how to find it. The story about the cardboard box slide really made me laugh! It sounds like your family is really awesome, loving and fun. Well I'll sure be praying for each of you and will check back soon! Love, Elaine
P.S. Lauren sure loves when you come over to visit! Ms. Nancy must really like you too because I saw her note on here and we couldn't get her to send us an e-mail for anything! I hope I get to meet you and your family soon :} (That's the pringle's man)
Elaine Riazi <the16thpsalm@yahoo.com>
St. Charles, MO 63301 - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 08:32 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria - All of us at LMA are thinking about you. We could not be more proud and know that with your spirit and will power you are sure to beat this thing. We are with you. All the best Steve
Steve Mendell
San Diego, CA - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 08:23 PM (CDT)

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Hi !!! Baby Girl how are you feeling today ??? I just wanted to take a minute and say HELLO !!
I Love you and miss you !!!
Auntie Hayley
HAYLEY HADDOCK <mommydanger@yahoo.com>
ST. LOUIS, MO - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 02:27 PM (CDT)

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Hi. My name is Eileen Spratt. I am Jackie Roth's aunt & Dianne Roth's sister, (all of us from Cape). I read your entry in Jackie's guestbook & had to visit your daughter's site. I truly hope the BMT does what it should & you & your beautiful family can get back to some normalcy in your lives. I, too, live in St. Louis, & if I can ever do anything for you, I am happy to help. My prayers will include Alexandria from now on & the rest of your brave family going through this.
Eileen Spratt <etspratt@aol.com>
Eureka, MO USA - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 09:34 AM (CDT)

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Alison,
Hey Girl, thought you might enjoy some chit chat from your crazy neighbor!!! Just got back from the Alexandrias Angels
Golf Meeting. It was very productive and I just know with all the love and support from you friends and family that it is going to be a GREAT SUCCESS!!
As I pray everyday for Alexandria, your sweet baby, my prayers are also for my dear friend, Alison!! I'm so amazed by your strength and courage. As we chat on the phone (everyday) and I overhear you and Grant with Alexandria, it
just makes me realize that GOD not only gave you a Beautiful Angel, but Alexandria was given the most loving,supportive, and courageous parents, what a lucky litte girl!!!!!
My love and prayers are always with you,
Nancy
(NOW GET SOME SLEEP...) or I'll have some ISSUES!!! HA-HA

Nancy Cole,
O'Fallon, MO - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 11:26 PM (CDT)

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Wow, what great news. I sure hope that Alexandria knows that she is like Xena... hows this sound,? Xandria the beautiful warrior of GOD, fighting evil cells and turning bad to good. Kudos to Hunter too, what a strong, brave, mini man. The vigil continues, God Bless
Drake
- Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 12:06 PM (CDT)

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On my knees begging for God's mercy for Alex. You are one strong little girl and I am so proud of you. Thank you for sharing your daughter with all of us out here (even those of us, like myself, who are strangers). But I guess in God's eyes, none of us are strangers, we are all His children. I will continue to lift your whole family up in prayer and I trust that God will hold you all tightly! God Bless. With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 08:31 AM (CDT)

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Hi Haddocks, Thanks so much for the updates, Alison. We'll step up the prayers for the transplant. Your devotion and faith will be rewarded. Tell everyone Hi for me. Love, Ms. Pam

Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 07:37 AM (CDT)

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Hi Haddocks! I hope you all are feeling confident! I am so glad to hear that BMT is right around the corner.

Alexandria don't forget the song: MY GOD IS SO BIG, SO STRONG AND SO MIGHTY THERE'S NOTHING MY GOD CAN NOT DO!!

He is taking great care of you and your family.

We will continue to pray for you and for Hunter. You have a great brother who seems as strong as you are (I guess you taught him well).

I would say Good Luck, but my pastor always says there is no such thing as luck - Just God's Will. And I believe God's will for you is to get better fast so you can play and have lots and lots of fun.

We are always thinking of you all. See you Friday in the clinic.

God is good all the time, and all the time God is good!!!

-Erin Turner
Erin Turner
Festus, MO - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 08:43 PM (CDT)

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Check with the National Childrens Cancer Society for help on her BMT since BC/BS is questioning. I have read where they help and that is why the society was started. They are
right there in St. Louis. You may already know this info, but just incase. Your social worker at the hospital may have more info.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 09:00 AM (CDT)

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My prayers are certainly with you each day. The courage that you have all shown in this adversity is inspiring to us all!
Barb Stinchfield <bstinchfield@lmana.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 08:58 AM (CDT)

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Steak and Shake is awesome--double steakburger and large fries all the way. And Emily loves the strawberry milkshakes. God will always give us what He knows we need.God bless!
The Manchentons <mommymouth@aol.com>
wildwood, mo usa - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 02:15 AM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,

I wish I were wise enough to offer you more than what anyone else has for you. All I can say is that there is a beautiful little 5 year old girl named Lauren Charleson who prays for you every night that you will get over your Zuccini so that you can come over for a play date. (Actually, she learned to say the word properly, but I think her's sounds better)
Brad, Jan, Lauren, and Kelly Charleson <bradandjan@attbi.com>
Sammamish, WA USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 11:47 PM (CDT)

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hey!! great news! I'm soooo glad to hear. I will add the new requests to next week's Monday night prayer unless they change during the week. Hunter is already being covered. Email me with anything else specific and I'll keep checking the sight. Blessings to you!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 11:19 PM (CDT)

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Dearest Grant, Alison, & Alexandria:

Your email has once again unearthed my complacency in keeping up with your overwhelming situation. Please know I am praying for your daughter and for your peace during this time. My wife(Kathi) and I will visit this site to give strength to dear Alexandria(though she seems mighty enough!)and to stay grounded as to what is important ... certainly not a quota or a cloudy day. God Bless your family.
Joe & Kathi Cavallo <jcavallo@lmana.com>
New York, NY - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 10:54 PM (CDT)

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Allison, thank you for the updates. I am amazed that you can even think about doing them with all of the other things you have to think about. As always, you and your entire family are continually in my prayers and the MOPS prayer chain at my church. May God continue to bless you and your family with good news and progress.
Michelle Farmer (former neighbor of Ann Newsham's)
Wildwood, MO - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 09:50 PM (CDT)

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Grant,Alison, and family,

We miss you you all very much and know we should do better about keeping in touch. Our softball team stinks (we really miss our 1st baseman). We would definitly like to play in the fundraiser. Please know we are praying for you all every day.

All our love and prayers,

Dan, Sally, Tommy, and Emma
Dan Forness <SDForness@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 09:14 PM (CDT)

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Dear Haddocks,
That is so amazing how they will do the bone marrow transplant. I am really thankful to hear the preliminary
and can't wait to hear the actual count! I am praying it is low enough for the transplant! But I have faith that it is. I am still praying for Alexandria many times a day.

Kailie Rhines <loolieb@chater.net>
St.Charles, MO USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 03:34 PM (CDT)

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Hello Haddocks! Just checking in again! We continue to pray for you & check the website lots! The latest pictures are great. Steak n Shake is one of my favorites too! Glad to hear positive news on the prelim counts & anxiously waiting for actuals. God Bless!
Jack, Beth, Amanda, Spencer, & Peyton Pyle
The Pyle Family
Ellisville, MO - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 11:38 AM (CDT)

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Hello Haddocks! We are anxiously awaiting your next report and we are praying for you! God bless you all.
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 11:21 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria
Just wanted you to know that I am thinking about you. I hope everything went well yesterday and that you are getting ready for the BMT. You are always in our prayers.

Love Sheryl
Sheryl Andrasko
O'Fallon, MO USa - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 08:43 AM (CDT)

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I am a neighbor who lives behind Tammy and Dave Whalen.
We have the "BIG HILL" in our backyard below the Whalen's swing set. Please know you are in my thoughts, heart, and prayers.
Always here-a neighbor
Debbie Mennemeier
Debbie Mennemeier <debbiemen@msn.com>
O'Fallon, MO St. Charles - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 10:02 PM (CDT)

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Our hearts go out to you and your family, for everything you are having to endure.
Gloria Falk (from Post Meadows) <arttouch@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 09:36 PM (CDT)

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Hi Haddocks- I'm so happy things look like they will be moving forward. What a good thing. It must be so hard to make such gut-wrenching decisions not knowing what the future holds. I'm impressed with Alexandria's steak and shake cravings- it's one of my personal favorite stops as well. It must be nice to see her enjoy food at least after everything else she has to go through. We'll keep thinking good thoughts and prayers- the Days
Melissa Day
- Monday, September 16, 2002 at 07:54 PM (CDT)

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Hey Haddocks!!! Always in my thoughts and prayers. You guys are unbelievable!! Wow I am in AWE!!!
















Sharyn Duncan
- Monday, September 16, 2002 at 07:13 PM (CDT)

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Hi To All,

Your Sept. 7 photos are beautiful! I have read the update from today and it all sounds like you're ready to go. Our church prayed again yesterday for Alexandria. We have a new preacher since July of this year and he is wonderful. He is so caring and not only does he ask for prayer requests, but he wants to know about you and what you actually need prayer for. We will keep praying daily Alexandria for you and your little brother Hunter. WOW! He is such a big guy to be doing this for such a sweet gal. Remember we love you and Jesus loves you very much and He can work miracles!!! I'll be checking in on you again.

Love-N-Christ,
Chris, Brad, Chad, & Holly McDowell
Chris McDowell <christymcd@yahoo.com>
Sidell, IL - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CDT)

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Hi. I'm just signing in again to let you know I've been by checking on you. I do that quite a bit. I'll include you guys in my prayer chat tonight. If there's anything else more specific you want prayed for, let me know and I'll be sure to pray for that too. Remember that the battle belongs to the Lord. I know that you will!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita.jones@duke.edu>
Lexington, NC - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 10:00 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria!
How are you today? I hope that you are doing well! I am still praying for you and thinking about you often. I sill believe that God is in control and that He loves you very much. I hope to hear that you are feeling good soon!
Your Friend,

Kailie <loolieb@charter.net>
St.Charles, MO USA - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 04:49 PM (CDT)

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hi, i love the mosaic along the side of the journal, i enjoy its pretty colors while reading update of Alexandria's treatment. It sure reminds me of the rainbow you saw the one day while driving home. I hope your days are as bright and cherry as the colors of the rainbows. Love, Shannon Fackler
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 10:34 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria,Alison,and Grant-we check on your progress daily and each of you as always remain in our prayers and best thoughts every day. Always keep reaching for the "rainbow"-
Love-The McTearnen's
The McTearnen's <McT4 Pack@aol.com>
Wildwood, MO St. Louis - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 10:33 PM (CDT)

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Came by to see how things went yesterday. Praying for everything to go as planned. I think about you all every
minute of the day.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 08:54 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alison and Alexandria,
I hope everything went well yesterday. I have been thinking of you all and praying a lot. Jordan wanted to say hello to Alexandria. He likes to look at your pictures.
I have to tell you, I had to go to Schnucks this week and buy 3 boxes of Lucky Charms. Every time I read the updates, I start thinking about Lucky Charms! Yum.


Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
- Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 07:38 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,
Just sitting here thinking about you. I hope yesterday went well. You're always in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Miss Tracey
Tracey Mazur
O'Fallon, MO - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 09:40 AM (CDT)

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Hi Allsion, I was just reading your latest journal entry and I had to let you know that it is so nice of you to say your neighbors are a blessing. However, truth be known the Haddocks are THE blessing to our neighborhood. We all learn so much about family values, love, and patience from you all. So, thank you for being here. your friend, Tammy
Tammy Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 08:36 PM (CDT)

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Dear Haddocks, We, our church, our friends, continue to pray for healing for beautiful Alexandria...with love...
Linda and Phil , Sr. <Linphi62@aol.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 08:01 PM (CDT)

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Alison,
God sure does work in mysterious ways. I was so happy that I ran into you at Target today. I called some friends and family and asked them to put Alexandria on their prayer list and to say a special prayer for her today. I found the website to be very touching, in many different ways. I also appreciate your prayers for Kraig and Diane. I will be speaking with them over the weekend. Thank you for sharing your story as well as being supportive of Kraig and Diane. We are praying very hard for Alexandria and your family. God Bless You you All!
Angela Brooks <amlb36@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 05:49 PM (CDT)

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Alison & Grant -

I am so sorry to hear about Alexandrias downfall I will continue to pray daily for her and Hunter as well, what a wonderful brother, what a trooper he is and god bless you all.

In case you do not recognize my name I work for Jim Putman and have met and spoke with you several times... GOOD LUCK!
Susan Chitwood <Susan.chitwood@us.cibc.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 02:15 PM (CDT)

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Wanted to let you know that we are checking in and will be sure to pray extra hard for all of you today! May you feel God's arms around you today and always.
The Balkenbusch's
Ellisville, MO - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 11:13 AM (CDT)

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Just wanted to drop a quick note that you are always (but especially today) in our thoughts and prayers. I try to check the website everyday for new updates. Thank you for the detailed entries to keep us informed. Your family is an inspiration to all of us.... :) Alexandria - Brandon and Ryan Main from St. Mark send you lots of good wishes and a big hug!
Nina Hudson <nina.hudson@wcom.com>
Manchester, MO - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 10:48 AM (CDT)

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God said-" So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you.
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.For I am the Lord, your God,
who takes hold of your right hand and says to you,
Do not fear; I will help you." Isaiah 41: 10 & 13
I love you Alexandria !!! I will be praying without ceasing.
sunny staples -- NANA
Cape Girardeau , Mo. - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 10:02 AM (CDT)

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Hi Haddocks- I just happened to check the website today and saw that today was the bone marrow aspiration-I will pray very hard at 3:00 today that Alexandria will be in good shape to move ahead with the transplant. I will never understand why children have to go through this. With our prayers- Melissa and Peter Day
Melissa Day
- Friday, September 13, 2002 at 09:41 AM (CDT)

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Just a little note to let you know that I come to your site every weekday to check up on Alexandria's progress. Your constant faith is such an inspiration. I will be praying for comfort and peace for Alexandria today as she endures another painful procedure. I will also continue to pray that the blast count will go down low enough so that she will be ready for transplant. May God continue to sustain you and your whole family.
Susan Vicari
Pittsgrove, NJ - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 09:24 AM (CDT)

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Hey Haddocks you are always in our prayers. God is with you and he will keep you all strong. We anxiously await your journal entry with the test results!
The Ludwinski Family <pamlud@msn>
Wildwood, MO - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 08:30 AM (CDT)

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God Bless your family!!!!!!!!!
Michele
Northport, AL - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 08:12 AM (CDT)

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I have been thinking about Alexandria the last few days. I pray that things are going fine. I know she has alot of things going this week. I will remember her in my prayers tomorrow for the bone marrow aspiration.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 03:15 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alison & Grant,
I know what a tough 3 days you have ahead of you, all to culminate with one of those "lovely" bone marrow aspirations on Friday. I can honestly say that was one of the hardest things I went through with Courtney. And yes, insurance companies can be hell - playing god with the lives of our children - but just keep marching forward - there really isn't any other choice. Your children are beautiful (no surprise there) and I have so enjoyed seeing their pictures. We're all praying for you down in Southeast Missouri. Hugs to Alexandria, Pat
Pat Hunter
Dexter, MO - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 10:15 PM (CDT)

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Hi Haddocks,
What gorgeous photos of some gorgeous children!! We're stepping up prayers for remission and BMT. Alexandria and Hunter, you are two very brave children. I'm proud to have known you both. You are extra special.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 08:51 PM (CDT)

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Hello Alexandria,
How was the cherry pie with lots of whip cream?
We hope that you are having a good day today!!!!
We all want to see your beautiful smile very soon!
Tell Mommy and Daddy Hey for me!
Lots of love,
Always in our Prayers,
Nancy, Bill, Lauren, and Jordan Cole

Nancy Cole
O'Fallon, MO St. Charles - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 06:04 PM (CDT)

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Dear Allison and family,
I have just spent the last couple of days reading your journal and I am very inspired by your hope and faith. I believe God has healing power among all other things and has a special plan for Alexandria.
Please know I am adding her to my prayer list.
I cannot stand to hear of a child suffering.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 04:05 PM (CDT)

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Hello Haddocks. Continue to hold on tight. God has big, strong hands! You are in our prayers.
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 07:23 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria and Parents, hang in there, dont let one doctors words steer your thoughts or tear down your wonderfull optomism. You have a strong foundation to stand on and he probably doesnt! So stick with your gut feelings and go for the gold! Love, the Facklers
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 04:52 PM (CDT)

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Allison,
Your attitude is 100% on target. NO ONE will tell you what you can and cannot do for your daughter. You, as her parents, are the only advocates that she has, and you are doing an AWESOME job. Alex is fighting her best and with the family she has, plus friends and all of us strangers (such as myself) she will conquer. God is right there with you every step of the way. I am confident He hears every one of our prayers. You keep fighting and we'll all keep praying. God bless you all. Please give Alex a very tight squeeze from me!! With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 01:13 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! It was so nice to see you and visit with you on Sunday. I'm really glad your family made it to the park. You are always in our prayers.

Love Sheryl, Chris, Taylor and Mason Andrasko
Sheryl Andrasko
- Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 12:16 PM (CDT)

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ALEXANDRIA
We are so proud of you for being so strong. We love and miss you very much.
Love, Uncle Phil, Aunt Stephanie, Cousins Sidonia and Sheldon

Stephanie compton <pscompton@peoplepc.com>
- Monday, September 09, 2002 at 08:16 PM (CDT)

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Hello from the Morgans. Your journal is amazing and I can understand how helpful it is to write it all down, so please don't apologize for the length and detail. For those of us who are praying for you but who truly cannot imagine how you feel, the more you share the better we pray! Thanks for your thoughts on cherishing our children. Even in your most difficult hours, you are thinking of others. I think your faith blooms in new ways every day. Thinking of you and praying for you through song at choir practice every week.
Mary Morgan <bmo8230600@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 04:53 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,
You looked beautiful today at church. I am sorry I didn't have time to talk long, but I was running late (its not good for the teacher to get to class later than the students!). I love your website. I plan on visiting it more often. The pictures are wonderful, too. Love, Miss Tammy
Tammy Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 04:41 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
I am so happy that we have become friends. I love when we color together, play with dolls, and play in your family room with the big boxes. When you are feeling better, I hope we can play more again. I will see you soon. Your friend, Kelsey
Kelsey Whalen <dtkmdwhalen@cs.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 04:22 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria,
It was so great to spend time with you today at Taylor's birthday party. I just think you are such an amazing and wonderful little girl. You have the biggest heart in the world and the best sense of humor.
We love you and God Bless!
Love,
Tracey
Tracey Mazur
O'Fallon, MO - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 03:02 PM (CDT)

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Hello Alexandria and family...I was a bit jealous to hear you got to play with my cousins..Ms. Nancy, Lauren and Jordan, but also delighted as well. I heard there was an awesome prayer service and that there were many beautiful songs. You all were in my prayers and thoughts during that time. (and lots of other times too!) Although we haven't officially met in person, I consider you all a part of my extended family. Ms. Nancy thinks the world of you and that says alot to me!! We're rooting for some great news!!
P.S. I love the song "Awesome God" also.

Katy Davis (Vince, Luke and Grace)
St. Peters, MO USA - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 06:44 AM (CDT)

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We are friends of Jim and Louise Watts. We are praying for all of you as you wait. We also believe in God's healing - Bud survived a brain stem injury and I am a cancer survivor. God never sends us alone but always walks with us through the valleys. Philippians 4:6-7 is a comfort for us.
Bud and Susie Shumaker
- Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 09:39 PM (CDT)

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What a tough time your family is having (and what an understatement that is!!). You are in my prayers as you go through all the decisions, the treatment and the long haul back to a more stable existance.
Hunter, I am so impressed by what you are doing for your sister, you are an awesome brother and a hero.
Alexandria, you have been through soooo much, I so hope things go brilliantly for you from now on.
Alison and Grant, oh such decisions. I know you will make the right choices through your love for your family. Never look back with regret, hindsight is 20/20, but it's not the information you have at the present.
Peace and strength to you all.
Harri T <timvdw@kcbbs.gen.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 05:15 PM (CDT)

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Hello! I am from Green Pines and have prayerfully followed your journey from the start. (I also know Ann Newsham too. What a sweetheart she is!) Congratulations and PTL as HE is blessing Alexandria's life each step of the way. Our family will continue to pray for you all, what an inspiration you are to each of us. Hunter is also a brave & special boy and what a story your children will be able to tell as adults someday, not to mention the incredible bond all four will share!! GOD BLESS!! Christy Strode & family :)
Christy Strode <strodes@swbell.net>
Wildwood, MO 63011 - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 03:33 PM (CDT)

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Hi Haddocks,
We were out of town and just got back on a red-eye and am so very glad to hear that you are getting close to BMT. What can we do for Hunter for being so brave about donating? Tell Alexandria that she is on our church's (Woodlawn Presbyterian Chapel) prayer chain and we're really working it! She's in good hands. Chin up, Alexandria, and hopefully, you'll be able to do the shopping spree in early November.
Love, Ms. Pam

Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 02:45 PM (CDT)

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Hello, This is Jennifer...Ryan Grumish's cousin! I continue to pray for you & your family. I also continue to pray for Matthew's family. Sometimes all this Leukemia stuff is enough to scare adults so I too wonder how these children become so brave so fast. We all have to take it one day at a time & thank God for each & every day with our children. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts & Prayers! Love, Jennifer
Jennifer <greenboys4@aol.com>
Bradley, IL USA - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 02:41 PM (CDT)

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I believe the Lord uses these rollercoaster rides we go through to make us stronger. So just hang in there, I believe he is a on time God. God just wasn't finished with that bone marrow. Holly and I use to sing the childrens song "He's Still Working on Me". Jesus is still working on Alexandria to make her what she is suppose to be.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 01:04 PM (CDT)

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We are so excited by the great news!!! Alexandria, you are a special young girl and an inspiration to us all! And Alison and Grant, your faith and trust in God is truly a remarkable example for me.

God has blessed us all by knowing you. And He will bless you with continued good news.
Love, Ann, Rob, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 10:56 PM (CDT)

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ALL THE TIME!! Everyone was praising so much I had to chime in with the next part :) aren't steroid snacks great?!? it's really funny to hear the other side of it. i'm not the parent, i'm the patient but listening to you reminds me how much you parents have to go through. getting up at all hours to fix us stuff because we're always starving!! hard on the sleep eh? just like those chair/beds. i used to invite my mom to sleep with me. now that i'm older i started kicking her out so she can actually get some rest. anyways, i had to share & join in the praise. I'll keep praying! Blessings and much love to you and your family!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 08:08 PM (CDT)

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God is GOOD!!!! I am so excited by your news. I will keep praying that all continues in this positive direction. I will also pray for the other children. What a difficult road to be on for all of the families.
God Bless
Ann Newsham
Ellisville, MO usa - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 09:34 AM (CDT)

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OH MY GOSH!!!! I have missed so much. I have not been able to pull up your web page for a few weeks. I don't know why, but today it worked, and I have been reading with so much emotion for the past hour. Alison you have definetly found time to update everyone. Have you ever made that many journal entries in one month ever???? WOW, what a feeling to know so much is happening in such a positive way. You have had an amazing past few weeks, it makes me so happy to hear about your good experiences. And CUTE pic's!!

I know today will also bring good news.

Always with you,
Sharyn Duncan
- Friday, September 06, 2002 at 08:43 AM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
We were so happy to read this latest update! What an incredible person and inspiration you are!! You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Amy, Steve, Alex and Danny Huffman <shuffman01@earthlink.net>
Ellisville, MO - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 09:38 PM (CDT)

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Hello Haddock's! I hope that everything went well today during your procedure. I am going to a bible study tonight. I will be praying for Alexandria's test results. We will be in the clinic tomorrow morning.

What an awesome service you all attended!! I am so glad to see that you all have such strong faith. Hailey loves the song "Awesome God". Have you ever heard "Shout to the Lord"? It is a wonderful song. Here are a few words "My comfort, My shelter, Tower of refuge and strength..." We have added this song to our very long list of favorites. When I am upset, worrying, etc. I put this cd in and just sing this praise to The Lord. It sounds like you belong to a wonderful Church. The Lord will answer all the many, many prayers for Alexandria and your whole family.

Talk to you soon.

God Bless!
Erin Turner


Erin Turner <erinchantel@hotmail.com>
Festus, MO - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 04:34 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria and your family,

My family will continue to pray for you and think of you often. We continue to pray that Alexandria not be in pain and always know that God is with her!!!!! Your family's faith in God is just remarkalbe and inspiring for me to read. God is in control, and we pray that his will for Alexandria is for her time here on earth with her family continue for a long while......... God bless your special family. You are in our prayers!!!

Love,
The Johnsons Chris, Lisa, Kyle, and Alyssa

P.S. "Awesome God" is one of our absolute favorite songs, too!!!



Lisa Johnson <pianollj@aol.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 04:14 PM (CDT)

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Hi Haddock Family,

Your journal entries are never too long. They have served to inspire me. Your faith and spirit are amazing. Sorry I couldn't make the prayer service last night, Alex has strep and I certainly didn't want to bring that uninvited guest...
As always you are in our prayers.
Love,
Ann Newsham
Ann Newsham
Ellisville, MO usa - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 01:58 PM (CDT)

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Hey guys!

It is good to read the updates. It reminds us how merciful God is to allow us to have the precious time he has given us with our children.

We would have loved to be at the service last night, but Kailie has been in the hospital since last Saturday morning. They drained 1600 cc from her abdomen Saturday morning. Her site is http://www.caringbridge.com/page/kares4kailie

We continue to pray throughout the day for your family. Alexandria and the rest of the family are always on our hearts and minds. Prayer and our faith in the blood of Jesus Christ is all we have right now. Isn't that exactly where God wants us to be? He wants us to be totally dependant on him for our only source of strength.

We would like to ask you to add one more precious name to your prayers, Austin Young (6). He is a fellow patient of Kailie’s and he is battling for his life in the PICU at St. John’s. He has a fungal infection in his lungs, has zero white cells and we are praying for the Lord to heal him first on this earth.

The love that we have for your family is beyond words. There is a bond that cannot be broken by events on this earth. That bond is our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Right now Jesus is in charge of all events in Alexandria’s life, in Austin’s life and Kailie’s life. It has been said that ALL is the “good type” of cancer. I don’t ever want to hear or say that again. There is no “good type” in existence.

I’m listening to a song entitled “With Every Breath” from the Christian CD “City On A Hill - Various Artists” An excerpt of the chorus is below.
The link is http://christianplace.crosswinds.net/Various/CityOnAHillLyrics.htm

When the night seems so long (Throw your hands to the sky)
You can sing a new song (Wipe the tears from your eyes)
When you're weak, He is strong
He can heal your wounded soul
And calm the storm inside
For all your times of laughter
In every hopeful prayer
When the world weighs on your shoulders
Through sorrow and your despair
With everything, with every breath, praise the Lord
Let everything, let every breath praise the Lord
Let everything that has breath praise the Lord
Let everything that has breath praise the Lord


My soul cries out to God for him to heal these children while they are still on this earth. Our God is an awesome God, yes he is.

I’m sorry for rambling. As you know, there are no words to express how we feel within our soul. We are hurting for you in a very deep way. Our prayers will never cease for you. May Jesus bless you with peace that can only come from Him. We love all of you very much.

The Rhines family,
John, Johnelle, Ian, Kailie and Jaren

John Rhines <kares4kailie@charter.net>
St. Charles, MO USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 12:39 PM (CDT)

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Hey guys, Just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers today especially. Wish I could be in two places at one time. Close your eyes and I will hold your hand. Give Alexandria a big "aunt 'chelle" hug for me. Uncle Michael, Austin and Ethan send their love too. Your sis, Michelle
Michelle Suter, Aunt 'Chelle <michelle1210@yahoo.com>
Midland Park, NJ - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 11:07 AM (CDT)

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Hi To All of You,
WOW! What a great service you all attended. They had 2 of those services for Chad and he was not able back than at that time to be there but there were others who stood in for him and they used that persons body. God is Good! We will pray extra hard for you and yours this week. My daughter is at a prayer service right now and not home yet!! They have praise & worship first. Chad is at college right now and I know that he to will continue to pray for you Alexandria. He has a heart of GOLD. His motto you know is "KEEP THE FAITH". He has a faith that can move a mountain. We are so glad you have found this wonderful church and the healing services sound really neat. I have been forward for things in my life for healing and alot of my friends have. One gal which is my best friend from way back went forward 5 years ago this Christmas and shouldn't even be here on this earth and is doing just great. We do want you Alexandria to remember that even though we can't be there and we didn't get to know you all that well in Children's, you are like a life long friend to us. You can never have to many friends. I think I can open a Hallmark store sometimes with all of the cards that Chad has received and still gets in the mail. We will sign off for now and I'll be checking on you again. KEEP THE FAITH!!!

Love-N-Christ,
Chris McDowell, Chad, Holly, & Brad
Christy McDowell <christymcd@yahoo.com>
Sidell, IL - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 09:30 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria, We are related. Get out a family tree to figure this one out. I am your grandmother Judy's cousin Jim's daughter.(I think you met my sister Diane recently.) I don't know what in the world that makes us though! I have been hearing a lot about you. I live in New Hampshire near the ocean. On September 21st I am going to participate in our local walk-a-thon for the Luekemia Society. Six miles or so along the coast. I HOPE IT IS ONLY 6 MILES! I'll do this one for you. Hope I can make it! I'm not as tough as you are! Wish me luck! I will be thinking of you and praying for you.
Christine Watts <artnic@attbi.com>
Durham, NH USA - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 09:10 PM (CDT)

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Praise God from whom all blessings flow!!!!!
Just wanted to let you know that you guys are all in our prayers. Received the heartfelt message from the Pyle family and I am passing this along to friends and family. We will all put you on our prayer list.

Keep your head up!!
The Simmons Family <simfam5@sbcglobal.net>
Florissant, MO 63034 - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 06:16 PM (CDT)

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Dear Haddock Family it is good to hear from your Sept. 1, 2002 journal entry that things are looking up! Praise God for His goodness and continued mercy! We just wanted to let you know that you are surely in our prayers. Tomorrow I will be with my sister's in Christ at Bible Study Fellowship International. There I will ask each of the women to pray specifically that all medications will do exactly what they are supposed to do for Alexandria. And I will also ask them to pray that you as a family will continue to be sustained through His grace and mercy, for truely God has blessed you with a peace that surpasses all understanding :) Miss you all.
The Jones Family in Ohio
Nanette Jones
Canton, Ohio USA - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 09:51 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria,
God gave us such a special gift when he moved this wonderful family in next to our house. Soon we got to meet all of you and realized that we have been so blessed to have you in our lives. Not a day goes by that I don't look out my door for your million dollar smile. Please keep smiling and hold that beautiful head up because no one can ever take that away. You are always in our thoughts and prayers and we love you!!
Love,
Tracey, Mike, Brett & Mackenzie Mazur
Tracey Mazur <tracey_mazur@hotmail.com>
O'Fallon, mo - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 01:54 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria, we found your website from Matthews mom Debbie. You are a beautifull young lady, we looked at your pictures! It sure sounds like you have the world behind you in hopes of beating this awfull cancer. We will say a prayer for you and your family. Hang in there!!!! Love, Shannon
Shannon Fackler <Facklerhome@aol.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 01:39 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! Just wanted to let you know we are praying for you & have added you to 2 church's prayer lists. Stay strong in your faith--all things are possible through God!

Love,
Jack, Beth, Amanda, Spencer, & Peyton
The Pyle Family <bpyle@mwecc.com>
Ellisville, MO USE - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 11:57 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria, my name is Debbie Rowland. I own the Elegant Child where your brother and sister used to go to school. I have been praying for you and will put you on my aunts prayer chain today. It is a very powerful one! I enjoyed your pictures in the photo album. They are very cute! It's good to see you smile. If there is anything I can do for you, please let me know. If you need anything in the hospital or at home, I'll be happy to bring it to you. In the meantime, I'll continue to pray.It's so nice to know God is in charge, isn't it?
Deb Rowland <lttjr7@aol.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 08:57 AM (CDT)

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I came to your page from Matthew H's, and read some of your journal entries. What a brave and beutiful angel you have in your company. May she be happy in everything she enjoys with your family!
Helen <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
Newcastle, - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 05:57 AM (CDT)

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Hello,

We are Mitch and Lisa Miller from Jackson, Tennessee. We found out about your special little girl from Diane Miller, our sister-in-law this weekend while visiting them this weekend. She showed us a printout from this website and I must tell you it both broke out hearts and refreshed out spirit at the same time. We can tell that you are strong in the spirit and that your little girl has a strong team on her side. You can be assured that we will have her on the prayer list at our church, Calvary Baptist Church, here in Jackson and that we will pass this website along to all our friends on the internet to lengthen the prayer chain for Alexandria. We wish Alexandria and the rest of your family all the strength and grace that the heavenly Father can provide.

The Millers
Mitch and Lisa Miller <MORLMILLER@Webtv.net>
Jackson, TN. USA - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 10:31 PM (CDT)

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Hello,

We are Mitch and Lisa Miller from Jackson, Tennessee. We found out about your special little girl from Diane Miller, our sister-in-law this weekend while visiting them this weekend. She showed us a printout from this website and I must tell you it both broke out hearts and refreshed out spirit at the same time. We can tell that you are strong in the spirit and that your little girl has a strong team on her side. You can be assured that we will have her on the prayer list at our church, Calvary Baptist Church, here in Jackson and that we will pass this website along to all our friends on the internet to lengthen the prayer chain for Alexandria. We wish Alexandria and the rest of your family all the strength and grace that the heavenly Father can provide.

The Millers
Mitch and Lisa Miller <MORLMILLER@Webtv.net>
Jackson, TN. USA - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 10:30 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,
This is Judy Grumish, Ryan's mom. I just had Ryan e-mail all his friends to tell them to pray for you, and how special of a young lady you are! You have a lot of friends looking out for you! Keep up the good appetite!
Love, The Grumishs
Judy Grumish <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, Il United States - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 12:50 AM (CDT)

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Allison, Grant, Alexandria, Hunter, Hayden, Addison,

Keep the faith the rainbow was a true sign. We love you and are praying for you.

Don, Pam, Elizabeth & Joey
Wildwood, MO - Sunday, September 01, 2002 at 09:51 PM (CDT)

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Grant and Alison,
You all continue to be in my prayers every day. Please let me know if I can do anything else.

Diane Miller
Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Sunday, September 01, 2002 at 12:06 PM (CDT)

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Hello. Just wanted to let you know that I am a good friend of Ann Newsham's. Ann has always done a wonderful job of keeping her friends updated on your daughter's condition. Please know that even though I have never met you or your daughter, I definitely feel a connection to you. Your family is in my prayers.
Barb Long <barblong1@yahoo.com>
Phoenix, AZ 85048 - Sunday, September 01, 2002 at 11:15 AM (CDT)

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Heh Alison and Grant,

You two are amazing and it's not amazing to me that God hears your prayers and answers them like in the rainbow. Just keep that attitude and never give in to those thoughts that tell you she won't make it through, because she will. She too is an amazing and beautfully strong young girl. We love you and are thinking of you even though we are not there.

Much love,
Kristen, Lindsay, Kelley, Parker and Kathryn Klebenow
kristen and Lindsay Klebenow <klebenow@earhlink.net>
Charlotte, NC usa - Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 07:33 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria...holding you close in our prayers sweety!!! God bless...Christy
Christy <angelnstix@msn.com>
Kim, CO USA - Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 05:16 PM (CDT)

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Hi Guys! I know I just spoke to you all in the clinic today 8/30/02. I am always so gald when I get to see Alexandria. It makes me feel better when I can see her first hand. She is looking GREAT! You all are constantly on my mind and in my heart.

I just logged into your page to see the update, I am too emotional to get into details in person. I am so sorry to here of this stumbling block. You all have the right attitude. God is in control and will see everyone through this!! We will continue to pray for all of you. Sometimes I find myself asking what can I do to help? But then I realize the most imoportant thing I can do is lift Alexandria up to The Lord.

He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken. - Psalm 62:2

Alexandria will not be shaken! God has his loving arms around her and all of you.

I hope you all have a great weekend!

God Bless,
Erin Turner
Erin Turner <erinchantel@hotmail.com>
Festus, MO - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 06:43 PM (CDT)

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Alison & Grant,
Just read your update and want you to know that I will be in prayer and fasting constantly for Alexandria. I cried from the 1st sentence on in your 8-28-02 update. I just don't understand things sometimes but we do believe in miracles 100%. Only God has control right now and we do pray that He will touch her and put his loving arms around her and your whole family. I am so sorry that you have had to endure all of this for so long. I can & can't imagine. Please remember she is on our prayer chain clear down her in Sidell, Illinois.

Love-N-Christ,

Chris McDowell
Christy McDowell <christymcd@yahoo.com>
Sidell, IL - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 05:07 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,
I want you to stay as strong and brave as you have been. You are one of the bravest little girls I know. I will continue to keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers, as always.. Keep looking for that miracle.. it's there for you hon..love you lots & always
Gwen Scott
Wildwood, Mo usa - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 04:36 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,

Abby had such a great time with you on Sunday...She says Spy Kids II was awesome and she had so much fun with you. She is sending you hugs and kisses and wants you to stay strong. You are an very brave girl and make the Powerpuff Girls look like a bunch of wimps. God Bless You.

Ann Newsham
Ann Newsham <newsham6@mybluelight.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 04:00 PM (CDT)

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So glad you saw the rainbow! Just when you needed him most God was there. We're praying for your miracle. I know he has a special plan for you and your family and whatever it may be you can never give up hope! Miracles do happen! The pictures of your party are great. It looks like you picked a great neighborhood to move into! We miss you guys here in Autumn View!
Love,
Nancy, Gary, Jake and Katie Balkenbusch
Nancy Balkenbusch <nbalken@aol.com>
Ellisville, Mo - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 03:58 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria:
You will be in my prayers now more than ever. Stay Strong.
God Bless you and your family,
tim
tim forneris <forneris@slu.edu>
St. Louis, MO - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 03:28 PM (CDT)

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Kathy Ehrhardt and Lisa Wilkinson
Kathy Ehrhardt
Chesterfield, mo usa - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 03:27 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria and family,
We are keeping all of you in our prayers. We will tell as many people as we can to pray as well. Stay strong and always remember your rainbow!
The Bowman's
Bowman Family
- Friday, August 30, 2002 at 01:35 PM (CDT)

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Every fiber of my being hates this wretched disease. There is nothing positive about this sickness. I also hate sin. It is because of sin and the fall of man that sickness exists in the first place.

I am so very, very tired of seeing precious children and their families devastated by this horrible cancer. Alexandria, you are an extremely precious little girl. I remember the first time we met you at Camp Sunrise. What a joy it was to spend some time with you. Those smiles you gave others will be remembered for eternity.

Alexandria, we know that you will be healed. We just pray that Jesus will answer our prayers and heal you here on this earth. Regardless what any doctor or “expert” may have to say, our faith in God’s healing grace will not waiver. It is impossible for man to explain why cancer happens to our precious children. I can’t fathom how your family must feel right now. But I do know how much your mommy, daddy and siblings love you. I love my wife Johnelle, my precious little girl Kailie and my boys Ian and Jaren more than life itself. I don’t understand why Kailie had to contract leukemia. I don’t know why God allows things like this to take place. I know that God’s word is real and that God does not leave us. Our prayers will never cease, never.

We love each one of you very much,
John, Johnelle, Ian, Kailie & Jaren Rhines

John Rhines <jnjrhines@charter.net>
St. Charles, MO USA - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 01:03 PM (CDT)

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Alison, Grant - Just read the 8/29 journal entry and am extremely upset to hear the news! We are praying for you and think about you everyday! We miss you guys so much! Please give Alexandria our love.
Monica Lummus <mblummus@earthlink.net>
Eureka, MO - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 12:52 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
We are praying for you!!! You are a very special young girl and we all love you.
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 10:33 AM (CDT)

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Dear alison,
I saw the same rainbow. I thought it was a special sign for me as God often speaks to me through rainbows too. Obviously He was speaking to you and I'm glad He spoke so clearly. Our love to you all and obviously our prayers.

Cheryl and Emily M.
- Friday, August 30, 2002 at 03:32 AM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
I know the last few days have been very hard for you and your family, but please keep fighting and never give up! The prayer chain here in Dexter is working overtime for you, and I even have Peaches & Scooter sending special "dog & cat" prayers your way. I know miracles can happen because my daughter is well & happy today - and you will be, too! Alison & Grant, stay strong - I'm praying for you both, Pat Hunter
Pat Hunter <thehunters@semo.net>
Dexter, MO USA - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 09:27 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,
We are so happy that you were home and enjoyed the pizza party! We miss you and your family. The neighborhood is just not the same! You are in our thoughts and prayers
everyday. We love you, Mindy, Joe, Ryan and Zachary Brusseau
Mindy Brusseau <Mindybr@earthlink.net>
- Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 03:48 PM (CDT)

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Will be praying for your family. God bless you and keeping believing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Michele
- Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 12:43 PM (CDT)

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We have prayed every day for you, Alexandria. We'll just make our prayers louder and more special now. Your big, beautiful smile in those pictures shows you have a lot of faith and love, too. That really means a lot to your Mom & Dad, who love you so much. (p.s. does your cat eat soup, too?)
Mary Morgan <bmo8230600@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 11:51 AM (CDT)

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I just don't know if I have the right words to say. Alexandria needs to know to fight and not give up. I know it is hard to see her facing this all over again. We do have a promises from God and what a miracle to see that rainbow. What a testimony to have. I believe there has to be a reason for all siblings to match. I do believe in modern day miracles and Jesus can do it again and again and again. I believe I am living with one of those miracles.
I will be praying so keep us informed of progress.
Anita Moore mother of Holly
Sikeston, MO - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 08:03 AM (CDT)

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I will pray for your miracle.
Harri T
Auckland, New Zealand - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 05:21 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria, It looks like you had quite a party! I hope you saved me some pizza.Just kidding. The pictures are great.I know you are going to miss Austin and Ethan when they leave but it looks like you have some great new friends.
God gave us a rainbow to show us that He keeps his promises. He is always with us, and He always gives us hope.He is our great and wonderful Father.We will trust in Him with all our hearts.
I love you precious child. You are so brave and I am so proud of you.
God will see us through this.Keep the Faith. Love, NANA
sunnystaples <sunnystaples@sbcglobal.net>
Cape Girardeau , MO. - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 02:21 AM (CDT)

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Let us know about the test when you can. I pray that everything went well. Praying!
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Wednesday, August 28, 2002 at 12:42 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alison,

I just wanted to remind you that I am here if I can help in ANY way. I know you and Grant do not know me, and I do understand that. However, I am here, and am willing to help if you should need it. I am only a few minutes away!
Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Wednesday, August 28, 2002 at 11:05 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,

I know mom & dad are busy, but just want you to know that I'm still checking up on you. Hope all is going well and that you can feel our prayers. Chad is at college now and just went to the doctor again the 19th of this month. He wasn't to happy because he had to have a shot in the arm. The doctor gave him a repeat meningitis shot because they thought that the chemo may have killed off his immunities toward that awful disease. He had it when he was 9 months old and we just about lost him. Between the leukemia that he had and the meningitis Alexandria I feel that God definately has a plan for Chad. He will someday be teaching kids about your age. He want to teach Elementary Education about the 3rd grade or maybe 2nd. He is really good with kids. He was in our VBS vacation bible school a couple weeks ago and did a skit 5 times a day for 3 days. He even played a KING! We love him and our daughter so much and we know that God is watching over you today and every day. Even when things don't feel like they should be going the way we want them too. You hang in there and our church is also still praying.

Love-N-Christ,

Chris
christy mcdowell <christymcd@yahoo.com>
sidell, il - Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 04:53 PM (CDT)

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Hello all! Prayers to you all. Do hope that you will quickly get the word out when it is time for the big event so we can pray even harder! Miss you. Emily still talks about Alexandria a lot. When all gets better, she would love to see her. Love to all, Cheryl M.
Cheryl Manchenton <mommymouth@aol.com>
wildwood, mo usa - Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 03:24 AM (CDT)

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Bless your precious child's heart. It is beyond comprehension why a child must have this to deal with. You're kids are adorable. My husband works with a friend of yours. He gave Paul your website. You all are in our prayers.
Dianne Roth <pjroth@mydci.com www.caringbridge.com/mo/jackiejourney>
Cape Girardeau, MO - Monday, August 26, 2002 at 07:14 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria I hope everything goes well today!!! I love you so much!! Happy Birthday!!! You are in our prayers every night!!!
We love you Aunt Hayley, Michael, and Mason
H
- Monday, August 26, 2002 at 03:39 PM (CDT)

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I wanted to let you know that I prayed for Alexandria this morning. I enjoyed the new pics. Alexandria, you are a very pretty girl. I know you are a wonderful big sister. I hope you have no problems today with your test. God be with you.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Monday, August 26, 2002 at 09:07 AM (CDT)

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Alison and Alexandria,
I am so glad to see that you are all together at home. I have been thinking about all of you. I even met another lady that knows who you are. I was talking about you to the ladies that I work out with at the gym, and one of them happens to volunteer up at Childrens Hospital. Her name is Kate, and I think she said she was going to teach you to knit. Now, when I see her, she asks me for updates and tells me what she knows. I guess you are famous and don't even know it. I will keep you in my prayers, and Alison, please keep me in mind if you need anything.

Diane Miller <Noelleplace@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 08:18 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria, It was so good to see that you are home. Even though you no longer live in our neighborhood, we think of you and pray for you every day. Tell your Mom and Dad to call if they need anything at all. We love you and miss you.
Sally, Dan, Tommy & Emma Forness <SDFORNESS@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO 63011 - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 08:58 PM (CDT)

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Alison- just read the recent journal entry! I'm so glad to hear Alexandria is home! That is such wonderful news!!!! I hope you are remembering to take care of yourself - we all know how hard you work, how much you give of yourself - tirelessly - how you always put your children first - BUT, please remember to grab rest and nutrition when you can. You have to be your best for the kids and Grant. Tell Alexandria to keep the faith! We love you guys! Monica Lummus and family.
Monica Lummus <mblummus@earthlink.net>
Eureka, MO USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 02:49 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria,
We are so happy you are home with your mom,dad, brothers, and sister! We keep you in our thoughts and prayers each day! Hang in there, you a very brave little girl. Grant/ Alison- it was so good to see this Saturday. If there is anything we can do, please don't hesitate to ask! Love Sheryl Andrasko
Sheryl Andrasko
O'Fallon, MO - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 09:18 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria,
I am so glad you are home!!!! It was great to talk on the phone again. I love and miss you sooooooo much.
Love, Sidonia
SIDONIA COMPTON <pscompton@peoplepc.com>
- Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 09:34 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria, It was so great to see you. The best thing was all the hugs I got to give you. I am so thankful to God for all the miracles he has given us. He will help us to be strong and He is leading our battle. He is with us always!!!
Love, Nana
sunny staples <sunnystaples@sbcglobal.net>
Cape Girardeau, Mo. - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 05:26 PM (CDT)

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PTL-"PRAISE THE LORD" So glad you are home in your fluffy bed Alexandria. What a witness you are girl. We will continue to pray for you on your next bone marrow aspiration. Keep the Faith and I'll be checking in again on you and your family.
Love-N-Christ,
Chris
christy mcdowell <christymcd@yahoo.com>
sidell, il - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 09:21 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria is home !, Alexandria is home!, hurray all the people shouted... Alexandria is home.
Drake, Lisa, Jenny, Leslie, Shelly, John, Tanner, Bill, Mary, Dougie, Annie, and Rumplestiltskin
- Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 06:59 PM (CDT)

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Welcome home!!!! (Great journal update)
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 11:41 AM (CDT)

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Yay!! You are home! We are so happy that you can be together again as a family. That is also great news about Alexandria's ANC. We'll keep praying that it keeps going up, so you guys can proceed with treatment. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Call us if you need ANYTHING. Keep your chins up!
John, Johnelle, & Kailie Rhines <jnjrhines@charter.net>
St. Charles, MO - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 11:36 AM (CDT)

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Good morning Haddock family. I am so so so happy that I checked your web page, I definetly needed something to cheer me up this morning, and reading Alisons message from yeterday hit the spot!! I am extremely happy that things are looking up for all of you. Thank you Alison for passing on the last Sundays Sermon. I'm with you there!! Maybe after the BMT you'll be able to feel a garden of roses blooming in you heart. Wouldn't that be a beautiful sight! Always in my thoughts and prayers.. Sharyn
Sharyn Duncan
- Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 09:50 AM (CDT)

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Just wanted to stop and leave you a quick entry. I stop at your site each and every day, but don't always sign. What an AWESOME update today. I'm so glad for all of you that you were able to come home. Alexandria had to be so excited to get in her own bed, nothing feels better. I am so impressed with your faith in God. It would be so easy to turn away from him with all the trials you have all had to go through. God has to be so proud that you have continued to trust in him and his power through all of this. I continue to pray for all of you; that God will heal Alexandria as only He can do, and that He will give the rest of you the strength you need to help her through this. You are all so strong, just remember how many people (family, friends and strangers like me) that you have praying constantly for you. God hears us!! God's blessings on you all. Keep up the great work Alex!! With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 08:15 AM (CDT)

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Yes, God is good. Glad for the update. God has sent sermons right to us too. I love it when He speaks to us.
Anita Moore
Sikeston, MO - Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 03:20 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria - We are so happy you are HOME!! You are an amazingly strong young lady and we are all very thankful that you are feeling better!
Nina Hudson <Nina.Hudson@wcom.com>
- Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 03:15 PM (CDT)

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Hi Haddocks,
Great news on the ANC! Keep it up, Alexandria! God is listening to all of our prayers! I hope you are feeling much better now.
Love, Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 12:38 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
How are you feeling today? I hope that you are feeling better. I am still praying for you and am thinking about you allot. I hope you have a good day! Jesus loves you and so do I!
Your Friend,
Kailie Rhines <loolieb@chater.net>
St.Charles, MO USA - Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 12:04 PM (CDT)

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Alison, Grant and Alexandria- WONDERFUL NEWS! You are so right when you say you find to celebrate the small wins-small wins add up to big things!

Saw Pam Passwater on Saturday and both of our families have held you all in our prayers daily-God truly does listen and work in great ways-we will not stop in hopes to offer your family any support possible!

Hope you all get to go home soon-for all of you! If you need anything please call-

All our best wishes-Laurie, Bob, Katie
Laurie McTearnen <McT4 Pack@aol.com>
Wildwood, MO St. Louis - Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 07:23 AM (CDT)

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Alison, Grant and Alexandria,
Keep the faith. I read a saying that goes, "Work as if everything depends on me. Pray as if everything depends on God." You'll have to do the work, but we will do the praying along with you!

God bless,
Rob, Ann, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 03:35 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! I'm so happy that you're doing better! Your St. Mark Presbyterian Church family has you in our prayers. We continue to be amazed by how well you've done. Keep up the good work!!
Grace and Peace,

Kristy <kforbes@stmark-pcusa.org>
Ballwin, MO USA - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 11:34 AM (CDT)

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Hey

You guys hang in there. When those counts start coming in they will probably come flying in. Alexandria sounds just like what Holly did.

He's a on time God. Yes, He is.
Anita Moore
Sikeston, MO - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 08:39 AM (CDT)

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Hi To All of You,

Just got back into town last night and checked Alexandria's history. I ask for prayer for her last Sunday the 4th in Sunday School and Church. We will continue to pray for that pneumonia to get out of her system. I just can't believe what that little gal has been through and continues to fight. I keep Chad updated on her and I try to always think positive which I know is so hard for all of you right now. Chad says KEEP THE FAITH! That has been his motto for 2 years now. We will constantly lift her name daily and pray that the 10% can be taken care of with this last round of chemo. I hope you & Grant can keep yourselves well in the mean time. Please remember that this little town of Sidell, IL is praying and won't stop until we feel that God has given us a sign. We love you and miss you and will check in again.

Love-N-Christ,

Chris McDowell
christy mcdowell <christymcd@yahoo.com>
sidell, IL - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 07:40 PM (CDT)

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Hello Alexandria and family! We are the Davis family and we are the cousins of the Cole's. We have been praying very hard for all of you. We heard you had a birthday recently, Alexandria..our card is in the mail to you. Lauren and Jordan think you really cool and we can't wait to meet you. It sounds like you are a very brave and strong little girl and that Jesus is a part of your life. That is just awesome! Hang in there, you have many people who are holding you all deep in their hearts. God bless you all.

Vince, Katy, Luke and Grace Davis <vdavis@mail.win.org>
St. Peters , MO USA - Saturday, August 10, 2002 at 09:53 PM (CDT)

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Hello, I do not know you. I learned of your site from Matthew's site. My little cousin is Ryan Grumish, who had leukemia also. I continue to Pray for you & your family. I think that everyone's Prayers is what got us all through Ryan's cancer. Ryan too has 3 younger sibblings that my Aunt had to leave behind for awhile, while Ryan was in St. Louis children's hospital. It was very hard for her, but all 4 kids & my Uncle made it & they are a family again. I will Pray for you all to be home healthy soon. With all my Love & Prayers, Jennifer
Jennifer <web site www.ryangrumish.com>
Bradley, IL USA - Saturday, August 10, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! We are thinking about you. Happy Late Birthday!! I hope that you liked the cards my Vacation Bible School kids sent you. I would have delivered them myself but I have had a really bad cold. I know you don't know the kids but I thought mabe you could use some bright colored cards from kids your age. Our family, church and other churches around me are praying for you! I even had a little 6 year old boy go to the back of the room during VBS and pray. Not knowing why he left the circle; "I asked him to come back to the circle we were in" and he said "just a minute I am praying for your friend Alexandria." I am amazed at how many lives you are touching Alexandria :) You are very special and we love you. Yesterday Amy (the volunteer from the clinic) said she saw you walking around the floor with your pole. I hope that very soon you will be walking out the 2nd floor doors to go home. Keep smiling and trusting God - He will see you through. Have a GREAT day.
God Bless You!
Erin Turner (Kearby's mom)
Erin Turner <erinchantel@hotmail.com>
Festus, mo - Saturday, August 10, 2002 at 07:57 AM (CDT)

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Alison, Grant and Alexandria-
We send you our strength, prayers, healing thoughts and love as you continue to fight a very scary and unknown battle. You all are a very strong family and because of that you can face anything together-
We are sorry that Alexandria had to spend her birthday in the hospital but next year watch out-what a party!
Katie sends her love and best wishes to Alexandria and hopes she is feeling better soon-
Hang in there, hold tight to each other and may God Bless each of you and give you the power, strength and peace to continue on your journey forward-
All our best-Laurie, Bob & Katie McTearnen
Bob, Laurie, Katie McTearnen <McT4 Pack@aol.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 10:25 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,

One of the folks in my Saturday morning bible study group came in with a T-shirt last week that said "PRAY HARD" with the picture of a person's blue jeans from the knees down - both knees had holes worn all the way through. We are PRAYING HARD for you. When I wear out a pair of jeans I'll start on another and keep praying hard until you are well. Romans 5:3-5 says "And not only this, but we also exult in our tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings about perseverance; and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope; and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us."

Paul Jennings <winterfloater@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 07:32 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria!I'm Melissa Day- Ellery, Arden and Christian's mom. Your dad talks to their dad Peter on the phone a lot. They say it's about work, but I'm not sure. Sometimes they get very silly when they're talking. I hope you are feeling ok and we are praying for you a lot. Stay brave- I know things will get better. We want to meet you sometime- our kids want to see the St. Louis arch. That would be fun. Take care- love, the Day family p.s. look for a little package in the mail sometime soon :0)
Melissa Day <melissagday@aol.com>
Fishers, IN USA - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 10:22 AM (CDT)

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Happy BELATED 9th Birthday Alexandria!!!! I'm sorry we couldn't celebrate our birthdays together like we have in years past! I hope you got lots of cool stuff like I did this year! I love birthdays (tell Addison Happy Birthday too!)!!! Savannah and mommy and daddy and I think about you a lot. We know you'll beat this because you are a very strong, positive and intelligent girl and you also have a very loving and supportive family! EVERYONE is praying and pulling for you! Love, Brennen Lummus and family.
Brennen Lummus <mblummus@earthlink.net>
Eureka, MO - Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 10:46 PM (CDT)

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Hello Alexandria!

We are Hunter and Hayden's baseball coaches, Stuart and Johnna. We met you at one of the boys games. You might not remember us, but we remember how much you enjoyed playing with our puppy. (We also remember you have such a pretty smile!) Our puppy's name is Spanky. When you met him, we had just gotten him and his name was Sparky. I kept getting mixed up and calling him Spanky, so we had to change his name. Anyway, we want you to know that we are thinking about you and your family and praying for you to get better real soon! We will keep checking your website for your updates.

Keep Smiling,

Stuart and Johnna Scarborough


Stuart and Johnna Scarborough <snjscarborough@yahoo.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 09:53 PM (CDT)

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Oh Alison,

I just got this feeling to come back to visit today. I am so saddend at the report. After Holly's first round of treatment at the 29th day they did a BMA because they were worried because we were past the 28 day mark. Holly had a really bad infection also. The counts started coming in on day 31 so there is hope. They told us the infection and all the antibiotics cause a roll in the counts being slow.

Praying, I believe He is a on time God.


Anita Moore
Sikeston, MO - Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 02:31 PM (CDT)

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Alexanderia,
I love your web page...I know you have been in the hospital a long time...and it must be getting to be a hassel. But you have to remember that God uses young children to accomplish His work...like David at 12 and Mary at 12 or 13 and remember Jesus was only 12 when He debated the really smart teachers. I know it just seems not right...to have to go through all you are going through. But I am praying that some way, some how, God will use all this time and difficulty to help you become someone who can live, speak and influence others to love and depend on Him. We love you and are pulling for you! Lew...at the church.
Lew Kimmel <LKimmel@DardennePresbyterian.org>
Dardenne Prairie, MO USA - Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 08:48 AM (CDT)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!!!!


Chris
Gooch's Site
<chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 11:31 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria,

Happy birthday! We sure miss you and your family. Ryan keeps asking what happened to you all. We hope that you have a wonderful birthday and feel better soon.

Love,

Mindy, Joe, Ryan and Zachary Brusseau
Joseph Brusseau <joe@brusseaudesigngroup.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 05:29 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,

Wish you a very happy birthday. I hope you want to eat some of your cake really soon. I have heard that maybe a ANC today. Holly always wanted to start eating when the counts started coming. You hang in there cause good days are coming.
Anita mother of Holly survivor of AML
Sikeston, MO - Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 02:20 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
Happy, happy birthday to you!!! I hope you are feeling better today than you were last night. Sleeping at 6 pm on your birthday isn't cool!
Ms. Pam
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 02:05 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ALEXANDRIA!!! HAPPY 9th BIRTHDAY TO ALEXANDRIA!!! CHA! CHA! CHA! Hope you had a wonderful day. We are thinking of you everyday!!! Love, Ragen, Kaitleya, Collen, Kacie, John and Nim Frost
Nim Frost <nfrost63@hotmail.com>
Chesterfield, MO 63005 - Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 10:08 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria, I was so happy to talk to you this morning. I hope you had a good day. I can't believe you are 9 years old!!! I can remember the day you were born and holding you for the first time. You are so precious to me and to your family. I am glad you liked the angel picture I cross stitched for you.It was done with lots of love.It will remind you that God's angels are always looking over you and protecting you.
I love you. Happy Birthday, Nana
sunnystaples
- Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 11:19 PM (CDT)

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Happy, Happy 9th Birthday to you Alexandria from Varsha and all the Gupta's - seems like just yesterday Varsha was 9 and here she is, almost 14! growing up much too fast. Sorry to know that you were in the hospital for your birthday, what a bummer, but we pray that you'll be feeling better soon and be able to go home AND eat LOTS of cake! Please know that we are thinking of you [and all your family] all the time - Lynn and Varsha Gupta
Lynn Gupta <LynnGupta@AOL.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 07:32 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria....YEA !!! It is your Birthday! Sorry you're celebrating with the staff at the hospital, but I bet you will have a BIG party when you get home! We moved away from your old neighborhood, but we still think about you and your whole family ALL the time! We can't wait to see you again at home. Keep feeling better and better..ok? God Loves You so much and so do we! Love,

Judy, Don, Katie and D.Anne <judyv@earthlink.net>
- Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 07:00 PM (CDT)

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I will have my Sunday School pray for you. For the record, I am a friend of Kailie's. I hope you start to feel better soon. I know how it feels to have an illness come back to you. I get chronic ear infections. It doesn't measure up to what you're feeling now. I'll be praying for you.
Kailie's Friend,

Julie Perrey
St.Charles, MO USA - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 03:51 PM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday To You!
Happy Birthday TO You!
Happy Birthday Dear Alexandria!
Happy Birthday To You!

Dear Alexandria,
I hope you are feeling better today. I am praying that you have a good birthday and that your counts are coming up. I hope to hear you are feeling better really soon!
Your Friend,
Kailie Rhines <loolieb@charter.net>
St.Charles, MO USA - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 03:37 PM (CDT)

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Happy birthday Alexandria. We will have another party when we come. We all love you so much, Aunt Michelle, Uncle Micael, Austin and Ethan
aunt Michelle <michelle1210@yahoo.com>
MIdland Park, NJ - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 02:13 PM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday, Alexandria :) I hope today is a good one for you even though you are in the hospital. Make sure everyone treats you very special since it is your special day today. Lots of prayers, hugs & kisses just for you hon.
Love,
Mrs. Scott
Gwen Scott
- Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 01:44 PM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!!
Happy Birthday Miss Alexandria!!!
Happy Birthday to YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We miss you and hope you are having a wonderful day! You are always in my thoughts are prayers and I hope your party at the hospital is just as grand as the one you will be having when you get home!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MOST PRECIOUS, BEAUTIFUL, TALENTED, AND INTELLIGENT LITTLE GIRL IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!
We Love You Sweetie!
=) Auntie Julie P. Downey and Kevin Page =) <moonchild213@charter.net>
Edwardsville, IL USA - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 12:18 PM (CDT)

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Happy 9th Birthday Alexandria! We pray that you are feeling better and that God grants you extra blessings on this special day. Did you get our cards? Jake and Katie share your birthday month with you. They turned 13 on August 3rd! Help, we have teenagers in the house! Actually they are not in the house right now. They are both at two different camps this week. It is very quiet around here so I have extra time to pray for you! I hope you have a great day!
Nancy and Gary Balkenbusch
Ellisville, MO - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 11:55 AM (CDT)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXANDRIA ! ! ! We pray you are feeling better each day and especially today. Make everyone treat you like a queen today - wear a button that says "It's my birthday and I'm in charge!"

Ann, Rob, Ethan, Kristin and Addison Erusha
Rob Erusha <rerusha@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 10:57 AM (CDT)

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happy birthday, alexandria. i have known you since you were a little child. you and i and your family baptized your brother hayden, and cousin Austin, on Christmas Eve in 1996.

I have moved from Westminster Church to the Presbyterian Church in Rolla Missouri. I miss your family and your grandmother. love and prayers to you and your family. miles
Miles White <mhwhite@fidnet.com>
Rolla, MO USA - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 09:57 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria, This is the first time I have visited your page, and I did it on your birthday. I am happy to get to wish you a very happy birthday! I am a friend from St. Mark, and was thinking of you today. You are in my prayers each day. Keep going strong!


Beth Kanne
Chesterfield, MO USA - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 09:11 AM (CDT)

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GOOD MORNING ALEXANDRIA, TODAY IS YOU BIRTHDAY AND I REMEMBER THAT DAY SO WELL. THE MINUTE I SAW THOSE BIG BEAUTIFUL EYES PEEKING OUT FROM UNDER THE COVER I FELL SO IN LOVE WITH YOU. IT HAS BEEN SUCH A PLEASURE TO WATCH YOU GROW INTO SUCH A LOVELY LITTLE GIRL. YOU ARE SO BRAVE. WE KNOW IT IS NO FUN TO BE IN THE HOSPITAL ESPECIALLY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY. DON'T WORRY WE WILL CELEBRATE WHEN YOU ARE HOME AND FEELING BETTER. WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU AND PRAY FOR YOU EVERY DAY. I THINK COUNTS WOULD BE A NICE BIRTHDAY PRESENT. I HAVE MY FINGERS CROSSED. WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH, PRETTY GIRL. TAKE CARE OF MOM, DAD, BROTHERS AND SISTER. MEMAW AND PAWPAW
MEMAW AND PAWPAW <noel_718@msn.com>
TERRE DU LAC, Mo USA - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 01:08 AM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday Alexandria!
I hope you are feeling a little better on your birthday!
I am still praying for you and thinking about you all the time! I hope to see you up and well really soon!

Kailie Rhines <loolieb@charter.net>
St.Charles, MO USA - Monday, August 05, 2002 at 04:03 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria, Have a wonderful birthday! Hope you get to spend it at home. You and your famiy are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. God Bless.
Jan McClanahan, 45 S. Spanish St.
Cape Girardeau, MO Cape Girardeau - Monday, August 05, 2002 at 10:18 AM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
I am so happy to hear you a feeling better. I hope you are able to go home for your birthday. If you are not able, just have a BIG PARTY in the hospital!!! Even better yet have two parties, one in the hospital, and one at home. GO GIRL!!!! Love and hugs to you,
Merc and Lili
Mrs. Merc Aubuchon <ALOBILL@ao.com>
Ballwin, MO USA - Sunday, August 04, 2002 at 07:59 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
I am so thankful that you have began to feel better! I am
also thankful that you were able to get a new broviac! Broviacs and Ports are always better than I.V.s aren't they? I love the name you gave your stuffed black lab! Midnght is just perfect! I am still praying for you! I am praying that you will have a ful recovery and will be home on your birthday! Does the TPN make you feel better? I was on TPN last year and it made me feel better. I hope it makes you feel better too! I hope you are feeling good today!
Your Friend,

Kailie Rhines <loolieb@charter.net>
St.Charles, MO USA - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 04:35 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
I am so thankful that you have began to feel better! I am also thankful that you were able to get a new broviac. I love the name you gave your stuffed black lab! Midnight is just perfect! Does the TPN make you feel better? I had to be on it last year and it made mr feel better. I hope it makes you feel better too!
Your Friend,

Kailie Rhines <loolieb@chater.net>
St.Charles, MO USA - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 04:29 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
I am so happy that you have began to feel better! I am also thankful that you got a new broviac. I love the name you chose for your stuffed black lab! Midnight! I think It's just pertfect! Does the TPN make you feel better? I had to be on TPN last year and it made me feel better and I hope it makes you feel better too! I am still praying for you! I pray that you will be out of the hospital on you birthday! I hope that you are feeling good today!
Your Firend,
Kailie Rhines <loolieb@charter.net>
St.Charles, MO USA - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 04:23 PM (CDT)

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Yes, please post the address and/or does StLouis Childrens on their site have a place to send e-mails to Alexandria. We will need her room number. I am so glad that the chemo is working. Praying for a quick recovery so she can enjoy her birthday at home.
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 04:09 PM (CDT)

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Thats great news guys, and she is on her way to COMPLETE remission.
Hey you need to post the address so we can all send her cards!!!

Chris
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
Gooch's Site
- Friday, August 02, 2002 at 01:25 PM (CDT)

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Hi....it's Uncle Mike! I love you and I hope you feel better soon. Happy Birthday!
Mike Suter
Midland Park, NJ - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 09:38 AM (CDT)

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Hello! You don't know me, but I came across Alexandria's page via another page. I want you to know that I am praying for Alexandria and all your family.
If Alexandria likes mail, you should check out the following web site: www.makeachildsmile.org it's a great site!
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 07:25 AM (CDT)

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Allison and Grant,
We have been thinking of your struggles and pain in dealing with Alexandria's leukemia. Although we feel helpless in providing even a small token of help, please know that we are praying for her recovery regularly. Alexandria has been blessed with loving and caring parents like you and I know this keeps her brave. Keep up the hope and your endearing love.
Bev & Wayne Hoover
Cape Girardeau, MO. USA - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 11:04 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
Hello. You do not know me, but my dad has been telling me about you all through your illness. Your great grandmother Helen is my grandmother's (Alta)sister. So, my dad and your grandmother Judy are cousins. My name is Diane Miller and I live in O'Fallon also. I am 31 years old and I have two children, both boys. Jordan is 10, and Jacob is 18 months. I called your mom the other day and introduced myself, so now I wanted to introduce myself to you. I will be praying for you. I know you want to go home for your birthday and I can't blame you. I hope that you get to. My mother also had leukemia, and I can remember how hard it was for her to be in the hospital. Especially for holidays and birthdays.
Jordan is on a trip with a friend right now but, maybe, when he gets back he can talk with you too.
Well it is good to know you. Tell your mom and dad "Hello" and have them call me if they need anything at all.

Your new friend
Diane
Noelleplace@aol.com
Diane Miller
O'Fallon, MO - Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 03:02 PM (CDT)

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Hello Haddocks! So glad to hear the positive progress. We're praying for you all everyday! And we certainly miss you around here!!!!

God bless you all.

Love and Prayers,

Rob and Ann
Rob Erusha
Ellisville, MO - Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 10:03 AM (CDT)

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Allison, Grant and Alexandria... so glad to hear the good news. Someone up there is working overtime - probably Johnny and many more. Continued prayers for you all.
Aunt Nancy Kay
Nancy Hunter Moore
New Madrid, MO - Tuesday, July 30, 2002 at 10:50 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alison & Grant & Alexandria.

Prayer does work!!! I haven't slept much these past few day thinking and praying for your whole family. After getting the word on Matthew H. I have had a tough time. We are thankful for an awesome God!!! If you are like me, I tell Jesus that Chad loves him and so do we and we want to keep him around a long time. I know God has a plan for Chad and for Alexandria, just wish I knew what it was. He has saved my son twice in his 18 years. The menningitis was awful at 9 months of age and than the AML. He goes to the Doctor again the 19th of August and like I've told you before we just covet him with our prayers everytime. He's starting to get tired of it. Every 2 months. Alexandria you are a beautiful little girl and your family picture in your photo album is also beautiful. I believe that we'll just keep praying for Jesus Himself to heal that beautiful person that you are. You will be in our prayers everyday.

Love-N-Christ,
Chris, Brad, Chad, & Holly McDowell
christymcdowell
sidell, IL - Tuesday, July 30, 2002 at 06:37 PM (CDT)

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I miss you very much. I will be there next Wednesday. I heard you got a playstation. I know how to play one, will you share it with me? Please save me some cake from you birthday party. Our house is yellow. Love, cousin Austin
Austin Suter
Midland Park, NJ - Tuesday, July 30, 2002 at 04:56 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! Hope you are feeling better today and getting stronger. We are praying that you feel better and get to go home soon and that God gives you strength. We are friends of your grandmother (Sunny) and also Jan McClanahan in Cape Girardeau. Hang in there girl!
Jeff & Nancy Jernigan
Cape Girardeau, MO - Tuesday, July 30, 2002 at 11:03 AM (CDT)

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Dear Haddock Family,
The members of Westminster Presbyterian Church in Cape Girardeau, MO have been and are still praying for you. We know God is the great physician and answers all prayers. Thank you for keeping us informed.
Westminster Presbyterian Church
Cape Girardeau, MO USA - Tuesday, July 30, 2002 at 09:39 AM (CDT)

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WOW Alexandria, You sure do keep those hard working angels busy don't you. You are amazing, I truly wish more people could have your bravery and strength. You are always in our prayers!!!
Sharyn Duncan
Jackson, MO - Tuesday, July 30, 2002 at 09:14 AM (CDT)

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I am so glad to hear that Alexandria is feeling better and it looks like she is beating this infection. Hopefully having the broviac removed will help. Your family continues to be in our thoughts and prayers. Hope that Alexandria is able to come home soon. Alexandria, like Matthew, is such a fighter. I don't know where they get the strength, but they do. Hope that you can get to BMT soon.
Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's Page
O'Fallon, MO - Tuesday, July 30, 2002 at 08:35 AM (CDT)

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Thanks for the update. Praising God this morning for healing her of this infection. She has a long road ahead of her. Alexandria has alot of prayer warriors on her side.
Praying for this precious child to get home for that birthday. The big "9". Tell Alexandria to keep fighting and good days are coming.
Anita www.caringbridge.com/mo/hollyemoore
- Tuesday, July 30, 2002 at 08:06 AM (CDT)

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Dear Allison,
Ann has been keeping me up on Alexandria's condition. I started praying for her 2-3 weeks ago whenever Ann sent me a note. I am so sorry and I will put her on our prayer chain clear down here in Sidell. I just can't believe all of this. I called Debbie & Dirk last week to tell them how sorry I was and there was not a day that went by I didn't check his history. She was not up to talking, so I talked to her son Christopher. Tell Alexandria we all said Hi and we will pray for healing for her and for all of you. I can and can't imagine what you are all going through. I still cry alot over Chad and still live in fear and pray daily for him. Remember Jesus loves you and so do we.
Love-N-Christ,
Chris McDowell
christymcdowell
Sidell,, IL - Monday, July 29, 2002 at 06:41 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria, my name is Drake, though you do not remember me, I remember when you were a baby. It is obvious that you have grown in to a young lady of strength and character. I know that your mom and dad could not be more proud of you and the example that you set. I pray for you , your family and friends frequently and I know that GOD loves you. I pray that soon you will be home and feeling much better.

Drake Owens
- Sunday, July 28, 2002 at 11:25 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria,
We are still thinking of you and continuing to pray for you. Keep your head up high! You are a brave little girl! May the peace of the Lord be with you and all of your family! God Bless you all!
Roger, Lori, Colton, Kyler and Courtlan Stephens
Sullivan, IL - Sunday, July 28, 2002 at 10:39 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! I just read your mom's update on what's been going on with you. What a bummer. She is so proud of you, though. You are really hanging in there! Good for you! God will give you the strength you need each day, I just know it! I think of you when I play my Cheri Keaggy CDs. Do you remember her concert at St. John's last year? She is so awesome and her music always puts me in a good mood. Maybe you can listen to her sometime soon. Still praying for you!
Michelle Farmer
Wildwood, MO USA - Sunday, July 28, 2002 at 10:15 PM (CDT)

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I just wanted you to know that I have been praying and thinking about you all today.


Anita
Sikeston, MO - Sunday, July 28, 2002 at 09:52 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria and Family,
You should bottle all of that bravery and sell it when you are better! You would have enough money to take all of your friends and family to Disney World! You have a lot of people praying for you and your family and I am sure God is listening! Give your mom and dad a big hug to comfort all of their worries. It is so hard to watch your children suffer and it's amazing what a hug can do. You keep hanging in there with your very strong will, you are a very special child to bear this cross. We pray for you all of the time and hope the next update is a very positive one. We miss having you guys in the neighborhood, but know that you are always in our thoughts and prayers!

Nancy, Gary, Jake and Katie Balkenbusch
Ellisville, MO - Sunday, July 28, 2002 at 07:50 PM (CDT)

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I am so sorry you guys
Alison, we were all heartbroken about Matt H.
But its is a miracle not one but all her siblings matched her, and we will all pray things take a turn for the better and she heads to bmt in great spirits and strength. I know this must be devastating for you all...

Chris
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
Gooch's Site
- Saturday, July 27, 2002 at 10:05 PM (CDT)

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We are Praying for u your message has been passed along by John Rhines WE WILL PRAY for u
Paula
FLorissant, Mo United States - Saturday, July 27, 2002 at 09:21 PM (CDT)

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Dear Grants - Sorry to see you all going through this. I am praying for you all to have Stregnth and Peace through this part of your journey. Kearby had his port removed last July (2001) and a new one inserted due to a 3 month period of fevers and staph infections. Since the replacement there have been no more staph infections. I can only imagine how difficult this is for you all. Continue to be strong in your faith and God will see you all through. Alexandria, you are so strong and brave! We are always thinking of you! We hope to see your smiling face very soon. God Bless You Always! Erin & Kearby Turner www.caringbridge.org/mo/kearbysjourney
Erin
Festus, MO - Friday, July 26, 2002 at 04:51 PM (CDT)

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God bless you and give you the strength you need for this
battle. Our prayers are with you.
Bill & Jean Miller
Cape Girardeau, MO - Friday, July 26, 2002 at 03:38 PM (CDT)

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Hello Alexandria and Family,

We are friends of your Grandmother Sunny, we are praying for your quick and full recovery, our thoughts and prayers.

Steve & Rita Crain
Cape Girardeau, MO - Friday, July 26, 2002 at 02:33 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,
I miss you. I hope get better soon so we can have a sleep over. We can play Powerpuff Girls and go to the movies. You are my best friend in the world. I love you.

Your best friend,
Abby Newsham (Ma Boo)
Abby Newsham
Ellisville, MO USA - Friday, July 26, 2002 at 10:06 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria, I have been with your brothers and Addison last week and also Sidonia and Sheldon at your house this week. We all miss you so very much!!!!!!! I hope we can see you soon. Here is a prayer I say each day and I thought you might like it.
The light of God surrounds me,
The love of God enfolds me,
The power of God protects me,
The presence of God watches over me,
Wherever I am, God is.

I love you so much. NANA
sunny staples
- Friday, July 26, 2002 at 09:00 AM (CDT)

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Heh guys!! We miss you all soooo much and are praying for you to let God's love and healing powers shine through to Alexandria.

We are in a new state now believe it or not. Charlotte, NC. Lindsay is back with Newell Rubbermaid, in a new division. Please keep in touch and we are with you in thought and spirit!! God's love is right there with you Alexandria. The girls and Parks say hi!

Kristen Klebenow
Charlotte, NC USA - Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 04:25 PM (CDT)

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Hey guys! I am praying that your surgery today is successful and uneventful! Alexandria, you are so strong and determined. We are all so proud of you for fighting so hard. God is watching over you, and he is hearing a lot of prayers for you to beat this thing! We think of you Often.

Much Love, Holly, Kent, Jack, Michael, and Samantha
Dickinson Family
Ellisville, MO - Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 04:10 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,
You are in our prayers, stay stong, we know you will feel better very soon!

Joey & Elizabeth Ludwinski
- Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 03:59 PM (CDT)

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Hi there Alexandria! It has been a while since we have heard from you. Our computer has been down but I just got our emails. We are keeping you in our prayers. Hang in there, you have beaten this before and you can do it again. May you feel God's love around you for we are all praying.
The Bowman Family
Chesterfield, MO USA - Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 03:33 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria, I just spent some time with your brothers and sister and missed you sooooo much. I know you are doing great even through this trying time. Keep your head up and hopes high! You are always in my thoughts and prayers even though I don't get to see and be with you as much as I would like.
I love you! Auntie Julie
- Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 01:16 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,

Alyssa, her brother Kyle, and I have been praying for you for a long time that you continue to feel better and enjoy time with your family. We are so sorry to hear that you are feeling pretty yucky right now. We will continue to pray that God takes care of you, heals you once again, and always cradles you in his arms......Remember that you are never alone.......God loves you soooooooo much and he will always be with you!!!!!!!!! We pray for all of your family that God keep them stong and faithful through these next days and weeks..... God bless you all!!!!!! The Johnsons
Kyle, Alyssa, Lisa, and Chris Johnson (from Brownies)
Wildwood, MO USA - Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 12:30 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,
Just want to remind you that MANY people here in the deep south are continuing to pray for you, as are we!!!! You are ALWAYS in our thoughts and prayers!!!! Although we have met you 'in person' but once, we've not forgotten what a wonderful and pretty girl you are, Alexandria. You remain in our hearts, and we have faith you will return to good health.
With lots of love,
Linda and Phil Compton, Sr.
Linda Compton and Phil Compton, Sr.
- Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 12:00 PM (CDT)

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Oh Alison,

I am so sorry to read all the Alexandria is having to go through. I will be praying for her healing. I will be praying for her and the doctors during surgery today. You sounded so depressed. I know you have faith in God and of Jesus healing powers. Just continue to believe and have faith that Jesus will heal her.

www.caringbridge.com/mo/hollyemoore
Anita
Sikeston, MO - Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 11:17 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria the Jones Family in Ohio have prayed and asked God for His healing power to touch your sweet fraile little body today. We know He is already working the situation out for a positive outcome. Grant and Alison, hang in there. Your time to rest will come soon. We miss you all and are looking forward to getting that annual Christmas photo from the Haddock's. Take care. Michael, Nanette, Michaela and Mitchell.
Nanette Jones
Canton, Ohio US of A - Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 10:56 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,

Abby misses you terribly and hopes you feel better soon. We are praying for you and know all the angels are watching over you. You are a very brave and beautiful child and I know you will be feeling better soon. Please know we are thinking about you always.
God bless you,

Ann & Abby Newsham
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 08:36 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria, I have been praying for you for so long and just wanted you to know that I'm still praying! I'm sorry things aren't going so well right now, but remember that God is watching over you and you are never alone!
Michelle Farmer
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, July 24, 2002 at 10:18 PM (CDT)

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Allison, we are Kailie's grandma Carla & grandpa RJ Rhines. We are praying for you and your family. I'm so glad you got to meet Kailie and her family. They are very special people and they are real prayer warriors. May God bestow on you ALL His recreative power. "But Jesus on hearing this answered him, Do not be seized with alarm or struck with fear; simply believe in Me as able to do this, and she shall be well." Luke 8:50 Amplified Version
Carla Rhines
Kansas City, KS - Wednesday, July 24, 2002 at 09:58 PM (CDT)

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Miss you all, hate hearing it in email. Our thoughts are with you all...I know in my heart everything will be okay
Ellen Appleby
- Tuesday, July 23, 2002 at 06:12 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
Please get better soon so I can beat you at Nintendo when I come to visit.
Love, Austin
cousin Austin
Midland Park, NJ USA - Tuesday, July 23, 2002 at 05:39 PM (CDT)

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Alison, Grant and Family,

We can't begin to tell you how much you and your family mean to us. There has always been a special bond we felt with your family, even though we are so far apart. Just want you to know you are in our prayers and thoughts often. Please let Alexandria Know he cousins Austin, Cole and Lincoln are very proud of her and think she is really strong for a girl. Keep your spirit up and your thoughts on the future you have together.

Lots of love,

Mandy,Christian & Boys


Mandy& Christian Hunter
New Madrid, MO USA - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 05:35 PM (CDT)

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Grant, Allison, Alexandria, Hunter, Hayden, & Addison,
We are so sorry to hear about the relapse. We are praying for Alexandria's strength, remission, & a successful BMT. Keep the faith & stay strong.
Lots of Love,
Jack, Beth, Amanda, Spencer & Peyton
Beth Pyle
Ellisville, MO USA - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 02:36 PM (CDT)

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Dear Grant and family,

I'm so sorry to hear about her relapse. I will be praying that she will go into remission, many times it does take more than a few tx's however, I know that's no consolation. She will be in my prayers as well as you and your family.
Vicki e Grigsby
Memphis, TN US - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 07:24 AM (CDT)

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Hello..While reading an update on Matthew Hallemeiers page I saw a request for prayer for your daughter, and got your website from the guestbook..I just wanted to let you know that my family sends out prayers for Alexandria...what a brave child...I can't imagine what you are going through, but please know we are praying for strength and health for you. May God grant Alexandria all that is needed. I will continue to check your website in hopes that all goes well. God Bless you all.
Roger, Lori, Colton, Kyler and Courtlan Stephens
Sullivan, IL - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 12:05 AM (CDT)

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Hello
I read about Alexandria on Matt H's site(I know Debbie from the ALL-KIDS list.)
I'm so sorry to read of Alexandria's relapse. I'm sorry for your pain and worry, as parents.
Our thoughts and prayers are with you all, from afar..........for remission, a sibling match and a successful BMT.
Love & cuddles to all, especially to your "CHAMPION" & *STAR* ~ Alexandria!

Liz, Murray, Adam (our CHAMPION!), Joshua & Bethany
the Cruickshank family, from Down Under! XO XO XO XO XO
Melbourne, Vic. AUSTRALIA - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 11:17 PM (CDT)

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Alison & Grant,
I am so sorry to hear that Alexandria has had a relapse. I know we haven't communicated or seen each other in years but I do think of all of you. I have kept up with her diagnosis and did call St. Jude when I first found out to see why she could not be patient (since I worked in the healthcare and hospice area I had some contacts). Unfortunately, as you know since she had started a 'protocol' they do not accept new patients on that basis - which I sure didn't know. What hospital are you going to and I'm sure you all have the best oncologist. I have thought so many times about this horrible disease that took Johnny, Michelle had a tumor, Courtney diagnosed with Hodgkins Lemphoma and now his grandaughter. It does make you think of the genetics which I know you all have wondered about too. How are the other kids? When will you know if you have a donor match from one of them? I don't know if it was coincidence, but I watched our wedding video (Tommy and mine) last night for the first time in many many years - I just could never look at it since Johnny, Linda Hunter (maid of honor), Mamma and Daddy were gone. But I did and I cried all the way through it - you, Grant and Michelle were there - that's been 11 years ago!!! It was a very emotional but yet I'm glad I watched it. SO MANY MEMORIES!!! I wish there was something I could do or say for you all but my prayers will be offered for you all. I will tell all Johnny's brothers and sisters about Alexandria... I sure want them to see the website - which is wonderful!!!! I hope to hear from you soon. My address/phone is: Nancy Kay Moore, 930 Scott St., New Madrid, MO 63869 (573) 748-8945. Oh yeah, Tommy and I both retired and moved from Memphis back to N.M. Bought the house on Scott St. accoss from Uncle Sam Hunter (your cousin Harriette and her husband lived here but moved in to Uncle Sam's after he died). Its a beautiful home and we love it. Please know that because families are not always 'together' doesn't mean they you forget.
Love, Nancy Kay
Nancy Kay Hunter Moore
New Madrid, MO USA - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 09:40 PM (CDT)

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I am so sorry to hear of what you guys are going through.
I think I saw your site on Matt H's.
We are all praying for her 2nd and permanent remission.

Chris
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
Gooch's Site
- Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 03:26 PM (CDT)

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Hi, you don't know me, but that doesn't matter. I want you to know that I'm praying for you and your family. I have no doubt that God will take care of your every need. Feel free to contact me at any time if you need encouragement. I've been battling a life threatening illness (aplastic anemia) for 22 years. God has been faithful every step of the way. I know He'll do the same for you---He's always faithful. Love in Christ,
Khalita C Jones
Durham, NC - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 11:59 AM (CDT)

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Dear Haddock Family, I have been praying and believing that Alexanderia will be healed. I am behind you 120%. I have not forgotten about you all. Keep fighting and believing and Remember God loves you all and Has the problem in his hands. We love you Juli
Juli Cooper
- Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 11:39 AM (CDT)

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Hi there cutie So sorry to hear of a relapse. I luv those pics! Glad you had so much fun on the swing set. A childs time to play is the greatest adventure ever. I hope you get the transplant and soon. Get rid of the yucky monster and be a happy, painfree little girl. Your a special little gal with a beautiful smile.
Deedee
bowling green, ky - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 10:47 AM (CDT)

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How sweet it is to have special friends like you do. Even with the grief Matt's family is going through they have asked that we remember you in our prayers. My prayer is that God will continue to bless you and yours
Chloe Albert
Decatur, IL USA - Saturday, July 20, 2002 at 09:38 PM (CDT)

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Praying for Alexandria tonight. I hope everything is going good tonight.

www.caringbridge.com/mo/hollyemoore
Anita
- Saturday, July 20, 2002 at 09:35 PM (CDT)

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Hi,
My name is Ashley you dont now me but I saw your web page and visited it, its cool. I have one to here it is in case you want to visit: www.Caringbridge.com/mo/ashleyjones. I have CF a lung disease. Well I have to go! See ya! And stay well and keep fighting back! ~ Ashley
Ashley
mo USA - Saturday, July 20, 2002 at 12:13 PM (CDT)

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Hey Alexandria and family, Wow you have had a lot going on these past few months, haven't you. Hey, those Florida pictures sure look relaxing, I hoped you enjoyed every minute of it, and didn't let any fish nibble at your toes.(or do they just go after the men in the family?) I am keeping you close to my heart and in my every prayer. Just keep wearing that beautiful smile, it warms everyones heart when they are lucky enough to see it.
Sharyn Duncan and Family
- Friday, July 19, 2002 at 10:21 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! I hope you made it home safely from the Hospital. We are still praying for you! We know that God will continue to hold your hand and take you safely each step of your journey. With love - The Turner's
Erin Turner
Festus, MO - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 08:01 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,
I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you. God loves you and HE will never leave your side. I want to share this verse with you. Psalm 73:23 says,
Nevertheless I am continually with thee: thou hast holden me by my right hand.
I am thinking about you often.

Kailie Rhines
St.Charles, MO USA - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 06:30 PM (CDT)

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I am a friend of the Rhines family. My heart aches for the shock this is to your family. I am praying for you all (kids included!!) that God will give you the peace of knowing Jesus Christ and His power in your lives. I am also praying for great results from the treatment. God bless you.
Ronda Durrwachter
- Friday, July 19, 2002 at 05:25 PM (CDT)

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Grant, Alison and kids,

Johnelle forwarded your email to me at work. I'm sure she will post something, but I had to as well.

We continue to pray for you. We are praying that you will have the peace of the Holy Spirit even though it seems humanly impossible. We still don't understand why precious children like Alexandria and Kailie are diagnosed with leukemia. The only thing that we know is that God is still in control. It doesn't change the fact that He sent Jesus to die on the cross for our sins. It doesn't change what Jesus has done in our lives. Even while you are suffering as you go through this horrible ordeal, God is using you to minister to others. We pray that people will come to Christ through your testimony. We are very thankful for your prayers on Kailie's behalf. And we are united in prayer for Alexandria's complete healing.

We will pray that God will give you renewed strength each and every day. We truly want to be available to assist you in any way possible. Our prayers will be with you daily. We hope to see you soon.

We love you all very much,
John, Johnelle, Ian, Kailie & Jaren Rhines
John Rhines
Chesterfield, MO USA - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 02:38 PM (CDT)

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Allison, Grant and Alexandria - Thank you for the message; you and Alexandria's medical caregivers are in my prayers. I'm truly sorry you're all going through this again and pray for remission, continuing courage and joy for you all.
Kathleen Maas-Stokes
Aurora, IL - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 09:14 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria and family! Stay strong - we are praying for you everyday! :)
Nina Hudson
Manchester, MO - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 08:55 AM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
I wanted you to know I am thinking about you.. Have been daily. I still have your picture you gave me on my refrigerator so I may see your beautiful, smiley face everyday. Take care hon. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Love you w/ all my heart, always. Love, Mrs. Scott
Gwen Scott
Wildwood, MO - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 07:32 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria, you are in our thoughts and prayers. Keep strong!
Becky, Rob, Emily, Jack and Sadie Eggmann
- Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 02:13 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! Kearby is praying for you sweetie! God will give you strength and keep you smiling! We really liked the picture of you driving the boat, I bet that was fun! We will see you soon! Love The Turner's
Erin Turner <erinchantel@hotmail.com>
Festus, MO USA - Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 08:41 PM (CDT)

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We are all praying for Alexandria and your whole family.
Dee Ann, Rob, Sean and Ryan Godlewski <deegod@earthlink.net>
- Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 01:36 PM (CDT)

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Dear Haddocks, We are praying extra hard for remission. All of the members of Woodlawn Presbyterian Chapel are praying our best prayers for Alexandria and her family.
Pam & Al Passwater

Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
wILDWOOD, mo USA - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CDT)

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Hi,

I am so sorry to read that entry. You will be in my prayers. We will be praying for Alexandria to reach remission fast. It is wonderful that she has a sibling match.
Anita Moore wwwcaringbridge.com/mo/hollyemoore <anitamo@charter.net>
Sikeston, MO - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria and crew,
It sure was good to see some new photos of you. You look like you had a great time on your vacation! I miss all of you guys. Have a great summer. Send me an email, Alexandria, and I'll write back.


Ms. Pam <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO St. Louis - Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 08:22 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexamdria,
I really miss you. I hope you are having fun this summer.
We might come and see you this summer. Did you enjoy your 4th of July? How is your new house? I had so much fun with you at the beach. I hope we can go together again soon. LOVE, SIDONIA
SIDONIA COMPTON <pscompton@peoplepc.com>
- Saturday, July 06, 2002 at 01:14 PM (CDT)

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Still thinking about you every day and praying for you, Alexandria. My kids, Douglas and Annie, really want to meet you. They are very impressed with your bravery and your pretty smile and that you can drive a boat! Say 'hello' to your Mom and Dad for me -- love, Mary Morgan
Mary Morgan <bmo8230600@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Thursday, June 27, 2002 at 09:33 PM (CDT)

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I am so glad that you all have been blessed as of late, look forward to seeing you soon. God Bless
Drake Owens <drakeowens@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, June 26, 2002 at 12:41 AM (CDT)

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Hello Haddocks! I liked your pictures of your trip. It sounds like you are doing just great. We sure do miss you here in the old neighborhood.

Love you all,

Sally Forness
Sally Forness <SDFORNESS@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Monday, June 24, 2002 at 10:31 PM (CDT)

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Glad to hear good news. Believe the best - God will prevail! Also good to hear the parents are taking care of themselves too! Still in our prayers and may God continue to bless you!
Tanda Smith <smitht@cape.k12.mo.us>
Cape Girardeau, Mo - Thursday, June 13, 2002 at 11:10 PM (CDT)

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Hi,

I think I'm in shock. It so surprised me this morning when I saw a update. It was good to read about everything. It sounds like things are going great. I like reading about the good news. Just keep trucking along. Glad to read about the trips. They sounded like fun and yes, you all need sometime alone together. Don't feel guilty.

www.caringbridge.com/mo/hollyemoore


Anita <anitamo@charter.net>
Sikeston, MO - Monday, June 10, 2002 at 08:20 AM (CDT)

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Hey Alexandria! How's the new house? Hope this finds you well, we just wanted you to know we think about you and pray for you every single day. Jack and Haley said to tell you 'hi!', have a great memorial day weekend.


Jeff, Kristen, Haley and Jack Staples <jstaples@avisian.com>
Aldie, VA - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 02:56 PM (CDT)

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I hope you had a wonderful Mothers Day.

Anita <anitamo@charter.net>
- Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 10:16 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria, Well how do you like your new house??? I thought your bedroom was really neat. It will be fun to fix it all up with your Mom.
Aunt Julie and I are on our way to Orange Beach so will talk to you when we get back. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.I love you, Nana
Sunny Staples <sunnystaples@charter.net>
Cape Girardeau, MO - Saturday, April 27, 2002 at 08:16 AM (CDT)

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Praying for you guys, you are on my mind, today.




Anita Moore <anitamo@charter.net>
Sikeston, MO - Sunday, April 21, 2002 at 02:57 PM (CDT)

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Glad to get an update. Sounds like life is really busy but all is going pretty good. New home and school - great opportunities to make many new friends and influence many more lives! I'll keep praying and thinking of you all!

Tanda Smith <smitht@cape.k12.mo.us>
Cape Girardeau, Mo - Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 08:53 PM (CDT)

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Thanks for the update! It sounds like the move will be a great opportunity for all of you - Good Luck! You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Nina Hudson <Nina.Main@wcom.com>
- Monday, April 15, 2002 at 12:13 PM (CDT)

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I am glad to read a update. I hope everything works out fine with the move. In our
experience with Holly and school. The children soon forget that you were ever sick.
They don't seem to understand the circumstances. They seem to soon forget after the
hair grows in and looks more normal. I will continue to check on Alexandria.

www.caringbridge.com/mo/hollyemoore
Anita <anitamo@charter.net>
Sikeston, MO - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 09:28 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, I am excited about your new house and neighborhood. I will be up there to help you move. I love you very much. See you on the 11th. NANA
sunnystaples <sunnystaples@prodigy.net>
Cape Girardeau, Mo. - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 09:38 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! It is great to get an update to what it going on in your busy lives. I am so excited about you all moving I really think it will be fabulous to get a clean, new start. I hope you and the boys really like your new school. Take care and know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
I love you,
Aunt Julie
Julie P. Downey <MOONCHILD213@CHARTER.NET>
Edwardsville, IL USA - Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 07:59 PM (CST)

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Hey There Alexandria, Just thinking about you and your family. I hope you are doing well.
Sharyn Duncan <lindy_and_sharynd @hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 23, 2002 at 08:37 AM (CST)

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Hi There Alexandria, I hope you are feeling good today. Especially right after Valentines Day. I bet you received way more Valentines than you know what to do with. Everyone seems to really love you!!!! You are so lucky to be surrounded with so much LOVE!!!! I don't ever stop thinking about you...You are a strong little girl, keep it up!!!!
Sharyn Duncan
- Sunday February 17, 2002 12:16 AM CST

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Hi Alexandria! You may not remember me but i used to go to St.Marks! My mom taught your sunday school class sometimes! I moved around August to Ohio. I am glad you are feeling well and sorry about those rough times, but you are tough and you will get through this! This was a great sight and are so lucky to have people who love and pray for you everyday. My family and I will keep you in my prayers. You are so lucky that you live today in a world full of technology able to make you well! I saw your pictures from Disneyworld, it looks like you are having so much fun! I wish i could go to Disneyworld, I have never been there! I hope your get to go on more fun and exciting trips! Well i better run, I will check in to see how you are doing each week!
Kristen
- Monday February 11, 2002 6:15 PM CST

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Hey,

It was so good to read a update this morning. I have been checking on Alexandria
and praying for her. I am glad that you had a wonderful Christmas and New Years.
I bless you with a healthy and happy New Year. We are doing wonderful too.
Counting my blessings everyday.


Anita Moore <www.caringbridge.com/mo/hollyemoore>
Sikeston, MO - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 08:06 AM (CST)

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Alexandria and Family,
Thinking of you over the holidays and did not see an update on the web. We pray that means good news. Hope you had a wonderful Christmas. Your strength and faith are a great inspiration to us. We hope our thoughts and prayers provide the same for you and your family!
Tanda Smith and Family <smitht@cape.k12.mo.us>
Cape Girardeau, MO US - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 03:52 AM (CST)

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Alexandria, we are finally settled in Chicago and had a great Christmas. We are really sorry that Bethany was not able to see you before we moved. She hopes that when we get back to St. Louis she will be able to see you. We hope you had a wonderful Christmas and that you are getting stronger everyday. Bethany will have her own e-mail address set up pretty soon. As soon as she does, she promises to write you!
Kim & Bethany Thomas <kim.thomas@anixter.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 02:36 PM (CST)

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Alexandria, I hope everything is good with you and your family. I want you to know that even though you barely know me, I feel like I know you quite well. I talk about you all the time to people that I come in contact with that seem to be struggling through a variety of things in their lives. I tell them about your strength, bravery, and the faith that you have and how that helps you tackle every new day. I continue to pray for your family and your health. I wish you the Merriest Christmas of All.
Sharyn Duncan and Family
- Friday, December 21, 2001 at 11:56 AM (CST)

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Okay, Alexandria, I am such a dork. I just looked at my entry and realized I called you Allison. I guess I was just thinking about your mom and wrote the wrong name. Sorry about that. Also wanted you to know that I'm still praying for you!
Michelle "The Dork" Farmer
- Friday, December 07, 2001 at 09:50 PM (CST)

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Allison, I have been checking out your website quite a bit and am so glad to see that your mom hasn't updated it since September! I am taking that as good news! I hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving (you have lots to be thankful for, don't you?) and a wonderful, blessed Christmas!
Michelle Farmer (friend of Ann Newsham) <zuzuernie@hotmail.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Friday, December 07, 2001 at 09:49 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria,
I hope this note finds you well and that your foot is much better now. We hope to see you when we come back to Missouri for Christmas. You are in our prayers always, take good care.
Love,
Jack, Haley, Jeff and Kristen Staples
<jeff@avisian.com>
Aldie, VA - Wednesday, December 05, 2001 at 04:05 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria,
I had such a wonderful time with you for Thanksgiving.
I am so glad we were together this year. We certainly have
alot to be thankful for. I miss you already !!!!!!!
Love and kisses,
Sidonia

- Sunday, November 25, 2001 at 07:21 PM (CST)

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN ALEXANDRIA, I AM GOING TO BE A WITCH. MY MOM IS SILLY I JUST READ WHAT SHE WROTE ON OCTOBER 19TH. I HOPE YOU ARE FEELING BETTER. ALLYSON DUNCAN


- Tuesday, October 30, 2001 at 04:03 PM (CST)

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Hey Alexandria, how's the foot doing? I hope it is HEALing well. HA HA, sometimes I just crack myself up. I can't help it, it makes me smile, try it sometime (say something really silly on purpose-and before you know it-you are smiling)It works for me! Anyway, we are keeping you in our prayers!! Sharyn Duncan and family

- Friday, October 19, 2001 at 01:22 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria, Alison and Family,
What fun it has been visiting your website!! It has taken me long enough to figure it out...I'm glad I didn't give up!The only search engine that directed me was Google. It was well worth the challenge and I've been thinking of you along the way! I especially enjoyed the photos, hearing the updates and the stories from your vacation! What an adventure! Allison, you are such an excellent writer! I'm sure Alexandria and Hunter are receiving a great education with you taking on the responsibility of home schooling. How is school going so far Alexandria? I will look forward to checking in again soon to hear about how you are feeling, if you are still hopping around, and if you are ready to teach the class yet! Robert and I have been keeping all of you in our prayers.
God Bless!!
Susan

Susan Boehm <susan.boehm@aventis.com>
Flossmoor, IL United States - Monday, October 15, 2001 at 09:48 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria and family,

I have read your history on your site. You are a very special girl. It takes very special children to fight the battle of cancer. I am so glad that you are doing so great. You take care of that foot and don't dance so hard next time. I know it was fun though wasn't it? My daughter Holly was fighting the battle of Leukemia with you just in Cardinal Glennon Hospital. Holly is doing great. She had a Stem Cell Transplant in April, 2001. She had Angels come visit her and put the breath of life back in her. Holly told me she felt them. Isn't that awesome. We live about 2 hours South of St. Louis and was planning on walking the "Light the Night Walk". The nurse called and I had to go get Holly from School. She was having a belly ache. I hope to meet you real soon. You stay brave and fight fight fight. I always told Holly that "Good Days are coming" and they will for you too. Remember that God doesn't always come when we want him, but He will be there just in time.

Anita Moore
Anita Moore mother of Holly dx Sept, 2000 AML, Stem Cell Transplant April, 2001 <www.caringbridge.com/mo/hollyemoore>
Sikeston, MO - Tuesday, October 09, 2001 at 12:02 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria and Family,
Glad to hear your Dad and brother survived the shark!I think the pool was a better option!Just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you and were thrilled you got to carry a white balloon. Keep up the good work and take care of that foot!God bless you and your family!THe Bowman's
Bowman Family <Bow1990@cs.com>
Chesterfield, MO USA - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 04:36 PM (CDT)

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Hey Alexandria:
I participated at the "Light the Night" Walk and sorry I missed you there. I was walking for a guy I went to grade school and high school with. I wanted to let you know I put your name on my sticker too. I hope you had a good time at the walk and your foot gets better.
tim
tim forneris <forneris@slu.edu>
St. Louis, MO - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 09:57 PM (CDT)

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DearAlexandria, I was so sorry to hear about your foot!!!!!It must hurt very much. I think you should write a book!!You could dictate it to your Mom and Dad. They could write it down for you. I miss you and love you very much. I will try to come up Fri. for the walk. God loves you and so do I. Nana
sunny staples <sunny staples@prodigy.net>
Cape Girardeau , Mo. - Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 09:21 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! I just read your mom's very detailed story of the hungry shark. Your dad must not have smelled very good to him. You and your mom will have a lot of neat times having school at home. I am sort of a teacher, too, because I'm a storyteller for children. If you get me a list of your favorite stories, I will record them for you to follow along with. My children Douglas, 6 years old, and Annie, 3 years old, especially love Robert Munsch stories. He has a website, too! We think about you all the time and pray for you and your family every day. Tell your dad to stick to fishing for haddock. Love, The Morgans
Mary Morgan <BMO8230600@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 07:05 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria and Family, I've been checking your web page for a recent update, but there has'nt been one for a month. I hope you all are just to busy getting well, and having fun. I understand you have been able to attend school. That's wonderful! I'm sure you brighten the day for all of your classmates and teachers. My prayers are always with you. Sharyn Duncan and family.

- Monday, September 10, 2001 at 02:29 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria, I was just reading your journal entries and wanted to say "hello" from Brennen, Savannah, Lee and I. We were very excited to be invited to your birthday party this year! It was great to get together with you and your family "just like old times" and enjoy your beautiful home. Your new kitty is beautiful and I wish I had one just like her! I'll just come visit her at your house! Hang in there girl! We are all thinking about you and praying for you! Love from Monica Lummus.
Monica Lummus <monica.b.lummus@accenture.com>
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, September 05, 2001 at 09:20 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,
I'm so happy that you got to start school with all of your friends. I know you will be one of the stars of second grade! Have a great time and learn lots.
Love, Ms. Pam

Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 07:49 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
I haven't been on the computer lately. I hope you had a great birthday. Good luck in school.
In my prayers,
tim
tim forneris <forneris@slu.edu>
St. Louis, MO - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 12:27 PM (CDT)

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My Dearest Alexandia, I am so happy that you are able to return to school on a part-time basis this year. I know you must be very glad to be with you friends and they must have really missed you last year. Our Church prays for you at every mass. I know that so many others are praying for you also. With prayers for all over the Country, your determination,and the execellent care your parents give you, I expect a complete recovery. We love you so very much, Memaw & Pawpaw

cou
Dave & Noel <noel_718@msn.com>
Terre du Lac, Mo USA - Saturday, August 25, 2001 at 06:50 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,

We think of you every day - our church group CONTINUES to pray for you (and WILL continue). We are happy you have been doing lots of "FUN STUFF" over the summer too. I just read on your web site that there was to be an "ice cream social" today - how nice! How was that?

Love, Mr. and Mrs. Phil Compton, Sr.
Linda C. <Linphi62@aol.com>
Baton Rouge, LA - Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 06:18 PM (CDT)

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We can now access the internet but we still don't have E-mail! Perhaps we'll add that sometime during the next century. Alexandria, I just read your entire Website and the emotions I experienced were wrenching. There were tears of sorrow and tears of joy but I came away with a profound sense of respect for you and your family. You are fighting a battle I wish no one had to fight and you are doing it so courageously. You and your family are an inspiration to many. God Bless You.
Lisa Williams
Ballwin, MO - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 07:26 PM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday Alexandria! We are so happy to hear that you are feeling better and had a great birthday party! Have a wonderful trip - we'll see you next Sunday!
Nina Hudson <Nina.Main@wcom.com>
Ballwin, MO - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 10:51 AM (CDT)

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OK Alexandria, when are you recording your first song? Not only are you a songwriter, I bet you can really sing a tune, you must be multi talented. By the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, I'm happy to hear that you got a new family member, I bet she is adorable. And hey going to Destin sounds like a blast. My family Loves it down there, I hope you can go and have some fun. Keep the Faith. We think about you often. Sharyn Duncan and Family

- Monday, August 06, 2001 at 10:59 AM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria, You had the best birthday party I have ever been to. You have so many friends that love you and care so much about you. It was great to see Auntie Julie, Auntie Hayley, and Uncle Chuck in addition to your cousins, Michael and Mason there to celebrate with you. Everybody had such a wonderful time and your Mommy really put in a lot of work to get everything ready for your party. I am already looking forward to your birthday party next year.
Memaw and Pawpaw are so happy to care for you birthday kitten, Bailey, while you are in Florida. We promise to take very good care of her and keep her loved until you can get back to her. We love you so very much, Memaw and Pawpaw
Noel <noel-718@msn.com>
Terre du Lac, Mo USA - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 05:39 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria, my children, Libby and Michael, wanted me to let you know that they hope you get better very soon. You and your family are in our prayers nightly. I am so glad to hear that you had a wonderful time at Disney World; I hope that Destin is just as much fun.

The Stokes' (from church) - Pat, Kathleen, Libby, and Michael <kms_stl@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 03, 2001 at 10:44 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,
Sounds like you are doing so very well. That is wonderful! I am proud of you for being so strong! I knew you would be able to stay as stong as you are.. I would love to see you soon, so I will call Mom and see what she has to say.. What are you going to do about school now that you are going in 2nd grade? Lots of love and prayer to you always hon..love you w/ all my heart.. Gwen
<Moscotts@aol.com>
Wildwood, mo usa - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 11:01 PM (CDT)

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Dear Beautiful Princess Alexandria, How is my special cookie baker doing? I sure do miss you and the fun we have baking your delicious cookies. We will have to do it again soon. I understand you look so adorable sporting your new little peach fuzz hair. I want to come and see it right now. I miss you so very much, I almost can't stand it. I love you from here to infinity and back but you know that, don't you. See you soon, Memaw & Pawpaw
Noel Knotts <noel_718@msn.com>
Bonne Terre, Mo USA - Sunday, July 15, 2001 at 04:47 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria,
We are praying for you all the time. It was good to see the great latest news. And you got to have a friend sleep over!! God thinks you are so strong and special. Keep believing!!

We love you,
THE HAWKINS BOYS AND MOM FROM TEXAS!!!!


Jill Hawkins <jhawkins@coserv.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2001 at 09:40 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,
Karl, Paige, Karson, Connor, and I were so excited to see you at Disney World! We had a great time, and we heard you did too. We pray for you every day. Can't wait for you to come play in the backyard again. See you soon.

Love,

the Kuhlmanns

Nancy Kuhlmann <NKKuhlmann@aol.com>
Ellisville,, MO St. Louis - Monday, July 09, 2001 at 01:34 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria,
I can't wait to see you. Only four more days !! I
hope you had a wonderful 4th of July. I LOVE YOU !!!
SIDONIA

- Thursday, July 05, 2001 at 08:10 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
We were so excited to read the wonderful news about your recent treatments. What a pleasant feeling it is to know how well you are doing. It has been a long time since I've been to Disney World and since you had such a wonderful time and my children have been begging us to take them, I think we'll have to go very soon. BOY OH BOY !!!After reading your letter to your dad, all I have to say is "he certainly is lucky to have a loving daughter like you. " We keep you in our prayers always. Sharyn Duncan and Family

- Tuesday, July 03, 2001 at 09:13 AM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,
It has been a long time since I last wrote. I can't believe all of things that have happened since we left Chesterfield in January. We still get the St. Mark Newletter so you are still on our minds and in our prayers.

We have lived through an earthquake and the house next door burning down. None of this compares to what you've been through. When all of this is over (and we are confident it will be) we hope that you can visit this part of the country (I see that your Aunt is a neighbor) and see the wonderful mountains and the beautiful sea. 'Til then, stay strong and know that you are loved.

Love,
Meg, Giuliano, Lily & Anna Chicco

Meg Chicco <mchicco@cablespeed.com>
Sammamish, WA USA - Friday, June 29, 2001 at 04:08 PM (CDT)

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Hello Alexandria!
I was so happy to see that your aunt and cousins are in town for a nice visit. Isn't that great! I am also so happy that you are feeling just fine and dandy right about now. I so enjoy seeing you play in the yard with your brothers and sister. Enjoy the 4th of July. We all have lots to celebrate and be thankful for. Love you lots, Miss JUDY
Miss Judy
- Friday, June 29, 2001 at 03:16 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria,
I hope you had a fun time at Disney World. From the pictures, it sure looked like you did. I will keep praying for you and your family. Have a great 4th of July. tim
Tim Forneris <forneris@slu.edu>
St. Louis, MO - Sunday, June 24, 2001 at 11:30 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria,
It was so good to see your pictures. You have had some exciting times. You are certainly listening to all the good that God is giving you and the love too! We miss you more than we can say.

We have been busy up here in the North. Believe it or not, the girls are still in school. Soccer just ended today and Kathryn's baseball team made it to the championship game> It's tomorrow. I'll try and take some pictures and send them to you. She is the only girl on the team. So she's been having a good time. The boys are nice to her.Her hair is so short that she looks like a boy with her hat on.

Parker is so big now.You probably would'nt recognize him.

How's the back yard of yours. It's so cool!! Look for some pictures in the next couple of days.

I'm sure you had a blast at Disney World. You are in our thoughts everyday. Especially at night when we say our prayers. I love your web page. Oh you might like this. We have a neighborhhood black bear. He's been to our two elementary schools and he eats from the bird feeders in our neighborhood. I have'nt seen him yet to get a picture but if we do, I'll send him to you. (not him - ha- just a picture)


Much Love,
THe Klebenow's

Kelley, Kathryn, Parker, Lindsay and Kristen Klebenow <klebenow@earthlink.net>
avon, ct usa - Saturday, June 23, 2001 at 03:40 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! I haven't looked at your cool web-site for awhile and boy was I happy to see all of the great things that have happened lately. Your trip to Walt Disney World sounded awesome! And the news of how good you are doing after your last big treatment is absolutely the best news ever!!!!! You sure are a strong little girl!!!! And God sure does answer prayers, doesn't he??!! We pray for you every single night. We are so glad you are having so much fun this summer. Your sleepover sounded like it was a blast. Well, take care and tell your mommy and daddy we said hi!

Love, Robin, Bob Carli and Dominic Bisesi
The Bisesi's - Robin, Bob, Carli and Dominic <rbisesi@usa.xerox.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, June 21, 2001 at 08:42 PM (CDT)

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Little Miss Alexandria,
So glad that you were blessed with a trip to DisneyWorld. I'm sure that you and the family had a wonderful time. I'm so-o-o-o happy for you. I enjoyed seeing the pictures of you, too. I was amazed with the simply beautiful letter that you wrote to your Daddy. Sounds like you have some real writing talent. Hold on to that gift that God has given to you. You are always in my prayers. Auntie Cindy (Memaw's sister)
cindy abrams <Aplace2bee@cs.com>
woodinville, wa usa - Monday, June 18, 2001 at 01:41 PM (CDT)

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Dear Precious Alexandria, I just read the Father's Day Letter you sent your Daddy. It is beautiful! I agree with you, God has truly blessed you and our family with your Daddy. He has also blessed us with Michael and Phil, your Uncles. These men are truly great Dad's and I thank God for them because they are raising my Grandchildren. I love you, Nana
Sunny Staples <sunny staples@ prodigy.net>
- Monday, June 18, 2001 at 09:11 AM (CDT)

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Hi! I am Ann Newsham's friend, and I checked your webpage and was sooooooo excited to see that you went to Walt Disney World! That is so awesome! Did you get to see Winnie the Pooh? He is my very favorite character at Disney. I heard you were treated like a princess while you were there. Maybe we should be calling you Princess Alexandria now!

God Bless You! You remain in all of our MOPS (Mothers Of PreSchoolers) moms prayers!


Michelle Farmer <zuzuernie@hotmail.com>
Wildwood, - Sunday, June 17, 2001 at 12:51 AM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria, We think of you often and are thrilled you had a great time at Disney World. WHat an exciting time for you and your family. Looks like you met some great people! We hope your summer is off to a great start. Feels like it is definitly here. Try to email us, we will write back! Love, The Bowman Family
<Bow1990@cs.com>
Chesterfield, MO USA - Tuesday, June 12, 2001 at 06:20 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria,
I was so happy to see you the other day. My mom said that you were out and that I could come and play tonight, but when she got home I couldn't come over because I had just washed my hair and couldn't come over in time. Sorry!
I promise I will caome over soon....
Love Jazz
Jazz Appleby <eapplet@aol.com>
ellisville, mo usa - Monday, June 11, 2001 at 09:50 PM (CDT)

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Dear Little Miss Always in My Prayers Alexandria: We miss you so much and are looking forward to seeing you this week-end. I know we will have great fun together and maybe Dad and Mom can go to a movie or something while we spend time with you. I hope you will show us all your Disney World pictures. Can't wait. See you soon. Love, Memaw & Pawpaw
Memaw & Pawpaw Knotts <noel_718@msn.com>
Bonne Terre, Mo USA - Friday, June 08, 2001 at 07:21 PM (CDT)

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Hello Alexandria,
I have known your Mom and all you aunts and your grandma for many years. Sunny has been in our small group in Cape and she continues to keep us all updated on your progress.
I really enjoyed seeing the pictures from Orlando. Your hotel really sounds like a fantasy land. I'm glad your family is back safe and sound and I hope you all recover from you colds. May God bless.
Beverly Rust <brust@rmcoco.com>
Cape Girardeau, MO - Thursday, June 07, 2001 at 09:39 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,

We're so glad that you had such a wonderful time on your trip! We would love to see some pictures! Tell your family we said hi! Our prayers are still with you!
Sally, Dan, Tommy and Emma Forness <SDFORNESS@aol.com>
Ellisville, Mo USA - Wednesday, June 06, 2001 at 10:27 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria!

We are so happy that you and your family had a great time at WDW!!!! We haven't been there for quite a while, and seeing the pictures of you and the nice writeup that your mommy put on the internet makes us want to go back there again. Just want you to know that we and lots and lots and lots of our friends in Louisiana keep you in thought and prayer every day.

Love, Mr. and Mrs. Phil Compton, Sr.
Linda Compton <Linphi62@aol.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Wednesday, June 06, 2001 at 08:52 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,
So glad you had a wonderful time at DisneyWorld. I will be in touch soon so I can come over and visit you. Not a day goes by that I don't see your beautiful picture of you on my refrigerator.. Always have you in my thoughts and prayers hon..Love you lots!
Gwen Scott <Moscotts@aol.com>
Wildwood, Mo USA - Wednesday, June 06, 2001 at 04:48 PM (CDT)

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I know it has been a while since we visited but we haven't stopped thinking about you. Our love and prayers to all of you!

The Etter Family


Cynthia Etter <jeffreyetter@aol.com>
Manchester, MO USA - Tuesday, June 05, 2001 at 10:02 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria, I am visiting my Mom, your Nana, for a couple of days and we wanted to drop you a line and tell you how much fun we had with you and your family in Disneyworld! Tell Baby Bop that we said hello and that we miss her! We miss you like crazy and we can't wait till we get to see you again, real soon. Give your Mom and Dad a message from us, "please put some cute new photos of Alexandria and Minnie Mouse on the web site, thanks!" PS, we will get the doubles of our photos to you asap! Much Love Always, Auntie Julie and Nana!
Julie P. Downey and Sunny Staples <moonchild213@charter.net & sunnystaples@prodigy.net>
Cape Girardeau , MO USA - Tuesday, May 29, 2001 at 09:50 PM (CDT)

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I am Gwen Scott's Sister-in-law and she told me all about Alexandria and how much she has been through and how brave she has been going through it. I hope the Disney trip was WONDERFUL and my prayers and hopes are for your family. Laura
Laura Hall <leurla@earthlink.net>
Camarillo, CA 93010 - Monday, May 28, 2001 at 12:17 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria, So glad that you are home and had such a wonderful time on your trip. We missed you so much. Your Pawpaw and Memaw want your Mom and Dad to find something to do so that we can come to your house and stay/play with you and your brothers and sister. Can't wait. We love you more than you will ever know my brave little one.Memaw & Pawpaw
Memaw & Pawpaw <David-Kno@msn.com>
Terre Du Lac, Mo USA - Friday, May 25, 2001 at 07:41 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! I noticed that you and your family arrived back home last night. So...how great was your vacation to Florida? I bet it was super fantastic! I'm glad you are back home safely, sweet girl. Much love, Miss Judy

- Friday, May 25, 2001 at 08:40 AM (CDT)

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YEAH!!!! I am totally excited for you all. Alexandria, we are so proud of the strong little girl that you are. I know you all will have a wonderful time. Have a safe trip, we will anxiously be awaiting for the pictures.
Taylor, Diane, Chuck, Chad and Danny Ratliff <sug233@cs.com>
Wildwood, mo - Monday, May 21, 2001 at 08:30 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria. I am Virginia Ashmore's sister. Ever since I heard about your plight I have kept you in my prayers.

May the Almighty Father watch over you. May His will be done as He truly is all knowing.

Love to you and your family.

Mary Krahe
Mary R. Krahe <krahe@velocity.net>
Erie, PA USA - Sunday, May 20, 2001 at 02:24 PM (CDT)

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Have a safe and Blessed Trip.
Virginia Ashmore <Virginia@networkusa.net>
Fenton, Mo St. Louis - Sunday, May 20, 2001 at 10:15 AM (CDT)

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We have finally joined the futuristic world and got our e-mail up and going again. We have kept up with your family through friends and neighbors. Many prayers have been said by the Kuhlmanns and by St. Alban Roe school kids and parish members. Have a blast at Disney World. We think about you a lot. Love Karl, Nancy Paige Karson nad Connor
Karl And Nancy Kuhlmann <NKKuhlmann@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO St. Louis - Saturday, May 19, 2001 at 12:59 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria!

I am so happy that you get to go to DisneyWorld. It is my favorite place! Be sure to ride Splash Mountain and Winnie the Pooh, they are the best!! Hope you have a great trip!
Your friend, Millie <Kessingerfamily@prodigy.net>
Wildwood, Mo USA - Thursday, May 17, 2001 at 01:05 PM (CDT)

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Julie and I are so excited that we will get to be with you in Disneyworld!!!!!Can't wait to see you!!We will have a great time. God loves you and so do we, Nana

sunny staples <sunny staples@prodigy.net>
CapeGirardeau, - Thursday, May 17, 2001 at 08:31 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! Kristen knows you from preschool and Sunday School. She wanted to say "Hi" and let you know we've all been thinking about you and holding you in our prayers! It's our first time visiting your website and we think it's great. Wishing you all comfort, health and peace.
Karen, Bill, Katie, Kristen, and Caroline Gabriel
<BKGabe@worldnet.att.net>
Ballwin, MO - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 03:49 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria ! ! Can you believe how hot it is outside today? Where is the Springtime? I sure do enjoy seeing you when you are able to play outside. Isn't your BIG trip coming up soon? Have a great time and take lots of pictures! Love, MISS JUDY


- Monday, May 14, 2001 at 03:59 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria, Thanks so much for letting us spend the day with you, Hunter, Hayden, & Addison yesterday while Mom and Dad went to the ball game. We had such a great time watching movies, drawing Mother's Day cards, playing games, and just being with you. We will have to do it again very soon. We love you, Memaw & Pawpaw
David & Noel <David-Kno@msn.com>
Terre Du Lac, MO USA - Sunday, May 13, 2001 at 07:28 PM (CDT)

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Well I saw the big balloons, and they looked so pretty and I said HUM??? who could possibly want them...and I found someone! They just make you feel so bright, and cheery!!!
Love to all

Jazz Appleby <eapplet@aol.com>
Ellisville, mo usa - Sunday, May 06, 2001 at 07:51 AM (CDT)

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Hey Alexandria,
Have a Great Cinco de Mayo tomorrow. Make sure your dad buys you some mexican food, like tacos or something.
In my prayers,
tim
tim forneris <forneris@slu.edu>
st. louis, mo usa - Friday, May 04, 2001 at 03:11 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria, I hope you are enjoying the beautiful weather we have been having! I miss you a lot and hope you are doing well. I am so ready for summer, how about you?!
I love you very much and will be by to see you soon.
Much love,
Aunt Julie
Julie P. Downey <moonchild@primary.net>
Edwardsville , IL USA - Wednesday, May 02, 2001 at 02:08 PM (CDT)

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Hello Alexandria! We were so thrilled and thankful to hear that you were back home! Way to go! We think of you everyday, you're such a brave and special young lady. Take good care.

Love,
The Staples Family (Haley, Jack, Kristen and Jeff)
<jeff@avisian.com>
Oak Hill, VA - Thursday, April 26, 2001 at 10:22 PM (CDT)

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Hey Alexandria!!
I am so happy to hear that you came home from the hospital. I looked out my window and you were getting out of the car. I do believe in miracles and I have you to prove that miricales do exist. Everyone is proud of you and I look up to you for your bravery. Keep doing great!
Love Always,
Katie Vollmayer

Katie Vollmayer <kav1113@earthlink. net>
- Wednesday, April 25, 2001 at 08:25 PM (CDT)

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Hey Alexandria:
I am happy to hear you are back home. I hope that you had nice Easter !!! I will keep you in my prayers. Tell your dad that the law school misses him.
tim
tim forneris <forneris@slu.edu>
st. louis, mo usa - Monday, April 23, 2001 at 12:38 PM (CDT)

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HI ALEXANDRIA!!!! I was SO happy to see you come home yesterday!! I thought it best to shut off the lawn mower while your mom video taped your arrival!! I was never happier than when you got out of the car and walked in your house. Welcome Home Sweet Girl! Love, Miss JUDY

- Monday, April 23, 2001 at 09:22 AM (CDT)

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Hi, I just wanted to say I prayed hard all week I wish I could have been there for you all I was in NY.
Love you guys call me if you need anything.
Ellen <eapplet@aol.com>
ellisville, mo 63011 - Friday, April 20, 2001 at 10:40 PM (CDT)

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Wow Alexandria, you sure know how to keep your guardian angels busy. They certainly aren't bored are they. I am so glad to hear you are doing so much better, and I hope you can go home this weekend. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. You are in inspiration to me and my family, stay strong and never give up! OK! Sharyn Duncan

- Friday, April 20, 2001 at 05:09 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! I am so glad to hear you are doing so much better. I have missed you and seeing that beautiful smile of yours that can just light up a room full of people!
I hope to see you soon though and maybe we can hang out and watch cartoons together! :-)
I love you with all my heart,
Auntie Julie :-)
Julie P. Downey <moonchild@primary.net>
Edwardsville, IL - Friday, April 20, 2001 at 09:24 AM (CDT)

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Alexandria,
We just checked your website to see how you are doing and we were visitor #2000! No wonder you are such a fighter, you have so many people praying for you!! We have prayed for you daily and will continue to do so. It's so good to know that our prayers are being answered!! Give yourself and your family a hug for us!
Love,
Nancy, Gary , Jake and Katie Balkenbusch

Ellisville, MO - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 01:21 PM (CDT)

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ALEXANDRIA, Way to go!!! We were so excited to hear your ANC counts. Your such a good little fighter.
Remember "ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE WITH GOD"
We Love You! Aunt Steph, Uncle Phil, Sidonia,Sheldon

- Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 10:17 AM (CDT)

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- Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 10:11 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! We all just wanted to say hello and let you know that we continue to pray for you every day and hope that you get to come home soon. We can't wait to see you and your family playing outside again!
Ann, Rob, Ethan and Kristin Erusha <AErusha@Transentric.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Wednesday, April 18, 2001 at 09:41 AM (CDT)

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. You are a very strong girl God has his hand on you. Just remember God Loves you and angels are with you and mom and dad all the time. We love you!
Sean and Juli Cooper ,Logan and Moriah <jlogan1995@aol.com>
Festus, Mo - Sunday, April 15, 2001 at 07:49 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria, are you getting wet? I know all these prayers are raining down on you, because they are definetly pouring out of us and many many others. OK so I'm silly! Did I get a smile out of you? Yes, well that was the plan. We are always thinking about you and your family. Maybe we'll get to visit sometime soon. Say hi to everyone for us. Smile:)
The Duncans from Jackson
- Friday, April 13, 2001 at 08:53 AM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria, I just wanted you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. You are an inspiration to all of us. I hope you're home soon.
Dee Ann Godlewski <deegod@earthlink.net>
Wildwood, MO United States - Thursday, April 12, 2001 at 08:55 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria,
Just wanted you to know I am thinking warm fuzzy thoughts, sending lots of prayers your way. You are a strong girl!... keep at it hon. I am very proud of you!
Love to you always..
Gwen Scott <Moscotts@aol.com>
Wildwood, Mo - Wednesday, April 11, 2001 at 06:03 PM (CDT)

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Hi there Alexandria. We haven't written you in a while. Hope you are feeling better. I am sure that Gabriella has been busy. Does Isabella miss her? Hope she is on some great adventures. Hope to see or talk to you soon!
Maggie, Marie, Emily and Jimmy Bowman
The Bowman Family <Bow1990@cs.com>
Chesterfield, MO USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2001 at 02:00 PM (CDT)

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Alexandria, I am a friend of your dad's from Illinois. I have been following your fight and I am so very proud of you and how strong you are. Keep up the good work, Little Lady! I know that there ARE angels with you and helping you. I am keeping you in my prayers and in my heart and I have asked all my family and friends to do the same.
Jamie Steele <peonfax@aol.com>
Carbondale, IL USA - Monday, April 09, 2001 at 10:38 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alison & Grant, I can't even imagine how hard the last few days have been for you to see our beautiful little Alexandria so very sick. We are praying for all of you. Love, Memaw & Pawpaw
Memaw & Pawpaw <noel_718@msn.com>
Terre Du Lac, MO USA - Monday, April 09, 2001 at 08:10 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria, Just wanted to let you know you are in our prayers!! We are ready for SPRING how about you?? I bet the Easter Bunny will be visiting you soon. Hope you get lots of good stuff. This is a wonderful time of the year! I am so glad God has been answering our prayers!! Love You
Sean and Juli Cooper Logan and Moriah <jlogan1995@aol.com>
Festus, Mo - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 09:43 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria! Happy Spring! Today was finally a real Spring Day! It was 65 degrees and sunny! I hope you get to go out in this beautiful weather soon (if you already haven't!) We hope your last in-patient treatments went well. I bet you are becoming a really good reader after reading all of the notes on your web page. You will be the best reader in the 2nd grade next year!!! Hope you are having a GREAT day! You are in our prayers every single night!!
Love, The Bisesi's - Bob, Robin, Carli and Dominic
The Bisesi Family <robin.bisesi@usa.xerox.com>
Ellisville, MO 63011 - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 09:53 PM (CDT)

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Hi Alexandria, We just wanted you to know we were thinking about you and that you are in our prayers every day, take care.
Love,
Haley, Jack, Jeff and Kristen Staples
Jeff Staples <jstaples@avisian.com>
Oak Hill, VA US - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 01:12 PM (CDT)

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Dear Alexandria,

Happy Spring! We can't wait for the weather to warm up so that we can see you outside! Tommy really misses you and the boys. He talks about you everyday and prays for you every night before he goes to bed. We will see you soon!

Love,

Sally, Dan, Tommy and Emma

Sally Forness <SDFORNESS@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 09:43 PM (CDT)

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Hi,

I am a nurse at St. Jude that your father knows. He always give us an update on your condition. We are so happy to hear about your remission. Your a beautiful young lady, you look like your Mom. Take good care!
Vickie Grigsby <RNVWON@aol.com>
Memphis, TN USA - Tuesday, March 27, 2001 at 02:36 PM (CST)

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Hey Princess, Guess who this is... It's Daddy!! I'm here in Memphis working and I really miss you (and Hunter, Hayden and Addison). Maybe if I send you a kiss, I'll feel better... here goes... did you get it? Take good care of Mommy while I'm gone! See you soon!!!
Daddy
- Monday, March 26, 2001 at 01:16 AM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria, Hunter & Hayden. We had so much fun baking cakes with you yesterday. I love your new Barbie oven. You did such a good job baking. We really had fun playing with you. See you real soon, Love, memaw & Pawpar
Memaw & Pawpaw <noel_718@msn.com>
Terre Du Lac, MO USA - Sunday, March 25, 2001 at 03:54 PM (CST)

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Alexandria My Little Sweetie, Just have to tell you that you are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. I'm so proud of you honey. You are such a big girl. With so many prayers, God hears from us all I know he is taking car of you. See you soon. Love You, Bammy
your Greatgrandmother (BAMMY)
- Sunday, March 25, 2001 at 03:51 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria it was fun seen you at brones yesterday we hop we see you at neast brone metn
Millie Angelina
- Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 10:11 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria I miss you.
Your Frieds Erica and Tawnnie
- Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 09:52 AM (CST)

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HI ALEXANDRIA I HOPE YOU ARE GOOD. AND I HOPE YOU ARE AT GILE SCOTS

- Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 09:04 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria this is millie an Angelina your to best friends wewotid to say hi and And that masig that you goot that sadyour fridmillie it was from Angelina

Angelina millie
- Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 10:10 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria I Hope you come back on the last day of school . we lrnde a lot I hope you have to bye.

your frind Alex and Tawnnie
- Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 09:46 AM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria, we all miss you. We hope you get better. We wish you were here. Mrs. Wilkinson is here.
Katie and Ryan B.
- Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 09:22 AM (CST)

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Hi kiddo,
Just wanted to say hi and see what you were up to. It was real nice to see you all up and about and enjoying the fresh wonderful air the other day... More good days to come. Love you
Ellen
Ellen Appleby <eapplet@aol.com>
ellisville, mo 63011 - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 06:05 PM (CST)

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- Monday, March 19, 2001 at 10:57 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria how are you we are makeing a lot of pig stuff but it is fun i hope you come back soon.
Tawnnie
- Monday, March 19, 2001 at 10:28 AM (CST)

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how are you doing Alexandria
Hein
- Monday, March 19, 2001 at 10:03 AM (CST)

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Hello Alexandria,
You may not remember us, we live in Jackson, and probably the last time we saw you was when you turned 4 years old.(I think) Ask mom and dad because I might be wrong about that, but I do remember your birthday party. Do you remember Joshua and Allyson Duncan? You made some tall green cups with their names on them for your party favors, they use them all the time. Your mom and dad have written us and told us all about you. Our family has been praying for you and your family and we think about you all the time. You are such a lucky girl to have so many angels watching over you.
Sharyn Duncan <lindy_and_sharynd@hotmail.com>
Jackson, MO US - Sunday, March 18, 2001 at 01:26 PM (CST)

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Hello Alexandria,
I wanted to tell you what a wonderful job you are doing. You are the bravest little girl! Everyone is so very proud of your strength and courage. There are many angels watching over you every step of the way!
Love,
Just one, of your many gaurdian angels!
- Sunday, March 18, 2001 at 12:53 PM (CST)

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Hello Haddocks, We hope you guys are doing fine. We miss you and think about you everyday.
Love,
The Lanes
Crofford, Yvette, Ryan, Skylar <buglane1@aol.com>
Collierville, TN USA - Wednesday, March 14, 2001 at 09:37 PM (CST)

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Hello Alexandria,
I am a friend of your Grandma Staples. She and I work together at her church. She has been very busy since her pastor has moved away. I am very thankful for all the help she gives me in the office. She and I pray for you each Monday at our staff meeting. She tells me how you are doing. You should be very proud of her and she is very proud of you. Bye for now.
Lynn Suhre <DebLyn2@hotmail.com>
Cape Girardeau, Mo - Wednesday, March 14, 2001 at 03:33 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria!
I hear you had a picnic the other day! I bet it was nice to get out and enjoy the nice weather. :-)
My thoughts and prayers are with you always.
I love you dearly,
Auntie Dooley
Julie P. Downey <moonchild@primary.net>
Edwardsville, IL USA - Monday, March 12, 2001 at 09:36 AM (CST)

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Alexandria,
Our family is very happy to here the good news about potential donors. Your always in our thoughts and prayers.

The Hagedorns <hagedorns@att.net>
Ellisville, MO USA - Sunday, March 11, 2001 at 08:57 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,

I am Amy Naylor your old sunday school teacher. I have gone off to college now, and I miss teaching you alot. I just wanted to write you a little note, I hope that you get better soon, and that I will be praying for you!

God Bless,
Amy
Amy Naylor <naylor@stolaf.edu>
northfield , MN - Sunday, March 11, 2001 at 04:03 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
I have missed you! I hope you are doing better and better everyday! I am always thinking of you and what a brave little girl you are! I bet you are glad spring is just about here.. now maybe you can go outside for a bit. I hope to visit you again soon. Take care, sweetie.. Please know I love you dearly and always have those warm fuzzies, good thoughts and prayers going your way. Love you always!
Gwen Scott <Moscotts@aol.com>
Wildwood, Mo. - Saturday, March 10, 2001 at 06:10 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,

Hi, I know your Daddy and he comes to Jackson, TN. to see me and he told me about you so I thought I would drop you a line I hope you are feeling well today. I have 3 girls and I think little girls are special so you take care of yourself and let your Daddy know that everything is going to be fine. Besides you have God on your side and that's all any of us need. I will pray for you and your family every day. Your friend Mr. Ray
Ray A. Davis <raydavis@onemain.com>
Jackson, TN. 38305 - Friday, March 09, 2001 at 08:14 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,

Don't you just love the sunny days. Spring is coming soon and then you and Abby can play together more often. You are always in our prayers and so many others. Our Brownie Troop has missed you and your mom. Maybe we could have a meeting outside when the weather gets better and you can come.

See you later alligator
Ann Newsham <Newsham6@aol.com>
Ellisvillee, MO USA - Thursday, March 08, 2001 at 11:55 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria, I miss you very much. Tell your mom, dad, brothers and sister that I said "hello!"
I love you sweetie.
Auntie Dooly (Julie P. Downey) <moonchild@primary.net>
Edwardsville, IL USA - Wednesday, March 07, 2001 at 12:24 PM (CST)

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Our prayers here are going up for all of you.
Eric Homberg <erichomberg@aol.com>
Jackson, TN - Wednesday, March 07, 2001 at 06:29 AM (CST)

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Hey Alexandria! Waz up! Very cool website. I love to hear from my mom all of the wonderful news of the good things that are happening. I really can't wait to see you again and it is nice to see that you are doing better. We can't wait until we can play with you again. D.Anne and I think of you all of the time and our family keeps you in our prayers.
Love Always,
Katie Vollmayer

Katie Vollmayer <kav1113@earthlink.net>
Ellisville, MO USA - Monday, March 05, 2001 at 06:05 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria and family, We are all so happy about the great news that your siblings are a match for you should it ever be needed. You are such a brave little girl. Our thoughts and prayers are with you daily. Wishing you all the best each day! Love, The Farley family
Annette Farley <MSFar@aol.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Monday, March 05, 2001 at 01:37 PM (CST)

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What truly wonderful news that the children all match! Allison will be another example of God's blessings on us. I have thought and prayed for you often, but am belatedly just now visiting the site. What a wonderful way to keep everyone uptodate. Our love to all. Nancy and David Sutch w/St. Mark.
Nancy Sutch <nsutch@att.net>
Ballwin, MO USA - Sunday, March 04, 2001 at 09:41 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria, I hope you are doing good. You look pretty in your pictures. I just found out my family is going to move to Chicago after school lets out. I hope I can see you before we move. Please take good care of yourself and get well soon.
Bethany Thomas <kim.thomas@anixter.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Sunday, March 04, 2001 at 08:32 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria!!! That is sooo cool about the concert. I bet you had a GREAT time!!! That is really exciting about the song. I have never heard her before but I plan on listening to her songs because of you. Congrats on the matchs!!! GOD IS SOO GOOD!!!! He is good to those who love him! We love you and you are always in our prayers! Love Sean and Juli Cooper Logan and Moriah
Sean and Juli Cooper Logan and Moriah <jlogan1995@aol.com>
Festus, Mo - Saturday, March 03, 2001 at 11:48 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria!
I was visitor number 1237 to your website! That means there's alot of people out there who are thinking and praying for you!!! You have lots of friends!!! My kids go to Green Pines and we are good friends of the Newshams. Your mom has told us how brave and strong you are especially during the bone marrow aspirates and and spinal taps. I've had several spinal taps and 1 bone marrow aspirate-- OUCH!!! We are really proud of how well you have done!!! You should be proud of yourself!!!
We are thrilled to share in the exciting news of your sibs being matches. It sounds like you had a special time at the concert the other night. Keep sending those pictures and flash all that toothless SMILE!
Keep the faith. We sure are. We send lots of prayers and thankyous for the "blessings" to God. Enjoy the sun today. Your friends, The Swerczeks- Lisa, Kevin, Kyle, Ali
Lisa Swerczek <swerz@msn.com>
Wildwood, MO - Friday, March 02, 2001 at 12:48 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria!
I just wanted to let you know that reading the journal entries has been so inspiring. You all have restored my belief in miracles! My prayers, and my family's, are with you.
Kevin Page <Kevin_Page@output.net>
Edwardsville, IL USA - Friday, March 02, 2001 at 10:05 AM (CST)

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Hello Alexandria and family,
Greetings from the land of earthquakes. We had one yesterday and it was quite an event. Almost as exciting as the news of your bone marrow partners.
I don't know if you remember us. We were members of St. Mark before we moved to the Seattle area in January. Anna Chicco was probably in Sunday school and choir with you. I spent a morning at your house to help dad and your sister and brothers.
We are so happy to hear that you are doing better and we will continute to think of you out here in the great northwest. We will continue to check your wonderful web page for updates on your progress.
With love and good wishes to all,
Meg, Giuliano, Lily and Anna Chicco
Meg Chicco <mchicco@cablespeed.com>
Sammamish, WA USA - Thursday, March 01, 2001 at 07:03 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria. You do not know me but I got your website from Alex and Matthew Pearl's Guestbook where you signed. I was Matthew and Alex's gymnastics teacher at The Little Gym. I saw all of your pictures! What a cool website!! You have so many people praying for you. I will be too.
With Love,

Jennifer Evans
Jennifer Evans <Jenbo@mac.com>
Ballwin, MO USA - Thursday, March 01, 2001 at 05:48 PM (CST)

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Hello Haddock family!! What wonderful news!! I am overwhelmed with happiness. We miss all of you and you are
in our prayers!!
We love you all!!
Aunt Hayley Michael & Mason
Aunt Hayley Michael & Mason <hnh65@juno.com>
St. Louis, Mo. USA - Thursday, March 01, 2001 at 12:48 PM (CST)

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hi alexandria. emily and i looked at your web site yesterday--she loves the heart bandana and wants one too!!! Give your momma a great big hug from me. She is a great momma to you!!!
cheryl and emily manchenton <mommymouth@aol.com>
wildwood, mo 63011 - Thursday, March 01, 2001 at 10:34 AM (CST)

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Hello, Alexandria my name is Jesselyn, thank you so much for emailing me. I am so happy to hear that you have bone marrow matches if you will need them. This site might be a helpful site for you parents. http://www.squirreltales.com/index.html
I will email you soon, I am just coming back for back from having a spinal tap. Love Jesselyn
Jesselyn <missjesselyn@aol.com>
Ft Belvoir, VA USA - Wednesday, February 28, 2001 at 06:11 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! I have just surfed through your website. It is really cool! I like looking at your pictures - especially the one with the tooth missing! I hope you enjoyed the concert. That sounds like it was really fun! We miss you! Your website is a wonderful way though for us to keep in touch!
Mrs. Kieffer <gppr1@rockwood.k12.mo.us>
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, February 28, 2001 at 05:11 PM (CST)

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Fantastic news!! I am delighted that you have options!! Celebrate! Best wishes to the entire family.

Denise from Austin, TX
D
- Wednesday, February 28, 2001 at 04:46 PM (CST)

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HEY GUYS THAT' WONDERFUL NEWS! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! WE KNOW THAT ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER TO THOSE WHO LOVE GOD! WOW! WE'LL KEEP PRAYING THAT YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE TO HAVE A TRANSPLANT.
CHRISTY MCDOWELL <christymcd@yahoo.com>
sidell, il - Wednesday, February 28, 2001 at 03:33 PM (CST)

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- Wednesday, February 28, 2001 at 03:20 PM (CST)

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What great news!! We keep all of you in our prayers, daily.


Dan Hudson
- Wednesday, February 28, 2001 at 02:36 PM (CST)

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That is GREAT news! And on top of it, you got a picture from Jay Leno.... and the Grinch!! WOW!! That is cool.
So glad to hear things are moving in a good direction. The Haddock Family must keep the faith and keep forging ahead! There are lots of people praying for all of you. You are inspirational!!! :-)
Wendy Schneider
- Wednesday, February 28, 2001 at 01:03 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! I think your web site is awesome! I hope you are feeling great. I'm really glad I haven't had to visit you in the hospital for awhile!! Your St. Mark Presbyterian Church family is praying for you and thinks about you all the time!! Grace and Peace, Kristy Forbes
Kristy Forbes <frascofit@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Wednesday, February 28, 2001 at 12:32 PM (CST)

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We can see that your angel Gabriella has been working very hard to watch over you! You have such exciting news!We are thrilled with how well you are doing and for all your most wonderful blessings you have been receiving! We think of you often. Keep up the good work! The Bowman's
Bowman Family <Bow1990@cs.com>
chesterfield, mo usa - Wednesday, February 28, 2001 at 11:39 AM (CST)

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I'm so glad Alexandria is doing well. Josh is in the intensification part of this phase. So far he is doing well on it and all his counts have actually gone up. Go figure.
Debbie Reynolds <acedallas@aol.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Wednesday, February 28, 2001 at 10:22 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! We are from your "Green Pines family." We have 4 children, 2 girls, 2 boys, just like you! We want you to know that we are praying for you and know that God will continue to watch over you. You are such a brave little girl & your pictures are awesome! So happy to hear the good news. God Bless!!! Love, The Strode Family Ed, Christy, Allison 9, Eddy 6, Eric 3, & Anna 1!!!!
Christy Strode <strodes@swbell.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Wednesday, February 28, 2001 at 10:21 AM (CST)

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HEY Alexandria,
I am so happy that your brothers and sister were matches for you. What a miracle. I can't wait to see you.
Love, Sidonia

- Wednesday, February 28, 2001 at 08:27 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! My name is Michelle Farmer and I used to be neighbors with the Newshams. Ann is in MOPS with me and has been filling us in on all the great news about you!

I went to see Cheri Keaggy also! Isn't she pretty? Her music always makes me feel so very wonderful inside. I always put it on nice and loud when I'm feeling bad. I was so excited when she dedicated "Little Boy on His Knees" to you! I turned to my friend and said, "I wonder if that was OUR Alexandria?" And now I know it was! COOOLLLLL! And she obviously liked you! (I love that song too. Of course, I think I love allllllllll of her songs!) I am so jealous that you got an autographed picture of her!

I see that you have a lot of people that write you and are keeping you in their prayers. I just wanted you to know that there are even MORE of us out here praying! Keep up the good fight! :)

God's Continued Blessings,
Michelle Farmer
Michelle Farmer <zuzuernie@hotmail.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Tuesday, February 27, 2001 at 10:56 PM (CST)

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We are so thankful to hear your news about the bonemarrow matching! We continue to be amazed at the strength of your family. Stay strong and keep smiling! We love you all!
Sally, Dan, Tommy and Emma Forness <SDFORNESS@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Tuesday, February 27, 2001 at 09:31 PM (CST)

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Hey Alexandria,
I heard the great news. I will keep you in my prayers !!!
God bless you,
tim
tim forneris <forneris@slu.edu>
St. Louis, MO USA - Tuesday, February 27, 2001 at 08:26 PM (CST)

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I am so happy to hear the great news. Love and kisses.
The Appleby's
Ellen Appleby <eapplet@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO - Tuesday, February 27, 2001 at 07:11 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! We are so happy to hear all the good news - that your treatments are going well, that you got to go to Cheri's concert, and that you got gifts from Jay Leno! Wow - alot of great things have been happening. We bet you and your mom had so much fun at the concert. St. John's is where we go to church - it is a really neat church! We hope you are having a great day! We think of you all the time and ask God to get you better real soon!!!!

Love, The Bisesi's - Bob, Robin, Carli and Dominic
The Bisesi Family - Bob, Robin, Carli and Dominic <robin.bisesi@usa.xerox.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Tuesday, February 27, 2001 at 04:40 PM (CST)

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Hi, I just want you to know that I was at the concert on Friday night and was so touched by you and your family. I did not realize that you were the family I heard about at my MOPS group. I know Ann Newsham from MOPS and my prayers are with your family. God Bless you all! Paula
Paula Mankovich <pmankovich1@home.com>
St. Charles, MO USA - Tuesday, February 27, 2001 at 04:32 PM (CST)

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Tommy loves to see the pictures of Alexandria - he can't wait to play with all of the Haddocks again!
Sally Forness <SDFORNESS@aol.com>
Ellisville, Mo USA - Tuesday, February 27, 2001 at 03:21 PM (CST)

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Hi Guys,

Just thought I would drop you a message. Alexandria I love your new picture from the concert. I am so glad you decided to go. Abby had such a good time seeing you the other day. She also loved your email and will write you back really soon. Have a great day.
Ann Newsham <Newsham6@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Tuesday, February 27, 2001 at 03:00 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria, I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers every day. I remember you from Sunday School when my sister and I used to teach! Love, Allison Nolan
Allison Nolan <janolan@swbell.net>
San Antonio, TX USA - Tuesday, February 27, 2001 at 11:25 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! It's your Aunt Michelle writing to tell you I think that is SO cool that you got to meet Cheri. Your mom and I heard her sing at the Hearts at Home conference one year. She has a beautiful voice, doesn't she? I will be emailing you all new pics of Austin and Ethan soon. Ethan is growing SO big. Today two people asked how old he was, and when I said 4 months, their eyes got big and they replied, "my, he's pretty big, isn't he?" We all love you and miss you lots! Take care, Aunt Michelle
Michelle Suter <michelle1210@yahoo.com>
Denver, CO USA - Monday, February 26, 2001 at 07:34 PM (CST)

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Hello Haddock's! We have just viewed your wonderful photos and read all of the journal entries. Stay strong. You have so many people praying for you every day.

All our love -

Cynthia Etter <jeffreyetter@aol.com>
Manchester, Mo USA - Monday, February 26, 2001 at 02:21 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria!
I miss you very much and hope you are doing very well. It is so cool that you met and had your picture taken with Cheri Keaggy! You are a very special and wonderful little girl.
I loved your Valentine's Day picture! It is currently on the desktop of my computer! So that everyday, every time I look at my computer, I get to see your beautiful face!
Hope to see you very soon!
I love you!
Auntie Dooly (aka Julie P. Downey) <moonchild@primary.net>
Edwardsville, IL USA - Monday, February 26, 2001 at 12:18 PM (CST)

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Hi this is Elizabeth Dalton from church.I miss seeing you at church!!I pray for you every day and night so does my dog and my mom and dad.I liked reading to Hayden and Hunter make sure that your brothers are reading this too!!!
Elizabeth Dalton <dmdnsd@msn.com>
Wildwood, MO - Monday, February 26, 2001 at 10:26 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria - I just want you to know that I think you are a very brave little girl! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers every day.
Love, Andrea Weise
Andrea Weise <aweise@postnet.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Monday, February 26, 2001 at 09:22 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers every day and Ethan includes you in his prayers every night. We are so impressed at how strong and brave you are. We love your website, especially the photos. Addison is looking more like you all the time. We miss all of you! Please tell Hayden "hello" from Ethan.
Love, Ann, Rob, Ethan and Kristin Erusha
Ann Erusha <AErusha@Transentric.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Sunday, February 25, 2001 at 03:14 PM (CST)

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Keep up the good work in school, Alexandria. Soon you can tell Mickey Mouse all about it!
Pam Passwater <a.passwater@worldnet.att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Sunday, February 25, 2001 at 01:47 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria, We have been thinking and praying for you. That is sooo cool about Jay Leno!! You are a very blessed girl. Just remember we love and pray for you every day! Love You!!!


Sean and Juli Cooper Logan and Moriah <jlogan1995@aol.com>
Festus, Mo United States - Friday, February 23, 2001 at 06:49 PM (CST)

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Hi! Alexandria! Mason wants me to remind you that the Easter bunny will be coning soon! Michael wants wants to say Hi! We miss you! Hopefully when spring comes we will get to come see you! We love you!
Aunt Hayley , Michael & Mason <hnh65@juno.com>
St. Louis, Mo. USA - Friday, February 23, 2001 at 02:15 PM (CST)

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Alexandria and family, just to let you know, I am thinking about you and praying for you. I hope you find the answers you are seeking and that Alexandria continues on such a positive path! Take care, Linda Lummus. PS Joan Thomas has been asking about you and is keeping you in her prayers.
Linda Lummus <lindalummus@iopener.net>
Cape Girardeau, MO - Thursday, February 22, 2001 at 02:41 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria and family,

We are keeping you in our daily prayers. We are also members of St. Marks - Jonathan and Matthew have played with you and your brothers at church activities/school. We all think your web site is really cool.
You are in our thoughts. God Bless.
Kathy, Karl, Jonathan and Matthew Klepfer <klepk@swbell.net>
Chesterfield, MO - Wednesday, February 21, 2001 at 08:57 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria and Family,
So many exciting things are happening for you! We continue to keep you in our prayers and are always blessed by your stories. God's angles are looking after you!

Tanda Smith & family <smitht@cape.k12.mo.us>
Cape Girardeau, MO USA - Tuesday, February 20, 2001 at 11:07 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! We miss you! Your website is awesome! How cool is it to get a package from Jay Leno! You are a very special little girl and we love you so much!
Aunt Hayley, Michael & Mason
St. Louis, Mo. - Tuesday, February 20, 2001 at 04:01 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria!! We really missed you this year on New Year's Eve, but know we will get to see you soon! My mom told me you are getting so tall and look at least 9!! Hang in there as we are praying for you a lot. I'm busy right now with basketball and helping with Savannah. Boy, she's a lot of work, but we can play together now that she is two! The only problem is that she always messes up my toys! Tell Hunter, Hayden and Addison we said "hello". Take care. Love Brennen Lummus and family. PS - Glad to hear everyone liked the Pasta House!!!
Brennen Lummus <monica.b.lummus@accenture.com>
Valley Park, MO - Tuesday, February 20, 2001 at 10:07 AM (CST)

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Hi! My name is Sr. Mary Ann Haefner,C.PP.S, cousin of Debbie and Chip Rowland. You have been in my prayers ever since I heard about the need of them through Debbie. I keep Alexandria's name on my T.V. so that I can often be reminded of her and her dear family. I tell the volunteers at the St. Anthony's Pantry about her and also other Sisters too. I am new at this computer stuff and hope that this reaches all of you. Know that I lift you in prayer every day and thank God for the grace of healing.
Love your all- Sr. Mary Ann
Please put me on the e-mail address. Thanks.

Sr. Mary Ann Haefner <machaefner@aol.com>
MO U.S.A. - Monday, February 19, 2001 at 10:46 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to say Hi! to you and your family.And let you know that your in our hearts and our prayers everyday. God bless! Mike
Mike Christian <mchrstn@marz.com>
Cape Girardeau, Mo. USA - Monday, February 19, 2001 at 08:11 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to tell the whole family "hi". I know you don't know me Alexandria, but I wanted to let you know that I keep you in my heart every day.
Judy Steele <sinic2000@aol.com>
St. Louis, Mo USA - Monday, February 19, 2001 at 02:54 PM (CST)

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Hey Alexandria,
You do not know me, but I went to law school with your dad, Grant. He just told me about your website. I will be checking on you periodically. I wish you the best and will be praying for you. Your Friend, tim
tim forneris <forneris@slu.edu>
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, February 19, 2001 at 02:30 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria, I love your website! My daughter, Amanda, 11, has ALL too. I want to create a website for her also. I really like your photos. Glad to hear that counts have gone up. Amanda will sign your guestbook too. Keep smiling! Denise from Austin, TX
Denise Norris <NorrisDA@msn.com>
Austin, TX USA - Sunday, February 18, 2001 at 10:49 PM (CST)

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Hello Alexandria, we are so excited your last visit at the hospital went so well. Hope you are feeling good and are enjoying all your messages. We think of you everyday and the girls still are interested in hearing more about your angel. Lots of love!!!!The Bowman's
The Bowman Family <Bow1990@cs.com>
Chesterfield, MO USA - Saturday, February 17, 2001 at 02:29 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria,
We've never met but your brother, Hunter, played in Adventure Club at Green Pines with my son, Ryan. We think of you often and are so inspired by your strength. I'm going to check your website often to check in on you. I love your pictures on the website. My favorite is when you lost your tooth! Keep smiling. You're in our thoughts and prayers.
Dee Ann, Rob, Sean and Ryan Godlewski
Dee Ann Godlewski <DeeAnn65@aol.com>
Wildwood, MO US - Friday, February 16, 2001 at 09:01 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
This is Taylor Smith from your Sunday School Class at St. Mark. My Mommy just showed me your pictures on the computer. I am sorry to hear that you are sick. I will say a prayer for you tonight. Please come back to Sunday School as soon as you can.
Your Friend,
Taylor
Chris, Karen, Taylor and Mason Smith <karenandchris@earthlink.net>
Ballwin, MO USA - Friday, February 16, 2001 at 07:06 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! My mom and I just seen your darling pictures. We are so proud of you and your family for being so strong and brave. We think of you all the time, and will always be in our prayers. I hope you feel better soon.
Taylor, Diane, Chuck, Chad and Danny Ratliff <Sug233@cs.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Friday, February 16, 2001 at 04:41 PM (CST)

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My Precious Alexandria, I love your valentine picture so much. You look so cute in the heart that your neighbors gave you. It was fun talking to you last night about all the cookies we are going to bake together. I can't wait.See you soon. I love you, Memaw
Noel Knotts <David-Kno@msn.com>
Terre Du Lac, MO USA - Friday, February 16, 2001 at 06:00 AM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria,
I just love your website...now I get to see your beautiful, smiling face as many times as I want. I sure hope to be able to see you again soon. Always have you in my thoughts and prayers hon.. I love you w/ all my heart. Love to you... always. .your 1st grade teacher
Gwen Scott <Moscotts@aol.com>
Wildwood, Mo usa - Thursday, February 15, 2001 at 08:58 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! Remeber Erin from St. Mark Preschool and church? She remembers you and is sending "get well wishes". Erin wants to plan a play day the minute you are well. We are late in sending you a Valentine, but Erin colored one for you today and will stick it in the mail. We enjoyed seeing your beautiful smile on this awesome website. You are a tough little girl and have taught us that love is so important. You are in our prayers. Love XO The Pietrowski's Steve, Angie, Madison, Erin & Gwendolyn
Erin Pietrowski <Bootzie@aol.com>
Chesterfield, MO St. Louis - Thursday, February 15, 2001 at 08:22 PM (CST)

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I just wanted to say hello and say that Alexandria is one of the bravest people I know. I hope everything stays okay.
Morgan Appleby <CrazyxDazy@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, February 15, 2001 at 02:05 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! I can't wait until Millie gets home from school, she will be so excited to see your website and pictures! She is also missing quite a few teeth in the front! Everyone in Mrs. Wilkinson's class talks about you and misses you! I hope you had a great Valentine's Day. Millie will e-mail you soon! Take Care!
Libby and Millie Kessinger <Kessingerfamily@prodigy.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Thursday, February 15, 2001 at 08:42 AM (CST)

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Hi,
I just wanted to thank you for letting me come over and play for a few minutes. I wanted to give you lots of kisses, Can't wait to see you again, call me!!!
Love Jazz
Jazz Appleby <eapplet@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO 63011 - Thursday, February 15, 2001 at 12:29 AM (CST)

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Hi everyone. We want to keep in touch with how things are going and what a wonderful idea to create this website! Just reading thru some of this really is inspirational. You all are approaching things so postively and making each and every day count. Keep the faith!! You are in our thoughts and prayers each day!!
Wendy, Rob and Danielle Schneider <wendy.schneider@edwardjones.com>
- Wednesday, February 14, 2001 at 04:43 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! It's Miss Becca from the preschool and from church! What a cool website you have - I love the pictures! You have sure grown up since preschool. Every time I think of you, I think of Miss Spider's Tea Party and how you recited the whole book from memory when you were just barely 5 years old - I was so impressed! Not only did you know all the "hard" words, but you were so expressive, too! I could tell then that whatever you made up your mind to do, you would be able to do! Happy Valentine's Day! I'm sure you know that you have lots & lots of people who love you! I pray for you and your family every day! Love, Miss Becca
Becca Pecher <bpecher@yahoo.com>
Ballwin, MO, MO USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2001 at 02:40 PM (CST)

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I am so happy to hear that Alexandria is doing well.
We still miss Grant in class and we think of you all always.
Our best wishes and prayers remain with you.



Laletta Cline <clinelk@slu.edu>
Florissant, MO USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2001 at 10:27 PM (CST)

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Hi guys
I finally got a free moment to jump on the computer. It is 9:30 pm Tuesday, Ryan and Skylar went to bed at 7:00 which is a first and Crofford is in Little Rock until Wednesday. It was nice to see the family photos. Wow! everyone is getting so big. We can't wait to come to St. Louis for the golf outing. Our only dilema is a babysitter. We are trying to figure something out. I am thinking about asking the neighbor girl if she will come with us for the weekend. Anyway, I hope things are looking up for Alexandria. How many teeth has she lost? I will try to make an effort to email you each week. Ryan says his prayers everynight with Crofford for Alexandria. Bye.
Your caring friends, The Lanes
Yvette Lane <buglane1@aol.com>
Collierville, TN USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2001 at 09:33 PM (CST)

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Dear Alexandria,
It is Miss Nancy from your preschool at St. Marks, I want you to know that I pray for you and your family every single night. I loved seeing your pictures and reading about you losing your teeth, very exciting. have a good Valentines Day lots of love in the air at your house!! You and your Mom are two of the strongest bravest people I know. Hi to the boys from me too. Love Miss Nancy
Nancy Gauthier <jocki1@.net>
Ballwin, Mo St. Louis - Tuesday, February 13, 2001 at 06:02 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
We went to pre-school with your brother Haydon and we want you to stay strong and get well real soon. You are in our
thoughts and prayers.
Caroline and Julia Cycon <JillianJC@msn.com>
Chesterfield, - Tuesday, February 13, 2001 at 05:29 PM (CST)

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My Beautiful Alexandria: You are my first granddaughter. I will always remember the first time I saw you. You had the most beautiful blue eyes and the most perfect skin with a little fringe on dark hair around your face. I almost exploded with pride. You have grown to be not only beautiful on the outside but also beautiful on the inside. Every day I thank God for my precious little girl. You will always be in our prayers. We love you, Memaw & Pawpaw.
Memaw & Pawpaw Knotts <David-Kno@msn.com>
Terre Du Lac, MO USA - Monday, February 12, 2001 at 06:40 PM (CST)

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Vicki Purcell <vicki.purcell@stl.rural.usda.gov>
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, February 12, 2001 at 04:54 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria & family.. Just wanted to let you know that we pray for you everyday and we miss you.
I can't wait to show Brandon your webpage -- it's really neat.
Keep smiling :)
Love from Doug, Brandon, Ryan and Nina
Nina Hudson <Nina.Main@wcom.com>
Ballwin, mo 63021 - Monday, February 12, 2001 at 03:31 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria, I don't know if you remember me but I went to preschool with you at Claymont. My mom and I love your website, espically the picture book. You are very pretty. Our thoughts and prayers are with you, take care and remember to smile =) Love, Tommy Keenan and family
The Keenan Family (Kelly, Tom, Ginny, Tommy and Michael) <tomkel@stlnet.com>
Ballwin, MO USA - Monday, February 12, 2001 at 01:31 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria!
I love you!
Auntie Dooly (Aunt Julie)
Julie P. Downey <moonchild@primary.net>
Edwardsville , EL USA - Sunday, February 11, 2001 at 12:27 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria:

I know your daddy from school. Your web site is very good. I hope you are doing well and will keep you in my thoughts. Keep your chin up.
Misty Poynter <mp121295@aol.com>
- Friday, February 09, 2001 at 02:36 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,

Our daddy goes to school with your daddy. Our mommy & daddy told us to think about you and pray for you every night. We hope you are feeling well. My name is Sammy and my sister's name is Abby. I am three and my sister is two. We want you to get all better and know that God and your guardian angel are taking care of you and your family.
Love,
Sammy & Abby

- Friday, February 09, 2001 at 01:55 PM (CST)

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Alexandria,
Your Grandma Haddock has been sending me news of you. I am her sister from Seattle, Wa. - your great aunt. My family and I pray for you daily,sweetheart. We also have 2 churches in the area praying for you! God is truly with you and your family. I love your website and the fact that I can find out how you are doing. Love, Aunt Cindy
cindy abrams <Aplace2bee@cs.com>
shoreline, wa king - Thursday, February 08, 2001 at 09:58 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
Mindy, Ryan, Zachary and I are thinking about you and including you in our prayers. Mindy told me that she saw you and your family outside. This is great news! Pretty soon, we will be able to bring Zachary outside. He is doing pretty well. Ryan is a great big brother and cals him "bee-bee". Hope to see you out again soon. We wish you the best!
The Brusseau Family
Joe, Mindy, Ryan and Zachary Brusseau <joe@brusseaudesigngroup.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Thursday, February 08, 2001 at 11:03 AM (CST)

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Hi,Alexandria my name is Mike and I'm the custodian at Westminster Presbyterian Church.Where your grandma staples is a member.You are always in our prayers and thoughts daily.Hang in there.
Mike Christian <mchrstn@marz.com>
Cape Girardeau, Mo. USA Feb.7,2001 - Wednesday, February 07, 2001 at 07:48 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
It was so good to see your smiling face today when I dropped off your present! How exciting that you lost another tooth! I hope you enjoy our gift and poem! Maybe you could wear it for a picture and post it on your cool web site! You and your family are always in our prayers!
Love,
Nancy, Gary, Jake and Katie Balkenbusch
Nancy Balkenbusch <nbalken@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO - Wednesday, February 07, 2001 at 07:06 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,

We do not know if you remember us, but we SURE remember you! We met you a little over two years ago on a Christmas Eve day in Illinois. You were wearing a very pretty Christmas dress which looked great on you, a very, very pretty girl.

We are tickled to see recent pictures of you! We have some from two yrs. ago, and you look pretty much the same - just slightly older and even prettier.

We at our house and in our church ALWAYS remember you in prayer, Alexandria. You are so special!

Love,
Mr. and Mrs. Compton

Phil, Sr. and Linda Compton <Linphi62@aol.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Wednesday, February 07, 2001 at 06:56 PM (CST)

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Alexandria--
I don't know if remember us from St. Mark, but Emily was in a Bible School class with you 2 years ago and in Hunter's preschool one year. We also dance at Dance Inc. You are in our thoughts and prayers. You are such a brave little girl and give all of us strength. Keep working hard at feeling better and take care of your Mom.
Becky, Rob, Emily, Jack and Sadie Eggmann <beggmann@hotmail.com>
Ballwin, MO USA - Wednesday, February 07, 2001 at 10:07 AM (CST)

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Hello Haddock Family! I love the website! I will visit it often! Please tell Alexandria that "Miss Donna" from church thinks of her everyday! I hope she remembers lots of what we learned in Sunday School, and the great songs we sang! Lots of Love to all of you!
Donna Schiro <dschiro@hotmail.com>
Ballwin, MO USA - Wednesday, February 07, 2001 at 09:11 AM (CST)

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Hello Alexandria and family,
Thanks for creating this page. It is nice to be able to share pictures and updates with my kids who are also praying for Alexandria. The courage and faith of your family is a blessing to us!
Tanda Smith <smitht@cape.k12.mo.us>
Cape Girardeau, MO USA - Tuesday, February 06, 2001 at 10:36 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria!!! My name is Jill and I have 5 boys and we are all praying for you!! Keep up the great attitude!!
Jill and all the Hawkins boys!! <jwhawk@worldshare.net>
Flower Mound, TX USA - Tuesday, February 06, 2001 at 10:33 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! You are so lucky to have your own website! I have three children who would love to be able to communicate to others this way. It's wonderful! Your pictures are so cute! Your brother and sister went to Elegant Child which my husband and I own. Everyone there is praying for you and your family. We can't wait for your brother and sister to come back and play, and for you to visit.My aunt has also asked three convents of sisters to pray for you, and they ask about you often. This website will help update them.Happy Valentine's Day! Debbie Rowland

Debbie Rowland <lttjr7@aol.com>
Wildwood, Mo USA - Tuesday, February 06, 2001 at 09:28 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! Your WebPage is the coolest! We loved looking at the pictures and seeing all the letters to you in the guestbook! We think of you all the time and we ask God every night to help you get ALL better soon.
Love, The Bisesi Family
Bob, Robin, Carli and Dominic Bisesi <rbisesi@usa.xerox.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Tuesday, February 06, 2001 at 08:46 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria!

What a cool website you have! Congratulations on losing your tooth, Haley thinks that is very cool and can't wait 'til she loses her first tooth. You and your family are in our prayers every day, and we'll look forward to seeing you when we come back to Missouri this year.

Love,

Haley, Jack, Kristen and Jeff
Jeff Staples <jeff@avisian.com>
Oak Hill, Virginia USA - Tuesday, February 06, 2001 at 07:48 PM (CST)

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Keep up the good work. We all get inspired by your upbeat, determination. You're always in our thoughts and prayers.
John
John Appleby <jappleb@aol>
- Tuesday, February 06, 2001 at 07:31 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
My name is Lynn and I am the secretary at Westminster Presbyterian Church where your grandma Staples is a member. We pray for you each Monday and I pray for you regularly. Your grandma keeps us informed of how you are doing.
Lynn Suhre <deblyn2@hotmail.com>
Cape Girardeau, MO usa - Tuesday, February 06, 2001 at 10:26 AM (CST)

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Mike Christian <mchrstn@marz.com>
Cape Girardeau, MO USA - Tuesday, February 06, 2001 at 10:24 AM (CST)

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Lynn Suhre <deblyn2@hotmail.com>
Cape Girardeau, MO usa - Tuesday, February 06, 2001 at 10:19 AM (CST)

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Alexandria,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Take it one day at a time. I've got a couple of cool magic tricks that I can't wait to show you.
Lee, Monica, Brennen, and Savannah Lummus <LLummus@Bunge.com>
St. Louis, MO - Monday, February 05, 2001 at 05:28 PM (CST)

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dear alexandria...i feel as if i know you from the wonderful updates that your mom gives everyone on the computer. my friend is mrs. balkenbusch...jake and katies mom. we have been best friends for a very long time. do you have a bestfriend? i have 3 children that are 11,10 and 6. we are all praying for your health. god is so faithful and has such special plans for all of us. he always has the best plan, and we have to trust in him. he hurts when we hurt and is sad when we are sad. he loves us so much. i know that you know about god and jesus and that you can talk to them about anything. he is always there to listen. that is so nice to have them there to hear our prayers. i see that you lost your front tooth. your picture on the website is adorable. we are coming to st. louis this summer and we would love to meet you in person. i bet your tooth will be grown back in by then. maybe the other one will be out. alexandria...you are so special. we are praying that you are healing and we are praying for your parents and those special brothers and sister of yours. god bless you! jan neville
jan neville <kevinnvll>
lake forest, il usa - Monday, February 05, 2001 at 05:03 PM (CST)

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Tim & Stacey Guiling <tlguiling@hotmail.com>
Saint Louis, MO USA - Monday, February 05, 2001 at 04:27 PM (CST)

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Hey Miss Alex, Emily misses you so much but she knows you are getting better. She can't wait to play with you when you are both well! Love you!! Cheryl and Emily Manchenton
Cheryl Manchenton <mommymouth@aol.com>
wildwood, mo - Monday, February 05, 2001 at 03:25 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria:
We love your website and great pictures. You are like a ray of sunshine!! Happy Valentines Day a little early. You are in our daily prayers.

Alex, Danny, Steve and Amy Huffman <amy@selectmedicalsolutions.com>
Ellisville, MO US - Monday, February 05, 2001 at 02:22 PM (CST)

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We love your new website and hope to talk to you more often. Your pictures are great! We hope Gabriella is well on her way and that Alexandria is getting lots of great photos and letters. Keep up your good spirits. You are in our daily prayers! All the Bowman's
Bowman Family <Bow1990@cs.com>
Chesterfield, MO USA - Monday, February 05, 2001 at 02:17 PM (CST)

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- Monday, February 05, 2001 at 01:35 PM (CST)

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My precious Alexandria,
I thank God for the blessing of you---my beautiful granddaughter! I love you!!!
Nana
sunny staples <sunnystaples@prodigy.net>
- Monday, February 05, 2001 at 01:34 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria! I LOVE your webpage, what a great idea! Austin, Ethan, Uncle Michael and I want you to know you are in our thoughts and prayers! Lots of love! We miss you and look forward to your getting rid of the leukemia so you can come visit us in Colorado.
Love, Aunt Michelle
Michelle Suter <michelle1210 @yahoo.com>
Thornton, CO USA - Monday, February 05, 2001 at 11:23 AM (CST)

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Hi, Alexandria: We at St. Mark think about you often and keep you in our prayers. We all love you.

Dan Hudson
Dan Hudson <danhudson2001@yahoo.com>
Ballwin, MO USA - Monday, February 05, 2001 at 10:42 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria - what beautiful pictures! I especially like the one with your missing tooth - how cute you look! Jordan can't wait to show you some cool tricks you can do with missing teeth - drinking through a straw easier, squirting water in the tub - just a few of them!! Keep up the beautiful smiles!
Julene, Tom and Jordan Tojo <julene.tojo@telcobuy.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, February 05, 2001 at 10:41 AM (CST)

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Hi, Alexandria, You are the only kid that I know with a web site! WAY COOL. I can't wait for Joey and Elizabeth to get home from school so that I can show it to them. Take care of yourself we love you and you are in our prayers every day.
Pam Ludwinski <pamlud@msn.com>
Wildwood, MO 63011 - Monday, February 05, 2001 at 09:35 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria!
I miss you and think about you all the time! You are always in my thoughts and prayers! Your web page is absolutely fabulous! :-)
I love you sweetie!
Auntie Dooley ( Aunt Julie P. Downey) <moonchild@primary.net>
Edwardsville, IL USA - Monday, February 05, 2001 at 09:12 AM (CST)

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Hi, Alexandria! Best wishes from Brownie Troop 3710 at Green Pines! We're thinking of you, and praying for you to get better. God is surely listening, for you're doing great! Keep up the great Girl Scout spirit!!
Kathy Moll <lmollstl@aol.com>
wildwood, mo usa - Monday, February 05, 2001 at 06:34 AM (CST)

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miles white <wminster@clas.net>
Cape Girardeau, MO US - Sunday, February 04, 2001 at 11:48 PM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
You have the coolest web page on the internet! We really like your picture that shows your tooth missing! We will visit your site often! LOVE,
Don, Judy, Katie and D.Anne
Judy Vollmayer <judyv@earthlink.net>
ellisville, mo usa - Wednesday, January 31, 2001 at 09:00 AM (CST)

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Hi Alexandria,
Abby and I love your new web pages and love the pictures. You look so pretty with your new lost tooth!

Love,
Ann & Abby Newsham
Ann Newsham <Newsham@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO USA - Sunday, January 28, 2001 at 10:20 AM (CST)

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