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TREVOR 
THIS WEB SITE IS TO UPDATE YOU ON OUR SON TREVORS BATTLE WITH HIGH RISK NEUROBLASTOMA. TREVOR IS 3 YEARS OLD AND DIAGNOSED WITH HIGH RISK NEUROBLASTOMA ON FEBUARY 5 2005 SHORTLY AFTER HIS 2ND BIRTHDAY. TREVOR WAS ALWAYS FULL OF ENERGY AND DISPLAYED NO SIGNS OF ILLNESS UNTIL A MYSTERIOUS BLACK EYE THAT SEEMED TO BE BULGING. WE LATER DISCOVERED THIS WAS A SECONDARY TUMOR IN HIS ORBIT AND SINUS CAVITY AND THAT OUR LITTLE BOY HAD CANCER. (EVERY PARENTS WORST NIGHTMARE). TREVOR WAS ENROLLED IN A STUDY AT CHOP THAT CONSISTED OF 5 CYCLES OF CHEMOTHEARPY FOLLOWED BY 2 STEM CELL TRANSPLANTS AND T CELL RESCUE. TREVOR ACHIVED NED VERY EARLY ON IN TREATMENT. UNFORTUNATLEY JUST 9 MONTHS AFTER HIS 2ND TRANSPLANT AN MIBG SCAN SHOWED THE CANCER HAD RETURNED ON HIS SPINE. TREVOR WAS THEN PUT ON AN EXPERIMENTAL DRUG CALLED CCI-779 2 MONTHS LATER AN MIBG SCAN SHOWED A NEW SPOT ON HIS SPINE. TREVOR THEN STARTED TEMODAR AND ORAL IRINOTECAN. AFTER 3 CYCLES AND ANOTHER BLACK EYE MIBG SCANS IN 0CTOBER 2006 SHOWED PROGRESSION TO MANY AREAS OF HIS BODY. TREVOR IS CURRENTLY BEING TREATED WITH VINCRISTINE, ETOPOSIDE, AND CARBOPLATIN IN HOPES TO GET HIM BACK TO NED STATUS ONCE AGAIN. WE WILL CONTINUE TO UPDATE YOU ON TREVOR AND WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYBODY PRAYING FOR OUR LITTLE BOY.
This is something i found on a friends web page and thought it may give some of my other friends with children with cancer some comfort. The Chosen Mothers By Erma Bombeck Most women become a mother by accident,some by choice and a few by habit. Did you ever wonder how mothers of children with life threatening illnesses are chosen? Somehow, I visualize God hovering over earth selecting His instruments for progagation with great care and deliberation. As He observes, He instructs His angels to make notes in giant ledger..... "Armstrong,Beth,Son,patron saint Matthew" Forrest,Marjorie,daughter,patron saint Cecilia" Rutledge,Carrie,twins,patron saint Greard." Finally, He passes a name to an angel and says,"Give her a child with cancer." The angel is curious."why this one, God? She is so happy." "Exactly," smiles God," Could I give a child with cancer a mother who does not know laughter? That would be crule." "But, does she have patience?" asks the angel,"I dont want her to have too much patience or she will drown in a sea of self-pity and despair. Once the shock and resentment wears off, She will handle it." "I watched her today,"said God. "she has that feeling of self independence that is so rare and necessary in a mother. You see, the child Im going to give her has its own world. She has to make it live in her world and thats not going to be easy." "But Lord, I dont think she believes in you," said the angel. "No matter, I can fix that. This one is perfect, She has just enough selfishness." The angel gasps,"selfishness? Is that a virtue?" God nods."If she cant separate herself from the child occasionally, She'll never survive. Yes,here is the women I will bless with a child less than perfect. She doesnt realize it yet, but she is to be envied. She will never take anything her child does for granted. She will never consider a single step ordinary. I will permit her to see clearly the things I see.....Ignorance,cruelty,predudice...and allow her to rise above them." "And what about her patron saint" asks the angel, his pen poised in mid air. God smiles and says.... "A mirror will suffice."
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Friday, February 8, 2008 12:05 AM CST Well Im not sure how many people still check this page. I havent been able to update scince Trevors passing. The pain of not being able to squeeze him is nothing short of paralizing. The days do not get easier but it is what it is. We just miss him so much.
I wanted to let everyone know that Alexs lemonade recently contacted us and asked if they could feature Trevor on there heros page. I am very honored. He will be up in the next few weeks on there web site. Hopefully his story will help raise some money for pediatric cancer. They are such an amazing organization and there are so many little ones in need. www.alexlemonade.org Oh darn its been so long i cant even remember how to properly link this web site.
Thank you all for your support and prayers. I apologize to everyone that i have not gotten back to. I wish this entry sounded more inspirational but i dont really have it in me. I trust with all my heart that Trevor is watching over us and I cant help but wonder if all of those glorious stink bugs in my house are a sign that Trevor wants me to know he is ok. I have even considered feeding the cute little citters as Trevor would have liked that very much.
Tabby is doing great. She wears big girl undies and will soon be starting ballet. She talks about Trevor all the time and i even heard her yelling at him once to please give back her cat and he can just take Farley(our dog). I dont think Farley liked that idea. Even bugwhacker (Trevors Fish)is doing well. I keep wondering scince Tevor had the worlds longest living sea monkeys, than this fish might outlive me.
Well i cant see though all these darn tears. Thank you all for being so kind and patient.
Love Jackie
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Hospital Information: Home Sweet Home
Links: http://www.firstgiving.com/trevorgresko Donate to Alex's Lemonaide in memory of Trevor http://www.alexslemonade.org Check out Trevors Hero story
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