Brandon Loose

Brandon Adam Loose
The Greatest Neuroblastoma Warrior earned his Angel wings after a long, long fight with the ugly beast.
June 13, 1999 - October 6, 2008

Journal

Wednesday, May 13, 2009 9:23 PM CDT

So since my last entry alot has changed. First, we went to THON and were so happy we went. We met some amazing students. I cried almost instantly when I seen Nikki and Micaela and Joe. Then as they are introducing the overall chairs, who do I see on the big screen, Joe and Brandon a picture that was taken last year. I cried like a baby. I had no idea how emotional it was gonna be. We went back and forth from the hotel to thon all weekend. We watched the Pep Rally and then on Sunday they had family hour which included a video of Rememberance. I could not believe how hard that was and thankfully I was being held up literally by my cancer family. I love them all and pray they never have to watch their child on that screen.

Anyway, in April I got a job at Williams Apothecary (a pharmacy) and absolutely love it. I have great days, good days, and bad days. But I am getting by. Life without Brandon sucks!! We are on vacation now and every place we go reminds me of him. We took a hike yesterday and my niece said to me how cool would it be to see a bear on the trail, I told her all I wanted to see was my dragonfly, and he was there a beautiful blue dragonfly. She went to take a picture of it for me and it was gone. Brandon never did like his picture taken. We also seen a lion mountian on skyline drive. But the best this was on Mother's day. I was feeling down cause when we were at Cracker Barrel a little boy walked in with a mohawk like Brandon had all I wanted to do was rub his head, but I knew his parents wouldn't appreciate it. Anyway on the way back to the condo a black bear ran out in front of us. He actually looked over as he was running. I know Brandon sent him to say Happy Mothers Day to me. Well now that I got myself bawling again I'm gonna leave you with that.

Jamie

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