St. Luke Gabriel's Legacy...

Enjoying his 4th of July goodies sent to him by Chemo Angel Cathy in Texas; June 2002 He really loved his things & I still have most of them~

Run free baby boy!!!!!






LUKE GABRIEL ERVIN
July 8 2000 - July 31 2003


"Some lives are like a song- every note rare and precious. We feel blessed to have heard the music."

Journal

Thursday, June 25, 2009 2:15 PM CDT

I am sooooooooooo bad about updating this anymore! For those of you who are still following us, I am on Facebook as Ivy Hahn Ervin and do keep updated on it. (Yes, I am semi-addicted to that now!)

I simply do not get on here as much because it reminds me of so much that I've lost with Luke's death. This website has certainly helped to comfort me through the years, but now it just seems to keep me stuck in the past. Which is filled with alot of pain about the circumstances of Luke's life. I miss that boy so awful bad!!!!!!!

It will be 6 years at the end of July that he's been dead. Such a sickening thing... He would be celebrating his 9th birthday if he'd been alive on July 8th. And it just hurts to see the other 3 kids growing, learning, being happy & to know Luke won't be here to share in it himself! Actually pisses me off greatly, if the truth be known. I have alot of anger over the whole thing, & the fall-out since. Only other bereaved parents can even get a glimpse of what I am talking about. It is absolutely crazy to see how much is affected by childhood cancer. And our experience was relatively short in the scope of things. Many families fight years against the beast. So terribly hard & painful. So even though it is 6 years out, there are big gaps in my psyche that simply are still raw with emotion and I'm not sure will ever be whole again.

Dont' really have it in me to write more at this point. Look me up on facebook & we'll chat. Love & blessings to all- Ivy

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Being held in Jesus's arms!

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E-mail Author: ervin6@embarqmail.com

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