SKYLAR MOON BERRY

November 4, 2000 - May 22, 2006

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Journal

Friday, May 23, 2008 12:45 AM CDT

Thank all of you for remembering about Sky. I was amazed at all of the people who signed his guestbook yesterday.
It was a hard week but family and friends got me through it. My mind is mean to me sometimes and it decided to let me remember everything that happened each day this week 2 years ago. The hardest part is thinking now that it has been two years since I have touched his skin. I miss combing his hair just to have him get mad at me and pull it straight forward. He was so handsome. It is amazing that babies turn into such beautiful people. I wish I would have taken more pictures although Cathy always tells me I took an extreme amount. I just wish I could have a picture for every moment he was alive. He was such a ham and that smile. You can't help but smile just thinking about his.
As for May 22nd and how we spent it. I was affraid of this day to come and was unsure of how I would spend it. Adam's new job had there golfing tounament which was perfect for him to enjoy. I didn't set an alarm clock and hoped I could sleep the day away. It didn't happen however I did manage to stay in bed until 10am. When I dragged myself out of bed my phone had a message on it from my firend Christy (so glad you were there). She and Ginger decided to take me to P.F. Changs for lunch. Great- so I jogged and showered and Christy picked me up. We shared some Skylar stories and did some much needed laughing. After lunch Christy had a fun idea of going to the casino. We never go there but we thought the environment would keep my head busy. Not much luck we spent a good amount of time on penny slots and left $20 dollars more poor. I then came home and got dressed to meet up with my family at the cemetery. I picked up some ballons and headed there. They showed up one by one and all smiled at Sky's headstone. It really is beautiful. I added some pics of it on the photo page to look at. We all said a few nice words of what we loved about Sky let go of baloons and said the Our Father. This was Skylars bedtime prayer. It was very emotional but I left feeling very proud. Sky was smiling down. After we left we headed to the pizza cafe (thats what Sky called it) Valentinos. It was again good conversation and a great way to spend the day. The end of the night brought many tears to my eyes as I layed in bed thinking of my son. They then dried up as I thought Sky had something to do with the good day that just took place. He is always with me. Sometimes I can't feel it but he is. This life is short and I get to spend eternity with him. I better make him happy with how I spend my time because I know I will have an ear full when I get up there if I don't. Thanks for checking in. I hear the comment I don't update enough so I will try to keep up with this. Hug your family and tell them you love them! God Bless.

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